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Faith Themes in Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood: Sacrifice, Redemption, and the Soul

A part of the “Faith Themes in [Anime]” series on TheSweetSelah blog.

Hi friend 💛

Welcome back to TheSweetSelah, where we explore the deeper meanings in animation through the lens of scripture. This post is part of the Faith Themes in [Anime] series—a space for uncovering how God’s truth shows up in beautifully unexpected places.

Today’s anime: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood This isn’t just a story about magic and science—it’s a profound reflection on human limitation, the danger of pride, and the unshakable value of the soul.

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Playing God and Facing the Consequences

At its heart, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood is a warning against trying to play God. When Edward and Alphonse Elric lose their mother, they turn to alchemy to bring her back—breaking the ultimate taboo: human transmutation.

The price? Edward loses his leg, and Alphonse loses his entire body. In desperation, Ed sacrifices his arm to bind Al’s soul to a suit of armor.

They learn the painful truth: “To obtain something, something of equal value must be lost.”

But God’s economy is different. He doesn’t operate on equivalent exchange—He operates on grace.

📖 Ephesians 2:8–9 – “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast.”

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The Soul Cannot Be Manufactured

One of the most chilling themes in the show is the attempt to create life—homunculi, artificial humans without true souls. Despite their power, they are hollow. And when people try to use Philosopher’s Stones—created through human sacrifice—they find that nothing eternal can come from injustice.

📖 Genesis 2:7 – “Then the Lord God formed a man…and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and the man became a living soul.”

Only God can breathe life into something eternal. No science, no magic, no power can replicate the image of God placed in us. Our soul has infinite value—not because of what we can do, but because of Who made us.

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Sacrifice That Doesn’t Demand Equal Return

By the end of the series, we see a shift in Edward. He begins the journey relying on logic and laws—on what can be earned. But ultimately, the breakthrough happens when he gives up his ability to perform alchemy—not to gain something, but to save someone.

It’s no longer about gaining power—it’s about giving it up for love.

📖 John 15:13 – “Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.”

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🌟 Takeaways:

You are not a transaction. Your worth isn’t based on balance or performance—it’s based on grace.

Pride leads to brokenness. But humility, sacrifice, and love lead to restoration.

Only God can give life. Our attempts to control or define creation will always fall short.

📖 “So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.” – 1 Corinthians 10:31

🩷 Stay blessed, stay humble, walk in grace and keep your eyes on God’s light in every frame.

~Sweet Selah

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Yes 30min run then went outside and it was a nice day so walked to the trail and ran 45-50 mins more in the sun like literally the adrenaline but I kinda just find running relaxing at this point it's like really effective to help me not ruminate lol like I usually get heaps done after a run if I'm like setting myself a task vibes but I think the hard thing is you get performance plateau and have to switch up your exercise routine a lot like I've been through more pilates phases and yoga and like floor body work but now I'm like ok being vegetarian and running are compatible somehow I guess cos I lost weight not eating meat and maybe like testosterone and cortisol and overall steroids fell so now I'm like lower heart rate lower blood pressure so running doesn't feel so intense I'm like acclimated but I have way less body pain having really crap protein intake which is a lol. cos the protein needs thing is like formed by normie worldvision which is like not welcoming to the spiritual breakthroughs you get through disorder and deprivation like efficiency of the mind is like so dependent on what you're trying to do and for a lot of people that's just like behaving and thinking in a normie way so their diet goals tend towards that but I like respect the innate extremity of dieting and honour that by experiencing food in my own personal way. Which is unfortunately like

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Sing to Me

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A/N: So, funny story: I once lost my voice for 10 days due to a throat infection/flu combo, and only a few of my friends made an effort to understand me during that time of healing. In other news, I came up with some MadMare fluff with some songwriting thrown in, because I enjoy the MadMare song entanglement fics I write.

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In my hours of reprieve,

It’s your smiling face I seek.

To calm my nerves and qualms,

All I need is you in my arms.

Mare stepped off the stage, bouncing on the balls of his feet as he shook his hands, trying to get the post-gig adrenaline out of his system before pulling out his phone. Mad’s sleeping face greeted him as his lock screen, making him smile before unlocking the phone to check his messages.

Phantom had booked him on a short tour to perform some of his songs live, agreeing to accompany him as a backing singer/manager as a way of bribing him onto the road. Mad couldn’t come because he was stuck at home with a scientific breakthrough, promising to stay fed and hydrated so Mare wouldn’t worry.

“He’s fine,” Phantom assured Mare as he walked past, seeing the lack of messages from Mad on his brother’s screen. “I just got off the phone with Jackie; he took Mad out for drinks tonight and they just got home. Mad’s tired, that’s why he didn’t text you.”

“I know, I just worry,” Mare sighed, pocketing his phone and running his hand through his hair. “Is it time for the next act?”

The world looks different without you by my side.

Smiles are too wide, words seem like sharpened knives.

When the daggers of their stares pierce into my heart,

The thought of your touch makes their judgments less harsh.

It was the final show of the tour. Mare was exhausted, dark circles under his eyes barely getting hidden by the concealer Phantom handed him, and he was thankful his reality manipulating magic could disguise how raw and destroyed his voice was.

“They want an encore,” Phantom whispered backstage, giving Mare a sympathetic look when he saw how tired he was. “I can handle the façade for this one, you just focus on singing.”

“Thanks, Phan,” Mare croaked, tears coming to his eyes from the pain speaking brought his throat. “Make sure they’ve got a honey lemon tea ready for me when I get off stage; I’m going to need it.” When Phantom nodded, he cleared his throat and headed back to the stage, forcing a smile before performing one more song.

And when I’m back on the road,

Packed up and ready to come home,

There you are waiting for me.

Sitting on the couch like I walked into a dream.

Mad perked up when he heard the front door open, tucking a bookmark into his book and setting it down before turning to look at the hall, smile spreading across his face as Mare stepped inside. He waited for Mare to set his bags down before standing to wrap his arms around his neck, pulling him down for a kiss.

“Welcome home,” Mad breathed, looking into Mare’s eyes with a smile, humming when Mare rested his hands on his waist, pulling him a little closer as his thumbs traced his hipbones through the soft fabric of the sweater Mad wore.

“If I get greeted by this every time I go, I should tour more often,” Mare chuckled, using his powers to disguise his voice before leaning down to kiss Mad again. “Is this the sweater you bought me last Christmas?” Wrapping his arms around Mad in a tight embrace, he lifted the scientist and spun him around slightly, letting the disguise drop.

“It’s warm, and it stopped me from missing you too much… Sit down, I’m going to make you some tea for your throat,” he commanded, tapping Mare’s chest in a request to be released, immediately moving to the kitchen counter to boil the kettle. He watched as Mare sat on the couch, leaning his head over the back and closing his eyes, letting him see the harsh redness around his throat. “You sang too much, Mare.”

“I know,” Mare whispered, keeping his voice low to prevent the pain in his vocal cords getting worse. “Phan kept me singing so much.” He accepted the tea gratefully, waiting to drink it until Mad was comfortably nestled into his side, retrieving his book and reading it while Mare quietly sat with him.

I want to show you the world how I see it,

With its beauty hardly rivalling your smile.

There’s a song in everything I touch,

Lyrics hiding in the glimpses of you I see.

When you sleep and dream,

I hope you dream of me.

Mad giggled as Mare bushed his thumb across his cheek, holding him close as they settled into bed. He reached up to hold Mare’s arm where it was draped over his shoulder, enjoying the warm weight of the arm across the top of his back.

“Will you be going on tour again soon?” Mad asked, hooking his free arm around Mare’s leg, leaning into his chest as he drew patterns on the musician’s pants. “Does Phan have anything organised, or is it just gigs at his bar again?”

“He hasn’t said anything,” Mare answered, voice almost gone. “For now, I’m home.”

I’ll never stop loving you.

As sure as the sun rises and sets,

You’re mine to adore.

When we fall asleep tangled together at night,

I’ll meet you where the stars speckle the ink-stained sky.

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Best Hypnotherapy in Delhi NCR — Transform Your Life with AstroChecker

Are you seeking deep emotional healing, relief from anxiety, or a breakthrough in your personal or professional life? Welcome to AstroChecker, your trusted destination for the Best Hypnotherapy in Delhi NCR. We help you unlock the hidden power of your subconscious mind to overcome limiting beliefs, trauma, stress, and more — so you can lead a life of peace, confidence, and purpose.

What is Hypnotherapy?

Hypnotherapy is a scientifically backed therapeutic technique that uses guided relaxation, focused attention, and heightened suggestibility to access the subconscious mind. Unlike the myths and misconceptions about hypnosis, hypnotherapy is a safe, effective, and proven method for promoting mental, emotional, and behavioral transformation.

At AstroChecker, our certified hypnotherapists blend the wisdom of traditional healing with modern psychology to guide you through a deeply relaxing and insightful journey. Whether you’re struggling with anxiety, depression, phobias, addiction, or insomnia, hypnotherapy offers real and lasting change.

Why Choose AstroChecker for Hypnotherapy in Delhi NCR?

AstroChecker is more than just a platform — it’s a space of healing, empowerment, and self-discovery. Here’s why we are recognized for providing the Best Hypnotherapy in Delhi NCR:

1. Certified and Experienced Hypnotherapists

We collaborate with qualified and highly trained hypnotherapy professionals who bring years of experience to the table. Their empathetic approach and clinical expertise ensure you receive safe and customized sessions suited to your needs.

