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BLUEY WENT TO INDONESIA IM SO OK WITH THIS
#WE'VE BEEN ACKNOWLEDGED IM CRYING#WE EXIST!!!#AND ITS DKJGFSNKJNSDF THE HOTEL IN BALI IT'S SO ACCURATEGDJKS#bluey#do you know how rare it is for us to even be Mentioned jfc#i wouldve killed for one (1) indonesian dog#i gotta do everything myself#shut up mars#fuck i cried again
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If Jason had been written to have atleast somewhat of a jealousy streak of Percy, then it would have made him more human tbh. Ironically I feel like the fandom would've been much more empathetic to his character, if he acknowledged that he envied Percy a little and then came to terms with it. We know that Jason's fear of being 2nd best is a very integral part of his character, I mean, Gaia taunting him with that in his nightmares was enough to reduce him into tears. and that's the ONLY time we've even remotely seen him cry. Percy had so many things Jason didn't have, a loving mom, a loving girlfriend who took a knife for him and never broke his heart, a loving camp that looked for him endlessly after he went missing, people ACTUALLY wanting him to survive because they care about him not because they need him for glory, etc. and if im being honest Poseidon wasn't even that bad of a father (for a big three god, atleast) tbh he still came to percy's 15th birthday, invited him to fishing, genuinely loved sally, she was probably the only mortal he fell in love with and it stayed that way, he was never rude to percy and stuck up for him etc. not tryna say percy had it easy or anything ofc he didnt, but there is no point in denying that he had a MUCH better support system than jason ever had.
The fact that Jason despite having none of these things was not even remotely envious of Percy made him appear like a bland robot with no emotional baggage
Compare this to Nico, who was rightfully a little jealous/idolizing Percy while simultaneously having a crush on him, also a little jealous of Jason because he was "the golden boy" who everyone respected, it made him have SO much depth and the fandom loves him (rightfully so)
also, leo. He was resentful of Percy up until blood of Olympus because of how everyone loved him, how Calypso fell for him almost immediately, etc. it's very realistic.Jason feeling a little resentful of Percy and then later talking it out would've made his character much less of a shallow stereotypical nice guy that ppl dislike.
maybe Rick could've expanded on Jason's jealousy of how quickly camp Jupiter accepted Percy and how quickly Reyna made him praetor, when jason himself had dedicated his whole life to it and was only made praetor in the last couple months, how camp Jupiter and his supposed friends never held a memorial for him even after they thought he was dead, etc. Also how Percy spent more time with thalia than jason ever did, we know he did feel a little envious since he mentioned how much he wished thalia looked for him the way she was looking for percy
I would've loved to see Jason being a little cold to Reyna too because of this and then they later talk it out, since it's VERY realistic, I was surprised with how quickly jason shrugged the whole Percy- being- a -praetor thing off, I thought he'd have felt a little betrayed by Reyna considering that they were childhood friends, and reyna never really sent a search party or something after him like annabeth did, gods, the amount of angst potential this man had i love him ugh
#I might write a fanfic abt this in his pov#Would y'all read it lol#I have so many thoughts rn#The potential UGHH#pjo#percy jackson#pjo hoo#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo fandom#jason grace#piper mclean#leo valdez#annabeth chase#frank zhang#hazel levesque#nico di angelo#reyna avila ramirez arellano#pjo fanfic#percy jackon and the olympians#heroes of olympus
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***I meant to do a post for Chapter 1 of Book 7 earlier but it’s been super chaotic with the holidays 😭***
***Slightly longer post but I just want to get my feelings out lol***
BUT I do wanna vent about specific parts of this chapter cause I’m constantly on edge waiting for the release of Chapter 2 (even though I’ll be crying and hyperventilating throughout the next chapter)
First of all, let me start off with how much I love seeing Sebek have a bitch fit from us calling Malleus Tsunotaro
Like dude basically had an aneurysm and tantrum over it and I fucking love his reaction 😭
(Also totally not loving the attention from Malleus in the very beginning of the chapter 🙈)
Being such a huge fan of Sleeping Beauty I’m thriving on the focus of it for this Book and I can’t wait to see where it takes us ❤️
BUT BUT There were two parts that had me almost to the point of losing my goddamn mind
1. The idea that we could be leaving Ace, Deuce and Grim
When Deuce and Grim started reminiscing and getting upset about us leaving and Grim being alone again
JUST THE ABSOLUTE HEARTBREAK I FELT IN THIS SCENE WAS AWFUL LIKE TWST WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME
CAN WE GIVE OURSELVES A BREAK WE KEEPING GOING THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT TOGETHER
BUT THEN ACE'S REACTION IS SENDING ME TO THE HEAVENS
I'M SO CONFUSED AT ACE'S REACTION LIKE CMON TELL ME HOW YOU ACTUALLY FEEL
Throughout the whole series we've always seen Ace consoling us and keeping his positive outlook, and I'm DYING to see how he reacts to us leaving when we have a guaranteed way home
I feel like once he know's our time is coming to an end, Ace is gonna be inconsolable and just completely break down and beg us to not leave
AND I WILL NOT BE OKAY
IF I SEE ALL THREE OF THEM CRYING ABOUT US LEAVING OR THE OTHER STUDENTS IM GONNA BE IN THERAPY FOR WEEKS
I wish we got to see him more vulnerable but I feel like Yana is just cooking something up to DEVASTATE the fandom
AND THE ACEYUU LOVER THAT I AM IM HOPING WE GET SOME DEVELOPMENT CAUSE THIS LITTLE SHIT IS SO GOOD AT MASKING HIS FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS
LIKE CMON ACE TRAPPOLA LET ME KNOW HOW YOU FEEL
2. Malleus speaking about this past
LET ME TELL YOU MALLEUS DRACONIA NEEDS SO MUCH GODDAMN LOVE
THE AMOUNT OF TIME MALLEUS WAS ALONE AND HE WAS USED TO IT IS ABSOLUTELY AWFUL
(Also screw that last option like why would I ever pick that after what he told us)
Just the fact as he was telling his story and we pointed it out and he was just like "Oh, I guess I was" and acknowledged it
Does everyone need to be so traumatized by their past in this game like goddamn the whole goddamn school needs a therapist
Just reminiscing on his reactions to spending time with us in the main story and side stories, and how much he enjoyed being included just makes the past events more special with him 😭
....And his reaction afterward we told him we'd found a way home...
WE'RE JUST ADDING ON MORE TO HIS LONELINESS AND I HATE IT CAN'T WE GIVE MALLEUS LOVE AND A BREAK
AND THEN THE WAY IT ENDED JUST SENDS ME INTO OVERDRIVE EVERY GODDAMN TIME
.....Malleus facing the horrible reality that everyone is slowly fading from his life and he has no way to prevent this is just....
