#UPDATE hmm I think he asked me out on a double date
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Didn't know you can ask my lovely Trant for the Moralist quest
#It's about that guy's playthrough again#He chose the moralist quest#Also he asked me if I'm woke or anti-woke....... I know it's a very cornering question#Using the 'woke' terminology is a red flag#I can't just say that I'm non-binary and fighting woke on the side of the woke#God. I deserve better. I feel like Klaasje kinda. Kinda lonely yknow#I implied that I'm a commie by saying I am an average Disco player leftist#He said he's also left. LIEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS shame SHAME#I did recommend him to read leftist books LOL#I can fix him. In 4 years maybe#UPDATE hmm I think he asked me out on a double date#But he did bring his *girl* friend... But with other guy...#Idk I'm too lazy to go outside LMAOO#But it was so out of the blue
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out of mind, out of sight. | tbnd.
“baby, u did not.” i stopped in my tracks as soon as we got out of the car, covering my mouth in shock as he giggled and nodded, “i did baby. only for the best girl.”
“how did you even afford a booking…” i asked, “i have connections, baby.” he whispered before linking our arms and walking into the high class restaurant. the cheapest food they had costed fifty bucks, can you believe it?
“table under kim gyuvin.. ah yes! right this way sir,” the waitress led us to the table gyuvin had booked and woah, there were candles and flowers on the table. i pouted my lips slightly, he did all this… for me?
we looked through the menu and ordered our food straight away. we giggled and laughed about a few inside jokes we had before a certain somebody caught our eyes. “is that who i think it is?” i started as gyuvin nodded quick, we let out an audible gasp when we realised who they were.
“gyuvin and yn! so great to see you guys here!” he said as we chuckled awkwardly, “great to see you both here too, taesan and wonyoung..!” gyuvin said as they took the table next to ours.
time passed by slow as gyuvin and taesan yapped, wonyoung and i just exchanging glances and laughing it off. i quickly excused myself to the restroom and stayed in the cubicle. how was the night going to end? was she going to take gyuvin away from me again..?
i took in a few deep breaths and let out a huge sigh, nothing bad will happen right? just as i opened my cubicle door, wonyoung was at the sink, applying lipstick. i took in a deep breath and just washed my hands, wow she smelled good.
“yn..” oh boy.
i hummed in response, “i’m so sorry for what i’ve done to you and your boyfriend… i should’ve never done that and i reflected upon my actions. it was very immature of me to do so and i should’ve just left you guys alone. i’m sorry yn, will you forgive me?”
oh!
“um, yes. i will forgive you wony, it’s been some time ago and i just learned to let it go. the past is in the past… all is good don’t worry! how are you and taesan? a date hmm?” i forgave ehr and changed the topic, going out of the restroom together.
“i really like him… i hope he likes me too.”
“he’d be crazy if he didn’t, trust me.”
after our short double..? date, gyuvin and i went off to the besches nearby to calm our minds down. i told him everything wonyoung said and we just laughed it off. why hold onto that when we can look into the future right?
“you know, i always thought you were crazy.” gyuvin started as we sat down on the swing.
“that’s a way to start a conversation…”
“you’re right, i love you so much.”
“you’re so cheesy~”
we giggled as he wrapped an arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him, “what should we do now?” i asked him as he hummed.
“well now that everything is out of sight and out of mind, i have you all to myself without anyone else interferring with our relationship.”
“i love you.” he said.
“me too, baby.” as soon as i replied, he turned his whole body to face me, “we are Not doing this again.”
“are we not?” i giggled before turning and running away from him. he tried to chase me from behind yelling, ‘say it back!’ but i just laughed and kept on running.
this was only the first chapter of our relationship. what comes next?
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hi pls ignore this if i have mistaken you for someone else and am making a fool out of myself but are you the person who wrote isosceles?? because that fic altered my brain on an abnormal and chemical level way back when and i just remembered it the other day and binged it all again and i feel like i remember there being a few other fics in that universe (one from travis’s pov iirc) and i wanted to know where they are. of course if you are not the person who wrote isosceles i am a fool and feel free to ignore this ❤️
I did, yeah.
I wrote it when i was 14 so at a certain point i didn't want to be associated with it because it didn't reflect me as much anymore. It was my big baby at the time!!! But i divorced from that a few years ago. As for the other universe fics, if i remember correctly: connor, drew, a vers where jason admits to liking him back (some point isos implied that jason DID like leo back but was too confused to do anything).... But i deleted those first because they just weren't as fun, and my own friend group was falling apart so it felt too close.
But yes, you have found me LOLOL. Isos is orphaned, but unfortunately the other fics are deleted fr. Sorry :( but thanks for enjoying it!!! 💖
(ramblings under the cut)
The reason why i didnt delete isos too was because so many people were saying what you are now. If i could, id rewrite it (both with style and plot differences) and do a whole new remastered version. Im not sure why i decided to write his senior year when i was a freshman/sophomore LOL so I always figured I would've came back to it when I was older.... Clearly I did not.
I WAS miserable in high school, at least socially. So Leo was a little TOO personal and it made me mad when i basically did what he did towards the end. I spent some time just doing some random apolleo fics. Capolleo series, so my name should've been capolleon by then? LOLOLOL i had been majorly influenced by some now-deleted fic which is why apollo is even there 💀 but now im apollos age in the fic and im like 'hmm. Yeah maybe not...'
Then there was a fic that was coming out towards the end of isos that i felt was copying me 😭😭😭 ← 14/15 yr old feelings. Who cares! But i would update and then they would update and i was so paranoid 😭😭😭 honestly, the vibe in general for valgrace in 2018 is much different than right now, and it was much more open and varied in topics. This is not to discredit the current valgrace leaders or whatever the fuck, but the vibe is just ... Pretty different.
But yeah. Im sort of using this ask as an excuse to talk about it, but isos was SO big and what i was known for within the small vg circle (outside of the text fic at the same time 💀) so i was constantly reminded of it. And dont get me wrong, i ADORED that fic when i was writing it. I was upset whenever my life was too messy for me to drop the chapter of the month. Double updates felt so ... Um. Mature and awesome, like i was a professional 💀 i wrote leo as bisexual but he had a pretty strong inclination to men because i was figuring I'm out that I wasn't bisexual but a lesbian, but I couldn't really articulate that, especially as I was dating a guy through that fic. That was some cute little endpoint i was gonna have but its reality frightened me so it was dropped... The complexities of piperleojason were insane to think about when i was like, crying at lunch in my bf's car 😭 When it was posting, i left some really crazy A/N's showing how volatile i was at the time, that i eventually deleted. But i was so proud of it and it was a comfort to write. I think the drafts were a lot more raw but people loved it anyway.
Anyway. It's been a while since I've been able to talk about this fic. People have left the most loving comments in the world and it connected with a lot of readers. Its also my only fic that had fanart and playlists and such made for it! I was so proud of that! I dont think people understand how incredible that is and it truly is the dream for fic writers!!! I have other fics that inspired ppl, but isos was the one ppl constantly flocked to or appreciated :)
I used to cry writing some parts of it and now it just feels like an old diary entry. I haven't read it in a while and thought about remaking it (probs... As college kids though) but haven't bothered. Technical-wise, theres so many things that are dropped or forgotten or are just clumsy but thats really just a maturity thing.
Anyway THANK YOU FOR ASKING!!!!!!!!! Ppl dont ask me about my fics like they used to which was the whole reason why i made this account :(((( among other things, lack of interactions in fandom have decreased so much :((((
Love love love uuuuuuuuu
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Double Trouble || Jookyun - Ch.2
Pairing: JooKyun x Reader
Genre: AU, Romance, Smut (eventual)
Rating: M
Summary: Jooheon and Changkyun are an inseparable duo. They do everything together, and dating was no exception. You see them all the time and silently pine but eventually meet them and things progress from there.
Basically reader and her two boyfriends. Smut. Fluff.
Wattpad | AO3 (will likely always update these 2 places first)
Navigation: Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4
The boys led you out of the lounge and towards the valet outside. Speaking with a couple of people along the walk to the front, you tried to get out of the way but they never let you wander far. One of the other gives you lingering touches and heated glances here and there.
When the valet pulls their black Range Rover up, you were unsure of where to sit. As if reading your mind,
Changkyun steps up and opens the front passenger door for you. "Here princess, you sit in the front."
You internally squeal at what you hope is your new nickname.
"Come on, I don't bite." Jooheon beckons, already behind the wheel and waiting for you to get in.
You hear Changkyun snort at this comment. Hmm, so he bites? You think. Jackpot. "Thank you." You tell Changkyun as you get in.
He makes his way to the back seat and soon you are pulling away from the lounge. The club was on another side of town, so you were looking at about a 20-minute drive. Jooheon begins fiddling with the radio putting on some Lucky Daye at a low enough volume to chat if wanted. He has taste.
After a few minutes of comfortable silence. Changkyun chimes in from the back seat. He leans up, his head poking between you and Jooheon. "Hyung, I've got an idea."
You glance at him and he's wearing a smirk. You're starting to wonder if letting them carry you away and getting you alone so quickly was a mistake.
Jooheon chuckles a bit. "Oh, Changkyunnie has an idea! That'll be fun. What is it?"
"Let's play a game." You snort in your mind at this. They're already playing a game with you. You're just trying to figure out what it is.
"What kind of game?" You ask curiously.
"Oh, nothing too crazy. Just a round of questions to pass the car ride. I told you, we want to get to know you more. The only penalty is, if you don't answer, we get to ask another question." He smiles. Jooheon affirms.
And you wanted to know more about them as well. Besides lusting after them, they seemed interesting, and fun to be around. Even in the limited time you've spent, you've noticed how doting and sweet they are. Of course, this could all be a ploy to get into your pants, but you've already told yourself that you would accept whatever came of this and enjoy the ride.
"Okay, that sounds like fun. I want to learn more about you two as well." You smile at them both.
"Wonderful! I'll start," Jooheon exclaims. "What were you thinking about when you were staring at us earlier?" Changkyun cocks his head your direction awaiting an answer.
Wow. Out the gate with a tough one. You couldn't tell the truth. "I was imagining what it would be like to be sandwiched between the two of you." But you had to answer. So you deflect.
"I don't think I was staring. Though I was probably wondering how long it would take for you to come up to me." Though said playfully, you hoped they would accept your answer.
You are incredibly nervous but figured it would be best to try to convince them you could hold your own for as long as you could. Deep down you know it wouldn't take much for the two of them to wear you down. Have you begging on your knees. If you jumped out of the window for them, there would be no turning back. But what fun is it to give in immediately?
They both laugh. "Cute." Changkyun says.
"So you knew we'd approach you?" Jooheon asks.
"Hold on. I believe it's my turn."
"Whoa, excuse me." Joo holds a hand up in surrender. "You're right. Ask away, baby."
Baby. Fuck. He threw you off already but you quickly regained yourself. You had many questions but you were aware you had limited time and opportunity. So you ran through options that would get you the most information.
"You two have apparently seen me around before. Why wait till now to say something?"
"You both keep saying 'we'. What's the deal with that?"
"Are you together?"
"Are you both interested?"
"Do you share everything?"
You settle on, "You both keep saying 'we' or 'us'. What's the deal with that?" You just had to know.
Changkyun answers matter-of-factly, "we do everything together, as I'm sure you know. That also includes personal matters."
"So are you two together?" You ask.
"Aht aht, I believe it's our turn." Jooheon says throwing your earlier statement back at you.
"I- you're right." You say defeated.
"What would you think if we were together?" Joo asks raising an eyebrow.
You would obviously love it if they were both interested. You want them both, even better if they share and get along. Changkyun says they do everything together. At that, your mind wandered to the possibilities. You have no problem with any scenario you dreamed up. "I'd love it." You answer frankly.
"Interesting," Changkyun says while looking at you adoringly. "We'll have to talk about this more. But for now, we're here." Leaning back.
You pout, "but it was my turn."
Joo coos at you. "Aw, we can keep playing once we get inside." He puts the car in park and hops out to walk to your side.
Opening the door for you he grabs your hand to help you out and hooks it in his arm. You're silently losing your mind. You can feel how big and hard his arm is even through his shirt.
Changkyun joins your other side and glides his hand down your back, leaving chills in its wake, stopping just above your ass on your lower back. Hold it together.
Walking past some of the patrons waiting to get in, you clock a couple of jealous stares. You ignore it. No need to psyche yourself out because of any outside influence.
As you make it to the door, security immediately recognizes them. "Boys! Welcome." He calls someone on his walkie earpiece. "The twins are here."
He promptly lets you in, and we're greeted by the hostess who will guide you all to their private section.
The club is incredible. It's decorated in black with gold accents. It has a high-end feel to it. There are mirrors on either side of the dance floor, reflecting and shimmering the lights like gold glitter. There's a stage currently being occupied by a DJ. The dance floor is packed as well as the bar to the back but navigating the throngs of people was easy enough.
There were several booths and sections on the main floor, where you thought you would be but you were taken to the back and up a set of stairs. There's a hall with several doors lining it. You can still hear the music downstairs but it's certainly not as loud. More muffled.
"Here you go, gentlemen and lady." She offers you a polite smile while opening a door and gesturing you inside. "Kihyun made sure the bar was fully stocked and as well as two bottles of your favorite champagne." She gestures to the table. "If you need anything please don't hesitate to call in a server from the phone here. Enjoy your evening." We thank her and she leaves us alone.
This room is fairly huge. There's a full bar with seating for 5 and a lounge area with two comfy-looking couches and chairs. There appears to be a karaoke setup here as well with a couple of large TVs on a wall and opposite of that there's a large window overlooking the club. Here you wander over and take a look out.
"Whoa. You can see everything. This is quite nice. Thank you for inviting me." You turn and look at them beaming brightly.
Changkyun has started pouring drinks for you three and Jooheon has joined you at the window. Placing a hand on the small of your back.
"You're absolutely welcome baby. Hopefully, you don't think we're overdoing it, trying to impress you." He says half-jokingly. If you squint really hard, you'd think he was nervous.
Not wanting to play too hard to get, you give them a bone. "Well consider me impressed Jooheon."
He smiles brightly at you. Gently he grabs your hand and raises it to his mouth. Your heart skips a beat. "Please, call me Honey." He places a gentle kiss on your skin.
"Okay. Honey." You're breathless but you smile.
"Come. Let's sit."
You both move to join Changkyun. He's sitting in a chair directly next to the end of one of the couches. He gestures for you to sit on the couch, and Jooheon takes his place on the cushion to your left. You're trapped, again.
Grabbing a glass, you take a sip. "You know, I'm starting to feel like prey being cornered by you two."
Changkyun raises a brow at you while finishing his sip. "Why? Do you feel trapped?" Is he in my head?
You play with the thought in your mind. "Not trapped but I feel surrounded." You all laugh a bit.
Honey adds, "does that make you uncomfortable?"
Your face heats up. He's lounging with his arm around the back of the couch gently moving his thumb over your skin near the tiny strap of your dress. You're very comfortable. In fact, you've been trying to keep yourself from being too comfortable. You're failing miserably.
You look between the pair of them. "Not uncomfortable. But I'm feeling hunted." You raise a brow at Honey.
"Ah, you think you haven't already been caught." Changkyun says tipping his glass in your direction. Taking another sip.
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The Devil's Mercenary Part 9. Technoblade X reader. Love Locked
I'm finally getting the next chapter out, I'll be updating and writing some things today cause I'm not at school, I'm sick. I'm waiting for the meds to kick in right now so it doesn't feel like my head is imploding. This is a Dream chapter, wink wink, nudge nudge.
I've been rly sick the last week or so, and my relationship status is now complicated, so y'know.
Warnings: Smut, Mommy kink, Dom reader, Sub Dream, words like "baby, pet, whore." Beware.
Date: 10/5/2021
Series Masterlist
I was going about my day, as usual, my shoes crunched along the ground as I watched the colored leaves shake in the wind. Fall was such a beautiful season, everything sparkled in such a way, one that could melt the heart of even the most brutal of people.
The crisp air made its way through my hair, I could swear I could see it, dancing in its mysterious way, moving to its own tune.
The birds were heard chirping and I watched as small critters ran along the ground, basking in the sun's warm light.
And while fall was a very beautiful season, it was also very melancholy. It, like everything else, held two sides. While the land and the trees and the animals rejoiced in the cooling temperatures, and they turned to magnificent colors.
The thought arises that even if they are beautiful, they're still going to die. This was the leaves' last blaze of glory, its final bow. Some fell sooner than others, and in a few weeks, the rest would join. Dotting the Earth in their colors for a short time before losing them. Going brown, then to fall into obscurity.
It could almost make me sad to think about, but right now I could still enjoy the wonder the beginning of fall brought.
I felt the timber basket swish in my hand and I looked down to see a songbird, it had landed on the lid of the wooden container and started to peck at the whisker.
A chuckle formed as I stared at the gray and yellow bird.
"Well hello, little guy," I laughed. The bird's eyes met my own and it started to twitter. Its beak barely opening in closing. I grinned as I looked at the small animal.
"Aren't you just a little cutey?"
"Are you talking to a bird?" My eyes shot up and the basket jolted with my body, this had startled the bird causing it to fly off. I huffed as I watched the flurry of gray and yellow fly off.
"What was that for?" I glared at him.
I could see the blond stand up with a laugh, his emerald eyes blazing as he looked at me.
"I'm sorry I scared your little friend away," he walked closer to me with an almost loving smile on his lips, "Maybe we should eat to take your mind off it?" I felt him take the handle from me before putting one of his hands on the small of my back.
I slightly leaned into his side as I let myself react to his touch. My eyes closed again and a breath left my lips. I felt my nose scrunch slightly, this was only a deal, that's all it was. It wasn't anything else. This wasn't cheating, I wasn't even officially dating Wilbur.
I felt bad, I really did, but whenever I looked at him or was around him, I felt so right.
My eyes opened and I looked up at the man that caused my problems.
"I think this should be a good place, hmm?" I lost eye contact with him as I glanced around. The sight of the autumn trees brought a smile to my lips, it was so enchanting. The sun was setting in the distance, still peaking out over the treetops.
"Yeah," I answered breathily, "this is nice."
He sat the basket on the ground and pulled out the blanket stored in there. He unfolded it before ruffling it through the air, I watched it unfurl before it was placed on the slightly bumpy grown.
I sat down first, soon to be joined by the man that called me here.
I was the one to start unloading the food, taking out tasty concoctions Niki and I had made the night before, she hadn't questioned why I had wanted to bake so late, just happily obliged to help me.
As I sat out the last of the food I looked at him with a questioning stare, he was already looking at me, his eyes flickered in the last rays of sunlight, he had a dopey smile on his face.
"Why did you ask me to come here today?" I asked. I could see him slightly falter before picking up one of his favorite treats, it was a double-stuffed chocolate loaf cake, I had baked it for him before, and he constantly begged me for more.
"I wanted to tell you some things, I'm going to be talking to Wilbur tomorrow but I knew you'd want to be caught up." My eyebrows furrowed as I picked up a sandwich.
"Go on."
He smiled at me and took a bite of his cake, "I wanted to offer L'manburg their freedom."
My eyes widened as I looked at him, "What's the catch?"
"That there would be an election, an old friend of mine offered me a proposition. That I give L'manburg their freedom, if he could run for president, all I would have to do is be his endorsement."
I looked at him with widened eyes, if Wilbur agreed, he could win, I know he would win.
"Who's your 'old friend'," I questioned, still slightly skeptical.
"JShlatt."
The name sounded slightly familiar, I just couldn't put my finger on it. I nodded my head, my eyes were unfocused as I looked at him.
Before I could say anything else, he interrupted again, I could see him take a quick inhale of breath, "There's one more thing I would like to run by you." I stared at him, but he was looking at the ground.
A hum fell from my lips as I continued eating my food.
"I would like to temporarily put the killing part of our deal on hold."
That definitely caught my attention, "So we would just be fucking?"
He paused a minute, looking at me, then at the ground, I could see him struggling to find the right wording, "Yeah..."
I could hear his voice trail, there was something else there, but at the moment I didn't feel like pushing.
Other thoughts were swimming through my head at that moment, so many questions that would be left unanswered for the time being.
That would make it cheating, wouldn't it?
I could tell he noticed my hesitancy.
"Hey," he mumbled, scooching closer to me, his hand cupped my jaw as he looked at me.
"How about we take your mind off it?"
I looked at him with slightly glazed eyes, "How?" I saw him smile. The moon started to rise from the other side of the trees, I could see fireflies winding through the trees as I stared at the man in front of me.
He stood up and grabbed something out of his pocket, and as the moon rose I saw lanterns turn on all around me, light illuminated his features as he stared down at me with his hand held out.
I heard music start to play, it was low, almost like a wedding song.
"Would you dance with me?" my hands were placed in his as he pulled me up.
My body was swirled into his body. He held me close, his feet finding a rhythm with the melodies. His smile was sweet, and the way he held me with such purpose made my heart melt.
He twirled us around the open area. My head rested on his chest. My eyes were closed as one of his hands was wrapped around mine. My arm was rung around his neck.
The mood was made better when I accidentally stepped on his foot, both of us started laughing as I kept stumbling.
His body shook as he buried his nose in my hair. The arm around my waist tightened around me.
"You're such a klutz," he mumbled.
It was a jab, yes, but it was soft. He was kidding. I could hear him mumble something else under his breath.
"Hmm?" I asked.
"Don't worry about it, gorgeous."
