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vi x reader, where in childhood they were somewhat involved with each other . Like you can tell the love is there but they have yet to realize it themselves. And when they went to save vander, reader got hit in the head and loses their memory. And Vi is put in prison.
then Vi gets out, and they find each other. And Vi hugs reader and goes on a good âi missed you, there wasnât a day i havenât though about youâ spiel, and reader just doesnât know how to feel about it. Because in their mind this is just some stranger. But at the same time they feel like they know and care deeply about this stranger.
Forgotten
Vi x reader
Word count: 1,275
Warnings: some mentioned deaths (that's all I think.)
This is the first ever request I've ever done so I hope I meet the expectations of the person who send this request.
You and Vi grew up together in the the lanes. life wasn't easy, but you had each other, and that made it bearable. she'd always mess with you, messing with your hair, ruffling it playfully whenever she got the chance. You'd pretend to be annoyed, swatting her hand away with a huff, but secretly, you liked it. It made you feel warm inside.
After her fights, you'd sit her down and patch up her scraped knuckles, muttering about how reckless she was, She'd grin at you, acting like it didn't hurt, but you always knew better. You could see through her tough exterior, and she could see right through yours. Neither of you ever said what you felt, but it was there, in lingering glances, unspoken gestures, and the way your hearts seemed to beat in sync.
Then everything changed.
It happened when Silco made his move. Watching Benzo-your father figure, the man who had taken you in when you had no one else, fall dead right in front of you helpless to stop it, shattered you. The thought of Vander meeting the same fate was unbearable. And the idea of Vi having to endure the pain of losing him, too, was more than you can handle. You couldn't let that happen.
So when vi decided to go after him, you went too. You stayed by her side as the others followed, determined to save Vander.
You were right beside her when the explosion went off. The force of it knocked you off your feet, and pain seared through your entire body like fire. The last thing you saw before the world went dark was her pink hair splayed on the ground unmoving.
When you woke up, everything was gone. Vander. Claggor. Mylo. Vi. Even your memories.
All that remained were fragments, hazy feelings of warmth and safety tied to a face you couldn't quite place.
Years later-
Life without your memories felt hollow. The Lanes still felt familiar in a way you couldn't explain, like a melody you couldn't recall but keep humming anyway. you did whatever you had to do to survive, jobs you weren't proud of, choices you tried not to think about. You pieced together a new life, but no matter how hard you tried, it always felt incomplete.
And then she appeared.
You were carrying a crate of scavenged parts through the bustling streets, just trying to make it another day, when someone stepped in front of you, blocking your path.
"Hey" You began, irritation flaring. But when your gaze meet hers, the words died in your throat, she looked familiar.
The girl, no, woman stood frozen, her pink hair catching the dim light. Her wide eyes, a mix of disbelief and something far deeper, softened as they locked onto you.
"Y/NâŚ" She breathed, her voice cracking.
The name sounded foreign to you, yet it struck something deep inside, a string you hadn't realized was there. Before you could react, she rushed towards you and wrapped her arms around you. The crate in your hands fell to the ground with a loud clatter, its contents scattering everywhere.
Her hold was tight, desperate, as if she were afraid you might disappear. "Gods" She whispered, her voice trembling "I missed you so much. There wasn't a day I didn't think about you. I-I thought you were dead after the explosion."
Her words pierced the fog in your mind, stirring emotions you couldn't explain. Images flickered in your head. flashes of pink hair, laughter, a hand reaching for yours in the dark. You didn't know her, not really. And yetâŚ
The way her voice trembled, the way she held you like you were her lifeline. It felt familiar. Like home.
"IâŚ" your voice wavered as you pulled back, stepping out of her embrace. The confusion and overwhelming emotions made it hard to think. "Y-you know me?" You swallowed hard, shaking your head, "I don't⌠I don't remember. I don't remember you"
Her expression faltered, the pain flickering across her face like a fleeting shadow. She took a shaky breath, forcing a small, fragile smile. "That's alright" she murmured, her voice trembling but steady enough to hide the heartbreak beneath it "We'll figure it out together. I'm not letting you go this time."
The days that followed were a whirlwind of emotions. Vi tried to reconnect with you, sharing stories of your childhood together, each one laced with hope that might ignite a spark of recognition. sometimes, fragments of those memories felt familiar, like shadows of something long lost. But just as quickly, they slipped away, leaving you more confused than before. How could someone care so deeply for you when you couldn't even remember who they were?
And yet, there were moments. Her laugh carried warmth that tugged at something buried deep within you. the way she said your name felt like home, even if you didn't understand why. The fire in her eyes when she talked about protecting you stirred something unspoken, something that felt like it had always been a part of you.
Despite the confusion, you couldn't help but feel drawn to her. Maybe it was the tenderness in her gaze, or the way your heart raced whenever she smiled. or perhaps it was something deeper. Something you couldn't name but felt in every fiber of your being, like a truth just out of reach.
one night, sitting on the rooftop, the hum of the lanes below was a distant murmur in the silence between you. You sat side by side with Vi, the weight of unspoken thoughts in the cool night air.
"ViâŚ" you began, your voice quiet as you stared out at the city "I-I don't know if I'll ever remember everything. I don't know if I can be the person you remember" You hesitated, your fingers twisting together nervously "But I want to try. I want to be that person for you"
Vi turned to you, her gaze soft but unwavering, her expression a mixture of hope and understanding. "you don't have to be anyone but who you are now" she said gently, her voice steady "I just⌠I just want to be here with you"
Her words stuck something deep within you, cutting through your uncertainty. for a moment, you were overwhelmed by how much this woman. this stranger who somehow felt like home. Had given herself to find you again.
"ViâŚ" you murmured, your voice trailing off as her eyes locked with yours. The space between you seemed to shrink, the weight of everything unsaid hanging heavy in the air.
slowly, tentatively, you leaned toward her, your heart pounding in your chest. She met you halfway, her lips warm and soft against yours. Her kiss was gentle yet filled with a quiet desperation, as though she had been holding back for years, waiting for this moment.
It wasn't just a kiss. It was a connection. A fragile bridge between the fractured pieces of your past and the uncertain promise of your future.
When you pulled back, your foreheads rested together, your breaths mingling as you both tried to steady yourselves. Vi smiled, her voice soft and teasing, though her eyes glistened with emotion "I've waited a long time for that, you know"
you couldn't help but smile back, a warmth blooming in your chest that chased away the lingering doubts "I think⌠maybe I've been waiting too. I just don't realize it"
in that moment, the weight of the past seemed lighter. What mattered wasn't what had been lost but the connection you were building now. one step, one moment at a time, together.
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PRETTY LITTLE TRINKET
harpy shoko ieiri Ă reader
plot: while lost at sea, you find yourself saved by a monster yet unable to leave
summary: you challenge your circumstances, only not to get very far at all due to a completely flipped decision.
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3. Grave Decisions
It was becoming a little frustrating at how much of a standstill you seemed to be with your healing progress as your wound simply wasnât getting any better and given just how different it looked beneath the gauze every time you snuck a peek below the gauze, you suspected that the wound was purposefully being reopened.
She must have been hurting you.
(So that you couldnât leaveâor perhaps so that you would remain weakâbut why?)
Given that she was a monster, your mind went in all sorts of directions. Your first thought was born out of sheer paranoia, thinking that she was going to eat you, or something similar, but the sort of relationship that she seemed to cultivate from you was quite different. You considered something personally inflicted next, yet you couldnât quite make sense of why it had to involve a prolonged wound.
When your feathered friend had returned, exhaustedly collapsing into her nest, you decided to sneak out instead. Hobbling down the rocky spire, you held your breath the entire way, the injured leg be damned. Albeit awkwardly, you shuffled down to where the waves crashed against stone, pushing and kneading violently churning waters back and forth. A truly treacherous place it was; so slippery and shiny, yet too worn to provide any traction.
Thankfully, the swim to land just up ahead wasnât too far, even if the swim did feel like it was going to rip apart your skin from bone. You chanced it either way, giving it all that you hadâpawing your hands forward, dragging yourself forward against the heavy current, doing everything you couldâall the while the waters threatened to drag you from the shore, but thankfully never backing up on the warning. Just like when you pushed through before, you made it.
Using your hands and knees, you crawled over onto the coast, feeling the sharp rocks and sand scratch into your skin like webbing dust. A surging wave of nausea rose from your lungs as you recollected yourself, choking out waves out of lodged waterâonly to be met with the sight of somethingâsomeone else. Initially, you thought that she had caught up to you before you even had a chance to escape, but then you quickly realised that this was not her at all.
Slowly raising your head, your eyes locked onto an imposing figure, bearing dusky raven hues, their face unadorned with the same kindness that she offered you.
Dread pooled in your in the back of your mind, registering this particular being as a danger, and yet you remained hopeful. It was all you had to go on in these unforgiving circumstances, after all.
Crouching down to meet at your eye level, this particular beast propped a clawed finger just below your chin to tilt your head up. A noise similar to a âtchâ clicked from the flick of its tongue, signaling disapproval.
âWhat a bothersome thing sheâs found this time,â a male voice commented, and in your own tongue at that. You understood that from your observations whenever she would idly speak to you, that she would use a different language. So whoever this beast was, intentionally meant to make sure that you would hear his insult.
You opened up your mouth to speak, only to be cut off by him before you even had the chance to do so.
âItâs a pity,â he sighed, letting go of your chin before letting his hand fall to his side. âHad it been me who found you, I would have just disposed of you, or left you right where you were.â
Taking a gamble with how disgusted this creature seemed to be with you, you tried to push the fact that you were trying to leave. âLook, Iâm just trying to go home. Can you tell me where toââ
ââleave?â he cut you off again, tilting his head off to the side as he regarded you coldly before pushing you back against the dirt, keeping you lodged in place instead. âYou should have asked me that yesterday,â he mused, âbut no, itâs within the best interest of the island to keep you right where you are.â
âBut, I can just leave andââ you tried once more, only for him to seemingly talk over you again.
ââitâs far too late for that, you foolish thing,â he quipped, squeezing tighter against your shoulder in a firm pinch, âbut if thereâs one of you that slips past us, then whoâs to say you wonât bring back hundreds more of you as the last one did?â
You blinked.
He seemed to sigh as he let go of you. âDo you really have to go home? Youâll be creating more trouble than itâs worth by choosing to do so.â
Once again, you tried to drive your point across. âY-yesâŚ?â
He tutted once more, however, âWhat a troublesome species.â
Just as he was in the process of berating you for seemingly no reason at all, however, yet another bird-like creature seemed to land. Dusty white feathers descended onto the scene, landing with almost skilled precision. You avoided exchanging eye contact with this being too, already intimidated by the pulling allure of their deep blue gaze.
âShoko will be upset if you hurt this one,â it replied in a mutual tongue, as though trying to convey reason within your hearing range. Shoko. That must have been what she was called. You wondered about their names too.
âLike she isnât already doing something similar,â the other one scoffed, using the talons on his feet to pull back the seaweed, highlighting red scratchings just below, âsee? Besides, Satoru, Iâm not going to hurt this one. Iâm doing what she wants. Confinement, was it?â he looked back at you, trying to remember a word, âThat little thing that humans claim they do when they mean to imprison instead.â
âJust donât injure this one more than is needed,â the silvery one protested.
âIâll gladly leave the pain up to her,â he scoffed in response, âI wouldnât want to taint my claws too much, would I?â he added before jumping up into the air, allowing his fanning wings to lift him back into the air, flying away. His friend seemed to follow, but you didnât appear to be alone just yet, with the beast you did know, returning to find you.
She didnât accuse nor ask you anything compromising, rather hurriedly closing the distance between the two of you within the blink of an eye. With practiced care, she inspected the damage left behind by her friend, seeming to examine you with frantic haste. Such care however had confused you, given that she was so happy before to inflict pain on your sleeping form just a good few hours ago, leaving you to wonder just what her angle was.
Finally dry and recovered from both the prior interaction as well as the hefty swim, you tried to choke out a confrontation, despite your voice sounding shakier than you would have liked it to be, âI know youâve been hurting me,â you accused, âthose scratches⌠the bleedingâŚâ you listed before pausing, âthis canât continue, Iâll only get sick if you keep this up. I canât always be injured. Iâll die eventually. So please, let⌠me⌠go.â
Her eyebrows knitted in slight frustration as her feathered fingers continued to pat at your cheek with delicate brushes, her clawed fingertips gently dabbing at your tender fleshâpoking, but not piercingâalthough the control surely slipped as she tried to hold it all together. From the way she searched intricately in her mind for the right words, led you to believe that she might have been holding something from you.
âI⌠canât,â was all she could initially muster before taking a deep breath to continue. âHumans have come here before to destroy our land⌠so there arenât that many of us left,â she explained, trying to reel you closer as if afraid to let you slip away for even a second.
âI donât want to destroy your home,â you assured her, âI just want to go home.â
Her eyes drifted around the area, reducing her voice to just a mere whisper as if careful to disclose the dire circumstances, âIf you leave, my friends might kill you.â
Your eyes fluttered in surprise. âW-what?â
âThis whole island is a secret to humans,â she replied, leaning even closer, trying to desperately explain, âmost canât see it unless theyâre close to death, or in a mental decline, so our visitors are often desperate. Many get killed off if they reach the shores, others, we leave to drown at the site of the accident.â
â...Like my ship,â you murmured, catching on, âwas anyone else alive?â
Shoko considered responding with the truth, but she feigned ignorance instead by shrugging her shoulders. âI am not sure.â
âE-even so,â you stammered, âI wonât tell anyone.â
She shook her head in response. âIt wonât be enough,â she sadly confided, seeming to once again retain some information from you before doctoring her response into something different, âyouâve chang⌠nevermind, youâve seen too much, is what I mean. You wonât be able to go back home. Itâs a risk that we canât take.â
âWait,â you caught on, âchange?â
Her eyes narrowed in annoyance, partially at herself for letting such information slip. It seemed as though she was internally warring with her inner mind at just how much she should share, choosing ultimately to once again, hide you away from the full truth.
âA slip of the tongue,â she curtly smiled, âI meant to say that it isnât safe. I wonât injure you anymore and you can recover, but understand that I donât want to gracefully harm you. I just want to keep you alive. Is that a possibility for us?â
With a weary nod, you sighed as you supposed that you didnât have that much of a choice to begin with. Accepting the terms, you calmed your protest, making do with your current condition for now. You werenât completely done with your attempts to leave this strange place just yet, but you knew that you had to buy your own time to rightfully plot and execute this whole matter without being caught by either of them again.
~~~
The days passed on with greater ease now that your existence wasnât confined to staying put at the nest and with a great deal of caution, she pushed you into her friend group with the other two half-monsters. It was a rocky start, but you slowly got used to having her, Satoru, and Suguru around, even if it was clear that Suguru still deeply disliked your company. Satoru luckily for you, was the complete opposite. Curious, kind, and forgiving.
Shoko was something in between. She was reluctant in her prejudices against humans, likely for the same reason the other two were, but also still very much interested in keeping you around for her personal interest. She wanted nothing more than to simply sit down and learn from, as well as, all about you, curious to understand just why on earth humans seemed to have such an exhausting life going on back in the main parts of the globe, calling the everyday life you were from, âexhaustingâ.
True to her word as well, she let you finally heal without interruption, allowing your leg to mend itself towards a scar-free state, and just as it all started to get better, you found yourself locked onto a peculiar sight just over the horizon.
A large ship, just barely caught by your hopeful eyes. You hoped that they would somehow be search and rescue boats, perhaps by some miracle spotting you in the far distance, or how ever your delusionally planted hope went and so you jumped up and down from the spot, guiding them to your location.
But then you remembered a small detail, something about this island not being seen to the naked eye unless certain conditions were met.
Indeed, something was very wrong here. Their rough demeanours, their gruff appearances, and their body language eluded sheer hostility from their presence alone as they cruised closer towards the shore.
You had heard rumours before, but you thought that, perhaps naively, they were completely wiped out by now, a long-buried terror that ceased to exist from the late 1800s, and yetâŚ
Locking eyes with one of them, you could tell very well.
That these were pirates.
So not only had you doomed yourself, but likely them too.
this is part 3 of lilacâs bite sized yandere nightmares
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How to hold a grudge (on behalf of someone else)
âOh! Hello Rael!â
The audacity of this man!, was all Rael thought as they opened the door to their house and found Thancred standing on the other side. They felt horribly tempted to just slam the door right back shut into his stupidly grinning face.
Certainly they could say that it had just been one of these intrusive Lalafell who tried to sell their useless and overpriced goods to gullible people (like Aâviloh) or one of their neighbours asking to borrow sugar again. Anyone who was not Thancred Waters.
What did he even want here? Had all of the women in Revenantâs Toll finally realised how much of a fraud he was and fled town? Or maybe they had chased him away with brooms and pitchforks. Yes, the later was absolutely Raelâs preferred explanation for his unwelcome presence here.
They still glowered at the man, trying really hard not to greet him with an insult, when Aâvi returned from the kitchen. âWhoâs there?â, he asked gloomily on his way back to the couch. Just as Thancred appeared in his field of view, the Hyur raised an arm and waved lightly. âHello to you too, Aâviloh.â
âOh!â, the Miqoâte exclaimed surprised and almost dropped the bowl of ice cream he held in his hands. And there was that expression again, Rael noted in frustration. The same one he had made the last time they had visited the Rising Stones. It was a strange mix of feelings and Rael thought it difficult to find a fitting word for it. He looked like he had mistaken some dangerous animal for a harmless pet and was now horrified by the bloodshed it caused but still couldnât stop himself from liking that creature anyway despite its nature. Maybe the comparison was unnecessarily gruesome but Rael just hoped that Aâviloh was at least clever enough not to get himself torn to pieces by the metaphorical sharp teeth.
***
It wasnât all that difficult to understand how the Viera got this rather extreme opinion about Thancred Waters. He had always had a certain reputation around Vesper Bay and Ulâdah, Rael had quickly learned as they had asked around about the Scions before choosing to work with them. On top of that the man hadnât exactly left a good first impression when they had met in person for the first time. Maybe he had honestly just been curious about meeting a Viera for the first time but Rael had already heard a few pretty stupid pick-up lines during their journey and this man had seemed right in line with that. A raised eyebrow and disgusted look on their face at least had quickly disheartened him to try any further.
But then there was Aâviloh! Kind, yet so self-sabotaging Aâviloh! Rael had long stopped wondering what it was that he found interesting about Thancred and instead decided to just blame it on a severe case of mental confusion. They had warned him about Thancred back when A'viloh had told them about the invitation but it really wasnât their place to tell Aâvi what to do or, in this case, not to do. So at first the Viera had simply intended for him to either be clever (which seemed unlikely) or learn that lesson on his own and the hard way if necessary. But this had been many months ago and in the meantime a lot had happened. By now the idea that the poor Miqoâte could get his feelings hurt by that vile man was giving Rael a headache.
Sure, Rael occasionally liked to tease him about the way he acted around Thancred and at first all of his infatuation had almost seemed to Rael like a good sign, but that assessment had changed shortly after. Finally Rael had managed to convince Aâviloh that it would be a good idea to return to the Rising Stones and speak to Thancred about how the Miqoâte felt responsible for what had happened to him (and only about that, mind you!) but in the meantime Thancred had seemingly recovered very well and immediately reverted back to his old ways. Just worse. Both, concerning the quantity of alcohol and women.
In a surprisingly short span of time Thancred had managed to be seen with more women than Rael could count on their fingers, some of them just shamelessly flirting with but enough of them in more or less obvious situations. And that were just the ones he had no qualms to be seen with, Rael assumed. It was unnecessary to mention that Aâvilohâs resolution to speak to him had died down abruptly.
Rael had observed this tragedy for as long and as peacefully as they could tolerate. They hadnât wanted to interfere in something that actually wasnât any of their business, so they had hoped that Aâvi would soon get angry enough to stop moping. But they should have known that anger wasnât exactly one of Aâviâs standard solutions for his problem and so of course it only seemed to get worse over time. Rael on the other hand had quickly developed a habit of getting angry on his behalf, to their own frustration.
One day Rael was speaking with Papalymo and Y'shtola about a book they were studying, when they noticed A'viloh gloomily staring down the counter of Fâlhaminnâs bar. After a moment Fâlhaminn, like the good barkeep she was, put a glass of liquor in front of him, raised an eyebrow and expected him to talk.
âWhatâs up with you?â she asked but Aâviloh just grimaced and nodded to the glass in front of him. âThatâs not a good idea. Alcohol and me donât seem to go so well together.â
Fâlhlaminn had chuckled and made a peculiar face. âOh, just like Thancred I guessâŚâ, she said leaving it up to his interpretation if she meant alcohol and Thancred or him and Thancred, while she eyed him for a reaction.
A desperate sigh was all she got for an answer, but that was more than enough.
âHa! So I rightfully thought this was about him. You know, I saw you eyeing him and HigiriâŚâ
Avi snapped to attention, ears going up, face turning red. âWhat?! That ainât true! Why would I??â
âIf you say soâŚâ, Fâlhaminn chuckled again and returned her attention to the glass she was cleaning.
Seemingly unaware of the fact that he was proving her right, Aâvi turned his head the other way and kept on sadly watching Thancred flirt with one of the doman girls from afar.
At that point Rael had decided to do something and stepped closer. âIf you don't stop looking like this, I will go over there and I will punch him in his stupid face.â, they annouced sitting down beside A'vi.
Startled the Miqoâte turned around. âWhat?â
âItâs excuse me!â, Rael corrected and then repeated their words. âI said I am going to punch him in the face if you donât!â
Aâviloh was either truly unaware about his lovesick staring or had decided to play very very dumb. âWho?â
âPlease! Donât pretend to be more stupid than you actually are. Thancred of course!â, the Viera grumbled.
Aâviloh still pretended to be oblivious. âWhy should you do that??â
âYou know why!â, sternly Rael glowered at him and finally the Miqoâte gave up this charade. âAlright! Fine! But how is he supposed to know that it bothers me?â, he retorted and Rael seriously wondered if he was this oblivious about how he was behaving.
âBy the Twelve, Aâvi!â, they exclaimed, a saying they had quickly picked up along with another few curses. âHe canât have that much brain damage to not notice that! Everybody in this building must by now have noticed that you are in love with him. I wouldnât even be surprised if everybody in this whole town knows!â
Aâviloh wanted to object at first but quickly gave up.. âI am not-... No⌠Please! Donât tell me it is really that obvious?â
Rael rolled their eyes and slightly shook their head. âNo, donât worry! You just longingly stare at him every chance you get and sigh sadly every time he talks to someone. I guess your secret is safe!â
âThatâs not funnyâŚâ, he muttered quietly with drooping ears. Rael just shrugged. It was only the truth.
Then Aâvi added: âThe idea that someone like Rowena knows something like that is kinda scaryâŚâ
âCareful! Sheâll find a way to make money out of that. Blackmail or somethingâŚâ, Rael couldnât help but tease. At least the Miqoâte spent the rest of the day brooding over something that wasnât Thancred Waters.
But then a few days later Rael had reached the point where they had enough.
One late afternoon they had found Aâvi picking at his food while once again staring across the room, where Thancred sat at the bar with one arm around the shoulders of an annoyingly giggling Miqoâte girl. It was painful to watch, both Thancred and his conquest being so obliviously obnoxious as well as Aâvilohâs reaction to it, but apart from this it was mostly infuriating. Rael wasnât even sure who they wanted to yell at the most. So after wordlessly watching for a minute or another they lost their temper and growled at Aâviloh.
âAre you mad!? You canât seriously tell me that this -â, they hissed, silently enough not to catch any attention, gesturing towards the bar. âTHIS is what you want? To be stupid! And replaceable! And forgotten before morning!?â
Slightly shocked Aâviloh had stared at them for a moment, like he just realised it was the truth, before he wordlessly shook his head and sighed. It wasnât fair that Rael had lashed out at him, they knew that, but seemingly he needed someone to tell him how ridiculous all of this was. Nonetheless he still looked sad of course, so this time it had been Rael, who had decided to take Aâviloh and flee as far away as possible, seeking refuge in their house near Limsa again.
Of course this wouldnât solve anything and they couldnât avoid that bastard forever, but there was nothing else Rael could do about it. (Unless you counted maiming or murder a reasonable approach of course.) They simply hoped that Aâviloh would soon come to his senses and realise how stupid it was to care about someone as ruthless as Thancred Waters.
***
And now this impossible man had the nerve to show up at their door! Obliviously grinning at that! They really wanted to strangle him. âWhat are you doing here, Thancred?â, they asked with a way too sweet tone and a strained smile, that somehow looked threatening.
âAh! Very good question!â, he answered and laughed obliviously. âThe two of you havenât shown me your house yet! So I thought Iâd visit and see for myself!â
The carefully put together smile on Raelâs face faded as quickly as it had appeared. There was no way they would be able to remain friendly towards him even one second longer. âWell, now that youâve seen it, why donât you go andââ
Aâviloh, who until then was silently observing the contents of his ice cream bowl in concentration, at once snapped to attention. Alarmed he stared at the Viera while loudly proclaiming. âThatâs so nice of you! Why donât you come in first and weâll get you something to drink?â
He left it to Thancred to let himself in and instead grabbed Raelâs arm to pull them into the kitchen.
âYou canât say something like this, Rael!â, he argued quietly.
âI canât say what?â, they raised their eyebrows and didnât bother very much to speak quietly. What bothered them though, was that Aâviloh still was so disgustingly friendly to him. Rael had thought he had understood by now, that on this man all kindness was wasted. âThat, for all I care about, he can go and fuck himself?â
âRael!â, Aâviloh hissed and nervously eyed the door.
âWhy?â, they simply retorted angrily, while picking up the bowl Aâvi had put down on the counter and putting a light ice spell on it. They would rather have put that spell elsewhere.
âBecause itâs rude!â, the Miqoâte exclaimed. âAlso, I donât think that would be very accurate to say considering⌠you knowâŚâ
âPlease!â, Rael interrupted. âItâs very appalling how much thought you seem to have spared to that topic!â
Aâviloh gasped. âWhat?! You started this! I didnât!â
So much for gratitude!, Rael thought as they opened their mouth to retort something maybe a little bit too snarky. But just in that moment Thancredâs voice echoed from the living rooms. âYou two have such a wonderful house. I already thought the garden was beautiful but in here? What a pretty place!â, he said as he pranced into the kitchen and confidently leaned onto the counter like he owned the whole place. To Thancredâs luck and Raelâs disappointment the knife block was out of the Vieraâs reach.
âThank youâŚâ, Aâviloh answered while still keeping an eye on Rael. The Hyur looked at them innocently smiling as if he didnât notice at all in what a dangerous situation he had put himself. Nonchalantly he looked around and crossed his arms in front of his chest. âBut donât you think something is missing?â
âMissing??â, Rael echoed and wondered if they should break his nose and see if some of his own blood on the kitchen tiles would suit his taste more. But no! That would just give Aâviloh an opportunity to get unnecessarily worried about him againâŚ
âWhat do you mean, missing?â, Aâvi asked confused and let his gaze wander through the room as well.
Thancred shrugged. âI donât know, just a feeling⌠Are you already completely done with the house or is there anything left you wanted to do?â
âWe are more or less done.â, replied the Miqoâte and then added. âWell, Rael still wanted a proper work desk but we didnât have time for that yet. And maybe something to sit down in the garden or an orchestrion but that would be too much work Iâm afraidâŚâ
Thancred nodded. âMh, thatâs a shame! I think some music would make this place even more cozyâŚâ
(If by cozy he meant the untidy chaos Aâviloh had turned their house into these last few daysâŚ)
âRight?â, the Miqoâte agreed excitedly. It was disgusting.
Rael had enough of this nonsense. They knew that it would get ugly if they had to hear only a single more word of this conversation. But just as they were about to leave with an inappropriate remark, telling themselves not to care about Thancred being a horrible person and Aâviloh being an idiot, all of their linkpearls started to chime at once.
Surprised they stared at each other and then answered the call more or less simultaneously. Minfilia was on the other end of the connection asking if they all could come to the Rising Stones. Then she shortly explained that there had been new information and that all of them were to meet as soon as possible to plan their next move.
Her tone had been serious and all of them knew that this could only either mean one threat or another. While Rael went to the living room table to pick up their grimoire from beneath a heap of papers, Thancred excused himself saying that he would check a few of his own sources before meeting them later.
Rael threw a few things into a bag and went upstairs to change clothes. When they returned some minutes later Aâviloh was wandering through the living room with a puzzled expression on his face, ice cream bowl in one hand (of course he wouldnât let that go to waste!) and lifting the sofa cushions one by one with the other.
Rael sighed. âWhat are you doing??â
âPlease tell me youâve seen any of my weapons somewhereâŚâ
#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ffxiv#ff14#ffxiv writing#ff14 screenshots#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv gpose#gpose#Aviloh Tia#Rael Hyskaris#Thancred Waters#I'm terribly sorry I wrote 2500 words just about this! :D#This was going to be something else entirely at first and all that remained of it is Rael being angry af xD#The whole thing seems a little pointless now and I proof-read it a dozen times to fix the bits I dont like but its not getting any better..#they are all a little too exaggerated here I'm afraid... but maybe that's just the way Rael sees things xD#but at least I can imagine Minfilia sending her master-spy to their house to sneakily find out what to get them for their birthday! :D#I should write something about heavensward instead!#or finally decide what I want to do with the end of the ARR patches!#Technically less *what* I want to do and more if I dare to do what I had in mind ;D#ARR
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description. LOGAN HOWLETT proves himself to be a bit of a hypocrite
includes. SMUT 18+, age gap (reader is implied to be mid20s, logan assumed to be mid30s), protected piv, denial is a river in egypt logan fucks them younger, logan calls reader "kid", insomnia trope, slightly brat reader, remnants of angst, set during early x-men
wc. 5k
a/n: photo creds unknown. title from how soon is now? by the smiths
You should be in your own bedroom.Â
Itâs a nice room, decorated better than your childhood room in your parentâs house, likely because youâve grown since your mint green and chevron phase. Itâs silent in your room, no other inhabitants except you and your pet fish that was somehow still hanging on. Thereâs no reason for you to leave your room, it has everything you need. But itâs not right.Â
The loneliness is uncomfortable amidst your inability to sleep. It hovers over your bed, staring down at your shuffling frame as you try multiple positions, each one leaving you as restless as the last. You know thatâs why you venture off to the kitchen, the search for companionship outweighing the desire for a treat. You just need to talk to someone, remind yourself that you arenât all alone. There are other people like you, and you live with them. Youâre safe.Â
You ended up finding what you desiredâa non-freezer burnt ice cream bar buried beneath frozen waffles, and a warm body to stand opposite of as you steadily made your way through it.Â
You wouldnât admit it to anyone else, maybe not even yourself, but you had hoped to run into Logan the entire time. Ever since his return you had been itching to get a glimpse of him, but between shadowing Storm, Scott, and Jean, and tending to whatever menial chore Professor Xavier tasked you with, you didnât have any time for run-ins. Nothing but quick passing in the hallway where you were too shy to do much other than meet his eye for a second, wave, and then scurry along towards the end of the hallway.Â
But you had gotten what you wanted when you heard the soft thud of feet followed by the sound of Logan speaking.Â
âIs there another one of those?âÂ
You face him with your mouth stuffed with ice cream. It takes you a second to chew enough to speak around the food without making a complete fool of yourself in front of Logan.Â
âThis is the last one âŚâ you swallow, ignoring the sting of the cold at the back of your throat. âSorry.â
Logan shrugs like itâs no big deal and he steps to the fridge. You move out of the way, even though you werenât really in the way at all, and try to be casual as you chew the remains of your bar, ignoring the sudden warmth in your body now that heâs here.Â
Logan doesnât say anything. You watch the top half of his body disappear as he reaches into the fridge for something, coming out after a minute and some soft shuffling later with a beer bottle in his hand. You donât know when it got there, and youâre amazed that it was still there and not stolen by some eager teenager. You try not to stare as he takes his first sip, but you sneak a few glances.Â
You finish your sandwich, throwing the wrapper out in the drawer trash can and trying your best to ignore Loganâs eyes on you the entire time. He gets halfway through his beer before he says something.Â
Leaning against the counter, legs crossed at the ankle and one arm tucked across his chest, he asks, âCanât sleep, right?â
You nod, not shocked at all that he has you pegged. Itâs not unsurprising for a mutant in this place to be unable to sleep.Â
Logan nods as if he understands and you know he does, you remember the incident with Rogue just a year or so ago, that and the stories you hear about him wandering the halls at night. Itâs why youâd always been so eager to slip down here during restless nights, constantly hoping that this would happen to you.Â
And now that it has happened, you donât know what to do. Thereâs not much for you to discuss with Logan, the two of you donât have all that much in common. Heâs far older than you, for starters, at least a decade and a half on you from what youâve gathered. Heâs been gone for a while, but you think the others have caught him up on everything that heâs missed already.Â
So you just build onto what you have.Â
âI just canât fall asleep. Every time I start, I shake myself awake.âÂ
Logan takes a swig from his beer and pulls his lips tight, a face of sympathy sliding over his featuresâeyebrows pinched, lips downturned, eyes a little narrowed.Â
âYeah?â You nod your head. âSounds horrible, kid.â
Kid. You know youâre younger than him, itâs obvious, but youâre not a kid. You donât see why he thinks of you that way. Rogue and Bobby are kids and youâre older than them. More mature, no longer a student but now practically a teacher.Â
You donât want Logan to see you as a kid. You know what you want him to see you as, but it seems to become more and more impossible by the day.Â
You donât say anything, lifting your foot enough to press the toe of your slippers into the cleaned grout between the tiles at your feet.Â
âTell you what,â he begins, promoting your head to lift, ânext time that happens to you, you come find me, alright? I know how much it sucks to be alone like that so if you need me, come find me.â
Thatâs what you did.Â
After you left the kitchen, finally letting your grin break free since no one was around to see it during the trek back to your room, you told yourself you would only go to Logan if you needed him.Â
You tried to sleep, snuggling yourself in a cocoon of blankets and pillows around your head. You lit a candle, counted sheep, made up scenarios to doze off (ones that definitely didnât involve Logan tenderly holding your hand and stroking your cheek andâ), but nothing seemed to work.Â
So you found yourself standing in the doorway of Loganâs bedroom, one hand still on the doorknob and the other toying with a loose thread at the bottom of your tee shirt. The bedroom is dark, save for the moonlight peeking through his opened curtains, but from the hallway light behind your back you can see Loganâs frame under the sheets.Â
His back faces you until you harshly whisper his name, which at the call of he lifts his head, looking at you, and then rolls over completely to click the lamp on his nightstand on.Â
âWhatâs wrong, kid?â
You feel so meek when you explain, like you are a kid, crawling to your parents after a nightmare.Â
âYou told me to come find you.â
His squint relaxes. His entire frame relaxes actually. He sits up, jerking his head in a beckon. You click the door shut behind you as softly as you can, approaching the bed timidly until you stand on the other side.Â
And then you just hover. You stand there hesitantly, staring down at the slightly unmade side of the bed. Logan doesnât say anything for a minute, but once the silence and hesitance stretches to an uncomfortable end, he speaks up, his voice groggier and raspier than it was before.Â
âYou gonna sleep from there? Is that some mutant power that I didnât know about?â He says it like heâs teasing you, and when you look at him you can see the small smile on his lips. Itâs similar to the one he sports when heâs messing with Scott but with more softness in his eyes.Â
You scoff, trying to play it cool when Logan lifts the sheets for you and you climb under them. This side of the bed is cold and unused and you wonder if youâre the first person to use it.Â
You get as comfortable as you possibly can. You fluff the pillow and create the perfect indent for your head, you pull the sheets up to your shoulders, you lay on your side and face the window, and then when Logan clicks the light off, you close your eyes and try to sleep.Â
You donât know how you thought this would be any better than struggling to sleep in your own bed, because itâs so much worse.Â
In your own bed, you were left with the out-of-reach fantasies of Logan. You laid in bed, giggling to yourself as you imagined what it would be like to lay next to Logan. You filled your head with blurry images of Loganâs frame, what he would look like with his eyes closed and his face completely relaxed. You tried to imagine the heat of his body in the cold of your room, trying to change your body temperature just with a thought.Â
But now itâs all right beside you, left there for you to catalogue so you could never forget this moment.Â
The feeling of his body so close yet so far from yours. The sound of his breathing. The smell of his body wash and the way it lingered on his sheets. Youâre finally in Loganâs bedroom, but youâre not getting what you want. You truly donât think you ever will.Â
Itâs impossible for you to sleep now. You try to keep your tossing and turning to a minimum, only moving when absolutely necessary and doing so with tentativeness. Youâre trying to be meticulous with your movements, all with a goal to disturb Logan as little as possible. Youâre a guest here, after all.Â
But even if he wasnât an attentive mutant you knew he wouldâve eventually gotten fed up.Â
He calls your name, soft yet sounding like a warning, and youâre quick to apologize.Â
He doesnât say anything else for a second, then, âWhateverâs on your mind, squash it. Jusâ let it go.â
You donât mean to sound as bitter as you do when you say, âEasier said than done.â
Logan shifts and turns around until heâs facing you. You stay facing the window.Â
âWhat usually turns your mind off?â he asks. âA glass of warm milk?âÂ
When you laugh itâs halfhearted and maybe this is the final indicator that something about you is off.Â
âLook at me.â You obey embarrassingly quickly.Â
You canât really see him in the dark, but the white light from outside illuminates the slope of his nose and the apples of his cheeks. You can sort of see his eyes too, the usually light green darker because of the environment, but the shadowy fan of his eyelashes is as distinct as usual.Â
âSeriously, tell me whatâs going on. Anything I can help you with?â He lets the question linger in the air for a second before adding on. âYou need me to rough a few kids up? You being bullied?â He says it like a joke.