When I tell you I'm going to be in therapy after Chapter 2, I will be so inconsolable that I will be in shambles for a while
I'm glad I'm also caught up to the Chapter 6 on the JPN server, but having to now relive everything in the EN server I will not be okay
Now I will sit in and cry impatiently as I wait for a date for the newest Chapter (ALSO MANIFESTING MORE CHAPTERS NEXT MONTH FOR BOTH SERVERS EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS)
Enjoying the rest of your day~~!! *walks off in tears*
#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst#disney twst#malleus draconia#ace trappola#deuce spade#twst book 7#twst book 7 spoilers#WHAT MORE CAN I SAY#IM ALL OVER THE PLACE
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Asking some AU comp competitors & supporters:
- Are there any AUs you weren't familiar with that have recently caught your attention, or that you would like to learn more about?
- What are some AUs/fanworks that you enjoy, and would encourage more people to go check out? (Doesn't have to be in the comp!)
Oh Stars, where do I begin?
The server of the competition is full of so many creators, many of whom I have never met or known of their AUs before(I'm still quite new to the fandom), and it's been great engaging with all of them!
I can't list every single AU I wanna learn more about, there's too many!
I'm very intrigued by Aberration by probablynotarutabega whom I'm going up against in the coming bracket, and I literally spent some time today reading what they have available so I could get to know it better! I hope we're at least able to team up!
There's also the Revelations Timeline AU by idk im just here now who has a really cool insight into how the Krang and the magic system works in their AU! I'd like to say we've become friends over this little time
Of course I have to talk up some of my friends AUs!
Minecraft Isekaid by songdrop (who has teamed up with Mitosis by Varian_dislikes_cheese) is a really cool AU about the rise boys getting stuck in Minecraft but as they explore things are not quite how they know. They're incredibly talented at art and storytelling and have so many ideas it's absolutely insane!
There's also the Soulmates(Evil) AU by Evan that's heavy Mikey angst and it's wonderful to see the other characters beating up MeatSweats
Oh dear this is gonna be long isn't it ehe. There's just too many to count!
The Employees is done by multiple folks and follows a collective of OCs that work for Senior Hueso
Minor Interference by bambiraptorx is on my To Read list where the turtles accept Draxum's offer of training with him
As for ones that are not in the competition I have many suggestions:
Clean up Crew also by songdrop, a small fic that's part of his like, 6 AUs in one universe the guy's an idea machine!
I discovered A Mirror's Reflection by ratsistryingtheirbest here on Tumblr as just a "what if" post and I may or may not have sort of dared them into making it. And it's really good! A rise Future AU where Leo, Mikey, and CJ are sent to another reality post-apocalypse where their brothers survived. And won the war.
The Nexus Heir by ItzCoffee is a fun AU where Leo gets manipulated into Big Mama's care
I'm not particularly one for fics that have romance/shipping or the Next Generation trope, but Little Warrior by NovelistServant is a proud exception for me. This is an AU where Future Raph gets sent back in time with a baby CJ and things sure do happen. Prepare to cry, prepare to laugh, prepare to cry again but happy this time. I've read it twice
A Tale of Spirits by unorthodoxx recently updated and I'm so excited with where the story is going. You like turtles? You like ATLA? You're gonna like this one
And last but certainly not least, I'd be remiss if I didn't shameless plug my own AU: Remember Forever. I've written plenty of stories before but this is my first fanfiction and it's the longest project I've had so far. It's a post-season 2 pre-movie rise AU where Mikey discovers an alien(that is definitely not my self-insert) and shenanigans ensue. You can of course learn more at my masterpost which is pinned on my blog and by giving it a read! I'm trying my best to write some fluff while also acknowledging that these characters have Gone Through Things.
There are so many more AUs than these that I've mentioned so seriously go check everyone out! Thanks so much for the ask and I wish everyone a great time in the competition!
#tmnt au comp#tmnt au competition#tmnt au competition 2024#remember forever au#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#writeblr#ao3 fanfic#unpause rise of the tmnt
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Leverage Log: the Lonely Hearts Job
Well with a name like that, im expecting this to either be about con-artists cheating people on E-harmony, or a legitimately tragic story about love and/or loss...
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Ok so Rich man arrives with armed goons (heck of a way to make a fist impression) and is crying within 2 minutes of the episode starting... I've said before that i want to see more of the marks' humanised so this promises to be an interesting episode. Nate: "There's no evidence of wrongdoing, She left you" Sophie (to nate): "thats harsh" Wellesley the fourth: "no it isnt".
This is a guy who knows how it looks, understand that it looks that way and acknowledges it openly. Its nice to see us go from last episode's overly naive Hurley to one of the more competent clients we've seen so far. "Whatever you want... its yours. Just find my wife".
I wonder whats going through Nate's mind in this moment. Here's a guy he's been scouting as a mark begging to be taken as a client...
Gut feeling: The second wife (the one who is missing) was actually the type of golddigger it looks like, but accounting for episode name. Its gonna be one of those "the mask grows to fit you" situations where they actually fell for the guy.
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So Hardisons analysis implies this guy is like, legit as clients go. He's inherited old money not new money, which is the difference between "evil billionaire CEO" and "Born with privilege, gonna use it how I can". Basically: His great granpa would've been a Leverage mark, but he himself is a legit philantropist.
Meanwhile missing wife may in fact be a black widow. (luckily this client has his own goonsquad to protect him, so we dont need to leave Elliot behind to protect him)
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Parker extremely annoyed she's not allowed to steal any of the rich folks' jewelry at the auction. The Boys deciding to have an auction-shaped dick-measuring contest.
Hardison wins the bid, we are reminded that one of Sophie's aliases is a duchess.
Ok so its an entire army of Sophie's.
Need to fight the ringleader, "pick a fight with Hardisons date". Well she did what you asked her to!
--- "I promise next time, i'll use the word argument instead of fight." Clear Comunication! If only people IRL would learn this lesson.
And once more the little Parker moments "what's a Hohe Minnie?", she's consistently the only member of the Young Thieves who takes an interest in the other people's jobs in the cons they're running. She's definitly being primed as Nate's eventual replacement (wether permanent or temporary).
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Nate's pajama's. Sophie is loving the idea of a con where Nate has to "pretend" to wine-and-dine her.
I agree with Elliot, the moment it turned out they were grifters, the bet was off. But also, like that we once again get a nod at his cooking skills. "do you want me to teach you about the wines again?" "thats hurtfull and presumptious... but yes."
--- I love the way that Elliot punching the guy out is framed as a shot, good transition. Elliot bribing the guitarist, photographers commentary is great. "I picked you", such a simple statement, Every other member of the group was recruited by Dunevich, but Nate brought Sophie.
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They found the wife. Suprisingly she isnt dead. (Meredith seems competent enough to tie off that loose end, and i think she could've exposited on the similarity to Nate falling in love with "The Duchess". But then, without recovering the wife Nate doesnt get to have a Favor for use in the season climax)
Seeing the gifts... Im 100% certain Elliot improv'd the guitar as well, that wasnt actually a Nate plan. Just Elliot.
