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hinamie · 3 months ago

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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likesaly · 11 months ago

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Too many thoughts rn and it's 1:30 AM and I'm running on caffeine (2 cups of tea)

#cyril.txt #i want to wipe my memory so badly rn #i dont even have a reason for this #i just #too much #want to be numb

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mytatteredheart · 1 year ago

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I’m tired

Of

Feeling too much

#my tattered heart #heartbroken #anxiety #cptsd #pain #heartbreak #heartache #where are you #my love #want to be numb

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densewentz · 6 months ago

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a quick silly sketch based off my earlier post about the Cat King having a mistaken identity crisis when Edwin and Co. don't recognize him in his new cat form post-esther

#catwin #the cat king #edwin paine #edwin payne #dead boy detectives #dead boy detectives spoilers #my art #if you saw this post earlier no you didnt #stupid sketch just to get it out of my head lol #he's in trouble boys #I haven't decided how i want to draw Edwin yet bear with me #this is like the first time ive touched my tablet since i went numb so its a little shitty but #it feels nice to make even a little bit of art

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medusas-graveyard · 4 months ago

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In which; the Bats and Birds are looking into Vlad Masters as he is a very new and suspicious figure in the elites. Bruce Wayne meets someone he didn't account for; Masters' God son, coincidentally the only survivor of an accident that took the lives of his family.

Vlad sells a pity party to 'Brucie' Wayne, and invites him over for dinner with his children, boasting about his godson's cooking skills.

The meal was pleasant.

The meat was unfamiliar.

#Yes this is inspired by Hannibal #No I've never seen the show #I wanted Danny to initially be forced into eating humans but overtime became numb to it #Still sometimes vomit bc of it though #This was an excuse to think about cannibal Vlad I'm ngl #mans got 10x creepier #dp x dc #danny phantom #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #danny fenton #dpxdc #dpxdc prompts #batfam #dc x dp #dc x dp prompt

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worthless-misery · 5 months ago

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I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

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wombywoo · 3 months ago

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a much-needed cuddle 💛

#my art #artists on tumblr #quinncent #qv art #oc: quinn lacey #oc: vincent craft #oc: fig lacey #yes she gets a tag now !!!#I just wanted to make them soft and now I have and I regret nothing 🥺#vince's left shoulder has been numb for 6 hours but he's loving every second of it :'D #quinn needs this so much :'DDD

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whimsyvixen · 1 year ago

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Give me the mean brother. He doesn't need no fixing.

#I need him to put me in my place #i need him to fuck me up #I want his frozen Popsicle ❄️#to slap me and wreck me until I'm numb #mk bihan #bi han #bi han sub zero #bi han x reader #mk1 #smut art #art doodles

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solargeist · 3 months ago

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Can you pls draw Scarian and kid Xelqua sleeping/ cuddling in Grian's nest bed?🥺🙏

ahaha this doesn't rly work too well buuut... doodle...

just. just imagine the nest there. pillows blankets and plushies.

#too much to factor in.... grian's wings.... xelqua only wants to sleep right There #ask #my art #kidxelqua #scarian #the bed might actually be small by scar's size adgjadjg hes gotta bend his knees a little #my dog is sleeping on my lap while drawing this and im bent in the worst position to draw in my legs are NUMB WAHH #this is how grian feels with xelqua

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lotus-pear · 1 year ago

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regret

#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk #bc skk copium :')#the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died #he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!''#and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao #this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh #deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet #bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close #the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him #and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison #we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs #enough to make fyodor believe he's dead #in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead #knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side #like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human #dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter #and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell #this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :(#bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #lotus draws

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abyssal-ilk · 1 month ago

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something fun i like thinking about with my wardens is the time they spend in-between the origin story ending and them arriving at ostagar. all of that time alone with duncan, when some are crossing all the way across fereldan to get to ostagar. if travel across lake calenhad is canonically a day's worth of time, then surely it must be a week or two's worth of travel, likely even longer, just for most of the wardens to even get to ostagar after being conscripted. what do they think about during this time? do they try to run? are they numb to it? how do they feel about duncan? much to think about

#dragon age #dao #dragon age origins #duncan #duncan dragon age #hero of ferelden #asharanni tabris #ranni HATES duncan. she blames him for not getting involved when she and the other women were kidnapped by the arl's son #and hates him even more for conscripting her. its a massive struggle for her to feel sympathy for alistair when hes mourning duncan.#and her time with duncan leaving denerim is spent largely in numb silence. she wants to go home but she cant.

