#Vil's mad about all the fights until he gets told why and then he's just like 'carry on I see nothing'

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You're supposed to panic at the disco

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Epel and Leona

Rating: Everyone

Warnings: Panic attack;

Word count: 734

Notes: So yeah @insertsomthinawesome had yet again clobbered me with feels with a Whumptober piece that has languished in my drafts. Enjoy!

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They had a joint lesson with the upperclassmen and Epel just wanted it to be over. Everyone else in his class always got so nervous, especially if it was a day Leona bothered to show up, and it had a way of getting on Epel’s nerves. Maybe it was because he was in the Spelldrive club and knew firsthand that Leona was way more bark, er, roar, than bite, but he got secondhand embarrassment watching the other freshman fall over themselves trying not to do anything that might be considered even slightly offensive.

The delicate melody of breaking glass drew his attention. Michael, another freshman, was clutching his hands to his chest and backing away from Leona with fear etched in every line of his face. It was pitiful, and Epel waited for Leona to say as much, but the words never came. In fact Leona was oddly still and quiet, his unfocused eyes staring at his hands. Epel shoved his lab supplies onto the closest table and moved closer, his concern quickly mounting. “Leona?” he said softly. Leona flinched, a low growl erupting sharply from his throat that made several students nearby scurry away. Epel paused and stared. Leona was trembling from head to foot, his ears pinned back and sweat beading on his forehead. He was still staring, confused and unresponsive, at his shaking hands. “Leona,” Epel took a slow step forward, holding his own hands out palms up. “Look at me?”

Finally he got the housewarden’s attention. Epel gently took one of Leona’s shaking hands in his own. “Can ya come with me?” He led Leona out of the classroom, away from the murmuring crowd, and into the hallway. Fortunately it was easy enough to get Leona to sit on a bench. He was still shaking, his body painfully tense and his breathing rapid. “It’s okay,” Epel said quietly. He kept hold of Leona’s hand. “Ah’ll stay with ya until ya feel better.”

What was the matter with him? Leona didn’t know, and that made him feel all the worse. His heart was pounding so hard. You never really think about your heart beating. You don’t feel it. Except he was feeling it. And he could feel how hard he was clenching his teeth. His back hurt from how tense his muscles were and as the seconds ticked by he realized he was probably holding onto Epel’s hand way too tight but Epel wasn’t complaining.

It seemed to take ages until he was calm enough to take a deep breath, until the roaring in his ears that distorted all the other sounds abated. Suddenly instead of feeling stiff his whole body felt too limp and he tried to shake the fog out of his head. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me,” he muttered. He’d never wanted a nap more in his life than at that moment.

Epel chewed on his bottom lip and responded slowly. “Ah think yer havin’ a panic attack.”

“I’m inclined to agree.” Epel jumped. Leona was one thing, but how he didn’t notice Professor Crewel standing next to them was downright shameful. With a flick of his magic pen Crewel had their labwear replaced with their uniforms before fixing Epel with a sharp look. “Felmier, escort Kingscholar to the nurse’s office.” His gaze slid to Leona and though his eyes may have softened the tiniest bit his voice remained firm. “It is not a request.”

“Sure.” Leona was beyond tired. He was completely drained, an unshakable exhaustion settling into his body. He didn’t have it in him to put up a fight right now, even if he’d wanted to. He got to his feet feeling unsteady but shrugged it off; tails were useful like that. He shoved his hands into his pockets and waited for Epel to stand and lead the way.

“Leona.” As he went to walk by Crewel stopped him with a hand on his shoulder. “The mind is just as important as the body. There’s no shame in taking care of yourself.”

“Right.” Leona mumbled. He knew it was true, but that didn’t disperse the uncomfortable knot in his chest. From up ahead Epel offered him a small smile.

“We’ll get you through this, Leona.” Suddenly Epel’s face split into a wide grin, his eyes bearing a certain country-wild glare. “And ah’ll punch the snot outta anybody who gives ya a hard time!”

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A Cat in the Kitchen

Part 1 (ft. Riddle and Silver) I Part 2 (ft. Trey and Kalim) I Part 3 (ft. Jade and Lilia) I Part 4 (ft. Deuce and Jamil) I Part 5 (ft. Malleus and Ruggie) | Part 6 (ft. Cater and Rook) | Part 7 (ft. Sebek and Floyd) | Part 8 (ft. Ace and Idia) | Part 9 (ft. Leona and Epel) | Part 10 (ft. Jack and Vil)

In which Gordon Ramsay-kun is isekai’d into Twisted Wonderland. Part Food Wars, part Hell’s Kitchen, all Master Chef—Night Raven College isn’t ready to take on this Michelin Star celebrity!!

Ready for a short supplementary cooking class?🌟 A day in the life of Prefect Gordon and his familiar Grim, told in three parts: breakfast, lunch, and dinner. After all, food is tastier when it's shared with friends and family~

Imagine this…

Gordon Ramsay stirred before the rats and the ghosts of Ramshackle dorm did. He was up by 5 am most days, first exercising and then rustling around in the kitchen fighting the gas stove to light (and stay that way!) and taking inventory of the dwindling ingredients in the pantry. At 7 am, the delicious smells would start up, rousing his housemates from their slumber.

This was the magic of a human incapable of spellcasting or sorcery.

"Mm... You're up super early again," Grim muttered from the doorway as he rubbed at his eyes. He yawned, still struggling to shake off the last remnants of sleep that clung to him. "I dunno how you do it."

"Not so hard once you've got the hang of it," he grunted in response. Gordon wiped his hands off on a dish towel before sliding a plate toward Grim. "Eat up now, we don't have much time before classes start."

"I dunno, I'm not too hungry."

"You? Not hungry?" Gordon's brows raised. "That's new. You feeling under the weather?"

Grim leapt, looking as though he had been caught with his entire body stuffed into a cookie jar. "N-No, I'm not! Yup, there's my hunger comin' back to me!"

He hurriedly yoinked a tuna sandwich and chowed down.

"See?! Ah'm jus' fine," Grim insisted, cheeks stuffed.

"Hmm, alright." Gordon tucked into a small bowl of oatmeal--prepared with baked bananas, almond milk, and dried cranberries.

"You got class today too or what?"

"Yup. Ashengrotto and the smaller Shroud this time."

“Think they’ll drive ya mad like the rest of them did?”

“I’ll hold my tongue until I’ve seen how they are in the kitchen for myself.”

“Keh, you’re no fun.”

The beast’s ears flattened. The blue fire that burned so brightly seemed to dim. Something weighed on his mind—of that, Gordon was certain.

“That means you'll abandon me before lunchtime again..." Between chews, Grim complained, "How come I gotta be just a student and you get to be a teacher too? The great Grim-sama oughta be showin' these newbies a thing or two!"

"I only teach what I know. I'm still a student in some ways, learning new things about food every day." Gordon shrugged, giving his friend a rough ruffle on the head. "You can be a teacher when you've mastered everything there is to master--neither of us is quite there yet."

"Why can't it be? I wanna fast forward to the part where I become an archmage already!!"

"Don't be impatient about making progress. I’ve made hundreds of dumplings in a day and still came nowhere near the level of perfection of a dim sum master.“

“Tsk, that sucks. Didja at least get to eat the bad dumplings?”

“It was all I had that day. They weren’t fit to serve to customers.” Gordon shook his head. “My point is, you’ll get there one day. Nose to the grindstone, Grim. You've got to work hard to earn it."

He spooned up the remainder of his oatmeal, then deposited his dirty bowl and spoon in the sink. Gordon plucked up Grim, who still had a mouth full of tuna, and tucked him under one arm.

“M-Myah?!“

“Right then, let’s head out. Brisk morning jog to wake up the senses—it’s a brand new day!”

“Lemme finish my breakfast first, sheesh!!”

Three classes before lunch, and they all went about as well as Gordon had expected them to. (That was to say, not well at all.)

During first period Alchemy, Grim had earned the ire of Crewel by disregarding the potion recipe. In spite of Gordon's reminders and warnings, Grim had taken one too many missteps. The wrong ingredient, the incorrect amount, the temperature too low or too high, the stirring too much or not enough.

He was then caught catnapping during Magic History and extensively told off by both Trein and Lucius. (The meowing had gotten very intense.) Gordon had apologized profusely in Grim's place.

Flying had not fared any better--Grim struggled to concentrate, his unsteady magic causing his broom to wildly buck, attempting to chuck him off. Gordon had to stop his rep of 100 push-ups to fetch his friend out from a shrub. Twigs poked at him, leaves caught in his fur.

By the time they were dismissed back to the locker rooms, Grim had melted into a furry puddle on Gordon's shoulder. "Maaan, I'm beat!! That was rough!"

"Rougher than usual." Gordon crunched on an apple. He had taken to the habit of eating small platters or snacks throughout the day over whole meals—it was more efficient for his lifestyle. “Something you want to tell me, or…?”

“N-Nothing’s up!” Grim snapped. "Quit worryin' about me. It's the boss's job to do that for their minion."

The chef rolled his eyes as he set Grim down on the floor beside him. He handed off a boxed lunch wrapped in a checkered cloth. "I'm off to teach. You'll be fine on your own, right? Find Trappola and Spade, settle down with your food, and don't cause trouble."

"I got it already!" Grim huffed. "Catch ya after...?"

"Always." His smile was strained, a bit tired but true. "Maybe I'll bring back some disastrous stories to share with you over dinner."

One last pat on the head, and then he was gone. Hustling down the hall, the white of his pristine chef’s jacket vanishing behind a corner.

Grim managed the rest of the hike to the cafeteria, balancing his lunch in his paws. He squeezed past the legs of various mob students, emerging safely on the other side. They rushed to line up for trays of food.

Suckers, Grim thought, paying in cash for food. Luckily for me, I’ve got something way better than whatever they’re serving.

“Oiiii, Grim! Over here!!” someone called to him. He looked—and there they were, the duo of troublemakers, marked by a heart and a spade upon their faces.

“Ace! Deuce!”

He scampered over to the two Heartslabyul freshmen. They had already secured their lunches, as well as an open seat for him.

“Hard night? Looks like you didn't get much sleep," Deuce commented. A fluffy omelet wobbled atop a mountain of ketchup fried rice on his plate.

“He's right, you really do look awful," Ace added cheerily--blunt as ever. He had opted for a slice of some savory pie, vegetables and meat oozing out from a buttery crust.

"Sh-Shuddap! The great Grim-sama was up all night cookin' up something big!" He slammed a paw down on the table. "Just look at your sorry lunches. They can't compare to what I have!"

"Did Prefect make your meal again? You should try to not trouble him too much.”

"’S not like I tell’m to! He does it on his own!” Grim snickered to himself. "He takes all these cheap ingredients and throws'm together to make these tasty dishes."

"Well, don't keep us waiting in suspense," Ace groaned. "Show us what you have already."

“Let’s see, let’s see!”

Grim undid the fabric knot that held his lunch in a swathe. The checkered pattern peeled back and the lid, once removed, yielded a creamy, cheesy bed of tuna bake.

Gordon had taken his beloved canned tuna and fried it down into flakes. It was then combined with a special mixture of seasonings, pasta shells, melted cheeses, onions and broccoli, and topped with bread crumbs. After a generous bake in their ancient oven, the dish had come out golden brown and bubbling.

“Whoooa, smells delish!!” all three of them drooled.

“Lucky bastard,” Ace muttered. He quickly put on a cheeky grin, his spoon prepared. “Ne, ne~ Lemme try some, Grim!“

“D-Don’t be cheeky, Ace! You can’t demand to mooch off of someone else’s lunch,” Deuce scolded his peer. “… Even if it does look really good.”

“Paws off!!” Grim shielded the box with his body. “My minion made this for me and me only!”

“Tch.” Ace’s expression dropped. “You get to eat like a king for free while the rest of us have to shell out and make do with whatever’s on the school’s menu.”

“It’s not that bad,” Deuce pointed out. “It’d be nice to be able to eat for free but I’m happy with the quality of food we get for the price.”

“This comin’ from the guy who was running low on pocket money for a snack the other day?” he smirked.

“H-Hey, I need to budget, okay?!”

While the duo bickered, Grim had started to shove his face into the box (silverware was too difficult to maneuver) and wolf down his meal. Cheese sauce painted his fur, bits of broccoli and tuna dotting his jaw.

It was heaven—or as close to heaven as he could get on the earth.

He licked his lips appreciatively, mopping up what was left on his face. Not even a little could go to waste. Grim was determined.

As he went back in for another mouthful, he felt a phantom hand cascade across his head, his back. Advice from that morning filled his mind.

“You’ll get there one day. Nose to the grindstone, Grim. You've got to work hard to earn it."

He shut his eyes, making a silent vow.

I’ll definitely… definitely pay ya back for all the hard work you’ve been puttin’ in too, partner.

Gordon bid farewell to the ghost chefs on his way out of the kitchen. The day’s leftovers and unused ingredients overflowed from his arms—a perk of the teaching gig, which helped to feed him and his feline roommate. He mentally parsed through what was available, dreaming up new dishes for the days to come.

There was a nice chunk of fresh tuna (Grim would love it) in his brown paper bag. Perhaps he’d sear it with a sesame crust, then drizzle the seafood in a yuzu-lime dressing to brighten it. He’s plate it with a microgreens salad. Chives, arugula, celery, radish, and ruby sorrel to encourage Grim to eat a variety of vegetables.

He made his way out of the school building and down the long, winding path to Ramshackle dorm. The sun was still out, warming the worn Prefect.

On the front porch, he rustled around in his pants for the keys. When he finally fished it out and inserted the teeth into the lock, Gordon swore he heard a series of suppressed giggles from beyond the door.

Odd.

The door swung open, and he was immediately accosted.

"Welcome baaack," the Ramshackle Ghosts chirped. One ushered him in from behind, another too his groceries off of his hands, and a third tugged him along by the arm.

"Come this way! Grimmy's got a treat for ya!"

"He's been working hard on it the second he got back from his last class."

"Oooh, you're gonna LOVE it!"

"What about dinner?" Gordon protested, watching his beloved ingredients sail off.

He was thrusted into their dingy kitchen--which doubled as the dining room, thanks to the table and chairs set up in one cobwebbed corner. The same old Ramshackle he woke up to every day. Rusty knobs and hinges, chipped cupboards, electricity and running water that blinked in and out.

But there, set on a table with uneven legs and splintered wood, was something extraordinary.

It was a stout cake, iced in light blue with a layer of dripping white and several lit candles stuck into the top. Black frosting formed the vague shape of a fish, TUNA piped over it in white. A single lollipop--pale blue, and in the shape of a paw--casually rested against the cake, as if it had been tossed on top for an extra flair.

A furry mass tackled and hugged Gordon's leg.

"Grim?!"

He was suited up in his own little chef's uniform. It was deep gray, verging on black, his apron tied with a striped-purple ribbon. A tiny toque--a chef's hat-- sat between his ears, a bandage over the bridge of his nose. A smear of white icing decorated his left cheek, and he carried with him a telltale piping bag squeezed thin.

Gordon blinked. "You did this?"

"Nyahahah! Were you surprised?"

"You told me you couldn't cook to save your life."

"He can't," a ghost piped up as he deposited the groceries onto a counter. "He's worse than I was when I was alive!"

"That's why Grimmy's been getting up in the dead of night lately. Been, what? Gotta be a few weeks now."

"He's been practicing his baking and then cleaning up the traces of his crime before you get up."

"What..."

"I wanted to pay ya back, yanno! For all the cookin' and cleanin' and whatever," Grim mumbled shyly, kicking at the ground. "So I figured I'd treat ya for once! I was thinking of a sticky toffee pudding at first since that's your favorite, but... it gets so sticky, it was hard to work with!"

He patted his stomach. "I couldn't put my stuff in the trash can or else you'd notice, so I had to eat up all my mistakes too! It was a lotta effort and way harder than it looked, so you'd better be grateful!!”

Grim looked away, rubbing at his bandage.

“… It helped me better understand and appreciate all the things you do on the daily.”

It clicked.

Everything suddenly made sense. Grim's tiredness, lack of focus, decreased appetite, defensiveness—it was all for this very moment.

"... I see." Gordon bent down, a smile taking shape on his mouth. A steady kindling in his chest. “This is your way of saying ‘thank you’.”

“M-Maybe! An archmage has gotta take good care of his minion,” Grim muttered.

The prefect laughed softly. “And you’re doing a great job at it. Hang tight, I'll get the stove going and whip us up some seared tuna to go with the cake."

“Myah?! Y-You’ve got tuna? Like, the real stuff?!” Grim’s eyes were wide and sparkling. A line of drool ran down his chin. "Fancy tuna...!!"

"Yeah. We can plate some for the ghosts too--so they can join us for a meal in spirit." Gordon nodded at their other roommates. Their pale faces brightened with excitement.

"Can we really?"

"It's been so long since I was last invited to a celebration like this!!"

"Oh, but we can't eat... Ghosts don't have digestive systems. The tune would pass right through us."

"... Grim, you have eat their shares. More importantly, it's being together for the occasion that matters, right?"

"Whoo-hoo!! You're the best minion an archmage could ask for!!" Grim cheered, leaping into the air, furry fist pumping.

“Let's get this dinner party started…!”

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I love your genshin x twst works sm!! If you don't mind can I request a hc of itto-like reader with ace, leona, jack, azul, and vil? I just want to see chaos unfold 😂. Can be both platonic and or romantic!! Thanks in advance!!

i am glad to know you enjoy my works <33 the moment i saw your request i can't help but to laugh bc its indeed chaotic 😭 i am sorry if its a little long huhu

ace, jack, leona, azul, and vil with an itto-like gender neutral reader!