Final tease with Latimer, he's a bit too much of a nothing-character to be truly intimidating, which means either the showrunners are making a mistake somewhere, or he's about to take a big fall to sell the credibility of the guy who he just called. Wait.... i just got a brainniggle. The story he tried to spin to Nate: "Someone stole a guy's patents", thats the same lie used in episode 1 of season 1. This in the same episode that had a reminder about the difference with Sophie and the other members of the team (on the subject of how they joined the team)
Is Latimer working for the Episode 1 mark? Or is my brain just doing that "i've connected the dots" meme?
Guess i'll see in time.
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big brained anon here from a's most recent analysis. i have smth for rylan. rem when i said 'comfortable sharing trauma in jokes rather than in serious situations because they dont wan to face those feelings for a second time', well based on Rylan's lines on the game "if i told you all of my secrets, I wouldnt have any part of me left." my girl/boy/person has trust issues 100%. they think that if they smile, and are able to make jokes about certain situations that make them uncomfortable, they can grow comfortable with the situations, meaning that they can hide who they are from the public, after all "give them enough to form a relationship with you, but never enough to hurt you". They're exhausted by their own game that they're the only ones hurting themselves (self sabotage) at this point, but they're either not self aware enough to acknowledge that or bury their feelings so far down that they dont have to acknowledge being self aware enough. that's why they play the game they do, how far they can flirt with someone or make someone hate them before they pull away, as stated in the book. it's because they dont know how to be in tune with their own emotions, that playing this game with other people's emotions is the only way they can indirectly handle their own. playing this game with emotions is the only way they allow themselves to feel, but it ends in more self sabotage because they bury it again. also, you mentioned they havent let themselves cry in a while. probably because letting themsleves cry means they have to let out all the emotions they've been hiding over the years, but thats so scary for them, why should we confront something when we've been avoiding it for so long? this is so long, and i was gonna try to write more, but idk maybe not. hope im somewhere on the right path lmao
okay this one’s so interesting to me because like, it’s half right and half wrong. and maybe i’m gaslighting myself but i’m kinda happy you didn’t guess it all because it means Rylan’s still kinda a mystery, which, is what i want them to stay as. at least for now.
i’ll say that it’s the ‘playing with emotions’ bit is what’s wrong here. i’m sure it wasn’t your intention but it kinda makes Rylan seem like sadistic haha which, they’re not. they don’t enjoy hurting other people. if anything, they almost take pleasure in hurting themself? or, how do i explain this. you could almost say it’s their version of a test. they like seeing how far they can go as a way to see how far they’ve come in blocking off their emotions. they’re nowhere near emotionally constipated as K, but after being hurt in the past, they perceive caring for people as a crux, so they basically want to see if they’ve ‘improved’ on that front.
but yeah, it’s definitely self-sabotage. and they realize this, but they’ve accepted that’s what they need. they’ve trusted people and been betrayed—it’s not something they want to go through again. and these aren’t, like, small betrayals like hanging out without you. to Rylan, they’re life-changing and they’d rather run than go through that again.
but yes !! if you have more analyses i’d love to hear them <3
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suicide tw a little later in the post, kinda heavy, kinda long. sorry i just need to talk about this
i was on youtube yesterday while trying to calm down from spiraling, and before i could find a video i wanted to put on, a 9 year old video my brother posted popped up. it didnt have any more than 10 views. knowing it'd be bittersweet, i clicked.
i was in 90% of the videos he posted. we'd be playing everything together. gaming videos, of course, if you dont know my brother, he's a gamer first person second. but in a well-adjusted way lol. he's like, really good at every game he plays and can beat them really quickly.
on one hand, it was really weird seeing my old self, even in video games. my typing style, the name i used, my character styles, etc. on the other, seeing my brother, young and so close to me, typing slow, awkward... it made me smile.
he and i used to be really close. we'd do everything together. he ... looked up to me. he talked to me. these days we've drifted. we don't ever text unless its a birthday, and then its just to say happy birthday, no conversation. i don't think we've had an actual conversation since i left. but even before then, the last time we really talked was when i was heavily suicidal and opened up about that to him finally. this was in late 2019, i believe.
he was caring, understanding, said he's struggled with it himself in the past, told me everything. and he said he would always be there for me.
it.. broke my heart, one night. we were all drinking, and he ended up getting emotional but none of us knew why. until eventually he started crying and just calling my name over and over. "oh, [deadname].... [name], [name], [name].... [name]! [name]! [name]!" it ripped my heart out, and just recalling it is painful. i knew exactly why he called my name. he was scared. he thought i was going to kill myself, and soon. and to be fair, at that point, i thought i was going to as well. i didn't tell him that, but he knew.
i'm crying lol. no one else ever knew why he did that. but i did. he was drunk out of his mind, so i ended up walking him back to his room and putting him to bed. he made me sit on his bed until he fell asleep. he fell asleep fairly quick, as he was very drunk and out of it. but he didnt want me to leave his side, so i stayed a little longer anyways.
that was the last time we were ever truly close. i wonder if he remembers that.
during my visit back to texas last year, i asked if he was mad at me. if he was ever upset that i left. he said no, he would never hold that against me. which was nice. but it did mean that the reason we drifted was just... for nothing. i mean, dont get me wrong, we'd been drifting for longer than that, the last few years i lived with him, he stayed alone in his room most of the time, and i never knew what to say. he's always been awkward, quiet, anxious, so talking wasnt easy. and i guess growing up made that feel impossible.
he eventually got a girlfriend, after years of me questioning if he was even into the idea of dating and romance at all lol, and she ended up living with us. im glad for her, coz she really turned his life around. but it did mean that i saw him even less. he was occupied with her.
theyre still together btw. his first ever relationship and its been years. good for him.
but anyways... i guess all of this just to say i miss him. i never thought we'd drift. it's hard to think about. hard to acknowledge.
looking back at those old youtube videos made me face that again. he was so young. so happy. so enthusiastic.
he had no idea what would happen.
#log date.txt#suicide tw#i talked to my sister about feeling bad about drifting from him a while ago#she said next time i visit we would make more of an effort to all hang out together#which is nice. but i dont think.. i ...#i don't think we'll ever be that close again.#i feel a little better after crying. im okay.
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stray ep9 thoughts
(that i hope someone picks up & expands on since im still sort of crying)
mhok / night parallels anyone? both of them have sort of lost their siblings (as in, day refusing to acknowledge night more than necessary, ignoring and hating him) & blame themselves (tho mhok tries to pretend he doesn't); both of them have cut on drinking (and picked up smoking? tho i guess mhok smoked before), we even have the same moment of them both refusing the drinks someone familiar to them served
day refused to accept he's going blind for the longest time, stalling, waiting for the supposed transplant some day in the future, but in the very end, it's mhok who's refusing to accept the ending of the book (they both had to know how it would end, even if they didn't have the last page?), he is now the one and day is the one who has to coax him into acceptance
god. the final scene overall. the whole climb representing their whole journey to here and now (acceptance, love, trust, faith, etc). the way we can't expect things (a beautiful sunset) to always be there, but it doesn't change the fact that the journey was worth it nevertheless, that the experiences we had have shaped & changed us (for the better)
the change-up we've been waiting for delivered in the devastating way as day FINALLY described things to mhok instead. but we could've guessed it from mhok wearing the blind man with a cane shirt (besides just them wearing each other's shirts.... cute.....); reminding us just how much day has also changed mhok, and how much he has helped him; earlier and funnier example ofc being mhok being scared of the place they stayed at while day remained unbothered and offered to look for him
i absolutely love that the (lovely) sex scene was part of the journey and not the destination, and we didn't end the episode on it
on a rewatch... sadly..... now i DO think they will separate before finding their way to each other again.
but i guess we have no choice but to trust aof and the story because
(I DON'T WANT IT but i have to trust it will work.)
