#WHAT WAS YOUNGER ME TRYING TO DO AAAAA

[lcvelycait]

OMG I loved that! I'd die if you make a part two with more of the brothers :))

𝝑𝝔　　 ⁺( ᵔ⤙ᵔ)　hidden love　⟡

(ᴗᴗ｡ ) 　˚　　♡　₊ 　  ﹒　how well do they keep their feelings from MC before it gets exposed . . ?

꒰ა ໒꒱　┄　﹒　ft. obey me younger bros x gn!reader

⤷        ❤︎       ૮ ྀི◞͈ ˔ ◟͈ ྀིა      pt. 1 with the older bros!

˚　　𓂃　𓆩𓆪　　　⌦　　cw ﹕ none — just fluff

SPOILER WARNING FOR LESSON 16 ON BELPHIES PART IM SORRY AUSKWJSBDK

(´-﹏-)　⠀⟢ ⠀a/n ﹕ HI! 2nd fic post! I wasn’t expecting my first post to gain that much ‘traction, it’s not much, but I’m happy I got over 200 notes in 2 days! :3 apologies if the younger brothers are ooc, ESPECIALLY ASMO:( (sorry to the Asmo lovers.. is now an okay time to mention I share my birthday with him?) I know more about the older bros rather than the younger ones AAAAA 😭 IM SO SORRY!!! hope this was goooodddd agiahwisbdk

✧　　Satan

just like Lucifer, he’d be pretty good at hiding them. but also, unlike Lucifer, he’d actually be leaving hints. like leaving breadcrumbs as a trail

he’s more of a/n (idk which to choose…. IM SORRY) “I want you—but it’s okay if you don’t feel the same” kinda guy rather than “I WILL HAVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT” ahem— lucifer.. ahem.. he wouldn’t be ashamed to let you know that he has feelings for you, but when it comes to his brothers…..

he’s really respectful of what you want and your boundaries, he tries his best not to cross over them and if he does he’d apologize and let you come with him to see the cat that keeps coming in the backyard of the house of lamentation

he tries his best not to lash out on you, even if he’s feeling extremely pissed, he knows better than to scare off the person he considers the love of his life

your presence alone just calms him down, throw in some reassurance and he’ll calm down COMPLETELY for the rest of the entire week. you really think that way about him? you’re so sweet.. come here MC, I’ll give you this book I’m not even finished reading yet! he’ll probs get mad again cause Mammon did smth

yeah, he’ll let you borrow a book from him even if he’s not finished reading it yet, heck, read along with him, he doesn’t care! he’ll even try to read with you by your pace so you don’t have to tell him to ‘wait, i’m not done yet’ or to ‘turn the page’

tells you about his plans for the anti-lucifer league, until Lucifer actually overhears and gives him a punishment to clean the dishes for the whole week

looks forward to talking to you, or just seeing you. he wakes up for you and also tries to better himself for you. even if you say he’s fine just the way he is (his heart skipped a beat), he wants to be on his best behaviour when he’s with you

he’d be the first to compliment you, really, he’s in a race with NO ONE. even then, he wants to be the first to tell you that you look great today even though you probably spent the whole night either reading fanfics or doing a project and couldn’t get any sleep. he loves you in any form

does he get jealous when you talk to his other brothers? probably, but he calms himself down, telling himself that you’ll soon be his and that he doesn’t need to worry. he gets angry when you talk to Lucifer though

would you find out? depends if you follow the trail he leaves for you or not. probably yes though because you’ll catch him staring at your lips while you two are hanging out in your room

✧　　Asmodeus

beauty influencer asmo! would his feelings be obvious? sort of.. he shows his love in a unique way that most of the time seems like he’s looking out for you (because he is, and he’s doing it with love!)

usually he won’t share products, he’s secretly a gatekeeper in my eyes, but you’re an exception because he wants nothing but the best for his darling!

will randomly message you at any time saying “hey MC! have you tried this product yet? it’s so good! you should try it~”

he makes sure to test out what type of face you have, if it’s sensitive or not, before giving you the cream or toner that he already has sitting in his room (most likely from a sponsor)

invites you to his room to either paint your nails or style your hair with hair clips (if you have any) or just to gossip, really. or all!

he’ll take you shopping with him, of course! it’s not like you have any other choice, he’d say. you need a whole new wardrobe! he would also say

when you two are out shopping, he’ll pick clothes out for you! he knows your style/aesthetic at heart, and if you can’t pick one, it’s alright! he just got paid from his modeling shoot from last week, so he’d want to spoil himself, and his darling ♡

SHOWERS you with praise. oh my days you will not go a single day without asmo at least telling you that you’re second to his beauty, and you should be happy about it! personally i wouldn’t consider that praise, but hey! that’s how asmo’s brain works

he dresses you up like a doll, he calls you that too! you’re almost as perfect as him.

only clothes from your wardrobe though! his fashion must be unique and only Asmo! he’ll lend you a few clothes here and there, but you rarely get to keep any.

if you’re feeling stressed he’ll offer a manipedi, if you turn that down you two can have a relaxing time in his tub. if you turn that down too, he’ll massage you with the most luxurious essential oils ever. if you want all of that, he’d be more than happy to do it!

it’s up to you to decide if you’d figure out whether he likes you or not, but you should know that he never does this for anyone, let alone a human! *insert asmo pouting with crossed arms

✧　　Beelzebub

SWEETIE! omd i love this cutie patootie

his feelings surprisingly wouldn’t be obvious until one day he randomly mentions that he likes you or he has this sweet feeling that courses throughout his body when he sees you and his heart skips a beat

he can’t express his feelings very well, especially through his face. so this cutie might slip up while talking to you with a mouth stuffed with food

you two will be in the kitchen after you just cooked something for beel because he saw something while scrolling through DevilTube and he sent it to you saying “can you make this for me MC? i love your cooking, i think the fact you cooked this will make this taste 1000x better.”

very much enjoying your cooking, you followed every step right, and you just added your sheep magic.. (just cooking it is your sheep magic but Beel doesn’t need to know)

loves how you don’t mind that he eats so much, he can’t help it, his stomach’s growling for some food all the time.

you’re still trying to figure out how Belphie can figure out what Beel wants just by the sound of his growling stomach. you’ve asked them both countless of times. surely it’s not just because they’re twins… right?

always sends you links to cooking recipe videos and asks you if you can make that the next time it’s your turn to cook or to just make it for him right now. never pressures you though <3

ever since Lucifer caught Beel in the kitchen at 2am eating away to his hearts content, he put a special curse on the fridge so Beel can’t access it unless he gets permission from Lucifer who comes down and grabs what Beel needs and that’s it.

and by some miracle… you come into his room and.. sneak in some food for him..?

man gets to snacking IMMEDIATELY. gobbles everything down, he’s only been able to eat at breakfast, lunch, and dinner for the last 2 days, his stomach couldn’t handle this.

thanks you profusely and tells you how much he appreciates you being here

gives you some to share. he doesn’t share his food with anyone, so that’s how you know you’re special to him.

it’d be hard to tell if whether or not he likes you, given the fact that he’s not the kind to react with his face and eats almost everything <3 but if you have a good eye you might realize that pookie likes you

bring him more snacks please! he’d love to share them with you ♡

✧　　Belphegor

sleepy king Belphie! this man doesn’t get any water at all!

despite being so sleepy and being lazy most of the time, i see him as sort of a yandere. he’s kinda possessive, but not the suffocating kind. he just wants you all for himself

invites you to his room or to the attic or just barges in your room to cuddle and sleep together, but he makes sure to be gentle, he wants you to know after everything he’s done to you that he’s changed

sometimes when you two are cuddling with each other, he’ll get nightmares of the time he tried to end your life subscription.

he wakes up in a cold sweat to find you either still laying on his chest or looking up at him with a smile, asking him if he had that nightmare again.

you and him both know that he wouldn’t do it again, but just knowing he already did it once scares him. he’s scared of what he’s capable of doing to you :(

give this man a hug, he’s trying his best

he knows you extremely well, like with his twin and their telepathy, you and him have your own

he’ll randomly message you saying “i bet you’re doing [insert thing you’re doing right now] right now” with that little sticker kissy thing

he likes laying on your lap, he dozes off quickly though. it’s his second pillow. bonus points if you play with his hair, he’s off to dream world (oh) in a blink. (gone)

tries his best to stay awake whenever you two are doing something, but his eyelids are always so heavy! he murmurs as he gets comfortable in your lap to sleep

you can’t really watch movies with him, he’ll easily fall into a deep sleep with just a wink. but he tries his best to stay awake for you. you really wanna watch this movie with him? awww, he might fall asleep though.. oh this is a really great movimmmfmfffmimimi hkoonnkk shoooo…

if the fact that he asks if he can cuddle with you ‘til you both fall asleep isn’t already a dead giveaway that he likes you, then idk HELP

he’ll hold you like the fragile human you are. after all, you’re his human, no one can steal you away from him ♡

[revelboo]

Ratchet anon here holy- I loved it so much aaaaa!!! 🧡🧡🧡🤍🤍🤍 Thank you Rev!✨️

Can you tell I have a soft spot for TFP Ratchet?

18+ Mass displaced mech 🌶️

The Weakends Pt 16

TFP Ratchet x Reader

• Cheek resting on your arm, your head lifts when the warmth of Ratchet’s frame leaves you, watching him mass shift and slide off the berth. After finally making it inside his habsuite, you’d spent the rest of the night tangled in each other, whispering softly between lovemaking. You’d told him about your childhood, your awkward first romance, your family and he’d told you about Iacon before the war, about the medics he’d trained with, the ones he’d lost. Watching him move around the habsuite, you’re not the least bit motivated to move from where you’re sprawled on your belly.

