#Trans Connor Rhodes

[ao3feed-chicagofire]

Something I've Never Told Anyone

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by jonah_writes_shit

When Brie Zvonecek passes out on a call, she gets taken to med, where she has to face her older brothers. She has to spill her biggest secerts to her whole family, blood and not

Words: 984, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Chicago Fire, Chicago Med

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Brian "Otis" Zvonecek, Joe Cruz (Chicago Fire), Dimitri Zvonecek, Vladimir Zvonecek, Brian Zvoneceks Mom, Matthew Casey, Kelly Severide, Wallace Boden, Connor Rhodes (Chicago Med), Maggie Lockwood, Daniel Charles

Relationships: Joe Cruz/Brian "Otis" Zvonecek, Joe Cruz & Brian "Otis" Zvonecek

Additional Tags: Trans Male Character, Eating Disorders, Mental Health Issues, Gender Dysphoria, Found Family, Coming Out, Family Issues

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/aJRl0ON

[kitweewoos]

unplanned joy

Summary:

Following a weekend hook-up with Will, Connor takes the most important test he's ever taken, a pregnancy test.

Ship: Connor Rhodes/Will Halstead

Rating: Teen

Words: 8,130

Additional Tags:

Trans Connor Rhodes

Unplanned Pregnancy

Gay Will Halstead

Miscommunication

One Night Stands

Internalized Homophobia

Internalized Transphobia

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[one-chicago-fanfiction]

Trans Connor Rhodes

((Full disclosure, I am trans. Thankfully my father is way better than Cornelius Rhodes))

Looking back, you don’t even know how it happened. One day you were quiet, because silence was safety. Only speak when spoken too. Don’t say anything he wouldn’t like. If you didn’t say anything wrong, he couldn’t make you pay for it. Sometimes he punished your silences. You were sullen and rude, weren’t the kind of daughter he’d ever wanted. Girls were supposed to be easy to raise. Girls were supposed to take dance classes and blush around boys and dote on their fathers. Girls were supposed to wear makeup and dresses and have their soft, safe rebellions. Why couldn’t you be more like Claire? You couldn’t even blame it on your mother’s death, he told you. Your sister was still vibrant and loving—why weren’t you? After your mother died, after that terrible night with the roof, with your mother’s body in a pool of blood below—you were alone. You grew up stranded in the shadow of your twin, your father using his money to play at being a king. Sometimes he ignored your existence. Other times he made it hell. 

You were never really meant for a quiet life. 

You were seventeen when it happened, when you stopped being quiet.

Happened. As if it were a single event, and not the culmination of every thought you’d ever had, every moment your heart had spent beating. You had spent years moving through the world knowing who you really were, keeping it buried beneath all the masks your father handed you with his cruelty. Smile more. Wear makeup. Dance at his parties. The doting, dutiful daughter. Beneath the fancy clothes he bought you, beneath the makeup Claire did for you before parties, you weren’t the kind of daughter he’d wanted because you weren’t a daughter at all. 

You were a son. That fact was laced through your blood, electricity that came from your very bones. You knew it every second. You’d never doubted it once. You just didn’t have the words to say it aloud. 

You were so used to the dull ache of your heart, the way you’d never truly been happy—not even when your mother was alive. It was just life, you thought. You looked like a girl, so people treated you like one. It was just the way you were always going to be. Fine, but not happy. A secret boy who’d never get the chance to live the way you were meant to. How were you supposed to find the words to unearth all of that—to show it to the world? How were you supposed to be happy?

Connor. You chose your name on a Saturday night, pale moonlight streaming in through your open curtains. It was late, so late your father was asleep, but not late enough that your sister was back from her night out. She’d asked you to go, and the invitation had sat like a stone in your gut for the rest of the night. It was the first olive branch Claire had extended in a while, and you turned it down. Things had been weird between you lately, and you just couldn’t face a night on the town with her friends. They all thought you were weird anyway. You and Claire weren’t so identical anymore—her with her long hair and short dresses, you with your oversized hoodies, you with your hair cut short. 

You came out slowly, over time, until you came out all at once. 

Years ago, you thought you might tell Claire first. If you ever told anyone, you thought it would be her, but the secret language you shared as children was gone, forgotten in a lost corner of your mind. You couldn’t have conversations just by glancing at each other. You didn’t spend evenings and weekends hiding from your father together. She hid with her friends, on nights out, at slumber parties. Night after night on couches across Chicago while you stayed quiet at home. You hid behind the locked door of your ensuite bathroom, headphones in, medical textbooks on the ground before you. Whatever you and Claire had shared, whatever tether the two of you had been born with—it was gone now. 

In the attic, a few months back, you’d found a dusty notebook filled with your mother’s scrawl. You ‘d studied it as closely as you studied your textbooks, studied it until the passage that cracked your chest right open, that made you realise things didn’t have to be this way. In the passage, your mother was pregnant. Twins, they’d just discovered. According to this account, your parents were terrified but thrilled. You could barely remember your mother. You clung to thoughts of her smile, the memory of her sweet perfume as she leaned down to kiss you goodnight. You didn’t like to think of her terrified, but you could picture it. You’d seen it before. You’d seen her real life terror, moments before her death. But you couldn’t imagine your father being thrilled about anything. And in your mind, even though it was impossible, you knew that Claire was the baby they’d planned and you were the twin. You were the one they’d never expected. 

