#WHO IS THIS FOR????? MYSELF OFC..................

[tomatomagica]

last night i had a long late night talk with my transfem partner of 8 years, Charley, about my relationship with gender and sexuality and my body

I'm a fat bisexual cis woman, who has long felt like a failure not deserving to call myself feminine, let alone hyper femme

my longest friend group consists of mostly transfems and i wondered for a long time why i have such an easy way of relating to them so much, but it's clear to me now that it's their own relationship with femininity, that is not without challenge ofc, but is much more positive than that of cis women generally

when younger i thought i had to call myself a tomboy, because i didn't feel deserving of anything else

to this day i get upset when people they/them me, as it feels reassuring of my fears... or so i thought? Charley proposed that it might be that people who do it feel that there's "something" going on with my gender, that I'm not fully letting myself be my true self, but not in a way they think

i grew up poor

a middle child of 5 in a 1 bedroom apartment where we all slept together and clothes were inherited from older to younger

the second i started making money with art i started to dye my hair pink or red, and dress very cutesy girly, but after a while it became too much to be perceived

so i regressed in a way that i couldn't quite explain

there are so many thoughts swarming my head, I'm not the best at writing them down

I'm hyper femme

and fat

and don't shave

and i deserve to express myself outwardly even if others think I'm ugly and weird

i want to live my truth

[crushmeeren]

Hello friend! I don't know if requests are currently open or not but GOD, I am a huge Halsin th0t and I just read your "Filthy things Halsin would say" with fem reader and I love the way you portray him, I NEED more😳 Maybe general nsfw headcanons, please? Anything you'd be comfortable with, really! Ofc if requests are closed or you no longer write for BG3, feel free to ignore this and regardless, thank you for your time and dedication❣️

hi friend, i appreciate the kind words! they are definitely open right now! i haven’t written for Halsin in forever, so it’s a nice change of pace, and i’m right there with you, he’s a gorgeous man lmao. i wrote this sort of quickly, so it may not be the best quality, but i hope you enjoy nonetheless! (ˆ ̳ , ̫ , ̳ˆ)

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ᝰ NSFW HEADCANNONS [ ༝ ft. halsin ༝ ]

Halsin, who waits until the moon is high in the sky to steal you from your tent. Who leads you deep into a secluded area of the woods, away from the nosiness and prying eyes of your camp mates. Who crowds in on you, backing you up until the scratchy bark of a tree pokes you through your shirt.

Halsin, who towers over you, who tilts your head up with a gentle grip on your chin. Whose hair flows with the soft breeze, tickling your neck when he bends down to press a hot kiss to your mouth. Who hums his approval when you press back eagerly, sticking your tongue into his mouth. Who shoves his big hands up your shirt to palm your tits and roughly squeeze until you’re shivering from the warm touch.

Halsin, who strips you bare and falls to his knees. Who’s so tall he’s still at the perfect angle to suck on your nipples, slick tongue circling them over and over, tugging gingerly with his teeth. Who settles on his heels, encouraging you to hook one leg over his thick shoulder. Who grasps your hands and rests them in his hair, clearly telling you to hang on. Who bites kisses along the soft skin of your inner leg, stopping to nuzzle and inhale at the crease of your thigh before placing the flat of his tongue to your perineum and licking all the way up to your clit.

Halsin, who gets your muscles tensing and shaking, one heel digging into his back, grabbing fistfuls of his hair and tugging as he eats your pussy so well you want to scream. Who holds your ass with one hand and slips two fingers inside you with the other, stroking your g-spot until you’re cumming on his tongue. Who works you through it, retreating once it’s over and telling you in a low rumble that “you taste as divine as nectar, little bear.”

Halsin, who gently declines your offer to repay the favor. Who instead requests that you ride him because his cock aches when he pictures your tits bouncing. Who says “please my heart, allow me to view you in all your glory as you take what you need and ride my cock.” Who lets you free him of his clothing and reclines against the trunk of the tree. Whose handsome features leave you starstruck in the light of the moon.

Halsin, who makes sure you’re stretched enough before guiding you down onto his cock. He couldn’t live with himself if he hurt you. Who grips handfuls of your ass and helps you bounce, thick biceps flexing each time he pushes you upwards. Who braces his feet on the grassy forest floor and meets you thrust for thrust, pushing his cock in as deep as it goes until you get impossibly tight and cry out his name.

Halsin, who showers you with praise and encouragement. Who moans and murmurs “gods, your pussy is as close to heaven as I’ll ever be. I can’t stop myself from spilling inside you, my dove.” Whose warm body cages yours afterwards, hugging you close to his chest as he waxes poetry to you until the lull of sleep drags you under.

[velvetvexations]

Just some rambles about packers and sexualisation, idk where else to put it and idk if you care, so feel free to ignore me, haha.

