#This man really got taken seriously. I am so tired of ppl
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lucienne-thee-librarian Ā· 10 months ago
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#the fact that he essentially called us privileged as if corrective rape isnā€™t one of the biggest issues we face
NO BUT REALLY. Also you made it plenty clear op I think, the sad thing is it only needs clarification to well. Anyone who isn't us and isn't used to seeing this nonsense happen (or perpetuates it themselves). We've almost all seen this before. What James Somerton said and did was egregious but it's nothing new. Him acting like cishet men are and were always so uncomfortable with our sexualities that as a result they...leave us alone and uh. Lol. LMAO even. If only.
And I know it's bad praxis or whatever supposedly, to blame people who were conned, but...idk. I'm not saying you need to go into the town square and self-flagellate while loudly proclaiming your wretchedness or the internet equivalent, but. Part of me feels like people who saw this and the worst of his misinformation (like the Pink Swastika conspiracy theory iykyk and I'm so sorry) and STILL took him seriously and sent him money should maybe feel a LITTLE bad?? (And then critically try to do better cause guilt by itself is just useless wallowing.) Like, if you really heard him say all this misogynistic lesbophobic and biphobic shit and still uncritically stanned him and sent him money, maybe a *tiny* bit of responsibility taking is in order? Even just moment, thinking to yourself like "ouch. Fuck, I shouldn't have listened to him without doing some fact checking? Maybe I shouldn't have let those things slide when he said it"?? Would that really be too much to ask?
Everyone hyperfocuses on this one dude and on the way he did his best to bury the evidence because it's more comfortable to ignore the looming elephant in the room...that he didn't happen in a vacuum. We can go on about how he bullied and lied about his few critics to silence them. And that's true, he did. But also...cmon, let's be serious.
The lesbophobia, biphobia, misogyny ntm transphobia and racism being basically okay as long as you use enough buzzwords...or just happen to seem Educated and Serious (being white ntm a man, a cis man, is not a requirement 100% of the time but it sure does help, and often seems to be the unspoken code for what that means to people) needs to stop. And so does the way people just never fact check things, ever, if someone says something they want to believe. (And I'm not saying I'm immune to that last particular issue, I'm not. I've been trying my best to be religious about it but I wasn't always.) If all that results from this whole Expose is...a bunch of ppl dunk on the visible, easy target then nothing is ever gonna change. There's gonna be more small-scale James Somertons if there aren't already (there are. I just know there already are).
I love all the dunking on James Somerton but I donā€™t think weā€™ve focused enough on all his lesbophobic rhetoric because the things he says are genuinely so astoundingly ahistorical and insensitive and it infuriates me that he was allowed to get away with it so long.
He literally said lesbians didnā€™t face police violence on the same scale as gay men when thatā€™s just demonstrably untrue. Lesbians, ESPECIALLY butch, GNC, and trans lesbians, faced MASSIVE amounts of police violence AND STILL DO and if he gave a single shit about like. Women as people. Or even just LGBT history in general as he so proclaims to care about, he would know that. Iā€™m going to start beating people to death with copies of Stone Butch Blues until they fucking listen
And Iā€™d really love to know which fucking planet he lives on where lesbians apparently have all this great representation, and where we as lesbians are allowed to write our own stories, because Iā€™m really not seeing that pretty much anywhere in mainstream media. Iā€™m still seeing lesbians portrayed in stereotypical or fetishistic ways, and thatā€™s when I see us portrayed at all. And yes cartoons are great and fine but there is so painfully little lesbian representation written by lesbians geared primarily towards adults.
But at this point, the wider communityā€™s general lack of a reaction to lesbophobia in their ranks disappoints but doesnā€™t surprise me. Itā€™s sad and somewhat astonishing that heā€™s escaped accountability for his lesbophobic comments up to this point, but again, not surprising. We need to stop letting our community, especially people like James Somerton who get held up as voices for the community, get away with lesbophobia.
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helsensm Ā· 1 year ago
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I cannot hold it in anymore I am absolutely OBSESSED with your art and the way you draw Lao.
I also would like to inquireā€¦.. just perhapsā€¦ what are your top head-canons for him, and/or your opinions on popular ships for him/which ones you like?
No pressure!! I hope you are having a wonderful day šŸ§”
me, trying to act normal every time an awesome artist I look up to says something nice about my art
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Thank you so much! first of all, please take this Lao with you, he's yours now~
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now let me preheat my bad english.....
Most of my Lao headcanons (if they are not related to a particular art I made) were yoinked from another ppl, because DAMN FELLAS your brains are sexy. šŸ˜ So you might have heard some of them already, but here's my top general hcs for him.
NOTE: we are talking about the current timeline mk1 Kung Lao
- Lao is very expressive with his hands and he's THE TOUCH person. Just look at how many times he took Raiden by the shoulder in the first chapter alone?? He'll be pushing, and patting, and shoving, and punching you all over while telling about his breakfast or something.
- Lao is struggling with inferiority complex. Since childhood he was under a tremendous amount of pressure, he has to do things right, to be better, or else he would be mocked or punished. Now he believes that he should be the best, or he would not be taken seriously. He's constantly seeking validation in his peers, causing him to act cocky and over-confident.
- Anger issues, usually when someone questions his skill.
- People call him lazy because he tries to act like everything comes naturally to him. In reality he trains hard and takes things seriously. Like, he's fighting with a RAZOR RIMMED HAT fgs, it's not something you can master in a day! Also he always got energy running through his veins, lucky bastard... *cries in iron deficiency*
- He makes his hats by himself. With his hands. He designs and creates. ALL of them. I will die on that hill.
- He's a slow to trust, but ride or die as a friend.
- He's a trouble maker FOR SURE, but not a bully. He's respectful and polite to most of the people (if they don't provoke him), also drinks his respect-women juice.
- Master of sass and sarcasm. And yes, I think he swears, but in the right circumstances or the right company.
- He's got rizz NOW, but in his teens he had zero game because he could not keep his mouth shut and would scare off the person with the most ridiculous piece of idiocy.
- I read it in one fic and really loved the idea that Liu Kang "told the blossoms" about Kung Lao, and they really liked him šŸŒø so now they are following him around and bringing him news and gossips, that's why there's always those goddamn petals aroung him aasghGHHHj šŸŒøšŸŒø
- He's rolling his eyes at Johnny, but they quickly become besties.
- He actually has a cold relationship with Liu Kang. Don't get me wrong, he trusts him, respects the hell out of him and will run into a wall for a man. But I think Liu will distance himself because of all the memories of HIS Lao and how badly they sting. oTL
- That smile and a bow Lao did after loosing to Raiden? He meant that. Loosing hurted BAD, but the pain was pushed aside by the sence of pride and happiness for his best friend.
oh shit, this is getting out of hand, I'm starting to think about the other timelines and dynamics, we'll be here all week hhhhgh
About the popular ships... Well, I'm a big fan of railao (yeah NO SHIT who would have thought), but I am a multishipper, so I'm just happy to see my fav characters feeling good in someone's hands. šŸ˜Š
I really like the liulao and laoliutana for several different reasons. šŸ‘€ The johnshilao (or is it laojohnshi..? erm) was the one that didn't impress me at first (love the Lao just third-wheeling with a tired expression <:'D), but recently I'm starting to warm up to all the different dynamics these three can have. And that is, in no small part, thanks to you and your kenlao agenda šŸ‘€šŸ’– damn you created such a nice cozy universe for them I'm šŸ„ŗšŸ’•šŸ’—šŸ’–
Bi-Han/Lao is a bit random, but I love how catto did them, they are such a cute pair of assholes! >:3
ummm, yeah, so I'm going to stop there ahahhH. Thank you again for asking and for all the nice little feels your art provides, I admire you tremendously~
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reilleclan-blog Ā· 1 month ago
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This world has seriously lost the plot, I am so tired so tired of constantly waking up. This system is collapsing all this news shit is just a compilation of capitalism failing . And I'm so fucking tired of this shit I'm so fucking anxious about every goddamn thing . I hate work no REAL HUMAN BEING SHOULD BE WORKING 40hrs A WEEK . THIS WORLD HAS TAKEN SO MANY THINGS AND JUST REARRANGED THEM INTO DIFFERENT SHIT. SLAVERY IS PRISON SYSTEMS, HAVING A DAMN JOB IS SLAVERY BY CHOICE, ITS ALL BULLSHIT. I'm so angry and sad I'm so sad dude. This world is coming to an end , I wake up everyday like I'm waiting for the sky to fall like I'm chicken little. I remember as a kid I was being abused most of my school years grammar and highschool, and our neighbors would probably hear all of that shit for years and years. But when I'd get off the bus I'd walk past them with my headphones on and I didn't know they were talking to me I didn't hear them or was paying attention and a lot of them took such offense too that. Me a kid being hated on by adults and others because I didn't speak to them , even though everyday of my life I was being beat and verbally abused. But neighbors are worried about me thinking I'm "better than them". And b/c of this my mom got into a very heated argument with them over it, I just remember crying my eyes out b/c I just never understood why ppl hate me for the weirdest shit. Even when I thought I didn't do anything wrong I was always hated. This was my life for years still is my life, on top of still living with my abuser been abused by a lot of my family ppl I thought were supposed to protect me, this is all. My point is ppl only give a fuck about "appearances" nobody gave a fuck about me getting screamed at or me screaming my heart out b/c of how much pain I was dealing with ON MY OWN, but yeah dude call me out for not saying HELLO TO U. This world is just so sick this place makes me physically ill idk how im still going idk how im still trying to hold on to some slither of hope when most of my life I've never felt significant to anyone except my dog.
Black men police black women like police officers police black men, everyone wants some sort of power of control some power of worth. That's why so many ppl are misguided or pointing fingers at everyone else but the damn white supremacists, just conduct us to hate one another and it's that simple. The amount of times a black man felt entitled to me saying hello to them is fucking insane, if I don't say hello I'm likely dead , if I do say hello I'm likely dead, there's no winning in this situation. THERES BLACK WOMEN GOING MISSINF AND BEING KILLED EVERY SINGLE DAY BUT BLACK MEN ARE SO WORRIED ABOUT A FUCKING HELLO??? maybe protect and nurture black women and maybeee more of us would feel safe around yall . I don't feel safe I don't speak I keep to myself and I'm still seen as "rude" "aggressive" "mean" . This place makes NO FUCKING SENSE DUDE IT DOESNT. Ppl are talking about this election left and right, tbh I really don't give a flying fuck about the election this entire system is corrupt , ppl just want Donald stupid ass out of the office b/c he managed to be a menace to even republicans lol it's fucking hilarious . I genuinely loathe this place I'm ready to leave I'm ready to go . Donald Trump is the true damn hokage shoulder all the hate lookin ass(this is a fucking joke)
I'm so fucking tired why have I been lucky still breathing , idkidkidk I can't imagine my future at all I can't see myself being happy I can't see nothing. I'm terrified of this place
ITS 60DEGREES IN FUCKING CHICAGO IN FUCKING OCTOBER WTF IS GOING ONNNNN
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emmafreakecreations Ā· 3 years ago
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ACOWAR-First time reading
Feyre- I was laughing to myself when she was in the spring court thinking she was so smart and cunning. Literally everyone except Tamlin figured out she was up to something. Lucien knew right away she was up to something bc she was acting too dumb. I started laughing more when the twins revealed they were poisoning her. It was even better when she thought messing up the spring court was a great plan and then it backfired in her face. when ever Tamlin does something she is just like "ugh what a fool" (Tamlin allowing Hybern in to be a double agent) but then when someone else does the same thing she is just like "oh so brave" (Rhysand working with Amarantha). Like in first few pages or so in Tamlin says something about everyone being a mess inside and she rolls her eyes at that but then when one of the inner circle says something similar about everyone being broken inside, she's like so true. I know she is angry at him and couldn't believe that he would sell ppl out just to get her back but seriously your inner circle is not perfect either. I am also tired of constantly being like "oh Rhysand is allowing me to make a choice. He always gives me a choice.", oh so a man is giving you permission to make your own choice. sure that's feminism.
Tamlin- This man just needs a therapist to help work through some stuff. I can clearly see there is some good in him but he is really struggling with things and needs help but everyone keeps abandoning him which is making things worse. Tamlin went back to being book 1 Tamlin and I am tired of inconsistent characters. His rant during the High Lords meeting was so true and I could feel the anger and hurt through the pages from him. (granted calling Feyre a slut was uncalled for) He felt so betrayed and hurt by Feyre a person a loved. Why does everyone hate on him so much when clearly Beron is the worst out of all the high lords. Tamlin had to drag Beron's ass to the final battle. Tamlin also saved Feyre when she was rescuing her sister from Hybern's camp and I don't think it was to impress her I think it was out of love. He knows she won't return it but he does it anyways because he still loves her. He also could have just let Rhysand die but no he brought him back to life because he wanted Feyre to happy even if it wasn't with him. Why is no one talking about that? Tbh I would love to see a book about him healing and working through his stuff because I believe he is a good person its just his weaknesses and fears are holding him back, but i doubt that's going to happen bc clearly this fandom hates him and yet when the heroes do something awful they are forgiven.
Rhysand- I guess you are still cool, except for the part where you suggested having sex in the library which supposed to be a safe haven for survivors of s3xual assault. wtf. And I'm tired of you constantly sacrificing yourself and then when your friends are willing to do it you tell them they can't. WHAT ABOUT IT BEING THEIR CHOICE RHYSAND? YOU REALLY LOVE CHOICES.
