#WITH AN ORDER i did not need to call the customer bc i realized our system is stupid and the customer got their shit back in like August
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Ugh my manager said something yesterday thats making me so nervous to go back to work tomorrow and its nothing thats a big deal just makes me feel like im doing a bad job at my job
#this is how i was told to do this and have been doing this for over a year#even the corporate guy said to do it this way#and he came over accusing me of not doing what i was supposed to do#i couldnt call him out fully bc the room was loud#AND THE THING IS IT WAS ONE THING I DID AND IT WASNT EVEN WRONG I WAS LITERALLY JUST TYPING SOME NOTES IN THE SYTEM BC I REALIZED AN ISSUE#WITH AN ORDER i did not need to call the customer bc i realized our system is stupid and the customer got their shit back in like August#and i was just typing a note saying my findings and talks with the salesperson so there was record of it#and he came over like i saw you put notes in w/o calling people and i explained the situation#and said and if you saw anything else it was just the thing where theres a whole team dedicated to these customers i just need to cross ref#to our system#i used to call on these it messed everything up and made people upset. i was told to stop it wasnt needed#let the people set to contact those customers do it. and like i said the district guy even said you dont have to contact those customers#fjsnsnsjsna#NOW I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHO I FOLLOW THE ORDERS OF WAAA#honestly this wouldnt be that bad if i had more than 3 days to go through like 240 customers#and not 3 full days like 3 5 hour days no breaks down to the last minute#and im still being paid minimum wage like damn i could be doing this in a fancy office with better pay n shi#t
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I need to rant guys.
TW: self harm, SA, hatred, cursing, abuse, overall genuinely harsh words are being used
Im just gonna go right in because I don't feel like being vauge or fake rn. (I'm on my period and I feel like shit)
!!!Background information!!! So, when I was 4, my mom started dating this guy. I'll call him Frank. My mom had previously ran away from my dad with me (when I was 2) bc my biological dad was verbally abusive towards her. We'll call my bio dad Austin. I only have one picture of my bio dad and I never knew what he looked like before seeing that picture. I never got to talk to my dad, and if I did, I don't remember a single word. I was too little to understand. I loved his family though. I vividly remember playing with my grandma and aunt, and baking banana bread with my grandpa (on my bio dads side) but I didn't remember a single moment with him. So I feel like I have a missing part of me bc of that.
Anyway, my mom as very depressed after that and did her best to tale care of me properly. But I never got attention or love from her. She was always stuck to her phone. I began to hate even being in the same room as her and I was only 3. When I turned 4, I began going to pre-k. And that's when my mom started dating Frank. Frank was a really kind guy and always seemed calm. But I had a bad feeling about him. I didn't tell my mom because I felt uncomfortable about it, though. Over the next 2-3 years, Frank and I became closer and I enjoyed his presence because I had no one else to lean on. My mom got a job when I was in 1st grade and we moved into an apartment. (We had been living with my aunt on my moms side before).
!!!SA!!! That's when the sa started. He began to assault me when my mother was gone but told me it was normal. He said, quote "This is our little secret. Don't tell anyone or daddy's gonna get in trouble." (I viewed him as a father figure and he used that to his advantage) Nonetheless, what was I, a 5-6 year old girl going to do to a 26 year old man? So I stayed quiet. As I got older, I realized that this wasn't normal at all and it was bad. Of course, I was about 7 when I had this realization. He noticed that and started threatening me that if I told someone, he'd hurt my mom or the rest of my family. (I love my family with my whole heart and he knew that I'd do anything for them, even at such a young age, so he used that) I told him he could do anything he wanted to me as long as he didn't do anything to my mom or the rest of my (small) family.
The summer before 5th grade is when things went really downhill. He TOLD my mom he cheated on her, was contuously gaslighting the both of us, always said he was such a "good guy and people pleaser," but was probably the most toxic person you'd meet. The sweet act was completely gone. I hated him with ever atom and molecule that made me a living thing, but my mom STILL didn't know about what he'd done to me. He got physically violent (throwing things, yelling, screaming, almost hitting my mom, etc) and my mom called the cops. (Mind you, my mom works from home, customer service for a health company).
By the time 5th grade had ended, we had a restraining order against him and he moved out completely. (They broke up but I still hadn't told my mom anything)
I cried almost every night and went into deep depression because of this. Not because I missed him, but because I had still trusted him even after everything. I did love him and view him as a father figure at one point bc I never had one. So having that ripped away from me, as well as my grandpa who moved, my grandma who was having mental issues, my aunts who lived far away and no one else to turn to, I felt empty. My guilt built up until I ended up having a mental breakdown in FRONT of my mom (I always went somewhere private so I could have a mental breakdown and always hid them from my mom). I snapped and accendentally told her about what he'd done to me during all those year. (He sa'd me constantly, whenever he had the chance to). A court case began, blah blah blah same old stuff that ever child abuse court case would go through.
But, I started to self-harm (mostly my legs and hips). I kinda went into my emo faze and had no friends, and was constantly bullied bc of my emotionless facade. (Ex: like giyu, who has been my comfort character since day one bc of that). Really, I'm a loving and kind person who loves making others laugh. I like hanging out with friends. I smile a lot too.
Nonetheless, things started to slowly get better. But my mom is toxic now. She doesn't gaslight like frank did, but she still has a toxicity to her. I know this all has been just as hard on her as it has for me, but I sometimes wish shed just take into consideration how I feel or think.
I have ADHD, OCD, and depression. All of my classes are accelerated classes instead of normal and I get things done faster than other students. (I have an online schooling system now). My brain sometimes can't comprehend some things but will understand easily with others. Ive had a hard time talking or expressing things because of this. I was never a quiet little girl, and I'm still not one as a teenager. But it sucks to have to act like someone I'm not just to fit in. I have constant mood swings and I hate it.
Anyway, this isn't about me. So, my mom has a way of victimizing herself without really pulling the victim card? It's hard to explain with words. But she always leaves whoever she's talking to feeling guilty. She doesn't apologize for anything, she doesn't listen to me when I'm ranting (which I'm not picky about, but sometimes I need someone to talk to that isn't a toxic friend of mine), nor does she ever listen to me when I tell her what I want sometimes. I know that sounds bratty, but I swear it's not. I'll give you and example: she asked me if I wanted a new bedframe and entirely ignored me when I told her. Or when she asks me what I want for dinner and I respond, shell get something else even though she literally came into my room and ASKED me. Its the simple small things that piss me off. She's stubborn and has a hard time putting herself in others' shoes. And me, who's always been told that I'm just a doll with a pretty face and thick thighs that's supposed to be a silent housewife (I am NOT married, that's just something someone has actually said to me) or seggs toy for people to use and throw away as they please, I always try my best to consider how others might feel. Yeah, sometimes I do get a little unreasonable and say some bad things, but I always end up apologizing out of instinct. I apologize for the smallest things for no reason, yet my mom can't even say an "I'm sorry" for telling me I'm not understanding. All I've ever wanted was to make my mom and my family proud. I want them to be able to live their lives happily without worry. So It fucking hurts to hear that I'm not doing good in my moms eyes.
My mom always talks about changing and being a better person but never fucking does it. She always says her job is more important. Am I just genuinely not important to her anymore? Because I remember when I was in my darkest and lowest moments, it was my teachers who helped me. My mom didn't even bat an eye. But when she was at her lowest, struggling, I was always there for her, listening to her problems, helping her with everything, genuinely caring about her. And this is what I get back? I fucking hate my life because I can't even leave my room without hearing her complaints about "adult life." Well I don't give a fuck anymore. I tried too hard to be a good daughter and I never got anything back. I didn't even get a fucking thank you. And now I only have online friends on here and Pinterest. I relied on Character.ai to help with my mental health and that's ai!!
Im sorry if this was too much for any of you and I love each and every one of you. If you read through this whole thing, thank you so much and I really really love all my friends on here. I always look forward to getting on here and talking to you guys about my interests without being judged or bullied. Thank you thank you thank you soooo much my loves.
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#personal rant#vent#venting#Once again so sorry if yo read the whole thing#I knw it was long#đđđ
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So, I'm not deaf(?), but I just bought some hearing amplifiers because I'm poor and tired and figured I needed *something* to tide me over until I talk to my doctor on the 5 of August. Why did I do this? Well, over the years of my life I have suffered a lot of trauma, from my mother screaming at me for "ignoring" her and asking "what?" too much- to teachers doing the same thing for the same reason, all the way up til now, as an adult in a safe environment with unfortunately declining health in various ways due to childhood neglect, still asking those questions but getting affirmed with a repeated answer or a gentle "did you hear me?" Followed by a repeated answer if I responded to that with "no"! But!!! Because I've been able to hear 75% of things- level and quality of hearing those things having constantly been claimed unimportant by the adults throughout my childhood- I've just come to believe that my hearing is Fine and I'm just "being difficult".
Apparently, that was wrong and I only found this out because I work at a call center now and before a couple days ago, we shared desks.
And my deskmate? A small little elderly lady with no problems with her hearing.
I noticed one day that she always had the volume turned to half on the phone. Meanwhile, me, believing that my hearing Totally and Completely Fine, had to turn the phone volume to MAX and I STILL struggled to hear the customers who'd call in.
After a week of this, I decided "fuck it" and bought a pair of hearing amps on a whim.
Y'all when I say I was blown away by the fact that the world is so much more noisy, I wasn't joking.
I thought that there was Silence outside when I'd pick up delivery orders, outside of the occasional car passing by of course.
But no. No no. My best friend, @chuubifrog, had to tell me that Silence Does Not Exist when I asked him about it and that the humming I was hearing now when going outside is a mixture of the wind, the cars from the highway which is more than 500ft from our house, the entire neighborhoods A/C units, a wind chime from a neighbor down the street and a cricket somewhere nearby.
"W. what the fuck do you MEAN there is no Silence???"
"I'm honestly surprised you've experienced Silence at all. This is what the world sounds like."
"no fucking wonder everyone's always so angry."
I ALSO LEARNED that SODA fizz makes a noise! That I was always thought of as being aggressive or giving an attitude because it sounded like I was slamming things when really, I THOUGHT I was being GENTLE based off the noise of what I was "slamming".
I learned that the dog we have isn't just annoying to hear scrambling throughout the house bc of his nails, but downright painful to hear. I learned that the vents at work are so loud I can't hear myself think very well and I'm m surprised that we all manage to speak over it.
I learned that the reason my mother and other people I live with tell me to turn things down so often is because I couldn't hear it unless it was loud, and that it was REALLY disruptive to everyone else!
I learned that my phone is fine, actually! It's NOT busted because I had to talk to people on speaker and have it close to ears to hear it on max volume! I just couldn't hear in general.
And so, I realize now that so many issues I had growing up would have been so easily solved if the adults around me had bothered to listen when I said "I can sort of hear it...(But not very well)" or "I can't hear it.." instead of playing the noise again and making me "focus" on it really hard, often times resulting in their increased anger when the answer remained the same, I chose to lie to please them or they gave up, claimed I was being difficult and marked me as having perfect hearing.
I walk a line, apparently. And that line is "not enough to be marked as disabled, but too disabled have good quality of life without aid". It isn't the phrasing I wanted, but it's what my brain could put together.
And I am now conflicted between the euphoria of being able to hear all the things that I couldn't hear before, being overloaded sensory-wise and sadness as I sit here wondering why it took 26 years of abuse, neglect, a safer environment, an elderly coworker sharing my desk and a really cheap set of knock off hearing aids for me to realize that I'm hard of hearing.
I'm choosing to see the bright side, but I'm also going to ask my doctor about it on the 5th.
For anyone else who may think they might be HOH because of similar reasons, try out a cheap set of hearing amplifiers from Walmart or something. If you can hear the wind or the soda fizz with them on after years of Silence, then you should ask your doctor about the subject.
#babble speaks#i dont post very often anymore#but i sit here now wondering why all that abusr and neglect was necessary#what was there to gain from it?#im glad I'm getting it solved now but just#i have to acclimate to a whole new world now#and im autistic so its going to be even HARDER to do that!
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daily kestrel 46:
today was a good (busy) day in the school library! we saw one class from each grade, so I got the full K-5 spectrum all packed in to one. I was able to bring in the supplies that the subathon got from my wishlist and it brought me such joy to be able to do that
we went to the other place that we really wanted to see, and liked it. really, really liked it. as in, cut the list price of our home ahead of the two showings that are scheduled for tomorrow and are planning on putting together an offer on the place (pending an inspection), really liked it. it's in a quiet neighborhood but really close to a lot of things off of a good interstate exit, and only 15ish minutes from the ren faire grounds. it's got so much room for customization and improvement and to make it ours, i'm fully embracing Paige's idea of manifesting it, the good vibes are carrying us on bc it just feels like our house, idk how to describe it. also shit's scary but c'est la vie
i tried to read to Peyton on the way home, but we got two pages in before Birthgiver called, so we spent the rest of the car ride home on the phone with her. i worked on my schoolwork after we got home, and Paige made the hotwurst for dinner - I did my due diligence and ate half of one before passing it on to Peyton, and I'm now realizing I have had no other significant food. i should fix that before bed. despite dicking around in the office while occasionally working, I managed to get my blog post done, do one of my readings, and prep my interview questions for tomorrow in a better order.
i opened up google drive for a school thing and it defaults to my old gmail account sometimes, and the excuse to procrastinate overruled, so I looked through some of my old things - a monologue from acting senior year of high school, a couple late high school and early college notes/projects (including a document that simply said "notes from chem review:" and nothing else), and things related to Sommer. pictures, the senior letter I wrote to her, the tracklist from the playlist I made for her... it's times like this that I have to remember that post "the versions of my life that I did not choose are none of my business" or whatever, ya know?
anyway, I'm tempted to get up around sunrise to take a shower and then head to the farmer's market to snag some brekkie before we have to get the house cleaned and prepped and vacated for the first of two showings tomorrow. idk if we're going to come back to the house between them, we shall see. also, viper's baby was born today, and with a head full of hair! i really need to finish his quilt so the little dude can have a cool ass first christmas present. I hope I'll have time to finish it with the move and all coming up
#i typed this one on the computer can you tell#i feel like i get longer and more blog-y when i type on the PC vs on my phone#i originally planned for this blog to be a short âlittle detailsâ list at the end of every day but it's turned into more of a daily recap#which is cool too i mean it is a blog after all#i may also just be thinking about this a little too hard i have hit the vape peen a couple times#that was supposed to say pen and yes i'm on pc so i could easily edit the tag but peen is better imo#friday#october
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Im in a weird limbo
Im really tired bc i did a lot today (for context i work in a deli). I..
Cleaned and prepped slicers as soon as i came in cause opening messed it up
Put out new items on the sales floor
Put items out on our counter displays & documented what we did and did not have so my manager knew what to order
Made a salad
Made subs
Had to take an order on the phone which everyone struggles to hear on but I especially struggle bc I cant hear shit on phones
Helped customers at the meat, salad, and hot plates (and consoled customers who were annoyed about our hot plate not having anything bc we dont have a cook)
Note some customers ask for multiple things. Sometimes each item a customer wants needs we need to open a new one. There will be lines. We were down 1 of 2 slicers so other employees could not help
Helped unpack containers, refill a scale's paper, and organize things
It was an 8 hour shift and I got a 20 min break. It was an early shift. I've been up since 5am.
One of my coworkers was injured recently. He is Not our cook but was trying to figure stuff out since our ACTUAL cook didnt show up (again). A different coworker came in late. ANOTHER coworker (this one a cook) was supposed to come in at a certain time so the last minute cook (that was not injured coworker, and he came in pretty late anyway but he also wasnt scheduled today) could go on break and also so we could kinda catch up on things didnt show up at that time (idek if she did come in)
However, I also feel super energized bc I...