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Ao3
HI new fic. this one is fully finished im just going over it. its omegaverse but sfw, btw thank you dylan and cody for betaing for me, im anxious and i wanna post the 1st chap today lol.
i keep forgetting to promote my fics here...! if anyone would like me to continue putting them here w the ao3 link and the story itself, lemme know
One day, his world shattered beneath his feet, leaving him with an indescribable emptiness. Nothing would help make him feel any better, no matter how much he tried, no matter how much his loved ones attempted to cheer him up.
The prevailing belief held by the entire world was that the most formidable ninjas were alphas; resolute, powerful, and fearless. Though the occasional beta ninja existed, the hierarchy seemed fixed without any hopes of change. Then came the revelation: Neji, a member of a traditional clan, discovered he was an omega.
According to the stringent traditions of the Hyuga, omegas were relegated solely to the role of stay-at-home caregivers, solely tasked with raising pups. The pressure mounted as they would soon start trying to force him to find an alpha to make a family with, not caring about how skilled he was at his job, or what his desires were.
They would do their best to break him, but none could get close. His newly presented secondary gender caused him to refuse any and all company.
Devastated and with the urge to cry, he contemplated retreating from the world, seeking solace within the confines of his home. The irony struck hard—he had achieved the rank of Jounin through unwavering determination and hard work, only to be confronted by fate's capriciousness. It had once again decided to be a piece of shit to him, as if the universe was trying hard to play a foul joke on him.
His absence didn't go unnoticed by his team and, when Neji wasn't expecting it, they appeared at his doorstep to see what was going on, bringing fish soba and some sunflowers in an attempt to cheer him up. He’d learn later that they had already suspected his new identity as he admitted it in a whisper, not daring to look at the other three; all alphas, as he should've been.
“My dear student, there’s no need to feel any shame about being an omega,” Gai reassured with a soft smile decorating his face, placing a warm hand on his shoulder, but the brunet just kept his gaze fixed on the floor. “You’re already a splendid ninja, Neji! You'll just need to take scent blockers for your missions.”
Lee and Tenten stood by his side, not saying much in fear of upsetting him by accident– after all, not long had passed since Neji began to soften to the world, specifically to his team. Uncertain about how to interact with him, they were now grappling with the added complexity of what the brunet (and his clan) see as his newfound vulnerability.
“Have you seen an omega be a ninja, Gai? There's a reason they always stay at home,” Neji argued, crossing his arms against his chest, still not looking at his companions.
There was silence. The brunet could tell the room had grown tense just by the slightly sour smell surrounding him, though his friends were more nervous than anything else.
And then Gai spoke again, his voice sounding gentle and soft.
“... I used to know one, actually. Someone who taught me a lot of what I know, someone I admire with all of my heart,” he replied, and Neji looked at him with a combination of surprise and confusion in his gaze. “Maito Dai. My dad.”
His mentor had spoken about his dad with the team, yet he had always left that detail behind. Actually, Gai hadn't told them about Dai being an omega before. Neji’s not surprised that he’s not acknowledged much in the village’s history, in that case.
"We've got your back, Neji. Always have, always will!" Tenten chimed in with a warm smile, enveloping him in a careful hug. The rest of the team followed suit, and Neji couldn't deny the soothing effect their embraces always had on him. With the added reassurance of their alpha scents, Neji found himself releasing a sigh, choosing to remain in the comforting silence, reluctant to let go of the affectionate gesture.
“I– we will make sure nothing happens to you, rival!”
The brunet finally chuckled, noticing the slip from his friend in a heartbeat– rather than pointing it out, he leaned towards without saying a single word, knowing well that Lee would never let him fall outside of their usual sparring seasons.
His team would always be there for him, offering him a brief peace from his worries and concerns, at least while they were physically present by his side. The subtlest hint of a smile finally appeared on his face, and the four of them decided to share the food as an excuse to spend some time together..
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Hiashi wasn’t happy with the outcome of his physical maturity, though Neji couldn't remember the last time he had seen his uncle smile in his eighteen years of life. That wasn’t going to change now that he was considered a family disappointment.
After his team left, the man had decided to pay him a visit, with a more evident frown on his face than the one the entire world was used to. Arms crossed against his chest, Hiashi invited himself to his home without asking, looking at his nephew with something akin to anger in his eyes.
“You're an omega,” he said, almost spitting the last word with disgust, as if Neji could have controlled in some way what his secondary gender would be. A growl escaped from his uncle’s mouth as he saw him flinch, only stopping to continue his speech. “You know what that means in our clan.”
Neji didn't reply at first, looking at the ground instead of at the man. He knew that very well, even if he hated all the traditional customs the Hyuga had. Ignoring it all wouldn't make judgment disappear from people's hearts.
“I don't care. I'm a Jounin, Lord Hiashi. I can't let it all go to waste,” Neji exclaimed, gulping as he heard Hiashi growling at him once again, already angrier than when he had stepped into his home.
“It's for your safety, Neji! You can't be a ninja while having the weakest secondary gender of them all!” Hiashi replied, and his wrathful scent made the brunet flinch again by mere instinct. Omegas were sensitive to that kind of thing, more so when it came from an alpha. His uncle seemed to notice and tried to calm down, wanting him to pay full attention to his words instead of focusing on his terror. “I… Hizashi would've wanted you to stay safe, nephew. Please, listen to me for once.”
Of course he had to mention his dead father. Neji could tell Hiashi was running out of ideas to convince him to stay at home for the rest of his life, bound by fate to only take care of his future pups.
“Don't talk about what he would've wanted, Uncle. Just leave me alone,” he argued as he looked away, not willing to dignify the man with his gaze. For once, Hiashi listened to him, though Neji knew the nightmare of being an omega ninja in a traditional clan had just begun.
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Neji did whatever his heart desired, not really paying attention to his uncle. He went to explain the whole situation to Tsunade as soon as possible, who gladly helped him by providing him with any scent and heat blocker he might've needed. It was still too early to start using them due to just having reached physical maturity, but it was good to have them for the near future.
With time and exhaustive training, Neji began to identify people solely by their characteristic scent. It was hard to describe, just like books said, but he just… knew it in his heart. Only one person he knew smelled exactly like lotus flowers, someone who would always try to surprise him with a warm embrace, chuckling in his ears.