Your mother had lists of names in the back of her journal, most of them starting with C, and you trawled through the boys names that summer. Cameron, Caleb, Christopher. 

Connor. 

In the end, you told them both at once. As soon as the words were out, you wondered if Claire would ever forgive you for the way you did it. As soon as the words were out, none of that mattered. Coming out wasn’t a closet for you. It was like crawling out of your own grave. 

This is how it happened. 

Your father could be truly vile. It was something about a business deal, something about manipulating a potential investor at a party. Your father bought new dresses for the pair of you, low cut things that came halfway down Claire’s thighs. She pressed yours into your hands, your dress teal and her’s black, telling you how great you’d look together. She’d do your makeup. It would be like old times. You could see in her eyes that she was trying to claw back the person you’d never truly been, the sister who didn’t exist. Your father made a comment about the investor’s sons, barely out of their teens, about how much they would enjoy the sight of a pair of stunning girls. If you’ve got it, your father said, flaunt it. 

“What if I don’t want it?” You asked. “What if I don’t want any of this?”

“Come on,” your father laughed. “I’ve given you everything. What could you possibly want that I haven’t already bought for you?” You steeled yourself, bit your tongue against the first response that hit you. I want my mom back. 

“A suit,” you said, as if you weren’t afraid, as if your hands weren’t shaking at your sides. “If you want me at your parties, I want to wear a suit. And I want you to call me Connor.” A long silence passed. The walls closed in around you. Your father looked from you to Claire, then back again. You caught the silent conversation they’d shared in their look, but you couldn’t decipher any of it. Your palms were wet, your heart pounding, legs on the verge of giving way beneath you. You could barely remember how to breathe. 

“That’s what you want?” Your father said, his voice slick with sarcasm. As if you’d asked for something unattainable. 

“It’s a start,” you said, your voice trembling with the words. But you didn’t break eye contact. You stared your father down until he pulled his gaze away, until he swallowed hard and held Claire’s gaze a moment longer. 

“Very well,” he said, and for one stupid, naive moment your heart actually leapt. You felt it, felt the world get lighter suddenly, your shoulders a little less heavy. Your father met your eye, and brought the world crashing down once more. “Claire, be ready at eight. Connor—get out of my sight. I’ll deal with you, and your delusions, in the morning.”

You can only imagine what would have happened if you’d stuck around, the things your father might have tried to get you to see sense. Conversion therapy, handsomely paid anti-trans therapists. You had no idea. Locking you in your room and denying you access to the things you needed? He would poison Claire’s mind. He was only a person, but he was your father and he could ruin you. He’d been doing it slowly for years. 

So you left. One duffel bag full of thrift store boys clothes, a couple books, some cash procured from your father’s study. It wasn’t fancy, but it got you out of there. Three buses later you showed up on your grandfather’s doorstep in the middle of the night, and that was the end of living with your father. 

Now all this time has passed, and here you are with him again. Your father, the play-pretend-king, pasty and sick and barking orders from hospital beds. He looks at you a little kinder now. You’re a healer. You’re part of the team that saved his life twice over. Your father shouts at everyone in that room who isn’t you, and when they all slope out, he doesn’t tell you to go with them. You see his mask slip a little bit, the sigh of relief that comes when it’s just you and him. The door clicks shut and the room is too quiet. 

“You’re kind of an ass,” you tell him, but your voice is soft. “Do you know that?” Your father’s laugh hacks through the silence, descends into coughing.

“It got me—this far—didn’t it?” He said, but his smile slips away quickly. He isn’t fooling anyone. He isn’t fooling you. You’re sure he can see it in your eyes.

“Listen,” you say, and it’s almost like you’re that frightened seventeen year old again. I want you to call me Connor. “You’re sick. You’re doing okay for now, but we both know how this ends.”

“Are you reminding me—that I’m going to die someday?” Your father asks, this tiny smile on his face, so forced and humourless that he almost looks afraid. Of you. 

“I’m telling you,” you start, “that you know what we have to do here.”

“Do I?” Your father’s voice is barely more than a whisper. You can see it on him, how he wants to look commanding, how desperately he wishes this hospital bed were his throne. You give him a look, an almost-smile. Something sympathetic. You see his hands shaking softly on the bed, and it turns your stomach. You lower yourself into the chair at his bedside.

“We have to talk about this,” you tell him. “About everything.” 

The silence stretched so long between you it felt like miles rather than seconds. “Yeah,” he admits at last. “I suppose you’re right, Connor.”

[oneboxofmatches]

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This account is solely for matchups for several different fandoms. That means requests for imagines, oneshots, headcanons, etc. will NOT be taken.

Here are some basic things to know about requesting a matchup!

Unless otherwise specified for a certain fandom, a request yields one romantic pairing AND one friendship pairing as well as information on why I think you work well with the individuals I choose. Of course, if you only wish to receive either just the romantic matchup or just the friendship matchup, just let me know!

You can request matchups for several different fandoms at once! For each fandom you request, I will match you up with one romantic partner and one friend unless you request differently.

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Fandom(s)

Your gender and/or pronouns

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What you would look for in a partner and/or friend

Any other information you think would be helpful – the more you provide, the more I can work with!

Now with that out of the way, onto the fandoms!