• Filling a dish with warm water and fetching an energon cube and one of the tiny bottles of water for you, he slides everything but the energon cube near you. Aware of you watching him as he tips it back and drinks. And Primus, the way your eyes slowly slide over him, lips curling slightly, expression possessive, sinks into him. Makes him feel so much younger than he is. Like he’s desirable. “If you keep staring at me like that, I’ll end up inside you again,” he mutters as he lowers the empty energon cube. Hears your laughter and his spark warms as he sets a knee on the berth and mass shifts again, feeling the strain from doing it so much, the massive energon consumption for a moment making his vision white out before he’s recovering.

• “Is that a threat or a promise?” You ask, rolling onto your back and letting your thighs fall open in invitation and his lips twitch as he pulls a clean cloth from subspace and bends to dip it into the dish, wringing it before kneeling straddling one of your thighs. Hips lifting at the first slide of the damp cloth against you, he vents softly, fans humming as he slowly cleans you. Those big servos so gentle as he wipes away his excess. Taking care of you even though you’re not nearly done with him, yet.

• Freezing as you lift a leg and he’s momentarily startled by the reminder of how flexible humans are before you lay your foot against the crook of his hip, heel bumping his depressurized spike. And those eyes of yours are absolutely wicked as he grits his denta and dips the cloth, wringing it again. “Behave,” he manages. Watches you stretch your arms over your head, back arching and your foot slides under his spike, instep sliding over the plating there. “You’re going to be sore,” he admonishes, catching your ankle to move it gently out of the way.

• “Maybe I like that ache,” you counter, remembering the muscles in your thighs trembling when he’d found just the right angle and had mercilessly exploited it until you were begging him, on that thin line between pleasure and discomfort. Hear him huff as that cloth slides against you again, taking his time. Being infuriatingly thorough. Teasing you. “Who do you think walked up on us before?” Laughing when he flinches slightly with a grimace. This late, it wouldn’t have been the kids, but it’s going to be mortifying no matter who caught a show before running away.

• “Drink your water,” he growls tiredly, optics narrowing. At least one of you finds this funny as you smile up at him. He’s torn between embarrassment now that he’s not lost in the moment and anger that someone had seen what’s only his. Watches you sit up, reaching for the bottle and he groans when you grab onto his chassis and straddle his hips. Feeling his spike immediately stir as you wiggle against him, throwing back the water and he watches your throat moving as you swallow. “Are you trying to offline an old bot?” He manages, imagining that mouth wrapped around his spike. And your arms loop around his neck, hips rocking as his spike strains like he hadn’t just released inside you. More than once. ‘It’s my wedding night,’ you whisper, lips brushing his as you speak and he doesn’t know what that is, but his hands slide to your hips. Help you lift up, reaching between you to find his spike and guiding himself to you. Feeling you take him deep, your gasping moan, your breath mingling with his low growl, because he can’t deny you anything.

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[songsofadelaide]

Hey!! just wanna say ive been obsessed w ur works and was wondering if u can do a hoshina drabble/ fic based on P1harmony’s Fall in Love Again (aaaaa pref if past/present can be soichiro & hoshina orrr narumi & hoshina) hust an idea that popped in my mind cause the song kept showing up in my fyp!! thank u so muchh!!

Anon you and your big brain! 🤩 I'll have you know I love the angst between the Hoshina brothers so I might as well! Since you've given me the idea. ✨

✧ Fall In Love Again - P1Harmony

candor — another side story to radiant point. | refulgence

There was a time when you thought of Soichiro as your first love. There was a time when you thought he would turn your way.

After being fed the fairy tale of true love time and again and having eaten of it until its flavours were bland in your mouth, you soon came to realise that all you were fed was false hope. Soichiro was his family's ultimate incarnation, while you were but a paltry offering by yours. Though paltry you were, you were all your family had. Your beauty was their pride and joy, but it certainly wasn't enough to win the heart of your supposed betrothed.

As you grew up alongside the Hoshina brothers, it became clearer to you that it would have made more sense to have been offered to the second son instead. Not only were you two closer in age, but you also shared a deeper friendship with him— the kind that made you forget all about the existence of his older brother, and what his existence meant for your own.

Soichiro did turn your way. Only you were too preoccupied to notice.

The older boy was evidently surprised at how you were able to hold yourself against him during one of your sparring sessions. It had only been a matter of months since you started swordsmanship training under your father but you had a mastery of the basics now and even had a certain flair for precision. But regardless of your exponential growth, you were still outclassed by him, and he toppled over you as easily as kicking a potted plant to the ground.

"Nice try, beggar princess. Let me tell ya somethin' while we're here," Soichiro stated as he turned his back on you. "You're leavin' yourself wide open in other areas, but other than that, your stance is perfect."

He didn't want to admit that there was a beauty in your ferocity, too. Not with his little brother watching you both so intently. He'll settle with berating you until you've had enough. It's not like you were going anywhere, anyway. As far as he knew, his family owned you now.

That time you thought of Soichiro as your first love was a joke.

It was only because you fed into your family's narrative that a daughter like you needed a husband like him. As you grew older, the prospects of him ever becoming a tolerable husband dimmed by the day. He acknowledged your skill now, but he was still an awful person at the end of the day. Awful in that he had no sense of delicacy at all, even when it came to you, who was supposed to be his wife in the future.

Now that you were sixteen, the fairy tale was over, or the curse had been lifted, and you finally decided for yourself that you wanted no part in Soichiro's plans for you in the future, whatever those may be.

So you did what he thought you would never have the courage to do.

"I thank you and your family for your kindness to me, and I apologise, oji-san, but I don't want to marry Soichiro-san," you stated as you prostrated yourself before the Hoshina patriarch. "As much as I would have loved to be part of your family, Soichiro-san's attitude leaves much to be desired."

Was he hearing things right? He was the one who had attitude problems?

Soichiro sat there in complete shock at your declaration, but Soshiro was even more surprised at it unfolding. Their father didn't look too nonplussed by your statement. He knew that his eldest son was a little devil who thrived in discouraging both you and his younger brother, only for you to show him results time and again.

He also knew that Soshiro challenged his older brother for your hand, not just once, but more times than he can remember. Perhaps he can turn you around once more by opening a simple possibility. "Is there nothing that can change your mind? Your family agreed to an engagement, after all."

"I..."

I want Soshiro.

But you couldn't say it. You were in no position to make any demands even if they were freely offered to you. And what would Soshiro say about that? He was more than happy to be your friend, but would he ever accept you as his bride?

No, you've done enough dreaming for the last ten years.

"I'm afraid not, oji-san."

It was only when you left their estate that the brothers spoke once more until it eventually evolved into another duel— like the wild beasts that they were.

"You should have said something back then!" Soichiro exclaimed between his slashes and parries. "Why didn't you ask her and tell her to stay? That you would have treated her better than I ever would? I mean, you already do, but—"

"Are you kidding?! You already ran her out of the family! She already made it clear that she wants nothing to do with us! What makes you think she'd want to stay here?!" Soshiro shot back at him, mirroring his speed and movements until they were all but a single blur of swords and wind.

This blockhead second son knew nothing, of course. Soichiro was annoyed beyond sense at how dense his little brother was. Was he the only one who saw the smile that lit your face every time Soshiro welcomed you to their estate? Was he the only one who noticed how sweet your laughter sounded when it was Soshiro at the other end of the joke? Or how you once said in confidence that you preferred Soshiro's presence over his own because he was unbearable to be with, even though it was all his doing?

Soichiro got his just deserts and it annoyed him to no end. Because once more, he faced the prospect of being second best to his little brother, who grew in strength and skill with each passing day and even managed to win your heart all the same.

"Hgk—!"

But it was his brother's blade on his neck now. Soshiro got the one-up against him without any handicaps this time. His usually boisterous little brother withdrew his sword and quietly stared down at him. Soshiro did not look at him with a sense of superiority, but that of revulsion. The very same emotion in your eyes when you bade him farewell that day.

"I'm going to ask for her in my own time. You better not get in my way when that happens."

Your promotion to Third Division Platoon Leader was met with quiet celebration. Many of your fellow team members rejoiced in the opportunity to work under you this time as their leader. You were known to give out measured and concise orders that allowed every single one of them to seamlessly weave through the field and get the job done with minimum risks and casualties.

When Captain Ashiro congratulated you and presented you with your badge in her office, she let you in on a little secret only she and a handful of other superior officers were aware of. "When you first took the exams, you received a commendation from Captain Hoshina Soichiro of the Sixth Division."

Huh. You heard her right once. "I did not know that."

Captain Hoshina Soichiro of the Sixth Division vouched for your skills. If this was his way of making amends for his terrible treatment of you in the past, it was a pretty gesture, but still far too late.

"In his recommendation, he detailed how your family was a close associate of theirs and how you learned swordsmanship alongside him and our Vice Captain."

"That's true, Captain. Much of my skill was honed under their roof."

"If you don't mind me asking, why did you suddenly shift from Kendo to Fencing?"

Your Captain's question elicited a small laugh from your lips. "You might think it a petty reason, Captain, but I changed sword arms just so I could be better than them at something."

You gently touched the shiny new badge clipped to the collar of your formal regalia. "Soshiro... I mean Vice Captain Hoshina is someone I looked up to very much when we were children. If I may be so bold to say that he inspired me to take up swordsmanship."

"Hmm. I see," came Mina's short but understanding reply to you. "Just as Hoshina is important to me on the battlefield, I'll also be counting on you to carve open a path for me and everyone else."

"Of course, Captain, ma'am!" You said resolutely, followed by a crisp salute that matched the sharpness of your outfit today.

"Will you marry me?"

Soshiro asked you that question in the dead quiet of the night as he held you close in his arms. The silence of your quarters and the stillness of the rest of the base made it feel like you were the only two people in the world.

"Yes," you said with a small swallow of saliva to wet your mouth. "As long as you aren't gonna be like your brother."

"I'm nothin' like him now, am I?" He chuckled at your assumption. "If I wanted to be like him, I would've chased you out of our home the moment I saw ya."