In the past he would’ve growled in response, but Lee was just trying to make him laugh. He had always wanted to cheer him up, and it was more evident now that the brunet was officially an omega. Somehow Lee had softened up with him enough for it to be noticeable, just like his other teammates did… it was probably an alpha thing, or something like that. Odd.
Another difference from the past was that Neji would unconsciously allow him to hug him longer, and he would accept his challenges without a second thought… only to have that nice flowery scent close to his whole being, inhaling it enough so as to leave it lingering on his lungs. Lee was probably more affectionate with him due to his secondary gender, but the brunet couldn’t find it in himself to mind it either way. He liked the attention, though he would never admit it.
They would spar as usual, do their best without causing deep injuries to the other, wrestling playfully as if they were pups once again. Neither of them had actual younger siblings, after all, so it was enjoyed even more due to a missed experience of the past.
And then, after becoming exhausted and scratched by the earth, Lee would hug him once again, his strong arms keeping him safe through it all. That was his favorite part. Neji knew nothing could go wrong as long as his rival was by his side, protecting him, but he knew it probably was because his friend was an alpha.
He could defend himself, yes, but his omega instincts still made him hide in Lee’s chest, comforted by his strength and listening to his soothing heartbeats..
“Geez, Lee, I envy you! I want to hold a cute omega, too! Neji, do you want me to hug you?” Tenten teased, though something in how she spoke told the brunet that she wasn’t joking in her question. He rolled his eyes and huffed, simply returning to Lee’s embrace and ignoring the girl. “Aw…”
“He’s taller than me now. If you get taller, I might consider it,” Neji said, and he could feel his rival’s laugh by the movement of his body. Tenten huffed and probably crossed her arms in annoyance, and something told the Hyuga that he would need to prepare himself for an unpredictable weapon attack on their next spar.
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#Cute Boy™️ and i both have a rough few weeks ahead because of midterms and other things so we're both RIDICULOUSLY stressed#and we've been trying to wind down for HOURS but we're both horribly on edge#so ya girl is like HEY LET'S WATCH THAT MOVIE WITH CHRIS EVANS (because i LOVE chris evans but Cute Boy™️ doesnt know that yet)#and he's like okay <3#(the movie is called Gifted btw)#and let me tell ya....i cry very easily in movies. i'm not an emotional person irl but when it comes to movies i become a waterfall#i cried atleast 3 times and for the first two times he'd just give a sympathetic(?) smile and be like *pat pat* on my knee in solidarity-#or something lol#like he acknowledged i was sad that was that#(which is what i prefer because i hate when people pay attention to me when i cry)#BUT THEN#at a certain scene i hear him saying 'oh boy oh boy' really softly#and i'm just ?????#so i look over and-#HE WAS CRYING#HE'S CRYING!!!!!!#he's wiping his eyes with his thumb and pointer finger saying 'oh boy'#OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG#he was crying when chris evans had to leave the little girl at foster care against her will akl;sdjf;alkjsdf;akljfa;ljksfd;ajfkd#Cute Boy™️ was crying IM SO EMO#AHHHH#HE'S SO CUTE#the movie wasnt that good but we both cried like stupid lil babies#and my insensitive ass was like ARE YOU CRYING#and he just takes an ugly ass sniff and goes 'yeah'#Cute Boy™️ makes me so soft i CANT#also it was raining during the whole movie and it was very relaxing#we left the window open just to hear it in the background it was nice#cute boy#personal
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i didn't think i'd be heartbroken at chapter 256 (literally the very last chapter before it takes a break--im still crying over it), but alas, the author really knows how to hit where it hurts
no matter how much of a team based sport is baseball, pitchers are always the only people standing on the mound where Sawamura is here, sitting all alone by himself and thinking about the same person who's essentially the reason how he became who he is today
we've seen him struggle all throughout the series, thrive for acknowledgment he now believes he deserves, the fact that the one person he wants the most to get acknowledged from, can't ever verbally tell him even though we've all seen Miyuki's thoughts and actions
and here, the part that really broke me because Sawamura's end goal has always been Miyuki and yet, over and over, he's never truly tasted it, Miyuki's approval, Miyuki's trust, just Miyuki. he got the ace number and yet, the one thing he wants the most apart from it, seems to always just cut short where he can't get it... not yet, at least. im really hoping lol, for a scene so similar to what Chris said after the Ichidai vs Seido p2 ended
just look at how happy he is?? hearing the same thing if not more from Miyuki himself, tell him exactly what Sawamura is in Miyuki's eyes as his battery partner, as his ace, as his pitcher before he graduates, i feel like id be at peace if it ever happens because i think apart from everyone, Sawamura deserves to know how the team is how it is now because they have him, how reassuring and reliable to have him, from the captain's mouth, from his catcher's own words. Furuya always had Miyuki's trust and he's shown him, but never Sawamura and it breaks my heart lmaoo because what makes them so different?
Sawamura's always looking forward, thinking of things he lacks and tries to better himself each time, and i feel like, his efforts were always set aside. i feel like if i was in his shoes and constantly get toss aside even if they didn't mean it, i would have held a grudge. granted it's fictional, but still, my heart cries for this boy.
earlier in the previous chapters, Miyuki told Sawamura he'll gradually get the acknowledgement he wants and he did, through the ace number and yet he's shown again that even with all of that, he still can't get Miyuki's, "there's just no goddamn end in sight, huh" and i just about teared up, i really really want the Inashiro vs Seido match now 😔 maybe then, Miyuki will finally tell Sawamura he's always acknowledged him from the start ☹️
im honestly so in tears when the first years came into the picture because they've put Sawamura in a pedestal where he deserves to be, not just Furuya's shadow, not just Seido's only southpaw, but Sawamura Eijun
i really wish i didnt read this chapter 😕 im gonna be sad for another 24hrs
#daiya no ace ii#daiya no ace#sawamura eijun#miyuki kazuya#miyusawa#misawa#rant#manga#spoiler#dna#i dont think its even about miyusawa at this point#true its my otp#but it isnt even that?#its like i just#eijun deserves miyuki's straightforward feelings just as much as Furuya#:(#granted miyuki worked more with furuya during the fall and spring#but man im crying#im so sad rn lmaoo#chapter 256#daiya no a act ii
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Hi! I really enjoy all your halloween content and wanted to ask you a quick question. What're your thoughts on michael and laurie reaching out to each other at the end of halloween h20? Sorry if there's already a post about this, I've just been perusing for the past day :]
OOBHG HELLOOOOO + thank u 4 enjoying the content mwwah mwah..... aw h20 always gets me..... (stupid plot twist from resurrection aside,) i think it was a very cool moment that had a lot of narrative fun imbedded in it bc like. theres the obvious "maybe mike knows hes abt to die for real this time and his only hope is scamming his way out of it, and if laurie had touched him he woulda grabbed her jumpscare etc", but also maybe he knows hes abt to die for real this time and he just wants to reach out for closure, and this was his last chance at just saying hey. im some guy. kill me if you want, im still some guy. and on laurie's part im sure this was devastating, bc shes spent her whole life guarding against a brother who she only knows to be inhuman and unfeeling and mechanical, and all of a sudden hes reaching out in a very pathetic, desperate, human gesture.... and so she has the same thot process as above, of course: is this him trying to worm his way out of decapitation or is it a cry for help or is it just a goodbye? does he know ive won? did i win? is this his way of saying no one can win?
