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what're your favorite headcanons about the infinite blue boys
asdfghjkl thank you for the ask! Apologies this took so long, I love wanting to do multiple hobbies and subsequently not making progress on any of them
Anyway I'm a sucker for domestic mundane things, like the list of random facts VelvetFox posted in this ask, so here are some headcanons for the boys with that same vibe:
(I had some scraps of IB dad headcanons so those are mixed in here too)
Infinite Blue LIs x Reader. No mentions of reader pronouns or gender. Also posted on Ao3Â here.
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Alexei:
Has journals full of thoughts and observations about anything and everything. Some of his writing is illegible and other parts make no sense to anybody but him because it's literally his runaway train of thoughts dumped onto paper. He sticks post-it notes with diagrams between the pages, jots down excerpts from Wikipedia pages, and overall it's not an aesthetic read... But flipping through can give you an idea of how this super genius's brain works.
He also writes about you in these notebooks, albeit they're written in between stuff like the thirty-seven fun facts of siphonophores and his favorite part of last night's dinner. Many of them are things youâve never even noticed about yourself like the way you hold the steering wheel while driving. This is also where he'll stick date memorabilia, like movie tickets. (this hc was inspired by this fic by @sailxrmxrs <3)
If you two own a saucer chair or some other small round comfy seat, he'll probably fall asleep in it at least once. He curls up, all 5'10" of him tucked in that tiny space. Naturally, his body hurts when he wakes up and therefore he gets a bit grumpy. So next time if you see him dozing off maybe lead him to the couch or the bed so he can stretch comfortably.
Brooklyn:
I want to imagine that he has a closet only for his clothing irons and ironing boards. Like a fucking broom closet and you open it to see that there's those four boards and a dozen irons. These include vintage clothing irons, restored and repurposed. He knows how to use them and take care of them too. Why does this make me laugh so hard.
Clothes shopping. Take this man clothes shopping. Yes, he'll buy you anything but honestly? Even disregarding that itâs a fun time because he would enjoy discussing outfits, and if your taste isn't the same as his business-academia-formal style he could be convinced into trying an outfit you styled, or vice versa. Also he's a total simp every time you step out of the changing room. Need fit pics? He's got you covered.
Something tells me Brooklyn would enjoy snacks and desserts from around the world. He'd love to make them himself (and with you!), but you could just come home with some mitarashi-dango because your local Asian supermarket was having a sale and he's already cracking open the container for the ceremonial-grade green tea leaves.
Leo:
Leo's our favorite gamer guy, but I think he also enjoys jigsaw puzzles whether they be with his friends or you or both. These are the quiet nights where everyone is focusing, intently staring at the puzzle sitting on the coffee table while aimlessly chatting. It's super peaceful, though sometimes time slips by unnoticed and by the time you all finish it's two in the morning.
Does that thing where you put someone in a shopping car, sprint across the parking lot while pushing said cart, then jump on it while it's moving. He does it with his friends, you, and his future kid (albeit with a lot more caution). He really wants to kiss you while heâs doing it too, but maybe not because what happens if he hits a car, or worse, someone else?
While we're on the topic of transportation and kisses, every time you're sitting shotgun and he pulls the car in reverse he'll put his hand on your seat and lean in to kiss you. Every. Single. Time.
Kiss him first. It'll get him flustered. Do it.
Milo:
I want to believe he really likes having his hair brushed. If you ask him about it he'll never admit it beyond a quick affirmative, but anytime you sit behind him and start to gently run the bristles through his tangles, he could feel himself relaxing. It's soothing. He might fall asleep like that.
Milo would own a 3d printer. I have no definitive reasons why. Vibe check says he owns a 3d printer and will print out cool little knickknacks and give them to you without a word because they either help you in a mundane way (like a toothbrush holder), or he'll print out something cute like a tiny frog with a mushroom hat because he likes seeing your face light up.
Or he'll print out something cursed, like that Thomas the Tank Engine bottlecap where the liquid streams out of the eyes. It's a coin toss every time.
Rory:
Was that one kid reading with a flashlight under the covers. Even now that he's older, he likes to get a bed light and read before bed. Sometimes he gets super engrossed in it and you gotta peel that book off him. Heâll complain. Stand your ground. Otherwise he'll be super sleep-deprived and cranky the next morning.
If his future child also turns out to be an avid reader, he'll secretly change out their flashlight batteries. Or get them a night light with some half-baked excuse of, "so you don't turn on all the lights when you get up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom and wake the entire house up." Sure, Rory.
Speaking of sleep-related things, he really likes it when you fall asleep next to him/on him. His expression melts into the softest smile and he'll pull you in tightly. If he falls asleep on you, he's the kind to unconsciously hold onto you/must be touching you at all times. He gets really embarrassed about it if you mention this to him. I recommend taking a picture and making it his contact photo.
Tobias:
Has terrible handwriting but an impeccable signature. Don't ever ask him to write the grocery list because it takes forever to decipher his chicken scratch, but he'll sign stuff for fans in one fluid stroke, and that shit looks clean. And yes, he'll offer to sign something for you too.
Loves it when he's chilling on the couch after a long day and you flop on top of him. He'll happily be your teddy bear and let you lay there for hours, the two of you chatting and watching TV while he rubs soft circles on your back. Feel free to fall asleep like that too.
He's the type to enjoy flashy, expensive dates. He takes you out in his sports car to get dinner at a fancy restaurant, followed by spectating sports games from the VIP seats. But I also think incredibly mundane things, like the two of you going out just to grab ice cream in sweatpants and hoodies give him a special kind of happiness.
Seeing you sleepily rubbing your eyes as you come to pick him up from the airport is enough to make him giddy.
#im not sure if you were asking for my favorite hc answered by VF or my favorite hcs I wrote myself so uh#both#i present you. both#also for anybody curious the asker in that VF post is me from a sideblog which is for a personal project#i'll make a proper post when im more... confident#and i know what im doing#Infinite Blue#Alexei#Brooklyn#Leo#Milo#Rory#Tobias#headcanons#alexei x reader#brooklyn x reader#leo x reader#milo x reader#rory x reader#tobias x reader#reader insert
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SEND ME DIVERGENT REQUESTS I BEG OF YOU. specifically four/Tobias
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gregson's birthday present
pairing: tobias gregson x gn!reader
summary: you gift gregson a birthday present that he cherishes!
tags: wholesome fluff, established romantic relationship, reluctant!gregson (he doesn't want a gift at first), gregson's pocket watch
âi don't need a giftâŚâ
gregson sighed, hands in his pockets as you handed him a little wooden box.
âjust open it!â
you pushed, tugging on his sleeves, until gregson gave in and took his hands out of his pockets, taking the small box from your hands and slowly opening it.
âit's a pocket watchâ!â you told gregson with a smile, as he laid eyes on the watch. âso you won't be late to our dates anymoreâ
gregson huffed amused, closing the box again and slipping it into his pockets, before pulling you closer and pressing a kiss onto your forehead.
âthanks, love. i'll take good care of it!â
#tobias gregson x reader#tobias gregson#tobias x reader#gregson x reader#tobias#gregson#x reader#x you#x y/n#x gn reader#oneshot#drabble#the great ace attorney chronicles#the great ace attorney#ace attorney x reader#ace attorney#tgaac#tgaa#fluff#dating
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In case yâall been wondering wtf Iâve been doing itâs been having a migraine all week and working on this Tobias x reader for my fandom besties b-day! Itâs DILF hours yâall coming soon I swear
#tobias kiramman#arcane fanfic#arcane fanfiction#Tobias Kiramman x reader#Tobias x reader#Tobias x you#itâs DILF hours
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đđđ shit this made me cry
Angsty Song Fic~
(Hold on I still need you By: Chord Overstreet)
Loving and fighting, accusing, denying
You stand with Jim fighting in the Forge together as you train. You look away from him after the hard session and your eyes flash gold. You get up a moment later and join the others smiling and laughing together.
I can't imagine a world with you gone
You see the Eternal Night. Bular and Gunmar roaring in victory. Changelings running rampant. Jim, Claire, Toby, Eli, Steve, Darci, Mary, Shannon, Aarrrgh, Blinky, Draal, Vendel their all stone or dead or ash and it's your fault.
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
You smile as Jim, Toby, Claire, Blinky, Aaarrgh, and Draal give a group hug.
You frown your arms pulled close as Bular growls something threatening at you. Strickler, Nomura, and Otto stand in front of you but don't defend you otherwise.
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You sit on the ground tears running down your face as you stare into a puddle golden eyes staring back. Jim, Toby, and Claire are disgusted as your changeling mentors laugh behind you. They told you this would happen, they love your persona but they could never love the real you.
You locked yourself in the bathroom
You stand between your friends and your changeling family. Slashing your weapon on instinct rocks fall separating Jim, Claire, Toby, Draal, Blinky, and Aarrrgh from you Strickler, Nomura, Otto, and Bular.
Lying on the floor when I break through
Your shaking realizing what you just did. How much you just messed up. Bular roars before he throws you. You make impact against one of the cave walls before they leave you to die. The changelings walk away as you lay on the ground bleeding and in pain. You reach out but they don't look back. Not until your eyes close and your hand goes limp.
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Jim and the others break through the rock and find you unconcious and wheezing as you fight for your life. Your bleeding and injured but not quit dead yet. Jim holds you close and you begin crying in your sleep hearing his heartbeat.
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
They're hugging you, begging you not to leave as they begin sobbing. Blinky picks you up from Jim as they frantically search for a safe way out of the cave.
Hold on, I still want you
Blinky notices the Janus Order insignia on your arm as they carry you out of the cave running you towards the nearest human hospital but he doesn't care. None of them do.
Come back, I still need you
Aarrrgh Blinky and Draal wait in the bushes outside the hospital waiting for news. All your other friends from school are shocked to hear the news as Jim, Claire, and Toby make calls in the hospital lobby. They all rush to your ward where they sit in your room or out in the hallway waiting for you to wake up.
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
You're on life support in the hospital and Jim is there with all your friends. He holds your hand as your friends surround your bed. Barbara keeps Strickler, Nomura, and Otto from entering threatening them with a call from CPS. Strickler looks up and through the window he sees Jim holding your hand with the insignia and how the others truly care for you despite your original intentions.
I swear to love you all my life
Jim holds your hand to his head begging you to please wake up. His thumb brushes against your insignia as he curses the Order under his breath.
Hold on, I still need you
You smile at Jim after your first mission together. You took down an enemy in the Forge and you'd never felt more alive.
It flashes and your laying in the hospital bed. Your vitals aren't looking good...
 Long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Jim thinks of you clinging to his back as you both ride his vespa after school. Your humming something as you hug him close staring at the stars.
Driving a nightmare I can't escape from
It hits Jim Claire and Toby as he begins humming the song in the hospital that it's Nomuras song, Peer Gynt in the Hall of the Mountain King. The signs were always there.
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading
They don't care. The trollhunters don't care. Their begging and praying, pleading with whatever's listening for you to wake up. They want answers but they also more than anything just want you alive.
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
Strickler, Nomura, and Otto walk in as Barbara was told by Sheriff Scott to let them through. They couldn't be proven as the abusers that caused your accident. Jim clings to you but Strickler pushes him aside and puts his head to yours whispering something in changeling.
They took you away on a table
Strickler steps back as doctors and nurses rush in to handle your comatose state. He slips something up his pocket and Jim notices. Somethings gone wrong and the heart monitor flat lined. The trio glares at Strickler as the others leave to watch the surgery or wait again in the waiting room.
I pace back and forth as you lay still
Jim is outside in the woods with Aarrrgh Blinky and Draal. He paces nervously as the trolls try and comfort him. The others are in the surgery hall hoping for better news. Strickler, Nomura, and Otto are in the hallway as well but leave the kids alone.
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Jim walks back into the hospital and sits down hours later. He eventually wakes up when Barbara shakes his shoulder Strickler standing behind her. You're being wheeled out of the surgery hall after a long operation to fix your damaged organs. He runs up to you and follows you back to your room holding your hand the whole way.
Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me
The others get up and shift awake from their sleeping positions as they hear the gurney. They run after Jim and you. Otto advises Strickler against Visitors but Strickler shakes his head letting you have this.
Hold on, I still want you
A montage of all your friends coming to talk to you privatley. Their unsure if this is the last time they'll ever see you again.
Jim mentions past adventures. Fondly going over training and all the things you've both accomplished.
Toby talks about all the fun you've had. About the stories you've all made together and how TrollMarket misses you.
Claire mentions sleepovers and long nights of studying magic, trollish, and school subjects together. How you made her life interesting.
Mary babbles for awhile not sure what to say. She brings you up to date on what's happening at school and the latest news. But she also whispers how much she misses you.
Darci is quiet for a moment before she makes a joke. You don't laugh but thats okay. She updates you about her mascot stuff and brings you up to date about all the sports teams.
Steve isn't good with people being sick. With loosing people. He tells you, you need to get better soon cause he's dedicating the next big game too you. He asks you to please heal up soon.
Eli talks about classes and what your missing in the supernatural world but also what everyone's saying at school. He mentions a new video game and how he won't play it until you wake up to play it with him.
Mary is a bit shy but she's also no stranger to death or tragedy. She closes her eyes and sings you a little song she knows you like. By the end she's crying and she has to leave but she hopes it made you feel a little better.
Come back, I still need you
Flowers and other mementos slowly fill your room. Your surrounded by boquets, cards, books you enjoy, treats you love, and various gifts. As you remain comatose Jim sits alone with you unable to concentrate on anything else.
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
Everyone else is gone and Strickler silently walks into the room. Otto and Nomura are not with him but they wanted to be.
I swear to love you all my life
Strickler knows there aren't cameras in the room. He slips out what he gave you earlier to finish the job. Closing his eyes he begins shaking.