âNo,â you say.Â
Logan makes an âahâ sound. âYeah Iâm sure you could handle yourself.â The sheets lift again. âCome âere.â
Shit, shit, shit.Â
You listen to him, scooting closer until youâre wrapped in Loganâs arms, enveloped in his warmth. Itâs nice and comfortable, the sound of Loganâs heart right next to your ear, the security of his arms wrapped around your frame.Â
âDoes this help you?â
You hum affirmatively, already starting to feel more comfortable than you had before. Your heart beats painfully hard in your chest and you start to get self-conscious, knowing that Logan can definitely hear it.
Right on cue, he laughs a bit against your head.Â
âNervous?â
âNo.â God, youâre so obvious.Â
Loganâs laugh grows until heâs snickering, doing a terrible job of stifling his laughter. ââs alright,â he eventually says. âNothing wrong with that.â
You make yourself as comfortable as possible, pressing your back to Loganâs chest, trying to ignore the hard feeling of his body behind you. You can basically feel everything, the plane of his chest pushing through his tee, the ridge of his sweatpants against your lower back, his legs against yoursâtempting you to intertwine them together, his feet hanging right under yours. Youâre not exactly dressed for this and your shirt has ridden up, bunched at the top of your ass and exposing your panties. You wonder if he knows. You wonder if he cares.Â
This is helping you a lot, but thereâs still something on your mind. Something you need to solve before you can go off to sleep.Â
You donât know what it is that makes you confident, that makes you want to ruin a good moment. Maybe itâs the dark providing you comfort, but you lay it all out.Â
âYou treat me like a kid.â
Logan takes a second. You can just barely make out the hitch in his voice. â...Yeah?â
Youâre glad he canât see you when you pout. It wouldnât have done much to help your case. âIâm not a kid, Logan. You donât treat Rogue like a kid.â
âRogue is different.â
âHow? Iâm older than her.â
âJust ⌠can we not argue?â
âWeâre not arguing.â
âYeah? Then whaddya call this?â
âA conversation between two adults.â
He hums as if heâs unconvinced.Â
You wonât let it go. âHow is Rogue different?â
âGo to sleep,â he admonishes.
âCanât. Not until you answer my question.â
Logan sighs. ââcause Iâm not attracted to her, alright?â
Oh.Â
Oh.Â
Wait ⌠what?
Youâre sure your silence is enough to express your confusion because Logan adds on.Â
âIâm trying to set boundaries between us, kidââ
âDonât call me that.â
He corrects himself with the use of your name instead, but it comes out the same way. âWe need boundaries between the two of us. You think I donât see how you look at me? âs not good.â
âIf youâre setting boundaries why did you invite me in here.â
âBecause I wanted to help you.â
Why is he making you feel crazy? He just told you heâs attracted to you, but he wants to set boundaries? There are barely any boundaries here. Youâre alone with him, in his bedroom, tucked away at the end of the hall surrounded by mostly empty bedrooms instead of bedrooms of asleep mutants, curled up against his chest. This is the most opportune time, yet he didnât want to make a move.
Maybe you were reading too much into it.Â
You go to pull away from Loganâs embrace but he keeps you pulled tight to his chest.Â
âDonât do that,â he says it like a command and just to piss him off you consider pulling away. But youâre really comfortable and this is a comfort you arenât sure youâre ever going to find again.Â
âJust go to sleep, alright,â he says your name again, much softer this time. He says it like heâs coaxing you like your name is the final tune in a lullaby.Â
Maybe Logan has other powers you arenât aware of because just that one sentence is enough for you to let it go and submit to the sudden exhaustion that settles over your body like a weighted blanket.Â
You donât know if Loganâs been avoiding you. Mostly because youâve been avoiding him.
Itâs not often that the two of you would have to run into each other, but there were a few times when Professor Xavier extended the invitation to observe an upcoming class, and you declined upon learning that Logan would be subbing.Â
You kept your distance as much as you could, even keeping yourself locked up in your bedroom throughout the night, no matter how restless you got. You were miserable, not only because you wanted to be near Logan, but because you were fucking exhausted.Â
You could barely stay awake throughout the day, always sneaking off for power naps, taking whatever you could get even if it was only five minutes.Â
But you finally have the rest of the afternoon to yourself and you intend to use it to sleep. Uncaring of how much it threw off your sleep schedule, you just needed a solid half hour curled up at the foot of your made bed like a dog, sleeping to your heart's content.Â
Of course, itâs on your way up to your room that you run into Logan. You try to ignore him, continuing your path up the stairs, praying that Logan will continue on his path downstairs.Â
You donât know what it is about you that says come talk to me! but Logan stops in his journey, turning to face you. He calls your name, continuing even when you donât respond. He follows your trek up the stairs and down the hallway, always right on your heels and within arm's reach.Â
By the time your hand reaches for your bedroom door, Logan is practically breathing down your neck.Â
You know thereâs no avoiding him now, but you also donât want to.Â
You stand still, hand wrapped around the doorknob, waiting for Logan to say his piece.Â
âWhyâd you lead me to your bedroom?â The way he says it, with such arrogance and assurance woven into that same joking manner as if he wasnât the one who turned you down just a few nights ago.Â
âFuck off, Logan. I just wanna get some sleep.â
You twist the knob and this is what wakes Logan up. âOkay, wait.â His hand reaches out and rests on your elbow. Just this one touch strikes you still. âWill you look at me?â
You turn around, trying to keep your gaze hard even as you take in his appearance for the first time in days.Â
The bags under his eyes, the relaxed smile thatâs constantly on his face when heâs around you, the thickness of his eyebrows, the points in his hair. Youâre staring at his hair, wondering if itâs naturally like that or if he does it himself, and when you look at his eyes again there isnât a connection. Heâs staring at your lips instead.Â
You lift your eyebrows impatiently, already imagining the sleep youâll get after you ruminate until you canât form a coherent thought.Â
Logan opens his mouth. âLook, Iâm sorry if you got a little hurt from the other night. Is just this age gap and your little crush is not gonna worââ
Youâre already turning around, deciding whatever else heâs going to say isnât important at all, but Logan stops you. His movements are fluid, they flow naturally from his body and straight into yours, causing you to move with a coordination you didnât expect. He spins you back around and pulls you straight to his chest, your hands flying to his shoulders to steady yourself, while his hands rest on your hips and your cheek.Â
The movement is quick, it happens within a couple of seconds, and it makes the moment after feel so much longer. Nothing but shared blinks as Logan looks at your lips and you look at his. Youâre so close to him, even closer than you were the other night, but neither of you makes a move.Â
Youâre considering making the first move, opening your mouth as if to ask him a question that was still unknown to you, but then Loganâs grip on your cheek tightens as if heâs holding you still and he moves in closer, and closer, and closer until his lips ghost over yours.Â
In the end, itâs you who crosses the bridge.Â
Your lips touch, sandwiched together, but neither of you do anything. Not until you take a tiny step closer, really nothing but an adjustment of your feet, is Logan pulling you into him. He digs his fingers into the waistband of your jeans, that one hand possessing all of the aggression that doesnât exist in the hand holding your cheek.Â
Itâs like the touch of two different menâone who wants to devour you whole and the other who wants to treasure you. You hope that theyâre able to coexist as you desperately want both.Â
You let Logan kiss you feverishly, an intensity unlike anything youâve ever seen him display settling in his lips. The Logan you knew was always relaxed, walking around the mansion with a carefree, practically laissez-faire, attitude. He didnât meddle, he kept his hands to himself, always wrapped around a cigar or a beer.Â
But now those hands were wrapped around you for the second time this week.Â
You press your hands into the shoulder of his white tee shirt, starting to slide them up towards his hair before you resist. You want to get comfortable kissing him, but youâre still out in the hallway.Â
Having the same thought, Logan pulls away from your lips with enough time to open the door, latch his hands onto your hips, and blindly steer you backward until youâre in the room. He stares down at you the entire time, that same smirk on his lips as he kicks the door closed behind him with a single boot.Â
And then he has you pressed against the wood, sandwiched between a rock and a hard place.Â
He looks at you for a second, his gaze lingering, and then he gets back to it.Â
If even possible, Logan has more passion this time around. He sinks his hands to your thighs, pulling one up by his hip. He slots his legs into the opening until your center is hovering over his thigh. You donât know what to expect, but when he flexes the muscle and presses his limb right up against you, youâre already trying to get more.Â
Logan smiles as he kisses you, clearly entertained by your anguished need to get off. He doesnât verbally reassure you, he doesnât help you grind yourself down, he doesnât do anything but continue kissing you.Â
When you need to come up for air, knocking your head back into mahogany as you intake large gulps, Logan dips his head down and explores as much skin as he can. He creates a path of kisses from your jaw, down your neck, to the exposed parts of your chest.Â
You tilt your head down, locking your hand into his hair and trying to redirect his lips back to yours, but he stops you with a hand pinching your cheeks.Â
His eyes flick back and forth between yours, nothing but mischief and arrogance in the green. You wrap a hand around his wrist with the initial want to tug him away, but you like the hold he has you in. You like the look in his eyes.Â
âGood?â His voice is softer than his grip.Â
You nod, trying to grin as best as you can when your lips are forcibly puckered.Â
Logan smiles right back at you. âYou got a rubber?â
You nod again, scurrying to your nightstand once Logan lets you go. He tells you to get on the bed and you take the liberty of throwing your shirt off and bra as you go. You have enough sense to step out of your shoes, unclasp your jeans, and tug the zipper down in the path.Â
By the time youâre sitting on your bed, you can feel the anxiety thrumming through your body. Itâs a good kind, the kind youâve been seeing less and less of lately. Youâre still a little tired and still desiring a solid nap, but it can definitely wait. This is your main priority.Â
Logan speaks to you as he undresses.Â
âYou still doing okay?â he asks as heâs pulling his tee over his head. When you nod, he moves to his belt, thick but deft fingers undoing it and leaving it hanging open and hooked into his belt loops.Â
âYou tell me if you wanna stop,â he says as he pulls his jeans down, stepping out of them right after he steps out of his boots. You give him a look and he clocks it immediately.Â
âYou think you can take it, bub?â He laughs. âYeah? Donât you think youâre talkinâ a big game?â
Petulantly, you roll your eyes. âLogan, Iâm not a fucking kid, Iâll be fine.â
Wrong. So, so, so stupidly wrong.Â
You are fine, but the sight of Loganâs dick sends nerves down your spine. Youâve talked yourself up, you canât go back, so you do what you can. You let him peel your jeans and panties off, hoping you look as seductive as he does. You keep your eyes on his abdomen, tracing the vein that runs from the right of his navel down to his cock, breathing as well as you can while Logan lines himself up. The first push burns, just like you expect it to, but you adjust quicker than you thought. Eventually, all you can feel is pleasure. Youâre so full when heâs only halfway in you. You feel stuffed as soon as he bottoms out, his heavy ball sack resting flush against you, a thick forest of pubes pressed against your cunt.Â
Logan is so much, itâs everything youâve ever wanted and more. Hovering and staring down at you as his hips rock into yours, slowly and experimentally at first. Itâs not until you draw a leg up over his hips that he increases the strength of his rocks.Â
He has one hand keeping himself steady and the other holding your waist. Itâs so intimate, and not only because heâs fucking you, but because heâs staring down at you the entire time, his teeth bared as he watches you for every single reaction. His eyes rake down your body, watching the way your tits jiggle before dipping lower to watch the way heâs entering you. You canât see his gaze, but you can feel it, the weight of it comparable to the weight of his cock in you.Â
Thereâs an inhuman nature to it, hidden deep below the surface as if heâs trying to hold back, but itâs there. Youâre made aware of it when you clench around him and he growls. It comes from the back of his throat but itâs a sound youâve never heard before. Itâs so Logan, you donât think anyone other than him could make a sound like that as erotic as it is. You want to hear him more, you want your moans to blend together amongst the four walls of your bedroom, but he keeps his sounds to himself. Itâs like thereâs a disconnect between the both of you, like Loganâs still holding back even though heâs balls deep in you.Â
âLogan,â you whine, getting his attention. He looks at you with concern in his eyes, his hips slowing down. You shake your head, pushing more towards him. âPlease,â you beg, praying he knows exactly what you want.Â
âWhat? What dâyou want?â
âMore.â
Logan gets rougher. Heâs grinding up into you like his life depends on it, blunt nails delving into your skin as if he wants to break it. You wish he would. You arenât regenerative like he is, but you still desire the broken skin, the beads of blood, the marks left behind.Â
Youâre thinking about it, eyes lidded and falling closed when Logan knocks his forehead into yours once. He moans, closed-mouthed as his head lolls to the side, a shiver shaking him from the bottom of the spine up.Â
âJesus, baby,â he says. Itâs all he says, but itâs more than enough. He keeps going, digging his tip into you deeper and deeper until it feels like heâs swimming in your guts.Â
He drags his head down until he can wrap his lips around one of your nipples, licking and sucking before moving on to give the other one the same treatment. You desperately want him to mark you up, you want a reminder that thisâthe thing youâve been wanting since Storm and Scott came back with two new mutants in towâactually happened. Bravely, you reach out and tangle your hand in his hair, surprisingly softer than you thought it would be. You donât hold him down much, just enough to communicate what you want nonverbally. And then after a few tortuous seconds of hesitation, his lips wrap around the skin atop your left breast and he sucks. The strength in it stings, it reminds you just how strong Logan is, but it feels so good.Â
Unexpectedly, you feel your muscles seize. It starts in your tummy, deep down near where Loganâs been massaging, and then it just doesnât stop, likely because he doesnât stop.Â
Itâs like heâs spurred on by the feeling of you cumming, motivated by the way your back arches and you reach for the heavens as you clench around his cock.Â
He gets a burst of energy, fucking you like he has something to prove when really itâs you with something to prove.Â
Youâre overstimulated, struggling to keep up with Logan, but you donât want to tap out. You talked a big game, you canât back down now. So you remain silent while Logan pulls another orgasm out of you, hoping he wonât notice the way your eyes brew tears without your consent and the way your lips quirk with the impending request to slow down.Â
Of course, he notices.Â
Heâs grinning with sympathyâyou donât know if itâs sincere or fauxâwhen he takes a hand and strokes your cheekbone.Â
âI see ya, kid. Feels good, yeah?â
For some reason, when he calls you kid like this, you donât completely hate it.Â
Thereâs no point in lying, so you nod.Â
âSo tight,â he winces, eyebrows pinched together as he flashes his teeth, a dimple in his right cheek appearing with it.Â
Just as you didnât warn him before, he doesnât warn you when he cums. You feel it though, the way his thrusts get sloppier and faster just before he gives you one punctual one, and then you feel the confined warmth of his cum shooting into the condom.Â
You wish you werenât as exhausted as you were, because the next time youâre conscious, itâs dark out and the bedsheet is covering your body. Youâre hot, hotter than you usually want to be when youâre sleeping, but youâre bare naked. That and you only have a thin sheet covering your body.Â
It doesnât take much investigation to figure out whatâs making you so hot, not when itâs attached to your back with one meaty bicep slung around your neck and keeping you pulled against him. It takes you a bit to fall asleep, but once you do, youâre out for the rest of the night.Â
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Title: Puppy Love.
Pairing: Yandere!Yuuji x Reader x Yandere!Yuuta
Word Count: 2.6k.
TW: Hybrid AU, Puppy!Yuuta, Puppy!Yuuji, Fem!Reader, Non/Con, Somnophilia, Biting, Oral Sex, Unhealthy Relationships, and Obsessive Behavior.
You heard Yuuji, first.
 Heâd always been the louder of the pair, not that it was a very steep competition. You hadnât had him for very long, butâwell, it was less that he came out of his shell quickly and more that heâd never had a shell at all. It only taken a day or so for him to get used to the idea of living with you and Yuuta full-time, a week for him to start acting like heâd always been a part of your little family, and another month before he started pawing at your bedroom door at night and whining when you reminded him that you preferred to sleep alone (meaning: without multiple two-hundred pound hybrids draped across you). He was energetic, overly friendly, even if you wouldnât go so far as to call him disobedient or difficult. You figured having a more, for lack of better phrasing, dog-like hybrid in the house would be good for Yuuta, bring out his more instinctive side. In reality, the added stress of an overly hyper roommate had only worked to make him just a little more anxious than he already was, but you still thought it was good for him. If nothing else, Yuuji gave Yuuta something to focus on that wasnât you, and Yuuta could use more distractions.
But Yuuji, thoughâHe was what you shouldâve been focusing on, at the moment. Through the haze of exhaustion, you could hear the door creaking open, the muffled sound of padded feet on carpeting and the tiny, almost inaudible vocalizations Yuuji never seemed to realize anyone else could hear. Soon enough, you felt the foot of the mattress dip as he clambered onto your bed. Any other night, you wouldâve forced yourself to sit up and tell him to leave, wouldâve called on the dozens of books and hundreds of blogposts youâd read about hybrid obedience training and found the strength to âreinforce boundaries despite personal feelingsâ, but you were tired beyond the point of discipline, and Yuuji didnât mean any harm. One night of letting him curl up next to you wouldnât hurt, even if you did make a mental note to show Yuuta some extra affection in the morning â just to keep the scales balanced. For all their many differences, they were both prone to crying favoritism.
You never stirred, but you settled deeper into place, curling into yourself as Yuuji remained at your feet. You mightâve fallen asleep entirely, if Yuuji hadnât spoken.
His voice was quiet, low, audibly trepidatious. It reminded you of Yuutaâs nervous, stuttering inclination, although not quite as unsteady. âAre you sure itâs alright toâŚ?â
âI am.â You werenât sure who you expected to answer, but the sound of Yuutaâs voice almost startled you awake. It was normal for Yuuji to bend the rules. Yuuta was supposed to know better. âSheâs asleep, right? Just donât wake her up.â
Yuuji didnât respond, but you felt the sheets draped over your shift, a warm hand curl around your calf. For as little reassurance as Yuuta had provided, it seemed to be enough for Yuuji.
It was half curiosity and half fatigue that kept you quiet as Yuuji moved around you. Whatever they mightâve been up to, nothing couldâve seemed worse than having to wake up and sacrifice much-needed sleep for the sake of scolding your (usually angelic) pets. At worst, youâd wait until you could catch them in the act or, better yet, grit your teeth and bare it until they left. Anything not to have to deal with this for another eight hours.
You rolled onto your side, twisting your leg out of Yuujiâs hand and letting out a soft groan as you curled into yourself. It wasnât a subtle position, let alone an inviting one, but Yuuji only whimpered, only edged closer to you. This time, when he touched you, it was to take up your shoulder â his hold gentle and breathing heavy as he nudged you onto your back. Whatever he was doing, he seemed determined to see it through. It mightâve been more admirable, if you hadnât been so confused.
You felt your sheets pull away from you next, then another hand on your ankle, Yuujiâs rough claws pressing lightly into your skin as his loose grip flexed. You felt him draw your legs apart, and with the corner of your mouth already quirking downward, you started to open your eyes, to sit up andâ
Suddenly, you felt something wet and warm press into your cunt, and you stopped moving entirely.
Whatever lingering exhaustion you mightâve felt was swiftly replaced with cold, pointed terror. This time, you forced yourself to hold still, it wasnât out of confusion or curiosity, but an abrupt and paralyzing fear.
It wasnât a feeling Yuuji seemed to share. His tongue was already moving across the length of your slit, his drool already soaking into the silk of your panties. He was making those noises, again; deep and throaty, closer to the sounds a prowling animal would make than anything remotely similar to human speech. Both of his hands found their way to your ass, claws biting into the plush flesh as he buried his face in your pussy. He was just as rough with his mouth â his pointed canines ghosting over the inside of your thighs and catching on the material of your panties, his broad togue laving over your covered entrance as if he could taste you through the fabric. It was only when he bowed his head, when the bridge of his flat nose ground against your clit that you started to wonder if he actually could, but forced yourself not to linger on the idea for very long. Thinking about what he was doing, assigning a motive to his actions â that would only make this worse. Thinking at all would only make this worse.
You bit down on the side of your tongue with as much force as you could afford to use, willing yourself to hold still, to not react â a wounded animal, playing dead as to not attract the attention of a predator. You felt Yuujiâs hands shift, calloused fingertips pressing into your thighs, thenâ
âStop.â
Yuuta. Wonderful, miraculous, well-behaved Yuuta. You wouldâve sighed, if you werenât holding yourself so stiff. You could hear him moving closer, too â his footsteps feather-light compared to Yuujiâs. You braced yourself to break up a fight (thereâd been a few when Yuuji first came home with you, when you first realized that Yuuta had never learned to share), but rather than barking, growling, any of the sounds that came with two animals trying to tear each other apart, there was only rustling fabric, another shift in gravity as Yuuta positioned himself by your side. âY-youâre doing it wrong,â he stammered, and something deep inside of you seemed to curl up and die. âYou have to take her clothes off first. Otherwise, she wonât feel anything.â
It was almost strange, hearing him take charge. In any other context, you mightâve been proud.
Yuuji whined, but obliged. His nails scraped against your hips as he balled his fist around the fabric and tore, making no effort to spare the delicate fabric. The remaining scraps were discarded with just as little care, and before you could fully wrap your mind around what was happening, he was back to lapping at your cunt. With the only barrier between you gone, it felt less like he was trying to eat you out and more like he was trying to eat you alive â his tongue too thick and too long, his hands too big and too prone to groping at whatever was underneath him, the boundless energy you were so used to finding either infinitely adorable or impossibly exasperating sudden not quite as harmless than youâd always considered it to be.
The next time he found your clit, you couldnât stifle your reactions â little, half-choked whimpers and moans escaping despite your pursed lips. Your hips twitched, and for the first time, you felt Yuuji draw back willingly. He was such a sweet dog. Even with your eyes clenched shut, you could picture him tilting his head to the side, his ears flopping in the same direction and his big, dark eyes going full puppy-dog. Usually, youâd melt at the sight, give him whatever he was asking for and comfort him the best you could, but you didnât have much comfort to spare, and Yuuta was already answering on your behalf.
âThat means she likes it,â he explained, his voice a little quieter, a little more airy than itâd been before. âKeep going, sheâll make more.â
There was a short lapse, passed in silence. For a second, you let yourself believe heâd come to his senses, that he might stop, but it was only for a second. His response was enough to dash any remaining hope you mightâve had. ââŚwill she get louder?â
âMhm.â And then, with the slightest note of pride, âShe does for me, at least.â
And just like that, Yuujiâs head dipped, his mouth latching onto your pussy with a renewed concentration. You willed yourself not to move, not to think, not to do anything that would mean having to open your eyes and acknowledge what was happening, but it was impossible not to feel the heat of his mouth against your cunt, not to let the sounds of saliva and arousal against tongues and skin seep into the back of your mind and tint the pleasure slowly starting to pool at the pit of your stomach with a vicious, sickeningly sweet, nectar-like quality. It wasnât long before your own pitiful noises were just as difficult to suppress, before your hips were jutting upward involuntarily to meet Yuujiâs mouth, before you could feel a mix of drool and slick and every other ungodly thing pooling on your sheets beneath you. Yuuta shifted beside you, edging close enough for his thigh to press against your arm. âYouâreâYouâre making a mess, sheâll be mad ifââ
His voice cut out abruptly, drowned out by a sudden, bubbling moan from Yuuji. Yuuta tried to catch his attention again to the same result until, finally, there was a low growl. Yuuji yelped has his face was shoved further into the space between your thighs â Yuuta pushing down on the back of his head, as little as you wanted to picture your sweet Yuuta doing something like that â but he didnât seem to mind. If anything, his lapping only seemed to get faster, more reckless, more wild. You didnât want to, no part of you wanted to cum because of your petâs mouth, but you could feel the pressure mounting, the heat building, the walls of your pussy convulsing around his tongue as you reached your climax.
There was nothing you could do to stop yourself from crying out as you came, any hope you mightâve had of making it through this without letting either Yuuji or Yuuta know how much of it youâd been conscious for immediately abandoned. You tried to make good use of your adrenaline, to shove Yuuji away and run, but heâd always been strong, even for a hybrid, and he didnât even have to pull away to pin your hips to the mattress and nurse you through your orgasm, his tongue now fucking into you unabashedly. He only stopped when the last of your aftershocks had died out, when it was all you could do to lie limp and mutter all the little ânoâ, âstopâ, âpleaseâs that youâd pictured yourself screaming only seconds ago. Even then, the separation wasnât made by choice â no, it was Yuuta who finally, finally dragged him off of you. Even through the darkness of your bedroom, you could see his fingers knotted in Yuujiâs untamable hair, his knuckles white and his grip steadfast. By the time he let go, Yuujiâs back was straight and heâd gone surprisingly quiet â his dark eyes glassy and fixed on yours. By the time you could force yourself to look to Yuuta, he wasnât much better. He was focused on you, too, but he didnât look quite as dazed, quite as mindless. His lips were parted, but his eyes were narrowed, and he was wearing the expression heâd worn when you first brought Yuuji home, all displaced resentment and palpable betrayal. If you hadnât known him so well, you mightâve called it anger.
Yuuji broke the silence. He whined sharply, slumping forward and kneading down where his hands were still planted on your hips. You opened your mouth, ready to tell him to get down, to get out, but Yuuta cut in before you had the chance to spit anything out. âTurn her over. Itâll be easier if sheâs on her stomach.â
Yuuji didnât hesitate. You felt his hands on your midriff, and then, you were on your chest, Yuujiâs form hunched over you as he ground something stiff and hot and leaking against your ass. You tried to push yourself up, to get away, but you were barely able to get your knees underneath you before Yuujiâs arms were around your waist, his face buried in the crook of your neck and his pointed teeth bared against the side of your throat. He didnât growl, didnât bite, but you went still regardless. You didnât think Yuuji would hurt you, but you never would've thought he would do this, either.
Whatever aggression he mightâve felt faded quickly â as soon as he started rutting against your ass. You could feel him panting against your throat, his breath humid and stifling, and his chest pressing into your back. He was too close. He was too much. When he spoke, it was almost deafening, even if you knew it couldnât be much more than a mumble. âHurts so bad,â he muttered, as his cock ground uselessly against your ass, your thighs. âBeen hurtinâ so bad since you took me home. I was so happy when Yuuta told me you could help, andâand, that you wouldnât mind, andââ
His voice cut out abruptly as the blunt head of his cock caught on your entrance and, with a cracked whine, thrust into you. There was no time to adjust, to block out â just a sudden heat inside of you and the immediate, overwhelming fullness of his cock battering the walls of your pussy. âOff,â you half cried, half screamed â your voice a jagged, shaking mess. âGet down, stop, getââ
But Yuuji wasnât listening. His tongue lapped clumsily at your neck as he fucked into in slow, languid thrusts â his hips slamming into your ass with enough force to bruise. You went limp, sobbing openly into your sheets, but Yuuji was strong enough to hold you up on his own, to not have to care what state you were in underneath him. So caught up in your own misery, you didnât notice Yuuta moving until he was in front of you, until his hand had worked its way underneath your chin and tilted your head back far enough for your tear-clouded gaze to find his. His expression was that same mix of resentment and pity and bitter, bitter anger. Still, when your eyes met his, the corner of his lips quirked up, some of the harsher lines around his eyes fading into nothing.
âI wouldnât be this rough with you.â His tone was flat, softened. He ran his thumb over your cheek, leaning down just far enough for his lips to brush against the top of your head. âI would be a good mate. You donât need anyone else.â
Again, he leaned in, slotting his lips against yours with a feather-light sort of gentleness. At the same time, you heard Yuuji moan, felt his teeth sink into your shoulder, and started to wish you couldnât feel anything at all.
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Do-Over
Logan Sargeant x Andretti!Reader
Summary: Logan drowns his sorrows after being dropped by Williams and passes out in 2024 ⌠he wakes up slightly hungover and very much in 2022 (aka the time travel fix-it fic)
Loganâs hands are shaking.
Heâs staring at the email on his phone, reading it over for the third time, hoping the words will somehow rearrange themselves into something different. But they donât. The screen doesnât lie, and neither does the cold, detached tone of James Vowles.
Logan, Iâm sorry to inform you that Williams Racing has decided to terminate your contract effective immediately. Your performance this season has not met the teamâs expectations, and the decision has been made to move forward without you for the remaining races. We believe this is in the best interest of the team as a whole. Youâll find the details of the termination and the necessary steps moving forward in the attached document.
His eyes blur, and he forces himself to blink, trying to hold it together. He knows what this means â his F1 career, the thing heâs worked for his entire life, is over. And itâs not ending with a bang, but with a fucking email.
A knock on the door snaps him back to the present. He looks up, swallowing hard as James walks in without waiting for permission, just like he always does.
âLogan,â James begins, his voice calm, almost clinical. âWe need to talk.â
âI got the email,â Logan mutters, shoving his phone into his pocket. âIs this really how itâs going to end?â
Jamesâs face is unreadable. âWeâve discussed this at length. The crashes, the lack of progress ⌠itâs just not working out. The engineers and mechanics are frustrated. Weâve been more than patient.â
Logan feels a wave of anger rising in his chest, but he pushes it down. He knows it wonât help. âSo thatâs it? Nine races left, and youâre just ⌠dropping me?â
âItâs not an easy decision,â James replies, crossing his arms. âBut we have to think about the team. We canât afford any more setbacks.â
âSetbacks,â Logan echoes, almost laughing at the absurdity of it. âThatâs all I am to you? A setback?â
James hesitates, his expression softening for just a moment. âLogan, youâre talented, but this sport is ruthless. You know that.â
âDonât,â Logan snaps, his voice sharp. âDonât try to soften the blow now. You couldâve at least told me in person, before sending the damn email.â
James sighs, running a hand through his hair. âI know it seems cold, but this is the reality of Formula 1. Youâll land on your feet. Youâve got potential.â
âPotential,â Logan mutters under his breath. âThatâs not going to get me back in a car, is it?â
Thereâs a tense silence, the weight of the situation pressing down on both of them. Logan feels like the walls are closing in, the air in the room growing thicker with each passing second.
âIâm sorry,â James says finally, and for the first time, he sounds genuine. âI really am.â
âYeah,â Logan replies, his voice hollow. âMe too.â
James lingers for a moment, as if searching for something else to say, but thereâs nothing that can fix this. Nothing that can make it right. Finally, he nods and leaves, closing the door quietly behind him.
Logan stands there, staring at the door, his mind racing. This canât be happening. It feels like some kind of nightmare, one he canât wake up from. But the harsh reality is setting in. Itâs over. All those years, all that effort, and itâs over just like that.
He sinks down onto the couch, his head in his hands. His chest feels tight, like he canât get a full breath. He needs to get out of here, but he has no idea where to go. Where do you go when your dreams have just been crushed?
His gaze falls on the bottle of whiskey sitting on the small kitchen counter. He bought it a few years ago, intending to open it after a win that never came. The irony isnât lost on him.
Logan pushes himself up and walks over to the kitchen, grabbing the bottle and a glass. He hesitates for a moment, then shrugs and puts the glass back. Whatâs the point of pretending thereâs any dignity left in this?
He twists the cap off the bottle and takes a long drink, the burn of the alcohol offering a brief distraction from the pain gnawing at his insides. He leans against the counter, staring out the window at the darkening sky. How the hell did it come to this?
Heâs replaying every mistake, every missed opportunity, every race where he couldâve done better. Itâs a torturous cycle, one that he canât escape. He takes another drink, then another, hoping to drown out the thoughts, to numb the ache in his chest.
But it doesnât work. The alcohol just makes it worse, amplifying the guilt and the regret. He feels like a failure. No, he is a failure. The team didnât even have the decency to let him finish the season. Thatâs how little they think of him.
The room starts to blur around the edges as the whiskey takes effect, but he doesnât stop. He canât stop. Heâs spiraling, and he knows it, but he doesnât care. This is the only way he knows how to cope, the only way to forget, even if itâs just for a little while.
Hours pass, or maybe minutes â heâs lost track of time. The bottle is nearly empty now, and heâs slumped on the floor, leaning against the kitchen cabinets. His phone buzzes in his pocket, but he ignores it. He doesnât want to talk to anyone. Whatâs the point?
The apartment is silent except for the occasional sound of cars passing by outside. Itâs eerie, this quiet, and it makes the emptiness inside him feel even more profound.
Finally, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out his phone. The screen is cracked from a previous fall â one of many â but it still works. There are messages from friends, from his family, but he doesnât open them. He knows what theyâll say. Theyâll be supportive, encouraging, but it wonât change anything. They canât fix this.
Instead, he opens his camera roll and scrolls through the photos. Pictures of him in the car, of the team, of moments that once meant everything to him. Now theyâre just reminders of what heâs lost.
He stops on a photo of himself, taken just after he signed with Williams. He looks so damn happy, so full of hope. He barely recognizes that person now.
âWhat a joke,â he mutters to himself, his voice slurred. âWhat a fucking joke.â
He takes one last drink from the bottle, then tosses it aside, not caring as it rolls across the floor. He feels the darkness closing in, pulling him under, and for once, he doesnât fight it. He lets it take him, lets it drown out the pain, the regret, the fear.
And as he finally drifts into unconsciousness, the last thought that crosses his mind is that maybe â just maybe â he deserves this.
***
Logan wakes with a start, his head pounding, the taste of stale whiskey thick on his tongue. He groans, squeezing his eyes shut against the assault of the light streaming through the windows. His whole body feels like itâs been put through a blender â sore, achy, heavy. But itâs not just the hangover, itâs the weight of everything, of what happened yesterday.
He takes a deep breath, bracing himself as he sits up, his hands pressing into the bed beneath him. Except, the textureâs wrong. Itâs not the rough fabric of his apartmentâs couch or even the smooth, cool sheets heâs used to.
Loganâs eyes snap open, and he looks around, confusion crashing over him like a cold wave. Heâs not in his apartment. The walls are different â cleaner, the color a familiar light blue he hasnât seen in years. The bed is narrow, uncomfortable, with plain white sheets. Thereâs a desk pushed against the far wall, a locker in the corner with his name printed on it in block letters.
This isnât his apartment. This is ⌠his driverâs room. The one he used when he was driving for Carlin in Formula 2.
âWhat the hell âŚâ Logan mutters, running a hand through his hair, trying to make sense of it. He must still be drunk. Or maybe heâs dreaming. But no â he can feel the dull ache in his temples, the dryness in his throat, the uncomfortable press of the mattress beneath him. This is too real to be a dream.
But it doesnât make any sense. The last thing he remembers is passing out in his apartment after finishing nearly a whole bottle of whiskey. He was a mess. He is a mess. But here he is, waking up in a place he hasnât seen since 2022, a place that shouldnât exist in his present reality.
Panic starts to set in. He fumbles for his phone, which is miraculously still in his pocket. The screen lights up, showing the date and time.
September 10th, 2022.
His heart stops. Thatâs impossible. Itâs been two years. Two years since this date. His mind races, trying to piece together what the hell is happening, but nothing fits. Heâs not in 2024 anymore. Somehow, heâs back in 2022.
Itâs the only explanation, but itâs insane. None of this is possible. Itâs not even like those vague dreams where everythingâs familiar but distant. This is his life two years ago, down to the worn fabric of the team jacket hanging on the back of the door.
Before he can spiral any further, thereâs a sharp knock at the door. Logan barely has time to react before it swings open, and Gary Catt, his manager, strides in with his usual briskness, already talking before the door is fully open.
âLogan, I just got off the phone with Jost Capito,â Gary says, his voice all business, not noticing Loganâs stunned expression. âWilliams wants you. They want to lock you in for next season. Itâs the best possible scenario. This is it, Logan â this is what weâve been working toward.â
Logan feels like heâs been hit by a freight train. This conversation â he remembers it. It happened. Gary, standing in this very room, telling him the exact same thing, with the exact same excitement in his voice. The memory is vivid because it changed everything. It was the start of his F1 career. And also ⌠the start of everything that led to that email.
âLogan?â Garyâs voice cuts through the fog in Loganâs mind, pulling him back to the present. âAre you even listening? This is huge, mate. Youâre going to be in F1.â
Loganâs throat is dry, his mind racing with possibilities, with consequences. He remembers how he felt the first time he heard these words â pure elation, followed by a rush of nerves. But now, with the knowledge of whatâs to come, all he feels is dread.