like obv every other instance of mike we've seen hes very straightforward and to-the-point abt things... if he is threatened he doesnt have a tendency to play dead and he certainly will not beg. i personally firmly dont believe that mikael reaching out was for sympathy- it was just for one last moment to disturb his sister and look her in the eyes. and maybe laurie knows this and is like ah. this is his last ditch attempt, and in her reaching out, shes acknowledging that she sees his effort - that she knows he is human. at the same time, though, she pulls back before he can really reach her; shes still that babysitter from two decades ago and she knows what kind of movie she's in and she knows better, she knows that she can acknowledge his humanity without forgiving his crimes. still. she was the one who called his name out until he looked at her. she was the one to plan for, wait for, demand closure. and now hes reaching out and she has to confront what this means. its a very final gesture that takes them both out of their established arcs - mikael the relentless is ceding, laurie the paranoid is dropping guard if just for a moment. its a nice way to end a movie that focuses so primarily on these two traits of theirs, turning things on their head, and its also just a nice obligatory "have a quiet moment" scene. look at each other for a minute without chasing or being chased.
basically i think it was a scene that everyone had sort of been waiting for, and that was well situated for the film/film type as a "__ years later revenge" movie; you couldnt have done it with the first movie, it would have undermined mike's ruthlessness, but now twenty years have passed and he's not in control anymore, and the moment before he fucking beefs it hes taking the chance to reach out and say. im not struggling. i have more pride than that. i just want to keep you up at night wondering if there was a way you could have helped me. lol...
ANYWAY THNK u 4 asking + giving me a chance to ramble on here lol those r my thots (u_u) <33
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why steve rogers returning to the past was wrong
disclaimer: im clearly a stucky enthusiast, but please, do not be thrown off by that. i admit, there may be undertones of bias because of that in the following, but i did my best with trying to lay out the facts and draw logical conclusions, so do please give me a chance. also, i may have accidentaly omitted some moments and some quotes may not be 100% word for word, as my memory lowkey sucks. ALSO this is NOT a peggy hate post!! i think shes a dope and underrated character and quite frankly she was done dirty. but i also definitely h8 the trope of badass woman falls for the hero.
first and foremost, every sane person knows endgame was complete and utter bullshit when dealing with steves character, so this post will be more for you to maybe show (and hopefully convince) some stubborn friend or family member. nice, concise (not) and including proof from the movies (+a few tweets and stucky undertones, if u dont fw that i respect it but bucky is an integral part to steves character regardless of how u interpret their relationship) here is why steves character development was thrown away at the end of endgame.
let us begin at looking at the cap trilogy.
in ca:tfa it should be noted that steve had no one to return to in the 40s, except bucky. i believe steves relationship with peggy was no where near as developed as it should have been to elicit him returning exclusively for her. as we are aware, steves driving force has absolutely always been bucky. bucky was there for steve after his parents died, when he was sick, and always protected him from whatever trouble he got himself into. "until the end of the line" right? steves relationship with peggy was forced and short lived, literally, we're talking a matter of months here. i need to keep emphasising the important disparity between bucky and peggy, as it is absolutely key in this whole argument. steve dropped everything and went against every order just to even attempt to save bucky. even the slightest chance of him surviving being captured was enough for steve to break into a hydra camp and free the 107th division. steve even had the chance to capture zola, one of the main villains and masterminds of the war, but again, steve prioritised bucky. when theyre trying to escape the exploding hydra camp, the exchange between steve and bucky is critical. steve says "go! get out of here!" as all he wanted was bucky escaping safely. he put bucky's life over his own (this wasnt the first time he did this, nor the last) but bucky rooted himself to the spot, and yelled back "no, not without you!". they both escaped safely as we know, and then steve gathers the howling commandos to take down the red skull. bucky then falls off the train, nd steve blames himself for his death, even visibly crying over it twice. steves morals went from "i dont wanna kill anyone. i dont like bullies, i dont care where theyre from" before buckys death, to "i wont stop until all of hydra are dead or captured" after. stuff happens and steve defeats the red skull and is now in control of the flying ship with the bombs. he connects the comms with peggy and she tries to convince him theres another way to disarm the ship. steve was so dedicated at that point he didnt even want to hear it. he didnt even attempt to do anything to ensure his survival. this alone proves, peggy was not important enough to him to return to.
next is ca:tws. The stevebucky movie. in the museum, peggy confirms that steve saved the man from the 107th division who eventually became her husband (steve was never in the 107th, just to clarify) i believe her husbands name was daniel sousa (as revealed in the marvels agents of shield show) steve then finds out peggy is alive and talks to her. she, in short, tells him she's lived her life, and it was his turn to live his in the time hes in. the "my best girl" line was unnecessary and out of place; again, steve barely knew her. again, shit goes down, and steve finds out the winter soldier is bucky and immediately drops everything, and becomes dead set on saving him. not killing, not imprisoning, but saving him. no matter the cost. "he saw me, and he didnt even know me" "hes not the kind you save, hes the kind you stop. he won't recognise you" "he will." god, steve KNEW bucky would recognise him. regardless of the brainwashing, steve managed to break through the barrier hydra fought so hard to drill into buckys mind. nothing ever broke him out of that state exept for steve. "im not gonna fight you, youre my friend." "youre my mission" "then finish it. cos im with you till the end of the line." [[good fucking lord let me break out of my essay-esque semi professional format here and just say how fucking heartbreaking those lines are. oh my god. read them, over and over until it hits you.]] steve shows us again, that he is willing to not only die for bucky, but literally die by his hand. he would let bucky kill him. he'd dropped his shield. he didnt fight back. steve always, always, ALWAYS got up and fought back. always. exept that time. the time bucky could have killed him. that scene is the essence of "im with you till the end of the line" because then, it was true. it was true because steve was okay with dying at buckys mercy. theres a difference between sacrificing yourself for the greater good (steve going into the ice), willing to die for someone (steve risking his life multiple times in attempts to save bucky) and finally, being willing to let someone kill you, because you love and trust them so much (hellicarier scene). the difference between peggy and bucky's relationship to steve is that steve may be willing to die for either, but only willing to be killed by one. not to mention, bucky pulled steve from the river. he recognised him. steve broke through 70 years of brainwashing with such impact it literally drove bucky away from hydra out of his own free will.
in between ca:tws and ca:cw its confirmed (im p sure sam says it) that him and steve looked for bucky for two. years. even off screen, bucky was steves priority.