Hold on, I still need you
He stops and slips the curse that'd kill you back into his pocket. He begins crying as he takes your hands in his own and puts them to his forehead shaking. He can't do it. None of them can. Not to you.
âŚÂ I don't wanna let go
Strickler gets up and takes out his phone. He calls Jim and tells him they need to hurry. The part of the curse already inside you couldn't be healed by modern medicine. He takes your hand and promises he'll make this right.
I know I'm not that strong
He slowly walks to the door and locks it. Carefully he turns off your machines and picks you up heading towards the window. Opening it he holds you close waiting. The trolls would be here soon with Jim to take you to HeartStone TrollMarket.
I just wanna hear you
Strickler slowly hands you off to Aarrrgh who carefully takes you cradling you close. Toby's on his back as Jim looks up at Strickler. He opens his mouth so many unspoken words needing to be said. So many apologies to be made and amends to make. And yet the changeling looks away dismissing the trio. They don't hesitate and take off.
Saying, "Baby, let's go home"
As they run through the woods your getting sicker. The infection having spread thanks to the curse. You were shivering in Aarrrghs hold as he held you closer. Draal runs ahead opening the TrollMarket door. Aarrrgh rushes through.
Let's go home
The kids following as Blinky Aarrrgh and Draal carry you through TrollMarket the HeartStone so hopefully Vendel can heal you as normal medicine can't. Your continuing to worsen.
Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Vendel looks up from his reading. Getting up pushing everything off his desk your carefulky laid down on it, as a Heartstone is placed into your hands. Blinky, Aarrrgh, Draal, Claire, and Toby watch as Jim holds your hand and Vendel does his magic.
âŚÂ Hold on, I still want you
He's whispering how he forgives you. How it's okay and he doesn't blame you for what happened. How when you wake up it'll all be okay someday. You just need to wake up and talk to them. Whatever kind of trouble your in they'll save you. They'll protect you.
Come back, I still need you
Your eyes open glowing with a golden glow as you gasp for air.
Your friends laugh glad to see your alive as you slowly begin to heal.
And Strickler packs his things away Nomura and Otto helping him as none of them could do what needed to be done.
#trollhunters x reader#trollhunters#toa x reader#toa#james lake jr. x reader#jim lake x reader#jim x reader#toby x reader#tobias x reader#toby domzalski x reader
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Ticci Toby General Headcannons
Summary: Basic, SFW, and NSFW head-cannons. My personal thoughts, feelings, and opinions about Toby as a character.
TW: NSFW below the cut, minors dni! Above the cut is sfw!
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Basic:
- Even though he is socially awkward and tense, heâs a master at people watching. Can read a room and know more details about a person within seconds of watching them interact.
- Likes his alone time.
- He would probably say Tim and Brian are his closest friends, the same canât be said about Masky and Hoodie, however.
- A pro at zoning out. Takes you waving your hand in his face before he snaps back.
- Bipolar? More-so emotional switch. Tends to be soft-spoken and awkward, trying his best to keep conversation while fidgeting his hands, looking anywhere but at your face. Otherwise, heâs an in-your-face, aggressive, no emotional resistance when that flip is switched. Lots of teeth gritting and yelling, swings his ax around like itâs a toy to intimidate. It takes a lot for him to get to that point, but it takes double the time for him to come back down from it.
- Not easily scared. Will throw himself into a fight and come out victorious somehow.
- Sleeper build. Wears lots of baggy clothing and layers so you canât tell, but secretly heâs jacked. He may look scrawny, but donât be fooled. Really strong shoulder and chest muscles from dually swinging his ax and dragging bodies around. He doesnât think itâs all that impressive. Wishes he was bigger.
- The worst posture youâve ever seen.
- Let his facial hair grow out from time to time. Thinks it makes him look too mature, but appreciates the compliments he gets.
- Has a secret hobby of playing a guitar he found on a mission. His tics mess him up a lot, but itâs worth the trip out deeper into the woods where no one can hear to practice a little.
- A little shit.
- Hates the heat. Would rather freeze to death than spend one moment in the too hot sun. Favorite season is late fall, around the first snowfall time.
- Big on territory. Never had privacy or respect as a kid so he values having his own things and belongs that nobody else can touch.
- Definitely shy, but not in the âUwUâ way, in the âCan you get this from the gas station for me? The girl in there looks mean.â
- Bites his nails, the skin around his nails, and his cuticles LIKE A MF.
- Very light sleeper. Unless heâs absolutely dead beat exhausted, heâll wake up from just the floorboards creaking. Has to be physically exhausted to actually rest.
- When listening to music, he needs it as loud and close as possible. Headphones are a must and they must be at max. He wants to feel that bass.
- A stray animal lover, feels similar to them in a way.
- Breaks down a lot. Hard to console or even talk to in those moments but some time alone in his room will do the trick.
- Has the education level of a middle schooler.
- Enjoys Gorillaz, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, and surprisingly, older country artists like Johnny Cash and Willie Nelson. âOutlaw shit.â
Dating Him/SFW:
- âLoveâ âY/NâŚâ âBabyâ
- Loves when he touches you and you donât pull away. Like when his knee accidentally rests against yours or his elbow bumps your arm while sitting on the couch and you donât tug away, just sitting there letting him rest. He gets all giddy.
- Playing with your hair. Currently trying to learn how to braid.
- âWait. O- Okay, so, right th- then left? No? F- Fuck, okayâŚâ
- Favorite sleeping position is with you wrapping around each other, legs and arms tangled together as he hooks his chin onto the top of your head, rubbing your back. Even though you both get extremely hot and sweaty after a while, Toby enjoys the moment before you eventually shove him off.
- Likes to feel your body weight on him, whether itâs laying or sitting, he just likes the pressure and warmth you give.
- Big on physical touch, could really care less if heâs mad or not, just needs to have some part of his body touching yours.
- You could wear or look like absolutely anything and heâd still think youâre the most gorgeous thing heâs ever seen.
- Loves how you smell after getting out of the shower, canât get enough of it while he kisses your warm, damp skin.
- Loves the way it feels when you comb through his hair with your fingers, practically purrs as he melts into your warmth, angling his head so you have better access.
- An admirer for sure, stares even when you catch on, studying every freckle or sunspot on your cheek.
- Self conscious about being your boyfriend. In reality, heâs an amazing lover, but heâs been conditioned his whole life that heâs not good enough and that ideal carries over.
- Tried to lick you through the hole in his cheek once, you both freaked out.
- Sensitive to high stress situations or loud noises so constantly reaches for your hand or crams himself into your side to block out the panic he can feel oncoming. You really help.
- Slasher movie date nights are always a bust because heâll describe just how inaccurate that blood splatter was, followed by what would actually happen in detail.
- âIf he c- cut the arm like that, it wou- wouldnât spray out that far. This g- guy doesnât even l- look like heâs ever even he- held an ax before.â
- Didnât have a favorite color until you told him yours. Says his is the same, just cause itâs your favorite.
- Very immature in the sense of relationship problems. He thinks everything can be solved if he just avoids it, and that includes you. It takes a lot of bickering and patience, but heâll eventually get over himself and force a solution.
- Doesnât open up about anything ever. Youâve gotta fight tooth and nail for him to even mention his motherâs name. Will tell you all about his latest mission, however, whether you want to hear or not.
- Throws things or hits you playfully just to turn around and go âWho did that??â
Dating Him/NSFW:
- Boobs. Tits. Breasts. He needs them in his palms immediately.
- A big biter. Will never bite hard enough to draw blood but gets so turned on at seeing his teeth marks in your skin. Big territory thing.
- âMine. See, I m- marked âya. Youâre mine.â
- His dream is to fuck your tits, too shy to ask though.
- Always been a âjerk off as fast as you canâ kind of guy, fisting his cock fast to just get off. So when you slowly slide down his cock for the first time, taking your time to adjust and grind your hips at a steady pace, he nearly cums on the spot from how overwhelming it is.
- Bisexual, definitely.
- Starts at a fast pace at first, thrusting and grinding until both of your hips hurt, but then slowly his pace changes, more intentional movements and sinking deeper, more focused on stretching you out then getting deep. Just wants to get you dizzy before he gives you the good stuff lol.
- âTh- That feel good? Youâre sq- squeezinâ so tight, ah-â
- His fingernail imprints all over your skin from how hard he holds you.
- Pervert but not in a creepy way. Pervert as in gets a boner from just watching your ass as you walk across the room. Has to clench his fists every time you bend over or raise your shirt up. Can barely breathe if youâre showing too much skin.
- Not big on degradation, but is very big on affirmation, loves to be told heâs doing good.
- Secretly, sooooo secretly loves the idea of anal. For both you and him. He wants to be buried in your ass, your back laid into his chest as he shoves his fingers into your cunt, panting into your neck. But at the same time, wishes you would just read his mind and push your fingers into his, fisting his cock as you stretched him so well.
- Surprisingly, very flexible. Whatever position youâre in he can easily contort to get the best angle to sink his cock in.
- Jealousy sex. Another resident of the mansion catches your glance for too long and suddenly youâre shoved into the bathroom, pants at your ankles as the brunette swipes the pads of his fingers against your clit, biting against your shoulder as he ruts into your ass.
- âMine, mine, m- mine, nobody els- else makes you feel this good. Right? R- Right? Yeah?â
- A WHINER. Grade A pro at burying his face into your neck/pillow/chest and just sobbing his pleasure through tears and moans. Heâs so loud, obnoxiously groaning and huffing as you slap your hand over his mouth. It doesnât help though, as soon as your hand pushes down his tongue is already out and licking your palms.
- You in his hoodie? Yeah, itâs the only thing youâre wearing while he snaps his hips, pushing your knees back as far as theyâll go to get even deeper, mewling about how good you look.
- Loves to sit back and watch you suck his cock, his fingers pushing strands of hair out of your face as you try to take it all in, eyes twitching the further down you get. Heâs not insanely big, just lengthy enough to make you choke and reach all the best parts. Likes to put his goggles on your forehead and watch them dangle as you bob up and down.
- Cumming in you? No. Cumming on you? Every single time. Goes absolutely crazy when he sees his seed shot across your stomach or thighs, your flushed skin and post-orgasm twitches getting him so turned on he canât focus.
- âYou ju- just look so good⌠Couldnât he- help myself, okay? Sorry⌠Can we, u- uh⌠Can we go ag- again?â
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â˘{Sebastian Solace Cuddle Headcanons}â˘
Been a while since I've done one of these so... Also credits to the actual creator of the pic.
⢠Loves to coil his tail gently around you to make you feel safe and secure.
⢠He can purr because I said so. He does it to relax you.
⢠Sebastian loves to sing you to sleep when you can't sleep. It helps relax you.
⢠He loves to lay by you as he has you wrapped up in his tail just so he can make sure you're getting enough rest.
⢠Because of your situation in Urbanshade, you tend to get nightmares.
⢠When you have a nightmare, he comforts you.
⢠"You can't sleep? It's no problem. You can lay on my tail it's no problem."
⢠"Oh dear, shall I help you get rid of those pesky nightmares?"
Sorry if short, I can't think of anything else to add lol. I promise I'll write more headcanons soon :â˘>
Divider by @/cafekitsune
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Masky: Some people are like slinkies.
(Y/N): What?
Masky: Not really good for anything but it puts a smile on your face when pushed down the stairs.
(Y/N): ...
(Y/N): Please don't push Toby down the stairs.
Masky: You can't stop me.
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Hi can you do toby and ej having a breeding kink?
Thanks for the request :)
â ď¸Warning NSFW content belowâ ď¸
Toby and Eyeless Jack having a breeding kink:
Toby:
Toby does wish to have kids in the future.
During sex, he would love to breed you. Whether you can or not get pregnant.
He will whisper filthy things in your ear, saying stuff like how beautiful you will look with his child growing inside of you or how much your womb wants his semen inside of you.
Toby gets so horny thinking about filling you up with his cum until you're overflowing.
He will also beg for you to give him a child when he's fucking you.
If he's fucking you in doggystyle, he will hold your tummy and think about you being pregnant.
EJ:
Jack is a demon, and his sense of smell is good, so he can smell you when you're ovulating. He knows that's the best opportunity to breed you.
Jack will get so horny at the thought of getting you pregnant with his demon babies.
He will fill your pussy up with so much cum and get mad when he sees his cum spill out of your pussy.
Jack will tell you how much of a filthy slut you're squeezing his cock begging for his cum, and how you want to get knocked up by him.
After all the baby making sex, he will act sweet. He kisses you and prepares you for a warm bath.