Mor- Yes I do think you are an awful person. You lead on two guys for 500 years when you could have just told them you didn't see them in a romantic light only as friends. You didn't have to reveal you like women to them, but at least tell them you are not interested instead of sleeping around to say your not interested bc clearly Azriel didn't get the message bc he had hope that maybe someday you would see him in that way. And to top it all off you got irritated at Nesta and Cassian for getting closer when you aren't even interested in Cassian in that way. Also for being mean to nesta when the one thing she did was say she didn't like your dress.
Nesta-I love her and I don't like the hate she gets. All the inner circle at one point jokes about her being an uptight bitch but honestly I think I would be that way too in her situation. First off her childhood seems like it was awful and on top of that she has the pressure of being the eldest. Her sister gets taken by fairies, her sister later returns only to leave again and she might die and never see her again. Her sister returns now a fairy, Nesta thinking of the possibility of her being dead, and bring along with her total strangers and all of them fairies. Creatures she has been taught all her life to hate. Then gets kidnapped and goes into a cauldron and has a traumatic change into a fairy. Then she is taken to a house and kept there in near isolation not knowing where her one sister is and talking to people she doesn't know well. She is also blunt and as a person who is often blunt ppl don't like that bc you are saying the truth and they don't like that. I love that she has a tough exterior, reads romance novels, and is fiercely devoted to protecting her sisters and innocents. I also liked that discussion she had with Feyre and she said "but why do I have to train, why can't ppl fight for me." and then later she realizes why her sister fights and decides to join. Can't wait to read from her perspective.
Cassian- I love you keep doing what you are doing.
Lucien- I love you and I'm glad you were able to redeem yourself, but the glory of getting Vassa's army was taken away from you and given to a character who hasn't really been around and only actually doing something once he was wealthy again. So brave to go find Vassa too. Once he heard everything from Feyre he felt bad and wanted to help his friend and not fail her again. I did not appreciate the inner circle being mean to him at first, bc of course he is suspicious of you guys and of course he finds it disgusting that his friend is with a person he thinks is evil when that friend used to be with his best friend. Calm down. I appreciate that he keeps his distance from Elain too and talks to her gently and doesn't try to force anything.
I was excited to finally meet all of the high lords and the high lords meeting did not disappoint with drama. I enjoyed them preparing for war and getting allies and the battle themselves it brought me back to middle school when I read the ranger's apprentice series. Also the final battle reminded me of the final battle in lord of the rings with the surprise reinforcements showing up *chef's kiss*.
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rayshippouuchiha Ā· 4 years ago
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Prompt of sorts i guess?
Read the story ā€˜the family you choose by TunaFishChrisā€™ good story set in ATLA but when I finished reading it my brain threw more plot bunnies at me. Help.
Same soulmates verse but its ozai not azulon who burns zukos off, azulon does have one but its on his head covered by hair n it was for his wife so when she dies azulon goes a little mad n as this was during ozais formulation years n while iroh is away its no surprise that ozai ends up like he does. Half natural inclination n half nurture or lack there of. Sozin was soulmates with roku, loosing him n being partly responsible got rid of any sanity he still had thus war n genocide with gusto. Ozai is the only born royal with no marks n sees it as a strength, zuko gets his down his spine for his soul family always having his back n such. Ozai nearly cripples zuko getting rid of them. Lala (is easier n faster to write) gets her marks when she is with zuko, zuko is always with her, mum told him that he was a big brother n that big brothers looked after their little siblings, zuko loves his little sister, he takes her everywhere. So when her mark appear he very quickly covers them, takes them to a discreet doc in town to get cover cream for her n starts teaching her to NEVER talk about them to anyone but him, not mother not father, no one. It works the cream n the where they appear on the body mean she is not found out by ozai. This changes alot. Once azulon gets his mind back after his wifes death he is tired of war but realises that no one will believe him wanting to end the war, he looks at his sons, iroh has too much blood on his hands n likes fighting too much to be the one to take over from him. Ozai is too cruel, twisted n power hungry for it to be him. Lu ten is promising but after talking with him (under the pretences of teaching him royal politics, laws n other things that the presumed heir would need to know) azulon discovers that lu ten does not want to rule and to force him to do so would only make him resent the throne. Lu ten suggests zuko instead, zuko loves the nation n the ppl, zuko is a naturally caring n protective person, zuko already sneaks out n mingles with citizens who canā€™t seem to help loving him, he just draws everyone in. Lu ten suggests having zuko (and lala if zuzu is there so is she) attend these lessons with azulon n Lu ten the excuse given to allow it is that zuko is to be trained to be Lu tens advisor when he is firelord. Its the other way round really but no one else needs to know that yet, zuko can be the lord, Lu ten n lala the advisors. Lu ten is the one keeps the farce going n keeps the target for assassination on his back rather than his little cousins. Lu ten is reported dead at ba sing se but is alive just so injured n with amnesia, possibly also damage to his chi so he canā€™t bend. Is picked up by the boulder who was an army soldier but leaves after that battle as he canā€™t stand to see that much blood anymore. Lu ten has soul marks but they hang on his skin like a very log hanging belt no one is going to notice them unless he gets naked. Growing up zuko n lala discover they r soul mates, lala is far more stable as she knows her brother will always love her no matter what she does n without conditions like father. She still is terrifying but she is loyal to zuko n only plays at being loyal to ozai. When Lu ten is reported dead n ozai makes a play for the throne azulon sees his chance n when says ozai must lose a son, he doesnā€™t want zuko dead, he plans to remove zuko from ozai family line register n either take him in as his own son or to have iroh take zuko in. Either way zuko was never going to die. Lala not knowing this is scared her only person will be taken from her goes to mother as even though mother doesnā€™t love her she loves zuko n will be willing to protect him, that done she goes n spends the night with zuko in case father sends assassins. Ursa makes the poison n gives it to ozai n then runs, it isnā€™t fatal poison she is hoping that ozai will mess up, azulon to survive but proof that ozai tried to kill him will see ozai either in prison till he dies or being executed for treason. Either way zuko is safe from his father n azulon canā€™t kill zuko as he will be the only remaining male heir, ozai dead, iroh too old to have more children n azula being too young n too female for most of the war counsellors to take seriously. Ozai adds something of his own to the poison, not completely trusting ursa (I wonder y) the poison ends up stimulating death long enough for azulon to be declared dead, ozai crowned n shit started. Azulons body is secreted away by a small group of loyal followers n his health slowly, very slowly returns, he is an OLD man even if the poison doesnā€™t kill him it does still kick his ass a bit. Ozai ups his campaign to get rid of zuko, lala quickly becomes VERY good at acting, manipulation n fighting to counter this n keep her dum dum alive, zuko becomes paranoid as hell but reaches new heights in stealth, weaponry n first aid. Lala is counting down the days till she has a valid excuse to kill ozai. Azulon is pissed as hell that he canā€™t do anything from where he is apart from try to help zuko as much as he can by sending ppl he trusts to teach him n look after him. Iroh comes back n really throws a spanner in the works, dismissing his fathers ppl from around zuko, in the (how many??) months that he is back before zuko is shipped out has the highest number of nearly successful assassination attempts on zuko since ursa left. Ozai is not impressed (that they failed), lala is adding uncles name to her shit list, azulon is just mystified as to how his son who is a supposedly great tactician can be so damn stupid.
Then the agni kai happens n azulon is too pissed off at ozai to care about iroh anymore. Azula is leaving with zuko ā€œas otherwise his only example of fire bending will be uncle father n really even dum dum is better than that, besides then if zuko dishonours the family I can kill him straight away.ā€ She has spent too long keeping him alive now for him to ruin all her efforts now. Zuko still has the same soul mates but also has the marks for Lu ten, azula n yue. Azula has zuko, toph n yue. Lu ten has zuko, azula n boulder at the least. Toph has azula added to her group. 6 months after zuko is banished azulon manages to find their location n reach them before they leave, takes over teaching them again n rips iroh several new ones while the crew watches in awe n horror. Azulon finds out about zukos marks n what ozai did n nearly sinks the ship in his rage, lala is glad to find someone else to help her keep zuko alive even if she doesnā€™t fully trust him, the only one who gets that treasure is zuko. With azulon backing his thoughts about stopping the war n to start helping the ppl of his nation zuko is different by the time aang gets freed, he n lala (im still coming with u dum dum) start working with the gaang earlier n things go smoother? The fire royals end up going to the northern city with them where they meet yue, she n azula bond, azula teaches her to be terrifying, azulon just watches n makes cutting remarks on how stupid the norths misogyny is n just how under prepared they r for anything really, the small fleet of their southern sisters tribe could lay seige, win n not loose more than maybe 5 ppl n they r all non benders. Water ppl being pissed that they canā€™t kill azulon due to him not being fire lord anymore n is just a doting grandfather really look at how harmless n unarmed I am, they have no claimable vendetta to excuse their killing him as lawful by tribe standards, as the tribe isolated itself n has had no real damage from azulon, also he has already been declared dead which is throwing them a little. Hahn being stupid enough to try n take azulon on, azulons bitch face is epic n lala vows to replicate it one day. Political marriage betrothal between yue n zuko? This azulon is a mix of grumpy old man, sarcastic little shit n im-too-fabulous-for-this attitude. When they find toph is also when they find boulder n Lu ten, zuko n azula bond with him n that breaks the amnesia n katara might be able to help heal his chi?
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shorkbrian Ā· 4 years ago
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Hello again, asks are compiled under the cut. Please block the tag #shorkbrian answers a lot of asks# If youā€™d prefer not to see these types of posts from me. If I havenā€™t answered your ask, itā€™s because Iā€™m saving it for a thirst, drabble, or fic.
I donā€™t ignore asks, but sometimes getting around to them overwhelms me lol. pls accept my apologies lol k here we go
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I am very glad, I legit was so scared that it was too long and that itā€™d be disappointing bc the smut wasnā€™t super IN YOUR FACE yknow? But man am I glad to hear that.
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Iā€™m looking directly @ you
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Someone noticed omg!!! Ā A lot of times I just put whatever song I played on repeat while writing that fit, but I have a *yandere* playlist that I listen to and it gets me going. Ty for noticing!!!
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Iā€™ve considered opening them permanently but I just... idek. Iā€™d have to start deleting or ignoring the requests I donā€™t vibe with and Idk how to handle that lol. But thanks for the well wishes, hope your next few months treat you well friend!
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Watermelon sugar why
Srsly youā€™re sweet but just wait until I start to really get going with all my nasty kinks okay, then youā€™ll be rethinking this strategy hunty lol!
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I literally stalk @.vermiliren and @.kazooli and @.seita lol. Maybe when I get my blog more cleaned up, Iā€™ll create a list of creators that I enjoy, along with fic recs. For now, hereā€™s a link to my AO3 bookmarks which I read one like almost every single night bc Iā€™m a horny gremlin.
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I am the shark king. Sharks are my thing bro u donā€™t even know. I love them so much, they're dumb and big and beautiful and yeah I wish I was a mermaid who got to swim with them. Also I changed it bc Iā€™m trying to make my blog more *professional* and all that so I can start being taken seriously askjakjdf
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Compliments suck, ifĀ I'm being down and out honest. This does not bother me at all, Iā€™m just unsure how to respond. I think I would prefer no comments, but Iā€™m trying really really hard to just sayĀ ā€œthank you!ā€ and move on before I get uncomfortable. Having to fight with someone about how I perceive my self worth is exhausting, and especially so for the poor person that was just trying to say something nice and be nice to me.Ā 
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They do make me quite uncomfortable my dear lad/lassie/lasso. Say what you wish in the tags tho ! I donā€™t really reply to those, so thereā€™s no pressure on me to have to say something back. I do however, see all the tags ppl use and some of them make me laugh so hard cause theyā€™re so spot on, and it makes my day. likeĀ ā€œMark me down as scared AND hornyā€ andĀ ā€œBakugou better be able to bench 165 cause imma throw my fatass in his mf lapā€ and it kills me.
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I SCEREAMED AKDHGSYDGASJSD this is the only formatĀ I'll be taking asks in now, no compliments just a yes/no answer to if my works help u cum god bless
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you used the /gen!!!!! IDK what these are called but the /S and /gen and /J save my life!!!!
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Frick youā€™ve figured me out, I do try to put like a nail-in-the-coffin sentence at the end. A lot of times it never works right, but I cannot for the life of my figure out how to end a single post ever. If anyone knows hmu pls ty
(Also ps I checked out ur blog cause yans are my jam and it is very much Not garbage!!)
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Thatā€™s very kind of you, but pls donā€™t stay up past midnight itā€™s bad for ur Brian youā€™ll make bad decisions bro trust me all of my stuff is written after midnight
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You will lafff..... but I will tell anyways..... I was prescribed aĀ ā€œlife coachā€ after I got out of the hospital, which was really just a poorly disguised softcoreĀ ā€œmake sure u donā€™t yeet urselfā€ type of thing. He had me write down things I liked about myself, and when I returned the sheet of paper still blank, he wrote stuff down for me. Like five sentences ofĀ ā€œMy hair and skin are unique and specialā€Ā ā€œI like animals and enjoy being kind to themā€Ā ā€œI am worthy of respectā€ etc etc. and I had to look in a mirror twice a day and say those sentences to helpĀ ā€œboost my self worthā€. It sucked so bad dude, and I like got upset about it every time it came up, until finally my therapist was likeĀ ā€œ... this aint doin this sad bitch no goodā€ and my parents got designated for yeet watch instead.
I know, logically, that (the majority of) people are not purposefully taking time out of their day to make me feel bad. They're trying to be encouraging and loving, and I appreciate it so much. But like... what do I say? If I say thanks, itā€™s almost like acknowledging what they're saying as true, and I canā€™t live with myself thinking Iā€™m more than I am. Iā€™m sorry youā€™ve had experiences that make compliments difficult for you also, I understand bro and I hope that your future holds healing and peace for you.Ā 
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Hopefully I wonā€™t vent as much anymore lol, Iā€™ll try to do that on my sideblog where I reblog really trigger-y memes akjdafhkjf. But thank you for your kind words bro, theyā€™re appreciated and put in a nice lil jar.