im going to squeeze in 2 points from from age of ultron here, for chronology's sake:
steves worst nightmare, as portayed in the movie, is LITERALLY going back to the 40s and being stuck there (with peggy too??lmfao) and also the quote "family, stability, the man who wanted all that went in the ice 75 years ago. i think another one came out." objectively confirms that steve isn't the man he used to be, and doesnt want to return to the past. aou may have sucked, but that doesn't mean the character development should be thrown away.
ca:cw. hoo boy. steve went against 117 countries and half of his closest friends and colleagues because he believed bucky was innocent of the bombing of the un conference. god, steve quite literally, did everything to defend and protect bucky. though i shall acknowledge that steve did attend peggy's funeral, however, there was no real connotations there other than the fact he was mourning her death (understabdibly so). steve then proceeds to protect bucky for 2 hours 27 mins and 41 seconds to the point where they escape together to siberia after the airport fight. "i dont know if im worth all this steve" "what you did all those years... it wasnt you. you didnt have a choice." "i know. but i did it" again, absolutely heartbreaking quotes if you read it a couple of times and truly understand the meaning of them. steve somewhat indirectly tells bucky yes, yes he is worth all of this. otherwise, he wouldn't be doing it. a quote to support that would be "for the longest time, i always did what i thought was right." (disclaimer this is not a direct quote i deadass couldnt find it to save my life, i belive steve said it at some point during civil war or tws, but the point is, bucky is the only thing that could have shaken steves morals so intensely.) and finally, the most important part of cw, the fight at the end with tony. bucky and steve constantly protected each other. steve kept fighting because he was fighting for bucky. to keep him safe from tony and the world. he got up, time and time again. "i can do this all day." the fact that he said that to tony, some people consider them the closest of friends, proves again, a million times over, bucky is more important to steve than literally anything else, INCLUDING his shield. his mantle. he dropped it and left it like it was nothing, because his priority was bucky. as always.
theres not much to discuss for infinity war other than their hug whicg was honestly just adorable.
mmmmm endgame. i will not go into how much i hate that movie because it would be a rant quintuple the length of this one. in the support group, steve dead ass fucking says "you gotta move on. you gotta move on" and that sentiment was literally forgotten at the end. my main point for endgame is this. people tend to tell me, the reason steve abandoned bucky and went back to be with peggy is because he knew that he was finally safe. :/. if you had half a braincell youd know that's not true. the steve we know, never would have left bucky for good, ESPECIALLY after the "dont do anything stupid until i get back" exchange [[god i want to beat the shit out of the r*ssos]] mostly because, bucky had fucking no one in the time he was living in!!! no family, no friends and most heartbreakingly, no one he could trust. (yes sam was there but were just seeing their friendship develop now in tfatws, all that wasnt there in endgame) and secondly, what made steve think bucky was entirely safe??? half of the worlds population just suddenly reappeared, which as we see now, there were massive consequences for that. i simply believe steve is not that stupid. steve going back was disrespectful not only to his character, but to bucky AND peggy. most importantly, the steve we've been watching since 2011 would NEVER abandon bucky, no matter how safe he thought he was (he visited him frequently in wakanda, the safest place on the planet arguably ffs) especially for such a dumbass and quite frankly, nonsensical reason as going back to be with peggy, who clearly stated to him she moved on, and so should he (which he did. idk endgame writers prolly didnt watch the previous movies :/) its not even debatable. bucky is more important to steve than peggy. even in terms of screentime.
now allow some tweets to speak for me, this one being the absolute most important one:
ladies and gentlefolk, all of the stuff ive said can be summarised in that last line. "it would be contrary to who he is."
heres some more:
and now finally, id like to briefly mention steve and tfatws, so beware of spoilers (writing this as of ep 4 coming out; praying it doesn't age badly)
bucky mentions steve, unprompted, fucking constantly. he clearly isnt over steve leaving, and im hoping that gets acknowledged and talked out in the show.
in conclusion, tl:dr, steve shouldn't have returned to the past and stayed there, it is contrary to who he is, as shown to us through his trilogy and other appearances in the mcu. not to mention the timeline bullshit in endgame makes zero sense in the first place.
#long post#stucky#captain america#steve rogers#mcu#marvel#tfatws#bucky barnes#peggy carter#hwh's marvel thoughts#please dont bullshit me in the comments also i dont have the strength#imma hide this in the tags praying no 1 will b bothered to look but steve and bucky gay#everytime some1 calls their relationship brotherly it takes 10 years off my life nd makes me wanna impale myself ❤#also no beta we die like men#my meta
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(1) Hi, I wouldn't normally do this and I understand if you don't have the emotional energy to deal with this, but im having a verrrry big problem with someone I thought was my best friend and I kinda need some advice. Just to clarify, we're both girls and are in high school, and we've been friends for a pretty long time. So a lot of this really started in April. She missed lunch for something and when I asked her where she had gone later in the day she played it off like she'd been there the -
-whole time, and I was dealing with a bunch of stuff (working too hard for an advanced class, dealing with being the lead in (2) the school play for the first time ever, general anxiety and stress) and I had been feeling really really bad mentally and I had fallen back into some unhealthy eating habits, so I'd barely had anything to eat that day, and when she said this it freaked me out really badly so I just fake smiled and agreed that I must not have had enough sleep, but really I was-
- (3) panicking and worried that I was finally having a mental break. Someone else in the class actually said at that point that she was at the dentist, but she told me if they hadn't she would have kept it going. So I try to brush it off but im really rattled for the rest of the day, and the next day, she makes a joke about it in the hallway, and it just made me feel awful, and I spent all day trying to work up the courage to tell her how shitty it made me feel to have her joke about something-
-(4) that had scared me so much and at the end of the day I finally worked up the courage and I told her how much the fact that she would joke about something that hurt me that much was making me feel so so awful. So she gets mad at me because she says that she already apologized for the original action but when I try to explain that I don't care about her doing it originally because I know she was just trying to be funny and she didn't know how much it would affect me, but I just want to-
-(5) let her know that joking about it was not okay and it really hurt me when I was already feeling low, but she still refused to acknowledge that, and she actually has made jokes about it a couple times since then and said I was overreacting. This was the final week of rehearsals before the show, and I was dealing with a lot of anxiety as it was, so this sent me spiraling and I felt so alone and I couldn't let myself reach out to anyone for help because I was scared they would have similar-
-(6) reactions and so I got kinda dark to the point where I didn't talk to anyone and I only picked at any food and I would cry in the makeup room where no one could hear me, and the one time I actively tried to reach out for help she just invalidated how I was feeling even more. Then, since we're supposed to be best friends, we go to prom with each other but she brought her best friend from another school who I don't know and ignored me the whole evening, and I felt stuck because I'm not good-