Have a nice day :)
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â the boys next door
sfwish, mdni | tags ; poly!male yanderes x gn reader (no prns used but 'you'), manipulation, yan behavior, slight fetishization of virginity
originally this was just gonna be one character so thank mazzy for convincing me to make him a poly duo instead lmfao. ik i have things to finish but like,,, boys đŤś
not too proud of this one so ill probs revise it or make a part two at a l8r time when im feeling less rusty
the boys next door were the two that everyone knew of as a pair.
sebastian and tobias grew up together, learned together, played together, and shared absolutely everything practically since they were born. they were what people thought of when the words 'best friends' came to mind.
nothing could or would ever come between the two boys, everyone said.
so it was no shock that when you came in and quite literally got between them â by virtue of moving into the vacancies that separated their homes â their instant mutual attraction to you would do nothing but strengthen the bond between them.
it was odd. any additions to their relationship was unheard of, but...
the boys next door shared everything. you didn't think that'd exclude you, did you?
toby and sebastian were quick to befriend you when you entered their life. you were around their age, practically the only other child in the area at that; but unlike the children at school who they'd turn away from in favor of each other, they readily made you part of their dynamic.
they didn't quite understand the feelings you gave them at first, they were too young to. all they really knew is that they liked being around you, they liked talking about you, and they wanted you to themselves.
when you were young, everything became about you. their favorite games involved them being your loyal knights, or bodyguards, or any other role that involved protecting you from whatever threat their little minds could imagine up.
and when you grew tired of playing the damsel in distress? they were fine with it. whatever you wanted from them, you got. sebastian's gaming console was practically yours with how much he pushed you to play on it. toby would beg his parents to get him any toy he'd seen you show interest in; and he'd always eventually get them for you.
they didn't want you to ever be bored around them. you'd always have a good time on their watch, and they spoiled you relentlessly to the best of their abilities.
you were theirs, now! and you took care of what was yours, no matter what. that's what both of them were taught.
they grew up with you. learned with you. played with you, and of course, they shared you â even as the three of you grew up.
everyone around you saw how much they adored you, too. when asked, the two boys would proclaim how they'd both marry you in the future. it was so cute! no one saw an issue with how they always took up as much time and attention as they could from you. or how you never really seemed to be able to make friends with other kids at your school...
you had your best friends, so it didn't matter. they were all you needed.
the pair grew to love their constant close proximity to you. it ensured that they'd know what was going on in your life at all times as you grew and developed. when you weren't all hanging out together, it wouldn't be unusual for the pair to simply watch your home from their windows, glimpsing into your windows to watch you go about your life.
you were turning into a fine young adult. but you still needed their protection! they both easily surpassed you in size as you all grew up â sebastian in particular, who's height was staggering compared to both you and toby. he liked the edge it gave him, and how intimidating he could be when needed. tobias didn't have that advantage, but everyone liked him enough to respect you as his territory anyway. you were so small and sweet, what if someone saw you the way they did? they couldn't have that, they had no choice but to keep you to themselves.
it felt like you always had at least one of the two at your side at all times. so much so that it felt odd when you were without either of them. sebastian and toby being by your side was as natural as breathing and you grew to never really question their behavior.
they were just making sure you were okay when they insisted on keeping you company when you were home alone. when toby took your first kiss, it was because it only made sense â it should go to someone you trust and care about, right? and when you told the two that you were still a virgin well into adulthood (which they knew, of course), they insisted on being your first.
they knew you better than anyone, they'd know how to make you feel good. and who better to give your virginity to than your best friends?
getting to claim your body, inside and out, was one of the best moments of their lives. no one would ever get to have you the way they did.
no matter what you'd do, where you'd go, you'd always be effected by them in some way â and that's exactly how they wanted it. they'd always be your first best friends, your first boyfriends, your first everything. and you'd always be theirs.
the boys next door would always be entangled in your life. but you wouldn't have it any other way, would you?
they know you better than anyone, after all.
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Y/N : Bro..rock paper scissors but if we do the same move we gotta kiss
Toby : WHAT
Y/N : you in?
Toby : Hell yeah
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Thinking thoughts about these guys again
Creepypasta/MH - Things That Make Them Think of You
Characters: Jeff the Killer, Jane the Killer, Clockwork, Nina the Killer, Tim/Masky, "Ticci" Toby
Jeff the Killer
Violence. Specifically, committing it
I know that sounds bad, but he gets so high off of that stuff
The adrenaline rushing through his veins, the wild smile that comes to his face, the noise, the sights... it's euphoria for him
And when he reaches his peak, endorphins at maximum saturation, that's when he thinks of you
It's almost like he subconsciously asks himself if there's anything in the world that could make him happy like this, and his subconscious responds by conjuring an image of you
As if he couldn't get any happier, thinking of you just pushes him higher
This happens a lot...
He'll be killing someone, already over the moon, then he'll blast to Mars when he thinks of you
And he starts associating you with violence; even if you're the gentlest person in the world
It's the happiness it brings him that links it to you
Though if you're a psycho (affectionate) like him, there might be another reason he associates it with you lol
It just gets worse over time; eventually he can't even see other people committing violent acts without thinking of you
He'll be watching a horror movie, and blood will splatter the screen and he'll be like: Nice. Y/n's nice too. Y/n... <3
Jane the Killer
Quite the opposite of Jeff; it's the quiet moments that get her thinking of you
(my reasoning is confusing but I'll try my best to explain T-T)
And there are two reasons for this
One, because whenever she gets a moment to think to herself, her brain always wants to think of you first
Maybe it's just hunting that hit of dopamine it gets when she imagines your smile, or the way your hands feel in hers...
Or maybe it's just that it's become a habit for her to think of you so often, so it's second-nature that she does so when she gets the chance
But the second reason is that she loves peace, and you are her peace :)
She's a vengeful person with a lot of turmoil inside, so when her environment is peaceful, she tries to follow suit
She's just taking what she can get before she has to go back to hate and obsession
So she imagines the peaceful things in her life
Namely, you
Even if you're not a very peaceful person, she feels at ease when she's with you
So, when it's quiet, she thinks of you to quiet herself
Memories of forehead touches and holding hands are more than enough to fill the silence :)
Clockwork
Literally everything.
Iâve mentioned this in a previous post, but Clockwork will find the most random things that remind her of you
Sheâs got a very creative mind; she can find the subtlest of things that make her think of you
Oftentimes theyâll be disturbing thingsâŚ. Like a dead animal or smth
But she gets a little smile when she thinks of you anyway :)
Sheâll probably send you a picture of whatever it was that reminded her of you
So youâll just get a text out of nowhere like:
[picture of a dead wasp] âthought of you <3â
After a while youâll learn to just not ask
Because youâll definitely get one of these texts AT LEAST every other day, if not every day
Sometimes theyâre actually nice things though! Like a song or a pretty sunset :)
Or something she saw while shopping that made her think of you; she always makes sure to steal âŚobtain those things
And ofc she gifts them to you đ
Nina the Killer
I think it depends on your aesthetic
To me, Nina is someone whoâs very in tune with aesthetics
Even if yours is super niche, or it doesnât fit under a specific category like âemoâ or âbutchâ or even âclowncore,â sheâs got it DOWN
And so itâs always things that fit your aesthetic that make her think of you
Maybe itâs a view: a dark forest, a bright sunset in your favorite color, a sunny park, an eerily empty sidewalkâŚ
Maybe itâs clothing: pants, shirts, dresses, jackets⌠always the exact kind of thing youâd wear :)
Maybe itâs music: she listens to music like. All the time. So sheâs definitely at least dipped her toes into a genre thatâs so totally you
Or maybe itâs something miscellaneous: a pop tart flavor, a blanket, a picture, the color on a soda dispenserâŚ
No matter what it is, youâre guaranteed to love it
She always manages to surprise you with yet another random thing perfectly suited to your aesthetic
And sheâs always on the hunt for more >;)
If itâs something she can physically bring to you, you best believe she will though
And if you decide you hate it (you wonât, but maybe later when your aesthetic changes), you guys light a bonfire and burn it together :)
Tim/Masky
Itâs a Polaroid picture of you
Heâs not in the picture; itâs just you
The flash is on, illuminating you and leaving the background in dark obscurity
He took it himself one night when he was just enamored with the way you looked
He did it casually, just telling you to look at the camera
The rest was all you; maybe you smiled, maybe you threw up a peace signâŚ
Whatever you did, he felt it captured your essence perfectly
He stared at the photo for a long time after it came out, and he still stares at it frequently
He carries it deep in his wallet where no one can find it
Heâll pull it out when he needs to think of you, usually when heâs especially down
Which is pretty often, my boy is troubled :(
Heâll trace his fingers around the edges, remembering that night
Your voice fills his ears, your scent fills his nose, and suddenly heâs aching to see you in person again
And he will; heâll probably call or text you soon :)
âTicciâ Toby
Honestly? Probably something super obscure related to some kind of inside joke between you two
Iâll paint an example
Maybe you two were in the kitchen together, and you wanted him to get out the milk for you
But you ended up calling it a âmug of jilkâ instead of a âjug of milkâ
Toby, of course, bursts into laughter
He teases you for ages afterwards, calling milk âjilkâ and always pointing out jugs of milk with a knowing grin
Youâre in on it too though
You always snicker whenever he does those things
Maybe thatâs why it becomes so special to him; it amuses the both of you
He gets to laugh and hear you laugh :D
So (in this case) heâll think of you whenever he sees a mug of j (oh gosh oh no you guys got me too) jug of milk
And he probably takes pictures to send you too
Youâll just get a text that says âjilk mugs spotted âźď¸â and a picture of the milk aisle at the grocery store
He likes to imagine your laugh when he sends texts like those :)
Thank you so much for reading!! Take care my lovey doves <33
(divider by saradika)
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Awkward
pairing: Ticci Toby x GN!Reader
summary: You had planned to hang out in the woods on your day off, but the sound of Toby training reminds you of an awkward encounter. Confronting him leads to other things.
contains: a nervous toby, a little bit of a confession, toby's in loooooove, kissing
warnings: toby walks in on you half naked (encounter is under the RED DIVIDER!! skip it if you don't want to read it cuz it is kinda NSFW), awkward talks
wordcount: 1.5k
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a.n: needed to feed my toby fiends (i missed writing about him). also, for the EJ request, i am working on it, don't worry babes
The dark blades of grass tickled you through your long-sleeved shirt. You could smell the crisp autumn air as the cold kissed at your skin. Today wasn't the worst, you noted. You even had the right amount of sun. The orange-red leaves were cushioning your head, and these woods had never looked more beautiful. It was perfect.Â
Thwack. Thwack.
It was perfect.Â
You try to ignore the sound of Toby practicing his aim. You want peace and not be reminded of the awkward encounter you two shared. You shiver internally at the memory.
Having been tasked with another mission, you wanted to throw the biggest tantrum. It felt like you had just gotten back from one. As much as you might've enjoyed hunting, your body would get so sore.Â
Thatâs why you were petulantly - and very slowly - getting dressed. You timed it; how long you should put an article of protective clothing to drag it out as much as possible. You just had no idea that this wasn't a solo mission for you.Â
You were new. At least, new to Toby. He was used to the timely manner that Tim and Brian would respond when on a mission. Thatâs all he would remember until his eyes glazed over, leaving him as little more than a puppet to the Operator. He honestly thought you had forgotten about getting partnered with him and about your kill. He was right about one thing. That's why, unbeknownst to both of you, Toby was rounding the corner to barge into your room and yell at you like he used to be yelled at for taking too long.
Your bedroom door had swung open, and a heavy silence came afterward. You - being in the middle of putting your shirt on - had stopped to whip your head in the direction of the now-open door. If only your reflexes had the decency to let your shirt fall all the way.
Toby floundered, his mouth opening and closing dumbly. He didn't know why he couldn't - or why he even needed to - say anything. He could just close the door and not stare at you like he'd never seen a half-naked human body before. A very attractive half-naked human body that belonged to a very attractive human he had a massive crush on.Â
He realized that now as the two of you stared at each other for a comically long time. His throat felt like it was the dryest it had ever been, and he worked to stop a heart attack from ensuing - and his dick from getting hard. But his eyes were struggling to stay glued to your face and not the way that your chest was on full display. He wanted to rush in so badly and squish his face against your - nope.
âOoooh, fuh-fuck,â he whimpered. From embarrassment, you hoped. He squeaked out an apology before slamming the door shut.
Toby almost messed up the whole operation that day. You knew it had something to do with the incident, but neither of you wanted to address it at all.Â
That was the whole reason Toby was throwing his hatchets like no tomorrow. You had to stop Tim from beating him into a bloody pulp. He said that if Toby liked his hatchets so much, he should learn to not fuck up his throws. He had no idea of what nightmare he had unleashed for anyone in the younger manâs vicinity.Â
You try to shut out the repetitive sound of steel meeting wood. And the heavy, breathy grunts that came out of him, but you weren't going to get into that. As much as your brain screamed at you to ignore his presence altogether, a very loud, small part of you wanted to talk to him. You only recognized that as wanting to yell at him for being annoying.Â
After a few more grueling seconds, you sit up. You internally hype yourself up to confront him as you stand up. You reach behind you to brush off any leaves or dirt that stuck to you.Â
You'd only made it halfway to him when he heard the crunch of leaves. He knew it was you. Jesus, had he memorized the sound of you walking? How pathetic could he be? He contemplated scrambling in the opposite direction and leaving behind all his stuff for a moment. But when he saw your face come into view, he was stuck. Rooted, planted in his spot, and at your mercy.Â
You offer a small, awkward smile before speaking up. âCould you ââ
âI-is it the-theâŚâ he trails off, glancing at the hatchets.
âYeah,â you clear your throat. âYeah, itâs the⌠itâs pretty loud.â
âMyâŚmy bad.â
âNo, itâs â itâs fine, really, just⌠yaâknowâŚâ
Toby nods, grunting softly as he dislodges a hatchet from a very abused stump. He â pretends â to inspect it for a moment. âI have to-have to practice. I canât hhhhelp how loud it-it is.â
You blink, taken aback by his defensiveness. âI didnât say you couldnât.â
âIâm-Iâm just sssayinâ that if itâs bo-bothering you, you cuh-can go back to the-the cabin,â he almost mumbles the last part when he sees the look on your face.
âOoo-kay,â you turn to leave, not wanting to deal with this.
âWait â wait!â Toby drops his hatchet and takes two big steps closer to you. âSsssorry, that didnât-didnât come⌠out right.â
âNo, I understood.â
âThen why ar-are you making thuh-that face.â
âWhat â â you can feel your cheeks start to warm up. âWhat face, Toby?â
He points at you with a gloved finger, his right brow twitches. âThat-that face.â
âI donât make any face.â
âYeah, you duh-do. Happens a lot-lot when you talk to mmme.â
Oh, you need to get out of here. Like, right now.
âWonât look at you again, then.â
You go to leave again but get stopped by a hand on your arm. Itâs warm â heâs warm â and your brain almost short-circuits because of it. Itâs gentle, more than you thought he could be. You can feel the involuntary movements due to his tics, but you can tell heâs being careful with you.
