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[tarotofhope]

PAC: ♡ Channelled Love Songs from your Current/Future Romantic Partner ♡

(Please Read My Pinned post *IMPORTANT NOTE* before selecting a Pile)

Pick an Image by meditating and selecting the image you feel called to. You can be attracted towards more than 1 image. If you are not able to select maybe this reading isn't for you.

(You can find all the songs mentioned in the Piles on SPOTIFY. Unfortunately Tumblr only allows 10 audio links per post🥲)

Pile 1

Songs - Aaya Jado Da by Asees Kaur

Screen Time by Epik High ft. Hoshi

Don't Forget To Breathe by Aaryan Shah

Welcome to your reading, Pile 1. First of all, lot of green ink occured in your pile. Your partner seems very caring, nurturing and protective of you. They might be a very caring and loving person themselves, very protective of their belongings and loved ones. They like to have a quick check on you(like not in a toxic or negative way). They want to know you better and your little quirks. They genuinely care about your well being. They might be very cautious, structured, organised individual, a fitness freak as well. They seem kind of very picky, they don't open up to just anybody, they might have very few close friends. They're mostly not interested in flings and one-night stands. They take relationships seriously so they'll only jump into it when they see some real value in it. This person is like a 'husband/wife material' person or atleast a long term partner. This also seems like a long distance relationship to me or getting into a relationship after a series of personal hardships when you've become very mature either age-wise or experience-wise.

So, that's all I got for you, my dear Pile 1.

Hope you're with this person or find this person soon 😉

Hope, light, love and peace to you..🌸🌼🌻

Pile 2

Songs - Talk About Love by Callum Beattie

Seven- Clean Version by Jungkook

Tenu Khabar Nahi by Arijit Singh

Welcome to your reading, Pile 2. Have you guys currently been in separation or broken up with your partner? This could be a recent past energy as well. See, now this also looks like an ex's energy(I don't like to go into this topic because it creates unnecessary confusion but it appeared in the reading so I had to) and whether ex or not, if you strictly don't want this person back into your life, you must then very well know that you've ended up for good and you don't need to allow this person back or this pile totally isn't for you, you should select another pile. One thing is prominent though, one of you has done something bad to the another person..and that was the main reason for your guys' separation. I'm nobody to judge you guys, you know yourselves better. Well, whoever this person is, they want to reconcile with you or you're currently reconciling already. It could be a different case for everyone choosing this pile. It could be so that this person or both of you might still have feelings for each other. This person wants to make things better or do things right. There is a promise of not making the same mistakes again. This person is asking for another chance. Now, you need to decide for yourselves, what's good for you and what's not. It's totally up to you.

That's all I see in the cards for you, my dear Pile 2.

Hope, light, love and peace to you..🌸🌼🌻

Pile 3

Songs - Tera Mera Hai Pyar Amar by Ahmed Jahanzeb

I'm Gonna Love You by D.O. ft. Wonstein

Can't Help Falling In Love by Elvis Presley

Welcome to your reading, Pile 3. This person looks so in love. But more so, this person is very sure of you, there feelings are very intense, too. As they are saying, that it's so easy to fall in love with you, either it's a love at first sight situation or there is a certain clarity about choosing you/about wanting to continue further with you. Nothing can change their mind about you. They are giving me strong future spouse energy because they just want to take you away as soon as possible. So, they'll be very assertive in their approach towards you in the courtship period itself. I also think that they'll be the first one to approach you if you've not met this person already. They'll make sure that you know they are not just fooling around, that you're in for a very long ride. They'll also want to make sure that you too, feel the same way for them before going very far because they want it all or nothing. They'll definitely try to win your heart over, Pile 3.

That's all I got for you, dear Pile 3.

Hope, light, love and peace to you..🌼🌸🌻

Pile 4

Songs - Young And Beautiful by Lana Del Rey

Every Second by Baekhyun from EXO (Record of

Youth OST- 3)

Aadat Se Majboor by Benny Dayal

Welcome to your reading, Pile 4. This person might be a heart-throb. Popular person energy(for their work or looks). Everybody swoons over them. Their energy is quite charming and charismatic. They are bold, fun loving and outgoing, life of the party kind of person. You both might be quite the opposite of each other. They will be very confident in their approach. They might just be nervous about how to woo you because you are different from others and they don't want to make any mistake. They don't want to look like a creep. If you've already met this person or in a relationship, you know. They are someone who'll totally make a fool out of themselves to make you laugh. They love to see you smile and laugh but also, you don't laugh a lot, it seems. There seems to be a lot of people who are sexually attracted to them, but they choose you because you are special to them, you're not like the others according to them. They might've got their heart broken a couple times earlier due to which they're afraid of losing you but that's not going to be the case because they're sure of one thing that you're very firm in your decisions, rock solid and you won't run away when life gets bad. You guys are going to be like a power couple, each helping the other person where they are lacking, each completing the other.

So, that's all I got for you, my dear Pile 4.

Hope, light, love and peace to you..🌻🌼🌸

Pile 5

Pile 5

Songs - Lover by Taylor Swift

Spider By Hoshi

Tere Mast Mast Do Nain by Rahat Fateh Ali Khan

Welcome to your reading, Pile 5. Your person seems very Venusian(very lovey-dovey, full of charm, likes fine art) and Neptunian(very dreamy) to me, a hopeless romantic even. Some of you might also be attracted to Pile 4, because this pile has got some similar vibes. They are magnetic, could also be popular for something that they do, something that only they create. They have a good taste in music as well, could be a musician or they like to play musical instruments. Dancing and singing could be their hobby or talent. They are also someone who knows flirting like the back of their hand. It comes naturally to them, sometimes they don't even know that they're flirting. They might also like good food and fine-dining, might also love to cook. You might not like this person in the beginning because you think they're a flirt and they don't look serious, but you'll eventually start liking them because they're not what they seem from the outside. It is giving me the vibes of 'One fell in love first, but the other one fell harder.' Their heart is so pure and innocent. They'll woo you with their heart, Pile 5. You seem like a tough nut to crack to them, someone who's hard to get. I also think you've got pretty eyes and a resting b**** face. They love it. There's going to be a playful banter between you guys. Everything will be worth it in the end.

