#ToxAsk

[toxicanonymity]

Hey Toxy 🖤

I was wondering how Raider would react (now that their relationship has evolved so much) if he was woken up by sweet pea having a nightmare.

Let's imagine she cries and says Jackson's name in her sleep.

How would he comfort her, what would his thoughts be?

🙏

Joel responds to a nightmare | raider

Good question 🖤 including a couple of adjacent scenarios that have been on my mind.

If you sound mildly distressed, he's comforting. "It's okay, baby." If you sound like you're crying, he'll slide his fingers over your cheeks. When he feels the warm moisture, he's turned on.

If he hears a name like "Jackson," his heart starts pounding. His nostrils flare. His possessiveness seizes him. He reflexively holds you tighter, which might wake you up gasping for breath. If not, he rolls you onto your back. Your head is thrashing back and forth, and he holds it still. He says your name to wake you up.

When he sees your fearful eyes, his protectiveness kicks in. He takes a deep breath and reassures you, "Nothin's gonna happen to you, sweet pea." You whisper, "I know." "C'mere," he brushes your tears away and kisses the moisture off his thumb. "Shhhh." He kisses you on the forehead, spoons you again and kisses your neck. He reassures you, and the vibration of his voice through your back soothes you. He stays awake. He wonders what he can do to make this stop. He means well, but he has misguided thoughts like, should I make an example of someone else to show her no one can hurt her?

What if you dream of Harold the Scarecrow instead, just the gruesome scene, and you don't say any names? You refuse to tell Joel what it was about. If he gets it out of you, he tries to avoid his guilt. "Who let you see that?" He demands. "No one," you insist. It was hard to avoid. "Shouldn't be lookin' at somethin' like that. 'Course ya got nightmares." He's quiet for a minute but still thinking about it. "I gotta keep ya safe, sweet pea. The guys gotta know to stay in line."

What if you grind your teeth? He gently forces a finger or two into your mouth. He doesn't mind if you bite them, it's cute. It turns him on a little bit. You suck them and your face relaxes. Depending on how tired he is, it may take it effort not to wake you up for sex now. But if he's spooning you as usual, you'll feel his excitement anyway and might moan onto his fingers, making it worse, and one thing leads to another.

[toxicbrothel]

do we need to look out for carter's gf?

maybe she's only with carter to get closer to joel?

maybe she wants the "leader of the pack" and not second in command

i'm delulu 🙃

Uh oh! Hard to say... Maybe she's conniving, or maybe she's secretly in love with you, and loves the way Joel loves you, and was admiring the passion on his face (for you). Or maybe she was just fangirling over being in Joel Miller's bed 🤪

[warverse]

So starting to work on my own music n such for Warverse- which means an op will be coming at the end of the year, so what characters would you guys like to see animated first?

[toxictoxicities]

video reminded me of you x

I was so fucken confused why someone would send me a link to a mario speedrun video and how on earth that related to me

Until I saw “trafficlightfan” in some username and just went “ohhh” 😂

[grians-secrets]

٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

this may get me fake claimed but when watching new life series i can sometimes gain memories or feelings and with the newest episode tje BETRAYAL of scar and jimmy hurts so much those mother fuckers are DEAD

[doctorjohcoy]

hi. youre this

where did you find this picture of me

gshjsjsnsn ok ok u right but hey i think ur kuromi

[toxicanonymity]

I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF NIGHT WALKS WOULD STOP HAUNTING ME LIKE THIS

Stop?? He can't do that. You know that, pumpkin 😉

[toxicanonymity]

Why am I so attracted to angry violent men but they treat girls like princesses.. is this what daddy issues are?