I felt him press his lips to my forehead as the music slowed to a stop. We stood there for a few seconds. It was peaceful, standing there with him, away from everything. He made me feel loved.
He pulled away and guided me back to the picnic area. I could see a squirrel ruffling through some of the food. A laugh tumbled from my throat as I watched Dream panic.
"My cake!" he bellowed as he ran over. The critter raced off as the large man stumbled over. He looked over the picnic area and whined as he saw the crumbs of his cake. He sat back dejected, head held low.
My heart slightly sputtered as I looked at him, something came over me as I walked over to him. My pointer finger hooked under his chin and I pulled his head up. He looked at me with big puppy dog eyes.
"Do you want me to make you feel better?" with that the mood shifted, it was charged, electric. His eyes widened before he nodded
"Yes, please."
I smiled and bent down and pressed my lips to his. I broke the kiss and sat down on his lap. One arm got thrown around his neck and the other got placed on the middle of his chest.
I connected our lips again with a smile, I felt him whine again as I began to put pressure on his middle, he leaned back on the blanket so now I was straddling his hips.
I once again pulled away, he looked at me with such big eyes as I sat upright completely.
"Please..." I heard him mumble. A smile pulled on my lips.
"In a minute, baby. You'll get what you want."
I pulled my shirt off my body as I looked back at him. His hands went to my bare hips but I pushed them off.
"Not yet pup, mommy's working still."
he nodded and tried to sit still, watching me with hungry eyes, I stood up for s second to take off my pants. I knew he was watching me, and I was going to milk every second.
I pulled off the pants and hooked my thumbs in my underwear. I slowly started pulling them off. I slipped them over my feet and sat back down. I grabbed his hands and brought them to my back.
He unhooked my bra and pulled it off, throwing it to the side. I began to palm him through his pants, a groan tumbled from his lips at the sensation.
It was rather easy to pull them off, just a quick tug and they were down to his thighs. I crawled the rest of the way down his body and took him in my mouth. I felt his hands land in my hair.
"Mommy," he moaned, "oh please, mommy."
My head started to bob faster as I felt him tug at my hair. His thighs clenched a bit and I pulled off him.
I looked up at him as his hands fell from me, he had a look of confusion on his face.
"Don't worry baby, mommy's gonna take care of you."
I quickly placed my entrance over his shaft before sinking down. A loud moan fell from my baby's lips as he grabbed my hips. His head was thrown back as he bit his lips between his teeth.
I gently started to rock back and forth, before starting to slightly bounce. Leaning forward so I was resting on his chest. I could listen to him as so many moans fell from him. His hips sputtered as I started a little faster.
His hair was messed up, his head was thrown back, his face was flushed, and his eyebrows were scrunched up.
"You look like such a little whore." I moaned, watching as my words had an instant reaction. His hips coming up to meet mine.
"Are you mommy's little whore, huh? Huh, prince?"
"Yes-" there was a break where you could just hear his panting and skin slapping together, "Fuck, I'm such a whore for you mommy."
A moan sounded from my lips as I continued to chase both our highs.
"Am I being a good boy, mommy? Please tell me I'm being a good boy," I heard him moan.
"Yes baby, you're being such a good boy," I paused for a moment, my own breath becoming ragged, "Such a good boy for me."
It wasn't long before I felt his thighs clench up again, "Mommy, I need- I need to cum, please."
I nodded, "Cum for me, come on, baby."
My hips sped up slightly, just enough to tip him over the edge, I felt my own high tumble over me as I stopped, I felt him fill me up with warm hot ropes.
Our breathing slowly regulated as we laid there.
"Do you feel better now?" I asked.
"Yes, so much better."
~Jules
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I got kinda tired towards the end so I'm sorry if it's kinda shitty, I think I should lay down for a bit. Have a nice day lovelys, take care of yourselves, drink water. Love you guys.
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Drop The Act (ft. Hongjoong) (Part 3)
“The very essence of romance is uncertainty.”
-Oscar Wilde
You and Hongjoong couldn’t stand each other…right?
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Appearances from the Wooyoung and Seonghwa, and also Sunwoo from The Boyz
Helloooooo~ I know it’s been ages and I’m really sorry about that, but please enjoy part 3!
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RIVALS TO LOVERS AU, IDIOTS TO LOVERS AU, Not exactly Enemies, but kinda, FAKE DATING AU
Warnings: Cursing, talk of snobby families, talk of kissing, fear of storms and thunder
Word count: 4030
Genre: Fluff, Angst, Eventual Smut in later chapters
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Hongjoong was late. You were ready on time this time, but Hongjoong was late, as usual. That day, Seonghwa had arranged for Hongjoong’s outfit since you already had an outfit in mind for the Pink themed fundraiser the two of you had to attend and according to Seonghwa, not just any pink would do. (“No Y/N, Hongjoong and you have to match perfectly”)
So, there you were, waiting for Hongjoong to turn up and get dressed. You heard Hongjoong ring the doorbell and you walked over to open it, taking your own sweet time. If he was late, he could jolly well deal with this. However, when you swung open the door, you had to freeze all your retorts for a minute.
Hongjoong’s face was flushed, his hair messy. There were fresh hickies blossoming around his neck along with a lipstick stain on his hastily and incorrectly buttoned up shirt. It was clear to anyone why he had been late.
You felt a twinge of pain. Fuck, you wished you could make him look like that. But you brushed that thought aside, opting instead to glare at him and scoff.
“Are you serious?”
He flushed even harder. He didn’t know why but he hadn’t wanted you to see him like this…but things just ended up this way. He felt your gaze go to his neck and he felt a heat spread across it. He usually liked hickies, but he had asked her not to give him any today. Damn it. But of course, he wouldn’t say any of this. Why would he? He hated you after all. He had to be defensive.
“What? A man has needs.”
If you weren’t mad earlier, you sure as hell were now.
“And a woman doesn’t?”
“No, that’s not what I meant! I should know,” He paused to throw you a smirk, all in an attempt to cover up his bumbling embarrassment, “I satisfy them very often.”
“Hmm it’s interesting to see overcompensation happen in person.” This was your not so obvious attempt at covering up the twinge of hurt that kept picking at you.
He glared at you.
“I am not overcompensating. It’s just that some of us have more success in getting some than others.”
You burst out laughing, still laughing when you handed him the makeup he would need to cover up the hickies. He didn’t need to know that you were actually hurt.
“Sure, sweetheart, sure. Now go and get dressed.”
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Hongjoong looked great. The very low necked, double breasted blazer he had on with the black pants and his hair brushed to the side, constantly falling in his face, looked sinfully good. But you were hurt. It was all fake dating, and it shouldn’t matter, but somehow, it did. The fact that he hooked up with someone and got late to pick you up mattered. The playful dig he took at your lack of a sex life mattered. Honestly, he was the last person you wanted to see.
Hongjoong, on the other hand, couldn’t stop watching you. The way the silk slip dress you had on draped around your body, accentuating your figure, had him thinking some very dangerous thoughts. Thoughts he knew he should not have been having about you of all people. But he couldn’t help it.
Your dress was backless, with a lace up back and was dangerously low cut, and for every inch of skin that he saw, his desire to feel it first hand grew. He might have even complimented you, but he felt embarrassed…and guilty about having hooked up with someone minutes before meeting you. Even though you refused to show it, something told him you were upset. If nothing else, the way you practically bolted to get away from him once you had greeted the hosts was indication enough.
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You were out on the balcony, enjoying the breeze, a bit of alone time away from the crowd gathered in the woodland themed hall, when someone tapped your shoulder and cleared their throat. You turned around and smiled when you saw Sunwoo. It was a slightly sad smile. Not just because of Hongjoong, though he most certainly did not help. It’s just…you and Sunwoo used to be so close before he left. And of course things change and people change, but you were a little sad about it. Not that Sunwoo was mean. You just missed your blunt, loud, messy Sunwoo, who was now all charm and poise.
“Hi Sunwoo.”
“Hi Y/N. You look lovely.”
You turned and smiled at him.
“Thanks Sunwoo.” Your eyes trailed over him, in black pants and a practically unbuttoned silk pink shirt, with a black blazer over it. “You look great.”
He moved a little closer.
“Thanks. Uh, you okay?”
You turned around in surprise, your back to the railing.
“Yeah. Why?”
And for the first time since he came back, he seemed a bit like the old Sunwoo. He let out a groan of frustration and looked you dead in the eye.
“You seem off.”
You shrugged, not really wanting to talk about it. He nodded, knowing you weren’t okay, but he stood there with you in silence, keeping you company as you watched the moon. He broke the silence after a while, with a light blush peppered across his cheeks.
“I missed this.”
You hummed in agreement. You knew what he was talking about. Before Sunwoo left when he was fourteen, he would constantly sneak out and meet you on your balcony, watching the moon with you. You always had found it comforting. You always found him comforting.
His voice was soft when he spoke again.
“Do you remember what happened the last time we did this?”
You did. Of course you did. It had been both of your first kisses. And it was messy. It was funny. It was warm. But you couldn’t exactly talk about it. Not when Hongjoong was already convinced Sunwoo was flirting with you. You whirled around to face him, trying to change the topic, when you felt something catch on the railing. And just like that, your face turned pale.
“Oh fuck.”
Sunwoo looked hurt for a minute, turning to look at you with a pout, but then he noticed the expression on your face.
“Y/N, what’s wrong?”
You took a few deep breaths, staying frozen where you were.
“Sunwoo, how good are you at lacing up stuff?”
“Huh?”
“Just answer the question, goddamnit.”
“…Not very. It’ll do the job, but it won’t look pretty.”
“Well, we’re just going to have to make do.”
You turned your head to look at him.
“Sunwoo, go stand behind that wall over there, out of sight from the people inside.”
He stared at you, puzzled. Your voice was dangerously calm when you explained it to him.
“Sunwoo, you saw that my dress is backless right?” He nodded. “Well, it’s a lace up back and the knot holding it up just got caught in the railing behind me. It’s going to get undone the moment I move, so I need you to go there, so I can also come there and you can tie it back up for me.”
“Shit. Do you want me to call Hongjoong?”
Your eyes quickly searched for him, only to see him plant a kiss on the hand of the Mathews bakery heiress. Your tiny twinge of hurt grew to become a twisting coil. You thought the hand kiss he gave you meant something. Clearly not.
“No.”
Sunwoo, flushed and nervous, still did what you asked him to do and moved to the side. After a quick glance to make sure no one was watching, you followed, hands clutching your dress at the sides because you could feel the instant loosening of the dress around you.
“Okay Sunwoo, quick.”
You braced yourself against the wall with your palms while you felt Sunwoo’s warm hands on your bare back, causing goosebumps to prickle over your skin. Both of you ignored it. He scrambled to tie together the ends, not fully lacing it through all the hoops, but getting most of it done.
“Is this enough?”
“Nope. It will fall off me if it’s that loose.”
He pulled more, and your back automatically arched, pushing back towards him.
“More?”
“More.”
He did it one more time, with so much force that you fell back against his chest.
“Shit sorry. Let me just knot it and we’re good.”
You gave him a thumbs up, trying not to focus on how Sunwoo’s hands on you made you feel after so long. He finally stepped away and you heaved a sigh of relief.
“Oh my god. Thank you so much Sunwoo, that could have bee- What’re you doing?”
His cheeks were bright red, but he still handed you his blazer.
“Your dress is clearly not laced up right. It’ll give people the wrong idea if the two of us walk back out there like that. You can use my blazer. I can just say you got cold.”
You blushed a little, but took his blazer. He was right. As you slipped it on though, you took a minute to appreciate the blushing, awkward mess that Sunwoo had been reduced to. This was the Sunwoo you knew and loved.
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It had been ten minutes since you walked back into the hall. You were simply standing to the side, smiling at random people when you felt Hongjoong push some hair out of your face. With barely concealed anger, he smiled at you.
“Had fun with Sunwoo?”
You were taken aback. You knew he was suspicious, but surely, he knew you wouldn’t actually do anything.
“Are you trying to make a mockery out of our plan?”
“Hongjoong, it’s not what you think it is.”
“Oh yeah? Then why’d the two of you move out of view and come back suspiciously out of breath?” He paused to look you over, turning to the side and scoffing. “And you’re wearing his fucking jacket.”
You looked around. It was fairly obvious that the people standing close to you were eavesdropping.
“Hongjoong, it was cold outside. That’s all. Now can we please discuss this at home?”
“Well, if it doesn’t matter, it’s not cold now. Give him back his jacket Y/N.”
You froze. Your face turned increasingly warm.
“What’s wrong? Give him back the blazer Y/N.”
You were mad. You understood that it could look suspicious, but it wasn’t what it looked like. And you really couldn’t remove the jacket. And Hongjoong should have had the sense to pick this fight in private.
He should have. He really should have. He knew that too. But he saw the two of you. He saw the way both of you were blushing. He saw the way Sunwoo looked at you. And he couldn’t help it. He got so fucking mad.
“Hongjoong, let’s get going. We can discuss this in the car.”
He was about to interrupt but one look at your face told him that was a terrible idea. You paused for a second.
“Why don’t you go say your goodbyes? I can see Anna Mathews waiting for you.”
He raised an eyebrow when he met your ice-cold gaze. Well damn. You had noticed. Of course you had. He didn’t even like talking to her, but he ended up flirting with her. Even he didn’t know why.
Was it to make you jealous? No. Not a chance.
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Hongjoong gulped as he drove back to your place in stony silence. You were looking to the side like you wanted to murder him. He fucked up. Was he going to admit it? No. Did he know he fucked up? Absolutely.
Your voice was cold when you finally spoke.
“I have his blazer on because my dress came untied.”
His voice was hesitant when he asked,
“Were the two of you…”
“No. My dress got caught in the railing. He laced it back up.”
Hongjoong nodded, not trusting himself to speak. He was happy that you didn’t hook up with Sunwoo. Was he still envious that Sunwoo touched you and he didn’t? Yes.
“You had to go and fucking start a fight when I couldn’t respond, huh?”
Hongjoong stayed silent.
“Hongjoong. Do not ignore me.”
He groaned.
“I’m not ignoring you. I just don’t know what to say.”
“People were watching. People were listening to us. I told you to drop it so many times. Why? Why couldn’t you just listen?!”
“I-I don’t know. I was just mad because it seemed like our entire plan was falling to pieces.”
Yes, that was definitely the only reason for his irrational behaviour.
He pulled up in your driveway.
“And you picking a fight with me in public helps with our plan, Hongjoong? Just like you hooking up with someone just before this party helped, Hongjoong? Or you flirting with Anna? How exactly did that help? Enlighten me.”
You turned to glare at him, making him wince under your gaze. Just then, a clap of thunder sounding, making you freeze. Everything drained away and you were only able to focus on the sky. Your eyes saw the flash of lightning light up the entire road ahead of you and the heavy, dark clouds in the sky. But Hongjoong hadn’t noticed any of this.
“I’m sorry, okay?! I wasn’t thinking and I got carried away. But”-
That was when he noticed your frozen self.
“Y/N?”
You turned towards him, grabbing his hand. He looked up in surprise, eyes meeting yours. He had never seen you look so frantic before.
“Hongjoong, do not drive back now. Just stay for a while hmm?”
“What? What on earth Y/N? I’m not staying.”
The desperation in your voice increased.
“No, Hongjoong, seriously. A really bad storm is going to start any moment now. And for you to drive back in that is crazy.”
He laughed.
“No, Y/N, I swear it’ll be fine. It’s just a storm, for fuck’s sake.”
He looked up just in time to see your face fall. You didn’t even know why you were trying so hard, but you had to. You just couldn’t let him go like that.
“Hongjoong. Please. Please just stay until it’s over. Driving in this…”
He was about to brush off your worries again, but the look in your eyes haunted him. You were terrified.
“…Okay, Y/N. I’ll stay.”
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The second you shut the door behind you, both you and Hongjoong jumped, because it started pouring. He looked at you awkwardly and smiled.
“Uh, thanks, I guess.”
You shrugged back at him, offering him the same awkward smile.
“I’m going to change. I’ll get you something to wear as well.”
And you left before he could tell you not to bother. He sighed. The storm did look like it would last a while and he had a feeling you wouldn’t let him leave before that. Well, if he was being completely honest, he didn’t mind. He felt this strange sort of concern for you, only because you were imperative to the plan, of course. And, well, he felt like he owed you a proper apology.
He got up from the couch and started walking around the living room, pausing to look at the pictures you had up on the wall. He started smiling without even realising it. The one of Mirae pulling you in for a hug was adorable. Then there was one of you with Seonghwa, Jiyoon (Seonghwa’s girlfriend), you and some guy who was looking away. Hongjoong narrowed his eyes. Seonghwa had told him about your asshole college boyfriend. It was interesting to see a side of you, a part of your life that you don’t otherwise bring up in conversation.
As he reached the end of the pictures, he realised that there were no photos with family in it. He frowned. That was not what he expected.
He stared at the last picture for a few extra minutes, wondering why the little boy next to you looked so familiar. The two of you were looking at something, with him staring at you with a smile while you were talking about something. And suddenly, it hit Hongjoong why he looked so familiar. Those eyes…it had to be Sunwoo.
Hongjoong had no explanation for the drop in his heart when he realised that, or the worry he felt when he saw the way Sunwoo was looking at you. He just shook his head and tried to distract himself. He turned around to go check out the cookie jars he saw earlier, but he accidentally bumped into a drawer while turning around and it opened. He turned back, fully intending to close it, when he saw what was in the drawer. It was clearly a boudoir shoot, with you in thin lace lingerie, splayed across the bed, eyes closed and head thrown back. Hongjoong immediately shut the drawer, his face burning. He didn’t mean to, he really didn’t mean to, but the image was now burned into his head. He could never forget it, even if he were trying. He could feel his pants getting a little tighter and he desperately willed his erection to go away. Come on Hongjoong. Not now.
He had just about succeeded when he heard your footsteps coming down. He turned to look at you and it was back. You were wearing a silk slip with matching silk shorts, both with lace detailing that took his mind right back to the photo. He could only stand there helplessly as you handed him a t-shirt and sweat pants.
“I usually wear those but they’re the only things I have that’ll fit you.” You tilted your head to the right. “You can go and change in the bathroom there.”
Hongjoong welcomed that escape, because the moment he shut the door behind him, he looked down and he knew he had a problem. He told himself to calm down. It’s okay Hongjoong. You can’t help it. She’s awful, but she’s hot. But he didn’t know what to do. Did he want to wrap his hand around his throbbing cock and jerk himself off? Yes. Did he think he could? No. He jumped a little when he heard you take out some mugs. God, what if you heard him? Nope. Definitely not an option. He took a few shaky breaths before splashing his face with cold water. He took a few minutes. He then changed into your clothes. Oh man. The smell. They smelt so inherently like you. The warm vanilla and cinnamon scent he had grown to associate with you, and then there was something that was just you. It was comforting. He refused to think about why. He took one last deep breath before exiting the bathroom, making his way towards you on the couch.
You were already sipping on a cup of tea when he got there. You waited until he sat down to hand him a cup of hot chocolate. He looked up to say thank you, but got lost at staring at your face. It was the first time he had seen you with your hair down and make-up off, relaxing in the comfort of your own home. His eyes softened. It was…adorable. You raised an eyebrow at his extended stare, very conscious of your bare face.
“What? Do I have something on my face?”
His head snapped back down, stirring his drink.
“No. I was just thinking you make a surprisingly good host. Thanks.”
“It’s okay, you can make it up to me some other time. Mrs.Robin invited me over for some cheesecake, so you can work that one out.”
His jaw dropped.
“She invited you for cheesecake?! She hasn’t made cheesecake in ages, even though I’ve been begging her to.”
You smirked.
“I guess she just likes me better than you. I mean, can you blame her?”
He glared at you and just like that, the tension was broken. The two of you sat in comfortable silence for a while before Hongjoong pointed at the picture of you and Sunwoo.
“So, you two go way back?”
“Yeah... We used to be pretty close before he left for his posh high school. There weren’t many kids around growing up and it was just us.”
You had such a soft smile on your face that Hongjoong felt awful. He loved that smile. He just wished he could also be a cause of it.
“Are you guys still close?”
“Not really. We’re friendly, but…Sunwoo was a very blunt, expressive, awkward kind of guy before he left. And now that he’s back, he’s this charming, slick, suave man and…I don’t know. I just miss the old Sunwoo. I did see glimpses of the old Sunwoo tonight though. I think you just have to shock him out of his shell a little.”
You turned to offer Hongjoong a soft smile, making him feel inexplicably warm and fuzzy on the inside.
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The warmth of your living room, the soft lights and just everything made it a very welcoming, forgiving space. So Hongjoong took his shot.
“I’m sorry Y/N. I just got caught up with how things looked. I should have listened to you.”
You sighed.
“It’s okay Hongjoong. I know it looked pretty weird. I just wish you listened to me and we had that discussion in private.”
“I’m sorry princess. I’ll keep my end of the deal properly. And no more hookups.”
You sipped on your tea to avoid him seeing you happy that one simple nickname made you.
“It’s okay Hongjoong.”
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A loud clap of thunder echoed and you flinched. Just barely, but you did. He moved a little closer to you out of worry. Hongjoong’s voice was soft when he asked you,
“Why’re you afraid of storms, princess?”
Your grip on your knees tightened.
“I…”
“It’s okay. You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”
“No. I do. It’ll just take a little time.”
He waited patiently until you were ready. He heard you take a deep breath and begin.