So, that's all I've got for you, my dear Pile 5.

Hope, light, love and peace to you..🌻🌼🌸

Thank you so much for being here. I post PAC readings every Tuesday and Friday. Do love and support by reblogging, liking or following.

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[zedecksiew]

What Do Ability Scores Represent?

Recently, Into The Odd and the players in my home game helped me realise something fundamental:

Ability scores represent how good you are at acting under pressure.

STR isn't strength, it's toughness;

DEX really means reflexes;

WIS is more accurately calm or willpower;

etc.

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It is convention in roleplaying games that your ability scores / attributes / six stats determine who your character is.

High DEX means your character is spry, capable of acrobatic flourish; a good Willpower generally means you can browbeat others / themselves / reality (if you are spellcaster) into doing what they want; etc.

There is pleasure in looking at a sheet and seeing: Oh! These are the things my character is good at.

But you do run into problems. Does my 18 DEX rogue know they are fleeter than the 17 DEX bard? What if my wizard thinks she is stronger than her 10 STR? What if I have a brilliant scheme but my barbarian only has 9 INT?

How well, in other words, does the map represent the territory?

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(Art by Vesha, who is an illustrator! source)

I've got three players in my home game:

Vesha plays the teenaged trader Khabar (and his buffalo friend / parent-figure, Paal);

Amanda plays the monkey warrior Boots-Ra, now going white-furred;

Aish plays Captain Phung.

Phung does not yet own a proper sea-going vessel. Perhaps he lost his previous ship? Perhaps he never had one. (He does have a magic five-person sampan, though!)

He is impulsive. He tends to make dodgy deals with hapless village-folk, pick up dangerous-looking objects, and flirt with dangerous-looking men.

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Mechanics-wise, here's how my interactions with Aish / Phung tend to go:

Me: Okay, make a DEX save to duck before the hunter stabs you. Aish: Damn, my DEX is only 6, guess we'll see ... Amanda: Oh, no, Phung!

In a previous session:

Me: Okay, I think I'll call for a WIL save, because the ghost in the goat skull is trying to possess you. Aish: Well, my WIL is 5, hopefully this works out ... Vesha: Oh shit, Phung!

Some sessions back:

Me: The automaton shoves you. Make a STR save? Otherwise you'll be on the ground at its mercy. Aish: Guys I have 6 STR, I may be in trouble here. Me: Wait wait wait. What are your stats again?

So it turns out that Aish had terrible rolls at chargen. STR 6 DEX 6 WIL 5. Just going by ability scores, Phung is an idiot weakling.

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Thing is, Phung isn't an idiot weakling.

I've got crafty players; they are pretty good at cooking up multi-part schemes. (Their go-to tactic is bamboozling rival factions to show up at the same place, then benefit from the fallout.)

Phung is generally the face for whatever racket they've got going: he's the most obvious leader (the party is generally "Captain Phung and crew"), and Aish plays him as a capable, charismatic go-getter.

Looking at the character sheet, is Aish playing Phung wrong?

Fuck that. A player cannot play their own character wrong. I reject this notion outright.

What's going on?

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Different rulesets try to bridge the gaps between player action, character ability, and abstract math in different ways: eliminating mental attributes; going totally skill-based; etc.

The ruleset that comes closest to "solving" this, for me, is Into The Odd.

Saves are the only kind of test player-characters make, in ITO and its derivatives. This is key.

The ruleset assumes competency on the part of characters; you only go to the dice if you need to figure out stuff that is out of your control.

How badly a straight-up fight goes; whether you can jump aside in time if you've accidentally sprung a trap; whether you can improvise a lie on the fly.

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Implicitly, and in practice:

The STR stat in ITO is more accurately toughness---ie: how well you can withstand a physically demanding situation you didn't prepare for.

Ditto DEX, which is an abstraction for how quickly your reflexes trigger.

Same with WIL, which is how well you stay calm under duress.

I can be sharp when I've got time and it is a subject I have experience in. But suddenly ask me to make a speech and I'm toast (low INT).

Some folks have no martial arts training but can hold their own if a brawl breaks out in a bar (high STR).

Captain Phung is a pretty cool operator when he's in control, but tends to seize up when things go off the rails (low WIL).

There's my answer to the conundrum of Captain Phung: he's a genuinely capable guy. He's just not necessarily great under stress. His reach exceeds his grasp, sometimes.

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Your ability scores don't represent who your character is. Your ability scores represent who your character is, when under duress.

In other words:

Ability scores are who your character is when they are not in control. Ability scores are your character's reactions.

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I do feel slow on the uptake, for only grokking this now.

Chris McDowall probably has a post from the mid 2010s or something where he discusses this aspect design in detail, the clever genius bastard. It is probably internalised play-culture within the ITO-and-descendants community; Emms points out that the current edition of Mothership explicitly talks about stats in this way.

Still!

Am glad to have a regular TTRPG group again, and I have them to thank for my epiphany!

(They are kickass. I ran them through Whirling Mummy a while back and it was a RIOT)

[thepoopdokyeomtouched]

HI!!!!

dude sajda karaan>>>

ik this is random but there's only so many desi blogs on tumblr and you seem like a really cool person idk

BRO WHAT OTHER BOLLYWOOD SONGS DO YOU LIKE BECAUSE YK THE 2000S SONGS LIKE DESI GIRL, BREAK UP SONG, MAKE SOME NOISE FOR THE DESI BOYZ ALL HIT SO HARD

(this is my somewhat subtle way of asking if you wanna be moots?)