: ̗̀➛ ace trappola

all i can say is that. what a disaster 😵‍💫

putting a sassy idiot with a happy go lucky blockhead would be the perfect recipe for trouble, even adding grim and deuce to the mix.

ace met you in the main street and came to mock your furry friend, instead of making you angry - you just laugh in his face!

"hahaha! no way grim is not awesome, he is with the great (name)!"

"hey don't steal my spotlight!"

"so you are both idiots."

it was no secret that the two of you are a package deal - even deuce wouldn't see you without the red haired first year following behind. that also applies when you guys run away with an angry riddle behind you.

"(name) can't you like create a hurdle before he catches us?!"

"the great oni can get through any hurdles!"

"no that not-"

"oh, i know! get him ushi!"

"is that a cow wait why are you throwing him?!"

and it didn't end up well because ace got collared while the heartslabyul dorm leader grounded you by taking your precious ushi with him 😱

overall, ace is having the time of his life when ever he is with you + grim and deuce! there was never a dull moment with you around.

sometimes you two would hang out alone, ace would see your eyes sparkling as you spot a beetle on a nearby tree

"ace look at this beetle! he is so cute!"

he turned his head to the side trying to hide the smile forming on his face - why are you so cute? your pure personality is indeed one of the reason why ace like you.

... 👁 wait pause

did he just admit he like you?

well shit.

the first thing he would do was to see if the feelings would fade away but it just grew worst until he couldn't even maintain a straight face every time you would be alone

and all of it came to an end when ace just blurted it out during one of your fights.

"why are you even mad about what happened earlier?!"

"because i like you, you blockhead!"

"i like you too you know?!"

after that, students would pay no mind to you putting your chin on the top of ace's head while the two of you hang out in the cafeteria. ><

: ̗̀➛ jack howl

jack would have the urge to keep an eye on you after learning about you trusting people easily, even though he knew you could easily teach those people who try to take advantage of you, a lesson.

but he was amazed because you are very athletic! normally people would tend to leave jack alone whenever he goes out for his usual run because no one can really catch up to the wolf.

🏃🏽 until you came along

"oh hey jack! nice run you have there."

"thank- wait how did you catch up to me?"

"🧐? i run??"

expect that you would become his training buddy after you told him that you were getting rusty with handling your weapon which is not good for the great oni.

jack's heart almost stoped when he watch you throw ushi at an overblotted azul to distract him, the cow didn't seem to mind and start boping his head.

"what's this?!"

"go get him ushi!"

"are you insane?!"

"(name) i don't think throwing animals at someone is a good thi-"

despite that, jack started doting on ushi causing some of the savanaclaw members think that you two are ushi's foster parents

unknown to the wolf, he start falling for you as you got to know more about each other. you are great with kids? maybe he will introduce you to his siblings one day. you are the leader of your gang? how cool was that!

he would only realize his feelings when leona pointed out that everyone can see how he adore you from a mile away.

the day he confessed to you, it was the day you would never forget because not only jack offered you a bouquet of lollipop, you also got to pet his ears which he always told you not to touch

"you are one of the people who make sure that they are still in the right path despite being surrounded my scheming people... i don't know how to say it but, i like you (name). "

"is this real?! i like you too!"

ruggie couldn't help but feel jealous whenever he sees the two of you cuddling one time when the hyena needed something from jack.

"i'm so jealous when will i meet my soulmate, i want one too ..." me ruggie im here 🥲

: ̗̀➛ azul ashengrotto

to be honest, azul already like you from the start but he just didn't notice!

maybe he just found your trusting nature very interesting or the fact that you adjust very quickly in this world and easily made friends

you can say he was jealous but at the same time amazed? because it took him a long time to adapt to the life on land and seeing how you were doing just shocked him

"oh hi jade and azul! have you seen lil grim? he ran away again!"

"i saw him chasing epel around earlier in the mirror chamber."

"the two of you are close?"

"no, (name) helped me to carry the box of supplies yesterday. i was returning the favor."

he would never expect you to treat him still as a friend after putting you through a very troubling situation when he overblot. it turns out that you were also once seen as an abnormality among your peers when you were a child and knows how he feel.

"why are you still treating me like your friend?"

"well, everyone have their own breaking point! and we all make mistakes whether it is big or not but you should still make up to the people you had affected."

the more time you spend with each other, he finally came into a conclusion that he does like you, not just a friend but something more.

"(name) would you like to sign a contract with me?"

"about what azul?"

"of me liking you, i-it's ok if you don't like it bu-"

"hahaha! there is no way i wouldn't like that. i really like you. to azul!"

please always shower him with compliments azul deserve to feel validated after all the work he had done to reach his current position.

: ̗̀➛ leona kingscholar

whenever leona is near you, he could feel a headache incoming.

he developed a (name) radar due to your loud voice and presence, which in his case is very helpful because it allows the lion to hide from you whenever you want to bother him.

but sometimes he wasn't so lucky

especially when you somehow found him with cheka on your shoulders, having the best time of his life

"hi unca leona!"

"hahaha hey there unca leona~"

"what the hell are you two doing?"

"running around the corridors on (name's) shoulders!"

"... how come the two of you didn't get spotted by riddle?"

due to your nature being good with kids, the lion would often give you lollipop for keeping his nephew in company while he peacefully took his afternoon naps.

but sometimes lollipops were not effective as a bargain when you and cheka would get mischievous and prank leona.

he banned the two of you from entering savanaclaw for two weeks.

seeing how you have an athletic build, the lion would sometimes make you join their magift practice every morning and he hates to admit it but you were a force to be reckoned with.

"hahah catch up to me herbivore."

"the great oni would never lose! get the disk ushi!"

"is that a flying cow?!"

as time goes by, ruggie would sometimes ask you to fetch leona for his remedial lessons because he knew that the dorm leader could not make you go away.

its not because of your stubbornness but the hyena knew leona has a soft spot for you after seeing him stare at you with soft eyes while playing with cheka.

"leona~ ruggie told me to get you for your remedial classes."

"i want to sleep."

"oh okay! i'll watch over you then after you wake up you will go to your remedial class."

"you silly herbivore. classes will be done by then."

"isn't that the point?"

"this is why i like having you around."

"i like you too leona!"

now expect the two of you forgetting about your classes and just sleep in the botanical garden all day long

: ̗̀➛ vil schoenheit

at first, vil would be bothered by how you wear your uniform. you are the prefect of the ramshackle dorm so you must still maintain a good appearance!

you would try your best because he is still right and seeing how you improve made him feel glad because you show some effort right?

one time when he was talking to epel about his mannerism, you unexpectedly walk in with ushi in your arms

"(name), what are you doing."

"come on, everybody make some mistake and it was just a small slip! i'm sure epel wouldn't do the same mistake again."

he actually let you off for just one time, but vil still ask if you guys are still getting into trouble with the pomefiore first year involved in which rook informing him that you are still indeed getting into trouble

vil would like to have a talk with you some time regarding of your previous promise 😊

never he would thought that you have a talent for singing and rapping! he would sometimes invite you to their dorm to inquire questions on how or who taught you to sing

"no one taught me to sing, numero uno (name) would never lose in singing!"

"... that is still interesting in a way."

before he could realize it, the two of you became quite close! vil would try putting up some make up on you and style your hair and you don't seem to mind at all

you gave him relief because you didn't feel offended from any of his comments at all, it was like he could be around you whenever the dorm leader would like to destress and tag you along for spa days!

maybe it is due to your caring & welcoming nature plus showing effort in all aspect personality made the dorm leader to have a soft spot for you.

and epel accidentally exposed his own dorm leader while he was ranting to you

"ya know i was shocked to know that vil likes you!"

"... what?!"

"epel, let's have a talk later."

"v-vil do you like me?!" the male could swore you look like a big puppy right there and there. seeing how there is no point in hiding it - he just cross his arms and gave you a look.

"and what are you going to do about it potato?"

"i like you too~!"

"st-stop hugging me! my outfit is going to be wrinkl-"

knowing how busy your now boyfriend dorm leader, you two would spend your time together with skincare and applying nail polish on your nails!

i am so sorry if vil is kinda ooc or i didn't get his character right ahjcd i am still on chapter 4 in twst jpn acc i'll try to look more into his character if ever i wrote something wrong ><

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Reactions of the dorm leaders hearing their gf get in trouble for beating a someone's ass bc they were being sexist( like girls shouldn't do this or you can act like that?) Thank you😘

A/N: this piece of writing is SFW/fluff!! Please keep in mind before you follow me, I post SFW and also NSFW! Please do not follow me unless you are 18+

Pairings: Dorm Leaders x Fem! Reader

Riddle Rosehearts x Fem! Reader

Riddle would be horrified to hear you would get in trouble! Since when did his rose think it was okay to hit another student?

Once he finds out the reason though, he also gets angry at the student who harassed you based on your gender. When he finds said student who was still in pain after you beat him up, it’s “Off with your head!!!”

Riddle would lightly scold you about not letting your emotions get the best of you - he knows how it feels all too well and it doesn’t feel good for anybody afterwards.

However, he is proud of you for being able to stand up for yourself.

Leona Kingscholar x Fem! Reader

Leona widens his eyes and lets out a small scowl when you showed him your bruised knuckles and told him you got detention.

“Tch, what did you do that for, herbivore… seriously, getting yourself into trouble?”

When you argued that it was for good reason because the student was provoking you, telling you “You’re not strong enough to be at this school, especially as a girl”, you just about had it.

Leona smiles when he hears you proved the sexist student wrong, hearing about how the student had to be taken to the infirmary because you beat his ass like he deserved.

Leona considers taking Ruggie to the infirmary to pay the student a little visit later to ask if he’s learned his lesson yet.

Azul Ashengrotto x Fem! Reader

When Azul hears a commotion going on in the lounge from the VIP room, he didn’t expect to see you being held back by Jade.

“My, what’s the matter here?” Azul’s voice rose, making everyone silent.

Azul found out that while you were serving tables, you had been repeatedly harassed by a particular student in a big group. The student was trying to touch your hand, grab you by the waist, and his stare was unforgiving as he scanned up and down your body. Finally, when he said “Come on back to my dorm baby, you don’t need to be working with these lame guys!” you had enough and decided to punch him right in the jaw.

Azul heard your story and simply beckoned for Floyd to “get rid of him as he seems fit”, causing the eel to laugh maniacally and the student to scream as he was dragged out of the lounge.

“Angelfish, I’m happy to hear you were able to defend yourself. Next time this happens though, please let Floyd, Jade, or I know so we can get rid of the student quietly.”

Kalim Al-Asim x Fem! Reader

Kalim heard from Jamil that you were currently in detention and the boy practically jumped and ran to wait outside of the classroom where you were! You got into a fight?! His precious darling?!

Once you finally got out, Kalim was waiting for you with tears pricking his eyes and a big pout on his face. Seeing him so sad shot a pang of guilt through your body.

“Why, Y/N? What happened?” He simply asked you. After filling him in on how a student wouldn’t stop following you around and harassing you because you were a girl, Kalim wiped away his tears. “Why would someone do that?” He could only muster out as his cheeks turned pink.

Kalim feels a bit mad, but mostly disappointed at the student who did you wrong. He wants to find the person to make him apologize to you, but he realizes you might just want to let it go when you don’t want to talk about it anymore.

Kalim would comfort you with cuddles, sweet treats, and some love to help you try to feel better! He would kiss the bruises on your knuckles to hopefully make them feel better too!

Vil Schoenheit x Fem! Reader

Vil sighs in disappointment once he is told by Rook about your fight. The hunter describes the way you fought in perfect detail, telling the dorm leader how you thoroughly bruised and bloodied up the other student’s face and body.

Vil was growing increasingly upset until Rook told him WHY you had gotten into the fight. When Vil understands you did it to protect your reputation as a girl at a prestigious school, he wasn’t as angry.

Instead, he texted you immediately to come to see him. Once you do, you hang your head in shame, not wanting to meet your boyfriend’s gaze. It wasn’t until Vil lifted your chin up gently that you met his gaze with tear-filled eyes.

“I- I’m sorry, Vil… I know this could ruin your reputation so I’m sorry…” Vil would wipe your tears away and coo at you, telling you it was okay. He already sent Rook off to threaten deal with the student again.

Vil tended to your wounds and decided to try to lift your spirits by making a loving post about you on Magicam, calling you talented and strong person. Hundreds of thousands of people commented and called you beautiful, gave you words of encouragement, etc. !

Idia Shroud x Fem! Reader

Idia saw it for himself - well, if you count the video feed from Ortho’s cameras installed in his body - you slapped a student so hard in the face it left a red mark.

Ortho played back the video for Idia, showing his brother that someone was harassing you and calling you names and saying really awful things based on your gender while the two of you were on the way back to Ignihyde.

Ortho couldn’t do anything but get angry at the student so imagine his shock when you landed a hit! Idia also moved back, almost falling out of his chair!!

Idia would be surprised with you but also didn’t want you to keep getting in trouble. He doesn’t want you to get detention or anything since Ortho might start thinking it’s okay to use violence.

Idia would secretly be impressed, “Is this unlocking her delinquent skin/cutscene?”

He secretly likes how you could be tough if you wanted to be…

Malleus Draconia x Fem! Reader

The fae prince. He can only chuckle in amusement once he’s heard what you’ve done from Sebek!

“Well, my child of man was simply trying to prove her honor. I see no wrong here…” Malleus only grinned, making Sebek angry.

Malleus would still take you on a nightly walk to discuss why violence is not always the best answer. As a future king, he needs to have a mindset that squabbles can be taken cared of in a diplomatic way.

“But Tsunotarou-,” Malleus only hushed you. He told you he wasn’t upset with your actions. If anything he was surprised in a good way!

He told you that you just need to be careful because there can be evil magic users that would ultimately try to hurt you worse than you did. Malleus is only worried that you wouldn’t have a good way to defend yourself.

“Hmph, I guess that means you need to be there to protect me then!” You tutted back. Malleus could only pat your head lightly. For you, he would defeat anybody that dared stand up to hurt you.

[harfanfare]

When your Prince Charming arrives || First Years x Reader

What if someone from RSA seemed to be your dreamed lover?

Ace Trappola

It isn’t easy to make Ace seriously worried, about something that wasn’t caused by his friends, wanting to get revenge on his poor—as they defined them—jokes.

From the first sight he knew, that a boy, who “accidentally” bumped into you, was a danger. Some kind of.

He seemed just… too perfect: tall, muscular, with beautiful hair and natural charm, charisma. His clothes complemented the colour of dark as cosmos eyes, and his manners were impeccable. Ace started doubting that even Vil Schoenheit himself could point out anything to him, but he wouldn’t bet on his arm.

With each trait, something was pushing Ace away from the boy more and more.

If he hasn't paid much attention to him, then you definitely did. By the time the day was over, you managed to tell him ten times how he helped you get up—"You fell because of him," Ace replied while rolling his eyes—and characterized the boy verbally, so that no teacher would complain about not enough words on your opinion essay.

“Agh, enough-!” Ace got upset when, even while playing cards, you didn't talk about anyone else but that handsome hero who helped you get up faster than Ace did. He got up from the floor. “Marvel at him in his face! He will certainly want to hear all these compliments in person.”

He stormed out of the room before you could stop him.

His arms were shaking once he got out of the dorm, to the Rose Maze. He emanated with anger and grief; he swore to himself, that he will kick this guy from RSA the time he sees him. Though he wasn't sure... would you be mad at him...?

“Wait, Ace!” you had to run as fast as you could to catch up with the boy and bump hard into him. You hugged his waist tight, worried that he would run away as soon as you loosened your grip. “Sorry. I really didn't mean to upset you.”

Ace turned around to see your eyes. The corners of his mouth quivered before twitched into a weak smile.

"It's alright," he said, but his voice slowly cracking. “The better one wins, right?”

"Of course," you tightened your embrace so that your cheek was pressed tightly against Ace's body. “I won't be with any guy who can't destroy a chandelier with friends.”

The boy took a deep breath before finally wrapping his arms around you.

The warmth he felt from you and the one inside him caused a strange feeling in his stomach and chest. He didn't know exactly what he felt, but he didn't mind at all.

“Out of my advantages, you chose this particular one?” He said, his face showing a mischievous, a bit mocking, but still friendly smile. "I guess it was at the top of such a long list as ‘Advantages of Ace’"

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Deuce Spade

Deuce didn’t know what feeling was responsible for twisting his stomach, once he saw you and a boy from RSA, introducing him to some NRC classes.

Does his dark, rebellious side finally want to see the light of day?

Not as much as he wanted to hit that boy, he’d rather preferred to take you somewhere far away from him. From everybody.

“Someone's jealous!” Ace laughed when Deuce told him about his worries.

“Again, why did I come to you with this...?” The dark-haired man sighed, placing his hand on his hair and tightening it tightly. "You really think I'm, uh, jealous?"

“And not?” Ace tucked his hair back, laced the fingers of his hands together, and blinked several times. “Oh! My hero!” He said in a squeaky voice. “I will have to give up my lovely Deuce for you because you helped me up. A~aah!”

Deuce snorted and slapped Ace on the forehead. He fell onto the bed. The redhead burst out laughing as he looked at the nervous, sulking Deuce.

“Go Deuce,” he said, sitting down on the bed, still with an amused sparkles in his eyes. “Fight!”