âItâs not-not a bad th-thing, or whate-whatever,â he lets his arm fall to his side like he just realized what heâd done. âJust⌠nuh-notice it, âs all.â
âYouâve stared at me enough to notice that?â You scoff, intending to tease him, but your voice comes off a little shaky.
Toby doesnât respond immediately â he just shifts a little to get closer to you. He doesnât trust himself to speak because he knows he wouldâve immediately said yes.
Yes, he stared at you enough to notice that. Yes, he actually, really liked your face. Yes, heâd thought about kissing your face many times. Yes, he couldnât stop thinking about the sight of you when he opened your door.
But he couldnât just say that. You always seemed annoyed, or tense, when he talked to you. And even then, you two didnât talk a lot. Toby, not fond of being in the cabin for too long, was always outside. He noticed that you mostly stayed inside â preferring the comfort of your room. Part of him wanted to experience that with you. He hadnât had any type of comfort in a while.
Toby realized that he must be freaking you out with how long he was staring, but â wow, when had your face gotten so close? Toby couldnât believe that not only was he leaning in, but so were you. It seemed like an invisible magnet was pulling your faces closer until he could feel your breath on his face and smell your heavenly scent. A scent that he would only be blessed with every time you walked by. But now it wasnât a fleeting aroma. No, it was so much stronger than he ever hoped it could be.
For a moment, all you could hear was the wind and the rustling of the trees in response to it. You couldnât help but feel it all be stripped away. As if everything had disappeared, leaving just you, him, and this moment. You both paused before any contact could be made. Your eyes flickered up to Tobyâs, and he did the same before your gaze fell back to his mouth. You always admired how pink they looked, so kissable. Oh, god, were you going to kiss him?
He steps a little closer â heâs inches away from you now â his head tilting slightly. His lips part, and it causes you to swallow involuntarily. Your brows pinch together, and you look back up at him. The sight has him yearning to grab your face and planting a long, bruising kiss to your lips.
You feel your pulse thrumming as he leans in to close that last inch. His lips press onto yours softly â almost tentative â and then his hand finds yours. The rough texture of his glove rubs against your skin as he pulls you closer. You can just feel how much heâs holding back â holding everything in his power to not brush his tongue against your bottom lip.
When you finally break apart, neither of you speaks. He smiles widely, his eyes crinkling at the corners, and he almost looks absolutely adorable. Until he opens his mouth, that is.
âI knew-knew you liiiiiked meee,â he sang, shimmying his shoulders a little.
You almost punched him.
But, in the end, kissing him again would satisfy the two of you way better.
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My Muse - Halloween Special
Summary: What if the Creepypasta characters were real life killers idolized the same way horror movie slashers were? Kids dressing up as Ghostface or Pennywise? More like kids decorated as Jeff the Killer or Slenderman! You chose to dress as your favorite mass murderer, Ticci Toby- and, oh, how he couldnât get enough of it. He had never seen someone look so good in his goggles.
Characters: Ticci Toby x Female Reader
SMUT WARNING MINORS DNI
TW: Vaginal, fluff and smut, fluff, vaginal fingering, handjobs, use of a condom, slight stalking, slight obsession, praise, alcohol, slight bullying, Jeff being a big brother, slight miscommunication, slight panic attacks, decompression, Toby is obsessive but we knew that, first time?
Tag: #rainykinktober2024
Words: 12k
A/N: Happy Halloween everyone! This work is based off of @h3llw1âs request made a while ago that I felt fit perfectly with a good spooky special! I will tag the request! Please be responsible and have fun tonight and this weekend!
Find the original request for this story here!
âWait, so⌠Who are you dressed up as, again?â
You shuffled the goggles off of your eyes, pushing them onto your forehead and messing into your hair, turning back to your friend.
âToby Rogers- yâknow, that kid who burned all those houses down? Serial killer, dude.â You smiled awkwardly, turning back to your vanity mirror and pressing the makeup brush against your cheek, trying to recreate the infamous cheek gash in the image you had pulled up. You were almost done, detailing the fake teeth at the corner of your lips. âWas really obsessed with him in middle schoolâŚâ
âOh, right.â Your roommate, Avery, rolled her eyes, curling the strands of her hair into big voluptuous rolls, making sure each piece looked nice under her hat. She was supposed to be Strawberry Shortcake, you think, it was hard to tell with how little she was wearing of the actual costume. It was really more of a bikini topped off with a strawberry hat.
âYouâre still planning on going to AJâs party, right?â She chirped, flipping the curling iron off and lying it on the counter, reaching back to grab her phone. You paused, giving yourself a once-over in the mirror- your costume really wasnât the âAJâs partyâ type. You turned around in your chair, a little overwhelmed with how messy your bedroom floor was, but promising yourself you would clean it up later tonight.
âUh, sure- If you guys are still going.â Avery tapped away at her phone, your own lighting up with text messages to your group chat sent by her. You were waiting on the rest of her friends, some people she had become close with in her classes.
It would be fun⌠you hoped.
âOh, theyâre here.â Stepping out of your room, you followed her to the front door, making sure your makeup looked good in the mirror. Standing on your front step, the rest of the group was there, chittering their excitement as Avery swung the door wide.
You stood awkwardly as they all hugged, complimenting each other on their matching costumes- the other two girls were supposed to be Orange Blossom and Blueberry Muffin, but they more or less matched with Averyâs.
They each had a guy with them, the tallest one wrapping his arm around your roommateâs shoulder, the Ghostface costume he had on making her all giggly. You cringed, fidgeting with the hem of the hoodie you had stitched to look like Tobyâs, the stripes on your sleeves were the hardest part.
âOh! This is my roommate [Y/N], sheâs gonna come with us tonight.â You nodded, giving a small wave as they all turned to you. Brushing your hair behind your ear, they all smiled sweetly, but you could tell they were a little put off by the outfit you were wearing.
âAh, whatâre you dressed up as?â The Ghostface guy chuckled, shuffling his mask up to get a better look.Â
âOh- uhm, Toby Rogers? Like, that serial killer. Yeah.â None of them had a clue, you could see it in the weird glances they cast at one another. Avery waved them off, jingling through her keys to pull the door shut and locking it behind you. âWe should get going, I donât wanna miss anyone.â
Nodding, everyone began to walk down the hallway of your apartment building, the guys carrying six-packs of beer under their arms. Sighing, you followed behind, taking the fabric mask from under your chin and pulling it over your mouth.
You would try to have fun tonight, you swore it.
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âListen, kid, if you donât hurry up Iâm leaving you here.âÂ
Jeff crossed his arms, a scowl on his face as he watched poor Sally try and adjust her costume. Toby shoved him, kneeling beside her and reaching back to tie the little bow around her waist, casting a nasty look at the killer.
She was dressed as Annabelle, the creepy dress splattered with fake blood, making the real blood pooling from her forehead look like nothing more than some face paint. Her hair was tied into two neat little braids, Ninaâs doing. Sally turned to look at herself in the reflection of EJâs truck- Jeff had stolen it for the night, claiming he wasnât going to walk all the way into town just for some candy. She finally nodded, holding her little basket tight in her hands.
This was her first Halloween, with Jeff of all people, so she was a little anxious. The killer, on the other hand, found this holiday to be his favorite. He could waltz the streets of the small town closest to the mansion, hood down and everything, snagging as much candy and compliments as he wanted. People really admired his âmakeup.â
Toby decided to tag along this year, curious to see all the costumes and jack-o-lanterns. He really loved this night as a kid, he wanted to make sure it was good for Sally, too.
âIâm ready now.â She hummed, skipping forward to wrap her hand around Jeffâs hoodie sleeve, the killer rolling his eyes as he began to walk. Toby followed behind, admiring the decorations and darkly colored leaves littering the ground, a surge of excitement coursing through him. It felt just like one of those older scary movies, the sun dipping just low enough to cast an orangish hue across the clouds, kids running around giggling and screaming, parents tossing out candy left and right- he missed this feeling, what it was like to be normal.
He was older now, officially âcandy handing-outâ age. He used to relish these days, promising that he would dress up for Halloween until he was sixty- now he had much more important things to worry about than what costume he was going to wear. If only his younger self knew how much of a genuine horror his life would become.
âCâmon, twitch, I ainât waitinâ on you, too,â Jeff called, snapping Toby out of his trance as he watched kids race across the road, some mother yelling about being careful. He nodded, pushing his mask up over his nose, shimmying his goggles off of his forehead and over his eyes. He was still too paranoid to go outright, the covers made him feel more secure, like fewer peopleâs eyes were boring into him. He felt that swell of anxiety, having to remind himself that people would be far more concerned with Jeffâs look than his. Shoving his hands into his pocket, he took a deep breath- he had to calm down.
He wouldnât lose himself tonight, he swore it.
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âWh- Whatâd you get?â Toby helped carry Sallyâs basket, the thing nearly overflowing with how much she was getting, everyone was loving her costume. They were nearly done with this neighborhood, but Jeff heard some kids yelling about a Baptist churchâs trunk-or-treat, and he was more than excited to show up somewhere holy. It was getting late, the sun almost nearly disappeared, so Toby knew it was almost time to wrap things up.
âLotsâa chocolate. Jeff keeps stealing the good stuff, though.â Glancing up, the killer was popping a tiny box of nerds into his mouth, tossing the cardboard onto someoneâs yard when he shrugged his shoulders. âYouâve got like, six more of âem- youâll be fine, squirt.â
It was turning out a lot better than Toby had thought, the brunetteâs worries nearly washed away as the night grew more crowded. Jeff had spotted some middle-schooler dressed as Slenderman, the killer nearly doubling over in laughter as Toby hauled his phone out to take a picture. The brunette had forgotten just how popular their boss really was, more of an internet spectacle than folklore now. A meme? Yeah, his big scary boss was a meme. Tim and Brian were going to get a crack out of it.Â
Teenagers were out now, older kids walking in packs with their friends, not so much worried about getting candy as they were trying to hide the alcohol they were carrying. Toby had forgotten just how much different Halloween was when you got older- girls dressed in skimpy outfits of cartoon characters, guys trying to play cool as some movie slasher chasing everyone around, and then you had the ones who just didnât dress up at all. It was weird.
âDamn, when did Strawberry Shortcake lose the baker getup and start wearing lingerie?â Jeff snickered, crossing his arms and nodding towards a group across the street. Toby scanned them, the orangish tint of his goggles obscuring them, but he could easily make out who the killer was talking about. He gave the rest of the pack a once-over, their outfits more or less the same as guys clung to their hips, flirty little touches as they all walked.
He almost missed it though, the one in the middle of the group, unaccompanied. Jeff mustâve seen it at the same time because he was slapping Tobyâs arm like crazy.
âOh fuck, isnât that supposed to be you?â Toby shoved his goggles off of his face, ruffling them into his bangs just like how you had them, looking utterly bored as your group quickly began to get out of his eyesight. The brunette looked down at himself, wearing that same hoodie that every popular image depicted him in, the stripes on his sleeves the telltale sign. There was no mistaking it, you were dressed up as him.
The brunette didnât know how to feel, didnât even really know what to say as Jeffâs teasing went unheard beside him. He couldnât peel his eyes away, couldnât stop his hands from flexing and fidgeting with utter excitement.
He had to get a better look at you.
âHey! Where are you going?!â Jeff yelled across the road, Toby shoving the candy basket into the killerâs hands and jogging in the direction your friends were going.
âIâll catch up with you guys later! Donât wa- wait up!â
He disappeared into another block, Jeff letting out an exasperated sigh as he took Sallyâs hand. âCâmon, kid. Weâve got some Baptists to freak out.â
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It was already loud inside the house, music thumping against the walls as people tried to shout to hear one another.Â
You hung against the wall of the living room, sipping slowly on whatever alcohol-filled punch they were serving in the kitchen. People were spilling out everywhere, the front yard just as busy as the rest of the rooms of AJâs house.
It was barely even 9 PM, but nearly everyone from your school was here, familiar faces passing by with glances or cheesy small talk. Avery and her friends had disappeared into the crowd near the speakers, couples dancing and talking with one another, the pulsing neon lights, cheers following every finished game of beer pong, and the atmosphere heavy with vodka and laughter. It was nice, a little overwhelming, but nice.
You could feel the buzz in the back of your head, the tipsy dizziness you held making it a little easier to relax, the music swaying your hips gently.
You couldnât see through the crowd, but Toby rested his shoulders back on the wall across from you, tapping his fingers across his thigh as he surveyed the crowd. He didnât even have a drink, awkwardly trying to pretend like he was supposed to be here amongst the buzzed-out college kids.
He had followed you there, staying a comfortable distance behind your group and out of your curious eyes. It was hard not to notice the way your eyes lingered on the houses you passed, smiling at the kids who ran by, and pointing out the overzealous house decorations. You really stood out from your group, a sore thumb from the rest of them.Â
What was he doing? Why was he even here? Following some girl because she was dressed as him? Toby knew he was popular, Ben reminding him every time some new post went up on the internet trying to debunk his whereabouts. It didnât bother him, with his job came weirdos who idolized him- he had just never seen it in person before.Â
It really was surreal.Â
âOh my god.â
Toby shot up, straightening as he looked to his side, panic sweeping over him.
Lost in his thoughts and the rush of the party, he hadnât noticed you pushing to his side of the room, shuffling past to get back into the kitchen for more of whatever you were drinking. You had your mask tugged down under your chin, the facepaint on the left side of your cheek standing out against your flushed cheeks. You even had torn tissue paper to make it look realistic- God, he was going to freak out.
Holding your hands out, you look down at yourself and then at him, comparing your almost identical outfits with a bright smile. âNice costume, man.âÂ
Of course, you were cute. He was trying to register you, eyes flinching across your sweet face smiling up at him.