Listed directly below is a shortlist of all the fandoms I take requests for as well as some extra information as needed.

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If a title is in italics, it means that while I feel comfortable providing matchups for this show, I have not watched every season. If a character drastically changes after a certain point, I may not be aware. The last season I watched of these shows will be included in parentheses.

All movies/shows based on novels will most likely focus on the on-screen adaptations of characters.

SHOWS

The 100 (6)

Good Omens

The Good Place (3)

Lucifer (4)

On My Block

Parks and Recreation (4)

Prodigal Son (1)

Sherlock

Space Force

Supernatural (14)

The Walking Dead (8)

MOVIES

Clueless

The Greatest Showman

Harry Potter -- Unless specified in request, will entail 2 sets of matchups as a student (Golden Trio and Marauders eras respectively)

The Hunger Games

Marvel Cinematic Universe -- Unless age is specified, underage characters will NOT be available for romantic matchups

BROADWAY

Anastasia

Beetlejuice

Carrie (2012 Off-Broadway)

Hadestown

Hamilton

Les Misérables

The Phantom of the Opera

Six

VIDEO GAMES

Detroit: Become Human

Red Dead Redemption 2

What’s below the cut?

A masterlist of characters in each fandom that will be considered for each request (unless marked with an asterisk (*), all characters are assumed to be available for both romantic AND friendly matchups while names marked with an asterisk are only available for friendly matchups). Listed alphabetically by first name.

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SHOWS

Bellamy Blake

Clarke Griffin

Echo

Finn Collins

Harper McIntyre

Jasper Jordan

Johnathan “John” Murphy

Jordan Green

Lexa

Lincoln

Marcus Kane

Monty Green

Octavia Blake

Raven Reyes

Roan

Wells Jaha

Aziraphale

Anathema Device

Crowley

Newton Pulsifer

Mme. Tracy*

Witchfinder Sgt. Shadwell*

Chidi Anagonye

Eleanor Shellstrop

Jason Mendoza

Michael*

Tahani Al-Jamil

Amenadiel

Det. Chloe Decker

Det. Daniel “Dan” Espinoza

Ella Lopez

Eve

Dr. Linda Martin*

Lucifer Morningstar

Mazikeen “Maze”

Cesar Diaz

Jamal Turner

Jasmine Flores

Monsé Finnie

Oscar “Spooky” Diaz

Ruben “Ruby” Martinez Jr.

