#Toronto girl

[notdayle]

Pls get my joke

[chelssology]

[sharas-bae]

this time tomorrow i'll be en route to the airport to head to toronto. we had some solid planning/expectation-setting/hopes-discussing calls last week and i'm feeling really good about how this week will go, no matter the outcome.

it scares the hell out of me that somewhere along the way i started feeling invested in a specific outcome, one where we decide to keep this thing going with intention and parameters. but it also feels really good to want something like this, after many years of wondering where that desire went and if it would ever come back.

i think that worst case scenario, we'll have a nice time together and agree at the end that this is the last stop on the romantic journey and decide to pivot to long-distance friendship with fewer points of contact. which we actually talked about, and agreed on. (ok actual worst case scenario that i didn't put on her is she wants that but i want to keep it going, and i have to deal with a kind of heartbreak i haven't seen in a very long time. but yknow. i'll survive it.)

most importantly, i don't see a world where we don't at least have a fun and illuminating visit. i don't foresee regretting this, no matter the decisions we make at the end.

i'm still nervous as hell. and i'm definitely maybe a little bit trying to pep talk myself out of the nerves and the fears. but i'm also excited and grateful and wondering how the hell this is my life just as much as i was back in july.

[toastytransgal]

Went on a walk downtown with my friend and she spotted some sick graffiti :3 (was in Toronto)

[fxckingfantasy]

Halloween designs I drew up! Can’t wait to tattoo these

Instagram: beccajonesart

[vanessavixenx2]

Not a great season to be a Jays fan, but I’ll still be here next year boys! 💙🤍 Vv xo

[triflingthing]

Monday aesthetic

[3416]

i think we all deserve a frame by frame of this beauty

[stereax]

[chelssology]

Tears in dreams 💧

They drown 🌊

[sharas-bae]

ngl there's a part of me that wants this thing with toronto girl to keep going just for the 'girlfriend who lives in canada' jokes. it's by no means the main motivation, of course. but it's not not there.

[fruitcage]

[maxipowell]

mapleleafs: 500 in style 😎

[vanessavixenx2]

Toronto Blue Jays home opener…Go Jays! 💙♥️🤍 Vv xo

[samanthasgone]

Credit: sportsgirlsclub

Y’all mind if we leave these here?

[3416]

motherfucker, he says