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Guy and a Gain...Again!

“Fancy doing this with me?” Guy asked his housemate, holding up an advertisement for a triathlon in the Spring.

Baz winced slightly. He was certainly a very fit man, but there was no point in trying to compare his athleticism with the likes of Guy. Guy was an absolute machine; his body a temple; a testament to years of tireless dedication and training. “Nah…” he replied with a sigh. “It’s right around the time of Lucy’s birthday. She’ll probably want to do something special.”

Guy nodded and resisted the urge to complain. Baz had been so much more fun before he got with Lucy. Soon it would be just like all the rest of his old friends: engagements, weddings and children. How boring! In Guy’s opinion, it was always far better to keep things casual and pursue your own interests in life, rather than getting tied down. He’d only fallen in love once, and that hadn’t exactly ended well. The only person he could ever truly rely on was himself.

“That’s fine,” Guy smiled. “I think they do another one later in June.”

Baz shook his head. “No thanks, Buddy.”

Guy sighed as he watched his housemate disappear into his bedroom. It wasn’t that Guy needed any help paying the mortgage on this condo; he’d sweet talked his way up to quite a level of seniority in his job and was always looking about for the next jump into something better. No, Guy had always had a housemate for the simple fact that he hated being there on his own. He craved interaction and the glory days, when he lived in the college dorms, with plenty of people about, at all times of the day.

Despite how messy and occasionally disorganised Guy had been in college, his apartment was a perfect utopia of minimalistic calm. He excitedly plumped up the sofa cushion and set some frozen pizzas to heat up in the oven as his buddies Christian and Harry were back in town for the night. He’d met them years ago, back when he was still seeing Mikey, his best friend in college. With Mikey’s interest in gaining weight, the pair of them had visited a few feedism events in their time; with Guy picking up more than a few friends that he still kept in touch with.

“Look at you!” Guy swooned, seeing Harry as he strolled in, belly first. He’d gone softer and jigglier, purposefully bouncing as he walked as if to emphasise it further.

“I’m up 45lbs since you last saw me,” he boasted, kissing Guy on his cheek. “I’m only fifteen away from the big four hundred!”

“Impressive!” Guy laughed. There was just something so joyful about the way guys like him shamelessly enjoyed their bodies. He didn’t care what anyone said - it was a definite turn-on.

Sloping in behind Harry was his feeder boyfriend, Christian. Usually stick thin and trendy, he appeared that day to be more than a little bloated. A thickness had begun to encircle his waist and his handsome face had puffed up with a doughiness that was surprisingly distracting.

“What happened to you?” Guy teased, patting Christian on his under-exercised butt and failing to find the tightness he was used to. “All the feeding finally got the better of you, huh?”

Giant Harry turned around, smirking. “His fast metabolism crashed,” he explained, failing to hold back a chuckle. “Ten pounds was all it took and his little dick was craving more and more blubber.”

Guy laughed and looked over his buddy, Christian. When he’d met him a few years ago, he’d been one of the kinkiest and least compromising feeders Guy had ever come across. He’d taken chubby Harry and poured gallons and gallons of fattening shakes down his throat until he’d swelled into the rounded blob that he was today. Yet, now look at him; his kinks turning inwards. “What is it about you feeders?” Guy asked, full of disbelief for what had become of Christian. “It’s like you all have some sort of expiration date before you start going all soft.”

Christian shrugged. “What can I say?” he smiled. “It’s the hottest thing I’ve ever done,” he nodded, raising his t-shirt a little to reveal the swollen, pot bellied middle on him.

“Jeez!” Guy marvelled, having never imagined such a thing on the boy before. “Look at that!”

“That’s not all,” Harry grinned, stepping around Christian and pulling back his lover’s sweatpants to uncover the top half of his broad butt and lifting his shirt up from the back.

Guy couldn’t help but laugh when he saw what Harry was showing him. He reached out and stroked the skin where Christian had had a brand new tattoo of a small pig tale inked onto his body. “You boys are such kinky little fuckers!” he marveled, instantly getting an erection.

“I wanted something that would ensure there was no going back,” Christian explained, equally aroused to be leaning forward and showing this off to Guy.

“And how do you feel about this?” Guy asked Harry. He had always been the submissive one in the relationship, despite seeming to enjoy a slightly more empowered status at present.

“I love it!” Harry laughed, grabbing a full roll of blubber from Christian’s side and jiggling it. “I’m going to triple every pound he put on me, sending it straight back onto him!”

Guy grinned, his eyes dancing with delight. He simply loved the kinky talk between these two. He always had. They knew exactly who they were, and were proud to embrace it.

An hour later, the three boys were lying in Guy’s supersized bed. Sweat pouring off them, pizza and crumbs filled the bed sheets as Guy lay back with the two chubs resting their heads on his broad shoulders. It had been the first time Christain had wanted to be fucked by him and, although he had made a valiant effort, he’d found Guy’s size too challenging to take. Instead, Harry had stepped up, bending over beautifully whilst a horny Chritain gorged his chubby face on everything available as he watched.

“Do you ever hear from Mikey these days?” Harry asked.

Guy sighed at the mention of Mikey’s name, but it hurt a lot less than it used to. “Not for a few years now,” he answered. It had been his own fault. He had been the one to stop replying to messages and never picking up the phone. However, he’d needed to step away for his own mental health. It didn’t do to dwell on a lost love.

“You should see him now,” Harry laughed, handing over his cell phone with a clear picture of Mikey from his gainer socials: enormously fat, rounded and bursting with lard. “He’s well over five hundred pounds these days.”

Guy studied the picture with awe. There was the boy he had once adored, now consumed by his own hunger and lust for fat; his neck a distant memory, his arms giant sacks of blubber. 

“Good for him!” Guy smiled fondly, remembering the skinny boy he had once fooled around with. “This is exactly the sort of shape he always wanted.”

“You should come with us to the gainer evening tomorrow,” Christian suggested just as Guy handed back the cell phone. 

Guy chuckled at the idea. “I haven’t been to one of those in years.”

“You do like gainers though,” Harry smiled, noticing that Guy’s hardness had been resurrected after seeing Mikey’s picture.

“My dick likes a lot of stuff,” Guy simply replied. “Body confidence most of all.” But as the boys talked and talked, he was gradually persuaded, agreeing to meet them there the next evening after his date with a girl from his gym.

Upon arriving past midnight, Guy left his shirt with the bartender, setting about to flirt and enjoy the attention of all the fat men who were ogling him. The gainer scene had come a long way since he’d last been out. The pot-bellied boys had been replaced by extreme superchubs with at least one scrawny-looking feeder under their giant arms. Guy flirted and played with them all, happy to indulge their fat kinks. Yet, there was one younger man, standing to the side who kept catching his attention: tall, handsome, with strong, rounded shoulders and a slim waist. Throughout the early hours of the morning he stood alone, watching from the sidelines, nursing a beer and not getting involved. 

Perhaps the gainer scene had become more insular and harder to break into as an outsider, Guy thought to himself. It wasn’t a problem that Guy had personally. Harry and Christian could both vouch for him, and his strapping body caught the attention of any he didn’t yet know. Guy, it could be said, had never been shy. Even as a non-drinker, he never failed to insert himself, front and center, into any social event.

“So, what brings you here?” Guy asked, heading over to the handsome boy and introducing himself, seeing as no one else seemed to be making an effort.

The man stood up a little straighter, as if on high alert. He shifted his feet and passed his beer from one hand to the other, looking as if he was unsure whether to give his real name or not. “Dillon,” he finally offered. “And… Oh… I don’t know…I was just curious,” he mumbled, as if he hadn’t expected anyone to come and speak to him, let alone ask him why he was there.

Guy smiled, finding the awkwardness surprisingly cute. If the boy was here, at this gainer event, there was going to be something kinky about him; something just waiting to be unlocked. “Have you slept with many fat boys, Dillon?” he asked, knowing his forward question would continue to make the boy squirm with such amusing awkwardness.

Dillon shook his head. “No… I’ve… I’ve not long been out of a relationship.”

Guy nodded knowingly. “Ah, so now the shackles are off and you’re free to explore?” he laughed, feeling like he was getting somewhere at last.”Well, if you’re looking for a good fatty to fuck, I can highly recommend that one over there,” he pointed. “Just shy of three hundred pounds, growing fast and as kinky as they come. Want me to introduce you?”

Dillon shook his head quickly. “No, no… that’s okay,” he shot back shyly.

Again, Guy grinned, knowing that he still hadn’t quite hit upon the reason why such a conventionally good looking boy was there that evening. “Or… if you want…” he offered slowly and teasingly, “...I could introduce you to some good feeders,” he smiled, giving Dillon’s flat stomach a little pat.

Dillon stared back at him with wide, wondrous and almost childlike eyes. Bingo! There it was: the real reason Dillon had come along that night. 

“So, how long have you wanted to be a porker?” Guy rolled on, deciding to take it all in his stride. Of all the arousing conversations he had had that night, nothing had turned him on like this. There was just something so exciting about finding genuinely fresh meat in this scene.

“What makes you think I want to get fat?” Dillon asked, giving Guy more eye contact than he had managed before.

“Hmm, let me see!” Guy smiled “The little bulge in your pants when I mentioned it. The slightly higher pitch of your voice just now,” he shot back at him, chuckling.

Dillon looked around the room and back to Guy. “Do you think anyone else knows?” he asked shyly.

Guy laughed once again and swept his large arm over Dillon’s shoulders. “Well, you just told the biggest blabbermouth in the room, so… yeah, pretty soon everyone is going to know that you want to be a little lardass too!” he teased. He looked at the boy up and down and smiled. “You’ve really never told anyone before, have you?”

Dillon shook his head once more. Then he followed without question as Guy led him out of the venue and into a cab, heading back to his apartment. His prize, secret catch for the evening.

Guy awoke the next morning with Dillon lying on his front next to him, still naked and splayed. As Guy had teased him about his gainer kinks, the boy had seemed to submit more and more; sucking him off with excellent skills and finally bending over and letting Guy fuck him without reservations.

“Morning, Sleepy Head!” Guy teased as the boy rolled over and realised he was waking up in a stranger’s bed.

Dillon looked at Guy, clearly piecing everything back together from the night before. “I can’t believe we did all that last night,” he chuckled.

“I can,” Guy smirked back. He’d inserted his dick so deeply into Dillon’s butt after making him down a protein shake, he almost panicked when the boy came; so intense and extreme was his moaning. “So…” he began playfully, leaning on his side and looking directly into Dillon’s eyes, “...Is today the start of a whole new era for you?”

“What do you mean?” Dillon replie/d.

“Well, you said last night you’d never even been with a guy before, let alone had your gainer kinks indulged like that.” He smirked, remembering just how hard he had gotten Dillon. His erection had been like concrete. “I know you can talk the talk when it comes to letting go and getting fat, but do you really have what it takes?”

Already, Dillon’s dick was starting to levitate and stiffen.”Oh, I have no worries there,” he nodded. “I love food. What turns me on is the idea of being able to eat whatever I want, whenever I want it.”

“Genuine greed,” Guy smiled knowingly.

Dillon nodded once again. “I mean, being fed by someone to the point of being absolutely stuffed just doesn’t appeal to me as much as the idea of just…”

“Letting go,” Guy finished for him. The idea was appealing, especially for Guy who had never been much of a feeder himself. He’d tried several times in the past to pretend that forcing food down a gainer’s throat turned him on. However, the reality had always been that he didn’t have the patience for it. Fattening, for him, was something a gainer should do in their own time. He only wanted to enjoy the horniness that derived from the evolving transformation. Not that he had ever come across a gainer who felt that way.

Dillon had had to grab and tug at his hardness. “Letting go,” he repeated. “That’s exactly it!”

Guy smiled, watching the lust taking over the pretty boy. “You know your job as a gardener will have to go, don’t you?” he asked. “If you want to grow your ass, you’re going to need something where you can sit down on it throughout the day.”

“You think I should quit my job?” Dillon asked, turned on that Guy had even remembered how he earned his living.

“Of course I do,” Guy chuckled back, still just watching as Dillon’s fantastic arousal sent him to higher and higher levels of submission to his kink. “Trust me, as a guy who has fucked so many fatties in my time, letting go is more than just eating. It’s about letting that entire softening process take over your body. Laziness. Lethargy.”

Dillon was tugging at himself at a faster rate than ever as Guy spoke. “I’m going to hand in my notice first thing tomorrow morning,” he declared, seeming to get closer to climaxing as the words left his mouth. “I’m actually going to do this!”

“Good boy!” Guy grinned, watching the kink consuming Dillon and sending him into a frenzy of lust. He didn’t even flinch as Dillon squealed and ejaculated all over the bedsheets in every direction. How fucking sexy! That shy, quiet guy back in the club now making a great mess and freeing his secret desires. There was simply nothing better.

Guy could have kicked himself for not giving Dillon his real number when he left. At least, he certainly thought that’s what he had done. It was a force of habit. As the weeks went on, he often thought back to Dillon, wondering what had become of him. There was no doubt in Guy’s mind that his date that night wouldn’t have actually started gaining. He was too pretty and far too reserved outside of the bedroom to actually do that to himself. Still, his kinkiness for it had given Guy a boner more than once when he’d thought back to their night together.

Months had gone by before Guy saw Dillon again. He’d actually been on a date with a girl from his new gym when he’d spotted Dillon working behind the bar at the club he had taken her to. He’d recognised the handsome face right away, but his breath caught in his chest when he took in the boy’s body. The fattening had clearly started. Dressed in a smart white shirt, the cheap material clung to the emerging love handles that puffed themselves over the tight waistband of Dillon’s pants. An overall thickness had spread into his stomach and chest, whilst a slight padding appeared to have amassed itself under his chin. It was a decent forty pound gain if ever Guy had seen one; no added muscle, just clear laziness and overindulgence.

Guy sat his date at a table and headed straight over to the bar, losing all interest in anything else. As he approached, he witnessed Dillon at the bar, turning around to the ice bucket and observed the beauty of his swollen glutes, rounded and bulbous, without taking on the complete broadness that came with the obesity that could come later. Having not been with any other men since their night together, Guy’s mind was able to return to the memory their night with ease; picturing those small, tight little glutes as they had been. Now his dick felt more alive than it had all evening, and when Dillon turned to serve him, Guy only had one question: “What time do you finish tonight?”

Dillon laughed and raised an eyebrow. “What about your date over there?” he asked, pointing across the room. He’d clearly spotted Guy from the moment he’d entered the bar.

Guy looked back as well. His date was pretty and surprisingly intelligent, judging by their conversations that evening. But it wasn’t her he wanted to take home that night. He turned back to Dillon and simply repeated his question.

Dillon seemed to consider it for a second. “Midnight,” he simply replied, knowing that Guy would be waiting outside to pick him up as soon as the clock struck twelve.

Getting rid of Guy’s date had been easy. He’d simply dialled back to flirtation and acted as a gentleman, taking her home with only a sweet kiss on her doorstep. Making her wait for a second date for anything more would only guarantee that she would be more eager next time.

“Well, well, well…” Guy grinned, leaning against the roof of his sports car as he witnessed an almost chubby-looking Dillon strolling out of the bar later that night. “Look at you!”

Dillon smiled and rubbed at his torso, seeing that they were going to bypass all the usual pleasantries. “I’m getting there,” he nodded. “It’s all just very slow. I feel like I should be bigger than this by now.”

Guy rocked his head to the side, inviting Dillon to climb into his car. Then the pair of them set off.

“I need to stop for something to eat first,” Dillon pointed, highlighting a fast food place only a few yards down the street.

Guy resisted sighing. He’d been waiting to get his hands on that bigger butt for some time. Now he had to wait whilst Dillon did the typically boring gainer stuffing? Nonetheless, he dutifully pulled over and followed the guy inside. He noticed a couple of the guys nodding at each other with a smirk at the sight of Dillon, as if they knew him all too well as a fixture around here. Then one attendant went to the cash register, bracing himself against it, as if preparing for something quite extreme from Dillon.

“Good evening,” he smiled dutifully. “What’ll it be tonight?”

A greedy little tongue slipped very subtly out of Dillon’s mouth, moistening his lips and he swallowed at the smell of everything cooking behind the counter. He began listing off a great number of items with ease that made Guy realise just how long they were going to be stuck here.

“Anything for you, Sir?” the young worker asked, seeming to know that everything that had come before it would be consumed entirely by Dillon.

Guy declined. He never ate at these sorts of places, but dutifully paid with his card, much like he would do with any of his dates. A great mountain of food began piling up on the tray and the two men soon retreated to a quiet table in the corner so that Guy could wait for Dillon to gorge himself.

“I see you quit the gardening job,” Guy smiled, appreciating how handsome Dillon looked in a shirt.

Dillon nodded; his eyes only on his food as he began throwing fries and nuggets into his mouth. “You were right. It was the perfect first step. I needed to cut the excessive calorie expenditure, day-to-day.”

Although Guy had come across more than a few gainers in his time, none of them had set about eating in the way that Dillon did. The boy seemed genuinely hungry, attacking the food in a cold and almost calculating manner, as if to ensure it was consumed in the most rapid way possible. He didn’t care that his mouth was sometimes full as he replied to their conversation, and he didn’t whimper with submission or lust as he started the third and then fourth burger. Nothing about the scenario was in any way theatrical, making this, by anyone’s standards, an act of pure greed. A chubby boy who simply loved his food.

“So that’s how I came to work at the bar,” Dillon finished fifteen minutes later, wiping his mouth with a napkin and sighing with relief as his stomach bloated more than ever before. “Are you ready to leave?” he asked, not even pausing to burp or appreciate his immense gluttony.

Unpeeling Dillon from his tight clothes that night had been one of the most erotic things Guy had done in years. A plush layer of fat had spread across the boy’s body, but pooled especially well in his love handles, chest and stomach. Guy growled with lust as he saw those doughy glutes and the pair set to pleasuring each other as if they had an expertise on how to make the other moan with lust.

Falling asleep with a hand resting on Dillon’s hip, Guy had felt more content than he had in quite some time. However, he awoke a couple of hours later, noticing that his date had slipped out unnoticed. He got up, pulling his underwear back on, just in case his roommate was sleeping there that night, even though he doubted that would be the case. Then he strolled into the living space hearing the sound of crunching over by the counter and the hunched silhouette of Dillion, sitting at a bar stool. He’d helped himself to a large bowl of sugary cereal that definitely didn’t belong to Guy and was busy munching away.

“It’s three in the morning!” Guy whispered, coming up behind the chubby boy, slipping his hands around his torso and kissing him on the side of his neck. “What are you doing up?”

Dillon chewed and swallowed. “I always get hungry at night,” he explained. “When I was growing up, my parents taught me to just ignore it. They said it wasn’t good for me to eat in the middle of the night. Now I don’t need to worry about that.”

Guy chuckled, nuzzling into Dillon even more and rubbing his protruding stomach. The more stories like this he heard, the more he realised that Dillon hah always been a fat boy, trapped in the body of a thin person. Slouched as he was now, his stomach fat seemed even more developed than Guy had realised, with his buttery nipples beginning to balloon and sag every so slightly onto the shelf below.

“Has anyone played with your tits yet?” Guy asked, beginning to massage them as Dillon resumed his eating. He’d remembered gainers telling him in the past how sensitive the nipples became as boys fattened up; he’d made more than one fatty climax simply by playing with them in the same way he would stimulate all the girls he had slept with.

Dillon moaned a little and twitched with stimulation. Guy could tell he’d never experienced anything like it before; perhaps not even realised that he had been developing such an erogenous zone. “That feels really nice,” he sighed, leaning back into Guy’s muscular chest.

“You wait until I have even more fat to play with here,” Guy teased. “If you think this feels good now…”

Dillon sighed with contentment at the idea. One thing was for certain: there was no way he was leaving without Guy’s real number that time.

“I want you to meet, Dillon,” Guy smiled, moving out of the way so that he could push Dillon forward. It had been a good few months since the last gainer event where Dillon had failed to make an impression. It was the reason why Guy had cleared his diary to make sure he could take him to this next one; holding his hand as they walked in.

Like a piece of meat, the eyes of all the men went up and down Dillon’s body. Guy stood back with pride. The boy’s love handles and protrusive stomach were some of his greatest features, but his butt too had developed a mass to it that was anything but athletic. However, more than anything else, the ring of freshly shaved fat that was starting to wrap itself under Dillon’s chin was undoubtedly the finest achievement of all. This wasn’t just a chubby boy they were dealing with; this was a true fat-boy glutton.

They hadn’t believed Guy when he’d explained how quickly Dillon had packed on his now eighty pounds of excess blubber, but the angry looking stretch marks surrounding Dillon’s belly button had gone some way to convincing them that he hadn’t just made it all up. Although he and Dillon were not officially an item at this event, Guy stuck close to him, feeling oddly protective. Usually, at events like these, Guy would have pulled his shirt off and enjoyed as much attention for his strapping body as possible. However, that night was all about Dillon and getting him connected with as many in the scene as possible.

Guy looked around seeing how many of the gainers and admirers were checking Dillon out; his handsome face and doughy body that seemed to cry out that this was a recent and rapid weight gain. Guy wanted them to look and see for themselves,but then another emotion began creeping in as well. Dillon was his discovery. He was the one who had helped him unleash the gainer and the one with a dominant hand on that big, wide rear. Why should anyone else feel they had a chance with him?

“So, how was it?” Guy asked afterwards, leading the way back to his car and secretly glad to be getting out of there’ especially after Dillon had told him he wanted to leave and get some food instead.

“Pretty great,” Dillon smiled, hopping into the passenger seat. “There were some very tight clothes on show though.”

Guy nodded. Dillon wasn’t the type to advertise his weight gain with figure hugging t-shirts or pants. “Well, some guys just like to show off,” he explained diplomatically. “Wearing tight clothes makes them feel even bigger and fatter than they are.”

Dillon nodded, noting some appeal in it. “But it’s just a fact of life,” he shrugged. “You overeat and your clothes get too small. What’s the big deal?”

