#WHY CANT I

[aka-indulgence]

Me spiralling at 3am in the morning and crying about how much I love my f/os like it's nobody's beeswax

[dragonfloofer]

i wish i could breath underwater so badly gimme gills or smth pass em over RN❗️

[enbyandyy]

and if i said gender envy what then (sorry mobile people HERE is the twitch clip)

[aching-joints]

sfs continues to kill me plz it's just 7mb

[madame-mongoose]

sobs i want to draw so bad but nothing is working out this suuuucks

[saetoru]

how many of u can comment from side blogs already 😒

[mermaidinthecity]

Why Can't I? by Liz Phair

[willowfey]

someone tell me to be brave and hit send on this email

[fr3nchtoastcrunch]

Why?

Why do I always ruminate about finally opening up about my struggles with my mental health at night...

...But when I wake up the next morning, I chicken out?

All I have to do is say something. Why is it so hard?

I want to heal. Why can't I just initiate the process?

When someone asks me if something is wrong, I say "nothing." Why?

I want to be normal. To have a shot at a normal life...Why is that so hard for me to accomplish?

Why, why, why?

[spottedbread]

PLEASE

[cavernfullofexistentialdread]

So uh… kskskwkskakwkwkkwk UGH I WANNA PARRLYN SO HARD BUT SHJWNAJQJQJAJANANA FUCK YOU

[sunshinesteviee]

Someone tell me to get my shit together and finish this fuckin blurb

[ptihihi]

Also, while I'm still without Zelda and still in my genshin era, I was thinking that I would have electro vision cuz only lesbians and short white haired boys get it, and I'm both

[ironmanstan]

that poll has the most notes ive gotten since my abandoned apex blog i wanna delete it

[captainscabins]

my friends esp friebds who have recently figured out theyre trans come to me often for trans advice because im like. “professional trans” in their eyes (coming up on 9 years of identifying as trans). and it sucks because my trans experience doesnt align with most of my friends’ so i feel like i cant give proper advice and sometimes it even makes me question if im really trans, or just some.. attention seeker

it seems like most of my friends are sure of who they are. 100% solid identity. and im proud of them! so, so happy that theyve discovered who they are. so why dont i know yet? why, in all of my years of being trans, cant i fucking figure out just who or what i am? why is my sense of identity so unstable? why do i feel so Fucking Unstable???

[batcavescolony]

Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.