"Mm. I suppose you're right about that," you nodded at him. You contentedly sank into his touch when he moved to cup your warm cheek in his hand. "You're nothing like him at all."

"Good to know. That's high praise comin' from you."

As another comfortable silence lingered over your tired figures, a memory of the past crossed your mind. "Do you remember that time I told your father I didn't want to marry your brother?"

That day was one he would never forget any time soon. "As clear as day."

"I nearly begged for you instead," you told him with a soft laugh.

"You should have. I would've been there beggin' right next to ya!"

"In the end, everything worked out for this beggar princess," you said with a small sigh. "Gosh, I still can't imagine myself as your brother's wife. It kinda gives me the creeps."

A bout of tender laughter left Soshiro's lips this time. He raised your hand to his face and pressed a soft kiss on your palms, near the range of calluses you had from gripping your sabre. "You don't have to imagine anything other than our future together."

You mirrored his actions and planted a similarly gentle kiss on his cold knuckles, your breath blooming warmth into his fingers. He weaved his fingers into yours, as though sharing that little glow with you "Of course. For as long as we're fighting for it."

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[sinofthesloth]

AAAAA i absolutely loved the 'running up and hugging them' hcs you wrote earlier this month :33 is there any chance you could do it again? with Leona and Idia? mayhaps? I would be oh so joyous ty!!!! also happy new year!!!

Hey, Sin here, I am so sorry this took so long to begin writing. I am currently on my "fall" break of college. I have missed writing for you guys so much.

ALSO, Idia's was kinda hard for me to write. I had so many different ideas that raced through my head. Most of which happened at work. Some many flew by that I began writing them on the backs of recipt paper. Sorry, his technically doesn't fit the prompt, but I think if someone ran at him, he'd fall over. Rich boy doesn't have muscles to keep himself steady.

Thank you for submitting this request and I do hope this is to your liking <333

Writing began: March 9th, 2024 Ended: October 1st, 2024 Content Warning: none Requested: Yep <3 Word count: 931 characters: Leona and Idia.

Leona

The hugs started after the spelldrive tournament. It was a joke in the beginning, just something you knew would get on his nerves enough to annoy him but not endanger yourself to his wrath. He'd glare and chuff at the unusual, but he never pushed you away. You always believed it had something to do with him keeping himself in check when it came to physical aggression.

Maybe he felt bad for his actions during his overblot or maybe he saw how everyone began taking more and more from you without offering any assistance, or maybe he was trying to find an excuse to hold you tightly as you wrapped your arms around his waist and buried your head into his chest.

It took weeks before he realized he began falling for you. Once he noticed it though, he was hooked with no way of backing out of it. This was a gradual build up. He would tug on your shirt at first. Just a handful and a quick grip and release. It wasn't a quick change but by the time he noticed was pulling you further into him and holding you until you pulled away, he couldn't stop himself. He enjoyed laying his head on yours as he held you after class. The shift was so gradual, you could really tell when he ever started hugging you back. This all started out as a way to annoy him anyway.

Leona, as if seeing the change in the wind, noticed the different ways you'd hug everyone else. You stopped rubbing your face into Deuce's or Ace's chest when the two of you hugged. You would give them quick side hugs but made sure to give him a full front facing hug before you had to leave, and lastly, you made sure to hug him before you left an area.

He could get used to this kind of solo attention.

Idia

It happened the first time out of pity. You had never met or seen him in person, and the more you saw his brother carrying a silent tablet, the more your heart went out for Ortho.

Ortho always talked quite highly of his brother. The more he boasted about his brother, the more people whispered. They whispered about the robot boy and his estranged brother.

You would let Ortho ramble. Sometimes, the man over the tablet spoke up to try and deter his brother's efforts, but no matter what was said, Ortho had a retort. When the tablet was eerily silent, Ortho was like a dam that had opened their flood gates after a hurricane. After each and every ramble session, you'd hug him and tell him you couldn't wait to meet his brother someday. It was said out of what felt like kindness, but it was pity, and you knew that deep down. You knew this man solely through his younger brothers eyes. A younger brother who talked extensively about how his brother made him and keeps up with his maintenance. Who's to say this isn't programmed into this little boys mind?

At the first meeting, Ortho ran to you for a hug. It was sweet, but the tall, slim figure a few feet away holding the hood of his hoodie over his head made you tense. Folks around here all have magic. One you couldn't identify meant danger in this world. Hell, ones you could have identified are dangerous.

Ortho pulled you to the man and introduced him to you. Idia stared at your hand as you lifted it for a hand shake. "Oh, don't be shy, Y/n, give him a hug too!" Ortho cheered, not sensing the tension and anxiety between the two of you. You hugged him, but the both of you were too much too stiff for it to look normal.

This is how almost every meeting went. The much taller boy never seemed to relax around you, but as you continued meeting, for Ortho's sake, you learned that this is just how he is. Your side of the hugs got less and less stiff while his remained taut.

"The only way he won't be so ridged in the hugs is if you surprise him!" Ortho commented. He was getting slightly huffy that his brother had yet to hug you properly, so to please the younger brother, you agreed to surprise him. But only once. You had surprised him with a soft hug from behind his gamer chair. He knew you were in the room before you touched him, but since he was focused on his game, his freak out was minimized. He patted your hand, and you let go. Afterward, the hugs were mainly from behind him while he was distracted.

He noticed how soft your hands were as they wrapped themselves around him. They never drifted away from his neck, scared to go too low, and didn't want to touch his chest.

You never ran at him like you did Ortho and the others. You treated him like a frighten cat at times. You'd always ask or make your presents known to him before hugging him. He knew you treated him differently, yet he couldn't bring himself to keep his ego in check. He'd message his discord friends about you, ask questions about what this meant, and why you acted like this with him. Ortho told him the same things long ago, but he never wanted to acknowledge that there might be something different between the two of you. He wanted a running hug, just once. But preferred knowing he was the only one that was gifted these soft, silent hugs.

[factual-fantasy]

21 Asks! Thank you! :}} 🏁

I've thought about redeeming Starscream and his brothers here and there somehow. But I think the problem I have with TFP Screamer is he is SOOOOO power hungry.

I think even in season 3 when he got whipped into shape and started being a proper lieutenant, I have no doubt he would snuff out Megatrons spark if he got the chance. I cant see him being loyal to anyone but himself. Or even really believing in anyone else or any other cause.. it feels like he just wants all the power for himself and to do what he wants.

Now if I'm wrong here please correct me- if it actually seems really in character for Screamer (AND his two brothers) to get a redemption arc/proper second chance in TFP then I'm willing to give it a go! :000 I thought it would be fun for them to be a thorn in Megatrons side as stupid lieutenants but an Autobot redemption arc is something I'm always willing to explore! :)))

I think you're right actually, in my opinion I think Ratchet would have a better understanding of internet memes than any other bot.

Some people might think Bee would understand better. But the truth is him and Ratchet are both cybertronians. Just because Bee is younger doesn't mean he automatically has a more based sense of humor. Their level of understanding of internet humor boils down to how much of the internet they have been exposed to. Which I think Ratchet has had the most exposure.

Not that's not to say he really understands it or finds it all funny. But its more like-

Arcee: "What... what even is this image. What am I looking at..??"

Ratchet: "Ah, that is another one of those "meme" things. It is meant to be a humorous image that humans send to each other to make them laugh."

Arcee: "...So.. how is funny..? What does it mean?"

Ratchet: "I have absolutely no idea."

@flutehammer

I have :0 I think I'll only want to watch it if its based around the Octopod and its crew. If it branches out to all the Octoagents I don't think I'll be interested <:/

Monster trucks are not in demolition derby's- <:0 Monster trucks are in Monster Jams and demolition derby's consist of normal sized cars.

As for the separate events, They wouldn't want to be in a demolition derby, cuz that would be painful 💀 but I'm sure a lot of them would have fun watching it :00

And none of them would be able to participate in a Monster Jam even if they wanted to. The bots that would be interested don't have a big enough frame to transform int a monster truck :( but they could at least watch them! Just like Bulkhead and Miko! :)

I imagine that would be very irresponsible of them XD so much for laying low. But I can see Vega, Miata and Zippy daydreaming about it. 😅

@florafandoms

Aww! :D Thank you so much! :))) And I watch a TFP playlist here on YouTube. So far the playlist is still up! :}

@milk-powrit

Actually now that you mention this, all 4 of the factual fam couldn't walk at first after becoming a drawing.

I always meant to draw comics over time of them slowly getting better and better at walking. But never got around to it.

In present day I guess I can say all that development was behind the scenes and they can all walk just fine now <XD

I don't think they'd pull any pranks on me of any kind. They wouldn't want to upset or confuse me in anyway. But boy would they probably mess with each other XDD Jangles and Cici especially.

I couldn't really put the gifs in this ask post <XD but I've always imagined trying to animate my fam and I wanted them to be very smooth and soft looking. Like Disney animation or something James Baxter would animate.

Bibi and Cici especially, smooth and flowy :0 Maybe someday I'll try to animate that....

I feel like Jangles would really dig that :00

@lilylink

AAAAA THANKYOU! :DDD 💞💞💞

I hate to day it, but his voice drives me up the wall 😅💔I cant watch anymore playthroughs of the demo because his voice annoys me so much. <:/

As for the fam. I feel like Gerald might have what it takes. But the other three would be a bit camera shy <XD Bibi especially.

I'm afraid I'm not familiar with the Stephen King or Harry Potter cars.. but I'm sure they'd have an interest in Doc Hudson! :D

I do that once in a while if I get an ask that inspires me. :0 But I don't think I'd want to do that regularly <XD That feels kind'a like I'd be roleplaying which would be kind'a weird for me-

@glitchhayden418

don't call me that 🫵👁️👁️��️

Also Walter sounds like a great name XDD But if not that then maybe Timone?