2. Holistic Healing Approach

At AstroChecker, we integrate hypnotherapy with astrology, spiritual counseling, and energy healing for a comprehensive wellness experience. This holistic approach helps clients address the root causes of their challenges, rather than just suppressing symptoms.

3. Customized Therapy Plans

We understand that every individual is unique. That’s why our hypnotherapy sessions are personalized based on your specific concerns — whether it’s stress management, overcoming fear, improving relationships, or boosting confidence.

4. Confidential and Comfortable Environment

Your privacy and emotional safety are our top priorities. Our sessions are conducted in a judgment-free space where you can open up, explore your inner self, and receive healing in complete confidentiality.

5. Convenient Online and Offline Sessions

AstroChecker offers flexibility with both online and in-person hypnotherapy sessions across Delhi NCR. This ensures you can access support at your convenience — whether you’re in Delhi, Noida, Gurgaon, Ghaziabad, or Faridabad.

Conditions Treated with Hypnotherapy

Hypnotherapy is a powerful tool that can help you tackle a variety of emotional, mental, and behavioral issues. At AstroChecker, we specialize in treating:

Anxiety and Panic Attacks

Stress and Burnout

Depression

Sleep Disorders (Insomnia, Nightmares)

Fears and Phobias

Addictions (Smoking, Alcohol, Overeating)

Low Self-Esteem and Confidence Issues

Past Trauma and PTSD

Relationship and Marital Issues

Exam Stress and Academic Performance

Chronic Pain and Psychosomatic Illnesses

How Does a Hypnotherapy Session Work?

Your journey with AstroChecker begins with an initial consultation where we understand your issues, goals, and mental state. In a typical session, you’ll be gently guided into a relaxed, trance-like state. Contrary to popular belief, you remain completely aware and in control. While in this state, your hypnotherapist uses therapeutic suggestions and techniques to address the underlying cause of your problem.

Each session typically lasts between 45 to 90 minutes. Depending on your condition, you may require a series of sessions for effective, long-lasting results.

Client Success Stories

We’ve helped hundreds of clients across Delhi NCR overcome their deepest fears, break toxic patterns, and reclaim their joy through hypnotherapy. Our clients often describe their transformation as “life-changing,” “profound,” and “empowering.”

“I suffered from insomnia for years. After just a few sessions with AstroChecker, I now sleep peacefully and wake up refreshed. Truly the best hypnotherapy in Delhi NCR!” — Riya M., Noida “The session helped me let go of my past trauma and build a new, confident version of myself. Thank you, AstroChecker!” — Aditya S., Gurgaon

Book Your Hypnotherapy Session Today

If you’re ready to change your life from the inside out, AstroChecker is here to guide you every step of the way. Don’t let emotional blockages or past trauma hold you back any longer.

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AstroChecker — Your Inner Healing Begins Here.

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Healing Retreats in Rishikesh for Burnout Cure: Ancient Solutions for Contemporary Fatigue

Introduction

A wellness retreat in Rishikesh is more than the perspectives and nonviolent mornings—it's a return to internal equilibrium. For those feeling emotionally drained, physically burnt out, or disconnected, healing retreats in Rishikesh��provide solid, ancient solutions to modern-day burnout. Situated within the Himalayan foothills, every well-being retreat near Rishikesh combines age-old strategies together with yoga, Ayurveda, and pranayama to repair the frightened device into stability.

Burnout is not exhaustion. It's a name from the body for profound care and rebooting. Rishikesh, additionally known as the cradle of yoga, provides a holistic safe haven for those willing to take a step, return, and mend.

Signs of Burnout Inside the Modern Lifestyle

Burnout comes stealthily—irritability, numbness, physical pain, sleepless nights. It's not only a count of the number of intellectual overloads; it comes with a physical price. The thoughts concern the breath, which is shallow; digestion slows, and the immune system begins to flag. Ongoing digital stimulation, weak obstacles, and consequences-oriented behavior erode inner calm.

Most of those signs are omitted by using human beings, who press on tougher till breakdown takes the area of breakthrough. What's commonly in short supply isn't productivity, however, but pause—a sacred, intentional break to reset and heal. That's exactly what restoration retreats in Rishikesh are meant to facilitate.

How Ancient Practices Utilized in Rishikesh Restore Balance

At the middle of Rishikesh's recovery culture is a machine of practices that address all dimensions—body, breath, thoughts, and spirit.

Yoga Therapy

Yoga remedy in retreats is sluggish, meditative, and restorative. Unlike fitness-oriented programs, this kind of yoga responds to adrenal fatigue, muscle tension, and emotional clogging with conscious motion and breath.

Ayurvedic Treatments

Ayurveda treatments use herbs, oils, and nutrients to coordinate the body's inner workings. Panchakarma, Shirodhara, and Abhyanga are more spa therapies than detox rituals, having been perfected over thousands of years to launch deeply rooted pollutants.

Breathwork and Pranayama

Breathwork (Pranayama) practices, which include Nadi Shodhana and Bhramari, soothe the parasympathetic nervous system. They clean out temper, lessen cortisol, and grow lung capability—giving the frame the strength to interchange from combat-or-flight to relaxation-and-digest.

Practiced within the respected strength of Rishikesh, amidst the Ganga, those equipment transcend technique—they grow to be alternate.

What to Expect at a Wellness Retreat Near Rishikesh

Each wellness retreat near Rishikesh has its very own rhythm, but all generally tend to comply with a smooth sample: dawn yoga, sattvic delicacies, restoration treatments, guided meditations, and individual time for introspection. Some add consultation with Ayurvedic physicians or spiritual advisors who will customize remedies primarily based on every participant's constitution and level of existence.

The setting counts, too. Most retreats sit down inside nature—either at the river or hidden in the back of wooded area hills. Silence is generally recommended, now not as isolation, however, but as room for clarity. Shared circles for collective insights and solo time for integration.

Most of all, restoration retreats in Rishikesh raise awareness of presence. No pressure to carry it out, no desire to give an explanation for it. Simply welcome them to come in, loosen up, and reconnect—on your personal terms.

Last Things to Consider in Burnout Recovery

Picking a wellness retreat in Rishikesh is not a flight—it's a go-back. Go back to your personal beat, to deeper respiratory, and to the understanding that restoration isn't something to perform but rather to allow to take place. These retreats aren't brief fixes; they are catalysts for long-term change.

For folks who sense they are lost in recurring patterns or disconnected from electricity, restorative retreats in Rishikesh provide a haven to reboot from the interior out. Trust is built by no longer advertising—it's experienced within the quiet, heard inside the silence, and embodied with each mindful breath.

When rest turns into a concern, life starts once more.

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TESA Cost in Ghana: A Complete Guide to Male Infertility Solutions

Infertility is not just a women’s issue — male infertility plays an equally important role in a couple’s ability to conceive. In recent years, advanced reproductive techniques have made it possible for many men with infertility issues to become biological fathers. One such breakthrough procedure is TESA (Testicular Sperm Aspiration). For couples exploring this solution, understanding the TESA Cost in Ghana is crucial to planning a successful and affordable fertility journey.

Ghana is becoming an increasingly popular destination for fertility treatments due to its skilled medical professionals, modern technology, and relatively low costs compared to Western countries. This makes it an ideal location for undergoing procedures like TESA, particularly when supported by experienced fertility coordinators such as Med Fertility, who guide patients through every step of the journey.

What is TESA?

TESA, or Testicular Sperm Aspiration, is a minimally invasive surgical procedure used to extract sperm directly from the testicular tissue. It is primarily performed in cases where sperm is absent in the ejaculate due to conditions such as:

Azoospermia (no sperm in semen)

Obstructive blockages

Failed vasectomy reversal

Hormonal imbalances or genetic issues

The procedure is done under local anesthesia and usually takes about 20–30 minutes. Once the sperm is retrieved, it can be used for IVF (In Vitro Fertilization) or ICSI (Intracytoplasmic Sperm Injection), offering new hope to men previously considered infertile.

Why Ghana is a Preferred Choice for TESA

Ghana offers a combination of affordable pricing and high-quality fertility care. The country is equipped with state-of-the-art fertility clinics, experienced urologists, andrologists, and embryologists who are trained in advanced procedures like TESA.

Here are some key reasons Ghana is a preferred destination:

Affordability: The TESA Cost in Ghana is significantly lower than in countries like the USA, UK, or Canada, yet the success rates and medical standards are comparable.

Skilled Medical Teams: Ghana boasts a growing number of fertility professionals with international training and experience.

Modern Infrastructure: Fertility centres in Ghana are equipped with the latest equipment and follow international protocols for patient safety and hygiene.

Convenient Access: Ghana is easily accessible for both local and international patients, with English as the primary language and welcoming immigration policies.

TESA Procedure and What to Expect

Here’s a step-by-step overview of what the TESA process typically involves:

Initial Consultation A detailed evaluation is done, including semen analysis, hormonal profiling, and possibly genetic testing to determine the cause of infertility.

Preparation for Procedure On the day of the procedure, local anesthesia is administered. The testicular tissue is aspirated using a fine needle to retrieve sperm cells.

Sperm Analysis and Processing The retrieved tissue is examined under a microscope to isolate healthy sperm, which can be frozen for future use or used immediately for IVF/ICSI.

Recovery and Aftercare Patients can usually go home the same day and resume normal activities within 24–48 hours. Discomfort is minimal and managed with mild pain relief.

What Does TESA Cost in Ghana?

The TESA Cost in Ghana can vary based on several factors, including the complexity of the case, clinic location, and whether additional fertility procedures like IVF or ICSI are being done alongside. On average, TESA in Ghana costs between $800 to $1,500 USD.