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Ah dw! This doesnā€™t sound like a jab. I think all of us r so sad n depressed and feel unworthy of love, so the fantasy of a Yan coming and forcing it on us and not leaving even when we lash out is just..... so attractive my heads gonna explode
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me, thinking about kiri at any given moment like:
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I have the next Hybrid! Kiri fic like lined up, but Iā€™m so demotivated be I was SO CLOSE to finishing, and then wiped my computer like an IDITO
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Waso, Iā€™m taking horseback riding lessons bc my mom went:
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and my grandpa told me that one of his horses was named Awaso and I immediately thot of u fun fact. But youā€™re so very kind, and I enjoy seeing you in my inbox. Iā€™m never tired of u homie. You are loved and important, and itā€™s not an illusion. Even random strangers on the internet can feel soft towards you bro, and dats me, Iā€™m the random stranger that likes u.
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So I took Russian for a year, my dear friend, because I wanted to see if the language myth ofĀ ā€œRussian is the hardest, Korean is the easiestā€ was true. I would say yes. So instead of like translating this and typing out a coherent response, Iā€™ve resorted to google translate Iā€™m so sorry butĀ Š’ŠøŠŗтŠ¾Ń€ Š¼Š¾Š³ ŠæŠ»ŃŽŠ½ŃƒŃ‚ŃŒ Š¼Š½Šµ Š² Š³Š»Š°Š·, Šø я Š±Ń‹ ŠæŠ¾Š±Š»Š°Š³Š¾Š“Š°Ń€ŠøŠ» ŠµŠ³Š¾. Also, the way Vitya is written in cryllic makes my heart swell it looks so cozy idek what I mean by that but it does? I treasure you man, hope to see you around in the new year and maybe??? we be good friends
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Can any year be good when Kirishima Eijirou doesnā€™t exist?
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I just imagine anyone who comes across my stuff, sitting at their computer shocked and slightly horrified, maybe turned on like
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Daddy Aizawa makes me
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Wait!! I have something to aid your troubles!!
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ur welcome now u can be horny whenever youā€™d likeĀ 
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pls every time we talk about Kirishima I have to act surprised likeĀ 
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LISTEN BBYGORL I have had therapist Suga in the works since *checks notes* November. I am excited for it yeahhhhhh but sadly, I donā€™t think I will be continuing piano teacher Suga. The story is petered out in my mind, idk where it would go. Therapist sugarbird tho? We have some thots about this. Coming soon to theaters near you
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ellie-reacts Ā· 4 years ago
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Vampire Diaries s1 e10
- "I know you. you're always one step from a maybe. a tiny nudge to yes" lmao further proof why this man is absolute dogshit
- *ignores old man* *doesn't ignore female jogger* folks. folks i'm gonna bust down a door and smack some ppl with my fucking bat
- MELISSA MCCALL???? why'd you have to do her dirty like that vd writers
- logan scumfell... god, i love jenna
- *ominous bell tinkle*Ā 
- damon, who was the problem all along ā€œiā€™m sorry what? another attack? i think the fuck notā€
- lmao it looks like tyler is talking to his twin (from the back) and itā€™s wild
-Ā ā€œshe needs someone nice like himā€ [bonnie talking about caroline and matt] she needs stable friends who talk to her so she can not worry about relying on a relationship
- bonnie, speaking the truth w/ ā€œwhat kind of future could you have had with him, if he stayed?ā€
- you son of a bitch, stefan salvatore, can you stick to one decision youā€™ve ever made
- sob. relationships *pukes*Ā 
Ā  i jest but also, the amount of pressure thatā€™s put on everyone to be in a relationship and the fact that it plays out like that with everyone then getting into relationships? the fact that caroline swings from one relationship to the next, even as weā€™ve already seen her insecurities surrounding this kinda stuff? makes me. so sad/annoyed
- DAMON STOP COMPULSING CAROLINE I SWEAR TO GODĀ 
- logan fell is currently hunched over like a gremlin grousing about being turned into a vampire
-Ā ā€œnext thing I know, I canā€™t get into my house because my foot wonā€™t go through the door!ā€
Ā  ā€œyou have to be let inā€
Ā  ā€œI live aloneā€
Ā  ā€œthat sucksā€
Ā  Ā there is something to be said about two asshole characters having banter. itā€™s kinda funny. especially as one is actively threatening and has already shot the otherĀ 
- the fact that matt and elena mainly only talk when she and stefan are on the outs? so annoying. infuriating. whereā€™s the relationship depth. whereā€™s the fact that theyā€™ve known each other for years. why canā€™t they stay platonicĀ 
- caroline in the background, knowing that sheā€™s second to elena in mattā€™s view? i feel so bad for her
- logan fell should not be trusted with state secrets lmaoĀ 
- is logan using wooden bullets? I thought that weā€™d seen a vamp get shot w/ regular bullets in an earlier episode and it didnā€™t affect them at all. i am confusionĀ 
- i love seeing stefan realizingĀ ā€œwhat the fuck do you mean logan fell is here? i killed the mfā€ except he canā€™t say that out loud because, yā€™know, no one else knows that logan even died in the first place
- i personally think that jenna should get the right to murder logan fell. give her a baseball bat and fifteen minutes.Ā 
- LET CAROLINE ADVANCE AS A CHARACTER 2020
- like seriously,,, her character is just,,, a sad punching bag pretty much
- creepy semi-sexual threats from logan fell @ the sheriff. not appreciated.Ā 
- heheh,,, Jeremy and Tyler fighting,,,, Tyler getting pulled away by his dad,,, Jeremy getting pulled away by Alaric,,,,,,,, poetic cinema
- if someoneā€™s car is their home does that mean a vampire needs permission to get in. would they be able to open the door to the car or would it sizzle their fingies? iā€™m geniunely interested nowĀ 
- THATS A LOT OF BLOOD ON THAT WINDSHIELD. HEY. HEY LOGAN? JUST WANNA TALK
- Monsiuer Lockwood, youā€™re the mayor and youā€™re trying to run a fucking dogfighting ring but the participants are your child and a high school freshman (haha dogfighting,,, cuz later show events. i guess that kinda makes sense but also his character is a dick)Ā 
-Ā ā€œi think itā€™s important to foster young mingsā€ logan, you think itā€™s important to concussĀ young minds you jackassĀ 
- do yā€™all have tire irons in your car? is that a normal thing to have?Ā 
- HAHAAAAAĀ ā€œwhatā€™s your problem manā€ as it pans to a shot of tyler w/ the full moon RIGHT behind him and he goesĀ ā€œi dunno manā€. like. this is such heavy-handed foreshadowing
- this man really just turned his entire back on elena mid-kiss. this is. this is a weird shot.Ā 
- ā€œi am not having a good time in this chilis tonightā€ i type as i scroll instagram to ignore the intense making out / semi-sex scene happening on cameraĀ 
- logan, getting taken down in like under a minute: hdkfj
Ā  alaric: heehaw, back i go to flirtingĀ 
- oooo is elena gonna find-- YES SHE IS GOING TO FIND THE PICTURE OF STEFANS EX KATHERINE WHO DOES IN FACT LOOK EXACTLY LIKE YOU ELENA. YES YOU SHOULD BE CONCERNED LMAO
-Ā ā€œready to sex it upā€
Ā Ā ā€œwait i gotta light 50 candlesā€
- stefan, you stupid man, you left the picture of katherine out on your table while you got smexy w/ elenaĀ 
- what the fuck is this creature in the road
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Avengers: Age of Art Movie? ART?? MOVIE
DAY ONE
the title for this chapter of the Mighty Pre-Endgame RewatchĀ comes from the fact that Joss Whedon apparently said, of Age of Ultron:Ā 
ā€œI was trying to make a little art movie. Which is actually, a pretty shitty thing to do to a studio that gives you a lot of money.ā€
which??? ok?????
so we went into this looking for Joss Whedonā€™s Art Movie
Itā€™s worth noting before we get into this that Iā€™m a fan of a lot of things Joss Whedon has done over the years, as much as I give him crap sometimes, and actually, I donā€™t know that I hate this movie as much as is common. I enjoyed it more than I remember enjoying it in the past? I go back and forth. I saw it in theaters and was likeĀ ā€œactually I like this itā€™s pretty okā€ and then I saw it again likeĀ ā€œOH NO THIS IS AWFULā€ and then again likeĀ ā€œOH NO ITā€™S EVEN WORSE THAN I REMEMBERā€ and now Iā€™m watching it again likeĀ ā€œactually......ā€ and I think itā€™s that the quality is very. uneven?Ā 
it is also worth noting that it took us TWO DAYS to watch this because we kept having to pause the movieĀ  in order to GO OFF which meant that this 2 hour 22 minute movie took us like SIX HOURS to watch. at first it was just me and The Roommate @goteamwin but on Day Two the Gal Pal @pegasuschick joined us.
anyway on with the rewatch (day one)
I STILL MISS THE OLD MARVEL LOGO! SO MUCH!
So the opening shot of this movie is from the twinsā€™ POV and this was the first point that we paused the movie to fully Go Off because goddamn
can you imagine how much better this battle scene would be from the twinsā€™ pov?
like: thereā€™s all these explosions and shaky cam and a monster roaring and youā€™re likeĀ ā€œoh god is it aliens? it must be aliens? and these soldiers dying everywhere and the city is getting destroyed etc etc
and then you realize itā€™s not aliens, itā€™s not HYDRA, itā€™s not some terrible overpowered terrorists
itā€™s the Avengers.
now THAT would be an art film
anyway back to the rewatch
Steve Rogers: IT IS 2015, I AM NINETY SEVEN YEARS OLD AND I AM STILL FIGHTING NAZIS I AM T I R E D
this is all looking real fake it has not aged well and it wasnā€™t that great to start with
ā€œtheyā€™re the avengersā€ he said, sounding so confused and so so tired
aaaaaand here we paused the movie AGAIN to talk for twenty minutes, mostly about how if this wholeĀ ā€œā€ā€™ā€art movieā€ā€™ā€™ā€™ā€™ā€™ā€™ā€™ had been shot from the Twins perspective, that would have been a better set up for Civil War and also super interesting
ā€œWe are here to helpā€ why is the Iron Legion speaking Very American English in an eastern? european? city
Old Man Dad Clint
thereā€™s two weirdly different movies happening here and they do not sit well together: like, a dark spooky serious one and a quippy Joss Whedon action movie
and donā€™t get me wrong, one of my favorite things about Joss Whedon is how he uses humor to really give his sad moments Extra Punch heā€™s a master of that
but this is just jarring
ā€œplease be a secret door please be a secret doorā€ followed by the worldā€™s tiniest and most adorableĀ ā€œ~yay~ā€ is the most endearing thing Tony has ever done in his life I would die for him
The Problem Is Not Brucetasha.Ā 
THE PROBLEM is that the BruceTasha dynamic doesnā€™t just come out of left field, it comes from a different sport entirely. it comes from another planet.Ā 
I think thereā€™s potential for an interesting dynamic here but we get ZERO buildup to it
like in the last movie, Natasha is scared of the Hulk, like, literally shaking in shock TERRIFIED of the Hulk, but we see nothing of her deciding to run directly at the thing that scares her most
and we get ZERO explanation of like -- Natasha likes Bruce AND the Hulk, and Bruce AND the Hulk both like Natasha and thatā€™s an interesting dynamic too, but we get NONE OF THAT
itā€™s very frustrating
also, where does Wandaā€™s horror movie aesthetic go? is it the same place her accent goes?
Tonyā€™s dream sequence is... p badly shot, given that itā€™s his driving motivation for THE REST OF THE SERIES
Me: this is weirdly shot, right?
The Roommate, A Professional: Yes. *in a very fancy voice:* ~From a cinematic perspective~Ā 
Me: *starts cracking up*
The Roommate: But seriously, theyā€™ve gone for a weirdly wide angle in this very emotional moment and it would make more sense to do tight shots here, but--
Me: *still cracking up*
The Roommate: really?
Me: ~from a cinematic perspective~ trolololol
AND LITERALLY HERE IS WHERE WE GET THE TITLE CARD. THATā€™S HOW LONG, SPIRITUALLY, THIS OPENING IS.
Why was Bruce NOT expecting a Code Green? like? Itā€™s HYDRA, of COURSE theyā€™re gonna pull out all the stops??
We get like two minutes of Thor&Steve&Tony being bros, for the purpose of exposition here, and then the party sequence, and literally the rest of the movie is them all arguing with each other
and we stopped the movie again to talk for ten minutes about how much more Impactful AVENGERS: CIVIL WAR would be if we had even one (1) movie of the Avengers actually being a team
this is exactly why it took us two days to watch this movie
ā€œUh, actually, he's the boss. I just pay for everything, and design everything and make everyone look cooler.ā€
And again, we stopped the movie (seriously, itā€™s our own fault this took so long to watch) because LETā€™S UNPACK THIS
TONY PAYS FOR EVERYTHING?
TONY MAKES ALL THEIR SHIT?
TONY DOES THEIR DESIGN WORK?