OH DAMN WE ARE GOING THERE!?! Ok lets get in it

Starting of from old bollywood

Maine poocha chand se

Bahon mai chale aao

Chura liya hai

Aaj mausam

Lag ja gale

Pehla nasha

These are my favorite 90's songs 😭

Then 2000's

Piyu bole

Tu hi re

My dil goes hmm

👏🏻RHTDM👏🏻 THE WHOLE ALBUM IS MY SOUL EVEN THE RAIN SCENE FLUTE TUNES 😭😭😩😩😩💗💗💗💗

Suno na suno na

Main yahi hoon

Hosh walon ko khabar kya 😩🤌🏻

Kabhi khushi kabhi gam, the whole album 🤭💗

Falak tak

Lazy lamhe, ab to forever, hey shona, ladki kyu, chhalka, saathiyaan, chupke se 😭🤭💗

----NOW THE GOLDEN ERA OF BOLLYWOOD---

Starting with kk's songs : Tu hi meri shab hai, soniye, abhi abhi, beetain lamhe, dil ibaadat, kya mujhe pyaar hai, labon ko, tujhe sochta hoon, zara sa, haan tu hai, oh meri jaan, mat aazma , humko pyaar hua and more ☝🤓

Then Mohit chauhan : the whole ROCKSTAR album like hello?!?! Tujhe bhula diya , masakali, kuch khaas hai, khoya khoya, rabba, IS THIS LOVE, DOORIYAAN, bheegi si bhaagi si, abhi kuch dino se, TUMSE HI, tune jo na kaha and my ultimate fav PEE LOON

My fav artist kk, mohit chauhan, javed ali, sonu nigam, shreya ghoshal, monali thankur, nikita gandhi, sunidhi chauhan , MITRAZ, Vilen, darshan raval, arijit singh, jubin nautyal, asees kaur, shaan, neeti mohan, armaan malik, pritam, vishal shakher, ar rehman, ayushmaan khurana and so many more

Then all emraan haashmi songs 😭 pee loon, tuhi mera, hosaana, tum mile(the whole album 🔥) saibo, I hate love stories (whole album), ek break ke baad, uff teri aadat, hey yeah, tum tak, ranjhaana, rishte naate, paani da rang , soniyo(raaz), AASHIQI 2 WHOLE ALBUM 😩, tera hone laga tu, aajao tamanna, ek din teri raahon mai, hum tum, tere liye(prince), o bekhabar,, sawar loon, JAB TAK HAI JAAN 👺, allah maaf kare, rabba mai to marr gaya oye, mera mann, mann mera, baatein kuch ankahi si, tera chehra(adnan sami), MAULA MERE MAULA, deewana kar raha hai, oh my love, khyaalon mai, guzarish, tose naina, raabta, chori kya re, dagabaaz re, sanam re, gazab ka hai ye din, moh moh ke dhaage, ishq risk, ANJANA ANJAANI(THE WHOLE ALBUM ⚰️, ye tune kya kiya, halka halka, tere naina, ishq bulawa, THE BEST IKTARA, KYA KAROON, WAKE UP SID.

I have a whole sensual playlist romantic, sad, dance, I'M CRAZY ABOUT IT 😩😩😩😩

Even pops like "blam the nights, oh gujariyan, subha hone na de, lat lag gai, lucky boy(bachna ae haseeno is also a DOPE ALBUM🔥😩) , ladies vs ricky bahl, baand baja barat's ayyvien ayyvein, dum dum, aadha ishq, aa zara and so many 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

And OF COURSE WE ARE FRIENDS NOW (moot is so weird for a hindi speaker me yk🤓)

[studyobsessedgirlie]

27th August 2024, Monday

Hi!!!

I just had 3 hours of sleep today. I slept at around 3:00

,bcoz we all (my cousins and I) were up watching a movie called "Munjya" * song of the day is of the same movie* And I loved the movie, though it was a horror movie. I usually don't like horror movies at all,

and woke up at around 6:00. But I am still not sleepy idk why.

Also today my school and classes both got cancelled due to heavy rain and red alert. ( Yay!!!)

So I focused on completing my maths homework and studied for chemistry.

Hours studied: 4-5 hours

Productivity stars ⭐: 3/5

💌

[hand-picked-star]

My 'KHAYALI PULAO'

(These are the snippet I wanted to see in IPKKND. After every rewatch, I just close my eyes and these imaginary scenes flash through my mind like they are actual scene. I am trying to articulate them here for my future recap. so that I can read them later and also hoping that some day an AI app will come where I can input these scripts and a scene will produce from the app😁😁)

His Everything

(bolna kya sikh liya ab hume hi chup kara dete hain,khushi musing in her head, Arnav smiling at his wife's antics searched his pockets for something and brought out a small red jewellary box)

Arnav: ye hain tumari sagun,meri taraf se.(surprising khushi, a smile started to form in her lips) common open it.

Arnav: it is your gift from me (surprising khushi, a smile started to form in her lips) common open it.

(khushi opening a Jewellary box revealing a pair of dainty gold bangle inside it.simple yet so elegant.she took them in her hand and looked at Arnav)

Arnav: iske andhar khuch likha hain,see.

Arnav: there's something written inside,see.

(khushi being perplexed looking inside the band of the bangles. there written the line 'you are my everything' in simple artistic way..khushi got very emotional.the number of time she heard 'you meant nothing to me' from him.now in her bedroom,at the day of her sagun day with that very person,holding a bangle that would be her favourite that she would never take off and seeing the writings inside it, acted like a balm to a sore she didn't realize she had.On the other hand Arnav couldn't stand the emotional air any longer,he knew it would be very cheesy, but he wanted to give her someting memorable and without any further thinking went with the flow, but at this moment thinking he should have think more.he started to talk)

Arnav: itna bhi bura nehi hain jo tum isko dekhke ro do. (he took the bangles and proceed to slid them slowly in her wrist.then he took both of her hand around his waist and bring her closer making her to look up at his eyes)

Arnav: it's not that bad that you'll start crying.(he took them from her hand and proceed to slid them slowly in hers.then he took both of her hand around his waist and bring her closer making her to look up at his eyes)

Khushi: (reining her emotion and smiling through her tears) bohot accha hain.

khushi : (reining her emotion and smiling through her tears) it's very beautiful.