A while ago, I saw a post (or video? Not sure) where someone said that "packers shouldn’t be sexual" when talking about realistic looking packers, and there’s two main things I want to talk about here.

First is that realistic looking packers just straight up aren’t sexual. No one would think a cis man walking around with a "realistic looking dick" in his pants is sexual, and it’s no different when the dick is made of silicone.

What pisses me off even more is the trans guys in the comments who were like "yeah I pack with a pair of socks I don’t need that shit" and similar sentiments because like. Good for you? But for some trans men just making it vaguely look like they have a dick isn’t enough. Some trans men do have very bad bottom dysphoria, and using realistic looking packers might help with that, and something like a pair of socks or a jock strap or a crocheted packer isn’t the same! The latter does work for some ofc, but not for everyone, and putting down the guys who want realistic looking packers is just shitty.

And also the disgust at packers that can get hard (like 3-in-1 or pack-and-play) is so fucking infuriating. No one would act like a cis man is sexualising all people around him just because he has a dick in his pants that can get hard, but when a trans man wants that? He’s a perverted piece of shit running around with a "dildo" (yes I saw people call pack-and-play packers that) in his pants.

How about we stop sexualising everything trans people do and stop acting like trans people are disgusting perverts just for wanting sex like most cis people do? How about we stop talking like that about people's genitals, wether they were born with them or chose to put them there (with packers or surgery, bc people say the same type of shit about phallo- or metoidioplasties (and vaginoplasties ofc), too)?

Why do we have to sensationalise every choice trans people make so much? It’s just a dick made of silicone. It looking realistic doesn’t make it sexual? Like. Most people aren’t even going to see it. It’s inside someone’s underwear. Why do some trans people care so much (negatively) about what makes other trans people happy?

And second: Who cares if it is sexual?? Who cares if a trans guy wants a realistic looking pack-and-play or 3-in-1 packer specifically so he can have sex with it? It’s not affecting any one else in any way. They don’t have to have sex with the guy if they don’t want to, they’re aware of that, yes?

And the implied assumption that a trans person is more likely to harass or assault someone is just straight-up transphobic, no matter what is used a "justification" or reason (here being that the guy chose to put on a realistic looking silicone dick that’s capable of penetration).

It’s just some guy. Some guys have dicks. Some guys dicks can get hard. It’s not that deep (insert sex joke here/lh).

Like just. Idk. I wish people would just shut up about other people’s bodies, especially trans people’s bodies, and stop judging trans people for the way they deal with dysphoria or the way they want their body to be. It shouldn’t be that hard to just not do something. But ig people just want to find a kind of trans people it’s okay to accuse of being predators and perverts and packers (esp. packers that can be used for penetration) are an easy target.

It’s just so tiring. I just want to find some guys talking about packing and stuff like that and I immediately have people calling them disgusting rapist-perverts who are sexualising themselves and everything they look at. Just because they want dicks. Or because they want to be able to penetrate someone (oh the horror. Some trans people (want to) have sex, and some may experience dysphoria around sex. We should kill them, right?)

I don’t even want to pack myself. I just like knowing things. But everytime I research personal experiences with packing, I find shit like this and it’d getting on my nerves.

Okay I’m done now. It got a bit longer than anticipated, I’m a bit worked up about this topic. Thank you for reading all this, hope you have a good day.

If it helps any anon, I feel the same way about needing breasts that cartoonishly massive to ease my dysphoria but that's a much bigger problem for me than it is for any of the cis women who have famously gotten breasts that large.

[this-lovely-universe]

tehe time to tease my new ocs cause I'm not letting myself release them until school's over (I'm in my last week and a bit and it still feels like torture)

so imma spew some shit that I can say without spoilers

Butterflies. Just butterflies.

We have trauma ofc but get this, therapy's involved

for those of you who liked my male ocs, there's a dude here

there's also more lesbians

the lore is loreing

Ghosts are also involved

there's a little bitch called theodore

we have two ocs who are roughing it and then the other's an absolute clown

and if people like these ocs, I can add more to the account for reasons

we have faceclaims

and I can't pick between these two but it's either one or the other so

might tease more later in the week but here have literally nothing for now :D

@arisdaughter @childofthewargod @dianedantedominic @theorphicforest

@this-rose-has-thornes @ithacas-prince @daonedaonlyskh @hispanic-child-of-hermes @aria-pane @unhinged-waterlilly

@chaos-pers0nified @ariathemortal @i-was-never-sane @gaygirldoodles @smileyalater

@if-i-could-cry-i-wouldnt @hellincarnation

If you want to be added, removed or if I forgot to tag you, let me know :)

[enden-k]

What's your second fave webtoon :Oc? (or even also your first)?

