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what do u think is gonna happen next vtm session. laughing evilly
YOUUUUU. 🫵🫵🫵
Okay. Sits down. Hm. So uh.
Next session is likely the battle against Marisa. You’ve been teasing a ‘sad scene’ that I can’t seem to parse out what it is you are planning, but it’s only going to happen if chance goes your way .
First of all literally everything between Mortis and Marisa is sad, but the fallout is gonna be.. well.. oh man
Okay so. I think Bart if going to convince the rest of us to go and try to help Mortis. We go and we confront Marisa, and we fight her and stuff and hopefully win.
Personally I think disagreement within the party about Mortis won’t be too much of an issue or what it is you are hinting at.
I also don’t know what Mortis is going to do during the battle, whether she’s going to fight half hearted on our side or half hearted on Marisa’s or remove herself entirely but it’s gonna be torture for her..
My only guess I can come up with is that maybe Mortis will change her mind last second and throw herself back to Marisa..? In some sort of last grasp at her genuine love for her. And then maybe she dies by accident? Or not dies. I am pulling at straws here.. But that you think the factors for that happening isn’t set in stone…
Uh….. hmmmmmm hmmmmm. Cuz I think it has to do with Mortis and Marisa. I doubt you are going to try to kill a different character..?
#VTM#New Orleans by night#WHATEVER IT IS IM SOOOOO EXCITED#WOOP WOOP#I’m so ready to get emotionally torn and tortured#and also fail a ton of combat rolls#dawnanswers#skittlespizza#mutuals!
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WHO HYPE FOR THE 16TH 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
#even if its new characters im sooooo excited#whatever the wrtv cast comes up with ik i will love#…tho benrey being back would be awesome….. jus saying#tis is the base from the one drawing meme going around btw#my friend who im doing it with just doesnt have tumblr so im posting mine here early on its own#benrey#benrey fanart#hlvrai#hlvrai fanart#half life vr#half life vr but the ai is self aware#half life vr ai#benrey hlvrai#hlvrai benrey#rickrackpaddywack
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[ 231110 music bank ] ⋮ CHANGBIN
#stray kids#skz#createskz#bystay#staysource#seochangbinet#changbin#seo changbin#dreamytag#melontrack#uservivii#vilmatrack#my edits#buddy.fav#we are sooooo back!! <333#this colouring is a little much but whatever im excited!!
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if you title this you could post the first few chapters already!!! (for the wip ask game lol)
WIP Ask Game! tw: abuse implied
But Christian isn’t looking at her face. His gaze is currently fixed on Satine’s wrist where—Satine notices as if in slow motion and with a lurch of her stomach—the sleeve of her coat has ridden up and a nasty purple bruise is on full display. Unable to adjust her sleeve with her hands full of coffee cups, Satine rotates her arm but it’s too late; the damage has been done. “Are you alright?” Christian asks, reaching for her arm. His touch is as warm as Satine remembers but she flinches back from it as if it’s scalding hot. “I’m fine.” “I’m sorry, did I hurt you?” Christian asks, searching her eyes. “Not at all,” Satine hastens to reassure him, realizing too late that she probably should have taken that excuse when it was offered to her, that flinching away from something that didn't hurt is suspicious while flinching away from something that did is reasonable. “Nothing to worry about,” Satine tries next, “just one of the hazards of live theatre. The show has a lot of lifts and I bruise easily. You’ll see tonight—the dancing is incredible,” Satine says, trying to get him back on topic of opening night.