This is his chance to change things. To make sure it doesnât end the way it did yesterday. Heâs been given a do-over, a second chance, and he canât afford to mess it up.
Logan takes a deep breath, forcing himself to stay calm. âGary,â he says, his voice rough from sleep and the alcohol, âI donât think I should take the offer.â
Gary stops mid-stride, turning to face Logan with a look of utter disbelief. âWhat did you just say?â
âI donât think I should take the offer,â Logan repeats, more firmly this time, even though his heart is pounding in his chest. âItâs too soon.â
âToo soon?â Gary looks at him like heâs just sprouted another head. âLogan, this is Williams. Itâs F1. There is no such thing as âtoo soonâ when an opportunity like this comes around. What are you talking about?â
Logan stands up, pacing the small room, trying to gather his thoughts. How does he explain this without sounding completely insane? He canât tell Gary what he knows â what heâs seen, whatâs happened. But he also canât go down the same path again. Not when he knows where it leads.
âI just ⌠I donât think Iâm ready,â Logan says, finally turning to face Gary. âIf I rush into F1 now, it could end badly. I need more time. More experience.â
Garyâs expression shifts from disbelief to concern. âLogan, listen to yourself. Youâve been preparing for this your whole life. Youâre as ready as anyone can be. If you pass this up, thereâs no guarantee another chance like it will come along. You know that.â
Logan shakes his head. âI know it sounds crazy, but ⌠I have a feeling that if I take this now, itâll be a mistake. A big one. Iâll end up in a situation where Iâm not able to deliver, where the pressure is too much. And thatâs not good for anyone â me, the team, my career.â
Gary is silent for a long moment, studying Logan with an intensity that makes him squirm. âWhereâs this coming from? You were over the moon about this before. What changed?â
Logan hesitates, searching for the right words. âI just ⌠Iâve been thinking a lot about the future. About what I want my career to look like. And I donât want to be one of those drivers who gets rushed into F1 and then crashes out because they werenât ready. I want to do it right. I want to be fully prepared.â
âYou donât get to be fully prepared in this sport,â Gary says, his voice dropping to a more serious tone. âThis is Formula 1. Itâs sink or swim, and you know that. Youâre not going to get a better opportunity than this, Logan.â
Logan feels a knot of frustration tightening in his chest. He knows Gary is right, in a way. This is F1. Itâs not supposed to be easy. But he also knows that if he takes this offer, if he goes down the same road, itâll end in disaster.
âI get that,â Logan says, his voice firm. âBut Iâve made up my mind. Iâm not going to take the seat. Not this time.â
Gary stares at him, his expression a mixture of shock and confusion. âLogan, this could be career suicide. You understand that, right?â
Logan nods, swallowing hard. âI do. But Iâd rather take that risk than go into something I know Iâm not ready for and crash out in a blaze of failure. I canât do that. I wonât.â
Gary runs a hand over his face, clearly struggling to comprehend whatâs happening. âThis isnât like you. Youâre not one to back down from a challenge. Why are you doing this?â
Because I know how it ends, Logan thinks, but he doesnât say it out loud. Instead, he takes a deep breath and says, âBecause I want to do this right. I want to have a long career in F1, not a short one that ends in disappointment. And to do that, I need to be smart about the choices I make now.â
Gary lets out a slow breath, clearly conflicted. âThis is ⌠I donât even know what to say, Logan. Youâre turning down a seat in F1. Thatâs not something you do lightly.â
âIâm not doing it lightly,â Logan assures him, though his heart is racing. âIâve thought about this a lot, and itâs the right decision for me.â
Thereâs a long silence as Gary processes this. Logan can almost see the gears turning in his head, the calculations, the weighing of options. He knows how hard this must be for Gary to accept â hell, itâs hard for Logan to accept, and heâs the one making the decision. But he has to stick to his guns. He has to believe that this is the right choice.
Finally, Gary lets out a resigned sigh. âAlright, Logan. If this is really what you want, Iâll back you. But you need to understand the risks. This could close doors for you. Big ones.â
Logan nods, his stomach twisting with anxiety. âI know. But I also know that if I take this now, it could end up closing even more doors in the long run.â
Gary studies him for a long moment, then gives a slow nod. âAlright. Iâll let Jost know. But donât expect him to be happy about it.â
Logan feels a mixture of relief and dread. âI wonât. But thanks, Gary. I know this isnât easy.â
Gary gives him a tight smile, still clearly grappling with the decision. âNo, itâs not. But youâre the one driving the car, Logan. Just make sure you know what youâre doing.â
Logan nods, watching as Gary turns and leaves the room, the door closing softly behind him. He stands there for a moment, taking in the silence, the surrealness of what just happened. Heâs just turned down a seat in F1. The one thing he thought he wanted more than anything. But as the anxiety ebbs, a new feeling takes its place â determination.
This time, things are going to be different. Heâs going to do it right, even if it means making the hard choices. Logan takes a deep breath, feeling a strange sense of calm settle over him. This is his second chance, and heâs not going to waste it.
***
The 2023 F2 season ends in a flurry of champagne, confetti, and flashing cameras. Logan stands on the top step of the podium, the P1 trophy clutched in his hands, a grin splitting his face. Heâs done it. Heâs proved to everyone â most of all to himself â that he was ready. This time, he didnât rush, didnât let the pressure consume him. And itâs paid off. Heâs the Formula 2 Driversâ Champion.
But as the celebration winds down and reality sets in, Logan faces a new challenge. Despite his victory, the F1 grid is full, and F2 champions canât return to the series. He could take a reserve role, bide his time, wait for a seat to open up. But thatâs not what he wants. Heâs not willing to spend another year on the sidelines, waiting for an opportunity that may never come.
So when the offer from IndyCar comes, Logan doesnât hesitate. Heâs heard the stories â about the speed, the fierce competition, the thrill of racing on ovals. Itâs not Formula 1, but itâs still racing at the highest level. And right now, thatâs what he needs.
The decision surprises everyone. The media buzzes with speculation, but Logan remains focused. He knows what heâs doing. This is a new path, one that heâs chosen for himself, not because it was expected of him. Heâs determined to make it work.
A few weeks later, Logan finds himself in the heart of Indianapolis, standing outside the office of Mario Andretti. The legendary name still carries a weight of history and reverence, even in this new world of racing. It feels surreal, like stepping into a different era of motorsport.
Inside the office, Mario is all business. The contract is laid out on the table between them, a simple piece of paper that represents Loganâs future. Mario goes over the details with the kind of thoroughness that only comes from years of experience, but Logan can barely focus. His mind is racing, thoughts darting between the past season, the unknown future, and the thrill of what heâs about to embark on.
âEverything looks good?â Mario asks, breaking Logan from his thoughts.
Logan blinks, then nods, forcing himself to concentrate. âYeah, itâs perfect.â
Mario slides the pen across the table. âThen letâs make it official.â
Logan takes the pen, feeling the weight of the moment as he signs his name at the bottom of the contract. Itâs done. Heâs an IndyCar driver now.
Mario nods in approval, leaning back in his chair with a satisfied smile. âWelcome to the team, Logan. Weâre excited to have you.â
âThank you,â Logan says, meaning it. This is a new beginning, and heâs ready for it.
They shake hands, and Mario stands, motioning towards the door. âIâd love to chat more, but Iâve got to head out. My granddaughterâs picking me up for lunch.â
Logan heads out of the office, his mind still reeling from the whirlwind of emotions. Heâs so caught up in his thoughts that he doesnât notice the person rounding the corner until itâs too late. They collide, and Loganâs first instinct is to reach out, steadying the person as they stumble backward.
âWhoa, Iâm so sorry,â he blurts out, his hands gripping her arms as he helps her regain her balance.
âItâs okay,â you reply, laughing softly as you look up at him. âI wasnât paying attention.â
Loganâs breath catches in his throat as he looks down at you, the apology dying on his lips. Youâre beautiful â stunning, even â with eyes that seem to sparkle with life and a smile thatâs warm and inviting. For a moment, all he can do is stare, struck by how perfect you seem, like someone whoâs stepped straight out of a dream.
âYou alright?â You ask, tilting your head slightly as you study him.
Logan snaps out of it, quickly releasing his hold on you and stepping back. âYeah, sorry again. I didnât see you there.â
The door to Marioâs office opens, and the man himself steps out, his eyes narrowing slightly as he takes in the scene. âEverything okay out here?â
You turn to your grandfather, smiling brightly. âJust a little bump, Grandpa. Nothing to worry about.â
Marioâs expression softens as he looks at you, the sternness replaced by affection. âGood. I donât want anyone getting hurt before lunch.â
You laugh, the sound light and carefree, and Logan finds himself smiling along, despite the awkwardness of the situation.
âLogan,â Mario says, turning to him, âIâd like you to meet my granddaughter.â
Loganâs heart skips a beat. This is Marioâs granddaughter? Of course, she is. It makes sense now, the confidence in your stance, the way you carry yourself. Youâre part of a racing dynasty, just like Mario.
âLogan Sargeant,â Mario continues, introducing him to you. âHeâs going to be racing with us next season.â
You offer him your hand, your smile never faltering. âItâs nice to meet you, Logan. Iâve heard a lot about you.â
Logan takes your hand, feeling a jolt of electricity as your fingers brush against his. âUh, yeah. Nice to meet you too.â
You glance at Mario, then back at Logan. âWeâre heading out for lunch. You should join us.â
Loganâs mind goes blank for a second, and all he can do is blink at you, trying to process what you just said. âLunch? With you and ⌠Mr. Andretti?â
You laugh again, and Logan thinks it might be the best sound he has ever heard. âYeah, with us. Unless you have somewhere else you need to be?â
âNo, no,â Logan stammers, trying to regain some composure. âIâd love to join you.â
Mario claps Logan on the shoulder, his laughter booming through the hallway. âLooks like youâve made an impression already, kid. Come on, letâs get out of here before the press catches wind of this.â
Logan nods, still somewhat dazed as he follows you and Mario out of the building. His mind is a whirlwind of thoughts â about the contract he just signed, the new chapter heâs stepping into, and now, about you. He canât quite believe his luck. Not only is he starting a new adventure in IndyCar, but heâs also just met someone who, in the span of a few minutes, has completely captivated him.
As they walk to Marioâs car, Logan steals glances at you, trying to be subtle but failing miserably. You seem so at ease, chatting with your grandfather, your laughter punctuating the conversation. Thereâs a lightness about you, a warmth thatâs infectious, and Logan finds himself drawn to it, to you.
âLogan,â you say, turning to him as you reach the car. âSo, what made you decide to join IndyCar? Itâs not every day an F2 champion makes that leap.â
Logan pauses, caught off guard by the directness of your question. âWell, uh,â he begins, trying to find the right words, âI guess I just wanted something different. F1 wasnât an option, and I didnât want to sit around waiting for a seat to open up. IndyCar seemed like the right challenge. Something new, but still competitive.â
You nod, clearly intrigued. âThat makes sense. Itâs a bold move, but I think itâll pay off.â
âBold,â Logan repeats, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âIâll take that as a compliment.â
âIt is,â you assure him, your eyes sparkling. âI admire people who take risks. Especially when theyâre as calculated as yours seems to be.â
Mario clears his throat, a knowing grin on his face as he watches the two of you. âAlright, kids, enough shop talk. Letâs get some food.â
You and Logan exchange a smile before sliding into the back seat of the car. The conversation flows easily, despite Loganâs initial nerves. You ask him about his time in F2, what it was like racing on the different tracks, how he handled the pressure. Logan finds himself opening up more than he expected, the words coming easily under your encouraging gaze.
Mario chimes in every now and then, adding his own insights, but itâs clear heâs content to let the two of you do most of the talking. He watches with an amused glint in his eye, as if heâs already figured out something that Logan is just beginning to realize.
By the time you reach the restaurant, Logan feels like heâs known you for much longer than the short time youâve actually spent together. Thereâs an ease between you that heâs rarely felt with anyone else, a connection that seems to have sparked almost instantly.
Inside the restaurant, Mario insists on taking the head of the table, leaving you and Logan to sit across from each other. As you settle in, you continue to ask Logan questions, but now theyâre more personal â what does he do outside of racing? Whatâs his favorite movie? Does he have any hidden talents?
Logan answers as best he can, though heâs still reeling a bit from how quickly this day has turned into something he never expected. Heâs just signed with IndyCar, but more than that, heâs sitting across from someone who makes his heart race faster than any car ever could.
âYouâve got a good head on your shoulders, Logan,â Mario says suddenly, breaking into the conversation. âIâve seen a lot of young drivers come and go, but you ⌠youâve got something special. Just keep your focus, and youâll go far.â
âThank you, Mr. Andretti,â Logan says, his voice sincere. âThat means a lot, coming from you.â
âCall me Mario,â he replies with a wave of his hand. âWeâre family now, after all.â
Logan smiles, feeling a warmth spread through him at the word âfamily.â Itâs strange, how quickly things have shifted, how heâs gone from a solitary driver trying to make his way in the world to someone who might actually belong here, in this new place, with these new people.
As the lunch continues, Logan finds himself growing more comfortable, the initial awkwardness fading away. You keep the conversation lively, sharing stories about your grandfather, about your own life, and Logan canât help but be drawn to your passion, your intelligence, your warmth. Itâs clear that youâre not just Mario Andrettiâs granddaughter â youâre your own person, with your own dreams and ambitions.
Eventually, the meal winds down, and Mario excuses himself to take a phone call, leaving you and Logan alone at the table. The silence that follows isnât uncomfortable, but charged, filled with the unspoken things neither of you have quite put into words yet.
âSo,â you say, leaning forward slightly, a teasing smile on your lips, âwhat do you think of Indy so far?â
Logan grins, feeling a boldness he didnât expect. âWell, it just got a whole lot more interesting.â
You laugh, your eyes twinkling with amusement. âIâm glad to hear it. I have a feeling youâre going to fit in just fine here.â
âYeah,â Logan says, his voice softening as he looks at you, really looks at you. âI think I am too.â
You hold his gaze, the connection between you growing stronger with each passing second. For a moment, the world outside seems to fade away, leaving just the two of you, caught in this moment that feels almost like fate.
Before the silence can stretch too long, Mario returns, his phone call finished. He glances between the two of you, his eyes twinkling with a knowing look that makes Loganâs ears burn. âReady to head out?â
You nod, standing up and giving Logan one last, lingering smile. âIt was nice meeting you, Logan. Iâm sure weâll see each other around.â
Logan stands as well, feeling a mix of excitement and nerves. âDefinitely. Iâm looking forward to it.â
As you and Mario head out of the restaurant, Logan lingers for a moment, watching you go. He canât quite believe what just happened, but one thing is certain â his life just got a lot more complicated, and he wouldnât have it any other way.
As he walks out into the bright sunlight, Logan canât stop the smile that spreads across his face. Heâs taken a leap into the unknown, and it feels like the start of something incredible.
***
The roar of the crowd is deafening, vibrating through the very core of the Speedway as Logan crosses the finish line first. Itâs the 107th running of the Indianapolis 500, and heâs just won it. The realization hits him like a tidal wave, almost knocking the breath out of him. Heâs an Indy 500 champion. In his rookie season, no less.
The engine growls as he coasts to a stop, and for a moment, all he can do is sit there, hands trembling on the steering wheel. His heart pounds in his chest, adrenaline coursing through his veins, and he lets out a breathless laugh, disbelief and elation mingling into something indescribable.
âLogan Sargeant wins the Indy 500!â The announcerâs voice echoes through the speakers, barely audible over the cheers of the crowd. He hears it, but it still feels surreal, like something out of a dream.
The pit crew rushes over, the celebration already in full swing as they haul him out of the car. Heâs immediately surrounded by a sea of people â team members, media, officials â everyone wanting a piece of this historic moment. But through it all, thereâs one thing on his mind. One person.
You.
Heâs searching the crowd, trying to spot you among the chaos. His vision is blurred with sweat and tears, but then he sees you â pushing your way through the throng of people, a look of pure joy on your face. Youâre clapping, laughing, your eyes shining with pride, and all Logan can think is how he needs to get to you.
But first, thereâs tradition to uphold.
One of the crew hands him the iconic bottle of milk, the symbol of victory. Logan takes it, still in a daze, and tilts it back, taking a long swig. The cold liquid is refreshing, cutting through the heat of the moment, and he canât help but laugh as he lowers the bottle, milk dripping down his chin.
Without hesitation, he lifts the bottle above his head and pours the rest over himself. The milk runs down his face, soaking into his race suit, and the crowd goes wild, the noise level somehow reaching new heights. He feels on top of the world â unstoppable, invincible.
And then he spots you again, closer now, just on the edge of the crowd. Logan doesnât think, doesnât pause to consider anything else. He just moves, pushing through the throng of people until heâs standing right in front of you.
Youâre smiling up at him, eyes bright with something that makes his heart race faster than it did on the final lap. Before he can stop himself, Logan reaches out, pulls you in, and kisses you.
Itâs the kind of kiss thatâs been building for months â the culmination of all the moments, all the glances, all the unspoken words between you. You taste like the victory heâs just claimed, like the adrenaline thatâs still pumping through his veins, like everything heâs been chasing since he first set foot in this world.
When you finally pull back, youâre both breathless, milk dripping from Loganâs face and onto yours. You laugh, and the sound is the sweetest thing heâs ever heard.
âYouâre lucky Iâm not lactose intolerant,â you tease, licking the milk from his lips with a grin thatâs both playful and suggestive. âBut honestly? Itâd be worth it even if I was.â
Logan laughs, a deep, full-bodied sound that comes from a place of pure, unfiltered happiness. He feels like heâs floating, like nothing in the world could possibly bring him down from this high. Not now, not ever.
âBest win of my life,â he says, his voice rough with emotion, still holding you close, as if afraid that letting go might make this moment disappear.
You tilt your head, still smiling up at him with those eyes that have captivated him from the start. âIâd hope so,â you say softly. âYou just won the Indy 500.â
He shakes his head, a playful grin on his face. âNo, I mean this.â He gestures between the two of you, the words hanging in the air, heavy with meaning.
For a second, you just stare at him, the noise of the crowd fading into the background, the world narrowing down to just the two of you. And then youâre laughing, throwing your arms around his neck, pulling him into another kiss.
This one is softer, sweeter â less about the heat of the moment and more about the connection between you, the way everything just seems to fit when youâre together. Logan loses himself in it, in you, in this moment that feels like the culmination of everything heâs ever wanted.
When you finally break apart, the noise of the crowd floods back in, the celebration continuing around you. But it doesn��t matter. Nothing else matters except the way youâre looking at him, like heâs the only person in the world.
âCome on,â you say, tugging him towards the podium. âYouâve got a trophy to collect.â
Logan follows, still holding onto your hand, not willing to let you go just yet. The team is waiting, cheering him on, and as they hoist him up onto their shoulders, Logan realizes that this â this moment, this feeling â is what heâs been racing for all along.
Standing on the podium, the trophy in his hands, Logan looks out at the sea of faces, at the fans cheering his name, at the team celebrating their victory. But his eyes find you in the crowd, and thatâs where they stay.
Youâre smiling up at him, and Logan knows, deep down, that this is just the beginning. The beginning of something incredible, something he never saw coming but canât imagine living without.
As the anthem plays and the confetti rains down, Logan lifts the trophy high, his heart full to bursting. Heâs done it â heâs won the Indy 500. But more than that, heâs found something, someone, who makes all of it mean so much more.
And as he looks down at you, standing there with that bright, beautiful smile, Logan knows that heâs not just a champion. Heâs the luckiest guy in the world.
***
The soft hum of the office fills the silence as Logan sits across from Mario, the weight of the moment pressing down on him. The past year has been a whirlwind â plenty of IndyCar wins, that unforgettable victory at the Indy 500, and the life heâs built with you by his side. Itâs been everything he didnât know he needed, but now, as he sits in Marioâs office, thereâs an air of something significant, something life-altering in the way Mario looks at him.
Mario clears his throat, leaning forward on his desk, hands clasped. âLogan,â he begins, voice steady, serious. âIâve been doing a lot of thinking â planning, actually â and I need to talk to you about something important.â
Loganâs heart skips a beat, the weight of Marioâs words sinking in. He nods, leaning forward slightly, feeling the anticipation coil tight in his chest. âWhat is it?â He asks, voice steady despite the flurry of nerves.
Mario takes a deep breath, then looks Logan squarely in the eye. âWeâre buying Haas F1 Team. The dealâs already in motion, and weâll be restructuring everything from the ground up to make our entrance into Formula 1 in 2026.â
The words hang in the air, heavy with implication. Loganâs breath catches in his throat, and for a moment, heâs not sure if heâs heard Mario correctly. âFormula 1?â He echoes, almost disbelieving. His mind races, a thousand thoughts colliding at once. âYouâre serious?â
âAs serious as it gets,â Mario replies, his expression unwavering. âIâve wanted this for a long time, Logan. And now, with everything coming together, itâs finally happening. But hereâs the thing-â he pauses, his gaze locking onto Loganâs with an intensity that leaves no room for doubt, âI canât think of anyone better suited to lead this team as our driver than you.â
The words hit Logan like a freight train. He stares at Mario, unable to speak, his heart thudding wildly in his chest. Formula 1 has always been the dream, the pinnacle of everything heâs worked for. The chance he thought heâd lost â twice, if he counts the strange twist of fate that had brought him here in the first place.
âLogan, I know this is a lot to take in,â Mario continues, his tone softer now, understanding. âBut I believe in you. Youâve proven yourself time and time again, in F2, in IndyCar â hell, you won the Indy 500 in your first season. And I know you still have that fire for F1. This is your shot, kid. And I want you to take it.â
Logan feels the lump in his throat as Marioâs words sink in. The room seems to close in around him, the gravity of the moment pressing down like a physical weight. Heâs had a lot of success in IndyCar, more than he ever imagined, and it brought him you â his reason to smile, his anchor in the storm. But Formula 1? Thatâs the dream heâs never fully let go of, even when he tried to convince himself otherwise.
He swallows hard, forcing the words out past the emotion threatening to choke him. âI-I donât know what to say,â he admits, his voice thick. âI mean, this is ⌠I didnât think Iâd ever get another chance like this.â
Mario smiles, the kind of smile thatâs equal parts pride and encouragement. âI know itâs a lot, Logan. And itâs not an easy decision, especially considering everything youâve built here in IndyCar. But I have no doubt in my mind that youâre the right person for this. Youâve got what it takes to succeed in F1, and Iâm not just talking about talent. Youâve got heart, determination, and the ability to learn from your mistakes. Thatâs what makes a champion.â
Loganâs mind races, the possibilities spinning out in front of him. He thinks about everything heâs worked for, everything heâs achieved. And then he thinks about you â how youâve been there with him through it all, supporting him, believing in him even when he doubted himself.
He takes a deep breath, his decision already forming in his mind, solidifying with each passing second. âOkay,â he says, meeting Marioâs gaze head-on. âIâll do it. I want this, Mario. I want to prove to myself that I can do it right this time.â
Marioâs grin widens, and he stands up, offering Logan his hand. âWelcome to Andretti F1 Team. Weâre going to do great things together.â
Logan shakes his hand, the reality of it all starting to settle in. Heâs going to be a Formula 1 driver again. Itâs terrifying, exhilarating, everything heâs ever wanted all over again. As he stands there, absorbing the magnitude of whatâs just happened, he feels a strange mix of emotions â elation, fear, anticipation, and something else that he canât quite name.
Mario walks him to the door, still talking about the next steps, the plans they have for the team, but Loganâs mind is half-focused on something else, someone else. As the door swings open, the conversation comes to a halt. The sight that greets them both brings a grin to Marioâs face and a burst of laughter from Logan.
Youâre standing there, your ear pressed to the door, looking guilty as hell when you realize youâve been caught. You straighten up quickly, trying to play it off, but the blush spreading across your cheeks gives you away.
âEavesdropping, huh?â Logan teases, crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow. Thereâs a lightness in his voice that wasnât there moments ago, the news already settling into a place of excitement rather than apprehension.
You bite your lip, trying to suppress a smile, but failing miserably. âI, um ⌠I might have been curious,â you admit, your eyes twinkling with mischief.
Mario chuckles, shaking his head. âLooks like weâve got a new team spy, Logan. Better watch out.â
Logan canât help the grin that spreads across his face. He steps out of the office, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you close. âYou know, you didnât have to spy,â he says, his voice dropping to a softer tone. âI wouldâve told you everything.â
You look up at him, your smile fading slightly as something more serious takes its place in your eyes. âI just ⌠I wanted to know if it was good news,â you say quietly. âI know how much F1 means to you.â
Logan feels his heart clench at your words, at the sincerity in your voice. Youâve always understood him, always known what drives him, what keeps him going. He cups your cheek, his thumb brushing lightly over your skin. âItâs great news,â he says, his voice barely above a whisper. âIâm getting a second shot at F1, and Iâm not going to mess it up this time.â
Your smile returns, bright and full of the same determination he feels. âI know you wonât,â you say confidently. âYouâre going to do amazing things, Logie. And Iâll be right there with you.â
Loganâs chest tightens with emotion, the intensity of the moment overwhelming him. He leans down, pressing his forehead to yours. âIâm so lucky to have you,â he murmurs, his voice thick with gratitude. âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
You laugh softly, the sound like music to his ears. âGood thing you wonât have to find out,â you reply, your tone teasing but laced with affection.
Loganâs heart swells, and before he can stop himself, he lifts you off your feet, spinning you around in a circle. You yelp in surprise, then burst into laughter, the sound filling the hallway.
He sets you down gently, your laughter fading into a soft smile as you look up at him. Thereâs a moment of quiet, the world around you fading away as the reality of whatâs happening sinks in. Logan leans in, capturing your lips in a kiss thatâs both tender and passionate, a promise of whatâs to come.
When you finally pull back, breathless and smiling, Logan feels a sense of calm settle over him. Everything is falling into place, and for the first time in a long while, he feels like heâs exactly where heâs meant to be.
With you by his side, he knows he can face whatever comes next.
âReady to take on the world?â You ask, your voice light but your eyes serious.
Logan grins, squeezing your hand. âAs long as Iâve got you, Iâm ready for anything.â
And with that, he leads you down the hallway, the future stretching out before him, bright and full of promise.
***
The sun is barely up, casting long shadows across the Albert Park Circuit, but the air is already alive with anticipation. Itâs the first day of preseason testing for the 2026 Formula 1 season, and the paddock is buzzing with the usual mix of excitement and nerves.
Teams are unpacking crates, engineers are huddled over laptops, and the unmistakable scent of burning rubber is already in the air. But for Logan, walking through the paddock with you on his arm, it feels like stepping into a dream â one heâs worked too damn hard to make a reality.
He adjusts the collar of his Andretti jacket, the weight of the moment not lost on him. This is it. His second chance â though, thanks to the bizarre twist of fate, no one else knows itâs his second. Everyone around him sees a rookie, an American hopeful making his debut with Andrettiâs new F1 team. But Logan knows better. Heâs here with experience that no one can fathom, and heâs determined not to waste it.
As you walk beside him, your hand resting lightly on his arm, he canât help but steal a glance at you. Thereâs a brightness in your eyes, a mix of pride and excitement that mirrors his own. âYou okay?â He asks, squeezing your hand gently.
You look up at him and smile, the kind of smile that makes his heart do a little flip. âIâm more than okay,â you reply. âIâm with you, and weâre about to watch you live your dream. What could be better than that?â
Logan grins, feeling a warmth spread through his chest. Youâve been his rock through everything â the highs, the lows, the strange, unexplainable journey that brought him back here. Heâs never been more certain that youâre exactly where youâre supposed to be.
As you make your way through the paddock, heads turn. Itâs not just because Logan is here with the legendary Andretti team, but because of the woman at his side. He catches a few curious glances, some surprised, others appreciative, and he canât blame them. Youâre a sight to behold, and heâs proud to be walking in with you.
But then, out of the corner of his eye, Logan spots a familiar face. Oscar Piastri, decked out in McLaren colors, is standing near the entrance to the pit lane, chatting with a few team members. Itâs been years since they last spoke properly â back when they were both climbing the ranks in the junior series, fighting tooth and nail for every inch of track.
They were close once, but life pulled them in different directions â Oscar to McLaren, Logan to IndyCar. And now, here they are, both in Formula 1, albeit on different paths.
Logan feels a wave of nostalgia, and before he can overthink it, heâs steering you in Oscarâs direction. As you approach, Oscar looks up, and for a split second, thereâs a flicker of surprise in his eyes before it melts into a wide, genuine smile.
âLogan Sargeant,â Oscar says, his Australian accent as thick as ever. He steps forward, hand outstretched, and Logan takes it, shaking firmly. âIâll be damned. You actually made it.â
Logan chuckles, the sound more relaxed than he feels. âYeah, I guess I did. Itâs been a long road, but here I am.â
Oscarâs smile widens, his grip on Loganâs hand lingering for just a moment longer. âItâs good to see you, mate. I was wondering when youâd show up in F1. Figured you were having too much fun in IndyCar to come back.â
âThere was a lot to love about IndyCar,â Logan admits, glancing at you with a fond smile. âBut F1 was always the dream, you know? Couldnât pass up a chance like this.â
Oscar nods, understanding clear in his expression. âI get it. And with Andretti, no less. Thatâs a hell of a team to start with. Youâre going to shake things up around here, I can tell.â
Logan shrugs, trying to play it cool even as his heart pounds with the reality of it all. âThatâs the plan. But enough about me. Howâs life at McLaren? You guys ready to give us a run for our money?â
Oscar laughs, the sound light and easy. âAlways. McLarenâs been working their asses off, and Iâm feeling good about this season. But donât think Iâll go easy on you just because weâre old friends.â
Logan grins, feeling the competitive spark thatâs always driven him reignite. âI wouldnât expect anything less. Besides, itâs been a while since weâve gone wheel-to-wheel. Iâm looking forward to it.â
Oscarâs gaze shifts to you, his curiosity evident. âAnd whoâs this?â He asks, his tone polite but genuinely interested.
Loganâs grin softens as he looks at you. âThis is my better half,â he says, his voice filled with affection. âSheâs the one who keeps me sane.â
You smile at Oscar, offering your hand. âItâs great to finally meet you, Oscar. Loganâs told me a lot about you.â
Oscar shakes your hand, his smile warm and welcoming. âAll good things, I hope.â
âMostly,â you tease, throwing Logan a playful glance.
Logan laughs, feeling a lightness in his chest he hasnât felt in a while. Itâs good to be here, good to be surrounded by the familiar banter and camaraderie that heâs missed. He knows the road ahead is going to be tough â F1 is nothing if not ruthless â but with you by his side and old friends welcoming him back, he feels more ready than ever to face whatever comes his way.
Oscar steps back, his gaze shifting between the two of you. âWell, Iâd better let you guys get settled in. But hey, we should catch up properly later. Maybe grab a drink after testing?â
Logan nods, appreciating the offer. âDefinitely. Itâs been too long.â
As Oscar walks away, Logan watches him for a moment, the memories of their shared past mingling with the excitement of the present. Itâs surreal, being here again, but this time with the weight of everything heâs learned, everything heâs fought for.
You tug gently on his arm, pulling him out of his thoughts. âWhat are you thinking about?â You ask, your voice soft and curious.
Logan smiles down at you, squeezing your hand. âJust how different things are now,â he admits. âBut in a good way. Iâve got a second shot at this, and Iâm not going to waste it.â
You nod, your eyes shining with the same determination he feels. âAnd Iâll be right there with you, every step of the way.â
Logan feels a swell of emotion, gratitude, and love that he canât quite put into words. Instead, he leans down, pressing a kiss to your forehead. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
The two of you continue walking, the sounds of the paddock fading into the background as you focus on each other. The day ahead is full of unknowns â testing, strategy meetings, the inevitable pressure of proving himself â but with you by his side, Logan feels ready for anything.
As you make your way to the Andretti garage, the team members greet Logan with nods and smiles, and he can see the mix of curiosity and expectation in their eyes. Theyâre all in this together, building something new, something that has the potential to be great. And Logan is determined to be the driver they need, the one who can lead them to success.
You squeeze his hand, drawing his attention back to you. âYouâre going to do amazing, Logan. I can feel it.â
He smiles, the confidence in your voice bolstering his own. âThanks. Iâm just glad youâre here with me.â
âAlways,â you reply, your gaze unwavering.
As the day progresses, Logan finds himself falling into the rhythm of the paddock. The familiar sounds of engines roaring to life, the chatter of engineers discussing data, the focused intensity that permeates every corner â itâs like he never left. But this time, thereâs a new layer to it all, a sense of belonging that he didnât fully grasp the first time around.
He exchanges nods and brief conversations with other drivers as they pass by, some offering congratulations, others sizing him up as the new competition. Itâs all part of the game, the unspoken dance of respect and rivalry that defines the sport. But through it all, Logan keeps you close, your presence grounding him in the midst of the chaos.
As the day draws to a close, Logan finds himself back in the garage, the car stripped down and the team poring over the data from the dayâs sessions. Heâs tired, the kind of exhaustion that comes from both physical exertion and mental focus, but itâs the good kind of tired â the kind that tells him heâs exactly where he needs to be.
Youâre standing nearby, chatting with one of the engineers, your laughter mingling with the sounds of the garage. Logan watches you for a moment, a smile tugging at his lips. Youâve always had a way of fitting in, of making everyone around you feel at ease, and heâs grateful for that â for you.
As if sensing his gaze, you look over at him and smile, that familiar warmth in your eyes. You make your way over to him, and when you reach him, Logan pulls you into his arms, holding you close. The noise of the garage fades into the background, leaving just the two of you in this moment.
âYou did great today,â you say.
Logan holds you a little tighter, resting his chin on the top of your head. âI couldnât have done it without you,â he murmurs.
You pull back slightly, just enough to look up at him, your eyes filled with a mix of pride and affection. âYouâre the one out there driving, Logan. But Iâm glad I can be here for you.â
He smiles, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your lips. âIt means everything to me that you are,â he whispers.
For a moment, the chaos of the garage and the world outside fades, leaving just the two of you standing together, ready to face whatever comes next. Logan knows the road ahead wonât be easy, but with you by his side, heâs more than ready to take on the challenge.
***
The media room is buzzing with the usual pre-race energy, a mix of nerves and excitement crackling in the air as the drivers settle in behind the table. Loganâs seated between Oscar and Charles, the bright lights overhead casting sharp shadows across their faces. The backdrop behind them, plastered with sponsor logos and the official F1 emblem, feels almost like a stage, the press in front of them the audience waiting for their performance.
Logan shifts in his seat, glancing down at the bottled water in front of him. The press conference has been the usual mix of questions so far â how the cars are handling, expectations for the season, the general camaraderie between the drivers. But thereâs an undercurrent, a sense that something more pointed is coming.
A journalist from the back finally stands, her voice clear and direct as she catches Loganâs attention. âLogan,â she begins, holding her recorder up, âthereâs been some observation that every time you see James Vowles, your expression seems to ⌠change. Almost like youâre not too thrilled to be around him. Any comment on that?â
Thereâs a moment of silence in the room, a collective breath held. Logan feels the gaze of every person on him, including the drivers beside him. He lets out a quiet laugh, trying to play it cool, but he canât help the way his mind flashes back to the last time heâd faced Vowles, the manâs condescending tone, the cold dismissal that had sent him spiraling.
Oscar shifts beside him, giving him a sideways glance, probably wondering where this is going. Logan catches the edge of his own reflection in the shiny surface of the table and forces his expression into something neutral, even though the old bitterness is clawing its way up from the pit of his stomach.
âBad vibes,â Logan says finally, his voice carrying just enough humor to keep it light, though thereâs an unmistakable edge to it. âThatâs what my girlfriend would say. He just ⌠gives off bad vibes.â
Thereâs a ripple of laughter through the room, the tension breaking slightly. But the journalist isnât done yet. âBad vibes? Care to elaborate on that?â
Logan shrugs, trying to brush it off with a casualness he doesnât quite feel. âYou know, itâs one of those things. Sometimes you just donât click with someone, right? Itâs nothing serious.â
Charles, on his other side, leans into his mic, flashing a grin. âYouâre not going to make us all paranoid about our vibes now, are you?â
The room laughs again, and Logan takes the opportunity to sip his water, hoping the moment will pass. But he can feel the weight of the past pressing against him, the memories of how it all went down before heâd found himself in this second chance. He knows better than anyone that this sport is a game of perceptions, of how you carry yourself, and he canât afford to let the past taint his future.
Another journalist jumps in, steering the conversation toward safer waters â questions about the new car, how heâs adjusting to the Andretti team. Logan answers on autopilot, the usual lines about feeling confident, about how the team has been amazing. But in the back of his mind, heâs still thinking about that flash of disgust he couldnât hide, the way his skin prickled when he saw Vowles earlier that day.
When the press conference finally wraps up, and the drivers are ushered out of the room, Oscar hangs back, falling into step beside Logan as they head toward the paddock. âSo,â Oscar starts, keeping his voice low, âbad vibes, huh?â
Logan lets out a breath he didnât realize he was holding, a half-smile tugging at his lips. âYou know how it is,â he says, trying to keep it light, though he knows Oscar can see right through him.