This cost usually includes:

Pre-procedure diagnostics and consultations

TESA surgery and anesthesia

Laboratory handling and sperm processing

Follow-up care and recovery

It’s important to confirm exactly what is included in the cost with your fertility consultant to avoid unexpected expenses. Some packages may also include sperm freezing and storage for future use.

Contact Us: +91–701669315 Email us: info@medfertility.com

If you’re looking for personalized guidance and assistance with understanding all the components involved in the cost and procedure, Med Fertility offers expert consultation to help you plan effectively and confidently.

Factors That May Influence TESA Cost

Although the base price is relatively affordable, certain factors can influence the total TESA cost:

Need for Additional Procedures: TESA is often performed alongside IVF or ICSI, which adds to the total cost.

Repeat Procedures: If sperm retrieval is not successful on the first attempt, a repeat TESA may be required.

Medication and Hormonal Therapy: Some patients may need hormonal therapy to optimize sperm production before TESA.

Cryopreservation and Storage: If you freeze and store sperm, additional charges apply for storage over time.

Med Fertility helps patients understand and budget for these factors by providing transparent, itemized pricing and continuous support.

Med Fertility: Your Trusted Partner in Fertility Care

At Med Fertility, our mission is to make parenthood accessible, affordable, and achievable. We understand that infertility can be emotionally and financially challenging, which is why we offer compassionate, professional support throughout your treatment journey.

With strong partnerships and a global network, Med Fertility collaborates with leading specialists to ensure patients receive the highest standard of care. Whether you are based in Ghana or traveling from abroad, we help you navigate the process with clarity, confidence, and convenience.

From consultation to aftercare, Med Fertility ensures a seamless experience — starting with a clear explanation of procedures and costs, especially regarding services like TESA Cost in Ghana.

Final Thoughts

Male infertility no longer needs to be a barrier to starting a family. With advanced techniques like TESA, many men who previously had no options now have the chance to father biological children. Ghana offers an ideal balance of quality care and affordability, making it a top destination for fertility treatment.

Understanding the TESA Cost in Ghana allows intended parents to plan their journey wisely, with confidence and peace of mind. And with experienced partners like Med Fertility, you’re never alone on this path.

If you’re ready to take the next step, we’re here to help.

Contact Us: +91–701669315 Email us: info@medfertility.com

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Photobiomodulation: A Non-Invasive Breakthrough for Low Back Pain Relief

If you’ve ever experienced low back pain, you know how deeply it can affect your daily life. From difficulty standing up in the morning to feeling limited during activities you once enjoyed, back pain can slowly steal your independence and comfort.

But what if there was a non-invasive, drug-free way to relieve pain, support healing, and restore movement—without the risks of surgery or side effects of medications? Welcome to the world of Photobiomodulation (PBM), a modern solution making waves in pain management across Southwestern Ontario.

What Is Photobiomodulation (PBM)?

Photobiomodulation Therapy is a cutting-edge therapy that uses red and near-infrared light to stimulate natural healing in the body. Delivered through specialized devices, this light penetrates the skin and is absorbed by cells, triggering a series of biological reactions that reduce inflammation, promote tissue repair, and improve circulation.

Unlike surgical procedures or pharmaceutical approaches, PBM therapy works with your body—not against it.

How PBM Targets Low Back Pain

Low back pain is one of the most common musculoskeletal issues affecting adults. It can be caused by:

Muscle strain or overuse

Herniated discs

Degenerative disc disease

Poor posture

Chronic inflammation

PBM addresses the root causes of pain rather than masking symptoms. Here’s how it works:

Light energy is absorbed by mitochondria, the “powerhouses” of cells

This increases the production of adenosine triphosphate (ATP)—fuel for healing

Inflammatory molecules are reduced, while blood flow improves

Damaged tissues begin to regenerate, relieving pain and improving mobility

The best part? Patients often feel better after just a few sessions, with cumulative benefits over time.

Why Choose a Non-Invasive Option?

For many people, traditional treatments like painkillers, steroid injections, or surgery offer short-term relief but come with drawbacks:

Medication dependence or side effects

Invasive procedures with downtime

Uncertain outcomes or recurring pain

In contrast, Photobiomodulation is:

Non-invasive

Drug-free

Painless

Clinically proven to reduce inflammation and promote healing

It’s an ideal option for those who want to avoid medications or are not candidates for surgery—or anyone seeking a natural, effective way to manage back pain.

What To Expect During PBM Therapy

Each session typically lasts 10 to 20 minutes and involves no discomfort. You’ll lie comfortably while a trained specialist applies the light to specific areas of your back. Most patients feel gentle warmth or no sensation at all during treatment.

Afterwards, people often report:

Reduced pain and tightness

Better range of motion

More restful sleep due to decreased discomfort

The ability to perform everyday activities with greater ease

And since PBM is non-invasive, there’s no downtime—you can return to your day immediately.

Key Benefits of PBM for Low Back Pain

Let’s break down why Photobiomodulation is gaining attention for low back pain relief:

 Reduces Inflammation at the source

 Accelerates Tissue Healing and cellular repair

 Improves Blood Flow to injured or painful areas

 Relieves Chronic and Acute Pain naturally

 Supports Long-Term Mobility and Function

 Safe for All Ages with no known side effects

These benefits make PBM ideal for everyone from active individuals with sports injuries to older adults managing chronic pain conditions.

The Science Behind the Light

While the technology may sound futuristic, PBM is backed by decades of clinical research. It’s used in sports medicine, post-surgical recovery, and rehabilitation clinics worldwide. The World Health Organization (WHO) and other medical authorities recognize light therapy as a safe and effective treatment for a variety of conditions.

Research has shown that PBM:

Decreases inflammatory markers in the body

Stimulates nerve repair and regeneration

Enhances lymphatic drainage (reducing swelling)

Supports healthy collagen production for joint and tissue strength

It’s not just about pain relief—it’s about restoring function and improving overall well-being.

Customized Care Makes the Difference

At Southwest Pain Relief, PBM isn’t a one-size-fits-all solution. It’s part of a personalized treatment plan designed around your lifestyle, medical history, and specific pain concerns. A tailored approach ensures that you receive the right care for your body’s unique needs.

Your care may include:

Comprehensive assessments

A treatment plan combining PBM with physical therapy or chiropractic care

Lifestyle guidance to improve posture, mobility, and spine health

Ongoing evaluations to track your progress

This whole-person approach leads to better, longer-lasting outcomes.

Is PBM Right for You?

If you're dealing with:

Persistent or recurring low back pain

Limited flexibility or stiffness

Pain that interferes with sleep, work, or daily activities

A desire for drug-free, non-surgical relief

…then Photobiomodulation could be a game-changer. It’s safe, accessible, and increasingly available to patients across Southwestern Ontario.

A Brighter Path to Back Pain Relief

Living with low back pain doesn’t have to be your reality. Photobiomodulation Therapy offers a new, science-backed path to healing—one that’s non-invasive, gentle, and designed to restore your freedom of movement.

You deserve to move with confidence, sleep in comfort, and live each day without being held back by pain. Thanks to advances in light therapy, that future may be closer than you think.

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Is Your Toothache Killing You? Discover the Painless Solution Available Right Here in Kolkata!

Toothaches can feel relentless and excruciating, often affecting your quality of life. Whether it's a sharp, shooting pain or a dull ache that lingers, a toothache shouldn't be taken lightly. If you're in Kolkata and are suffering from a toothache, it’s crucial to seek out a solution. Fortunately, there are painless options available to help you reclaim your health without the stress and fear associated with dental procedures.

Understanding Toothaches: Causes and Consequences

Toothaches can arise from various issues, including dental decay, gum disease, cracked teeth, or issues with fillings. When left untreated, these problems can lead not only to increased discomfort but also to more severe health issues like infections and loss of teeth. In some cases, the pain can become so unbearable that it disrupts daily activities, reducing your ability to focus at work or enjoy time with family and friends.

So, how do you know when it's time to seek help? If the pain persists, is accompanied by fever or swelling, or throws a wrench into your day-to-day life, it's time to make a visit to the dentist. Thankfully, you don’t have to dread these visits anymore!

Discover Painless Solutions in Kolkata

Dentistry has significantly evolved over the years, and many treatments that once instilled fear are now virtually pain-free. One such breakthrough is the Painless Tooth Extraction Treatment in Kolkata, available at Dr. Anuradha Bose Dental Clinic. Dr. Bose and her team understand that visiting the dentist can be anxiety-inducing for many patients. Therefore, they have incorporated advanced techniques and technologies designed specifically for comfort.

When you step into Dr. Anuradha Bose Dental Clinic, you’ll find a warm, friendly environment aimed at alleviating your fears. Using state-of-the-art equipment and sedation dentistry options, the team focuses on providing a supportive experience, ensuring that you feel calm and relaxed throughout your visit.

The Process of Painless Tooth Extraction

If a tooth extraction is necessary, you might worry about the associated pain. However, with the pioneering approaches employed at Dr. Anuradha Bose Dental Clinic, you'll discover that tooth extraction can be a comfortable experience.

1. Initial Consultation: The process begins with a thorough examination. Dr. Bose will assess your dental situation and discuss your symptoms. Transparency is key, and the staff will explain every step to ensure that you’re fully informed.

2. Pain Management: The clinic offers effective pain management techniques which may include local anesthesia, sedation, or a combination of both. This means you won’t feel discomfort during the actual procedure.