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amywritesthings · 1 day ago

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I need to make this abundantly clear.

If you voted red because you're anti-choice or homophobic or racist or transphobic, I do not want to associate with you. If you voted third party under the guise of performative activism, I do not want to associate with you. If you didn't vote at all, I do not want to associate with you.

I am a bisexual, anti-censorship, pro-choice Stage IV Endometriosis survivor that needs contraceptive pills to even function out of bed. There is minimal research out there for me. Now there will be even less because a convicted felon, rapist, fake evangical pedophile has the majority vote.

I just had to send an email to my obgyn stressing about sterilization as soon as possible before contraception and access to reproductive health care slip from my fingers.

I am no longer the tolerant. I don't care if this hurt some of you who follow me. If you are any of the three categories above, you just destroyed my life along with my partner's, and I have nothing to say to you ever again.

#i feel so numb this morning #like popular vote just stated they hate me #they hate my friends my family #my best friends who want babies and now are terrified theyll have zero care from fascist agendas #i am just so very disappointed but not surprised

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ruenii · 2 years ago

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i had this idea where Tim has cuteness aggression and is just so bad at conveying it (well not like batman level but you get the point) that sometimes people mistake his cuteness aggression face as a 'im gonna punt you six feet under' face and tim is confused when his brothers or his friends get scared when he just wants to squish em cause they're sososo cute.

his family (except for dick and cass) doesn't know about this so they just think that 'oh god-- oh myfucking gofd-- tim is glaring at me again what the fuck-- what did i do???' and is just scared of what they did to cause tim, THE CALM ONE, to glare at them.

but tim is just:

tim, [on the inside]: awWWWW lOOK AT MY BABY BROTHERS!!! THEY'RE SO CUTE!! I WANNA PAT THEM ON THE HEAD!!! I WANNA SPOIL THEM I WANNA BITE THEIR CHEEKS LOOK AT THEM AWWWEEE I WANNA SQUISH THEM SO HARDD!! NO-- NO THEY WON'T LIKE THAT I HAVE TO STAY CALM!! ENDURE THE URGE TO PINCH THEM!! 🥺🥺

tim, [on the outside]: *glares at them like they just burned his entire supply of coffee and caffeinated drinks and disgust*

duke: did... did i do something--

tim: *clenches his fist*

damian: don't be such a coward, drake, using physical cues to convey your emotions are unbecomi--

tim: *walks out of the room*

duke & damian: ...

duke: oh fuck... did we make his mood even worse?

damian: surely drake hasn't been... affected by that *his body clearly shaking*

dick: don't worry timmy isn't angry at you guys :)

jason: i can hear him screaming what do you mean he isn't angry

dick: he's just... letting out some pent-up frustration..

#tim drake #dick grayson #jason todd #duke thomas #damian wayne #batbros #batkids #dc #batfam #suki drabbles #tim really wants to smush duke's cheeks and pinch them until its numb #i mean cmon #duke is a chaotic guy #of course tim would want to coddle him #and tim wants to stuff damians mouth full of marshmallows #he thinks damian would look liek a cute lil angry rabbit #dick knows tims behaviors #becos he too has cuteness aggression #tim has been a victim to many of his pinches and biting #jason is kinda scared but he shouldnt be #tim also wants to pat his hair and stuff him w food #tim w cuteness aggression ftw!!#tim: mrmfmrmrfgfh i wanna hug my baby brothers!!! so!!! bad!! look at them being so cute!!!! theyre so pinchable and bitable!!! T_T!!!#also tim: *screams and breaks the third punching bag this week while his family is staring worriedly*#basically tims POV is: squishy squshy cutesosooscutei wannaa squishmsmd #the batfams POV: angsty sad feels 'what did i do?' 'oh god he hates me doesnt he?' what do i do to make him not hate me :(((??'

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treef-greef · 17 days ago

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home 💕

#tdbkdk #izuku midoriya #shoto todoroki #bakugo katuski #pro hero deku #i just want him to come home from his patrol shift to his husbands #please #shoto gets so many kisses #katsuki fell asleep there hours ago and shoto refused to move an inch #save him and his numb ass #deku using float when he isssssss excited i love it give me 10 of them

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sasswonfp · 10 months ago

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In honor of my own two day migrane i made batman suffer alongside with me. shit i do on accident while under the influence of migranes. ALT desc provided

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worthless-misery · 2 months ago

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I would say today has been a bad day.

But that's been every day for quite a while now.

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