Bibi XDD

@randomfandomarts

There's more than one?? :0 I had no idea! If I could get my hands on them somehow maybe I'd be motivated to read them :000

@beryl-shade

I'd say its Bibi :0 And not just because he's actually the eldest sibling XDD Its also because he is usually the voice of reason and keeps the other 3 out of trouble. 🤭

@digi-vie

AAAWWWWW FLUFFY BABYEEEEEE😭😭💞💞💞

(First link in ask) (Second link in ask)

Aww, she seems so sweet in those two videos! 🥰🥰

Oh boy- I hope they don't make a cruddy movie just for the money 💔

[variousxreader]

I DUNNO IF THIS WAS THE RIGHT INBOX OR NOT AAAAA

CAPTAIN KOBY HEADCANONS MY BELOVED

(Haven’t watched that far into One Piece, I’m at like episode 500 so sorry if these are ooc at all)

General

- Doesn’t like coffee, no matter how much sugar or creamer he puts in it’s always not quite right or to his liking, he’s the same way with some teas.

- Keeps a pocket sketchbook or some sort of small notebook hand, sketches or writes about things he sees or thinks about.

- Favorite animal would be otters, I feel like he would see them frequently while sailing and overall likes them for their smarts, such as using rocks to open shells. Though, he absolutely adores how they hold hands or hold their kin while they sleep or float to not get lost.

- Morning person, definitely. Almost always the first one up and awake, walking around and already doing things while everyone else is still in bed.

- While he has grown up and became stronger, he’s still an easy crier. He gets emotional over things and while he can shove down the need to cry, he finds some place private to let his emotions go. He doesn’t like it when people see him cry publically, he feels like that wouldn’t make him “strong” to anyone anymore, especially with everything he has to go through.

- Struggles with anxiety, and I mean this man is brimming with it. His habit of overthinking can lead him to peril, while he has been scolded for “not doing anything and risking lives” due to it, some of his decisions after that could seem reckless, as he wouldn’t even give a second thought to the first thing that comes to mind.

- Definitely sleeps hugging a pillow, cannot sleep without hugging or holding something.

- Personal headcanon (I don’t know if we ever learn about his family or not) I think that while yes he truly did mistake the Alvida pirate’s boat for a fishing boat, he really was trying to sail away for good that day. People in his life would always tell him that he cries too easily or was too skittish about literally everything, overall bringing him down for years of his life. Yes, it was ok when he was younger, but while this behavior continued, people yelled at him more about how he needed to “not be such a crybaby” and not be so afraid of everything. Even now, he has issues dealing with people yelling or raising their voice at him.

- Another personal headcanon, this fella is so trans masc coded to me. When he found Luffy he was scared at first of course, some random ass stranger popped out of a barrel. But what really sold him is that Luffy didn’t question him at all about how he sounded or looked different, but to be quite frank, Luffy doesn’t seem like the type of person to bring that up anyway. Yes, Luffy saved him and he’s happy about that, but he also saw how he was? How he actually wanted to be? AND inspired his dreams?? The boost of confidence he got from that still fuels him to this day as a captain, that’s why he still looks back to that day, the first day someone saw him for who he actually was and didn’t question him. Still questions to this day if he’s valid or even passing for that matter, but that memory always helps him with dysphoria.

S/O

- Loves spooning, he doesn’t care if he's big or little spoon, he’s perfectly content either being held or him holding you. Though, he does have the habit of being mostly big spoon since he wants to protect you and keep you safe.

- His love language would definitely be quality time, especially with how long he has to be gone for sometimes. When he comes back after whatever duties he had, all he wants to do is spend some time with you doing whatever. Could be something as little as just sitting and holding each other in silence, or something more like going shopping or on a date. Though, his favorite thing to do would probably be being able to snuggle up with the person he cares the most about and rest without having to worry.

- Love hugging his s/o from behind and resting his head on their back or shoulder, depending on his height.

- This man is all green flags, will absolutely pamper his s/o if they’re feeling under the weather and sooth them if they’re not feeling 100%.

Sorry for any spelling mistakes btw :3€

AAAAA GOD TIER HEADCANONS!!!! I love them all!!!!!!

Don't you worry, im crawling through Impel Down, dreading 482 and what comes after 🙃 Ace girl things™️

But AAAAA no SADS JUST KOBY

This man has abused golden retriever energy, like rescued and bounced back and is the healthiest boy now.

He is a literal cinnamon roll!!!!!

God he'd cry over every animal he sees because its so cute. Like "S/O! Look!!!!! At them!!! Can we adopt them?!" Its so hard to say no

I loveeeeeeee the idea of him falling for a Pirate. Man is so upset about it too at first, like he is so in denial about it. Till a silly fanfic esq situation gets them alone and he can't deny the attraction, physical and emotional anymore?! Chefs kiss the drama!

I also love the idea for Trans masc Koby, that Garp is just like Luffy in his acceptance, like hes so confused as to why people would be upset that Koby identifies as a man. "You say you're a man so you're a man. " simple as that.

Also, forehead kisses on his scar!!!!!

Steal his bandana to tie up your own hair, the mans heart nearly stops and he clutches his chest.

Also i love the idea of his S/O trolling Alvida in subtle ways. As petty revenge on Koby's behalf. Like just any chance they get, they fuck with her. Steals her hat or something just goofy shit that you know would drive the unhinged woman mad.

Koby would 10/10 write little love poems in that notepad/ sketch book for his s/o or crush. Not that he'd be brave enough to share. He could be convinced. Lol

Hes a precious little Peony

[scoy-supremacy]

Pit Babe Ep 11

I feel like im losing my mind, i want to speed run these last few eps but I dont think i have the time rn

Hehehe Way drinking with Pete again. Is Pete going to get more messed up than Way this time? So Way will have to take him home instead? Idk~ It might be a little cute

Wait wait wait, I just realized we're pairing the enigmas together. Is that why Pete approached Way in the first place. Bc they're both enigma? So maybe they can understand eachother the way others cant?

AAAAA IS THAT MY BABY BOY

My Charlieeee idk what's going on yet or if this is a flashback im like 5 sec into seeing Charlie on a couch and im ecstatic, I love him so much

Idk who this dude is but Charlie is breathing~ that's all I care about

Oh good Jeff's got him, that's good. Good good good. Mwa, chefs kiss to Jeff. Im still confused about what's going on but Charlie is here!! My beloved babyyyy

'Is Babe sad' what kind of question is that, of course hes sad, I thought he was going to hurt himself for a sec. Hell I wouldnt put it past him to kill Tony and then himself over this.

Im not surprised at all that Charlie planned this. He went into this whole thing trying to end Daddy Tony's empire. He wants this closed and over and giving Babe back his powers is a good idea either way. He know how to use them and Charlie doesn't. If Babe wants to give them back to Charlie after all this I have no complaints either.

Honestly as long as Charlie is alive I dont care what else happens. Yes of course beat Daddy Tpny, free every one and live happily ever after too, but Charlieeeee my babyyyyy AaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA

I called it being a fake dead drug, still feels weird for Babe to get his powers back from that but whatever ill over look it.

Alan going on a rollerskate date with Jeff, are you kidding me thats the cutest thing I've seen all week. Omggg and of course Alan isn't good at it. There's very few moments when Jeff touches Alan first and its very important to me. I love to see a traumatized baby open up to a sweetheart.

Jeff is from saying 'ill hurt you, im a problem, ill scare you' while also saying 'I love you' and Alan is a sweet angel, what's the worst Jeff could do? Get him killed? Yeah maybe.

How much older is Alan supposed to be anyways, we know Jeff is 20, but how old is Alan. Google says 35. I'll be honest I love an age gap relationship, especially when the younger is the smarter one holding all the cards.

Jeff isnt just younger, hes probably never been touched to this extent before, its okay to slow down and just enjoy liking eachother. But I dont blame Alan either for being very wanting. I wonder if hes had dreams about touching Jeff before 😈

I love them so much, I admit im a little sad I didnt get that initial soft kiss moment from them and it was straight to them being horny.

I want to know why Kenta stayed with Daddy. I assume he couldn't be sold bc hes not super special, but does Daddy Tony just like that hell do anything he asks? He is loyal to a fault even though we can see it breaking him.

Kenta crying while attacking Pete is owie to my tender heart. It's been through enough already.

WAIT KENTA AND PETE USED TO HAVE A THING??

Actually tho omg, poor Kenta really has been through too much.

Im vibrating about this series yall. Im so glad Charlie is here to make me forget all the trauma of the last episode, hes my favorite.

[write-with-will]

Hey Will!

I want to get to know your WIP’s and characters better, so… yap opportunity for you!

Tell me about the WIP’s! The basics, the characters… I want to know moreee

AAAAA TYSM FOR THE ASK

OKAY OKAY SO

THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG ONE STRAP IN FOLKS

I'll start with Secrets Of War bc it's my main main wip! (wait— finished writing it do I even still call it a wip??? Or does that stop when I get it published???? uhhh- whatever we're gonna go w it)

It's a dystopian romance set in a fictional stratocratic?) country, mostly controlled by the widely known and even more widely feared military.

The mc is Cali Diaz, a 15 y/o from the farming colonies. She's an anxious overthinker who prefers to avoid conflict at all costs. She ends up forced to join the military after her home is bombed during war.

Here she meets Lane Thatcher (my fav character I've ever created <3), a sixteen y/o who was born and raised in the military and is a weapon above all else. She's stoic, cool under pressure, and really against showing emotion (that was hammered out of her in an early age).

Lane is assigned to train Cali to fight and basically help her Not Die. Cali soon grows a horrifically big crush on her.

only problem? Their commanding officer has very strict rules against relationships (especially romantic), that he's not afraid to enforce through harsh, even violent measures if need be.

That's the basics and as much of the plot I can give you w/o ✨spoilers!✨

—

Now, onto What It Takes To Take A Life

WITTTAL is set in a place divided by two (unnamed :/) kingdoms, one worshiping one for he two main gods: Pheonix, the goddess of life; and Thana, the goddess of death.