“I was five when I was alone in my bedroom, waiting for my nanny, Mia, to come and put me to bed. She was late, which never happened before and the thunder and lightning was loud and scary. My parents were never really home and didn’t check on me much when they were, so Mia was like an older sister to me. I waited for ages, alone in my bedroom, gripping my pillow, scared. Mia didn’t come home that night.”
You paused to take a shaky breath, surprised, but choosing not to comment on Hongjoong reaching out to hold your hand, opting to squeeze his hand instead.
“I waited for her all night. The next day, I found out she got into an accident because of the storm causing slippery roads. She recovered, but still. I’m scared of storms, but I’m deathly afraid of people driving in storms.”
You turned to look at him. He didn’t say anything. He only continued to gently rub your hand.
“That’s why I didn’t want to let you drive back in the storm. I know it might be silly but”-
“It’s not. It’s not silly. Thank you for stopping me.”
You sat in a stunned silence for a minute.
“Thank you Hongjoong.”
He didn’t let go of your hand.
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The two of you once again went back to a comfortable silence before Hongjoong broke it again. He looked really embarrassed, but brought it up anyway.
“Y/N…I accidentally saw your….um... boudoir picture in that drawer.”
You stayed frozen in shock.
“Hongjoong!”
“I’m sorry! I swear it was an accident!”
You sighed even though your skin was furiously red.
“It’s okay Joong. I don’t know how that happened, but it’s okay. I don’t think I want to know how it happened.”
He paused, needing a second to take in the nickname. You still hadn’t removed his hand from yours. And he was sitting in your living room in the middle of the night, drinking hot chocolate with both of you in your pajamas. Things were oddly comfortable. He liked it.
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Meow~
The Third Gym Squad with a s/o who loves cats and has catlike traits/habits.
Akaashi Keiji x Reader
Bokuto Koutarou x Reader
Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader
Tsukishima Kei x Reader
Hi Anon~~ I hope this is good,,, I kinda wanted to learn more about the catlike traits so I read a few articles about similar traits in humans and cats. That’s why there are traits under each clown because it goes with the scenario I wrote for them..... I hope that makes sense. LOL My friend also loves cats and I think that quirk of hers is really cute!!!
p.s. I’m updating my masterlist tonight so I won’t be doing any #/sarahtalksshit LMFAO,,, I’ll come back in the morning and check my asks!!!
WC- 1,903
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Akaashi Keiji
Timeskip Akaashi is literally a cat dad, you can’t tell me he isn’t a cat person
Please you guys would totally have cats together, you can’t tell me that he wouldn’t have like three cats
You two would have the perfect cat family </333
Akaashi would always get you cute little cat accessories,,, if he sees a keychain with a cat he snatches it and gets it for you
Maybe he would get one for himself because it reminds him of you </3
You might have to fight your cats for Akaashi’s attention,,, be prepared
Akaashi loves when your cats randomly cuddle up to him like when they are in the mood for his attention, he loves that and will happily give them all his affection so yeah.... you are gonna be jealous of some cats that’s for damn sure
He is like here is my love,,, my snuggles and kisses~
And you’re standing there in the corner like.... Keiji where is my kisses?
You’d be the type of s/o who really helps Akaashi relax,,, he feels calm with you and it’s probably because he trusts you so much!!!
Agreeableness
“I want attention, give me attention.” You throw yourself across Akaashi’s lap, already making demands for him to satisfy your needs. Akaashi glances down at you, holding his phone out of the view of your face. He taps the tip of your nose with his finger and smiles while his eyes soften.
“Hmm, what do you want?” He asks playfully and you turn your nose up at him, Akaashi simply leans down to kiss your cheek. Out of the corner of his eye, his phone starts to go off with a text from Bokuto. “Want to go eat somewhere in Shin Okubo?”
You take your time to mentally think about it.
“With?” You pause cautiously and Akaashi shows you the text, clearly from his captain. “Omg yeah, let’s go! Do you want to go?”
Akaashi presses his face into your shoulder, preparing for the mess that goes down whenever you and Bokuto hang out.
“Yeah, it’ll be fun.” He smiles and you have a slight feeling that it might be forced. “You guys always have so much fun together.”
“Keiji, are you jealous?” Your mouth falls agape but your boyfriend shakes his head, disagreeing with your question.
“No, but you guys get along really well.” He pouts and you blink at him.
“So you’re jealous?” You ask again and Akaashi refuses it once more.
“No.”
“Yes.”
“No.”
“Maybe.” He sighs and you cheer as you know you’ve won.
Bokuto Koutarou
Bokuto is literally a dog, scratch that. He is literally a puppy
He is so energetic, the two of you were like opposites attract
It’s that cute didn’t get along at first but now you can’t get enough of each other and are always seen cuddling type of relationship
I feel like Bokuto and cats would not get along at first either, even your own cats, he would have to become a cat person
He just wants to cuddle them right away and hug them but it’s like Bokuto.... cats don’t really like affection like that
You’d probably break his heart by telling him that
Bokuto wants to show them how much he loves them!!!! He would definitely support you getting cats, he would be soooo excited
When you guys get an apartment and move in together, he will decorate it with cat furniture like a cat clock and cat mugs
Your favorite things have become his favorite things
Bokuto is a very sweet boyfriend, I’ve said it five million times before,,,, he is very attentive and always takes care of you
Impulsiveness
“Come on, let’s go out!” Bokuto tugs on your ankle, trying to pull you off the bed. You simply ignore him, rolling your eyes and tossing the blanket over your head. “Please, it’s so nice out.” He begs and pulls you harder causing half your body to fall off the bed.
“No.” You narrow your eyes and climb back onto the bed, wrapping the blanket around your shoulders. Bokuto sulks and lays down next to you, throwing an arm around your waist to bring you closer to him.
The two of you lay like there for another hour and Bokuto successfully falls asleep. You internally coo at how cute he is and take a picture of him before placing your phone down beside you. After unwrapping the blanket from around your body, you swing one of your legs over his waist and sit upon his hips.
“Kou,” You lean down and whisper, poking at his cheek gently. “wake up.” Bokuto stirs slightly, not at all giving you the attention you want. “Wake up!” You whine louder this time and lightly pat his cheek. “I want to go out now, Koutarou!”
Bokuto’s eyes flutter open, he blinks a few times while trying to shake the sleep out of him, and he manages to say one thing.
“Babe, now you want to go out?”
Kuroo Tetsurou
Truthfully I had been thinking about this one as I was mentally planning out how each mf would react…. Is Kuroo a cat or a dog?
Because when you think about it,,, it’s like duh you dumb bitch he’s a cat but…. But hear me out….. Kuroo would be a FANCY Doberman pincher you know?
Much like Bokuto, I think he would want to give cats all his love but he knows how they react and how they aren’t very affectionate
Good thing he has you because now,,, you’re going to get double his love because he can’t love on the cats.... Kuroo was already clingy in the first place....
If you get this man a sweater or hoodie with cats on it,, he will wear it proudly like that becomes a staple piece in his fashion
Whenever Kenma looks at him weird Kuroo tells it’s just because he’s jealous he doesn’t have a cat hoodie,,,, Kenma goes quiet because it is true
Kuroo would pick up on some of your traits easily because,,, Kenma. Pudding head is basically a cat, we know. I feel like I always bring up Kenma when I talk about Kuroo and it’s like well duh,,, they’re a package deal
Kenma literally made Kuroo into the great boyfriend he is
Back to this. Cats sleep a lot, don’t they? Kuroo is always prepared for when you fall asleep in public, whether that be in class or on the train…. My man is prepared with his shoulder ready for you to sleep on
Kuroo seems to be the type who is aware of his surroundings, especially if it is somebody he cares about…. Cue him growing up with Kenma,,, omg there I go again bringing in Kenma! Therefore,,, he will be oh-so-careful with you </333
Dominance
You narrow your eyes at the group of girls crowding around your boyfriend, the sight makes your blood boil. The way they stare up at him and purposely flirt with him, you can see it all. You try to calm yourself down, take a deep breath while momentarily closing your eyes. When you open them, they are still there.
Those girls know Kuroo is dating you, everybody does. Yet, they still have the audacity to touch them as freely as they do even while Kuroo uncomfortably pushes them off.
You stand up straight, rolling your shoulders back as you try to get your temper under control. The dominance is rolling off of you in waves but, when it comes to your boyfriend, you can’t help yourself. With the confidence only a bitch like yourself could have, you walk towards the group and purposely push yourself between Kuroo and the girl next to him.
You glare at her and place your hand on his chest, staring all of them down as you wait for any of them to say anything.
“Mmm, that’s what I thought. Now go run along and see if you can find any leftovers that still want you.” The insult flies past your lips and the girls gasp, their mouths falling open before they turn away and leave. Kuroo stares down at you, his eyebrows raised in disbelief and you innocently look back up at him. “What?”
“Nothing, kitten, that was fucking hot."
Tsukishima Kei
Bruh, Tsukishima is a cat, you’re literally dating a cat
He seems like the more introvert type of cat like the ones who don’t like people and would rather stay home,,,,,
You two are a perfect fit, the judgmental couple that looks down at everyone HAHAH yeah you guys talk a lot of shit
I feel like there might be instances where one of you would try to be spontaneous and suggest going somewhere and then the other would just flame them and say what a terrible idea that is
Tsukishima has never asked if you wanted to go to McDonalds at 2am ever again,,,, you really have to kiss his ego after laughing at him
You’re probably Tsukishima’s person, obviously if he is dating you, like you’re the only person he puts up with….. besides Yamaguchi,,,, of course
You know how Tsukki loves his little dinos? You love cats and he would probably think that is so fucking cute, is he ever going to tell you that? NO.
Just know that he is thinking it and whenever he sees a cat he thinks of you and takes a picture of it to send to you because let’s face it. Tsukki is always thinking of you
Are cats sensitive? If they aren’t, let’s pretend they are for my Tsukki is sensitive statement because I am sidebar-ing for a second. That bitch is sensitive okay like you even graze your hand against his thigh and it’s like new ambition unlocked and by ambition,,, that means he wants to fuck you... This has nothing to do with the rest of this but I just wanted to put it out there
Tsukishima is the perfect protective, shit-talking boyfriend and honestly, as much as I say I dislike him…. I really do love him because he is the boyfriend I would want,,,, truly probably one of my top picks to be my boyfriend from the haikyuu clowns
Extraversion
“The losers wanted to know if you want to go to the festival this weekend,” Tsukishima throws out into the air randomly one afternoon. You glance up from your phone, lifting your head up from his chest as you try to guess his reaction.
“What do you think?” You respond back with your full chest, eager to hear his response.
“You think I want to go?” He snaps back and you have to refrain from flicking his glasses.
“Well since you told me a few days before I think I can mentally prepare, can you?” Tsukishima winces at your words, he really does not want to hang out with the other first years this weekend.
“I guess.” He mumbles and you sigh.
“We don’t have to, they know we keep to ourselves.” You try to remind him but Tsukishima continues to scroll through his phone, not looking at you.
“That’s true.” You push yourself up and bring your chin to his chest to see what he is typing. He sends Hinata a maybe. “That’s enough socializing for the day.” Tsukishima tosses his phone somewhere else on his bed before wrapping his arms around your shoulders and burying his face into your neck.
“Can you imagine if one of us was extroverted?” You joke and your boyfriend lets out an audible groan.
“Don’t paint me such a nightmare.”
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Welcome Home (Part One)
(NOT MY GIF)
Summary: After not speaking to her brothers for over a year, Peyton Rhodes’ life is turned upside down when her boyfriend of four years cheats on her. She uproots her life with WWE and returns home to Atlanta. She finds herself among great friends and she is finding herself again after being lost for so long.
WORD COUNT: 2,624 (well shit).
Pairings: Cody Rhodes x OFC (Sister), Brandi Rhodes x OFC (sister), Dustin Rhodes x OFC (Sister), past Seth Rollins x OFC, future Kenny Omega x OFC (maybe?), MJFx OFC( maybe?) Could end up being Matt Jackson x OFC (who knows) let the writing gods surprise us.
WARNINGS: explicit language, mentioned cheating, possible future smut (Warnings are subject to change as I continue writing and will be updated as needed).
A/N: This has been a WIP for over a year now. This will be multiple parts. It will be a slow burn. (MAYBE) I’m a sucker for the friends to lovers trope. Please do not think that this reflects my feels toward a certain wrestler (Seth). This story is strictly fiction. I do not own any of the characters except for my OFC(s). Please, please, please, give me feedback. I’m slowly working myself back into the fanfic world. <3
“Cody was right.” I cried as soon as my brother’s wife answered the phone. I hadn’t spoken to my brothers since they left WWE. Cody was upset that I wouldn’t leave with him. Brandi was my way of communication with them. She’d call at least twice a week. This week was different.
“I caught him. I went to congratulate him after his win over Finn and they were,” I sniffled, hurt coming over me again. “It was Mandy. I thought she was my friend.” I explained to my sister in law.
“Pey, I am so sorry. Please come home. You know AEW has a spot for you whenever you want it.” Brandi offered. It was the same thing she said to me every week, but now I’m ready.
“I just don’t know why.” I cried. “I was the perfect girlfriend. I basically put my career on hold for him. I thought he was, I thought he was it for me.” Brandi had said that they were going to be home for Cody’s birthday in a few weeks and invited me to come to the party.
“I’ll talk to Hunter.” I choked out.
Luckily, my contract was almost up and as soon as Vince heard I didn’t want to re-sign, he settled for my release. We didn’t have the best relationship, but Hunter advocated for me stating that it was best for the company as well as myself. He knew the situation and didn’t blame me for wanting to go.
I knew I had to go back one day. I just never thought it would be this soon. I parked my car in the drive. I could hear Pharaoh announcing my arrival before I could make it to the door. I made my way up the sidewalk to the porch. I took a deep breath and knocked.
Brandi opened the door immediately. “Well I'll be damned.” She said, “I can’t believe you came!” I smiled, embracing my brother’s wife.
“Like I would miss my big brother’s 35th birthday.” I lied and she knew it. If Seth hadn’t cheated on me, I wouldn’t be here.
Brandi led me inside where there were some guests who had gathered in the foyer. Brandi introduced me quickly, leading me through to Cody. “Hey, babe. Your surprise is here.” Cody, who was standing by the fireplace, talking to Dustin, turned and saw me.
Awkwardly, I raised a hand to wave. “Hi.” I whispered. Cody sat down his drink and walked over to me. I expected him to cuss and yell, but instead, he threw his arms around me, hugging me tightly.
“Peyton, I'm so happy you’re here.” He whispered. Dustin came up behind him.
“Long time, no see sis. You know, they invented this thing called a phone. You should look into it. Call your big brothers sometime.” Dustin fussed before hugging me too.
“It is really good to see you guys.” I tried to hold back the tears, but some escaped anyway. “How have you been? AEW has really taken off huh?” I said making small talk.
Cody nodded, “Yeah, I have the best business partners. I can’t wait for you to meet them.” Looking at my brother, he was truly happy. WWE had given him a few more stress lines, but seeing him now, you couldn’t tell.
He grabbed my hand, pulling me to follow him. He led me to Matt and Nick Jackson, standing with Kenny Omega and Adam Page. “Guys! Guys! Look who decided to show her face.” Cody beamed, smiling big. The four guys waved.
“Finally! We get to meet the prodigal sister.” Kenny Omega spoke first.
“Peyton, these are the guys.” Cody pointed to each of them. “Matt. Nick. Kenny. Adam.”
“Nice to meet y’all finally. I watch your show every week. You are all very talented.” They all mumbled a “thank you” in tandem.
The rest of the evening went by smoothly. We all sat and talked. Getting to know The Elite was amazing. It was almost as if I hadn’t been AWOL for a year and a half. When the party was over, I was helping Brandi clean up.
“Pey, you don’t have to help. You’re a guest.” She said, grabbing the glasses from my hands. I shook my head.
“I’m family. And family helps.” I smiled, taking the glasses back and continued to the kitchen. Cody walked in behind me with plates.
“Hey,” he started, “Thank you for coming.” He finished, placing the plates in the dishwasher. I added my glasses.
“I’m sorry.” I blurted out, turning to face him. Cody looked at me, confused. “I should have left with you. You were right about that place. My career, my relationship, everything, became a shitshow after you left.” tears began to fall.
“Pey, it’s okay. I’m just happy you’re here now.” Cody wiped the tears away.
“Code. I lost my title. Seth cheated on me, and I barely got any TV time.” Cody scoffed. He never liked Seth.
“He cheated on you?” Cody growled, and paced around the room.
I nodded, “I caught him. I went to congratulate him after his win one night and they were,” I sniffled, explaining to Cody. “I don’t know why.” I cried. “And then I lost my title, and then stopped getting TV time, unless I was on Seth’s arm.” I darted my eyes to the ground. “We still had to work together. After everything, I had to pretend like we were the perfect couple, until my last appearance.” Cody pulled me into a tight hug.
“I pissed a lot of people off with the way I left. I’m so sorry that affected you.” he whispered into my hair, like it was his fault.
“I don’t blame you, Code. I was granted my release.” I mumbled into his chest. He pulled back.
“What?” His eyes were wide.
“I asked for my release and Hunter pushed it through. I’ll be a free agent in 90 days” I explained. Cody smiled like a Cheshire cat.
“Babe! Dustin! Get in here!” Cody yelled, startling me. The both of them came running, looking for an emergency, but they only saw Cody pouring champagne for a toast. Confused looks covered their faces.
Cody gave everyone a flute and started a toast. “To our baby sister, the newest AEW superstar.” Brandi squealed and hugged me tight. The guys joined in.
I was finally home.
It was hard, walking away from my life in WWE; However, finding my place within the Elite was easy. Especially with Kenny Omega. He quickly became one of my closest friends. The next 3 months were the best of my life. The break from wrestling gave my body and my heart time to heal. Everyone did their best to hide that I was coming to AEW, even leaving fake trails that I was going back to NJPW.
After working out the details of my contract, I was officially signed with AEW. Cody wanted me to make a surprise entrance, interrupt one of his segments. Creative loved the idea of brother and sister reuniting, but they wanted to make it interesting. When my debut date came, I couldn’t have been any more nervous.
Sitting in catering, I was alone, lost in thought, picking at my food. It had been a long journey here, but they made it. AEW came to life and it was thriving. Double or nothing had passed, and that meant tonight was Dynamite.
“Guess who?” Someone had snuck up on me, covering my eyes. I smiled because I knew exactly who it was.
“Hmm, Prince Charming?” I guessed quickly. Kenny placed a sloppy kiss to my cheek.
“Close, but better.” He said uncovering my eyes. “Hey, princess. Just thought I’d come save you from your thoughts. What’s going on in that head of yours right now?” he asked, knowing I’ll tell him, taking the seat next to me.
I sighed, rubbing my face. “I was thinking about my journey, how I got here.” Kenny nodded, but didn’t say anything. “I was thinking about how I get to see Jon again, since leaving WWE, and I was thinking about Seth.” I finally spit it out. Seth, his name leaving a bad taste in my mouth.
“I knew something was bothering you. Talk to me, doll.”
“I was scrolling through Insta earlier. He’s engaged. I know I shouldn’t care, but I do. Not because I still have feelings for him, but because she is, was, my friend, and I don’t want him to do to her what he did to me.” I explained to him.
“That’s understandable, Pey, but people gotta make their own mistakes. Mandy knows what he did to you and she still said yes, so that’s on her.” Kenny said, ever the voice of reason.
I nodded in agreement with him, knowing he was right. I needed to focus on my new path, my new future.
“Peyton!” Cody called from a distance, Brandi following him. It was time.
Cody stood, center ring, proudly. He had won the TNT title at Double or Nothing. He went on about how he was issuing an open challenge every Wednesday.
I stood nervously behind the curtain, waiting for my cue. I was about to make my debut. My life has been a little crazy since I left WWE behind, but definitely for the better.
As an avid Fall Out Boy fan, I had struck a deal to have my favorite song as my entrance music. I had been using it for most of my career. The music hit, the crowd went crazy. “Holy Hell, that music can only mean one person. The sister of the American Nightmare. That’s Peyton Rhodes!” JR yelled into his mic as I strolled down the ramp, ignoring the crowd. “Peyton” chants filled the arena as I made my way to the squared circle.
“Peyton Rhodes has joined AEW and the crowd couldn’t be happier,” Excalibur added. I walked around the ring to the time keeper, grabbing a mic from Justin, and strolled on toward the ring.
The music cut, and Cody was first to speak. "Oh yeah. I guess we didn't announce this but Peyton Rhodes is AEW!" The crowd screamed at Cody's news, chanting "AEW".
I soaked in the cheers because I knew it was all about to change. I had been a face for most of my pro-wrestling career, and now I finally get to pursue the heel turn my fans had been begging for. I took in a deep breath and adjusted my leather jacket.
“Oh, Atlanta, shut the hell up!” I groaned into the mic. I revelled in the audible gasp that could be heard. “That’s right. No more sweet ‘Georgia peach’ Peyton Rhodes. I came to AEW to raise hell, and that’s what I’m going to do.” I wandered around the ring, stopping in front of a camera. “I’m sick and tired of wanting your approval. I’m here to get what I want. And I want it all.” I punctuated as I looked dead into the camera.
“Hear that big brother,” I turned and faced Cody, “Hell just arrived in AEW I hope you’re ready.” I gestured to the crowd, “I hope you’re all ready, because if you thought Cody was a nightmare, wait til you see me, the Dream Killer.” I dropped the mic, and rolled out of the ring. The crowd loved it. “Dream Killer” chants echoed in my ears all the way backstage.