#yeah i could. in fact. post this if i could decide on a title dksfnjdg#i could post the first 3 chapters In Fact#but i am stuck between titles so have this for now i guess haha#this is one of those multichap fics i love a lot im very excited to share it with you all#idk if anyone else will enjoy it because it's a modern au and satine is still with the duke for a lot of it but i think its a very fun slow#burn and i am having the most fun writing christian earning her trust and the two of them becoming friends before they become anything else#the love is THERE but satine is terrified of being in love and christian wants her safety first and foremost so hes keeping everything#non-platonic to himself until satine is safe and ready to hear a confession like that#yeah i have made a moulin rouge slow burn for the people who fell in love in canon on the night they met. what of it#i can do whatever i want forever and you cannot stop meeeeee!!!!!#also theyre impossibly sweet and soft and i love them sooooo much!!!! i love when christian is careful with satine its one of my favorite#things to ever happen#someone yell at me and you might get the first chapter soon haha#thank you for the ask!!#moulin rouge#my fic
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this is so unserious bc i've been following you for ages but i JUST realized that your heclan horrorfic is *the* heclan horrorfic and my dumbass simply thought the two were totally unrelated. anyways i'm not even a horror fan but that shit is crack
WAAAUGGHHH REALLY!!! I'm the only schmuck writing henrydeclan cus it's entirely made up jdhdkshsk I always forget other people can read it and have opinions ... waaoww
#i assume me talking abt it is like when your toddler is really excited about the Craggle or whatever. like yes dear whatever#sniffles thank u im sooooo glad u liked it🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️#save#ans#heclanposting
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If Arlecchino has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Arlecchino has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Arlecchino has only one fan then that is me. If Arlecchino has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Arlecchino, then I am against the world.
#smooches talks#WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW EXCITED I AM FOR HER TO CAUSE CHAOS OR WHATEVER IN FONTAINE 💖#though i wish she had short hair BUT ANYWAY QUEENCHINO CARRYING FONTAINEEEE 😭😭🙏#SHE LOOKS SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL IM CRYING#ps: will be answering more asks soon 🥰 just been busy lately
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#just need to vent rq lololol#my wedding lehenga came out so freaking beautiful#but it needs to be taken in a lot like. i lost 6 inches on my waist since i initially had it made for my body#and everyone at the shop was like ohh wow good job great you look so great now you look awesome#and my mom was like oh wow good job that’s good you did it#like lol#i wanted to just be like#‘thanks i had to go to iop therapy at an ed center where they literlaly taught me how to eat food. like a toddler. thanks’#like i didn’t lose weight for an intentional reason but thanks for confirming you thought i looked horrible before lolol#idk i have been like every size in the book but seeing how much better ppl treat me when im smaller#i’m just like. :)#if my mom says anything about her body or mine tomorrow i will probably fucking lose it and if you see a woman in nj killing ppl on the news#it’s me. lol#it just really took me out of the experience bc i’m trying sooooo hard to be neutral about my body. and like. i don’t need to hear your#thoughts abt what i look like lmao#whatever my dress is beautiful and i’m so beautiful and i’m excited but i really do think i should be able to hunt ppl for sport#leave me alone#nothing you do can please ppl#when i was 20 and 100 lbs and killing myself and sick and miserable every single day my mom was also just like#wow you look great#meanwhile i was balding and fainting at the gym and failing my college classes bc i was obsessed w my body#text#also look at these cats that are just in luis’s apartment’s hallway like rofl who let them out of their apt!!!! so cute#my mom saying ‘you did it’ as if i was trying to do something made me lol#i wasn’t TRYING to do anything i just am healing my relationship w food and my body#bc i refuse to waste my entire life being bitter and miserable and ashamed of existing#like SOMEONE i know….#anyway this could be you too! if you went to fucking therapy!#i ate ny pizza out of spite after all of this#sorry some of you can’t enjoy a fucking carb !!!!!
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5 mins !!!!