Without waiting for any further words of encouragement, Deuce ran out of the room, towards the school. He went through all important, busier spots in the school before he found you in the cafeteria.

Of course, with that RSA guy.

He felt his body tighten like a tight string as you spotted him between the heads of the other students and waved at him.

"This is Deuce, my boyfriend," you introduced the boy to your dinner companion, and the dark-haired man looked away. So what if you guys were dating for months? The title "boyfriend" always made his heart run wild. “And this is [Boy's Name], a student from RSA.”

"Nice to meet you." Deuce reached out his hand and squeezed the boy's hand. He did it with such force that you could almost hear the crunch of bones and a soft gasp as the student jerked his hand away. “Now, I'm so sorry, but I have to take [Name] with me.”

He felt a twinge of guilt as you walked away, and the RSA boy was massaging his hand. However, now-not-yours prince charming will definitely go to the nurse, and on the way, he will surely run into one of the most beautiful students in NRC. It’s always like that in fairy tales.

You have to fight for your true love, right? They both have to find and keep the love of their lives.

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Epel Felmier

Just give him a chance, and he'll definitely try to kick that fop in the knee so hard he won't get up again.

"Fight fire with fire," Vil advised him during their usual dinner at Pomefiore. Even though Epel had said nothing about his worries, Vil could still sense a depressive aura from him that was definitely ‘not beautiful’.

The Pomefiore leader was also not very happy with the arrival of some students from the RSA. But until they were more beautiful than he was—not that anyone like that existed—their presence did not irritate them that much.

Of course, you didn't forget about Epel—you felt so drawn to your new acquaintance's aura that you sometimes lost track of time, but you make sure not to skip your meetings.

He felt like a pawn in a game of chess, not a player. He was attractively dressed, and now standing next to that RSA boy who had attracted your attention all too often. He took you with him a lot, that one day he almost offered to take you with him to the RSA. It would only require some paperwork, wouldn't it?

“[Name]” Epel turned to you, his voice trembling with anxiety and anger. He took a deep breath but didn't feel any cooling down. “The final decision will always be yours. But I want to say something about it here.” He pointed at the visitor and glared at him.

He felt a sudden need to straighten his hair and his clothes as silence fell around him. All the witnesses waited for his next move, and even though no one was saying anything, he felt like he was the new hot topic of gossips.

He went over to you and locked you in a hug as if he didn't want to watch all those onlookers.

"I know you may not believe me, but I really am not sure if he can bring you the happiness you expect," he blushed here. “I-I mean… I don't know if I can offer you a life only filled with happiness you want, but… I will try… So, uh, please don't go with him…!”

“Huh? There's no way I'm going with him,” you said, tearing away from him. "I'm addicted to apples and a certain apple boy, and I won't survive without this combination."

Epel breathed a sigh of relief, feeling his cheeks flush with shame, and memories of words that even sounded too serious for him.

Even though he felt terrible in this elegant garment, he couldn't think of it as his feelings exploded in his body.

Ah, yes. He couldn't want to love anyone else that much.

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Jack Howl

Jack never wanted to stop at anything other than "true love".

When you two started dating, he saw no other way than planning his future with you... But this RSA guy was never included in your plans.

"He's joining us," you told your new friend, pointing at Jack. He had his arms crossed and he was at least a head taller than the boy, so the boy had to raise his chin to see Jack's ears. “He offered to help us with cleaning.”

"Ah, yes," [Boy's Name] cleared his throat, trying to remain indifferent. He felt overwhelmed by Jack's presence and Jack made no effort to make it easier for him. Because what was he supposed to do? Squat down so that he doesn't feel trapped like surrounded by tall rocks? "We'll definitely need someone strong."

Everything went very agile and neat.

Even if you and the RSA student previously thought it would take a long, long time, in half an hour you managed to do more than you were allotted to. Maybe it's because your loved one didn't allow too long conversations between you and [Boy's Name]?

It would certainly have been hours if the two of you were left for each other. Ideally, a lot of time to make another appointment, exchange phone numbers, cancel your joint vacation plans with Jack and change your school, right?

“Thank you for your hard work” you put the broom in the storage box. Cleaning with magic was definitely simpler and easier, but as long as you can clean, magic can feel a little sloppy while comparing the cleanliness of rooms.

"Thank you for your hard work," [Boy's Name] replied, dusting his hands of the fluff. "Maybe... you'd like to go together, just the two of us," he stressed the last words, "to the cafe?”

"I'm sorry," you smiled apologetically. You looked at Jack who was just coming back and started walking towards him with a smile on your face. “You may not see it, but this one needs a daily dose of hugs because later he will be very sad.”

Jack silently denied as he turned his head to the side out of intimidation as you hugged him tightly.

… For moments like this, the existence of people like [Boy's Name] is needed.

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Sebek Zigvolt

“We need your assistance, [Name]” just after taking the left corridor, Sebek appeared in front of you and a student from RSA. The green-haired man had a stoic expression and his hands were behind his back, what made him seem much more composed than he thought himself. There was so much going on in his head that it would be easier to talk about what he wasn't thinking about. “It's urgent.”

Without further ado, he grabbed your wrist, knocking the RSA student's hand off your shoulder. He gave him a frightening look before he turned on his heels and you and you walked far, far away from this place.

"Hey, Sebek," you broke the silence that had been with you since you stepped out into the uncrowded corridor. “Something happened?”

“What do you mean?” He replied in a gruff voice and picked up the pace.

"For example," you panted, trying to keep up with him, "you're almost crushing my hand."

As if on cue, Sebek immediately let you go, doing it as quickly as if he had touched hot coal. With a surprised look, he glanced at your wrist, which turned slightly red from his tight grip.

"Ah, uh, forgive me," he muttered, rubbing his temple. "I still feel sick to see that human from the Royal Sword Academy."

“You mean [Boy’s Name]?” you asked, and Sebek made a face at his name. For him, this boy will always be "human" in the worst tone and sense of the word. "Some have described him as ‘so sweet that he is so bland’”

“It suits him.”

“You don't like him too? Too cute by Diasomnia standards?” you guessed jokingly. “Or were you jealous, hehe?”

“T-that's not the point!” He growled, feeling his face flush red. You looked at him in shock, now sure, you guessed it, and Sebek felt even more exposed by it. "It's just that this human looked at you so... so strange! I didn’t not like this.”

"There is a way," you said, smiling frivolously at him. “You can invite me to tea and vice versa, and then we will not see him anymore.”

[mugi-chan]

hi! I like your "vice dorm head : who are you talking to?" headcanon. may I request for the same content but with the dorm leaders Instead? thank you🖤

ლ  Tea order: Dorm heads: Who are you talking to? 

ლ  Warnings: None!

ლ Tea shop notes: I actually really love doing the vice dorm leader one, and I was actually do a dorm head one as well but you beat me to it! I decided to make it more fluffy then angst since i’m not in the mood to make angst.  I also wanted to try something new with the headcanons. I hope you like it!

Rules this rule that so much rules! Sometimes you wonder how can people from heartslabyul survive with this! Riddle isn’t so strict with rules ever since his overblot, but there are some tiny rules he’ll throw a fit about. And that’s what happened

You broke the tiniest of rules you had no idea about, Heck not even Trey or Cater knew about! Riddle was lecturing you about how “rules are important” and “we need to follow the rules” 

Yada yada all so boring 

But there was this one thing, this one thing Riddle said that to him he didn’t think would hurt you…butt it did It really hurt you

He was mid lecture when you just got up and left. Trey and Cater were surprised by this, no had ever had the guts to just get up and leave mid lecture! This made Riddle mad, he was yelling out your name and demanding you to come back But did you? nope , what riddle said was horrible and you took it really personally 

The next day Riddle was not mad but confused, what did he say to make you just leave? Was it the rule? Or was it something else? Riddle wanted to confront you about this

He saw you and Trey talking to each other, happy as a bee. When he got there he asked you a simple question “(y/n) my dear why did you leave?” No response, trey was waiting for your response but nothing, nothing at all 

Riddle asked the question one more time but still no response, “Uh (y/n) Riddle is trying to talk to you” Trey said. “Hm? What do you mean Trey-senpai there is no one here” You waved your hand around trying to prove Trey your point, and at that point Riddle just…  left 

You two will give each the other silent treatment as you are both stubborn people. It will take Trey and Cater to convince both of you to come talk to each other. Even then it would be just you two sitting there not looking at each other. Eventually you two will speak after so much convincing from Trey. 

When you two finally do talk you explained to Riddle why you were so angry at him and how it really hurt you. Riddle will apologize after realizing his mistakes, along with you as what you did was probably pretty childish

Leona can have a big mouth sometimes. He’ll say something without even thinking about it, and sometimes those words can hurt people. 

That’s what happened, you failed a test and it was really bringing you down. Jack tried to cheer you up but it was no use. You went to Leona for cuddles since normally he wouldn’t care. When you walked in you saw Leona looking out the window looking distressed. “Leona, what’s the matter?” Leona looked over his shoulder seeing you make home in his room. “Stuff, you seem pretty distressed, what’s wrong my princess?” 

You didn’t respond and just rolled around his bed, Leona just sighed and joined you on the bed. 

You eventually told him what happened about the test and all, and Leona’s response was to laugh. Laugh and belittle you for worrying so much about it. Did Leona think you would take it seriously? No, but did you? Yes 

When Leona was laughing you just got up and left almost in tears, you knew this was going to happen! Leona never really cared about school but he should at least understand your feelings about it! 

Leona didn’t think much about this for weeks. When you started to ignore him just brushed it past him. But when you didn’t come for daily cuddles now that’s the problem. He confronts you about this but gets completely donowall by you. When someone mentions that THE Savanaclaw dorm headis talking to you, you would just respond with “huh who’s that?” 

Well two can play this game. Leona ignores you as well, it was so antagonizing seeing you two not talking to each other. It takes a lot of convincing from Ruggie to even get you two in the same room. When you do get in the same room though it’s a different story. Leona would have to think about everything he said and once he pinpoint about him laughing about your test score he would apologize. Once he does you would apologize as well for ignoring him. I mean you can admit that you miss you two’s cuddle session since those were also really nice. 

But all in all you two would make up with cuddle sessions and kisses everywhere. You can explore what happens next.

Ahh yes Mr.Smartypants, he knows everything. Well at least he thought he knew everything. When you were talking about something Azul mentioned something that you told him you didn’t like talking about. When those words came out of Azul’s mouth you were shocked and angry by this. You told him you didn’t want to talk about it and yet he brought it up! 

The twins were watching the whole situation go down. Seeing your aura go from a nice happy to yeah i’m out. Which that’s what you did, you got up and left the mostro lounge. Azul called after you wondering why his wonderful (s/o) is leaving him be? But there was no time for him to think about that as more customers were coming and needed to sit and serve. He’ll just ask about this tomorrow

Well tomorrow comes and you completely ignore him. His insecurities skyrocketed, some many thoughts and questions ran through his head. What did he do? Did he say something? Did you want some privacy? What did he do wrong? But having to keep that calm and cool persona he would play along with you. A simple good morning and that’s it nothing else. It did hurt him to be so cold to you but if you're not going to communicate so will he. 

This all changes though when he waits by your class to walk with you, you didn’t even look at him and just walk right past him with your friends. Azul was even more confused and tried to catch up. He asked you a question but you completely donowall him, your friends mention that your boyfriend was trying to talk to you. Your response was simply “hm? I didn’t hear anything.” and continue walking leaving Azul alone in shock. 

Overthinking everything he came to the conclusion that you hated him, and that completely broke him. Jade mentioned why not go apologize, he may not know what he did but he can win your heart again right? 

I mean I guess it worked?? He came to your house with your favorite flowers and chocolate. When you opened the door you were about to close it but Azul quickly stopped you and apologized for everything.  He was really sincere with his apologies that you accepted it with a warm hug. 

Ahhh thank goodness was all Azul said while almost on the brink of tears hugged you back. Making sure not to crush those pretty flowers.

This poor baby boy, he accidentally talked about something you didn’t like talking about it! You mentioned to him in the beginning of the relationship what you did and did not like to talk about since it can be sensitive to you. But this poor boy was too excited to talk to you. He forgot about it and accidentally said it. The shock and horror on your face when you left the room was something that confused Kalim. Was it something he said? 

Yes yes it was, was all Jamil said when asked about it. Clearly Jamil and you talk about this as well since sometimes Kalim can forget about what you said and it’s up to Jamil to put him in his place. Once Jamil explained to Kalim what he did wrong Kalim would immediately go find you and try to apologize. 

Well you weren’t ready to see Kalim and again so when he appeared at your window with his magic carpet you just shut your curtains and went to bed. What you didn’t know is that Kalim was still waiting for you to answer. He waited like a patient puppy but had to be dragged away by Jamil. 

Next day wasn’t that good either. You were completely ignoring Kalim and Kalim was like a lost puppy following you anywhere you go. Kalim would try to talk to you and apologize for everything but you just gave him the gold shoulder. 

It took every strength in you to stay mad at him. He’s so cute and adorable. How can you be mad at him? Plus it was an honest mistake and Kalim was trying to apologize. 

Eventually you cracked and accepted his apology. A strict “please don’t say that again” is all Kalim needed before smothering you with kisses and cuddles like always.

Vil is an influencer and has to keep up his appearance. We all know that, and being Vil’s s/o you need to be either up to his standards or keep the relationship hidden. It’s hard sometimes, sometimes you just want to cuddle and love Vil. Today you just wanted to relax with Vil but sadly Vil’s busy schedule does not allow him to rest. Vil’s busy schedule stressed him out. 

You were not so confident in your appearance as much as Vil calls you beautiful and pretty it still doesn’t feel enough. Your semi self conscious and Vil stressed out cause a fume to happen. Vil nit picked you on your appearance even though you were just relaxing and not going anywhere. You even say that but Vil keeps complaining about your appearance, soon you just got too tired to fight back and left. Straight up left Vil mid rant, Vil probably didn’t even know you left until he stopped. 

Vil was offended that you would just leave him there without saying anything. The gull! He didn’t think anything wrong in what he had said, everything was true. It was just a criticism of your beauty, nothing wrong with that. At least that’s what he thought, but it had the exact opposite effect. The next day Vil acts like nothing happened which makes you really mad. You thought he didn’t care about your feelings and deeply hurted you. Now it wasn’t just about the comment he made about your appearance it’s the belief he didn’t care about you! 

Vil approached you and started a normal conversation with you not giving him the slightest attention. A cold shoulder, dono wall, whatever you want to call ignoring someone completely. Rook who is always by Vil’s side was telling you “Roi de Poison” is trying to talk to you, you just brushed him off and mumbled you had to go do something. Now this let an audible gasp from Rook as Vil looked even more offended. Fine if you want to ignore him like this so will he. Although he does that most of the time…

You two may not talk to each other for almost months until it’s just useless to stay mad at Vil forever. You just have to do what couples do, talk to each other. When you do, Vil would expect an apology from you before he ever apologized to you.  Buttt if you explain it real nicely to Vil why you were so angry about what he said he will apologize first and will actually understand sometimes. Hey most of these dorm heads are really stubborn and sometimes won’t admit their own faults. 

But Vil still love you, he may never admit it but he really does. When you ignored him the first time that really did hurt him. 

Being a Shroud is hard enough the pressure to be the perfect “heir”, some people don't even want to be near him because of his family’s name, and the meaning behind the Shroud name always looms over Idia. 

It’s so stressful but not at the same time, being an introvert means that he doesn't have to meet said people who don’t even want to be near him and can stay in his own room where he can control the setting. But recently his family has been pressuring him to start getting more serious with the family business since he is a third year and will have to decide what internship he will do as a fourth year. This started to stress him out and wearing his patience thin. 

Sadly you were there at the wrong time when Idia lost his temper, you tried to calm him down and tell him everything will be okay but that didn’t help Idia at all. He would be ranting pacing back and forth, his hair bright red in flames. You kept telling him everything is fine and that he has you. At that moment Idia snapped, spilling every single thing that he had a problem with you and how it really is annoying. 

You know he was angry and not in the right of mind but hurt, it really did. So you just quietly walked out of his room not saying a word. Idia never noticed you left until he finished ranting. He quickly realized his mistake and wanted to apologize, but reading all the mangas and playing all those rpg games he knows that you may need some time. What he didn’t know was that this time by yourself would take weeks, and those were some agonizing weeks. 

Eventually Idia worked up the courage to go apologize to you, he got his apology idea from a certain manga series was reading. As corny as it was, it was really sweet and touching but he didn’t address the situation at hand. The awful words that he said about you during his rant. So you completely ignore his apology. Ortho would ask if you're okay since Idia was trying to talk to you, but all you said was “hm? Ortho what do you mean we’re the only ones here” that shattered Idia and he sulked away all courage he had was now gone. 

Now more agonizing weeks for Idia to plan the perfect way to apologize to you. He was scanning through all his shoujo manga to find the “perfect apology” and he did! Now time to practice and put it into action. 

After some practicing he felt confident enough to do it. He saw you walking in a very empty hallway. Great! Alone time and no one will for sure interrupt you two. You walked quietly back to your dorm and when suddenly BAM and hand stopped right in front of your face. Turning to face who just slammed their hand on the wall you were met with the shy eyes of Idia. You just sighed and duck underneath his arm walking away, but you were stopped by a soft grip on your wrist. You turn to face to Idia, you were about to rip your hand out of his grip until you saw how soft and shy his face was. So you gave him a chance and Idia spilled out a heartfelt apology and explained his wrong doings and asked for your forgiveness. It was really sweet that how can you not accept his apology! He apologized for what he said and complimented you so much that it was sweet. Although you were still mad you decided to accept him back and he immediately asked if you wanted a cuddle, because he was so socially drained.