I was greeted by Dustin, Brandi, and Kenny. “That was perfect, Pey, they loved it.” Kenny said as soon as I was in sight. I grinned, running up to him, jumping into his arms for a hug.
“The crowd loved you. They’ve been hoping for this heel turn since your WWE debut.” Cody said, smiling from ear to ear as he returned to the back after finishing his promo.
“For real, Pey! You pull off the ‘heel’ thing. I can’t wait to work on your wardrobe!” Brandi squealed, embracing me in a dancing hug. “Just think about the shoes, Pey, the shoes.” Brandi was way more excited about the outfits than the actual turn. She had helped me pick the one I was wearing. Black jean shorts, a front-zip black and white crop top, leather jacket, and black boots.
“I can’t wait to see where this takes me.” I said before we were joined by the rest of The Elite.
Nick was the first to speak. “Not bad, Rhodes. You might be a better heel than your brother here.” He elbowed Cody in the ribs.
Matt nodded in agreement, “For real Peyton, the crowd was so hyped for that turn.” He said with a soft smile, bringing me in for a quick hug.
I turned to face everyone. “Thanks guys. All of you. You gave me this chance.” I thanked them, “I promise I won’t let you down.”
“You’re a great addition to the AEW family.” Adam complimented, “Come on Ken, we got a match to get ready for.” he said before walking away. Kenny gave me one last hug before following him.
Cody and Brandi also parted as she had a segment coming up, leaving me with the Young Bucks. “Come on, Pey, lets celebrate!” We had walked back to catering where some more of the AEW stars were waiting. In the back, I spotted the one person I couldn’t wait to see again. I told The Bucks I’d catch up with them.
“Jon!” I screamed, almost running to him. When he saw me rushing toward him, he opened his arms, inviting me in for a hug. Hugging him was a blast from the past.
“Peyton fucking Rhodes. I heard rumors you were coming. Sweetheart, you knocked them dead.” He spoke into my hair. I gave him one more tight squeeze before pulling away. “Well, you look great.” He said, gesturing to my outfit.
“I’m heel now. Finally.” I boasted. I’ve been waiting for this for the longest time and no one was taking it away from me. Jon and I talked, catching up. I asked about Renee and he lit up. He was happy and that’s all I wanted for him. He was finally able to be the fighting champion everyone knew he could be.
“What about Seth? What happened? The last time I spoke to him, he said you guys were happy and he had bought a ring.” Jon asked, and it knocked the breath out of me. I knew he would ask, but I wasn’t expecting him to mention a ring.
“He cheated on me. With Mandy. They’re engaged now.” I said without choking up, which was a good sign. I could see the disappointment well up in Jon’s eyes.
“You were always too good for him.” I knew he and Seth were still good friends, but I appreciated the words nonetheless. Jon gave me one last hug before he got called away for his match, leaving me alone in catering again.
I found a table close to a TV so I could watch the end of Kenny and Adam’s match. They were well on their way to becoming tag team champions. I started thinking about what Jon had said about Seth, about him buying a ring. I couldn’t believe it. He was going to ask me to marry him and I would have said yes, had I not found him with Mandy. I was pulled from my thoughts by my phone vibrating. It was Seth.
I saw your debut.
You look good.
You’re gonna be a great heel.
I miss you.
I wish you would talk to me and let me explain.
I read and reread the messages a hundred times before replying.
Okay, Seth. When and where?
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In the Deep (Ch. 5)
How Does He Know You Love Him?
In a matter of days, I was right as rain again. Although it was nice for Ludwig to come to visit me in bed, I was excited to get out of that room and back near the sea. Also, knowing I wouldn’t have to worry about Ludwig drying up was another benefit of our regular spot. I still couldn’t shake the sounds of his gasps from my mind. Unfortunately, there was more than that to worry about. Ever since that night with Ludwig in the tub, ignoring my feelings for him had become difficult and there was no more hiding of the fact that I had fallen in love.
“Have you ever been in love?” I asked Francis carefully over breakfast. Francis was the last person I wanted to be talking to about this, but it wasn’t like I knew anyone else around. Though, the sight of him almost choking on his water made it a bit more bearable.
“What has brought this on?”
“Fine…” I gulped not wanting to say what I was about to. “You were right,” I whispered.
“Quoi? I didn’t hear you.”
I groaned, burying my face into my hands. “You were right. I think I love Ludwig.”
“Ah! C’est bon,” Francis exclaimed, practically bouncing in his seat. Maybe I should have just suffered in silence. Now the frog could brag and tease me to his heart's content, knowing he was right and possibly.
“Yeah, Yeah. Now about your love life. Do you have a partner?”
Francis’ smile faltered slightly, his eyes becoming somewhat sad. “Oh..oui. Two to be exact. We’re all engaged actually. Hopefully, they’ll keep their damn promise and sit down with me to plan the wedding once they get home from their fishing trip.”
“You miss them?” I asked without really thinking. It wasn’t like I cared for Francis, it was only a natural question. Seeing him sad definitely didn’t make me feel bad. Not at all.
“Yes. Very much. But that’s what it's like when you’re in love.”
I tried to push back a smile, but I still felt the corners of my mouth twitch. Who knew he could be so...sentimental...dare I say sweet. But this talk about missing people was bringing up some unpleasant feelings of my own so I figured it was best to move on. “I guess. So...How exactly did you guys end up together?”
“Oh, it's such a romantic story!”
So the first of the two he met was his childhood friend Antonio. They apparently had shared their first kiss, but didn’t actually start dating until after their schooling. Shortly after that, they moved in together as Francis had inherited the inn from his parents and Antonio had started a fishing business. While out on one of his fishing excursions, Antonio came across their other partner, Gilbert, who was shipwrecked. But there seemed to be more to it. When Francis talked about this part of the story, he seemed hesitant, almost like he had to think about what he had to say. It felt off to me, but I didn’t say anything. I just needed to see that he wasn’t just all talk when it came to love. Francis went on, explaining how Antonio and Gilbert got close during that trip and they fell in love. Antonio brought Gilbert home to introduce him to Francis and the three became instant friends. Soon enough Francis also started to fall for Gilbert and he eventually confided in Antonio about it. Antonio who had also started with feelings proposed they try and court Gilbert together.
“One thing led to another,” Francis sighed dreamily, “and we started dating and got engaged about a year and a half later.”
“That’s...quite the story.”
“Yes. They come home in about two weeks.” Francis suddenly sprung up. “Oh Arthur, you’ll be able to meet them. We could even have a double date with you and Ludwig.”
I rolled my eyes. “Ludwig and I aren’t even dating so don’t get ahead of yourself.”
“Ah, right,” Francis said, taking a seat once more. “Well if you want my advice-”
“I don’t.” I did. And he knew it.
“Just be honest with him Arthur. I’m pretty sure he likes you too.”
My cheeks went warm at the comment. It's not like I hadn’t considered Ludwig returning my feelings, but it couldn’t be that easy. Could it? Francis must have picked up on my hesitation as he went on to add, “All you can do is try.”
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The salty sea air filled my lungs as I took a deep breath. ‘All you can do is try,’ echoed through my mind as I cautiously made my way across the rocky path. Ludwig turned towards me, practically glowing in the sunlight, stopping me in my tracks. I probably stared for a bit too long.
“Guten Abend,” he greeted with a small smile.
“Ah...y-yes good evening,” I stuttered out.
“Are you going to sit?” Ludwig asked after a moment.
Mentally kicking myself for being so awkward, I sat down next to him, but I was unable to meet his gaze.
“Everything okay?”
“Just peachy.”
“Okay…” He didn’t seem to believe me, but at the same time, he didn’t ask further. “So...any questions for today?”
Thank goodness, something normal. I had welcomed the distraction until I realized I had nothing to ask except for one topic. That topic was part of what had me so on edge in the first place. Then again, asking about mating rituals of his kind would be educational, normal, and possibly give me the confidence I needed.
“Y-Yes...we’ve covered almost everything b-but...there is one more thing...we talked about it a little bit a few nights ago-”
“Just spit it out Arthur,” Ludwig interjected sharply.
“Mating Rituals. Does your kind have any mating rituals?”
His cheeks flushed and shoulders stiffened. “M-Mating rituals?” he sputtered.
“Yes...You don’t have to share anything you don’t want to. I just…”
“It's okay.” His voice was too high-pitched for me to believe that, but I let him continue. “Well...There’s..um...Sorry...I’m not the most experienced with this stuff.”
“Don’t worry. Just do what you can.”
With a breath, Ludwig went on. “Well...I better start at the beginning. Usually the more...I guess...masc-...wait no...dominant ones of our species will start building nests with all kinds of plants and coral they can find. Some go for comfort, some make it more decorative, or a mix in between. It's all to attract a mate. It used to be used as...y-you know…” His gaze shifted awkwardly down to his lap, his blush creeping down his neck. “To have babies. But it's not like that anymore. At least not solely...for childbearing I mean but-”
“I get the picture,” I coughed awkwardly. Not that the idea of having sexual relations with Ludwig never crossed my mind (if anything it crossed my mind a little too much), but to talk so openly about it gave me anything but confidence. “Anything else?”
“There is a calling in our language. It is a certain pattern of chirps and clicks that also attract potential mates. Once we find someone, we further engage in conversation and go from there.”
“Do you mind showing me?” I asked, “the call I mean.”
“Oh...uh...s-sure.” Ludwig looked a bit unsure, but proceeded anyway. He sounded almost like a dolphin, but it was still distinct enough. I found my cheeks heating up, my mind thinking what it would be like if he was calling to me like that. I shook my head, patting my cheeks to get rid of their colour. I didn’t need him getting suspicious.
“What about you?” Ludwig questioned.
“What?”
“What kind of rituals does your kind have?”
I was surprised that he was asking now too. He never asked for prior questions. For a moment I allowed myself to hope, to think that this meant he liked me too. And I answered: “Hmm...there are a few though not everyone uses the same ones. But basic ones? There is the ritual of giving gifts like flowers, chocolates, jewelry…”
“Like my bracelet?” Ludwig’s eyes met mine. I felt like I just backed myself into a corner and more words got trapped in my throat. My gaze fell to the water.
“I...um...ah...tech...I…well…”
“Arthur?” His hand found my shoulder, constricting my throat further. This was my chance, I had narrowed a confession down to one word.
“N-No,” I said instead. “Gifts can be for a variety of reasons. This one was out of guilt and...friendship.” At least it wasn’t a complete lie.
“Oh…” His face fell, looking almost disappointed. “Anything else?”
“Well, then we go on a date which means we go to a restaurant or some other venue and get to know each other. Then there is the first kiss.”
“First kiss?” Ludwig asked with a quirked brow.
“Uh...Yes...Like, when you press your lips together and…”
“I think you need to show me.”
I swore I almost broke my neck when I turned back to him.“What?”
“Show me.” There was this intense fire in his eyes as he bore into me. My heartbeat quickened and my breath became short. That sly bugger.
“I-I guess it can’t be helped,” I squeaked. I cautiously leaned forward, eyes closed, too scared to look. Ludwig ended up meeting me halfway just as I was about to give into my nerves. My eyes snapped open as his lips softly pressed against mine. They were cold, wet, but made me feel warm inside and out. It was like I was on fire, just like that moment from a few nights ago. As the kiss continued, I let my eyes slip closed and pulled him closer by his neck. Oh God, it was better than I could ever imagine.
Unfortunately, we had to pull away, both of us gasping for breath. I didn’t move far, however, letting our breaths mingle. “I thought you didn’t know what a kiss was,” I joked, pressing my forehead against Ludwig’s.
“Maybe that was a lie,” he laughed sheepishly.
“So...are you going to make me a nest?”
“Shut up,” He hissed before going in for another kiss.
Author’s Note: I’m so sorry this chapter took so long. I had bad writer’s block for it, then I got caught up in ship events here on Tumblr and then university started which is taking up a lot of my time. That being said, updates won’t be as consistent as they once were, but don’t worry, I would never discontinue this story.
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He Loves Love (3/3)
Pairing: Baekhyun x reader
Genre: solo singer! AU
Word count: 4K+
Warnings: none! just a playful Baek!
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tags: @iloveagain @buttercupbbh @wooya1224 @baekberrie (sorry if I left out someone? its been ages since i updated and I didnt know if its okay to tag those who commented on chap. 2 :( didnt want to be rude ><)
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It was the day of the release. The release of his magazine cover.
The PR went… mad.
“Listen, sweetie, editor, I don't think we will have enough pieces. The damn thing is literally going to be sold out in a matter of hours.”
You received this call before lunch time. Lunch time was very early on in the day. So why was Baekhyun's magazine cover about to be sold out in the entirety of Korea on the same day of the release date?
“Erm, yeah about that. I am an editor, just like you said. You need to call the-”
“I know, I know,” she interrupted but there wasn't an inch of impatience in her voice. “What I am trying to say is - congratulations! You did a great job!”
It took you a moment to realize what she was saying, because she was right. Your participation in this issue was big; after all you took care of the props and settings and you were looking over his pictures during the photoshoot. Out of nowhere, your heartbeat sped up. “Oh, thank you! That's very kind of you, but I still need to improve a lot-”
In that moment, the happy ding! that never failed to make you all trembly and nervous, sounded on your desk.
Waiter: miss editor am I seeing correctly????? wowow ihavenowords
Waiter: did you just make me sell out your magazine?????? ihavenowords
Waiter: did you save yourself at least one piece??? huhuuhuhuuu ihavenowords ><
Waiter: i think someone just made themselves a good name in the mag industry ^^ congratulations!!!
Waiter: does that mean i will get to see you? hmmm maybe to give a congratulatory bouquet of flowers???? 🤭🤭🤭 🌹💐🌺
Biting your lip quickly to suppress the happy grin, you quickly attended to the phone call, chatting a bit more with the PR lady. Honestly, you didn't like to talk to them much as they were all over the place, too demanding and didn’t have a great understanding of a creative mind. Thankfully, you didn't have to deal with them too often.
It hadn't been that long since your last meeting with Baekhyun. His kisses on your cheek and one kiss on your forehead seemed to be still burning on your skin, sometimes making you drag the pad of your index finger over the mentioned places, needing some sort of closure from him that you had yet to receive.
Texting now was a full on habit between you, causing you to become sad, disappointed and even anxious if he wouldn’t reply that soon, worried he changed his mind about you, and his feelings towards you. Because even though you admitted to him that you liked him, he was being still very cautious, still very polite with you, as if there was some sort of invisible line between you two that he was scared to cross, for some reason.
Trying to look at it from his point of view, there were many risks of him wanting a relationship with you, and you couldn't not agree. If anything, you were being thankful for his thoughtfulness and carefulness, for if he messed up even the tiniest bit around you and your secret meetings of a blooming start of a relationship, he would not see the end of the hate, and neither would you. Heck, his career was on the line.
You managed to reply to his playful messages that went on and on, before you would have to dive into another cover magazine plan that you had to start thinking through.
Me: I think I should congratulate YOU! the most wanted man in Korea it seems ;)
Me: these days i have some important meetings… an upcoming cover… im definitely doing overtime today :( when is it good for you? I will try to arrange my schedule with yours
Waiter: ohoh the most wanted man you say? i wonder if the one i want wants me just as much…….???
Waiter: i would like to see you more often before my album drops, you know i will get quite busy and not seeing you for too long doesnt seem to work well with me anymore ><
Waiter: sooo… i will come pick you up from work tonight just shoot me a msg *^
Just as his messages could make your heartbeat go into a crazy overdrive, it seemed he could also make it completely stop. Or so you thought. His flirting and now his proposal to pick you up gave you a huge shock. That would be a first for sure.
Me: sure! have your phone with you Mr Korea
Me: I wonder too if that person wants you as much ;)
You decided not to pay him any more attention after that as much as you were tempted. Your belly was levitating along with your body, feeling high on vitamin Baekhyun. Pressing down the urge to tease him, you put your phone away, your hands slightly trembly from the attention you kept receiving from someone like him.
If your predictions were even close to correct, you wanted to tell him: yes, the one that he wanted, wanted him just as much.
…
You were fast to leave your work that day. Excited butterflies were eating your insides away, and the only way to make them calm down was to finally meet the person who always made their wings flutter.
Baekhyun was already parked in the underground parking lot, his car the only one with the motor on - and the only car of his class. You spotted him sitting in his car in his white jersey shirt, his left elbow propped on the windowsill as his index finger was stuck between his teeth, gnawing at it. When he saw you, he took a double-take and quickly changed his posture which made you giggle.
Baekhyun was following you with his eyes, going even to the length of leaning in over the passenger seat so as not to lose sight of you until he reached over and opened the passenger door for you so you could slide in.
“Why, thank you,” you smiled cheerfully as you sat down. You closed the door and put your bag down in between your legs.
“My pleasure,” he said back with a pleasant smile. “Hand me the bag, I'll put it in the backseat.”
You quickly did as he asked and then reached for your seatbelt.
“How was work today? We should celebrate!” he exclaimed as he put the car into drive and made his way out of the parking lot.
You hummed, gnawing on your lip. “That would be wonderful,” you said but hesitated about offering anything further. It was difficult to read the situation; you wouldn't know what you could afford to do with him and what not; what would be stepping over the line and what wouldn't. But Baekhyun said he liked you. In fact, he even told you to look at him like at any other man. That meant you shouldn't doubt all the possible hang-out ideas you had, right?
“I think it is you who deserves a gift,” you murmured and stole a look at his concentrated face. You reached the outside now, the dark evening slowly changing into night, the light of passing cars illuminating your faces.
“Hmm, I think so, too. Something in lines of - I can pick whatever I want, huh?”
Hiding your smile behind your hand, you nodded. “Yes, I can grant something. But don't make it expensive. Even though you sold out our magazine, it doesn't mean I will get a pay rise right away.”
“Oh, it won't include any monetary value,” he promised and turned to look at you when he stopped at the red light, the line in front of you seemingly going on for at least a mile. “It would be something you can and should be able to do freely.”
Despite the darkness of the car, Baekhyun could still spot that gorgeous, astounding blush colouring your cheeks. He really grew to love it; to make you so flustered you couldn't help but grow all red, just for him. “What do you think?” he asked quietly, still observing you with a small lopsided smile.
First you looked at your connected hands in your lap and then looked up at him through your lashes. “Depends what it is, but I owe you, so…” you trailed off.
He chuckled quietly, causing your heart to skip a beat before he started driving again, the line in front slowly moving. “Wonderful.”
Within forty-five minutes, you found yourself seated in a Korean restaurant, both yours and Baekhyun's shoes left at the entrance. Baekhyun, knowing the owner, asked for a separate room where people usually held business dinners, to ensure you would have full privacy and could enjoy each other.
It was a bit mind-blowing how much he could just do. His authority was admirable but at the same time it reminded you how you could hardly compare. If you would have asked the owner to give you a separate room, you might have had to fight for it or give him some money. Baekhyun seemed to walk in like a prince, confidently talking to people as if it was so natural.
“Can you give me a moment?” he asked suddenly, already standing up. “I forgot something in the car. Choose a meal until then.”
You nodded and saw him shuffling towards the door. Quickly going through the menu, you were thankful it was just an ordinary Korean restaurant that specializes in noodle soups and wasn't pricey. Picking the one that seemed the most special, you put the menu away just in time for Baekhyun to return back. His right hand was behind his back, obviously hiding something.
He had a sheepish smile on his face as he stepped towards you and handed you a beautiful bouquet of colourful flowers, the smell of which instantly hit your nose. You felt your mouth stretch into a wide smile as you stood up to your feet.
“Oh my god, what is this for, Baekhyun?” you asked, looking up into his eyes just to find them sparkling with anticipation.
“I know I never asked you out on an official date, so I might not be dressed up to my best potential, but I really wanted to give you something and today, as I said, I wanted to give you a bouquet. Please, accept it,” he added breathily, watching you with bated breath, nudging the flowers out to you.
You giggled and he smiled right away as you took the bouquet in your hand, careful as to not hold his fingers that were still curled around the stems. “Thank you.”
As you wanted to pull back, he leaned in, grabbing your wrist gently that was holding the flowers, bringing you closer. His lips hovered over your cheek and he eventually pressed them there. “Good job on your first cover,” he murmured and leaned away the slightest to watch your surprised reaction. Your eyes were watching his mouth and he had to restrain himself from going any further. He didn't want to cross the line. Not yet.
Unfortunately, you had to separate when the doors opened and the waiter came in. She was taken aback for the slightest of moments when she noticed you and Baekhyun backing away from each other but both of you recovered quickly and sat down, ready to order.
“This Vietnamese noodle soup is my favourite,” mentioned Baekhyun, looking at you. “So that is your gift to me - eating my favorite food with me.”
…
It was late June, the beginning of the most humid weeks of the year with the monsoon season around the corner.
Baekhyun became so busy with the release of his album back in May, that you rarely got to see him afterwards, although he made sure to see you a couple of times per week even if he was on the verge of falling asleep. Besides meeting, you were always chatting on the phone, him updating you about his daily schedules while you would mostly talk and send pictures about the same old stuff - your office, your computer screen or your late lunch. Or a selfie. You were on that basis now, despite a first kiss never happening.
It made you think sometimes if you were the one who was supposed to make the first move. If you grew eager to finally feel him in that way, then he must have also had some similar feelings, right? You had been dying to kiss him since the first time he said he liked you. And it was late June now.
Late June meant that the music awards show was happening just this particular night. Baekhyun had been texting you eager messages to double-check that you would really be attending like you told him you would.