#camera talks#YAYYYY#im so so so excited guys#ik ive listened to the demo already but whatever !! i can still be excited for the song bc its music !!!#:DD#also so very off topic but having extreme attatchment to objects makes them aging and deteriorating really really hard#(<- guy whos main blanket is falling apart entirely but he really really doesn't want to get a new one and will cry over that)#anyways !!!#so excited#im going to play it to go to bed tonight lol#also i did Not work on my speech#i'll do that before work tomorrow#i have Sooooo much to do tomorrow. oops#anyways :)
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whew haha
#🗒#my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like 😭😭😭😭 !!!!!#are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? 😭😭😭#ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo#but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!!#(excited but horrified and anxious)#like. like like like........ like i mean#um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ??#i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real#are we sure . will this actually happen#that's. crazy man#i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh#yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um#(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it#but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!!#how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo#i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah#ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_-#(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw)#anyway um let's. be positive#it will go great tomorrow 🤩 they will want to give me money sooooo bad 😍#and i will receive an email this week 🤗 about the wait list thing for SURE 🥳#i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn#Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol
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i need to practice my japanese sooo bad but it’s sooo hard when i’m not in a class for it yet
#please please please @ my profs let me into the japan trip next year i know my gpa is a 3.7 i swear im good for it#im going CRAZY…#i want to learn japanese and french sooo bad#preferably many more languages too im just veeerrrryyyy slow#i’ve been thinking of making a sideblog to practice my japanese. like part of studyblr or whatever it’s called#IDK mostly i just want to read nobuko yoshiyas work which is hard because it’s not translated#but it’s SOOOOO influential on yuri ESP older yuri that i HAVE to read it..#i looove learning abt lesbians around the world#very chatty all to say i am going to practice more#helping kids learn to read at my job really made me realize that learning languages is HARD even if u already speak them!#i took asl in high school but that was easier for me to conceptualize than spoken languages#i reallt don’t know much japanese at all mostly just introductory stuff#i can read hiragana but i’m still learning katakana#i know maybe. maybe. 5 kanji. that’s it#LOTS TO LEARN IM EXCITED i’m supposed to be taking a class this winter hopefully!!!!!!#jonesytag
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something just like snapped in the back of my head like i Need to go like curl up in my room for like 5 days and play video games and not speak to like anyone
#^ guy who is not out of a depressive ep like he thought he sorta was#dont even like particularly feel the old urge of the anxiety/need to hurt my relationships like i used to..i just feel like shit.#short list of people i think i could handle like really speaking to rn but ultimately. i just want to be somewhere safe and easy#even if that feeling is like making me feel sorta suicidal still.#just dont have it in me to like figure out how to act normal right now. something i have to do around most people and nearly everyone#i intreact with irl right now#not healthy. Ofc naturally i know this. and i can push through it. im just not excited about it.#the exhaustion to like contain myself is greater than my lonliness even though that is rather large#and i would like to get this out of my system before like. the semester starts next week. which i know i cant like control but whatever#this is all sooooo stupid. i need to be alone but i need compaionship of someone i trust.#it feels like there is glue in my mouth and i can barely speak to people im not close with bc of how exhausted and anxious i am#man. thearpy is like. going to really . idk. probably not help my mood. bc it has been hard for me to word what has been happening to me#and im always so scared of saying something that will get me hosptizaled again. Even when it shouldnt. bc im not going to do anything.#but i am scared and tired simply. and while so much has gotten better and ive gotten so much better there are some things that i just.#cant seem to figure out how to fix or ask for help. whatever. Guy who is stupid and helpless and will have to just get over it at some poin#sry i just feel like shit. i should probably just eat something i havent been eating much. and then i will probably feel a bit better#news with isaac
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let's all join hands as we reflect on all the good things that happened today
#there's this online story that i got really obsessed with in 2020 but it stopped being translated last year and ive been sooooo sad over it#ive reread it twice since and i thought it'd never be translated. i was considering paying someone to translate it for me in the future#BUT!!!!!!! I DONT NEED TO ANYMORE#someone else picked it up and im so excited to read it tonight#ALSO a dear friend of mine received their late bday gift from me today :)))#ALSO x2 one of three things related to my camera arrived so im >:))))#oh also in class i sit next to this person and i've been kinda wanting to talk to them and we so happened to meet on the bus today which wa#cool!#anyways :') if anyone would want i'd love to hear smth good that happened to you today. by anon or message or whatever <3
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OH MY FUCKING GOD !!!!!!