uhhh theyre both 18+, as a headsup

as mentioned before, my absolute favorite (manhwa/novel) is rainbow city (the one i made fanart for one, two times); i have a massive weakness for hot shameless dog coded guys and pretty dudes w the autism rizz. my crush on major kwak is immeasurable aughhh also dr seokhwa my beautiful gorjus bb is so wahhh

this is where i sit and draw my silly pictures btw ↓ (on major cocks lap forever bye)

im just a general fan of adult stories with focus on the (very good and well written) plot and the sexual content on the side, as a delicious cherry on top. also ofc an interesting dynamic i personally like (and major kwak and seokhwa have such a good thing going onnnnnnn <3333

also outside of his love interest kwaks dynamic w the other majors is so fun, i love the trio bickering and shitting on each other and then supporting and fighting along. true friends right there)

more rambling UTC i lit cant shut up, thats how much i love rainbow city sry

anw rainbow city is set in a zombie apocalypse; major kwak soohwan is a soldier tasked to guard and protect dr seokhwa, a genius researcher w a special interest in rocks who is retrieved from seclusion after the mysterious death of the previous researcher to continue developing a vaccine against the virus. seokhwa grows suspicious tho abt the death and the fact the city is not interested in a cure but a vaccine, also theres a rebel group stirring up trouble too and the virus constantly mutating.

it gives me kind of classic RE vibes i rlly love (i find zombies boring as shit unless you throw in interesting science stuff and shady organizations in there idk) so uh yea, apart of the mature content here and there, obviously warning for blood and major kwak sexily stabbing zombies

ANW SORRY FOR RAMBLING can you tell i really love rainbow city ahha..... (i dont read/finish many mlm comics bc im picky af; i have no interest in slice of life or noncon or vanilla fluffy romance, most have boring dynamics/characters to me, too much sexual (and often noncon) content with tiny and bad plot idk idk i can list up the ones i genuinely like on one hand. i rlly enjoy rainbow city, really hits the spot and right up my alley)

(im keeping the 2nd one to myself for now until i feel like sharing, for reasons)

[ropuszysko]

ok but like

as someone who was ever only in small fandoms (minus my p*tterhead phase, where i was 11 and only starting to enter fandom spaces)

finally finding myself in a big, thriving fandom

where almost everyone ships my favourite ship from the piece of media

where one and sometimes more of my fav characters are commonly headcanoned as jewish

WHERE I GET TO READ CUTE JEWISH FAMILY FLUFFS ABT MY FAV CHARACTERS

you dont understand my joy

and yes i will be drawing a hannukah spirk fanart with baby david and ofc my beloved audhd queen little cat goobie woobie saavik. yes hannukah is weirdly overpresent in media compared to other holidays. but it is also approaching, let the girlie (gender neutral) (me, i am the girlie) have fun

[creatingblackcharacters]

For the follow up questions, I wanna give my two cents on 6. "If everyone only hangs around people who aren't antiblack, why is the space still so overwhelmingly antiblack?" Part of that is bc people are def just bad at judging from the inside whether their group is racist or not, absolutely. No one likes admitting they or the circles they're in are racist, so there's a bunch of ppl who'll do their best ostritch impression and ignore it. But imo part of it is because the ppl who are racist are probably not following this blog or thinking about questions like this. In my experience talking about fandom racism (or sexism) is preaching to the choir, since the ppl who need to hear it rarely run in the same circles as people who care to talk about it. Not always ofc, but if ur the type of person who only thinks about white boys, ur probably not following creatingblackcharacters.tumblr.com, even if u nominally agree fandom racism is a problem. Bc at the end of the day, ur gonna flock to the corner of fandom talking about white boys and nothing else. And if ur the type to actively deny fandom racism is a thing, ur DEFINITELY not following a blog like this. A lot of the time I feel like ppls antiracism efforts in fandom get nowhere not just bc ppl are unwilling to consider they themselves might be racist (THOUGH THAT TOO!!) but also bc the antiracists and the racists genuinely DON'T run in the same circles as much. We just block and/or avoid each other. Which, ofc, makes it even more important to confront racists directly, something I've admittedly not done as much myself. Thinking this through has def made me reconsider that. I wanted to answer this question specifically bc I've driven myself nearly insane over the years asking myself exactly this, very glad to see someone else asking the question and starting this discussion, helped me reach the conclusion that although it may be unrewarding and often unproductive, the only way to combat fandom racism rlly truly is to confront racists directly, individually, on their posts. I obvs don't expect everyone to do this, but I think it might be the only way to pierce their echo chamber.

Hm!