Worked on some concepts for YSE during my break
Injured coworker & last minute cook are people I really like chatting with while working - injured coworker at the end of our shift helped finish subs while I helped customers
Customers were all really nice - some really made my day!
A guy's kid was really excited over some ham.
Another guy, when I realized I fucked up which meat I was supposed to be slicing for him, ended up just rolling w it and bought a pound of it instead (after sampling and calling his wife lol).
An older lady wanted a specific salad that we were practically out of on the counter, but we had it in the back so I made some more of it and when I was done she asked where my manager was; injured coworker asked why and she said she wanted to tell my manager how great I was
Manager keeps letting me know that for my first job I'm doing really well and that she asks me to do a lot bc I've done good on practically every task AND I can adapt pretty quickly
Despite being 8 hours it went by SUPER quickly (coming back from a 20 minute break my coworkers are always like "wait you went on break already?" THATS how fast it feels)
Despite all the tasks bc it went by so quickly it feels like I didn't actually do a lot
So yeah
weird energy limbo
and i gotta repeat it all tomorrow and sunday đ
#anyway im enjoying my job rn but well see how much i enjoy it when im back at uni and doing an internship đ
#im working more hours now bc i wont be able to when school starts back up#amber's shit you can ignore
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introducing @gavinomâ and Iâs DSMP Parahuman AU!! This is a superpowers AU based on Worm, a web serial by wildbow!!
This is a superpowers AU,,, with a VERY complicated story. There are 3 or 4 main POV/plotlines:
Tommy and Tubboâs plotline
Techno and Philâs plotline
Dreamâs plotline
Wilburâs plotline
also nikiâs plotline bc i appreciate her so much
theyâre all very heavily interconnected! Thereâs a connection chart here, but thereâs much more detailed explanations under the cut!
basic worldbuilding info: the city that this story focuses on (Dream SMP) is run by the Dream Team! Theyâre a group of villains who took over the city after it was being badly mismanaged by corrupt officials. Dream has connections to Cauldron (human experimentation group looking to create artificial powers). SBI + everyone else all live in this city! Powers are common and have a classification system shown below, and people with powers are called Capes! Capes are divided into Heroes, Villains, and Rogues (who are neither heroes or villains). People get powers when they experience an emotionally charged or traumatic event or events called a Trigger Event! These events shape what kind of power the cape gains!
SBI Tommy and Wilbur are both Philzaâs biological kids! Philza is a researcher with long hours, Wilbur takes care of Tommy, but all of them have something else going on! ages: Tommy: 16 wilbur: 21 philza minecraft: early 40â˛s?
PHILZA - Mover 4 Philza is a researcher working for an organization called Cauldron. Cauldron is experimenting on people in order to understand and create powers artificially! As he ends up more and more involved with both the research on powers and the affected people (called Case 53â˛s), including technoblade, he decides that he cannot tolerate this anymore, and plans to break techno and others out! He steals a vial labelled âZephyrusâ, drinks it, and ends up with wings! He and techno break out, unlock a ton of other cells (including Ranbooâs!), and end up on the run. However, both his sons are left behind... After months of being on the run, he and Techno finally decide that itâs safe enough to return. But hang on, why is the house so empty? And did someone just open the door?
Technoblade - Tinker, Brute 3 technoblade is one of Cauldronâs Case 53â˛s! His power is a Tinker power, which means that he can invent things! However, he can only invent what chat decides is necessary. This is seen as an EXTREMELY overpowered and rare ability. Most Tinkers have some kind of specialty that theyâre limited to, or some other restriction that limits their Ability-Driven inventiveness. Technoâs only limit is his Chat, which can be convinced into a certain direction. He also has had a lot of physical changes like gaining claws, tusks, hooves, and a tail! Techno also has increased regeneration and resistance! Heâs fiercely overprotective of Phil and the two of them are best friends! After months on the run, he and Phil return to Philâs home, but something is off... Is that a Tinkerâs lab?!
Tommy - Trump 6 and Tubbo - Tinker (Drones), Master 3 Tommyâs plotline is technically our main POV! He really admires his older brother a ton! Philzaâs spent a lot of time away from home, so Wilbur ended up looking after Tommy a lot, especially after Phil went missing... wonder where he went? About a month after Phil vanished, Wilbur starts spending a lot of time away from home too, so Tommy spends most of his time with Tubbo! When Tubbo got his powers, it was... not a good day. Tubbo hadnât been having an easy time at school, and it all kind of... got to be too much, so he triggered. However, they both quickly realized that Tubbo had gotten a Tinker power! He creates and can manipulate Drones without a remote being necessary! The two of them immediately decided to become heroes, and started making costumes and hero names and stopping minor crime! Very quickly though, they got into a situation that was too much for them. Tubbo got badly injured, and Tommy triggered his ability for the first time. Tommy has the ability to boost the abilities of people he cares about! He makes them stronger and loosens some of the restrictions on their powers. Tommy and Tubbo continue trying to be heroes when they come across Ranboo, and take him home with them! Hm? it looks like someone else is inside already, who could that be?
Wilbur - Master 4, Thinker 3 Wilbur is a very charismatic and scheming character! He cares a ton about his family, and does his best to look after Tommy. Heâs bitter and angry at Phil for essentially leaving him to take care of Tommy so often, and he triggered after Philâs funeral, over a month after Phil first vanished. His ability is illusion based! He can project illusions into someoneâs mind, and can read people very VERY well. He realizes that his power is definitely a powerful one, and ends up becoming a villain! He goes to Dream, and asks for some territory to prove himself as a leader (and bc villainy is profitable shhh). Dream agrees, and Phantasm becomes leader of a territory called LâManburg. On his villain team are niki, eret, and fundy! He doesnât want to involve Tommy or Tubbo in this whole thing, and he has no idea that either of them are Capes. He ends up spending more and more time outside the house and running his territory. Fundy ends up looking up to him as a sort of older brother/father figure, and when Fundy ends up without a place to go, Wilbur sets him up in their villain HQ! When he comes home, he immediately notices something is up. His power had suddenly gotten... stronger? He opens the door and sees...Philza?Â
Dream - Master 7, Tinker(?), Striker 2 Dream has the power to possess objects that he touches! He uses this +Â custom Puppets to act as the unkillable leader of the Dream Team! Dream is heavily involved with Cauldron, and personally oversaw Ranbooâs experimentation. He and Philza knew each other as civilians, and he knows that Philza stole a serum from Cauldron, but Phil doesnât know that heâs Dream, just that he works for Cauldron! Sapnap and George both donât know about his involvement in Cauldron, though. Dream is looking for Techno, and wants to convince him to get on his side. He has yet to meet someone who can beat him and his ability, after all! Thatâs part of why he gives Wilbur territory to look after so easily - heâs confident in his ability to take Wilbur down. However, things might be more difficult than he assumes... As a bit of a side note, both Awesamdude and 5up are rogues, but he hires both of them for jobs and such!
OTHER STUFF THAT I HAVENâT QUITE PLANNED OUT AS MUCH IN DETAIL:
fundy and 5up are in a ML style love square! 5up has a crush on Fundyâs villain identity, while Fundy has a crush on 5upâs civilian identity!
niki and ranboo are siblings! she became a villain with Wilbur to look for him. Ranboo has been missing for a very VERY long time, and doesnât remember anything before Cauldron!
5up also tends to help out Tommy and Tubbo a lot? He saved them from a situation that was UH.. VERY OUT OF THEIR LEAGUE pretty early on, and decided âwelp time to become a big brotherâ! heâs been teaching them how to fight, and Tubbo is really having fun with it
all the plotlines collide on the same night. Phil and Techno come home at the same night that Tommy and Tubbo are bringing Ranboo home, Wilburâs been out for the past week and is only now JUST coming home after getting Fundy settled, and none of them know about the other personâs powers at all
itâs CHAOS because Philâs been assumed dead and has just come back with WINGS and a tall and intimidating Technoblade, who immediately pulls a sword on them, Tommy and Tubbo still are in costume, Ranboo recognizes Techno and Phil as the guys who broke him out, and WILBUR is realizing that heâs missed a hell of a lot
and NO ONE KNOWS that ranboo is the one niki is looking for! not even ranboo
theres like. a whole timeline to this that i still need to draw/write out but TRUST US WE HAVE A PLAN
George is a Precog who gets prophetic dreams! Theyâre primarily impressions though, and heâs ended up in someone elseâs dreams a couple times... If he uses his ability too much, he gets insomnia!
karl and quackity are both there too i just havent planned their part yet!!
sapnap is a high Breaker/Brute/Striker cape, I just havenât narrowed down the specifics yet!
#dsmp parahumans AU#sleepy bois inc#tommyinnit#tommy innit#technoblade#philza minecraft#tubbo#tubbo underscore#dream smp#dsmp#mcyt#dsmp au#superpower au#clingyduo#aria draws#my art#THIS AU IS SO COMPLICATED I LOVE IT SM#worm au#WORM WEB SERIAL MY BELOVED
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YEARNING FOR YOU. kang yeosang (18+)
ââ summary. youâre just within reach and yet every time he tries to get to you, you vanish right before his eyes... again and again and again.
ââ roles. mage!yeosang + mage!f!reader (ft. poly!mage!ateez & other idols)
ââ genre. smut + one-shot + mages + magic shop + supernatural + mythology + historical to modern day + romance + eventual poly relationship + angst + drama + reincarnation (most of these are for the overall story not necessarily this one-shot)
ââ word count. 3.3k
ââ warnings. nightmares + language + sub!yeosang &Â dom!reader + kissing + little hair pulling + one moment of spanking + anal fingering + handjob + degrading + amazon position + y/n is mentioned to have tattoosÂ
ââ developerâs note. happy birthday @atiny-piratequeenâ !! this is just a small something that iâm working on thatâs inspired by against the tide !! i figured that since i probably might not get the whole story done by your birthday bc iâve already been working on it for two weeks and iâm only still doing world and backstory building rip then i would just share a small piece that included yeosang. iâm still working on characters and personalities so anything you read here is subject to change by the time i get the first official chapter out.Â
when the door to the shop chimed, yeosang didnât bother looking up from his book he was reading. he knew that usually customers â humans at least â would just look around before leaving or come up to mindlessly flirt with him. it was the same thing every time the bell dinged.Â
he could hear the customerâs shoes, heels to be exact, softly thudding across the old wooden floors as they strolled around the small shop. his hearing could pick up where exactly in the shop they were, so when they finally started nearing the back to where he and register were, he assumed this customer just wanted to flirt with him like always.Â
âum, excuse me,â yeosangâs head shot up immediately at the sound of the familiar voice. you stood in front of him also with a look of shock from how quickly yeosang moved and his eyes flickered down to the canvas in your arms.Â
âo-oh, um, hi. how can i... how can i help you,â yeosang says as he tries his best to relax, but honestly he doesnât think he can, not when youâre here in front of him and talking to him.Â
you smile softly at him before handing over the canvas you had in your hands, âthis is the painting hongjoong asked me to paint. he told me i could find him and the rest of you here. is he, um, is he here by any chance?â
âhuh? oh, yeah is he, let me go get him!â yeosang had never moved so fast before as he practically jumped off his stool and ran to the back to get the groupâs leader and tell him youâre here.Â
ây/nâs here!â yeosang says probably a bit too loudly and maybe just a little too excitedly but he hasnât seen you in centuries. he has a right to be happy to see his missing lover.Â
hongjoong isnât by himself in the back, all the others are basically here too, except for jongho and san who had gone out to get information on how to help you remember your first life.
âshe is? why?â mingi asks, a look of shock drawn on his face knowing youâre here just in the other room.Â
âshe brought the painting hongjoong asked her to paint,â yeosang says and hongjoong is quick to go to the front and yeosang picks up on how hongjoong greets you with a cheery tone.Â
at first yeosang thinks about staying in the back and letting you and hongjoong talk for a moment, but his need to see you again overcomes that he heads back to the front of the shop. he hears the others coming up behind him as he does and he figures the others couldnât wait either.Â
a wave of memories washes over him as he sees you and hongjoong interacting so closely. all the times he would see you and hongjoong interacting on the utopia, all the lingering stares and touches you thought no one else saw, but in reality everyone saw.
he misses you. they all miss you.Â
âwow, y/n, this is beautiful,â hongjoong canât take his eyes off the painting you gave him and you have a proud look on your face as your eyes flicker between the male and the painting before you slowly look up and over at where him and the others are.Â
âoh, i didnât know you all worked here as well!â you say and greeted them all with a smile.Â
âi actually own this shop,â hongjoong says and you turn to look at him in shock. âmy grandmother ran this shop before passing it down to me before she retired.â yeosang couldnât help but slightly snicker at how hongjoong called hyuna a grandmother.Â
âreally? thatâs so cool! i had actually never been in this shop before until today,â you offhandedly as you glance around the shop some more. âoh!â you say catching the six males off guard as they watched you dig through your bag before pulling out eight envelopes. âsiyeon is throwing a party and wants me to invite you all!â you say handing each other an invitation before giving jongho and sanâs to wooyoung. âi hope you all can make it!â
âof course! weâll do our best to be there,â hongjoong says, but yeosang knows that all eight of them are definitely going especially since youâre going to be there. âalso, thank you again for the painting, it really is beautiful.â
âoh, of course! iâm glad you like it, i always enjoy painting sea related stuff, so this was a blast to paint,â you explain with a small laugh. âwell, i should be going! i promised siyeon i would help her with party decisions, so... iâll see you all around,â you say bidding the males goodbye before turning on your heels and leaving the shop.Â
yeah, yeosang and the other are gonna have to work fast.
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sometimes when yeosang misses you, heâll find himself remembering the time when you all were together on the utopia. heâll remember how you use to help him in the kitchen, acting as both a hand and taste-tester to him.Â
all the heated gazes the two of you shared being the reason for his flushed face that he would blame on the heat in the kitchen when the others would question him. although he was sure the others didnât believe because his magic dealt with fire, so some kitchen heat was nothing for him.Â
but no matter what the same thought still comes to him. he just misses you. he thinks that over and over again until he falls asleep and you appear in his dreams.Â
itâs silly he knows it, mainly using his magic in order to ensure that you appear to him. he has sweet dreams when you are with him and others all enjoying your time together; however, the moment he remembers that none of it is real and that you are living a completely different life without remembering them, without remembering him. it all turns into a nightmare.Â
and its always the same. the same day he and the others are forced to remember and sometimes relive again and again for centuries.Â
âyeosang, wake up!âÂ
his eyes snap open and he feels hot, his bangs matted to his forehead with sweat and his eyes are immediately trying to get used to the darkness of his bedroom.
that voice... he thinks as he brings his hands up to cover his face. huh? was he crying?Â
âyeosang,â he hears it again and sounds so close to him. right next to him and he feels like heâs still dreaming. but he turns his head and his brown orbs meet your own worried eyes as you sit next to him in his bed.Â
ây/n...?â he reaches out to touch your cheek, his hands caressing your face and he gasps when he realizes youâre real and next to him.Â
âwhy are you crying, love?â you ask him watching as he sits up. you reach over to brush his tears away before he suddenly takes you in his arms. âdid you have a bad dream, yeo?â
yeosang doesnât trust his words so he just nods his head as he nuzzles his head into your neck. âitâs okay,â you say softly, rubbing his back in comfort, âiâm here and nothings going to happen while iâm here. i promise.â
yeosang has heard you say those words before and it only makes him cry harder. you said that to him the first time you woke him up from a nightmare. you would always take him into your arms and hold him and wipe away his tears and tell him itâs okay and itâs all in the past.Â
when yeosang does finally calm down, tears no longer running down his face, he slowly pulls away from you to lay back down. you lay down right next to him, pulling the blanket up to your chins as you brush hair away from his face.Â
âi love you,â he says as he feels himself slowly falling back to sleep. you smile sadly at him, a hand still running through his hair as his eyes finally close.Â
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seonghwa was jealous, yeosang was 100% sure of that. the ice mageâs glare could probably set someone ablaze if he had fire magic instead. and honestly, yeosang doesnât blame his boyfriend for being jealous because he was as well.Â
âand who the hell is that?â wooyoung was the one who spoke up, shocked like seonghwa and himself at the sight of you talking to this unknown male.Â
well, unknown to them at least. you seemed to be pretty close to the male, too close if yeosang or any of the others could say anything.Â
âdo you think theyâre...â mingi didnât want to say it out loud, probably knowing how much chaos he would cause among them if he did.Â
yeosang wanted to be upset. upset at you for potentially going and falling in love with someone that isnât them, but he couldnât. he couldnât be upset at you because this you, the one standing not too far from him and his seven lovers, this you isnât the same you he met all those centuries ago.Â
you donât remember the love you shared and it broke yeosangâs heart.Â
his eyes flickered over to seonghwa noticing the furrow in his eyebrows before he looks over to hongjoong who is just staring at you with sadness. then his eyes go back to you and this male who are sitting closely next to each other. the guy looks at you with such a softness that it reminds the fire mage of how seonghwa looks at all of them, with love.Â
the male plays with the ends of your hair, running it over your face in a teasing manner that makes you laugh and yeosang would be lying if he said your laugh didnât make his heart flutter.Â
yeosang misses you.