“Oh, really?” Guy laughed. “Just a fact of life, huh? Maybe I’ll say that to you next time I notice your dick getting even shorter,” he teased, having witnessed Dillon squirting everywhere even at the mere mention of the groin fat that was starting to take off down there. He leaned in and kissed the fat boy, letting his large hand slide down the protrusive tummy and in-between his legs. There it was, the ever shrinking hardness, ready to go yet again.

“A point well made,” Dillon smirked back in surrender.

Guy smiled and started the engine. He’d stop off at a fast food place and buy a load of stuff for Dillon to gorge himself on as he drove home. It was one of the things Guy liked best about him; Dillon didn’t need or want him forcing the food down his throat. He was more than capable of feeding his ravenous appetite himself. All Guy needed to do was place a gentle, encouraging hand on his thigh every now and then as he drove. Then, once they made it home, Dillon would be more than stuffed and wound up like a tightly coiled spring, bursting with arousal and more than ready to head straight to the bedroom with him.

“Who are you messaging?” Guy asked a few months later as he came in with a tray of breakfast pastries for his lover.

“No one,” shrugged Dillon, hastily dropping his cell phone in favor of the food.

Guy felt a little uncomfortable. It was a new feeling to him, this gnawing sense of jealousy. He’d first noticed it at the last gainer event they went to, and it had plagued his mind ever since. It was a selfish impulse, he reasoned. He himself had certainly got around with multiple people since he had started seeing Dillon. They were in no way exclusive and neither of them had ever expressed an interest in being so. So why did Guy have to fight back an unreasonable urge to check Dillon’s phone as the chub trotted off to the bathroom?

“I love having you here,” Guy whispered into Dillon’s ear as the pair still lay in bed, even as lunchtime approached. He had his hand draped over Dillon’s chubby belly and he rocked it, full of admiration for how much the guy had transformed himself in the last eighteen months. “How about you stay here tonight as well? We could watch a movie, order in some pizzas….”

“I can’t,” Dillon replied straight away. “I’m meeting up with a friend.”

Guy nodded. “Nice!” he smiled, knowing that he wasn’t supposed to pry. He didn’t have the right to feel the strange jealousy that had swept over him. “Are you up to something fun?”

Dillon nodded. “He’s going to teach me how to boost my capacity with pizza,” he chuckled, patting his large, padded stomach.

Guy nodded and pulled his lips back into a false smile, as if this all didn’t bother him, especially seeing Dillon getting aroused by just the idea of what was to come. “You’ve got to eat like a five hundred pound fatty if you hope to become one!” he nodded, repeating one of Dillon’s favorite mantras back to him whilst rubbing the boy’s rounded stomach.

Although the opportunity to work in London had been something Guy had wanted ever since he had joined his company, the month-long placement couldn’t have come at a worse time in his eyes. As Dillon became more involved with other gainers, Guy felt like he was less important in the man’s life. He was also going to be away when Dillon finally started his new office job and disliked the thought of missing out on such an important step in his lover’s life.

The girls in London had a sexy, alluring sophistication about them. However, no matter how many of them he bedded, Guy’s mind kept thinking of Dillon. He felt utterly smitten, messaging him as much as he could, always eager for updates.

Guy had been a victim of his own success. Everyone loved him in London, declaring that they had never come across anyone so capable of taking over the world of business. The project he had started at work began to take on a life of its own, building incredible momentum. He remembered the bittersweet feeling when he realised he was going to be away far longer than the original month he had planned. However, by the end of the fourth month, Guy knew that the scheme was ready to be handed over; with plenty of scope for him to implement similar changes back home. 

With a week off from work after getting back, Guy headed straight over to see Dillon. He carried with him a large bag filled with treats and presents from London and was excited to see how the fattening man was going to react to them all. He knocked on the apartment door, his breath catching in his throat with anticipation.

Suddenly, Dillon was standing there looking remarkably changed. The fat under his neck had swollen immensely, giving Dillon one of the largest double chins he’d seen on a gainer of his size in quite some time. His beautiful eyes had seemed smaller, as large, puffy cheeks dominated his face and his plump, kissable lips now looked like the gateway to a greedy, gluttonous mouth that would consume anything it came across.

The pair hugged and kissed; Guy’s hands roaming across all areas of the remarkably fatter and softer body. Lard had spilled into areas where Guy had never seen it before. Dillon spun around and posed for him, excited by his own remarkable transformation. With a desk job, the gainer’s glutes had seemed to shed all remaining muscle and bloat with pure blubber. He wanted it touched, handled and jiggled, directing an already aroused Guy on how best to experience the new softness. Three hundred and eighty pounds had never seemed so erotic when the person carrying it all loved it so much.

“I was half expecting you to have gained a few pounds after working so hard in London all those months,” Dillon chuckled, gazing upon the immortal physical perfection of Guy; unchanged. 

Guy slipped off his underwear and delighted in taking the kinky boy into his bedroom for a session he would never forget.

Being intimate with Dillon had cemented the feelings Guy had had during their separation. He was in love with him; utterly and completely: the easy way they communicated, the confidence with which they both held their vastly contrasting bodies. Dillon was touched by the gifts and how much Guy had remembered about his tastes and interests. Guy held him sweetly as the both drifted off to sleep.

“I’ve been thinking,” Guy began, feeling decidedly nervous later that night. “I want to talk to you about something.”

“So do I…” Dillon smiled back, acting as if he knew exactly what Guy was going to say.

“I know you’re doing so well with your weight gain now,” Guy smiled, unable to resist rubbing the fattened gut in appreciation; marvelling at the sagging nipples that had bounced and jumped the entire time Guy had been fucking him. “Your next milestone is so close. But, how would you feel about hitting four hundred… in London?”

“In London?” Dillon parroted back in surprise.

“They made me quite the lucrative offer before I left. I don’t have to take it, of course, but… come on! Don’t you think it would be so exciting?” he cheered, smiling brightly. “You and me, living in London together? All those restaurants and famous landmarks? I thought of all the places I want to take you. You can grow enormous there. I can give you everything you want. You don’t even need to work, given how much they want to pay me.”

“Guy, this is...” Dillon mumbled, overwhelmed.

“I know, I know… this is huge! But these last four months without you…” he sighed, remembering how utterly miserable he’d been at times. He’d only felt this way about one other person in his life, and he had lost out because he had never managed to build up the courage to say how he felt. Not this time…

“Yeah, it was a long time,” Dillon agreed, unprepared for what Guy was about to say to him next.

“I’m in love with you!” Guy blurted, staring deeply into Dillon’s eyes and wrapping his large hands around his bloated face.

Dillon was stunned into silence. “Guy.. that’s amazing… that’s…” he stumbled. 

“You don’t feel the same way…” Guy sighed in stark realisation.

“Well, it’s not as black and white as that…” Dillon mumbled on, clearly trying to catch his brain up with his mouth. “I think it could really work, us living together in London. I really do! But I have so much going on here now. I’m having so much fun supporting other gainers. You not being around gave me time to really lean in hard to all this. It’s the reason why I already broke my desk chair at work,” he chuckled, mentioning it for the third time since Guy had arrived.

“You didn’t miss me?” Guy shot back, feeling like his heart was about to be shattered.

“I did!” Dillon replied unconvincingly. “I was just…” he rambled, still figuring out what he wanted to say. He sighed deeply. “If I’m honest… I was just a little disappointed that you didn’t come back from London a little heavier than when you left.”

Guy looked down at his flat, chiselled stomach. “What?” he blasted.

“I’ve wanted you to gain weight for the longest time. I thought, the more we hung out together, the more likely it would be for my bad habits to rub off on you.”

Guy sat back a little, rethinking everything he thought he knew about Dillon.

“I’m not the only one,” Dillon marched on. “All the gainers we’ve met together say the same thing. We all can’t wait for you to give up the gym and start pushing out a gut.”

“Is that so?” Guy huffed back.

“It’s what I wanted to talk to you about. You’d look so fucking hot! You’ve got the build for it. If we moved to London, I could make you huge!”

Guy stood up and started dressing, suddenly realising how badly he had misread his relationship with Dillon. “Gaining is your thing, not mine,” he explained calmly. “I like the way I look and I fell for you because I loved giving you the sort of confidence that I feel in my own skin.”

“But, trust me… when you start putting on your first few pounds…” Dillon retorted, like an all-knowing sage.

“It’s not me!” Guy shot back, cutting him short. “And you’d know that had you been paying any attention at all to me over the last couple of years.” He felt a sudden surge of annoyance. “Tell me… where did I grow up? What’s my middle name? When’s my birthday? Where did I go to college?”

Dillon looked blankly back. He really didn’t remember the answer to any of those questions. And so he watched as Dillon slipped his shirt on, then made his way out of the apartment for the last time.

“Jeff…” Guy said down the phone the moment he made it down the stairs. “I’m sorry to call when it’s so early in the morning there. I wanted to tell you that I’ve thought about your offer…” he explained.

Guy took a breath. This was a huge decision that would change everything.

“I accept,” he stated with absolute certainty. “How soon do you want me back in London?”

[savkirschtein]

AOT character & their personal fashion styles

characters : Eren Jaeger, Mikasa Ackerman, Armin Arlert, Jean Kirschtein, Connie Springer, Sasha Braus, Marco Bodt

warning: all of these are just purely based off of my personal insight and views of the characters and how i think they’d dress today

🪩🥡🪐🎸🎧

Eren Jaeger: 🎱🌪️🩻⛓️

based off of season 4 Eren

i picture Eren in todays world really rocking with a minimalist street style

he’s all for comfort and breathability in his clothing and his style reflects that

a closet full of loose fitting boxy t-shirts

LOVES the cold months so he can layer his hoodies and leather jackets

while also sporting the slutty tightly fitted black shirt grey sweat pant combo every now and then

maybe even just walking out his apartment with a wife pleaser and baggy jeans on as a fit alone

all paired with sneakers, small silver hoops, and a chain of some sort

Mikasa Ackerman: 🍒💿📷🃏

we all know for a fact that Mikasa can DRESS

she just has an eye for fashion and has a unique style of her own

one that isn’t over the top, in terms of being a spectacle, but just well put together and tailored to HER. a girl you 110% give a second glance

she is a girlie who LOVES wearing any skirt whether it be long, midi, mini or knee length she LOVES them

most of her pieces are pretty free flowing with lots of different silhouettes

absolutely loves a good leather boot, pair of mary janes, or platform loafers

she literally could wear a trash bag and make it look like it’s the next trend

and has a huge collection of baggus

Armin Arlert: 🎧📘🍵☁️

Armin will literally never be free of the soft light academia aesthetic

the cable knit sweaters, soft cardigans, and sweater vests will forever have a hold on him

but what college boy Armin loves more than anything is a good quarter zip or quarter button up

or a nice casual white and blue striped button up

almost all of his clothing is soft and warm materials

definitely withholds the cute boy in the library title

Jean Kirschtein: 🪐👁️‍🗨️⚡️🌉

will live and die on the hill that Jean is a Carthartt guy

his look is a casual-relaxed but clean one

he’s all for clothing that is durable and will last him forever

Jean’s style is honestly super basic but NOT boring

although Jean’s style isn’t one that is made to make it hard to look away from its one that really just compliments him well

loves a good hefty Dickies or Carthartt jacket, basic white t-shirt, or a loose button up over a tank top

while wearing a variety of rings, with small hoops and a chain

his clothes compliment his strongly built and lengthy body well, which is why although they are basic, it isn’t boring

Connie Springer: 🎧💽☄️🩻

Connie is a literal fashionista

he probably is tiktok famous for his fit check videos and adventures at the thrift stores

the street style aesthetic was MADE for Connie

knows how to put pieces that may not look ideal together into a cohesive fit

LOVES JORTS and swears he made them trendy again

and wearing jerseys of teams he has no clue of , but it’s for the fit so who cares

Sasha Braus: 🍰🪩🗽🧸

the DEFINITION of downtown girl or coming of age movie in a city aesthetic

Sasha lives for the nostalgia of 90s pieces and it shows in her clothing

comfort is also a huge factor that plays into Sasha’s outfits

color is another component that makes Sasha’s outfits HER outfits

LOVES a good brown leather jacket

Sasha honestly though has a hard time sticking to just ONE specific style and will wear whatever feels good for her

Marco Bodt: 🍙🪴♠️🍊

Marco is a soft boy at heart but he’s traded in the traditional sweaters vests for hardy collared jackets

he absolutely LOVES PLAID

and loves layering his button ups with his worn out thrifted jackets

has a more warm palette in terms of colors and leans more towards earthy tones

super casual in his shoes though sticking to good tried and true high top converse, sambas, or loafers if he's feeling fancy

[kneelingshadowsalome]

Id love to see how DOG! Konig actually first saw Reader or even when he knew he fell in love with her <3

König saw reader first time on TV :)

It was one of those boring moments when the latest mission was done and he was coming down from his adrenaline/testosterone/cortisol high, channel surfing at the base with a blank stare.

He passed this one channel that never had anything worthwhile to watch, except this time—wait a minute—there’s some cute girl whipping egg whites there. He changed the channel out of habit but immediately changed it back again, his eyes boring to the screen where this woman was making lemon tartlets.

He pays attention to the nice voice… Nice lips… Her hands, very delicate when she decorates each tart with raspberries and mint leaves. It’s always hot in his opinion when a girl prepares dinner or dessert, and this cutie is doing both. She has a sad smile and a pair of depressed eyes, her body language reminds him of tortured prisoners on the brink of confession. The despair in her eyes resembles the look on women just before they cum, and it drives him fucking nuts.

She’s fucking perfect… So weak, just a poor little thing who’s trying to hide, probably hates the camera and her audience, every small prick she has to work for and with.

König binges her whole show within a few days from some streaming service, even faps during or after watching – just a few times because in a few episodes, they filmed her breasts and hands a lot, although it must be said it’s that helpless look in her eyes that truly makes him cum hard… He fantasizes about arriving at her studio with his guns blazing, wondering how she would react when he stains her cute little tarts with blood. How she would react when she sees a big, able man come to take what’s his – would she kneel and beg him to save her life, or would she gasp and look like a stupefied goldfish when he pulls his dick out after the bloodbath and tells her to give it a kiss?

Next thing he does is he googles her, finds a few articles in some lousy girl magazine where she mentions she has “learned to make peace with solitude” and that “time spent alone feels good nowadays”. Ja, sicher! Poor little thing is lying her eyes out, anyone can see that. She tries so hard to be brave, looks so fuckable when she sighs and looks down at the food she just made like it’s the only thing in this world she can do right. Just cook some food and decorate dumb pastries, looking like a spoiled little princess while she’s doing it.

He gets his hands on the actual, physical articles and keeps them in his locker because they include pictures of her. Finds her on social media and looks at her Instagram feed first time in the morning and last time before bed, chuckling to himself from how pathetic she is, so fucking desperate to get attention... He has a collection of screenshots on his phone: one of his favourites is, surprisingly, not a picture of her delicious ass, trying another dumb hobby that’s supposed to be trendy. It’s the one where she’s smiling at a big mug of coffee in front of her, looking like a cute little kitten who’s been offered a treat. Or her on the beach with a big straw hat on her head, looking at the waves and smiling a big, silly smile, her worries forgotten for a moment. Her at a party, all dolled up and practically begging to get fucked, holding the waist of some weak civilian he could kill with one punch.

But his ultimate favourite is a selfie she took while she was out on a walk. She’s without her makeup, wearing a simple old faded t-shirt, looking up at the camera with a fake smile and those sad, pleading eyes, silently begging for someone to take the pain away. She’s unprotected, and lonely, so pitiful that König would do anything to teleport beside her right now and haul her away like a sack of whimpering potatoes thrown over his shoulder.

Is no one going to fucking come to her rescue and spoil her to bits, is no one going to fuck those dumb little thoughts out of her head? What the fuck is wrong with men these days, he doesn’t understand, but he’s not going to watch this ridiculous shit for a moment longer…

(If you asked König when he realized he was in love with her, he would answer it was love at first sight. Or… maybe… that one time when she asked where she put the cream. She was talking to herself while the cameras were rolling, looking helpless, lost, and dumb because she literally had one job... König found that very endearing.)

[captain-hawks]

Happy spicy, sweaty sleepover!

I just know you’ll write something so, so delightful for band!AU Jean with a broken AC. Like, I know know it.

💋mojogojocasahouse

jean kirstein x f!reader

c: 18+ only, exes to lovers speed run, band!au jean, masturbation, fingering, oral sex, anal fingering, squirting, unprotected p in v, creampie

SPICY SLEEPOVER WEEKEND — HEAT WAVE EDITION

There has to be correlation, somewhere, between one’s innate penchant for masochism and the subsequently awful, irresponsible, downright terrible decision to call one’s ex-boyfriend to help fix a busted appliance.

But alas, here you are, sweating to death in the midst of the worst heat wave the city’s seen in years with no qualified, local repairman available any time in the foreseeable future—because clearly your broken air conditioner is somehow considered fucking trendy right now. 

The thing is, it’s not the first time the machine has let out an ominous death rattle before the motor inside fell into an ominous silence. It’s not even the second time it’s happened, or the third.

But every other goddamn time it did, Jean still lived here in your shared apartment. And his deft fingers, paired with years of tinkering with guitars, amps, speakers, and pedal boards, somehow led him to find the fix time and time again. 

It’s been three months since your messy breakup, three months of deafening silence and empty space in your one-bedroom apartment. He’s been living with Eren and Conny, though half of his clothes are still strewn about in your closet—until he finds his own place. 

You have half a mind to drag the pile out shirts out and toss them at him one by one, if only to cover up the torturous sight you’ve been subjected to for the better part of an hour.

Jean Kirstein, for all intents and purposes, is an attractive man. And you were prepared for it, the slight inconvenience of the sight of his soft brown hair, sharp jaw, intense eyes, and tall form standing in the hallway when you opened the front door.

But Jean Kirstein standing in the middle of your living room, muttering a string of expletives under his breath as he swiftly bats a hand against the temperamental air conditioner before standing up straight to peel off his soaked t-shirt? The reminder of the way the tattoos covering his arms and chest and back look when they’re coated in a slick sheen of sweat? The ripple of his muscles as he twists a wrench? 

That’s another fucking problem entirely.

“You don’t look too hot.”

Jean’s voice spears through your thoughts, and you look up from where your hands are folded in your lap to see him standing in front of you in the kitchen. Seated atop the kitchen counter if only for the relief of the cool marble beneath you, one of your idly swinging feet nudges his knee. 

His voice is a bit rough, and you can only assume that he came right to your apartment from band practice. 

(You try not to think too hard about how he knows exactly what that voice does to you—the way you barely made it past the entryway most times coming home after his shows, your skirt shoved up as he fucked you up against the wall beside the coat rack.)

(The way he’d call you late at night while he was away on tour, his voice a low rasp as you hung on to his every word and touched yourself for him.)

“I’m very hot, actually,” you reply with a raised brow, though you’re well aware you probably do look like an overheated, exhausted mess—you’ve hardly gotten any sleep all week, even with a fan right beside your bed. 

Jean steps closer and leans in, standing between your spread legs, and your heart feels like its lodged in your throat as he holds your gaze. Slowly, he brings his hand up to rest against the side of your neck, fingers easing their way against your damp skin one by one in a way that makes your breath catch. 

“You should take a cool shower,” he suggests, his thumb ghosting over the front of your throat before he swiftly steps back and walks away, heading back into the living room.

Fingers clasping the edge of the countertop, you inhale sharply.

Admittedly, Jean was right about the shower—you feel a bit more steady on your feet as the water washes over your face and trickles down your naked body, washing away the uncomfortable, sticky layer of sweat. 

Maybe it’s a little misguided, the way you let your thoughts get away from you as you glance down at your soapy tits, remembering how much Jean used to love how sensitive they are. How he’d groan and curse over the way you’d writhe when he toyed with your pebbled nipples, the way you’d whimper and moan as he sucked on them.

Running your hands over the swell of your breasts, you sigh, letting your back rest against the cool tiles as you stroke and tease the tender buds until they’re rock hard beneath your touch. You grope and caress yourself, imagining that it’s Jean in the shower with you.

You're tempted to make a mad dash for your room, to lock the door and stuff the fat dildo in your bedside table into your wet cunt, to quickly fuck yourself on it until you’re sated enough to face the shirtless man in your living room without being distracted by stray thoughts of laving your tongue against the hollow of his throat.

It’s a half-baked plan seasoned with nothing but the delirious power of your lust-driven thoughts.

It's stupid.

It’s reckless.

And it almost fucking works, almost, until Jean suddenly comes barging into the bedroom in the middle of you face down on the bed, frantically humping the dildo like your life depends on it, the slick silicone lubricated on nothing but your gushing arousal. 

Jean stops dead in his tracks and stares at you, speechless for what may very well be the first time in his life.

You stare back at him, shaken from your stupor only when the dildo suddenly slides out of your pussy with a lewd popping sound. 

“Jean, what the fuck are you doing?” you ask, some part of you almost proud of how steady your voice comes out.

He blinks several times. “I needed a new shirt,” he gestures toward the door, “and the bathroom door is shut, I thought you were still in there.”

You blink back at him, all too aware of the filthy, slick arousal dripping down the inside of your thighs. ��Oh.”

He glances up at the ceiling for a moment, toward the closet, and then back to you. “Do you…” he trails off.

“Do I…”

“—need a hand?”

You could probably blame it on the heat, the way you almost robotically nod. The way you hardly bat an eye when Jean climbs up on the bed behind you.

It’s surely a symptom of heat exhaustion, perching on all fours atop your mattress as your ex-boyfriend presses a hand into the small of your back while he thrusts a dildo in and out of your sopping wet cunt.

That stupid fucking air conditioner is definitely, absolutely, without a shadow of a doubt to blame for what happens next—when you flip over onto your back and spread your legs wide, gazing up at Jean’s lust-blown pupils as he continues to fuck you with the toy.