[dreamsy990]

rough sketches for designs of all the pt for the wof au! (also more akechi and better joker here)

thoughts + closeups under the cut

i tried to give proper justification for all the pt to have their codenames here which for a handful of them meant their names are just. shortened versions of something else. so crow is short for crow poison. aka false garlic. its a type of flower :3. i mean theororetically crow would be a valid name but hes a rainwing here and it didnt seem like a very fitting name with that in mind? but theres a couple rainwings named after flowers i think. hes a rainwing for obvious reasons i think. id like to think hed have a very light color palette that shifts to this when he gives up trying to hide who he is. youuu can see that lighter palette in the art i linked earlier.

fox! which is short for snowfox. yes i know snowfox is a real canon name but yknow what else is canon? icewings have a big list of names they go down. so his name is snowfox. i dont have anything else to say here. like ofc hes an icewing hes YUSUKE. id like to think he left the ice kingdom to go to jade mountain (bc is it a wof au without jade mountain) to "broaden his horizons as an artist". which would be how he meets the other guys

skull! is it his real name? hes not telling! i am the least happy with his design tbh.

ORACLE!! her real name is beetle but she likes to go by oracle instead. i struggled a bit on what tribe to make her actually. originally i wanted her to be either part or fully rainwing? because i thought her using her camoflauge to hide from people in crowded places could be fun. but eventually i decided i not to do that. i dont think theres any hybrids in this cast actually? might actually change my mind on that to make noir half leafwing but shh. anyways i think a bug is fitting for her. so she gets to be a hivewing. no abilities for her shes just a little guy

JOKER!! i think it would be fun if joker IS his real name but people think its an alias. his design was easy as shit. ofc hes a nightwing ofc hes got big red stars on his wings hes JOKER. not pictured is morgana also! mona is jokers """pet""" scavenger who speaks dragon. congrats mona you finally get to be human! too bad its in the dragon au. anyways might post a morgana drawing whenever i clean up his design

violet! (named after the violet copper butterfly). her sisters name and the name she uses for a while is rose (named after the common rose butterfly). i ALSO kinda considered her being a rainwing (literally changing herself to look more like her sister) but decided silkwing was a better choice,,,,, im really happy with her design ok

PANTHER!! that is her actual name btw. MY FIRST THOUGHT FOR THIS AU WAS SKYWING ANN I WOULD KILL MYSELF IF SHE WAS ANYTHING ELSE,,,, ik skywings cant have blue eyes unless theyre firescales or sky but shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanted to,,,,,, canon is what i want it to be.

queen is short for queenfish! she was a bit of an afterthought sorry </3. but shes a seawing! good for her <3

AND NOIIIRRRR!! i wanted her to be a mudwing as soon as i thought about it for more than a second. design wise i dont have much to say but i think storywise it might be cool if she was an only child and her father (in an incrdible rare move for a mudwing) was actually a present figure in her life. leading her to be kinda isolated from her peers and giving her a big reason to be very attached to him. idk its just thoughts rn. i dont have a clear story in mind yet. anyways those are my dragon thieves i hope you liked them

[welcometogrouchland]

♫ I do what I want/Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun/I don't need anything from anyone ♫

(ID in Alt) you guys ever think about your own posts and get upset?? Anyway Damian Wayne I love you I'm so sorry your life is like that

[tubbytarchia]

Hey guys I think The Last Unicorn is such a Scott book

[knightswaypoint]

“Candid No. 24” by A. Penn Photo taken at “Camelot and Other Mythos” Exhibit, Natural History Museum

(Merlinktober Days 4 & 5: Foreign (Out of Place / Out of Time) & Lens)

[gengar-pixel-2]

Hello! A while back, I made a post asking about the same thing. And I met some very cool people who were kind enough to lend a hand.

I will be one of the mods, along with three others!

With this server, we intend a fun, safe environment for all types of middle earth folk! While I struggled finding a place of belonging, (Due to many reasons, such as being a new fan and being a bit on the younger side myself) we intend to fix these issues and give those a space to belong and interact. Weather you be like me, only here for three months and new and only the seen movies, or if you've been here for a few years and if not more and hell, have even read all the books! No matter who you are, you are welcome to our little hobbit hole!

We allow oc's here too! (I have one, myself!) And canons ofc!

So when it's ready, don't be shy! Come on and see what we're about!

i am begging at this point. can someone please rp rings of power, the hobbit, or lotr with me?

[answermywearyquery]

the theerapanyakul kids: how close are you with each other?

loan’s kinnporsche 2nd anniversary: favourite familial relationship: the theerapanyakul kids (insp: ½+½)

[officialmiintee]

that time where i put my current fixation in my recent fits

[petrii-dish]

Happy ISAT 1st Anniversary!!!!

Have a pre-game Sif pokemon team to celebrate :)

(This is part 1 of 2. Check out the other one I spent so so much time on?)

[foolsocracy]

omg ally