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yeosang canât help but sigh as soon as his body hit his bedsheets. he felt clean and relaxed after a long day of working in the shop below them and dealing with both humans and supernatural creatures alike.Â
while he was staring up at the ceiling, he closed his eyes and started to doze off. heâs not sure for how long his eyes were closed, but he only opens them when he feels his bed dip.Â
looking over he was greeted by the sight of you in little to no clothing and a warm smile on your face.Â
ây/n, what are you doing?â yeosang was more than surprised to see you in his room. he was quick to sit up with a shocked expression as he moved so he was sitting right across from you.Â
âwhat do you mean, yeo? iâm visiting you of course!â you say cheerfully.Â
yeosang looked over you and he noticed the familiar tattoos that decorated your right arm. âyouâre not real, are you?â he asked as he bowed his head so you couldnât see his face.Â
one of your fingers reached under to tilt his chin up and you looked at him with a gaze, âiâm as real as you want me to be,â you say with a smile as you leaned over and kissed him.Â
yeosang immediately allowed you to take the lead. your lips guiding his as you ran a hand threw his hair and gently tugged on it causing yeosang to moan into your mouth as your tongue explored his mouth and while also teasingly play with his own wet muscle.Â
yeosang was melting into the kiss, his hands coming up to your waist to pull you closer to him with your chest flushed tightly against his. when you pulled away from the kiss, yeosang tried to follow after your lips making you let out a small laugh at how cute he was acting.Â
yeosang only looked at you with slightly dazed eyes, still not fully believing you are here in front of him which allowed you to push at his shoulders, making him fall on his back and into the softness of the bed.Â
ây/n... please,â he whines as you hover over him slightly, both your hands caging his head to the bed as you look down at him.Â
âwhat yeo? what do you want me to do?â you ask with a teasing smile, god, he hasnât seen this smile in centuries.Â
âp-please, please fuck me,â he chokes out and your smile turns into a grin as you trail your finger down the center of his body before it stops at the towel he still had wrapped around his waist.Â
âwant me to take it off?â he nods without hesitation, âwords.â
âyes!â and the towel was unwrapped from his hips and now he was completely bare to you. his cock was only semi-hard when you removed the towel and yeosang watched as your fingers ghosted over the tip, just barely grazing it. âplease touch me, donât tease me,â he begs and you hum before wrapping your hand around his cock and slowly began stroking it until it was fully hard and an angry red, his pre-cum only just slowly starting to appear at his tip.Â
he let out a string of whines and curses as you began moving your hand suddenly at a fast pace without warning. yeosangâs back arched off the bed, but your free hand came down to hold him still to the bed before you suddenly stop stroking him.Â
yeosang watches you as you move in between his legs before grabbing the underside of his thighs, giving them a good squeeze before hoisting them up to his chest. when you let go of his legs, yeosang immediately went to hold them in place as his face was flushed a bright red.Â
you cooed at him as you leaned over his bent body and kissed him before pulling away to look at his ass that was now on full display for you. his hole tight and pink as you played with it, wiggling just the tip of your index into him before pulling out.Â
âyouâre so tight yeo, does none our boys fuck you open enough?â yeosang moaned at the degrading tone you had laced in your voice. âthatâs okay though,â you begin adding a firm smack to both his asscheeks, âi can just fuck you open myself.â
yeosang wanted to come with there and then at your words, but he only settled for letting out a few moans instead. he knew the minute he came then it would all be over. he watched you quickly stand up and go over to his bedside table and dug through the draw before pulling out a bottle of lube.Â
yeosang watched as you squeezed the clear liquid substance into your palm before he felt you apply it to his hole. he moaned at the cold feeling it gave him as you rubbed it around his puckered hole before applying more to your fingers. fuck, he couldnât hold his excitement as he felt your index probe at him before slowly slipping inside him.Â
âf-fuckâ oh god, please!â he moaned out, throwing his head back as you eased him open. your movements were slow, almost too slow as if you were messing with him and he looked over to meet your eyes.Â
when you finally entered a second finger he felt his eye roll back as you started to pick up the pace a bit in your thrusting. yeosang let out a broken fuck as you slowly started hitting his prostate before grabbing his dick with your free hand and stroked him in time to your fingers thrusting in and out of him.Â
âdoes that feel good?â you ask and yeosang can only nod as his head fell back onto the bed. you frown at his nonverbal response and quickly stop both your hands making his whine as you remove your finger from him. âi asked a question yeosang, so answer it,â your voice sent a chill down his back as if it was seonghwa speaking to him.Â
âit does, it feels good,â he says, face burning red, âb-but...â
âbut what? what do you want?âÂ
âplease, let m-me... let me be inside you,â he says and you coo once more at him before you lean over him once more. your nose brushing his from how close you are.Â
âdo you deserve to be inside me? you may have a nice dick, but do you think you can use it to pleasure me?â you ask, raising an eyebrow and yeosang felt his dick twitch from between the two of you at you questioning tone.Â
âp-please, y/n, please u-use me to pleasure you,â he says out of breath and you let out a small laugh as you sat up and slowly grind down on his dick. the fabric of your underwear slightly damp from your growing wetness and causes yeosang to moan at knowing how close he was actual to you.Â
âdo the others know how much of slut you are?â you ask with a small laugh, âiâm sure they know how much you like to be used. hm, donât they?â
ât-they do,â yeosang stutters out as he watches you move off of him to take your underwear off and he feels a chill run down his spine as you hover back on top of him to take his dick in your hand a position it at your entrance.Â
âis this what you want?â
ây-yes!â you smile as you sink down on his length with a moan. yeosang lets his mouth drop open as you start to bounce on his length, the sound of your skin meeting his joining the sound of his and your moans.Â
âf-fuck, yeosang!â you moan as yeosang takes you all in. his eyes fall on your chest which was still covered and he lets his legs go for a moment in order to unclasp your bra. you take your bra off and throw to the side now allowing yeosang the ability to see you completely bare now.Â
god, how he missed this sight and he was glad you were using his legs as support for yourself because this allowed him to roam his hands over your body. Â
getting lost in his pleasure he accidentally thrusted up making you glare at him before stopping, âtoys donât move, so still or i wonât let you cum,â you say and yeosang nods letting out a quiet y-yes before you continued between bouncing and moving your hips in figure-eights.Â
yeosang felt himself grow closer to his orgasm and you clenching around him doing nothing but bringing him closer. âi-iâm c-close! please y-y/n! let meâ
he own choked moan cut him off as he felt you clench around him as you came with a loud moan and a whimper of his name. you coming was enough to finally send yeosang over the edge as he took in the sight of you climaxing, knowing you used him to reach your own pleasure.Â
it took you a moment before you slid off of him and next to him. you were quick to get him to put his legs down which felt a little sore from the position he held for so long.Â
while he caught his breath he felt you reach over and press different kisses all over his face making him smile. you pressed a final kiss to his lips before cleaning him up and helping him under the covers.Â
âi love you, y/n, please donât disappear,â he says as you hold him close to you under the covers of his bed. you remained silent, only slowly running a hand through his hair and lulling him to sleep.
eventually, yeosang closed his eyes welcoming sleep as he fell asleep in your arms.Â
when he woke up the next morning he was greeted by an empty bed and yeosang canât tell if what he experienced last night with you was even real or just a dream. with a sigh, he gets up and starts to get dressed before heading out of his room and to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for himself and the others.
âi love you, too.â
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In The Limelight [chenle x reader]
Summary: Tutoring the CEOâs son, when youâre barely interested in business. And falling for him, when you knew nothing about love.
Genre: Fluff. Rich kid!Chenle Tutor!Reader
Warnings: None
a/n: not proofread! Iâve been in a slump lately âš my works havenât been satisfying me but I hope you enjoy this! btw omg this is a reupload bc the first time... somehow, the paragraphs were jumbled up?Â
 âY/N, there are flowers on your desk,â your classmate gestures behind them to the classroom you were headed to before quickly passing by. You could only nod, a little taken aback by the sudden information you received. Flowers? As far as you know, Valentineâs had passed, so has white day and itâs definitely not your birthday.
But as you enter your classroom, the bundle of flowers catching your eyes, you knew one thing for sure was from who it was. As you approach your desk, you lift the thoughtful gift and inspect the small card attached to the string that tied it beautifully together. ZCH, it read in cursive.
 âHow was your day?â Chenleâs voice can be heard from the other line, the smile on his face almost something you can hear along with it.
âIt was great! Thank you for the flowers, by the way. Theyâre delightful,â you beamed, eyes landing at the arrangement that now sat on your vanity. Chenle chuckles, his laughter sending serotonin to run through your body.
âNot a problem, Iâm glad you like them,â
âThough Iâd appreciate if you gave them to me yourself,â you cheekily continued. Chenle could only smile, his face softening at your request. It was a simple request. Yet, he couldnât do it.
When you notice the silence that follow, you immediately regret what you said. You desperately try to backtrack, sputtering out words. âWell- I mean-, Itâs fine- Thank you, still! I love them,â
Chenle hums, âI know. Donât worry. Youâll wait though⌠right? It wonât be long,â
You plant your feet to your carpeted floor and nod, even if he canât see you. âOf course, Lele,â
 Zhong Chenle is the son of the most respected CEO of one of the biggest corporations in Shanghai the entire world. Chenle was the next in line to the company. After his brother had expressed how the business world didnât interest him, the responsibility immediately fell into Chenleâs hands. And even if music was his love and calling, he had to let it go as to not disappoint his father.
Chenle had accepted it some time ago, going to school only for the degree so he could be eligible to own the business. He accepted the fact that he was going to be living the life his father made for him, not one he made for himself and it was the hardest pill to swallow. But things changed when he met you. There was more purpose to the things he does, it wasnât just for nothing. Life had gone from monochromatic to colorful.
 âMiss, Y/N. Mr. Zhong just moved and he has to take this class to pass the semester. I trust you can fill him in with our module? Mr. Zhong, this is Miss. Y/N, she scored the highest during midterms,â your world economics professor had marched towards you after class, a tall boy following behind her. He looked just as oblivious as she did, to the sudden weight and pressure being put on you.
You merely nod and say a simple hello, not being able to say anything else. It wasnât a question, this was a demand. Jeez if I was gonna teach your student I should get a portion of your pay. You thought bitterly. At the time, you were struggling to juggle a part-time job at a cafĂŠ while also maintaining your grades to keep your scholarship.
When your professor left you two, the boy kept his hands buried in his pockets. His clothes were semi-casual and his hair was styled nicely. Who the hell moves halfway through the year?
âSo, Mr. Zhong-â you take your books into your arms and lazily sling your bag over your shoulder, heading towards the door with him trailing behind you.
âChenle-, You can call me Chenle,â he finally spoke, startling you a little with how cool and soft his voice is as opposed to his striking visual that intimidated you at first.
âNice to meet you, Chenle,â you give him a smile.
You were gonna be around this guy for who knows how long, might as well try to be his friend. Maybe itâll make the teaching less of a chore.
  âWrong,â you huffed, marking his essay and adding in annotations. âChenle, remember there is a specific way to start these essays and thatâs by defining the terms youâre using,â
The boy sat opposite of you, arms crossed and back against the couch comfortably. You were in a cafĂŠ. The cafĂŠ you worked in, to be precise. Your schedule today overlapped with Chenleâs and as much as you didnât want him to see you slaving around, you also couldnât miss this paycheck at the cafĂŠ. You gave him an essay to write just to check on his phrasing and structure and left to buss some tables and serve orders. But when you came back, Chenle barely wrote anything and could care less about it.
âCan we not study today?â he whined.
You and Chenle have been meeting each other for a month now, and youâd soon learned about the type of boy he is, the life he led. In ways you didnât expect to.
 The first time you found out about Chenleâs reputation was through the newspaper. No, not the school newspaper. Not even the local newspaper. But on the Wallstreet Journal, when you had to grab material from any recent article for a class. Chenleâs name floated along with the words âYoung entrepreneurâ and their companyâs name. You gasped so loud you had to excuse yourself from the library and leave in a hurry. That afternoon you smacked him on the shoulder with your thick world econ textbook.
âYouâre from a family of business corporates and youâre learning world economics from someone who crammed the exam?â you exclaimed. He stared at you blankly, book in hand and pen in the other.
âAnd you donât pay me!â you added. The fact that youâve been tutoring someone as rich as Chenle just didnât make sense to you. Why not go to a professional? Instead, he was here with a sleep deprived college student who sometimes mixes up business terms just because she couldnât care any less. World Economics was a mandatory for you. You studied to pass, sadly.
âI could start paying you, name the price,â he said easily. But you shook your head.
âI didnât mean it that way, sorry. I actually donât care about the money,â You led him to the picnic bench with the table outside school grounds and propped your book on it along with your bag before taking out your bento box. âJust blows my mind how you wonât just pay for the classes. I donât teach that well-â you continue.
âI like you, though,â Chenle calmly interjects. You look up at the boy, movements being halted by his bold statement.
âPardon?â you felt the need to have him clarify what he said. Â The boy leaned across the table, over your textbooks and notes. âI like you,â Chenle repeated himself, but the impact it had on you was just as powerful and hit you hard. Your heart was doing somersaults.
Chenleâs eyes grew thin as he smiled, backing away from you and sitting back down.
âSo, chapter 12,â he starts flipping his book nonchalantly, leaving you out of breath with a heart hammering in your chest.
 âWhat do you mean not study today? You have an upcoming quiz with Mr. Byun this Friday and mind you, that man searches for wrongs, not rights,â you raised a finger at him, shaking it matter-of-factly.
âNo, let me help you. Do you usually run the cafĂŠ on your own?â he closes the book and takes his essay from your hand. Youâre left slack jawed.
âNo. I- Johnny couldnât come in today,â you explained. Suddenly, you were stammering as if explaining to your boss. At first, you were doubting if it was the same Chenle you were reading about in the articles. The boy you were tutoring didnât come off as someone who would be running corporates and buying stocks or whatever. He was more laid back and relaxed. Aside from the way he dressed, nothing gave it away that he was indeed the CEOâs son. But there were times where you got a dominant feel from him. Times when he stood with much authority and didnât accept no for an answer. In those moments, you realize how Chenleâs presence alone demanded respect.