Being in a relationship is scary. Especially being with someone who is not exactly like you. That’s the problem Malleus was facing right now, he wants you to be happy and safe around him and that means he may mess up every once in a while. That’s what happened recently. Malleus was talking about something and then a topic popped up that you were uncomfortable with. 

You being shy you didn’t want to agner the prince so you quietly just left confusing Malleus. Sebek was yelling at you on how rude you were for just leaving the prince like that! But you just quietly walked away. Things didn’t escalate quickly until the next day. You were completely ignoring and avoiding Malleus every chance you got. You even started to avoid Lilia and Silver who are in fact the most reasonable ones in Diosmina. 

This action hurted Malleus feelings, he felt betrayed and was saddened by your action. He would try to talk to you or even get your attention but the avoidance by yours is making it really hard. The gaul of you to ignore THE Prince of Valley of Thorns as Sebek puts it. 

One day Sebek was really angered by this and confronted you right in front of Malleus. But all of you said was “Who’s Malleus?”. That caused a lot of reaction, everyone around you gave an audible gasp, Sebek was being held back by Silver while covering his mouth, Lilia was lowkey stifling a laugh, while Malleus looked shocked and offended. 

Malleus sulked for a little bit not knowing what to do and what he did wrong. Lilia told him about this really cheesy way to apologize he saw once in a romantic movie. Malleus practiced this for a little while and when he felt confident about he put it to action. 

He couldn’t wait for the next day and put it into action immediately. He teleported to your location which happens to be in your own bathroom. Brushing your teeth enjoying the silence, then BOOM your body was trapped between a towering figure. You looked up seeing Malleus with his shy face. “Malleus what’s wrong?” The way you said his name made him so happy. But that wasn’t the point, he lay it down on you and apologize for everything and he may not know what he did wrong and he is also growing and learning new things 

You accepted his apology and understand that he is still learning what is going on present day. You ended the day back in Malleus' rooms and cuddled with him making sure your safe and sound in his arms.

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[urstruly-ghst]

Hc of (if its ok) where dorm leaders' s/o suddenly runs and hides behind them, they were running away from a person who they accidentally spilled water ? And they are just- really scared maybe crying (idk) ? And how would the boys react to someone trying to hurt their lover ??? Thank you !

fight or flight, i choose flight. also, if someone intimidates you, in any sort of way, that you know is wrong. tell someone who can deal the problem sufficiently. anD huhu sorry this took so long to makeee

riddle rosehearts

You were drinking water on the go, you just got back from a mission that Crowley sent you on and you really wanted a break. Catch a break and probably rest on your now comfortable bed (Crowley finally invested money on you).

But you had a very important meeting with Riddle, and heavens know how scary it is to be late on a meeting with Riddle. So, you really rushed to go into the Mirror that leads to Heartslabyul.

However, accidents happen almost everywhere, chaos can reign even in the most peaceful of places. By that, you accidentally spilled a butt load of water on a Heartslabyul student, sadly, it wasn't the one you were very close with.

It was the same dude who you kind of aggravated by breaking a certain egg on the carbonara. He was scared to approach you at first, after all, you were with a certain ex-delinquent, and how you are a lover of a certain Red Tyrant. But now you're alone.

He cracked open his eyes, moving his fringe to reveal a stare that was terrifying to say the least. But as soon as he focused his vision on your form, his eyes widened with familiarity. He knows you too well.

At first, you tried to apologise, but he chuckled meanly, knowing you're all alone on this one.

The delinquent cracked his fists and smiled meanly to you, no words were spoken, but you can tell the longer you stayed— the beating of you would be brutal.

Tears sprang and soon you screamed, running in a random direction, trying to get away from the student. You were scared, that man looked like he was ready to bring hell.

Luckily for you, someone heard your scream, that someone is your beloved— Riddle. Riddle was absolutely on the edge when you didn't appear. About to scold you actually.

But he heard your scream, he knows your voice! He whipped his head over to the sound, but what happened was too fast.

You slipped behind him, holding his cape, crying and pleading that Riddle has to help you.

Riddle, being Riddle, was mad and instantly put his dorm head status to the test. By test, he stood upright, and his firm face on.

Riddle basically tried to assert dominance over the person, and it worked! The delinquent was no longer fuming, but he did have a scared face, he was about to run away again...

Until... "OFF WITH YOUR HEAD!" was shouted, and the delinquent struggled as he tripped, collar on his neck.

Said delinquent was forced to do more chores and a 3 page long apology addressed to yoj.

leona kingscholar

You planned a date with Leona, and he (somehow) agreed to it. However, prior to your date, you had a small small errand with Crowley.

It was just get a pale of water from the well, found in the Courtyard, you shrugged off the weird ask, money was bound to be their.

Despite the fact you were careful, you slipped and tumbled, causing you to spill the pale of water to the group of bullies that was just lounging on the courtyard.

That was the beginning of the chase.

For someone who lounges a lot, he was somehow on time on your date. Unlike his usual dates with you, he wanted to spice up and give a nice outdoor date.

Ruggie also bugged him to do it, just so he could avoid chores, but also gave him a good reason to. You might need air and some excitement!

However, you're ten minutes late, which is unusual. You planned the date, you ought to be early! But, something was wrong, he can feel it. He feels it in his gut. You could be in trouble!

Leona knows when you are in trouble, he memorized you already. So, he has theories on what may have happened to you, and all seemed not good outcomes.

And, he was right! As you came rushing into the scenic part of your date, disheveled and crying. A pack of bullies hot on your trail, a mocking smile gracing their lips.

Leona, whose partner was his jewel, was ready to defend and kill. You ran towards him, your heavy breathing from the running somewhat calmed down, as he put you behind him.

He bared his fangs, a growl escaping his throat, as he smugly stood proud and tall. He rose an eyebrow to the bullies, which they cowered in.

Leona banished them from both of your sight, and hugging you tightly, asking if they hurt you and why did they do such things.

He made sure some hyena was going to have a bunch of helpers for the chores!

azul ashengrotto

A bad contract case was common for Azul, he had a lot of experience with such bad mouthed people. He made sure you weren’t going to be affected with such bad people, especially he has such a strong love for you

Now, usually after a few words, they become really compliant, if they are a bad and tough nut to crack, Those were the times he sent in the Leech brothers, they deal with the tough customers.

Azul is always safe, he has contracts, the twins and you! However, that sense of security will tumble once a particular customer was being quite the fuss in the Mostro Lounge   

That sense of security was broken down one day, when you came in, rushing with tears streaming on your sad face. Fear was evident in your eyes.

You ducked behind him, asking for protection that only he can provide, which made him scared as he knows he can't fight physically. Truth be told, he was scared as hell.

You see, you made rounds in Mostro Lounge a lot, usually carrying a drink to help with Azul's survey of customers. You checked on whether the customers are storming in or not. In summary, you analyze and people watch.

But one day, whilst drinking a glass of water, you tripped. A moment after your trio, the glass had been emptied and spilled on a very pissed off customer.

The said customer was mad at Azul, he didn't keep the deal, now he wanted revenge on such. When you tripped and spilled water on the (delinquent) customer, he had burst out laughing and started to threaten and make up ideas on how to hurt you

Thus, a wild chase of chaos ensue, many tried to help you— but you didn't want to involve innocent customers. So, you ran to Azul, knowing he probably has something to fix this.

The twins were gone too, so you were alone on this journey of chaos. Your aching feet ran through the dimly lit part of the lounge to meet Azul's office.

Now, bursting through the door of the office doors of Azul, you had a fear driven adrenaline as you rushed behind Azul.

The Twins were there too, Jade helping Azul sort out the contracts and Floyd listing names of potential bad contracts that won't pay up.

Your arrival was unexpected, and it didn't help how you were crying your eyes out to the trio. You babbled on about the delinquent, but the tears and heavy breathing was not helping you form a sentence that one can comprehend.

The delinquent burst in, and the trio was startled at that, but it made you scream and hold onto Azul tighter. The atmosphere felt tense, and everyone knew that something bad is going to happen.

"Jade, Floyd... You know, he seems familiar. Remember him?? Oh, and it seems he made quite a fuss to my angel fish.."

kalim al-asim

It was another party at Sacrabia, the festivities begin with a joy and rowdy crowds. This was the norm for most parts.

However, a bitter look was on one's face, a certain delinquent student from Savanaclaw. He was bitter as the is party happening, no one knew why. But no one dared to approach, after all... His scars and bruised knuckles were signs.

Now, the festivities were starting to get more and more hyped— lots starting to jump and rejoice in such ways that was so rowdy.

You, Kalim's darling, was just jumping and smiling as the party seems to be growing more. You lost track of Kalim a few minutes, he said he was going to get something special for both of you, so he slipped away from the party.

Drinks were serving like crazy, the party making everyone crave sweet or refreshing foods and drinks. That being said, you were now getting pushed by many and many students, causing your glass of water spilling on someone. The delinquent.

You tried to apologise, grabbing your napkin, but the student grunted and glared at you. Everyone kept partying, but some distanced themselves from you. You gulped and decided to run, abandoning your glass of water and trying to find Kalim or Jamil.

You saw Kalim walk down the stairs, and you pushed through the crowd, crying and pleading to get out of the damned way. Kalim saw you and was confused when you rushed behind him, bawling out your eyes.

He then cried too, feeling bad for your suffering, and crying when he realized a big scary guy as coming! Kalim hugged you and shakily promised that he loves you and will protect you.

Jamil was speeding through the crowd when he saw you running, and ran up to face you and Kalim crying your eyes out. He rose a brow, but then he saw the student. He was glaring accusingly at you.

Jamil sighed and decided to take matters in his own hands.

vil schoenheit

How dare someone make his precious darling cry and hide behind him and Rook? How dare a vile creature made you run and cry?

Now, how did all of this happen? You were enjoying a picnic and then a few moments later you were sobbing and crying for help to save you from a delinquent.

The story was simple, you and Vil were enjoying a nice brunch, when all of a sudden Vil had a call to make. It was odd, as usually the calls don't come at his brunch. Vil ignored it, but the persistent calls made him answer. He sighed, asking for forgiveness that an interruption had to be made.

He was gone for a few minutes, a lot of things were going on and it seemed to irritate Vil.

Apparently, the call was an impromptu meeting, and needed Vil's presence ASAP. It was a modelling shoot not too far, where Vil is needed to replace a sick model. And Vil was also the only one near enough, so they really needed Vil's presence.

You told him to go, which was a very hard time, but he allowed to leave you and pack up. He instructed you to not do anything rash while he was gone. Now, while you bid farewell to Vil, a man came up to you.

Delinquent by the looks of it, he had shaggy hair, preposterous clothing choices and a smirk that felt violating.

You tried to send him off, but he kept on persisting on taking you out. As if he wasn't smart enough to know you belonged to a certain blonde Pomefiore dorm leader.

It bugged you off that you threw a glass of water and ran to the Pomefiore dorm, crying as he threaten to kill you on the spot. Rook heard and saw this, and swooped in to rescue you!

Vil also arrived albeit late, but he saw you run up to him, crying and pleading the delinquent to go away.

"Rook, what is this lousy potato doing here? Oh? Hurting my potato, hm?"

"That won't do.. not at all. I'll leave the work to you, Rook. Do tell me what they have to say about this event."

After giving the troublemaker to Rook's hands, he led the way to the dorm; where he leads you to his room to do a makeover and spa day.

Its self care day!

idia shroud

He shouldn't have gone to the outside! Everything bad seems to happen when he steps out of his room!! Idia would not go out on many occasions, but you were a special case. A very special case.

Yet, he didn’t expect for you to cry behind him, with a big delinquent closing in on you with a very bad grin on their face. He trembled at the thought of having to face a bully! 

You guys were supposed to be on a date by now, why of all days where you get in trouble its this!

How did it even come to this? Well, it was simple. You spilled a buttload of water on the delinquent when doing your weird Crowley assigned. He said to water a few bushes and clean some parts of the school. 

You cleaned furiously, scrubbing the dirty moss walls, spraying a bunch of water with the help of Grim and a few ghosts.

The problem? A delinquent bad boy hangs out in a place where water was bound to be splashed, and then an angry chase began.

Idia tried to think of so many video game or anime moves that could intimidate the fast running delinquent. It was amusing, his constant mumbling and the constant sweat made things funnier. Tough, you need to run or distract him so you can avoid getting punched or become a bloody pulp.

"If I use the "LIGHT BEAM LASER" or the “SWEET DEATH!” it could work.. Oh but those muscles look like he has a lot of AP”

The sweet Ortho was also looking for you, he had a s=nice and sweet pep when you started to persuade his big brother more, this calls for a celebration! 

While looking for both of you, he saw the delinquent running towards the area he saw you earlier. The worry bubbled inside Ortho, so he followed and he grew angry at the man who seemed to have every intention to hurt you!

Preparing a light beam, Ortho shouted “Stay away from Onii-chan!”, then a large beam hit the bully, 

malleus draconia

Malleus was strolling around the area of your dorm, just to visit you and update on his life, and new found treasure places you and him can visit, he made mental notes along the way. Whilst strolling, he saw you and when your eyes met, you ran and cried behind him.

Rage bubbled within the young prince, he always had taken good care of you-- making sure you can be comfortable with him, to see you crying and hiding cowering in fear behind him makes him feel of great sorrow and joy.

His rage took over again when he saw a large bully, clearly scowling at you, and Malleus couldn’t hide his rage. He had risen his green flames, with a frown on his face-- clearly upset at the bully.

Before Malleus can burn the bully, you stopped him, pleading him to spare him and that it wasn’t the bully’s fault. You spilled a water bottle on said bully, while rushing to see Grim and his troublemaking friends.

That explanation didn’t help, it spurred him even more to burn the ground and make sure the bully suffers in a bad way-- just for making you cry and making you uncomfortable. That itself was a punishable crime!

In the end, your crying didn’t stop Malleus to at least leave some burns on said bully. 

‘It was only necessary to burn him, leaving a few burns, a few reminders that you are way more important than him. And you value so much to me.” 

[opalmaplehibiscus]

It’s Okay To Be Loved

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONA! I really do hope one day he becomes happy and realizes he’s loved uwu*

HC of Leona experiencing family love + continuation of Leona dating HCs

·       It’s rare for Leona to say he loves you. But it’s even rarer to hear someone say that to him

·       So, when out of the blue you said you loved him during his nap time, he freezes

·       One minute he’s just sleeping, the next minute,  he feels your hand brushing his hair out of his face and gets told that he’s loved by you

·       It was already bad enough that he loved you, but now you’re telling him you love him… Just what was he supposed to do

·       After you leave, he ends up being in a daze for the rest of the day

·       He gets asked left and right if he was okay by everyone. Heck even Malleus gives him a curious look when they bump into each other in the hallways. Instead of growling threats or saying insults, Leona just grumbles a “sorry” and continues to walk with a blank look

·       It started getting worse when club ended and everyone is heading back to the dorms. Ruggie and Jack shares worried looks as they watch Leona accidentally walking into the door post of his room despite Ruggie yelling “watch out!”

·       At first, Ruggie and Jack tries to hold in their laughter because, okay let’s be honest, would anyone believe Leona walked into his own door post? Really?

·       When they realize he’s silent, they gulp and quickly apologize thinking he’s mad but only ends up getting confused when Leona just silently walks into his room and closes the door shut with a soft click

·       This continues for 3 days straight. Him being blank and not sure how to feel. He’s been too used to being the one to give since…um…ahaha…well…he’s rich, powerful and you know a prince….so what would he really lack? Heck he didn’t even mind being the one to explicitly show (not tell, show) his love for you while you would try to make him stop or run away screaming you didn’t know him with an adorable blush

·       He finally snaps out of it when Ace, Deuce, and Grim accidentally sprays him with the garden hose during the middle of his nap

·       Ace, Deuce, and Grim starts freaking out, stumbling excuses and apologies at first until Grim, and his big mouth, decides to egg Leona about how “mellow and soft he became so he can’t hurt them”

·       Cue “Look who’s back, Back Again” from Eminem but with Leona’s fiery eyes, smirk, and sounds of cracking knuckles

·       He doesn’t bother chasing them down though makes a note to get them back for it

·       A few moments later, Ruggie finds the wet kitty lion and starts opening his mouth to ask what happened to him only for Leona to beat him to it and tells Ruggie to get him a towel and some spare clothes

·       Ruggie: …I already miss mellow Leona-san Leona: You said something? Ruggie: I’m glad you’re back to normal – is what I said

·       During those 3 days and the rest of the week, he doesn’t see you again

·       He didn’t know whether it was out of embarrassment or something else, but he knew you were avoiding him

·       Whenever he turns around the corner and catches site of you, you were already walking where you came from while the first-year crew blocks his way

·       In the cafeteria the two of you would reach for the same thing only to suddenly get whatever was touched chucked at his face. Don’t worry, it’s often packaged food that gets chucked at him. You weren’t daring enough to try chucking fresh food at him….or were you?

·       On one part he felt grouchy that you chose to avoid him but on the other side, he somewhat felt relieved since he still didn’t know how to react to you after you said that

·       He’s not used to being given affection or love. Heck he still isn’t when around Cheka

·       His parents didn’t love him, his brother didn’t love him, the servants didn’t love him – how was he supposed to know what it means to be loved? It’s awkward for him!