Andrew “Andy” Dwyer

Ann Perkins

April Ludgate

Benjamin “Ben” Wyatt

Christopher “Chris” Traeger

Donna Meagle*

Gerald “Jerry” Gergich*

Jean-Ralphio Saperstein*

Leslie Knope

Ronald “Ron” Swanson*

Ainsley Whitly

Det. Dani Powell

Edrisa Tanaka

Lt. Gil Arroyo

Det. James “JT” Tarmel

Jessica Whitly

Malcolm Bright

DI Greg Lestrade

Mrs. Hudson*

James “Jim” Moriarty

Dr. John Watson

Mary Morstan*

Molly Hooper

Mycroft Holmes

Sherlock Holmes

Dr. Adrian Mallory*

Capt. Angela Ali

Brig. Gen. Bradley Gregory*

Dr. Chan Kaifang

Duncan Tabner

Erin Naird

F. Tony Scarapiducci

Kelly King

Maggie Naird*

Gen. Mark Naird*

Abbie “Bela” Talbot*

Adam Milligan

Alex Jones

Balthazar

Benjamin “Benny” Lafitte

Castiel

Charlene “Charlie” Bradbury

Claire Novak

Crowley

Dean Winchester

Sheriff Donna Hanscum

Eileen Leahy

Ellen Harvelle*

Gabriel

Garth Fitzgerald IV

Jack Kline

Jessica “Jess” Moore*

Joanna “Jo” Harvelle

Sheriff Jody Mills*

John Winchester

Kaia Nieves

Kevin Tran

Lucifer

Meg Masters

Michael “Mick” Davies

Patience Turner

Robert “Bobby” Singer*

Rowena MacLeod

Rufus Turner*

Samuel “Sam” Winchester

Aaron

Abraham Ford

Andrea*

Beth Greene

Carl Grimes*

Carol Peletier*

Dale Horvath*

Daryl Dixon

Dwight

Enid*

Eugene Porter*

King Ezekiel*

Father Gabriel Stokes

Glenn Rhee

Hershel Greene*

Maggie Greene

Michonne

Morgan Jones*

Negan Smith

Paul “Jesus” Rovia

Rick Grimes

Rosita Espinosa

Sasha Williams

Tara Chambler

Tyreese Williams

MOVIES

Cher Horowitz

Dionne Davenport

Josh Lucas

Tai Frasier

Travis Birkenstock

Anne Wheeler

Charity Barnum

Jenny Lind

Lettie Lutz*

Phillip Carlyle

Phineas “P.T.” Barnum

W.D. Wheeler

Alastor “Mad-Eye” Moody*

Albus Dumbledore*

Arthur Weasley*

Cedric Diggory

Cho Chang

Draco Malfoy

Fleur Delacour

Fred Weasley

George Weasley

Ginevra “Ginny” Weasley

Harry Potter

Hermione Granger

James Potter

Lily Evans

Luna Lovegood

Minerva McGonagall*

Molly Weasley*

Neville Longbottom

Nymphadora Tonks*

Oliver Wood

Remus Lupin

Ronald “Ron” Weasley

Rubeus Hagrid*

Severus Snape

Sirius Black

Viktor Krum

Cinna

Effie Trinket*

Finnick Odair

Gale Hawthorne

Haymitch Abernathy*

Johanna Mason

Katniss Everdeen

Peeta Mellark

Anthony “Tony” Stark -- Iron Man

Dr. Bruce Banner -- Hulk

Carol Danvers -- Captain Marvel

Dr. Christine Palmer*

Clint Barton -- Hawkeye

Drax the Destroyer*

Edward “Ned” Leeds

Gamora

Groot*

Harold “Happy” Hogan*

Dr. Henry “Hank” Pym*\

Hope van Dyne -- Wasp

Sgt. James “Bucky” Barnes -- Winter Soldier

Col. James “Rhodey” Rhodes -- War Machine

Loki Laufeyson

Luis*

Mantis*

Dr. Margaret “Peggy” Carter*

Cdr. Maria Hill*

May Parker*

Lord M’Baku

Michelle “MJ” Jones

Nakia

Natasha Romanoff -- Black Widow

Nebula*

Col. Nicholas “Nick” Fury*

Okoye

Peter Parker -- Spider-Man

Peter Quill -- Star-Lord

Agt. Phillip “Phil” Coulson*

Pietro Maximoff -- Quicksilver

Rocket*

Samuel “Sam” Wilson -- Falcon

Scott Lang -- Ant-Man

Shuri

Dr. Stephen Strange

Steven “Steve” Rogers -- Captain America

King T’Challa -- Black Panther

Thor Odinson

Valkyrie

Virginia “Pepper” Potts

Vision

Wanda Maximoff -- Scarlet Witch

W’Kabi

Wong*

Yelena Belova

Yondu Udonta*

BROADWAY

Grand Duchess Anastasia Romanov

Dimitri Sudayev

Gleb Vaganov

Countess Lily Malevsky-Malevitch*

Dowager Empress Maria Feodorovna*

Vladimir “Vlad” Popov*

Adam Maitland

Barbara Maitland

Beetlejuice*

Delia Schlimmer

Lydia Deetz*

Carrie White

Christine “Chris” Hargensen

Susan “Sue” Snell

Thomas “Tommy” Ross

Eurydice

Hades

Hermes*

Orpheus

Persephone

Aaron Burr

Alexander Hamilton

Angelica Schuyler

Elizabeth “Eliza” Schuyler

George Washington

Hercules Mulligan

James Madison

John Laurens

Margarita “Peggy” Schuyler

Maria Reynolds

Marquis de Lafayette

Philip Hamilton

Thomas Jefferson

Cosette

Enjolras

Éponine Thénardier

Fantine

Insp. Javert

Jean Valjean

Marius Pontmercy

Carlotta Giudicelli*

Christine Daaé

Erik “The Phantom”

Mme. Giry*

Meg Giry

Raoul de Chagny

Anna of Cleves

Anne Boleyn

Catherine of Aragon

Catherine Parr

Jane Seymour

Katherine Howard

VIDEO GAMES

Carl Manfred*

Chloe

Det. Chris Miller*

Connor

Elijah Kamski

Lt. Hank Anderson*

Capt. Jeffrey Fowler*

Josh

Kara

Leo Manfred

Lucy*

Luther

Markus

North

Rose Chapman*

Simon

Abigail Roberts

Arthur Morgan

Beau Gray*

Charles Smith

Daniël “Dutch” Van der Linde

Eagle Flies

Hosea Matthews*

Javier Escuella

Johnathan “John” Marston Sr.

Josiah Trelawny

Karen Jones

Kieran Duffy

Leonard “Lenny” Summers

Marion “Bill” Williamson

Mary-Beth Gaskill

Micah Bell

Molly O’Shea

Penelope Braithwaite*

Rev. Orville Swanson*

Sadie Adler

Sean MacGuire

Simon Pearson*

Tilly Jackson

[cami-chats]

Happy Pride!

Masterpost of my pride fics this year, organized by fandom:

Marvel: 

An Airforce Pilot, A Pararescuer, And A Nuclear Deterrent Share A Bed - m/m - Sam Wilson/James Rhodes/Tony Stark

More Color, More Pride - m/m - Tony Stark/James Rhodes

The Winter Ghost - aromantic Natasha 

Young Man - trans Bucky Barnes

Lace And Silk - trans Natasha Romanov - Tony Stark/Natasha Romanov

An Element - m/m/w - Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes/Pepper Potts

In Body, In Soul - m/m/m - Tony Stark/Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers

CEO’s New Assistant - trans Maria Hill - Tony Stark/Maria Hill

Squad Of Two - asexual Tony, asexual Natasha - Tony Stark/Natasha Romanov

A Birthday Party To Remember - m/m - Tony Stark/Scott Lang

Check Please: 

Gotta Be Damned Because I Want It All - m/m - Kent Parson/Connor Whisk

Take My Hand - m/m - Kent Parson/Connor Whisk

Red Ferrari- m/m - Kent Parson/Connor Whisk

Still Family - m/m - Jack Zimmermann/Kent Parson

Harry Potter: 