3. The Extraction: Once you’re comfortable, the extraction will be performed. Thanks to the skill and expertise of Dr. Bose and her team, the procedure is quick and efficient. Many patients report feeling little to no pain during the extraction itself.

4. Post-Operative Care: After the extraction, you’ll receive detailed post-operative care instructions to ensure a smooth recovery. The staff will also be available to answer any questions you may have and to manage pain relief if necessary.

Read More: How Modern Technology Makes Tooth Extraction 100% Painless

Why Choose Dr. Anuradha Bose Dental Clinic?

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Moreover, the clinic prides itself on fostering a welcoming atmosphere that reduces the anxiety often associated with dental visits. This, combined with compassionate, qualified staff, means you are in the best hands possible.

Final Thoughts:

If your toothache is killing your quality of life, don’t suffer in silence any longer. The Painless Tooth Extraction Treatment in Kolkata at Dr. Anuradha Bose Dental Clinic offers you a pathway to relief and a healthier smile. Invest in your dental health and allow this fantastic team to help you overcome the pain you’ve been dealing with.

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Best Knee Pain Clinic in Newcastle | Breakthrough Pain & Performance

Welcome to Breakthrough Pain & Performance, the premier Knee Pain Clinic in Newcastle. Our expert team specializes in diagnosing and treating knee pain, offering personalized care plans to help you achieve optimal performance and relief. Utilizing cutting-edge techniques and state-of-the-art equipment, we address the root causes of your discomfort to ensure long-lasting results. 

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Unleash Your Gaming Potential with CORSAIR HS35 v2

CORSAIR HS35 v2 CORSAIR (Nasdaq: CRSR) proudly released the HS35 v2 and HS35 SURROUND v2 two new essential gaming headsets. The breakthrough wide-ranging audio and universal 3.5mm connectivity of the HS35 v2 and HS35 SURROUND v2 change sound quality on several systems.

The HS35 v2 series provides access to a wide range of audio.New game features are available with two well-tuned 50mm neodymium speakers’ powerfully wide sound spectrum. The 3.5mm connector lets these headphones work on PCs, PlayStation, Xbox, Nintendo Switch, and other consoles.

The HS35 v2 series provides access to a wide range of audio. Two finely tuned 50mm neodymium speakers offer a powerfully wide sound spectrum that helps you find new game components. These headphones may be utilised on PlayStation, Xbox, Nintendo Switch, and other consoles with their multiplatform 3.5mm connector.

HS35 SURROUND v2 enhances game soundscapes for more immersion. On PC and Mac, the accompanying USB receiver enables industry-leading Dolby Audio 7.1 surround sound, encircling you with in-game dialogue, music, and audio cues. Determine the path of adversaries’ moves and skills in competitive games like Overwatch 2, or immerse yourself fully in games with rich environments like Starfield.

The HS35 v2 headsets are ideal for both extended game sessions and casual exploration. Your head is relieved of pressure by an adjustable suspended headband, and the soft fabric ear pads keep your ears cool and comfortable. With the easy-to-use on-ear controls, you can discreetly adjust the volume and mute. You can also precisely position the omni directional microphone for clear, crisp discussions with your team. Choose from three colors classic black, subdued red, or deep blue available from Corsair.com and select stores to represent your team’s colours and flaunt your flair on HS35 v2.

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Introduction of CORSAIR HS35 v2 Gaming Headset Welcome to our CORSAIR HS35 v2 gaming headset review. This guide details the HS35 v2’s features, performance, and value. No matter your passion gaming, multimedia creation, or audio the HS35 v2 will enhance your experience.

Superior audio quality Fine-tuned drivers

The CORSAIR HS35 v2’s precision-tuned drivers offer outstanding audio. The HS35 v2 reproduces every detail of your favourite music or game’s explosive sounds with remarkable clarity.

Transparent Microphone HS35 v2’s detachable, noise-canceling microphone allows you speak effectively to colleagues or audiences. Focus on speaking clearly and confidently without distractions.

Made for Comfort and Durability Lightweight Design During extended gaming sessions, weariness and pain are eliminated with the lightweight and cosy CORSAIR HS35 v2. With the ear cups and headband that fit perfectly, you can play for hours.

Built to Last Designed to survive daily use, the HS35 v2 is durable. Every part, from the strong frame to the reinforced wires, is built to last, protecting your investment.

Flexible Compatibility Multi-platform support

The CORSAIR HS35 v2 supports PC, console, and mobile gaming. You may enjoy high-quality music across many platforms with its universal compatibility, offering a seamless experience wherever you play.

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Style Customisation Slim Look With the sleek and sophisticated CORSAIR HS35 v2, make a statement. With its sleek lines and delicate accents, this headset elevates your gaming setup’s look.

Switchable Ear Cup Plates The HS35 v2’s removable ear cup plates let you customise your headset. You can express yourself in style with a covert all-black appearance or a splash of colour.

Conclusion In conclusion, the CORSAIR HS35 v2 is a flexible audio companion that combines unmatched performance, comfort, and design. If you want high-quality audio without breaking the budget, the HS35 v2 is excellent for gaming, streaming, or making content.

Features of CORSAIR HS35 v2 Game-changing audio: You can hear every detail in the game thanks to its wide-range, custom-tuned 50mm neodymium speakers.

Crystal-clear microphone The microphone records your speech intelligibly for in-game conversation because it is omnidirectional and adaptable.

Simple controls You can easily change the sound without interfering with your games thanks to the on-ear volume and mute controls.

Cloud-like comfort The headset features a lightweight, comfortable floating headband design that is ideal for long-term use.

Compatibility across multiple platforms The HS35 v2 is compatible with almost all devices that have a 3.5mm headphone port, including mobile devices, PCs, Macs, PS5, Xbox Series X/S, and Nintendo Switch.

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Newcastle's Hip Pain Relief Experts: Targeted Treatments for Hip Muscle Pain

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One Thing to Meet All Your Needs

Welcome to November High Performer

Start your week powerfully with this week’s edition of Sunday Soar -

What I’m grateful for, the lesson I learned last week, and what I’m looking forward to this week.

Please forward this along to your friends.

What I’m grateful for

There’s nothing more frustrating than the feeling of being stuck in life.

We are doing everything to break through, but nothing seems to be working.

Whether it’s in our finances, business, career, health, or relationships,

We all have needs that we want met.

And most times we feel like until that need is met, our lives won’t be complete.

But what if I told you that what you think you really need isn’t actually what you need?

The one thing you need to meet all your needs is WISDOM.

It’s not a financial breakthrough you need right now.

What you need is the wisdom to get ahead financially.

Get wisdom and the wisdom will deliver the results you desire.

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Lesson I learned last week

Pain.

Pain is one of the reasons we procrastinate and don’t take those steps that will move our lives to the next level.

There are 3 kinds of pain we fear.

Loss pain. The pain that if we take the step, we will lose something.

Process pain. That the process is going to be hard.

Outcome pain. What if after everything, it isn’t worth it?

As high performers, it’s important to remember that pain is not the enemy, our concept of pain is.

Watch the video here👇

https://youtu.be/Guf7TEz6K_E

What I’m looking forward to

Calling all consultants, coaches, content creators, industry experts, and thought leaders.

You want to reach more people, get paid more, and establish your authority in your field...

This is your opportunity to amplify your influence, income, and impact.

Come Sunday, 3rd December 2023 in an exclusive webinar,

I will show you how to turn your expertise into a thriving business.

For a limited time, I am giving a 50% discount to sign up for this event.

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Thank you so much for reading this week’s edition of Sunday Soar.

I would love to hear from you.

Please drop a comment.

Have a great week.

Much love to you and yours.

YOUR GREATNESS IS VERY SURE

Your Coach,

Kayode

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Laser for Pilonidal Sinus: A Promising Solution for Lasting Relief

Pilonidal sinus, a condition characterized by the formation of small tunnels or abscesses at the base of the spine, can be excruciatingly painful and challenging to treat. Traditional treatment methods often involve surgical interventions that may require lengthy recovery periods and carry the risk of complications. However, in recent years, medical advancements have introduced a promising solution for lasting relief: laser therapy. In this blog post, we will delve into the innovative approach of using lasers for pilonidal sinus treatment, exploring its benefits, procedures, and potential to revolutionize patient care.

Understanding Pilonidal Sinus

Before delving into the specifics of laser treatment, it's important to understand pilonidal sinus. This condition typically occurs when hair follicles become blocked, leading to the formation of cysts, abscesses, and sinus tracts near the cleft of the buttocks. The resulting pain, discomfort, and recurrent infections can significantly impact a person's quality of life.

The Traditional Treatment Landscape

Historically, surgical procedures such as excision, drainage, and open wound healing have been the primary treatment options for pilonidal sinus. While effective to some extent, these methods often involve long recovery periods, wound care, and the potential for complications like infection, delayed healing, and recurrence.

Laser Therapy: A Breakthrough Approach

Laser for pilonidal sinus has emerged as a breakthrough alternative to traditional treatments. This minimally invasive technique utilizes focused laser energy to precisely target and vaporize the sinus tracts, abscesses, and infected tissue. The procedure is performed under local anesthesia and offers several notable advantages:

Minimally Invasive: Laser treatment is minimally invasive, requiring only small incisions for the laser fiber insertion. This reduces tissue damage, promotes quicker healing, and minimizes scarring.

Precision: The focused laser energy precisely targets and eliminates the infected tissue, leaving healthy tissue untouched. This accuracy helps reduce the risk of complications.

Reduced Pain and Discomfort: Unlike traditional open wound healing, laser therapy results in smaller wounds and reduced trauma to the surrounding tissue, leading to less pain and discomfort during recovery.