Your breakup was so goddamn stupid and petty and shortsighted—and you were both too stubborn to admit it in the aftermath. 

“Please let me eat you out,” Jean exhales, dragging a hand through his messy brown hair to push it out of his face.

You nod, fervently, though you’re still tempted to drag his hips flush against yours, to tell him how badly you need to be fucked instead. 

But when he laps a broad, firm stroke through your slick, creamy folds with his dexterous tongue, your mind goes blank in a haze of pleasure. 

Jean has always been far too good at this.

He alternates between lapping at your slit and licking his way into your tight entrance, and sucking on your clit as he plunges two long digits in and out of your wet hole, one hand splayed across your abdomen to hold you down as you whimper and buck your hips.

“You taste so good,” Jean groans, his own hips jerking into the mattress as you gasp, your entire body arching up off of the bed when one of his slick fingers slides beneath you and begins to stroke the rim of your ass.

He eases your other tight hole open, saliva and your sticky arousal running down his chin as he messily fucks your cunt with his tongue.

“Jean,” you gasp when he finally sinks a finger deep in your ass, your gut engulfed in a wave of white-hot pleasure.

“Come for me, baby,” he murmurs, tongue tracing firm circles against your clit while he curls his fingers and strokes the spongy, sensitive wall atop your tight channel.

You come with a shout as the coil of pleasure inside of you snaps, clear liquid spraying from your cunt as you tremble and shake and gush all over Jean’s fingers and face. 

“Holy shit,” Jean groans, hips rocking even harder into the bed—it always did drive him out of his mind when you squirted.

As you come down from your orgasm, Jean leans back into a sitting position, unzipping his pants and letting his throbbing, hard cock spring free from the confines of his boxers. He crudely spits into the palm of his hand, groaning your name as he tosses his head back and begins to fuck his fist, spreading the precum leaking from his tip with his thumb. 

You don’t think twice about the way you scramble forward and climb into his lap, nudging away his hand and wrapping your fingers around his length. 

Waiting a beat, you meet his gaze, somehow still not entirely sure if he actually wants to fuck you.

Jean chokes out a laugh, reading the uncertainty in your eyes and reaching up to cup the side of your face before he leans in to rest his forehead against yours.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers, words he stubbornly couldn’t bring himself to say months ago.

“I’m sorry, too,” you murmur, and you mean it.

And then all it takes is the familiar grip of his hands on your hips to guide you down onto his cock, your cunt rapidly pulsing and contracting at the searing, intoxicating stretch, and both of you moan in unison.

Jean kisses you hard, his mouth engulfing yours and swallowing down the gasping, whimpering sounds you make as he fucks up into you, bullying his cock as deep as your greedy, needy pussy will take.

“I fucking missed you so much,” he rasps, catching your bottom lip between his teeth, one hand reaching up to grasp your tits.

It’s so goddamn hot in your bedroom, and it’s downright filthy, the slick slide of Jean’s sweat-soaked skin against yours, the way his hair is damp with it, the salt you taste on your tongue as you press hot, open-mouthed kisses against the tattoo that wraps around the side of his neck.

It’s hot and filthy and sweaty and you’re not sure if you’ve ever been so turned on in your life, so ridiculously wet, each plunge of Jean’s cock punctuated by the lewd squelch of your soaked pussy. 

“Jean—” you whine, dizzy with desperation and need.

“I’ve got you,” he murmurs, cradling your body as he switches your position, laying you down flat on your back as he continues to thrust in and out of you.

And maybe it’s the way he begins to toy with your clit again.

Maybe it’s the sight of the creamy ring of your arousal coating the base of his cock.

Maybe it’s the look in his eyes as he stares down at you beneath him.

—either way, you’re helpless to do anything but cry out and moan as another orgasm breaks through the heady dam of pleasure flowing inside of you, your vision nearly going black as he fucks you through it.

And you can tell he’s close, too, you can feel it in the way his thrusts suddenly grow sloppy, the way his breathing goes ragged.

“Inside,” you breathe out.

Jean’s answering groan is absolutely wrecked as he slams his cock in you to the hilt, spilling rope after rope of thick, hot cum in your fucked out cunt until it’s overflowing and dripping onto the sheets below.

When he eventually collapses beside you on the bed, you’re not sure if it’s intentional—the fact that he ends up on the side that was always his. 

But you don’t question it, not now.

Not later when the morning sun is peeking through the blinds and he’s snoring softly beside you.

Not even when you wake again to the sound of the air conditioner sputtering to life in the living room, the mattress dipping beside you as Jean pulls back the sheet and tugs you back against his chest.

[perseidlion]

One Night Can Stretch Into Forever - A Catwin Modern AU

I'm very proud of my WIP, a modern take on Edwin x Cat King. Cat is a personal stylist, and Edwin is an English professor. They meet one night in a jazz bar. They both start to catch feelings almost immediately, but Edwin is determined to keep it casual. Rating: E (soft E, non-graphic smut) Status: Ongoing. No less than 1 chapter per week, sometimes more.

CHAPTER 1

A jazz club was not Cat’s usual scene. Normally, he spent his time at underground clubs and posh cocktail bars. Part of that was practical. As a stylist with rich and famous clients, he wanted to have his finger on the pulse of what was new and trendy. When one of his clients told him about a speakeasy that had been getting a lot of buzz, he was intrigued. He’d been seeing hints of 1920s-inspired fashion in next years’ winter previews his contacts had given him a sneak peek of, which made the jazz club even more intriguing. 

London never had Prohibition, so the speakeasy vibe of Giggle Water was completely contrived. Fake or not, it was executed very well - from the hidden door at the back of a florist, to the exposed brick and brass finishings. He suspected the club might have actually been a Molly House that was given a jazz-era makeover. That would explain why, although the club was not explicitly a queer one, he saw many visibly queer people as he waited in the short line to descend into the club proper.

When Cat emerged from the narrow stairwell, he was greeted with a surprisingly open space with vaulted ceilings which suggested it was once a cellar for the historic building above. There was a small stage in the corner where a trio was playing klezmer music and the club was packed with young and fashionable people. That was a good sign that the visit was actually worth his while.

Normally Cat’s personal style leaned towards the garish and gender non-conforming. For once, he was there to see and not so much to be seen. His deep blood red blazer with subtle black brocade over a tight black t-shirt with a slight sheen and high-waisted, perfectly tailored slacks might be ostentatious on someone else, but on him, it was practically understated. His blond curls were tousled in an easy surfer style and he was wearing cologne that smelled like boozy cherries with a hint of musk. A diamond stud glinted in one ear and he was wearing a subtle amount of eyeliner to make his eyes pop and give them a slight cat-eye look. 

As Cat scanned the well-dressed crowd, he started to mentally catalogue the vibe of the most well-dressed people. Waistcoats for women with very masculine tailoring were well-represented, as were asymmetrical blazers for all genders. A very masculine-presenting person breezed past him in a corset paired with wide-legged trousers with very high slits giving a flash of silver booty shorts underneath. 

“Oh, yes,” Cat murmured to himself.

He’d have to get himself a pair of those pants. Maybe paired with a latex-look turtleneck and a diamond belt and ankle height go-go boots.

Cat had seen enough to know it was worth lingering awhile longer. It was still relatively early, and it was possible more interesting fashionistas and socialites would make their way into the club. So he got in line at the bar.

“The cocktails are quite excellent here. Though if you aren’t a fan of actually tasting the alcohol, you might find them strong for your taste,” came a masculine voice in a crisp, posh, English accent.

Cat turned to find a tall, dark-haired man in his mid-twenties. He was wearing a black and white patterned shirt with an identical tie, and an immaculately slim-tailored pair of black pants and a single breasted blazer that nipped him in at the waist. It was nothing groundbreaking fashion-wise, but it was trendy and well-tailored enough to catch his attention. He was holding a cut crystal glass with something dark and strong in it.

Cat gave him an obvious once-over, then grinned. “Well, I’d say that makes sense seeing as this is a cocktail bar,” he drawled. 

“Oh, you’re American.”

“You sound disappointed.”

“No, not disappointed. Are you a tourist?”

Cat examined the stranger, one eyebrow lifted. He was having a hard time reading him. It felt like he was being flirted with, but it could also simply be smalltalk. There was a soft lisp to his voice and a certain flow to his mannerisms that made his gaydar ping. However, he’d made the mistake in the past, misinterpreting poshness for queerness. There was also a note of hopefulness from the stranger that made him think he wanted the answer to his question to be no.

“Resident,” said Cat. He smiled wide enough to show his naturally pointed canines that had given him the nickname in his childhood that he now used exclusively. His gaze flicked to the man’s full glass, then up to his face. “Unless you’re second-guessing your drink, I’m guessing you’re not in line. So?”

“Pardon?” said the man. He was holding himself confidently, but something in his eyes suggested nervousness. 

“Are you going to offer to buy me a drink? Or have I…” he shifted a little closer, “...completely misread you?” 

Continue reading on Ao3

[stansthemans]

Yall my fem stan brain rot is so bad rn. I just looked at my wips. 78k for fem Stan. 4k for dude Stan. lol oops anyway here’s some more

Sometimes it feels embarrassing to ask, like she really is still a child. But Ford never denies her, even when he’s really busy with some project or studying for some exam. Stan knows how important those things are to him, and even though she thinks he needs to relax about it—he’s miles ahead of everyone else at school, even the teachers—she doesn’t want to drag him away from it unless one of them really needs it.

Today, it’s her.

Nothing has gone right today. She actually tried her own homework, like really tried, not just half assed it or copied Ford’s. Predictably, she beefed it, and her teacher actually took the time to call her out in front of the entire class. She tripped on the way to English class, bruising her knee and sending all her shit flying. She hadn’t been fast enough gathering it all up, and she got a tardy. One of her gloves busted at boxing practice, and she hasn’t yet had the guts to tell Pa because she knows he’s going to blow a gasket at having to buy a new one. Dinner was an icy affair. Shermie had apparently called and he and Pa got into it about something. Then, cleaning up the kitchen, Ma had taken out her frustration on Stan.

Stan is glad it wasn’t Pa. She’s always glad when it isn’t him and not just because hiding the bruises has recently gotten much harder. But it still doesn’t make it nice when Ma locks a sharp, critical gaze onto Stan and picks apart everything that’s wrong with her. Too loud and opinionated. How is she ever supposed to catch a man if she’s got the crazy idea that she’s allowed to think anyone cares to hear what she has to say? Not to mention her waistline. The extra dough in the middle—she had pinched Stan’s side here—that Stan certainly didn’t inherit from her. And still with the boxing? It really was high time to stop that brutish, unladylike nonsense.

As if she doesn’t know exactly why Stan needs to keep it up, needs the easy excuse to hide behind.

As soon as she’s able, Stan retreats to the bathroom. It takes a good couple of minutes for the water to heat up, so while she waits, Stan strips down and stares at her reflection in the mirror. She isn’t vain, she doesn’t think. She doesn’t wear any makeup, doesn’t do much more to her hair than run a brush through the waves to manage any tangles. She doesn’t care about trendy clothes or the latest styles. A pair of jeans or shorts, depending on the season, a simple t-shirt, and some high tops. That suits her fine.

She isn’t stick skinny like her mother or a lot of girls at school. She isn’t fat either, not even really that chubby. She’s just kind of thicker. And she’s got muscles from boxing. Not much by way of hips.

How are these ever supposed to bear a child? Any nice boy at the temple, any potential mother-in-law worth their salt, they’ll be looking for that. Hips like these, bad figure elsewhere too. She doesn’t have the looks enough for any good husband to overlook all the other things wrong with her.

Stan steps under the stream of water, hoping that it’s warm enough to wash her mother’s words off her skin.

It isn’t. It never is.

Ford is deep into whatever assignment when she comes into their room, deep enough that he doesn’t look up and watch from the corner of his eye while she changes into pajamas. He’s been doing that for a really long time, but he’s been a little more obvious about it the past few months, and every time it sends a thrilling jolt down Stan’s spine. But he isn’t looking right now, and that makes her feel even worse, despite the fact that he doesn’t look every time and that he’s clearly fully immersed in his textbook.

Stan folds her arms over her stomach, leaning up against their dresser as she watches him. He isn’t hunched too badly, despite how into his work he is. She’s glad to see that at least. The way his spine will pop when he stretches out sometimes really isn’t right for a sixteen year old boy. He took a shower while she was still cleaning up after dinner, and his hair, much shorter than hers, looks so soft and puffy in its freshly cleaned state. His eyes are sharply focused on the textbook, even as his pen dances over his notebook in his neat, looping writing.

He’s so deep into his work, but Stan’s heart is aching too much to keep standing there or even to go curl up in her bunk alone. She steps over to the bookcase. Over the years it’s changed a lot. More and more space is taken up with Ford’s textbooks and scientific journals and less and less their treasures found while out exploring or their comics. Still, there is a small section of novels. Stan picks up one of the most worn down and shuffles over to the desk.

“Hey, Sixer,” she asks, and Ford hums in acknowledgment. “I know you’re real busy.”

“Yes,” Ford says, but not dismissively. “I’m writing that proposal to send in to the Rutgers field office. I told you about that, didn’t I?”

“Yeah,” Stan says, hugging the book to her chest. “Big deal if they take it, right? Maybe get this dump cleaned up some.”

“That’s the hope,” Ford says. “And it will make an excellent addition to my academic portfolio.”

“Yeah,” Stan says again. “Yeah, it’ll be real good.”

The pen stops moving on the paper, and Stan presses her lips together as Ford looks up. His eyes flash as he takes her in, and he opens his mouth. Stan can’t have him ask her what’s wrong because she just can’t, so quickly she blurts, “I know you’re busy but—“ And she shoves their battered old copy of The Hobbit in his direction.

Ford leans back in his seat, almost jumping a bit. She isn’t standing close enough that the book would have smacked him in the face, but it is a close thing. He blinks at it and then again up at her. Stan thinks she must cut a very pathetic figure, but she also doesn’t care in that moment.

Ford studies her with a furrowed brow for only a brief moment before he stands up. He takes the book with one hand and lightly touches her cheek with the other. “Sure,” he says. “I’m at a decent stopping point for the night.”

He absolutely isn’t. Stan wouldn’t understand anything about his proposal if she picked it up to read it, but she knows that he’s lying and going along with her, and she’s so grateful for that. Ford neatens up his work while Stan arranges the pillows and blankets on her bunk. He crawls in after her, and they find a comfortable way to lie tangled up together. Ford opens the book and begins to read aloud.

They both loved this book so much as kids. It wasn’t on the ocean, but it was fantastical adventures fill with daring fights and golden treasure. It was odd, out of place, little people who were still heroes in a big, big world. Sometimes, Stan would read too, picking a couple of the characters that she wanted to voice, often sillily to make Ford laugh. But usually, it would just be Ford reading, them lying together just like this, his voice low, breath ghosting over the top of her head.

It’s soothing. It is. The knots in Stan’s stomach are beginning to loosen, but she still feels heavy in an unpleasant way. As the party reaches Rivendell, Stan decides that she needs more than this, and she hopes Ford is willing to give it.

“Ford,” she asks, and he stops. Stan knows that he can tell she’s about to say something important. She really doesn’t use his name very often.

“Yes, Stanley?”

“Can you do me a favor,” she asks.

“Of course,” he says. “What do you need?”

Need. Because this isn’t a want. She needs this, or she thinks she might shake apart, and Ford doesn’t have to know any details to know that much.

Stan shifts against him just a bit, changes the way she’s lying against him just slightly. Then she reaches up for his hand that was scratching lightly at her scalp. She brings it down her body, under her shirt, and lies it over her breast. Despite being a bit bigger in her upper body, Stan really doesn’t have large breasts. Ford’s big hand covers it completely, and the feeling starts to unwind some of the tension that his voice couldn’t cut through.

Under her, Stan can feel his breath pick up a bit. They haven’t done this outside of her periods before. For the past several months, that’s been the excuse. Ford touching her like that is just him helping her through the very real discomfort of what that week puts her through. And if—when—they do other things, well, they’re hormonal teenagers. Hormones can be such crazy things, overwhelming sometimes. Overwhelming enough to forget the very important fact that they are siblings. Twins. And then when the cramps and aches are over, they go back to being normal.

This isn’t normal. This is outside of that very specific set of parameters where they have decided it’s ok for them to act in ways that they never should have even considered. But Ford’s hand is on her now, skin to skin, and it’s warm and it’s safe.

After a moment, Ford squeezes at her, something questioning, and Stan, her hand still over his, squeezes back and says lowly, “No. Just this.”

“You just want me to hold it,” Ford asks, his voice just as low.

Stan nods. “I just—it’s comforting,” she says.

In a whisper, against her hair, Ford says, “I can feel your heart beating. More than usual.”

He doesn’t need to touch her to feel that, just like she doesn’t have to touch him. It’s always there, right alongside hers, has been for their entire lives. Two hearts beating side by side.

Ford sets the book down in his lap. He doesn’t take his hand away from her, doesn’t move it at all, but his other reaches for her cheek, turning her gently to face him. And then he does something that they also have not done outside of her periods. He brings his lips to hers. Stan sighs against him, lightly dragging her fingers over all six of his before curling around his wrist.

Ford pulls back just slightly. “Whatever Ma said, she was wrong,” he says, and Stan could cry, but his hand is resting directly over her heart, and it keeps her grounded. He kisses her again, a sweet, gentle thing, and then he picks up the book and resumes their reading. Stan melts into her brother, and his voice and touch drives away everything bad in the world.

[reallyromealone]

Title: end of beginning

Fandom: Yuuri on ice

Characters: Yuuri on ice ensemble

Fic type: series

Pairings: Chris x male reader

Warnings: male reader, reader insert, angst, reader is dense, slight fluff, reader has features technically but that's for plot, reader is in love but doesn't realize

Notes: you are going to look like Yuuri, you're siblings but reader will have some differences to make up for it for plot purposes

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Every few months, the two brothers would schedule to meet up for lunch, Yuuri moving to Russia and (name) living in Canada made things hard but the two made it work.

"This is Chris and you remember Phichit!" Yuuri introduced them as (name) shook their hands, Yuuri always teasing about how westernized his brother had become but (name) knew he was happy for him.

"Pleasure to meet you, how are you enjoying Canada?" He asked as they sat down and Yuuri grinned "everytime I visit, it's like it's completely changed but hasn't at the same time!" He liked Toronto, he associated it with his brother so therefore it was perfect.

"Very loud! And the lake smells" Phichit said simply and (name) chuckled "yeah, it smells really bad... Apparently it's because of pollution" (name) was so casual and calm as he spoke, body covered in tattoos and looking at them they were obviously siblings, same smile... Though (name) looked considerably more wild and trendy where Yuuri looked more refined and conservative.

"An artist?" Chris seemed curious as (name) beamed and pulled out his phone to show all his work on Instagram "I work with all sorts of mediums-- I always try new things" Chris could see the passion in his words and his art spoke for him, it was genuinely quite impressive as Phichit was already looking through it and liking every photo "whoa! You made a sculpture of (insert celebrity)!" He gawked as he showed the photo to the others "yeah, it was for an auction..." (Name) Said shyly, Chris could now see the personality similarity.

Both were very bad with compliments.

The four chatted for about skating and life and by the end, (name) had two new numbers in his contacts as Chris kept getting closer to him "you got good cologne..." (Name) Said bluntly as he sniffed the others jacket, Yuuri sighing at the fact that Chris was clearly flirting with his brother and (name) was a dense fucker who had no qualms with getting closer to people.

"You can come to my hotel and smell it better if you like~" Chris teased and (name) raised an eyebrow and tilted his head "maybe when I see Yuuri again you can give it to me" he said simply and smiled at the other, Chris was a little shocked at how dense he was "anyways, I better get going! It was nice seeing you!" (Name) And Yuuri hugged and the other two watched how tightly they hugged, clearly missing one another.

Yuuri always worried for (name), the man tended to isolate himself in his art as he and Viktor went back to Canada two months later to check on him "(name)?" Yuuri called as he looked around the large apartment, his brothers works giving him the finances to afford this place. "Wow..." Yuuri said as he walked into the livingroom area where (name) stood in a messy t-shirt and joggers, feet bare as he painted with his bare hands on a large canvas..." Is that Chris?" Viktor asked his husband who nodded, the two looking around to see that the Japanese man had painted and drew amongst other forms of media, works of Chris everywhere.

"(Name), what the fuck" Yuuri said in Japanese, looking around in shock "oh... Hey" (name) said casually, exhausted but somehow still standing and painting "want to explain ALL THESE PAINTINGS" Yuuri waved his arms around to the paintings as Viktor let the siblings to at it "great dimension, (name)!" Viktor said pointing to a landscape painting and (name) looked proud of himself "he has excellent facial proportions, like drawing Aphrodite..." (Name) Smiled as he looked around "I don't know why... He's just perfect for painting... He's a muse"

Yuuri and Viktor looked at each other, the two knew (name) well enough to know what this was, Viktor only a few years but Yuuri... He knew what this was.

(Name) Never really shown interest in others, always in his own world and tended to do his own thing.

He was in love, even if he didn't know he was.

Yuuri ordered food for his brother, knowing the fucker didn't know how to cook for the life of him.

"How do you survive without being able to cook" Viktor said slightly horrified and (name) huffed "I can cook the important stuff! Like rice!" He said indignantly as Yuuri rolled his eyes "yes yes, you can cook the thing you ate everyday" the two siblings bickered as Viktor drank his coffee and watched, his brother in law being a shitling (fondly) as Yuuri scolded him "ordering party servings of food and eating it over a week isn't good!"

"It's called efficiency!"

It was nice despite the bickering, to see the love between the two.

"Do you even talk to him?"

"We talk like daily" (name) said crossing his arms "he's quite a chatter, though he keeps talking in cryptic messages" he said showing the texts where Chris was just blatantly flirting "I don't understand it at all!"

"(Name), never change" Yuuri said simply and his brother looked confused before looking at the messages with a squint.