The first mc we meet is Rowan De Rullo. He’s an immortal sorcerer with a soft spot for dragons (which, in this world, are the sources of magic. Some say that they’re physical manifestations of the gods themselves). He’s intuitive, somewhat of an old soul (literally), but is also permanently trapped at the sort of maturity a 19-20ish year old would have (the age he became immortal at).

Later on, we meet his ex-boyfriend, Caspian Einar (er—is it an ex if you thought he was dead?)

Rowan and Cas met in their village as young boys and hit it off quickly. Until one day, when Cas just… disappeared. He was pronounced dead, and Rowan grieved his love.

Until the boy shows up on his doorstep, the shit beat out of him, older than he was when they’d met but younger than he realistically should be with the amount of time that passed.

Rowan barely has time to comprehend this though, because as he’s trying to heal him, someone else shows up, hot on Cas’ trail, hellbent on ending his life. They fight and run, Rowan nearly dying in the process which snowballs into basically the world almost ending. :)

Again tysm for the ask!!! Sorry this took so long I’m HORRIBLE at explaining stuff

[avalonbards]

❤️ first kiss / realization for bedi and arthur!

| ❤️ first kiss / realization aaaaa my boyssss thank you for letting me write about them dear

The campfire was burning low.

Barely more than embers at this point, until it flared up as Arthur stirred the kindling with a stick. Kay was asleep already, retreated to his bedding after a long day of travel across rough wilderness. Understandable, really. Especially after the unintended detour through a bog to chase after one of their horses that Myrddin had deliberately spooked.

Likely to teach some sort of lesson, though Arthur had yet to understand what it could be.

Aside from the mage's obvious displeasure with his decision to journey across the lands rather than to head straight for the castle of Camelot. But he didn't want to go to Camelot. Didn't want to meet the dying king that ruled Logres in name only because Arthur knew there was little the man had done to care for the kingdom. Especially not in the valley he had lived his whole life. Of course, only Bedivere was privy to those thoughts.

Speaking of...

Golden eyes rose from the dancing flames, meeting dove-grey. Bedivere had insisted he could handle this watch alone, but Arthur refused to allow it. They so rarely got any time to themselves even before the sword he now carried at his waist that any chance that could give him time with the older man was something to cling to. Even if Bedivere would shake his head at him in exasperation. Like they were still children and Arthur was trying to sneak into his and Kay's lessons instead of going to his own. An indulgent smile on his oldest friend's face each time. But they weren't children now, were they?

A small frown as he shuffled his feet against the grass.

Bedivere and Kay, at least, were not children. Kay was twenty already, three years into what should have been his knighthood. And instead he was following his little brother around the countryside all because of some magic sword in a rock. It made Arthur feel guilty, though he barely showed it when he could help it. His brother would take it as pity instead and that would lead to an argument for Bedivere, nineteen and an older brother, to have to intervene in.

At seventeen, Arthur knew he was technically an adult as well now.

He'd technically become one three years ago, if Myrddin was any judge. But he didn't care for the mage's words, his cold dark eyes. So Arthur tried to ignore him. Still...

"You're lost in those thoughts of yours, Arthur," Bedivere's chastisement was gentle, drawing the younger man's attention from the spiral he'd found himself in. "Aren't you supposed to be on watch with me?"

His lips were turned up into a smile, and that of all things was what made blood rush to Arthur's cheeks.

"I- uh... Well..." Really, one would think it would be easier to talk to someone he had been in love with for as long as he could remember! But Arthur stumbled over his words like a fawn struggled with its legs all the same. "Just, um, listening for any threats?"

"Mmhm." The way Bedivere drew the hum out was as damning as if he were to have called Arthur out directly. "And we're to pretend that your listening just so happened to require staring at me unblinkingly?"

Hm.

Unfortunate.

"...Yes."

"Hah."

Arthur huffed at Bedivere's laugh, enjoying the way it softened his features, the way he closed his eyes and let his long eyelashes spread against his cheeks for a moment. Slowly he inched around the fire, stopping once their shoulders bumped. Bedivere opened an eye, amusement clear in his face, and tugged Arthur's hands into both of his.

"You're half-frozen. How are you always cold unless it's summer?"

"No idea, really," Arthur quipped, smiling crookedly as he unconsciously moved closer. "Guess you could try holding my hands to warm me up?"

Bedivere laughed again, leaning down to rest their brows against each other. "Aren't I already doing that, Arthur?"

"You are... But I want it to last longer," Arthur mumbled, bumping his nose against the other's with a slight shift of his head. A hum was all he got in response, before slowly Bedivere's fingers slid between his, interlocking. Entwining. It made his heart race. "Bedi..."

"Arthur," Bedivere whispered, slowly ducking his head to press what was unmistakably a kiss to Arthur's lips.

It sent a thrill through him.

So much so he clumsily returned what he was too embarrassed to admit was his first kiss as best as he was able. It was messy, awkward, but the sight of Bedivere's warm smile, his left hand freed from Arthur's grip to clutch his hip and tug him closer, was enough for Arthur to feel pride instead of shame.

"That was..." Wonderful. Perfect. Everything Arthur had dreamed of since he was a child and more? He could hardly find a descriptor.

"Mm. A first." Bedivere chuckled, nipping Arthur's lower lip at the pout it earned him. "We'll have to keep it up, yeah?"

Oh.

Arthur liked the sound of that.

[n0irrrr]

💿 noir is rambling...

been migrating some notes/drafts i had in this notesapp bc it turned into a subscription app, and wow. i have so many drafts from 2019 ＿|￣|○ i see the younger i was the less critical i was of myself lol.

i forgot how many stories i wanted to write... there was a soulmate au love triangle with erwin and levi and that one was 100% angst lmao. had up to 5 unfinished chapters; a royalty aot au that is also full of whump/angst with prince!reader; a reincarnated erwin in modern times... full angst no comfort

also i had a couple of requests in drafts dating back to 2019. what the hell is wrong with me and unfinished projects?

maybe i can post something soon ;__; rma's next chapter is... almost done. just need to fill some gaps and reread it. also, i've been doing some research on the 1970s since i finally set on a period for the story and younger me just went in with barely any research on anything? LOL the whole story is so shallow so i've been trying to cook so it gets interesting.

without knowing, the 1970s was the decade were mental health aid improved drastically. reader is kind and wants to see a future for the patients, while the 'doctors' don't necessarily follow the improved newer/experimental therapy techniques because of... reasons... which will force reader into a sudden realization...

i've been imagining and wondering a lot but i just can't get these hands to write _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): i've been rewriting the early chapters so i can get back on track, though. i wanna pull my eyes out knowing people are still reading the early chapters HAHA but then i remember i need to breathe and see that i was younger and i also didn't know much english.......

i also thought about making this blog an archive and doing a new one... but i don't know ＿|￣|○ maybe i will just change the name? aaaaa

also doing a yandere gojo one shot...... and a sukuna one shot......

well anyway i hope everyone is doing well. i've been again going through some very rough times, but hard times shall pass and be a bitter memory someday. i just need to take a big breath and not dwell in this cycle.

ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

[kennedys-lvr]

TENNESSEE WHISKEY, STRAWBERRY WINE —CHAPTER 30 (AO3)

omg thirty chapters alr???? where does the time go, it feels like just yesterday i was starting this fic and im gonna be finished w it soon aaaaa 😭😭

anyways this chapter is cute fluff bordering on u know what 👀👀 leaving on a cliffhanger too bc i love u all, i do cliffhangers OUT OF LOVE.

full chapter here! enjoy bbs! 🤍🤠

I lean against the balcony railing, cigarette between my lips as I suck in another hit of nicotine, smoke filling my lungs before being expelled out into the tepid December air, floating up towards the stars above my head. It’s a nice night—calm and serene, the gentle chirp of crickets mixing in with the soft braying of horses downstairs.

I’ve been out here for around half an hour since dropping Claire and Ashley back into town after they'd stayed for Dee’s birthday celebration. They were too drunk to drive, and I had felt Dee’s subtle look of appreciation that she had given me on my way out. I had then spent the next twenty minutes listening to Claire ramble drunkenly about the ‘big plans’ she has for when Dee and I got married, which she assured me ‘will definitely happen, because the two of you are made for each other, and I’m made to be a maid of honor.’

My truck was definitely quieter after they’d gotten out—or, at least when I’d dropped Claire off first before dropping Ashley back at the big house on the edge of town fit for a mayor. Ashley, unlike Claire, was a quiet drunk—fiddling with her thumbs and her blouse, trying to keep herself awake.

But now here I am—back at home, my truck parked next to Dee’s adorable little red car—staring at the house and watching each light slowly turn off in the windows. First the window on the very end. Then the one right next to her room, and eventually, Dee’s bedroom light turns off. Each time a light goes off, my smirk only seems to get wider—especially when her light goes off, as I know she isn't going to be sleeping. Not for a while, at least.

I give it around ten minutes before pulling out my phone and typing out a text with one hand, the other occupied with the cigarette that rests in the groove between my index and middle finger, the ash flickering down from the tip like little grey snowflakes towards to the ground as my thumb jerks across the screen to send out that familiar greeting.

Me: Is the coast clear?

I can't help but imagine what she might be doing in those ten minutes that I made her wait. I imagine her pacing around her room, chewing on her fingernails as her heart raced. Wondering if I would contact her, when I would contact her. If I might climb through her window again like that night with the pillow—which I’ve had her repeat for me a couple of times, just because seeing the look on her face as she struggles to maintain her composure to refuse me, when I know she wants it, is adorable.

It’s arousing as hell, and there's a swelling in my jeans as the memory of her on that pillow—on my cock—flashes through my mind, filling me with equal parts desire and revulsion as it dawns on me that I’m a grown man, halfway to fifty, getting excited over the fact a much younger woman was coming to me in the dead of night.