Faster Recovery: Patients who undergo laser therapy typically experience faster recovery times compared to traditional surgical methods, allowing them to return to their normal activities sooner.

Lower Risk of Recurrence: Laser treatment aims to eradicate the sinus tracts completely, potentially reducing the risk of recurrence compared to other treatment options.

The Laser Treatment Process

The Laser for pilonidal sinus involves several key steps:

Diagnosis: A thorough assessment is conducted to determine the extent of the sinus tracts and the suitability of laser therapy.

Anesthesia: Local anesthesia is administered to numb the treatment area, ensuring the patient's comfort during the procedure

Laser Application: A specialized laser fiber is inserted into the sinus tracts, and controlled laser energy is delivered to vaporize and eliminate the infected tissue.

Wound Care: Following the procedure, minimal wound care is required, typically involving dressings and keeping the area clean.

Recovery: Patients can generally resume their daily activities within a short period, experiencing reduced pain and discomfort compared to traditional surgery.

Conclusion

Discover a groundbreaking solution for pilonidal sinus through advanced laser therapy by Invigor Medkraft. Say goodbye to traditional surgical approaches and welcome a minimally invasive, precise treatment. Our specialized laser technology targets infected tissue with unparalleled accuracy, reducing pain and ensuring faster recovery. Experience lasting relief from pilonidal sinus discomfort, thanks to our cutting-edge approach. Trust Invigor Medkraft to revolutionize your healing journey with our state-of-the-art laser treatment for pilonidal sinus. Your path to a pain-free life starts here.

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How Louisiana Orthopedic Specialists Get You Back in the Game?

Welcome to louisiana orthopedic specialists, where we take pride in getting you back in the game with our unparalleled expertise and comprehensive orthopedic care. Whether you're an athlete striving for peak performance or an individual seeking to regain mobility, our team of highly skilled specialists is committed to delivering personalized treatment plans tailored to your unique needs. With state-of-the-art facilities and cutting-edge techniques, we provide the highest quality care for a wide range of orthopedic conditions. From diagnosis to rehabilitation, we are dedicated to helping you overcome challenges and achieve optimal recovery, so you can return to the activities you love with confidence and vitality.

Discover the World-Class Orthopedic Specialists in Louisiana

At louisiana orthopedic specialists, we take immense pride in our team of world-class orthopedic specialists. Each member is highly trained, experienced, and dedicated to delivering cutting-edge expertise in the field of orthopedic medicine. Our specialists are at the forefront of the latest advancements and breakthroughs in the industry, ensuring that you receive the most innovative and effective treatments available. With a strong commitment to continuing education and staying up-to-date with the latest research, our experts possess the skills and knowledge needed to address a wide array of orthopedic conditions. From sports injuries and joint pain to complex musculoskeletal disorders, you can trust our esteemed team to provide unmatched care and guide you towards a successful recovery.

How Our Team Gets You Back in the Game?

Your comeback is our mission at louisiana orthopedic specialists. We understand the frustration and challenges that accompany orthopedic injuries, especially for athletes eager to get back to their respective games. Our team is passionate about empowering you throughout your recovery journey. From the moment you step into our facility, we focus on understanding your goals and aspirations. We not only treat the physical aspects of your injury but also consider the psychological and emotional factors that play a significant role in your comeback. Our compassionate specialists will communicate with you every step of the way, explaining the treatment options available and involving you in decision-making processes. By combining our expertise with your determination, we create a collaborative environment that fosters healing and ensures you return to the game stronger than ever before.

The Holistic Approach to Orthopedic Recovery

At louisiana orthopedic specialists, we believe in a holistic approach to orthopedic recovery. We recognize that each patient's well-being is influenced by various factors beyond the injury itself. Our comprehensive care model considers not only the physical aspects of your condition but also your lifestyle, overall health, and individual needs. We take the time to listen to your concerns and conduct thorough evaluations to identify the root cause of your orthopedic issue. By understanding your unique circumstances, we can design personalized treatment plans that address all aspects of your well-being. Our goal is not just to heal the injury but to optimize your overall health and quality of life. With this holistic approach, we ensure that you receive the most effective and enduring solutions, supporting you towards long-term recovery and a more active, fulfilling life.

Tailoring Solutions for Your Unique Needs

No two patients are alike, and at louisiana orthopedic specialists, we recognize the importance of customizing treatment plans to suit your unique needs. Our team of specialists collaborates closely with you to understand your medical history, lifestyle, and specific goals. We utilize this knowledge to create a tailored treatment approach that aligns with your individual circumstances. Whether you require conservative therapies, minimally invasive procedures, or surgical interventions, our experts will guide you through the process, explaining the benefits and potential risks of each option. We value transparency and informed decision-making, allowing you to be an active participant in your recovery journey. With our customized treatment plans, you can rest assured that you are receiving the most appropriate care for your condition, maximizing the chances of a successful and sustainable recovery.

Unleashing the Latest Innovations in Orthopedic Medicine

At louisiana orthopedic specialists, we are committed to unleashing the latest innovations in orthopedic medicine to benefit our patients. Our dedication to staying on the cutting edge of advancements allows us to offer state-of-the-art techniques and procedures that can significantly improve treatment outcomes. From regenerative therapies and minimally invasive surgeries to advanced diagnostic imaging, we harness the power of technology and medical research to provide the most effective and efficient solutions for your orthopedic needs. Our team of specialists undergoes continuous training to master these advanced techniques, ensuring that you receive the highest standard of care. By embracing innovation and pushing the boundaries of orthopedic medicine, we are proud to be at the forefront of transforming the lives of our patients and helping them regain their active lifestyles.

Supporting Your Journey to Peak Performance

Rehabilitation is a crucial phase of the recovery process, and at louisiana orthopedic specialists, we redefine rehabilitation to support your journey to peak performance. Our dedicated team of physical therapists and rehabilitation specialists work in harmony with our orthopedic experts to design comprehensive and tailored rehabilitation programs. We recognize that each individual's path to recovery is unique, and we strive to optimize your healing process while minimizing the risk of reinjury. Our rehabilitation programs focus on strengthening and conditioning, flexibility, and functional training to ensure you regain optimal mobility and strength. We emphasize progressive and goal-oriented therapy, empowering you to push boundaries, exceed expectations, and ultimately return to your desired level of activity or sport with confidence and prowess.

Building a Strong Patient-Specialist Alliance for Athletic Excellence

At louisiana orthopedic specialists, we firmly believe that success in orthopedic recovery is achieved through a strong patient-specialist alliance. We recognize the pivotal role you play in your journey to recovery and athletic excellence. From the initial consultation to post-recovery follow-ups, we strive to build a supportive and collaborative relationship with you. Our specialists foster open communication, actively listening to your concerns and providing clear explanations about your condition and treatment options. We encourage active participation in decision-making, respecting your preferences and goals throughout the process. By partnering together, we create a foundation for success, ensuring that your treatment plan aligns with your aspirations and sets you on the path to reclaiming your peak performance. At louisiana orthopedic specialists, we are not just your healthcare providers; we are your trusted allies on the road to athletic greatness.

Conclusion

In conclusion, louisiana orthopedic specialists are dedicated professionals committed to helping individuals return to their active lifestyles and get back in the game. With their expertise in orthopedic care, personalized treatment plans and state-of-the-art techniques, they provide comprehensive solutions for a wide range of musculoskeletal conditions. By prioritizing patient well-being and employing advanced medical interventions, these specialists play a vital role in restoring mobility, reducing pain and promoting overall athletic performance for their patients.

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maniac pt.2: 100%

ex boyfriend!jjk x reader

genre: angst ft. Fluff

word count: 6.1 k

warning: drunk! jk, y/n cries a lot, Conan Gray songs (I like him don’t come at me), mentions of sexual themes, language (as always), slightly annoying plot but I got in THE FEELS™️ okay????

synopsis: a mutual breakup from your long term boyfriend leaves you inevitably devastated, but a unexpected collaboration may just be the breakthrough the two of you needed.

read part 1

“Fuck you.”

“That’s your job, love, not mine.”

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶

To say that Jeon Jeongguk avoided you after the… ordeal… was the biggest understatement of understatements. The man disappeared. One moment you could see him on campus out of the corner of your eyes, then the next second: poof he dematerialized.

You thought about texting him, demanding him to… to… to what? Apologize? You weren’t sure if that was what you wanted. You were, afterall, going to kiss him if he hadn’t kissed you first…

Fuck… He was like a drug. You grazed your lips lightly with the tips of your own fingers… It was as if you had been clean for 9 months of him and that one single taste, that one single brush of his tantalizing lips against your own got you hooked once again. You craved him.

So, it was more than a surprise for you when you walked into your favorite library on campus to see Jeongguk behind the counter. Even more so since there was a girl in front of him who was obviously flirting with the man. And the world seemed to fade around you when you realized that Jeongguk had welcomed the flirting.

You shouldn’t feel upset, betrayed, queasy or anything even remotely close to what you were feeling. You had broken up; he was free to be with whoever he wanted. Free to meet, flirt and date whoever and whenever he wanted.

But the stabbing feeling in your gut couldn’t be ignored.

When you read romance in books, they always described this feeling as someone stabbing in your heart. But why was that? Your heart felt fine. It was beating stronger and faster if anything. However, your gut, your stomach felt hollow. A clawing feeling from the inside made you want to vomit. It was as if your body was telling you that something was wrong. That the pain of betrayal was physically excruciating.

Not that you were betrayed.

You were his ex, nothing less… nothing more.