Arnav: ese hi ek bangle tum pehle bhi pehenti thi na? bohot din se tumari hat main nehi dekha. kya hua uska?

Arnav: a bangle like that you used to wear everyday before, you haven't wore it for long time.what happened to it?

khushi: (being surprised) upko kese pata?

khushi: (being surprised) how do you know?

Arnav: mujhe tumari har baat ki khabar rehti hain,khushi kumari gupta.

Arnav: i keep tab on everything about you, khushi kumari gupta

khushi: woh apko yaad hain ekbar humne apke office main lavanya ji ke nam pe bohot saree paude laye the?woh sab humne woh churiya bech ke kiya tha,woh meri amma ki thi.

khushi: did you remember one time I brought lots of plant in your office on behalf of lavanya ji? I brought them by selling the bangles.

Arnav:(frowning and feeling an anger forming out of irritation at the selflessness of this girl) Apni churiya bech ke?(pause) pagal ho kya tum?

Arnav: (frowning and feeling an anger forming out of irritation at the selflessness of this girl) by selling your bangles? (pause) are you mad?

Khushi : (smiling and proceed to fix his tie,pouting her lips slightly) apko toh sab pata hain na hamari bare main,par ap kya e jante hain ke apke liye hum kuch bhi kar sakte hain? hume lagta tha ke lavanya ji aur ap ek dushre se pyaar (a slight catch in her voice) karte thein aur hamare bajayse apka rista thut geya,isliye humne....(she trails off)

Khushi : (smiling and proceed to fix his tie,pouting her lips slightly) you know everything about me, huh? but do you know that I can do anything for you? I thought that you and lavanya ji loved each other (a slight catch in her voice) and because of me you two broke up. That's why I..... (she trails off)

(but Arnav was having a heart numbing realization with flashbacks of a morning in a terrace with him in a white shirt and her in a blue salwar kamiz, when she was minute away from jumping from the edge of the roof.he never gave any serious thought to this incidence,always brush aside as her childish ploys to compell him to reveal the truth of their marriage. but for the first time since that happened he was seeing the whole picture)

Arnav: (whispering) tum usdin chad pe? tum sach main kud ne wali thi? how dare you khushi?tum abhi iss (pause) bakht mujhe promise karo ke (pause) tum (pause) phir se esa karne ke baremain (pause) kabhi sochogi bhi nahi.(getting agitated by the minutes but he was whispering all of these) promise me dammit.tum esa soch bhi kese sakte ho?(still whispering)

Arnav: That day on terrace? you were serious about jumping? how dare you khushi? you right now (pause) promise me that (pause) you will never ever (pause) think about doing such thing again (getting agitated by the minutes but he was whispering all of this) promise me damn it. how can you even think about doing it? (still whispering)

khushi:( fully understand his turmoil at this moment which she wouldn't have before as she didn't know the past, place her hands on both side of his face, barely concealing her own tear, nodding her head feverantly)shhhh, hum wada karta hain.

khushi:(now fully understand his turmoil, place her hands on both side of his face, barely concealing her own tear, nodding her head feverantly)shhhh, i promise.

(Arnav drew her close to him hugging her tightly to himself, thinking how close he was to lose his everything, almost walking in the road of his late mother)

[thedorkside-of-ashutosh]

Being Queer and Finding Love

As an amab (male) queer who is attracted to women more than men, I somehow relate to this (the above meme). It's frustrating and deeply depressing.

Ashutosh | 31st October 2024

It gets fucking lonely. I can't be queer and also flirt with a woman I'm attracted to, because then she just might think I'm that "gay friend" she can go shopping with (as much as I love shopping, myself), and whom she can set other men up with. It literally robs me of my own queer experience!

Love is an impractical dream if I want to just be myself, viz, if I'm not overtly masculine (but simply queer, non-binary)— and I don't like being masculine all the time! It's exhausting! As proud as I am of my queer identity and even to wear it around, I am also afraid to reveal it (in this case, to women I feel romantically for). Love has always been so far out of my reach—or, perhaps always only a touch out of view—that it justifies my loneliness, which in turn, justifies my constant desperation for love when I seek it out. My identity as "queer" is often co-opted, and I am reduced to a sidekick, my attempts at flirting (or, in better words, at courting love) dismissed as merely platonic actions.

Pardon the apparent "paranoia," for it actually isn't. It is an anxiety. And it is born from an apparent pressure— an unnatural pressure to 'act' overtly masculine, to mask my true self from the love I want to court. Love then feels like deception, and there is nothing I hate more than deception, the sheer insincerity subsumed in it. I don't feel free to love sincerely, honestly. And that pressure is external to me.

As a result, I often have to choose between being queer and finding love. Love can be found anywhere, not just on dating apps. But lately, in the real world, access to love is socially regimented in time, space, and methodologies, constructs which I recognise but do not intuitively understand. Outside of the realm of dating apps, and the meaningless hookups and superficial dates (romantic meet-ups) that reek of reluctance/avoidance that follow, finding love organically is an awkward game of chess. When I fail to make my move, I tell myself and others that I am shy—maybe I am—but really, I am terrified. And the game of love is so scary, that being queer feels easier, even if it isn't complete, even if I am incomplete. At least I exist, even if it's in the friend-zone. At least people are being "nice" to me. At least it "feels" like I have friends. At least this, at least that.