AND LET US NOT FORGET THAT SHIELD RECENTLY FELL APART
WHICH MEANS THAT THIS IS STARK INDUSTRIES PRESENTS: the avengers
and that is A L A R M I N G
legally speaking
and also morally speaking
like goddamn.Ā 
no wonder ppl freak out about it? letā€™s jump on THAT for CW
(also, when we recapped this for the Gal Palā€™s benefit on Day Two, she pointed out that Tony puts his name on everything and he probably got that from his daddy -- like in TFA, theyā€™re doing this experiment for the Army but LITERALLY EVERY PIECE OF EQUIPMENT has the Stark Industries tag on it
Steve probably has the SI logo tattooed on his ass
he doesnā€™t know it
tony knows itĀ 
and wishes he didnā€™t)
all that aside, this is an A+ On Point Steve and i Strongly Disagree with anyone who says that Joss Whedon doesnā€™t get Steve Rogers.
Like, we very clearly get three distinct Steves in this movie -- we get Captain America, Captain Rogers, and Steve, and theyā€™re all a little different but theyā€™re also all perfectly executed and theyā€™re all STEVE. eg:
the look that he gives Maria, like english pleaseĀ and then after her explanation he saysĀ ā€œwell theyā€™re going to show up again.ā€ - Captain Rogers.
ā€œRight. What kind of monster would let a German scientist experiment on them to protect their countryā€ - Steve
ā€œThey are.ā€ - Captain America
letā€™s just. letā€™s just acknowledge that Thanos had a stone.Ā in his possession. and he gave it away. to L O K I.
ā€œI'm going to live foreverā€Ā 
ah geeze he actually is tho
*CLINT FEELS*
They talk about AI like itā€™s this Great Forbidden Thing, and the Roommate looks at me with the Tiredest Eyes
Everyone is working on artificial intelligence,Ā she says.
e v e r y o n e
seriouslyĀ ā€œthe man was not meant to meddle medleyā€ is a very impressive tongue twister that Tony definitely practiced in the mirror that morning
but itā€™s also nonsense
the military, corporations, academia, everyone --Ā everyoneĀ is working on AI.
Ultron: What is this. What is this, please.
The Roommate: Me. Every morning.
Also, itā€™s worth noting that when Ultron goes through all the files on the Avengers and shit, he looks at Steve AT LEAST twice.Ā 
The Roommate: To be fair, so would I.
RIGHT RHODES IS THE REAL HERO OF THIS FILM
ā€œWhere are the ladies,ā€Ā said Maria Hill, a Known Lesbian.Ā 
Sam and Steveā€™s whole everything is A+ Great, as usual
Rhodeyā€™s face after everyone laughs at theĀ ā€œBoom, you looking for thisā€ line is just
*kissy chef fingers*
and then this happens
theĀ ā€œflirtingā€
this is the weirdestĀ ā€œflirtingā€ i have ever seen
itā€™s like the uncanny valley of cute flirting
itā€™s like theyā€™re both actors pretending to be characters who are acting out something theyā€™ve only ever seen in film
why is it like this
ā€œWhat Are Your Intentions Towards My Daughter?ā€ - Steve Rogers
no I kid
Captain America said that
Steve saidĀ ā€œas maybe the worldā€™s leading authority onĀ ā€œwaiting too longā€, donā€™t.ā€
and then suddenly theyā€™re all teens hanging out in their dadā€™s basement
honestly this scene is the best scene in the movie, possibly the franchise, and itā€™s well worth all the bullshit weā€™ve put up with so far.
letā€™s also take a moment to pour one out for both Steve and Thorā€™s #looks in this scene because
goddamn
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Steve and that blue button down
Thor and his hoe v-neck + pop collar maroon jacket
much fashion very hnnnngh
like it takes WORK to make these two look better with their shirts ON but you did it, AoU costume department. You Did It.
Also, James Spader as Ultron is just
i love it
gurl u r LEAKING
u CHOSE this body
u could have taken any iron legion body, you probably couldā€™ve taken a SUIT if you wanted but instead youā€™re here in this janky ass leaking melty faced body with wires hanging every which way and the arms and legs on backwards
you are such a drama queen
truly his fatherā€™s son
so when Tony pulls out JARVISā€™ broken corpse, how were they all supposed to know this was JARVIS? do they all get to meet Jarvis at some point? like at what point was Captain America introduced to the holograph representation of JARVISā€™ ā€œbodyā€ that he just IMMEDIATELY knows that this abstract yellow humpty dumpty is JARVIS
Team Dr. Cho Was Underutilized 2k15
Tony laughing because heā€™s about to be in so much trouble is very much a #mood
We can bust arms dealers all the live long day, but, that up there? That's...that's the end game.
Iā€™m just going to present this bad phone picture of my notes because I feel like it does a better job summing up how I feel about this line:
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remember when Wanda had an accent?
Iā€™d sayĀ ā€œgood timesā€ but Iā€™m not sure they really were
seriously the Maximoffs have a great origin story this shouldā€™ve been theirs and Clintā€™s movie that wouldā€™ve been better
God Bless The AoU Costume Department
I have no idea what happened in this scene because of Steveā€™s smedium shirt
and that said he has to compete, visually, with Cobie Smulders in a sheath dress, and he does so with effortless grace
*distinguished golf clapping*
I actually really like the set up of Wakanda and Vibranium here itā€™s just nice and it gives all the background we need without really feeling like exposition and it reveals character dynamic between steve and tony itā€™s just nice is all
SALVAGE YARD AFRICAN COAST
Andy Serkis giving 112% AS USUAL
So Ultron steps into this scene like
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and tbh it is a sexy leg good work Ultron
ā€œIā€™M NOT MY DADā€ -Ultron, definitely in Denial
Pietro talking to Tony in this scene like Tony was personally there when the bomb blew up his family and almost killed him and his sister
he wasnā€™t
u r drax in this scenario, and Tony is Ronan
he doesnā€™t remember ur family, dude
ā€œpretending you could live without a warā€
are we just going to ignore that Ultron gets inside Steveā€™s head right here right now and then Wanda exacerbates that 200%
and Steve just decidesĀ ā€œyup that sounds rightā€
ā€œi guess Iā€™ll just be at war for the rest of my unnaturally long long lifeā€
is anyone? going to talk about that? bring it up to him maybe?
no?Ā 
coooooool coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool
i just ~love~ (and by love i mean HATE) that natasha romanoff (A SPY) decided to upgrade her suit (HER BLACK STEALTH SUIT) with glowing (GLOWING!) stripes
much stealth very in character wowĀ 
(negative 200 points costume department what the hell)
pietro donā€™t hit senior citizens thatā€™s rude
these dreams are actually totally fascinating and I really like them donā€™t @ me theyā€™re great
ā€œI Am Mighty.ā€
ā€œonly the breakable ones. You are made of marbleā€
ā€œWe can go home. Imagine itā€
aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ā€œNatasha, I could really use a lullabyā€
natasha isnā€™t here right now please leave a message after the beepbeep
this is such a fucking nightmare, could be a callback to that opening fight scene IF IT SUCKED LESS
Tony. Your green son has a special need. maybe instead of trying to turn him back into Bruce, you should try to accommodate his needs. because heā€™s special.
Clint MacDonald Had A Farm
ā€œThese are... Smaller agents.ā€
ā€œSorry For Barging In.ā€
Captain America is here from the 40s and Ready To Apologize
Thorā€™s Extremely Dramatic Exit
Steve: looks at the house
(very softly in the background, Peggyā€™sĀ ā€œwe can go home.ā€)
The Roommate: nuuuuuuuuuuuuuu steve donā€™t think thaaaaaaaat
I honestly love Old Dad Clint. *shrug* sorry not sorry
and now weā€™re here. at That Scene.Ā 
YOU KNOW WHICH ONE.
it makes no FUCKING sense for EITHER OF THEM to be having THIS CONVERSATION at THIS TIME.Ā SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK.
Honestly, the only way this makes sense is if Bruce and Nat are both ace af and think the other one is allo afĀ 
just two hopeless asexual babies, adorably in love with each other
both of them awkwardly being likeĀ ā€œBUT. YOU WANT THE SEX. RIGHT?ā€Ā 
and neither of them realizing that the other one also does not want the sex
thatā€™s the only way the scene makes any kind of sense. If Natasha is putting on a performance and Bruce is too and neither of them realize that the other is putting on a performance
BUT EVEN THAT DOES NOT EXPLAIN WHY NATASHA FEELS THE NEED TO BRING UP HER UTERUS
LIKE
THEREā€™S NO NEED FOR IT IN THIS CONVERSATION
AND THE WAY SHE BRINGS IT UP IS B I Z A R R EĀ 
and when i saw it in theaters, I was likeĀ ā€œoh clearly this scene is missing some important dialogue that clarifies that Nat doesnā€™t mean sheā€™s a monster for not being able to have kids.
BUT I WAS WRONG.
UGH ANYWAY MOVING ON.
god bless the AoU costume department for Steve in a Smedium shirt and Dad Jeans. A+ work i can almost forgive you for putting glowing neon on Natā€™s stealth suit
but honestly the whole rest of this movie is worth it this one interaction:
Tony: Isn't that the mission? Isn't that the "why" we fight, so we can end the fight, so we get to go home?
Steve:
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Captain America: *externally* something something end a war something something people die something something
Steve: *internally* I SWEAR TO FUCK IF ONE MORE PERSON TELLS ME THEY WANT TO GOĀ HOME, IMMA MCFREAKING LOSE IT.
YOU WANT TO GO HOME?? Y O U WANT TO GO HOME??? B I T C H
oh hey Tony ur dad is here
ā€œwatched my friends dieā€ ok butĀ 
a) are you and Steve friends?
b) if this has been eating at you, why wasnā€™t it shot better ~from a cinematic perspective~ and why donā€™t we get more of you being haunted by it and less of you talking about reinstating prima nocta
Actually this is a good time to talk for a hot second about Why We Donā€™t Hate AoU As Much As Some:
itā€™s very hard to judge AoU as a standalone film
because a lot of the things it does best are not standalone
it does a good job setting the stage for Civil War
it does a good job foreshadowing Infinity War and EndgameĀ 
and on that note, itā€™s actually hard to judge it without having seen Endgame
it does a BAD job setting up the Avengers as a cohesive unit that works well together
it does a BAD job building the BruceNat dynamic
it does a BAD job making us believe that the Avengers are actually friends and not just coworkers who tolerate each other and sometimes hang out and drunkenly try to pick up thorā€™s hammer
that isnā€™t friendship, actually. you know what friendship is? look at Steve and Sam talking about Important Things That Matter, look at Tony and Rhodesā€™ dynamic. those are friendships.
anyway
The Roommate says it feels like AoU skipped some steps. Like, Avengers (2012) brought us in at the ground floor of this building and then we got shoved into one of those really fast elevators and dumped directly into some game changer meeting happening on floor 44 and then it kicked us directly out the window to our deaths
iā€™m maybe elaborating slightly upon what she said
the point is that AoU is not a good movie because itā€™s not a good standalone movie
the character dynamics arenā€™t Bad or Wrong theyā€™re just not properly built up to.Ā 
It feels like we missed a movie
maybe thereā€™s an alternate universe where we got an Avengers 2 that made sense, and this is actually Avengers 3
maybe we just need to find Joss Whedonā€™s secret file of fanfiction and then everything that happened in this movie will make sense
ALL THAT SAID, THIS IS WHERE WE STOPPED THE MOVIE ON DAY ONE AND MY FINGERS ARE TIRED SO THIS IS WHERE Iā€™M STOPPING TOO. AGE OF ART MOVIE DAY 2 WILL BE UP WHEN I FIND THE ENERGY TO DO THAT.
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heartbxnd-blog Ā· 5 years ago
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@mercenaryrocket has sent: 4. What are some things you are tired of seeing in the RPing community? / 11. Have you ever received anon hate?
Lets get some NaCl-y on Munday a Thursday night! Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  [Not Accepting]
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4. What are some things you are tired of seeing in the RPing community?
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// Oh boy okay so...
Senselless violence bc PsYcHo UWU EdGyNeSS my muse likes to hurt others bc uwu: IDK man, I am not saying violence is the problem here- violence if used correctly can be a nice compliment to a muse. However, I am so tired of muses just taking these actions- out of nowhere- man it is difficult to explain it. But to me personally- these extra edgy all about that violence muses, donā€™t quite fit in well with the pokemon setting??? AGAIN I am not saying that violence is the problem here- just look at my Lance (which I SERIOUSLY hope this isnā€™t what people get while reading my take on him), but I feel like I would appreciate more if violence actually complimented the character- instead of it being like ā€˜Look at my muse attacking other ppl bc uwuā€™ to me it just makes them look flat and childish.
OH YES UH- full grown adult muses, behaving and acting just like children: ??? Yeah it- it doesnā€™t sit well....
Iā€™m tired of people failing to understand that muse and mun are two complete different things: I HOPE THAT EVERYONE WHO FOLLOWS ME, IS WELL AWARE THAT I AM NOT MORTY/LANCE/ETC. this is why I really try to distance myself as much as possible from muses I rp, I donā€™t want to self insert into them.
It is 2019, why do people still think that muses difficult to ship with = THE MOST DEVELOPPED AND WELL WRITTEN CHARACTER IN THE COMMUNITY: Calm down dude, chill- take ur coolaid juice fam. Full kudos and my love as well as support for muns who arenā€™t keen on it, who donā€™t want that- etc. But donā€™t come shitting on my fun, for thinking that somehow my muse lacks development because I like to ship my muses with other peopleā€™s??? What kind of assinide logic is this???
ā€˜u CaNā€™t PiCk tHaT fC fOr Ur MuSe BC...ā€™: Dude it is a fictional character... Thatā€™s their blog....Being made for Rp fun, ainā€™t nobody got time to appease to your wepwesentation campaign(tm). I guess you can fucking arrest me then Tumblr police.
Also Iā€™m really tired of these ā€œcalloutsā€ that could have been solved by simply talking/some kind of communication had happened: Sorry but those screenshots of Discord DMs taken out of context only serves to prove how low some people are willing to go. Honestly, this only instigates mob mentality and bullying.