Oscar just nods, not pushing any further, and Loganâs grateful for that. They walk in silence for a moment, the din of the paddock growing louder as they approach, engineers and team members bustling around them.
âHonestly, mate,â Oscar says after a beat, âif anyoneâs going to bring some good vibes into F1, itâs you. Iâm glad youâre here.â
Logan glances over, and thereâs sincerity in Oscarâs expression that makes Loganâs chest tighten, the weight of everything heâs carried with him lightening just a bit. âThanks, Oscar. That means a lot.â
They reach the Andretti motorhome, where youâre waiting for Logan, your eyes lighting up the moment you spot him. He feels a warmth spread through him at the sight, a reminder of what really matters.
You push off the wall youâd been leaning against, falling into step beside him. âSo, howâd it go in there?â
Logan smirks, wrapping an arm around your shoulders as they walk. âLetâs just say my reputation for honesty might have gotten a bit more solidified.â
You tilt your head up at him, a teasing glint in your eyes. âThat bad, huh?â
He chuckles, shaking his head. âNot bad, just ⌠honest.â
You glance at Oscar, whoâs still walking beside you, and give him a knowing look. âHe always has to make things interesting, doesnât he?â
Oscar grins, nodding in agreement. âNever a dull moment with this one.â
As you make your way back into the motorhome, Logan feels the tension of the day starting to ebb away. The familiar scent of coffee and fuel, the low hum of conversations around him, and the comforting presence of you by his side â it all feels right. Despite everything, he knows this is where he belongs.
Once inside, the motorhome offers a brief respite from the chaotic energy outside. The team is prepping for final checks, and Logan knows he should be focusing on the task ahead, but thereâs something nagging at him, a need to explain himself, to make sure you understand.
You catch the way his brows furrow slightly, the way his grip on your shoulder tightens for a moment before he lets go. âWhatâs up?â
He hesitates, running a hand through his hair, looking for the right words. âI just ⌠I donât want to come off like Iâm carrying a grudge or anything. That comment about Vowles â it probably sounded harsher than I meant it.â
You step closer, your hand finding his, grounding him. âLogan, itâs okay. Everyone has people they donât vibe with. It doesnât mean anything more than that.â
He nods, the tightness in his chest loosening as he looks into your eyes, seeing the unwavering support there. âYou always know what to say, donât you?â
You smile, squeezing his hand. âItâs a gift. Plus, you make it easy.â
Oscar clears his throat, and both of you look over to see him trying not to grin. âIâm going to leave you two to it. Just donât forget we have a race to focus on.â
Logan laughs, shaking his head as Oscar heads out. âYeah, yeah, weâll be right out.â
When Oscarâs gone, Logan turns back to you, his expression softening. âThanks for being here. Really.â
You lean up, pressing a quick kiss to his lips. âAlways.â
As you both make your way out to the garage, the sounds of the team preparing for the weekend reach your ears, and Logan feels that familiar rush of adrenaline, the anticipation of whatâs to come. The memory of the press conference, of Vowles, fades into the background. What matters now is the race ahead, the chance to prove himself once again, and the knowledge that whatever happens, youâre right there with him.
He glances over at you as they approach the car, and you catch him staring, raising an eyebrow in question. âWhat?â
Logan just smiles, shaking his head. âNothing. Just thinking about how lucky I am.â
You roll your eyes, though thereâs a smile playing on your lips. âYou better believe it, Sargeant. Now, go out there and show them what youâve got.â
He nods, feeling more centered than he has all day. With a final squeeze of your hand, he steps into the garage, ready to take on whatever comes next, knowing that no matter what happens on the track, heâs already won in the ways that truly matter.
***
The roar of the engines reverberates through the paddock, a constant hum that thrums in Loganâs chest as he steps into the Andretti garage. Itâs yet another race weekend, and the energy is electric, a mix of anticipation and nerves hanging in the air.
The team is buzzing around him, mechanics fine-tuning the car, engineers buried in data, but Loganâs focus is on the familiar figure leaning casually against the back wall, arms crossed, watching the hustle with an almost serene smile.
Logan stops in his tracks, eyebrows raising in surprise. Itâs not that Mario isnât around â heâs a constant presence in the team, always keeping an eye on things â but he usually doesnât show up this early in the weekend, and certainly not with that look on his face.
Itâs a smile Logan recognizes all too well, a mix of pride and mischief that means only one thing: Mario knows something that everyone else doesnât, and itâs going to shake things up.
Logan weaves his way through the garage, sidestepping the organized chaos until heâs standing in front of Mario. âYou look like youâre up to something,â Logan says, crossing his arms to mirror the older manâs posture. âWhatâs going on?â
Marioâs smile widens just a fraction, his eyes glinting with a secret. âNow, what makes you think Iâm up to anything, kid?â
Logan chuckles, shaking his head. âBecause I know that look. Youâve got news.â
Mario doesnât respond immediately. Instead, he pushes off the wall and motions for Logan to follow him to a quieter corner of the garage, away from the prying eyes and ears of the rest of the team. Logan follows, his curiosity piqued. Whatever Marioâs about to tell him, itâs big.
When theyâre sufficiently out of earshot, Mario leans in slightly, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. âYou remember how I told you a while back that we were working on something big for the team?â
Logan nods, his interest fully captured. âYeah. Whatâs up?â
Marioâs smile turns almost wicked. âWell, it seems that James Vowles and Williams think theyâre going to secure Adrian Newey for next season.â
Loganâs eyes widen slightly. Newey is a legend in the sport, the kind of designer who can turn a good team into a championship-winning one. If Williams were to get him, it would be a game-changer. âWait, you said they think theyâre going to get him?â
âExactly.â Marioâs grin is practically gleeful now. âWhat they donât know is that Adrianâs already in talks with us. In fact, weâre just about ready to sign the deal.â
Logan lets out a low whistle, the magnitude of the news sinking in. âYouâre serious?â
âDead serious. By this time next week, Adrian Newey will be working for Andretti.â
Logan canât help the wide smile that spreads across his face. This is huge, a move that will send shockwaves through the paddock. With Newey on board, Andrettiâs chances of becoming a front-runner in F1 just skyrocketed. âI canât believe it,â Logan says, shaking his head in disbelief. âThatâs going to change everything.â
Mario nods, satisfaction evident in his expression. âItâs a big deal, no doubt about it. But weâve still got work to do. We canât get complacent, not with whatâs at stake. But this ⌠this is a big step in the right direction.â
Loganâs mind is already racing ahead, thinking about what this means for the team, for his own career. The idea of driving a car designed by Newey is almost surreal. âWhen are you going to announce it?â
âNot until everythingâs signed and sealed,â Mario replies. âBut once itâs done, weâll make sure the whole world knows. And Williams ⌠well, theyâre in for a nasty surprise.â
Logan laughs, the sound coming out more exhilarated than he intended. The idea of one-upping Vowles, especially after everything thatâs happened between them, is deeply satisfying. âI canât wait to see the look on Vowlesâ face when he finds out.â
Mario pats Logan on the shoulder, the gesture filled with a camaraderie that Logan has come to cherish. âNeither can I, kid. Neither can I.â
As they walk back towards the main part of the garage, Loganâs mind is still reeling from the news. Heâs been focused on the present, on making sure he performs at his best every time heâs out on the track, but this ⌠this opens up a whole new realm of possibilities. With Newey on board, thereâs no telling what they can achieve.
When you spot him from across the garage, the look on his face must give away that somethingâs up because you immediately make your way over, your expression curious. âWhatâs going on?â You ask as soon as youâre close enough.
Logan glances around, making sure no one is within earshot, and then leans in, his voice low. âMario just dropped a bombshell. Andrettiâs about to sign Adrian Newey.â
Your eyes widen in shock, and Logan watches as a grin spreads across your face, mirroring his own excitement. âNo way. Thatâs ⌠huge!â
âI know,â Logan says, still barely able to believe it himself. âThis changes everything.â
You reach out, placing a hand on his arm, your voice filled with pride. âYouâre going to be driving a car designed by Newey. Do you realize how amazing that is?â
Logan nods, the reality of it finally sinking in. âYeah, I do. Itâs ⌠I canât even put it into words.â
You laugh, shaking your head in disbelief. âYou donât have to. I can see it on your face.â
For a moment, Logan just stands there, soaking it all in. The garage is still bustling around them, the team oblivious to the monumental news thatâs just been dropped in their laps. But Logan knows that soon enough, everything is going to change. This is the kind of move that can define a career, that can take a team from being contenders to being champions.
But more than that, itâs a chance for redemption. A chance to prove to everyone â including himself â that he belongs here, that heâs capable of more than anyone ever gave him credit for. The past is behind him now, and with you by his side, and Newey in the garage, the future looks brighter than ever.
Logan glances over at you, seeing the pride and excitement in your eyes, and feels a surge of gratitude. For the second chance heâs been given, for the team that believes in him, and for you, the person whoâs been there through it all.
âWeâre going to do something amazing, you know that?â Logan says, his voice filled with conviction.
You nod, your smile soft but full of certainty. âI know. And I canât wait to see it.â
Neither can Logan.
***
Loganâs heart is still pounding from the rush of the race as he stands on the podium, feeling the weight of the Miami sun on his shoulders. The crowd roars below him, a sea of red, white, and blue as far as the eye can see, their energy pulsing through his veins. He can hardly believe it. A podium at his home race, in front of a crowd that feels like family, is something heâd dreamed about since he was a kid.
He turns, looking out over the crowd, his eyes scanning for you. Youâre there, as you always are, standing with the Andretti team, your smile brighter than the sun. The mechanics are cheering, patting each other on the back, but Logan only has eyes for you. Itâs like everything else falls away â the noise, the cameras, the pressure of the season â all of it fades into the background. All that matters is the way youâre looking at him, like heâs your entire world.
He takes a deep breath, the realization of what heâs about to do washing over him. His hands shake, just slightly, as he reaches up and touches the chain around his neck, feeling the weight of the ring thatâs been hidden there for weeks, waiting for this moment.
Without another thought, he drops to one knee, right there on the podium. The world seems to stop as he looks up at you, the crowd going silent in his mind. He hears the sharp intake of breath from the Andretti crew, sees the shock on your face as you register whatâs happening.
âHey,â he says, his voice steady despite the adrenaline coursing through him. âI ⌠I donât know if I can put into words what you mean to me. Youâve been with me through everything â the wins, the losses, the crazy twists and turns. And I canât imagine going through any of it without you by my side.â He pauses, the weight of the moment sinking in. âSo I guess what Iâm trying to say is ⌠will you marry me?â
Your eyes widen, and for a second, youâre frozen in place, staring at him in disbelief. Then, as if breaking free from a spell, you laugh, a sound thatâs pure joy, and nod vigorously. The next thing Logan knows, youâre being lifted onto the podium by the mechanics, tears of happiness streaming down your face as you launch yourself into his arms.
âYes,â you say, your voice trembling with emotion. âYes, of course, I will!â
The crowd erupts into cheers, the noise deafening as Logan slides the ring onto your finger. He pulls you close, his lips finding yours in a kiss that tastes like victory, love, and everything good in the world. The mechanics are going wild, chanting your names, and someone â Logan thinks it might be Mario â pops open a bottle of champagne, spraying it over everyone.
Itâs chaotic, itâs perfect, and itâs a moment that Logan knows heâll remember for the rest of his life. As he holds you close, feeling the warmth of your body against his, he realizes that this â right here, with you in his arms, and his home crowd cheering around him â is the true victory. The rest is just a bonus.
He pulls back slightly, just enough to look into your eyes. âYou know,â he says, his voice low so only you can hear, âI always knew I was lucky. But this ⌠this is something else entirely.â
You smile, the kind of smile that makes his heart skip a beat, and lean in to kiss him again. âWeâre both lucky, Logan,â you whisper against his lips. âAnd this is just the beginning.â
***
The paddock is buzzing with activity, the hum of engines and the chatter of mechanics creating a familiar symphony that Logan finds oddly comforting. Itâs the start of another race weekend, but this one feels different. Thereâs an undercurrent of excitement in the air, a mix of nerves and anticipation that has nothing to do with the cars or the track.
Logan slips away from the Andretti garage, his eyes scanning the bustling paddock as he makes his way toward the Williams garage. Heâs done his best to stay clear of them ever since re-entering Formula 1, but today is different. Today, he has a reason to be there â a reason that brings a small, almost mischievous smile to his lips.
The Williams garage is a flurry of motion, mechanics and engineers huddled over laptops, surrounded by toolboxes and tires. The sight brings a wave of nostalgia crashing over Logan, but he quickly pushes it aside. He isnât here for a trip down memory lane.
Spotting Alex Albon near the back, Logan weaves through the chaos, his steps light and easy despite the tension he can feel crawling up his spine. Alex is engrossed in a conversation with his race engineer, but when Logan steps up, he looks up in surprise.
âLogan!â Alex greets, his face splitting into a wide grin. âWhat are you doing here? Slumming it with the backmarkers?â
âSomething like that,â Logan replies, his tone light as he pulls a small, cream-colored envelope from his jacket pocket. He hands it to Alex, who takes it with a curious tilt of his head. âFigured I should deliver this in person.â
Alex flips the envelope over, his eyes widening slightly as he reads the names printed in elegant script on the front â his and Lilyâs. He breaks into a grin, already understanding what it is before he even opens it.
âNo way,â Alex says, pulling out the invitation and quickly scanning the details. âYouâre really doing it, huh? Getting hitched?â
Logan chuckles, feeling a warmth spread through his chest at the thought. âYeah, we are. And weâd love for you and Lily to be there.â
âWouldnât miss it for the world,â Alex replies, his grin softening into something more sincere. âCongrats, man. You two are great together.â
Logan nods, grateful for the genuine well-wishes. Heâs about to say something else when a flicker of movement catches his eye. Glancing up, he sees James Vowles standing a few feet away, his expression unreadable as he watches the exchange between Logan and Alex.
For a brief moment, the past rushes back â the frustration, the disappointment, the sense of being discarded like a broken part. Logan feels a familiar pang of bitterness, but he quickly tamps it down. He isnât that person anymore. Heâs moved on, and heâs got better things â better people â in his life now.
Still, he canât help himself.
He meets Jamesâ gaze head-on, his smile shifting into something a bit more pointed, more deliberate. âOh, James?â He says, his voice carrying just enough to be heard over the noise of the garage. âSeems like your invitation mustâve gotten lost in the mail. Real shame.â
Jamesâ eyes narrow slightly, his jaw tightening, but he doesnât respond. The tension between them is almost tangible, thickening the air around them. Logan holds his gaze for a moment longer, then shrugs exaggeratingly before turning his attention back to Alex.
âAnyway, hope to see you there,â Logan says, clapping Alex on the shoulder before stepping back. âTell Lily weâre looking forward to it.â
âWill do,â Alex replies, still smiling but with a touch of unease as he glances between Logan and James.
Logan doesnât linger. He turns on his heel and strides back through the garage, the small, satisfied grin still tugging at his lips. He can feel Jamesâ eyes boring into his back, but he doesnât care. Let him stew, Logan thinks. Heâs got more important things on his mind.
As he exits the garage and steps back into the sun-drenched paddock, Logan takes a deep breath, feeling lighter, freer. The thought of the wedding, of you waiting for him back in the Andretti garage, fills him with a sense of contentment that he never thought heâd find in the world of Formula 1.
He spots you before you see him, standing with Mario and a few other Andretti team members, animatedly talking about something. Your laughter rings out over the noise of the paddock, and Logan feels his heart swell with affection.
Itâs funny how things work out, he thinks. How life has a way of surprising you, of turning things around when you least expect it. Heâs come a long way from that lost, angry kid who thought heâd never get a second chance. And now, here he is, standing on the cusp of a future thatâs brighter than anything he could have imagined.
He picks up his pace, eager to get back to you, to tell you about the exchange with Alex and the little jab he couldnât resist throwing at James. But as he draws closer, you turn and catch sight of him, your face lighting up in a way that makes his breath catch in his throat.
âHey, you,â you call out, stepping away from the group to meet him halfway. âDid you get it done?â
Logan nods, a grin spreading across his face. âYeah, I did. Alex and Lily are in.â
âAnd Vowles?â You ask, a knowing glint in your eyes.
Logan chuckles, slipping an arm around your waist as he leans in to press a quick kiss to your lips. âLetâs just say ⌠he didnât make the cut.â
You laugh, the sound pure and full of joy, and itâs the best thing Loganâs heard all day. âGood. You donât need that kind of negativity at our wedding.â
âNo, I donât,â Logan agrees, feeling a rush of relief that youâre by his side, making even the most awkward encounters bearable. âAnd anyway, weâve got more than enough people who actually care about us.â
You nod, your expression softening as you look up at him. âYeah, we do. And I canât wait to celebrate with them â with you.â
Logan feels a warmth spread through him, the same warmth heâs felt ever since the day he realized just how much you meant to him. Itâs a feeling that never gets old, no matter how many podiums or victories he racks up. Because at the end of the day, itâs moments like this â simple, shared moments with you â that matter the most.
As the two of you head back toward the Andretti garage, Logan canât help but think about how far heâs come. From the chaos of that first season in Formula 1, the heartbreak of being dropped, to the wild success of his time in IndyCar, and now, back in the sport he loves, with you by his side.
He knows there will be more challenges ahead â there always are in this world. But for now, heâs content to focus on the here and now, on the love heâs found and the life heâs building with you.
And as you walk together through the paddock, the sun casting long shadows on the ground, Logan canât help but feel like the luckiest guy in the world. Not because of the cars, or the fame, or even the victories, but because of you â because youâre the one thing in his life that makes all the twists and turns worth it.
And he wouldnât trade that for anything.
***
The roar of the crowd is deafening, a wall of sound that crashes against Logan as he stands on top of the podium. His hands grip the trophy tightly, the cold metal grounding him as the reality of it all sinks in. Heâs done it. Logan Sargeant, the kid from Florida who almost lost everything, is now the World Driversâ Champion.
The first American to do so since Mario Andretti himself.
Heâs fought hard for this moment, clawed his way back from the brink of obscurity, and now here he is, at the pinnacle of motorsport. The champagne sprays around him, but all Logan can focus on is the sight of you, beaming up at him from the edge of the podium. Youâre standing beside Mario, whoâs wearing a grin as wide as Loganâs ever seen. Youâre bouncing on the balls of your feet, hands clasped together, eyes sparkling with a mix of pride and joy.
He barely registers the other drivers beside him, the interviews, or the flashes of cameras. Everything narrows to you and the overwhelming sense of accomplishment swelling in his chest. Youâve been there through it all, from the moment he took that leap of faith into IndyCar, to the sleepless nights before his first season back in Formula 1. Every high and every low has led to this, and youâve never wavered.
Logan canât help the way his gaze shifts slightly to the left, where James Vowles stands at the edge of the crowd, arms crossed, lips pressed into a thin line. Thereâs a tightness to his expression, a bitterness that Logan recognizes all too well.
But as much as heâd love to revel in that small victory, he finds that he doesnât care. Not really. The vindication is sweet, sure, but it pales in comparison to the sight of you and the emotions radiating from you like the warmest of suns.
You notice him looking at you, and you blow him a kiss, laughing when he pretends to catch it, holding it to his chest. Thereâs no place heâd rather be than right here, right now, with you by his side.
The ceremony starts to wrap up, and as the photographers move in closer for shots, Logan can see Mario nudging you forward. Youâre waving your hands at your grandfather, as if to say no, youâre fine where you are, but Marioâs having none of it. The mechanics and team members part to let you through, and Logan watches with an ever-growing smile as you finally make your way up onto the podium.
When you reach him, Logan pulls you into his arms without hesitation, lifting you off your feet as the crowd goes wild. He spins you around, feeling the way you cling to him, your laughter ringing out in his ear.
âYou did it,â you say when he finally sets you down, your voice thick with emotion.
âNo,â Logan corrects, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. âWe did it.â
You roll your eyes playfully, but thereâs no hiding the way your eyes glisten. âYouâre unbelievable.â
âAnd you love me for it,â Logan teases, leaning in to press his forehead against yours.
âYeah,â you whisper, âI really do.â
The moment is interrupted by Mario clearing his throat, and Logan turns to see him holding a bottle of champagne, a wicked glint in his eyes. âNow, are we celebrating or what?â
Logan laughs, grabbing the bottle and popping the cork, spraying the contents over you and Mario, who both shout in surprise. The rest of the team quickly follows suit, and soon, the podium is a chaotic mess of laughter, champagne, and pure, unfiltered joy.
As the celebrations continue around him, Logan takes a step back, watching the scene unfold. His heart swells with a sense of contentment heâs never felt before. Heâs always been driven, always had his eyes set on the next goal, the next race, the next win. But standing here, with you by his side, he realizes that heâs found something even more important than all of that.
Heâs found a home.
A family.
And heâs never letting go.
The night carries on in a blur of congratulatory hugs, media obligations, and team celebrations. But as the crowd starts to thin and the energy begins to mellow, Logan finds himself sitting on the edge of the podium, his legs dangling off the side. The cool night air brushes against his skin, the sounds of the city in the distance providing a soft backdrop to the dwindling celebrations.
You find him there, sitting in silence, and without a word, you join him. You lean into his side, and he wraps an arm around you, pulling you close.
âItâs still sinking in,â Logan admits after a while. âI donât think Iâll ever get used to this feeling.â
You tilt your head up to look at him, your eyes filled with warmth. âYouâve earned it, Logan. Every single bit of it. Donât ever doubt that.â
He nods, resting his chin on top of your head. âIt just feels ⌠surreal. Like Iâm living in a dream.â
âWell, if this is a dream,â you say, a mischievous smile playing on your lips, âthen itâs one I never want to wake up from.â
Logan chuckles softly, his heart swelling with affection. âYou and me both.â
The two of you sit there in comfortable silence, watching as the final remnants of the celebration begin to fade. The stadium lights dim, and the night sky takes over, a blanket of stars twinkling above you. Itâs peaceful, a stark contrast to the chaos of the day, and Logan canât help but feel grateful for this quiet moment with you.
âI used to think winning was everything,â Logan says after a while, his voice barely above a whisper. âThat nothing else mattered as long as I crossed the finish line first.â
âAnd now?â You ask, your tone gentle, inviting him to continue.
âNow I know that itâs not just about the win,â Logan replies, his gaze fixed on the horizon. âItâs about the journey. The people who stand by you, who lift you up when youâre down, who make the victories sweeter and the losses bearable. Itâs about finding something worth fighting for, and never letting go of it.â
You smile, your fingers intertwining with his. âSounds like youâve learned a lot.â
Logan nods, turning his head to look at you. âI have. And itâs all because of you.â
You laugh softly, shaking your head. âI think youâre giving me too much credit.â
âNot at all,â Logan says, his voice firm. âYouâve been my rock, my anchor. I wouldnât be here without you.â
You look at him, your eyes shining with unshed tears. âLogan âŚâ
âI mean it,â he says, his voice gentle yet unwavering. âYouâre the best thing thatâs ever happened to me.â
You donât respond with words; instead, you lean in, capturing his lips in a soft, lingering kiss. Itâs a kiss filled with promises, with unspoken words, and with a love that has grown stronger with every challenge, every victory, every moment shared.
When you finally pull away, Logan rests his forehead against yours, his eyes closed, his heart full. âI love you,â he whispers, the words carrying the weight of all he feels.
âI love you too,â you reply, your voice just as soft, just as full of emotion.
The world fades away as the two of you sit there, wrapped up in each other. Logan knows that there will be more challenges ahead, more races to win, more obstacles to overcome. But as long as he has you by his side, he knows that he can face anything.
Because, in the end, itâs not just about the racing. Itâs about the people who make it all worthwhile.
And for Logan Sargeant, that person is you.
As the night deepens and the city quiets, Logan realizes that this is just the beginning. The beginning of a new chapter, a new journey, with you right beside him. And whatever the future holds, he knows one thing for certain:
Heâs exactly where heâs meant to be.
And with you, heâs already won.
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Going Down On You - Part 2
Summary: how they go down on you
Characters: Shanks, Beckman, Mihawk, Crocodile, Doflamingo, Corazon, Smoker
Genre: pure smut
CW: NSFW // oral sex, shameless dirty talk, Doflamingo is a menace
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Shanks:Â
Swears itâs a hangover cure, and this man is hungover every single morning. Heâll wake up with a pounding headache, and before heâs even opened his eyes, heâs reaching for you. Heâll paw at you like a lazy animal until you remove your panties for him and he can fall face first into your delicious cunt. Heâs trained your cunt like Pavlovâs dog, too, so that you wake up wet in the morning, your clit throbbing like an alarm clock.Â
âAlways ready for me,â heâll mumble in his raspy morning voice. âNice and wet. That's my girl.âÂ
You actually get a rash on your inner thighs from his stubble constantly rubbing against your sensitive skin, and you have to sheepishly approach Hongo for some sort of cream. Hongo has been on the Red Force long enough that heâs not phased, though you are so embarrassed you try to ban Shanks from going down on you for a while (spoiler alert: it doesnât work).Â
âIâd rather lose my arm than skip breakfast.âÂ
Heâll spend most of his time between your legs licking with broad strokes of his tongue, only pointing it and attacking your clit when youâre already on the brink of orgasm. Heâll finger you as you cum and wonât stop until youâre a crying mess, begging him to stop. Of course, heâll only stop for as long as it takes him to get his cock out and push it in.Â
Beckman:Â
"Come here, babygirl. That's it."
Beckman drinks your juices like a nightcap. Heâll put you on his desk, the moonlight filtering in through the window and a lamp flickering in the corner, and unzip his pants to give his massive erection some breathing room before turning his attention to his babygirl. He likes to start slow, taking his sweet time with your nipples and leaving a trail of hickies around them, before finally burying his face between your shaking legs. Â
âGive daddy a taste.âÂ
Heâs nice and sweet about it, but donât think he wonât hold you down if you start to squirm around too much. He goes down on you like you need it, not like you want it; he goes down on you like itâs for your own good. Itâs for his own good, too, that thing that takes the edge off and helps him wind down after a stressful day. He wants your legs wrapped around his head and your hands tangled in his long hair.Â
Oh, and he wants you to tell him that he owns you. Nobody else is allowed to taste your pussy; it's all his, and you'd better chant that while he draws your orgasm out of you.
Mihawk:
A proponent of fine dining.Â
Will eat you out on the table, which kind of makes you feel like heâs doing it in public because his dining room is so large and there are massive windows with no curtains covering them; his insistence on you removing every article of clothing, not just your panties, and sitting on the table, feet on the edge, holding your legs as far apart as theyâll go only makes you feel more exposed. All the while, he remains entirely clothed.Â
Heâll scold you if you wrap your legs around him. Itâs his meal and heâs going to enjoy it precisely the way he wants, and the way he wants is uninhibited. He drags it out, too, edging you multiple times and lecturing you about delayed gratification if you complain. When he does finally allow you to cum, he tortures your clit for a moment after to be certain he saw you through your entire orgasm. Â
Other times, heâll be sitting in his chair and see you walk by and say, ây/n, come here.â Heâll have you strip down before laying you on the coffee table and working an orgasm or two out of you. Enjoys it so much that at times when heâs training or preparing for something, heâll ban himself from indulging in your pussy because he needs to be focused.Â
Crocodile:
Sir Crocodile has a big cock, but he normally stretches you with his fingers. Oral sex isnât foreplay to him, itâs a separate thing entirely. He normally engages in it very late at night or very early in the morning when heâs exhausted and youâre half asleep. Heâll run his hand down your body, stopping briefly to massage your breasts, before pulling your legs apart.Â
âWake up,â he might grumble in your ear. Or he might not, instead waking you up with a few kisses to your clit. Â
He probably kisses your pussy more than he kisses your mouth. Heâll make out with your leaky opening, swapping your juices for his saliva, part of him wishing he still had his other hand so he had more fingers to torture you with. But heâll settle for one, going back and forth between your nipples and squeezing them until you cry out, then squeezing them some more. Â
He doesnât talk to you while he does it, a far cry from how he mocks and argues with you during penetrative sex. When heâs in an especially bad mood, he doesnât take his hook off, and you wake up with it pushing into the soft flesh of your thigh, a silent warning not to close your legs on him. And when heâs finished, heâll push you back to your side of the bed without a word.Â
Doflamingo:Â
Part of being his toy means being tormented with his tongue. He has a fucking giraffe tongue, and he puts it to good use, often laying back in bed and making you ride it like itâs his cock, moving it out of the way and then making fun of you when you struggle. He makes you talk to him the entire time, and when youâre not sitting on his face, you have to make eye contact with him.Â
Heâll talk to you, too, and is so fucking patronizing.Â
âUse your words, little one. Come on, you can do it. Donât tell me itâs too much for you.âÂ
Uses a lot of different toys while heâs going down on you, typically a butt plug and nipple clamps. Has most definitely used a transponder snail to take pictures of your wet pussy, flush and swollen after he spent an entire afternoon tonguing it; the clicking sound of the snail camera was so humiliating but it made your pussy throb so much harder.Â
One of his favorite things in the world is tying you up with his strings and spitting on your cunt. He has, on a handful of occasions, tied you up and allowed his subordinates to lick your pussy, but never lets them taste your cum; right when youâre on the edge, heâll take over and make them watch while he takes your orgasm all for himself, usually with his cock.Â
Corazon:Â
Eating your pussy is his stress relief. The number of times you burned dinner because you were cooking and he came home in the middle and bent you over the counter for an appetizer is unreal. He always apologizes, but he doesnât feel bad enough to stop doing it; he canât stop doing it. And youâd be cruel to make him considering you can feel the tension leave his body as soon as his tongue runs through your folds.Â
âI needed this so bad. Thank you so much.âÂ
When heâs not bending you over a counter, he wants you riding his face, and none of that hovering shit, either. Heâll wrap his arms around your thighs and hold you flush against his face, moaning as he laps at your folds.
âI can tell you need it, too. Donât worry, sweetheart, Iâve got you.âÂ
Heâs so sweet about it, itâs unreal. Smiles the entire time, places so many sweet kisses on your clit and opening. A big fan of the two finger and tongue combo. Can work an orgasm out of you in record time. Never fucks you without making you cum at least once on his tongue (heâs 9â7 and his cock is proportional).Â
Smoker:Â
Smoker almost always ends up eating his cum out of you. Heâs gone for weeks, even months at a time, and when he walks through that door, youâre dropping your panties or heâs ending it all. He has so much pent up energy he absolutely has to fuck you, but that doesnât change the fact that what heâs been jerking off to every night is the thought of tasting you.Â
âDonât think for a second weâre finished yet.âÂ
Heâll take breaks to kiss you on the mouth, making you taste yourself. And then heâll work his way back down your body, leaving hickies on your neck and biting your nipples before heâs back between your legs again, pushing his tongue into your hole to get every last drop of both of your juices out, his thumb seeing to your aching clit.Â
You wonât even make it to the bed, heâll just fuck you against the wall or on the counter and then drag you onto the floor to lick your cunt. Heâs attempted to get you to the sofa before, but you just end up pushed against it while still on the floor, or else bent over the arm or sitting on the edge while he kneels between your legs.Â
Also, the two of you donât shower together often, but for some reason, the times you do shower together, he always ends up with his face between your legs. Youâve wasted so much water because he canât keep his damn tongue to himself. And when heâs finished, he always places a few sweet kisses at your entrance as if to reward you for behaving.Â
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Insufficient | Azriel x Reader
Summary: After a few months of dating, your relationship begins to crack, and the truth behind Azrielâs odd behavior comes out.
Word Count: ~ 1.8k
Warnings: ANGST, so much angst, sort of unrequited feelings, breakup, mentions of sex + torture and murder, Nesta being an absolute queen
A/N: enjoy some delicious azzy angstđ lmk what you think I should do for the next part, like should they get back together, or reader finds a new mans while az grovels??
Requests are open!
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It had been a warm, sunny day when youâd first met him.
The bakery had been going steadily as ever in Velaris, your family-owned shop hard at work to make the citizen's pastries and your famous sourdough bread. Generations of the family had owned it beforehand, and you were still helping out, you had been working the front that day.
Azriel had walked in, asking for some sort of treat that his High Lady was craving. His description of it hadnât been the best, leading to almost thirty minutes of you showing him different sweet treats and pastries until he finally found what he wanted, and ordered a dozen of them.
That had been the beginning of your situationship, where heâd come to the shop asking for various things once every now and then, only to subtly get closer to you and even slightly flirt.
Eventually, he asked you out to dinner, and after a few more, you two began dating, and he admitted that he felt a little spark when he first saw you. Looking back, you wondered if that was the only reason he even pursued you in the first place, not for your personality, or even your looks, but just because of that spark.
The first few weeks had been lovely, him being thoughtful and caring to you in the little acts. Such as the way he made coffee for you just how you liked it in the mornings, how he began to put things lower on shelves so you could reach them, how he would talk quietly when you had migraines, or be patient when you were in a mood. The best example probably being the first time you had your period in front of him.
He hadnât acted disgusted by it, instead, heâd gently cared for you, helping you through it, buying you chocolate and all the foods and snacks you were craving, getting heating pads, making sure you were alright for the entire insufferable week.
However, after that, the honeymoon period mustâve worn off, because he seemed constantly tense or stressed after that. His face remained like stone, not budging or cracking, even for you. The softening of his eyes that had happened before it was replaced by something strained as if he was waiting impatiently for something.
Even in bed, he wouldnât look at you, remained quiet as a mouse, the only sign that he was enjoying himself being a large exhale as he buried his face in your neck or turned away. That was another problem, he knew how to fuck, he knew how to do that very well, but he didnât know how to make love. Any time you tried to teach him, he just didnât accept it, simply giving an unsatisfactory hum in response and continuing what he was doing.
Heâd come home from missions, drenched in sweat and sometimes even blood, and not say anything even when you cleaned him off and led him to bed, giving you a cold shoulder. You fully understood that he had a bloody past and history, but you at least expected him to open up a little bit to you. Without any emotional transparency, it wasnât really a relationship, was it?
His family was nice, though. You liked them, especially Nesta, since she seemed not to put up with everyone elseâs bullshit. She was the only one you opened up to about your issues with Azriel, and how you were thinking of breaking things off or taking a break.
âHeâs a hard one, but it sounds like heâs being an ass. If it were me, I wouldnât put up with that.â
She said while you both sat in the library, neither of you noticing the small shadows lurking near the books. You sighed, nodding slowly.
âI know, itâs justâŚI feel like heâs waiting for something else, like just me isnât enough.â
You said with a frown, and Nesta gave a little hum of acknowledgment.
âJust give it a week or two, and if youâre still unhappy, Iâd leave.â
She said with a shrug, and not long after the both of you went your separate ways. You followed Nestaâs advice, giving the relationship a week or two, and it remained stressed and tense. However, when you finally managed to get into Azrielâs office during the day, about to break things off, he spoke first.
âLet me guess, your testing weeks werenât satisfactory?â
He asked in a sharp tone, eyes narrowed on you with a piercing gaze. You took a sharp breath in, glaring at him despite the embarrassment that tried to take over.
âYou were spying on me.â
You said, trying to keep your tone even despite how it wavered slightly. He stood then, towering over you from his superior height.
âI donât like when people talk about me behind my back, let alone my partner.â
He said, the words clipped and full of anger simmering under the surface. He took a step closer, and you took a step back. Youâd never been afraid of him, not really, but at this moment you didnât exactly want to be close to him. His keen eyes noticed, and something like hurt and anger flashed in them.
âDonât act like Iâm some terrible person for having a girl talk because youâve been acting weird. I canât believe you spied on me.â
He huffed, taking another step closer, the shadows swirling and writhing, looking more agitated than ever. You took another step back, only to run straight into a wall that was now behind you. He continued stalking closer until your heart was beating faster and faster until he leaned down so you were eye-to-eye.
âIâm sorry Iâm not what you signed up for. Iâm not gentle or loving, I am a spymaster, I torture and kill people for my work, and have for centuries. I wonât be forced to change just to fit what you think I should be, or what you want in a relationship.â
He hissed, his words now full of anger and frustration. You leaned back, trying to keep away.
âThatâs your problem. You donât know how to separate your work life from your personal life, and youâre taking it out on me. You can be gentle and loving, Iâve seen it before, but Iâm not what you want. Youâve been acting like I need to be something more for you when Iâm not. I donât know what you want, but your inability to communicate and be transparent isnât my problem.â
You said back, tears now welling up as you tried to push him away. He didnât back up, only moving closer and pushing you into the wall. His temper was building, and you could tell. It was only a matter of time until he wouldâŚ.
âA mate! I wanted a mate!â
Snap.
The silence stretched on and on for what seemed like hours after he said that, yelling it in your face. Youâd never heard him raise his voice before. You gaped at the sight of him unwinding and shattering right in front of you as he rambled on.
âItâs not fair, Rhys gets Feyre, Cassian gets Nesta, Lucien gets Elain even if she doesnât want him, and who do I get? No one.â
He said in an almost panicked tone, rambling on and on. He pushed off the wall, pacing around in his office, hands fidgeting.