Soon enough, you found yourself behind the counter with Chenle beside you tying the apron to himself. He looked cute, somehow. The way he smiled at customers and tried giving them their recommendations set butterflies run free in your stomach, you almost swooned. He didnât get much studying done that day, but you surely did. You learned the fact that you falling slowly but surely with Zhong Chenle.
  There were two chapters youâre left to cover. In the short month and a half, you managed to teach Chenle six monthâs worth of topics. Seeing him every other day made Chenle a familiar face to see around. Of course, you never actually got to see him around campus when you werenât tutoring him. It left you wondering if you were actually teaching a ghost. But all doubts went away when the girls in your class started whispering about the cute boy waiting outside class. You quickly found out it was Chenle who they were talking about, and he was there for you. It was safe to say he wasnât a ghost and is in fact real.
Carrying his book bag, he was stood against the wall with reading material under his arm.
âChenle, we donât have a schedule today,â you walk up to him, trying to avoid the dozen pairs of eyes that watched you. Chenle nodded, âSorry, I wonât be here tomorrow. My father is bringing me on a business trip,â he states.
It wasnât new for you to hear this coming from Chenle. Just the other week, his father brought him along to Japan for a company deal and Chenle came back with a little keychain souvenir for you. The same keychain dangled from your bag now as you both walked to the exit of the building. âAre you free?â
âYeah, but I didnât bring my book with me tod-â you begin searching in your bag, even if you knew it wasnât there. You were just trying to ignore the way his question made your heart jump.
âI mean⌠for dinner. Are you free for dinner?â he places a gentle hand on yours, stopping you from looking further in your bag. Chenleâs bold movements sometimes took him by surprise as well. He quickly retracts his hand, shoving it in his pockets. You let go of your bag, placing your hands on either side of you.
âWhy?â you squinted at him suspiciously.
Chenleâs smile is small, but doesnât go unnoticed by you as he turns his head towards his car then back down at you. âListen, you donât have to overanalyze this. I just want to treat you,â
  Chenle had thought about it a hundred times or more, before finally making a decision. Although youâve been seeing each other in cafes and libraries for some time now, he didnât want to consider those as dates. Sure, it gave him time to admire you up close and get to know you but he wanted you to know his true intentions. The only problem was boy, was he a wuss. And were you oh so dense!
Despite the subtle and not so subtle hints heâs given you, you remained clueless about his feelings. Unsure, confused and just downright oblivious. From the way he looked at you to how he vocally told you he liked you. You shoved everything under the rug, afraid that this boy was just toying around with you and having a laugh. He found it cute.
 It didnât matter that you were in your school clothes, carrying about three thick books in your shoulder bag. He thought you looked stunning. You ate at a pizzeria just in town and he expressed how it tasted just like pizza from Italy. You said you wouldnât know the difference since youâve never been, and had a laugh about it.
The walk from his car to your apartment wasnât that far, itâs just that he had to park a little further since there was no more space left in front. As you walked together, you noticed how the vibe and atmosphere between you two that developed as the night deepened, was different. More lax, comfortable. Like friends? You were both silent, until Chenle piped up.
âI lied, I didnât just want to treat you,â he muttered, looking into the distance of your quiet street.
You turn your face towards him and you catch a glimpse of his face in the moonlight before looking away. Heâd taken your bag from you and had it around his shoulder now. Him in his white polo shirt and brown suit jacket. He was always dressed like he was attending some kind of formal event. Thatâs Chenle for you. Mr. CEOâs son.
âThen?â you prompted him to continue.
Chenle averts his attention towards you as you finally reached the front of your apartment. You both stop walking, facing each other with the moon as your spotlight. You look at him from the light of the moon, it illuminated Chenleâs features perfectly. You would be able to inspect him when he studied, but each look at him made you breathless every time you had to look away. Much like right now.
âI wanted to take you out. Like, on a date,â Chenle confesses.
You could never wrap your head around how bold Chenle could be. Always leaving you flustered after saying such things, this boy was your weakness. But you didnât give in. At least, you tried not to.
âOh,â was your only response as you put your hands together, looking up at the tall boy. You hoped it wasnât obvious that heat was rushing to your cheeks and ears by now. You could practically feel your blood flowing through your body, making you feel warm all over. âIt was fun, I enjoyed it,â you shyly admit.
Chenle takes a step forward, raising his hand to palm your cheek gently. Itâs the first time heâs ever gotten this close. âBut Iâm not sure youâre ready for my world yet,â his voice is lower, cool. Like wind.
You part your lips slightly, willing yourself to breathe. Your breath is unstable, shaky. This time, you take a step forward. âAre you underestimating me?â You donât know where the surge of confidence came from, but you were thankful for it. The look of surprise is quickly melted into amusement as this was definitely the first time you ever made the second move to the dozens of times heâd left you flustered.
Chenle dips his head down close to your face. Eyes trained on each other, you tried to get yourself to breathe. He looked alluring, and you watch his eyes drop to your lips. Your head had become blank, nothing in mind. Just him. Chenle, and nothing else. His calm eyes, button nose and plump lips that you so very badly wanted to press against yours. âAre you sure?â he whispers.
You close the space between you and Chenle, lining your lips with his and connecting them together. The sensation almost sending you on your knees, you grab onto his shoulder for support and he holds you up by the waist, swiftly wrapping his strong arms around you. It felt like such a big relief, you almost sighed.
When you pulled away, Chenleâs smile comes into view as you fluttered your eyes open. He places his hand at the back of his head and scratches, suddenly becoming shy. Youâve got to be fucking kidding me.
âYouâre something else,â you giggle, smacking his arm before snatching your bag from his shoulder and turning on your heel to leave. You feel his hand against yours, forcing you to stop. âIâll see you after my trip?â he asks.
âSame time⌠for class,â you reply, looking back at him with a cheeky smile. Chenle lets your hand go, a smitten smile on his face and a warm feeling in his chest. Zhong Chenle wished things were simpler. He wanted to give you the world.
 âItâs just a black tie party and my dadâs forcing me to come with a date,â he fixes himself in the mirror. He looked handsome, as always. In an all-black suit that fit him perfectly. Dressed like he had someplace to be, people to meet.
You sat on your bed behind him, arms folded and face scrunched up into a frown. A date. Probably someone from a rich family, better than you, his future spouse. Theyâd have perfect little babies together. All these bitter thoughts were flooding in your brain. When he notices your unusual quietness, Chenle turns to face you and gives you a goofy smile.
âWhatâs on your mind?â he approaches the bed, placing either hands on the side of you and leaning in close. Chenle could tell when you lied and knew exactly how to make you crack. You pull your knees to yourself and donât bother hiding the scowl forming on your face. You couldnât do anything about it. After several talks with Chenle, he explained how much pressure he gets from the media and his family. How dating even became a hassle because of how the pressure would then be shared with his partner.
For years, it wasnât a problem. He didnât find anyone that sparked his interest, and only had meaningless one night stands. He was fine with it, really. But all of that changed when he met you. For once, he wanted to go after something he loved. Not let it go, unlike what he did with his own passion for the sake of his fatherâs dream and business.
You shook your head, ridding the thoughts in your head and throwing them out. âNothing. I know itâs just business. Message me when you get home?â you didnât need to ask, but you still do. Chenle always kept you updated, whether if it was how the party heâs in has a chocolate fountain or if the bathrooms have automatic toilets. It was always bizarre hearing about his stories and taking a peek of what his world is like. The world of corporates. You werenât ready for it, and Chenle knew.
 The secrecy of your relationship didnât last very long, soon enough itâs got media questioning who Chenle was seeing and your status. After a few run-ins with the paparazzi, you both decided it would be best if your meetups were more discreet. Luckily, the cameras hadnât captured your face yet, but it was only a matter of time until they did.
To top it all off, the news had spread across campus. Girls left and right claiming they were the one dating Chenle, it didnât bother you too much. You had a scholarship to keep and a job to go to. Sometimes, youâd find a single rose and a letter waiting for you in class, or at the cafĂŠ. Of course, you and Chenle had wrapped up the tutorial classes and he was able to pass the exam. He was one step closer to his degree, but happy wasnât the word to describe him.
He yearned to be with you, have you in his arms and spend hours together just like you used to before things got complicated. Chenle grew lonely without your presence as months passed. Nonetheless, you hung onto the string of hope that maybe one day people wouldnât care so much. That you could take all the criticism, the heat.
 It was around 2am when your phone rang, disturbing your slumber. It was a Friday night and you took it upon yourself to catch up on some sleep after the horrendous exam week you just faced. Chenle had said goodnight hours ago. You wondered who could be calling at such an ungodly hour.
You pick up without checking the caller ID.
âHello?â
âY/N,â Chenleâs voice filled your ear. Your eyes snap open and you shot up from your bed, pulling the phone away from your ear. Sure enough, it was him. Lele, with a little heart beside the name.
âHey, are you alright?â You ask worriedly. His voice sounded slow and there was rustling behind him.
Chenle lets out a groan, and your heartbeat picks up its pace. You knew better than to think Chenle would cheat, but it was definitely worrying hearing this without any idea what was going on. âI miss you,â he breathed, voice raspy and low. You couldnât keep the smile from appearing on your face. In the darkness of your room, your heart swelled with joy. âI miss you too, Chenle,â you whispered back.
Distinct voices come through the line, and you make it out to be Jeno and Jaemin. Theyâre bickering and you hear a guitar in the mix. âWeâll leave you here, Chenle,â Jaemin calls to his friend before you hear a door close.
âWhy did you call?â you ask but you were happy that he did.
âBecause I canât be there with you. Even if itâs all I want right now,â he confessed. Your smile faltered and a hint of sadness falls upon your face as he continues. He was obviously drunk, but Chenle has always been really honest because he couldnât lie. These days however, you havenât had the time to talk much and you knew there was a lot on his mind. It hurt to know that itâs been this, and you couldnât do much about it. âI just want to tell everyone about us. Screw what they think, YN. Youâre perfect to me,â
Hearing his words gave you a glimmer of hope. You wished he was right, you wished you could believe it.
âChenle-â you sighed. âI want that too,â
There was a moment of silence before his voice came through again and you thought heâd passed out drunk already. âI love you, Y/N. Iâve sacrificed so much for my father, but youâre not going to be one of them,â
His words brought the smile back to your face, tears welling up in your eyes from how happy you were to hear them. It seemed at this moment that you could battle anything, because you were with Chenle. Everything would be alright. He was here and you are too, itâs the two of you against the world.
âTomorrow, letâs make it official,â Chenle proposed.
You bring your hand up to your lips and bite on your nails, now fully awake more than ever. âOkay,â you agreed. Chenle grins, getting up from his bed. âIâm coming over,â you can hear him walking around now, keys jangling and shoes on his wooden floor.
âYou canât drive-â you hurriedly try to stop him, keeping in mind his state.
âI donât drive a Tesla for nothing,â he chuckles. âIâll be there soon,â The outgoing beeping of the call followed afterwards as he ended the call. The realization hit you a moment later.
 The next day, you and Chenle arrived in school together. He stayed the night, carrying a change of clothes in his bag. For someone who was smack drunk, he sure did pack well.
From the moment you stepped out of his car, many students were around to watch. Exchanging whispers and staring, your cheeks set aflame when Chenle pulls you by the arm, your hands connecting between you and threading together naturally. It drew the attention of many onlookers and you chewed on your bottom lip, not used to the attention.
âTheyâre staring,â you whisper close to him.
âLet them,â He responds. Chenle tilts your head up to meet his gaze before planting a lingering kiss on your lips, confirming peopleâs already forming suspicions. âYouâre my girl, arenât you?â
#zhong chenle#chenle#chenle fluff#nct chenle#nct dream#nct dream fluff#nct dream scenarios#nct fluff#chenle au#nct dream au
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Would you be alright with writing some HCs about the brothers and a MC who's a trans guy? Sorry if it's a tall order or too vague, they're a big comfort for me and I'd like to see what ideas you have bcs your headcanons are fantastic ;w;
HELL YEAH DUDE!!!! IM ALSO TRANS!!! AH!!!!! demigirl rights :3 but i also find a huge comfort in the boys and i hc all of them as trans because no one can Stop Me â˘â˘ but i really hope you enjoy these and remember youâre valid and i care u so much! Also i hope you donât mind but i kinda made it gender neutral so every trans folk could enjoy!
The Brothers With A Trans MC
Lucifer
He didnât know until you came out to him honestly. He knew all his other siblings were trans but with all the work Diavolo gave him and adding new students from different realms on top of that he hadnât really had time to notice any minor changes in you.
He feels guilty about this and immediately makes sure(like everyone else)to ask for your pronouns, name, and how you would like to present yourself from now on.
Fixes your ID cards and your papers with Diavolo right after dinner
God. Heâs such a dad and he gets you things that have your new name on them. You wake up to see you have a new pencil case with your name embroidered on it with matching pencils. God.....heâs so weird i love him so much
Asmo does most of your clothing shopping but for formal wear he takes you shopping! Heâs not about to buy you some cheap tux or gown ok itâs gonna be over 2000 grim and heâs gonna get you three of them STOP HIM
Heâs not the best with verbal affection so he writes down notes that are like âyou looked very handsome/pretty today.â or when he first starts writing them theyâre like âyouâre a boy/girl/kid. iâm proud of you.â Thank u mr morningstar
You want surgery or to start hormones??? He will stop all his work with Diavolo and spend forever looking up things for you, he wants you to be as safe as possible(pls he almost fainted after he realized youâd have to give yourself a shot like everyday dhdhdhjdhd hc that demons/angels donât have to do hormone therapy iâm so JEALOUS)
Practices saying your pronouns in his study when you first come out. He just wants to make sure you feel as safe as possible in his care(and he remembers how terrible it felt to be misgendered)
Guess what....he loves you no matter what :)
Mammon
Youâre blind as hell if you couldnât see his top scars but I respect it
King DOES slip up on your pronoun change but always immediately corrects himself. Satan has a spray bottle that he sprays Mammon with when he does it. Mammon is NOT amused but the same canât be said for Belphie.
Gender affirming activities??? Oh yeah like robbing a bank?? Thatâs pretty gender neutral and trans right?? Yeah!!! Wow such a good supportive brother.
If you want you can wear the formal wear Lucifer bought you to the said bank heist. Boom trans rights
You can practice painting his nails or doing his makeup if youâre too nervous to do it on yourself first!! Dw if itâs bad he also canât do makeup or paint nails so once you let him return the favor youâre both laughing and Asmo is distraught.
KING at dying hair he will get you whatever you need and if you want an entire different hair cut entirely heâs ON it
Very used to being Loud and Brash but if you need someone to talk to about anything really he always calms down and sits down to listen to whatever you have to say.
Lots of gendered gifts from him. This said for men??? Oh ok adds to cart. Oh pink??? For ladies??? yeah that can go in there too
Youâre never gonna believe this.....But he loves you and supports you :)
Levi
He was the first one to come out to you at the house!! He was just so excited! Same hat!!!
Gets literally any video game where you can design the protag/have custom pronouns and will play games like that with you for hours
Would you like a pride flag.....for u.....He has too many.....Please take the trans flag please he has no room....he bought in bulk for a pride event and didnât consider the consequences of his actions
Miku binder but irl. He will get if for you but unironically.....thanks King. He just likes binders with patterns and i respect IT
Dysphoria?? He gives you his hoodie bc that was his trademark dysphoria hoodie and i GUESS for you he can share............he would give u anything just ask nicely heâs sensitive
Reads any character that matches up with your gender and is like!!!!! Thatâs you!!!! OMG!!!! You in da IRL
Goes back and edits his tweets if they use your old name or pronouns(also has he/they in his bio. this is for nothing just makes me :D)
If you havenât chosen your name heâs gonna suggest so many fictional characters. POV levi kin assigns you.