I guess these are the biggest ones??? That came to my mind??
11. Have you ever received anon hate? Ā  Ā  Ā 
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// Oh yeah!! A few times!!! Luckily they didnā€™t last much, and were just people being really dumb.
From being called a racist and toxic person, because I refused to tag my posts in my mother language after an anon came to me like ā€˜Yeah when I see languages IDK it triggers my anxiety uwuā€™. Imagine if I were writing some arabic dialect or japanese- wouldnā€™t that be funny?
To the less harmful ā€˜Youā€™re transphobic for writing genderbend Ausā€™ in my sideblog... Dedicated to it- that I rarely if ever bring it up...And the person had to likely dig through my blog to find a link to it in the first placr....
ĀÆ\_(惄)_/ĀÆ It is like some jokes just write by themselves...
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dykedykegooses Ā· 7 years ago
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i'm askin u every single even numbered question for the lesbian ask game
at least you didnt bother with the algebra this time, for which i am thankful
Femme or butch?
iā€™m more femme but i try to act butch sometimes and i just end up failing hopelessly.Ā ā€˜look mom i know how to put air in a tire!!ā€™Ā ā€˜peyton thats likeā€¦ not even rightā€™ orĀ ā€˜oh SHIT look at that blitz!! that was coolā€™Ā ā€˜peyton that was a sackā€™Ā ā€˜ohā€™
Do you have a ā€œtypeā€? If so, describe it
not really, mostly just likeā€¦ humor. if u funny we click
Plaid button-ups or leather jackets?
why not both?
no but seriously plaid tbh
Describe your style
um yes
converse, (ripped? sometimes) jeans, and whatever top i feel is appropriate for the Big Aesthetic today
Describe your aesthetic
yes
ive tried going more punk but its just kinda , not worked
my physical aesthetic is very adultolescent. i got chub and look like a freshman but ive been told i pass as a college senior so like
my Big Mood aesthetic is yes
Favorite article of clothing?
either my converse or myĀ ā€œā€combat bootsā€ā€ (theyre not and it makes me sound like an edgelord just saying that) (can you tell im gay)
OH WAIT I FORGOT ABOUT MY JEAN JACKET its like baggy and light and ive started sewing patches from my favorite bands on it (super punk right)
Favorite pair of shoes?
^^^
oh my black strappy heels, theyre surprisingly comfortable
Current haircut?
ive got a bleached bob rn
Any haircut goals for the future?
i kinda want a pixie cut bc i cant handle long hair however long hair is so PRETTY and wow
Describe the best date youā€™ve been on
iiiiiiiiii dont really know. ive been on very few. i have a Perfect Date in mind, and i guess my favorite was my first date with my ex. we had gotten back from a successful science competition (HAVE I MADE IT OBVIOUS IM A NERD YET IM A BIG OL NERD) and it was like midnight by the time we got back and we were both starving so we went to taco bell and just sat there talking and laughing and i know we were pissing off the staff, but we stayed til like two in the morning and we went home and honestly we both considered it a date but we didnt likeā€¦ tell each other it was a date? if that makes sense? idk honestly im triggered
Describe the worst date youā€™ve been on
ugh oh god i went on a tinder date and this girl like in the DMs was likeĀ ā€˜hey do u smoke weedā€™ and im likeĀ ā€˜lol noā€™ and then like we made plans to meet up at a coffee shop and she asks me AGAIN if i smoke weed and im likeā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. no and shes likeĀ ā€˜oh right lolā€™ well THIS BITCH sleeps through the time we were supposed to meet, completely stands me up, and then texts me back like an hour later and was likeĀ ā€˜omg im sorry i overslept!!!ā€™ and it was likeā€¦.. noon but ok so we meet up after my class and we just sit there really awkwardly trying to make conversation and she asks me AGAINĀ if i smoke weed im likeĀ ā€˜honey no i dontā€™ and we just talked about drugs for a while and when i left because i had to gtfo she like gave me an awkward hug and like i sent a text later that night bc im courteous and im likeĀ ā€˜hey i had a great time todayā€™ (i didnt)Ā ā€˜lmk if you ever want to meet up again!!ā€™ and she just. ignored me lol.
Single? Taken?
im currently in a polyamorous relationship with myself and my anxiety
If taken, talk about your girlfriend/wife!
:)
If single, what are you looking for in a potential girlfriend/wife?
someone whoā€™s able to make me laugh and deal with my bad ideas and will let me cook for her and wants to travel the world with me
Describe your dream wedding
its small. outside. maybe in a field or in front of a lake. i dont personally want a big ballgown, just a short white dress will do. lavenders everywhere. R A I N B O WĀ  C A K E. reception where we slow dance to all the sappy romance songs. its great.
Do you want kids?
not really, but ive considered being a foster parent. i feel like im here to do good; i donā€™t want to have my own biological children, and im not sure i want to have the permanent responsibility of adopting a kid, but i feel i could handle fostering once weā€™re financially stable and have the room to accept children into our home.
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
spain, definitely. somewhere in the north. i want to have a small farm with goats and chickens and vegetables and i want to be away from this american mess.
Favorite lesbian movie?
well yseeā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. the only two explicitly lesbian movies ive seen have beenĀ ā€˜all about Eā€™ andĀ ā€˜blue is the warmest colorā€™ and i didnt like either of the lmfaoooo i prefer watching lesbian television shows tbqh (or, most commonly, just rewriting all the female characters in my head to be sapphic sooooooo dont @ me)
Favorite lesbian novel/story?
i mean same as above, i dont read as much as i like to. however, i did readĀ ā€œgeorgia peaches and other forbidden fruitā€ and that was Really Good and i did read another that was slightly better, but i forget the name but it was about a pakistani (?) girl who was struggling to come out to her parents bc they were very traditionalist but she joins the theater and her like really elite school and the girl she had a crush on basically outs her and is a bitch about it and GOD i wish i could remember it because it was really good
Favorite lesbian song?
ummmmmmmmmmmm i just recently listened toĀ ā€˜honeyā€™ by kehlani and that was pretty good and pretty gay, but my personal favorite isĀ ā€˜girlsā€™ by beatrice eli bc holy shit what a Mood
Favorite lesbian musician?
i love mary lambert and beatrice eli.
What lesbian stereotypes do you fit into, if any?
ummmmm now that im thinking of them i cant think of any. i used to play softball and soccer? i love cats. i immediately start planning out the next five years of our lives together anytime im remotely interested in a girl?
Ever been assumed to be nothing more than a gal pal?
i meanā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. no
If a woman wanted to woo you, what would a surefire way to accomplish that?
well bake cookies w me and lets go for a walk & go out and watch the stars at night in the bed of a truck
Be positive! What do you like most about being a lesbian?
I LOVE LOVING GIRLS!!!!!! I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT BEING A LESBIAN!!!!!! GIRLS ARE FANTASTIC!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!
Are you more of a cat person or a dog person?
why not both
idk ive never had a cat but i know i lov them
Turn ons?
i.......... dont know
yes
im gay
Turn offs?
long nails youch theyre pretty to look at but i mean at what price
not having anything to talk about
putting yourself down like a lot (i went on a date w this one girl and that was all she did like the entire date like......... im sorry ? :(???)
Do you usually ask other women out or do you wait for them to ask you?
if im being honest i would love for someone to ask me out but since that is Very Unlikely, i tend to be the one to message first and initiate dates and stuff
What is your dream career?
i want to be a psychological researcher in the field of social comparative psychology how sick is that!!!!! just play with dogs all day and record whether or not they boop their noses on a screen
also i wanna be a farmer and a bookstore owner but thats Farther down the line like , when im 50
Talk about your interests or hobbies!
im honestly such a psych nerd i love psychology what the fuck!! its so interesting like ppl are weird man idk brains are weird
im also having a really big green day phase like billie .. he so smol... and also anyone who wants to bash warning or the trilogy can fight me ok those are like My Favorite Albums
im going to a concert in february to see declan mckenna, a Giant Meme
im getting a tattoo w some lyrics of declanā€™s actually its gonna be sick
What is the most attractive quality a woman can have?
yes
idk for me its being able to have quick, witty, skillful jokes i just love listening to girls talk and tell stories and jokes like wow im gay
also long curly hair? thats always a Solid Look
Do you love easily or does it take time for you to warm up to someone?
i mean. do we really wanna open this can of worms rn
too late, its open
i get those microcrushes where you like see a girl and youre likeĀ ā€˜WOW IM GAY DATE MEā€™ however once it comes to actually being in a relationship i throw my full weight behind it and worry that im being too suffocating or that im pushing my boundaries etc and ive been told that makes me come off really cold and uncaring so lol choose ur own adventure, you decide
Ever fallen for your best-friend?
unfortunately
Ever fallen for a straight girl?
can you even call yourself a lesbian if you havent
The L-Word: yes or no? (love it or hate it?)
i havent seen it, im such a fake lesbian
Favorite comfort food?
mac n cheese
or pizza
or cheesy potatos
OR CHEESY TOAST
scientific conclusion: im a fatass
Coffee or tea?
coffer
Vegetarian? Vegan? None of the above?
im vegetarian!! have been on and off for like two years now
Do you have any pets?
i have one pup sittin right next to me and shes the prettiest girl in the world
Early-riser or night-owl?
yes
idk i get up at like 9 which is early for me but not as early as like. 5. so
more like night-owl. thanks teenage hormones!
What is your sign?
pisces
Can you drive?
yes
can i drive well?
no
but i do have a sense of direction so thats cool
Who was your first lesbian crush?
tbh.................... my best friend, but i didnt realize it was a crush at the time
the first Gay Crush i had that i knew was a crush was on my close friend at the time, now my ex girlfriend
At what age did you know you were a lesbian?
uhhhhhhhhhh lesbian specifically, like 15-16. queer, i knew in like fall semester freshman year (so like 13??)
At what age did you come out (if you have)?
i mean, i come out to people all the time. first time i came out explicitly as a lesbian was when i was like 15 or 16 (actually i came out to a close straight friend and my ex and they both saidĀ ā€˜congratsā€™ like it was weird but very nice) and the first time i came out as queer/questioning was to my then-best friend at like 13 and i came out to my mom (involuntarily) at like 17? ish?
Are you crushing on anyone at the moment (celebrity or otherwise)?
yes im crushing on every girl simultaneously at all times
just kidding
(not really)
i dont really have any explicit crushes that i can think of im just really gay
Talk about how your day went
it was fine. got free froyo so that was cool. found out i made an A on my bio practical, so that was cool too. however, i wore a crop top and it was like 55 degrees out and raining so i looked like a total Idiot but yk follow ur slutty gay dreams amiright ladies
Talk about your dreams/aspirations for the future
most of mine are career-centric, but a few are personal.
i wanna go to costa rica in may, i wanna go to yale over the summer, i wanna go to NYC pride in june, i wanna go to spain after i graduate, i wanna go to grad school, i wanna be a psychological researcher, i wanna move to spain or england or hell even france, i wanna have my own farm with the woman i love, i wanna own an LGBT bookstore/library, i wanna just live a quiet life near the sea and not have to worry so much after a while.
Least favorite gay celebrity?