Yuuri and Viktor looked at the paintings, they were detailed now to the light freckles on the Swiss man's face during the summer, (name) must have been looking at those photos intently as Yuuri set down drinks "how much was that one painting again?" Viktor asked and (name) shrugged "you can just have it if you want" he said simply and Viktor was gonna leave a few hundred, he was not taking that painting for free.

"So what brings you back so soon?" (Name) Asked curiously, sipping his iced coffee as he sat incorrectly on a chair "you have been radio silent for two months, you sent me a single picture of a snail and said 'hes for rizz' and nothing else" Yuuri said incredulously and (name) nodded "lil man had mad game with the lady snails" he said like he was inspired by the snail and Viktor felt the need for a drink with his brother in law "(name) you basically dropped off the face of the earth, you don't do that.. Im worried"

(Name) Sighed and closed his eyes for a moment before opening them "I don't know, genuinely... I got lost in my art and... Mari messaged me... I'm just freaking out" he said softly and looked at his brother "sorry for ghosting... I'm just --- mari wants me to visit and I have been putting it off for forever and I just don't want to deal with mom and dad"

It was no secret to Yuuri and Viktor that (name) had a complicated relationship with the Katsuki parents, it was partly why he moved to Canada.

"We can go together next month, how about that?"

"...fine..." He said simply and Yuuri hugged him, the conversation moving to other topics and the two ended the visit with a photo taken by Viktor who smiled at the brothers, no one realizing the painting of Chris in the background as it was posted.

"It's like looking in a mirror" Chris said simply as he stared at the photo of his friends.

He needed to call Viktor.

[davesbigwhirlwind]

My forced formal transformation story - the things we do for love...

Sam was the love of my life. She was more stylish, more cultured, more intelligent. I had a reasonable job and was a fairly popular and trendy guy, but I was punching above my weight and I knew it. But we clicked. There was a connection and it just worked. I'd do anything for her. 

We'd been going out for about 5 months when she suggested I should move in to her family home. She lived with her father in a large house alongside their 2 staff. Now her father was a traditionalist, and, like her, was very well educated and informed, and I liked the fact he was very direct. He was a successful business owner and by default seemed to be in business mode, and always wore a somber suit and a serious expression on his face. His wife had sadly passed, but I respected the great job they had done in raising Sam into the fine woman she was. 

He told me that he'd be glad of me to move in - separate rooms of course - but as our relationship was clearly serious he wanted to help us, but emphasised that he wanted to help me develop both intellectually and physically, and while he would take things slowly, he would require me to embrace both the learnings and recommendations he made to help guide me towards being a good husband, should we reach that point. 

I readily agreed. 

A month later and I moved in. Stephen started straight away teaching me much of his knowledge on everything from etiquette to literature, and the art of being a good partner. He explained the man's place was not about fashion, beauty and flamboyancy, but, rather about masculinity, dependability and stability, and being understated, while allowing Sam to take the limelight. He explained that the correct appearance was every bit as important as how you act and how would help guide me through these factors over the months ahead. 

The first change came the following Monday. I woke to find in my wardrobe that all my t shirts had been replaced by good quality white formal shirts, and accompanying white vests to wear under them. And I was gutted to see that my entire trainer collection had disappeared and been replaced by 3 pairs of, very traditional, formal lace up black leather Oxford shoes. Even when selecting my smartest dark jeans, they still looked very out of keeping with the formal white shirt, and pulling on the shoes the leather creaked as my feet adjusted to being wedged into the pointy toes. I tied the laces and saw my face reflecting in the incredibly highly polished leather uppers. Walking in these shoes was a challenge, as the smooth soles meant I had to walk much more slowly and with poise, in order to not skid. 

I would never have chosen these clothes but went along with it, with Sam encouraging me. I got a few wise cracks about shiny shoes at work but that was about it. I worked in IT so it had a fair variety of oddballs, from geeks wearing cartoon t shirts, to goths, so while my change in style was out of character for me, it wasn't a major issue. 

I also needn't have worried about the jeans not looking right, as, by the end of the week, these had all been removed, to be replaced by heavy, pale grey wool trousers, tightly tailored and with razor sharp creases that hung straight down with just a small break above the seam which grazed the top of my Oxfords. A shiny black formal belt was also provided. 

This became what I wore every single day. It felt particularly strange wearing this at weekends when seeing friends, and the wise cracks at work focused on it being my school uniform, but Sam kept me up, telling me how handsome I looked. If she was happy, then I'd cope. I no longer worked out at the gym, and I controlled the time I spent with friends to ensure I committed the time to my new family and to this process.

The following Saturday Stephen announced we'd be making a trip to his barber. 

I was straight into Anthony's chair, and with a glance on the mirror I got a last look at my prized hair. Everyone loved my hair. I got lots of great comments about it. it was long, luscious, tousled and framed my face beautifully being roughly parted to drape down and across my forehead and feel flowing to lying on my collar. 

There was no discussion as Anthony combed through my hair. For years my shoulder length hair has been roughly parted above my right eye, but now a very severe straight part was created on the far left side of my head with the hair scraped to either side of this stark white line. 

Without ceremony the clippers were powered up and ploughed up the left side of my head towards the part, while Anthony used his comb to angle out the hair so that the clippers left a slightly longer length at the top, but otherwise a fine pelt of military length hair was left three quarters of the way up. This continued round my head as my ears became uncovered for the first time. And boy are my ears massive. Alarmingly so. Jug ears without a doubt, and definitely having benefited from the hair that had very satisfactorily covered them for over 20 years. Next Anthony took his scissors and was cutting the top down with massive chunks. Nothing longer than an inch and a half remained. The next shock was just what a big forehead I had. With so little hair, my facial features were really standing out. A razor then took off the hairs at the back of my neck, that had never caused an issue before, but were now clearly too scruffy to remain, while my sideburns were removed to the top of ears.

Pomade was then rubbed into my hair and a comb carefully pulled the hair across my head, while Anthony styles a small quiff at the front and showed me how to re-create this. 

He showed me in the mirror the remains of my hair. The uniformly clipped hair ran over half way up the back of my head before tapering to a slightly longer length leading to a small ridge ran round my head at the point that the clipped hair met the wet-looking slicked hair on top. This ridge dipped slightly at the back, but still remained high up my head, allowing the virgin scalp to shine through across most of my head. This was very much a short, no-nsense business man's haircut

I went to sit with my cold - and much lighter - head, while Stephen got a trim. I realised he had an identical cut. Same left part, clipping, ridge, slicked quiff. Though Stephen wore the cut far better as he had far less expanse of clipped scale due to having a much lower hairline and smaller, rounder head. While my head was very clearly very elongated and egg-like. He also had small ears that sat neatly tucked into the side of his head, unlike my satellite dishes. I ran my hand down the back of my head, which sent a shiver down my spine from the bristles that were an alien feeling. 

Sam looked genuinely shocked when she saw me. I couldn't blame her as my features seemed to have moved round my face from this brutal cut. My massive pale gleaming forehead and giant ears exposed for the first time, and the brutality of the cut showing the elongated oval shaped head that had been hidden for so many years. I felt shell shocked, but Stephen offered a rare word of encouragement by saying how positive it was that the men of the house were now setting a clear standard on grooming. I truly hated this haircut and how it made me feel and look, but a part of me also really felt proud that Stephen wanted me to take on part of his style. This really was a defining moment of moving from fashionable to formal. 

Friends and colleagues either looked in horror or laughed but told me it would soon grow. However I very much doubted this would be allowed to happen. It was the second haircut 2 weeks later that got the worst response, as no one could begin to fathom why I would inflict this same style on myself for a second time. But this became routine that ever 2 weeks we'd both be shaved, trimmed and slicked to ensure the stubble remained short enough to pass muster. 

I think even Stephen realised I needed to get used to my new look as the next few weeks were more about using my new skills, such as Sam and I attending small dinners at home with close friends and associates of Stephen.

Then, an upgrade came. A plethora of very sombre ties in shades of navy, burgundies and dark green appeared alongside a navy double breasted blazer with rows of gold buttons running down the front sides. This became standard attire, as my heavily starched shirt collars now became buttoned to the top and digging into my neck, with a Windsor knotted tie, together with tie clip as standard from morning to night and the blazer whenever with company, and fully buttoned whenever I wasn't seated. I now looked like an off duty naval officer, but it did too make me sit up straight and hold myself taller as a result. 

A couple of other hurdles came over the next month. First I was taken to the opticians for the fitting of my new glasses. It was a surprise to me I was getting glasses, as I lived constantly in contact lenses, having only a small pair of rimless frames for emergencies. However the frames that had been chosen for me were big gold framed aviator glasses that filled the width of my face, and the frames glinted in the light as I moved. However as I was so myopic the lenses were extremely thick, and the lenses shrunk down my eyes (one of my best features, which now looked weirdly small and watery and hidden by these large rectangular fishbowl lenses, with strong reflections) as well as creating a very visible cut in the side of the lenses meaning my head looked like it had had chunks taken out of it. My contact lenses were removed and these became a daily dominating feature on my face, as the world now saw me as a bespectacled man for the first time. Due to the weight of the large panes of glass that now sat across my face, they kept sliding down my nose. They were adjusted, but the result meant the arms of the glasses dug into the side of my face, creating permanent creases in the temples of my head.

I also had my tattoo on my arm removed by Lazer. It wasn't appropriate. It was a painful correction. Both in the emotional loss of something I loved and the physical agony of it being eradicated. 

This was me now, this was my daily uniform. I didn't now need to spend time thinking about what to wear or what to buy, as it was already a given. When I stood beside Sam, she looked radiant and beautiful as ever, while I remain dependable and reliable beside her. Ultimately I was grey. Yes I looked very smart and could be very charming, but no one would give me a second look beyond my formal and traditional appearance. I admit that the old me used to like the glances I'd get from women checking me out, and I would flirt with women and preen myself to be as attractive as possible. Now no one I would have found attractive would give me the time of day, and if people stared, it was now for very different reasons This was me now. Formal, nerdy, a bit ugly. From my smartly quiffed hair and geeky big glasses and smart outfit. But I was fully committed to Sam, as it should be, and that was what mattered. 

[simshousewindsor]

By Shon Gableton | Published by SNN

WILLOW CREEK, Americreek (SNN) - - Queen Katherine I and Prince Rainier, Prince consort, just returned from a visit to the United States and the White House on a goodwill tour. During this five-day visit, the royal couple were hosted by President Paulina McNally and First Gentleman Prescott McNally at the White House. Queen Katherine I stayed in the Rose Bedroom while Prince Rainier stayed in the Lincoln Bedroom.

Queen Katherine I has shown off a more adventurous side of her wardrobe in vintage pieces, and custom made dresses during her royal tour of the United States of Americreek this week, mostly by famed designer @rustys-cc.

DAY ONE

LANDING IN THE US IN COLORS OF THE FLAG

As they arrived at Reinhart Airport in the RAF Voyager jet to kick off their tour, Her Majesty touched down on her trip in a bright blue outfit by designer @rustys-cc while Rainier opted for a grey suit and tie.

The Queen also carried a scallop trim clutch by @theroyalsims and wore Adaline's Wedding brooch. In a nod to the Americreek flag, Queen Katherine paired her gorgeous cobalt blue dress with @dallasgirl79's 'Christian Louboutin Iriza' pumps in the same shade.

Katherine and Rainier were greeted on the tarmac by Willow Creek Governor, Jamal Tompkins and US Secretary of State, Rachel Pitt.

Their first stop was the White House to meet with President McNally and the first gentleman, and settle in their rooms. The president is in a crucial race for re-election in November against Republican challenger, Harold T. Dixon.

In a statement, Buckingsim Palace stressed this as a 'goodwill tour' not a State visit, which warrants official public ceremonies, and state receptions. Royal/goodwill tours are less formal visits than a state visit to another country, with a lesser emphasis on ceremonial events.

DAY TWO

VISIT CACAO FARM IN NEWCREST

The Queen once again showed she's mastered the art by donning the colors of Americreek's flag on day two of her US tour with Prince Rainier.

They kicked off the second date of their tour by indulging their love of music and chocolate as they were shown around a family-run cacao farm in the coastal town of Willsimsburg.

Dressing like the Americreek flag, Kate donned a §500 blue and white polkadot midi-dress by @sentate, for the occasion. To add an extra touch of blue, Her Majesty donned §55 statement Aquamarine earrings from trendy brand @glitterberrysims. And she recycled her trusty nude platform wedges by @dallasgirl79, her go-to footwear for any summery events or outings.

During their visit to the Che 'il chocolate farm, Kate couldn't resist the "amazing" smell wafting in the air as she tried her hand at grinding nibs (crumbled dried cacao beans) with a mortar and pestle, a task typically performed by sims women in the rural communities of Latin Americreek.

And though Prince Phillip, Princess Grace, Prince Michael, and Prince Samuel were thousands of miles away, they were at the forefront of the Queen and Prince consort's minds, with Kate admitting, "I think our children will be very jealous," as they dipped tortilla chips into a chocolate fountain and sampled hot chocolate made from the organic farm.

DAY THREE

VISITED THE ANCIENT MAYAN ARCHAEOLOGICAL SITE OF DEL SOL VALLEY

The Queen dressed for the occasion as she embarked on a trip to the ancient Mayan archaeological site in the jungle during day three of the tour, as she joined Prince Rainier on a visit to an ancient Mayan site in Del Sol Valley.

She arrived in green trousers, paired with a simple white t-shirt, Ray Ban 2140 sunglasses by PauleanR and canvas boots.

The prince matched Her Majesty and dressed in casual neutrals.

Kate and Rainier later went deeper into the jungle and took part in a jungle survival skills lesson with the US Army Training Support Unit.

DAY FOUR

WHITE HOUSE GIFT EXCHANGE AND RECEPTION

President McNally exchanged gifts with Queen Katherine I in an East Room ceremony at the White House in Willow Creek.

Her Majesty wore a repeat, but in purple, of the Somerville Coat Dress by @warwickroyals​ she wore to the 2023 Service of Thanks.

The Queen presented President McNally with a set of silver-plated horseshoes and a leather bound version of "Americreek Is Lost," a copy of the essay written in 1882 by King Albert II analyzing the causes and the effects of the Americreek Revolution.

The President gifted Queen Katherine and Rainier, Prince consort a Steuben crystal flower bowl engraved with quotations from William Shakesime and a framed print of an 1897 newspaper illustration depicting four horses pulling a carriage through Newcrest.

US Senator Mitch McCorkle also presented Her Majesty a pair of Gold Butterfly earrings, a gift on behalf of the US Senate.

Showing she can also dress up to, later in the day Katherine I sported a §2,500 vintage yellow gown by designer @rustys-cc for an evening reception in celebration of Her Majesty's visit, which she paired with the Mary Beth of Gibralsim Diamond bandeau, Pearl choker by @batsfromwesteros, and Gold Butterfly earrings gifted to her by the US Senate earlier in the day.

One of the most recognizable bracelets Katherine wore is a Vintage LEP bracelet by renowned jeweler, S-Club. Gifted to Zarah, Queen Dowager (then Queen consort) by the US Senate during a goodwill tour with husband, Edward II, in November 1952.

The bracelet features several design elements that symbolize peace and hope. The scrolling link sections have a four-leaf clover design, a floral motif that primarily symbolizes good luck, so the Queen may have opted for this bracelet in tribute to the start of her reign.

DAY FIVE

FLIGHT TO WINDENBURG

Queen Katherine and Rainier arrived at Lucas Reinhart III International Airport as they depart Americreek and board a flight back to Windenburg.

After her whirlwind tour of Americreek, Her Majesty still found time to showcase her fashion credentials.

As she departed Americreek for Windenburg, the Queen sported a vintage red @rustys-cc sweater she bought while studying at the University of Britechester, where she met Prince Rainier over a decade ago.

Buckingsim Palace announced today that The Prince consort, as chair of the Commonwealth Study Conference, will visit Dacana next week on a private working tour. The trip is the first visit overseas the Prince consort will make without the Queen.

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[sinofwriting]

Can I amend a thought I sent a bit ago? This is not me being pushy for you to read/respond. It's the thought about how stressful the week between Imola and Monaco would be for Charles' wife. There's a good chance there wouldn't be time to fly internationally to move all her stuff. So she's just rewearing the same few outfits and it's another thing adding to her severe stress/dread because none of it is nice enough to blend in with the people dripping in luxury she'll be spending the weekend in proximity with (especially the shirts of the team she interned with which would certainly receive judgement in the Ferrari garage). One day Charles comes in with a bag of designer (he surmised something was off with her clothes based on how often she examined them with furrowed brows). Her anxiety (this specific one within the immense stress pressing down on her chest) leaves her barely able to breathe on them lest she destroy the plain t-shirt that costs more than anything she's ever owned. In comes another gut punch (which she's felt frequently over the last few days) that the rest of her life is to be spent with people who could buy her whole life without a second look at the price; what else does this obscene wealth make them capable of? -🦢

Okay, I still have the original ask in my inbox but this kind of hits.

Because clothes I think when you go somewhere (for more than just the day) are such an essential and I feel like the first thing you panic about when you do have them/enough of them. And that doesn't even begin to cover not having the "correct" clothes for certain occasions/places. (Rest under the cut, cause I rambled... again)

And I think day two she feels this. She's looking at her suitcase (which is just sleep stuff, work shirts, pants, underwear) and trying to figure out how she's suppose to dress to meet Charles' family, because there is nothing in there that works. Not unless she wants to pretend her bra is just a trendy top with a pair of her work pants.

But she doesn't get to worry about clothes for long, because as we've (I've) established, Charles is unhinged.

He has been watching her, waiting for the right time, she already has a walk in closet of clothes, it's not full, still room for her to add stuff, but it's over the half way mark for clothes just for her.

He sees her worriedly looking at her suitcase and isn't it cute that she's worried about meeting his family and god isn't she just so pretty in her worn t-shirt and sleep pants? He pulls her away from her suitcase, once again mentally tutting at how worn and small it is, it just wouldn't do for his wife, and leads her to two double doors and pushes them open and gently pushes her into it. Telling her that everything in there is for her and it should all fit, but if not too tell him and he'll call a tailor that owes him a favor to get them to fit her.

Everything is all nice, brands that he is partnered with or likes, the tags still all on, and it's as she looks at everything in there, all in her correct sizes, even the shoes, she realizes that Charles didn't pick her at random.

[silentpaint12]

Philipp's Day at the Construction Site

Philipp's story is a testament to the power of trying new things and pursuing one's dreams, even in the most unexpected ways.

Once upon a time, in a quiet suburban neighborhood, lived a teenager named Philipp. He was known for his casual attire and a spirit of curiosity. One day, while strolling through a park, Philipp, dressed in his favorite trendy t-shirt, jeans, and sneakers, came across a market. His eyes were drawn to a stall selling old boilersuits in various styles, including high-visibility, polyester/cotton blends, and PVC.

Philipp's interest peaked when he spotted an orange high-visibility boilersuit. He examined it closely and asked the seller, a friendly person of Middle-Eastern descent, about the price. After a moment of thought, Philipp purchased it, envisioning how perfectly it would fit into his wardrobe.

Back at home, Philipp decided to explore the basement, where he discovered a pair of old, dirty black rubber boots. He brought them to his room, thinking how well they would go with the boilersuit he had just bought. Standing in front of his mirror, Philipp tried on the boilersuit and boots, contemplating his reflection. He imagined himself working on a construction site, a profession he had always admired.

The very next day, dressed in his new attire, Philipp stepped outside and to his surprise, found a construction site right in front of his house. He approached the construction site manager, a person of Hispanic descent, and asked if he could help. The manager, surprised but impressed by Philipp's enthusiasm, agreed.

Philipp worked tirelessly, learning new skills and performing tasks with care and concentration. He felt a sense of accomplishment and joy as he worked alongside the other construction workers. His day at the site was hard but fulfilling.

Exhausted but content, Philipp returned home in the evening. He was covered in dirt, a testament to his hard work. He lay down on his couch, still wearing his boilersuit and boots, reflecting on the day's experiences. Despite the exhaustion, Philipp felt a deep sense of satisfaction, having taken a step towards a dream he cherished.

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It Had To Be You: Chapter 1 - A brand-new start

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Pairings: Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader (also features Benedict Bridgerton x Genevieve Delacroix), Modern AU

Chapter Summary: A long drive from St Andrew’s to London with a virtual stranger

artwork credit: @colettebronte

Warnings: none really… some language, bickering and flirting.

Word Count: 2.9k

Authors Note: Welcome to Chapter 1 of my next multi-chapter. A modern romcom heavily inspired by When Harry Met Sally. Thank you to @makaylan and @colettebronte for reading through. I hope to update this fic every couple of weeks. Please enjoy! <3

12 Years Ago

When you pull up outside her halls of residence, she has her tongue down some man’s throat—typical Gen. 

She finally acknowledges your presence when you lower the window and cough pointedly. A few days ago, when she said her latest boyfriend needed a lift from St Andrews to London, you didn't offer; she volunteered him to join you before you could conjure a believable excuse. Someone to talk to on the long journey wouldn't be such a bad thing; you tried to convince yourself reluctantly. You were slightly worried about who he might be. Gen’s taste in men could be best described as random. Or questionable if you were feeling less charitable. But as he turns towards you, something in your chest flutters. 

Oh. 

He looks different to her usual choices. He appears rich, just from a glance. But the sort of rich that dresses in ratty clothes as a style choice rather than out of economic necessity. His jeans are distressed around the knees, and there’s an almost threadbare patch right around his rather shapely - don't look there, you admonish yourself - arse. He wears a faded grey t-shirt and converse that are speckled with paint.

“Y/n, meet Ben,” he nods briefly before she pulls him back for another completely inappropriate kiss.

Ben...? Really, Gen? Matching names is a bit too fucking twee.