·       When the weekend hits, he sulks,  yes, he sulks I know, while lying in bed

·       Usually during the weekend, you and your….friends (more like your body guards) comes over so you and Leona could hang out

·       Now he’s alone in his bed feeling grouchy from the lack of a certain someone’s presence

·       He misses how you would blush from his teasing, yelping and tell him to stop and go away when he tries to make a move on you. Missing how you would pretend to be asleep when he catches you cuddling him or patting his head during his naps

·       In other words: He misses you

·       He finally couldn’t hold it anymore when he gets messaged by a bunch of people sending him selfies of them hanging out with you

·       Are. You. Kidding. Him.

·       He’s been waiting for you to come to him like usual but noooooo you’re hanging out with others over him! Oh, there’ll be hell to pay

·       He finally loses it he sees a certain red-head dorm leader and beauty-guru helping you fix your uniform after getting stuck between a fight between a certain ace and gremlin

·       When he gets to Ramshackle, he doesn’t expect to get confetti and streamers thrown at him nor the shouts of “Happy Birthday”

·       He blinks his eyes while trying to comprehend what just happens as everyone starts wishing him a happy birthday

·       In no time, he finds himself getting dragged half way across Ramshackle’s dorm, with both your hands wrapped around one of his

·       Getting seated, everyone starts handing him gifts starting with Ace and Grim giving theirs’ first with a teasing grin

·       When he asks what the heck this was, Vil starts huffing and calls him a “a brainless potato with good looks wasted on him” while Cater tells him it’s a birthday party that was planned by you

·       He turns his head towards your direction and confirms that Cater was telling the truth as you looked away with a blush, trying not to make eye contact

·       Lilia starts chuckling how you forced everyone to help you set up the surprise birthday party, going as far as threatening the non compliant people into helping and nagging them none stop until it was perfect

·       Ruggie huffs how if it weren’t for the fact that everyone actually cared for him, they wouldn’t bother to actually help

·       He didn’t even remember it was his birthday yet here everyone was, pulling a happy birthday party for him

·       No one expected to see him cry, even himself

·       Heck he didn’t realize he was crying until he feels himself get hugged by you, patting his head just like the time you confessed to him

·       A few seconds later everyone starts to laugh and tease him for his surprised reaction

·       He yells for them to shut up while wiping his tears away when all of a sudden Deuce and Jack comes in rolling in a cart with a large box on it

·       After getting nudged by everyone, including you, to open the box, a ball of red and orange tackles him to the ground

·       “OJI-TAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!” “WHY THE HELL IS CHEKA HERE?!”

·       The rest of the time was spent blowing candles on the birthday cake (“Oji-tan, if you aren’t going to blow the candles, can I blow them? I want to wish that Y/N would-“ “Heck no, I’m blowing those candles you brat. Don’t even think about blowing those candles as an excuse to wish for that), playing games, and talk

·       While everyone was busy, Leona felt a pair of lips kissing his cheek as he was about to take another bite of his cake

·       Whipping his head towards you, he sees your cheek red and puffed up as you mumbled how you wanted to show how much you loved him by doing this and that he should be feeling grateful to you for pulling this whole thing off

·       You still didn’t make eye contact with him, busying yourself with cake or well, attempted to before he took the opportunity to kiss you on the lips and wipe the frosting off of them with his tongue when Cheka and Grim accidentally pops the balloons that were filled with confetti

·       `Till this day, nobody believed  you when you tell them how Leona was fully capable of smiling softly and joyfully nor would they believe Leona when he tells them you willingly held hands with him throughout the party

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

(Pt. 2)

She said but you just ate with one hand, just now.

And then something similar to, I could just do it in the morning, its not like he needs the clothes right now.

Then she says don't do that to your father. You promised that man that you would do it.

I reminded her that I told him I would try.

So, now I was pissed off tbh because I didn't see it as a big deal and plus I was tryna be slow downstairs with one hand. I personally don't care for bats in the home. We had tried the night before to get it out, but I'm easily scared to jumpscares in movies. The bat popped out at me and I went back upstairs to the main floor. Me and my little sisters even went down there together and the bat couldn't get caught.

Ok, so after I talked to my mom. I went back to my room to rant a little bit about it and changed into some long pants. I know bats don't bite, but no one wants to get swayed by a bat in undies. I went back downstairs a little heated and with a broom in my hand. I had to walk past my mother, who was in the dining room, to get to the kitchen, which was where the basement door was. I tossed the dustpan (yes I admit in an attitude like fashion) on the floor, and she immediately rushes over and yells behind me "what you got an attitude for?" As I was near the 2nd step of the basement steps. I remember yelling at her to get her hands off of me and to get out of my face. Because at this point I was already coming down here to do my dad's laundry to not piss her off. Had i had stayed in my room and not done the laundry, i probably would have avoided this fight, but she would have still been angry at me for making excuses about not doing it.

So, yea. She pushes me while I'm on the steps and she's still yelling at me for being disrespectful and then I pushed her back because I felt like I was about to fall. And then I'm so caught off guard by her yelling wayyy to close to my face, and almost being pushed off, two of my teenaged sisters had to grab her off of me, they saw me push and yell back at her before, so one of them locks the chain on the door in front of me. Locking me out, while i was still on the basement steps because my mother kept blocking the door. It happened so fast. So me being pissed off and out of breathe from yelling that felt like screaming, I go face the bat and do the damn laundry like I was supposed to. Since I was down there. And yes I was still heated that she even thought that was fair and reasonable to try and push your daughter down the steps over a dustpan. I go back upstairs to the locked door and asked if I could be let out by my sister. Because I wasn't trying to hurt mom. Mom was trying to hurt me. They pulled you off of me. And may I add this was only the 3rd or 4th fight we've had get that physical in the house to where it only got violent when she would put her hands on me or get disrespectfully close to my face. Except this time she was yelling, grabbing, pushing and spitting in my eyes as she yelled. She knew what she was doing.

My sister opens the door, and she's still tryna get into it, getting in my face again. At this point I really didn't feel like talking but something didn't feel like me actually talking. I was holding myself back from not punching her in the face. But I need block my face from her face by putting my hands up, palms side to me, so she wouldn't keep spitting on me. Sorry this is all I can remember, spitting, yelling, those crazy eyes, and me holding my adrenaline back. I was yelling at her at her in a direct tone like my father. In defense mode, while she kept lunging forward yelling over me, "Weren't you being disrespectful? Weren't you being disrespectful? Didn't you have an attitude? Didn't you throw something in my house? You gonna disrespect me in my house?" Meanwhile I'm yelling in a more broader tone than I was earlier, because she's not listening to me. She's just tryna get me to accept her point so there wouldn't be a discussion. I yelled how is it logical for you to push me down the stairs over me throwing a dustpan. She was acting like i threw across the room. I said yea, I threw it, admitting the action, but how is that being disrespectful to you're? She said it was because I had an attitude and that I disrespected her rule, not to throw things in her house. But then I brought up my case, how is me, my feelings towards you, an attitude, justified to be pushed down the stairs She? She wasn't hearing it. Nor did she want to. My sisters tried to back her up by saying mom, she's not listening. There's no point. Like there was no point in arguing. But she just kept yelling that same line "you were being disrespectful, so yes I get to put my hands on you." "By pushing me down the stairs?" "Yes, if you living in my household, and you being disrespectful, yea, I get to beat you down, stomp you, all I want to if you living in my house and being disrespectful" I said that sounds crazy. "She said if you don't like it you can call your grandmother. You can get the fuck out." And I said so if I have an attitude, you gon really do that. That sounds fucking ridiculous. She said call your grandma. And she got closer to my face with her hazel eyed contacts now creating this dazed out look I've never seen before from her upclose. She said "You didn't know you was living with a lunatic? I'm either all right or all left." And I said "oh yea, that sounds bipolar." I felt like I was talking to a Villian. Cruella De Vil. Harley Quinn. All mixed together. That wasn't the mother I knew. She had reached a new level of pissed off.

She laughed and said "Well, if you don't like it, Call your grandma. Leave." And I said bye. She still blocking the walkway. "You act like I wannabe here" I said putting up my dad's front. She said what you still here for? You said bye." I said "Greyhound don't open until the morning, so I'll leave in the morning." She ended it with following me still yelling talking about me wanting to have the last word. I said what you still talking and following me around for. You're the one who's still yelling. Tryna prove your point.

I couldn't believe i held my breath in my chest that long. I hadn't cried until I tried to lay down in my bed. But I couldn't because I was still petrified in the disbelief that my mother would try to go that far to prove to me that I was wrong. Yes, I admit having an attitude and yes I know we not supposed to throw anything in the house. But the dustpan was not directed at her, the attitude was. And she didn't like it. And popped off. But how is my punishment fair, but you still think that you were right to do that to me because you're my mother. I'm 24, and I still lived at home with my mother. My dad didn't get off until 11 that night, he probably would have done what my sisters did, except not lock me in the basement. Encourage us not to fight. But usually if he yells at me for doing something wrong, i cry and just walk away.. Because i hate disappointing my father. I love that man. He said on the phone, what did i do to get her there ever? I said she got mad at me because I threw q dustpan and i had an attitude when i did. And i mentioned the previously discussed argument about his laundry. He said yea, but yall don't be cleaning up the house too good, plus she had a bad day at the store earlier too. I was a little sick from hearing that,, because now I'm hearing what i heard all these years from him, differently this time. He had been enabling her behavior when she pops off like that.

And since I could remember growing up with my mother, she always disliked a sour face, a frown, or even just us crying after they would yell at us or discipline us. Forcing us to change our faces and to fix our attitudes like nothing ever happened. Is emotional manipulation of power. It taught me that I'm not allowed to be mad, sad, or get upset at my mother and father for whatever reason. And its sad to say, to this day I can't talk about how my parents actions towards me made me feel growing up and now as a 24 yr old. I still lived in that trapped, child mentality that those negative feelings were wrong. I was wrong to feel that about anyone and especially my parents because I should have been grateful.

But I never thought those lines they told me in order for me to stop having an emotional tantrum or to stop crying in anger, fear, and punishment; to correct me....ended up affecting my relationships with other people. My friends and significant others, whenever I am mad at you I fear that I will get angry like my mother and lash out at you, I fear that you will turn away and reject me, punish me with neglect of emotional support if I tell you all of what you make me feel. Because I am such an emotional, sensitive person, I know words hurt and I hate being controlled. But I also hate hurting other people. I don't know how to calm down immediately after someone close to me does or says something that I don't like without responding in the way that normal people do. So I either hold it in, runaway, or I cry it out later in a boiling rage in my room or in my journal. Most likely tumblr for people to see.

After that happened with my mom, I called a cousin to ask to come pick me up (because I have yet learned how to drive do my punk ass anxiety that I will definitely get over this year after this scenario) and after she couldn't, I tried to fall asleep. But my body was so in pain, my heart broken, and me in fear kept watching the door in my room. Hoping my mother wouldn't try to do something else to me or make me sleep outside on the dirt. This was when I noticed something had been dripping on my leg, and it was coming from my hand. I had realized my mom must have stratched off the boil of my burned hand because there was a stratch mark down near the side of it towards my wrist. I didn't understand why God wanted me to prepare for being on my own this way, but then I thought maybe this was teaching me a lesson. Don't be like your mother and hold stuff in. Because she probably was holding stuff against me and that dustpan was the cherry on top 🍒.

Because I had recently popped off in a text that I didn't know was gonna be sent to somebody I still cared about, (I blocked her, thinking it blocks both ways) and I sounded just as enraged as her. And somebody else who broke my heart too. These people broke me and wanted to express myself. But there are healthier. And I ain't gon lie, As brave as I felt in my dad's argument voice, standing tall, defending myself; that was the most scariest moment in my life. I could have fell, had I not pushed my mother back. I woke up with my back, my hand, and my chest in pain. Packed up my stuff, said goodbye/I love you to my sisters, my hamster Coco looking waking up early like "bitch what's going on? I heard some crazy shit?" and called a lyft. My mother and father didn't even turn around from the couch to say goodbye to me. No I love you's. like we used to. Nothing. My dad didn't even text me later on that night until I got to Grand Rapids. He said how's it going?

Did he really want an answer? I said peaceful. Safe.

He encouraged me and said that you can do it, the career, the car, the loft (I always talked about getting one) and I just felt heart broken then.

Even on the bus ride there, it felt I had an out of body experience. I watched all of the people I love leave me and who I didn't say goodbye to, because we were no longer talking or just didn't know I was leaving I thought of too. My ex friend Charles felt sorry for me. And I couldn't call Jay, that hope you die message...pretty sure they wouldn't care or thought I deserved it for being cruel. My life flashed away in one night.

And everytime I closed my eyes all I could see was her spitting into my eyes. Her face, so full of hate yelling at me. And my left hand will forever be a message. Like Zuko from Avatar scar on his face. I felt like Anakin from Star Wars. I felt like I had just lost my mother. My whole right side from where my heart used to be. I felt so cold, so numb. And with my scar exposed, people at the bus kept looking at me like she's crying and her hand looks gross. My anxiety, my adrenaline, was in pure shock. Because reality set in on that bus ride. You're on your own.

And real life is a bitch. There are no happy endings. No one to save me. I had to do what I could to protect me. And I'm so glad my dad's energy took over, protecting me from doing any more damage. Cause if I had tried to fight her back with my fists, she probably would have called the cops on me. And my father wouldn't have wanted to speak to me.

I'm grateful for my grandmother giving me a place to lay my head on her couch with her and taking care of my wound on my hand and encouraging me to read the Bible for comfort right now. Cause she knows how homesick I am and how depressed I already was before the fight.

I have to heal from this wound on my hand and in my heart. I thank God for me even still being alive. Cause it could have been alot worse. I still need to forgive my mother, Jay, Ayunna, Charles, and all my other exes who disappointed me, let me down, and couldn't care enough about me because they were emotionally unavailable at the time. I need to move on from this fear of abandonment, neglect, and stand up for myself. I need to grow up and be the mother and father to myself that I wished I had. The ones where they emotional support and calm you down when you get angry to talk me through my feelings and pain. Ones that don't encourage me to fight or let somebody walk all over me just to keep peace. I need stability, courage, strength, self-love, and The Love of God to keep my head afloat. To keep moving forward.

[kirikinni]

Kill Someone For You | bkdk

Summary: The hero world isn’t as spotless as they make it seem and Izuku Midoriya learns this reality just before he’s supposed to make his way to UA high but old habits die hard and there’s only so much of himself Izuku can kill off.

Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Izuku Midoriya

Word Count: 4k

Themes: vil!deku, izuku always returns to katsuki, katsuki soft boy, angst

Warning: blood, mention of murder, mention of suicide

“Once you get used to it, it’ll be easier.” That was always his mother’s advice, whether it came to riding his bike or controlling his quirk. Keep trying, keep pushing, it’ll become easier with time and that’s exactly what he did.

The first time was difficult, too difficult, there was too much of a mess, he threw up afterwards and couldn’t sleep for days on end. The second and third time wasn’t much better, in fact it didn’t get any easier until around the tenth time.

When he did it in one clean swipe that cut through all the necessary arteries it was easier, the blood that fell back on his face didn’t feel dirty or wrong, his stomach didn’t immediately flip. His comrades waited to see whether they would have to suffer through another vomiting session but to their surprise a smile shone against white skin.

Finally, finally it was easy. It was fun. Finally he had control of the knife.

Izuku Midoriya lost his mother a few weeks before he was set to go to Yuei High School for Heroes, she was stuck in a fire but the heroes decided it was more important to catch the villains than help the poor lady stuck in the elevator. She burnt to death, alone and screaming for her until the flames charred her vocal chords. Izuku didn’t even have a body to bury. He watched them bury an empty casket, stood next to the Bakugou’s as they lowered the casket and listened to all the crying that surrounded him.

He was glad that it was raining that day. Izuku wasn’t sure why he couldn’t cry, why he didn’t but he knew one thing. He wouldn’t be going to Yuei, his love for heroes, his admiration to the special class of society had been buried along with his mothers casket. He declined the invitations to stay with the Bakugou’s that night, said he wanted to be next to his mother. Told Mistuki he would be over the next day, promised her that he would be okay and he would call Kachaan if anything happened. She let him go with a kiss to the forehead and a packed box of food. Katsuki hugged for the first time, told him that they would avenge her death together and called him a nerd for good measure.

Izuku smiled, grateful for them. He always knew Kachaan liked him, even if he didn’t show it. Izuku laid in his mothers bed for a few hours, he laid there and counted the cracks in the ceiling, they seemed to extend and crawl across the cement the longer he stared. He wondered if he was going crazy or maybe his quirk was making him see things. Whatever the case he couldn’t tear his eyes away from the ceiling cracks until the bell rang. Izuku dragged himself off the bed and to the door.

“Hello, I have a package for Inko Midoriya. Is she here?”

“No, she’s dead. Thank you.”

Izuku carried the package inside, closing the door behind him leaving a very confused and a little scared delivery man on the other side. He sat on the floor and opened the packaging careful not to rip it, Inko didn’t like it when he was messy or impatient. It was a green onesie, Izuku smiled. They didn’t have much but his mother tried her best, she was better than those cowards who left her to burn, she deserved better.