You glanced over your shoulder once more as you exited the library, Jeongguk was watching you with a raised brow. The girl tugged on his sleeve for his attention once she realized it fled, he indulged her.

You slipped out of there silently.

///

The demo went successfully though you were half-afraid that Jeongguk would not show up. He did, he just didn’t acknowledge your presence. The professors from the music department congratulated you and were excited to see your performance in the next month. Jeongguk ate it all up while you stood there as if you were stoned, eyes glazing over as you watched Jeongguk interact with them with natural ease.

It was sickening.

Every time the conversation went to you, he went silent, Jeongguk looked around the demo room with an expression of faux curiosity. He masked his obvious distaste for the topic, you would’ve been fooled if you hadn’t been so tuned into his emotions before. Jeongguk was a master at masking his feelings… when he wanted to be.

“Y/N.”

You whipped your head up to see all the professors looking at you expectantly, even Jeongguk looked at you with a slight frown, “Sorry… What was the question?”

Professor Shin smiled, “Oh no worries, Y/N! We were just wondering if you had anything in mind after graduation. But that’s of no matter!” She looked at Jeongguk then back at you before smiling, “You both have been working so hard! No wonder you’re a little out of it.” She stepped back, calling the hoard of professors to retreat, “We’ll be looking forward to your performance, Y/N and Jeongguk.”

An inevitable breath escaped your lips when the professors were a safe distance away from the demo room. “You good?”

You almost yelped at Jeongguk’s voice; you had forgotten he was even there.

“Yes.” You turned away to gather your things, “Hey about-“

“Y’know the-“ He started at the same time.

You both stopped, staring at each other, “You go.”

“No, it’s okay. You go.”

“No, it’s okay…”

“Okay well…” His hand went to the back of his neck, “About the night at your apartment, when we kissed… that was-“

“A mistake,” You blurted, steeling yourself, “It was a mistake.”

Jeongguk’s expression was blank, “Right. Yes. That was what I was going to say. A mistake.” He drawled, dropping his han, “A mistake.” He enunciated, emphasizing each syllable, “Nothing more.”

You let out the breath you were holding in, “E-exactly.”

“We make so many mistakes, don’t we?” Jeongguk laughed grimly, “The kiss, this project and…”

This relationship.

He didn’t say it, but the words echoed in your brain. It was a mistake, wasn’t it? To love someone, to continue loving someone even when they didn’t love you back? That’s the greatest mistake we can make, a clash between our hearts and our minds. You shouldn’t feel this way, but you did. You chose to.

The silence was deafening.

“I…” You grabbed your things, quickly shoving them into your bag, “I’ll see you at rehearsal.”

Jeongguk studied you through the hoods of his eyes, his expression tense with a kind of aristocratic rigidity, “Fine.”

“Fine.”

//

You saw Jeongguk with the girl from the library around campus.

Her arms were always around him; she was always touching him (not that you were looking). Her fingers were always playing with his hair or the strings of his hoodie. Her legs were always over his as she sat on his lap. Her lips were usually grazing his collarbone or against the shell of his ear.

Those were the moments you wanted to wretch her hands off of him.

She didn’t know him.

She didn’t know that Jeongguk hated it when his hair was touched, he preferred light tugs on the strands at the base of his neck or the fact that he hated uneven strings in his hoodie (he would immediately fix them if they were asymmetrical after she tugged them, making you smirk silently…(not that you were looking)). She didn’t know that his stomach got cold easily and preferred legs around his waist when sitting on his lap. She didn’t know that he was ticklish on his collarbones and ears, that he preferred forehead kisses and nose scrunches rather than whispered secrets.

She didn’t know him.

But he still smiled when he looked at her. The does eyes scrunched upwards into an expression you had seen so often that you memorized it.

And it chilled you. They say heartbreak and anger are one, they are hot like fire lapping at your skin as tears formed in the corners of your eyes. But that wasn’t true, you were cold. Everything felt cold and empty, the memories of the warm body next to you had transformed into only mist of him. A cold ghost of memory that caressed your mind ever so often with hands you wished to escape from.

He was looking at you now, your eyes made the smallest sliver of contact that you held onto like a lifeline.

He didn’t let go. You wished he did, you didn’t want to be caught overanalyzing this moment hours later. But he didn’t let go. He held your gaze.

So, you broke it.

//

“Y/NnNnnNNnnNnNnNNnnNnnnnnNnnn.” Taehyung whined as he flopped on top of your bed, which usually wouldn’t be a problem except for the fact that you were still in it, “Let’s go! You can’t just spend your 22nd birthday in bed!”

You let out a muffled groan at the additional weight that was piled on you suddenly, “I don’t want to…”

“Come onnnnnnnnn.” Taehyung pulled you by the arm, dragging you slowly out of your covers, “You haven’t moved at all since you woke up.”

“A perfect way to spend a birthday.”

“Nonsense.” Taehyung succeeded pulling you out of your mattress, he kneeled over your body flopped on the floor, “Wake uppppppppppppppppppppp.”

“Nooooooo.”

“Y/NNnnnNnNnNNNnNnnN.” Your roommate continued to fuss.

“No.”

“I’ll do the dishes for a week.”

You head snapped up, “And the laundry?”

“Now we’re going too far. This is your birthday if you didn’t remember.”

You crawled back toward the bed, “Bye then.”

“Three days!”

“Five.”

Taehyung let out a sound that was between a yell and groan, “Four days! Final offer!”

You smiled; you were already planning to go the first time he asked anyway.

///

You shouldn’t have come.

The music in the frat house was loud and the lights blinding, your eyes went spotty with splashes of neon pink against the black of your eyelids every time you blinked. Taehyung tried to keep you engaged, pulling you to the living room that doubled as a dance floor, the bar, the dance floor, the bar over and over again even though he knew that you didn’t drink on your birthday.

You shouldn’t have come.

You didn’t even initially decide to come to the house anyway, you and Taehyung had dressed up for the cinema 10 minutes away, but the movie was cancelled, and the McDonald’s ice cream machine was broken. The house was plan c and the one you were least looking forward to.

Everything was too loud and too heavy, the air thick with the smell of underage drinking and sex. What a horrible way to spend your birthday.

You shook your head as you watched Taehyung being practically carried away by a group of football players, how an eccentric art student like him was able to be friends with all groups of kids baffled you sometimes.

Left alone to your own devices, you picked up some punch (which you were about 75% sure was spiked with vodka) before making your way upstairs to take a nap or do whatever to make the time go by faster. Taehyung was the one who drove you but seeing how much he’s been drinking; it seems like you wouldn’t be going home tonight at all.

Wandering the halls alone in a frat house was admittedly not your best idea but the desire to get away from the stench motivated you to open several rooms and be exposed to encounters and asscracks you could’ve gone your whole life without seeing.

After seeing a particularly risque encounter (you didn’t know people could bend like that in handcuffs), you had pratically lost all hope for the beloved nap. Sighing as you fought the urge to bang your head against the closet door, you leaned the back of your head against it as you stared at nothing...until a flashing pink dot started to jump against the black of the hallway.

It was Jeongguk.

It was a terrified Jeongguk.

It was a terrified Jeongguk in hot pink running towards you.

You froze as his eyes brightened in realization as he made his way towards you; in a flash of hot pink, he grabbed your wrist before pulling you along with him into the door you were contemplating banging your head against.

“Jeonggu-”

He pressed the rough pad of his fingertip against your lip, fingers that were covered in small calluses from all the times he would play his guitar as you baked in the back, “Shhhhh.”

This was the closest you’d ever been to him since the kiss-that-shall-not-be-named. The room was barely lit with fragments of light leaking from the doorframe’s gaps which highlighted his focused face in sharp shades. You thought about the moonlight: how it had danced around him in the earliest of nights months ago with his eyes twinkling in delight from your midnight escapades. They turned those brown eyes into pure honey.

With his chest against yours and his head leaned over your own to press his ear against the shut door you were unable to hear beyond the steady beat of his heart that your ear was pressed against; his soft breaths caressed your forehead as he leant past you to survey the sounds outside the door. The only thing that broke the silence were the occasional mumbles and shrieks of drunken girls and the hitching of your own breath.

The periodic silence allowed you to observe the room you had been pulled into, though you found it to be less of a room than you’d originally given it credit for. The floor and lower shelves were crammed with an assortment of shoeboxes and hidden vodka, the upper half was littered with winter coats and even more vodka. Jeongguk, in his panic from running away from whatever he was, had pulled the two of you into a closet.

Jeon fucking Jeongguk was wearing a hot pink set pulled you, his ex, into a closet in a frat house on your birthday.

Could this situation get any fucking weirder?

The silence hung thick in the air until you finally felt him relax against you, ”What the fuck was that?”

“Shh!” He pressed his finger against your lips before you snatched them away.

“Answers. Now.”

Jeongguk frowned and looked around his surroundings for the first time since he had pulled you both in.

“Jeongguk.” You gritted your teeth, praying to whichever deity that he couldn’t feel how uncomfortably hot you were getting, “Explain.”

“I’m hiding.”

“I’m hoping so because there is no other reason that you and I should be in a closet together, especially when you have a girlfriend.” You snapped.

Jeongguk frown slightly twitched before dissolving into a masked smirk, “I don’t have a girlfriend.”

“What-”

“We broke up two months ago. I’m hiding.”

Two months ago was your accident, not that it mattered. You filed that information in the back of your mind.

Your brows wrinkled at the recollection of the younger girl that had practically thrown herself against Jeongguk. She certainly did seem persistent but not someone Jeongguk couldn’t handle, “From her?”