And when did love become a game of absolutes where there are winners and losers, success and failure, fuckables and unfuckables, sigmas and simps, alphas, betas, romeos, creeps, chads and charlies?

I was born to love. But love feels like an unfulfilled promise, and so do I.

Fin.

Post scriptum:

It physically hurt as I wrote this, because even I only realised this just now. Now I have to come to terms with it. This is my reality.

I can still feel a weird "surge" in my chest... Some kind of "welling up" in my chest cavity... Reminds me of SRK's film, "My Name is Khan."

Here are some songs that compliment this blog post...

Lyrics that hit home:

Kishore Kumar

Yeh dariya, yeh mauji, yeh sahil,

Yeh chhalki huyi mastiyaan

Hain aati nazar, kuchh kami si magar...

Jaane kya yeh nila aasmaan...

Kya khabar, kya patah... ja raha hun main kahan...?

Akela hun main is jahaan mein,

Akeli meri daastaan,

Nah manzil koi, nah saathi koi...

Jaane kya ye nila aasmaan...

Kya khabar, kya pata... ja raha hun main kahaan...?

This stanza is from a song Kishore Kumar composed himself. It is from his shelved film, "Neela Aasman," with Madhubala... it was shelved after her tragic death. Kishore Kumar wrote many of his songs himself; some of his songs were actually poems which he wrote as a young student. Jhumroo is one example.

Every time I listen to Kishore Kumar, I somehow feel like I have known him personally. I relate with him very deeply emotionally.

Beyond his known flaws, and the obviously charismatic jolly-good-fellow personality that is reflected in his popular songs and films, some of his poetry and music reflect a part of his personality which seems, however, forgotten. Apparently, he was a very deeply emotional man, and some of his very rare songs reflect his loneliness and almost hopeless yearning for true love, while songs like Jhumroo, which reflected hope, resilience, and perseverance, compensated for such depressing finalities.

Imagine Dragons—

I'm a reckless mistake,

I'm a cold night's intake,

I'm a one night too long,

I'm a come on too strong.

All my life I've been living in the fast lane,

Can't slow down, I'm a rollin' freight train.

One more time,

Gotta start all over,

Can't slow down,

I'm a lone red rover.

I'm a hold my cards close,

I'mma wreck what I love most,

I'm a first class let down,

I'm a shut up sit down.

I am a head case,

I am the color of boom

That's never arriving,

And you are the pay raise,

Always a touch out of view...

And I am the color of boom...

Oh! How did it come to this? Oh!

Love is a polaroid,

Better in picture,

But never can fill the void...

I'm gonna get ready

For the rain to pour heavy,

Oh, let it fall,

Let it fall upon my head.

Need I explain?

*****

[allcolorsinone]

Dostana has to be one of the best albums, every single song slaps!

Khabar nahi

Shut up and Bounce

Desi Girl

Maa da laadla

Kuch kam

Jaane kyun

I never get bored of these songs

[seren-dpity]

Suni hikayat-e-hasti to darmiyaan se suni Na ibteda ki khabar hai, na intehaa maloom.

When I woke up to the story of life it was already halfway through, I know nothing of the beginning ,I'll know nothing of the end.

-Shah Azimabadi

[amalzamani]

"Who is the person you look up to? Why?"

That would be my mom. She's my role model, successful, creative, amazing cook, kindest and loved by everyone around her. Seorang yang sangat penyayang dan sangat penyabar.

I pernah benci dia seluruh jiwa suatu ketika dahulu..

Yup, it's true. I jarang cerita kat orang pasal my actual life story, and I'm pretty bad at story telling so bear with me since I'm still in doubt if I should write this, mungkin kita sama2 boleh ambil sedikit sebanyak pengajaran? Perhaps?

We used to be a happy family. Me, Umi, Ayah, Akak, Abang. I anak kandung Umi Ayah dan akak dan abang anak angkat satu susuan dari kecil. Kita semua kecil lagi masa tu 5-7 tahun duduk di Kuantan, Pahang. Ayah kurang sihat, diabetic, jantung, kencing manis. Suatu hari, Umi dengan Ayah bergaduh besar sampai dalam process penceraian.

Umi, bawa kita pindah rumah sewa lain. Dari I umur 5 sampai 7 tahun kita adik beradik duduk dengan Umi tak pernah jumpa dengan ayah. Process penceraian masih tak selesai, bertahun-tahun, masing-masing nak tuntuk hak dan harta sampai Ayah saman Umi RM1.2 juta siap masuk surat khabar. Yes, both of them are successful. Nak dijadikan cerita, satu hari ayah datang rumah dengan kawan dia ajak kita semua jalan-jalan. Umi kerja masa tu jadi kita senyap-senyap keluar. Rindu dengan ayah kan. Perjalanan jauh tak tahu ayah cuba bawa kita pergi mana.

Lepas 3 jam perjalanan sampai destinasi, rupanya rumah pakcik di Kuala Lumpur. Kecil lagi tak tahu jalan kan. Long story short, kita adik beradik duduk dan membesar di sana. Dari umur 7 tahun sampai 12 tahun I membesar tanpa kasih seorang ibu. Kita adik beradik kecil, senang di "brainwash". Selama membesar ayah kata Umi jahat so kita dibesarkan untuk membenci dia, truly hate her.

Ibu mana tak sayang anak kan?

Satu hari masa tengah belajar kat sekolah, loceng rehat bunyi dan cikgu panggil, dia kata jangan pergi rehat ada orang nak jumpa dalam kelas. Tiba-tiba Umi rupanya yang datang nak jumpa. I ingat lagi, dia bawa pizza, mushroom soup and lasagna. I greet her dengan penuh perasaan benci dalam hati. 4 tahun tak berjumpa dan itu reaksi aku sebagai anak sambut kehadiran ibu yang rindu seluruh hati dia sehingga sanggup berjumpa dengan I senyap-senyap tanpa pengetahuan ayah.