Caller ID:Daddy - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

Harry’s Parents - genderfluid Sirius - James Potter/Sirius Black

Out Of Commission - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

Warmth - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

I Knew You First - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

Birthday Wish - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

Perfect Black Flowers - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

Periodical Pains - m/m, trans James Potter - James Potter/Sirius Black

A Game Changing Kiss - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

For The Crowd - m/m - James Potter/Sirius Black

Newsies: 

Brooklyn Means Queer - m/m - Spot Conlon/Jack Kelly

Gotta Get Brooklyn - m/m - Spot Conlon/Jack Kelly

That 70′s Show: 

We Said Nine - w/w - Donna Pinciotti/Jackie Burkhart

Lady Bloodfight: 

This Isn’t Dinner - w/w - Jane Jones/Cassidy

You Need Motivation - w/w - Jane Jones/Ling Chow

Ladies Bloodfight - w/w - Jane Jones/Ling Chow

Jurassic World: 

First Dinosaur - w/w - Claire Dearing/Zia Rodriguez 

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[sarahreeese]

The diversity issue One Chicago isn’t fixing any time soon

6 years on TV 15 seasons of all the One Chicago shows combined. 94 regular and recurring characters 2 specifically stated LGBTQ+ characters that were on for more than an episode. One who died due to man pain, and the other a manipulative awful girlfriend of said dead woman.

That’s about 2% of the characters on all of the shows.  

Their only significant gay character died in 2014. That’s nearly 4 years without any kind of representation. When One Chicago was criticized for having a lack of racial diversity on their shows, they made Med, whose cast is nearly half people of color. (Though they don’t all get equal air time or story quality but that’s another post.)  Justice took it one step further and had more people of color than white people.  So they can take criticism and change tactics, they’ve shown that. So why not change this? They’ve had time, characters, and 2 shows to correct this glaring problem. Why haven’t they?

It wasn’t planned from the beginning/The characters haven’t shown any signs of being gay. Sexuality isn’t something that needs to be revealed right away, there are so many storylines especially in the field that these characters work in that would make for great drama AND great representation. Give me a fire fighter or a cop who is gay, and hides it from the team because they don’t want to be seen differently by their team. Or a new character who had a horrible experience with their old team or house or whatever, and decides to come out only after they trust people. Or we could just have a great storyline where someone is out and proud and everyone deals with it respectfully. As for trans characters, all of the above apply, but they could also have a doctor transitioning, and we see the medical storyline play out as well as the emotional one with the doctors. People discover these things about them later on in life, there is no reason any character couldn’t be made to have these thoughts and feelings. These storylines write themselves and are incredibly easy to weave into the shows naturally. You’re just being lazy One Chicago.

It doesn’t have network appeal/wouldn’t play well with the demo. There are currently about 36 regulars/recurring characters active in the One Chicago Universe. No one is being threatened by putting any LGBTQ+ characters into the storyline. Also if people aren’t exposed to this in television, how will they be introduced to these ideas if they don’t know anyone personally. Also queer people exist and watch this show. We want representation too. And 18-49 is definitely going to have some of us in it.

They’d have to bring in new characters in order to have LGBTQ+ ones. No, they wouldn’t. See the first mock question. But also in the past 2 seasons they have introduced about 7 recurring or main characters. All of them straight.

You don’t know if they’re straight, you’re assuming. Yeah, because that’s the intention that the shows are going for. In order for representation to exist there needs to be some sort of explicit statement or act to show it. Otherwise it doesn’t count.

It’s not realistic to the type of jobs. Really... There are no gay cops or firefighters, or doctors?

These shows are about the jobs not the personal lives. Sexuality and gender expression ARE NOT PERSONAL LIFE THINGS. It’s who someone is, and that’s One Chicago’s specialty. The characters stop them from being just like every other procedural on every other network. And if you have time to show us scenes of every other heterosexual couple you have time to show us queer ones.

Stop watching the show if you don’t like it. No. I love these characters and that’s why I want these shows to do better, and be better. I’d also love consistent writing, which I’m not going to get either, but I can still ask for it.

Now here’s a list of characters who could easily be either read as queer or could discover they were queer. (Also PS, I’ll be using gay in the colloquial manner as in Make this Character Gay, which also means like make them queer or any kind of LGBTQ)

Starting with the newest regular characters.

Ava Bekker: Definitely brought in to be the new lady Connor fucks, but hey you could make her Bi or Pan. She made a comment about liking dangerous men, does that mean she doesn’t like dangerous women? Make her gay 2K18. Wouldn’t it be interesting to see her not wooed by Connor’s charms and become Zanetti 2.0? She could use a great girlfriend, or non binary friend. Maybe a sweet smart bundle of anxiety who is a second year psychiatry resident? You could show possible anxiety she might have about coming out when she’s in line for a competitive position.

Hailey Upton: Possibly had an affair with that dude. Alright. Make her bi then. Or if she didn’t have that affair, make her gay. There’d probably be very positive feedback, and her character might be better received if it didn’t look like she was taking Erin’s place completely. She’s cool, and calm, and doesn’t do a million illegal things an episode like some other characters. Gay Icon 2K18. Make it happen PD.