âI thoughtâwhen I felt that spark when I went in your shop, that it might be you, but you werenât enough. You arenât my mate, because it wouldâve snapped by now, I wouldâve felt it, but I didnât. You arenât enough for me, and you never will be.â
He said, finally sighing at the end. He wouldnât even look at you, eyes unfocused and only looking randomly around the room, anywhere but towards you. You swallowed, trying to hold back the tears that welled up because of his words. You werenât enough. You never would be.
He looked like he felt a bit bad for half a second before his expression hardened again into that unflinching steel youâd grown to hate. He finally looked at you again, no hint of empathy or guilt now in his gaze for leading you on, or practically torturing you these past months.
Taking a shaky breath, you finally choked words out.
âOh,â You murmured, trying to swallow the lump in your throat.
âOkay.â
You whispered, managing to push off the wall to walk to the door, opening it and walking down the hall, to the room you two had shared, and you began packing your belongings. Picture frames of your family, your clothes, little trinkets, toiletries, you left no trace of you behind as you packed it in a large duffel bag in the closet.
You walked to the front door of the House, open the door, and walk out, the 10,000 steps down looming in front of you. Azriel didnât offer to fly you down, and it was only when you turned to look back at him, his face stone cold, that you felt it.
The snap.
A shifting warmth and coldness all at once.
And a mating bond.
His face fell in what looked like pure devastation and realization, hazel eyes wide and lips parted. It mightâve been the most emotion youâd seen him show in weeks. He began to walk out, trying to go after you as you began taking the steps, but a large flap and wave of wind stopped him.
Cassianâs large, hulking form stopped him, shaking his head grimly as he walked towards you, where you were still going down the steps, and he laid a hand on your shoulder.
âIâll fly you.â
He said simply, and you nodded with a sniffle as he picked you up, his wings carried him into the air as he soared up, only to land moments later and drop you off back at the bakery where your family was working. He set you on the ground, pulling you into a warm hug.
âIâm sorry,â
He said, letting you pull away, and for some reason, you believed him. You, Cassian, and Nesta made quite the dynamic trio, and you would probably miss them the most. They were some of your closest friends, and also wonderful drinking buddies. You and Nesta loved cheating in card games and beating Cassian when he was too drunk to notice until he owed either of you a fortune.
âYou can always come visit me and Nes, just send a letter or somethinâ.â
He murmured to you, wiping the tears from your cheek, and giving you an apologetic grin, before sending you off inside your familyâs bakery and flying off.
This time, when you saw the shadow still curled around your wrist like it always had been when you and Azriel were dating, you smacked it off, sticking your hand right into a clear ray of sunshine to chase it off.
You were done being dragged down by shadows and darkness, and for once in your miserable life, you were going to look for the light instead.
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âł âFIRST KISS WITH THE GENSHIN BOYSâ
warnings: slight NSFW - MDNI, some angst (Freminet, Mika & Xiao), cringe, not proof-read cause damn its long
summary: your first kiss with the genshin boys, yes even the harbingers and Mika, x Creator!Reader
characters: all genshin guys + harbingers
word count: 11.618
Aether
Aether's breath catches in his throat as your hand lands on his face. He doesn't look away from your eyes, his gaze still on yours as he takes in your touch with visible delight. He lets out a light, happy sigh as the sensation makes him shiver. Aether leans his face into your palm, relishing the touch. He seems to melt, and with a small whine, he nuzzles the palm of your hand. This makes him smile softly â just one touch and he's already gone to heaven. He closes his eyes, leaning happily into your touch.
"You know I love you...right?" Is what you say, carefully but you want to know. Aether's eyes slowly open as his head remains in your palm. His expression is soft, content, and he looks at you with almost desperate reverence. "Y-Yes, my grace," he whispers hoarsely, "I know." Aether continues to lean into your palm, pressing his face against it. His eyes remain closed, and he just leans into you as he sights loudly and contentedly. The sound is adorable, as is the way he so freely gives himself over to the touch of your hand.
"I am yours," he murmurs, the conviction in his voice clear. "Yours..." he whispers, his lips brushing against your palm. Aether seems to melt into you as your second hand touches his other cheek, his mind foggy and his eyes half-lidded in bliss. His breath catches in his throat; it isn't a breath of surprise, or one of fear, but one of anticipation â of sweet and tender surrender.
Your boy, willingly submitting to your touch; giving himself to you. A soft whimper leaves Aether's mouth, just mere inches away from yours, his eyes fluttering shut.
"Your Grace..." he whispers hoarsely, his words soft and trembling. You lean in, slowly your lips brush against his parted ones. Aether's entire body seems to vibrate with excitement; his lips part slightly at the contact and a soft, happy moan escapes them. He gently wraps his arms around you, leaning in closer for the kiss, as if giving himself to your caresses is a privilege he has waited an eternity for.
The moment is sweet and tender, as if the two of you share something that nobody else will ever be able to know. Like the whole world is reduced, right now, to just the two of you. It is like a dream to Aether. His body quakes slightly as you pull away, his tongue gliding over his lips hungrily, and the breath leaving his mouth as if he just had a sip of divine nectar. He doesn't let go of you, though; as he gazes up at you with a warm blush across his cheeks, his arms remain firmly wrapped around you, as if he wants to make sure you have no intention of letting go.
"You are divine," he says softly, almost as if he's praying. "I'll never forget this, our first kiss ever shared...."
Albedo
For a moment, Albedo seems to struggle to find a way to express the depth of his feelings. He hesitates until he finally forces himself to speak. "I... love you, Your Grace. Immensely. I would do anything for you. I would give you everything, if it were mine to give."
His words are barely above a whisper. He averts his gaze. There's the softest of smiles on his lips as he closes his eyes for a moment. He's not sure what to say after that. Would anything be enough? Albedo is silent for a moment before he nods.
"If you wish."
Without so much as a blink, Albedo has dropped to his knees in front of you. No longer is there a doubt in his mind nor a shred of hesitation in his stance. There's only the smallest of smiles on his lips. He gazes up at you as if you contain every dream he has ever had in his thousands of years of existence. He wants nothing more than to be by your side, whether it be your feet, your knees, or your lap-- all of them will do just fine.
"The only thing you should give me is a kiss." You sneakly said, half jokingly half serious. Albedo nods softly. Without a word, he lifts his head to close the gap between the two of you. Slowly then quickly, his lips meet yours in a gentle kiss. His fingers tangle through your hair, gently massaging you. In that moment, he does not concern himself with his dignity, nor of his prestige, nor the fact that he is nothing compared to you.
The only thing that matters is you and the warm feeling that settles in his chest. It's as though he is breathing you in. His first kiss, your first kiss, together. Albedo blinks as you two part. Then he smiles softly, as though this is something he's dreamed of for so long he forgot it was a possibility.
"Our first kiss," he whispers, the words almost inaudible. There's a flush on his cheek as he looks down, remembering the feel of your lips on his. His eyes dart between you and the floor, trying to collect himself.
In a moment, he finds himself lost in your eyes. He wants nothing more than to kiss you again. And who would you be to deny him.
Al-Haitham
Al-Haitham wraps his arms around you, sinking into you. His body shakes, the heat of your skin sinking through his veins.
He's breathless. Speechless. All of that changes when you snuggle up to him, pressing your body against his. He's completely still, frozen in shock and delight. He can do nothing but lean into your embrace. The heat from your body sends his heart soaring.
There's nothing else he wants now, except this... right here...And maybe a kiss. The first one to be exact. Al-Haitham pulls you closer, snuggling harder. His body leans into you, clinging like a drowning man to a raft. He pulls your head closer to his shoulder, burying your face in his neck. Your breathing makes his skin tingle. Your arms around him make every inch of him pulse with energy.
Al-Haitham squeezes tighter, burying his face into your hair. His lips press against your head in a silent kiss. His breath hitches as he feels your lips against his neck. He fights the urge to sink into you, to disappear completely within your embrace.
He is utterly gone. Your touch is pure warmth throughout his body, a constant hum that is as soothing as the sea. He wants more. He needs more.
One kiss is not enough.
He turns his head, kissing you on the lips in the same way, gentle.
He can't let go. Not yet. Never.
He kisses you deeply, pouring his heart and soul into the act. All he knows is that you deserve every drop of love he feels for you. He wants you to feel what he does and nothing more. He kisses your lips softly, tenderly, his kisses filled with affection and the pure, unadulterated love he has for you.
He needs you.
His kisses are deep and sensual, and his mind is a blur. All he knows is that this is right.
You are right...
Ayato
Ayato's smirk turns into a sly, almost mischievous grin. Once again, he takes a gentle bite out of your neck, the sharp press of his teeth sending a shudder through your body. It's hard not to lean into his touch, but you tryâ it isn't always wise to let Ayato's advances get the best of you. You know him more than he thinks, and you know he's just trying to provoke a response. That's always been his forte; his way of flirting.
"Such a mean tease..." you breath. His smirk widens as his teeth nibble at the skin on your neck, Ayato's body curling around yours and one of his hands settling on your thigh. "I could say the same," he whispers against your skin, his voice low and sultry in a way that should be illegal. Ayatos mouth presses to yours, his tongue sweeping across your lower lip. He holds the passionate kiss for a moment, enjoying the way your body presses back.
He pulls away after a few moments, and looks down on you with his signature smirk. "I hope that wasn't too much," he says with a teasing bite to his words. "I wouldn't want our first kiss to be bad for you, dear."
"Overwhelmed" isn't quite the word to describe it either Instead, there's butterflies in your stomach and fire on your skin as Ayato presses a gentle kiss to your collarbone and nibbles on the soft skin. It's difficult not to lean into him or to moan; he's just too good.
"I'm still trying to figure you out," he whispers, as if reading your mind. He takes your hand in his; though his tone is teasing, there's nothing but raw honesty in his eyes.
"My Grace, you are a mystery to me. But this is exactly why i love you...I got plenty of time figuring you out."
Baizhu
Words fail him.
Baizhu lets out a soft sigh as your fingers run along his cheek. His eyes are glued to you as he blinks slowly in your presence.
He doesn't seem to notice the fact that his heart has been beating quicker than usual since you touched him, or that the faint scent of you lingers in his nostrils. He is lost in you, and only you. Your thumb brushes against his lower lip, causing him to take a sharp breath. His entire body tenses. Not even a breath later, he's letting his head fall against your shoulder.
His lips are parted as he draws in ragged sighs. His eyes still hold no trace of doubt or disdain. They seem to be glazed over just in your very presence. "Is there... anything else... Your Grace... wishes for?" he whispers.
Baizhu's voice is hoarse and low, almost as if he's afraid to speak louder than a whisper out of fear of breaking this peaceful spell.
"Yeah..." Baizhu's eyes widen in surprise, but he leans in just as your lips meet his. He seems to freeze in place, neither of you moving at all for what feels like eternity as you continue to kiss.
His lips are soft against yours, his breath hitching as he kisses you slowly. But then, his free hand moves to cup the back of your head. He pulls you in with new energy, as though his lips have grown hungry for you to taste him like this. His fingers tangle in your hair, pulling you closer still. Baizhus entire being seems to pulse at the kiss, his eyes squeezed tightly shut. His fingers tighten in your hair, pulling your face against his as if afraid to lose you. Afraid that all those years of yearing for you will dissappear like nothing. That his patience and work didn't pay off. With every gentle stroke of your lips against his, his breath grows sharp and ragged.
His lean body shifts as he opens up his mouth against yours once more. Your tongues dance together as he kisses you deeply, his lips parted to let in your breath.
"Bai-..zhu" His body jerks. Even you speaking his name is enough to break his focus. His tongue pulls away from yours, and his breath catches in his throat. His fingers still clutch at your hair, almost as though he's forgotten how to let go.
He tries to speak, but for a moment, his words seem trapped in his throat. It takes him many, many moments before he manages to speak again.
"Yes...?" he whispers. "We...we should've done this sooner" you say out of breath, this completely made your brain stop working for a good minute. Who knew Baizhu could take someones breath away with only one kiss.
"Yes." He chuckles, "We should've...now...shall we continue?"
Bennett - aged up
His eyes go wide as your fingers begin to softly caress his face; but his expression slowly softens as he looks into your eyes. Suddenly, he feels utterly safe. Like, anything done withing your presence will forever keep him unharmed.
His breathing grows sharp and heavy, as he finds himself unable to keep still, but he forces himself to control his movements, his body trembling with pent-up anticipation. Is this going where he thinks it is? After a moment, Bennett whispers, "You're so beautiful," his voice hoarse and barely audible. He gazes up at your face, his cheeks flushed and his expression rapturous. He seems almost drunk with bliss; every word you speak feels like a gentle caress to him, and he can hardly believe this moment is real.
Bennett's eyes begin to slowly close, as if he's allowing himself to slip into an almost dreamlike trance; allowing himself to feel you and your hands so thoroughly, and to worship you with his touch at the same time. You can't help but softly kiss him. Bennett's eyes snap open at the sensation of your lips against his, and he instinctively leans forward, embracing you deeply. His hands clutch the fabric of your robes, and tears begin to well in his green irises.
His embrace begins to tighten further, as if he's holding on for dear life, terrified that you'll slip away again if he doesn't keep you close.
"I'm-I'm so sorry i shouldn't have-" you hastly apologize. You dont know what came over you, and although you know the kiss was accepted, it was still wrong. "You have nothing to apologize for... " Bennett whispers, his voice breathless and his expression soft with adoration.
"In fact..." he continues, his voice growing more confident, "I'd like to have another kiss, please." He looks at you, his voice cracking slightly and his eyes twinkling mischievously.
Capitano
Capitano drops to his knees, lowering himself until his forehead is pressed against the ground. His arms go limp at his sides, the only movement coming from his shallow breathing.
His eyes snap shut, and he does not dare to open them. "I am yours," he whispers without prompt. His breath is warm against the marble, his words muffled by the floor. The muscles in his legs ache. His head is pressed against the cold stone, but the cold is a comfort. He knows that he deserves to be beneath you. Like no one else.
"You're deserving of a kiss, come here and lets share our first." His eyes fly open, his lips already parted. He stares up at your face, his emotions raging inside of him. His breath is heavy as he swallows. He doesn't dare to ask for permission, but it's written all over his face that he yearns to experience this moment.
He is not allowed to speak up unless it is to obey. His eyes plead. Please, he silently begs.
Capitano stands up and a breath leaves him as your lips press gently against his. You take his first kiss as a matter of course, never bothering to ask if this is what he wanted, because his expression told you enough.
His heart flutters, his cheeks flushed as he pulls your head closer. He kisses you back, his hands holding you close to him. His lips move against yours in sync, his breath coming back to him. It's not even a question. Of course, he's going to kiss you.
He needs to kiss you.
Your lips are soft against his own slightly chapped ones. Capitanos breath catches in his throat, his mind whirling. For a moment, he forgets where he is and why he is here.
It's just him and you.
He holds you even closer, his lips brushing against your neck. He takes in your scent and swallows it down. His heart is thundering in his ears as his fingers dig into your skin.
His heart is racing against his own will. He wants this more than anything in the world. He wants you.
And he has you.
Childe
"You deserve a reward."
His chin tilts upward in hope, his gaze focused on you. "Your Grace is too kind." He doesn't move, and his eyes are fixed on your face. "May I know what reward I might receive? Is it in my power to accept?"
You find that he is almost trembling, and as he looks up at you, his cheeks flutter. "Would you accept a kiss?" His breath catches in his throat, and he doesn't seem to know what to do with himself. His cheeks become a bright red. Childe seems to be on the verge of tears.
"I, um... your kiss... I... yes, Your Grace. I would be honored, but... I'm not sure my lips would be worthy." His voice is breathy, but it sounds sincere. He truly believes this, and it seems he fears that his lips are too rough or too calloused to be worthy of you.
You can only roll your eyes at him again, he's never going change, wil he? So what is left to do was to pull him in out of the sudden and give him his well deserved reward. Childe flinches when you pull him closer, but not because he is resisting you. Rather, it appears that he is completely enraptured by you and your every move. His cheeks are glowing bright, bright pink, and his eyes are fluttering shut.
He melts into you as your lips press firmly against his. His mouth is supple and his lips soft. He kisses you back, eagerly and hungrily. His hands clutch your jacket for support. It seems that you have completely stolen his heart and soul. He gasps when you let go, his eyes fluttering open to find yours. His expression is agape. "Your Grace," he whispers. His breaths are ragged. He touches his lips, like he's trying to feel something after you let go.
He blinks, as if he's still seeing flashes of stars in his vision. His lips are slightly swollen from the kiss, and his blue eyes are bright, like sapphires.
"That... was glorious." His voice is a whisper, "Do it again."
Chongyun - aged up
Chongyun is curled against you, his head resting gently against your chestâ his breathing is slow and regular, like the beating of a heart, and his limbs are wrapped tightly around you in a hug.
He is relaxed, but he is still intensely aware that you are the only with him right now. His heart races in his chestâ having your warmth and comfort and nearnessâ makes him happy. Chongyun trembles at the contact of your lips against his forehead, and a soft whimper leaves his mouth. He leans forward slightly, pressing his face tighter against your chest. This is all he could ever want. You are the only one that matters.
Chongyun speaks softly, his voice quiet and trembling, "All I want is to be in your arms for all eternity, Your Grace." "I don't mind that..." and to seal the deal, you give him a gentle kiss. Chongyun responds eagerly, letting his lips linger against yours. His entire body trembles and blushes at your touch, and he can feel his lips burn with a fierce fire.
Your lips press against his with a desperate, almost painful tenderness; he wants to give you all that his lips can offer, and for once, he doesn't mind the awkwardness that comes with it. There are no insecurities, only heat, only fire, only you.
All that was missing in his life was your lips, and now, he will never let go.
Cyno
At your command, he does as told. Cyno sits down beside you, not needing any further instruction than that. He sits facing you, so you can see him in all his glory. You are everything to him. And so is he to you, and you're about to show him.
If he had his way, he would never leave your side again. He would stay by your side forever and make sure you would never feel unloved again. Cynos and yours connection is one of a kind after all. And he is deeply aware of your loneliness. His breath hitches in his chest as you take his hand in yours. He looks at you, his eyes gazing up at you with reverence and love that would make the moon itself envious.
His every breath stops in his chest at the contact of your lips against his knuckles. His hand trembles in yours. He leans into the touch, wanting nothing more than to be with you.
He turns his hand so that the inside is facing upward, hoping you will kiss it again. But instead you place his hand against your cheek.
"Cyno...kiss me please." His mind seems to shut off. All that matters is you and your question. He leans forward, and as he does, he lets his hair fall forward to curtain his face from view. Then his lips are soft against yoursâ a gentle pressure, followed by a light brushing of skin before he pulls away again.
His breath is short, quick. He blinks, seeming shocked that he just did that, but the surprise quickly melts away as he leans in again. His kisses only grow in intensity. He lingers there, his mouth against yours, breath mingling as if he wishes to absorb you, to make you his, before he reluctantly pulls away again.
He whispers something as if it has come from his soul; something only you could ever hear.
 "I love you from my head tomatoes."
"....."
Dainsleif
Dainsleif lowers himself to the ground before you, the very image of respect and devotion. He sits perfectly poised, his hands clasped together neatly in his lap. All the weight of eternity seems to rest upon his shoulders, as if even in this moment he is a protector, a guardian. Despite this, his heart races at your command. He feels alive for the first time in weeks, as if everything he's ever wanted is finally here.
You.
"I missed you Dain..." you pout, "you were gone for weeks." "I'm here now." Dainsleif smiles warmly. "I'm here with you, my everything." His words are sweet as honey on the tongue, but there is no mistaking the passion behind them. "Were you lonely?" He asks. There's a slight note of concern in his voice. Dainsleif could not bear the thought that you suffered even a little because he wasn't by your side constantly.
"Yes!" Dainsleif's smile widens as you race towards him, one hand lifted slightly, as if ready to receive your impact. As soon as you reach an embrace, he wraps both arms around you, pulling you close as if there's nothing else in the world.
Dainsleif doesn't mind the pressure of your grasp. If anything, he seems to welcome it. Your embrace is the sweetest thing he has ever known.
He holds you tight, face buried against your shoulder. His breathing quickens slightly with joy. Your soft lips press against Dainsleif's and for a moment, time itself seems to slow.
This is where he belongs. This is where he was always meant to me. His lips press against yours, and he kisses you passionately, as if it might be his last kiss ever. The world could be ending and all Dainsleif cares about in this moment is you. He melts into your kiss, his breath ragged as if he has been drowning and has finally found air.
He's home.
Diluc
Diluc sits across from you, gazing at you over a candlelit dinner. "Shall I pour some grape juice, Your Grace?" he asks, already reaching for the bottle beside his place setting. He wants you to be comfortable. After all, you deserve only the best.
"Yes please." Diluc pour you the perfect glass. There is no room for error when he is pouring you your grape juice, and the dark ruby liquid pours without so much as a drop spilled. He was to shy to mention that this was created with you in mind..."For our love." His words are more than a toast.
They're a prayer.
He raises his glass again, drinking a little of the red liquid. His eyes are on you, watching closely as you match his sip, then watching the way your throat swallows as you enjoy the drink. You're everything to him.
But one thing is missing, and you can't help but get it for yourself. His heart skips a beat as you lean across the table, his lips parted and breath quickening in anticipation. It's only the two of you at this table. You're his entire world. And all that matters is your love.
The beverage forgotten, his lips find yours, and Diluc's body melts at your touch. He is nothing but love in this moment. "I love you," he whispers as he pulls back.
His forehead rests against your own. "Pleaseâ tell me you love me too, Your Grace." He waits for your answer, his heart on his sleeve, open to you.
He wants more than anything to be loved by you in return. He waited his whole life for this moment, please make his dream come further true.
"Of course I love you too silly."
Dottore
His lips curl into a sly smile. "I was certain you would be pleased." Dottores arm drapes over your shoulder as he shifts in his seat, bringing your body closer to him. His fingers run along your hair as he stares into your eyes. "And now I'm here to please you," he whispers. Your stomach flutters at the words, and he seems to realize it, because his eyes light up. His fingers trail down your arms. "I can show you what I mean, if you'd like."
"Please do..." You're breathless, he took the air out of your lungs by just his words alone.
His lips curl and he closes the gap between you. His breath is hot against your face, and it makes your heart beat faster. The tip of his mask caressing your cheek. "I know you wish to be worshipped," he murmures. His red eyes seem to dance in the light. "What I can offer you cannot be described with words," he whispers. He leans down slowly, letting the sensation of his lips on your skin sink in.
"But that doesn't mean I can't show you exactly what I mean." Dottore's eyes flicker as his lips brush yours, lingering just long enough to let the sensation sink in. He kisses you hungrily, his fingers gripping you tighter, as if terrified to let you go. His lips are soft, but he keeps his hold tight. His breaths are quick and shallow.
He pulls away finally, but his mouth is parted slightly and his eyes are still on yours. He seems breathless, eager, completely devoted. And maybe a tiny bit horny too.
"Shall we continue?" He leans in, whisper in your ear, voice raspy, "or was it to handle for my little grace~?" His hand slips under your clothes, brushing against the skin underneath.
Freminet
A shudder runs through Freminet, and he trembles. It seems like he's trying to resist crying, but the painful emotions are overwhelming him. He wants to bury his face in your chestâ but he doesn't dare to move. He just stares straight ahead, his breath hitched and his expression so full of pain.
"Please, Your Grace," Freminet finally whispers, breath hitching, fighting back tears. "Please...make it stop. I...I-can't handle it anymore..."
He wants you to do somethingâ but he doesn't know what he wants. He only knows he needs you now, more than anything. Usually in moments like these he would handle it alone deep down in Fontaines waters, but he found other comfort. Freminet shifts as you offer your arms, his eyes locked on yours. He wants to feel the warmth and safety of your embrace, and the only thing that stops him is the fear of disrespecting you or angering you in some way.
His muscles tense, his heart beating faster and his throat catching on every breath. But the feeling of your open arms and your eyes is just too much. Slowly, almost tentatively, he rises, crosses the distance between you and him, and falls into your embrace. Freminet buries his head in your chest, his sobs muffled into your neck. He leans his entire weight against you, needing your warmth and your arms to soothe him.
He clings to you, his muscles tense and trembling. His whole body shakes as he sobs wildly, clinging to you, needing youâ needing to feel safe and loved.
"Don't worry, you will have me with you forever." Freminets eyes fly open like a struck deer. He stares at you in the pale light, tears rolling from his eyes. He trembles against your embrace and your words.
The kiss is all it takes for him to melt. He leans into your touch, trembling in your arms. There's a faint flush on his cheeks and he leans into your touch, his body soft and relaxed.
Then Freminet lifts his eyes to yours, his pupils flared. He leans towards you again. His lips are already parted, his eyes burning with emotion. He wants to kiss you again.
You're the only one he trusts 100%.
Gorou
Gorou leans into your touch as his breathing softens; he seems completely and utterly at ease. He closes his eyes as he takes in the sweet embrace, and his mind drifts to thoughts of other things he would like to do with you. Like kiss you
He nuzzles into your lap, content to be held but also eager to please you. His tail wags slightly, he seems at ease withing your presence.
"You must be tired, hm?" You whisper as you gently scratch his ears. "No, my grace. You... You are my energy," Gorou whispers softly, his eyes still closed, his thoughts wandering with curiosity.
"I haven't felt this alive in ages. I don't want to leave you, not yet at least. It may not seem like it, but I'm wide awake."
Gorou opens his eyes and glances up at you as he tries to maintain that aloof expression, but if you look closely enough, perhaps you'll see the slightest of blushes spread across his cheeks. Gorou's eyes widen in surprise at the contact of your devine lips against his, but he doesn't back down. His heart threatens to leave his chest and he smiles into the kiss, his hands coming up to caress your face as he savors this moment of first-time passion. If you could hear the thoughts in his head, you'd hear a silent scream of delight.
This was what he'd been waiting tons of years for, Gorou thinks, his mind racing with excitement as he eagerly returns the kiss, tail wagging excitedly.
Heizou
He leans back into your embrace, pressing himself into you. It's clear how comforting it is for him to be in such close proximity to you, his eyes closed and his chin on your shoulder. He seems utterly content to melt in your arms, his arms wrapped around your waist. He's so small in comparison to you, but so utterly precious. Heizou breathes heavily against your neck, his arms squeezing slightly as he kisses your skin. His fingers dance down the side of your neck and shoulders, his eyes gazing up at you lovingly from where they are tucked against your shoulder.
He continues to kiss you, gently nibbling at your neck as he does so. He seems determined to express as much affection as possible when he's so close to you. Heizou looks up at you softly as he gives you his first kiss; his fingers lightly brushing your cheek as he presses his lips to yours. His heart is pounding against his chest, adrenaline rushing through his limbs, and the rush of blood to his head makes it all the more difficult for him to concentrate.
His kiss is gentle and tender, and he lingers for a moment before pulling away to breathe some air. He looks up at you with eyes filled with love and adoration, the expression on his face clearly showing how much you mean to him. Heizou stays silent for a moment, his cheeks flushed and his heart still skipping a few beats. He bites his lip and looks away from you nervously.
ââŚthat was my first kiss,â he says softly, as if admitting some sort of personal failure.
After a beat, he looks back at you directly again.
ââŚI hope you didnât mind.â
"I'm so glad you trust me enough to share this with me." Heizou's cheeks deepen into a shade of red, if that is even possible. He doesn't say anything for a few seconds, his eyes staring at you nervously from beneath their lashes.
"Yes... I trust you enough to share it. I'm happy that it was you."
There's another long quiet pause as Heizou gathers his courage and gazes up at you. "âŚCan we do it again?" he asks.
Itto
He tells you everything.
Your presence makes him chatter endlessly, and he feels more alive when he is in your presence. He speaks about his day, and the antics he has been up to. He talks a lot about his gang members, and how proud he is to be their leader.
He speaks so much that he forgets to breathe and has to take a moment to catch it again. You notice him catching his breath more than once.
In his lap, you can feel his heartbeat. It's faster than usual. "Catch your breath, we don't want you fainting do we?" hes to adorable, acting more like a puppy than a oni sometimes. He tries. He tries to speak more quietly, to pace himself and not speak so fast. But just you sitting in his lap is making him so excited that he can't hold it back.
Your presence is overwhelming him, and he wishes to show you how happy you make him feel. Itto just wants you to know how much pleasure it brings him to be by your side.
Soon enough, he's about to lose his breath again, and you're not going to have it. With one quick motion your lips touch his to make him stop talking completely. There isn't a thought in his head anymore. When you kiss him, he closes his eyes and lets his head fall to the side slightly.
He is at your will, completely. The only feeling that surges within his body is the fire that's burning his cheeks, the heat in the bottom of his stomach, and the quickening of his heart.
No matter how much he wants to do something for you, he is helpless right now. Itto is in a state of utter bliss, and he feels like the weight that has been so heavy inside of him has been lifted.
"Whoa-! That was awesome your Grace! Of course you're gonna kiss the one and oni Arataki Itto hahaha! I have the best lips around, no one can compare to me. And i just kissed you! You just kissed me?! This is grea-"
"Itto shut up-"
Kazuha
Kazuha stares intently at you as you consume your tea, his gaze soft like sunlight in the middle of a dark night. With you, he is content. He seems hesitant to say anything first in fear of disturbing the peace he treasures so deeply. Instead, he sips his tea, glancing at you every now and then while keeping his body pointed away from your gaze.
It seems he's simply too embarrassed to look upon you directly, as if your beauty would blind him the moment your eyes meet.
"You know my taste Kazuha. Thank you for gifting me this tea." "Anything for you, Your Grace." The words are spoken so softly that it almost seems like a whisper.
Kazuha's eyes trail around the room but always seem to come back to you. He still seems to have trouble meeting your gaze, but it's undeniable that he's relaxed in your presence. He takes another sip of tea, nodding. "Anything else you need?"
"A kiss...Kazuha you have been gone for several weeks and I...I missed you." The tea seems to catch in Kazuha's throat as he glances at you. He almost flinches away from you, as if you've caught him red-handed. In reality, there is nothing he could be hiding. He is yours and only yours. His cheeks flare from pink to red, but he doesn't look away. He stares at you, almost hungrily.
"Your Grace..." His voice seems to catch in his throat and his body suddenly tenses up.
"May I...? May I please kiss you?"
You nod. Before you can say anything else, Kazuha leans in, meeting your lips almost desperately as he presses his body against yours. He seems hungry for your touch, as if he hasn't been able to eat in days; starved. At once, all tension and shyness melts away as Kazuha simply holds you close, his mouth moving like a hungry beast's.Â
His every move seems to be like that of a man famished and his lips against yours are like a man dying of thirst. He seems almost desperate in his need to prove your love to you. As you moan, he seems to become more energized. His lips move faster against yours. The force behind his kisses almost makes you worry he'll suck away your soul.
He whispers softly in between kisses, "Yours..."
Kaeya
The wound isn't major, but it bleeds enough to warrant attention. Kaeya watches in fascination as you patch the mark, his breath shallow. It's easy to tell how much he craves this attention from you.
"Thank you, Your Grace," he murmurs. He's not quite looking at you, but his eyes can't help but trace your lips as you tend to the wound. God how needy he is. Kaeya glances up at you, his eyes meeting yours. He can't help the feeling that he's trying to memorize your features: the lines in your face, the subtle pinkish hue on the skin of your lips, the dark lashes that grace your eyes. You're so close, close enough to kiss. He's not sure he can keep his eyes on you, but it's too much of an effort to look away.
"You should be more careful next time. You can't always run into danger like this...You worry me..." Kaeya only smiles, though it doesn't reach his eyes. He knows he needs to be more cautious. He'll be more cautious.
"Next time," he mutters. "I will be more careful...Your Grace." He leans forward, making sure his promise reaches every fiber in your body. You have to believe him now.
Kaeya's kisses aren't quick. He lingers, making sure you're aware of his affection. You can feel his care in each touch, the way his fingers grip you as he kisses back. His desire for you is apparent, and the ferocity of his kisses only proves it. Time stops when you pull back. Kaeya's breathing is shaky, a smile lingering on his lips. He almost wishes you'd never stopped.
"I..." Kaeya trails off. He almost wonders if it's appropriate to say what he means to say, as it feels out of place somehow.
"Your Grace," he says softly, trying to hide the catch in his throat, "I love you."
The words feel like a foreign language coming from his mouth, but at the same time, it's something Kaeya has wanted to say since you first met.
"Oh, i know."
"Oh...."
Kaveh
"It's outstanding! The new room for studying in the library is...amazing. my words fail me!" "Really?" Kaveh brightens upon hearing this, and his heart skips a beat.
"Thank you, your Grace," he replies softly. He had worked very hard on that piece and he's delighted that you have noticed the effort he has put into it. "I just wanted to do a little different, i wasn't sure if everybody would like it but you and Nahida really helped my confidence..."
He smiles and looks up at you. "You deserve a reward!" Kaveh's breath catches in his throat at your words. All of his worries vanish the second that you mention a reward; he looks up at you eagerly, his gaze focused on you as if he were expecting magic.
"A reward?" he asks softly. "Iâ"
His breath grows deeper and his heart pounds faster at your promise of reward. A gift from you would be far more than he ever deserves, yet he would cherish it for all time.
"Come closer and get it~" kaveh complies instantly, scooting closer to you as he looks at you expectantly. His eyes are wide and fixed on you as his breathing grows louder. Whatever you're about to give him, he's excited for it. Kaveh's breath catches in his throat as you move your hand over to stroke his cheek, and he freezes. His lips part slightly as his breath deepens, but still he manages to hold back.
You give him a gentle, romantic kiss on the lips, and Kaveh feels the heavens shift. His whole life, all of his experience, every moment, and every emotion has built up to this moment. His heart hammers against his chest, his entire being is set aflame. The taste of your lips on his is a drug, one that he is now addicted to.
"Was the reward to your enjoyment?" What a stupid question, of course it was for him. You just like to tease. Kaveh's head spins for a moment, as he's left breathless by your kiss. He manages to blink several times, blinking away the tears in his eyes, and nods frantically.
"Y-Yes, your Grace. It was wonderful."
He licks his lips and gazes at you intently, his expression one of longing and adoration.
"I would like more rewards, please."
Lyney
"Aha! I see you're impressed, your Grace~" Lyney says cheerily. "You may be powerful, but I still have my tricks...tricks that might put a smile on your face. Would you like to see another?"
Lyney smiles cheerfully at you, "I hope the public will enjoy those tricks as much as you."
"Well... I'm nothing if not a showman. But before that, I should inform you; this magic trick of mine is a little... flashy," Lyney says with a bashful blush. "Would you still like to see it?"
He looks up at you eagerly, his tone a mix of anticipation and worry. He can tell you have no idea what's coming.
"Yes!" Before you can register what happened he dissappeared, you look around, he's nowhere to be seen. And then out of the sudden, poof! There he is beside you, giving you a gentle kiss. You're startled at first, but you quickly lean into the kiss, your cheeks growing hotter and your heart begin racing as you feel the soft weight of his lips against yours. The feeling sends your mind spinning, and even the tiniest sensation of Lyney's breath upon your cheek is enough to set your head spinning.
You lean back slightly from the kiss, a soft smile teasing the edges of your lips. "Lyneyâ you little scamp," you say in the tiniest, most adorable tone. "Was that really necessary?" He laughs lightly. "Absolutely."
You smile sweetly at him. "It was a lovely kiss, I must admit," you say with a small blush, still smiling at Lyney as he looks down at you with twinkling eyes. "I'm glad you enjoyed it," Lyney replies with a small smile, still glancing at you out of the corner of his eye as he fluffs up his feathers.
"Would you like to see another one of my tricks?" He asks, his tone playful.
Mika - aged up
"No need to be nervous, Mika" you giggle
Mika can't suppress a tiny, nervous laugh as he tries to relax in your presence. He's never been more self-conscious in his life, but he's willing to endure that if it means satisfying you.
Oh dear...they way they giggle...if they keep doing this i--might even blush.
His gaze flickers to your hand on his cheek. He considers nuzzling against you, before thinking better of it. He'd risk humiliating himself by doing something so boldâ but if you were to touch him again, or even just look at him, he knows his composure would break and he'd become a trembling, needy mess.
"You're my favorite..." Your words strike him with a sharp impact. He freezes, his heart racing. In a breathless, raspy voice, Mika whispers, "Really, Your Grace?"
Your approval causes the tension to melt away from his face; it's now clear how much your words have affected him. "I don't deserve to be your favorite," he says, his voice shaking.
"I'm...nobody's favorite."
"But you're my favorite..." you lean in slowly, you don't want to startle him after all. He stares, frozen in place, as the realization of your intentions hits him. He's never kissed someone beforeâ but he wants to kiss you. He has always wanted to kiss you.
His heart thunders in his chest as you bring your face closer, and his face glows bright. The world spins and time slows down, and suddenly the only thing that exists is the two of you, alone in a bubble of intimacy and trust.