“It seems that my charms are too addictive to some women.” His eyes flickered over to your own before he stepped back, allowing you to have your own inch of your personal bubble (thank you very much).

You pretended not to notice, “Why hot pink?”

“Why not?”

“You don’t wear hot pink.”

“And how would you know that?” He nearly sneered, “People change.”

“People change, they don’t transform.”

Jeongguk stayed silent for a moment as if he conceded, “It was a deal.” He grumbled, “Wear hot pink and she’d agreed to leave me alone.”

“Did it work?”

“Obviously not.”

You snorted and covered your mouth to stop the laughter that was escaping from your lips, “I’m sorry.” You wheezed, “But I can’t believe you fell for that trend.”

He raised a brow.

“True love in hot pink.” You wheezed between laughs.

Jeongguk’s face went blank before they went comically wide with realization, making you laugh even harder.

“Shut up! You’re going to get us caught!”

“’m sorry!” You wheezed, “Can’t elp it.”

At the noise of drunken singing (very off-key by the way), Jeongguk covered your mouth with his own palm and pushed his ear against the door, the sudden movement shocked you into silence. Jeongguk didn’t even seem to notice your laughter ceasing and only focused on the footsteps that barreled around your area, muffled female voices that were clearly looking for Jeongguk passed frequently around the closet.

Even though you didn’t do anything wrong, you trembled at the thought of being caught.

After a few heart-racing silences, Jeongguk whispered, “I think they’re gone.”

You nodded in response, tugging at the sleeve of his hot pink jumper to let you go.

“Oh sorry.” He shifted his hand away from your mouth but didn’t quite leave your face, his tattooed fingers still caressing your cheek and the calluses on his palms scratching your jawline lightly.

And you looked up to see galaxies.

“You-”

“Maniac.” He whispered, “You’re insane.”

Your breath hitched in your throat, “Am I?”

“Psychopath.”

“Don’t be dramatic.”

Jeongguk grinned at the reference, “We had magic.”

“But you made it tragic.”

His smile disappeared, “did I?”

“I-”

“Why did we break up, Y/N?”

You didn’t say because you couldn’t... because you didn’t know why. You had reasons then, reasons that you had used to build a resume of persuasion to break it off with him. You swore you did; it was the fighting (didn’t you always make up though), the constant need for attention (but didn’t he give you space), the fear of abandonment (did he ever leave you?)

Yes.

Yes, he did.

“Because you wanted to.” You said bitterly, that was it. You only wanted it to end... because he did. You didn’t want to grab him, force him to stay, you let him go because he wanted to.

“I didn’t want to.” He whispered, “I won’t say there weren’t days where I wondered what it was like to be single again, but I never saw my life like... this.”

“This?”

“Ignoring each other like there was nothing.” He pulled on a curl that escaped your hair before he looked into your eyes with a type of desperation. As if he wanted you to please just understand, “Like it was a mistake. It was never a mistake.”

“Okay well…” His hand went to the back of his neck, “About the night at your apartment, when we kissed… that was-“

“A mistake,” You blurted, steeling yourself, “It was a mistake.”

Jeongguk’s expression was blank, “Right. Yes. That was what I was going to say. A mistake.”

“If anything,” His voice cracked, “It was the best decision I made.”

You don’t remember what possessed you to grab him, but that single confession sparked something inside you that drove you over the edge. You grasped his shirt before pulling him towards you, his lips seconds apart from brushing against your lips. His eyes widened at your sudden boldness before they shifted into something like hunger.

The hand that caressed your face tightened slightly against your jaw; his eyes flickered down to your lips before he slowly kissed you. It was almost as if he was breathing you in.

He kissed you with a kind of softness that you had missed, the kind that made you feel like there was no one else, nothing else and there will be nothing else in the future. He pressed against you with a timid sort of fervor that was new. Your kisses with him were usually sure and comfortable, but there was a side emerging that you’d never experienced before.

He tasted old and yet new. He tasted different than from months ago, a lover that knew how to mold your body in pliancy without making it routinely, making your blood ignite when he sucked on your bottom lip before trailing his lips away from your mouth to your neck. Every press of his lips left purple marks that screamed his presence, a reminder that made sure you couldn’t deny all of this and chalk it up to a delusion that this was all a dream in the morning.

You gasped when he bit down slightly on the base of your neck, you could feel his lips curve into a grin when he kissed the mark, “So you’d remember.”

You kissed him again. And again. And again.

///

“I’ve missed this.” Jeongguk muttered into your hair, he smelled of cheap alcohol and himself.

You snuggled closer to him on the couch, “Me too.”

The two of you left the frat party in a drunken haze, for you, it wasn’t from the drinking but from the kiss. You giggled as he stumbled into your apartment in clumsy blur. He pouted before he pulled you into him in response. You two ended up as a heap of laughter and sweat on the floor before he had hulled you on the couch where you were right now.

You didn’t care what you were to Jeongguk, not right now. Right now, you were in his arms with his scent filling your nose. You wanted to focus on that, focus on this moment before it evaporated in the morning.

You wished that this night would never end, that this bliss would go on forever. That your kisses would leave stains that lasted longer than the marks on your neck. You wanted this to last. You knew it wouldn’t, but your mind begged for it.

“Goodnight.” He whispered an end.

“Goodnight.”

///

The first thing you saw in your clearer state of mind was Taehyung screaming before tackling a tired-looking Jeongguk onto the floor.

No, that was actually the second thing. The first thing you noticed was the fact that Jeongguk was indeed shirtless and walking around in your apartment with pajama bottoms that he had left months ago. How he still remembered where the pajama bottoms were and the fact that they existed in your possessions was a question you filed away to ask later.

Right now, your roommate had to be calmed down before either one of them busted a blood vessel (or an eye, depending on how violent Taehyung was feeling today).

“Taehyung! What is wrong with you!?” You hauled your roommate away from Jeongguk who had a stupendous grin on his face. Fuck, you missed that- NOT THE TIME Y/N!

“What’s wrong with me?” Taehyung nearly scoffed, “I saved you from this foul, evil, little-” Taehyung pointed accusingly at Jeongguk, “RODENT from defaming you!”

You sent a pointed look at Jeongguk, “What did you say?”

Jeongguk batted his lashes before he shrugged, “I just said that I spent the night here.”

The response from Taehyung was almost automatic, “SEE!” He nearly stomped on the floor, “This... thing was walking around half-naked, looking freshly fucked while you were laying unconscious in a burrito state on our couch! What else was I supposed to assume except that he kidnapped you to our apartment before he decided to tuck you into the couch, so he had access to all the creepy ex-boyfriend material he want- Wait what is that on your neck?”

Your hand automatically slapped over the bite mark, “I- Um.”

“Did he hit you?” Taehyung nearly growled looking ready to fight Jeongguk once again.

“No! Taehyung calm down-”

“Wait why does it have little incisions-” His mouth snapped shut before his complexion visibly paled, “I-is that a hickey?”

“Taehyung,” You stepped toward him with raised hands, “I can explain-”

“Oh my god you did fuck him.” Taehyung turned automatically to Jeongguk, his voice deadly calm, “Use protection, I don’t want to be a godfather at 22.”

Jeongguk rolled his eyes, “You are not going to be the godfather of my kids.”

“Good, I’m going to be the godfather of Y/N’s kids so I’m glad my godchildren won’t be fuckboy spawns with piercings and guitar hands.” Taehyung rolled his eyes, “But if you hurt her again, I will not be against castrating you.” He threatened,

“Taehyung, we’re not fucking.” You pressed your fingers to your temple; it was much too early for this.

“Sure, and I 100% did not see you having a vampire kink considering the size of the bite on your neck.” Taehyung checked his watch, “I have class. Gotta go. Use condoms.”

And then he left.

Jeongguk looked up to you from the floor, he raised a brow suggestively, “So a vampire kink, huh?”

You kicked him in the balls.

///

“Jeongguk-” You tried through his kiss, “We have work- mph-”

“Later.”

///

Your day was horrid, not only did you wake up 10 minutes late, cursing the fact you were a woman. You had to run to your calculus lecture across campus with horrible cramps that made you want to cry with every step, your usual café ran out of your favorite drink, and Taehyung ate the last slice of cake.

It was international “fuck y/n” day apparently.

So, by the time you met Jeongguk at his dorm for practice (as you were doing so for the past 2 weeks), you were exhausted and snappy.

“Okay, what’s wrong with you today?” Jeongguk asked, pulling off his glasses after the 17th sarcastic comment and 5th snipped response you gave.

“Nothing.” You mumbled, “Just having a bad day.”

Jeongguk sighed before leaning back in his chair, his expression went blank for a few seconds before he leaned toward the table again, “There’s cupcakes in the fridge.”

You had to school your excitement, “What?”

“I thought it would be nice to surprise you later with cupcakes, but it seems like now’s the best time. Get up, we’re taking these to your apartment.”

“But what about-”

“Frankly, Y/N, we’ve gotten only 2 lines done in the last 40 minutes, we’re not very productive today.” He grabbed your scarf and wrapped it around you, “We’re going to go to your apartment and watch the rest of Business Proposal because Ahn Hyo Seop is fucking hot while pigging out on overpriced cupcakes, okay?”

“Okay.”

And that’s exactly what you two did.

///

“You probably need to reword this part again.”

“Mmm.”

“And this should probably be C natural and not C flat, it sounds a bit odd.”

“Mhmmm.”

“And this- Jeongguk please for the love of god stop kissing my neck!” You let out an exasperated sigh before pushing him off of you.