#SOBBING SCREAMING LOSING MY SHIT#MY DOPPODICE AGENDA ....... CRYING SOBBING KICKING THE AIR#ramu sabu and jiro too SOBBBBBSSSS MY DEARLY BELOVEDS !!!!! MY DARLINGS I AM IN TEARS#i can already tell i will adore whatever dynamic ramu and sabu will have in their song im SOOOOO excited#i could talk abt everyone but i think ill go insane (/pos) doing so so i will just . AAAAAAH#hypmic#random rambling :'>>
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True crime girlies who get giddy about seeing a sentencing streamed live like its their favorite TV show scare me
#guy getting sentenced 4 murder and they're like 'omg im sooooo excited to see what the verdict is'#bestie do you hear yourself?#genuinely that feels so fucked up to me#this isnt fuckin- i dunno teen wolf or whatever these are real people with real lives and ppl who died wth is wrong with you#true crime in general is so off-putting 2 me with how huge it is now#ppl are invading crime scenes or harassing ppl bc they want the latest scoop on their favorite story#i just- dont understand the draw of wanting to know every little gorey detail about somone being SAed or abused or murdered#i dont get it at all#its fucked up honestly#elliot rambles#sa mention#murder mention tw#abuse mention#bc of the tags
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watching the guts world tour movie and fuck her speech before singing teenage dream...... she's so dear to me
#i love that she's the exact same age as me like i know im definitely not living that exciting life of boys and parties and whatever#but still she's sooooo relatable in so many songs and like 2/3rd of her discography is just sad songs and she sings them#so proudly it's just soooo nice to see#i remember she said in an interview that she loves sad songs how they're so comforting and whenever she's sad#she always usef to listen to sad music and it was like catharsis#mannn tour movies are awesome why didn't this release in india or maybe it did? idk😭#also i love this trend i mean idk if this is new but i just found out about it and i love it i hope sabrina releases one too
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didn't realise I was angry abt my mum trying to seek emotional reassurance from me until I brought it up in conversation w my roommate and ended up bitching for an hour abt it like. yeah okay I guess I am a bit pissed off !!
#all my childhood i bore the brunt of her emotions and repressed my own in response to the point i still struggle to express myself now!#and we have a better relationship now and i care abt her ofc. but i will never trust her i never want to depend on her again#we can be friendly but we cant be close. that door is SHUT!#i dont even care anymore abt my childhood its whatever i did the work getting over it years ago so i dont need anything from her#so it pisses me off when she acts guilty abt it like well i dont have anything else to offer u. ive forgiven u but i cant forget.#so this is how it is between us now and im not going to cut ties or anything but i am not interested in us being close sorry!#so dont come to my doorstep (<- whatsapp) in the middle of the fucking night with ur anxieties and insecurities girl i dont need it#i try to be polite and neutral but im not going to be baited into putting my time and mental energy towards her problems#and i would NEVER be able to bring any problem of my own to her like this is a completely one way situation. ugh#i work full time and i have my own life and ppl who are important to me in it and shes not one of them. bc of choices SHE made#sigh. seeing her in a few weeks which will be nice we have a couple days planned. and after that hopefully we'll go back to talking less#i just dont wanna deal w this man shes just dredging thru old shit and stirring it up and i cant do that. anyway whatever#this rarely happens now anyway tbf. im sooooo tired i couldn't even go to my gig and now its too late to really do anything except sleep#well ill shower and read a bit i think. but i need an early night bc gym sesh tmr wahoooo im excited#literally itching to be on the walls even tho i was there yesterday im down bad#the last few days have been rly nice and the rest of this week should be rly nice too and i have so many things im happy abt rn :-)#ANDDD my boss finally approved my leave today after i nudged her abt it so i have almost 2 weeks off to look forward to !!#i need to pick another couple of 4 day weekends too in nov/dec if i wanna use up the rest of my leave before it resets.....#anyway yeahhhh okay showertime i need a hot one. and then back to raven stratagem >:)#.diaries
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