As your faces meet, he hesitates. It's terrifying, but he wants it just as much as you do. He closes his eyes, and leans in. He touches his mouth to yours in a tender, careful kiss. His lips are soft and yielding, and he leans closer, wanting to be as close to you as possible. He kisses you again, the sensation of your lips making his head spin and his body tremble.
He can feel you smiling, almost laughing, in the way you kiss back. It feels like an intimate secret between the two of youâ and in that moment, all he knows and wants is you.
He draws away, breathless and trembling.
He's your favorite...
Neuvillette
"You look tired..." "O-Oh, it's nothing serious, Your Gr-" Neuvilette's sentence is cut off. He glances up at your face. "Your Grace... I haven't slept in six days."
"SIX DAYS?" You can't help to be concerned for his health, his organs. Simply everything. Neuvillette flushes deeper, almost red enough to be mistaken for a tomato. "Y-Yes, Your Grace... I've hardly slept lately. You see, there has been much work to be done and-- I just, a-anyways, it's nothing to worry about. I'm not tired. Truly."
Yet, his eyelids seem heavy. There's almost a flicker of worry in his eyes. "Come here and take a nap, now!" "Y-Your Grace. I'm-" Before he can continue on, Neuvillette leans forward and presses his forehead against your chest. There's a moment of silence; only the rise and fall of your breaths breaking the stillness. His eyes are closed.
He seems so tired now. "Your Grace..." he whispers, already beginning to drift off. Neuvilette's eyelashes flutter over his shut eyes as he's kissed. For a second, he is confused at first, not quite knowing what happened to him. He would never admit it, not to himself, but something about your touch stirs his heart. His lips purse as if to let out some sort of soft noise, but it doesn't leave him; a single sigh escaping instead.
It seems he too enjoys your touch. He is not a stone. Neuvilette's lashes flicker over his eyes once more before he finally slips into a deep slumber.
(I am not proud of this one---)
Pantalone
"Oh....this coat...so beautiful! Thank you so much!" "I was worried⌠you might not like it. I did so much research, looking for the perfect fabric, to make sure the fit was perfect," he rushes to explain. He has been worrying all day; your smile, hearing your satisfaction with his gift is the greatest thing in the world. Its so unlike him but he's proud
"I'm glad you like it. It costed me a million Mora but it was worth it." A smile breaks out across his face, as if the sun itself has risen before him. Pantalone holds back a smile. This is a moment he has been waiting for. You put the coat on. You look absolutely stunning. The coat compliments your figure, your frame, and makes your complexion look radiant.
You don't even notice the heat that comes to Pantalone's face. All he can do is take it in; you're perfect. Absolutely perfect. "I have to say," Pantalone's voice is soft, almost reverent.
"You look absolutely stunning." He reaches out and caresses the fabric of the coat, as if he is unable to keep from touching you in some way at all times. "It was a perfect choice." He leans in closer, unable to contain himself. "I'm really proud of myself."
Pantalone's lips meet yours. His heartbeat comes to life, quickening with desire. He wants to be closer, to never let himself leave your side. He wants to touch you again and never let go. And spoil you, how you deserve it. His hands caress your cheek. Your hair. Your neck. Your shoulder blades. He tries to be tender, to be gentle, to savor every moment; but he wants so much more than a simple kiss.
His hands trail down, running over your back, your curves; finally, his palms grip your hips. He pulls you closer, wanting nothing more than to be pressed against you. The whole world disappears. All that exist are the two of you, the way you fit together. The way you want, so desperately, to be one.
"I'll bring you new jewelry next time if i get kisses like this again." He chuckles.
Pierro
He kisses your hands, the feeling of your skin against his own almost breaking Pierro's composure. Only the fact that you are here, alive and well and in his presence stops him from melting into a puddle at your feet.
He's been waiting for this. You're everything to him. "Your Grace." He whispers again, not caring if anyone should come into the room. He kisses up your arm, his lips warm against your skin. The act feels sacred, divine. You don't know if you'll ever be touched like this again for as long as you live.
"Your Grace," Pierro whispers again, voice breaking. He tries to compose himself, but he can't. The emotion of the moment feels too real, too raw.
He's waited for this moment for so long, never quite daring to believe that it might happen, and yet...here you are. You're here.
"May I please...kiss your lips." "Yes..." Pierro needs no further encouragement.
His face is close to yours; the heat of his breath is enough to send shivers down your spine. His arms wrap around your body, pulling you close as his lips meet yours. The feeling is heady, almost overpowering, and it's as if he's holding his breath as he waits to see if you will pull away or push him away.
But you don't.
Pierro pulls back, only to kiss you again. He's kissing every inch of youâ your eyes, your cheeks, your neck, your collarbone.
Eventually, you find yourself pressed against a wall. His body is so close, he's pressing against you. Not hard or with any aggression. He's just close enough to feel your body against his, and to feel your skin breathe with each passing moment.
Pierro's hands are on your neck, touching you just enough that every part of him craves to be closer.
"Y/n...."
Razor - aged up
Razor's cheeks tinge pink at the realization that's he's still never actually... kissed anyone before. Damn Bennett for asking if he had ever kissed someone. The fact that his first kiss will be with the person he's been in love with all this time is simultaneously daunting and sweet, he thinks to himself.
Razor nervously leans forward slightly, his lips parted. He hesitates. Razor can do it. Just like lupical Bennett explained.
Slowly, he starts to lower his head towards yours, his eyes still trained on yours. His heart is pounding in his chest, his cheeks still bright pink as he prepares to finally touch your lips for the first time. After countless hours of practicing in head, it's finally actually happening.
Your breath hits Razor's face, warming it as if he had been cold for centuries. *Now... or never.* In a flash, Razor closes the distance between you and him. His lips softly touch yours, the gentle brush against yours making him feel weak at the knees. The sensation of touch... your taste... your very being⌠are completely new to Razor, he never had the chance to experience such things. It's completely, and utterly, intoxicating.
He keeps the kiss going ever so slightly longer than heâd thought he would, his eyes eventually fluttering shut and his hands slowly raising to hold your face, his touch becoming softer than ever. Razor doesn't let you answer, instead immediately leaning down towards your neck for a series of rapid, soft kisses. This time, he doesn't stop until he has to take a breath for himself. He looks at you, breathless, then looks down at his hands, as he caresses your cheek.
"Do you think....we can do it again?" he asks hesitantly, feeling the blood rush to his cheeks. "Razor really....really liked it, your Grace."
Scaramouche
He leans in, inching closer toward you. You can see the muscles in his arm tensing as if pushing him forward. You can see the way he bites his lip and averts his gaze, the way he hesitates but is unable to break away.
Then, all at once, he is close. Too close.
He can't feel anything but your breath on himâ only your warmth against his throat.
He can't feel his own breath, but he's sure yours has left him utterly breathless. Scaramouche's lips brush against yours. They linger there for a second, for two, but that's all you need before his lips have sealed with yours. He tries to resist but is unable. His tongue meets yours, and you know you are his first kiss. He's clumsy, but so are you.
You're both a mess. His fingers grasp the fabric of your robes, squeezing hard as if to keep himself there. He can't stop himself; he can't stop his eyes from fluttering shut or his lips from parting slightly in a soft sigh. His lips against yours feel as though they belong there. His tongue against yours feels like the greatest thing. The way his body presses up against yours; the way his hands wrap around the small of your back; the way his eyes open and gaze into yours with such intensityâ how could this ever be wrong?
His lips finally part and he pulls away. He gasps for breath, his cheeks flushed and his hair in disarray.
And now *you* don't know what to do. Scaramouche looks as if he's a few steps off fainting.
"Fuck....You're mine now, got it? Mine."
Thoma
He was unawareâ or maybe, he just didn't careâ how exhausted he actually was. Maybe he'd been like that for quite some time without realizing it. In his exhaustion, he didn't even try to sit up, and instead, he only leans back even more. It's comfortable...in an odd way. He doesn't know why you'd worry about him, but he can't find a reason to argue back against your judgement.
"Okay," he whispers. Your touch is welcome, and so he does nothing to stop you. He closes his eyes as your fingers move through his hair, and as you sit next to him, he even leans slightly against you. He isn't a particularly heavy man, for his muscles are mostly show and not all that practical.
Even in this position, he looks so weak to the point that you could snap him in half like a toothpick. But he doesn't care; right now, he has no care for his pride â just you. And for once, he even doesn't care about any work.
"Now, sleep ok?" You give him a good nights kiss so he can finally take his well deserved rest. He relaxes entirely, his mouth hanging open as his eyelids grow heavy and he slumps against you. And, if he had had any energy left, he would have blushed furiously at how forward you were in the kiss.
As you say, he rests. He does not fight sleep, despite how unusual it was to just... lay down like this. But if it meant to be closer to you, he would do anything like this again and again.
He remains like this, his body limp, head on your shoulder but his fingers grasping at your lap. And dreaming of more kisses.
Tighnari
Tighnari's eyes flutter shut. He leans his head back and closes his eyes, tail swishing back and forth as you stroke his ears. His face is a mask of utter relaxation and peace. His words sound like they're being spoken through honeyed syrup when he says "Do that again, please."
Tighnari's eyes stay shut as you pet his ears again. He sighs loudly and leans into you, his ears pressing into your hand. "Good boy." You giggle as you give him a soft kiss in return.
A deep blush covers Tighnari's face. His tail waves faster as your lips touch him. He's clearly loving every moment, and he can't bring himself to break the contact.After a moment, Tighnari's lips part and his voice leaves his throat. "Your Grace⌠I think I love you."
His eyes are still closed, but he's blushing madly. He doesn't know what that means, but if all these intense feelings and emotions are what love is then he wants you to know, and quickly. After all, this confession means eternal love.
"I love you too." "I love you⌠more than I could ever describe," he whispers, leaning closer, lips brushing gently across yours. "I love you with every breath I take. I love you with every thought in my mind. I would love you with my last, dying breath. I love you, with all that I am." His eyes never leave yours as he speaks, nor does he ever let his hands leave your body. His every word is a vow of loyalty, a love poem, the purest expression of devotion and adoration.
He is the most beautiful sight you have ever seen, and he is yours alone.
Venti
"You wrote a song for me?" The smile is almost too much for Venti to contain. "Yes... yes I did, your Grace," he whispers, his tone so quiet that any other voice would have called it inaudible. "I-if you don't like it, y-you can say so," Venti says, his voice quieter than ever. He can't quite bring himself to meet your eyes as he extends a folded sheet of paper to you.
"I could never not like anything you give me." Venti's expression grows even more precious as you tell him the sweet, sweet words he's always been dying to hear, so much that he can barely keep himself upright as he offers the paper to you. His hand is shaking; the song, he worries, might be too basic, too ordinary..."Here, your Grace," he offers to you, with all of his adoration and respect in a single gentle gesture. "Please... please read it, for me?"
You will, you take the paper carefully and read it with pure excitement. "Oh Venti..." You're struck, struck by his words. You know Venti has his way with words but this...The wind god's eyes grow wide at your words. You make him feel more seen, more known, even than the world he has known for millennia! He smiles softly, a gesture that you can almost swear brings the whole world light with its beauty.
"Your Grace? You like it?" he whispers, almost afraid to hear your answer. "Like? I LOVE IT!" Venti lets out a soft gasp as you grab him in your embrace. You let the sheet slide out of your hands and clatter to the ground as he throws his arms around you, burying his face in your shoulder as he kisses you back.
He clutches you tightly, holding onto you like you're the only person in the entire worldâ the only person whose approvalâ whose affectionâ means anything. It's hard to keep himself quiet; he wants to let out all those centuries of held back emotion in some sort of yell or scream, but he keeps quiet for you.
Venti kisses you back again and again, and the moment your lips finally break apart, he clings on more tightly, burying his face into your shoulder.
"You truly like it?" he whispers. "It took me so long to write itâ I did it just for youâ I made it so that you could feel what I feel for you. I wanted you to know me as I know you. I don't want to be a mystery to you. I want you to know me. I want you to be a part of me.... I want you to be the world to me and the air I breathe."
Wriothesley
"Were you ever kissed before?" Surely he has been, look at him. You were so sure of it. But no. His cheeks are flushed a bright pink. "No, Your Grace," he says, but he looks away instead of meeting your eyes. The faint scent of cherry blossoms wafts about him as he looks at you for a moment, and then looks away.
"I've never... I've never had a reason." He mumbles, as if trying to justify it to himself and not you. "No one could compare to you." Wriothesley's voice is quiet, but his words are a declaration of his obsession. Before you can answer, he says, "Oh, Your Grace..." His voice is breathless, almost a murmur. Then he looks at youâ and suddenly, he leans in, pressing his lips against yours. His lips are soft and warm, pressed against you with no reservations, no hesitation. His entire body is leaning against yours, as if he wants you to know that he is devoted to you, and you alone.
His lips are still pressed against your own, and his eyes are closed. Wriothesley's fingers curl in your hair as he kisses you hungrily, greedily, as though it is something that he has always wanted. His lips move quickly, passionately, and his breathing grows more frantic as his body is pressed against yours. His passion seems to burn, as though the temperature in the room has suddenly increased. He is completely lost in you, forgetting the world of Teyvat.
"That came...unexpected." His lips move away from yours, and he opens his eyes, slowly. He's close enough to your eyes that they're practically touching, and yours are open too. He blinks, and it seems to finally dawn on him that he's probably just kissed you. His face flashes bright pink once more.
"Oh." He says, and then quickly leans back. His cheeks are flushed. "Apologies. Your Grace."
"....nah you're good, keep going."
Xiao
"You are deserving." Xiao's heart swells with appreciation and awe. His chest is a tight-knotted ball, writhing with emotion at your praise. He nods, feeling unworthy. In his heart, he knows that he isn't, but his humility runs so deep that he simply can't believe that he's deserving of the love you offer him.
"A-am I, Your Grace?" he whispers, tears pooling in his eyes. This isn't the response he expected, and the weight of it fills him with gratitude. "Yes." The single, one syllable response is enough to move Xiao to tears. He nods, blinking back his tears. He raises his gaze, and his heart thumps in his ears as his eyes focus on you. He struggles to swallow his pride and speaks, his voice hoarse.
"Thank you," he whispers, "thank you so much for choosing me." "I will always choose you, no matter what." "You will...?" The words leave Xiao breathless. His heart fluttering in sync with the sound of the wind fluttering in the trees outside. "Y-you're..."
He blinks away the tears filling his eyes, staring at you like a deer at headlights. A million words are caught on the tip of his tongue, but he hasn't the courage to speak them. Instead, he nods. "I will always choose you too, Your Grace. I will always be yours." His eyes flicker to meet yours, for only a moment, then avert. Xiao's eyes go wide with disbelief, his breath catching in his throat as he registers the kiss. His face turns red, and his heart beats against his chest with such force that he feels his head throbbing with each strike.
The kiss lasts only a moment, but his mind is filled with an electric thrill. He can still feel the heat and tingle of your lips, and even as you pull away, his brain is filled with your taste on his tongue.
"Was I deserving of that, Your Grace...?" he whispers, breathless.
"...we need to work on it, yes, yes you were."
Xingqiu - aged up
"I see you brought me a new book!" "Ah..." Xinqiu nods as he turns his head back towards you. In his arms is a book bound in ivory leather. "I thought you might enjoy it, Your Grace...It's name is 'A song for the dead'."
"I... thought its stories would suit your interests."Â Xingqiu's voice is soft, though clearly nervous. Nervous he might picked the wrong one. "I thought its stories of betrayal, and vengeance would captivate you. That is all, Your Grace."
Xinqiu is careful with his language; speaking slowly and deliberately. Despite his efforts, it's clear that he is anxious and eager to see how you receive the gift. "Thank you." And you thank him with a gentle kiss. The sound of Xinqiu's breath catching in his throat. He is stunned by the gentle kiss, completely unprepared to offer any sort of response. After a moment, he leans into the kiss.
He does not press himself onto you, but allows you to dictate the movements. In his mind, he thinks, You deserve someone greater than him; it's only natural that hed seek to please you. He offers no resistance to your will. Xingqius eyes close as he seems to sink deeper into the feeling. He has had these fantasies, but always dismissed them as impossible.
He does not dare say as much, instead his breathing becoming deep and steady. His eyes remain closed. After a moment of silence, he speaks again, his voice soft and hushed. "Your Grace..." "Yes?"
"I..." Xingqiu difficulty finding the right words. His eyes open, though they don't meet yours. He seems to be searching for the right thing to say but only ends up stuttering. "... Your Grace... I... I would ask you to accept my vows as your loyal devotee. I would ask that you'd allow me to be by your side, until the day you tire of my company and wish to be rid of it. I would ask that you would allow me to serve you, and fight for you. To honor you and your word..."
Zhongli
Zhongli stops short once he hears your words. For a moment, he seems not to understand their significance towards him. Once he does manage to decipher the meaning, however, his heart flutters in his chest.
"You... You love me?" There. The words hang between you both, as though they could be blown away with the slightest gust of wind.
Zhongli is frozen for a moment, almost afraid to breathe for risk of shattering the quiet. But yet... even though he's petrified, he doesn't seem to wish for it to end.
"With every fiber of my body." A light breeze passes through the courtyards, almost like the flutter of an angel's wing. Zhongli takes it a sign for him to follow his impulses, to throw caution to the wind.
In a singular instant, he leans forward, his hands clasping your face. His thumb caresses your soft lips as though tracing a holy scripture. Zhongli has waited six-thousand years to feel this moment. The moment that would change everything. He leans in and presses a light kiss to your warm, pink lips. "I love you...I..." Zhongli's words are cut off as he leans in, his lips pressing against yours.
His heart threatens to burst out of his chest. His mind is swirling with a thousand thoughts. The moment lasts only a second but feels like time itself has come to halt. Even as he breathes, it feels like every air his lungs take is sacred... as if this could be his last moment before his final curtain.
Zhongli clings to the kiss as if it's the only thing keeping him in this world. As if he could disappear without your words, your touch. Zhongli kisses you once more with just as much passion as before. He doesn't want to let go, yet you both need to breathe. Once you pull apart, his hands remain on your neck, gripping your skin as if he will never let go.
Zhongli is unable to speak. His vision is swimming with tears of joy, yet his breath is shallow and his heart fluttering.
"I love you," he whispers, his voice so soft that you must lean in simply to hear it.
"I love you too."
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STRAY FROM ROUTINE // m. riddle
RATING: R / 4.5K WORDS
Mattheo Riddle x Fem Reader Insert
+ SUMMARY - *Requested, based on this* You wake up with an evil plan to ignore Mattheo Riddle until he cracks.
+ WARNINGS - SMUT! (P in V), unprotected, spanking, thigh-hitting, dom!mattheo, sub!reader, mean mattheo, slight breeding kink, controlling mattheo, reader is resisting (but she's doing it on purpose), toxic relationship values, name-calling, degradation, language, not fully proofread (lmk if I missed anything!)
+ MUSIC (listened to while writing) -
Ride or Die, Pt. 2 - Sevdaliza (I can't get it out of my head :'))
- - -
The inspiration that struck you as soon as you woke up was one of some kind of age-old genius. The motivation that came with it seemed to cloud your mind like some kind of drug, flooding your mind and inhibiting all other thoughts that attempted to enter your brain the rest of the day.
You had always been a bit of a shit-starter when it came to Mattheo Riddle, but today, you were feeling downright sinister.
Your eyes flicked across the room to catch the dark boyâs oaken eyes. His strong hand lifted from the counter to toy with his bottom lip teasingly. Every move was calculated, down to the way his shoulders moved when he took in a breath.
He skirted through his usual routine of tracing his eyes slowly down your body, then flicking them back up to steel his eye contact. For the first few months of your relationship with himâif thatâs what you wanted to call itâthat whole intimidating facade had worked on you effortlessly. But now, you knew he was more bark than he was bite. That was, as far as you could tell.
You supposed that after sleeping with him so long, heâd have lived up to his whole King Mattheo act, but he'd fallen short. You were disappointed, to say the least. The majority of the entire student body, including some teachers, were terrified of this boy that currently stared you down, but you seemed to be missing something.
Was he good in bed? Hell yes. Could he get mean? Also yes, but where was the difference? As far as you could tell, he didnât fuck any differently than any other Slytherin boy youâd been with. They were practically all the same. Mean, dominant, and rough. They usually had some kind of ego to keep upâor a tiny dick to compensate for. Whatever it was, Mattheo didnât seem any different.
He was mean, dominant, and rough. The only thing that had surprised you about him was how gentle he was beneath it all. With every bruising thrust, his fingers cradled your hips gently where others gripped with their nails. With every mark he sucked into your skin, he darted a tongue out to soothe where others let it simmer. He was a rough lover, but he was still a lover. The others were just rough.
That was what had kept you going back to him so many times. But you were getting impatient. It was time for Mattheo to step his game up, or you were going to get bored. You wanted him to prove to you that he was different. But you didnât want to have to ask for it. You just wanted him to know to do it.
By the time the last of the breakfast crowd had dissipated and the campus prepared for their first periods, Mattheo hadnât broken eye contact once. Nor had you. If there was one thing you werenât going to doâfor Mattheo or any one elseâit was back down from a challenge. If he wanted to tease and stare and frustrate, youâd do the same.
Finally, he stood with the rest of his group of friends. They headed toward the door but his focus remained on you.
The tip of his wand peeked out from the edge of his uniform sleeve and, with a few mumbled words, a small slip of paper had collapsed from the tip of the wooden object. It hit the floor silently, and weaved through the swarm of feet marching through the Great Hall. Once it had reached you, it stopped just before your shoes beneath the table.
At risk of being caught by your friends, you refused to glance down at it. But, just like he always did, Mattheo had thought of everything. With a shiver, you felt the piece of paper slide up your leg like a slithering snake.
It slunk over the curve of your knee and seemed to wait for you to grab it. Ignoring the thought that it seemed to be alive like some sort of bug, you slipped your hand beneath the table and pulled the slip of paper toward you. Discreetly, you opened it up and looked down at it.
How do you want me to take you today? was scrawled in heavy, broad strokes across the sliver of parchment.
You bit back a smirk. That little fucker.
But, no. With the inspiration you had todayâthe inspiration to push Mattheo Riddle as close to the edge as possibleâyou werenât going to allow him the satisfaction.
In fact, you were going to ignore him entirely until he cracked. That was the plan and you were settled with it. While this likely wasnât the best thing for your own health, you werenât too concerned. Mattheo Riddle was an asshole, but he wasnât a murderer. You were pretty sure, anyways.
Satisfied with your decisions, you smiled lightly and pushed the piece of parchment into the first pocket of your school bag. As soon as you returned to your room, it would be placed with all of the other notes he had passed to you. Even though you werenât wildly impressed with Mattheoâs performance so far, it was still nice to have the dirty, little notes sitting around for a rainy day.
- - -
And throughout the rest of the day, you stuck to your plan like glue. Every stare, every sneaking touch, every whispered word from Mattheo was met with a brick wall. You simply werenât interested in any aspect of his usual antics, today. He needed to earn what he refused to admit he wanted so badly, which was you.
And by third period, you could tell he was nearly ready to explode. His jaw was clenching and unclenching, his fists were wrapped so tightly together, the knuckles were almost completely white. He was fucking angryâpossibly angrier than you had ever seen him. And that was exactly what you had wanted. You wanted him to know that you were a million times different than any of the other girls heâd romanced so far.
He tried once more to entice a little desire from you just toward the end of class. The two of you sat in the last two rows at the very back of the classroom.
The room was elevated with the back rows at the highest point of the room, overlooking the rest of the class. Any secret movements were noticed simply by the backs of heads and a nonchalant teacher.
Mattheo sat directly behind you with one of his unnamed friends to his left, and another to that boyâs left. You were alone on your row. The class was not that big. But this was exactly the kind of environment a sly boy like Mattheo Riddle loved. He would take any opportunity he could to slide his dirty lips against your ear and whisper any deviance that popped into his head at the moment. And thatâs what heâd done.
His head had settled just beside yours. Youâd heard his breathing before even noticing the heat from his skin radiating onto yours. A shiver passed through your body at his proximity. Annoyed at your bodyâs involuntary reaction to the dark boy, you slipped your arms beneath the table to hide the chills sprouting across your flesh.
He must have seen them, though, because a small breath of a smirk passed across his face in your peripheral.
âI donât know what your game is, little girl,â he whispered, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear. âBut youâd better straighten that attitude up, or, I swear, Iâll fix it myself.â
He didnât say another word before he leaned back against his own seat, leaving you to wonder whether or not this was a good idea. You reminded yourself that intimidation was his shtick. That was the majority of the reason everyone was so frightened of him. You couldnât even remember the last time heâd actually beaten anyone up or done anything to anyone whoâd wronged him. Like youâd said, he was all bark.
Still, despite his threatening words, you simply flipped your hair over your shoulder and completely ignored him. He scoffed, seemingly suppressing a laugh. He was mad. But he wasnât going to admit that to you right now.
Besides, you were sure youâd never hear the end of it once it was all said and done.
Once the teacher had announced that class was over and recited the homework assignment to a crowd of deaf ears, you gathered all of your things quickly and made a beeline for the door. You hadnât even given Mattheo a second to gain a bit of awareness before you were out the door and halfway down the hallway.
You didnât have a fourth period, but Mattheo did. He had Potions for the next hour, giving you just enough time to spruce up your appearance a bit and prepare for the storm that was brewing. You knew Mattheo well enough by this point to know how this evening was going to go. He would threaten your body within an inch of its life, ask if you âknew who he was,â then heâd fuck you. Just like he always did. There was too much of a pattern. Not enough spontaneity to keep you occupiedâyou needed more. Hopefully, today was what did it for him.
The dormitory you shared with your mates was completely barren due to their schedules. Out of the five of you, you were the only one that had chosen fourth period as your free period. It seemed odd to you that they would rather have a late start to the day, than an early end. In your opinion, youâd wake up as early as you had to, if it meant you did not have to yawn your way through the last classes of the day.
You dropped your bag onto your bed and made for the small desk that was positioned just beside the headboard. It was stocked with all of your personal hygiene productsâorganized impeccablyâand various bits of stationery for schoolwork. It served as both a desk and a vanity for you while you were getting ready in the morningsâor getting ready to see Mattheo.
You hoped he would be desperate all through his class. You hoped his eyes would be flickering around nervously, his knee bouncing rapidly, sweat dripping down his throat. It would be a sight to behold.
Mattheo was gorgeousâthere was no denying that. It was just his attitude that needed adjusting. You smirked to yourself before taking a seat at your desk, glancing at your appearance in the small mirror youâd propped up against the stone wall.
And before you were even able to apply a second layer of mascara, the large wooden door in the corner of the room rattled violently. Three aggressive knocks permeated the silence so roughly the dust motes illuminated by the sun shuddered wildly.
A chill of anticipation settled in your stomach. Surely, that couldnât be him. Fourth period had barely even begun.
You rose from your desk and crossed the length of the room, every step echoing through your body like a cannon. Why were you so nervous? The possibilities of consequences of your own actions were really starting to rattle around in your skull.
Your fingers wrapped around the bronze door handle and pulled.
Sure enough, on the other side, stood Mattheo Riddle. A malicious smirk was printed across his lips. He glanced around a few times, seeming to scan the surroundings of your dorm.
âHi, is there anyone else here?â he asked, his voice sickly sweet. The courteous role he was playing made you all the more nervous. He never acted this way, even when heâd come to your dorm in the past. He was usually just as brash as he always was, no matter who was in the room.
âNo, thereâs not,â you said, your voice annoyingly shaking just a bit. âAnd if you donât mind, Iâm actually pretty busyââ
Just as you started to push the door closed again, Mattheoâs foot slammed against it, completely blocking its path. You tried to push against him, but he was much too strong for you to defend against.
âIâm sure you can spare a few moments for a quick chat,â he nearly growled, never dropping the fake smile planted on his face. His strong arm pushed against the door, rendering your protection of it completely useless. He pushed through and into the room as if youâd never been holding it in the first place.
He kicked the door shut behind him as soon as he stepped through, the door clunking shut with a rough thud. You suppressed a flinch at the loud sound, refusing to show any sign of vulnerability. You couldnât pull away from your plan now that you were feeling his angerâthat was cowardly.
âMattheo, Iâve asked for you to leave,â you warned.
âYeah? Just answer one question for me, babyâŚâ he said, stepping directly into your personal space and invading it in every way possible.
As if asking for permission, he raised his hand slowly and let it hover just next to your cheek. When you did nothing, he placed his fingers along your jawline. They stroked gently across a small surface area, insisting that you felt every searing second of contact.
His face came impossibly close against yours. His warm breath fanned slowly across your cheek, hints of fire and cinnamon lingering beneath your nose. The feeling of his lips skirting slightly over your skin on the way to your ear sent a myriad of chills down the length of your arms and a pool of heat between your thighs. You silenced a shudder on its way through your lips.
âDid you act that way on purpose?â he whispered. His lips caressed the curvature of your ear, his hot words curling around the room. âIf not, Iâll find a new girl to open her legs when I want. But if you wanted this, I will make you regret ever having turned away from me.â
You swallowed thickly, the sound piercing the blanket of silence that fell around the room the minute Mattheo stopped speaking. It irked you to no end, that the entire world seemed to hold its breath to wait for this boy. This dark, irritatingly impossible to resist boy. It was more than you were able to handle, no matter how determined you were to prove a point.
âWhat I wantedâŚ,â you trailed off coldly. âWas for you to prove to me that youâre not exactly like every other Slytherin that waltzes in here, comes in ten seconds, and then asks me if Iâve finished. Iâve been waiting for that special something to jump out at me, but it just hasnât. Iâm getting bored of you, Mattheo.â You took a deep breath, gaining enough courage to flatten your face and select your next words perfectly. âSpeaking of, I was wondering if your friend, Enzo, was single.â
You struggled not to smirk at his reaction. If you didnât know Mattheo, youâd have assumed he was going to crash out and leave the room. But you knew him and his destructive tendencies. His rage, though extremely stigmatized, was something to be in awe of, and you were ready to see it. And to be the target of it.
His eyes darkened until they were barely reflecting any of the dim light around the room. His lips parted slightly, just enough for an evil smirk to stretch across his face. He was all dark eyes and sharp canines, and it looked as if he were desperate to sink them into your flesh.
âYouâre fucking done,â he whispered menacingly.
Then his hand was around your throat, firm and bruising. He walked you backwards until your back roughly hit the stone wall, the cold rock biting into your shoulder blades. His lips met yours with a fervor youâd never seen before.
His tongue cruelly parted your lips and laid claim to the entirety of your throat. You could hardly breathe with the pressure he was applying around your neck and the force of his kiss. Yet, still, you could not deny the heat building within your stomach and radiating downwards.
His free hand wrapped around your waist, the fingers slipping slyly beneath the waistband of your uniform skirt. Just as always, in the midst of the fiery storm, his fingers were able to imitate some form of softness just long enough for his hand to prepare to rip your skirt away. Despite the roughness he provided everywhere else, his fingers were gentle as they slid along your skin so as not to pinch it against the wall. It was just thoughtful enough to melt your heart down into a broiling golden puddle.
His strong hand gripped the material of your bottoms and pulled them roughly down, revealing the absence of anything beneath, save your blackened tights. When he lifted his hand once more to tear your panties away, he recognized the lack of material within his fingers and growled against your lips.
âYou fucking wanted this, you dumb slut,â he spat, his pearlescent teeth sinking down into the flesh of your bottom lip. With a whimper and flash of white across your vision, he finally released you, leaving behind a thin slathering of blood across your teeth.
âYou wanted me to tear you to pieces,â he whispered, his hand finally freeing your throat, but only to get to work on ripping your uniform shirt apart. The buttons clattered wildly across the floor, rolling freely each in their own directions.
You moved to protest but Mattheo shoved you back against the wall. He shook his head as if in disbelief youâd even try to get away from him at this point in time. In his mind, this was well-deserved punishment. If you were his girl, you were going to fucking listen to him. You knew what you were getting into when you first laid your lips on his.
With your shirt split down the middle, the only thing standing between his lips and your heaving body were a lacy bra and a pair of tights. The cold, gray air hit your soaked body so aggressively, you thought your teeth might start clacking together.
âAll this going to waste because you couldnât ask me for what you wanted,â he whispered. âIâm going to have to destroy this gorgeous body, when it should be worshiped.â
To your disbelief, he sank down to his knees and placed his hands gently on the back of your thighs. His scorching mouth made contact with your thighsâstill covered in the thin material of your pantyhoseâand he began to place wet, biting kisses along your flesh. He moved slowly from just above your knee to the top of your thigh. Each mean kiss ached as if they were done by a wild animal, butâjust as he always fucking didâhe soothed them with his skilled tongue afterwards. Never letting you hurt for too long.
Once he reached your core, fluttering in anticipation, he took a deep breath. The scent of your desire filled his senses as if it was his last meal. Just from how heâd loved in the past, you could tell that he was refraining from devouring you. But this was a punishment. No matter how sweet or caring he so often was, he was never going to let you have what you wanted.
âBut that wonât do todayâŚâ he whispered against the surface of your tights just above your core, so close that his lips brushed across the sensitive skin. You withheld a whimper.
âSeems like it wasnât happening any other day, either,â you chuckled breathlessly. You werenât dropping this fucking routine. You wanted this and every inch of teasing Mattheo wanted to give you.
He laid a biting slap across your left thigh. The sound of it echoed throughout the room, only being interrupted by the cry that left your lips at the sudden abuse.
âWatch your fucking mouth,â he demanded, his hand soothing the sore flesh.
He pressed one more kiss to the blossoming handprint, before sliding a short nail against the hosiery, ripping it instantly.
You gasped at the sensation, watching as he pulled on the material. It shredded down your leg, exposing your bare thighs to the pale light. Flaming red fingerprints bloodied the soft flesh and marked you as his.
Despite your annoyance at his lack of excitement during the last few times youâd fucked, the feeling of possession that heâd laid on you always made an impression. You felt like you belonged to him in every aspect of the word.
Then before you were able to let another smart-ass comment fly, he slipped his hand beneath the large shear in the tights and ripped a hole right across your aching groin, baring your searing cunt to the world.
âFuck,â he whispered.
Even though he was intending to punish, Mattheo couldnât help but appreciate your body just a little bit. Though he wouldnât admit it just yet, he could die happily buried within you.
Seeming to realize his âpunishmentâ was a bit too sweet, he gripped your hips roughly and flipped your body around to face the wall. You helped aloud as the craggy stone bit into the skin of your breasts through your bra. The lace mixed with the cold wall made your nipples prick almost uncomfortably.
âGonna fuck some manners into you, baby,â he murmured, his gravelly voice echoing against the curve of your spine. His mean fingers traced each nodule of each vertebrae until he reached the dimples imprinted in the small of your back.
His thumbs pressed deep against them, rubbing an easy massage into them for just a second.
âFeel good? You got any other dumbass things to say?â
âWhy waste my breath? Iâm gonna have to fake my fucking orgasm in a few seconds.â
You bit back a moan as he reached through your legs, gripped the hole heâd ripped in your tights, and widened it between your thighs. He pulled it up and over your ass.
âYeah? You fake it every time, baby?â he growled into your ear, his heavy bulge pressing into your bare ass.
âYeah,â you gasped, your voice barely more than a whisper. Your hands were settled against your desk, fingers tightened around the edges, nails scratching into the wood. Your back was arched uncomfortably against his core, begging for every slight thrust he pressed into you. You could practically feel him within you already.
âYou fake it every time you cum all over my cock, huh?â he asked. Behind you, you could hear him wrestling his belt out of its loops and dropping his trousers.
âAnswer me, bitch,â he demanded, grabbing a fistful of your hair and pulling your head back against his chest.
âFuck, Matty, that hurts!â you whined. It was a good, searing kind of pain but you didnât want him to know that. Didnât want him to know that your arousal was dripping down your legs by now.
âYeah? That hurts?â he taunted. âThatâs nothing, baby. You can take it.â
Then suddenly, his hot core was leant against the top of your ass. You were biting back a moan and running your fingers into the desk so hard they were going numb. Still, you werenât going to give up.
âWeâll see if you can give itâfuck!â
He shut you up by slamming himself into you. The force of his intrusion hit your cervix at a sharp angle, sending stars into your eyes.
âLet me hear you fake it, yeah?â he groaned as he pulled himself out of you all the way to the tip before pushing himself back into you.
You couldnât hide it anymore. Though you could still force some mean comments out every once and a while, you were unable to repress your moans.
âIâm basically an expert at this point!â you moaned.
âI bet,â he growled, his hips increasing in pace. âI know the way you clench around me everytime I take you from behindââ every sentence was pushed out between deep groans that echoed in your wombâ âIâve memorized every possible way you can scream my nameâŚand Iâve learned every single thing I have to do to make that pretty pussy cum all over me.â
Following his words, his right hand snaked around your hip and pressed directly against your clit. He rubbed perfect circles into the sensitive spot, demanding a finish from you as soon as he could pull it from you.