Stella Kidd: She’s got a thing going with Severide. That’s great, you can be Bi and in a relationship with a dude. That’s what bi means. Have her talk about an ex who is not a dude. Or if you’re going to make Kelly find himself for the umpteenth time instead of getting them together, have Kidd find a nice not cis-guy to date. 

Isidore Latham: Sure he had that mean sex worker trick him at the conference he went to with Connor, but we don’t know any indications of who he is interested in. Why not make him queer?

Looking at characters who have been around for a few seasons.

Sarah Reese: She comes from the east coast with a very wealthy mother and absent father. Her mother was never home, and we are shown her numerous confidence issues. If she was bi or pan, she would probably not express it because she wants to stay in the shadows. We can see that in the pastel neutral colors that she dresses in, and her over all demeanor. Show me a Sarah who falls for someone who she thinks she shouldn’t, and have her wrestle with those feelings and come out ahead of them. Then we can see her date a super intelligent and confident heart surgeon from South Africa. Sarah is also young and has super liberal leanings, making her the most obvious choice in Med.

Maggie Lockwood: We know next to nothing about Maggie. She’s an open book and has no restrictions put on her by previous statements. She’d be an excellent lesbian who is proud of her sexuality and is one of the most respected people in the ED.

Noah Sexton: Give me something that would make me stand Noah as a character. Show him dealing with his identity as a latino man from a religious background. It would be interesting and much better than his sexual harassment storyline we’re going with in this season.

April Sexton: Very similar to Noah with regards to being latina with a religious household, but she also has very strong desires to please her parents, and falling in love with someone who isn’t a man would be a challenge for her to over come. 

Kelly Severide: I mean who says he hasn’t slept with someone who wasn’t a woman before. Again, he can be with Kidd or whoever else they want to put him with, and mention an ex-boyfriend. Or maybe he doesn’t mention it and it comes out and we see a respected queer lieutenant. And who wouldn’t want to see Taylor Kinney maybe make out with a dude?

Connor Rhodes:  Bad boy who bucks familial conventions by being bi. It’s one of the reasons he ran off when he graduated school. Now he’s back in Chicago and is juggling his identity with the expectations of his family, name and this fellowship. Ava finds out he’s bi too, and they become ONLY friends. But good friends. 

Kevin Atwater: You’ve given him 0 romantic options in the show in 5 seasons, while Ruzek has had 2 engagements...(different post...) Maybe it’s because he’s gay. He and Peter Stone had excellent chemistry on the Justice crossover, delve into that. Show this badass strong and sensitive guy with a great boyfriend.

Sylvie Brett: Maybe she ran away from her wedding for more than just cold feet about missing out on the world. Maybe she never acknowledged those feelings inside her and she wants to date someone other than a guy? I don’t know. Possibilities are open.

This is just a small amount of options. You could write a scenario for nearly every character in this universe. So why don’t they? 

PS: I’m horrible at coming up with Trans and Ace/Aro head canons so if you have any please reblog and put them. I want to read them very badly. ALSO if you have any head canons about this reblog and put them. Let’s get diversity in fanon if we’ll never have it in canon.

Special shoutout to  @lesbianhaileyupton, and @xelmanrique318 for bringing this up in the tags and causing me to get pissed enough about it to write this whole thing out. I reblogged their posts, and they’re 100% worth a read.

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unplanned joy + social media pregnancy announcement & baby announcement, requested by nonny

[send me a social media au request]

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Okay but what if Connor punched his transphobic father so hard in the face that he fractured his hand, and Will is the one who treats him?

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read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2Xwu3DB

by SierraTheFantasticalHelicopter

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 Twitter fic, yay! Also, this is my first Twitter fic so the first few chapters might be a little rough while I get used to writing in this format. Don’t mind the title it’s just a place holder while I think of a better one.

Words: 545, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: Harley Keener, Peter Parker, Michelle Jones, Shuri (Marvel), Nico di Angelo, Leo Valdez, Annabeth Chase (Percy Jackson), Percy Jackson, Jason Grace, Piper McLean, Hazel Levesque, Frank Zhang, Calypso (Percy Jackson), Reyna Avila Ramírez-Arellano, Pepper Potts, James "Rhodey" Rhodes, Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Okoye (Marvel), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), M'Baku (Marvel), T'Challa (Marvel), Clint Barton, Loki (Marvel), Scott Lang, Hope Van Dyne, Bruce Banner, Thor (Marvel), Brunnhilde | Valkyrie (Marvel), Carol Danvers, Will Solace, Connor Stoll, Katie Gardner, Travis Stoll, Steve Rogers, Ned Leeds

Relationships: Harley Keener/Peter Parker, Michelle Jones/Shuri, Nico di Angelo/Leo Valdez, Annabeth Chase/Percy Jackson, Jason Grace/Piper McLean, Hazel Levesque/Frank Zhang, Calypso/Reyna Avila Ramírez-Arellano, Pepper Potts/James "Rhodey" Rhodes/Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, Okoye/Natasha Romanov, M'Baku/T'Challa (Marvel), Clint Barton/Loki, Scott Lang/Hope Van Dyne, Bruce Banner/Thor, Brunnhilde | Valkyrie/Carol Danvers, Will Solace/Connor Stoll, Katie Gardner/Travis Stoll