Coming for me in the dead of night.

Coming because of me in the dead of night.

That thought goes away as she texts me back.

Dee: Everyone’s in bed. Coming over now. What did you get me?

I roll my eyes, immediately hitting her back with the same thing I had done when she had asked me this morning. A ‘shush’ emoji. As the little face pops up on my screen and I see that little ‘delivered’ read receipt, I let out a huff of amusement exhaled through my nose as I remember how she had teased me this morning about my emoji usage.

I’d only picked up the whole thing from Chris a few days ago, when he’d sent me a text about working out together and including some gym-related emojis. He had insisted that in modern relationships—both in friendships and with relationships—emoji usage was crucial.

Just how old does he think I am?

I let out a long sigh, taking a final pull from my cigarette before tossing it out completely over the railing since my cigarette had reached the butt end. This freed up my hands enough to type out a proper response—my little challenge for her, my invitation.

Me: Get over here and find out for yourself, sweetheart.

After sending it out, my eyes flit to her bedroom window. It takes only a few seconds of hesitation before the blinds slide up, and then she opens her window. My heart kicks up a fuss, and the swelling between my legs gets tighter as she climbs out of the window, sliding across the windowsill before all but dropping down into the bush below in the most ungraceful of ways. I bite my bottom lip to smother the guffaw of laughter that burns in my throat.

And she thinks I’m the ungraceful one.

She appears from the bush in a crouching position, glancing warily back at the house as she sneaks over. Her eyes then find mine, and my smile feels predatory as I see the flush on her cheeks.

Knowing she’ll be up here in a second or two, I crack my knuckles before heading back through the balcony door. I head through the open plan living space, brushing my fingers against the wooden countertop in my small kitchenette and along the leather back of my couch as I stride over to the entertainment system against the far wall.

The flat-screen TV that is bracketed to the wall is off, casting a small reflection within the polished glass screen from the soft glow of my standing light. I hear heavy footsteps on the wooden stairs behind me as I plug my phone into the hi-fi system and cue up the smooth crooning of Chris Stapleton’s ‘Tennessee Whiskey’, keeping the volume low as the song brings back memories of that day at the waterfall.

This song has become just one of many of our ‘songs’ that define us, according to Dee. And I'm not gonna be one to interject, especially when I hear her soft exhale as she finally reaches the top of the stairs.

I turn to soak her in. She’s still wearing that turtleneck sweater she had on since earlier today, a soft gray colour in a material that seemed to be shrink-wrapped to her breasts and the slender line of her waist. The sweater was tucked into a pair of bootcut jeans that hugged her hips tightly, my fingers itching to pull her close and trace the curves of her figure again like the very first time.

But she looks positively windswept too—leaves stick in her loose brown hair that falls in tresses over her slim shoulders, and she has little brown scuff marks against the bottom hem of her jeans. Her chest is heaving beneath the turtleneck that I wish she wasn't wearing, just so I could get my fill of her cleavage.

She grins shyly at me. Her deep eyes glimmering at me through the chasm of distance between us as she stands by the stairs feels like pure torture. I grin back at her, anticipation rolling in my gut at the thought that I have her all to myself tonight.

I have plans for her. And I’ll be seeing those plans through.

“Got your text.” She hums softly, toeing out of her boots and leaving them neatly by the stairs. Her toes wriggle beneath her white socks as she rocks back and forth on her feet.

“I know.” There’s a hint of teasing in my voice as I move through the room towards my kitchen, rounding the large wooden counter island and grabbing the bottle of wine that I’d had chilling in the fridge for us, placing the cold bottle on the counter before digging through my drawers for a bottle opener.

“Saw you fall out of your window too, sweetheart.”

“I didn't fall.” She huffs in embarrassment. I can feel the burning magnitude of her radioactive blush from where I was standing, as she picks the leaves from her hair and tucks errant strands behind her ears, rolling her eyes at me in a way that I ate up every time.

“You kinda did.” I muse, poking the tip of my tongue out at her as I reach into my overhead cabinets for two glasses, pulling out the fragile crystal flutes and placing them on the counter gently.

“And you call me the ungraceful one?” I add, rubbing it in as I pop the bottle opener into the cork and squeeze the handles, the bottle opening with a pop that makes me flinch slightly—why do they make these things so loud?

“Shut up. You're being mean.” She pouts, but I can see it in her face that she seems to enjoy my teasing—she gets off on it, and I get off on her getting off.

“Mm. Well, hopefully this will cheer you up.”

[idontknowanametouse]

Straw hats enbys (Law is here btw. Don't question it)

Tw: mentions of abuse and the trauma that comes with it

Luffy

Autistic and non-verbal. Communicates mostly through sign language, but also does other stuff so more people understand him (this headcanon is originally made by @sailing-ever-west, all credits go to them). Shouts a lot, hyposensitive to most stims, absolutely no social cues get to his head, stimming in every way possible, big autism eyes, special interest in beetles and sonic ("it doesn't exist in one piece universe-" ssh shsh shhh) does not get sarcasm or lies at all, needs a caregiver to help him on day to day life, spends a lot of energy in simple tasks, has meltdowns that include self harm when emotionally overloaded (like in Sabaody and after Marineford).

Has ADHD, due to it has a really hard time when learning new stuff that are complex. Needs to have some medicine from Chopper so he is able to function without running or drifting away on his thoughts, as it is very severe and affects much his life (I don't know much about specific symptoms of ADHD, please forgive me)

Smaller than you'd think for a 17 years old, so people think he is younger due to his complexion and baby face. Has lots of scars, from childhood and pirate years. His skin is dark and black hair is always messy.

The absolute nonbinary (agender, but he doesn't care about that) and aroace icon, an AAAAA battery (autism, adhd, agender, asexual, aromantic). Romance? Sex? Gender? What's that? Never heard of it, can you eat those? He loves his crew! And he is Luffy! Although he got used to he/him, absolutely does not care about which pronouns you use for him.

So thin people could think he does not eat enough, but that's only because he is always running through the ship and spending A LOT of energy, so the amount of food he eats does not show off on his body type.

Favorite colors are red and white, this last one cause of gear 5 (it looks like freedom).

Makes a lot of noises, and has one specific for each nakama. They just know which is who, that way, he can call them without anyone else noticing. Also, when he doesn't like someone, just stops trying to talk and goes screaming towards them, which is a little terrifying to see.

Sometimes, after Wano, he can hear Nika. He told the crew about this and everyone freaked out ("WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN LISTEN GOD?????")

Calls Ace and Sabo frequently, and, after film Red, Uta, too. Those moments, a tired Usopp is grabbed to translate to the Den Den Mushi literally everything Luffy says, which is, like, A LOT.

Bros with Zoro, likes clinging to Nami and Law, makes very big puppy eyes to Sanji when he appears on the kitchen wanting food, teaches everything he knows to Bonney (everyone thinks he is a bad influence)

Listens to any kind of music, but really likes brazillian rap and funk

Always on the same fucking clothing, washes it once a month as Luffy himself barely bathes, always on flip-flops or chinelo how we call it in Brazil

Says he is scared of nothing, but is actually scared of one thing: carnivore plants. Those little motherfuckers.

Before he ate the fruit, he was already really good at gymnastics for his age, and now he uses it to improve his fight style (everybody keeps wondering how he does these sick moves. I mean, yeah, he is made of rubber, but even rubber has limits?????)

Only Makino cut his hair before, back at his village. After a few weeks when she entered the crew, Nami had to convince him to let her do it cuz it looked like shit. She is the only one to wash it and clean it, and even though he always makes it back to looking like a mess.

When he gets tired, he usually just lays on the ground and feels Sunny move through the waves below him. It's kind. Sunny is always very kind, so was Merry.

His favorite people are his crew. If you mess with them, prepare to fucking die. After all, a captain's role is to protect the crew, and he loves them.

Usopp

Autistic, special interest in creating stuff. Hypersensitive to lights, no voice tone control, has lots of social scripts and mental notes about human behaviour, has a hard time telling if people are being sarcastic or not, has frequent meltdowns over visual stims that involve a lot of crying.

Has ADHD, BPD, anxiety and depression. Alongside his compulsive lying, it really makes it hard for him to build relationships that last long, as he feared being hurt, then sometimes ended it so it wouldn't hurt but it did anyway, and other times being abandoned. Thought it was his fault and has a lot of hidden self-loathing due to "screwing it up". Due to that, Kaya was his only friend before the straw hats, as she understood it was not his fault and also knew what it felt like to be left because of something you never asked for in the first place and didn't choose. Usopp has some downs episodes in which he really needs help to find again his will to stay alive, and those times he clings at Robin.

Even though his height is pretty average, just a bit short, his thin body makes him look smaller than he is. Is black, has many freckles, usually keeps his curly hair in a bandana because he doesn't want to spend much time with it.

Nonbinary, but just noticed now when he first heard of it. He feels like something, but it's not a man nor a woman. Very in love with Kaya, they started dating right before he left Syrup Village (I am taking this from the live action thank you very much)

Very good at fishing, one of the best ones on crew, only loses to Jinbei. Always complains that Jinbei wins just because he is stronger and can grab bigger fish.

Favorite color is yellow and orange. It's all over his room, kind of overwhelming.

Whenever he is sad, he speaks to himself as if his mom was there, telling her the adventures he and the straw hats had.

Always calls Kaya and always looks like he is about to melt in a puddle of honey because of how sweet his words are. He really loves her.

Besties with Nami, they like gossiping and being the only people with common sense on this crew. Usually creeped out by Robin, but likes her companion most of the time. Infodumps a lot with Franky about ships and building. Gets along very well with Brook for some reason absolutely nobody knows.

Loves rap and does some himself, is actually good (opposite to Franky. Sorry, dude).

Wears more loose clothes at the ship, but when he is out is always wearing the Sogeking fit in case of a battle (Chopper and Luffy were stunned).