Toby teetered, shoulder flinching just enough to make you glance, but not enough to take the excitement away from your face. He also realized he was just staring and not saying anything- âOh! Yea- Yeah, hah-â The cool metal of his mask pressed against his cheeks, staring oddly at the fabric one you had.
âOh damn, youâve got like- the legit facemask. I just got mine from Spirit, itâs pretty crappy.â You laughed to yourself, holding the solo cup awkwardly in your hands, fidgeting with the lid. Toby immediately regretted his decision, wracking through his brain for some way to get out of here- he forgot how painful small talk was. âI didnât know anybody else even knew who Ticci Toby was.â
God, that nickname. The play on words was supposed to be funny, but its holder didnât think it was all that humorous. He smiled at you anyway; there was just something about the way you said it, all giddy.
âAh, yeah. Mineâs pre- pretty old.â He was fidgeting again, unprepared for how you snuck up on him. âI, uhm, tried my best. Havenât re- really dressed up in a while.â You complimented him heftily, pointing out the âfakeâ dirt and blood stains across his hoodie, the great quality of his goggles, and even how he got his makeup to that weird milky-gray skin color. To you, it was just a very well-done costume.Â
âNo, I get it. I donât usually go all out like this,â Looking down at yourself, you put on sort of a blush, nervous chirping about how niche it was. Toby couldnât help but smile. âI just have always really loved his story, so I wanted to make one of my last Halloweenâs memorable, yâknow?â Ah, candy-handing-out age. A million thoughts ran in the brunetteâs mind, but he found himself relaxing again, shoulder pressed onto the wall as you rambled. âIâm just glad Iâm not the only one who likes him.â
With you, this close, cheery little features continuing to blab on about the rest of the small details of your own costume, he couldnât help but find himself listening so intently. A fan? Is that what you were? It felt weird to think about it like that, but the brunette found himself blushing at the thought of an admirer.
â-And I fringed the bottom of his hoodie with a lighter. It was hard to get it to look right, but I really liked how it came out. Yâknow, for like him burning his house and stuff- I thought it was a nice detail.â Toby was nodding along, surprised by the little burn holes near the pockets of your lookalike hoodie, the attention to detail far more than he was expecting. âThatâs really cool, uh-â
â[Y/N].â
âUh- Toby.â Was that going to give it away-
âEven got the name down too, huh? Man, I see why you dressed up as him- you fit everything to a T.â He relaxed, your obliviousness laughable, but also a heavy relief.
People brushed by, bumping into both of your shoulders and shimmying their way through. You refocused again, pointing back over your shoulder with a shy smile. âWould you, uh, wanna get some more to drink? I was going anyway-â
Woah- You were inviting him to hang out longer? He was about to refuse, come up with some weird excuse to get back to Jeff and Sally, but the way you gleamed up at him, flashing lights and overstimulating music, it felt so odd.
He was going to let himself give in. He was wearing a âcostumeâ after all, so why not play up the act and enjoy himself a little bit? Slender would have him out running these woods by tomorrow, so why not just take the night and at least pretend like he was still a normal kid? Like all those bad things never happened, being a proxy never happened⌠He was just a kid who grew up, spending Halloween how normal teenagers did now. Yeah, he was going to let himself have this one night if nothing else.
Toby nodded, pushing off of the wall as you led the way, pushing through the mess of wildly dressed people into the kitchen. Behind you, now, Toby could see the way you still stood out amongst everyone, odd glances being cast in your direction. Just like him, almost, a freak in a sea of hateful eyes. You get it.
âI donât really know what this stuff is, but it tastes pretty good.â You laugh, flipping the nozzle of the jug holding whatever concoction was mixed with red Kool-Aid, pouring some into two cups. You handed it to Toby, the brunette awkwardly swirling the liquid around with a nervous stare. You giggled at him, wrapping your hand around the sleeve of his hoodie, and guiding him out the back door and onto the patio.
The atmosphere was much calmer than inside, the muffled thumping of whatever song was playing giving a nice rhythmic atmosphere as you sat on top of the stairs leading out into the backyard. You both watched friends and couples dare each other to jump into the pool, the chilly autumn air guiding you to believe the water wasnât much warmer. Toby sat next to you, mask still snug on his face, revealing nothing for your curious mind.
âSo, Toby, whatâre you doing here?â You sipped lightly on the drink, contrasting flavors of vodka swirling in the fruity punch, the sting of alcohol making you cringe. Toby hesitated, still tapping his fingers on the side of the plastic cup, trying his best to calm his rushing nerves.
âUhm- well, yâknow⌠Halloween par- party stuffâŚâ Even though you had taken notice of his stutter ages ago, you forcefully ignored it. You knew better than anyone about nerves, you didnât want the poor guy to feel any worse about it. Still, his answer made you laugh.
âYouâre not supposed to be here, are you?â You smile as he shakes his head, leaning back to glance up at the sky, the moon hanging bright and casting a milky glow across the clouds. Toby really enjoyed it when it was like this, made it easier to see where he was going at night. âThatâs alright, I donât really belong here, either.â You enjoyed the moon because it was pretty. Same worlds, different perspectives.
âHow come?â Toby leaned back, too, kicking his legs out as he relaxed, easing into the conversation. You rolled your eyes, shaking your head. âI only came because my roommate invited me, I didnât really want to come. These things arenât really my deal.â You took another sip, Toby taking in every inch of your face, studying every detail as you spoke. âI wouldâve much rather gone trick-or-treating. I guess weâre all a little too old for that now, though, huh?â
The breeze ruffled your hair, wrapping your knees in tight against your chest as the air chilled you. Toby caught himself admiring- it was almost like you were wearing his hoodie, the top just a little oversized on you- he could imagine it. âNah, I used to love it. Wish it wasnât we- weird to go when you got a certain age like thereâs a time lim- limit on when you can ask for candy.â He smiled, flinching his leg a little.
Toby felt his phone buzz in his back pocket, leaning over to dig it out, flipping the screen up to see a text message from Jeff.
âwtf r u?????â âparty. dont wait up.â âđĄđđâ
Just to make sure, Toby shared his location with the killer, flipping his phone off and shoving it back into his pocket.
You gave him a sideways glance, smacking him on the shoulder playfully. âYou havenât even drank anything- at least try it. Itâs not all that bad.â Clearly, considering you were throwing the cup back to finish off presumably your second glass.
Toby awkwardly cupped his hand onto the metal of his mask, sliding it down below his chin. Thankfully, he had remembered to get EJ to redo the bandages on the corner of his mouth, the gaudy wound becoming irritating to deal with. He wishes it was just cool makeup like yours.
Taking a sip from the cup, he cringed, brows knotting as he shut his eyes. âGod- Thatâs like- straight vodka with fru- fruit syrup- Fuck-â It burned his tongue, your laughter so sweet beside him, resting your hand on his shoulder. He made a funny face, fake gagging on the terrible thing.
He sat straight when you gasped, cupping your hands onto his cheeks and turning his head forcefully. His instincts kicked, hands flexing to grab at you, to slam you down across the pavement below-Â
Until you were rubbing your thumb across his bandages gently, flattening out the ends that had become soiled with dried blood. Toby forced himself to relax, his heart thudding in his chest with adrenaline. No one usually got this close- touched him- unless they were clawing for their life. It was like a whiplash, having to condition himself differently for your ignorance.
âDude, no way youâve been hiding these all night! Fuck, even these look real- how in the world are you so good at dressing up?â You were taking in every detail of his face, assuming the scars across his lips and cheekbones were merely good makeup skills or a talented friend, Toby trying his best not to freak out with you this close.
You seemed to notice it too, because you were snapping your hands back, eyes blowing wide-
âShit- sorry- I get real excited about these things⌠The drinks probably arenât helping either.â You chuckled, awkwardly sitting back and tucking your knees against your chest, silently cursing yourself for making him uncomfortable with your weird obsession. Toby noticed it, immediately catching the switch-up in your attitude.
Holding his palm out, he levels it in front of you, catching your attention. âIâve, uhm, got the weird hand bandages, too.â He sheepishly smiled, watching as you slowly lit up again, taking his hand between your own.
âNo wayâŚâ You picked at the medical wrap clinging around his hand, little bandaids and medical tape snugged tight around his fingers to hide the terrible bite marks and scars he had given himself, that gaudy proxy symbol etched into his flesh. He wanted to compliment your makeup, to say something about how realistic it looked-
Until you both heard a piercing scream from across the patio.
âTyler!â
Snapping your gaze to the noise, you watched as a tall jockey guy hauled a tiny blonde girl over his shoulders, taking two heavy steps before he jumped into the pool, dragging her along with him. Toby was concerned but was quickly caught off guard when you began to laugh, slapping his arm.
âAvery! Are you okay?!â The other girls on the side of the pool knelt down beside the water, reaching their arms out to help the poor girl back onto solid land. They quickly had a towel wrapped around her, and the guy, Tyler, hopped up onto the side, high-fiving the similar-looking guys accompanying them.
You were still laughing, Toby smiling even when the girl came over to the steps, hurriedly trying to get back inside.
âAh- [Y/N]? Whoâs this?â Your roommate gave Toby a once-over, casting a sideways glance as she noticed you both were wearing the same outfit.
âUh, This is Toby- weâre dressed as the same thing, see?â You were all cheery, smiling up at her even as she dripped water everywhere. Toby recognized them now, the skimpy group you were walking with, the ones who left you alone almost immediately after getting to the party. You tried to act like it didnât hurt you, but the brunette had seen it all, catching every time you longingly stared at them through the crowd- the way you still did now.
âRight⌠Well, Iâm glad you guys found each other,â You could hear the sarcasm in her voice, her friends hanging behind her and giving you both funny looks, whispering to one another as she talked. Toby knew you noticed it, too. You were pressing your knees against your chest again, shriveling up into yourself. âLook, weâre leaving. Probably going to finish the night out at some bars if you want to head on back to the apartment.â
You began to nod, giving Toby a half-glance of defeat, taking your empty cup in hand as you began to stand up.
âUh- Ac- Actually, weâre going trick-or-treating. So, donât wa- wait up.â Toby stared daggers into the girl, unapologetically snagging your hand in his as he stood, taking his cup in hand. Avery watched him with a sour look, glancing back and forth between you two before stepping up the rest of the stairs. âYou two have fun, then. Freaks.â
She definitely said the last part louder than she meant to, because her friends were giggling as they trailed behind her, quickly scuttling into the crowded house. You rolled your eyes, trying not to let it show, but the pang in your chest was heavy.
Toby looked at you, took a firm grip on the solo cup, and closed his eyes. You watched with bright eyes as he chugged the rest, throat burning as he groaned, crushing the cup in his fist and tossing it behind him. You smiled, forgetting that your hand was still tucked neatly into his as you both raced off the patio, pushing through the fence gate, and climbing out onto the road. The street lights were on now, kids dwindling as houses stopped handing out candy, but Toby was determined to get you some.
âAre we actually trick-or-treating?â You laughed, Toby dragging you along with him, pulling his mask back up and over his nose. âDude, weâre like, totally too old for this stuff, now-â
âAnd? Just cause Iâm older doesnât me- mean I stopped loving candy.â He hollered. You clung against his side, the breeze pushing through your hair and giving your nose a cute little blush, eyes bright with excitement as you gripped his hand tighter. You tugged your own mask up, shimmying your plastic goggles off of your head and over your eyes, completing the entire look. Toby stalled, heart whirling in his chest as you raced down the sidewalk, excitement buzzing in the air.
Jeff was going to kill him, but it would be worth it.
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âTrick or treat!â
You held out a plastic Walmart bag, the thing nearly busting with how many pieces of candy it was holding. You both had meant to stop five houses ago, but when you somehow wound up in the nicer neighborhood four blocks over, you couldnât pass up the full-size candy bars they were giving out.
The tipsiness was really hitting now, you both holding onto one another as concerned glances from parents dumping the rest of their candy into your bag. You always hated those obnoxious people who laughed or talked too loud in public, but now, you found yourself doubling over, cackling at the mean comments Toby was dishing out to little kidsâ costumes.
âTha- Thatâs supposed to be Spiderman? Yeesh.â It wasnât even that funny, but you nearly hit your knees from lack of air, laughing so hard that your chest was hurting. Tobyâs eyes were heavy, neck jerking and body twitching from the overstimulation, his cheeks a rosy color from the swirl of alcohol in his bloodstream.
âOkay, okay,â You raised up, catching your breath as you leaned against his arm, the rusty smell of his cologne surrounding you. âI think if we get any more- hic- weâre gonna be picking all of it up off the ground.â You pointed at the sack, the plastic stretching and threatening to bust out everywhere. Toby nodded, reaching in and snagging a Hersheyâs kiss, popping the sweet chocolate into his mouth. You acted offended, holding the bag close as you both laughed.
The streets were nearly empty now, most of the housesâ lights being turned off and decorations unplugged, the only sign of activity from cars driving by or random groups of kids racing back home to review their hauls. You could feel your own room calling to you, your intoxication pulsing sleepiness into your mind.
Toby noted when you yawned, taking that as a silent sign that the night was ending, preparing to part ways with you. He nearly reached back into his pocket, going to give Jeff a call to come pick him up.
âWanna go back to my place?â
He paused, your heavy eyes grinning up at him.
âUh- What?â He could feel himself blushing. Was it just the vodka? He hoped so.
âWell, I ainât gonna eat all of this by myself. Besides, Iâm not trusting myself to get back without crashing out in a bush somewhere.â Toby laughed, rolling his eyes as you waited for his answer, shifting your weight nervously. You smiled when he nodded, your arm quickly wrapping around his and dragging him down the rest of the street.
Reaching over, he took the bag of candy from your hands, stuffing it under his arm. You walked slowly, taking in the dulled-out character inflatables and oversized skeletons in peopleâs yards, pointing out the Spirit Halloween animatronics that you found so cool. He couldnât help but find himself staring, encapsulated with you. You found such beauty in what everyone else found offputting, admiring what even he would call strange.