The next thing Izuku knew he was sitting on his knees in an alleyway, soaked through to his bones, his cheeks had sunken in too far. He didn’t look much like himself anymore but it didn’t really matter, he didn’t feel much like himself either. Izuku stumbled into a bar that day, the back exit left open seemed like an invitation. The warmth inside and the soft smell of roasted nuts made his body react against his minds warnings. Izuku stepped through the door and well the rest became just details.

The League of Villains took him in, he formed a new identity, tried to help them form a better plan to attack the school, he supplied Shigaraki with his ID that was already delivered to him so he could sneak into the school. Izuku used his quirk to help hide the location of their hideout while Kurogiri snuck them in and out of USJ, Izuku became important or at least he thought he did. He mistook Shigaraki wanting his useful quirk for Shigaraki caring about him and that painful truth came to light when they met with a particular villain who would only join the LOV if they promised to help her kill a certain student from UA academy.

There were many things Izuku Midoriya turned away from, he didn’t really care much about the heroes in training, the pro heroes who suffered at the hands of the LOV. Midoriya didn’t care much about the actions and crimes they committed anymore but there was one thing he simply couldn’t excuse, one person he cared about too much, one life he refused to endanger.

There was one person he would never give up on, one he knew would become a real hero. Someone who would save people, someone who would always win and no one could hurt him, no one was allowed to hurt him so when some lowlife bank robber demanded the boys head on a stick all Midoriya could do was twist her neck so far it snapped. He felt warm liquid splash across his face, he tried to wipe it away but really only managed to smudge it across his face.

“What the fuck Midoriya?”

“She can’t touch him.”

“She was valuable.”

“I don’t give a fuck he’s off limits.”

That made Shigaraki mad, he was in charge. He was the boss but this little kid was standing here in his face telling him who he could and couldn’t kill, this kid who he took in from the goodness of his heart and taught how to kill was defying him. That was the last Midoriya saw of Shigaraki or The League because one minute Shigaraki’s hand was aimed for his face ready to kill him and the next he was stumbling through a portal.

He fell onto the pavement in an alleyway on his hands and knees, he looked around disoriented the familiar buzzing of Kurogiri’s portals in his ears. He had been saved, he had been given a chance to run, to save himself but all he wanted to do was crawl back to The League and beg their forgiveness. He sat there, knees folded into himself letting free tears fall as he felt the loss of a home for the second time. He knew he couldn’t go back now, it was much too late for him. Shigaraki doesn’t forgive insubordination, he had seen it before, he knew how it worked and he knew he was alone again.

Midoriya sat there for hours as he watched the sun set and the sky become blanketed in a darkness that hid everything from view. He crawled out for behind the slab of concrete he was hiding and stared out into the street, there were people walking around, moving along to the background tracks of the city night but he couldn’t see their faces. He could still move, if he wanted to move he would have to do it under the night. He was a wanted criminal, his face was on a different edition of every newspaper at least once a week, there were warrants out for his arrest and rewards promised for any information so if he wanted to move he would need to use the night.

Izuku pulled his hood over his head and walked out of the alleyway, stayed close to the wall and kept his eyes and ears pealed for sirens or the unmistakable sounds of heroes announcing their arrival. He kept walking, hands shoved deep in his pockets, he was seventeen years old and alone for the second time. Midoriya scoffed at how pathetic the situation was, how pathetic he was to keep jumping from temporary situations to another. He didn’t know where he was going, for the second time in his life he let his feet lead him to wherever they wanted to go. He didn’t think about where he was going until he recognized the cracks on the pavement and the pink roses that grew in full bloom next to a large tree that had seen him grow.

“Kachaan.”

Of course his feet would lead him here, of course with nothing else to do and nowhere else to go he would find his way right back to Katsuki Bakugou’s home. He wondered what he would say, what would his Kachaan say if he saw him, would he scream at him? Call the cops or try to fight and subdue him all on his own. Whatever he did Midoriya realized he wanted nothing more than to find out so he followed his feet again right up to the front steps of his house and rang the bell. Only later did he realize how week the plan was, his mom could have opened the door, his parents could’ve been at home, hell so many things could happen but these thoughts were nonexistent as Midoriya listened to the heavy footsteps approach the door.

He chuckled to himself at the cursing that came through the door, swearing he would kill whoever disturbed his sleep. Katsuki opened the door, sneer painted on his eyes and red eyes set ablaze ready to threaten whoever was on the other side until he saw who it was that it.

The minute Katsuki’s red eyes connected with Izuku’s green the fire drowned out. It was drenched with the water that pooled in Izuku’s eyes. Katsuki took approximately thirty seconds to take in the person standing in front of him, the same green bouncy curls and carefully position freckles as if they were drawn on. The same shining eyes and slightly tanned complexion, he was the same except older and taller, but the same. It took Katsuki thirty seconds to pull Izuku into himself and wrap his arms around the other in a hug.

Midoriya was stunned into silence, he had expected all kinds of violent and angry reactions, he had fully expected to be pushed to the ground, a blast of fire poised at his face but not this. Not strong hands wrapped around his body holding onto him as though he was a lifeline but it came to an end, eventually he let go and stepped back.

“Deku?”

“H-hi Kachaan.”

A few more seconds passed and it was like something dawned on Katsuki as his face changed, a sneer took over the surprise and hatred, pure unaltered hatred seeped into his expressions.

“What the fuck do you want?”

“I-”

“You here with your new fucking friends? The fucking leage of villain deku? Are you fucking insane? Are they here with you huh? Ill blast them to bits, I’ll fucking kill you.”

“N-no Kachaan they’re not here I’m not…”

“You’re not what? You’re not a fucking criminal? You’re not the one who helped organize the attack on my class? You’re not the piece of shit liar who promised we would be the best heroes? You’re not fucking what Deku?” He demanded, his hands folded across his chest. The crack in his voice didn’t go unnoticed, if Midoriya had the guts to look up the tears glistening in Bakugou’s eyes would have been more than enough proof that what he felt was betrayal.

“Kachaan I couldn’t not after mom, I just couldn’t” he said, his hands grasping each other tight. Midoriya didn’t know what to say, he didn’t know why he was here or what he wanted Katsuki to do.

“Fuck you Deku. What do you want? You’re on the fucking news you piece of shit, they’re looking for you. Your new friends they sold you out, offered up information about you. You’ve always been a fucking idiot, never knew how to pick friends-”

“I did it for you.”

“Excuse me?”

“They kicked me out because I wouldn’t let them hurt you.”

The only sounds they could hear were the sounds of the crickets and the wind rustling in the trees. Katsuki looked at him, really looked at him and saw the thinness of his face and how his cheeks where sunken in. The darkened bags under his eyes and the scars on his hands and neck. He saw the blood smudged across the third freckle from the nose on the right, his favorite freckle on Izuku and took a deep breath. Katsuki really looked at Izuku for a few seconds before pulling him inside and closing the door.

“Stay.”

Katsuki disappeared into the house Izuku had spent so much of his childhood in, he kept his hands tied in front of him, all the charisma and confidence he had built working as a villain melting away as he stood near the doorframe too afraid to lean against it. Izuku didn’t know what was going on, he didn’t know if Katsuki was going to call the cops and turn him in or kill him all on his own. He didn’t know what was going to happen and it didn’t sit well with him but when Katsuki came back with a towel draped over his shoulder and a box of pills he was left stunned for a second time.

“Come here nerd.” He said and turned around again and walked into the guest washroom.

Izuku stared for a second before following him into the washroom. “Sit.” Izuku obeyed and sat down on the closed toilet and watched as Katsuki filled up a small bucket with water and set it down next to him. He bent down on his knees, coming to face level with Izuku. He was too close, too close for comfort and Izuku felt his breath get caught in his throat when they locked eyes.

Katsuki was the first to look away, he dunked the towel in the bucket and brought it to Izuku’s face. One hand holding his jaw in place, rough calloused hands that had been burnt over and over against Izuku’s skin. His hands, hands that Izuku always knew to be rude and violent where soft on his face as he wiped the blood away.

“Why?”

“Hm?” Izuku wasn’t paying attention, he was too busy being hyper focused on the lack of distance between the two of them, on the way Katsuki’s breathing fell on his nose and brushed past his lips, on how his fingers caught on his skin and the way his hips kept knocking against Izuku’s knees. Izuku was so focused on Katsuki that he forgot to actually pay attention to what he was saying.

“Why did you protect me?”

“You’re Kachaan…” Izuku said, as if that was the only answer necessary. It seemed obvious enough to Izuku, of course he would protect Kachaan. He would always protect Kachaan, he was his best friend, his favorite person, the only person he believed could save the hero world. Of course he would protect Kachaan.

“That’s not enough Deku, you left. You fucking ran away after Aunties- after she passed and the next thing I see is your face on the news along with fucking Shigaraki and Kurogiri. What the fuck was I supposed to do Deku?” He asked, his voice tight with pain and betrayal. He refused to look at Izuku, refused to meet his eyes.

“I- Kachaan I don’t…”

“No shitty nerd let me finish. Why the fuck would you protect me after all of that, why did you leave me?” He finally asked, looking up from the bucket. There were tears glistening in Katsuki’s eyes as he finally looked Izuku in the eyes.

“I didn’t have anything left Kachaan, she was gone, I didn’t no I couldn’t go to UA. Be around those heroes, hear their stories and pretend like I respected them. Fuck Kachaan I couldn’t be around all of them again.” He said, forcing himself to keep Katsuki’s gaze. His hand raised to grip Katsuki’s trying to steady himself.

“You had me. You always fucking had me Deku, even if everything else went to shit you always fucking had me but you left. You didn’t even try to talk to me, didn’t even stop for a second to think that you could have stayed with me. I would have fucking helped you Izuku, I could’ve helped you.”

“I- Kachaan… I'm sorry.” Izuku didn’t know what else to say, he didn’t know what to do anymore. He didn’t know why he came or what he wanted but he didn’t want to leave. He needed to feel Katsuki’s warm hands against his skin, he needed to hear his voice even if it was just to insult him or reprimand him. He needed Katsuki.

“Stand up.” Katsuki said and stepped back all too soon, Izuku nearly gasped aloud at the sudden coldness, nearly. He washed the cloth and hung it up to dry, washed the bucket and kept it flipped over on the counter, washed his hands and dried them on his pants. “You need to eat.”

He didn’t say much else but Izuku rose and followed him, followed him to the kitchen and stood behind him like an injured animal waiting to be saved or put down. He didn’t know and he hated it, he hated not knowing so he waited and he chewed on his lip and he dug his nails deep into his palms.

Katsuki slid a plate towards Izuku, it was simple, just a piece of bread and some meat that had been made into a gravy. Leftovers from dinner. Katsuki leaned on the counter so he was eye level with Izuku, red eyes bore into green until he couldn’t take it anymore. Izuku looked away first.

“What did you do?”

“What?”

“What did you do for them to kick you out?”

“I- I told you Kachaan I told them they couldn’t hurt you.”

“No. You had blood on your face shitstain. You did something now tell me what it fucking was.”

“Kachaan I don’t-”

“Don’t fucking lie to me Deku, tell me what you did or god help me I’ll call the cops right now. You’re still a fucking villain, I’ll turn you in and collect whatever fucking honor they wanna bestow on me.” Katsuki stopped and grabbed Izuku’s chin, forcing him to look at the blonde, “Now. Tell. Me.” He said, every word settling into Izuku like a new bullet.

“I killed someone for you.” He whispered, his lips barely open, the words barely even left his mouth and he knew he had messed up when the grip on his chin tightened.

“Louder.”

“I killed someone.” He said, finally, finally raising his eyes to meet Katsuki’s, “I killed someone for you.”

Katsuki stepped back, almost fell over his own feet and pressed his back against the refrigerator. Fear passed over his face as he stared at Izuku, poor defenseless Izuku who need Katsuki to hold his hand when they crossed the street, crybaby Izuku who cried when his ball rolled onto the street and a car popped it, stupid Izuku who hung onto Katsuki’s coattails despite being kicked to the ground over a hundred times.

“I killed someone for you.” The words echoed in his mind, Izuku’s voice on repeat as he heard it again and again. It was like it was his fault, he was the one who did it, the blood was on his hands, smeared on his face and the knife was tucked away in his pockets not the other way around.

Izuku got up and walked around the counter, he stood a few steps away from Katsuki like he was afraid to scare him. “Kachaan…” he whispered like nothing had changed, nothing was different. There where no confessions, no blood stains covering Katsuki’s favorite freckle, nothing, only Kachaan and Deku and a sandbox between them. “Kachaan I had to.” Katsuki shook his head, he didn’t want to hear anymore, didn’t want to be here anymore, he wanted to be in the sandbox again. He understood the sandbox, he understood stupid crybaby deku and powerful superhero Kachaan, he wanted the sandbox. “Kachaan she was going to kill you, I couldn’t let her hurt you. I did it for you, always for you.” He was still speaking but Katsuki had closed his eyes, he wasn’t here, he wasn’t in the kitchen, he was seven years old and he was trying to make a castle with the wet sand in the sandbox and Izuku was getting more water to help.

Izuku stepped closer, he reached out and took Katsuki’s hands in his own. He held the trembling palms tight, trying to calm them down, trying to draw out the panic and replace it with peace, with understanding. “Kachaan please don’t be afraid, I’d never hurt you. You’re my favorite person, my best friend. I’d never hurt you, I just couldn’t let them hurt you. Never you.” He spoke again, merely a breath away from the blonde, “Katsuki I love you, I would never hurt you.” He spoke, finally connecting the space between them.

Izuku kissed him, he kissed him slowly but before he could move away Katsuki kissed him back. His lips moved in time with Izuku’s and his hands wrapped around green locks, holding on tight with so much desperation, so much want and longing that Izuku could do nothing but cling onto his shirt. Izuku pushed him back against the fridge as the kiss deepened, his tongue finding it’s way inside Katsuki’s mouth, he felt his cheeks become wet but he wasn’t crying, no this time it was Katsuki. Hot tears fell from Katsuki’s eyes and the salt mixed with their exchange of saliva. Before Izuku knew it Katsuki was begging him, as much as he could without separating their bodies he was begging Izuku to stay, begging him to tell him that it was a lie, it was a joke. Begging Izuku to just be okay and all of a sudden he knew what he had to do. Izuku brought his hands up to Katsuki’s neck, caressed it slowly, letting his finger tips drape over the curves and edges and bumps. He felt Katsuki whine into the kiss but he couldn’t give in, not now. Izuku explored his neck with his fingers, eyes closed, he was feeling around in the dark on a terrain that was so familiar to him but so foreign until he found it.

“I’m sorry Kachaan.” He whispered and pressed down.

He felt Katsuki gasp at the pressure. He saw his eyes fly open at the realization and saw betrayal, hurt, anger, everything flashed by in a matter of seconds and then Katsuki Bakugou was a lump on the floor. Izuku bent down and stuck a hand under his nose to check his breathing, everything was okay, he was only unconscious, he would awake in a few hours. Izuku bent down and brushed away the hair from his forehead, he smiled at Katsuki’s peaceful face. Empty of any worry or fear, he bent down and placed a soft kiss against his forehead.

“I love you, I’m sorry.”

Those where the last words Izuku Midoriya said to Katsuki Bakugou. The next morning Katsuki woke up in his bed, he looked around, sat up and felt a stinging pain in his neck. He brought his hand up to it and felt the knot that had grown and his thoughts flashed back to the night before. A strange dream, that was all it was. A strange dream and a bad sleeping position. When he finally made his way downstairs his parents were seated in front of the television, holding hands, silent.

“Oi! Why are you so quiet? Fuckin weird.” He called out, muttering the last bit under his breath.

“Katsuki.” His mother whispered, turning around at his voice. It scared him, his mother never whispered. She screamed, she yelled and she shouted, never whispered.

“Whats going on?” He asked, his voice smaller than usual, much more unsure than usual. His neck was hurting again, he pressed a palm to the aching knot as he stared at his mothers teary eyes.

“Katsuki come here.” His father called, trying his best to keep his voice steady. His eyes where glistening as well.

“No. Tell me what the hell is going on and why you two old bags are crying like little kids.” His heart was pounding in his chest, Katsuki’s lips felt strange. They felt empty, like something was missing and while he glared at his parents he couldn’t help the panic that had started to build in his throat.

“Izuku…” his mother finally said, nothing more than a ghost of a whisper but it was more than enough. In the quiet of the house the name carried across and landed on Katsuki’s ears. He turned his attention to the TV and finally saw it. The footage of paramedics carrying out a stretcher with a blanket covering it.

“Villain Deku, original name Izuku Midoriya, found near Rising Star Apartment Complex in Musutafa City. Officials say he jumped from the terrace of building two, dying on impact. The villain was only fifteen-“

The rest of the reporter was drowned out by Katsuki’s screams. The entire neighborhood heard and the entire neighborhood knew that the angry blonde in house four had learned that his little green haired best friend had killed himself.

- 

I mean this ain’t the first time i’m posting my writing obvi but it is the first time im posting mha here so ofc it had to be angst. pls give me bnha friends okay thank you love you

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I Hate You, I Love You- Carlos De Vil x reader

A/n this is my first Carlos x reader so I hope it is good. 

Request/Summary: 1.)Can I have a Carlosxreader imagine where the reader is Harry's twin sister and was best friends with Carlos when they were younger until Carlos went to auradon and left the isle, which caused her to join umas crew. They both had feelings for each other growing up. When they come back to save Ben, Carlos runs into the reader and she is sarcastic and cold towards him. They sword fight after the it's going down scene and they finally talk about their feelings with a fluffy ending. Thanks!!