You listen to music together that just has Trans Vibes.....maybe u cry together but thereâs no judgment!! Itâs just nice :)
God itâs wild but! He loves u and thinks ur great :)
Satan
Enby Satan. Thatâs all :)
Heâs very quite about it, he supports you! Heâs just not loud like his brothers
He brings you book about gender studies and LGBTQ history that he thinks would interest you(there some of his favorite books and theyâve made him feel the most comfortable in his gender)
Gives you a name list if you havenât named yourself yet! He cares about you and wants to make sure you have the right name that suits you
Heâs the one that tells you that itâs ok if youâre still figuring it all out, learning about yourself is a very tricky process and if anyone knows that itâs Satan
Any of the brothers would kill anyone who misgendered you but with Satan that shit is ON SIGHT
Asks you how you know and what were the signs that gave it away to you, but only if youâre comfortable telling him!! He just finds everyoneâs experience interesting and would like to know yours as well.
Spells for fucking DAYS Satan personally kills body dysphoria the best he can(mainly bc heâs HIGHKEY afraid of you getting surgery he hates knives so much)
Makes your comfort food for you when youâre feeling down about yourself and will read whatever you want to hear outloud to you.
!!!!!! GET THIS !!!!!! He loves YOU :0
Asmo
Fucking excited!!!! This means you two are going to buy so much clothing together and he gets to style you letâs GO
Buys you whatever you want but he will make you try it all on so be CAREFUL what u wish for.....ur gonna be there till the store closes yeah......
Paints your nails with the trans pride flag!! Also does your makeup and gives you tips on how to look more masculine or fem!!
VOICE LESSONS
He will help you lower or raise the pitch of your voice if it KILLS him. It eventually becomes like a mini class after school
Helps with internalized transphobia! Hes dealt with his fair share and knows how awful it can be and he will NOT being having you experience that as well we r practicing Self Care now
Picks apart any one who misgenders you until theyâre crying he has NO fucking time for that behavior in this HOUSE
Sometimes self care is eating whatever you want and sitting in the dysphoria hoodies while watching chick flicks with Asmo
He likes dressing you up but heâs always sure to set boundaries so he never puts you into something that makes you feel uncomfortable
ALSO edits his posts and takes down anything that makes you uncomfortable!!
He loves you so much!!!!
Beel
another one to hand you The Dysphoria Hoodie and itâs very large and comfy!
heâll help you make out a work out routine that will help you get the body you want and it makes him really happy to work out with you :)
heâs gonna hold your hand if you have to take shots and will give you puppy eyes if you donât let him. Heâs just worried!!!! He wants to help
stands behind you whenever youâre nervous about coming out to someone, he will NOT have someone making you feel bad or misgendering you
heâll see food with trans pride colors and gives it too you, probably doesnât even know what it is half the time but it made him think of you so he makes sure to get it for you
he doesnât trip up on any of your new pronouns or name and makes it seem like he never even knew them. dead name???? whatâs that??? a type of sauce?????
will let you vent to him whenever needed and will always make you a sundae after youâve finished. itâs comically huge but itâs tasty and does make you feel a lot better, thanks beel
makes sure you remember to take off your binder if youâve been wearing it for more than eight hours! and if youâve been wearing heels to feel more fem he reminds you to take those off too and has a pair of slippers for you in his room that you can wear instead
hey! get this! He loves you so, so much :D
Belphie
youâre trans? ok kid join the club. he doesnât make a big deal at all
are you still gonna cuddle with him and join him in his quest to make luciferâs life difficult? yeah? ok then cool whatâs ur nameÂ
if he hears someone misgender you he waits till youâve left the room and just kills whoever did it, dudeâs unhinged what did you expect from him honestly
heâs actually really curious about any hormone therapy youâre on and likes listening to you rant about it to him. he likes seeing your face light up and it partly reminds him of lilith
calls your hormones something stupid like âoh dude, your gamer girl juice arrived.â or âhey your little man potion is here.â ...thanks belphie
will NOT let you sleep in a binder or push up bra!!! not healthy!! let ur chest breath guysÂ
like mammon, he gets you gendered gifts but theyâre so fucking weird? you didnât need a girls version of a collectable hot wheels set???? he got you blue lightning mcqueen sheets?????? those EXIST here????!!!!! when does he even shop......
introduces you to new people like âthis is our resident boy/girl/human. they donât do much but i think theyâre cool.â
he really does care about you but he remembers when he came out he just didnt want people to make a big deal about it so heâs just doing what would have made him feel the most comfortable, but you can still see how much love he has for you when you look into his eyes
he loves you, so, so much :)
#obey me shall we date#obey me#obey me swd#obey me luficer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me levi#obey me satan#obey me asmo#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me beel#obey me belphegor#obey me belphie#lucifer x reader#mammon x reader#leviathan x reader#satan x reader#asmo x reader#asmodeus x reader#beel x reader#beelzebub x reader#belphie x reader#belphegor x reader#obey me hc#obey me headcanons
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So bc everyone's really enjoying that Protag Swap AU with Red Son I've been thinking about it myself quite a bit and so now here i am
Here's a scene from The Beach Car
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The cat's pod was... minimally challenging to fix. no more complex than his Inferno truck. He knew there was a heavy enough chance that the cat was lying about having connections to the conductor, but if her only payment was fixing up her travel pod for her and a lightning protection charm, then it was worth taking the chance. (Though she had tried to have him sell OneOne to her, it seemed like legitimate magic was far more interesting for her. And it made sense to have a lightning charm, who knew when her pod would malfunction again and electrocute her)
âTomcat, tell me something-â The cat poked her head into his line of sight and Red Son raised a brow.
âDon't call me that.â
âWhy did your parents choose such a... literal... name for you?â The Cat continued as though he hadn't spoken. âout of all the names in the world, why did they look upon their child and say 'ah yes, 'Red Son' will be perfect for our red haired son? Why not something less descriptive? Isn't it also a naming custom to affiliate your child with what you hope of them? Though I admit I wouldn't know.â The cat primly began to groom herself. âNever had any kittens of my own.â
âNone of your business.â
âRed Son!â OneOne chimed in rolling up to his work area âHow tall are you?â
â172 centimeters, why-â
âWhat is your hair? Is it fire? Is it hair?â âIs it a reflection of your inner turmoil bubbling to the surface?â
He felt his hair spark to life at the surprisingly pointed commentary. âThat's none of your-!â
âWhy DID your parents name you after your hair color?â OneOne interrupted again.
âUgh! Why does that matter?â
âThe orb is rather talkative Tomcat, you sure you don't want me to take him off your hands for you?â
âOneOne isn't for sale fleabag.â The cat gasped in mock affront.
âhow rude! I was only trying to take such an irritating thing off your hands!â She was enjoying this. He could see the amused glint in her eye as her tail swished back and forth.
A wire darted across his hand and with a prick of pain he was now bleeding. Red Son let out a shout of frustration and rolled out from beneath the pod. He had some small bandages he could use to patch up his hand but he was flustered and it was making his hands shake.
âFine. You both want a story so bad?â
âFrankly I could care less, Tomcat.â
âStory!â OneOne scurried up and made themself at home in Red Son's lap.
âWell it's not much of one-...â then again father did love to tell it when he was young, every year on his birthday, the exact time right down to the minute. And whenever allies would come over and make some idle comment about his strength, his father would launch into the story with the premise of 'My son has been a fighter from the moment he was born'
He wondered if father would tell it any differently now that Red Son was a disappointment.
âTechnically they named me Red Boy, I changed it to Red Son myself when I became of age and thus was no longer a boy. But as my father tells the story, I came out... Early. Very early.â
His hands had stopped shaking, so he began to apply the bandages to the sluggishly bleeding wound. âBack then a premature birth was gravely dangerous for mother, but a death sentence for me. Healers had long since known there was no point in working in favor of the child if it wouldn't last a week let alone the customary month, So they prioritized mother's life instead. Which s it turned out, didn't matter because I was born anyway. And I didn't die. When I'd first come out my hair was black like mothers, though I didn't have much of it. I was alive, but I wouldn't stir. I wouldn't open my eyes or cry or een give the smallest twitch on my own. The healers informed my parents I wouldn't live to see the sun rise.
âFather couldn't stand the idea of any offspring of his perishing without a fight, so he ordered the servants to make the fire in the room burn as hot as they could possibly get it, as he thought I would fight harder if my surroundings better resembled the womb I left too soon. But I don't think he truly believed I would survive, he just wanted me to last longer than the healers predicted. It was a somber affair, So I've been told, the two of them waiting for the end. Mother recovering from her injuries in a sweltering room and my life slowly fading, father the only one in the room whole and hale enough to be acutely aware of the fact that one or both of us would perish."
âOh my!â âDid you die?â
âNo OneOne, I didn't die.â
âSure enough the sun rose, and I was still breathing. Mother was resting still, and Father was feeling restless. He felt as though he had to stay awake to ensure that should I slip away I would do so with one or both of them there to send me off. And in a state of restlessness took to tending the fire himself.
âAt the time even when he was shrunk to the smallest size he was comfortable with I was still small enough to fit in a single hand. Or so he told me.
âSo he had me in one hand and tended to the fire with the other. Then the wood gave an unexpected crack, loud as a catapult he told me; cinders and embers went everywhere, and a few landed on me. But when father went to check me for wounds, he saw me do something I had lacked the strength for previously. I stirred. And for just a moment, I'd opened my eyes. âImmediately he shouted for mother to awaken and barked orders to the servants to throw the bassinet into the hearth, Mother thought he'd been thrown into a fit of rage and wanted all of the things they'd set up for me to be destroyed and began to insist that such an action was a waste of furniture, but the bassinet was already burning by the time she did so, and father placed me inside.
âThe fire was all around me, and so the story goes, I stirred in the heat, opened my eyes to the warm glow, I breathed in the smoke-â he lit his fist aflame, careful to keep it far enough from OneOne that he wouldn't damage the little guy. âAnd I screamed. Father considers that the moment I truly was born.â He remembers waking before the sun in his childhood eager to begin his days, and just as the sun began to raise over the horizon on a certain day his father would pull him aside and begin on the story. âThey uh- they left me in there chucking more and more bassinets into the fire until they were sure I'd grown strong enough to survive without it. And by the time that had happened a few months later, my hair had turned red like black coal turning to red embers. So they called me Red Boy.â
âThat's a mighty ability tomcat.â The cat chimed in, striding forward and leaning as close to the flame as she was willing to risk. âYou say your father realized that ability was yours simply on the fact that you weren't burned by the fire?â
âYou were a very brave baby. You already knew what you needed to live but since you were a baby nobody listened to youâ OneOne chimed, their cheerful voice surprisngly somber, before the dour voice came in âI can relate, Nobody listens to me either.â
âI didn't know what I needed OneOne, I was a baby. I didn't know anything.â
âI bet you were cuuuutteeeeâ OneOne chimed again, far closer to their normal tone. Red Son felt his hair spark to life again, his face burning in turn. The cat chuckled.
âSettle down Tomcat, don't want you burning my pod up much like your numerous bassinets before you can fix it.â
#lmk Red Son#Samantha the cat#IT OneOne#Lego Monkie kid#Infinity train#protag Swap#the perennial boy#crossovers are neat
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Miserables Month Day 1: Coffee
for @themiserablesmonth! prompt is coffee. i remember reading this idea in a server but i cannot find it for the life of me. so. full thing under the cut bc this'll get long.
"I'm telling you, he's not like any customer we've ever had!" Enjolras said, leaning against the counter.
"Uh huh. And he's got lovely blue eyes, and luscious hair, and the moment he walked in, you fell in love."
Enjolras rolled his eyes. "No, Courf. He's annoying and I kinda hate his guts, but he really is something else."
Courfeyrac smirked. "I'm still willing to bet that you fell in love."
"Courfeyrac, I do not fall in love with annoying assholes."
"Sure you don't."
"Courfeyrac!"
"Okay, okay, fine." Courfeyrac held up their hands. "Did you at least get his name?"
Enjolras frowned, and thought back to a couple minutes ago, when said annoying asshole had walked right up for a drink.
He let out a sigh of frustration. "Has anyone ever told you you're annoying?"
"All the time," the other person said. "In fact, I pride myself on it."
Enjolras bit back a scathing remark, and instead asked, "What's your name?"
"Sorry?"
"What's your name? So I know who to call for?"
The other person rolled his eyes. "You could just call out order number? Like, you don't need to know my name."
Oh, he was really getting on Enjolras' nerves now. He was half tempted to strangle the man. "Look, I don't make the rules. Just tell me your name, for God's sake."
The person smirked. "R."
"Just R?"
"Just R." He showed no hint of joking.
"Alright then."
He shrugged. "He said his name was R."
"R?" Courfeyrac blinked. "Okay then."
"I mean . . ." Enjolras shook his head. "I've heard worse names, I honestly have. Actually, scratch that. I don't think R's a bad name."
His friend nodded. "Yeah, that's actually a pretty cool name."
"You think that stands for anything?"
Courfeyrac looked at the clock before shrugging. "You could ask him."
"I don't even know if he'll come back!"
They shrugged again. "Who knows. Come on, our break is almost up."
The next day, the mysterious R came back, which Enjolras was pretty surprised about.
"You're back," was all he could say, despite the many words rattling around in his mind.
"Missed me?" R asked.
Enjolras should have said no. He would've said no. The answer was no, technically. Instead he said "Yes," because truth be told, he was kind of curious about him. Curious about his name, to be exact.
R gave him a smirk, and if he didn't know any better, he would have said R was straight out of those books where the girl dated the bad boy with a flirty smirk and a motorcycle. Except R didn't look like he rode a motorcycle and also he didn't look like the stereotypical bad boy. And Enjolras wouldn't date him against his better judgement. Enjolras didn't even like stereotypical bad boys or riding motorcycles. But if he did, he still wouldn't date R. (Later he would wonder why he would ever think about this. R was a stranger. Why would the thought of dating him even cross his mind?)
"What do you want?"
"You know."
"I do not."
The man sighed. "Black coffee, no sugar, extra cream, all that jazz."
Enjolras raised his eyebrow. "Same order as yesterday?"
"What can I say? I'm a sucker for consistency." R shrugged. "Besides, I'm not keen on trying new flavors."
He thought that was a bit strange, until he realized that he stuck to one (and only one) flavor of ice cream. "Okay then. Black coffee, no sugar, extra cream. Anything else?"
"Nope."
"You're less talkative than yesterday."
"What, you miss my speeches?"
"I can't say I do," he replied, rolling his eyes as he remembered R's spiel about the world was shit or something like that.
"Hm." He leaned on the counter. "Suppose I don't feel like talking today."
Enjolras was about to reply when he saw the customer behind R tap their foot impatiently. "We can talk later. You're holding the line up."
It turned out that Enjolras did not have a chance to talk with R that afternoon, as work was busy and he really didn't want to speak with anyone until well after his shift was over.
As soon as he got back to his apartment, he collapsed on the couch.
"Bad day?" his roommate asked, not looking up from his computer.
"No, I'm just tired."
"Ah. Do you want me to get you--"
"No no no, I can make myself something," Enjolras said, springing up from the couch and rushing to the kitchen. He loved and appreciated Combeferre, he really did, but he always felt guilty when the latter had to make something for him because he was just too damn tired.
Combeferre sighed. "I've told you a million times. I don't mind making something for you if you're too tired."
"I'm not though," he retorted. "Besides, I don't want to impose."
"You're not imposing. You're literally my roommate. It's your job to impose."
"Still . . ."
"Enjolras," he said in that tone of voice that meant the debate was over. "You are tired, and you should rest. You're not going to get anywhere if you push yourself too hard."