âYouâre so weird.â He huffed with a grin.
You glanced up at him, rolling your eyes. âYou like it.â
Toby couldnât find a good answer, turning his attention back to the street lights out front. He did like it.Â
âSo, I never asked about you- Like, really. What do you do when youâre not wearing the best Toby Rogers cosplay ever?â Toby glanced at you, stalling out mentally as he tried to come up with something.
âUh, I travel a lo- lot. Kinda like an on-call thing. Uhm⌠Yeah.â You nodded along, but the brunette wasnât entirely sure you were hearing what he was saying. You were just looking at him, eyelids hanging low as you took in every detail of his face. He smiled, reaching his free hand to tug your mask down under your chin, your sly grin hidden underneath.
âTell me abo- about you, [Y/N]. What is Ms. Rogers doing when sheâs not ob- obsessing over me?â
Toby paused, a dead stare into your eyes as he choked on his words. He slipped up- Did you notice, would you care? He could feel the panic rising in his chest, jerks twinging at the back of his neck, anxiety swelling-
âWoah, easy tiger-â Youâre giggling, pushing the strands of hair that fell in your face when you did an unbalanced little bow. âDidnât know I was in the presence of such a celebrity.â
Toby was already relaxing, shoulders untensing faster than they wound, trying his best to settle his shaky hands. âBut, I donât know. Iâm in between jobs? School?â You fidgeted with your hands, your arm still wrapped tightly around his. The weight was comforting. âIâm only still here because itâs where I grew up, but I donât know what Iâm doinâ nowâŚâ Your stare was distant, fidgeting with the fabric of his sleeve as you talked.Â
He was about to say something, trying to muster up some affirming speech that Tim used to tell him when things got rough. But you were tugging him off of the sidewalk, skipping towards some apartment complex building. âWeâre hereeeâŚâ
He followed you through the neat hallways, the stout smell of clean and tacky air fresheners strong on the brightly colored carpet. Toby didnât know if he had ever been in a place so nice, dozens of doors lining everywhere you went, feeling like he could get lost if you werenât dragging him into an elevator.
Pressing your floor button, he leaned back against the brassy walls, your hands rummaging through your pockets and hauling out a set of keys. Cute little keychains were hooked onto the loop, reaching back into your pocket for your phone, swiping across the screen.
âHere, smile-â You were leaning back against him, holding your hand high in the air to take a selfie, Toby grinning goofily up into the camera. Looking over the picture, you smiled, never moving off of his shoulder as the elevator took you up, Tobyâs heart soaring much higher.
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âHow many of those are you going to eat?â You gasped, tossing another Skittles wrapper onto your floor, adding to the mess that you swore you were going to clean up.
Alternatively, you were lying on your back, laid out on your even messier bed, stuffing your face with possibly the most unhealthy amounts of sweets. Toby sat on the floor, his back pressed against your footboard, rummaging his hands through the sack and tossing pieces up to you.Â
He looks really good in just a t-shirt, you thought, catching yourself staring at his toned shoulders.
âAs many as I want.â He grinned, popping another jawbreaker into his mouth. Your twin pairs of goggles and masks lay scattered on the floor, hoodies bunched at his feet. Toby was in bliss, the sweet smell of your perfume and clothes soaked in all around him, pieces of you everywhere he looked. Posters of your favorite bands, corkboard full of keychains and polaroids, even your wall-mounted TV playing some older murder mystery documentary. He loved how normal it felt, how comfortable, and different.
In his mind, he could see you going through the motions every day, the boy longing for even just a taste of that. In the way you admired his weirdness, he admired your normality. Same worlds, different perspectives.
âIâm officially cutting myself off until Christmas.â You huffed, climbing off of the bed and staggering to your vanity. Toby watched as you fiddled through your makeup, popping open the box of makeup wipes and taking one out. Pushing your hair behind your ears, you began to wipe the design on your cheek off, rubbing the wipe over your eyes and cleansing your skin of the fake deep-set eyes. The brunette was lost, mesmerized by how your rosy cheeks looked so sweet in the warm light of your bedside lamp, eyes brighter than ever.
Sitting off your chair, Toby sat up a little when you grabbed another wipe, kneeling next to him. âYour turn.â
He stuttered, glancing from your now-clean face to the wipe in hand, nervousness creeping up in his throat. The wipe was cold, pressing it against his as you tried to clean him off, Toby watching through worried eyes when your face started to contort, confusion heavy in your features. âDude, like, none of this is coming off. What kind of makeup did you use?â
âHah- Uh, the good stuff, yâknow?â He could tell you werenât convinced, scrubbing just a little harder on his cheekbone until the grayish skin became littered with red irritation. You sat back on your heels, cupping the side of his cheek with your free hand, running your thumb across the skin under his eye. Toby flinched, your other hand coming up to cup the other side of his head, eyes tensed in focus.Â
Fuck, here it goes.
âThis isnât makeup, is it?â
Toby cringed, refusing to look you directly in the eyes. His fingers flexed, the outline of his pocketknife pressing against his leg, a silent reminder. He didnât want to do it, God, he silently begged not to, prayed for you to brush it off so he could get out of here. The room felt so small now, your closeness becoming increasingly irritating the longer you stared.
But the brunette knew that if you reacted how everyone else did, with panicked screams that would have your curious neighbors come knocking, he knew what he would have to do. Even someone as awestruck as you couldnât keep him from the inevitable.
He clenched his jaw when you dropped your hands, parting your lips like you wanted to say something, but getting tangled in your own thoughts.
â[Y/N]. Iâm- uhm- Iâm him, okay?â
You just kept staring, âI get it, your costume was good- okay? I donât-â
âNo, Iâm not- Jeez,â He slid his hand up the side of his thigh, finally forcing himself to look at your confused face, eyes snagging onto every detail. âIâm Ro- Rogers. Like- Toby, Toby Rogers⌠Iâm Ticci Toby.â
Tapping his heel on your carpeted floor, the brunette waited, collecting every twitch of your eyes or shaky breath that you took. He was ready for the yelling, the panic, taking calculated measurements in his head of just how many steps it would take for you to get to your bedroom door. He had done it a million times, ended someoneâs life a million times. He would force this time not to be different.
His hand flexed around the indent of his pocketknife, ready to flip the metal open as you sat up onto your knees.
Your hands moved slowly, following the same motion you had been making all night, but this time it was more meaningful. Toby flinched as your warm fingertips brushed along his jaw, wrapping gently around his cheeks as you said nothing, the brunette trying to keep the floodgates of panic from cracking open in his mind.
Thatâs when he felt your fingernails picking at the bandage on his cheek, pinching the edge, and slowly, carefully removing the sterile cloth underneath, the fabric spotty with dried blood. Toby let his eyes shut, his facial wound now on full display, slowly ticking the seconds of silence by in his mind, relishing in the fleeting feeling of his ânormality.â
He was a fool to ever think he could have something so nice-
âThe pictures on the internet do not do you justice.â
The rush came to a stop, eyes slowly flinching open as he looked at you, his brows knitted in confusion. âWhat?â
âThereâs these pictures on Twitter, really blurry, but still- of you. They donât make this thing look half as cool as it really is.â As if to confirm it for yourself, you brushed your thumb across the edge of his skin where the flesh broke off in torn tissue and exposed the side of his gums. You watched to see if he would flinch, carefully pressing the softness of his cheek to watch the skin stretch and move- it was real.
Toby watched as you sat back, setting your hands down in your lap. It was strange how the brunette found himself missing the warmth of your touch, already.
âToby⌠Toby⌠How the fuck did I not see it sooner?â You repeated his name over and over, rolling the syllables off your tongue and stapling them in your mind. âHow did I not notice? Iâve seen your face a million times.â
Toby could barely register any of it, his heart thudding a mile a minute as you carried on like everything was normal, more angry with yourself for not noticing it was him than anything. It was almost a blur as you scooted forward, leaning in close to wrap your arms around his neck, hugging him in so gently.Â
He could feel himself melt, hand unraveling from his knife as the panic dissipated, the sweet, lovely smell of your perfume heavy in his nose. He had to be dreaming, he thought, slowly coaxing his hands around your back and pulling you in closer, forgetting the last time he had even had a hug at all.
But then it ends all too quickly, your hands pushing back on his shoulders, a panicked look in your eyes.
âI must seem insane.â And then youâre standing up, running your hands through your hair, pacing back and forth across the messiness of your bedroom. Toby shakes his head, standing off the ground, reaching out to you. âIâve been going on and on about you all night- I must seem so psycho and crazy. This is so embarrassing- What the fuck?âÂ
Heâs grabbing your arms, pulling you back over to the foot of your bed, and sitting you down, an exasperated smile on his face. He was so worried about you freaking out or becoming terrified that he completely forgot who you were. You had been rambling about him all night, unknowingly complimenting the boy right to his face, and Toby was scared you wouldnât like him. Just like how youâre worried about looking crazy, embarrassment flooding your face as you hide your palms in your hands.
â[Y/N], lo- look at me.â He tugs your hands away, sitting beside you on the bed, leaning down so youâre forced to look at him. You nervously hold his gaze, face so red and flustered, heâs smiling at you like a little kid. âItâs cute.â
And then youâre flopping back onto the bed, screaming into your hands as Toby laughs, running his hands through his hair.
Is this what itâs like? Teenagers hiding out in their rooms, casting sheepish glances at one another all night until one of them cracks, everything flooding out. He should be taking a priority, getting the hell out of your room and out of your life before he gets mixed up with something he canât pull himself away from. But the flirty touches, teasing, and everything else that got him here clouds his judgment.
Then youâre sitting back up, scooting closer, and throwing your arms around his neck, abandoning every thought he was just brushing over in his mind. He holds you close, your face hiding in the crook of his neck, taking uneven, steady breaths as you try and rationalize it all, before giving up. âIâm sorry, Toby.â
And now itâs his turn to be confused, leaning back to look you in the face. âFor?â
âEverything. The things even I couldnât have controlled, the things that made you this way- Nobodyâs probably ever told you before, so I will: Iâm sorry. Iâve studied your story so many times, went over every detail, ran your perspective in my dreams- but even still, I canât possibly imagine.â
The brunette canât feel pain, he doesnât understand the cut of a knife or the sting of a bullet. But the pang that snags in his chest, this heavy weight that feels like all the pain he's ever missed out on- that hurts worse than anything. But looking into your eyes, his hands planted firm on your skin, the solid weight beside him- Itâs like it's all never even mattered in the first place.
For the first time in his life, heâs being seen. Viewed as more than just a weapon.
Screw the different perspective, screw the polar opposites, heâs in the here and now. It doesnât matter if heâs been pretending tonight or his entire life, right now is real. Heâs not going to lose it.
âCa- Can I kiss youâŚ?â Itâs nearly a whisper, his voice so quiet and nervous as he leans forward on your bed.
You glance from his eyes down to his lips, heart thumping so loud youâre scared he might be able to hear it. You nod anyway, blinking slowly as you hold his gaze. âY- Yeah.â
Toby brings his hand up nice and slow, cupping the side of your cheek as he leans in, fingers trembling against your skin. Your hand reaches to cup his, warm fingers relaxing atop his, a satisfying weight that has the boy swooning. Then youâre leaning in, too, slowly fluttering your eyes shut.
And then your lips touch, and everything just holds for a moment.
All the rush of the night, the nervousness, the excitement, it stops for just this one second.
Youâre leaning into his touch, soft lips pressed firmly against his rough ones, slowly twinging your jaw to coax him deeper. He feels like heâs melting, skin so hot to the touch when you reel him in, your free hand snaking up the backside of his neck and into his messy curls.
He groans into your mouth, breaking the kiss and leaning back, breathing heavily. Your face is so flushed, cheeks a deep vermillion that makes Toby smile a little, grinning as he still cups your cheek. Your fingers brush through his hair, coaxing his head into your hand with such gentle touches. Itâs so sweet, so calm, a complete turn from what the brunette is used to.
He knows pain, and rough, and cold- but you- thereâs only sweetness, and caring, and warmth behind those eyes. He wants more of it, to feel more of it, he has to have it- to have you.
It doesnât hit him what just happened until youâre giggling in front of him. Then that hold snaps, his conscience rushing back into him, and heâs leaning back further-
âIâm so so sorry- Oh my god- I donât kn- know what I was thinking- I- Gah- Iâm so sorry-â
âToby.â
âIf I should go- or- Oh, my god- Iâm sorry- I should-â
âToby.â
âIâm just so-â
And then your hands are wrapped into his hair, pushing forward until your lips collide, hurried, loud kisses that have the brunette spiraling, eyes fluttering shut again. Thereâs that warmth, your body leaning in to press close to his, arms wrapping around his neck, he thinks he might pass away.
You pull back, taking a deep breath as Toby collects himself, brushing his bangs out of his eyes. Heâs a mess, brain running a mile a minute, his body having a hard time catching up as he twitches and jerks.Â
Throwing your leg over his, you straddle his thighs, wrapping your arms tighter around his neck and holding him close. Heâs swallowed by the sweet smell of your perfume, resting his chin on your shoulder as he wraps onto your back, heart thumping against your chest. He finds the thoughts flooding, dissipating the more he breathes, disappearing into this blanket of quiet.
âYou alright?â You whisper, brushing your fingers through the back of his hair, his skin tingling with your touch. He hums low against your shoulder, running his fingers up and down your spine, the touch making you sigh. He could live forever in this moment, could die happy right here.
But when his fingers mindlessly dip a little too low, brushing your lower back right above the waistline of your jeans, Toby mewls at the way you grip onto tufts of his hair. Itâs abrupt, a reaction, but he feeds into it anyway. He brushes that spot again, right above your tailbone, and youâre taking a deep, shaky breath against his neck. He likes that a lot.