Warnings: None I can think of

~5 Years Ago~

I felt the wind rushing through my y/h/c hair as I raced my brother Harry to our ship. I was currently losing but I wasn’t going to give up that easy. I looked to my left and felt a huge grin spread across my face. I turned down an alley that would lead me to victory. I suddenly came to a halt as I heard crying. I searched for source of the crying and that’s when I saw a young boy who looked to be about my age with white hair slouched over on the ground curled up in a ball. He had on a black and white jacket with red sleeves. The boy also wore black and white pants with red gloves. 

“This kid really likes red, white, and black,” I thought to myself before opening my mouth to speak.

“Hey boy, why are you crying,” I asked him as I walked closer. When he heard me he immediately sat up straight and wiped his eyes.

“I wasn’t crying. My eyes are just watery because I got dirt in them,” He told me quickly which I didn’t buy at all.

“It’s okay to tell me. I won’t tell anyone, I promise. I’m y/n by the way. Y/n Hook,” I told him thinking maybe he would feel more comfortable knowing who I was.

“My name is Carlos De Vil,” He stated avoiding eye contact.

“Well Carlos, are you going to tell me why you were crying,” I questioned him, hoping he would tell me. He slowly lifted his gaze to my eyes and I gave him a friendly smile. 

“You’re going to make fun of me,” He sadly said. I looked at him shocked that he would assume that.

“I would never, if it made you cry it can’t be funny,” I told him. A couple seconds passed before he sighed and started talking.

“I-I lost something that my mom gave me this morning and I’m scared. She is going to be so mad at me,” He cried out as a fresh batch of tears streamed down his cheeks.

“Hey, hey don’t cry. I’ll help you look for it, don’t worry. I won’t stop looking until we find whatever you lost,” I softly said to him rubbing his back. His brown eyes looked into mine as a small spark of hope came into his eyes.

“Really? You would help me look for it,” He asked me.

“Of course, I mean I have to know what it is first but I will help you,” I stated in a warm tone.

“Oh right, it is a black ring with a silver band,” he told me. We started walking around looking for the ring in silence. Carlos decided to break it.

“So how old are you,” He asked me.

“I am ten, how old ar-hey I think I found it,” I cheered out as I bent down and picked up the ring. A look of relief washed over his face.

“I can’t thank you enough, I really owe you one,” He said as me took the ring out of my hand with the biggest smile on his face.

“It was nothing, I am sure you would have done the same,” I smiled at him. 

“I really should be going. I should have been home awhile ago,” He said as he started running away only to stop and look at me.

“By the way, I’m ten too,” He shouted quickly before scurrying off. I felt a small smile creep on my face as I slowly walked home thinking about Carlos.

~Present day~

“Hey give that back,” Carlos yelled at me as I ran away with an apple I stole from him. Carlos, me, and the other VK’s had become really close since the day I met Carlos, five years ago.

“You have to catch me first,” I laughed back. We ran all around the island but I stopped running when I got to my place, feeling tired and just gave him the apple.

“Here you go you big baby,” I joked as I threw him the apple. 

“Oh ha, ha, ha, you are so funny,” He remarked sarcastically. I laughed even harder and stopped when I saw the look on his face.

“What’s wrong,”I asked him. 

“There is something I have been meaning to tell you,” He said with his voice full with nervousness. I gently placed my hand on his shoulder urging him to continue. He tightly closed his eyes before continuing.

“I am leaving tomorrow to go to Auradon Prep,” He whispered out. I felt my heart shatter into a million peices. I didn’t answer right away but just stood there motionless.

“Please say something,” He begged me. I looked at him in disbelief.

“I can’t believe you are going to leave me to go to Auradon. How could you just throw away our friendship like that?” I asked as I felt tears building up in my eyes.

“I’m not throwing away our friendship there are just somethings that I have to put first,” He mumbled out the last part. Silence filled the air. After a while I spoke up.

“When do you plan on coming back,” I questioned him as my voice cracked.

“I don’t know, it depends,” He told me. Another lifetime of silence filled the air and it was his turn to break it.

“I have to go pack,” He stated quickly avoiding my eyes. I sighed as he slowly walked off. I had been hurt and let down many times in my life but nothing compared to how I felt at that moment. I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn’t. They burst out of my eyes like water breaking a dam. I let out a cry of pain as I collapsed on my bed. I heard a light knock on my door as I heard my brothers voice.

“Hey sis, can I come in,” He asked me. I stopped crying and rubbed my eyes.

“Sure,” I weakly replied. I saw a dismal look form on his face when he saw the state I was in. He quickly walked over and sat in my bed. Harry pulled me into a bone crushing hug and stroked my hair as I cried my heart out into his chest.

“It’s going to be okay,” He whispered into my ear. I wanted to believe him but I just couldn’t. The boy that I had come to love left me like I was nothing. An idea popped in my head.

“Harry can you get Uma to let me join her crew,” I asked him. I knew that Carlos and the three other VK’s hated her and I wanted to get back at him.

“Of course, she has wanted to join the crew for a while,” Harry said with a tiny bit of happiness in his voice. I smiled thinking of how sweet revenge was going to be.

~6 months later~

Harry and I were currently looking for king Ben so we could get revenge on the VK’s. As we were walking I spotted him.

“Hey Har, that’s him right,” I asked, making sure we got the right guy. Harry looked over to where I had pointed out Ben.

“That’ll be him,” He said as a evil grin came on his face. Harry nicked him as I walked over to where I heard Carlos, Jay, and Evie calling for Ben.

““Ben. Don’t scare us like that.”

“Don’t scare you? That’s my specialty,” I said as a I smiled at them.

“Y/n,” They all said at the same time.

“In the flesh,” I said as I fake bowed.

“What did you do with Ben,” Jay asked me. 

“Oh, Him? We nicked him. Yep. Oh and if you want him back have Mal come to chip shop, tonight. Alone. Uma wants a visit,” I told them as I looked them all over. They all looked shocked and hurt.

“Y/n this isn’t you, please give us back Ben,” Evie said reaching out to touch you. I took a few steps back and laughed and shook my head.

“You’re wrong. This is me and I can’t give you back Ben. Well I can but I’m not going too,” I said laughing again. 

“Oh Jay, it looks like you’ve lost your touch,” I said in a mocking voice. He looked at me with a hurt and disapproving look.

“What happened to you,” Jay asked me. I gave him the “are you serious look”.

“Why should you care? You left me here in the first place,” I said coldly. They all opened there mouths to say something but I didn’t want to hear it. I simply raised my hand to silence them.

“Save it for someone who cares,” I told them bitterly.

“Y/n, let’s go,” I heard Harry call my name. I turned around and walked away whistling a tune.

~Timeskip to after It’s going down since I am tired~

I quickly grabbed my sword after Uma figured out the wand was fake. I sprang into action and ran as fast as I could onto the other side. As I got there someone jumped in front of me and collided there sword with mine. 

Carlos.

Our swords collided hard, neither of us wanting the other person to win.

“Why did you do it y/n,” He asked me all of a sudden. 

“You left me here to rot. You were supposed to be my best friends, I trusted you and you forgot about me,” I said as I felt a lump form in my throat. 

We continued fighting as my swings became more sloppy because of all the emotions I was feeling.

“You left me without a second thought. Like I was nothing more than someone to hang out with when no one was free,” I told him as I feel to the ground in tears. Carlos dropped his sword and pulled me into a hug.

“I’m so sorry y/n. I didn’t want to leave but my mom made me. I was going to come back but then things changed, plans changed. We have been talking to Ben about bring kids from the isle over to Auradon. Y/n, you were at the top of the list. I would never leave you and not come back. I can’t do that to you, you mean to much to me,” He said as he rubbed circles on my back.

“Y/n come back with us to Auradon, I can’t spend my life without you. I-I love you,” I softly said to me. I smiled when I heard him tell me those three words.

“I love you too Carlos, of course I will go back with you,” I said smiling. He took my hand and pulled my up so I was standing. He pulled me into a soft kiss but was ended quickly but Mal yelling at us to go. We quickly pulled apart and ran away to freedom.

A/n I think this is longest imagine I wrote. I am super tired so there is probably a lot of mistakes. Feel free to tell me so I can fix them. I hope you guys liked it!

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Secrets X (Modern! Ivar/Reader)

A/N: Finally, this was driving me mad. I hope it’s not as bad as I see it. I’m sorry if it’s too boring, drama is coming soon I promise. Thanks for all the support and I really hope you like it💜 I hope Ivar is not too out of character and please forgive any mistake I might have had, English is not my first language and it’s four am😂

Warnings: nothing special, Ivar is an asshole, dysfunctional families...

Words: 4242 omg

Inspiration: Griffenholm Confessionals by @akamaiden @laketaj24​ @ivarsshieldmadien​  @ivarswickedqueen 

Catch up here

gif belongs to @lol-haha-joke​ and I was dying to use it😍

Ivar was acting weird. 

You honestly thought he would break up with you, as he was distant and you no longer spent nights in his room. 

But he didn't.

Maybe he didn't realize he was hurting you more by ignoring you most of the time, only paying you attention for an hour or so.

You even started hating yourself. A part of you wanted to tell him to fuck off, you weren't some plaything he could use to entertain himself for a while and then throw away until he felt like playing with it again. You were a person, a human being with feelings and he was hurting those feelings. You had all the right to break up with him, and sometimes you swore to yourself you'd do it the next time you saw him. 

But then there was the other part. The part that loved him too much to get away from him. The part that couldn't live with him. 

It had only been four months since you met him. How could you be so in love? It didn't make sense. 

But you respected his decision. He needed space, and he didn't trust you enough to let you inside his walls, not yet. And you respected that, giving him the time he needed. 

It angered you to know that you'd wait for him no matter what.

Though that day there was another thing on your mind.

Everyone would leave the next morning, back home for the holidays. And as Ivar hadn't talked to you about it again, you supposed you were staying. 

As Elise packed, you were laying on your bed. Looking at her and fighting the tears.

"Are you sure you don't want to come with me, Y/N?" she frowned "My parents wouldn't mind"

"It's okay" you smiled at her "I have the entire library for myself, I can't wait to read all the books!"

She sighed, smiling softly at you.

"I'm gonna go see Alice now" she winked at you "Do you want to come?" 

"No, it's okay" you shrugged "I'm going to sleep a bit, I'm tired" 

She nodded and kissed your cheek before going out of the room. 

You closed your eyes after checking your phone. Ivar hadn't texted you since yesterday, and you had some hope he would do it soon, because you'd like to say goodbye to him. 

And just when you were about to fall asleep, someone knocked at your door. You practically jumped out of bed and ran to the door. 

Your smile faded when you saw Hvitserk.

"Hey" he chuckled "Sorry for the disappointment but I'm not Ivar, can I enter?" 

You nodded, letting him in before closing the door. 

"Sorry" you sighed, sitting on your bed again "I'm just a desperate teenager in need of her boyfriend" you rolled your eyes. 

"It's okay" he winked at you, still smiling "I just came to see if you have everything packed already"

You blinked a few times before answering.

"What?"

Hvitserk sighed.

"Y/N, princess, tomorrow we're leaving for the holidays"

"I know, I..." you frowned "I'm staying here though, I cannot go with any of my parents"

"I thought Ivar told you to come home with us" he raised his brows.

"Yeah, he did but... I thought..." you cleared your throat, confused "I thought Ivar wouldn't want me to go"

Hvitserk rubbed his eyes.

"Y/N, has Ivar told you that?"

"No, but...."

"Then you're still invited, if you want to come, you can, besides I'm inviting you too"

"Are you...?"

"Where is your suitcase?" 

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Ivar frowned at his phone. He had called you at least four times now, wanting to know if you'd be willing to come and sleep with him that night. He knew you were mad at him, and he could understand that... He only wanted to know if you were still going with him on the holidays. 

But you ignored his calls and texts. The whole evening. He hadn't seen you at dinner, but decided to give you space and didn't go to your room to look for you.

Ivar raised his head when he heard Hvitserk entering the room. He had a big smile on his face. 

"Hello little brother" 

"Where were you?" Ivar scoffed "Father called"

"Yeah, I know, Ubbe texted me" he laid down on his bed "I was with Y/N"

Ivar turned his head, clenching his jaw.

"What were you doing with Y/N?"

Hvitserk chuckled.

"Calm down, Ivar, I didn't fuck your girl, I was only helping her to pack her things for tomorrow"

"She's coming?" 

"Of course she is, she thought you didn't want her to, but I convinced her otherwise"

He sighed, looking at his phone again. You still hadn't answered. 

"Is she angry at me?"

"Just a bit, I think, but not as much as I thought she would be with you being an enormous asshole"

Ivar rolled his eyes.

"Shut up, Hvitserk"

"Why, Ivar? It's the truth, you cried like a lost puppy when Freydis left you, after telling her how much you loved her, and now you're playing with Y/N the same way, just because you're incapable of moving on"

"You don't know shit, Hvitserk" Ivar throw his phone to the floor, clenching his fists.

"I know that you don't deserve her, Ivar, and if you're planning on keep pining after your ex girlfriend, you better break up with her, before she realizes she can do better and leaves you too"

Oh, he could have killed him in that moment. If he could just get up and hit his stupid face with the crutch... But Hvitserk was quick and Ivar knew he was actually right, so he just scoffed and laid on his bed.

"You better change that attitude this holidays or mother is going to slap you for treating Y/N like that"

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The morning started really bad. 

Awfully. 

You hadn't got any sleep, and when you got up to get ready, you discovered you had ran out of concealer and you'd have to meet Ivar's mother with those giant dark circles under your eyes. 

Lovely. 

Your hair was a mess too, you had washed it the night before, but you had to wear a woolen hat to avoid looking like Cruella de Vil. 

It felt nice to wear some jeans and your favorite sweater, for a change. You were starting to hate skirts. 

As you waited for Hvitserk to knock at your door and help you with your suitcase, you almost ran out of nails to bite. Why were you so freaking nervous? Okay, maybe what you had heard about Aslaug made her the most intimidating woman on earth, but Ivar had said she was nice... 

Suddenly, staying at the school wasn't a bad idea. 

But just when you were about to start unpacking and say you felt sick and wanted to stay in your room, someone knocked at your door.

You were waiting for Hvitserk, but you came face to face with Ivar. 

Elise had already gone home a few hours ago, as she was going to her parents' cottage in Norway and had to take a flight, she had made you promise you'd text her and tell her everything. She thought you were going as a friend of Hvitserk's.

"Are you ready?" He asked, looking away from you... Was he nervous? "We have to go"

"Yeah, I'm... Ready" you took your phone, your backpack and the suitcase and went out of the room, closing the door.

Ivar smiled a bit when he saw your Hello Kitty suitcase, and touched your hat. 

"You look cute" he shrugged, and it made you smile. Suddenly, you didn't care you hadn't apply any make up and felt the most beautiful girl in the world. 

He was walking with only one crutch, and he seemed to be in a good mood. You didn't say it out loud but it probably was because he was going to see his mother. He always had that smile on his face when he was talking to her on the phone. 

Outside the main building there were a lot of stunning cars, you almost fell down the stairs for staring at an amazing red Porsche parked in front of you. 

Ubbe, Hvitserk and Sigurd were standing next to a beautiful black Jeep.

"Wow" you raised an eyebrow, impressed.

"It's Ubbe's, father bought it for him when he passed the driving test" Ivar chuckled next to you as you approached his brother's car "It's his baby, he cares for it even more than for his own family"

"My father gave me a pair of boots for my birthday and I thought he was being generous" you muttered, biting your lip. You could feel Ivar smiling next to you. 

"Considering the fact that your father is an asshole, Y/N, I'd be more than happy with that" 

You frowned at him. The fact that he called another people assholes was almost ironic. But he was right nevertheless.  

Hvitserk winked at you and Ubbe smiled brightly. Sigurd was busy trying to connect his phone to the car's speakers.

"Nice car" you complimented. Ubbe sighed in delight, touching it softly.

"I know, it's beautiful... I love it more than I love anything else" he winked at you "But don't tell Margrethe"

Ivar scoffed and shook his head while Hvitserk laughed, putting your suitcase inside the trunk. 

"Is she not coming?" You frowned.

"She'll go later, with her car... She and mother do not have a very good relationship" Ubbe shrugged "So I think we can get going"

Hvitserk nodded and opened the door, getting inside and moving to the other side, leaving space for you and another person. You climbed (yes, climbed because that thing was fucking huge) into the car and sat in the middle. Sigurd was going to sit next to you, but Ivar grabbed his arm.

"Sit on the front" he said "I'll seat here"

Sigurd looked at him with his eyebrows raised, but nodded and stepped aside.

"Are you sure, Ivar?" Ubbe frowned, looking at his legs. 

"Yes, I'm okay today" he just shrugged and entered the car more easily than you could have imagined, leaving the crutch on the floor. 

You heard Hvitserk chuckling next to you.

You had expected to get some sleep on your way to their house, to rest a bit and maybe calm your nerves. But it was impossible as they took turns to put their favorite music and were constantly fighting for it. 

"Okay, now it's Y/N's turn" said Ubbe, and Ivar gave the phone to you. You dried the tears from your face (result of an intense laughter after Ivar tried to hit Sigurd with the crutch for saying that Frank Ocean could not be considered an artist) and took it.

"Please don't play anything girly" Sigurd groaned. 

"Girly?" You raised an eyebrow "Since when there's different music for boys and for girls?"