"Amal anak Umi sihat ke? Umi ada bawa makanan ni untuk Amal makan. Umi rindu sangat-sangat dekat Amal."

Sepanjang perbualan I hanya diam dengan perasaan benci, menunduk tanpa tenung mata dia yang mungkin tengah berkaca menahan tangis.

I makan makanan yang Umi bawa sebab lapar. "Amal jangan bagitahu Ayah yang Umi jumpa Amal ya? Umi percaya anak Umi. Nanti lain kali Umi ada masa Umi jumpa Amal lagi okay?"

Hampir setahun Umi selalu datang sekolah. 4-5 kali lebih kurang dan selama tu I tak tahu kenapa I tak pernah cerita dekat ayah. Hati mula berlembut sedikit demi sedikit namun masih ada sedikit perasaan benci dalam hati.

So entered high school, Umi tak datang jumpa. Mungkin sekolah baru? Kehidupan diteruskan macam biasa. Sakit ayah makin teruk terpaksa dibawa ke hospital berminggu-minggu. Setiap hujung minggu kita akan pergi melawat. Satu hari keadaan dia kritikal admit ICU, sebab lama sangat kita adik beradik di hospital pakcik bawa balik rumah. Around 4am, I tengah tidur terjaga dan buka mata dan I nampak ayah I terapung pandang I, I terkejut takut tarik selimut tutup muka when suddenly pakcik I masuk bilik buka lampu suruh kita semua siap-siap kena pergi hospital kata ayah tenat, kritikal.

Sampai hospital ayah dah meninggalkan kita semua sebelum kita sampai. Long story short, pengebumian dia was really devastating to me. I cried a lot, I mandikan jenazah dia, I ganti sarung bantal dia yang ada darah dia and a lot more. In conclusion of that part, process penceraian terbatal as it considered as cerai mati. Imagine how many years? Lama kan?

Kita adik beradik tetap taknak duduk dengan Umi. Jadi kita teruskan duduk dengan pakcik di KL. Satu hari, masa tengah belajar kat sekolah dapat announcement, kita 3 beradik dipanggil ke bilik principal. To our surprise, Umi datang dengan adik beradik Umi. Dia ajak pulang ikut dia and kita refuse. Lepas keluar, adik and abang Umi pegang dan tangkap I dengan akak I, abang I terlepas dan dia terus lari sampai keluar pagar sekolah. I and akak dipaksa masuk kereta seat belakang dihimpit kiri kanan dengan pakcik-pakcik I. Yup, we're kidnapped by our own mom.

Perjalanan menuju ke airport. Kita tak ada choice selain untuk akur. Flight mendarat ke Kuantan semula. Rumah sewa yang sama. It took months Umi cuba explain apa yang berlaku, cerita yang sebenar, the hard bitter truth of the story with evidence. Sampai lembut hati kita berdua. You know what suprises us? Dalam almari kita adik beradik ada hadiah-hadiah for each birthday yang dia terlepas bersama kita. Bertahun-tahun.

Again, ibu mana tak sayang anak kan?

From that point onward kita hidup dengan Umi. But something missing right? Someone? Abang hidup dengan pakcik and banyak problem yang dia lalui sampai dia lari rumah pakcik dan duduk rumah family kawan dia. 4 tahun terpisah dengan abang. Luckily Umi found out and dapat keep in touch dengan abang. Abang habis highschool dia agree untuk balik dengan Umi. We are finally reunited. Alhamdulillah. The family is whole again.

Years went by and we all grown up and matured. Experience a whole lot of stuff, trauma and learn a lot of valuable lessons. Umi minta izin dengan kita adik beradik untuk berkahwin. We agreed, we understand that she deserve her own happiness too right?

Stepfather. Even kita semua tak rapat, tak "ngam" but everything is okay I guess. Someone who always think he's right, and his way is the right way. Don't have many friends, kurang bergaul dengan orang, stubborn, picky, onion hater, vegetable hater 😅. *geram2* haha.

Well atleast she's happy that's what really matter after all. Umi, she's a workaholic, she always bring back home her work and continue working at home till 2-3am almost every day. She work so hard it took a toll in her body. After a few years of new marriage Umi sakit and admit to hospital. During that period kita semua tengah study, pursuing out diploma and degree di KL. She's been in the hospital in and out and into the ICU for almost a month. Kita melawat juga dia di hospital even in the ICU. I can't bear looking at her state.. I can't lose another important person in my life.

Kita semua go back to KL and continue study till one day we got a call from our stepfather to come back quickly because Umi tengah tenat, kritikal. On our way, we got a call again "bawa slow-slow, Umi dah tak ada." Sampai rumah I kiss her forehead and bersihkan diri and all. I dah besarkan, lelaki kena kuat tak boleh nangis. The whole night I duduk sebelah Umi and baca Yasin. Sampai lah esok pagi nak kebumi, I burst in tears masa nak turunkan jenazah dalam liang lahad.

That is way worse than losing my father because I already lost both of them now. Hidup tak sama macam dulu, I became depressed for more than a year and yeah I lost it and I don't know who I became. I dropped out of college and enjoy with my friends losing my self and purpose.

Things change, they say wounds are healed over time. So yeah I grew up, take up a new course and finish my diploma. I guess I should stop here. There are many stories left out in between this and a lot more happened afterward.

Jadi yeah, that is the story of the greatest important person in my life, Umi. Semoga Umi tenang di sana ya. I'm doing my best to become a good person and a better human being.