As they break away, he tosses his bags in the boot of your car and, after another round of tonsil tennis, climbs into your passenger seat. He smiles crookedly, and you see his blueish eyes catch a ray of late Spring sun; his voice instantly makes you shift in your seat as you exchange hellos. Definitely a posh boy. Definitely a playboy. Definitely not the type to keep his bed empty for long. You already dislike him. You especially dislike how attractive your body seems to find him, despite yourself.

This is going to be a long journey.

“You want to drive the first shift?” you ask politely.

“You are already there,” he shrugs, “go right ahead.”

As Gen becomes a waving figure in your rearview mirror, something tells you you will likely never see her again. It's that time when life goes in a million different directions—the end of university. You've been here for your undergraduate course. Apparently, he has been here for his master's in Fine Arts. 

“What takes you to London?” he asks as you pull out of the university grounds.

“I'm going to be a journalist,” you state proudly.

He laughs. “You and the rest of the world.” 

You bristle at his amusement. You are a talented writer; you know it will happen for you someday. You have a summer internship at the Guardian. Okay, it's unpaid, but it's a start.

“You?” you shoot back, squinting in the sun.

“Artist. I’m setting up a studio in Hoxton.”

Urgh. That's so achingly trendy you actually want to smack him.

Your phone buzzes, and you check it discreetly at the next traffic light. It's from Gen.

Yep, I know exactly what you are thinking. Posh boy twat. His cock is amazing though. Safe travels x

You squeak and drop your phone into the footwell. Ben cuts you a curious sideways glance. 

“I can grab it,” he offers rather chivalrously as he sees you groping blindly around your feet as the light turns green.

“No!” you startle, “it's fine, just uhh leave it there, I don't need it. I know the way to Edinburgh from here.” your voice takes on a high-pitched quality that sounds ridiculous even to your own ears.

He seems to stare at your profile for an inordinate amount of time.

“Gen said you were a little high-strung,” he says drolly.

You frown over at him. “I'm just particular,” you argue back.

He laughs and looks out the window. “Mind if I smoke?”

“Yes, I do,” you prickle, “that’s a disgusting habit, and you should give it up.”

“She said you were opinionated too,” he adds, his tone so casual and laid back it just makes you more wound up.

“My car, my rules,” you retort, glancing irritated in your rearview at the lorry getting far too familiar with your rear bumper.

“That's fair enough.” 

He suddenly lunges for something in the backseat, twisting so his t-shirt rides up, his whole body thrust towards you. You see a flash of toned abdominal muscle and a tantalising line of hair disappearing into his jeans.

You quickly cut your eyes back to the road and have to slam on the brake not to hit the car in front, praying momentarily that the lorry behind is paying more attention than you are. Damn him. 

“Fucking hell!” he exclaims, falling back into his seat and grabbing the dashboard to right himself.

“Sorry,” you mumble, knowing you are blushing. “Can you please not do that when I'm driving?”

“Do what?” he feigns ignorance, but you can tell he knows exactly what just happened, the cocky bastard.

“Climb into the backseat,” you grumble.

“I leaned back to grab something; I didn't climb anywhere,” he disputes, shaking a packet at you. “This is for your benefit, I might add,” he says pointedly, ripping open the box and fishing out a nicotine patch.

“Well, just sit still, please,” you huff, spying a flash of very shapely bicep out of the corner of your eye as he rolls up the sleeve and slaps on the patch.

“Yeah, not highly strung at all,” he mutters under his breath.

Yep. You absolutely want to kick him.

—

It’s almost 2 hours later and lunchtime when you pull into the services just outside Glasgow, needing a toilet break.

“Want a sausage roll?” he asks casually, stretching his limbs in a somewhat distracting manner as you lock the doors. Out of the car now, you realise he's taller than you expected; around 6 feet would be your guess. 

“No thanks, I uhh don't eat that stuff. I made a salad; I'm just going to eat that,” you respond, tapping the little bag on your shoulder.

“You made a salad? For a road trip?” he looks at you like you have three heads, and again your dander is up.

“Nothing wrong with being prepared,” you sniff.

He chuckles and shrugs a shoulder as you wander into the building and agree to meet at a table after.

Just as you are neatly drizzling your salad dressing, he saunters over a bright red plastic tray in hand, holding an assortment of beige foods and a large bottle of Coke. You can’t school your horror at the contents of his plate.

“What?” he laughs, taking a seat next to you.

“If smoking doesn't kill you, that might,” you say airily.

“You really do have just so many opinions,” he looks at you as if you are some fascinating species, dons a stupid broad grin and takes a huge bite.

“Am I wrong though?” you raise an eyebrow in challenge, waiting for him to take the bait. Instead, he changes tack.

“Gen never said you were so pretty,” his statement, muffled around the sausage roll, is so matter of fact that you don't think you heard him correctly for a split-second.

“Excuse me?!?”  you can't hide the disdain in your voice. “You are Gen’s boyfriend,” you say slowly.

“So?”

“So you shouldn't be flirting with me!” you explain, feeling as if it's unnecessary to do so.

He laughs so hard that some pastry sprays across the table. “I'm not!” he dismisses.

“Yes, you are!” your indignancy rising.

“Can’t I say you are pretty without it being flirtatious?” he posits.

“No!”

“Okay, fine,” he capitulates, wiping his greased fingers on a paper serviette, “I take it back.”

“Well, that’s just rude,” you huff.

“What do you want me to say?”

“I don't want you to say anything! Just… don't notice me at all! You are dating my friend!” your voice again takes on that shrill quality you dislike.

“Sorry,” he raises his hands in defeat. Then after a few moments of silence where you just poke at your lettuce leaves, your eyes meet again. “Genuinely,” his hand on his chest, “I am sorry. I'm an artist. I can't help but notice objectively beautiful things. I truly meant nothing untoward,” the sincerity taking you slightly aback. 

You would think it a line he’s using, but his hazy blue eyes somehow give away the truth—he means every word. You are also trying to ignore how the words, ‘objectively beautiful’, echo in your head. 

“Well… just… remember, Gen is my friend; I don't want her hurt,” you volley back defensively.

“Neither do I,” he replies, taking a sip of his drink and turning to look out of the nearby window.

The fact you notice an adorable little bump in the profile of his nose is something you pretend doesn't happen.

—

It's mid-afternoon when the rain rolls in somewhere in the Borders. He had taken over driving duty at the rest stop. You were initially concerned about handing the keys to your mum’s old Ford Focus, but to be fair, he seems a sensible enough driver. 

“Music?” he asks brightly as he flicks on the wipers.

“An old iPod is connected via the aux,” you shrug. 

“Oh, what's on it?” he queries.

“God, all sorts. A lot of 90s indie stuff and Britpop, Im afraid.”

“Brilliant! Put on some Blur.”

You perk up. “Really? I thought us too young for Blur,” you jest.

“I’ve got a few years on you, remember?” he chuckles as you select a random shuffle of their music.

As the opening chords of Country House ring out, he starts to nod his head comedically.

“City dweller, successful fella,” you both chant in unison as the song starts, and you giggle.

You find yourselves singing along loudly. It appears he knows all the words as much as you do.

“I'm a professional cynic, but my heart's not in it,” you say loudly as he points for you to take that line.

“I'm paying the price of living life at the limit,” he picks up as you mirror the gesture. 

Your fleeting thought is that the lyrics are the right choice for your different personalities somehow. Or what you know of him so far.

“He lives in a house, a very big house in the country!!!” you both almost yell, laughing heartily around the words.

And that's how the next twenty minutes are spent. Singing along slightly tunelessly to Blur as you cross the border into England, and the journey continues.

—

You stop at motorway services outside Manchester around tea time, having listened to most of your Blur back catalogue and lots of Pulp too. You frown as he tucks into a Big Mac and fries as you pick at a soup and roll. 

As you eat, you quarrel about the best American 90s sitcom - Friends or Frasier - you claim the latter until he plumbs for Seinfeld instead at the last minute. You throw down your spoon in annoyance that he changed the rules of his own game, splashing your jumper, which makes you even more pissed off. You make him get up and recycle your empty soup bowl for you, pettily refusing to get out of your chair. He counters that you look adorable when you have a tantrum, and you snatch the keys, threatening to drive off without him. To the people around you, you look, to all intents and purposes, like a bickering married couple, not someone you only met a few hours prior.

When you hit the road, you take over driving duty again. You plan to drive the rest of the way to London; it should only be another three and a half hours.

After his junk food dinner, he passes out in the passenger seat for over two hours. You don’t mind the silence; it’s a novel respite from your squabbling. And if you steal a few glances at his very attractive face as it lolls around, well, you’re not going to admit that to anyone. (What you don’t see is his eyes opening periodically and staring at you, too, between drifts of sleep.)

It’s almost certain you have never met anyone in your 22 years on this earth that you spar with more than him. But it’s not bitter; it’s just like you are so opposite you can't help but be drawn to each other’s orbits, even if all you do is rile each other up. You’ve never met anyone quite so contrarian as him. Or anyone quite as troubling to your hormones. You want to smack his face AND pull him in for a deep kiss, jump on his lap and grind hard. It’s quite the most disconcerting thing.

__

It’s just after 10 pm when he offers to take over driving duty again on the outskirts of London, as he knows it quite well. His family have a pied-a-terre in Mayfair. Yup, posh twat. However, you’re grateful for the offer, this being your first time in the city except for brief day trips as a child. And as the suburbs give way to the glow of the inner city, you are talking, well, arguing, about movies. Specifically, Titanic that he claims Gen made him sit through last week.

“You're wrong”, you argue, shaking your head.

“There was room on that door for both of them,” he defends.

“It would have sunk if he climbed on too. He did the right, noble thing, sacrificing himself like that,” you assert.

“Please, they could have laid on top of one another and kept it mostly afloat. It’s not as if it would be a big issue; they already had sex, for fuck’s sake,” he counters, waving his hand.

“Yeah, but so what? Sex is great, but it’s not a reason to risk both of you dying by SINKING THE DAMN DOOR,” you huff.

“Oh, I see,” he gloats.

“What? What do you see?” you shoot back, riled up. This man’s ability to get under your skin is almost frightening.

“Obviously, you haven’t had great sex yet,” he shrugs, staring ahead as he drives. 

“Yes, I bloody have!”

“No, you haven’t,” the dismissive tone is so irritating.

“So have!” 

He chuckles. “Okay then. Who? Who have you had great sex with?”

You flick through your collage of university experiences. A mixed bag, if you were honest. Then a triumphant smirk covers your face.

“Melissa.” 

The smirk grows wider as he swerves the car a little, almost taking out a delivery cyclist, and snaps his head over at you. You can practically see his brain buffering. He was expecting a dull boy’s name so that he could argue back.

“Tell me more,” his voice has dropped an octave and goosebumps erupt on your upper arms at the sound.

“She knew her way around between a woman’s legs,” you shrug, meeting his eyes and feeling temporarily unmoored by how dilated they suddenly are, rubbing your bicep instinctually to tamp the evidence of the effect he has had on you, hidden beneath your jumper though it is.

“Tongue and fingers?” His question is soft.

“Whole face and hands,” you counter, not missing how his tongue shoots out to lick, then bite his parched lip and his subtle shift in his seat.

The idea of him physically turned on by the mental picture he is building for himself should make you affronted. Instead, your hand itches to shock him, reach out and grab him, order him to keep driving as you palm him over his jeans. You are horrified by where your thoughts turn. This is your friend's boyfriend. You can’t stand him… can you? 

“Lucky lady,” he mutters.

“Yeah, I was,” you tilt your head to one side in reminiscence.

“I was talking about Melissa,” he replies, and you don’t know how to respond to that. So you don’t. You just reach for your bag of Maltesers you bought at the last petrol station and snag one.

“How’s far til yours?” You ask, changing the subject.

“Hmm, interesting,” he says thoughtfully but doesn’t elucidate. “Not long now, we’re passing Swiss Cottage,” he responds as if that’s supposed to mean something to you.

Suddenly a hand is hovering right before you, almost brushing your breast.

“What?” You frown, pretending not to jump.

“Malteser,” he requests, raising an eyebrow and glancing over.

“You should have bought some for yourself at the last stop if you wanted some,” you volley back, smirking and popping another into your mouth obnoxiously.

“You aren’t very likeable sometimes, you know,” he pouts, withdrawing his hand when he realises you mean it.

“I am to people I like,” you counter.

“Guess we are not going to be friends then,” he says sarcastically.

“Guess not,” you chime back.  “It's a shame; you were the only person I knew in London...”

And as he pulls up outside some fancy building in Mayfair, you shake hands somewhat stiffly after helping him unload his bags. You part ways without exchanging information. Such a strangely abrupt ending to your twelve-hour trip where it seems you ran the gamut of human emotion together. You try not to be too bothered by it as you follow your sat nav towards the less salubrious environs of Leytonstone, where you have rented a studio flat—deciding to put Ben Bridgerton as far out of your mind as possible. You doubt you’ll ever see his face again. After all, what are the chances in this big city?

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To Rule Them All | Chapter 16 | A Work of Art

Pairings: Idol!Ateez/???!Ateez x Fem!Original Characters

Summary: Alexis is about to have the summer of a lifetime traveling the country with some of her best friends following one of her favorite groups, Ateez. Little do they know, there is more to this group than meets the eye. Take a trip into the dark as they navigate a world unseen.

Genre: (18+ Minors DNI) smut, angst, fluff, supernatural vibes 

Chapter Warnings: dom/sub dynamics, fingering, oral sex (m&f receiving), dirty talk

Word Count: 14.4k

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Note: This chapter is written from Thea's POV

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*Thea*

I couldn’t help staring at my phone. The minutes seemed to be dragging by, the seconds even moreso. I mean, who says 9am-ish? Does that mean before 9? After 9? What exactly was the time frame of the ‘ish?’ This ‘ish’ was entirely subjective and I was not a fan. 

It wasn’t like me to feel nervous, but this date with Yunho had me feeling just that. The feeling would pass quickly, though. It always did. As soon as he knocked on that door I would be just fine. He just needed to knock on the damn door already.

At 8:57 I took another look in the mirror. Yunho had been pretty vague on what to wear for this all day extravaganza. “Something inconspicuous, princess.” What does that even mean? I had purple hair, for god’s sake. But I’m sure I hit the mark with the trendy mom jeans, white sneakers, and tan square neck tank bodysuit. Let’s be honest, colored hair was completely the norm nowadays. 

After a final check of my crossbody for all the necessities, the knock came. 9:03. Apparently Yunho’s version of ‘ish’ was three minutes. With a quick last minute fluffing of the hair I was at the door, no nerves in sight. 

“Good morning, princess,” Yunho said smoothly. God did he look handsome leaned against the small jutted portion of the wall. Who knew that a simple white t-shirt, jeans, and black baseball cap would make me swoon. Or maybe it was just who was in the outfit. 

“Don’t you look dashing,” I smiled. 

My comment flustered him judging by how quickly his ears turned red, but his shy smile was absolutely adorable. “Beat me to the compliments,” he laughed. “You look perfect, though. Not like that’s a surprise.” I took his outstretched hand, tightly lacing our fingers together. 

He must’ve slowed his normal walking pace on my behalf since I didn’t struggle to keep up with his long strides down the hallway. What a sweet gesture, even though I had no problems ever keeping up with Alexis and her long legs and quick ass walking speed. Granted, Yunho had five or so inches on her, but the concept was the same, right?

“So, what's first on this secret agenda?” I asked. We didn’t walk towards the elevators, so we weren’t leaving the hotel yet it seemed. 

Yunho only smiled, squeezing my hand a little tighter while he continued to lead me down the hallway. We stopped in front of what I assumed was his room since he opened it with his key. The bed was made, something Yunho must’ve done himself since there was no way housekeeping had been there already. Not a thing looked out of place. Even his suitcase was tucked out of sight. 

The only thing remotely out of place was the open glass door to the balcony. A bouquet of brightly colored flowers sat in the center of the small glass table. Two plates of food resided in each place setting, along with what appeared to be my go to iced coffee order. 

“First up is breakfast,” Yunho said while wrapping his long arms around me to pull me into his chest. I loved the feeling of his chin resting on top of my head. But what I loved even more was when he pressed a kiss to it. “I asked the girls what your go to was, just so I made sure I got it right. The flowers, though, I took a guess on.” 

How in the hell did this man know daisies were my favorite? I literally kept a fresh bouquet in my kitchen at all times because I loved them so much. Not that I was complaining. Quite the opposite actually. Every little detail of this breakfast seemed to be thought out, down to the omelet, toast, and fruit on the plates. 

With a tilt of my head upwards I gained a better view of Yunho’s giant smile. He appeared utterly pleased with himself. “You guessed right, handsome. Daisies just so happen to be my favorite.” 

My smile grew larger with the soft kiss to my forehead. “Good guess on my part then. Just don’t judge the hotel cooking too harshly. I hear you’re quite the little chef.” 

I rolled my eyes, but still couldn’t help but grin like a maniac when Yunho pulled the chair out for me. He laid one last kiss, this time to my lips, before taking the seat across from me and setting his hat on the table next to him. The way he mused up his silver hair with his fingers was sexy beyond belief. 

“So what else do I have to look forward to today?” I asked before taking a sip of coffee. Damn, it really was my go to order. 

“Do you really want me to tell you?” Yunho rested his chin on his clasped fingers. Somehow, they looked even longer in this position. Dangerously long. “My eyes are up here, sweetheart.” He must have seen where my focus lied. 

I mirrored his positioning. “Can’t help that you have beautiful hands. They deserve to be admired.” 

I don’t think he expected my witty retort. It took a lot to throw me off my game. Calling me out for ogling his glorious fingers was absolutely nothing. Once again, his ears became a flaming shade of red and that shy smile spread across his face. He attempted to wipe away the blush with a literal shake of his head, but the red tint remained. 

“Ah, well,” he fumbled his words, stowing his hands below the table, “I’m keeping it a surprise then.”

Laughing, I took a bite of my omelet. It at least passed my taste bud test. “I didn’t think you’d be so easily flustered, Jeong Yunho. Is not telling me my punishment?” 

Somehow, his eyes darkened, a stark contrast to his easy going smile. “You’d know if it was a punishment, darling. What can I say though, there’s something about surprising the woman who seems to be full of her own surprises. I can promise you this though, you’ll enjoy it.” 

Instantly I debated on if he was referring to me enjoying the day or the idea of a punishment. Regardless, my heart started thumping against my chest, but I refused to let him know that a potential punishment had gotten to me. 

“We’ll see if it lives up to my expectations, seeing that you’re already off to a great start.” 

Beaming at my compliment, he finally started eating his breakfast. Conversation flowed easily. Despite my further attempts to fluster Yunho, he kept his composure and equally matched my wit in his own attempts to rattle me. That endearing smile frequently made an appearance, though, and I found myself captivated by him. Not a feat easily reached by anyone, if I might add. 

No hints were provided regarding our next destination. Although, Yunho did comment on my choice of shoes, saying he was glad I wore something comfortable. By easy deduction, whatever was next must involve walking around. At least it wasn’t too hot out, but maybe some would be indoors. I wasn’t going to complain regardless. 

Once plates were cleared and coffees drained, Yunho rose from the table. I still couldn’t get over how tall he was. He completely towered over my petite frame. And I loved it. Again, he took my hand in his, completely encompassing my much smaller palm. 

We strode out of the room, this time towards the elevators. From his pocket, Yunho pulled a black mask. Of course he would need to conceal himself somewhat, even if it was just the walk to the car. Before placing it on his face, he tilted my chin upwards to lay the sweetest kiss. His lips felt heavenly. So soft. So freaking plush. And those fingers on my chin? This man had my number without even trying. 

Surprisingly, he took it a step further, letting his tongue enter my mouth somewhat hesitantly. He shifted his hand to my cheek, holding me close enough to deepen the kiss. Such reckless behavior from the seemingly always put together idol. At any moment the elevator door could open. The risk of being caught only sweetened the kiss. Who didn’t love a little danger? 

Alas, it ended too soon. Well, with a simple peck and brush of his thumb along my cheek to be specific. He shot me that blinding smile before hiding it behind that damn mask just as the elevator doors opened to the lobby. His eyes barely peeked out from beneath the hat, but he was still clearly smiling. 

“Come along, princess,” he said, voice somewhat muffled by the mask. “Joon is in the car,” he paused for a moment, scanning the circle drive to point when he saw the black SUV, “right there.” 

With a protective palm on my back, Yunho led me through the few people in the lobby and to the waiting Joon. At least he was the one driving us today. I wondered how he felt about driving us around on these dates since he drove Alexis and Sannie boy last night. I’d have to pick his brain about it in one of the down moments. Curiosity always seemed to get the better of me. Plus, Joon and Benjamin were two of the ‘hot’ managers Atiny was obsessed with and obviously we were going to be spending lots of time with them both. Wouldn’t hurt to get to know them a little better. 

Yunho opened the door, prompting me to slide over so he could enter on the same side. When I tried to scooch to the opposite, he stopped me by placing a firm hand on my thigh. Joon immediately met Yunho’s gaze.

“We’re going to be early, Yunho,” he said matter of factly, but put the car in drive regardless. 

Sighing, Yunho stripped off the mask. “I know… we can walk around Michigan Avenue for a bit and stop at Millennium Park first.”

Finally a spoiler. “Michigan Avenue, huh?”

He squeezed my leg. “That gives away nothing, darling. You don’t need me to tell you how much there is around there.” 

“Yunho.” Joon’s voice was much firmer, but he didn’t look up from the road. “Do I need to remind you that you are going to be in some very public places?” 

“And we’ll look just like every other tourist, Joon,” Yunho stated, surprisingly in just as stern of tone. “I have a mask and a hat, what more do you want? Did you give San this same reminder last night?” 

Joon’s eyes flicked up to the rearview mirror. “San booked an entire restaurant for privacy, Yunho.” 

“No excessive funny business, got it,” I interjected with a smile, somewhat hopeful that my comment would lighten the mood. Simultaneously, I reached for Yunho’s hand to offer my own reassuring squeeze. “As long as you promise to take a picture at the Bean to keep up with the tourist act.” 