Scared of way too nice people. Has never actually seen one before he entered the straw hats and normally they end up trying to kill them, so yeah, this kind of people doesn't seem very trustworthy.

Likes theater. This shouldn't be a surprise, but is better at it than anyone would think. Never shows his true skills and when he does, people are so stunned they don't get that's actually Usopp.

The girls use him to try make up. At the start, he protested, but ended up liking it. Now, they call him for the girl night outs so he can try their new make ups.

Likes telling the litte Merry the stories about the crew's new adventures. She is still there, after all.

Even though he calls himself a coward, is one of the bravest crew members and can and will fight you if you touch his nakama.

Chopper

Autistic reindeer (don't ask). Does not get social cues, can't differenciate human faces for some reason. Special interest in medicine. Often struggles when showing love. Has a lot of flappy hands. Meltdowns involve overload of auditory stim.

Very little and furry (not like a furry tho). Is hugged by Bonney like a teddybear. His horns often fall for some random season reason, but they always grow back, don't worry.

What the hell is a gender? Literally does not know. Only knows about sex because of medical reasons, but has no knowledge about how it might affect or not a human's gender cause he doesn't know what's a gender. Couldn't care less which pronouns you use.

Even though he is the member of the crew with the lowest bowty, he is so cute he is the most well known of them, and SOLELY BECAUSE OF HIM they get recognized as the straw hat pirates. This ended up to the plan of a- pretending he is a teddy bear (Bonney loves this option) or b- pretending to be an itty tiny baby (Robin loves this option cause she is the one to carry him in this situation)

Favorite colors are red, pink and light yellow. A cutie.

Knows some light bad words, but everyone is very wary to not swear around him because they know Robin would kill them if she heard Chopper swear.

Very attached to his medical stuff as most of them are Hiriluk's. Whenever some of them breaks or has some defect, he panicks and starts crying and running to Usopp so he fixes it.

Constantly calls Kureha, even more than the other nakama do to their families, cuz he sometimes needs some medical advice from her on those super-specific-situations-that-can-only-happen-at-one-specific-rock-in-grand-line. She always knows what to do for some reason.

Besties with Bonney for being the only kids (he's 13 btw). Very attached to Robin and Zoro, once called them mom and dad and made both have a heart attack. Always likes to be around Nami, Usopp, Vivi and Karoo as they are the five weakest and the "coward gang". Trying to learn surgery from Law, even though he knows his methods might be a little unusual.

Likes musics he calls "soft". What that means, nobody knows. He just says if a song is soft or not soft at all.

Likes wearing human clothes, unfortunately, the only ones he finds in towns are those for babies. He is mocked by Bonney because of that.

Terrified of bats. If he hears one, he will probably faint. Vampires are the worst creatures to be ever born.

Likes sewing, even though it developed solely to create clothes for him that aren't for babies. Will patch the crew's clothes, but refuses to make new ones for them.

Has opposal thumbs because. Well, he ate the human fruit. And he needs them. It's very practical, actually.

Stims by jumping and rocking back and forth, it feels nice.

Very defensive of his nakama. Even though he is not the most threatening guy in the world, he definitely can become.

Brook

Autistic, special interest in music, stims vocally literally everytime he can, has no social understanding of others, does not get sarcasm or lies, never had different facial expressions, hypersensible to emotions.

Blind since childhood, carries a white cane with them, learned to use observation haki to feel better their surroundings. Literally nobody noticed until they asked for a book in braille, and then Brook was like "what do you mean you didn't know?"

Taller human (well, kind of human), when alive was black and has managed to keep their afro, always used round sunglasses but now doesn't because. Well. They got no eyes. Was already very thin, but now is even more due to. Yknow. BEING A SKELETON.

As they spent a lot of time alone, they could find out they were neither a man nor a woman, they are way too much amazing for that. They are just the crew's musician (and grandpa)!

Nobody knows how the fuck they manage to eat, sleep and poop. Chopper tries to find out, but still can't figure how this happens. Brook isn't bothered at all, Chopper poking around them tickles (another question Chopper has, how the fuck you feel tickling without nerves or skin?!)

Don't has a favorite color, but always says it's purple when people ask. Never explained why.

Does not swear, is startled by it.

Sometimes speaks to themself due to spending such a long time alone. These moments, some member of the crew will help them and stay around until Brook feels better.

Knows how to play every fucking instrument ever. It's REALLY impressive, and nobody knows how ("I'm such a mysterious person yohohohoho")

Besties with Jinbei, Franky and Robin. Likes bothering Law and making him try to kill them, it's fun. Lets Robin teach Bonney biology by letting her disassemble and try to assemble them again (Bonney feels bad if she assembles them the wrong way, but Chopper always calms her down by putting everything on the right place).

Loves every music ever made. Even bad songs will sound good if they play it, it's their superpower.

Wears victorian-like clothes that were fashion literally 50 years ago. Refused to change their closet even after leaving Thriller Bark, with just a few fun additions.

Very scared of ghost stories. Some will make them even pass out.

Very good at logic puzzles, those kinds of charades of, like, "A needs to sit on a bus with eleven seats but has fought with half of the people and B is in love with them and wants to stay near them and C", yeah, they rock this shit.

Sometimes ends up breaking a bone. The first time everyone panicked, but Chopper managed to put it in a cast and it was alright.

They love touching stuff that are making sounds at the moment. The vibrations feel really nice.

Not the biggest fan of killing people, but doesn't mind causing some heart attacks to those who have hurt their crew.

Law

Autistic and nonverbal, used to communicate through sign language as a kid but then changed it to writing because of Cora. Special interest is Germa 66 fandom stuff. No facial expressions. Absolutely hates bread due to it feeling awful. Hypersensitive to touch. Does not know and does not want to social interact. Has shutdowns in which he can't move.

Has PTSD due to the destruction of White Town and Cora's death. Often has flashbacks and will sometimes go on a violent frenzy, at these moments needs to stay in a closed space so he can get out of it.

Has dark skin, but there are a few small white patches that look a lot like vitiligo as scars from the white lead. Black eyes, hair and goatee, has many tatoos and scars through their body, a little taller than average and kind of strong. Has a tatoo of the name Cora over his heart* (no, it's not corny, shut up).

Transmasc and nonbinary, found out a few months after leaving Donquixote Pirates. Chose Law as it was close enough to his deadname so it would still match with Lami's. Also aroace, very grossed out by romance, PDA and sex. Finds all of these to be pretty stupid.

Thought the straw hats were gonna hate them because of the whole "we are not allies" thing and just tolerate their presence because Luffy helped them after they lost the Heart Pirates. He was really surprised with how kind everyone (well, some were not kind, but still nice) was to them, and, for the first time in a long, long while, let themself cry, alone, on the bedroom, while thinking about their crew.

Favorite color is black. He is very emo. Vivi keeps calling him an e-boy in secret. He can never know.

Would swear a lot if he had the energy to do so solely by writing. These times, he uses his favorite sign, the middle finger.

One day, Franky saw him praying for his loved ones, alone. He didn't say anything, but nobody complain when he added a room to the ship for personal praying and paying respects to deceased loved ones.

Almost never makes noises, just when caught off guard (lil surprise exclamations), and because of his writing communication, also developed the habit to register everything that happened. Heard the stories of the crew and is now writing down everything, an unintentional diary writer.

For some reason, Yamato really wants a spar with them, but Law keeps saying no. He feels better around Robin, Vivi and Zoro, as they never bother him. Needs to keep his door locked so Luffy, Usopp, Nami and Bonney won't borrow (steal) his shit all the time.

Likes rock, yeah, but has a special love for indie, more fandom-niche songs, like the phenomenom of "Harpy Hare".

Wears solely emo, goth or punk clothes, nothing else (yes, his hat fits these styles perfectly). Spends a long time chosing their clothes, actually.

Scared of dogs. Just doesn't like the fact they are too hyperactive, unpredictable and have sharp teeth (maybe that's why he is a lil scared of Yamato too).

Learned to play some ukulele as a kid, but is not the best at it now. Has only played to the heart pirates and the straw hats, as he never had the chance to do so for Cora.

Uses eyeliner, but few people actually realize it. The girls did, and want him to teach how to do one so nice like his.

Due to being a surgeon, is VERY aware of diseases and dirt, and has forced everyone to take showers and change clothes regularly because his ass is NOT staying in a ship where people bath once a month.

Has lots of fidget toys he keeps on his pockets. Whenever they get nervous, they just pick them up and nobody asks.

Is afraid of losing this crew too, so gets even more merciless than before towards people that want to hurt any of the straw hats.

*I think I'm really clever because of that cuz Corazon is the spanish for Coração which is the portuguese for Heart so it's even more corny Law does not know about the romane languages logic and let it be visible for me mwahahahahahaha

[huntershowl-moving]

SHIPPING INFO // ANSWER THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR MUSES SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER(S)?

tough to answer for an oc, but i'm gonna be honest, the oldest ride-or-die slowburn ship has been @tewwor's litho and i'll always be a little bit obsessed with him & seph.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

uhhh obviously when one muse is a minor. other than that, i feel like... it depends so hard. if we're talking two adult humans, 10 yrs is fine as long as one of the muses is over like 25? generally the older the younger person is the less i'm bothered by an age gap. like if the younger person is in their 30s/40s/50s it's not a huge deal anymore. also obviously long lifespans/immortality are generally exempt as long as the other muse is ALSO AN ADULT.

as y'all can see by the list further down, seph's age ranges WILDLY between verses, timelines and dynamics (anywhere from a young teen to early 30s). i always try to keep her age relatively close to the ship partner's!

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NSFT?

i'd play it as safe as possible and say as soon as things progress past a passionate makeout session SKJDHJKDHS

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

YES BIG TIME.... seph is such a difficult character to ship with. i LOVE shipping so i do have a decent amount of them on this blog, but it always requires chemistry, plotting, and a Lot of patience and toughness on the partner's part to deal with all the ABSOLUTE FUCKSHIT that comes with choosing to stay by her side.