Gently, he tugs the hem of your shirt up, just enough to see a peak of your skin. You pause, hitching a breath when you feel his cold fingers wind up under your shirt and press against your back.
âToby-â He promises heâll stop if you ask him to, making sure you know that- but youâre shaking your head, gripping onto his arm as he pushes his hand higher, snaking his fingers along the bony press of your back. You let out a low groan, quiet, but just enough to have Toby aching for more. He stops when his fingers brush the strap of your bra, dipping back down to caress the curve of your skin, studying every detail youâll let him get.
âYouâre so prettyâŚâ He whispers, the dull lamp glowing across your flushed face making him blush, your body relaxing against his hold. Your noises are like a drug, he wants to hear them over and over, the softness of your voice so intoxicating. But more than that, he wants you. If this is all he gets, heâll cherish it for the rest of his days.
Wrapping an arm around your back, heâs flipping you over, pushing you up to the center of your plush bed and towering over you. âTobyâŚâ He drinks in your sweet gasps as he intertwined his lips with yours, tasting how sinfully delicious you were with a swipe of his tongue across your lower lip. Tobyâs hands wandered the expanse of your body, cupping your head to kiss you deeper, snaking down to rub your waist. Itâs so greedy, so hurried and eager, but doesnât know how much longer he can hold out.
Your fingers run through his curls, following his head as he moves off your lips, slowly pressing a trail of gentle, open-mouthed kisses down the side of your neck. Youâre gasping, running your hands across his shoulders, digging your nails in when he kisses just above your collarbone- but then heâs sitting back, pushing up and off of you with a worried look.
âFu- Fuck, Iâm sorry-â And then youâre sitting up on your elbows, a concerned look on your face. âIâm not be- beinâ myself tonight- I donât know whatâs wrong. Shit, [Y/N], Iâm sorry-â
âToby, itâs alright-â You laugh, pushing up to sit in front of him, reaching out before he takes your wrists in his hands, holding them down.
âNo- I just, never do any- anything like this- Itâs like I canât stop-â Even through his apologies heâs staring at your lips, that hunger pooling in his chest for another sweet taste.
âYouâre telling me I get to kiss the boy Iâve had a crush on for years, and heâs worried about not being able to stop?â Exasperation was heavy on your face, itâs almost laughable how much playful irritation was in your voice. Toby caught that last part though, the words going straight to his head.
âYou gotta crush on me?â He smiles, redness tinting his cheeks. Heâs still holding your wrists, your eyes slowly widening as the heat settles on your face.
âI, uhm- Well, you see-â Youâre scrambling for words, the cheesy smile on Tobyâs face not helping your case at all. âI mean, I thought it was kinda obvious. I dressed up as you for Halloween, man.â
He doesnât let his conscience weigh him down anymore, pulling your hands to wrap around his neck before he pushes you back down onto the bed, swallowing the sweet taste of your lips against him. He can still taste the sourness of the candy you were eating on your tongue, too. He licks at the plush of your lips, drinking in your gasps as he intertwines his tongue with yours. Kissing you like heâll never be able to again. Because, God, knowing his luck- he probably wonât.
Youâre a giggly mess, spreading your knees for him to slot between them, his muscled arms wrapping around the small of your waist. âAnd Iâve nev- never seen someone be able to pull off my go- goggles so well.â He prays you wonât be able to feel the bulge heâs sporting, but when your legs wrap around his hips, he loses all hope.
Your stomach flutters, tingles across your skin as heâs back on your neck, little nips and kisses that have your back arching off of the comforter, arms tightening around him. He would kiss you forever, marking every inch of your skin with a delicate brush of his lips, he could waste his time like that forever. You wrap your legs around Tobyâs waist to pull him closer, feeling the outline of his cock. He grinds against you, letting out low groans at the snag of your clothed core. Both of you knew it- he needed you so badly.
But then youâre pushing your warm hands up the back of his shirt, fingers scorching across his toned muscles and scratching your nails into his skin. You push the top off of his shoulders, up and over his head before throwing it to the side, glancing down at the slim but strong figure looming above you. Scars adorn his skin, long gashes or scattered fragments of bullets that have clipped him, not to mention the littered cigarette burns all down his abdomen. He finds it disgusting, blemishes that he canât stand to look at.
But youâre tracing them with your fingers, rubbing your thumbs across the blistered burns that made him sick, taking in every inch of him. And smiling. Was it possible to fall in love this fast?
âTheyâre disgusting.â
âTheyâre so cool.â
He canât muster the words to fight you as youâre reaching deeper, pushing your hands further down his torso to snag onto his jeans, reaching for his belt. Tobyâs body comes to a rushing halt, his heart beating so hard, the feeling of his cock finally getting the attention it wanted.
His hands rest on either side of your shoulders, a dark shadow over you as you slowly undo his belt, unbuttoning his jeans hastily. Hands dipping past the band of his boxers-
He was big- so mouthwateringly big. Flushed a deep shade of pink at his tip, pulsing in your hand so comfortably- every part of Toby was so endlessly pretty to you. He was gasping, eyes trained on how your fist slowly moved, so hot and heavy in your grasp as you pumped him at a steady, methodical pace. âAh- ShitâŚâ
Glancing back up to you, your face is so red, lips parted as Toby takes your jaw into his grasp, forcing you to look up at him before he bullies his tongue past your lips, little groans slipping past. Your back arches into him as his hands snake up your shirt, parting from your lips only to push the fabric over your head, capturing your kiss quickly again. He thinks he can manage, thinks he can keep his composure- but then your thumb runs over his slit, precum dribbling out onto your finger, and he's moaning into your mouth like he's never been touched before.
He hasnât, not like this, not this gentle.
â[Y/N]- Oh God-â Youâre biting his bottom lip, fingers clenched tight around the swollen head of his cock and pumping gently, his hips twitching and jerking for more. He pushes off of you, the breathless flush of your face so pretty under him, but then heâs glancing down.
And, fuck.
Your tits sit so pretty in your bra, blushed skin laid out beneath him as shaky hands reach to unbutton your jeans, jerky fingers quickly tugging them down your thighs and onto the floor below. And then he canât believe how he's gone this long without you, or how he'll be able to survive another night if youâre not with him.Â
Where you admire his blemishes, he admires your perfection. Not a nasty knife scar or bullet nip anywhere on you, skin so soft and warm, his cold hands running across your smooth hips. âGorgeous.â Itâs the only thing he can think to say, but it doesn't do you any justice.
âLet me- Can I touch you? Pl- Please-â
You donât answer, just rising up off of the bed to reach behind your back, unclipping your bra so seamlessly as it falls off your shoulders. Toby nearly moans when you toss the fabric to the side, chest rising and falling with shaky breaths, tits so round and heavy- so pretty.
Falling to your side, heâs holding you close, one leg draping over his bony hip as he shimmies his jeans off. Your legs spread wide, hands gripped tight into the softness of his curls as rough lips wrap around your nipple. Youâre gasping, skin fluttering with every touch across your abdomen, cold fingers slowly trailing down just below your belly button. He stays there, tongue pressing flat across your nipple as the pads of his digits line the hem of your panties, teasing as you buck your hips up, silently begging for him to go lower.
The brunetteâs fingers were now rubbing against your folds through your panties, causing you to jerk at the friction. He playfully nipped at your collarbone before glancing up at you through heavy eyelids. âMy turn, pretty girl.â
âToby- hah- Yeah-â His free hand wraps behind your back, cradling you into his side as he pinches at your unattended nipple, rolling the bud between his fingers. He smiles against your tit, a long sigh of relief when you feel his fingers break past the line of your panties.
His fingers dip into the warm folds of your cunt, dipping down to collect your arousal on his digits, messily swiping across your plushy lips. Youâre already soaked just from kissing, Toby popping off of your nipple to snag your lips, kissing you hungrily as you pant into his mouth. His fingers circle your clit, the nub pulsing and jerking at his touch, hips rising and falling as they chase the sensation. âJesus- Youâre soaked.â
Swirling deftly around the sensitive nub, you gasp, heat so prominent on your cheeks. âDonât worry, I go- got you.â Heâs unable to decide between sucking harshly on your poor nipples, or soaking his tongue in the warmness of your mouth, lips glistening with his saliva. And itâs driving you mad, keening and pulling at his soft locks. Youâve never been touched like this before, and Toby didnât know if he would be able to stop.
Then heâs plunging knuckle-deep in your gummy pussy, the tips of his long fingers massaging your plushy walls. You cry out, breaking from his kiss and giving him a good excuse to snag back onto your tit, gently biting on your reddened nipple.
Heâs pumping his fingers rhythmically, curling them in a way that has your eyes fluttering shut, fingers tugging his hair so hard it makes him groan at the pressure. His digits glisten in the low light, hand stretching the fabric of your panties Heâs hitting that little spot each and every time., looking like he was absolutely in heaven as he rolls and swirls his tongue against your nipple, lips wrapped tight around the skin.
âSh- Shit, Toby-â You groan, grinding your hips down as he stuffs his fingers all the way to the knuckle, the two middle digits spreading and pressing against your walls, coaxing your legs to spread wider. His palm bumps against your clit, holding his hand there to press firm against the bundle of nerves, your jaw hanging loose when he leans up to go in for more kisses. He is all over you, barely able to breathe as he ravages your skin, fingers bullying their way deeper until you can feel yourself gushing across his palm. The noises are so lewd, the schlick, schlick of your wet cunt taking him back in, walls clenching around his thick fingers. You canât stand it, canât take it anymore-
Toby can see it in your face, in the way you stop kissing him back to let out a long, guttural moan that has him in bliss. His fingers beat faster, fucking your swollen cunt open as his unattended cock throbs and leaks against your thigh, begging to replace his fingers.
âSâgood Toby. Fuck. Right there- Donât stop.â And then your arms are wrapping around his head, cradling his face into your neck as you fall apart on his fingers, pussy gushing and practically dripping with your orgasm. You think maybe you see stars, or itâs just the freckles on the brunetteâs skin when he captures your lips, drinking up every moan you feed him.
His cock is wilting, throbbing, and twitching against your leg as you finally settle out, breathy groans that have you both staring at each other through heavy gazes. He slips his hand from your ruined panties, pulling your knee up higher to spread your legs more as he slides the fabric from your hips and tosses them somewhere unseen, taking his cock in his soaked fingers.Â
Your breath hitches at the way he drags his swollen head teasingly across your slit, pooling your slick on his achingly hard tip, smearing your juices with his cockhead as he pumps himself lazily. Itâs so torturously good, his face disappearing into the crook of your neck as he gently nibbles your burning skin. âNeed you so bad, Toby.â You breathe out, nearly panting. âCo- Condom. In the nightstand-â
Despite wanting to feel you, really feel you wrapped around him, he kisses just below your jaw before rolling over. Fishing for a condom in your drawer, he misses you sitting up, fresh orgasm giving you a rush of need as you watch him haul the packet in between his fingers.
Because then youâre pushing his shoulders down onto the bed, straddling his thighs as you snag the condom from him, quickly tearing open the packet. Toby watches with excitement, hands reaching to cradle against the sides of your thighs, fingers digging into your plush skin when you slowly slide the latex down his throbbing length. Itâs snug, but thin, able to feel every pulse of your cunt as you take the base of him in your hand, swiping his tip along your folds, wetting himself. It was all the preparation you were going to give yourself because fuck Toby needed to be inside your pussy right now.
Then you feel like youâre being split apart- Tobyâs cock was slowly pushing up into your warmth as he presses through the first ring of muscle. Before you can overthink, youâre nudging your hips down gently. So agonizingly gentle that Toby has to stop his hips from riding off the bed. And you can do nothing more than let out barely-audible whispers of his name as you seat yourself on his throbbing cock into your snug cunt. âAh- Hah-â
You feel so full. So drunk off of the delicious burn of your pussy, hands resting on his chest as he watches you.Â
Youâre so nauseously tight, gripping his length in a way that had his eyes rolling back, fingers digging red marks into your skin. Youâre both breathless, eyes clamped shut and bodies shaky when your hips finally meet his, so utterly full of him. Toby canât even find the words for it.
Thatâs when you hear voices from outside your closed bedroom door, Avery and her friends returning from whatever drunken night they had, loud as ever.
In a panic, you push your hands over Tobyâs mouth, the brunetteâs hot breath fogging against your skin as he smiles, waiting patiently as they all file into Averyâs room, voices slowly dwindling out. Meanwhile, youâre pulsing around him, cunt clenching as youâre forced to wait.
But eventually it's all clear, palm slowly letting off of his mouth, a teasingly smile plastered on his face. You roll your eyes, quietly laughing as you steady yourself, pushing your knees further against his sides. Youâre pulling your hips up eagerly, achingly fucking yourself at a slow, sensual pace. His tip kisses your cervix as you roll your hips sensually against his, making sure you feel every vein and twitch against your tight walls.
âYâlooked so beau- beautiful tonight. So pretty dressing up as me.â Toby gasps, running his hands across your thighs, up the sides of your waist as you dig your knees into the mattress. It sends shivers down your spine, ones that go directly to your clit as you lean forward, pressing your chest against his. Sweaty forehead meeting his, he leans up to meet your pitiful kiss, hips still pushing back as your clit rubs against his abs.
Surprised moans get choked in his throat as you rock your hips back and forth, pulling all the way up till his furiously flushed tip is teasing your sloppy hole, slick glistening on his length, just to nudge yourself down again, relishing in that full feeling.Â
Wrapping his hands around the back of your thighs, he massages the plushness of your ass, smiling to himself when you wrap your arms around his neck and hide your face into the crook of his neck. âMore, Toby.â
âO- OkayâŚâ He breathes, bending his knees to get a better angle, the divot of his cock pressing against that sweet spot and making you mewl. The weight of you on top of him is so satisfying.