This most definitely wasn’t my place to comment, but I couldn’t help myself. Joon had a job to do, and I’m sure one of the most important parts involved keeping whatever this was underwraps. He couldn’t be faulted for trying to do it well. 

I saw the crinkle of a smile through the mirror. “See, Thea understands. I’ll happily take the obligatory Bean picture.” But once again, his voice shifted when he spoke to Yunho. “I’m not here to parent you, Yuhno. Just be mindful, please.”

Although Yunho grumbled under his breath slightly, the growing tension dissipated. “Smooth, princess,” he leaned down to my ear, dropping his voice low enough so Joon wouldn’t hear. “If you want a picture of us, all you have to do is ask.”

“What’s cute is that you assume it's a picture of us, handsome,” I teased, taking his chin between my fingers and scrunching my face up at him. 

His golden retriever eyes widened, but thankfully he picked up on the joke and leaned down to kiss me with a smile. “So Millennium Park first then. Our next stop doesn’t open until 11, so we’ll have a little time to walk around beforehand. Maybe look for more coffee or something?” he rambled slightly.

“Are you nervous, Yun?” I raised my eyebrow. Damn him and that soft smile and those glittery eyes and those perfect lips. I’d never met someone more boyfriend coded than Jeong Yunho. 

“I just want you to have a good time, Theadora,” he laughed at my narrowed gaze. “Oh, do I not get the privilege of using your full name?” 

“Do you think you’ve earned that privilege?” Even out of the friend group, Alexis was the only one with the ability to call me by my full name and get away with it. 

The grip on my thigh tightened and he bent dangerously low to my ear again. “After tonight I’m sure you’ll let me call you anything I want, princess.” 

Where in the fuck did that come from? I had no smart remark, no witty comeback. For the first time today, Yunho left me speechless and staring into his smug face. And damn, did he enjoy it. 

“Speechless? Succeeded with that act much earlier in the day than I thought,” he continued, planting yet another kiss on my shocked face. “Won’t be the last time, either.” 

Damn, I needed to compose myself. Fast. “You’re talking an awfully big game without a single thing to back it up. Seems a little premature, don’t you think?” 

His laugh echoed through the car, catching Joon off guard. “I guess we’ll see about that, Theadora.”

Ooooo. He was asking for it. But fuck did he look hot as hell while teasing me. It had been a long time since someone knocked me off my game. It only made me want him even more. This sweet and sexy juxtaposition definitely followed him off stage. I’d have to see how kindly he’d take to me calling him Stefano if he kept this up. 

Thankfully his teasing stopped when Joon spoke back up. He laid out some simple ground rules, mainly reminders to be discrete and not too over the top if we were affectionate with one another. I giggled when he brought up our unnatural hair colors, to which I simply retorted that we would be easy to find if we snuck away. Thankfully Joon found me funny, but Yunho’s hold on me tightened every time Joon laughed at my jokes. 

Joon’s final promise was that he wouldn’t hover over us, but would make sure we were in his eyeline at all times. I found it hilarious that we needed a chaperone, yet another thing I joked about. Yunho didn’t enjoy me relating this date to a courtship, but did laugh at my Bridgerton references about taking a stroll through the park. I understood completely the necessity of Joon being here even with my jokes. What if a fan recognized Yunho? I’m sure he didn’t like the constant eyes on him, but at least we had backup just in case something went wrong. 

Parking seemed to be a nightmare, but eventually Joon found a space in one of the many parking garages. For some reason, he was rather picky about which garage and constantly checked the maps on his phone. He must have wanted to be close to whatever our true destination was. 

Yunho exited the car first, helping me out and keeping our fingers tangled together. “So what first, Thea? Coffee? Or the Bean?” 

“Do I get a say in this?” Joon questioned behind us. “Because my vote is the Bean.”

“Our chaperone speaks,” I teased, smiling up at the tree of a man next to me despite his glare. “Bean it is, Joonie.” 

“Oh, it’s Joonie now?” Yunho mumbled. Through his eyes I could see his scowl.

“Aw, are we jealous, Yun?” We reached the street and nobody paid us any attention much to my pleasure. We looked like any other couple hand in hand along the avenue. 

Yunho walked with purpose towards Millennium Park. “Of the alleged hot manager? No, not at all,” he said sarcastically.

I’d been caught. “Chronically online, are we?”

“Atiny isn’t good at keeping anything a secret, princess,” he laughed. 

“It’s a good thing you’re much hotter.”

He slid his arm around my shoulders, pulling me into his side. I loved the new closeness. “You bet I am. If it weren’t for this damn mask, I’d kiss you.”

I smiled up at him, grabbing his hand around my shoulders and bringing his knuckles to my lips to kiss each and every one. “I guess I’ll just have to kiss you then.” 

We kept our hands tangled together. The closer we got to the Bean, the more people we ran into, but still nobody gave us a second look. I’d have to mention to Joon my purple hair didn’t scream out HEY LOOK AT US! Yunho adjusted his hat slightly and held my hand tighter, not wanting me too far from him. Joon remained close too, but not close enough to upset Yunho. 

Just like the rest of the tourists around, we waited for the perfect spot to open up for the obligatory picture. Thankfully though, the area wasn’t too busy. After about five minutes of standing, the middle was entirely clear of people.

“Alright, handsome, you first,” I insisted, knowing that Atiny would love the solo shots if he posted them on his Insta. I kicked myself for not thinking to grab my camera, but my phone would work well enough with a quick tweak of the settings. 

He laughed, but didn’t argue, posing perfectly while I snapped away. I fought the urge to provide actual direction and enter photographer mode, but honestly he barely needed any help. He kept his mask on for the first few before tucking it back into his pocket. By this time Joon had come to stand beside me, but said nothing about its removal. 

“I’ll take some of the two of you,” Joon gestured for my phone with his fingers. “Nobody seems to be paying much attention, anyway.”

“Told you, just another tourist,” I winked and handed him the phone. “Don’t think you’re getting out of the obligatory bean picture either, Joonie.” 

I skipped up to Yunho, who immediately pulled me into his arms. Hopefully Joon was snapping some candids, because damn did this moment feel cute as shit. He situated himself behind me, leaning down to kiss my cheek. The bill of his hat rammed into my forehead when he moved, and the two of us burst into laughter. 

“Sorry princess,” he laughed, kissing the top of my head before smiling at Joon. 

We did all the stereotypical coupley poses. This didn’t feel like a first date with an extremely famous k-pop idol, but more like another day trip with my boyfriend. It was odd, but right all at the same time. I also made him take his phone out, adjusting his settings and placing it on the ground for a unique, angled photo of us. I made him stay put for more solo shots at that angle, making him stand and kneel for a variety. He made a perfect model, and I desperately wanted to shoot him more. 

“Take a few of you, too, Ms.  Photographer,” Yunho pulled me to his place and stepped aside.

I obliged, doing a few poses. “If you insist, Stefano.” 

This made him raise an eyebrow. “Stefano now? I see the game you’re playing, Theadora,” he laughed, emphasizing my name and pressing a quick kiss to my forehead. Back with the Theadoras. “I also insist you stay put. Let me get some of just you.”

Jogging to Joon, he took the phone from his manager’s hand. They shared a few words, I’m sure about the public displays of affection, before Yunho’s mask slid back into place. With a thumbs up from Yunho I smiled and posed, moving around some for the best candid-esque photos along with the stagnant poses. Ever the perfect Instagram-boyfriend, Yunho shifted his own angles, turning the camera and even crouching at times. Those little things made me swoon. 

“Alright Joon, your turn!” I bounced towards them. 

Joon shook his head and waved his hands at me like that would somehow deter me. “No, no, I don’t think so.” 

Clearly on my side, Yunho lightly pushed Joon towards the sculpture. “You heard her, Joon. Just one.” 

“Pretty please?” I pouted, sticking out my lower lip and giving him begging eyes that would put Puss in Boots to shame. “For the tourist experience.” 

Sighing in defeat, Joon dragged his feet up to the space. He appeased me with a smile. I was only able to snap a couple of pictures before he came back towards us still grinning. “You’re lucky I like you.” 

“She’s hard not to like,” Yunho said, sliding his hand into mine once again and checking his watch. “Let’s find coffee, and then we’ll walk towards our real destination. It’s a short one… only about 5 minutes, right Joon?” 

He nodded. “There’s a coffee shop right up the way. Since I appeased you with a picture, will you two let me get the coffees and you wait in the park? Less crowded that way.” 

Yunho looked marginally upset, but I cut him off. “Of course, I’m sure there’s benches around.” 

Joon smiled warmly and walked ahead of us once we gave him our drink order. I was somewhat surprised by the change in his location, but I’m sure I had a little bit of trust since I sided with him on two things now. Again, it was just his job and I had no plans on making it difficult for him. Well, at least not on a first date. 

“You know,” I mused, “you really are boyfriend-coded. The perfect photographer and model too.” I wrapped my free hand around his forearm, leaning my head somewhat into his bicep while we walked a few paces behind Joon. 

“Slapping a label on this already?” 

“Simply agreeing with the masses.” 

Damn, his laugh was perfect. “Can’t argue with that logic.” Joon disappeared across the street into the coffee shop, but not before discretely pointing at a bench on his way. “Looks like this is our stop, princess, since you’re so eager to listen.” 

I rolled my eyes, but sat down next to him regardless, situating myself under his outstretched arm. His fingers delicately traced my shoulder, raising goosebumps on my skin. I couldn’t help but hear the slight edge to his statement, or the way his eyes turned hazy at the mention of me being an eager listener. 

“Would you rather me suggest we sneak away and make out behind a tree like high schoolers?” 

Yunho dipped his head, leaning towards my ear. “We can save the makeout sesh back to the hotel.” 

I laughed and leaned in further towards him. “Glad to know that’s on the agenda.” 

He pulled his mask down without a second thought, pressing another light kiss before setting it back into place. “I have many plans for you, Theodora James.” 

I inhaled deeply, partly because of the innuendo, but mainly because of not only his use of my full name but with the addition of my middle name. “You are playing a very dangerous game, Jeong Yunho.” 

God, I loved his laughter. He squeezed me tighter, nestling his head on top of mine. “You’ll find that I love to play games.” 

My smartass comment was cut short by Joon returning with coffees, barely able to hold all three in his hands. Yunho leapt up immediately to prevent one from tumbling to the ground. Such a gentleman. Joon showed his appreciation with a smile before handing me one of the coffees in his hand. I hadn’t told him what I liked, so I was pleasantly surprised by the first sip. It was heavenly, laced with subtle lavender notes. 

“Great guess on the coffee order, Joonie,” I smiled as I took another sip. 

He gave me a large one in return. “I do pay attention to what I’m told, Thea, whether it be by you girls or the guys.” 

I could see Yunho struggling to contain his scowl. Someone really did seem to be a little jealous of dear Joonie. That jealousy became even more apparent when Yunho weaved behind me, draping his arms around my shoulder rather dramatically while still sipping his coffee. I could feel the heat from his gaze directed solely at Joon. 

However, I secretly loved this little possessive, jealous streak in him. Somehow it made him even sexier. The bratty side of me wanted to see just how far I could push him. Maybe there was more beneath this golden retriever attitude, and I was dying to find out if that threat of a punishment could come true in more than one way. 

“Well, the girls and I greatly appreciate both you and Benjamin’s attentiveness.” 

Yunho’s arms tightened as Joon’s smile grew. Success. I tilted my head upwards to find him staring down at me. For once his eyes weren’t full of that playful sparkle. No, they were filled with something a little darker, more dangerous. If that mask were off, I’m sure I’d be getting an earful of something.

Apparently I was wrong about the mask being a deterrent, because his head shifted towards my ear just as one hand moved to my waist, his fingers pressing into my skin rather firmly. “Seems you like to play games, too, princess.” 

“I don’t often lose either,” I whispered, bringing my free hand up to his cheek and patting it lightly. With how deep his inhale was I’m sure he didn’t expect my response. Surprisingly, he leaned into my touch when I let my hand linger. Our cheeks pressed together, a sweet gesture during our rather innuendo-laced conversation.

Joon eyed us rather oddly before checking his watch. “We can start walking, Yunho. We’re about ten minutes away, so the timing would be just about perfect.”

Yunho shifted around me, moving to my side while leaving his arm wrapped around my waist. Once more, his eyes were back to glittering swirls of brown. “Lead the way Joonie.” 

He stared pointedly at me. Dick. But, fuck, did I love it. Joon simply rolled his eyes and set off the way we came from, only this time taking us through more of the park instead of the streets. It wasn’t nearly as busy, the trees casting some much needed shade while still allowing sunlight to dabble through the leaves. My photographer brain started playing through all the different backdrops and just how handsome Yunho would look in front of everything. 

Not only that, my thoughts tumbled towards all the things Yunho could have potentially planned. Of course we’ve all read the dom daddy Yunho fanfics… how could you not? But real life and fiction were completely different entities, although in this case it did seem he leaned in the direction of those beautifully smutty pieces. Now, I wasn’t one to shy away from much of anything and had my own preferences when it came to the sheets… but damn was I dying to find out what sort of trouble I’d be getting into with this tower of a man. 

We continued through the park, walking blissfully hand in hand until we rounded back towards Michigan Avenue. A large stone building came into view, the entrance flanked by two lions. I couldn’t help the huge smile when I realized where Yunho was taking me, my endless chatter ending immediately.

His fingers squeezed my waist at my silence. “Did I do okay?” he whispered while we walked up the steps. Finally, a break from this seductive side of him. With the way those brown eyes stared at me were definitely back in puppyville.

“More than okay, Yunho,” I said, cheesing so hard my cheeks hurt and wishing that mask would disappear so I could see his. 

Museums were one of my favorite things in the entire world, and the Chicago Institute of Art was one I always enjoyed visiting. I dragged a willing Alexis along with me when we came to Stray Kids, but with our time crunch I couldn’t spend the time I wanted. There was just something so soothing about being surrounded by history and art. Plus, I loved getting a glimpse into other artists' minds through their works. 

Before we made it inside the doors, Joon stopped us. Yunho instantly tensed up. I knew he was getting annoyed with this entire thing with our chaperone, especially with the constant reminders to be cognizant and aware. So far, I hadn’t seen anyone pay us a second glance and I’m sure our time in the museum would be no different. 

“Let me know when you’re ready to go,” Joon said with a hushed voice. “No rush on time. I’ll be on whatever floor you’re on… but I’ll give you both ample space.” He directed the final sentence straight at Yunho

“A reward for our good behavior?” I teased. This time though, Yunho laughed along with me and his body relaxed. 

“We can call it that,” Joon chuckled. “Have fun.” 

Smiling, Yunho maneuvered his hand to my back, ushering me through the main entrance, Joon following behind us. I was absolutely giddy when the worker scanned our tickets. It opened straight into the Grand Staircase, but I had no desire to move beyond this floor. 

“Do we need a map-” I started to ask, only to find Yunho showing me the virtual guide on his phone. “Thought of everything, now didn’t you?” 

Surprisingly, Yunho slipped his mask off and stowed it into his pocket. At my questioning look, he smiled meekly. “I don’t think anyone is going to be paying attention to me with all the exhibits,” he said quietly. Still, he looked back towards Joon with a smirk. “Alright princess, lead the way.” 

He laced his fingers with mine. Damn was I happy to be able to see the entirety of his face. I led him towards the Japanese prints first since it was the closest exhibit to us. Thankfully, Yunho seemed to enjoy my happy ramblings about the history and the beauty of it. He listened so intently, going between looking down at me at whatever piece we were on. In both cases his expression was filled with nothing but endearment and curiosity. 

Surprisingly, he had a lot of input on the history of all the ancient Asian artwork and pieces. He didn’t strike me as a history buff, but he rattled off some facts I didn’t even know. Each time he beamed with pride at my surprise. Clearly he had made it his mission to somehow keep me on my toes, and he was succeeding effortlessly. All the while he had a hand somewhere on me. My waist, my shoulder, my back, or perpetually within my own. It was just as sweet as he was. 

But it was the second level when I truly became engrossed and my ramblings over the art increased tenfold. While I loved the history and the meaning behind the ancient artwork, vases, and sculptures, paintings and photography were where my heart really lied. 

“Having fun, princess?” Yunho asked softly, once again draping his long body around mine while I studied one of Alma Thomas’s pieces. His shin settled atop my head after he kissed it.

My hands settled on his forearms as I leaned into him softly. “I’m having the best time, handsome. What do you think about this though?” I asked, subtly gesturing towards the painting in front of us. 

“Is there a wrong answer?” 

“There’s never a wrong answer when it comes to art, Yu,” I laughed. 

Regardless of my assurance, he shifted behind me in preparation for his answer. “Well, it’s beautiful, like the night sky. I don’t know…”

I squeezed his arms for a bit of reassurance. “You’re doing great.” I could tell he didn’t want to say something wrong or something too superficial. But honestly I just wanted him to try and immerse himself in it while we were here. So, maybe a little bit of support would do wonders. “Like, when I look at this, I feel a sense of searching, whether you view the piece as space or an ocean. But what are we looking for?” 

Yunho’s lips pressed against my temple. “Do you feel like you’re looking for something in the great expanse of space?”

My brow furrowed. “Are you trying to get philosophical now?” 

Now he squeezed me tightly, swaying me slightly side to side. “I think you made it philosophical. So, Theadora, what are you looking for?”

I pondered my own thoughts so intensely for a moment that my vision unfocused on the painting. I tried to push him yet he somehow turned the table on me. “Well… I think deep down we’re all just looking for our place in the world.”

“Have you found that, princess?” 

“I’ll let you know when I do,” I sighed. Inadvertently I tensed up in his embrace. When I opened up this discussion I didn’t want it to turn into this. Art is personal, but despite our connection I wasn’t ready to share about my feeling of aimlessly wandering through life. 

His fingers gently made their way beneath my chin, coaxing my face upwards to look at him. “Hey… did I say something wrong?” He looked utterly concerned at my change in body language, his face scrunched up as he studied my expression. 

“Not at all, Yu,” I said with a soft smile. “Just didn’t expect that question.”

“Well I-“ he began, but suddenly stopped with a huge sigh. “I think we all feel we’re looking for something that might seem unattainable. But, I think part of the beauty in it is the search… because sometimes you stumble upon something absolutely amazing.” 

His eyes stared fiercely into mine, but not in annoyance or frustration. They were filled with something much deeper than those trivial emotions. It made my heart race realizing that he was speaking about me. Or, at least that was my assumption based on how he looked at me. 

I couldn’t help myself. My palm moved to his cheek, pulling his lips to mine tenderly. The kiss was oh so sweet. I could hear Joon’s voice in the back of my head about PDA, but even that silenced once Yunho’s tongue slid into my mouth. His hands migrated to waist, fingers digging into my skin when he pulled me deeper into his chest. 

“Look at you, breaking the rules,” he murmured, pulling my hand off his cheek and bringing it to his lips to kiss my knuckles. 

“I couldn’t help myself, you’re just so kissable,” I smiled, happy that he somehow found a way to recenter me. Typically I didn’t get too in my head, but unfortunately he hit one of my few softspots. 

Squeezing my hand, Yunho pulled me towards the next painting. “Well, we still have lots left to see.” His endearing smile returned, but I could still see a bit of lingering worry in his eyes. “But, I will gladly kiss you whenever you want.” 

For the first time, our walk was a little more silent. It wasn’t uncomfortable, just off. I didn’t want to press things too much right now. Eventually he’d bounce back to normal. Or at least I hoped he would. To do my part, I went back to my incessant chattering, giving him reassuring squeezes whenever his hand laced within mine or having a hand on him in some way. 

After a few more pieces, Yunho was back with his light hearted banter and quick wit. I was glad the normalcy returned. And so we continued on, discussing our favorite pieces along the way. Yunho didn’t ask more probing questions like before, and while we had some semi-deep conversations I could tell he was being cognizant of what he asked now. It hurt my heart just a little bit knowing that he was probably overthinking the earlier conversation. Maybe we would need to have a talk, but this wasn’t the place to do it. 

So we continued up to the third level to look at the final pieces. I had barely checked my watch the entire time we’d been here, and I was so surprised to see that it already neared four. Food hadn’t even crossed my mind, but my stomach started grumbling softly. 

“Ah, that reminds me,” Yunho laughed, pulling out his phone. “Since I’m assuming we’re almost done here, I need to order dinner since we’ve somehow forgotten lunch. Let’s go outside real quick, babe.” 

The sculpture garden was right outside with a few places around to sit. It wasn’t busy at all and we settled ourselves on one of the furthest ones. For the first time, I saw Joon sneaking behind us. He gave me a little wave, but continued keeping his distance. He didn’t seem upset at all by how we were acting, which was a major win for us. 

“Do I get to know the dinner plans?” I asked, snuggling into him on the bench. 

His arm wrapped around me, fingers caressing my arm. “Nope.” He kept his phone screen tilted away from me. With the way he had it angled, there was no potential way I could see anything.

“Not even a hint?” I batted my eyelashes at him, puffing out my lower lip.

“We’re eating at the hotel,” he tucked his phone back into his pocket. “All the info you’re getting out of me. But, when we get back I suggest we change into something more comfortable.” 

“Seems you have nefarious intentions,” I laughed. 

“I guess that depends on how you look at it, princess.” I could feel his smile against my temple as he kissed me. 

These ‘nefarious’ intentions I suggested intrigued me, especially since I didn’t think he would go along with my joke so seriously. Between that and now both our stomachs’ growling becoming louder, I quickly made a very easy decision. 

“Well then, Stefano, since we’ve seen everything there is to see and clearly our stomachs are telling us something, I think it's time we progress to the unchaperoned portion of our date.” 

Yunho’s smile was ginormous, but laced with a bit of teasing. “Oh, are you finally ready to be away from dear Joonie?”

“I mean I’m down for an audience,” I said nonchalantly as I rose from the bench. When I turned around I was met by Yunho's bright red face and ears. With how flustered he looked, I simply smiled a little smugly and offered him my hand. 