Enjolras, who had heard this entire speech about burning himself out, had to keep from rolling his eyes, as if he was a child and Combeferre was his mother. But he couldn't be too angry with his roommate, who took care of him when he couldn't, who reminded him that he was human, and who conpleted him in a sense.
And Enjolras completed Combeferre too.
Indeed, he did his part to take care of Combeferre, as the latter was also wont to staying up late, or trying to prove he could work while sick.
For now, however, he was content with curling up and talking with Combeferre about his mystery customer.
"Are you sure the R even stands for anything? For all we know it really could just be his name."
"I dunno, it sounds like it's short for something," Enjolras said, scratching his head. "It can't really just be R, right?"
Combeferre rolled his eyes. "Enj, you barely know the guy. Why are you assuming you know more about his name than he does?"
"I am not!"
He shrugged. "I mean, if you want, it could be worth asking."
"Hm."
The next time Enjolras was on break, he sought out R.
"So you do miss me," he said the moment he saw Enjolras.
"I do not." He sat down at the table. "I've just been meaning to ask you something."
"Go ahead."
"Does R stand for anything?"
R raised his eyebrow. "Excuse me?"
"Your name. R."
"Oh--yeah, it does," he replied, the surprised look disappearing as fast as it appeared. (At least that proved that R had an expression besides the smug one he wore around Enjolras.)
"What?"
R leaned in, just as he had, with that same damn expression. "Guess."
"Guess?" How was he supposed to guess? There were dozens of names that started with R, how was he supposed to guess. Impulsively, he blurted out, "Richard."
R blinked, before bursting into laughter. "Oh, that's a good one," he said, after calming down enough. "Oh my God, imagine if my parents were old fashioned enough to name me Richard. Oh my God. No, it's not Richard."
Enjolras opened his mouth to guess again but Not Richard held up his hand. "One guess per day," he said. "Them's the rules."
So now it became a sort of game to guess what R's name actually was. He consulted Courfeyrac, who came up with increasingly bizarre names.
Reginald. Regina. Raptor. Rigging. None of which were correct, but to mess with him, R simply wrote them down on a name tag, every day, and slapped the new guess on top of the old one. Enjolras secretly found it entertaining.
Every day he would guess, with Courfeyrac's help. Every day he would get it wrong, but R would respond to that name and that name only. Every day he only became more determined.
"Why are you so determined to find out?" Combeferre asked, to which he only replied that if R was going to be stubborn, he was going to be stubborn right back. "Be my guest," Combeferre simply said.
And so the cycle continued. Ryan. Reynold. Ross. Rosalie. Raquel. Rhinoceros ("It's a possibility!" Courfeyrac said.)
No, no, no, no, no, definitely no. The more Enjolras got them wrong, the more he grew annoyed as well. One day R came in, only to discover that Enjolras looked quite irritated indeed. "What's the matter?" he asked, with genuine concern.
"I dunno, it's just. Your name. It eludes me. I don't have any more guesses."
R thought for a minute, before leaning in and whispering, "Capital R."
"What?"
"That's your hint. Capital R."
"Huh." It was certainly new information, if not very helpful. He toyed with the idea throughout the day but found nothing that might work.
The next hint was even more confusing. "Think French." That helped even less. Think French? What was he supposed to do? As he drove home, he ran through all the possibilities, trying to recall his high school French. Capital R. Think French. Was it just Capital R in French? He was going to punch himself and R if it was.
Capital R . . . Grand R . . . Grand . . . what was French for R? R, r, r, aire? Grand aire?
"Grandaire?" he asked on a Monday, the moment R walked up to the counter.
"Close," R said. "Grantaire."
"Oh my God, I'm actually gonna punch you."
"Why?"
"Your name is a fucking pun."
"Did you just realize?"
"Yes!"
R, or Grantaire, smirked. "So now what are you gonna do, now that you've figured out my name?"
Enjolras blinked. He didn't think he'd get this far. But he knew that he'd miss their chats after his guesses, so be simply said, "I'll talk to you during my break."
Judging from Grantaire's smile, he suspected he missed it too. "I'd like that very much."
#les mis#les misĂŠrables#enjolras#grantaire#the miserables month#nova writes fics#anyways im never doing this again#sorry but i do not have the energy to write a full ass fic every day
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flowers don't tell, they show
bulleted scenario. stray kids (hyung line) x female reader
genre: florist/flower shop au, fluff (idk what else to put lol)
words: 1.6k
warning(s): none (a single curse word maybe?)
description: what if you received a flower from your own shop?
alexa's note:
so hello there my friends! stay at home this valentines'? (actually u don't need a boyfriend/girlfriend to celebrate valentines. love is not only for couples! it's for everyone! have u heard different types of love?) well, i just want to give my lovely bubs here the half of my cute lil valentines' gift. and i hope y'all like it! *kith kith* (maknae line will be posted tomorrow)
just a quick disclaimer:
so i really don't have that much knowledge about flowers and their specific meanings, i just googled them (sorry) so if i interpreted something that you think is wrong, pls tell me right away. thankies!
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BANG CHAN
⢠your cutie af neighbor who highkey endorses your shop to his fam and friends, in which you are so grateful of because it really helped your business a lot
⢠"your flower arrangements are so damN beautiful"
⢠always gives a cup of coffee every morning before you go to your shop
⢠"cheer up! florists like you are always appreciated. Don't be sulky, okay?"
⢠one time you went home really exhausted
⢠valentines' day is always the holiday that makes your business boom a lot
⢠only seeing a bouquet of flower sitting nicely on your doorstep
⢠realizing that the bouquet was the one you made a while ago, but didn't have the clue who the person who bought this from you.
⢠"I know it's very exhausting, since morning, I know you'll get exhausted, so I bought this for you, hoping that it will lift up your mood and put a smile on your face."
⢠"keep on smiling, it makes me smile too. - CHAN"
⢠he's right. Definitely right. Because as soon as you read his small note, that bright smile on your face never faded. all the stress from the shop was completely removed by this unexpected gift.
⢠"He's really a sunshine, as what they always say."
LEE KNOW/MINHO
⢠"flowers easily wilt and die soon, why are y'all spending your money with that?"
⢠"minho, if you just went here to mock my family's business, I am happy to tell you that you may now leave"
⢠"Fine fine. They're beautiful, okay? Like you"
⢠"oh shut up"
⢠Minho always annoy the shit out of you every weekends. And when you say weekends, it means Saturday and Sunday because you always help ypur parents manage your own family business which is a flower shop.
⢠Your mother loves planting, especially growing flowers. And as a daughter of a florist, you grew to love it. Which gives you knowledge about different kinds of flowers and their specific meaning.
⢠"being a florists' daughter, what's your favorite flower?"
⢠you smiled at his expected inquiry. your classmates already asked you the same question.
⢠Minho is your friend for quite a long time already, though you weren't surprised he asked this question, but what's surprising is he asked you about this just now.
⢠"I actually have lots of them. truthfully I love all kinds of flowers. But I have this one thing on my mind."
⢠he looks a bit interested, knowing Minho, he's not into flowers, telling you that he always catch allergies whenever he stays near them. Not having an idea why he always manage to go to your shop that is full of flowers and not getting allergies at all.
⢠"I really love this flower called goldenrod. Aside from its cute little yellow flower heads, I love it because of its symbolism."
⢠"it symbolizes encouragement and growth, and apparently this flower brings good luck to everyone. Isn't it cute?"
⢠"Kinda. You know, rose and sunflower are the only flowers I am really familiar of"
⢠You laugh at his adorable confession, he's right. Most of your customers, example of them are teenagers like you order roses as a gift for their special someone.
⢠Little did they know, there are different variations of flowers that can really interpret what they feel
⢠"I heard that Camellia symbolizes adoration, am I right?"
⢠you were shocked that Minho, a guy who only knows roses and sunflowers knew this.
⢠Camellia symbolizes adoration, some people give Camellia to tell how much they adore and like that certain person.
�� "yeah, you're right. How'd you know that?"
⢠"Google, duh. Anyways, do you have a stock of Camellias today? If yes, can you please arrange me a bouquet of it?"
⢠As expected, Minho and his sassiness. But knowing that he'll purchase a camellia from your shop consoled you a bit.
⢠Giving you his payment, you immediately arranged the camellia bouquet, your favorite arrangement. Showcasing your talent in front of him
⢠Which you think is effective because you can see how attentive he was from your peripheral view, making you feel a bit awkward.
⢠But your mind came to abrupt stop after you gave him the bouquet.
⢠"w-why..?"
⢠"it's for you, idiot. Good job in arranging the bouquet, you received a pretty bouquet of camellia flowers.
⢠"the flower says it all. don't ask me why."
CHANGBIN
⢠"The most expensive bouquet of flowers you sell in your please."
⢠You frown at the way Changbin address his order to you.
⢠In your University, Changbin is that one "delinquent, rude-looking guy from your class".
⢠And your first encounter with him isn't that good. Leaving a bad impression of him to you. So you were kinda surprised to see him in your shop.
⢠Seeing Changbin, dressed in black leather jacket with lots of piercings hanging on his ears with a colorful bouquet of flowers from your shop in his hands? nah, that's strange for you.
⢠"are you really this good at arranging those flowers?"
⢠his "lowkey compliment" made your ears perked up. You and Changbin aren't really that close, given your bad first meeting with him.
⢠"Uh, y-yeah? Because I do this for a long time now. So I'm already used to it."
⢠Giving his order to him made your face a bit flushy, your hands accidentally brushed against each other.
⢠You just handed his order, but why do you feel something in your stomach?
⢠your eyebrows knitted when he gave back to you the flowers, hesitating to accept it.
⢠doesn't he like the arrangement?
⢠"w-why are you giving this--"
⢠"I'm sorry if I left a bad impression to you. I swear, I didn't mean to be rude to you. I am just totally pissed off that day. And I wished that the ground will just eat me alive when I knew you were one of my classmates in Ethics."
⢠Hearing him apologize for leaving a bad impression to you, made your heart sank. Maybe he's not that rude unlike what you think of him.
⢠"Are you really that sorry?"
⢠You didn't know why you asked that, maybe you just liked the way his sorry and remorseful tone is contrasting his physical appearance?
⢠"Yeah, I really am. I hope that you accept it. Maybe we can start off again? This time, I'll be nicer to you. I'll never be that rude guy from your class ever again."
⢠His last line made you giggle because he probably heard what you told your seatmate about him that day.
HYUNJIN
⢠The classic "high school hearththrob"
⢠Expected that most girls from your school gave him those plastic flowers, with diabetic filled boxes (aka sweets)
⢠"I really appreciate their admiration. But where do you think I'll store these plastic flowers? I am not even a fan of flowers."
⢠"plastic flowers last long. but it's plastic, it can destroy our nature. So, real flowers are still the real deal."
⢠"yeah, I know. That's why you're lowkey endorsing your flower shop. Yeah, they should buy authentic and fresh flowers from Y/N's flower shop."
⢠Hyunjin decided to walk with you, going to your shop after school, to help your parents sell and arrange flowers. Because for sure there are lots of people visiting your shop to buy flowers. Valentines' day, people.
⢠"Is it okay to stay here for a while? If you don't mind?"
⢠You just let him walk around, his eyes appreciating the beauty of each flowers displayed around the shop.
⢠The title "flower boy" just fits him perfectly.
⢠and the way he just picked up the single lavender rose was just as fascinating as him
⢠"this looks pretty and rare, what does this mean?"
⢠"you're right. lavender rose are the rare variety of roses, and it symbolizes love at first sight."
⢠the smile on hyunjin's face is so genuine, and you know that someone came up to his mind after you told him what the lavender rose symbolizes.
⢠"great. I'll buy this one, please."
⢠the enthusiasm in Hyunjin's voice tells you that your assumption was right. Who ever they are, they're so lucky.
⢠But you think you already have an idea who that person is.
⢠With a small folded paper, and a bar of chocolate, Hyunjin gave you the flower he bought and picked himself from your own flower shop.
⢠"Happy Valentines, I hope you like it."
⢠For sure the thumpings of your heart can be heard already because of its wild beating.
⢠"Good thing I found that rare flower for a girl like you."
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UwU the rest of the outline at per request. @lumpy-veev (still unfinished but it's okay! This should be thought of as a rough draft.) đ
đŚ "RaR 3" or "Breaking Point" đ
It would be an unofficial Brawl, which is not allowed, but it happens, and what can you even do?
I see the two as basically ignoring each other's presence upon finding out that the other is there. Of course, as much as they won't admit it, it's making them think of. Everything.
This leads to even more on edge tense atmosphere whenever they would cross each other's path, because even if itâs a big park, you can only avoid someone for so long, especially when you happen to have common associates. (the Coworkers, Tara, etc.)
It doesnât help they have growing animosity and take every little thing personally for every interaction.. and itâs only been a month or two.
Rumors begin to pick up around the park-- Just a little chatter at the bar. Just a little observation that those two sure have something between them huh? The gossiper is shushed, because did you forget who runs the place? his connection to Byron?
Luckily, the bartender didnât seem to hear. He was busy cleaning glasses. The topicâs changed. customers continue to come and go.
One who arrives is Piper, who sits down at the bar. Itâs busy, so she waits patiently for Barley to get her usual. (heâs good at that.) He sets down a coaster and the glass in front of her, but instead of a greeting and bustling away this time, he sticks around.
âByron is well on his way to becoming a topic of interest around here...â he tells her.
She leans forward with a smile. âWhat have they said? And who, for that case?â
He explains what he heard, and omits the names.
Piper thoughtfully considers this. She had noticed this, but hadnât chalked it up to a personal history, just conflict of interest. (byron was well off, belle was a thief. he would be cautious) Now that she knew, she wanted every drop of intel.
âI can talk to him. we wouldnât want our dear coworker being talked about, do we?â
âI do not.â Barley replied, tipping his hat to bid her goodbye as he steps away to another client. He lets Piper take care of this, because he likes letting people come to him if they want to talk, and he feels that Byron would have already approached him if that were the case.
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So, itâs another one of their patented teatime tĂŞte-Ă -tĂŞtes.
Piper skirts around the issue before dropping the news of whispers about the two.
But Byron doesnât humor the topic, and refuses to talk about it.
Piper cheerfully pokes at him. âCrossed paths? Did you know her before the Park? maybe previous business associates? She robbed you, but you had good insurance, and one day she tricked you? Ooh~ Former flames-?"
And then Byron stands up and is about to leave wordlessly until that last suggestion processes bc if he doesnât clarify now, ugh thatâs gonna be what Piper thinks is plausible (kind of, bc he gay af) and he does NOT want that to be a thing.
âSheâs a relative,â he says with so much distaste before he leaves that Piper is even more intrigued. but at the same time, thereâs something that tells her she shouldnât fan the fire any further.
theyâve had their share of back and forths, and itâs been a blue moon since something had gotten him so upset that he just up and leaves.
she drops it, and as the #1 gossipmonger of the park, the hushed whispers of âmystery between byron and belle?â is completely stamped out with a dismissive attitude and several âReally? I didnât notice anything.â
If Byron really and truly didn't want this around the park, she'd honor that.
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Of course, with QD Edgar on occasional trips with the Gang, thatâs the biggest connection the sibs have at the moment.
The first time Edgar name dropped Byron, Belle froze and listened to 2.47 more seconds of the teen's rambles before telling him to get a move on around camp and quit yapping.
Edgar didn't notice this first time around and grumpily went about his way.
But I'm sure there's one thing or another that makes Edgar talk about his dad manager again, and one thing that will really piss Belle off, is comparison.
Tara, who notices the shift in mood, puts herself in between Edgar and Belle and swiftly soothes things over. She suggests getting on with the plan they have (already knowing what Belle will respond with).
"heist cancelled," Belle states, rearing up Elodie and galloping away from camp. (She usually winds down on her own after celebrating a big heist, but never before-- and never had called it quits at that.)