this is a weird one to end on, but iiiiiiim not sure i have one? i can tell you ellen page is probably my favorite, but i cant think of many i dislike so
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here i am again, smashing the crystal vases and good china, ravaging the beautiful dining room and chucking antiques across the room. i want to be done here, i want to be done here! i want to move on, but to what? i canā€™t remember how to even be a person, i canā€™t find the light and this tunnel is so dark and endless, we donā€™t even have headlights to guide us. i came here to bring you on a date in the stylings of nineties classic it takes two starring kirstie alley and the olsens, except instead of mka we are switching them out for young taylor swifts, thatā€™s right two of them, which is all i could think about the entire time i rewatched it again. so here goes nothing, we open on a street corner in philly because this is our version and the ahhccents are gonna be mewr sewth philly than ahhhnything. taylor swift number one, letā€™s call her taytay the scrappy orphan that has self-professed lousy english like aintcha gonna wanna git ewta here before they catcha? nobody even blinks and in pigtails and a worn out backwards baseball cap on her head, this ten year old who is probably played by an eight year old swift bc coming from a fellow tall person we just sprout from the crib itā€™s nuts, iā€™ve always looked older than i was from being tall. so eight year old swift is playing ten year old scrappy orphan taytay who is always chewing gum and has a baseball bat as kirstie alley (YOU.) look out the window and yell at her like, cmahhn tay! you got an appt with the butkisā€™ and i told u not to get that dress dirty! and tiny taylor chewing gum is like awww cuhmuhhhhhn doi-anne! just lemme knahck this one outta the pawrk first! thatā€™s not the line itā€™s something else referencing the fact that theyā€™re playing in the middle of the street of their inner city neighborhood. she is the pretty white girl of the orphanage so it makes no sense she hasnā€™t been adopted but is of course the star athlete of the kids and favorite of the social worker you-kirstie alley. she is accosted by kids and called a reject and lil taytayā€™s all why i awwwghta! sheā€™s making her best >:| face, and pop goes the weasel she hits the ball and probably breaks a window or something and as she runs to the cab the kids are like, the butkis ppl are creeps that collect kids! and taytay is tayrrified before threatening the other kids with her fists in the air as the cab drives away. cut to a close up of a nineties cellphone and private plane landing, and taylor number two is wearing a practical pantsuit in beige and just won another piano competition, and she overpronounces all of her tā€™s at the end of her words. letā€™s call her fancita. yes iā€™m serious, iā€™m already so tired and bored of this story, it was way more exciting after rewatching the other night. whatever this story is just a remix of the parent trap anyway and thatā€™s why we have two baby swifts and donā€™t ask me why, donā€™t ask me why iā€™ve taken you this far down the rabbithole but letā€™s just keep going until we find each other. so fancita is an aristocratic princess that plays tennis and i donā€™t know, iā€™m just trying to get to the part where they are like omg letā€™s get this social worker and rich man who has a cell phone company before thatā€™s even a thing, and while orphan taytay is in danger of becoming the next adopted butkis - which in this version is just straight up trafficking ring i mean come on, they were pedos and it was heavily insinuated in the movie, but basically sheā€™s in danger of being adopted into an abusive hellhole and fancitay is like hey girl hey! when her butler arrives to pick her up from her private jet. the nineties always portrayed wealth with these long ridiculous limos and british butler limo drivers, which as we now all know rich people are just driven in cars w tinted windows and the only people riding in limos are seniors in high school, but i digress. she meets her new soon-to-be stepmother, also played by taylor swift, present day style. sheā€™s all, when i was your age i had already been through three stepmothers, youā€™ll be in a tibetan boarding school as soon as the wedding is over tomorrow! for this she is in her satanic red high priestess dress from lwymmd, golden snake rings at all. actually letā€™s just say at some point sheā€™s bathing in diamonds as well, i mean there are many versions of her current snake-embraced image that we can use for this but thatā€™s not the point, it is that im not even in love with grown taylor swift! i am just trying to fill the void of my dead wife who loved children and built a camp conveniently across from the literal castle we live in. i havenā€™t been there since, pushes back hair like sigh, since she died ten years ago right after fancitay was born. iā€™m all, cell phones, i hate the damn things. back when i invested in them everyone thought it was just something out of star trek and now iā€™m a lonely billionaire marrying snake taylor in a haze of confusion and thinking thatā€™s what i should do, fancita needs a mother after all. youā€™re a tough talking protective mama bear that wants to adopt orphan taytay but youā€™re just a social worker and what? the butkisā€™ already had the paperwork go through to adopt her?? i come to find you after a failed horse meetup planted by the taylor twins to apologize for leaving you to get yelled at by steptaylor, and youā€™re like look keep your fancy cell phone company lifestyle and keep it moving, bucko! in the movie they get into a food fight but iā€™m not trying to go that deep, but basically we fight until you, an enraged four foot two version of kirstie alley okay youā€™re actually just a tiny goth and iā€™m a clumsy ogre, that part never changes. you push me with all your might, not necessary trying to push me into the river but it happens and iā€™m all, oh my god i feel like a kid again! this must be love! okay but seriously, that partā€™s the realest. i do feel like a kid again, and this must be love, mustnā€™t it? what will our tiny taylors tell us? we donā€™t know what it is or why, but it makes sense because we feel it, i can feel you. even when you say to your fellow social worker friend (played by your bandmate and beloved drummer) guys like that only date girls with food names like candy or muffin or cookie, and princess taylor disguised as orphan taylor turns around from her archery practice, greatly offended and snapping back, his dead wife was a teacher that loved kids and built this camp and she wasnā€™t a food her name was kathy with a k played by kourtney in a brief shot of her glamorously in a casket but dripping in jewels and hands delicately crossed over her chest. whatever, goth kourtney fantasies are not the point ok i know that. you look at princess taylor disguised as pauper taylor and are like well excuse me jeez, you donā€™t gotta bully me over it. sigh so then the state comes for her and accidentally send my daughter to some terrifying child sex ring that nightmares are made of and turned into dateline episodes, and this one is no less horrifying. orphan taylor shows the butler various scars and marks and bruises to show that sheā€™s a fraudulent child that happens to just be another cute blonde that adults didnā€™t look closely enough at and notice bc they arenā€™t actually twins in this story, theyā€™re just strangers that look alike. which honestly is prob when they first really started making the olsens insane irl like, pitting them against each other by pointing out fraternal differences and how one was the cute one the other was just the sister oh, donā€™t even get me started, dear. steptaylor comes home with ultra long extensions like repunzel after sneaky orphan taylor put gum in her hair. the original she gets it all cut off and suddenly her loss of beauty is signified by a short haircut which is so dumb and we just canā€™t agree with something so stupid, so in this she comes back with thousands of dollars worth of hair that isnā€™t hers just to prove her worth and appeal, which honestly is much sadder than a short sassy do any day. we get to the home of the butkisā€™ but no one answers and a neighbor who in the actual movie looks exactly like mike, like no shit just put a bass on him and itā€™s like every dude in a band probably but him specifically - unless i hallucinated it, the point is! he originally says oh that guy works those kids into the ground at the factory all day, or something like that, but in this version maybe he just shudders bc everyone just gets the pervy vibe from this butkis guy. the door gets kicked in as they are just about to initiate her into the butkis cult of abuse, and i donā€™t know i think it just ends with like, kirstie alley and the dad kissing? like they donā€™t get married or anything i donā€™t think. which leaves so many questions open like, if they do end up getting married, will the taylors become friends? will fancita resent taytay for taking up space and attention away? or will she be so grateful for good mother that everything will be fine and normal and fall into place? it seems like theyā€™re all destined to end up on doctor phil. i mean, what happens when this bonehead (me) doesnā€™t continue to invest properly and his dumb luck cell phone business inevitably plummets because by the late nineties theyā€™re a dime a dozen and each one is a sinking ship. what happens when they go bankrupt and all have to be poor, will they stay together? will princess taylor be like this is all your fault youā€™re bad luck with your poor people vibes! bc she canā€™t understand the crashing economy and how this is just what happens to people, one day you can be rich and the next totally broke, and itā€™s not really anyoneā€™s fault. are you going to still love me even though i am horrible at saving money is what iā€™m asking? like, can you just quietly move money around in my accounts for me and put stuff in my savings when iā€™m not looking? because if i see literally any extra change iā€™m going to be like time to go eat giant cheeseburgers and drink ourselves into a coma! i got a groupon for a hotel stay in florida, letā€™s road trip! i know what your biggest concern is besides money and itā€™s because i know you like the back of my head (not at all), but the answer is no, steptaylor drowns in a sea of snakes at some point because i donā€™t have time for a decent end for her. i feel like it should be more feminist, like maybe she gets a job slinging mary kay and in the process realizes not only is she a boss at making her own income but that she doesnā€™t even need the amount of makeup she had been using before. she has like her own spiritual journey in the background somewhere far, far away from us and our super exclusive love, as well as our twin daughters taylor one and taylor two. i have completely forgotten their names by now but iā€™m just here to see if you even still love me. well? do you??? iā€™m just trying to prepare you for when iā€™m like, starting every other sentence with ā€œyou know when my wife diedā€¦ā€ at really inappropriate times like, to a cashier in the checkout line or just in bed when we are having a romantic evening that i was bound to spoil in one way or another, so it may as well be with dead wife talk. you will probably just laugh and attempt to smother me with a pillow for being so, so embarrassing. i miss you i love you i hate you i donā€™t know you. i want you. do i ever even say anything else anymore? i mean it is halloween season so technically i donā€™t have to be original, right? you are the only ghost i could ever truly love, and thatā€™s saying a lot seeing as how i arrived to this world haunted. pls tho, donā€™t ever stop being my best boo.
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norman-reedus-gossip Ā· 8 years ago
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Last Bulk and its a long one
~~mod~~ everything else concerningĀ this topic will be kicked to the modblog. ill try to add to the comments today. i feel like i got ran over so i may not be on at all. sorry for slacking on you and for probablyĀ being a world class asshole today. please keep it medium.
Anon: What kind of woman ALLOWS ā€œher boyfriendā€ to make her hideout so sheā€™s not seen with him? What kind of man DOES that? Be happy for them all you want. I think they look and act like morons. As ā€œadorable ā€ as people think he is , he seems lately like a total douchebag. Good thing all the fucking booze he consumes gives him the balls to ā€œallowā€ her be photographed with him. And how fucking desperate does one have to be to let themselves be treated like that? Typical Hollywood. I give this a week.
Anon:Okay, NOW do you think he will make an announcement on Jimmy Fallon about DK? Or that Jimmy will mention it? ~~mod~~ Ā dont know dont care. as long as we get some couch action im good.
Anon:No new stories talk about the trip to italy right before dk dumped pacey. They dont talk about how long nr knew pacey before sky. Wonder how much that cost
Anon:Iā€™m so sad modā€¦.. šŸ˜¢ Twdā€™s cast are finally coming to my country and i thinks that is very hard for they bring Norman because he is very expensiveā€¦. I mean, Norman is so rich, why he charge that much??! šŸ˜¢šŸ˜¢ (Sorry for the english) ~~mod~~ aww maybe its not the money but more if he has time. where are they coming? you english is awesome
ahauntedfool: My two cents. I feel badly for disappointed fans who have invested so much time, energy, and possibly even money, on their beloved celebrity, only to see him acting in a way they do not agree with. That must be very hard for them. Maybe I can offer some hope and positivity?I believe no two relationships are alike, and none are black and white. Who really knows everything about their relationship besides them? But it does seem like they are together, and if that is the case I hope they make each other happy. I truly mean that. Love is not something we can plan for, but life is short and happiness is everything. I am still a fan of N, I enjoy many of his films and photographs, his charisma is pleasing, he makes me laugh and he makes me smile. There are some things I donā€™t like about him, but thatā€™s how it is with people. We are all complex and flawed individuals, and in our imperfections there is beauty. I donā€™t know much about D yet, but I think Iā€™ll check out her work, watch a few of her films and read some interviews. Maybe Iā€™ll learn something about her that inspires me in some way. With that being said, I think they are an attractive couple, and I love seeing him smile like that. They appear happy in those photos and I hope they are. Maybe this relationship will be good for both of them. Oftentimes we learn from our partners how to be better people.
Anon: Wait for the other shoe to drop on fallon, the baby shoe, lol. He has an extra 0 on his paycheck now, so dk can stay in ny and give up her career while nk goes to ga and cons to keep her in designer duds and pap shots shopping and fashion shows. She can laugh with jdms wife about ppl who pay $$$$ to wait in line for a pic, and we get crappy cgi on twd ~~mod~~ come on the deer really wasnt that bad, if you squint it almost looked real
awesomebrokenheartuniverse: What the fucking fuck??? This is beyond baffling. Ā The public make out session. Ā Even as a teenager I didnā€™t make out on the street for 30 min. Ā They clearly wanted to be seen. Ā Have we been fooled by NR with some fake persona all these years? Ā Has he drastically changed due to DKs influence? Ā Is he whipped? Ā Is he tired of keeping it a secret and overjoyed to let it all hang out? Ā Does she have dirt on him and forcing this on him (sounds crazy but ya never know)? Is this a juvenile shit show for publicity to benefit both of them? Ā So many questions! Ā Maybe itā€™s not our business but when they flaunt themselves like this they are kinda asking for it. Ā This is like reality show in your face over the top attention whoring. Ā I feel embarrassed for them. Ā At least she is age appropriate. I donā€™t know a lot about DK, but the opinions here are largely unfavorable. Ā JJ seems like a decent guy. Ā Why would he stick with her 10 yrs if sheā€™s such bad news? Ā  I keep remembering a quote from AL where he said something like ā€œthe longer I know N, the more he is an enigma.ā€ Ā NR seems totally all over the place to me right now. Ā  Ā  Ā 
Anon: Thereā€™s a video of them kissing now. ~~mod~~ ok
Anon: Hey mod! Sorry to keep adding to this but Iā€™m SO aggravated. Now sheā€™s acting like CS posting pics from his apartment. An her fans are saying to stop bringing up Norman an respect her privacy to people. She doesnā€™t want privacy! Hence the photo! An the photos taken of them on the street the other night for a hour. If Iā€™m w/ my bf I dont stop and post on SM things from his house. She wants everyone to know she finally got Norman. When will this ā€œrelationshipā€ end šŸ˜­ personally he deserves better
Anon: Why would Norman be so open about his relationship? This PDA doesnā€™t fit to him, he never showed so much of his relationship, making out on the street, like in the video it looks like they were making a show. They just stood in the same street walked around kissed hugged just to make a show for the pap, my guess they called him, donā€™t know why
Anon: Re: the ā€œlie.ā€ Doesnā€™t it look like Normanā€™s reps said ā€œfriendsā€ because of JJ? Timeline: Pic of Norman and DK at the car looking friendly with story about vacation. Rep said ā€œfriends.ā€ Weeks later: picture of JJ kissing and snuggling with another woman at a restaurant. Stories: Heā€™s moved on!! Two - three days later, Norman/DK are completely public. The ā€œlieā€ was so JJ could say he moved on first. It had nothing to do with manipulating Normanā€™s fans. Anon: Daily mail has just released an article on NR and DK confirming their relationship and theyā€™ve got a few new pics in there and in one of them NR is looking directly at the camera. I guess we know for sure it was planned and a bit staged now.
Anon: Mod - this was an absolute publicity stunt but I donā€™t understand why. It makes him look like the biggest possible lying fake asshole alive so why would he want that image? Iā€™m secretly hoping this is some kind of early April Fools day joke.
Anon: Mod when do you think NR and DK became more than just friends? ~~ mod~~ would you be offended if i said i have no idea becasue i dont care enough about them as a couple to even guess. sorry if i sound like a jerk im still not feeling well
Anon: I hope Norman doesnā€™t think weā€™re just going to ā€œget over itā€? It doesnā€™t work that way. There is a difference between lying about who you ARE and just simply having a girlfriend. (I wonā€™t even go into how fake SHE is) You Lied to the people that supported you Norman. This isnā€™t just jealous fangirls. This doesnā€™t just go away in a few weeks.~~mod~~ im sure he knows it isnt just gonna go away in a few days
Anon: Woke up today with tears in my eyes. Every day I used to go check out all he cool Norman/Daryl fan art on instagram. Now I canā€™t even look at him.~~mod~~ dont cry anon we can find you someone else to look at.