Toby starts up a satisfyingly good pace, thrusts get deeper and deeper until he finally buries his cock into you as deep as it could go. Throaty groans spill out of his mouth, he looks over and kisses your forehead gently, taking in every moan and whine you muffle into his neck. âOh- hah! Yeah, yeah, yeah-â
Even if his body was exhausted, he couldnât feel it. All he could tell was that your cunt was gripping him so hard his jaw was clenched, grinding his teeth as he fucked himself up into that sweet warmth. âSo good- Oh, feels so good-â
âOh god. Toby, right there-â You gasp out in pleasure, starting to move in shallow thrusts that have your eyes rolling to the back of your head, the curve of his cock knocking that swollen sweet spot over and over, each thrust more prominent than the last. You bounce your ass back on him, meeting every thrust that he delivers so deep into the swell of your pussy, clit aching and throbbing as it rubs against his hard abs. âYouâre so- doing so good, baby-â He huffs.
Feeling that very familiar coil in your abdomen, you mewl, âToby- Iâm gonna-â
But then his thrusts halt, hands reaching further up your back to hold onto you tightly, sitting both you and him up as he crawls up onto his knees. Heâs got your weight in his arms, cock still nestled so deeply inside of you as you wrap your limbs around him, leaning in to kiss along his jawline sticky with sweat.
He gives up thrusting now, hips rutting and grinding into you in a way that has you moaning deep and long, cunt throbbing with the ache for release. Heâs in so deep- so full.Â
Kissing against your rose cheeks, he looks at you with fucked-out eyes, trying his best to ride out the last of this moment as he feels his gut pool with warmth. His arms reach around your slender back to dig his nails into the unblemished skin, holding you as close as he physically could. It felt so perfect. Your hips grind back to meet Tobyâs, thighs trembling as they cling to his hips. âShit, [Y/N], I think yo- you were made for me.â
And then youâre capturing his lips, breathy moans as you feel him throb inside you.
âClose?âÂ
âMhmâŚâ He sighs, leaning down to kiss along your shoulder.
You grind your hips deeper, chasing that heavy feeling that builds in your gut, clinging onto whatever you can grab of his skin, brushing your hands up into his hair and pulling. âHngh- Toby. Inside- â You whimper, overstimulated, and your senses filled with only the brunette, you finally cum, riding it out on his deep thrusts. âOh, fu- fuck. Gonna cum. Gonna cum, my pretty girl- Hngh-â He moans out as your pussy clenches down on him, finally tipping over the edge as well.
You feel Toby cum in hot spurts into the condom, rasping your name over and over as if it was the only word he knew. He collapses onto you, careful not to crush you with his full body weight as he pants against your neck, slowly tugging himself from your gooey warmth.
As you both come down from your highs, he quickly removes the condom and hugs your sweaty body closer to his, kissing along your neck and up to the corner of your mouth. Eventually, he climbs off of your bed, searching your messy floor for his boxers, tossing you his t-shirt which you happily pull on.Â
He fishes new panties from your dresser- quietly spazzing out at all the different colored bras and matching bottoms you had to choose from- and tugs on his own boxers.
Every movement after that is laced with exhaustion, tired, sticky bodies shuffling under the covers as you cling to his side, breathing in his smell like itâll be the last time you do. Heâll make sure itâs not.
Flipping your lamp off, the only glow is from your TV, dim lights reflecting off of your still-rosy skin. He takes every moment to kiss along your cheeks, brushing your hair from your face, and cradling your body tight against him. He doesnât really remember how you coaxed him into taking off the wrap on his hand- with the false promise that you would change the soiled bandages out tomorrow- but you do, unraveling the fabric until that horrific proxy symbol contrasted against his pale skin. A mark, a reminder of who he was returning to when the sun rose tomorrow.
He promised to let himself have tonight, but he knew that tonight wasnât going to last forever.
But then youâre bringing his hand to your lips, placing a sweet, deep kiss right at the center of his palm. And he melts. He wasnât lying when he said he thought you were made for him, the sour look on his face disappearing when he was cupping your cheeks, pulling you impossibly closer to kiss against your skin.
You kissed against the scar on his cheek, soft lips on jagged flesh, and he knew.
You spend the rest of the night fishing stories from him, things he promised he would never tell, but find your reactions just too good at the mention of Masky and Tim. Your obsession seemed to run deeper than him, but he was your favorite.
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Toby would have never felt the dip in the bed beside him, or the fingers that messed in his hair, but he did feel the fist that clenched onto his jaw much harder than you ever couldâve.
âRise and shine, twitch.â Jeff, in all of his ugliness, sat on the edge of the bed, teasingly patting Tobyâs cheeks. The brunette sat up, pushing the killer off of him and out of the bed, hoarse little chuckles erupting as he felt you stir next to him.
âHow the fuck did you get here?â
âFront door, duh. You sent me your location last night, remember?â Toby noticed through your open bedroom door that your front door was swung wide open, the killer smiling with satisfaction, but his face slowly dropped when he saw you slowly sit up.
âToby? Wha-â You see Jeff, Toby ready to reach out and clamp your mouth shut, prepping for a terrified scream. But then youâre sitting up, Jeff awkwardly glancing back and forth between you two as your lips part. âNo way.â
Toby shouldâve known better.
Because then youâre bombarding the killer, sitting on the edge of the bed, and studying every detail of his face, fangirling, of all things. Toby smiles, laughing to himself as you banter on and on about newsletters and obscure websites, Jeff casting you concerning looks as you recount his entire backstory.Â
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Itâs well into the afternoon by the time Jeff finally pushes Toby to leave, barking about how he was supposed to have him back hours ago. The killer would never admit it, but they were only there that long because he enjoyed hearing someone harp on how good of a killer he was, complimenting him like he had always wanted.
Jeffâs already in the truck waiting as Toby kisses your face, kissing against your hands as fear courses him, fear that this will be the last time. But then youâre grabbing his phone, typing in your number, and sending yourself a text. A promise.
âFor whenever you want to stop by ;)â
Followed by your address.
And then heâs back on the road, Jeff harping on and on about how âyou werenât that badâ or âif Toby wasnât careful heâd snatch you up.â He couldnât hear him though, too busy studying every detail of the photo you had sent him, the two of you smiling half-drunk in that elevator. It was already his wallpaper by the time they made it back to the mansion.
And he was already making plans on how he could sneak away tonight to come see you.
God, how he loved Halloween.
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Something in this room is driving you mad. You can feel the weight of it pinned directly between your shoulder blades like a knife, following you relentlessly no matter where you go. You can pace back and forth across the training room, you can traverse the whole of the Dauntless complex, but you still know itâs there, heâs there. Watching. Waiting.Â
Four.Â
It is not an aggressive stare, this, it does not make you afraid, far from it. Four is not a threat to you, nor, you think, he will ever be. He is simply looking, simply observing, but for some reason that act has the power to completely throw you off kilter.Â
Maybe itâs because he is only ever looking at you like this. Yes, that must be it. Four is an instructor, he has the responsibility to watch everyone here to keep them from harming themselves or others, but something is different when heâs around you. Instead of passively observing, heâs well and truly looking at you, like he likes what he sees and wants to see more, too.Â
You try to put it out of your mind. Four is not your concern here, or not so anything more than the fact that heâs one of your initiation instructors and youâre trying not to get dropped before you enter the faction properly. Itâs not Fourâs fault if you get distracted by his attention. Itâs not Fourâs fault if it only ever leaves you wanting something more.Â
As time goes on, though, and that something more never comes, you start to chafe against the constant pressure of his attention even more than before. He treats you differently than the other initiates, but only slightly, only ever enough to make you dream of the possibility of something changing down the line. Heâll never give you more than the time of day, but from the way he wonât ever stop his constant affiliation with you, you canât escape the idea that maybe, just maybe, he wants that something more just as much as you do.Â
The end of Phase One of Dauntless initiation draws ever closer, and Four fails to act on anything he may or may not be feeling. You could be wrong, of course, he could mean nothing by his ever present attention, but youâre not willing to take the risk of letting a small something fade away and be forgotten once initiation is over.Â
If Four will not do something, well, then, the burden of acting on these impulses falls to you. Tricking an initiation leader into revealing his hand wonât be the easiest task in the world, but youâre not one to back down from a challenge. Four should know that, seeing as heâs so inclined to marking your every action. He should know that you would provoke him like this, and he should have seen it coming from quite far off indeed.Â
You need one more person in your scheme to get under Fourâs skin. You find your target with easeâ Thomas, a dark haired boy also in your initiation class, close enough to your rank that you wonât have to worry about keeping him close but just enough below that youâll be able to drop him without needing to fear retaliation. Thomas is fast, smart, strong, all the things that would perhaps give someone like Four cause for concern. In short, he is perfect, and so the plan is laid.Â
Next morning, you ask Thomas if he wants to spar together the next morning, just to practice. He nods readily; youâre one of the best people here, itâs why you thought Four started paying attention to you in the first place, up until the point when he stayed there in your corner even when you made mistakes. The two of you head to a fighting ring near the side of the training hall, and if you specifically chose the one right in Fourâs line of vision, well, no one needs to notice that but the two of you.
You jump up and down, trying to get some blood back into your muscles. Across the ring, Thomas does the same. He grins at you, evidently proud that youâve chosen him of all the other eligible fighters. âHope you arenât looking for a victory, Y/N, because Iâm going to kick your ass.â
Heâs grinning, though, so you smile back. âYou wish. When weâre done, youâll have more broken bones than everyone in the med wing combined.â
âPromise?â Thomas asks, laughing, and lunges for you. You roll just in time, hitting the ground right before him.Â
Usually, this is the part where you get right back up again, ready to take him down for good. However, your primary motive for this little endeavor isnât necessarily to win, just to get someoneâs eyes on you. So, you stay down, grappling with Thomas so he has no choice but to pin you, up until the point where you escape out from under him and do the same.
Thomas raises a brow suggestively. âYou know, I may have lost that round, but Iâm kind of happy anyway.â
You grin. âDoes that mean youâre fine with losing again? Iâm sure my ranking and I wonât have any problems with that.â
Thomas opens his mouth to retort, but heâs cut off by the sound of an irritable shout. Itâs Four, arms folded so tightly across his chest that he looks a few seconds away from breaking a rib. âFocus, initiates! Youâre not here to talk.â
When you glance over at him, you canât help but smirk at how furious he looks. Everything is going according to plan, then, heâs jealous, just as expected. He may be in charge of everyone here today, but damn if you canât play him like any other. Looks like all that talk about so few fears and so much bravery doesnât stand in the face of plain old envy.
In a great show of reluctance, you get off of Thomas, extending your hand to help him up. He takes it, knuckles lingering over yours for a few moments longer than necessary. You can just make out Fourâs silhouette over Thomasâ shoulder, how every fiber in his body seems to radiate with barely controlled anger.
You can only push a ruse so far before it becomes too obvious, though, so you drop Thomasâ hand and get back into a fighting position. This time, you try a little harder to win, exchanging punches and kicks for a good period of time before âaccidentallyâ dropping your guard and letting Thomas tackle you around the middle. Heâs obviously in the mood to play around too, and takes his time spinning you in the air before placing you carefully on the ground.
âYou better watch yourself,â he says, breath uneven from the exertion of the fight, âI think Iâm catching up to you.â
You look up at him, eyes half-lidded. Thomasâ dark hair falls around his face, given the impression of a halo by the light right behind his head. All of a sudden, though, heâs ripped away, and the blinding light falls onto your face to reveal a newcomer. You didnât hear Four climb up onto the platform of the fighting ring, nor did you detect him coming so close until he pushed Thomas away from you.
Fourâs face is a dark slate, devoid of any emotion except a sharp, cold fury. His voice is clipped when he speaks, and when he tells you to meet him outside, now, Thomas actually jumps out of his way. Thomas flashes you an apologetic look as you go, but you canât find it within you to return it. After all, this isnât a punishment, not for you.Â
In fact, this is exactly what you wanted. A scene, a public show, some sign that Four would be willing to transgress his perfect picture of leadership to make his feelings known to you. You may have forced his hand more than a little, sure, but allâs well that ends well.
The door slams shut behind you, abandoning both you and Four to the dark emptiness of the hall outside the training room. All the other initiates are somewhere inside that cavernous chamber, running laps or practicing their form, and the other Dauntless are at their jobs. No one would see the two of you, then. No one would see what transpired here at all save you and him and the beating tension between the two of you.
Fourâs face doesnât lose its chill even when Thomas is out of sight. âDo you want to tell me what that was?â
You shrug as casually as you can. âI was sparring with a friend. I donât see anything wrong with that.â
âOh, really?â Four asks, âA friend? Thatâs what you call whatever that little display was?â
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â you tell him. Itâs far more fun to play the innocence card as long as you can, it certainly doesnât help Fourâs temper.
Four scoffs. âOf course you do. You think I didnât see how often you were looking at me? That whole time you were with him, purposefully going easy so he could keep his hands on you. You think I wanted to see that?â
âI donât know,â you repeat, âYou havenât given me any reason to think otherwise. All you do is stand there and watch. Maybe one of us had to do something.â
âSo thatâs what this was?â Four asks, brows raised, âYou wanted to do something? Iâll show you something.â
Youâre expecting the kiss, you have been all morning, but that doesnât stop the breath from leaving your lungs in one rapid rush when it finally happens. His hand is on the back of your neck, keeping you there, with him, in that moment. It feels like drowning, but the thought of living after this is such an inconceivable notion that youâd rather just let the waters claim you whole.
He breaks away eventually, unfortunately, and even in the shadows of the corridor with his face only bare millimeters away from yours you can still tell that heâs proud of himself, corners of his lips twisted up in victory. âWas it worth it?â He asks slowly.
You let out a half-laugh, a needy breath taking over the rest. âIt was,â you decide.
âGood,â he tells you, and kisses you again, just so you can be sure. Perhaps jealousy has its merits after all.
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