-(7) at being super outgoing, so I felt trapped and like I had to stay with them and I had a really miserable time. then she starts to act like it's a chore to talk to me at school but she still got mad when I tried to be more friendly with other people and after two weeks of her acting like she doesn't want to be seen with me, and when I tried several times to make sure that everything was alright with her, she comes up to me after school and tells me that she doesn't like how I "didn't sit at-
-(8) the agreed upon lunch table", (after the seniors graduated the cafeteria was more empty and she wanted us to go sit somewhere else but I didn't want to leave the only other girl that wasn't a senior to sit alone, and how I had acted differently at two different graduation parties, one of which was a senior I had looked up to and was friends with and the other that she basically dragged me to where I didn't know anyone and I was really uncomfortable at. I tried to explain what I had been-
-(9) but she got more mad with me, and left. then the next day she acted like nothing was wrong so I went along with it like I always do because she never admits when she's wrong so it's just easier that way but im starting to realize that that's not good for my mental health. Now, some background information before I tell you the next thing. I'm gay and I'm not out at all irl, and I've gotten away with never having a boyfriend or expressing any interest in guys because I act really naive and-
-(11) and innocent and pull the whole "I'm waiting till I'm older" thing so I'm really uncomfortable with any mentions of me in a sexual manner because I don't want any guys to even think about me like that. So we're in history and this really sweet girl is sharing a fact that she learned for the project we were doing "Andrew warhol was supposedly a virgin until he died" and she says something really nasty about the girl talking all the time and how she just wants quiet but she actually talked-
-(12) the whole class, so I told her to stop, and that it was a perfectly interesting fact, but then she goes "I'm surprised you'd even talk about that since you always get so upset whenever anyone mentions your virginity" in front of the teacher, in the middle of class, very loudly. And I am very withdrawn the rest of the day and so she corners me in the bathroom at the end of the day when I'm trying on my new cheer uniform to tell me that she's mad I was acting upset but then brushes me off-
-(13) that I was really hurt by what she had sais and that it seemed to be said with the purpose of humiliating me. now I'm trying to figure out a way to get her out of so much of my life because I never feel good being around her and I can't even remember why we are friends and most of all I just can't trust her. I don't know how to do that though because I feel like whatever I do she'll twist it and paint me out as a villain to all of my other friends, and I can't escape her because we go to-
-(14) a small school and we are in all the same activities and sports. I just feel like I'm out of options besides sticking it out until I can escape her in college, but I know that would wreck my mental health. I'm sorry to make you read all this, but I had a lot to get off of my chest. Please don't feel obligated to respond if you can't, but I really am pretty desperate for help.
Hey kid - it seems like you’ve kind of already figured it out tbh. She is toxic and very bad for you and yes you do need to get away from her. All you can do now is tell her ONCE (she only gets one chance) that she has treated you badly and you no longer want to talk or be friends, and then stop contacting her at all (unfollow & mute on social media, dont text her, dont sit with or near her, etc).
I have a feeling she won’t react well to this but to balance for that you’ll have to try and make other friends, or at least start a new activity that takes up your time and keeps you away from her. Also, can you talk to your therapist or a school counselor about this? They could help with some real strategies.
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Girl -- not cutie pie!!!
His name sucks!! Both do!!
Declan
Godddddamit
Me: Do you want a Dick in your butt?
Declan: not really
Me: are you scared?
Declan: uh huh what did i do to get a pewdee? I want an Annie.
Me: baby hes a hermaphrodite
Declan: huh?! Really?!
Girl got perked.
Declan: to protect us?
Me: yes baby
Pewd: yes baby I'm the best warrior you can find
Me: and you want her his boobs?
Declan whimpers: I want boobie
Pewd: of course they're all i want.
Me: i think it's a good match. A "normal" girl then Declan a boy with penis and boobs and a male hermaphrodite.
Declan: Dan? Can I?
Pewd: of course, who doesn't want two girls especially when one has a Dick?
Me: remember Annie had BIG crush on him
Alex: i knooooow and you didn't encourage it
Me: uhm i didn't stop her. Dont get angry shake,face at me. Look baby moment by moment. He was on,TV i had no,experience with that. I didnt know hiw ti handle a TV crush.
Alex angry: you did fine with me,-- oh No you didn't.
Me: babe
Alex: whaaat?
Me: today?
Alex: what baby? 😇
Me: him what are you gonna do about your son in laws?
Alex can't handle the pressure
Me: i was gonna take a fucking nap but I guess I'll,handle,it myself
Alex chuckles: i love you
Me: okay
...
Me: says married
Pewd: so and he wears a ring so shut it.
Me: and in your series your wife and son you refer to are
Pewd: mix, usually Annie is my wife and Dec my son. But sometimes I switch in case people get too nosy.
Alex: I don't like you writing this.
Goddess Armageddon: you're all safer together than apart. Last night you got kidnapped and they all 3 got attacked by aliens and her lungs filled with foam, just Sabrina no one else Cause she smokes. So what do you think you do? Everyone already knows. Shes not putting him in danger. You are by not being together.
Alex: continue. Im not yelling at one of your 2 biological mommas. You got 3?
Me: don't ask one wasn't real. She was a clone without a mommy bone in her body.
Alex: you know She's nice to you
Me: hi, do you know me?
Alex says a bunch of dumb shit that doesn't help my intense insane anger.
Goddess Armageddon: acknowledge your mistake instead of saying she's not bad encourage truth and say she may be nice but she's a terror.
Alex: don't tell me what to do,woman. Babe. Im sorry. I'm,tired
Me: okay and so then Pewd. There was drama
Declan: i was very upset because I was am in love with you! And Annie too
Pewd: ok let me explain, I didn't do the things they said. It was Jess, Idk which one probably the one with Michael since Michael wanted to be your soulmate
Alex: are you ok with that because I'm not
Me: I know ... If i stayed under the radar. Didn't change my life, their romance with him would remained on a cloud.
Alex: fuck it was my fault then
Me: we had to save the earth
Declan: it's only been 1 year and we've been busy! I don't mind!
Alex: baby? How did you protect them?
Goddess Armageddon: she asked "they whatever this perfect little orb is that my daughter is in always remain happy and protected"
Alex: :0 No wonder i couldn't find them but one of them at a time.
Me: and they will alwsys be protected for life. She promised. Because i started crying when she said she could "for a time" and said it wasn't good enough, i needed forever for them.
Declan: maaaan she would. Thank you!
Me: you're welcome baby
Goddess Armageddon: So all good people get eternal souls and protection on this Earth to be Like that.
Me: they're in a ball cloud hangs around.. Its like a gas planet. There's an awesome phone system,from Armageddon that is what they are in.
Declan: weird. I had no clue
Alex: so everything is ok
Me: shiiiiiit. I met him already
Alex: they're already dating?!!? SHIT OMG
Me: Declan have you been dating?
Declan: yes 2 months now but i didn't know it was him No sex cause my Dick
Me: keep it that way okay and then I'll see what you two can do to get 3. You been with her and him 1 month
Declan: yeah
Alex: HOW DID SHE HE NOT KNOW WHO HE WAS?
me: he shaved.
Alex: well! Ok! Good!
Me: what is wrong with you? Lol.
Alex: daddy complex man. I ain't losing my kid or Declan who is my kid ans alwsys has been
Me: and pew d pie.
Alex: well... Yeah...
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