Jan: Listen up To those deeply upset and disturbed by Normanā€™s recent actions, please read this - Nothing in your life has actually changes NOTHING! You still breath the same air, work at the same place, hang with the same friends and are surrounded by people that love and care about you in REAL LIFE. You have never, nor will you ever, know the real man behind Norman Reeds and thats probably for the best. All that has happened is that the fantasy you have of him in your head is altered, but you have the power and control to change that narrative back at any point, back to thinking he is kind and sweet and honourable and all the other things that gave you comfort and joy, use him for whatever purpose you want - because I have news for you as a fan/consumer of his brand he is just USING you. He is clever, he will smile and be nice as pie if you are paying for his time, (he is a professional actor), what he is actually like once the show is over, behind closed doors, is probably a very different story that really would shock and upset you. He is part of an ugly dark industry and his values are probably way off the mark to what any of us would consider acceptable. The clues are all around us, the fake hollywood friends he has, the partying showbiz life he leads, his love of attention and the limelight, the blind after blind about his shitty behaviour. It does upset me to see people defending him with the best of intentions, when they have no clue that he doesnā€™t deserve defending, he is surrounded by wealth and privilege and I highly doubt he cares one bit what faceless avatars on the internet say about him when he is home surrounded by his millions of dollars and fake narcissistic hollywood friends. Me, I love Daryl and I will always love Daryl, he is a real sweetheart and the subject of many a fantasy, Norman not so much, I could never fantasise about someone like him -a shallow and highly privileged actor who can have any beautiful woman he desires at the drop of a hat, and knows it. His priorities are clearly material things, this set up relationship with DK that will be played out in the public eye will just be linked to and part of that agenda in some weird wayā€¦(I do have my theories as to why he is so keen to play along with it, but best kept to myself) So seriously people go back to your Daryl (or nice sweet Norman) fantasisesā€¦ Whatever helps you sleep at nightā€¦
Anon: You know whatā€™s even worse than finding out heā€™s a lying sneaking jerk? That he let her troll his fandom for the whole year. He let us try to defend him the whole time when it was all true. It just shows that his fans donā€™t really mean anything to him. He didnā€™t care that she was playing with us and mocking us. Itā€™s just so unbelievable that he is the complete opposite of what he made us believe.
Anon: sorry but I feel betrayed. And before I get jumped on itā€™s not jealousy or that he canā€™t have a private life, itā€™s about thinking one thing about Norman and admiring that person for so long then suddenly finding out that it was all a lie. He made us think that he was our friend but heā€™s not. heā€™s laughing at us behind the scenes watching how we buy into the image that he made us think was the real him. itā€™s not him now. heā€™s a phony. anyone want walker stalker tickets? donā€™t want to meet him now ~~mod~~ no need to be sorry anon lots of people are feeling all kinds of way right now. i hear craiglist is a great place to sell those
Anon: God Mod it just breaks my heart to see how fake he looks. Allowing himself to be papped is something I never thought he would do. I admired Norman for being down to earth and real. Where is that man now? Heā€™s gone. He sold out. Heā€™s not who he claims to be. Honest? Lol nope. So this is the real Norman we have been tricked into supporting? He looks just as fake as we know she is. Itā€™s so sad and disheartening and I never thought it would happen to him. Heā€™s just like all the rest. :( So sad.
Anon: Wonder how this will work when he starts filming in May will she go to Georgia she doesnā€™t seem the country girl
Anon: Mod why do think NRā€™s reps have the statements that they were ā€œjust friendsā€ 3 weeks ago only for them to walk done the street holding hands and kissing now? Do you think NRā€™s reps didnā€™t know about the relationship? Or he didnā€™t consult with them before going public? Or do you think it was all planned? Iā€™m just really confused about the whole thing!
Anon: Sorryā€¦this is a long oneā€¦ People seem to focus on others being upset because he lied. Ā But I think a lot of people are upset for 2 main reasons. Ā One, they really donā€™t like DK. Ā It is hard to swallow watching someone you like, date someone you hate. Ā I had a good guy friend date a girl that the rest of us LOATHED. ļæ½ļæ½She was just a horrible person and we were all so disappointed when he started dating her. Ā When we asked him why, he just replied, ā€œwell, she is not like that towards meā€. Ā Um..okā€¦so since sheā€™s ā€œniceā€ to you, itā€™s ok that she is a a-hole to everyone else? Ā It lasted all of 4 months, but I just remember we were all so disgusted. Ā So, anyway, I think that plays a big part in the fan hate. Ā Fans love Norman and think he is wonderful/nice/kind/good to his friends and fans and they canā€™t understand how he could fall for someone who is the opposite of all those things. Ā The second reason is the cheating. Ā Letā€™s face it, this didnā€™t start AFTER she split from JJ. Ā We would be naive to believe that. Ā Personally, I think it started during the filming of SKY. Ā They are together constantly, in the middle of nowhere, I am sure they got very close. Ā Even if there was nothing physical, they could have been having an emotional affairā€¦which is often worse than physical. Ā Although we can argue that with his schedule and her being with JJ, they didnā€™t actually see each other a lot after filming SKY was over, they still could have been texting and calling, thereby continuing the connection and closeness that was formed during filming. Ā Looking back, I canā€™t help but wonder if someone DID see them hooking up in a NYC bar (before the break-up with JJ). Ā If they did in fact have an emotional connection, add a lot of alcohol to that and you can definitely lose control for a minute. Ā Obviously, this is my own speculation, but no matter when the physical aspect of their relationship developed, I truly believe, the affair started long before it. Ā As for the people talking about a possible pregnancy. Ā I can see it. Ā Even though Norman is pushing 50 and may not want a baby, as some people pointed out, it may not be up to him. Ā There are many ways for a woman to ā€œaccidentallyā€ get pregnant. Ā Someone, I think it was PR wife, mentioned that DKā€™s star faded long ago. Ā She is definitely someone who will do anything to bring attention to herself. Ā Well, having NRā€™s baby would certainly bring the spot light. Ā It may be far fetched but I think DK is really sketchy and I would not put it past her. Ā I guess only time will tell if there is a baby as well as how long this thing will last. Ā We shall seeā€¦
Anon:I gave a heads up months ago that Diane had a plan and that she and Norman were playing out a fantasy as if they were living their film ā€œSkyā€. Health issues included. But guess what comes next (not the end) ;)
Stephanie Kumke: Maybe itĀ“s not DK in the photo, but come on, a naked bully with lights on it with the message ā€œ Waking Ā up to good Newsā€ā€¦ ~~mod~~ maybe she got a job that wasnt in Europe
Anon: Yaā€™ll need to be realistic. Daryl isnā€™t the cash cow of TWD anymore. Not sure if no one sees this but the ratings last week dropped. Why werenā€™t they higher? I mean Daryl was in it a lot yet they werenā€™t as good as the week before. Iā€™ve noticed whenever Carol and the Kingdom are on the ratings go up. Seems like sheā€™s more of a cash cow now. She makes more viewers tune in. So I really donā€™t get when people say Daryl is the No 1 cash cow. Itā€™s not true. It may have been years back, but not anymore
Anon: It disgusts the shit out of me when I see people support their relationship and are happy and even say DK is gorgeous. Wtf NOTHING on this woman is gorgeous. Sheā€™s manipulative, attention whore and snobby. I canā€™t believe his fans (not all of them) support her. Sheā€™s the worst nightmare. Norman went down to her level. She is unsympathetic to fans, Norman clearly isnā€™t the man he claimed to be. Not sure if Iā€™m more disappointed or disgusted because he played all of us the whole time for his image
Anon: I think some people are not getting itā€¦NR didnt own anyone anything but he was not coherent and yeah he deceived and lied when he said he doesnā€™t like cheaters and loves honest people. Regardless of course he have the right to date who the fuck he wants. not my problem. now the way he did it, for someone that calls himself honest is very questionable when you can see CLEARLY how this pics were staged. When you stage pics like that and you claimed for years being the opposite of course Ā people are going to question who you are and who was the person they have been a fan off all this years. People defended him exactly from this behavior. People defended him when people called him sell out and asshole and manwhore and honestly he just proves the others right. This have nothing to do with DK this have to do with him as a person and how he carries himself. He didnt assume her before because he was sticking his dick somewhere else too and the other kick him to the curb.
dandelioncherokee : Interesting. Norman and Diane are not looking AT EACH OTHER in one single picture. A loving couple would do that ALL THE TIME. One word. FAKE. I honestly havenā€™t got a clue WHY ALL THIS. Oh Norman,you had it going all good for you.Now I can only pray that the universe will give you another chance,so you can try to fix this. Kisses to you,mod ā¤ļøhope you are alright.~~mod~~ i feel like i got kicked down 10 flights of stairs.. you flirting makes me feel better
Anon: I was just thinking about the happy anniversary post and the ā€˜commentā€™. Turns out the DK part of that was true and it makes me wonder how many of the other parts were also true. Maya Angelo said when people show you who they are, believe them the first time. Eyes opened, I get it now and Iā€™m just here for wicked gifs, and weird banter. Good things always come from bad, youā€™re the good thing Mod.
Anon: Pic look good, his fans on ig congrat to him so lol. Congrat to him too. We know here it so far from jealous but it is about who is this guy. Why he wonā€™t hint their relationship at all.jdm said I think heā€™s single. So he happy itā€™s foiod but it different story from why he lid like liar, completely behave another and then be another man. And I didnā€™t see any pic that he look at her face. He smile to ppl. Wake up idiot fans! ~~mod~~ Please dont call fans idiots we all have our opinion
Anon: Another blog says they KNOW that Norman and DK were a thing since Sky. They supposedly have a source but wonā€™t reveal it, theyā€™re also saying no one knows if cheating was involved because no one knows the status of DK and JJā€™ relationship. DK moved to NYC in late 2015 to be with JJ AFTER sky was finished. They bought a home together in LA in early 2016. So if her ā€œsourceā€ is correct than yes, they were cheating all along, which makes the dec 2015 rumor seem not so false. Theyā€™re disgusting
Anon: Who knowsā€¦Maybe they both have an agreement? Maybe he agreed to help her with her image by doing this. He may think whatā€™s the harm in helping a friend?? I am soooooo not on her sideā€¦Iā€™m just trying to ration it out. Unfortunately we may never know. I still havenā€™t seen pics of them full on kissing. That one pic where theyā€™re close looks like he was lighting a smoke. Hand holding? Even friends do that. He seemed pretty drunk anyway. Ugh and her IG? Tries to be like N & HC. UMM no.
Anon: Thinking if the 2 of them together makes me so ill but heyā€¦Heā€™s a big boy. Iā€™ve been going thru the stages of grief (as stupid as that may sound) and I donā€™t regret smashing my DVD copy of Sky! Didnā€™t much like it anyway lol now Iā€™m past the anger and just sad. Iā€™m not as mad at N as I was a few days ago but I still think DK is a snake. I hope that he guards his heart from her nasty ways! I also think the whole thing with the paps is strange. N is very impulsive and sometimes too too nice!
Anon:Hahaha I share the same first name as DK, so at least I know when Norman is having sex he is screaming my name. Seriously tho at least she is age appropriate and who cares anyway. You are a fan of his work or not no matter who he is boning.
Anon:Is it me or is Norman avoiding liking DK IG posts? I believe he may have been drunk that night and is regretting what he did
rebellacycle:Are you going to watch jimmy Fallon tonight ? Wonder if he will talk about the new relationship. Or just TWD~~mod~~ i will probaly be asleep. probaly just talk about he twd
Anon:
Norman and Diane are happy and in love so the haters have already lost āœŒšŸ¼
Anon:
I have a question for those fans who keep saying things like ā€œBe respectful of Normanā€™s private life!ā€ā€¦. But theyā€™re the ones who are (unnecessarily!) publicizing it. They staged and sold pics and video. In PDA, the P doesnā€™t stand for Private. If they are not respecting their own relationship, why should we? Also is talking about Normanā€™s penis size respecting his privacy? So what exactly do y'all mean? They donā€™t seem to want that. They want people to talk, comment, click the links.
Anon
:Feel better soon Mod! I donā€™t understand something about the whole DK Shitshow. If this is legit (and not just publicity) then how come no other gossip sites are picking it up??? TMZ doesnā€™t have anything to say about it after they just ran the garage pics/got his denial?? It looks like People ENews DM UsWeekly and a few less known sites are the only ones going with it, so how come??? I donā€™t get it! I donā€™t understand how Norman can be one thing one day and the TOTAL OPPOSITE the next!??! WTAF
Anon: The photos and the video of NR and DK ā€¦ Looking at it I just feel DK is walking with his trophy. She wants everybody to see her new toy, her little puppy that she will manipulate as she pleases. DK wants everyone to see his new trophy !! While NR smiles like a fool who does not understand the situation. Yes he became the DK puppet
anon:
I appreciate this blog and your work, but you have to moderate some comments that appear on your site. I read comments accusing Norman of lust after teenage girls. This is defamation and it is very serious. It is unbearable to see all this hate and these lies dumped on an actor we have supposed to love. It is all the more intolerable that currently the world is experiencing serious problems. Thousands of people are dying of hunger, London and Paris are the target of terrorists, but some people prefer to waste their time to dumped their hate on Norman. Treat him as if he was a criminal just because heā€™s in love and he lied because he didnā€™t want to reveal his private life in the press.I doubt that you post this message on your blog but I needed to say. Many of us live very difficult moments and see all this hate for a simple relationship is ridiculous. Some may express their disappointment but have no right to invent lies and spill their hatred. Sorry for my aproximative English, I hope to find a warm and funny blog. Good luck to you Modā€¦.