Al-fatihah. ❤

[latest-updates-and-history]

Bhuvan Bam Replaces Javed Jaffrey’s Commentary on the Takeshi’s Castle Show

The actor Javed Jaffrey will be replaced as a commentator on the popular Japanese show Takeshi’s Castle by India’s most popular YouTuber Bhuvan Bam (with 26.3 million subscribers as of today). Bhuvan Bam will speak in Hindi and speak with an Indian accent. The latest picture that 29-year-old Bhuvan Bam, better known as “BB Ki Vines,” shot for the show’s poster, has been shared. He entertains the audience with a variety of his YouTube video series, including “Dhindora,” “Taza Khabar,” “Rafta Rafta,” “Titu Talks,” and “TVF Bachelors.” He has a fantastic voice collection that he has already shown us on his YouTube account, “BB Ki Vines.” The earliest launch date for Takeshi’s Castle on Amazon Prime Video in the voice of Bhuvan Bam is coming up next month. - Read More

[icebearfromnorthpole]

Fine so the people i saw yesterday harassing a girl tearing her burkha telling her ke your community killed the girls of our community in kerela and chanting jai shree ram. This kind of harassment has always happened in india im just making hauwwa by saying this is what's happening after the kerela story and all .. got it ....im sorry ..... yesterday a muslim girl of our neighbourhood complained abt the same except she was just wearing a hijab she wasn't in a burkha but the boys chased her and few women helped her escape and when she called her family while hiding from those group of boys the family said to remove the hijab so that they won't recognise you ....don't you think the big brains who are making movies digging up on a case in which govt has done nothing..... didn't had the idea that this can also happen the hatred that's spreading .....and im definitely sure you will also have an answer for this ask..... you won't get it until you see this happening from your own eyes or until it'll happen with you.

But is it any how related to the movie!? It is not!!

Ye movie aai hoti ya nhi aai hoti, apne jo btaya wo har surat galat hi tha!! Or jinhone kiya wo mandbudhii!!

Kya ye sirf muslim ladkio k saath hindu ladke kar rhe hain!? Nahi!!

Kya pehle jab Asifa ka case samne aya tha tabhi everyone was not asking for justice!?

Kya hindu rapists ke against koi kuchh nhi bolta!?movies nhi banti!? Banti hain!! Or tab hauwa nhi banta.

Bhai kisi bhi ldki k saath galat ,galat hi hota hai, koi bhi kre!! Usko ek movie se associate krke to ap ek chota mudda bna rahe hain!!

Kya in harassment ki bat ko ek movie k nam pr hi samne lana jana chahiye!? Nahi!! Ye movie aati ya nhi aati, galat tabhi bhi ho rha tha, ab bhi ho rha hai!! And hme us galat ko hone se rokne pr focus krna hai!!

It has to be stopped!!

Nd i think ap koi ladki nhi hain, hoti to kabhi ye na kehti ki to understand the seriousness I should face this! I mean ap yakeen manein, jab bhi duniya ke kisi door kone se bhi esi khabar aati hai, to har ladki ki rooh kapti hai!! Us waqt kisi ko yaad nhii rehta ki kiski kya pehchan thi!! It is pathetic ki aap is jyadti ko dharm se associate kr rhe hain!!

Fir btadun ki there have been several and several movies/ series which have talked about such incidents jahan accused are hindu, tabhi to propaganda nhi kaha gya!? Aj bhi ashram nam ki series chl rhi hai, tabhi to hindu san sadhu k khilaf ise propaganda nhi kaha gya , then y this movie!? Is what shown in the movie not correct (the core of it, kya sahi m kisi ko bhi manipulate nhi kiya gya tha!?kya kisi ek ka bhi isis join krlena apki nazar m problematic nhi hai!?)

So please saying ki this one movie is encouraging such stuff, i mean to agar ise ban krde , fir kuchh nhi hoga kya!? Kaisi baat kr rhe hain ap!?

And agr ap is matter ki seriousness ko nhi smjhte to bhi i PRAY ki u or any body around u or anywhere must NEVER go through anything like this! It is just a freaking movie! Get out of it , and fight against it fr! Apne kaha ki apne kal ye dekha!? Then y didn’t u fight for those girls!?

Bhai please apni hypocrisy ko pehchaniye!

[sustainablemountainarchitecture]

Habre Update:

Exciting news from Taplejung; local artist Wang Lama recently completed his beautiful mural of the Red Panda in the welcome area of the Red Panda conservation Centre which is now known as Himalaya Habre Centre.

The custom-designed furniture and fit-outs is shaping up in one of the wood workshops at Lalitpur. Once done, it will be transported to Taplejung where the Habre Centre eagerly awaits its soft opening on the 22nd of April.

Following up to the interview by reporter Maheshwar Acharya with the SMA team at our Chakupat Studio, the Habre Centre also got a centre page featured in Nepali times (in English) and Himal Khabar (in Nepali) last week. The writer covered the exciting story of how SMA got the opportunity of designing first in the world red panda conservation center and the journey of its design & build process.

We cannot wait to hear about the stay-in experiences of the visitors this place will receive!  

Read the article on Himal Khabar here: https://www.himalkhabar.com/news/134498

Read the article on Nepali Times here: https://www.nepalitimes.com/here-now/the-red-panda-house

[malaysiankpopfans]

Kang Daniel Returns to Malaysia with a new look to perform his latest songs after 3 years to appreciate fans

KUALA LUMPUR, 15th January 2023 — After his last fan meeting “COLOR ON ME” in 2019, South Korean Star Kang Daniel made a powerful comeback with his first concert “KANGDANIEL CONCERT FIRST PARADE IN MALAYSIA” to reunite with “DANITY” (Kang Daniel fan’s club). With Malaysia being the first stop of his 2023 tour, Kang Daniel was back on stage with a new look. There was also a revamped setlist featuring three songs “Nirvana”, “Ghost” and “Selfish” from his follow-up album “The Story : RETOLD”, released in November last year, to showcase his love for his fans.

He even learned a greeting phrase in Bahasa Malaysia saying, “Apa khabar Malaysia, nama saya KANGDANIEL”, to his fans at the start of his concert. Later, he said it was a fantastic moment for him to finally stand on the Malaysia stage again after 3 years, and expressed his gratitude to “DANITY” for their continued support. When he saw the fans holding up the giant light board with the words “ DANIEL, I love you” in Korean, he dropped a shy smile before responding “I love you too”, sending his fans erupting into cheers and enthusiastic screams.