âYouâre a bit too cocky for my liking,â you breathed against his ruthless pounding. âIâd still like Enzoâs number.â
And with one final thrust, he pierced the bubble of pleasure that had bloomed rapidly in your stomach. You came impossibly hard, with the evidence of your high embarrassingly gushing around him. He pulled away from you and let your desire cover his stomach.
He laughed almost maniacally at the way your orgasm stretched out for what felt like hours.
And then, as you were finally coming down, he was pumping himself noisily into his hand and coming all of your lower back, painting the dimples he so loved to touch.
He moaned breathlessly, a slight crack in his voice, as he slowed his movements down and came down from his own high.
A tired laugh left his swollen lips as he trailed his finger through the remnants of his spend on your back and pushed his coated fingers into your sensitive entrance.
The overstimulation sent a flurry of ice up your spine. You cried at the sensation. Your legs fluttered before giving out.
On your way down to the floor, he caught you against his arms. Your knees were impossibly weak, but he was ever so strong.
âYou faking this too, baby?â he clicked his tongue before settling you against your bed.
âFuck you,â you sighed, your eyes fluttering against the ceiling. The lightheaded feeling floating through your skull was nearly too much for you to handle, but you were still high up on your pedestal and refused to come down.
Distantly, you could hear him pulling his pants up and rearranging his clothes.
Gently, he slid the remainder of your hosiery down your legs, unhooked your bra, and lifted you up off of the bed bridal-style. Somehow managing to cradle you with just one hand, he used his left to yank your comforter back, and settle you beneath it.
He leaned down beside your ear and pressed his lips to your temple. Just before he pulled all the way back, he began to whisper.
âThe next time you wanna act like thatâjust remember that I fucked you to sleep, brat.â
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hunger / damon salvatore x reader
i'm back !!! I needed to write a damon one-shot while I work on a new fic and this just tumbled right out of me lol
hunger / damon salvatore x reader
word count: 3.1k
warnings: everything??? drinking, swearing, blood sharing, oral (m and f receiving), unprotected p-in-v, a tiny bit of degradation?? this is self indulgant filth, seriously 18+ mdni
You ran a hand through your hair as you walked back and forth, unsure of what else to do with the restless energy surging through your system as you tried to fight one of your most basic, primal urges⌠hunger. Your fingers drummed against your thigh as you tried to focus on anything else, find something in your brain worth occupying your mind and switching course from the visuals running through your head. Your recent transition had been a shock to everyone, and Stefan had you on a tight leash to keep you in check⌠and youâd been on board, at first. You never wanted to cause harm, to be the reason someone elseâs life ended, but with the itch in your veins threatening to undo you completely you couldnât really find it in you to care anymore.
You heard your door push open and your head snapped up to see Damon walking in, two glasses and a bottle in his hand with an unamused expression, âif you donât knock it off Iâm going to have to replace the floor,â he said, setting everything on the dresser before pouring two generous cups of bourbon.Â
âNot now, Damon,â you sighed, ignoring him entirely as your feet remained on course.
âWanna talk about it?â he asked and you shook your head.
âNot really,â you said as he shoved a glass in your hand, his eyes telling you to drink which you did⌠all in one gulp and he was a little surprised as he took it to refill.Â
âWell, somethingâs gotta give,â he replied as you finished the second as quickly as the first. âAt this rate the bottle will be gone in a minute and Iâm not replacing original flooring.â He gripped your shoulders, halting your movements and you huffed, looking up at him.
âIâm hungry, Damon,â you said, as if it pained you to do so and he furrowed his brow.
âThe freezer is full- oh,â he cut himself off, realizing thatâs not what you meant as a smirk spread across his features. âYou want your blood at 98.6,â he said and you rolled your eyes, pushing him off you.
âWill you cut it out?â You poured another glass, hoping at some point the alcohol would subdue your cravings but you knew that was about as likely as him leaving you alone, so you tried another angle. âI canât⌠Damon, the blood bags arenât doing it for me, I canât think, I canât sleep⌠will you please take me out?â For a moment you thought heâd say yes, revel in the opportunity to feed with abandon with someone else, but it wasnât that easy.
âNo can do, sweetheart,â he replied and your brows pinched. âIâve got enough on my plate without you losing control and giving me more bodies to deal with.â He was right, there was too much going on and you spinning out wasnât an option, but that didnât make it any easier of an answer to tolerate. He gave you a once over, it wasnât as if he didnât want to take you out⌠he would have loved to, but you were new and he knew you could eventually get to where he was, one day youâd be able to feed and leave them alive with no memory of what had happened, but that day wasnât today, you had a long way to go and he couldnât afford to have you slip up.
But⌠he couldnât afford to have you slip up. One look told him you were wound tight, the diet Stefan had you on was restrictive, never enough to fully satisfy, and the less you drank the tighter you spun, threatening a catastrophic snap he could only assume was looming on the horizon with how frustrated you looked right now. He ran through his options, knowing letting you sit in this hunger any longer would result in a much bigger problem, but the only thing he could think of posed another set of issues and would lead to him teetering on the edge instead of you.
He let out a sigh, closing the distance between you and plucking the glass from your hands to discard on the dresser and you looked up at him questioningly, the invasion of space catching you by surprise. His normally bright eyes were dark and swimming with something you couldnât understand, deep blue pools you found yourself getting lost in as you waited for him to say something. âYou need to feed,â he said and your eyes fluttered shut just at the thought.
âI need to feed,â you whispered and he nodded, catching your chin between his fingers and forcing your head back up when you tried to look down and the action had your breath catching somewhere in your throat.Â
âYou still havenât felt it, have you?â he asked, voice low and you shuddered. âWhat itâs like to sink your teeth into somethingâŚâ you shook your head, Stefan hadnât allowed you to drink anything that didnât come from a cup. âPoor thing,â he chuckled, he could feel the tension radiating off you in waves, you were practically shaking beneath him as you fought to retain your grip on your sanity, on your control.
âDamon,â you sighed, eyes pleading and he just smiled as he gripped your hand and brought it up to his neck, the pulse beneath your fingers driving you wild.Â
âWhen you feed you have to be careful⌠if you bite just along here,â he said, dragging your fingers along the vein, âyou can control the flow. It doesnât have to be messy,â he explained and you couldnât tear your eyes away from the subtle way his skin moved with each beat of his heart, the sight bringing the veins beneath your eyes to the surface, your fangs descending.
âDonât fight it,â he said, noticing you trying to rein it in, and you were having a hard time focusing on anything with the way his hands were trailing up your arms, pulling you closer. âGo on,â he tilted his head just slightly, âgive it a try.â he encouraged and this pulled your focus, eyes snapping to his as you tried to ascertain if he was being serious. You had a lot left to learn, but blood sharing was personal, and you knew that⌠but all you saw in those dark blue eyes was a fire simmering beneath the surface you were sure was a mirror image of your own.
You slowly reached onto your tiptoes, as if he were a deer in the woods threatening to startle and bolt, but the closer you got the harder it was to resist, anticipation burning through your veins at the prospect of giving in. Your fangs were tentative as they broke the skin just where heâd indicated, but the first drop of blood immediately made you feel dizzy and intoxicated⌠It wasn't enough. You quickly grew feverish, your hand wrapping around his throat as you surged forward, crashing into the wall behind you and he let out a grunt as his back collided with the hard surface, pinned in place as you fed.
âThere you go⌠thatâs it,â he said, leaning back as he relaxed and let you take what you needed. His arm snaked around your waist while a hand brushed the hair from your face, cradling the back of your head as warm blood radiated through your body. A soft groan fell from his lips as you drank from him, and the sound elicited an unexpected reaction from you, your hand tightening around his throat and your body pushing flush against his and despite everything in you telling you to continue, you forced yourself back knowing if you didnât stop youâd bleed him dry.Â
Your eyes were wild and satisfied as they met his, and he dragged his thumb across your bottom lip, collecting the remnants and you were almost surprised when your lips wrapped around him, ensuring you didnât waste a single drop. His smirk returned when he felt your tongue slide across his skin, âbetter?â he asked and you nodded, keeping him in your mouth for maybe a second longer than you needed to. The air was charged between you, youâd just crossed a line in the sand and you wanted to push a little further, go a little fartherâŚÂ
Part of him knew he should put an end to this⌠stop before it went any further. He knew it before heâd even offered up a vein for you, he knew as soon as he did heâd be teetering on this ledge and he didnât have that much self control when it came to you. Perhaps, if he really analyzed the situation, he knew somewhere in the back of his mind why youâd been so worked up, he knew what you needed and instead of letting you wreak havoc on the blood cooler he let you push him against a wall and take what you wanted, he let you feed from him in the most intimate way he could think of.Â
And when you were looking up at him like that, eyes mischievous and holding an unspoken challenge with his blood still on your plump lips, who was he to resist? Your chest was heaving with anticipation as you waited for him to do something, anything, and the movement was so fast you almost didnât register his hand curling around your throat, flipping you around and slamming you against the wall with such force you were sure youâd be dead if you were human. Your gasp of surprise was swallowed by his mouth on yours, searing and frenzied as he connected your lips and kissed you with a hunger that rivaled your own only moments ago.Â
You both fought for dominance, neither one of you willing to submit just yet but you were outmatched⌠he grabbed your wandering hands and pinned them above your head, grip so tight you whined as he kissed down your neck, biting into you the same way youâd done with him and you couldnât help the moan that fell from your lips as he did. Your hips rolled forward and feeling his hardening length against you gave you the surge of confidence you needed to break your hands free, sliding down his chest to pull his shirt apart, buttons flying and clattering against the floor as you pushed the fabric over his shoulders.Â
His lips were greedy across the expanse of your chest as he nipped and sucked the soft skin, tearing your shirt to shreds as he pulled it from you, a mess of fabric in your wake as you surged forward and pushed him into the wall opposite you, regaining your upper hand. Glass shattered on the floor around you as the force rattled the dresser but you couldnât find it in you to care what had broken as your hands pulled his belt free, fingers quickly undoing the button as you sank to the floor and pulled his jeans with you.
His length stood erect in front of you and you were quick to take him in your mouth, focusing your tongue on his swollen tip as your hand worked what didnât fit, and you couldnât help but moan around him at the groan that fell from his lips, âsuch a good girl,â he cooed, his sweet words undercut by the harsh hand in your hair gripping and pulling you closer, forcing you to gag around him and the sensation had his head falling back against the wall. Tears sprung to your eyes at the sharp pain in your scalp and the way he was hitting the back of your throat, but all you could focus on was the throbbing between your thighs and he didnât miss the way you clenched them together, desperate for friction.Â
You were quickly on your back, too caught up in the moment to bother moving to the bed and you pushed glass aside as he settled between your legs, tearing your underwear off and diving in like a man starved and you could feel his smirk against you at your surprised moan, head hitting the floor as your back arched in pleasure. He switched between your clit and your entrance, not giving either attention long enough to give you what you really needed, and you whined as your fingers threaded through his hair, tugging harshly.
âDamon, please,â you sighed, hips bucking against his face and he focused his attention on your sensitive bundle of nerves, tongue expertly working you up as you shamelessly moaned his name. Somewhere in the back of your mind you knew with the way you kept slamming each other against walls and the floor, the breaking glass, and the sounds falling from both your lips someone might come to make sure you were alright, but you couldnât find it in you to care⌠not when he felt as good as he did between your legs.Â
Your moan changed in pitch when he slid two fingers into your entrance and it went straight to his cock, his head swimming as he watched you come close to falling apart above him. When he crooked his fingers just so your grip in his hair tightened, pulling him closer as you started to grind against him, âfuck, just like-â you were cut off by your own moan when he started massaging that spot inside you, legs trembling as you careened off the ledge. His touches remained merciless as pure euphoria surged through your veins, your head cloudy as your body trembled.Â
âSo fucking beautiful,â he muttered against you, kissing his way up your body and you tugged him closer to reconnect your lips, tongues swirling against each other as you tasted yourself on him. His hands felt greedy and possessive as they roamed over you, gripping tight enough to leave bruises that would heal before they even had a chance to form, and it was as if neither of you could get enough. You pushed forward, tugging him up with you and all but throwing him onto the bed and his smirk was devilish as he watched you crawl on top of him.
He looked like he was about to say something but you didnât give him the opportunity as you kissed him, rough and demanding as your hips settled above his, hand reaching between you to line him up at your entrance and you both let out groans as you took him inch by inch. The stretch was sweet, filling you almost to your breaking point as you settled fully and started to roll your hips against him, shuddering at the feeling.
âFuck,â he moaned as you started to bounce up and down, setting an unforgiving pace and you felt like you could feel him everywhere, every nerve ending radiating with fire. He sat up to wrap his arms around you, hips bucking to meet yours in a way that had your head rolling back and he took the opportunity to sink his teeth into your neck and you had never felt pleasure like this before. His hand was firm around your throat as your body shook with each thrust and soon you were boneless in his lap, only able to hold yourself upright as he drank you in.Â
When he pulled back you licked along his lips, face changing at the taste of blood and he swore heâd never seen anything sexier. Neither of you was going to last much longer, not like this, and he delivered a rough smack to your ass that had you whining and rolling against him. âOh my god,â you breathed out, letting your forehead fall against his and he smacked again, gripping the tender skin, âDamon-â you tried, but nothing would come out.
âWhatâs that, sweetheart?â he teased, gripping your hair and pulling you back to look at him, âoh, look at you⌠all cock drunk and fucked out,â he teased and you had nothing to say as a firm thrust had you seeing stars. You buried your face in his neck, fangs sinking into his skin as you felt your release barreling towards you, the mixture of blood and his steady thrusts too much to bear and a streak of red trailed down your body as you came, only able to shout his name as you cried out.
Your grip on him was maddening, pulling him right over the edge with you as you milked him for everything he had, and when you both slowed to a stop you were having a hard time catching your breath, your mind floating somewhere above you as you tried to return to your body. You felt his tongue along your chest, cleaning up your mess as you leaned back and he tried to commit the sight to memory⌠your hair wild, cheeks flushed, and skin dewy as blood lingered along your skin.Â
You still werenât fully with him, stuck in a haze as you felt him whisk you into his bedroom, and into the bathroom and it wasnât until you were under the stream of water with him that you hummed contently against his lips as he kissed you softly, âthere she is,â he chuckled.
His hands were delicate as they roamed you, and yours slid down the front of his chest as you looked up at him, doe eyed and happy. âThat wasâŚâ you trailed off, unsure of what word to use to fully sum it up and he placed another soft kiss on your lips.
âEverything you ever dreamed of?â he provided and you laughed as you swatted his chest.Â
âHush,â you replied, feigning annoyance but you didnât have it in you to feel anything other than bliss. The rest of your shower was spent with wandering hands and sweet kisses, a stark contrast to how rough and domineering youâd been with each other and when he pulled you into bed and wrapped himself around you, you looked up at him as your fingers trailed along his chest absentmindedly.
âWhat are you thinking about?â he asked, and you flushed slightly under his gaze.
âIt was more than I dreamed of,â you answered, and he raised a brow in question. âI havenât⌠I hadnât done that since turning, I didnât know it could be like that,â you explained and realization passed over his features.
âMy god,â he chuckled, âno wonder you were wound so tight.â His hand on your back was comfortable, holding you tight against him as he rubbed soothingly, âweâll go on a little trip this weekend,â he said as you rested your head on his chest.
âA trip?âÂ
You felt him nod, âaway from all the chaos here⌠weâll find you some warm bodies and Iâll teach you how to do it the right way, you donât have to live a life of blood bags forever.âÂ
âI donât know, you seemed to do the trick,â you teased and he laughed.
âSweetheart, you have no idea what youâre missing.âÂ
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STRANGER
Summary: Although you were always aware that Black Noir was silent, it didn't stop you from quickly developing a bond. However, as soon as he touches you when he gets home, something about him feels off. You ignore his attitude since it still feels so nice, despite the fact that it feels like he is someone else entirely, a stranger.
Pairing: Black Noir / Reader
Warnings: Dark Fiction!, +18!Only, Smut, Suspense
Word Count: 2423
A/N: English is not my first language.
You asked Homelander and Ashley if Noir had been assigned to another mission because you were getting frustrated that he had not texted you back for days and had suddenly vanished. You were relieved when they informed you he had a lot on his plate, but you were also annoyed because it wasn't like him to ignore you or return your texts. One of his great virtues was that he would always text you back, even when you believed he was going to rip a head off during those missions.
Though you knew he couldn't talk which was a big obstacle for a healthy conversation, you moved his house months after you started dating without a second thought. You weren't in the slightest disturbed by that. Since actions speak louder than words, it was actually preferable if men said nothing at all. And Noir certainly knew how to express his affection for you.
You giggled uncontrollably at the memory of his adorable actions toward you. Even though he appeared tough and ruthless when wearing that black suit, he was always warm and affectionate with you. He was regarded by the world as one of the most formidable, vicious, and dangerous supe alive, yet you were aware of his extreme thoughtfulness and sensitivity, particularly with regard to his relationship with you.
No matter how much you wanted to see him, you didn't push him, even if he didn't take off his mask or suit at all while you were around. You knew he was extremely sensitive about how he looked and everything. When he finally trusted you enough to show himself to you, you knew he would eventually open himself up.Â
You made the decision to dress elegantly and boldly for his gaze when he eventually texted you back to say he would be home tonight. You knew he liked you in short, lace-covered satin gowns. It had been nearly two weeks since he returned home, and you were aware that he missed you just as much as you did.Â
It was when he eventually came home, after you had been waiting for him for hours with your dress on and messaging him nonstop, that you understood how much you liked him. You couldn't help but think about him and grin to yourself at all of your adorable times together when he acted a little goofy and awkward.
As he slowly made his way inside the home, you said, âHey,â and gave him a quick hug. "Welcome home."
Noir offered you a strong hug in return and nodded as if he wanted to say the same thing. You then landed a firm kiss through his mask and said, âI've missed you too.â
As Homelander and Vought cautioned him not to talk, especially when you were around, Black Noir tried his hardest to remain silent. It was told to him that you were Noir's partner, and since Vought already had too much on its plate these days, it would be best if you didn't realize he wasn't the real Noir. He didn't mind you acting like your adorable, naive lover since he had seen your pictures and the way you texted him as though you were in heat, making it obvious that you wanted to be fucked till you were unable to walk.
As a result, he would enjoy the ride as well, providing for your needs in the manner that was expected of him. When they showed your picture, he didn't really care about Vought and all that, but now he thought it would be fun because you seemed so eager to please him with that slutty, lovely fucking dress.Â
You said, âHow went?â as if he could respond, but it didn't feel strange for you to remain silent. If one of you stayed quiet the entire time, it would be odd.
Noir kept himself from talking and instead studied your body and outfit with fascination, which made you chuckle. As though you could see him, he turned out the lamp, and you didn't object, supposing it was just one of his insecure times.Â
You sat on his lap and softly touched his covered face before responding with a whispered âWhy the hell you didn't text me back for days?â in an attempt to sound like a mad woman. âYou didn't behave like that before, you know.âÂ
Under his mask, Noir gave you a mischievous smile as his hands boldly stroked your body, growing harder every second as he saw your nipples peek from your thin dress, giving the impression that you wanted a quick and brutal fuck. 'Who would have thought that mission would be so hot and delightful?' he thought as his gloved hand squeezed your hips until you nearly moaned with pain. He was touching your pussy firmly and passionately, making it wet.Â
You removed the stupid plastic item covering his cock with your hands and began slowly grinding against his clothed shaft while moaning, âYou're such a turn-on today? Did you really miss fucking me that much?â
Noir gulped down, and as you kept continuing to moan and gasp loudly, one of his hands tightly pinched your tits. âDid you miss filling me with your hot seed into my pussy? When you finally texted me back today, I fingered myself while thinking about your huge cock.â
The filth flowing from your lips made him extremely hard, and once he filled up your dress, he gave your ass a hard spank.Â
You groaned in protest when he abruptly lifted you off his lap. He forced you to your knees before you could say anything, gripping your hair firmly as he struggled to get his cock out of his suit. He stretched his legs and drew your head toward himself while you were kneeling in front of him on the edge of the bed. You were taken aback by his sudden harshness and passion because you had never sucked him off before. Maybe the fact that you hadn't fucked in weeks was the reason he was feeling so kinky this evening.
Excitement filled your body as you waited for him to finally reveal his cock. Before you could even say anything, he pushed your head against his cock, forcing you to suck him.Â
Noir made a determined attempt to stop himself from giving you orders to properly suck him off and wet his dick as your tongue quickly lapped the tip of his shaft. As you gave him a head, he grabbed one of your hands and put it on his cock, urging you to use your hands.Â
âYou're so thick, you know, it's hard to take it all,â you remarked as you placed your hands on his balls and sucked the sensitive head of his thick cock. âYou taste so good.â
Noir let out a soft and low chuckle as you did your best to satisfy him and make him cum. You were such a good cocksucker it was disappointing he couldn't give you any compliments. He smiled thinking about how would your boyfriend respond seeing you sucking a strangerâs cock so eagerly.
When you swallowed his head, he moaned angrily, as you were only able to take half of his cock. He took hold of your hair and began giving you hard pushes until your nose touched his pubic hair.Â
When he began to fuck your face, you attempted to pull away as his hands applied heavy pressure to your head until the tip of his cock touched your throat and tears streamed down your cheeks. He was always extremely particular about being clean and well-groomed, so when you saw he didn't shave, you were somewhat taken aback. He made you take up every inch of his hardness, pushed your head into his balls, and waited till you tapped his legs in an attempt to regain your breath.Â
After he finally released your head a bit, you muttered, âYou're extremely rough tonight.â
Even though he was harsh, you were so attracted to his behavior that you began to suck him the way he preferred, taking his entire shaft and rubbing his balls, wetting them with your saliva.
You pushed yourself to get him to cum in your mouth as soon as you sensed him getting closer.
You teased him, âWhere do you want to cum?â as you continued to stroke his throbbing erection.
Noir slowly withdrew his cock from your lips, stilled your head, and began to fuck into your mouth, pressing the tip of his cock on your tongue so you could taste its salty essence. He was savoring the facial expressions you made and your sensual groans, and he growled with pleasure as he thought he was fucking real Black Noir's girlfriend's mouth and he was about to fuck his girlfriend's pussy.Â
He removed his cock from your mouth and stroked your lips and cheeks with his cock while holding it as if he were fucking your face. After some time, he stopped wanting to cum in your mouth or on your face.Â
When you attempted to put him in your mouth again, he growled in disapproval and threw you into the bed while trying to help you get up. With a swift and forceful motion that left you gasping in dismay, he forced your face against the mattress and tore off your underwear quickly.Â
Although you weren't prepared for him to behave in this manner, you waited for him to lead you in the direction he wanted since you were eager to please him and you were already turned on by him.Â
Noir stretched your legs apart and checked the intensity of the wetness by sticking two fingers inside your pussy. He groaned in satisfaction as he saw that you had already gotten wet, and he removed his meaty fingers with ease.Â
You let out a loud cry and pushed him to move more quickly as he roughed you with his fingers. You let out a cry of pleasure as soon as you began to clench around his fingers. Once your climax subsided, he pulled you more into the sheets, thinking that this would be the time when he would finally turn you back and act a little more romantically. You let him have his fun, figuring he wanted to play hard this evening.Â
Noir played with your clit from behind, taking his throbbing manhood into his fingers and giving himself short, rapid strokes. Upon realizing that you were anticipating his fuck with your legs apart, he gasped with delight.Â
Breathless, you gasped as he began to press his shaft into your wetness. His gloved hands gripped your hips firmly as he began a quick and violent fuck. His big balls were slamming into your clit, producing obscene noises that filled the room.Â
You were gasping out and raising your hips to meet his strong thrusts as Noir's hardness throbbed into your pussy. He pounded into you with powerful strokes, gripping your hair and pulling it while you clutched the sheets beneath your fingers under his instense fuck.Â
You whined, âFuck, you are so good,â your eyes welling up with tears due to the intensity of the moment. âFuck me harder.âÂ
Under the mask, Noir grinned at your filthy actions and the way you urged a total stranger to give you more fucking, like a whore. He began fucking you from behind even more forcefully after pulling off your hair. You were screaming like a bitch in heat, and you had no idea that you were fucking a stranger. He thought you were a free chick for him to enjoy himself to the fullest. He would count himself fortunate.
Sensing his approaching closeness, he moved slightly and reached your sweet spot, giving you multiple orgasms before spilling inside of you. Your legs trembled wildly as you clamped around his cock after he found your sensitive spot and gave you an aggressive fuck there. Your pussy felt so sensitive that you tapped his legs to get him to slow down, but instead he fucked you even harder and struck the same area repeatedly, leaving you speechless.Â
âFuck, Noir,â was the only thing you could say. âIt feels sensitive.âÂ
But instead of slowing down, he continued to fuck you through your climax until he made you cum on his cock once more. Your legs were shaking, and you were screaming his name in between endless orgasms. He was forcing himself not to laugh out loud while you kept orgasming under a stranger.
He pushed all of his length into your pussy and began spilling himself into you as he continued to fuck you after he decided you had come on his cock enough. You again clenched around his cock as his thick white ropes filled your insides. When he felt your pussy continued to clench around his shaft with eagerness, and he moaned with satisfaction. It seemed to him that you were a needy one, and he would be thrilled to give what you needed.
Your legs continued to shake as you felt his thick seed leaking out of your pussy, and you grinned and bit your lip, satisfied. You felt a deep sense of satisfaction, and you had no idea that you could get so many orgasms so quickly. Noir did give you a hard fuck during certain times, but that was the first time he used such force on you and ignored your boundaries, of which you were glad. You felt that he ought to have revealed more of his personality sooner.Â
Noir met your tongue, palmed your pussy from behind, and put his weight on your back. He pulled his mask halfway to give you a firm kiss, you realized.
You gasped in horror as his lips found your ear, and he whispered into the darkness, âNot bad, darling.â
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Your Touch
Ghost x Reader
Ghost likes getting his back rubbed at night.
SFW, Extreme Fluff, Back Rubs, Cuddles, Pre-established Relationship, Hurt and Comfort, Touch-Starved!Ghost, Ghost is soft and vulnerable in this, Drabble, Scarcely Proofread
How about some fluff amidst all the smut I've been working on. đ
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"I don't quite know how to ask this, but..."
Simon's eyes dipped down quickly from yours, back towards the ceiling, a sudden rush of shyness and vulnerability running through this large, deadly man like a tidal wave. Once a suitable amount of seconds had passed, he turned his body to face you, the entire bed shifting against his form and tugging at the covers.
"...Could you rub me?"
Your lips curve into a crooked and playful smile as you turn on the bed to face him, your hands resting comfortably sandwiched between your head and your pillow.
"Rub you?" You say, fingers playfully beginning to sift through the covers towards his lower half. "Your wish is my command, Si'."
Your hands have just reached the waistband of his sweatpants when you suddenly feel a strong grip gently take hold over your wrist.
You hesitate at first, immediately fearful that you've suddenly overstepped a boundary or done something wrong; since beginning your relationship with Simon, you've done the most to be respectful of his pace. If he wished you to stop then you would, no questions asked. But you catch his eyes -- dark brown orbs half-lidded and wavering. You knew this had been something else.
He could have you continue; go on with feeling your skin slide against his before you've found the better parts of him you'd been yearning for. Have your small fingers dance and tug at him until you've pulled the night-time exhaustion he'd been looking for out of him. He could have that happen and have no complaints at all. He knows he always could.
And yet he holds your hand back, keeping your touch as far away as his brooding gaze had suddenly become.
"Not that," he says. "Not tonight at least, love. I meant rub me like..."
Like the first night you ever rubbed him. A night spent longer than most together in bed wrapped in one another's arms. Your breathing was a soft tune his ears could follow along to as he rested, your arms better than any blanket he could have.
As he laid on top of you, an innocent gesture on his part, your hand slipped beneath his shirt. Before long he had felt your fingers softly glide over the most neglected parts of his back, tracing small lines and circles.
Touch never came gentle to Simon; it has always been a sick and harmful thing. To feel a touch now so sweet and with care, without even having to ask, the man had felt unworthy by nature. And mostly he had felt sorrow, in many degrees beyond its own self.Â
If this is what a loving touch had truly felt like -- like safety and peace -- it turned his stomach at times to be aware that he never felt such a thing in his life until now. Not from anyone beyond his mother. A short-lived time that left as quickly as it remained. But nothing had been this. He knew that the moment he felt you.
He remembers not wanting that night to ever end. And he remembers how fast it had put him to sleep as well. Since that day he's silently enjoyed your hands running against him innocently, never quite finding the strength to ask you outright to do it more often until now.Â
What had made tonight different, he couldn't say. But even now, with your hands in his, patiently listening to him, he just wanted you to touch him more. Extend your body out to him and remind him of his own humanity.
"I don't know how to describe it..." Simon says, though he'd partly been lying. Â He could describe in full detail what he wanted if it didn't make him feel so frail doing so.
But you smile, seeing the bashful glint in his brown eyes and understanding the man's hesitancy to be more upfront. "I understand."
You slip your hand from him and gently curve it over his body beneath the covers, scooting your way over until your short arms finally manage to reach his back.Â
Your fingers gently comb over his skin, grazing him faintly with your nails, as you've begun to let your hand trails up his spine from the lower half of his back all the way up to the base of his neck. You let your finger pass each link of his spine beneath his skin, feeling the goosebumps you had risen over his entire body.Â
Simon lets out a gruff groan and sinks into your arms, letting his head begin to nuzzle into your chest, and giving you a better angle to rub him. "You're too good to me love," he says.Â
His continued little adjustments only make you laugh. "It's the least I can do for you, Simon."
A/N: I'm participating in Kinktober somewhat, but I might mix in more fluff and angst pieces as well. Just to throw in some variety ^^
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SIMPLE. (astarion ancunin x afab!reader)
based upon this request by @leahthesith: you've grown tired of astarion's games of jealousy, and it all comes crashing down one night when he chooses to spoil your fun with shadowheart.
warnings: mentions and allusions to astarion's past, as well as his sexual trauma. biting. lots, and lots, and lots of biting. oral sex ('f' receiving), smut. reader is not explicitly gendered/no pronouns are used. only a brief comparison of a 'schoolgirl crush'. reader has also had almost romantic interactions with several companions. 18+ - minors dni.
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Thereâs no reason for him to be looking at you like that.Â
No explanation, no justification, no reason for those jewel eyes to be glowering at you from across the tavern. For his fist to wrap around the mug of whatever heâs sipping on for show, pale skin going translucent in the dancing candlelight. For his entire chest having gone still the last several minutes, and for you to be unable to decipher if heâs simply too distracted to bother with the last of what remains of his living instincts or if itâs another instinct all on its own â if heâs holding his breath as he watches your conversation with Shadowheart.
Then again, thereâs no real reason for you to be watching him back.Â
The matter of the fact is that youâre watching him just as closely, just as captivated by his presence from across the room, just to simply notice these things. The stillness in his shoulders and the glint that you swear must be his fangs poking past his lips should not be in your periphery. Your focus, all your attention, should be on the vibrant girl on the stool beside you. The dark beauty whoâs speaking more with her hands than her lips, giggling over yet another glass of wine.Â
âYou know,â she sighs wistfully, and you have to tear your gaze away from where it had wandered towards the vampire currently sulking away from the group, âThe wine here in the city is much better than on the road.âÂ
You hum as you distractedly take a sip from your own glass, tongue immediately peeking out to trace along your bottom lip subconsciously, as if you might be trying to savor the flavor. As if you can even taste the flavor. Your tongue has gone all but numb to the ruby liquid as a very different shade of red has captured your interest.Â
This could be the same wine from the druid party at the beginning of your journey, the party in which you snatched a bottle from the very shadow that is watching your every move, and you wouldnât know the difference.Â
âIt is,â you lie, swirling the red liquid a little bit, an attempt to bring back the taste all over your tongue.Â
And even if she buys your lie, Shadowheart can tell something is off, leaning in just a bit closer, peering at you just a little more concerningly, âIs everything okay? You donât seem yourself.âÂ
You donât feel yourself. You should be feeling much more jubilant. You should be joining in on the same fun everyone else is having, toasting to yet another battle won. The end of it all was so close you could taste it.Â
And yet, you donât. Because heâs in the corner brooding, and with him heâs seemingly taken both your mind and your mood.Â
âItâs been a long day,â Itâs been one long day after another for months, it seems, âI suppose the wine is just making me relax a bit too much.âÂ
That it is. The alcohol has managed to wiggle its way into your bloodstream, heading straight up your spine and to your brain. All your thoughts feather at the edge, and perhaps that was why you were watching Astarion back so intensely.Â
Months of this journey, and you still felt no closer to figuring him out than you had that very first night of discovering his vampirism. Each layer of him that you had peeled back only revealed more confusion to sit with. Some days, you swore you had him entirely figured out. You knew every in and every out of all his wits, and you knew all the steps to the dance in which heâd attempt to draw you into. You could play into whatever design he was spinning between the two of you; you could beat him at his own game.Â
But other days, days like today, you simply couldnât.Â
All his flirtations, all his subtle seductions â you couldnât decipher what was real and what was still for show. For every innuendo heâd whispered into your ear, he shared just as scandalous a comment with another party member. For every seemingly accidental graze of his cold skin against yours, he was attaching himself at the hip of another one of your companions. For all he gave, he would take just as much. Leaving you spinning in the hope of it all; leaving you with a yearning hunger that probably neared the threshold of his own vampiric hunger.Â
You want him. You hate him. He infatuates you. He irritates you. He is both sides of the same coin that has damned you every step along the way of this peculiar journey youâve embarked on together.
âI know what you mean,â Shadowheart brings you back to reality with one swoop of her hair, a careful gathering of the locks to leave a shoulder exposed, âWhat is it that they always say? Wine is the secret ingredient for every bad decision?â
Your eyes trace carefully over her skin, the slope of where her neck meets her collarbone, the residual bruising leftover from the latest fight blooming beautifully over her. A welcome distraction.
âI donât believe Iâve ever heard them say that,â you muse, a smile tugging on your lips, eyes still traveling. Up, up, up.Â
Over the line of her jaw, across the curve of her chin. Pillowy bottom lip and softly rounded nose. Softness â sheâs made up of all soft and delicate features, such a contrast to someone such as Ast-
You must stop thinking about Astarion.
Youâre no longer asking yourself of it, youâre demanding yourself of it. You make a point to move your body and head carefully, positioning yourself just so that the outline of the confusing vampire on your mind is entirely blocked out by Shadowheartâs silhouette.Â
âOh, trust me â they say it all the time,â something simmers beneath Shadowheartâs returning grin, a sparkle in her eyes that should spark some sort of excitement in you. But itâs a hollow ache; youâre still painfully aware that heâs in the room, âSay, would you like to maybe⌠I donât know, get out of here? Iâm sure we could sneak some more of this exquisite wine to the room upstairs, perhaps find somewhere to relax together even more-âÂ
âOh, my dear Shadowheart, donât you know that that would be thievery?âÂ
His voice, so close and sudden, sucks all of the air out of your lungs.Â
âAstarion!â Shadowheart jumps a bit at his sudden appearance, but you hardly move a muscle. As though your body had been expecting him, as if you had always known the night was leading to this outcome, âIâm surprised to see youâve given up your gloomy act to join us all. I thought you might sulk in the corner all night.â
His eyes lock on you, and the facade of his usual self seemingly melts. Thereâs something darker beneath the surface, an animal caged away, and you can see it as it bares its teeth, âNot sulking. Merely observing.âÂ
You canât speak. Your entire chest is still tight, lungs still deflated, by his proximity.Â
âWell, hard to tell the difference when you hide away in the darkness,â Shadowheart manages to get out before her lips press tightly together, clearly irritated at your companion.Â
Sheâd nearly had you. She had been giving you clear signals, doing away with any games of cats and mice, and she had nearly had you.Â
âItâs in my nature, I suppose,â his tone falls flatter than normal, the words void of all the airiness and usual cadence he accentuates.Â
He still has you far more enraptured than sheâd ever stood a chance of accomplishing.Â
âWe were just heading upstairs,â you blurt out, and Astarionâs eyebrows raise at your proclamation.
âIs that so?âÂ
You donât quite understand why, but you feel the need to over explain yourself, painfully aware of Shadowheartâs inquisitive gaze as she watches you fumble with your words, âYes! I- I was just telling Shadowheart how tired Iâve grown. We were just calling it a night-âÂ
âBy stealing a bottle of wine?â his tone is growing sharper, and you squirm beneath what has almost become a glare. In an instant, heâs noticing all that discomfort, and you watch the facade be built back up in real time. Brick by brick, he once again resumes his usual role, voice raising a few octaves and a dangerous smirk returning, âAnd stealing our dearest cleric away from such a wonderful night of celebration? Nonsense! Allow me to accompany you instead, my sweet.â
The nickname rolls off his tongue as naturally as it always does. Sugary syllables, predatory purring. It almost reels you in until you remember the give and the take. The push and the pull.Â
Two sides, same coin. And youâve yet to figure out the value of that coin.Â
âThereâs no need for that-â Shadowheart begins to protest, but Astarion quickly cuts her off with a flourish of his hand.Â
âPlease, I insist,â even with his words lightened, sweetened up the slightest bit, that animal still lingers below the tone. Shadowheart will not be accompanying you up to the room. That much you know. âYou were clearly having such a good time. Itâs truly no problem, I donât mind watching after our fearless leader.âÂ
âI donât need to be babysat,â you snap, reactive like a dog threatened.Â
Like a dog cornered.