While you quickly looked yourself over in the mirror in your office - you worked even today, a Saturday - you checked your phone's screen, seeing the previews of his messages.
Waiter: finally our schedules overlap ❤️ Waiter: i cant actually believe it Waiter: huhuhuhu missy are you done with preparing? im curious to see.... Waiter: its just that it would be difficult to do so without it…
Hastily checking your earrings, you read the previews with a large smile. It would be an exciting night.
When you arrived at the event along with your colleagues, you couldn't help feeling clammy from the excitement. The possibility of spotting Baekhyun was making you sick with anticipation. It wasn't even the amount of people attending the event, it was just him; just the idea that he was somewhere there and hopefully he was looking for you just like you were looking for him.
Your colleagues hurried to sit down as the ceremony was about to start. Since you were busy in the office, you ended up leaving the headquarters much later than planned, but there was nothing you could do about it anymore.
The lights dimmed just when you made yourself comfortable, making it too difficult to look around and recognize faces. Deciding to quickly check the messages you didn't have time to look at before, you finally saw what Baekhyun was bombarding you so much about.
Waiter: finally our schedules overlap Waiter: i cant actually believe it Waiter: huhuhuhu missy are you done with preparing? im curious to see how you look so you could send me a selfie and so then i can recognize you at the event hm? without having to stare everywhere and become suspicious Waiter: its just that it would be difficult to do so without it sooooo ????? Waiter: yah!! where did you go?? Waiter: ex...excuse me? ehm ehm!!! Waiter: wow okay… Waiter: Y/N … disappeared... Waiter: i guess you are busy >< im arriving at the venue soon update me so i know where you attttttt okiiii??? ㅎㅅㅎ
You hid your smile behind your hand and quickly typed him a message to update him like he demanded. You couldn't send a selfie anymore because of the silly lights and your superiors being at the same table, you couldn't afford to be on your phone all the time. Hyeri, as much as she was kind, didn't like it when the job was not done properly, so you made sure to pay attention to the performances while you felt your phone vibrate with messages most probably from Baekhyun.
You bit your lip to keep in the smile, your heart fluttering. How was he able to be this… gorgeous even through messages? How was he able to make your heart beat frantically even when he was not around you? Unknowingly, your desire for him grew by tenfold, the sudden urge to meet him almost overtaking your actions, but one strict stare from Hyeri and you stopped squirming in your chair as you realized you did with a horrified look. Wow. You had to do something about this, and it had to be very soon.
To your big misfortune, you never spotted Baekhyun until it was his turn to overtake the stage. As much as you expected something huge, it was anything but that. No props, just a simple mic stand and then, a Baekhyun in a ready-to-go-for-a-date look, plus four dancers and he was able to fill the huge stage to the brim with his presence. That was it. Simple as that.
You inhaled his entire performance, the loud screamings of crazy fans not enough to pull you out of your reverie that consisted of Byun Baekhyun and Byun Baekhyun only. His movements, so sharp yet so smooth, his flirting with the camera, his lip bites, and that crazy happy smile; all of it. He was changing images from lethal sexy, through lazily suggestive, then sweetly gorgeous until becoming cute and ready to pet on the head. Without anything more to add, he had each flavor of a candy to offer and you had never been this addicted to candies in your life.
...
You met him accidentally when you were leaving the toilets that were meant for the VIPs. Closing the door behind you, you felt its cold surface press to your bare back when Baekyun appeared in front of you, freezing momentarily when he recognized you.
He smiled instantly, happy to finally see you, before he let his eyes wander. Finally, he let you know that he was looking. Oh he was. Your dress was revealing on the back, which he had yet to witness, but the front was completely covered, hugging your chest and waist, telling Baekhyun that there was something to look at for sure. The long, wavy skirt that stopped just above the floor was bunched up in your hand, showing sparkly high-heeled shoes that were the cause of the pain in your ankles.
None of you said a word as you took a note of his fancy suit, the simple stage outfit now gone. It was fully black, but once again you couldn't comprehend how broad his shoulders and chest were despite his shirt that was tucked into his pants being black, too.
“Good performance,” you broke the silence finally, meeting his somewhat eager gaze. “I have to admit, I was swooning with the other girls, too.”
That got Baekhyun's attention. His eyebrow rose in question and he stepped closer but not before making sure there were no prying eyes in the small corridor. His body covered yours from anyone, were you to be disturbed. “Oh, were you, really?”
You nodded, your smile teasing. “Yeah.”
He smiled gently, his gaze running over your features that were touched up with make-up. “I'm glad. If I wanted to impress someone, it was you.”
“You did that a long time ago,” you admitted shyly, averting your eyes so he wouldn't catch you shyness.
You heard him letting out a laugh through his nose. “So cute,” he muttered, stepping even closer. “I have to run back but let me drive you home tonight.”
His words made your head snap up though you weren't that much smaller from him anymore thanks to the heels. His words ignited something inside of you. “You came with your car?”
“I asked my friend to bring it over to the venue,” he said. “I am not going back to my company after this. I finally found you here and-” he sighed softly, shaking his head as he looked at you, “I want to spend some time with you. Alone.”
Your breath hitched in your throat, his look making you all itchy and needy. Without much thinking, you found yourself nodding a tad too eagerly which made Baekhyun smile. “Alright,” you whispered, “text me. But I can't leave before my superiors do.”
“Can I just steal you?”
Giggling, you shook your head and suppressed the need to hold his hand. “I'm afraid no. But I will try my best to get out of it quickly.”
His smile was so gentle as he nodded slowly, closing his eyes for a second before stepping even closer, his fingertips running over your clothed forearm in the most feather-like way. “Okay. I'll be waiting for you,” sweetheart.
…
The car came to a complete stop in front of your small apartment building. Audi had quite the silent engine anyway, but now with it being turned off, you felt like silence had a physical form and was growing in on you, making the tension between you and Baekhyun the more difficult to withstand.
Given his silence, you knew that you should say something, and you also knew what you were supposed to do. It was now or never. “Would you maybe… like to come in?”
He glanced over, checking your expression to see if you were serious. He parted his lips but hesitation stole the words away from him. You chuckled when he opened his mouth again and smiled abashedly. “'I’d love to.”
Oh my god, you thought as the both of you made your way towards your apartment. In panic, you tried to quickly think over what state you left your flat in exactly, but it seemed that your mind was clogged up, unable to come up with anything that could possibly explain what was happening in that very moment. Byun Baekhyun, the superstar, was coming inside your apartment. And he seemed to be rather quiet.
Was he overthinking this? Maybe he would realise this was all a mistake and that you weren't good enough for him. Maybe you did something off-putting today?
As you were typing in the code to your house, you felt his strong presence behind you, his gaze on your naked back, and you swore the tension just grew even more when you let him enter your little safety den first. Surely, it was no luxury like he must have been used to by then, given the many years of singing career, but you could only hope it would be enough.
You had been far too gone for him. If he were to dump you, you might end up hurt and heartbroken.
Letting the door close behind you, you wanted to follow him only to see him standing just a couple of steps ahead of you, looking into the apartment but not moving further inside. “You can enter, Baekyhun.”
“You look so beautiful tonight,” he said softly out of nowhere, catching you off guard with his honest words. Letting them sink in, you bit your lip, feeling your heartbeat accelerate again. It wasn't possible to get a heart attack, right?
He was standing in front of you while your back was pressed to the front door you just closed behind you. “Thank you,” you whispered, matching his intimate tone and feeling like you were about to combust. “You look really handsome tonight.” And everyday.
He smiled, which you couldn't see as he still had his back on you. Just then, he turned and with that pleasant expression on his face made those separating two steps towards you until he stood right in front of you, causing you to look up. “Thank you.”
You nodded, feeling the terrible blush creeping up into your cheeks. Actually your entire body was suddenly on a heat wave, feeling the prickles of sweat to form under your dress as he stared at you affectionately. God, you wanted him so much it was really becoming unbearable.
“Can I ask you a question?”
“You just asked one,” you replied mischievously, grinning, just to be rewarded with a wide smile from him as he stepped even closer, your heart clenching painfully. Was it the chemistry that was so painful?
“Cheeky,” he whispered, his breath almost hitting your cheek. You kept his eye contact before you nudged him with a go on.
What, do you want to kiss me on the cheek again? you desperately wanted to ask, to tease him. Or would this finally be it? Would he finally just... kiss you?
“May I kiss you, sweetheart. On the lips.” His intonation was far from that of a question. He was so hot, goodness. And your knees were suddenly jelly-like as you couldn’t stop staring into his eyes when you nodded.
He let out a breathy laugh when he almost pressed his body into yours. Almost. “You don’t like to confirm things out loud with me, do you, beauty?”
“Yes, you may kiss me, Baekhyun. Please, just finally kiss me.”
It was almost as if he wouldn't wait for your approval anyway, as he was leaning in before your words even left your mouth, his hands coming to gently rest against the door; caging you in, yet making you feel even more safe. He was carefully watching your features as he pressed his lips to yours, one hand coming to cradle your face gently before he finally captured your upper lip and you melted.
Closing your eyes, you sighed as you let your hands slide up his toned chest and around his neck when he pressed himself into you just a little bit closer, a very much satisfied hum coming out of his throat that sent shock waves down your body. That deadly hum. It could really do anything to you, it was that attractive to you.
You dared to run your fingers through his hair that had gel in it, but still felt so cutely soft under your touch. You played with his pillows, prolonging the gentle sucking as you dragged his lower lip towards you, feeling the wetness of his mouth. He leaned in as you separated for the slightest of moments, tilting his head to the other side, unconsciously making one step closer so you felt him on your chest and the surface of the door on your back.
Smooch after smooch, you soon realized he was a loud kisser that liked the licking sounds and the responses from you as you breathed out softly while his thumb caressed your blushed cheek.
Another loud smooch, and this time he was the one who dragged your lower lip towards him with his teeth, as he bumped his nose with yours, tilting his head to the opposite side again while both of his hands cradled your face with utmost care.
Eventually, he kissed you one last time, ending it with him pressing his forehead to yours, not opening his eyes just yet. You didn’t either, relishing in the lingering feeling of him around your mouth as his warm pants pushed in through your parted lips. Slowly, he nuzzled your nose and you giggled softly which prompted him to open his eyes to meet yours already on him.
“That was better than I could ever imagine,” he whispered and smiled handsomely.
You blushed even more, if that was possible. “Ditto.”
His eyes widened and he leaned away a bit. “Don’t tell me you fantasized about kissing me?”
You shrugged but didn’t meet his eye. “How could I not? I’m a human, aren’t I? And you know I like to be straightforward.”
He smirked, knowingly nodding to himself. “Oh yeah, right. The straightforward business.”
You chuckled. “You’re too good of a kisser.”
“Only the best for you,” he winked and those words made you feel things. Before you could reply, he blurted: “Can I be your boyfriend?”
Smiling widely, you nodded, feeling absolutely elated. This was really happening. “Yes, you can be my boyfriend, Baekhyun.”
He sweeped you in his arms, bringing you in for another kiss. “That means,” he murmured between the kisses, “that I can kiss you just like that. And I can finally call you sweetheart,” he breathed the nickname before opening his mouth and devouring you, showing how passionate of a kisser he could be.
You never doubted him, of course, but in situations like these, reality was always better than your poor imagination, for your brain could never produce the exceptional feeling of having Byun Baekhyun’s lips on yours, feeling the moisture and his playful tongue, his creativity of teasing you with it astonishing. No. Nothing could ever compare.
There was only one Byun Baekhyun and he was a superstar. Off-limits to almost everyone. But not to you. Not anymore.
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A/N: And that is the end! This is the final part, so with this, I am also saying goodbye to this story that made my heart flutter a wee bit... ^^ Thank you to whomever sent me support via comments/reblogs, dms, I was glad this story could bring something enjoyable to the table! ❤
--- As you know, these 3 chapters were supposed to be about how our characters met and became a couple. So I hope I delivered well! I know I put the M sign in the beginning way back in May, but while plotting, I realized it wasnt suitable for these 3 parts. It would take me more chapters to write to bring it to that point (hint: if you request it as a standalone oneshot later, I am willing to write it but otherwise it would need more relationship building).
I hope this explains it!
Thank you again!
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I’ll Handle This (Chapter 1)
In honor of 1500 followers, I present to you, my first chapter of my extremely stupid fic I’ve been working on slowly to de-stress. The fic is not actually ready for regular updates, but I will post links to this when it is.
For now, it is just for my precious tumblr Angels. Enjoy!
“I’ll solve all your problems,” Plagg had said. “You just have to agree to it.” A fixed relationship with his father, Lila to stop bothering him, and Ladybug to fall in love with him? Who wouldn’t agree to that?
Except Plagg was the God of Destruction and Chaos and had a more…hands-on approach. Adrien just wants his body back.
Loosely based on @beebeebombam‘s bodyswap AU.
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It was foolish to think that the god of destruction was inherently good. Adrien trusted Plagg, as did the other kwami’s, since he knew the difference between right and wrong, and more often than not choose the ‘right’ thing to do.
But to assume that he was good, was foolish.
At best, he was chaotic neutral. Doing what was best for himself, which usually meant preserving the status quo.
Plagg was, despite the grand powers of total destruction and chaos, at the core, a cat. A cat that lived the life that other people would be jealous of. Sure, he spent most of his time in a pocket, but that was the warmest and most snuggliest place to be. Adrien provided him with endless cheese, and endless entertainment. In return, he had to give up his corporeal form and get sucked into a ring, only to watch Adrien blunder around in a fight for 15 minutes once or twice a week. Even then, it wasn’t that much work. Sure, Cataclysm wiped him out, but a little more cheese and he was good to go.
Yes, being the god of destruction was a sweet gig.
At least it was, until things got frustrating.
Of course he loved his little kitten, who didn’t? But watching his life unfold was like watching a soap-opera. And being a creature thousands of years old, only made it so so much harder.
It was like watching a toddler in a room full of electrical sockets with a fork in hand. Plagg knew that Adrien was bound to completely wipe out and screw himself over. That’s why Plagg was apt to gently nudge him in the right direction, without telling him outright. The kid had to learn somehow, right?
And then, Master Fu had to go and lose his memories, and now the soap opera was even more dramatic.
From a third person perspective, Adrien’s life was really not that complicated. He was in love with a girl, and she was in love with him, but not the version of him that was in love with the version of her. But of course, she thought he was in love with a totally different girl, and so she tried to move onto another boy, though Plagg doubted she was over him. Okay, in theory, it was kind of complicated.
But remove the identities, and that problem would be solved. Without Master Fu, that clock was ticking. It was only a matter of time before Marinette realized she needed to get in touch with him outside of the suit in case of emergencies. Talking to Tikki, she was even trying to coax the new guardian into that decision a little faster.
But you just can’t rush humans. They don’t know what’s good for them.
As for the rest of Adrien’s complicated messes, well, most of it would be fixed if he wasn’t such a people pleaser.
Sure, there was merit to being nice to people and turning the other cheek. Plagg could appreciate that. It was a very ‘Tikki’ sentiment.
But he wasn’t Tikki, and Adrien just needed to grow a spine already.
It was going beyond people pleasing, and going into fear of stepping on toes, and just outright masochism. It was like Adrien liked being taken advantage of and having his feelings hurt.
Well, by the way he was waxing poetic at the moment, Plagg knew that was true.
“And now I feel bad, because I know Kagami really likes me, and I know I could really like her too, but with Ladybug…ugh! I want to give up on her because she’s in love with someone else, and she doesn’t need my flirting to distract her in a fight, which I can’t even help anymore, because it’s such an automatic response, but when I think about how she’s dealing with being the guardian too, it breaks my heart and I just feel like I’m betraying her!”
“Do you feel like you’re betraying Kagami when you’re mooning over Ladybug?”
“No! Yes! I don’t know! Feelings are stupid!”
“I’ll say. That’s why I stick with cheese.”
“Ugh! You’re so useless!”
He wasn’t, Plagg would argue. Because he could see the whole thing planned out in an omniscient game board. It was just…impossible to tell him what to do. Only because was supposed to stay out of human affairs. Such was the law of the Kwami. And he was pretty sure at this point, Adrien would just brush him off with ‘you don’t know what you’re talking about.’
“Look, if dating Kagami makes you happy, then date her. If it makes you feel guilty, then don’t.”
“Bah! You don’t know what you’re talking about!”
See?
“Well, the way I see it, you can’t betray someone that doesn’t have feelings for you. Camembert won’t feel hurt if I indulge in a gouda every once in a while.”
“All you talk about is stupid cheese! You have no idea what I’m going through! No idea! My life is so hard and—and frustrating—and—!”
Oh boy, here came the waterworks.
“And whenever I need actual advice, all you do is talk about cheese! It’s so aggravating!”
“Listen kid,” Plagg said shortly. “I know how hard you have it, okay? And it’s not that hard. You’re just young. Of course everything is overwhelming, you’ve only been on this earth for 15 years, and even then, you’ve only been social for…a year? A year in a half? You just need to stop wigging out all the time.”
“That’s easy for you to say!” He ran his fingers through his hair, frantic. “You don’t care about anything! I’m trying to keep the peace between my classmates, my family, and all of Paris! You’re just callous!”
“Me? Callous?”
“Yeah! All you’re good for is destroying and making messes!”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah! You wouldn’t have a clue how to live my life! You’d bungle it all up in an hour! No, five minutes! You know nothing about being human! You’re just—Just—!”
“Just what, Adrien? Go on, say it!” Plagg taunted.
“You’re just a stink ball!”
Plagg looked at him flatly. “Really, that’s all you got?”
“What do you want me to call you?!” Adrien nearly shouted, at the risk of alerting everyone in the house.
Plagg rolled his eyes. “You really are a piece of work, aren’t you?”
“Shut up.”
“No, I’m going to talk, and you’re going to listen.” The kwami got in his face, his patience at an end. “I’m not supposed to meddle in your life. I’m a third party observer. I can advise you against bad choices, but I can’t tell you what to do. Or else you’ll never learn. But I am sick and tired of listening to you whining and complaining about everything, and then not actually doing anything to fix it. Yes, your father sucks, yes, it hurts that Ladybug doesn’t love you like you love her, and yeah, Lila is a liar and really tricky to work with! But you’re not actually doing anything to fix it!”
“Then tell me what to do! Because I don’t know!”
“I can’t!”
“Gah!” Adrien threw his arms up in frustration.
“But…”
Adrien turned and looked at him, taking a calming breath. “But…?”
“But, I can fix everything for you. If you let me.”
“You can? You can make Ladybug fall in love with me?”
“I can fix everything. You just have to agree to it.”
“Psh! Yeah! I’ll agree to it!”
Plagg held out his paw. “Then hold up your hand, the one with the ring.”
Adrien did so, hesitating ever so slightly. “I’m not going to regret this later, am I?”
“Hmm…only if you don’t actually want to fix all your problems.”
“Fine, I agree to whatever the heck you’re doing, you weird little creature.”
Plagg closed his eyes, and then when he opened them, they were glowing green. He touched his paw to the Miraculous, and Adrien felt every muscle in his body contract. A painless current flowed through his body, sending tingles to the tips of his toes and the roots of his hair.
“The pact is made.” Said Plagg, in a voice far more ancient than Adrien was used too.
He grew dizzy, his room spinning around him, and his vision doubling.
“Plagg—ugh…”
“Just go to sleep, Adrien.”
“Nngh…”
“Sleep…”
The last thing he saw, was a pair of glowing green eyes floating towards him, until all he saw was green. And then black.
—
In the morning, Adrien awoke to his alarm going off.
He swatted his arm towards it, never quite reaching it.
“Ugh! I feel like I got hit by a train!” His voice said.
Adrien blinked, and then realized that he wasn’t the one who said that. Looking around, was his room always this big? No, certainly it wasn’t…
He sat up, wakefulness coming to him in a series of waves. First, he wanted some cheese, desperately. Second, his body felt real weird. And third, there was another person in his bed.
“Just take as long as you need to catch up, but not too long, we got school.” Said his voice again.
Adrien looked to the other person, and came face to face with himself, though the eyes were just a touch greener and the pupils were cat like. “Wha-what?”
“Ta-da!” Said he, “Now I can take care of your problems, hands on!”
“Plagg!?”
“In the flesh!”
“If you’re me, then…” he looked down at his little paws. “AH!!”
“Chill, my dude.” Said the god in human body, resting his arms behind his head. “You get a vacation.”
“But—But this isn’t what I wanted!”
“That’s what you get for not asking for more details.”
“Plagg! We have to switch back! We can’t do this!”
“No can do, kid. I will stay in your body until your problems are solved. That’s the pact.”
“What?! And how long will that take?! There’s no way you can solve all my problems!”
“It could take a few days…weeks maybe. And I’m not solving every little thing.”
“But you said—“
“Once you get these three things in order, everything else will fall in line.”
Adrien took a patient breath. “Okay…what are the three things?”
“One, your relationship with your dad, two, your unrequited love with Ladybug, and three, Lila’s sexual harassment.”
Adrien gaped at him. “We’ll be at this for months! Plagg, just change me back! How do I undo the pact?”
“Well, you can destroy the Miraculous, effectively killing me in the meantime.”
Adrien shook his head. “No no…I’d rather not do that.”
“Or…you can just relax and let me work. I’m thousands of years old. I’ve been around the block a few hundred times. Hercules had his 12 trials, you only have three. Piece of cake.” He sat up, and swung his legs over the edge of the bed, making to stand. “Whoa…haven’t done that in a few millennia…”
“Ugh, this is not going to work!” Adrien lamented, “you’re not going to know how to act like me!”