Furthermore, during his concert, Kang Daniel prepared 10 ‘this or that’ questions for his fans. When asked if he would rather “not have coffee for his entire life” or “eat Hawaiian pizza everyday”, he chose the former and explained in English, “I don’t like pineapple on pizza… pizza alone tastes great and pineapple is also one of the most tasty fruits but if you put them together it just becomes scary!” In another question, he was asked if he would rather be able to speak all foreign languages or have the ability to communicate with animals, Daniel smiled and chose the latter for his cat as he is always curious what it is trying to say. Lastly, he sang “Movie” to end the show. Before leaving the stage, he made a heart sign with his arms and bowed with gratitude to his fans who came to show their support.

Check out more photos from the show here.

[dragonmeyow]

Aabbbb, hehehe. Are you okay, hm? Klau penat rehat tau jgn give up, klau sedih nangis ja tak pa aku tak nampak klau nampak pun takpa aku tak judge pun, habis kuat aku puji ja HAHAHA. Good luck exam quiz and everything. I want to see you badly mcm dulu dari jauh la tapi. Nak tahu satu benda tak. Aku nk follow kau sumpah nk follow. Hari ii aku stalk tahu tak. Tapi takut, aku tak seberani mereka yg berani. Disebabkan skrng ramai kata yg lelaki zaman sekarang semua pemalu tak pa untuk kau aku anggap yg its not the right time eh, jgn expect lebih ii, aku tak reti first move or whatever sbb kau la satu ii nya laki n crush yg aku sanggup tunggu, insya allahh. Tunggu aku ya, kuat mental fizikal hehe. You know aku kagum dgn kau. Tak tahu la status kau yg sekarang mcm mana single or taken idk. Harap sgt single until you'll be mine ehek. Gatal sikit. Ingat, solat makan minum semua tu jaga, hormat lecture biar ilmu berkat, jgn tidur dalam kelas tapi aku rasa kau bukan jenis macam tu hopefully, call parents hari ii tanya khabar minta doa semua, sekejap pun tak pa jgn busy smpai lupa depa. Belajar rajin-rajin ii until you get the title of 'doctor' ( tetiba jadi pemesan yg berjaya aka mak ii). Aku pun sedang berusaha keras untuk get the 'leftenan mudaa' insya allah. Aku harap kau tak kisah klau aku join badan beruniform semua sbb ni my ambition. Klau tak suka, hopefully kau boleh terima aku slow ii. Aku selalu doa utk kau. Tunggu tau, 3 tahun ja tunggu aku halalkan kau HAHAHA. Macam dalam novel kan, tapi novel tu buku, klau kita, kita bagi dy jadi reality, nak? Ada dua option, nak or nak?! Okay laa selamat malammmm. Sweet dream. Singgah la dalam mimpi aku sekali sebulan or setiap hari..eh. Baiii.

[groovenexus]

Lyrics - Korey Nain | Rapchari | Azensha | Shreya Khare | New Hindi Classical Rap 2

sabse kora hoe jiyaarwa   

O se kore nain  dono mil ke raas rachaaen  le beetein sukh chain (X2)

Chorus repeat Rap by rapchari  (Yeah)  nazaron ne dekha jo, raja betakht hua  nazaren jo milne lageen, takhta palat hua  mere shahar mein aisee nazaren badnaam hain   

dekho vo dekh rahee, phir kya? katl hua   

naina punjabi dekho, naina pahaad waale 

Naina ye lakhanvi, amaa mia yaar waale  Naina jamaane waale, UP Bihar waale  Nainon pe nigaahen daali, nazar rakhe baahar waale 

Jam khaali bharaa aankhon se   

nasha chadhe naa baaton se   

nasha detee vo raaton mein 

aankhon ke taareephen milky way  aankhon ka matlab mohabbat  jo fas gae vo jal gae vo   

bach gae to jinda hain   

hum bach gae to mar gae  

 ek sher aapke nazar par  

 neend ud jae jo bas dekh le vo nazar bhar  

 khub nahin vo jabardast, door khadi magaramchh  

 vo khoon se hai bekhbar, phir phool rakhti kabr par  aankhon kee peshi hogee dafaa 307 hai  naina ye aatanki kara dete hain kand ye  gaanv se khabar aa rahee  gopivaan faraar hain  

maanon to bhaghavaan ye aur  maanon to badmaash hain

Classical  Saavan beete, patjhad beete  beete naa birha kee rain  preet kee aag lagaave jiyaarwa

ghee daale ye naina  ghee daale ye naina

nain se nain milee ho gayee tabaahi bache  raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee  (jaise)  nain se nain milee ho gayee  tabaahi bache  raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee   

nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache   

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee (jaise) 

nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi   

Bache raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee (jaise)  nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache   

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee (jaise)  nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache 

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee  nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache   

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee (jaise) 

nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache   

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee 

nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache 

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee (jaise) 

nain se nain milee hogayi tabaahi bache   

raaste do, ek kuan ek khaee 

Play our Playlist –

Haryanvi Party Songs 2024

Hindi Romantic Songs 2024

Punjabi Romantic Songs 2024

CREDITS:

Cast- Rapchari & Shreya Khare

Singer/Lyrics- Rapchari, Azensha

Music- Traxeon, Mukul

Composer- Traxeon, Rapchari, Azensha

Guitar- Mukul

Sitar- Dipalok Biswas

Edit- Illusion arts

Director- Yusuf Khan

DOP- Madhukant Tripathi

Cinematography- Sattu Bhaiya, Tjay

CG- SKY

Casting Director- Sabhay Mishra