#Third Sem Exam

[oukabarsburgblr]

PLSSS ramble about something interesting about your course, like I'm very invested as someone who sucks at math and chemistry, but also cuz word is that engineering is no joke so I'm curious about how you're handling that

But anyways, goodluck and stay safeee🫶🫶

Oh my u just allowed my nerd side to come out HAHAH TQ FOR ASKING 💋💋

Engineering is definitely not a course u can joke about as in if youre having doubts for taking engineering, immediately dropout or discuss w ur advisor/counsellor. As soon as u sunk urself into the field, you'll find yourself drowning if you arent able to keep up.

Applies to other fields as well but engineering is a pretty tight leeway education-wise. I can only yap about chemical engineering since thats the one im taking.

Backstory about my place of education: 1 semester equals to 4 months meaning 1 year have 3 semesters which is considered very fast since we have to cram assignments, two tests, multiple quiz and final exams for multiple subjects all in 3 months (1 month for sembreak). Its a very famous uni (if you know pls keep quiet and dont doxx me) and is known for producing top-notch engineers since its related to an engineering company so competition here is high and is very costly to pay (for subjects not food or hostel)

Foundation year i took : chemistry (1&2), physics (1&2), mathematics (1&2), moral/religion, english yada yada. Its just basic stuff and if u find urself struggling in this year, ure gonna die in the next.

First year, still covering basics of chemical engineering, still share same subjects as other courses such as engineering mathematics yada yada and minor subjects. Low amount of core subjects (2) for each sem

Second year (current), deep dive into chemical engineering, lots of lab stuff. Ive crystallized sum stuff hoho and i got a taste of what the industry is like

Supposedly after that during my third year i will be going for an internship and a final year (fourth year) where ill be making a fyp (final year project) and graduate!

Chemical engineering covers a lot of the engineering field. U can literally steal another course's job (except for computer and electrical) because the subjects that you're taking is very heavy and broad.

Hence, why chemical engineers are very sought after and why it is such a hard course to deliver.

Now from the subjects themselves, i would say CE covers a lot of chemistry, mathematics and physics. Biology is GONE. language you just gotta focus on ur wording for reports but theres also minor subjects to polish ur soft skills (professional communication skills, academic writing, work ethics, etc etc)

Can u believe i got a B+ for academic writing???💀 with the shit i wrote here HAHA maybe i deserved it.

Its quite a shocker since i score my core subjects really well until the minor ones come kick u in the ass.

Although i have to say that theres no use in having a flawless GPA if u have zero skills or achievement out of a test room. I have three clubs and joined 4 events so far. (I am tired of being the head of department for sponsorship) and am currently the vice president for my club etc etc. People will probably be interested in u for a bit if they find out u got 4 flat GPA but the second u show that u have an empty slate, goodbye.

As i said, competition in my uni is very high so i have never received an achievement in my department/university for like best student award or wtv. Kinda grinds on my inferiority complex ARGH

If ure not interested in chemistry nor mathematics, i really dont suggest u join engineering. Unless its electrical/computer.

Mechanical is hard too, covers a lot of physics but the most physic ish one is definitely civil engineering where you'll play w cement a lot.

If ure interested in chemistry but not engineering, try applied chemistry. You'll sit in a lab 24/7

U can definitely switch courses in my uni but its gonna be a waste of money since its very costly or a hassle to transfer credit so i suggest u talk with a professional regarding these things.

How i manage my studies, club activities, tumblr while maintaining a 3.89 GPA?

The week before a test, study. Two weeks before exam, study. The day before a quiz, study. Read thru lectures. Make notes from lectures. Do the example from lectures. Do tutorials from lectures. Do past year questions.

Every single one of my slide lectures i have rewritten in my notes. (My way of studying)

Club activities is a number two but its a great way for me to polish my leadership yada yada and its just a great way for me to peek into an office-work environment (my club is the university's support unit)

Tumblr- whenever im horny, i write that shit down on how a man would handle me and finger my ass. Today, i wrote two drafts and jerked off so hard my legs were shaking and i swore to never masturbate again.