Maaybe. . . but also consider the survival perks of having the mate most capable of destroying any threats 😇 maybe our biology knows

[toxicanonymity]

Slasher and Kitten in his tow truck 🥹

HELL YEAH. this is amazing 😫😫😫

Tysm for sharing it! 🥹🩷

slasher joel masterlist

[toxicanonymity]

I’m obsessed with Raider Joel!! Reader is so strong with everything she deals with, i don’t know how she can tolerate it tbh 😭 can you maybe write something where reader is going through depression and joel gets worried about her? ❤️🫶🏻

raider joel comfort

Here are some of raider joel's comfort moments. Some are angsty. Heed warnings.

Also, on the raider masterlist, "dark fluff" is indicated with a black heart 🖤.

Drabbles

He holds her during a meeting

She gets sick

She snaps and he's worried

She's overcome with emotion

✨ She's crying in bed

✨ She has a nightmare

✨ Roly poly - comfort drabble

Longer fics w/ comfort scenes

Washbin - He tries to take care of her

Home - He feeds her spaghettios

Close - He's relieved she survives

Night Air - He watches her sleep

Hunger - She has a meltdown

Bodies - Self harm scare

Actually there are a lot of these so check out the masterlist lol 🖤

As for how she deals, she has 10 years of apocalypse survival, and she doesn't really have a choice 😞.

Take care, and big hug from raider Joel 🧸

[toxicanonymity]

they gave up raiding and opened a restaurant??? canon ??

IMG: miller & Carter steakhouse

Omg yes 😫😫😫 or even a no outbreak timeline where they do this but it's a front for organized crime. Sweet pea is out with a businessman and not eating, looks uncomfortable. Joel knows the man is in a rival crime finally and that he's ruthless with women, he's seen them bruised and discarded. He follows them out of the restaurant, lights up a cigarette as he walks behind them. The man opens the car door, sweet pea tries to run, and the guy manhandles her. Joel flicks his cigarette away and yells "drop her." He beats him, overkill, and slams his head with the car door. Sweet pea quietly turns to walk away into the night but Joel doesn't let her. Joel brings her into his office and tells Carter to get her whatever she needs. He gets the kitchen to make her something she likes even though it's not on the menu. Joel comes to check on her and locks the office door. He tells her she needs someone to protect her. "You're gonna come with me, and you're gonna do what I say. ok, sweet pea?" She agrees, doesn't have much to go home to anyway. Then Joel takes her home with him, keeps her there, and she becomes like a mob/mafia wife.

This is amazing ty for sharing it!

[toxicanonymity]

TOXIC THERES CLIPS OF PEDRO GOING AROUND ON TWITTER FROM HIS NEW MOVIE THE UNINVITED RED ALERT RED ALERT THERES KISSING INVOLVED

Oh shit 😰😰😰🚨🚨🚨

Video

Man that's hot. Also read that his character has some kind of sobriety-adjacent arc 😶 hell yeah?

and against the wall outside??

[toxicanonymity]

hi. idk if u will see this but it would be so amazing if we got a final part for just the tip joel...

i just discovered the miniseries and it's the best writing of desperate! joel ive ever read. ever

so anyway *gets on knees* pretty please?

RE: just the tip / just the tip really

Man, I forgot how desperate he acts in that lmaooooo. I'm glad it suits your tastes that well. normally I only hear stuff like that about stepdad, but yeah lol he needs her so bad he can't stand it. If I go back to it, it might be because you told me how much you love it and asked so nicely. Sometimes it can spark something ✨

Tysm for reading and reaching out! 🩷

[toxicanonymity]

dude i went bar hopping last night and one of the bars was called UNCLE TOMMY’S 😂

Omg yes 😫😫😫

[toxicanonymity]

Jojo’s escalating…

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO STOP 😭😭😭

ref: collect calls

[toxicanonymity]

Can you help me find a fic I read? It was Joel x reader and she was playing truth or dare with friends and was dared to go over to Joel’s house. He was working on his car and she’s always liked him and tried to seduce him but just got railed in the garage by him?

I can’t find it to save my life but it was such a good fic, if anyone knows whose fic it is thanks <3

that was Truth or Dare by @joelscruff and I liked it so much I made this for it last year :)