“Kid, I live in your pocket. I know exactly how you act. And your attitude is exactly what got you into this mess.”
Adrien blinked at Plagg, as he stood and began stretching like a cat. “My attitude?”
“Yeah, Mr. ‘Everyone is my friend even if they hurt me’.”
“Well, that’s what I should do, isn’t it?”
Plagg finished his stretching and placed his hands on his hips. “You just watch kid. I’ll show you how it’s done.”
“I have a feeling watching you is going to be like watching a train wreck.”
Plagg stepped into the closet. “Let’s see...what is the perfect outfit to spite a fashion designer without making you look like a total idiot...? Ah ha!”
Adrien floated off the bed, not used to the sensation, and slowly hovered over to the closet. “What?! You can’t wear that!”
“It’s in your closet, so why not?”
“It’s against dress code! I’ll get in trouble!”
“All the more reason to wear it then!” He fumbled around with his pajamas, trying to remember how to remove clothing. “Ugh, ideally, I’d love to be naked.”
“Don’t you dare!” Adrien nearly shrieked.
“Oh I won’t, but damn that would be funny.” He shimmied out of his pants and started to get dressed. “Why do you even have this outfit if you would never wear it?”
“It was for an eighties themed shoot. I get to keep all of my clothes I model. That wasn’t even designed by my dad.”
“Ohh! Even better!” Plagg sang, slipping on the white, tattered crop top, showing off Adrien’s abs. “You always wear dear daddy’s designs.”
“I have to, it’s in my contract.”
“You’re just digging yourself into a hole, Agreste.” Plagg pulled on the black denim pants, careful not to stick his foot right through the holes in his knees. Then he tied the look together with clunky black boots, a green flannel shirt, and green tinted sunglasses. “Oh yeah, now we have a look!” He tussled his hair. “Man, Pigtails is going to lose her mind when she sees this.”
“Pigtails? You mean Marinette? Why does her reaction matter?”
“You’ll just have to wait and see.” Plagg swiped him out of the air and tucked him into the flannel’s pocket.
Just in time, there was a knock on the door. “Adrien? Are you ready for school?”
“Show time.” Plagg grinned into the mirror.
“Kill me.” Adrien muttered to himself.
In the hall, Nathalie gave him a once over, her eyes wide and a eyebrow raising. “Do you really think that’s appropriate clothing for school?”
Plagg shrugged. “I’m playing with my image, so what?” Then he reached up and patted her cheek. “You work too hard, kid. You should ask for a day off every once in a while. Pretty sure Gabe’s blowing some labor laws or something.”
Shit. Damn. Ass. Piss. It was just as Adrien predicted! He blew it! And it’s only been what, a half hour?
“Adrien!” Nathalie sputtered.
But Plagg just breezed passed her, heading to the dining room for breakfast. “Oh, by the way Nat. Do you mind if I call you Nat? I need you to clear my schedule for the next few days.”
“I’ll have to check with your father—“
“Why? You’re the one in charge of the tablet.”
Nathalie was becoming visibly annoyed. “That may be so, but he’s the one in charge of me!” She huffed, then calmed herself. “You better have a good reason for wanting to clear your schedule.”
“I do. My activities are stupid. I want to hang out with my friends, have fun…you know, enjoy my life? You remember what that’s like, right?”
“What on earth has gotten into you?” She demanded.
“Sorry Nat, guess I woke up with a case of teenage rebellion.”
“Your father will not be pleased to hear about this.”
Plagg laughed. “Oh I’m positive he won’t! Go on. Better bite the bullet as they always say.”
Nathalie looked at him aghast, and headed out of the room.
Adrien floated out of the pocket. “Unbelievable. I’m dead. I’ll be locked in my room forever, and it’s all your fault.”
“Tut tut,” Plagg patted him on the head. “There’s not a lock on earth that can stop me.”
After breakfast, Plagg gathered Adrien’s book bag, being kind enough to keep his grades up. But as he reached the front door, Gabriel stopped him with a clearing of his throat.
Plagg turned and looked at him, but didn’t say a thing.
“What do you think you’re wearing?” Said Gabriel, with an icy voice.
Adrien knew that voice. That was a very very bad sign. Plagg was going to get it. Yelling, threats, prison. All of it. A hand reached into the pocket and rubbed between his ears in comfort and reassurance.
Plagg straightened up slightly, looked Gabriel in the eyes, and stated. “Respect the drip, Gabe.”
Adrien almost laughed.
Gabriel blinked, then continued with his icy tone. “You are not to address me by my first name. You know that.”
“Oh. Sure thing, Old Man.”
Gabriel frowned harder.
“Or would you prefer ‘Peepums’? Or ‘Daddy-O’?”
“‘Father’, is ideal. I don’t like this attitude, Adrien. It’s unbecoming.”
“Unbecoming? I think I wear a spine pretty well.”
Gabriel sputtered. “A sp-spine!? Is that what they’re calling disobedience these days?”
“It’s a real attention grabber, don’t you think? Because obedience wasn’t cutting it. You barely noticed me then.”
Gabriel scoffed. “You are always so dramatic! Just like your mother! I raised you better than to act out for attention!”
“Hmm…interesting. Considering you want me to grab the attention of everyone else in Paris. Or is that not what you meant? Only good attention, right?”
Gabriel’s nostrils flared. “I’m not impressed, Adrien.”
“You never are. So what’s new?”
“Go to your room. You want to act like a delinquent? Fine, then suffer the consequences.”
“How about no? You know, most kids would jump at the chance to skip school. But I actually want to go. Shouldn’t that be a red flag to you, old man?”
Gabriel took out a small remote from his pocket, and hit a button. The door and windows clicked, locked.
“You have no choice. As long as you’re under my roof, you’ll follow my rules!”
Plagg rolled his eyes, giving Adrien another scratch between the ears. “Ugh, gag me. Look Gabe, the more you fight this, the worse it’s going to get.”
“What?!”
“I’ve got a lot of pent up frustrations. I may do something drastic. I might hurt myself.”
Gabriel gave him a little knowing smile. “Teenage rebellion, hm? Fine. I’d like to see you do anything. I can see it in you right now. This is killing you. You’ve always been obedient, and you’ll continue to do so.”
“You’re calling my bluff?”
“Absolutely. Show me what’s next.”
Plagg raised an eyebrow, deliberating on what to do. Go all in?
Ah, what the hell?
“Open the door, and you’ll find out.”
“No. Absolutely not.”
Plagg shrugged. “Suit yourself.” He walked over and grabbed a vase. “Is this your pick, or mom’s?”
“That’s a priceless ming vase, hand selected from a renowned interior designer.”
“Really? Because there’s a 4 euro price tag on the bottom of it.”
“What?! No there’s not!”
“Yeah, you got me that time. It’s actually a Gien.” Then he chucked the vase into the nearest window, breaking the vase and the glass. “Now it’s a mosaic!”
“That’s coming out of your trust fund!”
“Oh, like your profits from last quarter wouldn’t cover it! I’m doing both of us a favor.” He stated as he carefully climbed out of the window.
Gabriel was too stunned to stop him. “And what favor would that be?”
Once Plagg was on the other side, he peeked back in the window and called. “Fixing our relationship! I’m your son, not your employee! Start treating me like it, and this will all go away!”
“This is blackmail!”
“No! It’s an intervention! Bye dad! Love you! Off to school!” And he booked it away from the mansion as fast as he could.
Once he was safely down the street, he took Adrien out of his pocket. He was bawling big tears.
“You okay, kid?”
“He was so angry…you broke a window! And—he’s going to take my freedom away!”
“Like I said, there’s not a lock that can stop me. He’ll come around.”
“You’re not going to ruin my public image, are you?”
“Adrien, no matter what I do, your fans will always love you. You start being a bad boy? People will eat that up. Relax. You’re worrying too much.” His eyes flicked up, noting the sign to a cafe, “ah, want some coffee?”
“I want my body back.”
“Coffee it is!”
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Sneaking Around | Chapter Eleven
Rowan and Aelin were in a very intimate position when his phone rang. “Ignore it,” said Aelin, panting.
“If I ignore it it’ll keep ringing.”
“So what? Keep going.”
Rowan chuckled. “Needy.” He detached himself and reached for his phone, leaving Aelin wanting. She scowled.
“Hello?” Rowan actually answered, probably just to get on Aelin’s nerves.
“Bullshit!” Aelin whisper-yelled. “Who the hell is more important than my orgasm?”
Rowan shushed her and listened for a moment. Aelin swore revenge for that disregard alone. “Hold on a minute,” he finally said.
Rowan covered the mouthpiece with a hand and said, “I hope you don’t make me, but I thought you might kill me if I said no. Do I have to go watch Lys interrogate every single person on her list about where they’ll be for the holidays?”
So she was using the information about Aelin bringing the mystery man to the party to her advantage. “Snake can’t wait five days? And hell no, we’re in the middle of something.”
Rowan grinned. “Sorry, Lys, I’m busy. Update me on the suspects when you’re finished, though.”
When he hung up, Aelin said, “She really is determened to figure this out before we tell her, isn’t she? I honestly can’t be bothered to care right now, Ro. I can’t believe you left me hanging to answer the damn phone. Just fuck me already.”
Rowan complied.
-
The next morning Ansel called. “Hey, Lin, Fenrys and I just had a great idea.”
A muffled voice in the background seemed to contradict this statement.
“Hush!” Ansel reprimanded. “Anyways, we were thinking you and Rowan should come over tonight and watch a movie with us.”
“Um, no,” said Aelin.
“What? Why not.”
Aelin sighed. “Because I’d rather be in Rowan’s bed.”
“Geez, Aelin. The sex can’t be that good. It’ll be fun. Like a double date. Please.”
Aelin frowned. “As long as it’s not some stupid movie.”
Ansel squealed. “Yay. Don’t you need to ask Rowan, though?”
“I’ll deal with him.”
Ansel snorted. “Goodbye, Aelin. See you at seven?”
“Sure. Bye.”
Rowan said from the doorway of the bedroom, appearing to have just risen, “What was that about?”
Aelin scooted over to give him more room next to her on his couch where she was eating a piece of toast. “We’re going to my place for a movie date with A and Fen.”
Rowan scowled. “No, we’re not.”
“We are. That’s final.”
He sighed. “Whatever.”
“I have you wrapped around my finger, don’t I,” Aelin couldn’t help but coo with a smirk on her face. “I expected more of an argument.”
This drew another scowl. “I know when to pick my battles. Besides, how bad can it be?”
-
Aelin unlocked her door and stepped inside, Rowan behind her.
Fenrys glanced up from where he sat at the table. “I can’t believe you let her talk you into it so easily. You know this is just an excuse to make fun of you.”
Aelin smiled. “Yeah, but we’re bored.”
“We are?” asked Rowan.
“Yes,” Aelin replied with a bat of her eyelashes. “I tire of your company.” He rolled his eyes.
Fenrys’ eyes went wide as he noticed them holding hands. “I know you two are a thing, but it’s going to take some getting used to.”
“Don’t worry, Fen,” Aelin said. “This isn’t going to stop us from getting into a fistfight.”
Ansel snorted as she entered the room. “Thirty seconds and we’re already talking fistfights. Should I be worried?”
Rowan answered, “Definitely. What movie are we watching?”
Fenrys groaned. “I tried to stop her, I swear. It’s some soppy romance.”
Aelin laughed. “Of course it is. I wouldn’t expect anything else from Ansel.”
“Hey,” said Fenrys. “We got a call from Lysandra. Which got me thinking, weren’t you at her first FBI whatever, Rowan?”
Rowan frowned. “Yes, Aelin told me to get off my ass and go double-spy for her. And in the middle of dinner, too.”
“Oh, please,” Aelin cut in. “You were almost done. Don’t whine so much. And I wanted to know what the hell that creep was saying about me.”
Ansel chuckled. “Ah, yes. Fenrys updated me on the first meeting. I’m surprised you didn’t have Rowan trudge out again last night. The lists are narrowing, I hear. Interrogations are happening.”
“We were busy,” Aelin said unashamedly. Ansel and Fenrys both snorted.
“Gross,” said Fenrys.
“Prude,” Aelin responded. “I want to know who’s left on those lists. How many.”
Rowan rolled his eyes. “You sound like this is a matter of national security. I’ve been crossed off the list. What does it matter?”
Ansel giggled. “It matters because Lysandra is like the smartest person we have ever met and you are so getting busted. It doesn’t matter whether or not you’re on the list. She will take drastic measures as the days run out, I assure you of that.”
“Gods, please not a stakeout. I can’t handle her sometimes,” Aelin muttered.
Fenrys smirked. “Ten bucks says Lys won’t catch them. It’s only four days now.”
“Twenty,” countered Ansel. “And she is totally gonna figure it out. She was born to be in the government or something, I tell you.”
“Why am I so worried that you’re right?” asked Aelin. “My brain is dying. Movie time.”
They sat on the couch, the men on either side of Aelin and Ansel. It felt rather odd, the four of them watching a movie, even though they were all friends.
Fenrys started snoring about five minutes in. Aelin honestly wasn’t doing much better.
“You two are impossible.” Ansel poked Aelin and Fenrys in their rib cages. “At least Rowan is paying attention.”
Roused by Ansel’s violent jab, Aelin said, “Yeah, I don’t think so. It seems like he’s just mastered the art of sleeping with his eyes open.” She snapped her fingers in front of Rowan’s face.
“Hmm? You say something?”
Aelin giggled as Ansel sighed. “You lot have no taste.”
“That’s it,” declared Fenrys. “This movie is shit. We’re watching Silence of the Lambs.”
“Yay!” squealed Aelin. “I love that movie.”
Ansel sighed again. “If it keeps you awake, what the hell.”
The channel was changed and Aelin scooted over and cuddled up next to Rowan. “This is terribly scary,” she whispered in his ear. “I need you to protect me.”
He rolled his eyes. “It’s just a girl jogging,” he whispered back.
Aelin punched his shoulder. “Take a hint, dude.” She grabbed his arm and slung it over her shoulder. His hand slid under the blanket and squeezed her ass.
“Ew,” said Fenrys, glancing over. “Didn’t need to see that.”
“See what?” Aelin asked.
“His hand went under the blanket and I don’t want to think about where it went.”
Ansel laughed.
A snort came out of Aelin. “Grow up, Moonbeam. Everybody’s fully clothed. What more can you ask for?”
Rowan sighed. “This was a great idea.”
Ansel spoke up. “That better not be sarcasm I detect, Whitethorn.”
“Definitely not,” he replied.
“Shut up so I can watch the movie,” Aelin ordered. She really just wanted them to look away so Rowan’s hand could continue its journey.
The only noise was coming from the television. Ansel and Fenrys had stopped looking at Aelin and Rowan. His hand slipped over her thigh then up to her front. He plucked at her blouse, then his hand went under it.
Aelin was sure Rowan knew she would kill him if he made her moan in front of the others, so he only caressed her skin. His hand teased the areas around her breasts, but he stayed clear. Why couldn’t Ansel and Fenrys just get out for a few hours?
Aelin glanced over at the other two, then scooted closer to Rowan. She whispered in his ear, “I wish we could leave without them noticing.”
Rowan chuckled as quietly as he could. “I’m sure they feel the same, dear.”
Aelin rolled her eyes at this. “Why do I feel like a teenager all over again?”
He raised an eyebrow. “Did you frequently pray your friends would leave so you could hook up with somebody as a teenager?”
“Only sometimes.” She smirked at him. “You can kiss me, you know.”
“Um, no. Not with them-”
Aelin pressed her lips to Rowan’s neck, then whispered onto his skin, “What are they going to do, stare at us? Throw things? Kiss me.”
Apparently Rowan was too full of lust to argue any further. He tilted her head up with a finger and kissed her soundly. Aelin barely suppressed a moan as Rowan’s tongue parted her lips.
They were quiet and they didn’t move much, but Ansel must have looked over because she shouted, “Horny delinquents!” Fenrys chuckled.
Aelin igorned her and kept running her hands through Rowan’s hair as she kissed him. He wisely decided not to face her wrath for being a wimp and do the same. Ansel just muttered something and turned her attention back to the TV.
Everything went quiet and they kept making out. Silence of the Lambs didn’t play music in the background, unlike most or all other movies. Aelin didn’t remember exactly, but she’d read it somewhere. She couldn’t be bothered to care, though, as she nibbled on Rowan’s lower lip.
That is, until a piercing scream sounded and Rowan jolted backwards, muttering obscenities.
Aelin cackled. “Something the matter, Ro?”
Ansel joined in the laughter. “That’s what you get for snogging in the middle of a horror film.”
“Snogging?” Fenrys asked. “Where are you from?”
Aelin snorted. Rowan was still recovering from the shock. Wuss, she thought. She could only bring herself to find him cute for it, however.
Aelin settled onto Rowan’s chest and actually payed attention for the rest of the movie. He kept his hands on her body, and teasingly stroked her throughout. Aelin had a feeling he wasn’t nearly as focused as her on watching the movie. Despite his suductive touches, she stubbornly refused to give in.
The movie ended and the four of them stood. “Well,” drawled Fenrys. “I assume you won’t be staying, Aelin darling.” Not even close to a question.
She smiled prettily at him and said, “And I assume you won’t be leaving, Fenrys dear.”
He grinned and said, “If you won’t be here, I see no reason not to.” Ansel punched him in the arm, but she was smiling. “You know, if you stay over at Whitethorn’s so often, you might as well just move in.”
The smile melted off of Ansel’s face. “Not happening. You are not being taken from me, Lin.” Her attention strayed to Rowan. “Don’t even think about it. I will throttle you.”
A strangled noise came out of Rowan’s mouth and Aelin and Fenrys burst into laughter. “Thanks for that happy note to end the evening, A,” Aelin commented.
Rowan still looked a little frightened, and for good reason: Ansel didn’t make threats lightly. Despite this, he managed to say, “I’ll keep that in mind.” Aelin and Fen just laughed harder.
“Oh, shut up,” said Rowan. Ansel looked inclined to agree.
Aelin just smirked, looped her arm through Rowan’s, and blew the others a kiss. “Night, kiddos. Keep it in the bedroom!” she called as she dragged Rowan through the doorway.
She shut the door to muttering and scowls. Rowan chuckled at her as they walked down the hall. “You have a way with people.”
“Once we get back the apartment I’m going to have my way with you.”
He smirked. “You really are horny, aren’t you?”
They entered the elevator. “Not any more than you are,” Aelin responded.
The drive back was silent. Neither could make conversation while lusting after the other. Aelin marveled at how they spent so much time fucking each other, and yet they never could get enough. It was like the honeymoon phase, except they hadn’t gotten married yet.
Yet. Aelin hadn’t realized how casually she thought about starting a life with Rowan. Yet implied it would happen. Would Aelin truly marry him one day?
She was rescued from her thoughts when they pulled up at his building. They walked far too quickly to look casual, and all but ran up the stairs.
Upon entering, Rowan slammed the door closed at the same time Aelin threw her purse at the counter. Then they turned to each other, desperate to deepen their kisses, desperate to get all clothing out of the way.
They were already naked before they moved a single foot in any direction. Aelin expected the bedroom or the couch, or even the wall, but Rowan turned her around and bent her over the counter.
Aelin moaned as her skin came in contact with the smooth surface, pressing against her breasts. Rowan traced a finger down her spine. “You’re so beautiful.”
“I don’t give a shit how beautiful I am. I need you in me.”
The bastard chuckled. “I love how much you crave me.” He ran his finger down her back again.
Aelin shivered. “Please, Ro.” After begging him a couple days ago, she had stopped attempting to salvage her dignity.
She could hear the smile in his voice as he said, “I rather like it when you have nice manners. It’s a pleasant change from your usual sass.”
Aelin whimpered as he lined himself up with her entrance. Rowan gripped her hips hard enough to bruise, but Aelin couldn’t care less about that. Not as he plunged into her.
Aelin couldn’t keep herself from screaming as Rowan slammed his hips into her backside time and time again.
This was better than enduring Ansel and Fenrys’ teasing, that was for certain.
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Your phone rang twice before you answered it, eyes seeing the familiar face of your boyfriend on the screen. “Hello?” you answered breathlessly. “Hey,” Soonyoung replied on the other end. “Hey, Soonie,” you said, leaning back against your pillows. “What’s up?” you asked. Soonyoung was silent for a moment before he responded.
“Can’t sleep,” he admitted. You chuckled softly. “Why’s that?” you asked, staring at your painted toenails, waiting for his response. “Too wired, I guess,” he answered. “Wired?” you asked with a laugh. Soonyoung chuckled softly before sighing. “Actually,” he said before clearing his throat. “I’m kinda… needy,” he said.
You cocked your head to the side even though he couldn’t see you. “Needy?” you asked, feigning ignorance. “Needy how?” you added. You heard him inhale deeply. “Come on, babe,” he whined. “You know what I mean.” You bit your lip to keep from laughing and shook your head. “No, I don’t think I do, baby,” you replied.
You heard Soonyoung groan. “Why don’t you tell me what you mean,” you said playfully. “God, you’re such a tease,” Soonyoung whispered. You smiled to yourself. “I am?” you asked innocently. “Do I need to spell it out for you?” Soonyoung asked. You shrugged. “Hmmm maybe?” Soonyoung cursed softly.