"Just don't play Justin Bieber or any of those people" he shrugged. You shrugged and searched for one song, smiling with mischief. 

All of them groaned when Justin Bieber's Baby started playing, and though they protested and tried to turn it off, you could see Hvitserk moving his leg at the rhythm of the song and Ivar actually whispered the lyrics.

The rest of the journey was more relaxed, and you were brave enough to lean your head on Ivar's shoulder. He tensed up, but eventually he leaned his head against yours. 

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If you were impressed when you saw Valhalla Academy, you almost choked when you saw the Lothbrok's house. Or should you say mansion?

It was huge. Bigger than any house you had ever seen. It had a large garden around it, full of trees and Hvitserk said there was a pool on the backyard. 

There was a woman on the front porch, a beautiful woman with long, blonde hair. When she approached the car, you had to remind yourself to close your mouth. She was the most beautiful woman you had ever seen.

Yeah, this family has amazing genes indeed.

She hugged Ubbe and Hvitserk with a smile on her face, a smile that widened even more when Ivar got out of the car. She hugged him tightly, and he hugged her back, muttering something. When they got away from each other, Aslaug caressed his face, looking at him lovingly. It made you wish you had a mother like that. 

She tried to hug Sigurd too, but he only stopped next to her for a few seconds and didn't even look at her on the face. You noticed her smile faded, but she let her son go and then turned to you. 

You bit your lip and tried to smile, too intimidated by her.

"Hi" you said shyly, and heard Ubbe and Hvitserk chuckling behind you. 

"Mor, this is Y/N" said Ivar "My..."

"Hello!" she looked happier to meet you that you thought "I'm Aslaug, it's really nice to meet you" she hugged you softly, making you blush "Ivar has told me a lot about you"

"It's nice to meet you too" you smiled at her, glancing at a blushed Ivar who avoided your eyes "Thanks for letting me stay during the holidays"

"Oh, you don't have to thank me, my dear" she smiled warmly at you "It's a pleasure to have you here... Well, let's get inside, you must be hungry and tired..."

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You weren't sleeping with Ivar. 

Well, you already knew it, considering how distant he had been the past few weeks. But a part of you, that naïve part of you, thought that maybe outside of school...

You weren't complaining, you had an entire room for yourself, and it was huge. It was at the other side of the hall, away from Ivar's. You didn't know what to think about that. 

The window offered an impressive view of the backyard, and you could see the pool Hvitserk was talking about. You hoped they only used it on summer. 

After eating a short lunch in the kitchen with Aslaug, you had retired to your room, planning on sleeping a bit and maybe calling your parents to tell them where you were, you weren't sure they'd care, though. 

But the brothers didn't approve of your plans. 

Hvitserk knocked at your door only fifteen minutes after you had laid down on the bed.

"Get up, sleeping beauty" he opened the door "Ivar and I are taking you to visit Copenhagen"

"Seriously, Hvitserk? Today?"

"Yeah, come on" he winked at you "I promised you I'd take you someday, didn't I?"

They didn't hear your protest, and you found yourself on the back of a white Mercedes, in your way to Copenhagen. Ivar had been in a good mood the whole day, something you had never witnessed in your life. He almost seemed nervous around you, he was acting even more weird than in school. 

Copenhagen was really nice, Hvitserk seemed overexcited of being your guide for the day, he even taught you some words in danish, which you honestly forgot like three minutes later. Ivar followed you, rolling his eyes at his brother and smiling softly when you frowned and asked Hvitserk to repeat the name of the place you were visiting. 

The cold and the walking soon made his legs sore, and he urged you to enter some warm place to rest a bit. 

You ended up in a cozy cafeteria, sipping on a hot chocolate while Hvitserk devoured as many muffins as he could get and Ivar took pictures to show them to their mother so she would scold him later. 

"So, do you like Copenhagen?" it was the first time since you arrived to his house that Ivar actually talked to you, and you looked around to make sure he was talking to you before answering.

"I do, it's more beautiful than I thought" you tried to smile "Though Hvitserk is the worst tourist guide I've ever seen"

He looked at you, narrowing his eyes with an offended expression, making you laugh. 

"He is" Ivar scoffed "I'll be your guide next time"

"Okay, as neither of you is capable of appreciating me as I deserve, I'm gonna go and talk to that beautiful blonde in that corner who has been looking at me since we got here... Wish me luck" he winked at you and took the last bite of his muffin before standing up and walking over to the blonde girl. 

"He's the biggest jerk I've ever met" Ivar whispered before taking his brother's coffee and sipping on it.

"Are you sure?" You raised an eyebrow "Because I'm sure I've met even bigger jerks"

Ivar pressed his lips together and sighed.

"I suppose I deserved that" he shrugged "I've been behaving like a true jerk, haven't I?" 

"Yes" you tilted your head "You have"

"I..." He cleared his throat and an expression of annoyance crossed his face "I suppose I should apologize"

"You should" you crossed your arms.

"Sorry" he sighed as if it pained him to say such word "I cannot believe you haven't broken up with me yet"

"I thought about it" you shrugged "But I decided to give you another chance" you lied. 

Well, you weren't going to tell him I didn't because I love you.

"I thought about it too" he admitted, and your heart broke a bit more "But you don't deserve it" he muttered, looking away. He was sitting next to you, so you could not see his face properly "I'm sorry for hurting you, Y/N, it was never my intention, trust me, I might be a jerk but I wouldn't hurt you on purpose"

"You did" you replied. Maybe you were being too harsh on him, but he kind of deserved it "It would have been much easier for me if you just said 'I do not love you'"

"I'm trying" he frowned, his beautiful blue eyes fixing on yours "I'm trying to love you, but I need time"

You bit your lip, shaking your head. 

"You cannot force it, Ivar" 

"Trust me" he smirked and caressed your cheek with his fingers, bringing his face closer to you "I'm not forcing it" 

Then he kissed you, for the first time in days. And again you felt all your doubts and insecurities go away. Yeah, you'd wait for him for your entire life if it was necessary

"Who are you?" You frowned when he broke the kiss, panting "And what have you done with Ivar Lothbrok?"

Ivar chuckled, and you looked at him, amazed of how different he was outside of school, in a public place where no one knew who he was, where no one paid attention to his crutches and where Freydis' ghost could not torment him.

"I'm in a good mood, it must be the holidays" he shrugged. 

"Does this happen like once every ten years or...?"

"Wow, I really have been a jerk to you"

"You definitely have... Remember that time when you first threatened me with a gun and then fingered me?" 

"I never threatened you with a gun, Y/N"

"You did! You said you'd use it as the last resource"

Ivar rolled his eyes.

"I was fucking with you, my intention was to finger you, not to kill you" he licked his lips "I couldn't find any other excuse to do it"

You blushed, looking around to make sure no one was paying attention to your conversation.

"Mother liked you, by the way" he added, playing with your fingers absentmindedly "She told me when you went upstairs, she thinks you're good for me"

You sighed in relief. Aslaug had been really nice to you, always smiling and offering you more food and drink, but you weren't sure if she did it out of habit or because she liked you.

"I liked her too" you smiled "She looks like a very strong woman"

"She is" he smiled a bit and your heart skipped a beat "She practically raised four children by herself, including a disabled one, my father abandoned her and went away with his lover, she was all alone with four boys and too much shit that my father left behind... I love my father, you know, but there's a part of me that hates him, for abandoning me and hurting my mother"

"I understand" you nodded "My parents were never married, they were a couple when I was conceived and weren't even together when I was born... Then my father left for Paris and he now has a family in there, I'm just the living proof of his biggest mistake, as he used to tell my mom... Then she met John, and realized my father was right, I'm the mistake, and that's how I ended up in Valhalla Academy, it was just the attempt of leaving the mistake behind"

Ivar was frowning, his jaw clenched and he squeezed your hand softly.

"Sorry" he bit his lip "I don't think you're a mistake, if it helps"

You laughed, shaking your head.

"Thank you, Ivar, it does help" you smiled softly at him, and he couldn't help but kiss you again. 

You had never seen this Ivar, but you definitely didn't mind him staying a little bit. 

But it didn't really last. 

He got away from you quickly, letting go of your hand and making you frown. His eyes were fixed on two guys, a bit older than you, who were laughing softly as they approached your table.

"Ivar" one of them chuckled while the other eyed you up and down. Then he started speaking danish, and you blinked a few times, obviously not understanding a word. 

Ivar looked furious, his jaw was clenched and his eyes narrowed to the guy talking. He looked like the Ivar that had threatened you in that room, months ago, and he somehow managed to scare you a bit. The other man wouldn't stop looking at you, and that made you angry and uncomfortable. Ivar noticed him staring and barked something at him. They guy raised an eyebrow and asked something, pointing at you with his head. 

Ivar replied harshly, and the other man chuckled, muttering something under his breath. 

Then Ivar got up, quickly and harshly. His fist was clenched and you gasped, widening your eyes. 

You didn't understand what the hell was happening. Who were those guys? Why had Ivar changed completely his behavior when he saw them? And most important... What the fuck were they saying?

"Ivar" luckily, Hvitserk was quick and put a hand on his brother's shoulder before he was able to hit that guy "Don't do this here, brother, come on" he whispered "People are staring"

Ivar was breathing heavily, his eyes full of rage fixed on the guy who had been staring at you, who actually looked scared.

"Hvitserk Lothbrok" the man who had talked first laughed "It must be true that you're always together... That makes it easier for us, don't you think?"

"Go away, you fucking coward" Ivar growled between his teeth "You're not that confident when you're not in a public place, are you?"

The man raised his hands, a smile plastered on his face.

"We're not looking for trouble, Ivar, we just saw..." He looked at you and smiled "You here, and thought we should say hello... But we're leaving now, we have things to do... Bye, Ivar, Hvitserk" he smiled "Bye, love, it was a pleasure meeting you"

You just stared at him, speechless. What the hell just happened and why did you expect it was all part of a hidden camera program?

When they disappeared through the door, Ivar relaxed a bit. He turned to you and frowned a bit, extending his hand to help you get up. 

"Come on, Y/N, it wasn't a good idea to come here"

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The way to their home was silent. You were still confused and maybe a bit scared. You didn't know what you just witnessed, but you didn't like it.

Ivar had gotten back to his usual self, grumpy and angry at the world, so you left him alone when you got home, choosing to go to bed early in hopes of getting some sleep. 

But Hvitserk had the same idea, and soon you found yourself softly knocking on Ivar's door to see if you could use his bathroom as his brother was having a five hour shower on the other one. 

He had opened the door shirtless, but you had already gotten used to that. He smiled softly at you and nodded, letting you in. 

His room was huge, it had a big bed, with a large desk and lots of books on the several shelfs. There were some posters of singers and bands, but you couldn't look at them properly. 

After having a quick shower and washing your teeth, you put on your pajamas and went out, ready to go back to your room and sleep alone, as always.

But Ivar had grabbed your arm, and whispered softly on your ear. 

Do you want to sleep here?

You shivered, and bit your lip when you noticed he was nervous asking you that. Almost like if he was afraid you'd reject him. 

You nodded, blushing as you kissed his lips. He had smiled then.

Good, I didn't want to sleep without you either.

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One order for a head cannon for the dorm leader’s normally chill s/o snapping at them over the smallest thing due to stress. During this outburst the s/o simply states, “I many not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!”

ლ  Content: Dorm leaders,“I many not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!”

ლ  Warnings: None!

ლ Comments: Yes, We love a feisty s/o! ᕦ(ò_óˇ) Sorry if their a little OOC

Riddle knew you were having a stressful week, he knew that 

But he never knew that his calm s/o would be like this 

All he did was ask if she can help out instead of sitting around 

You just snapped at him and started to ran on and on about everything that went wrong this past week

Riddle just sat there in shock not knowing what to do

I-is this how s/o normally is?

N-no they're always so calm and at peace 

He let is head get the better of him and started to argue back

It started to get really heated and Ace and Deuce quickly had to go grab Trey before Riddle or you did something really bad

As soon as you said “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!” that made Riddle shut up for a while until Trey got there

When Trey got there all he saw was you fuming and Riddle sitting there in shock trying to process the words you said 

Then riddle was going to say something before Trey broke you two up 

It may take a while for Riddle to apologize but he will with a tea party and sweets 

Leona was just trying to take a nap until it was near the time to go to school

You had come in instead of Ruggie to get your lazy lion up

You were already stress due to Trein’s test that was coming up 

Leona didn’t want to get up 

“Ugh your so annoying” He groaned, he didn’t know what was coming from saying that

You just snapped and started to rant to him about how lazy he was and how he never does anything

Leona was just groaning and arguing back 

He never thought you were like this, normally you are just like him laid back and chill.

 I think it was that big test you were talking about 

When Leona heard you say “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!” he just smiled

“Well if you think you can beat me, i’d like to see you try” 

Ruggie came in seeing you and Leona just going at it looking like you two where about to get physical 

“Okay, okay, let's break it up” Laugh with me was used to stop both of you from going anymore

After a scolding from Ruggie, Leona would sheepishly apologize to you 

Maybe hugging it out would work hopefully

Azul was already having a stressful week along with you 

So two stressful people one with magic one without magic what can go wrong? Well a lot can go wrong

Azul was stressed out by the contracts he had and you walked in wanting to be comfort after a stressful class

You tried to get Azuls attention, but it backfired and Azul snapped back at you 

You who where taken aback started to snap back 

It started to get heated and Azul started to insult your abilities

He started to insult you by saying you can’t use any magic and how defenseless you are

You fired back after being really hurt by that comment by saying “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!”

Which made Azul stop and think 

This was true, you do have a physical capabilities that he doesn’t 

He isn’t use to his human boyd and hell he’s not strong enough to fight fist to fist without his magic

Both of you were sitting there in silence you trying to calm yourself down

He was also in shock on how you, a very laid back person can be like this. It both shook and yet intrigued him

Are you always like this when your mad? Or do you just hide your true self? 

Jade and Floyd were watching as this was the most interesting thing to happen today 

After everything settled Azul would immediately apologize to you saying how low it was for him to attack something you couldn’t control

Kalim just wanted to get your attention, Jamil was busy so he can’t hangout with Kalim but he knows his s/o is here so time to see if they want to hangout 

You were in his room trying to study for an upcoming test

He comes bursting in clamping onto you trying to get your attention 

You try to give him some while trying to study for this 

But sometimes this little boy doesn’t know when to stop and you just snapped 

You started to yelling and ranting about everything that has happened

Poor boy doesn’t know what to do, he’d be trying to calm you down but you keep ranting

He accidentally said something about you not having magic and you just fired back with “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!”

The poor boy would just be even more confused trying to apologize

He was so use to you being so chill and always stop what you were doing to give him attention 

I think he just forgot you had a test coming up 

Jamil came into the room after being tipped of by some scarabia student that you and kalim where yelling in the room

Jamil saw you ranting away and Kalim just trying to help out by talking to you 

Kalim would apologize immediately for what he said but you also said sorry because you were just stressed

Vil knew you were stress he could see it on your face

You where sitting in the lounge trying to study as Vil was scrolling through Magicam

Vil made a offhand comment about your stress and that just made you snap 

You started to just go off with him over everything 

Vil would just dismiss everything 

He then pointed out how you don’t have magic. Why would you even be in this school? 

That hurt a lot 

You just fired back “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!”

Vil was just in shock like, did his calm and chill s/o just threaten him to fight? 

Epel was loving all of this seeing his Dorm leader being told off 

Rook on the other hand was panicking thinking what to do to stop Vil and you from saying anything more that can ruin you twos relationship

Vil would just get up and walk away, with rook in tow. 

Epel just came to see if your okay, yeah you're okay but you were just stressed 

Vil would expect you to apologize first, but you also expect Vil to apologize first 

So it may take some pushing from Rook and Epel for you two to apologize to each other

It would be a short and simple apology but it would be sweet

You come in want to chat to him, he was doing some programing 

Poor baby doesn’t know what to do, he just wants to do his programing but you were trying to talk to him

You two were pretty stressed enough 

You with you classes 

And Idia with trying to get this programming right 

Idia would just say a backhand comment which didn’t sit right with you 

You would just started to go off on him 

Idia was shocked to say the less someone who he cares about a lot is mad at him? 

He would be just sitting there not knowing what to do 

In the middle of that you said “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight” 

Idia kinda took that serious and thought you wanted to fight him 

But you were just joking and had to explain to him that it was a joke 

A introvert like him would never understand these type of situation and how to handle them 

He may have to ask ortho if your normally like this

He only knew you for being very chill and relax like him 

An Apology from both are given and you two would just make it up by playing some video games

He is so confused, it’s the truth why are you so mad about it?

All he said is that you don’t have magic and that's okay 

You went from your normal chill self to ranting while pacing around the lounge

Malleus is so confused. What should he do?  He was trying to talk things out with you

Lilia may come in to see what was going on. 

Lilia came in to hear you say “I may not have magic but I can sure beat you in a fist fight, if you don’t stop!”

Yup and there goes lilia leaving the room how funny, a mere human trying to fight in hand to hand combat 

Malleus would find this amusing as well. He isn’t just trained in his magic fighting in hand to hand combat is something else he was trained in.

He would just use simple magic to lift you up and sat you down on a chair as a table and another chair come from across the room

He would sit you down and ask you to explain what is stressing you and how he can help 

That seems to be his way to calm you down

Later on lilia brought some tea to help ease your stress 

Malleus would apologize for not realizing how stressful you were. All of this must be so stressful for you and Malleus promised to help you with your stress

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