Jeongguk pouted, “I thought you liked me kissing you.”

“I don’t! I mean I do! Just not when I’m working- we're working.” Flashes of the last 10 minutes of making out with him on the couch with your notes astray on the floor spawned in your mind, “I mean sometimes it’s okay. But not when I’m focusing, but like I’m-” Jeongguk smirked, “I’m going to fucking kill you.”

“No, do continue,” Jeongguk propped his head onto one of his knuckles, “I love hearing your rambles on how much you like kissing me.”

“Fuck you.”

“That’s your job, love, not mine.”

You elbowed him in the stomach for that one.

///

“I hate this part.”

“Too bad.”

“You know when you had a bad day, I fed you cupcakes.” Jeongguk glared, “But when I have a bad day, you steal my house and my money?”

“You’re the one who wanted to play this stupid game,” You threw a spare dollar at him. “Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. You only did this to yourself.”

“Don’t gaslight me!” He whined, “AND GIVE ME BACK THE BOARDWALK!”

“NO!”

You lunged for your cards as he reached for them, he tried to wrestle them out of your grasp causing the two of you to roll around on the monopoly board. Your empire, fed by Jeongguk’s bankruptcy, fell apart.

“Yes!” He screeched when he finally pulled the battered card out of your grasp, “I win!” He pressed a kiss against your lips.

“That’s not how the game works.” You glared once he pulled away.

“Well, I get to do this, so I think I’m the winner.” He said before his lips met yours once again, little did he realize that you believed you were the true winner for that.

///

“Hey, so remember Jungshin?” Jeongguk murmured from behind you. The two of you had put on a movie after a rather heated game of UNO (which turned into a rather heated makeout session but that was of no matter). It was a movie you had already watched before, a rather boring one at that (something about a kid and his dead hamster... or was it a hamster and its dead human?) but with Jeongguk’s arm around your waist and his nose buried in your hair, even the most boring movie seemed bearable.

“Yeah...” You muttered absent-mindedly as the kid (not the hamster) started to wail on screen.

“He’s getting married.”

“Isn’t he like 24?”

“Yeah.” You could feel Jeongguk shaking his head, “Insane to be married that young. But I need a plus one. Wanna come?”

“When is it?”

“January.”

“Yeah, that’s fine.” You liked Jungshin, that shouldn’t be too much of a problem. It was then that it hit you, “Jeongguk.”

“Hm?” He murmured as he pressed a kiss on the shell of your ear,

“What are we?”

Jeongguk froze from behind you.

Well, that was an answer.

You sat up, throwing Jeongguk’s arm away from your body, “Jeongguk...” You tried calmly, “what are we doing?”

His expression went blank, “What do you mean?”

“We- you- I-” You let out a frustrated sigh before standing up to face him, “We cuddle, we kiss-”

“We do more than just kiss.”

You rolled your eyes, “We make out, we go on little dates, and you always come over.” You listed them off your fingers, “And now, you want me to go to a wedding with you. Jeongguk, what are we doing? What are we?”

He reached for you, “Y/N-”

You stepped back, “Because I would consider this dating.”

Perhaps you were looking into this too much. Yes, perhaps you were, but could anyone blame you? In the 2 months that you and Jeongguk have been... doing this, there wasn’t a single label. You didn’t call each other anything, you just were... You desperately wanted it. You wanted to be wanted by him.

But the two of you never talked about the breakup. You glazed over it like it never happened and you could see way: it was messy. It was crazy. Unpleasant.

His face dropped and with that, your heart shattered. “I guess you don’t think the same way.”

“Y/N, no I-”

“Jeongguk,” You looked away, “I don’t think I can look at you right now, I need time. You need time.”

“Y/N-”

“Jeongguk.” You swallowed the knot in your throat, “I like you, sometimes I think a little too much. And that honestly scares me because we’ve done this before.” You looked straight at him, watching the light in his eyes shatter as you continued, “And it didn’t end well. But I know that if you don’t walk out of those doors right now, I will give you my heart over and over and over again. I will let you bruise it, shatter it and completely demolish it, but I’d still hand it to you again with a kiss.” Your lips trembled, “And I don’t want to start something without having a sure answer from you that you’d be committed. I’m not even asking for 100% just 90, maybe not even that. But I don’t want to start this and beg you to stay, I can’t handle that from you. Not again.”

His mouth clamped shut and you couldn’t blame him; it was a low blow, really, to bring up the breakup. But it was true, you wouldn’t be able to handle that type of heartbreak from Jeongguk for a second time, not when you were still recovering from the first.

“Please get out. I can’t do this right now.” You bowed your head, forcing the tears from releasing.

They unleashed like a storm at the shut of the door.

----

You didn’t talk for days.

Again.

---

Jeongguk <3: Hey

You: Hi

Jeongguk: I’m sorry

You: I know.

Jeongguk: I need time.

You: I know.

//

You saw Jeongguk around campus, he waved to you. You waved back.

Sometimes, you thought that was worse than when the two of you had ignored each other. He wasn’t a stranger, not anymore. But he wasn’t a friend either. He was another generic face in the crowd that you were friendly with rather than another stranger.

Faux friendliness, fake smiles and avoiding glances across the room.

Why was it so hard? It had only been two weeks, but the hole he left in your life was too noticeable. A Jeongguk-sized hole that he could only fill.

And in a twisted way... you wished he felt that same emptiness in his heart with you.

//

Ex: Are we going to continue the recording?

You: Festival is around 3 months away

Ex: Okay

You: Okay

//

Ex: You looked wretty today

Ex: I mean fuck tou always do

Ex: I’m wsirry

Ex: I still lpve you

// Ex: sorry about yesterday

Ex: I was drunk

You: It’s okay

You: I was drunk too

//

“Are you sure you’ll be okay alone?” Taehyung asked as he shrugged on his coat.

It had been 2 weeks since Jeongguk’s last text, 3 since you had asked him to take time.

Maybe you had been too harsh on him.

“I’ll be fine.” You waved Taehyung away as you started another episode of Squid Game, “I don’t even like drinking, go have fun with Jimin.”

“Okay.” Taehyung hesitated before opening the door, “You looked happy y’know?”

“Hm?”

“As much as I hate to give that douchebag any credit,” Taehyung curled his bottom lip, “You looked happy when you were with him. I know it’s not my place, but Y/N... You glowed.”

//

It was around 11 pm when Taehyung started pounding on your door, you rolled your eyes as you contemplated whether to leave your roommate in his drunken haze outside your apartment. Well it was his fault for not taking his keys...

Deciding to be a dutiful roommate, you unlocked the door, “Taehyung, I swear if you throw up on my good shoes again-”

“I don’t think I want to throw up on your shoes.” Jeongguk replied, “Or you actually.”

Jeongguk.

With a shovel and a rose.

You stared. It had been weeks since the two of you had a conversation and here he was at your door, holding a shovel and a rose to match the song that you two had been working on.

“Is this a joke?” You asked much too snappily than you would’ve liked.

You had imagined this moment, the moment when Jeongguk gave you an answer, but never like this. Never when you were sitting in a ratty old hoodie and ill-fitting pajama bottoms, never with him leaning the shovel outside your door while grasping the rose so delicately. Never with him looking into your eyes full of the determination of a soldier.

“No,” He replied calmly.

“Then what is this?”

“A confession. If you’d let me.”

Your knees went weak but you still narrowed your eyes at him. Jeongguk wasn’t a man of many words and right now, despite your longing to bury yourself into his chest, you wanted to hear the right words from him.

You leaned against the doorframe and crossed your arms, “Go on then.”

“I don’t know.” Jeongguk started, “I thought about for weeks, Y/N. But I don’t know what to call us.”

Your heart sunk a little.

“But I know what I want to call you.” He whispered, “I want to call you my girlfriend but that word isn’t enough to describe how I feel, Y/N. You- I...” He took a deep breath, “Fuck, I had I script but I can’t even remember it now.” He laughed to himself grimly.

You curled your lip to keep yourself from laughing endearingly. You had to have an answer from him, you needed his word.

“It’s you.” He muttered, “I cannot describe it beyond that, it’s you and it will always be you. Those nights that I wondered if this was enough, if this was love showed me nothing but the fact that it is you.” He finally looked at you, “I don’t believe in true love, but with you, I want to give it a shot because when I see you, Y/N fuck, I want you in any capacity you’d have me. I’m late. I know. You can kick me to the curb, I’d hand you the shovel to bury me and the rose to put on my grave eagerly if you think that’s what I deserve. I’ll take whatever you give me. I’ll hand you my heart, I’ll let you trample on it, bruise it and shatter it and I will still hand it to you even if you stop handing me yours.”

“Because Y/N...” He nearly whispered, “I’m not sure 100%, I will never be sure 100% but I’ll give you my 99, my 99.9999 because... I think I love you.”

You wanted to capture this moment, the way he looked at you right now... you wanted it to last forever. And perhaps, it would.

“I’ll take it.” You whispered, stepping towards him, “Your 90, your 99, your 99.999 and that 1 percent that .0001 percent that you’re in doubt, I’ll fill that 1 percent up. Because Jeongguk...” Your hands grazed the back of his neck as he continued to stare, “I think I love you too.”

And you kissed him.

“Only 1 percent?” He smiled cheekily against your lips.

“No, you idiot, 100%… together.”

Being with him was a gamble, one that you could lose but you’d take it anyway. There was no 100% guarantee of success, but perhaps, you could make it the closest to it together.

end pt 2/2

a/n: I have nothing to say for myself. It’s been some time-