“Can you send me a picture, please?” Soonyoung asked. You pulled back your phone and opened the camera before snapping a photo of yourself relaxing against your pillows in your black lace chemise and sent it to Soonyoung. A few moments later he cursed again, causing you to giggle.
“Fuck baby,” Soonyoung said. You noticed how his breathing had grown unsteady. You decided to flip around, laying on your stomach on your bed. “Soonie?” you asked sweetly. “Hmm?” Soonyoung hummed. “Are you…” you trailed off. ‘What if he isn’t and he thinks I’m a pervert?’ you asked yourself before finishing your question.
“Are you touching yourself right now?” you asked. Soonyoung fell silent immediately. ‘So he is!’ you told yourself. “I take it, that's a yes?” you asked. “I’m sorry,” Soonyoung said quickly. “Do you want me to stop?” he asked. You smiled again. “No.”
“I want you to keep going.” Soonyoung stammered out an ‘okay.’ You listened closely as his breathing grew uneven again. “Are you still in your underwear?” you asked softly. “Y-yes,” Soonyoung answered. “Are you touching yourself through your underwear?” you asked, keeping your voice soft and sultry. “Yeah,” Soonyoung breathed.
“I want you to reach inside your boxers and touch yourself. Can you do that for me, Soonie?” you said sweetly. “I can do that,” Soonyoung replied. You put your phone on speaker and sat up, resting on your knees as you lifted your chemise and pulled your panties off, tossing them aside and laid back down on your back.
“Wh-what are you doing, baby?” Soonyoung asked, his voice raising in pitch. “I’m just laying here,” you admitted. “Listening to you,” you added. Soonyoung let out a whimper. “Do that again, Soonie,” you said. A few moments later, Soonyoung let out a moan and you felt yourself clench around nothing.
“That was beautiful,” you said, closing your eyes as you let your hand wander, smoothing over the material of your lingerie. “Wh-what was?” Soonyoung asked. “Your moan. That was so sexy, Soonyoung,” you answered as your fingers brushed past your navel, traveling further south. “It was?” Soonyoung asked, his voice clearer.
“Mhm,” you answered as your hand disappeared between your thighs, fingers finding your wetness. “Baby?” Soonyoung asked quietly. “Yes?” you replied. “Are you touching yourself?” he whispered. You let out a sigh when your fingers found your clit. “Mhm,” you answered. “I am.” You heard Soonyoung cursed under his breath.
“That’s so dirty,” he replied, his confidence increasing. “Oh yeah?” you asked teasingly. “The thought of you touching yourself for me,” he added. “That’s so hot.” You smiled, working your fingers slowly against your clit. “Does it make you jealous?” you asked. “Jealous?” Soonyoung replied. “Yeah. That I get to touch myself this way and you haven’t yet?” You heard Soonyoung inhale sharply.
“Do you want me to touch you?” he asked. You nodded as you hummed in affirmation. “I do,” you replied. “I want you to touch me and more,” you added. “Oh? Like what?” Soonyoung asked, his voice cocky. “I want your tongue,” you admitted as you increased speed. “Fuck, babygirl,” Soonyoung hissed.
“You’re making this a lot harder,” he said. You giggled, moaning as you continued to massage yourself. “I’ll bet I am,” you said playfully. Soonyoung snickered. “Shut up,” he retorted. “Mm, make me,” you replied. “Oh, you’re gonna play that game?” Soonyoung asked. You giggled again. “I’ll make you regret those words, baby,” Soonyoung said.
“Oh you will?” you asked, arching your back off your bed as your orgasm slowly built. “I will,” Soonyoung replied. “How’re you gonna do that?” you asked, slowly moving your finger to tease your entrance. “I’ll make you shut up,” Soonyoung replied, his breathing shallow. “And how will you do that?” you asked.
“You really wanna know?” Soonyoung asked. “Mhm,” you hummed. Soonyoung chuckled. “Well, first I’d kiss you, slowly of course,” he said, attempting to control his breathing. “Oh? Then what?” you asked. “Then I’d kiss down your neck, making my way down your body,” Soonyoung added.
You moaned softly, dragging your fingers against your clit as your other hand started to explore your body. “And then what?” you asked again. Soonyoung choked back a moan before answering. “I’d slowly remove your panties, dragging them down your thighs and then I’d roll them up and shove them in your mouth,” he breathed.
Your breath skipped before you spoke. “That might be hard,” you replied with a giggle. “Oh?” Soonyoung asked. “Why is that?” You smiled to yourself. “Because I’m not wearing any panties.” Soonyoung cursed sharply. “Holy shit, Y/N.”
“Are you still touching yourself?” Soonyoung asked. “Yes,” you replied. “Where are your fingers, baby?” Soonyoung asked. “They’re on my clit,” you answered. “I want you to do something for me,” he paused. “I want you to finger yourself. One finger at first.”
You obliged, slipping one finger inside yourself and letting out a soft moan. “That’s it baby,” Soonyoung whispered as you moved your hand slowly at first. After a few minutes, Soonyoung told you to add a second finger and you did, biting your bottom lip as you did. “Don’t hold your moans back,” Soonyoung said. “I wanna hear you.”
You let out a whimper as you thrust two fingers inside you. “God, you sound amazing,” Soonyoung said. “I want to hear you make those sounds in person,” he added. “I wanna see your face as I fuck you.” You moaned, clenching around your fingers.
“Do you want that, babygirl?” he asked. “Yes,” you replied. “Yes what?” Soonyoung asked. “Yes I want that!” you squeaked. “Try again, babygirl,” Soonyoung said, his voice full of lust. “Yes, d-daddy,” you whimpered. You heard Soonyoung groan, trying to keep quiet. “I wish you were here,” you admitted. “Why’s that, baby?” Soonyoung asked. “I wanna hear you,” you admitted. “I want to hear you moan my name.”
“Oh god, Y/N. I want that too.” You increased speed, adding a third finger as you continued. “I wish this was your cock instead of my fingers.” Soonyoung moaned. "You're driving me crazy, Y/N." You whimpered, curling your fingers. "I want you so bad, Soonyoung," you moaned. "Are you close baby?" he asked. "Mhm."
"Keep going, baby," Soonyoung said. "You're doing so well," he added. "Are you close, Soonie?" you asked. "Yeah. I'm close, babygirl." You moaned, your walls clenching around your fingers. "Soonyoung," you moaned.
“You sound so fucking good, baby,” Soonyoung moaned. “I love the way you moan my name,” he added. “I wish I was there. I want you so bad right now.” You moaned again. “Me too. I want you to pin me to this bed and fuck me so hard I can’t walk tomorrow.” You heard Soonyoung gasp on the other side of the phone. “Shit, Y/N.”
“Are you gonna come for me, Soonie?” you asked sweetly. “Yes,” he replied. You reached down with your free hand to massage circles against your clit while you had three fingers stuffed inside you. “Come for me, Soonie,” you purred.
You heard Soonyoung’s breathing turn into panting as he sped up his motions. “Y/N,” he groaned as he got closer. You felt your own orgasm approaching rapidly. “Keep going,” you encouraged. “I’m so close, babygirl,” he whispered.
“Don’t stop,” you replied, feeling yourself on the edge. Soonyoung’s moans into the phone grew in pitch before he gasped out he was about to climax. You teetered on the edge of your own orgasm as you urged him to let go. “Just let go, Soonie,” you whimpered. He let out a low moan as he came on the other end.
That was what you needed to send you over the edge, coming hard on your fingers and shuddering from the aftershocks of your own toe curling orgasm, a mewl leaving your lips as you did. Neither one of you said a thing while you came down from your highs.
Finally Soonyoung spoke, completely out of breath. “Wow,” he said chuckling. “I made a mess.” You let out a breathless laugh, pulling your fingers out of you and looking at your cum soaked hand. “Yeah, me too,” you admitted. “I’m gonna go clean up. I’ll be right back,” Soonyoung said. “I think I will too,” you said getting up from your bed and heading to your bathroom.
You rinsed your hands off and sat down on the toilet to do your business. After washing your hands and grabbing a fresh pair of panties, you returned to your room and flopped onto your bed to wait for Soonyoung. A few moments past as you focused on your heart rate slowing and your breathing returning to normal.
You heard noise on Soonyoung’s end of the phone before he spoke. “I’m back,” he said, voice full of enthusiasm. “Welcome back,” you replied softly. Soonyoung fell silent. “Was that okay?” he asked suddenly. You smiled. “That was perfectly fine, Soonie,” you answered. You heard him sigh. “I wish you were here,” he said softly.
“Me too,” you replied. “I want to hold you right now.” You felt your cheeks burn. “I’d like that very much,” you admitted quietly. “I should probably get some sleep. You should too,” Soonyoung said, stifling a yawn. You yawned as well.
“Okay. I think I will crash,” you said with a chuckle. “Goodnight,” you added. “Mm, goodnight baby,” Soonyoung answered.
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of being known (and loved)
Fandom: Sanders Sides
Pairing(s): LoSleep (Logic | Logan + Sleep | Remy)
Rating: Teen (for very mild swearing and innuendo)
Content Warning(s): Logan’s coming to terms with being quoiro, so there are very vague sexual mentions/innuendo, just FYI, but nothing graphic
Length: 4,539 words
Brief Summary: Part of the @sanderssides-secretsanta gift exchange! This is my gift as Secret Santa to the lovely @demigodbookdragon ! Features the requested prompt of Logan coming out to his partner(s) as ace and/or quoiromantic, as well as one of the requested pairings—LoSleep!
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Logan Sanders. Logic to one Thomas Sanders, voice in his head and vision in his view, informing and (according to Roman) annoying twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, four weeks a month, twelve months a year, so it goes. And yet.
Logan Sanders. Who is Logan Sanders, really?
If there exists anyone out there who knows the answer to this question, Logan would really like to know, because he himself isn’t quite certain. Logan Sanders. Logic. Voice of reason. The smart one. The nerd. And yet.
Who is Logan Sanders?
And who could ever truly know Logan Sanders, if he doesn’t even know himself?
-
Logan Sanders enjoys order. He likes to know where things begin and end, to keep neat and tidy and color within the lines. He likes to present a clean image, to stay organized and orderly and crisp and clean, even as the other sides grow chaotic and wild and confusing around him.
Logan enjoys the chaos now too, he thinks, in small, manageable doses. Certainly in Remy-sized doses.
-
The other sides are...nice.
They’ve long since reached a point of not-quite-resolution, of almost-understanding, of mutual cooperation. And Logan is...he’s working through some things. But then again, so are the others.
They all slip, certainly—himself included—and there’s a long way for them to go yet. But the sides have the rest of Thomas’ life ahead to get there, and they have each other to metaphorically (and occasionally literally) lean on.
All the same, it’s just easier to talk to Remy, sometimes.
Technically, as Sleep, Remy isn’t actually one of the sides. He’s somehow still there inside the Mindscape, and no one is particularly sure why.
Remy simply appeared one day out of nowhere, scaring a young Virgil to the point that he refused to come down off the fridge for hours. He was known only as his function—“Sleep”—for a period of time before deciding out of the blue that his name would be Remy.
Logan has been puzzling this occurrence over for decades, but has long since given up, acknowledging that it will likely forever remain a mystery, just like what it is, precisely, that exists at the bottom of the ocean. (Further, the existence of any of them is very much in defiance of any science Logan has ever heard of, really, so he isn’t exactly one that can judge.)
Remy is a bit of a metaphorical wild card. He goes where he wishes, does what he wants. He’ll disappear for weeks on end, follow them around nonstop for days...he goes on ridiculous coffee binges before swearing Starbucks refreshers are the only “valid” drink...he lures Thomas into napping on the couch but refuses to cooperate at bedtime...Logan isn’t entirely sure why Remy does what he does beyond simple whimsy, and it puzzles him incessantly.
However much Remy’s behavior might confuse him, it’s...actually quite pleasant to have him around. Random disruptions and interruptions generally are not something that Logan delights in, but aside from Janus, Remy is the only other side with an appreciation for sarcasm, and his presence as Logan works is...enjoyable tolerable.
Then there is the veritable fact that, unlike the others, Remy always listens to Logan.
Logan knows that the others mean well. And they do—they have since assured him that they truly do. But they get so carried away in their excitement sometimes that having someone a bit more grounded like Remy around to converse with is nice. And in turn, Logan always makes sure to listen to Remy. As loath as he is to admit possession of any “feelings”, he knows how it can feel to be ignored.
One of Remy’s favorite things to discuss is Mindscape gossip. Logan doesn’t understand the appeal of gossip, but he’s sure that Remy doesn’t understand the appeal of the history of the telescope, either, so he listens.
Today, the “hot” topic seems to be Patton and Remus. Or, rather—the relationship between Patton and Remus.
“I’m not kidding you, gurl!” Remy flops backwards in Logan’s bed. Logan refrains from telling him not to muss up the carefully-made bed; it hasn’t worked the past forty-seven times he’s asked, and he doubts it would work today. “I legit walked in on them when I came home last night.”
“You ‘walked in on them’?” Logan asks neutrally from his desk, fondly brushing aside Remy’s improper usage of ‘legit’. He turns the page, looks at Thomas’ schedule for January, winces. Double-booked on January eighth, and in the middle of a pandemic, of all things? How ever did he allow that to slip past him? “Doing what, exactly?”
“They weren’t doing the do, if that’s what you’re asking about,” Remy responds.
“‘The do’,” Logan quotes, puzzled momentarily before the realization hits him. “Oh, you mean intercourse, don’t you?” He pauses in his work to make a note in the margins about updating his vocabulary cards.
“Duh.” Remy pauses to roll over and sip at his drink. He’s on one of his tea detoxes; Logan predicts it won’t last more than a few days this time. “But they were, like, snuggling. On the couch. And watching a romantic movie.”
That makes Logan pause. “Remus, watching a romantic movie?” He pauses and glances over at Remy briefly before continuing to write again. “That does seem a fair amount out of character.”
“Yes! Exactly!” Remy exclaims. “Remus wouldn’t subject himself to something like that willingly. No way. That’s why I think they’re dating.”
“Mm-hmm,” Logan agrees absent-mindedly as the events of January twenty-first catch his attention. Then he pauses. Computes.
Logan abruptly drops his pen and swivels around in his chair. “Apologies. Did I hear you correctly, Remy? You believe Patton and Remus are,” he struggles to get the word out momentarily, “are dating?”
“Yeppers!” Remy nods. He slurps noisily at his tea before popping it back on Logan’s bedside table. Rolling to hang his torso upside down off the side of Logan’s bed, he says, “it’s not the first time I’ve seen anything hinting at those two throwing goo-goo eyes at each other, but that pretty much cements it in my mind.”
“‘Goo-goo eyes’?” Logan frowns as the realization further sinks in. Dating. Patton and Remus. Dating? “Wait, am I to understand that sides can date?”
“Like, of course.” Remy’s face is starting to go red as blood rushes down to it. “Did you miss that whole awkward fling between snakeyboi and prissy mister prince back in college? God, seeing them interacting for the first time in years was so awkward.” He snickers loudly. “Glad they didn’t call me to the stand back during that whole dumb courtroom thing.”
“I...no, I don’t have any recollection of any such thing,” Logan murmurs. He briefly wracks his memories, blue pen scratching crisply against the page in front of him, and comes up empty.
“Mmm, yeah, that’s probably a good thing, babe.” Remy slides off the bed and onto the floor then, hissing as blood starts to rush away from his head again. “Honestly, whole thing was a train wreck to watch. Patton and Remus are pretty cute, though. I guess opposites really do attract, huh?”
“Ah...yes, I suppose so,” Logan murmurs, but as Remy launches into a play-by-play detailing the embarrassment on Remus’ face and Patton’s sheer terror at being the one busted for once, he’s already tuning the other out.
Dating. The other sides date. Which means, of course, that they...feel things. Well—yes, the sides are capable of individual emotions. That has been established prior, Logan knows. But this means that they feel love things.
Sides can feel love?
That question, however, goes unasked and unanswered, as Remy drones on about how flustered Remus had been when he was caught being “lovey-dovey” and Logan’s schedule blurs out in front of his face.
Unasked. Unanswered. Yet still it lingers in the back of Logan’s mind as he finally convinces Remy to let them sleep for the night, as he lies awake in bed staring at the blinking red numbers of his alarm clock:
Sides can feel love?
-
Logan Sanders enjoys understanding. He loves learning—loves looking up to the stars, down at the ground, in front at the path ahead of them all, even back at where they’ve come from sometimes. He loves to be known to know. Yes, Logan Sanders likes understanding.
This entire debacle, however? Logan does not understand.
-
Can the sides feel love?
The question follows Logan for weeks as he goes about his days, carefully maintaining Thomas’ schedule and gently bullying the other sides into doing their tasks and taking care of themselves. He refuses to let it interfere with his job, but in the moments he pauses to take a breath, the question is there to steal his breath away again.
Love. Love, love, love. The one thing Logan absolutely loathes—or, if he were to be honest with himself (and as much as he hates the truth, he tries to avoid the practice of denying truth), the one thing that Logan is absolutely terrified of.
He’s known for a while that the others love him, and that he (fortunate or unfortunate as it may be) does love the others in his own way. But that’s easy, and it’s obvious. It’s a purely familial thing—or so Logan had thought.
Then Patton calls a family meeting and awkwardly informs them that he and Remus are an item now. And Roman is groaning over-exaggeratedly, Virgil is hissing, Janus seems all too unsurprised, Remy is gleefully vindicated, Emile looks away while Remus licks Patton’s cheek for all to see, and Logan?
Logan has his answer.
So the other sides—or, at least, some of them—do, in fact, experience some sort of romantic or sexual connection to others. So the sides can feel love, then.
Only—what about Logan? What does he...what does he feel?
Logan metaphorically looks into himself. He isn’t sure what he (again, metaphorically) finds.
As much as he might struggle to understand figurative language, Logan isn’t completely unaware of it. To make full usage of such metaphors, it all seems a confusing jumble of darkness and confusion and occasional swirls of odd colors.
What are those sorts of attraction even supposed to feel like? he puzzles as he sits on the couch beside Patton and Remus, a thick tome about astronomy perched in his lap as he takes in exactly none of the words on the page it’s opened to. He’s always assumed that, as sides, they wouldn’t feel such human emotions, or then again, as Thomas’ sides they would echo his sexual orientation.
But Logan...Logan feels...nothing. Right?
Or, well. Patton and Roman have been very adamant about how love comes in all different forms, and it makes logical sense. Familial love, romantic, platonic, and so the list goes on. And there’s no use in denying that Logan certainly feels things. Logan can’t always recognize it, but he’s trying now. He’s trying to figure it out.
All the same, he still hasn’t felt anything in particular towards Thomas’ past relations—not any love-related feelings, at least—but then again, they were Thomas’ partners, not his own. Logan has never himself felt anything. He feels nothing.
Or does he?
There is something that he feels in there, Logan knows. He knows he loves the others platonically, regardless of how little he says it aloud. And then there’s Remy, of course.
Goodness, Remy. Reluctant as he may be to admit it aloud or even to himself, Logan knows he loves Remy, with his smirk and his snark and his ridiculous leather jacket and his odd yet enlightening ways of using modern slang.
So Logan does love. Somehow. In some way. But he’s never thought to feel anything romantic; can he feel anything romantic? Will he even know when he feels it?
And there’s a lurking thought—likely irrational, Logan reasons, even as his mind tries to convince him otherwise—what even is the purpose of feeling anything romantic? What is the point? Logan steers clear of Roman’s romance novels, but he picks up tidbits from everything Thomas reads. Is there any use of potentially-romantic feelings?
It might be nice, he thinks as Remus drags Patton into the kitchen to bake something that will probably not end up edible. Romantic relations are often the pinnacle of any and all relationships in the eyes of society, for one thing. And while the amount of closeness and understanding conveyed between partners seems daunting, it seems as though it could be somewhat relieving as well.
But Logan’s views on romance mean very little if he has never felt anything of the romantic sort, do they?
Sighing, Logan abruptly shuts his book and stands to walk upstairs to his room. At this point the only thing he’s doing is confusing himself, and that won’t do him any good.
All the same, still the thoughts linger, even as he forces himself into more actively productive tasks for the rest of the day.
Logan feels nothing. Or he feels something. He doesn’t know, and he doesn’t enjoy not knowing.
-
Logan enjoys simplicity and complexity in equal measure. He takes pleasure in the simplicity of a black coffee every morning and a honeyed chamomile tea before bed—in the complexity of a full, well-organized schedule or an alluring mystery novel.
Love, for all it ought be simple, is a complexity that Logan has always struggled to understand in any and all forms. And to his utter chagrin, it seems romanticism and sexuality are no different.
-
It all comes to a head one dreary, drizzly afternoon in the Mindscape. (Logan wishes the “drizzly” part weren’t literal, but alas, Roman and Remus’ experimentation in the Imagination went wrong somehow, and now tiny rain clouds hover above every single room and hallway in the Mindscape.)
All things considered, it hasn’t been a great day for productivity—which means that it of course hasn’t been a great day for Logan, either.
Stress has been piling up from internal emotional struggles alongside external scheduling issues. It is to the point that Logan—and he isn’t a fan of flowery metaphors and figurative language—all Logan can think to do is compare the roiling in his mind to a brewing storm, rain falling within his mind as it pours down and soaks his clothing and skin within the Mindscape.
Logan is pacing about his room—doing his best to “wear a path into the floor”, he thinks the saying goes—when Remy bursts in, dressed in an obnoxiously pink raincoat and squeaky polka dot rain boots.