Additional Tags: Twitter, Trans Peter Parker, non binary harley keener, HoH Harley Keener, Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure, Tony Stark Acting as Harley Keener's Parental Figure, this is not cap friendly, i repeat this is not friendly to steve rogers, Don't Like Don't Read, if you choose to read anyways dont leave mean comments about it

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michael b jordan , michael trevino , rami malek , charles michael davis , keith powers , john boyega , cameron boyce , dev patel , gael garcia bernal , manny montana , ross butler , jordan connor , laith ashley - trans ! , richard harmon , diego boneta , cengiz al , ji chang wook , tom maden , kim woo bin , jason momoa , samuel larsen , gabriel luna , conrad ricamora , mahershala ali , ryan guzman , santiago segura , khylin rhambo , david lambert , drew ray tanner , alberto rosende , carlos valdez , anthony ramos , brandon larracuente , suraj sharma , lakeith stanfeld , wentworth miller, mark consuelos , will smith , isaiah mustafa , keanu reeves !!

and some canons: pietro maximoff , scott summers , nathan summers , daken , jai west , duke thomas , luke fox , miles morales , floyd lawton , edward nygma , simon baz , kyle jinadu , j’onn j’onzz , arthur curry , james rhodes , t’challa , m’baku , alfred pennyworth , victor mancha , marcos diaz , namor , nick fury , ra’s al ghul , tyrone johnson , david alleyne , bart allen , jaime reyes , victor stone !!

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Connor Rhodes from Chicago med + trans and bi flags please

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Trans!Connor, requested by nonny

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Pregnant Will halstead? Rhodestead edition????

Okay, I decided this is a follow up to my trans!Will 409 au, if you want some context, but it'll make sense either way :) <3

Will was miserable, and he hated how snappy he was. He hated that he couldn't be pleasant because he was hot, and he was uncomfortable, and he wanted to pee again. His scrubs barely fit, and he was kind of sick of how everyone looked at him. Some people looked past him, assuming his belly was just a gut that some men got, but the more astute and suspicious people, they could tell that it wasn't that. "I got you a water," Connor said, sitting a bottle of water down in front of Will at the nurse's station where Will was sitting. He was exhausted, and they weren't even halfway through the shift. "Please, actually drink it." "I'm hungry," he said softly. "Do you need some food? Will you eat it?" "Baby boy wants a hot dog so bad, Con. So bad. I thought I had a sex dream last night, but no, I really just want a fucking hot dog." "I can get you something from that cart outside?" "God, yes, please. I'm sorry." Connor pressed a kiss into his forehead, and said softly, "you have nothing to be sorry for. You're literally carrying our child, so if you want a hot dog, you can have a hot dog." "I love you." "What toppings?" "All of them?" Will said. "Uhm, raw onions, chili, relish, and, uhm, mustard." "How many do you want?" "Like, three?" "Okay, I'll be right back. Go sit in the lounge so no one bothers you." "You won't forget me?" Will asked. "How am I ever going to forget you? I waited so long for you to come home, so I'm never going to forget you, or your hot dogs." "Thank you." Connor helped him up off the chair, and helped him waddle from the nurse's station and into the lounge, then sat him down on the couch. "I'll be right back." Will watched his fiance go, and curled up on his side as much as he could, and he needed to pee again, but he was just going to stay there until his hot dogs came back. If he maybe drifted off to sleep, or if he maybe snapped at Connor for waking him, or if he immediately teared up at his own anger, he could forgive himself for that, specifically because Connor had three hot dogs wrapped in shiny foil and a bag of chips. He could forgive everything, especially when baby boy kicked him gently, a thanks for satisfying his need, and he remembered why he was doing all of this, for their child, who would soon be with them.

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Sorry about people being dicks. Hugs sending your way. 🫂🫂🫂

And since you said the other day I can send an ask about trans Will, honestly I have been debating with yeeting this ask the whole weekend, but I have been thinking about Will giving birth naturally and if hurts a lot and Connor soothes him afterwards and then they hold their boy. Whenever the writing muse may spark.

Hopefully this gives you a bit of good vibes and the hugs get your way ❤

Thank you so much, Nade!!!

That is such the sweetest image, Connor holding Will's hand as he pushes, and he wants to give up, because fuck, yeah, yeah it hurts so fucking much, and it's literally the worst pain he's ever been through, and he wants to die, but then, Connor's kissing his hair and telling him how good he's doing, and he remembers the little boy he's bringing into the world, their son, their little baby who he carried this far, he can make it through this, he can and he will. And then, the baby is out, and he's so relieved, he starts to cry, and puts his head on Connor's shoulder as Dr Asher brings their son forward and rests him, this tiny bundle, wailing and whimpering his way into the world, in Will's arms, and he's so sure this is what heaven is. You did so good baby you did incredible look at him he's absolutely perfect Will you're incredible

Henry Jude Halstead-Rhodes is born at 12:44 am during a blizzard in March, and he's absolutely perfect from the moment he comes into the world

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Rhodestead + season 4 episode 9 au + trans!Will

It was supposed to be the best day of his life, his wedding day, and he was marrying the most wonderful man on the planet. Of course, fate had different plans. He'd taken the test that morning after feeling vaguely under the weather all week, and all he could think about all morning as he got ready was telling Connor. He'd tell him that night at the reception, holding his husband's hand, passing the champagne over to him to finish. They were going to start their family that day, tying themselves to each other as a third heart beat in Will's belly.