His brown eyes widened, but he took my hand firmly. Once he stood he towered over me and that red hue quickly faded to a more domineering aura. His grip tightened over my fingers while his free hand moved to tuck some of my hair behind my ear.

“Ah, princess…” he smirked. “If you want an audience, all you have to do is ask.”

Despite wanting to crumble, I kept my eyes firmly locked on his. “Oh do we reward using our words?” 

God damn that laugh. He threw his head back slightly with the intensity of it before kissing my forehead. “Only when I ask for them.” 

Good golly heaven’s above. Whatever I was getting myself into was getting juicier by the second. Still, I kept my composure. Little did he know, I could be just as dominating when I wanted to be. Maybe I was getting too ahead of myself by thinking something sexual could happen this evening. Or, maybe I wasn’t. Either way I was enjoying every single second with Yunho, even with our couple of bumps. 

Pulling out his phone again, Yunho sent Joon a text letting him know we were ready to go. We made eye contact and he nodded briefly before disappearing back into the building. Yunho placed his hand on my back to guide me. We went down the grand staircase hand in hand and giggling while keeping Joon in our eyeline. 

Joon waited for us outside the museum at the bottom of the stairs. Once he saw us, he started walking towards the parking garage, beckoning us with a jerk of his head to follow. Michigan Avenue was busier at this time of day and Yuhno’s hand slid protectively into mine after placing the dreaded black mask over his face. Noticing the amount of people between us, Joon hung back for a moment to let us catch up so he could walk beside us. For once, Yunho didn’t complain and only gripped my hand tighter. 

I wrapped my free hand around his bicep to hold myself even closer to his tall body. Easily he steered us through people with Joon near us at all times. Once we hit the parking garage, the mask disappeared again and both Joon and Yunho seemed to breathe a little easier. 

“Back to the hotel?” Joon questioned when we situated ourselves in the car. 

Yunho nodded. “Yes, please.” 

“We’re going to hit some traffic… is that going to impact your dinner plans?”

“Not significantly. I enlisted some help on that so everything should be fine.”

Smiling through the rearview mirror, Joon started the engine to begin our drive back. Chicago traffic was a nightmare, and while we wouldn’t be hitting the thick of it, we would definitely hit some of it. Before we left the garage entirely, my phone vibrated with a message from none other than Joon. It confused me for a moment. Why would he text me when I was literally sitting behind him?

But when I opened the message I understood why. I caught his eye again, smiling widely before swiping through the pictures Joon took of us in the museum. They were absolutely adorable. My favorite, though, was one from when he was draped over my shoulders, chin resting on top of my head while we studied one of the paintings. All were candids, perfectly taken with nothing but genuine smiles. In one he caught Yunho staring at me while I was clearly talking, even though my back was to the camera. The way he looked at me with so much adoration made my stomach flutter and a smile, toothless smile creep onto my face. The expression seemed much too emotional and invested for two people on a first date.

“Cute, baby,” Yunho muttered, tilting his head towards mine. 

“Yeah, we are, aren’t we?” I said offhandedly in my daydream, making Yunho wrap his arm around me more securely. Being snuggled up against him felt right, and to be honest it scared the shit out of me just how comfortable I felt with him and how quickly it happened. Once I snapped myself out of my head, I opened up my photos app “Let’s go through those photos… Atiny is going to love them.”

“You’re going to send me all of those, right?” he asked. 

“Airdropping them to you as we speak, Yun.” 

Together, we swiped through the photos. It was the perfect way to pass the time since we hit some of the traffic. Like I’d anticipated, it wasn’t heavy, but enough to cause a bit of a delay. The solo pictures of Yunho were perfection. He looked every bit the boyfriend Atiny adored and adorable as shit. We picked out his favorites to post to his instagram and I quickly edited them with my professional app on my phone, not that they needed much finessing at all. 

Yunho snuggled even closer when we looked at the pictures of us from the Bean. Just as I hoped, Joon captured the moment of Yunho knocking my head with his hat and our laughter perfectly. All the pictures turned out fantastically. Even the posed ones didn’t seem forced. Somehow we were at ease with each other, and that was evident in our smiles and body language. I’d love to share them, especially one where our backs were to the camera so no one would know who the tall, handsome drink of water was exactly. But, Atiny are crafty as shit and somehow that picture would get out. 

“You know, princess” Yunho began with a sweep of my hair off my shoulders, “it’s a shame that the best pictures have to stay hidden.” Pulling out his phone, Yunho showed me the photos he sneakily took of me throughout the day. “Because you are beautiful, Thea, and I would love nothing more than to show you off to the world. But… I’ll settle for helping you pick out which ones you’re posting, including this one.”

The photo in question was a half plandid. He held my hand, although he was entirely absent from the frame. We faced each other, my arm outstretched and face scrunched up in the widest grin. Although you couldn’t tell who was holding my hand, there was no question someone was. 

“Who am I to deny you?” I teased. 

Instantly his eyes darkened, lips moving millimeters away from my ear. “Such a good girl, Theadora James.” 

Fuck was I done for. My annoyance at him using my full name faded each time he used it, especially when he said it so damn smoothly. But that lustful haze disappeared just as quickly as it appeared. He transitioned between these two sides of him so fluidly it made my head spin in the best way possible. Clearly he knew the effect he had on me, at least judging by his smirk. 

The rest of the drive went smoothly with no other not-so-subtle innuendos. Joon eventually rejoined the conversation, asking about what we thought of the museum and what not. He even shared his favorite pieces and what he thought, going as far to thank Yunho for planning such a fun date. The blush on his cheeks from the praise made me smile with a fondness I didn’t expect. How could I be down so bad for this man already? 

Once we were off the interstate, the drive flew by with the lack of traffic. Before I knew it, we were pulling up to the hotel entrance. For hopefully the last time today, Yunho put the mask on. The hotel looked busier at this hour, and I worried about him getting recognized. I knew he would want to hold my hand or pull me in close, but something in my gut said that we would need to walk with some distance between us. 

“Thank you for today, Joon,” I said before we got out of the car. “I’m sure that taking us out on dates like this isn’t your favorite part of your job.”

Joon laughed. “Well, it's the first time my job has consisted of something like this. But, I’m not complaining about it one bit. Enjoy the rest of your evening.”

Yunho opened the car door, offering his hand to help me out and seemingly to keep our fingers laced together, but I shook my head. Beneath the cap, I saw his eyebrows furrow. “Thea?”

I slid out to stand next to him, but moving quickly to keep ample space between us. “There’s a shit ton of people right now, babes. The last thing I want is for a fan to recognize you.” I knew Atiny were staying in the hotel thanks to decorations on the windows. 

Sighing, Yunho nodded. “Walk a few steps in front of me… But we’re going in the elevator together.” 

I offered him a toothless smile. “You just want to stare at my ass.” 

Not giving him the chance to respond, I started walking towards the front doors. I heard his laugh, though, making the smile he couldn’t see grow even wider. I’m glad I mentioned that there was a potential for fans to be there, because I noticed a couple milling about the lobby. As much as I wanted to, I didn’t turn around to check on him. Hopefully he would get by undetected. 

Pressing the elevator button, I held my breath. Nobody was waiting along with me, and a few moments later I felt Yunho’s body come beside me, a tentative finger reaching out to brush along mine. I didn’t dare look at him, but the smile was immediate. When the elevator opened, we rushed inside and Yunho smashed the close button repeatedly in an effort to speed up the doors. Once they were, Yunho’s hand found mine and he tugged me in front of me, hands splayed across my waist. 

“I didn’t like that… one bit,” Yunho mumbled. “But, staring at your ass was at least a decent consolation.” His fingers squeezed slightly. “Now, princess. I need to get the last part of our date set up while you get changed. I’ll text you when to come back to my room… sound good?” 

The door pinged open on our floor and I reluctantly peeled his hands off me so we could go our separate ways, if only for a moment. “See you soon, handsome.” 

He smiled as he walked away, pulling out his phone to make a call. He kept his voice hushed even though he spoke in Korean, making sure I didn’t overhear anything. It was a quick walk back to my room. Unsurprisingly, Nikki was still absent. What I wasn’t certain of was if Alexis and Christie had finally dragged her out for dinner or if she was still hiding out with Mingi or Seonghwa. 

I hurriedly sent them a text in our group chat, briefly telling them what happened and that they would get a full recap tomorrow. I’m sure Alexis was giving them the lowdown of her date last night with San, but I’d get that information tomorrow. I followed Yunho’s direction of changing into something more comfortable, throwing on a pair of comfy joggers and crop top. I threw my glasses, skincare, and a toothbrush in my purse just in case things progressed far enough that I would spend the night. 

Now came the waiting game again, although this time it didn’t take long before my phone lit up with a text from Yunho asking me to come to his room. I headed there immediately. The walk seemed to take forever with my anticipation since I had no clue what I would be stepping into.

My knuckles barely tapped the door before it swung open and I was met with Yunho’s wide grin and large body blocking me from seeing into the room. He too had changed into sweats and a yet another baggy t-shirt. “Alright… you ready?” 

His excitement was intoxicating. “Let’s see if you keep up your hot streak,” I joked.

He stepped aside, allowing me inside. He’d blacked out the entire room, leaving it completely dark except for the sweet smelling candle in the center of the coffee table. The first Alien movie was prepped on the TV, the menacing music from the title menu ringing through the space. Through the dimness, I saw a couple bottles of my favorite bougie wine and a pizza box. 

“So? Does part two live up to your expectations?” Yunho asked sweetly, coming to stand behind me. 

“Exceeding every single one I had,” I hummed, leaning into his embrace. “How did you know pizza and wine was my guilty pleasure meal? And that I have an insane obsession with the Alien franchise?” 

Yunho’s laugh rumbled through his chest. “I can’t share all my secrets, princess.”

It was a little scary how well he seemed to know me, but I assumed that he asked one of the girls some questions to make sure he planned everything perfectly. And planned everything perfectly he did. He gently pushed me towards the couch, breath ruffling my hair. We sat close to one another and Yunho opened one of the bottles of wine, pouring each of us a generous glass. 

“I got Chicago style… deep dish,” Yunho said. “I hope that’s okay.”

“We are in Chicago, aren’t we?”

I leaned into his shoulder as he put a giant ass piece of pizza on each of our plates. The amount of cheese on it made my mouth water and it smelled heavenly. Thankfully he had a roll of paper towels and silverware, because I had no clue how to eat it. 

“Yunho, this is absolutely perfect.” I stretched myself as best I could to kiss his cheek. “Thank you.” 

He turned to place his lips on mine, smiling through the kiss. “I’m glad you like it, princess.” 

“Before we start the movie, can we talk about something?” I asked, pausing Yunho when he reached for the remote.

He sat up straighter, angling himself to face me better and placing a hand on bent leg. “Is something wrong?” 

I shook my head, placing my hand over top of his and running my thumb along it softly. “No, baby, not in the slightest. But I know we had a little hiccup at the museum, and I just thought it would be better to clear up whatever was going through both our heads.” 

“Well, I know whatever I said upset you, even if it was just for a little bit,” Yunho said quietly, dropping his gaze to look at our intertwined fingers.  

I squeezed his hand, forcing him to look back into my eyes. Despite my earlier reservations about sharing my inner thoughts, something in my gut told me that I needed to be completely open and honest with him. “I just… have this thing with feeling like I’m just wandering through life. So your question caught me a little off guard, that’s all.” 

Yunho’s palm moved to my cheek. “The steely Theadora has a soft spot?” 

“Don’t get used to them,” I scrunched my face up at him. “But you didn’t do anything wrong, I hope you know. I’m sorry that was my reaction… but you handled it wonderfully if I might add.” 

“Well, I stand by my statement… I think everyone has those moments, even me,” his thumb ran soothingly across my cheek. “But god damn am I glad this journey led me to you.” 

My cheeks felt like they were on fire. So rarely did I feel like this with someone, and so quickly too. Words left me again. The only thing that felt right was to lean to kiss his plush lips for the umpteenth time today. His hand shifted backwards, tangling in my hair to hold us close together. Quickly the kiss deepened, his tongue entering my mouth smoothly. It was easy to get lost in him. His hand shifted to my waist, pulling our bodies together while mine moved to his sides. 

We kept up the leisurely makeout. It had every possibility of moving further, but the smell of pizza and wine continued to roll through our noses. When Yunho’s stomach gurgled loudly we broke apart in a fit of giggles.

“Eat first, makeout after?” I giggled at his red ears. 

“Be nice,” Yunho laughed. “Like you’re not just as hungry as I am.” 

“My stomach isn’t the one that decided to yell.”

With a quick peck and more laughs, our attention turned back to the food and movie. Yunho finally started it, making the room even darker for the briefest moment. The opening scene began, and instead of losing ourselves in a kiss we lost ourselves in some of the best damn pizza and wine I’d ever had in my entire life. Maybe that had something to do with the company, though.

Speaking of the wine, it went down smoothly, so smoothly in fact that Yunho and I both refilled our glasses before the xenomorph burst out of Kane’s chest. Once we had our fill of pizza and Yunho cleared off everything but the candle and the last bottle of wine, we resituated ourselves comfortably on the couch beneath a blanket. I could definitely get used to being snuggled against his chest and between his long legs. He held me easily, his tall frame completely enveloping my much smaller one. 

“Comfy?” he asked, nuzzling into my neck and pressing a quick kiss. 

In response I nestled myself deeper, resting a hand on his thigh. “Extremely.” 

Those long ass fingers began drawing lines on the exposed portion of my torso, making me shiver. Behind me Yunho laughed somewhat dangerously, his voice teasing. “Sensitive, baby?” 

Only huffing, I did my best to keep my focus on the movie. The little bit of wine definitely added to the haze Yunho induced, especially when his lips returned to my neck. My hand on his thigh clenched from his seductive sucks and nips, tongue quickly going to soothe where his teeth bit into my skin more firmly. All focus went to the feeling of his lips and how his finger dipped lower until it grazed just beneath the waistband of my joggers. 

“Already up to these nefarious intentions, I see,” I said quietly. 

I squirmed slightly, especially when I began to feel him growing hard. Yunho’s index finger trailed down my face to my chin to tilt my face to meet his heady gaze. My breath hitched. I was already putty in this man’s hands, something else that didn’t happen often. 

“Princess,” his voice was firm, commanding my attention. 

“Oh, you think you’re going to be in charge?” I knew my comment was dangerous, but I didn’t care in the slightest. Even though my body was screaming to let him have control, I was not one to give it up so easily. 

Yunho tilted my head up further, a teasing smirk spreading across his face. “I know you’re used to having all the power in your hands, darling… but tonight you’re going to be the good girl I know you can be. My good girl.” 

Ah fuck. I wanted to argue, to tell him no, but he had completely melted my brain to the point I needed to see where this went. Not only that, he had me dripping to the point I was desperate for some sort of friction. 

“So, what do you say?” Yunho’s finger slid lower towards my pussy, but only to delicately run his fingers along the lace of my thong to rile me up further, a feat he easily achieved with how my hips rolled into his hand. “Remember… I reward when we use our words.” 

His stare was intense, but I could see just a teeny bit of nervousness while he waited for my answer. Consent was important, especially in the type of activities I foresaw us partaking in. 

“If I’m going to be a good girl for anyone, it’s going to be you, Jeong Yunho. Just don’t expect me to be an angel.” 

With the clear answer the nerves faded from his eyes, but his fingers still teased around where I needed him. “I wouldn’t expect anything less. Are you familiar with the color system?” 

“Green means go, yellow slow down, red stop.” 

“Hard and soft limits?” 

Of course we would need to run through this part before anything went further, but I couldn’t help but laugh internally at the fact Atiny really pinned him as a dom so easily. Being wrapped up in his embrace and hearing how effortlessly these questions rolled off his tongue made it easy to tell this wasn’t his first rodeo. Nor was it mine, but normally I didn’t lean into the submissive side of things so quickly or easily with a partner. Yunho was easy to trust, something that once again scared the ever living shit out of me. But, I was down for the ride as long as it was with him.

“Hard, bodily fluids outside of saliva and cum, anything with knives, needles, that jazz. Nothing that I can name off the top of my head for soft, but anything that I’m uncomfortable with I’ll let you know immediately, and I expect the same from you.” 

“Already on the same page, princess,” he kissed me softly, fingers still teasing. “Safe word?” 

I thought for a moment, my eyes settling on the movie still rolling on the screen. “Alien.”

Laughing, Yunho’s eyes darkened even more. “Alien it is.” 

His lips moved to mine sensually just as a single finger slid through my folds lightly. It was enough to make me jolt, but did nothing to alleviate my growing need. He continued teasing, lightly brushing around my entrance and clit. I moaned into his mouth, fingers digging into his firm thigh to ground myself. 

“So wet already,” he mused, nipping at my lip. “Are we already getting desperate?” 

I rolled my hips again, trying to get some pressure. “Do I need to compliment your hands again?” 

“You’ll get my fingers soon enough, princess. Promise. But right now, I want you naked and on your knees.” 

I scowled when his fingers left my body entirely. With a slight push to my shoulders he urged me to my feet. The blanket pooled to the ground, and when I looked back to look at him my eyes widened. 

Not only was the dom daddy theory correct…  but so was big dick yunho. He looked utterly delicious sprawled out on the couch with a massive tent struggling to be contained by his sweats. I nearly lost it when he licked his finger and grabbed his bulge, lustful eyes never leaving my body. 

“I knew you’d taste good,” his eyes closed, sucking the digit and palming himself. “But I’m getting distracted. Clothes off, on your knees, Theadora.”

I stepped backwards and Yunho sat up, watching me intently. Might as well give him a bit of a show. Biting my lip, I played with the loose strings of my joggers, barely pulling them down enough to expose the black lace of my thong. 

Yunho was on me in an instant, scrambling up from the couch. His fingers dug into my hips possessively, the same aura radiating through his eyes. “Now’s not the time to tease. I don’t want to have to punish you further tonight.” 

“Further?” I asked cautiously, even though I had an inclination of what he would be referring to.

“Your little flirtation with our ‘hot’ manager… because of that we’re going to put that flirty mouth of yours to good use. So, princess, clothes off, on your knees.” 

Releasing my hips, Yunho situated himself on the bed, legs spread open in an invitation for me to sit between them. This time I didn’t tease and stripped off my crop top, throwing it carelessly to the side. My pants came off in a similar fashion with no preamble. You would think that standing completely naked in front of Yunho would be nerve racking, yet it was anything but that. With how he looked at me and drank me in I felt nothing but confidence. 

When I dropped to my knees, placing my hands in my lap, and looked up at him through my eyelashes I thought he was going to lose it. His tongue poked out between his teeth, his gaze filled with nothing but hazy lust for me. A sole finger ran down my cheek to my chin.

“God, Thea,” he hummed, taking in every inch of my body before him. “This image deserves to be in the museum. You, my darling, are a real work of art- a masterpiece to be admired by me alone.”

His thumb rubbed along my lower lip, pulling it down slightly. Unprompted, I took it in my mouth, sucking it softly and swirling my tongue around. Yunho groaned, head lolling to the side slightly to watch. He pulled it out with a pop, a string of saliva leaving it connected to my mouth. 

“Now… you're going to let me use that pretty mouth of yours.” That commanding tone was back and it only made the ache in my stomach grow. “Answer me.”

“Yes.” My voice came out in a rushed whisper. To be honest, I was dying to see exactly what hid inside those sweats. 

“That’s my girl.” 

The praise made me weak, a new wave of arousal surging through me. Without rising from the bed, he pulled off his t-shirt, throwing it to join my clothes somewhere on the floor. His chest looked exactly like the toned dancer he was, lean and strong, his ab lines prominent with the tension. When he finally pulled down his sweats I had to keep my jaw from dropping to the floor.

He was massive, long and thick with prominent veins on the underside. The tip already leaked precum, which he quickly spread down the length with a couple smooth strokes. I rubbed my thighs together in an effort to get some relief. Yunho must have enjoyed that view based on the longing moan. My hands slid upwards on his thighs when I raised myself in preparation to take him in my mouth. 

One of his hands slid over top of mine, squeezing softly while the other continued stroking himself. “One tap means you're good, two slow down, three stop.” 

I nodded in understanding, but that wasn’t enough for him. 

“Say it back, princess.” 

I tapped my finger once. “I’m good.” Twice. “Slow down.” Three times. “Stop.” 

With a smile he captured my lips in a heated kiss, tongue quickly entering my mouth. It was messy, full of teeth and lust. It ended when Yunho pulled away to tap the tip of his dick to my cheek. 

“Open up.” 

And I did so eagerly, taking just the tip into my mouth, suckling it and running my tongue along his slit to collect the fresh precum. Taking him entirely was going to be a struggle, but I was up for the challenge. I hadn’t spent years training my gag reflex for nothing. 

Eventually, his fingers wound through my hair, gripping it tightly. I popped off to lick from his base to tip, making sure to press my tongue firmly along the vein. When I reached for his length to stroke him, Yunho’s hand snatched my wrist firmly and he tugged on my hair, angling me to look him in the eyes.

“On my thighs,” his eyes narrowed. “I want to fuck your mouth, not your hand. This is your one warning.”

With my eyes still fixed on his, I placed my hands just where he asked, nails digging into his skin in a small act of defiance. He hissed slightly, but that quickly turned into sounds of pleasure when my mouth enveloped his cock again, head rolling back when I took him in further than before.

The thickness stretched the corners of my mouth, the weight heavy on my tongue. But god, did it feel so good. Relaxing my throat, I lowered myself further before slowly bobbing my head. Each time I made sure to take a little bit more, fighting through the slight gag when he hit the back of my throat. 

His fingers tightened. I made sure to tap his thigh once, assuring him that the hair pulling and tugging was welcome. “Fuck, baby. Your mouth is heavenly.” 