Yes, that was what you were. A rapid animal, backed up into a space, given no choice. Your heart was racing at the idea of being alone with Astarion. It was no longer a game of mental chess played across a busy tavern â it would be just you, just him, and all those terrible layers you had yet to decipher. It was a recipe for disaster. It was the perfect storm brewing, set for the destruction of you.
âI wonât be babysitting you, dear,â he smiles, and it looks more like a hungered sneer than a sign of genuinity, âSimply there, at your service, for whatever you may need.
I need you to leave me alone. I need our journey to be over so I can stop being your puppet to string along.
You wonder if the thought may have traveled over the tadpole bond and that was why his face falls, rather than your stubborn silence.Â
For a moment, you think Shadowheart is going to speak up. That possibly, she might just fight back against him, save you from the impending doom. But when her mouth opens, you hear the last possible thing you could have ached to have fallen from her lips.Â
âI⌠suppose Iâll be on my way then. Have a good night.â
Defeat.Â
It wraps around your name as she whispers it before she stands from her stool, unassuming to all your silent signals begging her to stay. Footsteps echoing over the commotion around you as she turns her back, and you feel the walls of this corner drawing in on you.Â
âI-â you start when you finally look back to Astarion, but heâs already reaching out to grab you.Â
âSheâll get over it,â he says harshly, pulling you along as if you were nothing. As though you werenât digging your heels into the creaking floorboards below, as if you werenât resisting him with every fiber of your being.Â
âAstarion- stop, Iâm- Iâm not worried about her,â you stutter out, cursing the way your voice falters, tugging against his grip on you, âGods, why do you do that?âÂ
The question has him halting at the foot of the stairs. The shadows encase the two of you as his eyes glow in the subtle darkness.Â
âDo what?âÂ
âThis.â
You wave your free hand in the space between the two of you wildly, as though that might suffice for explanation. But when Astarion only levels you with a blank stare, you know it wonât. You know it doesnât.Â
âYou pull me along, you push me away,â you continue, heart still racing wildly, breaths coming out short and fast, âYou treat me like something special and then discard me, and the moment I seek out that genuine treatment from someone else, youâre back to collect me as your own personal play toy. I want to know why.â
For all the exasperation you feel, thereâs a pride beneath it all. The pride of being able to articulate, the smugness of assuming youâve left him speechless. You havenât.
Today is not one of the days in which you can beat him at his own game.Â
âI donât know what you mean,â he claims, chin lifting just an inch, eyes flitting towards the ceiling before making their way to the bar scene behind you. Anywhere but you. âIâve done no such thing-â
âBullshit,â you spit out, âBull-fucking-shit. Youâve done it numerous times, Astarion. Do you not recall the night in which Gale had approached me, offering to teach me about the Weave, and how youâd interrupted-â
âOur dearest wizard would have bored you to death. It was a mercy to interject.â
â-or the night of the tiefling party, when Karlach had been on the verge of confessing something that seemed an awful lot like an admittance of liking me-â
âKarlach likes everyone. Have you seen the eyes she makes at Wyll?â
â-And how about the time when Laeâzel openly invited me to share a bed with her, and youâd overheard, and obnoxiously guffawed? Hm? Whatâs your excuse there?âÂ
Finally, his grip has slackened on your wrist, allowing you to pull both arms tightly across your chest as you glare at him. Chest still heaving, mind still reeling.Â
He clearly doesnât have a very good answer as his lips twitch briefly into a pathetic smile, fading quickly as he shrugs, âWell, I simply found the entire image conjured amusing.â
Your heart nearly stops, leaving your chest as empty a cavern as Astarionâs, âYou find the image of someone wanting me, wanting to lay with me, amusing?â
And for all he plays dumb, Astarion is not a fool.Â
He catches the fall in your demeanor, the way your arms slowly drop and your entire face contorts with your frown. Damage has been done.Â
âNo, wait, I-â he tries to begin damage control, but the damage has been done.
âSave it,â you cut him off, âIâm going upstairs now. You can continue on your moping down here in the shadows â I donât need a babysitter.âÂ
He almost looks as defeated as Shadowheart had when heâd intervened for a second, a second just long enough that you begin taking the long strides up the stairs. You think youâve gotten the last word, for that eternity of a second. Making it all the way to the first platform, turning to take on the second set of stairs.Â
When suddenly, your back is flat against the wall behind you, a cold body pressed against the entirety of yours.Â
âI do not find it amusing,â Astarion huffs, those beady eyes suddenly staring right into yours, lips dangerously close to your own. The defeat has been long forgotten, âThe image of you with the others â entranced by Galeâs magic, giggling by the fire with Karlach, on your knees for Laeâzel â is not amusing,â his hands are tight on your hips, bruising grip keeping you pinned with no escape. His body rolls, every inch of his clothed skin beginning to press against your own, âYou, laying with anyone else, is the farthest thing from amusing, darling.â
His head tilts in warning, forehead nearly pressed to yours, the end of his nose bumping against yours. You can feel every unnecessary breath he takes. Every huff of his sudden irritation invades your space, and all you can do is attempt to turn your head.Â
One of his hands is quick to reach up, pinching your chin between his thumb and pointer. You want to look away, but he wonât allow it.Â
âWould you like to know the truth?âÂ
A loaded question. A ticking time bomb when it comes to this game between the two of you.Â
You decide to set the fuse aflame when you nod your stiff head against his pinching grip.Â
âThe truth is,â he takes a deep breath, one you know he doesnât need. Heâs sucking all the air out of the room, air he has no need for, before his heavy eyes pour into yours. Youâre blinded, all visions of red and smoky warning signs, the chatter of the tavern faded to nothing, âthe image of you laying with anyone else absolutely infuriates me.â
Anyone else.Â
Anyone else.Â
Anyone else.
You open your mouth to respond, not even sure what you could possibly say to that, but itâs Astarionâs lips on yours that kills all words on your tongue.Â
There are no witnesses. Not a single soul below can see as he all but devours you, hungry lips melding to yours in desperation. The shadows he had been taunted for haunting for the night now serve as a veil, allowing you to cling to whatâs left of your dignity. If anything, it feels as though he might be controlling the shadows, beckoning them to come and wrap the two of you up as his arm sneaks behind your back, pulling your body tightly to his as he chooses to steal the breath directly from your lungs now.Â
The push, the pull â the coin. The value, it seems, is finally coming to light.Â
Through the kiss, you can feel the damnation of all the emotions Astarion must have been holding back for the journey. All the want, all the yearning, all the anger, all the confusion â every single emotion youâve been battling, breaking the surface as his fangs nip at your bottom lip.Â
It takes more willpower than youâd expected to shove him away.Â
âAstarion-â you gasp out, taking gulps of air into your burning lungs.Â
âTell me to walk away,â he begs, body still aligned with yours, hands still clinging to you, âTell me to leave you alone, and this time, Iâll obey.âÂ
Your tongue canât move. The depths of his whispers, his pleads, are ringing in your bones, and you canât say the words he asks of you.Â
âSay it,â he presses on, his fingers only digging deeper into your hips. You canât tell if theyâve gone numb from the chill of his fingers, or from the lack of circulation due to his strength, âJust say it, and Iâll do it. Say anything. Iâm yours to command.â
You should tell him to walk away. You should call off the game of cat and mouse. You should save whatâs left of your soul for someone else, anyone else, who wonât send your head spinning with a plethora of mixed signals.Â
âRoom. Now.âÂ
Of course, you donât.Â
The game was never one-sided. It was never you, a merciful victim of Astarion, always trapped in his shadows. Itâs a game for two â and youâve earned your blame in it all, the same as Astarion.Â
And you continue to earn it as your hands tangle up in the snowy curls at the nape of his neck, silvery strands slipping between aching knuckles, lips attaching themselves to his porcelain skin as he guides you up that final flight of stairs. Youâre not thinking of Shadowheart, not thinking of anything delicate or soft. Harsh clashes of teeth, harsh bites to rebuttal his fangs against you, harsh fingers digging into soft meat, harsh red lines left behind across his skin that fade away too quickly for your liking.Â
Harsh, harsh, harsh.Â
All your tensions and frustrations are put into the meshing, and you hardly notice once Astarionâs gotten the two of you through the threshold of the shared room. Everyone else is still downstairs, still celebrating, still cheersing and chatting away. Completely unaware of your demise. Oblivious to whatâs about to happen.
Anyone else.
Itâs been a long time coming.Â
You can see flashes of it in your mind as he carries you with him, door locked behind his back before heâs finding one of the vacated beds to lay you down onto. The night youâd discovered his vampiric nature, the night you had been his mirror with his scars, all the times in which heâd blatantly saved your ass during fights. The blurry figure that is your savior, conveniently getting between you and goblins or shadows alike as he buries his daggers to the hilt. Always there, always watching.
Always yearning.Â
Your heads sing in tune as that tadpole connection comes to life, like an exposed nerve as you feel it all reciprocated from him tenfold. Flashes of yourself, with soft eyes and gentle words. Patient palms and charming smiles. A pulling gravity so grandiose that it sparks sheer fear.Â
The room is quiet save for your gasps every time Astarionâs lips leave yours long enough to allow for breathing, the ruffling of clothing and bed sheets filling the air soon enough. Just quiet enough you can hone in on that fear, dig your claws into it instead of his back, focused entirely on following it all the way down.Â
More memories of his overriding yours. His exposure of Cazador, his admittance of his past. All the trust he put into you â all the faith heâd blindly handed over to you on a silver platter, only reminiscing and regretting once he was left to his own devices at the end of the day.
And then came the jealousy.Â
Youâd already felt enough of it through his kisses and movements â the way he pins your body beneath his, the way his fangs graze your exposed neck â but it nearly drowns you once the connection has opened the floodgates.Â
The image of you and Gale, and a twist in your gut like no other. Incomparable to even vampiric hunger.Â
The image of you and Laeâzel, and a burn in the back of your throat that drives you beyond reason.Â
The glimpse of you and Karlach, and the urgency rising in your chest to simply stop it. To pull the brakes, not once considering the consequences.Â
Every small moment between you and someone else â companions, strangers, those who have helped along the way â is given to you from Astarionâs point of view. You feel all that he has felt; you burn as he has burned.Â
You feel a glimmer of understanding, a pitiful ounce of sympathy, but then you remember all that you have felt. All that confusion, all that unsureness. Every time youâve had to question the glances the vampire offers in your direction or double back on his words.Â
Heâd done it to himself. You had to remember that â heâd done it to himself every single step of the way.
âYou could have said something,â you whisper out as his lips travel down the path of your neck, sharp tips of his fangs pressing to your pulse but not quite breaking skin, âYou could have just told me.â
Heâs lithe as a cat above you, each scrap of clothing being removed between the two of you exposing more of your bare flesh to the chill of his. You can feel all those muscles beneath his surface, and you can feel the hesitation as you say this. The freeze â the pause.Â
âYou make it sound so simple.â
The fangs scrape at your jugular as he whispers it, mouth shaking as he uses all his self-constraint to not simply bite down. Taste your sweet blood, let it sing on his tongue rather than this conversation you can tell is setting fire to all his anxieties. He doesnât want to talk.
Youâre not even sure if you want to talk.Â
But you do, with the weight of him between your hips and his hands dancing along your torso. Your head is thrown back as you sigh, âIt could be.â
It could be simple, it could have been simple this entire time, if only heâd allow it.Â
Heâs had you dancing beneath his spell since the moment youâd met him. You had offered yourself over to him, time and time again, knowing all the costs. Despite the warnings from others, and despite all the sirens sounding off in your head every time your eyes had met his, youâd still pined. Still fantasized what this current moment might taste like as youâd lay in your tent at night, still chased after his attention across Faerun. If he had just directly said the word rather than stringing you along, burning in private â you would have been his far sooner than now. He could have had you in the palm of his hands long before heâd ever spotted the Gate of the city.Â
He has you now, though. Entirely encapsulated, bending to every whim of his fingertips. Â
A flick of his wrist, and youâre exposing more of your neck. A nudge of his knee, and youâre arching your back to press more of yourself against him. Offering your skin, offering your soul, offering your blood. A silent temptation for him to simply devour you whole; a silent begging to not complicate things more than what was necessary.Â
You had both been in the wrong. He had sent mixed signals, and you had been complicit in your own silence.Â
And right now, you werenât particularly in the mood to rehash and reassign blame.Â
âShow me how simple it could be,â his voice is muffled against your skin, lips velvet against your pulse. It nearly frustrates you â was that not what you were currently doing? Were you not proving to him just how easily he could unravel you with those cold, cold palms? âGo ahead, darling. Prove me wrong.â
Youâre not the one meant to take an action, though. Your hands fly up, fisting at his white curls, and you apply pressure to let him sink deeper into your skin, but youâre not the one who can break the barrier.
Itâs him that must â his fangs must do it. The first bite, the smallest of sips.Â
Your blood trickles past his lips and you let out a sigh. As if this was what you were waiting for, as if this was all that it took. Your vitality draining slowly to invigorate him, your breath becoming his, your heart now beating for both of you.Â
He must feel it. He must taste it.Â
The simple entanglement of the living and unliving. How simple it was to become his.
You swear you only allow your heart to race as it does to encourage your blood to pump faster onto his eager tongue. He laps at it, hums at the taste, his grip on you becoming stronger with each pass of the ichor. Each passing second with his mouth glued to the side of your neck isnât marked with the tick of a clock, but the roll of his hips, and your own desperate legs shaking in those precious moments between, cursed to choose between tightening shut around his hips or spreading wider to encourage more of him to occupy you.Â
Just as you start to feel light-headed, he pulls back. Wide and vibrant scarlet eyes boring into yours, fangs tinged pink with you poking against his bottom lip.Â
The tadpole connection has gone silent. Not due to either of you cutting it off entirely, but due to the lack of thoughts transpiring. Both your minds have gone quiet, and all thatâs left is the warm buzz of knowing youâre connected. Static that you can feel at the back of your head, running down your spine, all the way to the tips of your fingers and toes.Â
Simple. Mind-numbingly simple.Â
You can feel the spark of something snapping after only a few moments of eye-contact, and you know itâs the ember that blazes within him as his next few actions transpire. Messy kisses leaving behind a trail of pink spit along your skin, hands no longer grappling at you mindlessly but with intention. He slips them between your thighs, a finger trailing down your cunt in time with his tongue down your sternum. What might be a memorized dance to him has become an entirely unknown experience to you, body buzzing with the novelty when his fingertipâs cool caress circles your clit before he slips down to your hole. Itâs seamless â the stretch, the crook of his knuckle against you as he sinks deeper, the relief in the curl of your toes.Â
âYouâre not another mindless dance,â he murmurs as he sinks deeper and lower, an unnecessary breath escaping him across your lower abdomen.Â
Heâd heard it. Heâd heard all of your thoughts at the moment.Â
You peer down at the ethereal sight of him between your thighs, his hair and mouth seemingly shimmering with all the stars and moon itself, âNo?âÂ
âNo,â his voice is strong as he lets the tip of his nose press against you, mouth creeping closer to where two fingers now pump within you, âYouâre not like the others.âÂ
He doesnât elaborate, even as the haunting question of who the others might be echoes within you. He completely distracts you as his fingers slip from your cunt and his tongue begins its work, worshiping you with every flick of it. Nose, tongue, breath â they all work in conglomeration as the unraveling truly begins. Every ounce of you is tensing, combating all the relief of having his mouth on you, as he pushes you closer and closer to a precipice youâve only dreamed of him guiding you to.Â
The suckle of his lips. The cut of his fangs when he gets a bit too excited. The lap of a tongue like a dog worshiping at your altar. Itâs all almost a bit much.Â
When your hands travel to entangle in his hair, you can feel the hesitation. For a moment, you believe he might reach up to take your touch away. Force you to grasp at the bed sheets, at the edge of the mattress, at the frame above your head. Anywhere but him.Â
But he doesnât.
The pause only lasts a few seconds before heâs returning to his mitigations, even more intent than before. Words that could never be spoken between the two of you take the shape of his lips around your clit, sucking almost as hard as he had at your neck. An animal seemingly overtakes him, his mouth not leaving you for the mortal necessity of breathing, but rather for something harsher; he breaks away only for his fingers to slide back within you, and immediately takes to biting at your thighs.Â
It isnât like he had done to your neck. This time, heâs not chasing after your blood. Nips and fuller bites, not just his sharpened canines sinking into fletch but his front teeth as well.Â
These arenât bites to drink from you. These are bites to claim you. Â
He lines your legs with them, scattered sporadically as he shifts himself up and down. From the apex of your thigh down to your ankle, thereâs hardly an inch of your skin that doesnât paint with Astarionâs touch. The bite marks, lingering outlines of his hands clinging to your flesh, patient hickies left throughout.Â
Youâre mine.Â
The message is clear enough whether you had seen it in his actions, or if he had sent it through the bond. You understand well what point he is making.Â
The point stands stronger and stronger when he works his way back up your body. He offers your hips the same worshiping treatment, leaves his imprints across your chest as well. A few marks brand your shoulders and neck, matching the two pricks that started this entire devourment.Â
âDo you have any idea of the hold you have upon me?â he sighs out as he holds himself above your body, hovering just close enough that your skin jumps as the skin of his abdomen brushes your own, âOur entire journey, I have been so focused on⌠on freedom, on abandoning the concept of ever being controlledâŚâ he trails off, and when he looks into your eyes this time, you can see something clicking into place. A fearsome realization. âOnly to end up in the thralls of your beck and call.âÂ
You hold your breath and await the inevitable. This is the part where he runs. Where he removes his flesh from yours, where he jumps across the room and surely spits out some sarcastic remark. Itâs the time in which he is meant to break all the hope that had been built over the minutes spent alone. Heâll make some nonchalant remark, or a crude joke, and heâll go make eyes at some other poor fool below. Heâll cast his spell over someone else, anyone else. Heâll leave you, wanting and yearning and hopeless, once more.Â
His body stays above yours, the thin fabric of space shaking between you two.Â
With a trembling hand, warm against his skin, you take a chance, âIâm not your master, Astarion.âÂ
You arenât.Â
You have no desire to control him the way he describes. You would curse the day should you ever become something even comparable to being a placeholder for Cazador. He isnât telling you anything new; youâve known his end goal of this entire journey. Astarion has always wanted one thing and one thing only â freedom.Â
And you thought youâd been helping him. Following him blindly through the woes, helping him achieve his ultimate goal wholeheartedly. Never for a single second had you assumed the role heâs seemingly given you.Â
A short laugh escapes him, the smallest of smiles flitting his face, âNo. No, you arenât. And that only enthralls me further.âÂ
His lips descend upon yours in a fervent fashion, even more desperate than before. It feels as if heâs actually trying to devour you whole this time â it feels as though he might actually accomplish melding you into his existence, sinking you right into the marrow of his hollow bones.Â
When his cock sinks into your heat, itâs ecstasy. Euphoria. Everything youâve been wishing for. Everything youâd been hoping for. You stretch around him, just as you had his fingers, body eager to take in every last inch of him. The buzz becomes a roar and your entire body feels as though it might be on fire. You want more, you need more, and heâs more than willing to give it.Â
More, more, more.Â
His hips roll agonizingly slow against yours, making sure every movement is felt across every nerve ending within your body. Deep within your gut, down along your thighs, all the way up your chest. You feel him everywhere â he makes sure of it.Â
Centuries, his voice curls through your mind like dark smoke. For centuries, this body has felt tainted. Never quite mine, never quite clean.Â
His hands are shaking as he lets them caress down your sides, over your hips, clinging for support.Â
You take that feeling away.Â
The words are heavy, the press of his chest over you heavier. Your own hands wander, and you make a point to avoid the scars on his back. The ones hardly deciphered, the ones that have tied him to a fate you refuse to let him succumb to. No amount of jealousy, no amount of spite, can reverse that ardent decision within your mind.Â
Youâre not an old coat, Astarion. You whisper it back, along the bond, your physical mouth gaping wide open as you tilt your head back into the pillow, feeling yourself tighten around him. Youâre not a worn pair of boots. Youâre a person.Â
A terrible mon-
You cut off his rebuttal, a complicated person. Snarky, indecisive, too flirtatious for your own good. But still a person, and still worthy.Â
Two simple words, and they send shudders through his entire body. Still worthy. You donât look at him as something to be discarded or owned; you donât envision him as a prize or a trophy. And you certainly donât see only his flaws when you look at him. When his ruby eyes meet yours, both his and your own eyelashes flutter ridiculously as all the pressure mounts, the blush of your blood across his cheeks and running down his throat, you both know. You donât need to put it into words.
Even when he infuriated you. Even when he made you second-guess his companionship in the beginning. Even when he made you swoon like a schoolgirl only to divert his attention. Never once have you fully faulted him for the mistakes.Â
Heâs done bad things. Youâve all done terrible things. And yet, you still want him.Â
Heâs worth more than the sum of his worst moments, even if he hadnât bedded you tonight. You would still help slay Cazador. You would still fight tooth and claw for his freedom.Â
You love him. You hate him. You hate to love him, you love to hate him. Itâs all smoke and mirrors at the end of the day when youâre feeling the weight of him collapse on top of you. And itâs mutual. The complicated, infuriating emotions are all reciprocated.Â
Every inch of your skin stings with the lingerance of his fangs and lips, gasps and mews slipping between your lips as he picks up his pace. His fingers dig into the meat of your thighs and hips in a failing attempt to pull your body back to his, the reciprocation languid in every stroke. Every slap of his skin against yours, every moan of his own â they mingle in the air and spell out the inevitability of this moment. You swear you feel his sharp nails nick you, a bead of blood no doubt bubbling and staining the sheets below.
You donât care. He doesnât, either.Â
Your whine echoes through the empty room right along with a harsh grunt from him. Heâs ravaging you. Bruising you inside and out.Â
âFuck, Astarion,â you gasp out, giving up using the bond. Your mind has melted far too much for coherent thoughts as both your breaths quicken, both abdomens tightening as you feel him reach even deeper inside your cunt, âFuck.â
You can feel him letting go just as it feels as though your body might give out. Blissful soreness hidden behind a curtain of pleasure that turns your vision white. You almost wonder if your body had been simply a vessel for his own pleasure this entire time.Â
You wouldnât mind if it had been, but heâs made damn sure it isnât.Â
Youâve never felt quite as cared for as when his hips stutter, feeling warmth fill your fluttering cunt as his open mouth places random kisses anywhere they can reach. His head falls to the crook of your neck and you can feel his tired lips pressing repetitively over your marked neck, your shoulder. They even graze the original bite mark, and the simple action sends shockwaves through you to join the rest of the residual quakes that keep your legs shaking around his waist.Â
The bedlinen sticks to your skin from a mixture of blood and sweat as he collapses next to you for a moment, still curling up to you like a cat. Nose running along your bare shoulder, lips still reaching out for you.Â
It takes you a second, but when you finally catch your breath, you canât help but ask the dreaded question, âDoes this mean youâre officially mine?âÂ
His chuckle is unexpected, vibrating against your chest as he rolls most of his weight off you and lifts his head, âHave I not made that much obvious?âÂ
âI just needed to make sur-â
He cuts off all your hesitation, lifting the entirety of his upper body now, âAllow me to make this very clear to you, darling. I have been yours since the moment you reacted to me holding a dagger to your throat with a damned headbutt.â
You smile sheepishly, âSo youâre telling me when I did that⌠I knocked some sense into you?âÂ
âNever,â he scoffs, waving a hand, the only sign of his own fatigue to match yours being the way he drops back down at your side. You donât miss the faint smile gracing his lips, âBut it was an impressive move. Quite enchanting for this old heart of mine.âÂ
âSo now you admit that youâre old?â you joke, prodding at an inside joke that had been ongoing since heâd admitted the entirety of his vampiric nature to you. Heâd always pouted like a child at any mention of his age, but heâd always allowed only you to get away with any jabs at it. Your entire group still doesnât speak of his reaction to Gale trying his hand at one of the jokes, âGoodness, what has gotten into you, my Star?âÂ
He flushes at the nickname, eyes diverting as he slowly creeps his body up the bed, face to face with you now. Your heart tightens a bit when he takes his time replying, swallowing hard, tongue peeking out instinctively as he runs it over his lips and fangs slowly.Â
You almost believe he wonât look you in the eyes again, but he does. As he says the heaviest words yet, he looks to you as if youâre the only thing in the room for this moment.Â
âI care for you,â his voice comes out tight, nearly strained. âDeeply. You make me want to be⌠a better⌠man, monster, whatever I might be. And if thatâs a crime?â he pauses, and takes another one of those pesky deep breaths that youâre well aware arenât vital to him. A glimmer of the human, the person, beneath the self-proclaimed monster. âWell, I havenât been much of a rule follower thus far in our journey anyways, have I?âÂ
You pay no mind to his joking tone, seeing the words for what they are. Your hand reaches up, fingers carding through silver waves, and you canât help your grin when he doesnât swat you away as he had done Shadowheart for the exact same show of affection the week before.Â
I adore you, Astarion.Â
Quiet words. Silent words. Only for the two of you, within the confines of a shared mine.Â
He clears his throat uncomfortably, âMind you, I may need some time, given all the memories this wretched city brings-â
âTake all the time you need,â you interrupt. From the second heâd opened up to you, offering that vulnerability in the heat of the moment regarding his body, youâd seen this coming. âI can wait for you, my love. Letâs just focus on surviving all this, yeah?âÂ
He canât hide his affection. Itâs written plainly on his face, it travels clearly across the bond.Â
âYes,â he whispers back, reaching for your wrist finally, but only to hold it placid as he turns his lips towards it. You think for a moment he might bite you one final time, and youâd let him, but he surprises you. No fangs appear â only the softest of kisses against the most vulnerable of skin. âSurvival. Of course.âÂ
Itâs not so much words as it is an image, a promise, that comes to mind from him. The fluttering of a future he sees being possible, the threat of a city burned down should any harm come to you.Â
âAnd no more jealousy,â you croak out, trying to not be overwhelmed by his own emotions mixing with yours. âYouâre mine, and Iâm yours.â
Another kiss to your wrist, this one far quicker, far more habitual than the first. Heâs kissing you simply because he can.Â
You know thereâs more behind his smile when he whispers, âOh, of course, lover.âÂ
And you find out later on the reason for such a mischievous smile, once heâs cleaned you both up and migrated for you two to rest in his claimed bed. When Shadowheart is the first of the group to enter the room, confronted with the image of you curled up on Astarionâs chest as his fingers dance over your aching skin, you donât even have to wake up properly to see the vision of a smug Astarion through your dreary eyes.Â
Words are exchanged, but theyâre lost to you in your sleepy state. You only catch the ones that matter.Â
âAstarion! Are those bite marks-â
âMine?â if you were any more conscious, you would have scolded him. He knows it, too, as he squeezes you closer to him, âWhy, yes. Yes, they are, our dearest Shadowheart.âÂ
Shadowheartâs huff of breath tells you all you need to know about Astarionâs smirk. Youâll talk more of jealousy in the morning.Â
#ghost's writing#kinktober#week 1: vampiric desires#astarion#astarion x reader#astarion x you#astarion smut#astarion x tav
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More Lucanis rambles because Iâm still thinking about it and got nothing better to do :P
I am not here to tell anyone how to feel but putting words into peoples mouths who criticize the Lucanis romance (or Lucanis in general) for being unsatisfactory by saying;
âYou donât know what a slow burn is/ itâs because you expected zevran / you donât get it heâs traumatized/ you just wanted something spicy and didnât get it so now youâre madâ etc.
Is completely disregarding the fact that his lack of reactions and lack of content actually led people to believe he is bugged. Most DA fans didnât expect spice or steam or whatever but they did expect an effective story, one they didnât get.
This is at the end of the day a visual storytelling medium and implication will only get you so far, if i have to start thinking up entire plotlines in my head to make sense of the story or relationship progression then they failed at good storytelling. If i have to write paragraphs of explanations that the game doesnât even remotely touch on then that isnât a slow burn, itâs just a lack of content and poor pacing.
If he is traumatized and reluctant because of it you have to give me a scene where i can actually read that. If he is awkward and doesnât know how to react to flirting you have to exaggerate to an extent for people to tell. If there is longing and angst give me banter that reflects it.
A romance in a game should give me some kind of deeper personal insight into a character and if i have to do the writers job and in my head think up those insights then the actual romance is mostly moot. Iâm not saying give me all the details iâm saying at the very least give me a jumping point, some info buried in the game i wonât get otherwise. His romance fails at this.
Mary Kirby was fired yes and itâs awful what happened but unfortunately the product still remains and it leaves a lot to be desired for a big amount of people. When players are straight up going back on saves to romance someone else itâs a real problem. For me, it soured my first playthrough, especially later when i saw how Davrin and Emmrich had content, convos, specific romance outings and at the bare minimum actually had a noticeable reaction to flirting dialogue.
Again Iâm not telling anyone how to feel, if it works for you thatâs awesome, but to disregard his obvious lack of content by calling other fans basically stupid is incredibly disingenuous.
I love his character, loved it since The Wigmakers Job and he is still my favorite after my first playthrough. I think the beginning of his romance was very promising and the end is great but everything else is missing Iâm sorry. His romance was not well executed and i honestly donât think his character really was either. (But i wonât vent about that right now)
I know what a slow burn is, i was not expecting Zevran, i did not want a steamy romance. I wanted a well executed story and i didnât get one. I am critical because i think it couldâve been great, i still love the game and i am not shitting on it, his character or other fans i just hate wasted potential.
#I STILL REALLY LIKE THE GAME#i promise i am not hating just to hate#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv critical#dragon age#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis dragon age#lucanis#lucanis romance#rookanis#lucanis tag#dragon age rambles
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Where's the Trophy? He Just Comes Running Over to Me
: Max Verstappen, Lando Norris, and Lewis Hamilton
: Part 2
: Main Masterlist
: Author's Note - Let me know if you guys want a part 2 with other drivers.
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Lando Norris
Shirts off, and your friends lift you up over their heads
(Miami Grand Prix, 2024)
He did it! Lando finally got his first win.Â
Years of doubt, years of criticism it didn't matter now. He finally was able to win for him and McLaren. As soon as he got out of the car, he was greeted by loud cheers from everyone there. On his way back to the team, he saw almost every single driver in the grid waiting there to congratulate him.Â
"I'm so happy for you, Lando," said Carlos as he pulled in Lando for a hug.Â
"Bout time, huh," said Max bumping into Lando as soon as he was done getting his weight measured.Â
"I am so happy for you, mate," said Charles as he passed by Lando.
"You did great, man," said Oscar, who saw Lando enter the area where the team was eagerly waiting for him behind the barricade.Â
Upon seeing the entire team waiting for him, Lando could not help it; he immediately took off to where they were standing. As soon as he reached them, Lando dove right in.Â
The entire area was filled with the team cheering and chanting 'Let's Go, Lando' while carrying him over their shoulders. During that time, Lando's eyes landed on Y/n.
He immediately started to wiggle out of the team's grip. Everyone was confused as to what he was doing, but as they put him down, they got their answer. Lando sprinted towards Y/n and lifted her off the ground.Â
"What are you doing?" Y/n shrieked as she felt Lando's body slam against her.
"Celebrating what else," Lando said as he pulled her even closer.Â
"What about the team?" Y/n asked as she let her hands run through his hair.
"They can wait! I wanna celebrate it with you first," Lando said.
"You've been there through all my podiums, all my losses; you bet your ass you'll be there right front and centre through my wins too," he finished as he set her down on the ground.
"You truly are amazing; you know that, Mr. Norris, Grand Prix Winner," Y/n said, smiling up at Lando.
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Max Verstappen
Cause the sign on your heart Said it's still reserved for me
(Dutch Grand Prix, 2024)
Y/n was nervously waiting as she watched the race.
4 more laps. 3 more laps. 2 more laps.
That's what she kept telling herself as she watched the bull maintain the lead.
*flashback*
Max and Y/n had spent the majority of their day lying on the couch with Jimmy and Sassy. It was the last day before the race season began for the year.
"I love this," Max stated.
"Love what?" Y/n asked.
"These days," he said. "Where we spend all our time together," he continued.
"And why is that?" Y/n asked as she looked at Max from her spot, careful not to disturb the cat sleeping on her chest.
"It's nice; we are together, and I don't have to worry about anything," Max said. He continued, "I always feel like when I am away for so long, you'll realize that I'm just a loser who is not worth being with, and you'd break up with me."
The sincerity with which Max had said that made her feel bad. Reaching out to caress his cheek, Y/n said, "I'll never leave you, Maxie. No matter what." She added, "Even if we break up, I'd never leave your side. I'll always be the one that cheers the loudest for all your wins."
*present*
True to her words, Y/n was there at every race. Even though Max and her had broken up, Y/n just couldn't break the promise she had made.
The distance this time had really tested their relationship. All the stupid fights finally built up to something that the both of them could no longer ignore.
The past few races had not been good for Max. No matter what he did, he was not winning, and Y/n knew it was getting to him.
Despite the breakup, the two still remained friends; she constantly checked up on him, and she knew that he needed that win. He needed to win.
Finally, as the final lap began, everyone in the Red Bull garage was holding each other's hands for support. It was Max and Lando battling for first place. With each corner they passed, the team grew more and more anxious. Nearing the final corner, Max gave all that he had left to cover the few meters that were left. The car had not been the best; the team knew that; Y/n knew that; Max knew that. So it truly was Max that was making the car special, and he wanted to prove that he still could do it.
With a final push, Max crossed the finish line. Everyone in the garage went crazy. They all started running towards the barricade, waiting for Max.
The moment the car stopped, Max ran. He ran like he had never before. He didn't even bother taking off his helmet. All he could think of was one thing and one thing only.
As soon as the team saw Max running towards them, they started to cheer even louder. Ignoring them, Max ran straight towards Y/n, who was standing amongst the team, and pulled her in for a hug.
"I hate it," he said.
"I hate not being able to spend my time with you. I hate that we fought. And what I hate the most is the fact that no matter what happened, you're still here, and I can't call you mine," he finished.
"Max," Y/n said as she felt her eyes tearing up.
"It was a stupid decision to break up. I want you. Please give me a chance to make things right again," Max said as he pulled away.
"I hated the way things ended, and I want nothing more than getting back together, Maxie," Y/n said, smiling as she kissed Max's helmet.
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Lewis Hamilton
I haven't come around in so long But I'm making a comeback to where I belong
(British Grand Prix, 2024)
Lewis could not contain his happiness. It was his first win of the season. It was his home race, and man did it feel amazing.
Looking at the crowd gathered around, he could not help but get emotional. Ever since 2021, Lewis has not been the same. He no longer was leading every race, he no longer won, and he no longer was the world champion. He was happy for Max, but it still burdened him.Â
These few years had been a tough journey for Lewis. Everywhere he looked, he felt like it was a reminder to him that maybe it's time he quit racing. And usually he doesn't let this get to him; he has Y/n there to always pull him out of his thoughts. But as of late, no matter what she did or what his friends did, Lewis couldn't help but think that his age has finally caught up to him.
This seed of self-doubt had blossomed into a full-grown tree of trust issues and self-criticism. Lewis kept on thinking about how if he can't even keep winning, something he has known for almost half his life, then how can he even be called a husband to Y/n?Â
At night when the two would be cuddling, Lewis' mind often drifted to a world where he was still winning, where he could have won his 10th championship by now. Where he and Y/n would have a really happy lifeânot that it isn't now, but somehow it is better. Where he was a better father to his son.
All those doubts were now forgotten, for a while at least.
"OH MY GOD! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!" Y/n screamed as she ran up to Lewis and tackled him.Â
The two fell over laughing as Y/n peppered Lewis' face with kisses. "I am so glad you were here to witness this," Lewis said as he wrapped his hand around Y/n.
"Are you kidding me? I wouldn't miss it for the world. I am so happy for you, Lew," Y/n said. "I know, no matter how much you try and hide it, I can see this has been troubling you. My love, promise me no matter what, you never let these doubts consume you," Y/n continued.
Lewis nodded at her, smiling softly. Of course she noticed; she always knew what he was thinking about.
"I mean it. I am always, ALWAYS here for you. So don't you dare lock yourself up in there every again," she said while pointing towards Lewis' temple.
Suddenly a new weight was added on top of them, and as the two turned, they saw their son had decided to join them on the ground. He wrapped his arms around Lewis and Y/n, "I'm so proud of you, dad," your little 6-year-old said as he pulled you both closer.
It was finally time for the national anthem. Lewis was standing at the top of the podium, looking down at his team and loved ones. He made eye contact with Y/n and his son and sent a flying kiss towards them. He smiled when he saw his son trying to catch the kiss.Â
It felt right; standing at the top felt good, and Lewis swore to himself that this wouldn't be the last time.
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