WHO ARE OTHER CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?

current: @tewwor — litho, jie & ricochet (polycule), lior & adal (polycule) @crowshoots — jesper @crowgreeds — kaz @vsagis — izuku (potential/future) @sevenbulletsavior — karen (potential/future) god i hope i'm not — forgetting anyone, please forgive me if so past: peaky blinders — tommy shelby daredevil — matt murdock arcane — silco (older verse obvi), vi (younger verse obvi) several OCs over the years. <3

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?

IS THAT NOT CONSIDERED NORMAL???

ARE YOU SHIP-OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?

i am Obsessed. i've just made it so fucking difficult for myself YWHDSDHDSJ

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?

n/a

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?

just write & plot w me!! and if the vibe is there, we can chat about it! please always feel free to ask about it — as i said, i'm ship Obsessed (and love attention <3) so even if i don't feel the vibe, i'm still so happy to be reached out to.

generally, the types of people seph has the most romantic chemistry with are:

powerful crime boss types (tendency toward either healthy or toxic devotion. guard dog archetype. she would bare her throat to them)

equally angry, mean or violent mfers who oppose them at first (fight fight fight!!!! learn about each other!!! bonding!!!! look in the mirrors that are their eyes!!!! literary foils!!!!!! AAAAA!!!! forced proximity!!! enemies to lovers!!! so so many fun tropes here)

generally, conflict drives chemistry for seph! her brain's so fucked up man. so characters she sees as an equal in some way a++

other things that help: pre-established relationships (like childhood pals) when seph was younger/generally before hellhound, so that they know for a fact she didn't use to be a monster. "what happened to you." extreeeeemely juicy shit. / being part of the unseen's inner circle, which lends itself to trust / being her employer, which lends itself to loyalty.

tagged by : stoled from @noquirks <3

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HII WELCOME BACK IM GLAD YOURE OKAY so.about my cafae latte oc they're a wolfwalker called Raine Nymbus and they use any pronouns when they were younger a drifting fae portal accidentally snatched them from the fae realm onto the mortal realm [specifically puerto rico, im puertorican and i like having my ocs reflect that in some way] and they were able to live pretty well despite being alone. they could pass surprisingly well as a dog when in their wolf form . However once faefolk and stuff became public knowledge the rumors of them being a wolfwalker with magic healing powers spread and eventually someone found their human body while they were away in wolf form. the person eventually also finds their wolf form and takes them away, putting the wolf form and the human body in 2 separates cages n stuff so raine couldnt go back into their human body the kidnapper was able to pass undetected saying he was like.some animal control agent that got called because "a wolf accidentally boarded a merchandise export boat and got off when the boat docked at puerto rico" [which is a lie] anyways ! he eventually got to minessotta with raine but raine was able to escape their cage and run now how does this tie to the cafae crew ? imagine youre jc. its a hot summer day and youve been working in the kitchen all day. you go to the front desk to see if anyone needs help with anything and a fucking Wolf breaks into the cafe. bob [and patrick who was also there] notice that.hey ! thats not a normal wolf while everyones panicking raine ends up leaping over the counter and hiding in the back/storage and soon enough the kidnapper shows up trying to play it off as "oh im sorry that was my dog can i have it back" nobody believes him obv bob enchants him to tell the truth but he runs away before they could get All the information, so all they know is that it's a wolfwalker and the guy has their human body Somewhere using nicoles divination they were able to figure out roughly where the body was and with patrick's wolf knowledge [wnd the fact that he can turn Into a wolf] he was able to communicate with raine and tell them that hey ! its gonna be ok we're here to helpand they do eventually find the body and curse the kidnapper.assuming deer woman or the sphynx didnt get him first

anyways this series of episodes ends with raine returning to their body and making an "i owe you" deal with bob since they dont have any money they couldnt repay bob for her help in returning them to their body.and then we dont see raine for a couple of episodes UNTIL the cafe is starting to get more customers and bob is thinking about hiring new people but none of the people who have applied have been good picks meanwhile nicole is in the woods that she goes to often to try and find this rare magical plant shes mentioned in canon but surprise ! theres an evil person.and shes too far from the stream for the sphynx to help.so its such a surprise when this wolf just !! jumps in out of nowhere !! and mauls the guy !!! wow what a coincidence

nicole tells bob about the encounter and how shes like 100% sure it was raine so bob offers raine the opportunity to complete the "i owe you" deal by working for her, which they agree too [keep in mind the "i owe you" did NOT force raine to work at the cafe, bob simply gave raine the opportunity to complete the "i owe you" by working at the cafe. if raine had denied, the "i owe you" wouldve been used in another situation] whew.thank you for letting me ramble - ] / bracket anon

I am alive again!!!!! So very very sorry but AAAAAS

They sound so cool fr fr!!!

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AAAAA I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY SAY THIS BUT I BINGED LIKE 7 EPISODES OF THE 4TH SEASON OF BSD AND I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS I NEED TO SAY THAT I FORGOT TO ACTUALLY SAY

Younger Odasaku please I love him

I MET NIKOLAI!! MY SON!! MY SILLY GUY!!! THE SKRUNKLY!!!

He shot like 3 people in a single episode and killed several more, BUT HES SO SILLY??? LIKE I ALREADY HAD AN IDEA OF HOW HE ACTED BUT DEAR GOD???

ALSO I MET THE HUNTING DOGS!! (I think thats what theyre called-)

JOUNO??? HES SO??? PRETTY????

I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM YET BUT HE SEEMS COOL, SUSPICIONS WERE CORRECT

ALSO TETCHOU LOOKS AO PRETTY AND ETHERAL AND I LOVE HIM HE IS BEING ADDED TO THE BABYGIRL COLLECTION

FUKUCHI SEEMS SILLY TOO SO YIPPEE FOR NOW!!

AND TERUKO??? SHE SEEMS SO SILLY I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHHH AAAAAA I REALLY HOPE WE GET TO SEE MORE OF HER CUZ SHE JUST SEEMS SO SILLY??

Now I just have to hope no one becomes a character I absolutely despise :3

Aaaa speaking of which, FYODOR?? HELLO???

HES SUCH A BITCH I HATE THAT MAN, STUPID MINIPULATIVE SMART ASS MAN

(Hes at top 3 now, Akutagawas still my favorite but Fyodors very high up on my favorite. Would let that man skin me alive with a dull stick 🙏)

Man I love having like 14 favorite characters cuz that means if any of them die I can just focus on another favorite character :D

Unless it's Akutagawa I really hope he stays alive I'd have to mourn for like 3 weeks

ASAGIRIS GOT NOTHING ON ME, HE CAN KILL WHO HE WANTS BUT IM NOT RUNNING OUT OF FAVORITES THIS TIME (Traumatized from jjba legit all my favorites died in that show)

ALSO POES EXTREMELY GAY BRO FYM RIVAL YOU GUYS ARE DATING

Also I felt like Jouno and Tetchou were gonna be shipped because of the whole "I hate you the most in this organization" And I was right, so I'm trying to figure out which one I should adopt

On one hand Jounos silly and adorbs, BUT TETCHOUS JUST SO PRETTY AND I LOVE THE LITTLE HEARTS/TRIANGLES/SHAPE THINGS BY HIS EYES AND AHDAKDSJD HES JUST SO PRETTYYYY

I KNOW FOR A FACT IM ADOPTING TEROKU SHES MY DAUGHTER AND I LOVE HER

ALSO THE WAY CHUUYA CAME BY IN THE HELICOPTER WITH THAT TWINK ASS POSE LIKE??? AGHHHH CHUUYAAAAAA

Also Nikolai saying Fyodor was the only one who understood him?? Sounds kinda gay bird boy 🤨🤨🤨

I do really like his analogies with birds though, they make me go yippee

ALSO I KNEW POE WAS RICH BUT I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS THAT RICH DEAR GOD

Also quick question do I get more content to froth at the mouth for when Fyolai?? Or am I gonna have to overanalyze every sentence and sound delusional?

[canideadmeow]

there have been times when I felt a little sad after finishing a series 'cause i won't be able to watch the characters and their chemistry anymore, or there won't be any new eps on a given day of the week. recently, I finished watching the untamed and i feel sooo helpless?? like i've never felt this way before...the ending was nice, the plot was good, I loved the characters and their chemistry, even irl the actors were v fun to watch, like their silly moments and all but I'm just so?? clueless?? about what to do next??? how will I continue living when I don't have anything to watch now?? and ik I'll eventually (maybe) find something new but like...aaaaa idk how to express this, it has given me sm trauma but it has also healed me, there's sm content left of the cast to watch and I'm grateful for that, there are also two spinoff movies but i constantly feel so overwhelmed w sadness as if I won't be able to live the same way as i did before?? it just broke me soooo badly but it also fixed me in a way I can't explain?? it has come to the point where I would genuinely sell my soul to protect the characters and even the real life actors but it's just that...it feels like I won't be able to watch anything else now 'cause that's just how good it is. i won't be able to watch any other content unless I try to get back into what I used to watch before, ik i love this series and ik it's v special to me but it'll keep hurting me if I continue over consuming it. it all started w a deal I made w my younger sibling, i asked her to watch a survival show 'cause i knew she would like it. in return, she asked me to watch the untamed...it has 50 eps, when I almost made it to the half part, I knew i shouldn't have started this series ever 'cause it had made me feel so overwhelmed by its existence and it was affecting me not only mentally, but also my mood was constantly so down and i was so angry...but there was no in bw, either I could've stopped back then and always have the curiosity about what would've happened next or i could've continued watching it and let it hurt me, consume me while also healing me in a way I can't explain. I've formed a v toxic relationship w this series :') but even after all this, i truly love them and would protect them w everything i have, I just can't seem to let them go so easily