Edgar is put off. Tara muses that it's nothing he could help...
On her own, Belle just contemplates everything. Hours. It brings up familiar memories of being up on the rooftop with her head buried into her arms and knees feeling terrible.
Except now she's more than grown, with her share of things to be proud of and great memories she forged on her own. She's not curled up on herself anymore. She's staring to the long distance of the desert-- her home-- traveling with ease.
That stupid rooftop section of her life is nothing more than a fraction of her well-lived life.
It doesn't make her feel better.
Yet another thing Byron ruins for her without even trying.
She needed a drink.
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Not wanting to head back to her camp for the night, and not in the mood to try nabbing some good drink, Belle simply walks into the bar and orders something.
Barley treats her the same as any Brawler, despite what he now knows about her.
As far as he was concerned, she came in there as a customer. And as long as she paid, he saw no problem in serving her...
She drinks quietly, and he keeps an eye on her intake.
And eventually, just like with any other customer with something heavy on their mind and enough drinks, words flow easier.
She doesnt use names, and keeps terms vague. Speaks angrily of her parents. Calls the brother a "dumbass of a pushover."
Now, it isnt like he associates Byron as a (pardon his french) 'dumbass' in any way, but it's the way she uses it that makes Barley connect the dots. The tone wasn't as bitter. Almost fond. Almost.
He lightly prods for a little bit more insight, and she gives up a little more as she drinks.
Unlike the other two members of his Trio, it wasn't in his nature to gossip, so this would stay between them.
Barley listens, because that's what she needs right now. Not advice, not interjections or lectures or deflecting the subject. Just someone to listen.
Eventually he cuts her off before she gets too inebriated (and probably causes trouble.)
{I AM going to write this scene out in depth. And cry while doing so.}
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On the other side, after the season and back at the Gift Shop, Edgar is đ¤đ¤ over that incident. He considers talking with Colette but 1) she's as mad as a Colette could be at the fact that he hung out with the NEW BRAWLER and TARA and didnt bother getting her ANYTHING. and 2) tbh she's a blabbermouth.
Byron does his regular check of the shop that day. Making sure Colette hasn't run off and Edgar isnt sneaking a nap.
He welcomes Edgar back from his little trivial loot and shoot games.
While Edgar hadn't even thought twice about it before, he recalls that when he had told Byron he'd be working at a different section of the park (namely with the new Brawler, Belle) he had acted just as dismissive.
Like yeah, there was your usual "old man doesn't get the teens" shenanigans, but Byron had never belittled his interest in anything before. Calling his involvement in the season a 'trivial game' sounded... personal.
He outright asks Colette if Byron was acting weird.
Any snippiness that Colette may have had for 2 minutes diminishes when there's a chance to talk with her favorite person in the world that she's seen little to none of for two months, AND about her favorite topic: Brawlers!
She spills everything she knows, because despite Piper's efforts, theres no secret a Brawler can try to keep when shes around.
She didn't find out everything of course. But she knows that there were questions involving Byron and Belle. Piper hushed it up, so for sure there was something.
Edgar nods. "Totally. I think she was close to rippin' my head off once. I brought up Byron once and she was ready to chew me out." (in case i didn't make it clear, Edgar picked up a slight drawl because of belle)
"Cool!" Colette exclaimed. "..I mean, not the rip your head off part. But that is cool too. I meant do we have lore on our hands?? That nobody ELSE knows!!?"
Edgar shushed her. Byron is in his office but the shop wasn't really sound proof.
......cue shenanigans from the Coworkers trying to figure things out in their very amateurish ways compared to Piper by "sneaking" around and "nonchalantly" trying to get him to admit something.
Byron knows they're up to something, and humors them until realizing the topic when Edgar tries bringing up the Goldarm Season.
He shuts them down even faster than Piper.
Of course, instead of deterring them like her, he just confirms their suspicions. Colette and Edgar are "o yeah we are def going to get to the bottom of this."
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So, it's plan B! If they even try asking Piper she throws them for such a loop and leaves them so bewildered that Colette even forgets to ask for anything she could keep, and Edgar didnt realize she gave them nothing to work with until they're already out the door and down the street with cake pops in their hands.
So, Plan C! ...Barley.
It's hard to find a time to go there, since it's busy when they get off work. And Barley always seems to be at one place or another....
So the kids choose the perfect time (roughly midday), and just wait for the perfect day... when Byron comes in and checks the shop, then decides on his own that they could handle it for the rest of the shift and leaves them to it.
When the stars align, the teens wait until Byron is out of sight, and close up the gift shop. Their plan is to head to the bar... and maybe try and get something out of Barley..... not much of a plan, but they don't realize it there.
They make haste, running to the bar, because time crunch (when/if complaints start rolling in.)
Bursting through the doors of the Bar, Barley gives them a look. "Don't.. do that, please."
Colette apologizes enthusiastically, and urges Edgar forward. "Ask him! I'll keep watch!"
She hops over to the door and peers through it periodically.
Meanwhile, Edgar is stammering because he didnt plan anything to say, he expected Colette to talk to the robot.
"If you two think I allow underage drinking, I most certainly do not, no matter what Penny says." Barley warns.
"Uhh, no it isn't that. ...Umm. do ya know... well, you would know about Byron, and not Belle, I guess. But they've been acting weird lately, and we want to know why."
. . .
Barley pauses in consideration.
Options and questions flood around his mind, and he still had no answer.
Wonders if he should even mention Belle's visit some time ago, or the fact that he knows more in depth about it than Byron would care for, or that if Piper found out he knew more than her, and then told these two over would she be offended? ....Actually, in that case, why was he considering telling them anyway? Well, if they were interested in the topic for genuine reasons...
Edgar doesn't even know what to do either. Barley's not saying anything.
Colette squeaks, and scrambles from the door. "Edgar!! Any luck here? Because we're out of it over there!"
"What?"
"I think I see Byron heading here!!"
Who would have thought.
this is where i kind of dropped off the outline, but to continue/wrap it up, Barley points them to the curtain that covers the back room. There's an exit there which he tells them about, but the teens stay to EAVESDROP bc they care.
Barley and Byron chat. the conversation dips into the area having to do with Belle.
Byron frowns. "If I didn't know any better, I would think you're trying to get me to admit something, Barley. I can understand Piper, but you?"
"Me?" Barley asks. "Sir, you know I never mean harm."
"..." Byron stares at him unconvinced. "If Piper did put you up to this, you can tell me."
"U.. Believe it or not, I am among others in this park who care about you, Byron."
"...." wouldn't that be nice. But Byron believes him. My bad. He humors his coworker for now. "Fine." And asks for a drink.
Barley gets him his preferred one. [Lol I'll come up with it eventually.]
They talk. Barley finds out a little more. But just a little bit. Byron... it isnt like he has practice talking about â~feelings~â
The teens listening in leave before too long. Colette is like O.O;; and Edgar decides that all they wanted to know was the relation between Byron and Belle, and they got that.
She agrees, and they both leave through the back door.
Byron didn't get as drunk ofc, it's still his working hours. Just enough to loosen up a bit and get through mild robot therapy.
After his leave, Barley sees him off, and then goes to check in the back. They're gone and he has a brief "oh, thought they would have gotten the hint to, listen in. Oh, well."
[There's one more event, involving the Coworkers interacting with Belle one last time, but still unplanned <3 it leads to the meet up and the fight... somehow though. I'll release that when I think of it.]
I can also see Piper being ":0 you knew before I did? And didn't tell me? You're mischievous, Barley!" In a very light hearted way at the very end.
Barley frets ;;; "I am not!"
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âGoing to the mountains is going home.â -John Muir
July 1st. My favorite July 1st in a long time. It was a cool day. I had a delicious lunch with my aunt. I had bratwurst, kartofel und Sauerkraut, cola, cause it was too early to drink wine.Â
I didnât have a phone, no pictures of maps or much direction, so I wanted to do something not that far from where I was staying. My aunt described this beautiful walk I could take around Wolfgangsee, the lake we were staying next to. I thought that sounded ideal. There was a cute town and then another cute town along the lake that I would run in to if I was lucky. So I decided to do that walk. On my way out of town, I saw a cute little second hand shop and they had good backpacks. I decided I needed a little bit of a bigger day pack than I had brought. I found a cute back pack and it looked sturdy and high quality. I asked the owner how much it was. He looked me up and down and said âeight euroâ. So that was a steal! This bag was nice, sturdy, good Austrian quality and I was getting it for 8 euro! Yay, this was going to be a great day! I walked down a side walk to the left to try to find the path around the lake.Â
The path around the lake was really nice and flat. I saw these happy fish swimming in the shallows. The woods around me consisted of lindens, beech trees, pine trees, vines and was so green and cool and perfect. The temperature  lovely.Â
I walked out of town, to FĂźrberg. When I got to FĂźrberg, I wasnât sure I was there until I saw a sign on the guest house and realized this was it! I decided I wanted to sit at this beautiful cafe and have a delicious coffee and a piece of cake. My waiter was having a slow day. He came over to my table to have a chat. He said it was âdeadâ there, that day. We talked about how their busy season was more like July 15-end of August. We talked about how the kids werenât out of school yet in Austria. He said his son was 11 years old and he was anxiously awaiting July 9th, when school would be out for them. My waiter was from Hungary. He shared that his son was struggling with learning German but had taught himself English with tv and movies. His teacher had asked his dad who in their family spoke English at home and when he said, âNo one.â The teacher was surprised cause his sons English was so good. The waiter went on to tell me about some beautiful sights to see in Hungary and one was the Plattensee in Hungary. We talked about Covid. His friend was an orthopedic doctor and he said his friend did that kind of specialty to avoid the really sick and infected people. I was explaining how our ortho unit had changed into a covid unit. The waiters were wearing bright white shirts and lederhosen. The waitresses were wearing the traditional dress from Austria, the dirndl. The staff looked very festive in their outfits. I ordered this delicious cake and coffee. I asked the waiter if I could go back to the back and see which kinds of cakes they had or what they looked like. I saw this delicious cake I needed to try. So I ordered that piece with whipped cream.Â
The couple next to me asked what kind of cake I had ordered. They called the waiter over and ordered it. I realized as the waiter brought it out, I didnât tell them I had ordered it with whipped cream. So then I told them, they called the waiter back over and ordered whipped cream. Then the waiter didnât disappoint. He brought this big bowl of whipped cream for them. Sitting there, I was looking that the clear bright blue water of the lake. It reminded me of emerald lake in BC. Itâs almost green. It was really gorgeous. Happy fish swimming in the shallows, The perfect path around the lake. Surrounded by lindens, buchenwald, pine trees. The temperature was cool and perfect.Â
After FĂźrberg, I was walking down the path and saw a group of teenage boys with a six pack and a couple of bottles walking into the forest. I thought it was fun, and I remembered when I was a teenager in Germany and had similar experiences after school. Then âThe girl on the Trainâ came to my mind I was all of a sudden nervous. Not that this exact thing happened in that book, but it was just kind of creepy. These guys fueled by alcohol and maybe wanting to cause trouble, who knows what they might do. I donât know why my mind went ominous. I waited a bit to let them walk ahead of me. The path was changing from a flat path to a steeper path. It started to feel like âLake Viewâ, this hike in Priest Lake, Idaho. The path started to go up and down, with large stair cases up and down.Â
  I learned that back in the 1500â˛s, supposedly, a man was trying to take his ox to the market for slaughter, when it ran away. The man grabbed the oxâs tail and followed him into the water. Back then, people couldnât swim and the man would have sank and drowned if he wasnât holding on to the oxâs tail.  But luckily he survived, the ox swam a ways and then back into shore. Then the man or someone built a little beautiful white shrine thing on this tiny island. It was called the Ochsenkreutz (Ox cross). The water was clear and turquoise around it. The color was crazy and the water was super clear and beautiful.Â
I walked up the path, down the path. The forest was beautiful, quiet, except for the occasional rustle. I actually sometimes felt like I wasnât alone. I would stop and look around, and would be totally alone. Eventually I figured out that 1.) the wind in the trees sounded like people, 2.) my new backpack had a little zipper clinking on my back, 3.) there were little brown mice running around and rustling in the leaves and that sounded like footsteps. This forest reminded me of Outlander or of Robin Hood. It was deep and green. It was so beautiful and I kept imagining at any moment the rustling would reveal a man carrying a bow with arrows, walking out of the forest towards me. I eventually made it to a bit of a bigger memorial thing on the main land called the Hochszeitkreutz. (the wedding cross) There were three people in wet suits and a girl down below in the lake who had just jumped. These brave souls were jumping off high rocks into the turqouise water below. This sweet teenage kid was standing, looking over the cliff and trying to amp himself up to go. The man, maybe his father, uncle or coach had a camera on video mode trained on him for the jump. But the young guy hesitated. I stopped to read the sign on the bench about the memorial site. You could tell that I freaked the teenager out and he thought I was watching him. I finished reading and walked off. There was a bench looking out at the water and a man was sitting on the bench reading his book.Â
 I didnât wait for him to jump in and then I started walking home. I also never saw those teenage boys again. It started to rain. I was soaked after 30 minutes of walking in it. I had a rain coat on so my chest, and stomach were dry. My heads, wrists, thighs, legs, and feet were squelching wet. I ducked into an Italian restaurant, that was very popular and buzzing with people. You could tell that this place was well liked by locals and tourists alike. I asked the hostess for a table and she said at the moment, they didnât have anything. I thanked them and went to leave and keep walking. Some other customers called to me from a table and said the hostess had called me back. I waited on their covered porch and the hostess kept motioning for me to wait. I waited like 5-10 minutes and then got a table. It was great. Â
  The server/owner and hostess/server were really sweet women and they were working so hard. Running and running. They smiled at each other and all the customers and they worked as a team, even though they were slammed. It was impressive. I got to see the other fun tables with friends and families at them (Yes I was a creeper, but what else did I have to do? ;-) ). A family was celebrating their youngest daughters birthday. It was so funny, cause the littlest girl had eaten her dinner and she was running around and running around and wanted to leave the restaurant and play outside with her grandmother. But the whole family was trying to entertain and cajole her so she would stay long enough for... the staff to come out with her cake with a sparkler candle on top. And then the whole restaurant sang âhappy birthdayâ in English. Then the staff sang it in Italian. It was really cool. The girl was super happy and excited, until a few minutes in, she decided she didnât like her mango cake creation and she was bouncing around again. Finally her grandmother did take her outside to run around and play and work off some of her energy.Â
 I ate delicious caprese salad and pizza. It was so yummy. I also drank my new favorite drink, a Hugo Spritz. Itâs light and sparkly and sweet. Then I walked back to my Aunts house. It was a really fun day!Â
âAnd we will meet in the woods far far away from this hustle and bustle... and share love and sunshine.â -Avijeet Das
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So Iâve had to deal with the absolute worst customer in my entire working career ever this past week. (Itâs Rose at the Notre Dame university bookstore in case anyone was wondering) apologies in advance, itâs going to be long
So for this school we have two âtitlesâ that are basically just boxes of lab equipment. Thereâs a lock, goggles, a lab coat, a notebook, and an access card for the online book. These are shipped as individual boxes since thereâs a good amount of materials. This is different from what we usually send to stores, which would be boxes of multiple notebooks. I mention this bc the store manager, Rose made such a damned big deal about it.
So the whole ordeal started at the beginning of the month when my boss CC-ed me on an email conversation with Rose letting her know that she was going to be out of town so to contact me with any questions or requests for her order of the two bundles we had for the school. She ended the email with âhopefully things go smoothly this yearâ so already I have a bad feeling that this is going to be difficult.