~~mod~~ just a few things. 1.tumblr rarely lets me delete comments, the tumblr app hates meā€¦2. the quickest way to get your post deleted is to say ā€œyou probaly wont post thisā€.. i hate that.
Anon:Hope you feel better soon mod. This is for when you do the bulk: at this point I think Iā€™d be happier finding out he did accidentally get her pregnant one drunken night but actually canā€™t stand her and did this for appearances only and they arenā€™t really a thing. At least that way he would be the same guy who just made one huge mistake while intoxicated. One night stands happen all the time. But being with her?? it changes everything about him and it makes him a liar.
Anon:
been two days I havenā€™t looked at anything to do with N and I still canā€™t get over this. Heā€™s a complete fake. short of telling us he was abducted by aliens and this was an imposter in his body I will never understand. ā€™s like he just revealed that he is the opposite of everything he made people believe for the past seven years. Liar. Fake. Hollywood. Stupid. Ingenuine. Thatā€™s what this makes him look like now. It makes me want to cry. someone say it was all a nightmare. whereā€™s the real norman
Anon
:Happy Today, Mod! I hope your body parts will all in good working order soon. Please take care of yourself. The drama of Norman Reedus means nothing in the long run. Kind people like you who take the time to create community are what matters!
Anon:If DKā€™s marrage broke down because she cheating then norman gotta run far and fast, they cheat WITH you they cheat ON you. You should look at enty and type in Norman reedus/Diane Kruger this shit been stirring for a while Anon:Will Jimmy Fallon grill Norman about DK? ~~mod~~ dont know
Anon
:Have you seen the pap walk pics & videos?? Omg Iā€™ll swear DK slipped a Mickey Finn in Normanā€™s whiskey. For him to agree to call the paps on himself, something was totally wrong with him! I donā€™t recognize that Norman. DK is destructive & opportunistic. She manipulated her way into his life from day one when she recommended him for the SKY role. She is as TOXIC as they come! Wtfā€™s he doing with her? Heā€™s in self-destructive mode, I pray he comes to his senses in Ga surrounded by good ppl.
Anon:Diane manipulates the media and manipulates Norman. An avid woman who likes to manipulate her little world. How can people defend it? I saw her in truth, she behaves like a haughty princess.
Anon:I no longer see goodness in Norman.
Anon
:Just canceled my trip to San Fran wsc. I was gonna meet him but I canā€™t even look at him nevermind meet him. How are we supposed to pretend heā€™s the same guy? Heā€™s NOT what he told us he was! Itā€™s NOT bc of a gf but 1) that itā€™s HER of all ppl (she is the epitome of famewhore sell out and no one Iā€™ve talked to who met her have ANYTHING nice to say) and 2) He LIED about everything. Heā€™s not any of the things we thought, made his reps look stupid and sold out to let himself be papped. WTF is that
anon
: Personally Iā€™m wondering if she got him drunk, got him to agree to this to make the rumors look true, and that he was too wasted to care. This is NOT the guy we know and love. This is also coming from a mutual friend of his not just some fan. he never calls the media, like TMZ on himself. Heā€™s a private, fairly normal dude, and thatā€™s why I think DK set it up. To boost her American publicity and get noticed for work here. Sad, sick, and sketchy.
Anon: Iā€™m definitely over reading about it Mod but I donā€™t understand how anything is gonna go back to the way it was anyway so I vote to keep it on the main blog. Heā€™s a lying jerk and this is what we have to see now every day because how can we not if heā€™s seriously with her. I think Iā€™m gonna have to quit being his fan altogether bc I canā€™t take her I donā€™t want to see her ridiculous face every single time he goes anywhere ~~mod~~ here the Ā thing its an N blog, i dont have to post anything with her in it. im really good at cropping things out of pics.
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ginandachaser Ā· 8 years ago
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Random Thoughts #2: SWDBS
Why would a dude who has spent numerous episodes tryna keep a woman close to him for a variety of reasons, cut her loose when she came to him for help?
I mean MH had BS spend the night @ his place because he was lonely. He had her posted up in his hospital room and has her ensconced in his office playing @ work.
If a man goes through that kind of effort to keep the woman he digs safe and in his sight because he knows sheā€™s a flight risk, why wouldnā€™t he have kept her @ his house when thereā€™s a psychotic dude who has kidnapped her friend on the loose?
She showed up @ his front door understandably hysterical (nice work Bo Young btw) and he had to talk her down and convince her theyā€™d work together. Ā Then what does he do? Tell her to go home and get some rest? Aw Come On!
Contrary to what some ppl believe, MH has been thoroughly insecure when it comes to BSā€™s feelings for him from minute one. Heā€™s the type of dude who loves hard and he hasnā€™t been assured that she feels the same.
All of his insecurities and jealousy came to the surface when BS and GD met in the cafeteria. Then he had to deal w/the woman he wants to date playing noble idiot and pushing him away while she chases after a nut.
Both actors did well in that scene. Poor BS was just worn out and her wannabe boyfriend decided to unload all his baggage during a tough time.
Not sayinā€™ his feelings werenā€™t valid, but the timing was a damn mess. Then feelings are messy any way.
The police still donā€™t take this kidnapping sh*t seriously do they? GD the only damn one who has begun to see just how frightening and dangerous this dude is.
So, our girl lost her powers over some inadvertent violence towards the dude she thought harmed her friend? Ā Really? Not buyinā€™ this arbitrary mess.
I mean Mom was a grifter and a thug shakinā€™ down ppl for money. She deserved to lose her powers. Ā BS had no damn way of knowing that wasnā€™t the kidnapper. Ā I call bullsh*t!
Why in the hell didnā€™t anyone know Gyeong Shim was missinā€™ in BS family? In addition, why didnā€™t anyone know BS was missing for the past few days? I mean with this nut on the prowl youā€™d think theyā€™d have been out searching, but whatever. Ā I guess.
Why are these gangsters and that fake monk still getting air time?
I liked the scene btwn Bro and Dad talking about Bong Soon. They are lovely characters and I wish they were allowed more relevant screen time.
Funny how Mom decided to be a decent gotdamn parent all of a sudden. Only because her daughter lost her damn powers.Ā 
The bullsh*t explanation of Bong Soon being strong as the reason for her neglect as a parent, and her preferential treatment of Bong Gi was hot garbage! Take that mess somewhere else.
You treat your daughter like trash her whole damn life and now you wanna play parent, then proceed to tell her to forget about the powers she was born with? Ā Huh?
And Bong Soon still has not read the books she was given. She looked @ her book, but not the others. Sigh.
MH was finally able to hear the words of love that he needed from BS. It was a lovely scene of them sleeping together on the couch and being so open and vulnerable w/one another.
Their picnic date was charming, though Iā€™m a bit perturbed by the fact that dating only happened in earnest when she lost her powers.
Glad that GD didnā€™t pass by The Omnipotent Psycho in the lobby. They fought it out for a bit, before an employee security badge was used as aĀ ā€œweaponā€ to take a hostage and escape to the upper floors. LOL
Ji Soo has great physical presence and energy. Iā€™m really sorry about Jung 2.0. I truly am.
On a shallow note, the makeup artist has over done it from time to time on Hyungsikā€™s lipstick and bb cream. He looks better when he isnā€™t so damn airbrushed. Heā€™s a handsome dude w/lovely eyes and itā€™s distracting to see how much crap they piled on his face.
I also liked his wardrobe throughout the drama. MH is casual, fashion forward and elegant. Casual doesnā€™t mean sloppy and he symbolizes a young, non traditional corporate CEO well.
The security measures @ AINsoft are suspect. Every single damn door shouldā€™ve locked that building down and only manual overrides controlled by security staff shouldā€™ve gotten employees out of the bldg.
Where the hell was the Bomb Squad, SWAT, Seoul Police besides GD? Wtf writer?
Why didnā€™t GD shoot out Psychoā€™s tires so he couldnā€™t get away when he absconded with Gyeong Shim to the construction site? Why in the hell would a case be closed when thereā€™s no body?
How many lives does Psycho have? Heā€™s consistently been the smartest dude in the drama keeping multiple steps ahead of everyone.
It was interesting to see Psycho and MH go at it. I mean shouldnā€™t all that boxing come in handy for something else besides showing a sweaty MH. He is very pretty, but Iā€™m just sayinā€™. Ā 
Poor Secā€™y Gong. Looks like the ex Marine got knocked the f*ck out, BS was taken hostage and almost blown to bits w/her Romeo never abandoning her. Ā 
I was unmoved by the whole bomb scene and after all the screaming, crying and letā€™s die together, theĀ ā€œSuper Power Girlā€ track (which I Love), struck an entirely poor note tone wise. Ā Shrug.Ā 
We have 2 more episodes left and our Bomber/Kidnapper/Bong Soon Hunter and resident Psycho remains at large.
Jumpinā€™ Jehosaphats Batman! I wonder what will happen next weekend?
Stay Tuned...
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filthykitty88-blog Ā· 7 years ago
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1000 Hell's
He was gone yesterday. At the bar with my uncle. When I got home from looking for him, he was here, fine with me, yet pissed at my uncle b/c supposedly, he keeps talking too much shit about me. Bullshit thatā€™s for real not true, he just talks a lot of shit. My uncle told me to watch his kids so him and his gf can go to the bar. I said no. He got in my face saying I was disrespecting him since I first got here. Mad cuz I refuse to give up the rest of my food stamps. He said all he wants to do is beat the shit outta me. But he doesnā€™t cuz he ā€œloves me.ā€ ~.^ My bf just stood there with our baby. He didnā€™t say a goddamn word. My uncle bore over me so bad, I had to turn my head and put my head down so he wouldnā€™t hit me. He was spitting all over my face and glasses. Out of my mouth came these feeble ā€œokayā€™sā€ and ā€œI got itā€. This girl committed suicide back in my home town. I met her a couple times, she seemed nice. She jumped in front of a train and left her pieces for emergency service workers to pick up. Thatā€™s fucking terrible. Maybe I keep thinking about it cuz I used to fantasize about jumping before a semi. Heh. Thatā€™s fucking stupid. Seriously. Iā€™m hurting cuz I Want to live, I Donā€™t want bullshit my whole life like Iā€™ve been experiencing since my teens. No, you know what I fantasize about now? What I really want? I want to fight. I want to make them hurt like I do. I want to be able to knock someone out 3 times my size with a solid blow to the face. No, I donā€™t want to torture. I want to defend myselfā€¦ Very well. Iā€™m big enough to be scary, I just lack the skill. And I gotta learn to be mean when I have to be. My fatal flaw? Kind to the end. And I seem to give up on that ā€œkind trainā€ Iā€™m coasting on, at very bad points. When it benefits me least. I thought about leaving. I have the bill something left from my manā€™s check. I could go back to my original state. Just hop on the train with my baby and do what I dread to the bottom of my heart. I really cannot bring myself to that right now. Itā€™s so exhausting living this way. Barely lasting a month somewhere and on the move again cuz ppl have issues with my smoking or ppl keep taking all my money and food stamps, never leaving me with enough money to move out, get baby stuff, or even go out to eat! And I never know if my bf and I fight b/c of the shitty situation we seem to keep finding ourselves in or if heā€™s really that careless and selfish. Iā€™m there rn. Last night and this morning, he was telling me to leave. When he gets pissed, he says the most fucked up shit. Some he means, some he doesnā€™t. I never know. Yesterday, we were planning on leaving. But he got too tired and pissed and shut out everything and me. There was a moment that could have been ok, but my uncleā€™s girl hung around too long while we were trying to smoke. My uncle had taken all our cellphones and took off, so there she was asking me to download shit on my other phone to make free calls while she tried fb. Fuck, we were doing that shit for hrs (fucking shitty technology). IDK why my man flipped his shit to ā€œweā€ are leaving to ā€œIā€™m not going anywhereā€ IDK why I stay. He says heā€™ll be better off w/o me and all he wants is that $1000 heā€™s getting on Wednesday. I ask how soon after we can leave, trying to plan shit, and see if heā€™s really serious. That must be why he got mad. He wasnā€™t really serious. He was just pissed that my uncle talked shit to him at work. But as long as Iā€™m getting yelled at and not him, he seems to be ok. Fuck. What the fuck am I doing here? Or with my life? Going back to my hometown means being at my momā€™s, means fieldwork, means starvation cuz I have no will to survive in that environment, means watching my kids get raised in a way I disagree with but have no say in. Cuz of money. Itā€™s always about the fucking money. Iā€™ve vented enough. I could go on for days, fuck, but Iā€™m not reaching conclusions, just more confusion and pain.
The bible says God punishes complainers. It also says not to act on ur anger, to be long-suffering and yada yada. But itā€™s OKAY to be angry. Somebody please teach me to be angry and not complain. So the Bible teaches me to keep getting abused, to let ppl do whatever they want (and they will!)
Iā€™m not sure how cool I am with that. ā€œThe meek inherit the earthā€ā€¦
First instinct: I just want to bleed. Then immediately, itā€™s switched to wanting to hurt Everyone wicked to me and others.
I donā€™t want to stay forever trapped in my head. I hate being bitter and angry All. Day, Every. Day. God canā€™t be happy with me rn. Iā€™m so terrible inside now. I have no friends, and seriously? Iā€™m not being melodramatic- no one actually likes me. Itā€™s not a thought in my head, itā€™s reactions from ppl Iā€™m judging off of. I mean itā€™s cool, I donā€™t like those cunt fucks, either. Heaven is the hardest goal ever. Iā€™m losingā€¦ Myself, my self worth, my faith, self esteem, will to drive, family, everything. Iā€™m losing everything.
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