Except the Burkes were there as he was picking up his tuxedo. They were waiting when he stepped out, adjusting his bowtie at his throat. He felt a little bloated, but overall he looked good and he couldn't wait to see Connor at the altar, but the Burke were there, waiting. He was forced into a car, and there was a gun pointed at his head. Except they knew what he'd done for the FBI and CPD, and they were going to kill him. He was seconds from a gunshot to the forehead when he was rescued, and Jay was there, and they were telling him he had to go.

"The wedding," he said to Jay. "Don't worry about the wedding right now. You have to go. It's not safe for you in Chicago." "But Connor." "You can say goodbye but it's going to be brief. We have to get you out of town for a while." "Wait. No. I can't. I have to tell Connor. I can't -" "You have to."

He was brought to the hospital where Connor met him outside.

"Are you alright? What's going on?" Connor asked. "I have to go. There was, I'm sorry, Con. I didn't mean for all this, and -" Connor brought him in and kissed him. "Are you okay?" "Yeah, this isn't my blood. Just. I love you. I love you so much." "Will, we gotta go," Jay called, and Will glanced over his shoulder at him near the SUV. "I'll explain everything when I get back, just - wait for me, okay?" "As if I want anyone else, Will." "I love you." "I love you, too."

Jay pulled him away, and he was rushed from Chicago and hidden away in Arizona far from his home, his family, his friends, Connor.

"Please, can I just call him? From a secured line or something? I won't tell him where I am, I just need to talk to him," Will pleaded with his monitor. They wouldn't budge. The answer was no. He couldn't even talk to Jay. He was alone, and pregnant, and he couldn't even talk to his brother, let alone his fiance, the father of his child. He couldn't even go anywhere, except the store and on a walk every morning with one of his monitors because he had pitched a fit about needing to do something.

He was alone, sitting and waiting, and praying that he could go home before his due date, which he could only guess at because he wasn't allowed to go to the doctor either. He prayed to God that his baby would be okay, that He would let them go home and be with Connor again, a safe and happy family together.

Finally, they got word that Will was safe to return home, and he was put on a plane for Chicago. Jay met him at the airport with a big hug, and a look of surprise as Will's belly met his.

"Surprise, you're going to be an uncle." "Well, that certainly is a surprise. A good one. Does Connor know?" "Not yet. I found out the day of the wedding. Do you know if he's at the hospital?" "That's where he's been spending all his time since, so I imagine so." The drive from the airport to Chicago Med took forever, and Will was about ready to jump out and run there himself when traffic loosened, and they pulled into the employee parking lot. "I'm gonna wait here to take you home, okay? I don't want you alone for that long just yet." "Okay," Will said, but he was just happy to be back. If Jay wanted to hover, he'd let him hover, glad to be home with his family.

He ducked into the ED and found Maggie in a treatment bay. "Hey Maggie," he said quietly, and she turned to look at him. "Can you page Connor for me so I don't have to go track him down?" "Will!" "Shh," he hissed. "I'll see everyone, but Connor first, okay?" "Alright." She let him sit on the bed, and pulled the curtain shut. "It's good to see you home, Will." "It's good to be home." It took a little bit but Will was patient, and then the curtain pulled back just enough for someone to step through. Connor, dressed in scrubs, his beard a little wild, eyes sad. "Oh," Connor said, pausing. "You're, you're home. You, oh my god." He crossed the distance quickly and pulled Will to the corner of the bed to wrap him up in his arms. He held him close, arms tight and firm around his waist, Will's legs spread to bracket his hips. "I'm so glad you're home," Connor muttered. "I missed you so goddamn bad, Will." "I missed you too," Will sighed. "And I have something to tell you." He eased Connor back with a smile, and took his hands. "I'm pregnant, Con." Connor paused, eyes wide, and stared at him. Will brought their shared hands down to his belly, to the bump he'd been hiding under baggy flannels and sweatshirts. "Oh my god?" "I was going to tell you at our reception, but you know how that went, and then I just couldn't tell you when they were whisking me away to God knows where for God knows how long, and I couldn't call you. But I've told them all about you, and played them videos of us so they could hear your voice, and -" Will was cut off by a kiss. "We're going to have a baby." "We are. Would you like to hear their heartbeat with me?" "Fuck, yeah!" Connor grabbed the ultrasound and moved it closer to the bed, sitting down on the side of the bed while Will scooted his sweatshirt up to reveal the bump settled between his hips. "How did this happen?" "You know I'm terrible at taking my medication, and unfortunately T is so different, and then we had sex in the shower that one day before work, and, here we are. Are you, are you happy, at least?" "No, god, yes, I'm happy, Will. You're home, and we're going to have a baby. I'm over the fucking moon right now, sunshine." Will smiled and Connor carefully placed some gel on his belly, and set the wand against his skin. He searched slowly, and then the quiet, quick thump of their baby filled the room. "There they are," Connor said, turning the screen towards Will. "There's the little pumpkin." "God, I was so worried," Will said honestly. "I couldn't get checked out by an OB while I was gone, and all I could do was try to keep healthy for them." Connor stood and leaned into Will's space, kissing him softly again and again, cradling his jaw in his hands, thumbs brushing over his cheeks. His "You did amazing, sunshine. I'm so proud of you, and I can't wait to bring this baby home with you."