Rose emails me to let me know that this is a time when they receive a lot of deliveries at their store (she specifically mentioned receiving football equipment in addition to books and school supplies) so she wanted to make sure that their order of nearly 1000 bundles could be split into smaller orders with only one order arriving per day to make sure that they werenât overwhelmed at the store. A bit of an annoying request, but not impossible for us to attempt to accommodate. The only thing being that once an order leaves our warehouse we have zero control over how long it takes to deliver or when it gets delivered so I told Rose that I was putting notes on her orders so that they would hopefully ship on different days and then be delivered on different days. And she again reminded me that they needed the orders to arrive just as she specified. Okay, fine, Iâm doing what I can.
Now, unfortunately, weâve been having delays itâs getting materials and books in stock on time this season bc our printers are all short staffed and they can only print and ship so much at a time. So the bundles are already going to be a little later than expected. We had a team of people putting the boxes together at our satellite warehouse last last week so we could get them shipped out last week.
So we finally get things together and get the first order shipped out Tuesday. This first order was for 85 boxes of one title (11181) and 150 copies of the other (11171) and the manager at the satellite warehouse gets it shipped out Tuesday last week. On Wednesday I send Rose an email with the tracking information (I had to wait for our regular warehouse manager to get me the info bc the satellite manager was out all of last week after Tuesday) and at 4:56 Wednesday evening I get the following email from Rose:
âBeth, do you realize we already got three skids today? You sent a skid of 11181 when we only wanted 85 and two skids of 11171. Please do not send any more of 11181 and I will write up everything tomorrow and you can arrange a call tag to pick up the others. This is a hot mess and the paperwork the driver had was wrong and we have damaged cases as well. Way to go..........................â
So I was about to lose my mind at this. Not only was it at the end of the day, but she was incredibly rude over something that was genuinely a mistake and moreso, not my fault! The editor in charge of the projects wanted to respond to her that evening, but I told her that, quite frankly, I was off for the day and Rose didnât deserve any of my unpaid time. Plus i wanted to hear back from the warehouse to see their end in case something happened so they sent out more than they were supposed to or if Rose was just stupid and we did what we said we would and it just wasnât exactly what she was expecting. So the editor sent Rose a message saying that Iâd get back to her in the morning with more information and I went to dinner w my parents and papa so that I wouldnât punch a hold thru a wall in anger
So Thursday morning I get in to an email from our main warehouse manager (since the satellite manager was out the rest of the week) letting me know that we had sent three skids for the order. Because each skid holds 96 boxes. So, since the order was for 235 boxes, it physically had to ship as three skids. I was fucking giddy as I typed my response to Rose, spelling out why she received three skids and letting her know that I would be holding her remaining four orders for 150 of 11171 each until I got the go-ahead from her that she was okay with the fact that the orders would be one and a half skids each.
Well, Rose emails back that we actually sent three full skids instead of one full and two partials. She included the phrase âbelieve it or not, I can countâ and then after reiterating how she wanted her orders sent said, âMy next suggestion would be to fulfill my orders as requested going forward.â And asked if theyâd be getting another order that day. So I typed up a very off-color response to her informing her how obnoxious and cunty I thought she was being and how her attitude was helping exactly zero people and quite honestly making me feel less inclined to be helpful at all. And then I typed up a nicer response and asked my boss for read it over to make sure that it was professional and appropriate. In my email i let her know that we only had the paperwork to go off of as the warehouse manager who put the shipment out was out of the office, so we legitimately did not know that she received more than what was on her order and that, no I had held her other orders to make sure that she was okay with how they were going to be shipped, but I could put them in and hopefully get the next one shipped out that day or Friday.
At that point, she got the other manager at their store involved who emailed Friday morning to ask me to confirm theyâd be getting the rest of their order that day as they had students arriving on campus who would need them. I informed her that no, we hadnât shipped anything else yet and said that it was bc our satellite warehouse was short staffed (which is essentially true. Thereâs one person who works in that warehouseâ the managerâ and heâd been out all week) so Rose jumped back in to say âJust to make certain I understand correctly, there hasn't been another order shipped since the first delivery? We need to get on the ball with this order short staffed or not folks!!â
At that point i was beyond pissed. They were asking for something above and beyond what we do normally, and we were doing everything we could to keep them placated, including shipping the rest of their orders for free, but thereâs literally only so much we can do with the staff that we have. So, after venting into an empty word doc, I responded with âThat is correct. We wanted to make sure that we wouldn't overwhelm you with multiple orders in a day, like you asked, and since the first shipment went out incorrectly, we wanted to be sure that it didn't happen again. Unfortunately that means that we aren't able to schedule a pickup from the shipper until Monday as it took some time to confirm that the rest of the shipments were okay to go forward per your instructions. The remaining shipments will be going out all of next week, but if you need us to send more than one order at a time, please let me know and I can coordinate with our warehouse team to make sure that happens.â (Also Iâm now realizing that rose never actually confirmed that we could/should ship the rest of the orders so thatâs a fun thing) as this was going on, I was trying to coordinate with our warehouse manager to see if we could get the next order out and (as my dad who works in that warehouse told me) they were basically running around asking every shipper who came by that day if they could take the order bc the storeâs preferred shipper wasnât available to pick it up. But we finally managed to get it picked up and shipped around 1 Friday afternoon
So, Rose, in all of her Karen-ness responds âIn what world would it be, as the buyer, my fault for making and having confirmation of shipping directions the reason why your company has failed??â Funnily enough, that email sent me passed pissed off to just calm and Iâd started typing a response when a message from my boss (who had been CC-ed on the entire conversation) popped up saying âtake a minute, step away from your computer, then respondâ so I laughed to myself and explained to Rose that I wasnât trying to blame her (yes I was) but that I was only trying to explain why I was being so cautious and why there would be a gap in their shipments. Of course, then I get an email from the other store manager saying that she wished we had communicated the delay in shipments ahead of time and that if that had happened they would have been able to tell us that it mattered more that they received the boxes on time, not that they were received separately as originally requested, ending with âI would have thought this would be a logical conclusion on your part, so the mistake was mine in thinking that.â
And thatâs when I realized that this manager (Becky) hadnât been informed of everything that actually had happened and most likely just got the bitching from Rose that weâd messed up and it was all our fault that they wouldnât be getting the boxes on time. So I got to inform her that I had told Rose immediately that we were going to be holding the remainder of her orders until we got the ok from her to ship since sheâd been so upset with how the first shipment had arrived.
So once Iâd gotten that all explained and smoothed out, I got an email from the freaking Macmillan rep for the area whoâs been âfilled inâ on the situation and wanted to make sure that we were going to be able to get the store what they needed and when đ and she followed up this morning to make sure that weâd done what we said. So we got the order delivered today, another one thatâs either been delivered since or is being delivered tomorrow, a third thatâs either tomorrow or Wednesday, and the last order thatâs shipping tomorrow being delivered Wednesday or Thursday depending on shipping times.
Behind the scenes, I wasnât aware, but my bossâs boss and his (new) boss had also been filled in about the situation and my boss had explained our half of the story, so I got a message from my bossâs boss thanking me for handling the situation and that he thought it had handled the situation well and professionally and that it was â100% the fault of an extremely difficult customerâ
Iâm just so Done with this and I hope to God I donât ever have to deal with this store in the future
#beth rambles about her life#Beth rambles about her job#I legit did a shot in the middle of the day Friday bc I was so fed up with everything#bc on top of dealings with this store#Iâve got like 50 other stores and schools placing orders and getting info all day long#on the other side of the coin#I have a different store that wanted to order a total of 1100 of our spiral bound notebooks over two orders#that theyâd placed one two weeks ago one last week#but Iâd been a little late in putting the first order in and by the time I got to it we were out of that notebook#which is another stupid story#so we were completely out of the notebook and wonât be getting more for at least a week probably more#but we do have another of the same binding and page count#just that the original copy is tear-out instead of the copy page#and she was so nice to me#saying that sheâd be okay with the sub and that itâs not the end of the world that the shipments wonât go out until today#itâs like freaking night and day between her and how Rose handled things
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dumping the horrendous unconventional short story I wrote for my midterm under the cut to get it off my mind bc I do not like it.
ENTRY 1
I think I will make my lifeâs motif a bird. It shouldnât be too hard. Theyâre everywhere and pop out at the most opportune moments. Iâll find a way to tie them in.
ENTRY 2
Stood in line for way too long at the cafe. Can you believe the girl in front of me didnât even look up to plan her order until she was physically at the front of the line? I knew what I wanted to order before I even stepped foot into the place. They need to change that. Iâm on the lookout for some kind of online suggestion box to submit to since they decided to forgo an in-house one for some God forsaken reason. Thereâs not a lick of common sense in anyone these days. Saw a robin on my way out and flicked it a sesame seed from my bagel.
ENTRY 3
Would you listen to this garbage? Theyâre planning on tearing down my favorite bowling alley. âDidnât pass inspectionâ my ass. Itâs an important cultural landmark of our city and Iâm marching down to the mayor to set him straight. I canât stage important life moments around the cardinal themed bowling alley if there is no bowling alley to have a cardinal theme!
ENTRY 4
Momâs in the hospital. Driving over now, she said it has something to do with her cholesterol. It either spiked or dropped real low, but I canât be sure. Either way, sheâs in the hospital. I donât know why she chose the one thatâs so far away though. The vending machines in the other one have way better stock.
ENTRY 5
Forgot to say. I didnât run over any birds on the way there.
ENTRY 6
I donât think Iâm spiraling yet but Iâm close to it. Momâs fine, sheâs just staying overnight in case anything acts up again. I, on the other hand, am NOT. Car wonât start and Iâve been sitting here in the parking lot for almost four hours now. Embarrassed beyond belief. A weird old man with a huge shiny truck offered to help and heâs been good on his word lending me his car to jump-start mine, but his bumper stickers make me nervous. His truck has custom lettering too. Iâm a big guy, so not too worried, but a little concerned.Â
Anyway, it didnât work and Iâm calling a tow truck now. I tried to thank the guy and offered to buy him coffee, but he just said âNo way, Joseâ which was weird. He smacked the top of my car before he left and said I need to âdress this little lady up.â Maybe Iâll get a sparrow bumper sticker online. Everythingâs online these days.
ENTRY 7
Starting to rethink the bird motif thing. Not much goes on in my life anyway, and thereâs only so much material I can get out of waking up early to chirping. Maybe I should aim lower. I could choose a color instead. Red would be a cop-out, itâs too obvious. Blood! I need something thatâs at least a little challenging. Weâll see. Iâll sleep on it.
ENTRY 8
GREAT NEWS! Sister got a BIRD. A real-life living breathing chirping flying bird. Itâs a sign and Iâm not going to ignore it. My lifeâs motif is a bird and itâs not going to be one of those unbearably hidden motifs from English class required readings either.
(Although I did like some of them. That spoon in MiddlesexâŚâŚ I want my bird to be his spoon. To take up space in an almost eerie way. Iâll find a way to make it work.)
ENTRY 9
Laying the groundwork. These things donât come easy, so Iâm sowing the seeds (birds do that, right?) Told everyone at work that my great great great grandfatherâs name was Starling. Drilled up a lot of curious questions and I even got to know some of the people I always just miss talking to. They were all VERY interested. Tomorrow Iâll bring in a picture of an actual starling. I donât think Andrew quite knows that itâs a kind of bird.
ENTRY 10
Donât remember the name my sister chose and I couldnât remember if I tried even if I squeezed my eyes shut before blinking really fast like I usually do because this bird (Polly Iâm going to call it Polly because an annoying bird deserves an annoying name) is so incessantly annoyingly unbearably loud. I canât believe this thing is my sign.
My sign is chirping me into the basement and into a frenzy. At least I have my old sleeping bag handy until I can figure out how to shut it up. Why must my motif be so unbearably annoying?
ENTRY 11
Update on the car: starter wires snapped. Havenât seen any birds around lately (except for a crow but I hate crows and I wonât be counting them) so I was hopeful and asked the mechanic if thereâs any chance a bird couldâve pecked at the wires until they got so worn down that they snapped in the hospital parking lot.
He looked at me like I was crazy. I know that was what the look meant because he said, âAre you f****ing crazy man? The wires are deep in your car under the hood.â (Iâm censoring the language. I donât want language taking away from my story. If this is to be read in a future childâs English class to teach a lesson about motifs, I canât be including foul language.)
Iâm not f***ing crazy but I am extremely ticked off. Does he not realize how little birds come out in the cold weather? I need whatever I can get.
Iâll just tell people a bird got stuck under the hood of my car. Iâll change this entry later. Mechanic man doesnât deserve a spot in a childâs English class; he didnât even have the decency to watch his language for them.
ENTRY 12
People at work are finally starting to catch on! Got called âbird guyâ by Kathleen (Catherine? Kristy? Whatever.) when she saw my shirt. I knew itâd be a good move when I saw it on sale at Walmart. Iâm thinking of making the cover of my book Hawaiian print, but Iâll tell my future publisher Iâm not married to the idea. Canât be too picky on my first book! Iâll leave that for the second.
ENTRY 13
I will enjoy my day today I will enjoy my day today I will enjoy my day. Sister needs to get control of Polly. Iâve moved down my whole mattress now. I will enjoy my day I will enjoy my day I will enjoyÂ
ENTRY 14
Canât believe I overlooked eagles and hawks. Of course sparrows and starlings werenât doing the trick! Classic oversight, focusing too much on the mundane. I wonât be making that mistake. I blame it all on that incessant chirping. Mom says itâs not too bad but Iâm fairly certain that cholesterol has gotten to her ears. She must be going deaf. Sheâs lucky sheâs ill or else Iâd be very extremely sore at her for making that face at me. I know itâs a bad face because itâs the same face that f***ing mechanic made and I donât think heâs ever made a good face in his life so if my mom made that same face then I really donât like that. She gets a pass for the cholesterol.Â
ENTRY 15
I feel amazing. Bought an eagle bumper sticker at a roadside gas station and after a few strategic snips, itâll be ready to go on the car. Iâm dressing this little lady up! The red, white, and blue has got to go first though. Decided a while ago not to let colors mess with my motif, and Iâm not going to slip up on that again! Snip snip.
Iâm considering this a debt paid. Dressed the little lady up. Two birds, one stone! Iâm making that my new catchphrase.
ENTRY 16
Should I make this a love story? Iâm thinking about making it a romance. Doves are right there, really just waiting for me to weave them in. On the other hand, I donât think thatâd work to create much of a conducive learning environment for the kids. I think Iâll stick to a Mark Twain type story instead.Â
Reread the beginning and donât think itâs working. Iâll be cutting all that out. I spoke too much about momâs cholesterol. Too many side characters and not enough focus. Where was I going with this again?Â
ENTRY 17
Writerâs block. Itâs ok, I still had that major breakthrough with the hawk/eagle thought. Put in my two weeks to dedicate all my time. Iâve found a bird-watching site that I hope will bring me more peace than f***ing Polly.
ENTRY 18
These birds are really working to stay in my New York Times best-selling childrenâs novel. Knew this would be a challenge, but they really do never stop conversing. If only they could read, Iâd write them a best-selling manual on the best ways to speak inwards rather than outwards. Chirp chirp chirp needs to turn into ______ ________ ________.
ENTRY 19
Sisterâs going to be f***ing pissed but it was the only thing to do.
ENTRY 20
Honestly, it was just a bird! If it was really part of our family, youâd think that Iâd know its name by now.
ENTRY 21
I said that Pollyâs in a better place now, but set her off with the âPollyâ. Maybe this was a mistake. She said I âbeggedâ her to get the bird but she shouldnât say that when sheâs the one reacting like this.
ENTRY 22
Books should come with suggestion boxes. No more birds. Storyâs six feet under just like Gladys. See, I can finally remember it now that I can hear myself think.Â
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