“Oh, thank god. Sanctuary.” Remy very nearly throws himself onto Logan’s canopy bed upon noticing that it is miraculously still dry. The tarpaulin Logan and Virgil wrangled up over it earlier is somehow still holding up; Logan has no idea how and isn’t in the mood to question a spot of good luck.
“Aight, who pissed Roman off this time?” Remy asks
“Surprisingly enough, no one,” Logan answers before realizing that Remy is dripping all over his bed wet. “Please take care to dry yourself off before getting on my bed.”
Remy huffs but complies, unceremoniously stripping off his outer garments. He wriggles his eyebrows at Logan while he tosses his boots over the side of the bed. “Damn. If you wanted me to undress, all you had to do is ask, babe.”
“I—um,” Logan says eloquently. He awkwardly pauses mid-pace before jerkily continuing a moment later. Remy says things like that all the time. Is Remy flirting? Is he not? Does he mean it? Does he not? Logan wants to know, but one isn’t supposed to just flat-out ask these sorts of questions, are they?
“Why don’t you join me where it’s dry, gurl?” Remy scoots over and pats the spot next to him. “C’mon. I’ll even, like, move over and give you some room. So gracious of me, right?”
The corners of Logan’s mouth unconsciously quirk slightly upwards, and he ceases pacing to head over to the bed.
“Uh-uh, gurl,” Remy shoos him away, and Logan’s eyebrows furrow in puzzlement. Had he not just said—
“Strip,” Remy says, and Logan’s mind goes blank in a momentary haze of confusion and panic.
“I—what,” he stammers, and his head feels light and fuzzy.
Remy sees the look of panic in his eyes, and his expression softens slightly. “Logan. If I can’t be wet on the bed, neither can you, babe.”
“Ah,” Logan says faintly. He moves over towards his wardrobe and almost mechanically pulls out a pair of his pajamas. He manages to get them out and over to the bed before they get too wet, where he sits on the edge and quickly shucks off his usual day attire of jeans, a collared shirt, and a crisp and calming blue necktie.
Logan keeps his back carefully turned as he changes. It’s ridiculous that such a thing feels odd now; they all are roughly the same physically, and it isn’t as though they haven’t changed in front of each other multiple times. But all the same, something still feels off this time.
Clothed in pajamas, Logan debates attempting to get his sopping day clothes into the laundry hamper, looks up at the gray little clouds still crowding the ceiling, gives up. He leaves them in a little dripping pile on the floor by his bed before turning to crawl up to the headboard where Remy lounges, leaving a tiny space on the left side of the bed for Logan to weasel his way into.
“Don’t be shy, gurl. We can huddle for warmth and all that jazz.” Remy holds out his arms invitingly, and it takes a moment before it registers in Logan’s mind that he’s offering a hug. “Unless you don’t want to, ’course.”
“I don’t think—” Logan starts before cutting himself off abruptly. He pauses, sucks in a tiny breath. “I do not think I am amenable to a hug at the moment.”
“That’s chill,” Remy assures. He adjusts his position on the bed, allowing Logan space to sit comfortably without touching him. Then he reaches up and drags his sunglasses down off his face, looking carefully at Logan with a searching gaze. “Hey. You good? You’ve been acting a little weird lately, but you’re, like, especially weird today.”
Ever the teacher, ever the educator, ever the answerer of questions, Logan wants to answer. He does. He just isn’t sure that he should.
Logan quietly sits and gets himself comfortable (“criss cross applesauce”, he’s never been able to quite break the silly elementary school habit). Then....
“I am...confused, I supposed,” he finally admits, and for a five word sentence, it is surprisingly difficult to get the words out. But Remy always listens. He’ll listen now—when it matters—correct?
“What about?” Remy asks, leaning back against the headboard and popping his sunglasses back on again, masking his expression.
“I—are you flirting with me?” Logan bursts out abruptly. To hell with his uncertainties—he has to know. He’s itching, twitching to know, to understand. “Have you—is that what this is? Is that why you’re always ‘hanging’ with me?”
“Is that what this has been about?” Remy laughs, but it isn’t malicious, Logan doesn’t think. “About time, TBH. I thought you’d never notice”
“I didn’t notice,” Logan says. “Well—I did notice, eventually, but I didn’t...I don’t—”
“Look, if you don’t feel the same way, that’s...fine,” Remy says, and his voice sounds different, devoid of his usual mischievous tone. Somber, almost. “It doesn’t have to mean anything if you don’t want it to, babe. I do, like, genuinely just enjoy being around you, you know?”
“But why?” Logan asks, and something in his voice cracks. Inwardly he curses, hoping that Remy won’t here.
“There’s something bigger going on here, isn’t there?” Remy shifts next to him in the bed, and suddenly he’s leaning closer to Logan. The sunglasses are off again, and Remy stares into Logan’s wide eyes with that more solemn expression again.
“I don’t—” Logan cuts himself off again. He looks up towards the tarp hanging from the corners of his four-poster bed, attempting to organize his thoughts the best he can before speaking this time. It proves to be a difficult task; his thoughts are all jumbled and clumped together in a hopelessly confused mess. He just doesn’t understand. Logan likes to understand, but for once he doesn’t. Emotions have never been his strong suit, and these emotions are proving stubbornly elusive.
Logan clears his throat before speaking next. “Up until you brought up the relationship between Remus and Patton, I had never realized that we as sides could feel romantic or sexual attraction independent of Thomas,” he explains. Unconsciously his left hand goes up to push his glasses further up the bridge of his nose. “It had...never occurred to me.”
“Oh.”
Logan waits for Remy to continue even as he stolidly refuses to turn and look at the other. When Remy says nothing else, he haltingly continues.
“As you and the others no doubt know, I often struggle at identifying emotions,” Logan continues. “Now that I am aware the others have a capacity for other attractions, I have attempted to find them within myself, and I...can’t seem to find them.”
“So you’re aromantic then?” Remy asks, his voice sounding neutral.
“No!” Logan rushes out before pausing. “I, ah. Perhaps? I’m afraid that I don’t know. I do not know what it is that I am feeling.”
“But you feel something.”
“Yes, I....” Logan finally finds it within himself to turn and face Remy. “I do indeed feel something. I feel many somethings. Towards you. But I’m afraid I don’t know what it is, and that...” he swallows, “...that isn’t fair to you.”
Remy is silent, his face impassive, and immediately Logan worries that he’s ruined everything about their relationship, whatever it is, whatever it may be.
Over the years Logan has grown to quite enjoy the lack of pressure and expectancy between the two of them whenever they spend time together, and the snarky conversation between the two of them has been quite refreshing. Not to mention the rare occasions that they do actually touch, or converse more seriously. Is he about to lose all that? Has Logan ruined all of that?
“...Do you think that you might be, like, quoiromantic or something?” Remy asks slowly.
Logan blinks confusedly behind his glasses. “I’m sorry?”
“Quoiromantic. It’s under the aromantic umbrella,” Remy explains. He frowns, tapping a finger over his lips contemplatively. “Hmm. Roman might be better at explaining this, since he’s actually aro. I’m demisexual, but I’ll admit I don’t know as much about the aromantic spectrum as maybe I should.”
“Quoiromantic,” Logan sounds out. “What does that terminology mean, exactly?”
“It’s like....” Remy frowns. “Mm. It’s like, you don’t really know how to tell the difference between romantic and platonic feelings, I think. You’ll wanna double check with Roman on that though, babe.”
“I...yes. That...does sound accurate,” Logan realizes aloud. “Quoiromantic.”
It’s like a metaphorical puzzle piece clicking into place inside his brain. Quoiromantic. Not being able to distinguish between romantic and platonic feelings...that certainly sounds a lot like what Logan has been puzzling over for the past few weeks.
“Quoiromantic,” Logan tests the word. “I would need to perform more extensive research, and perhaps examine my...emotions more before I can arrive at a proper conclusion, but...yes, that sounds...correct. That sounds....”
Good. It sounds good.
However.
Ice prickles through Logan again. He looks back at Remy. “But what would all of this mean in regard to the two of us and our relations?”
“What do you want it to mean?” Remy asks simply.
There comes the darkness again, rushing, followed by swirled colors of confusion.
“I...still don’t know,” Logan admits.
“That’s fine.” Remy shrugs. He looks at Logan, and with his sunglasses still off, Logan can see the earnestness and—fondness, is that fondness—in his bright brown eyes. “We can figure it out as we go. D’you wanna just, like, keep chilling like we’ve been doing?”
Logan licks his lips, adjusts his glasses again even though he really doesn’t need to. “...Maybe with some more hugs now?” he cautiously requests. “And with, ah...I believe it is called ‘cuddling’?”
“Lit. I’m down if you are.” Remy grins, flings himself back and out on the bed, looking not unlike a starfish as he does so. “Get in here then, babe. Can I still call you babe?”
Logan waits until he’s nestled into Remy’s side to respond. “Certainly,” he murmurs into Remy’s side, and Remy hugs him tighter. And goodness, it’s so warm and nice there on the bed with Remy that he can’t help but wonder why they hadn’t done this much sooner.
So warm and nice...that is, until the tarpaulin laden down with rainwater above his bed finally gives in to the weight.
The thing splashes down on the two of them, soaking them and causing a shrieking Remy to drag Logan out of the room in search of an umbrella and a dry towel. Even then it is still kind of nice, if a bit soggy and much colder, and Logan has to bite back a smile as Remy curses and leads him to go tell off Roman and Remus...holding Logan’s hand all the while.
And perhaps...perhaps Logan doesn’t exactly know how he feels on a larger scale. But he knows how he feels in the given moment—content. And that’s all he needs to know for now.
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Logan Sanders enjoys solitude plenty, but he has more recently discovered enjoyment for the company of the others as well. All things considered, all confusions included, he enjoys it. He loves quiet nights of coexistence, and maybe he loves Remy romantically. Or maybe he doesn’t. He’s not quite sure, but he doesn’t need to be—not yet, perhaps not ever, even. They’ll work it out.
Most importantly, he thinks, Logan Sanders enjoys the company of himself, whoever “himself” might be or become.
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Logan Sanders. Logic to one Thomas Sanders, voice in his head and vision in his view, informing and (according to Roman) annoying twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, four weeks a month, twelve months a year, so it goes. And yet.
Logan Sanders. Who is Logan Sanders, really?
If there exists anyone out there who knows the answer to this question, Logan still would like to know, because he still isn’t quite certain. Logan Sanders. Logic. Voice of reason. The smart one. The nerd. And yet.
Who is Logan Sanders?
Well. He is himself. Regardless of who or how he loves, Logan is himself. He is known, he is loved, he is himself. And he has his network of fellow sides and of Thomas and of Remy to help him, to know him, as he learns and knows and understands understands more about who Logan Sanders really is.
It’s a journey he’ll enjoy not being alone for.
Fin
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A/N - Look who’s come back from the dead. i’m not sure about this one. sorry for the slow updates i hadn't been very well :(. Hope you like it xoxo. ~ C
1 - “it’s not a double date. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.”
Your best friend Jadon had come back to London in the break between seasons to see you. It was hard him living in Germany and you back at home but you managed, face time and everything. Of course he didn’t only come back to see, he also went out with his friends quite a bit. One afternoon after spending the afternoon with some of the lads he came back to your house “You better start getting ready, i know how long you take.” he teased you. “why where are we going.” you questioned, last you checked neither of you had plans for tonight. “We are going on a double date.” he winked at you walking into the kitchen. “Wait, wait, wait, Sancho i’m not going on a date with you?” you followed him. “why?” he said rather nonchalantly “because i’m not your girlfriend.” you said like it was obvious. “yeah that’s why you have to pretend - fake it, it’s easy.” you gave him an odd look. “Basically I told someone i had a girlfriend, it’s a long story blah blah blah - i need you to come with me.” “Who did you tell.” you gave him a stern look, what had this boy got himself into? “Dele and his new girlfriend.” he looked at you guiltily. “Please, it’s just for one night y/n, it will be two hours tops.” he pouted and gave you the puppy dog eyes. “go on then, but you owe me - big time.” in your head you knew it was stupid - going on a ‘date’ with boy you had had a crush on since you were eight but a small part of you, actually a big part of you was hoping that Jadon felt the same and that tonight would be a bit of a laugh and open his eyes up -maybe? “Thank you, you’re the best.” you rolled your eyes walking out the room to go get changed. “i know.” A little while later you were showered and dressed, currently doing the finishing touches to your makeup, Jadon came in and wolfed whistled. “wow, my girlfriend is looking sexy.” he smirked at you “watch it Sancho.” he held him hands up in surrender following you out to the car. You drove to the restaurant and saw Dele and his girlfriend sat in a booth. You and Jadon walked over to sit with them, his arm wrapped round your waist because in his words ‘it needed to be realistic’. “So your Jadon’s girl then.” Dele said as you went over and hugged the both of them “yep that’s me.” You joked sitting down and ordering food. Throughout the dinner Jadon’s arm was round your shoulder and occasionally his hand on your thigh - boy could you get used to this. The dinner went smoothly they bought yours and Jadon’s act, which was made considerably easier on your part due to your own feelings. Dele’s girlfriend was talking about a modelling job she was doing while Dele was practically undressing her with his eyes or as Jadon liked to call it eye-fucking her. They were so engrossed in each other that there was little need for the fake dating act and you doubted they would know if either of you died had right there and then. As Dele’s girlfriend wrapped her arms around Dele’s neck and starting kissing him Jadon looked at you leaning in to whisper in your ear. “it’s not a double date anymore. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.” you laughed quietly “I know” both of you giggled as Jadon wrapped his arm around your waist. “How about we get out of here.” you nodded as you went to pick up your things. “Me and y/n are off.” Jadon’s voice broke Dele and his girlfriend about of their little make-out session. “Y/N’s got to be up early in the morning.” “Awww that’s a shame, why.” Dele’s girlfriend asked, you doubt she actually cared. “Ummm, I've got to be up for uni.” you lied for the umpteenth time that night. You said your goodbye’s as you and Jadon walked out of the restaurant hand in hand. “They probably think that we’re ditching them to go have sex.” you snorted as you walked to the car.”You know darling, that is not such a bad idea.” you hit him on the arm before getting into the car - not that you disagreed with him but you knew he was probably joking. “MacDonald’s for dessert?” “Always” once you were set in a random car park, Mac-flurries in hand, it was Jadon who broke the silence. “You know i enjoyed tonight.” “Yeah, me too it was decent.” you replied finishing the last of your ice cream. “Would you do it again?.” Jadon quizzed you. “What pretend to be your date because you lied - hmm definitely.” you said sarcasm dripping form your voice. “No, go on a non-fake-date with me.”you looked at him not quite believing what you heard. “I get if not, I've just liked you since we were kids, that’s all.” you smiled at him - he did reciprocate those feelings. “Yes Jadon, i would love to go on a non-fake-date with you.”
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interlude: sit still, look pretty [2]
synopsis. yoongi is like the embodiment of the dark side of the moon while jungkook is the luminous, shining side that showers you with his light. one grounds you down to earth and the other makes you want to reach your hand up and touch the cosmos.
but you can’t be making decisions on your own now. everything you do and all you will do, is subject to the happiness of the little bundle of joy you had along the way of your fallen marriage.
and it’s obvious as day, your daughter won’t accept anyone else as her father other than min yoongi and nobody else as her mother other than you.
muses. ex-husband!yoongi x ceo!reader x co ceo!jungkook
chapters. previous | next
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“i’m so sorry to drag you on a monday morning like this, jungkook.” you shoot him an apologetic look before undoing the seatbelt.
“don’t sweat it. nobody could have foreseen that car of yours to break down.” his lips curl upwards the way only jeon jungkook can manage but it’s short lived as his meets your gaze sternly, “being borderline crazily involved with your job is good but you need to be aware of your surroundings too - like remembering to take your car for maintenance.”
you fix him a sheepish smile before hwayoung’s groggy “mommy are we there yet?” catches your attention.
“wakey wakey sleepy head.” you shake her tiny foot to wake her up before opening the door on your side and hopping off the car to get to her.
”mommy, if i ask daddy to let me stay with you, can you take me back?” hwayoung asks with a small, tired voice. a pudgy hand going up to rub the sleepiness away.
you hum, lips curling upwards as you undo the hook to the baby seat she’s strapped in, “hmm but won’t you miss daddy, sweetie?”
the little girl seems to give it a thought before nodding, arms stretched as far as her body could. “i miss daddy this much.”
you chuckle, picking her up in one arm before reaching to for the bag of newly bought baby essentials on the other end of the car. before you even come inches to grabbing it, the car door on that side swings open, revealing a grinning jungkook, “let me.”
‘seriously, thanks.’ you mouth to him, heat rushing to your face when he winks at hwayoung as though sharing an inside joke. the little girl, noticing the gesture giggles to herself.
they’ve only met for ten minutes when you handed him the baby while you transfer the baby bag filled with hwayoung’s essentials and another grocery bag into the backseat of his car. he comes out with hwayoung in his arms two minutes later, the two chuckling to themselves while you eyed the man suspiciously. yet within the span of that time frame, they’ve already become the best of friends.
“will you and uncle koo stay and play with me, mommy?” she peers up at you, puppy eyes and pouty lips.
you hit the 7th floor button once you get into the elevator, jungkook standing closer than you prefer when a couple gets onto the elevator with you.
“we’ll play some other time, how about that? you can’t play because you have to get ready for school, remember?” you offer, ruffling the natural locks of your child’s pig tails.
hwayoung huffs, lips pursed into the ultimate pout.
“don’t you like school, youngie? you can play with your friends everyday until you get to visit mommy again. it’ll go by in a breeze.” jungkook leans down to hwayoung’s eye level, making him appear too big in this tiny space while holding a baby bag and another bag of a groceries in his hands.
“i do,” hwayoung pauses to play with her fingers.
“but?” you offer, smiling.
“but i like mommy and daddy and uncle koo more! i want us to play together!” she jumps in excitement in your arms, lips curling into the brightest smile, the sun can’t compare.
somewhere deep in your heart, you know that can never happen and it pains you that you still can’t set your ego down and sit down in a room with yoongi to fulfill your child’s wish of seeing her favorite people play with her like the old times. with jungkook as an addition too.
“we will, sweetie. but you have to promise me something.” you step out of the elevator when it reaches the familiar hallway where the walls are painted white and there’s a fake potted plant at the end of it, inside the grail of the apartment.
“what?” hwayoung blinks, her innocent curiosity making you chuckle.
“you gotta promise me you’ll have the funnest fun with your friends at school so they won’t feel sad if they know you like playing with me and uncle koo more.” you pinch her cheeks, coming to stop in front of the apartment at the end of the hallway before ringing the door bell.
hwayoung doesn’t need to think about it to reply, “i promise!”
the door swings open, revealing a fully awake yoongi who’s bathed and dressed for the day. back then, you have to drag him out of bed to get him to wake up this early in the morning. you don’t miss the questioning look he gives jungkook but it’s gone as soon as it comes.
“daddy!” hwayoung chirps, probably the only person immune to the man’s ever unsmiling face as he goes to unlock the grail and take her from your arms without any words.
you hand him the familiar mickey mouse printed bag that you took from the man standing next to you.
“these are formulas, baby foods and ointment for the rash on hwayoung’s back.” you’re about to hand him the grocery bag too before he rejects it.
“we don’t need those.” he declines flatly. “i’m fully capable of getting my daughter’s supplies with my savings.”
your heart clenches in your chest at the way he insinuates the words you threw at him a week ago.
“yeah, but i bought extras so i thought i’d give some to you.” you reason, lips curling in an awkward angle when you meet your child’s observing eyes. that smile of hers now gone.
“look, you feel bad for what you said to me and you think buying materialistic items in the name of our child’s well being will make it up for it because you also know what i said about you putting minimal effort and patting your own back, is true as day.” yoongi says all with a straight face and a barely-give-single-fuck tone.
“at least, yoongi, i don’t make my kid cry and ruin her mood with my blunt honesty.” you shoot back, gaze steely before it softens when you see your kid’s tears pooling in her eyes.
you’re about to apologize to your kid for your own failure in containing your emotions even though parenting doesn’t work that way: show, don’t tell, they say.
“youngie,” jungkook calls from next to you, shoulders hunched to match her eye level and lips tilted into one of his bright smiles as he waves both his hands minimally, “me and mommy will see you soon.”
and just like that, the mood changes and you’re able to smile from your own heart - though perhaps it’s because you’re trying hard not to look at the man holding her.
“bye, youngie.” you wave as well before she starts waving back, “remember your promise, okay?”
it breaks your heart to watch your kid hold back her tears as yoongi turn around and step into the apartment but you manage to keep the smile on until the door closes behind them.
thankfully, jungkook walks a few feet ahead of you on your way to his car - so he wouldn’t see your distraught expression. by the time you slip into the passenger seat, you’ve managed to school a neutral, fit-for-business face.
“so it’s a promise,” he says in between having his hand on the back of your headrest, his other hand maneuvering the wheel effortlessly - like he can do clean reverses like this in his sleep.
“hm?” you blink, questioning.
when the car begins to roll forward and both his hands are on the wheel, he steals a glance at you. his signature dazzling smile present, “you’ll invite me next week for our play date.”
“you’re gonna need a kid of your own for a play date to be - well, a play date,” you point out.
“maybe i can borrow my nephew.” he hums, as though thinking out loud but his next words makes your heart stutter in its rhythm, “so it’ll be a double date.”
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note: there won’t be anymore updates for this drabble, i’ve lost interest in it and find other au’s to be more interesting to write. thanks for reading though!
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