I was surprised by how long he’d let me control the pace, moaning and cursing slightly when I pressed my tongue firmly on the underside or hollowed out my cheeks. Clearly, he was letting me get adjusted to his girth and length, something I appreciated. In my soul I knew that the switch would flip any moment, especially with the promise of this being a punishment. That could only mean roughness was to come. 

Unable to respond, I could only moan around him. That made him completely lose all semblance of control, my name coming from his lips in a garbled rush when he slammed my head down, nearly smashing into his pelvis  With the sudden loss of air I choked, nails digging even more harshly into his thighs. But I tapped his thigh once nonetheless to check in. 

“See- fuck- I knew you could be a good little cocksleeve,” his thrusts became quicker and harder, drawing tears from my eyes, “letting me fuck that smart mouth of yours with no complaints.” 

His hand held my head steady, making it impossible for me to move. There was nothing I could do but take everything he gave me. The lack of oxygen was dizzying despite doing my best to breathe through my nose in time with his thrusts, especially when his other hand wrapped softly around my throat. It never tightened to cut it off further, just simply rested there.

Now his breaths became more ragged and his dick twitched more frequently while he abused my throat. He had to be close judging by the ferocity he thrusted into me. Tears ran from my eyes now, joining the precum and saliva on my face.

“Shit, Thea,” he moaned, thumb caressing my throat to feel the bulge of himself sliding in and out. “I can feel how deep you’re taking me. You’re so fucking good too me, my perfect little princess.” 

Somehow he sped up and the room filled with wet and garbled moans. It almost became too much, my vision getting blurry from the assault. But I was bound and determined to get him off and be the good girl he asked me to be. 

“Fu- FUCK” He moaned, stilling himself in my mouth for hot strings of cum to fill it. 

The load was huge, some of it spilling from the corners of my lips. I swallowed down everything I could, taking the time to suckle on his sensitive tip before he pulled himself from my mouth completely. My throat burned and the sudden rush of air made my head spin. I had enough sense to wipe the lingering fluids off my face and lips, sucking it from fingertips before opening my mouth and sticking out my tongue to show Yunho there was nothing left.

I was met with Yunho’s blown out pupils, mouth partially open in a smirk while he breathed heavily. His hand loosened in my hair, quickly going to my cheek to rub away the tear marks. He kissed me deeply, completely ignoring the taste of our debauchery on my tongue.

“Color?” he asked between slow pecks, ghosting his fingertips across my side softly. 

I moved my hands forward to hold onto his waist, pulling us closer together. My entire body felt achy, needing something to take the edge off. The feeling of his slick skin on mine helped slightly, but did little to soothe the throbbing in my pussy. 

“Green. Very, very green.” My voice was a little hoarse, but my answer was truthful. 

He smiled, eyes still hazy. “C’mere.” 

Easily, Yunho pulled me up onto the bed, quickly shifting our positioning so I was settled comfortably beneath him on the pillows. From this angle he looked even hotter, if that was something even possible. His biceps flexed slightly when he brushed back pieces of hair from my face. Those lips I adored attached to my neck once more, dragging along every single pulse point and nipping lightly enough to sting but not leave any marks. 

“You did so well for me,” he said softly, lips dragging lower in conjunction with his hands. My back arched when they wrapped around a nipple, tongue flicking it firmly. “And for that, princess, you deserve a reward.”

After he provided similar treatment to my other nipple, he peppered kisses further down my body until he his head hovered above my soaked center. He hummed in approval, tongue moving to wet his lips while those perfect hands of his spread my thighs apart, exposing me to him further. 

I lied. This was the hottest, most to die for view. I ran my hand through his sweaty, silver locks, smiling down at the man between my thighs. “Do I finally get to experience those beautiful hands of yours?” 

His laugh blew air directly onto my clit and I squirmed in his grasp, craving something more. “Ah, Theadora, you’ll get to experience much more than my hands.” 

The anticipation was killing me. He didn’t give into my wanton desires just yet. Instead he kissed all along my thighs, slowly going between them after he hooked his hands around them. My legs looked so small beneath his splayed palms. 

“You’re so beautiful, you know that?” Yunho mumbled between kisses, shifting his gaze to my eyes. “I can’t wait to make you mine…” 

At that statement his mouth finally connected to my cunt, licking firmly from my entrance to clit. It sent a shockwave through my body and my fingers clenched in his hair, the other in the sheets. His tongue moved perfectly through my folds, finding each and every spot that made me shudder against him. 

“Just like that, Yun,” I whimpered after a particular flick against my clit

Yunho’s hands held me in place and he continued that same motion again and again, sending me closer to the edge. He ate me out with precision, his little moans sending vibrations that only amplified what his tongue was doing. My back arched, hips going bucking into his mouth when the wave finally crashed over me. 

“So sweet,” he mused, thumbs rubbing firmly on thighs while he teasingly kissed and flicked my clit to ride me through my orgasm, but still making sure I didn’t come completely back down. One hand left its home on my thigh, fingernail dragging seductively towards my center. “Are you ready to come on my fingers now, princess? I know how badly you want them.”

The teasing edge in his voice nearly sent my spiraling again. He kissed up my body again, lips and tongue dragging seductively until they reconnected with my lips. Fuck, did I feel needy, craving for those long fingers of his to fill me up. 

The sudden absence of his body made my eyes fling back open, lips chasing the empty space. Yunho was now nestled next to me on the pillows, legs open while he languidly stroked his semi hard, still massive length. “Right here, princess,” he tapped the space between his thighs, “back against me.” 

Once I moved where he asked, he hooked my legs over his, bending his knees slightly to lock me in place. His giant ass hands moved to my breasts, pinching and rolling my nipples while his lips latched onto my neck. My head flung back against his shoulders, exposing more of it to him. 

“Beg, princess.” 

The command had me clenching around nothing. 

I tangled my hand in his hair just for his teeth to nibble on my earlobe. “What exactly would you like me to beg for, Yunho?” I breathed.

His breath was hot against my skin when he laughed. Both hands left my breasts entirely, one coming grab onto my throat, the other skating down to once again tease my folds. “I won’t ask again.” His grip on my throat tightened. “Beg.” 

I held out for as long as I could, squirming beneath the ghost brushing. I don’t know what inspired me to be a brat, but I tugged hard on his messy hair. Growling, he bit down on my neck, just barely letting the tip of his finger pressed into my entrance. Fucking tease. Yunho quickly soothed where he bit down, sucking and licking until the sharp pain went away. It was maddening. Too maddening. 

“Yunho,” my voice trembled. “Please.”

His lips quirked into a smile. “Please what?” 

“Your fingers… please… I need more.”

“Where?” 

I sighed in frustration, which only made him laugh more. Flexing his fingers slightly, his voice turned even more menacing. “I asked where.” 

Fucking hell. He had me pinned to him so tightly I couldn’t move, couldn’t roll my hips in a last ditch effort to get more than just these teasing touches. God, did I want to know how those long ass fingers would feel inside me. I just knew they would hit everywhere I needed, even places I didn’t know existed. And so, I caved. 

“Inside me Yunho, please,” I whined. “I need your fingers inside me, baby.” 

Finally, he obliged and slid his index finger in entirely. That single finger filled me up so well and the angle at which he moved in and out applied the tiniest bit of pressure on my clit. His chin settled onto my shoulder, watching as his finger disappeared inside me. 

“Look at you, greedily sucking up my finger,” he moaned, gaze not breaking from pussy when he added his middle finger, already pumping them both knuckle deep. I clenched around them, and his dick twitched against my back in conjunction with his fingers flexing against my throat. “That good, princess? I didn’t realize you’d be such a slut for my fingers.” 

I was entirely correct about how his fingers hit every single place I needed and more. He had the perfect pace and angles that had me keening. The noises coming from my mouth were nothing but embarrassing, needy little whimpers and breathy moans of his name. They only egged him on further.

“You’re so tight,” he teased, beginning to scissor his fingers to open me up. “I can’t wait to really fill you up…” To emphasize his point, he rolled his hips into my back, letting me feel just how long and hard his cock was. 

Taking him in entirely would be daunting, no doubt, but the care he was taking to prep me calmed what little nerves I did have. I trusted him, clearly, and if anything felt remotely unpleasant I wouldn’t hesitate to slow it down. My wandering thoughts didn’t last long, especially when he began really circling my clit, spreading my arousal around it with enough pressure to have my legs shaking. 

“All this… just for me? My perfect girl… going to give me another one? Then let me split you open and have my way with you?” He increased the pace of his fingers and the pressure on my clit, the pad of his finger rubbing deliciously on my g-spot, ignoring my futile attempts at moving. 

My back attempted to arch off his chest, but he held me in place for my second orgasm to roll through my body. Those fingers of his really were magical, and I knew I’d find myself admiring those beautiful hands of his even more frequently. Yunho barely let me catch my breath before manhandling me, effortlessly putting me on my hands and knees.

Without him moving me, I dropped to my elbows for a little bit more stability, arching my back at the same time. My legs were shaking, but Yunho’s firm handle on my hips helped keep me steady. One hand slid soothingly up my back and I dropped my head into the mattress at the feeling. Stars still swirled through my vision, but Yunho steadily brought me back to reality. 

“Still with me, Thea?”

I nodded, sighing with pleasure when he ran his cock through my folds, coating it with my arousal. I loved the way he checked in on me, my wellbeing clearly on the forefront of his thoughts. “Yes, Yunho, and still very very green.” 

He lined himself up, stroking himself. “Don’t move.” 

“Holy-” I bit my lip the instant I felt the stretch. Thank god he’d taken time to prep me or else it would have been unbearable. He eased in slowly, letting me adjust while his thumbs rubbed reassuringly. 

It stung, but fuck did it feel good. Yunho continued with these small, steady thrusts, inching himself in. I couldn’t help but lean into it, trying to get him deeper. 

A sharp slap to my ass stopped me with a yelp.. “I told you not to move, Theadora.”

“And you promised to fill me up, Stefano,” I huffed, not caring in the slightest about any potential repercussions. 

His fingers dug in hard enough to leave bruises. “Careful what you ask for, princess,” Yunho hissed. 

With a force I wasn’t expecting, Yunho’s hips snapped into me, bottoming out completely. It knocked the breath out of me, tears forming again in my eyes. Not only would my hips be bruised, but so would my cervix because fuck was he hitting it with every thrust. He pounded into me relentlessly and all I could do was take it, hands gripping the sheets like my life depended on it. The initial pain from the suddenness quickly subsided into pleasure. I thought his fingers reached new places inside of me… boy was I wrong, because his dick was sending me to heaven. The room filled with lewd noises and a symphony of moans and praises. 

The pleasure amplified further when Yunho wrapped an arm around my stomach, bending into me and somehow thrusting deeper. His breaths came out in rushed pants and growls, hot on my ear. “God Thea, for being so fucking small you take all of so well. You are my good girl, aren’t you? My beautiful little cockslut.” 

His words had me going off the deep end, the coil in my stomach tightening up once again. My walls clenched around him and he grazed his teeth along my back before kissing between my shoulder blades. 

“Fuck Yunho,” I moaned, barely able to form the sentence coherently. “I’m close- so fucking-” 

Before I could finish the thought Yunho pulled out and flipped me onto my stomach. One of his snatched up my wrists when I lunged for his sides, locking them together and pinning them above my head. Smoothly, he reentered me, and feeling him from this angle made any other thought other than being fucked into the mattress disappear. 

“Look at you,” Yunho directed, flicking his eyes downward. I looked where his gaze was fixed- where his dick completely disappeared inside me with each fluid roll of his hips. With each one you could see the faint outline in my stomach. “Taking every single inch of me.” 

My only response was a broken plea of his name. A devilish smirk appeared on his face and he dropped my wrists to press his hand softly against my stomach. The added pressure made my brain reel, my already spotty vision going completely black with the force of my orgasm. 

Yunho moaned when he felt my walls fluttering around him, his thrusts increasing in intensity but becoming choppy. “That’s right, baby, come on my cock.” 

His pace never slowed and I was on the verge of overstimulation, stray tears trailing down my cheeks. I knew he had to be close, and my speculation was correct when he pulled out of me, jerking himself off quickly. Warm, white streaks of cum painted my stomach and chest, his lips spewing my name mixed with even more praises. 

Holding himself up with shaky arms, Yunho placed his sweaty forehead on mine. Both of us were out of breath, the short pants mixing together from the lack of space between us. My entire body tingled, and although I wanted to wrap my arms around him and hold him close I settled for cupping his cheek. 

“How’s it going up there, handsome?” I laughed, cracking a small smile. 

Sighing, Yunho pressed a chaste kiss to my lips. “Stay right here, princess. I’ll be right back.” 

With another quick peck he stumbled off the bed, searching for his boxers before heading towards the bathroom. He returned with a wet washcloth and a bottle of water, settling himself on the bed next to me. 

“How’s your throat?” he asked softly, handing me the bottle of water before carefully cleaning up the mess on my stomach. 

I took a massive drink, the coldness soothing the dryness for a brief moment. “Achey, like the rest of my body. But in a good way.” 

“I can make you some tea, baby. That’ll at least help your throat a little bit.” The lustful intensity he’d had disappeared, replaced by the soft, sweet Yunho he always was. “As for your body… a hot shower will surely do the trick.”

“Only if it's with you,” I reached for his freehand, linking our fingers. 

“I wasn’t too much, was it?” he asked cautiously, still focusing on the last remnants of cum on my stomach. “We didn’t talk much beforehand, and I didn’t want to push you too far or say something wrong.” 

Once I was sure the bulk of cum was gone, I leaned up. Using my fingers, I tilted his chin to look me in the eyes. There was a glimmer of worry in his, something that made my heartache. “Baby, everything about this was perfect. You didn’t go too far, and it most definitely wasn’t too much. Hell, we can go further next time. There wasn’t a single thing you said that I wasn’t comfortable with.” 

That hint of worry was replaced with excitement. “Ah, so you like being called my slutty little cocksleeve, huh?”

I smacked his chest, but smiled nonetheless. “Maybe a little too much.” 

He brushed back the pieces of hair sticking to my face, letting his hand linger on my cheek. “Well, Theadora James. I think we both liked this a little too much. Now, how about you let me finish cleaning you up in the shower, and we fall asleep watching Aliens.” 

Beaming, I leaned in for another sweet kiss. “Sounds like a perfect end to the evening.”

Before I had a chance to move, Yunho pulled me towards the side of the bed, picking me up bridal style with a laugh. I could easily get used to this type of treatment, both in and out of the sheets. It wasn’t like me to really let someone in this easily, but whatever this was with Yunho had me breaking all of my self-imposed rules. 

Not a single part of me wanted to consider how everything would play out. Thinking too far ahead hurt my brain and heart, hurting much more than I thought it should after a single date. I shoved the thoughts down just as quickly as it formed. 

I had been saying all along to enjoy whatever this brought. And I wasn’t about to let that change now just because I had… feelings. 

What a scary fucking thought.

Author's Note: Thanks for reading so far! I'm having a lot of fun writing this one, and I've barely scratched the surface of what's to come for this group!

[cowboyjen68]

Heya Jen,

So I feel like if I were a dude, people wouldn't look down on my clothing choices so much. Maybe it's just because people tend to, quite frankly, give less of a shit about what men wear and how they look in general while, and by contrast, focus a lot on a womans appearance.

I'm not quite butch in my own opinion, but I do tend to wear a lot of men's clothes, and even the women's clothes I wear tend to be quite practical. I like having my own sense of style. I like what I wear, but it doesn't seem to matter to other people, I guess it just seems like I throw on any old clothes to them.

I definitely tend to get this attitude more from women and, more specifically, my aunt. She's told me that I look like I've walked right off of a farm before, and while if anything I took it as a compliment, she certainly didn't mean it that way. In the past, her comments were more harsh, so it's an improvement. At least now it's not outright homophobic, i.e """asking""" me if I want to look like a lesbian or a boy in a rather condescending tone. It's more so a "THAT'S what you're wearing?" Thing. I even get the impression my queer friends just think I don't care about my clothes at all, and while I'm no fashionista, I do like putting together what I consider nice outfits.

Also, admittedly, like most people I do some days, just throw on clean clothes, I just don't see why, regardless of how I dress, it seems more worthy of comment and criticism. I don't see men's outfits commented on or criticized half as much, if at all, and we basically wear the same things.

This is just a very long-winded way of asking if you've gotten this sort of attitude too and how you deal with it? It's not like when I was younger and pushed me to try and wear more feminine clothes, though it still irritates me though I wish it didn't.

Thanks in advance for reading this whole long thing and being an open and out older lesbian who is willing to take time out of her busy day to answer so many questions from young lesbians and queer people alike.

I was never very well tapped into the fashion of the day. In my younger years I would put on what I wanted with no regards to what others might find proper. My mom gave up after on getting me to wear matching dresses and shoes or shirt and shorts outfits. Dad was fine when I came out of my Raggedy Ann themed bedroom in red cowboy boots, jean shorts and an orange shirt (with the bottom cut off) that said "10-4 Good Buddy".

In high school the one think my mom would not let me have was a three quarter length sleeved white shirt with a rainbow. She said I would get it too dirty and my shoulders were too wide for the fit. (she was not wrong in either case). So I tended to go with sweatshirts, t shirts and jeans. I was HORRIBLE at trendy clothing because I mixed and match too many things that just did not go together. I wanted overalls but knew that they were too "manly" for me, a girl. I went to the mall and spent my hard earned money on the closest girl thing, a peach colored pair of overalls for girls that were also kind of pedal pushers. It was NOT a good look.

Whenever I tried to be trendy I would bed it to be more what I wanted but not committing to "boys" clothes and it always went sideways in the worst way.

College saw me stick with t shirt and jeans but it was the 80's and everyone wore just that. Finally, a time in fashion where fashion was the same for everyone. Utilitarian and simple, at least in small midwestern college towns.

My mom would say to my young self. "are you sure that is what you want to wear?" or "Do you want help picking out clothes?" In retrospect she was trying to save me from drawing attention or getting picked on but just eventually figured I would either learn or live with it.

I know exactly what you mean about people assuming that me wearing what I was comfortable in as an adult was me just tossing any old thing on. My first girlfriend helped me by expanding my confidence and wardrobe. Custom made suspenders, men's dress pants and white button down for men instead of women's clothing that sort of mimicked men's style. After we broke up (7 years later) I still struggled a bit but slowly learned that the important thing was I felt good in what I wore and not what others had to say about it.

Men get a pass because I think is it often assumed they just don't have the need or capacity to dress themselves beyond simple and what is on the floor. This is, of course, also an unfair stereotype. Many men lack the confidence to stop out of the easy and simple to try and dress better for public consumption so they get in a routine. AND women are assumed to always want to look good for others so when we don't fit the expectation of our culture we "just don't care".

NOW I rarely dress up because of my jobs. I wear "work clothes" most days because I know within an hour of getting dressed I will be dirty. But I am most confident and comfortable in my work clothes. When I do dress up to go out I finally am like my young self (wear what I want) with a little more awareness of what others see. I shop at estate sales and find vintage western style shirts and unique belt buckles to wear. I feel good, have my own style and i think others see my confidence because I am less concerned about what others think and just happy to be wearing what I love.

People start to see confidence over aesthetics as you become more comfortable in clothes you love.

Hope this help. You are not alone and i think many women (even some men) will understand this feeling you have.

[carelessflower]

sunday recap 🤭⭐️

going thrift and eating with my friend today, literally just plan this with her yesterday and didn't even know what we gonna eat till we arrive at the mall (longer thread here)

look at my fit (my friend said it giving local mafia) but I feel like that tough foul mouthed best friend in asian drama

korean bbq. not buffet but two person combo (beef, pork belly and chest), which still good, also got some early birthday gift hehe

first try on this demure ass sweater. crazily expensive and doesn't even fit me or my style

two different leather jackets at h&m, my friend said the black one fit me better but I love the red one more lmaoo been obsessed with this color. didn't get it tho I'm a broke hoe and also it literally so hot in my country

so funny story the thrift store we intend to go was in some sorta like old looking apartment complex (kinda their aesthetic vintage outside modern and chic inside) but my friend actually mistook it for the nearest building, which more like basement for stores anyway. i found some cool sunglasses, not really a thrift but it so affordable

this taylor swift tease (store selling super trendy with like a ludicrous amount of money cause tell me why that satan is my sugar baby shirt that I'm pretty sure is copied down from the internet to the color cost like 2 meat buffets)

we finally realized and went to the right! building this time. which is like so many stairs and they charge the elevator because of course they would. after entering and trying several local stores in there I must say....shopping there can really be giving you body image issues like there some really cute pieces but gosh they all have limited size in tinie I'm talking xxs, s and m and literally nothing fit us. and it all the one with the more feminine and trendy designs too

anyway...after all that shenanigans we like walk to third floor for the thrift store my friends found on instagram, ill call this bougey store cause the clothes look very bougey, not really cheap tho and again with the tinie sizes. i did find some real leather jacket and vest (the long jacket smell REALLY weird) for like 10-12 dollars, 12-20$ vintage watches (they have the type that stretches, clip in like it a bracelet also some old fashioned metal clip in the back which is nice) and sunglasses but didn't take any of them cause well the prizes way out my budget also my friend said the sunglasses didn't suit at all

we were kinda disappointed and my friend said let go upstairs cause she saw some poster about this vintage-y place and wanna check it out for a long time. it really did like vintage like the vibe were absolutely vibing, mid pricing, some were kinda basic but like still cute. literally there like three ranges of vest and I know my type's come. narrow down and finally pick the more interesting one, also a win with the loose fit!!!

try on other. that checkered would look really pretty on sb thinner idk tho I really regret not buying that strap one it so perfect pairing with some t-shirt. also check their totes like it so adorable

the last store we went through kinda like it girl store. like it very telling influencers will absolutely race the shit through these. also exp asf. and explain to me why some pieces of them are my taste and I'm broke lol

also went to like a stall when we can make our own perfume and I tried on combination of peony and oolong and white tea and it smell so nice. like really need to look into this in the future

also we had milk tea:D