Feel free to ask for more LMAO

[kyxworld]

So I failed a semester. Should I just notice it and not react? I dont get it. Im literally ashamed of this illusory person. It is gonna affect the upcoming exams. Claiming to be limitless and unlimited I still cant pass it.

you failed a sem? you’re aware of it, hence you’re “seeing” it. if you passed, you did. that’s all. don’t talk about yourself as another person, in third person. it’s you, after all.

you are claiming? there’s no claiming. you’re limitless. you’re perfection. even right, even though you don’t believe in it, even if you don’t know, you still are. absolute and perfect. you still think you’re a human. you’re trying to see another illusion through an illusion.

still can’t pass it? pass what? can’t what? see the limitations are self imposed (you put limits for yourself, like this^^ whole ask. if you knew, you’d not ask such things.)

[the-prophecy]

psppsps good morning how are we processing everything all the best pls survive ilysm okay

We have reached the acceptance (no ive not) bro first two exams i’ll slay ok bc ive done everything already but on the third day theres two end sems on one day and one is the biotech which i flopped and i think i’ll flop again (HELP) with molecular biology which is the toughest subject this semester and I HAVE NO MORE TIME ill KMS but hi ily

[compassionatereminders]

hello kat! i hope you are doing really well 💗 i wanted to talk about something and i also wanted your opinion on it. i had an online friend from another country (like a neighbour country but its actuallt supposed to be our enemy. that never fazed me or him.) we became close friends over time. we first started talking on twitter in 2016 due to being in the same fandom. he was 4 years older than me. during those years, i had a crush on him and then it faded. i also learnt more aboult my sexuality and realised i would never be happy with a guy (i thought i was straight the entire time so 😭) anyways it was .. "toxic" at times in the sense that i had an unhealthy attachment + he acted oblivious regarding my feelings. fast forward to the pandemic time, we grew even closer. he started sharing things with me related to his family and life in a more casual way on his own. in late 2021, he ghosted me for a month straight. i was hurt and told him how worried i was due to covid etc but i continued to talk to him. this happened again in 2022, and i told him that if it happened for the third time, i would not be able to take it. it happened again. and i lost trust. he asked for a chance while telling me about his sick grandfather. so i gave it to him reluctantly. fast forward to december 2022, i was extremely su*cidal and had been since september 2022. i was in a really bad condition but somehow gave my finals in october. i spoke to him about it during that time and he just gave me some responses which made me feel like he didnt care or yhat he didnt understand and did not even want to. i was in a really bad place. and then he ghosted me again. i cpule not take it and ended up blocking him on whatsapp because i was trying to survive. january and february 2023 werw horruble (i am still a student and i had all these mid sems and vivas and projects that i could not bring myseld to do but i had to.) i unblockef him in march. my birthdya was on the 25th and he sent me a birthday message. i replied. and then on the 26th i told him i wanted to end our friendship. he said he had texted me while i had blocked him in january. his grandfather died in january. i told him i wouldnt have blocked him if iw ould have known about his ciecumstances. he told me he thought i had given him a chance. i told him, what else was i supppsed to do? then i accidentally told him that my college friend had blocked him and he values privaxy a lot. i .. proceeded to tell him how it went down (this was so so impulsive and i am so ashamed and guilty.) and he was like wth are you talking about. we have been friends for 6 plus yeats and you are telling me your friend blocked me? he said if uou dont trust ne there is no point in dragging this friendhsip or whatever we jave rn, and said his goodbye. i had my final exams going on (i falied in 3 of those october exams and had to give them again, so this time my ass was om the line. i need to pass in all subjects this time or else .. i will have to repeat the entire year.) so i sobbed a lot after reading his messages. tried to control. gave my exams which were egery single day somehow. they ended4 days ago. and then i decided i would text him back. on the 10th. with a cool mind. and trying not to say something wrong. also because i wanted to give him some space and figured he wpuld be amgry and woildnt want to talk to me. but he blocked me. and im not complaining, because its fair enough. its just that .. i was going to teply. maybe he thought i dont care or im not bothered but i do. and i am. i just wanted to apologuse to him and wanted him to know that i cared for him. im not sure i put it in yhe best way in this message but yeah .. i cant stop thinking about what was going on in his mind when he blocked me. i know i was wrong. but now im wuestioning my perception in general, and ami a bad person? is there something fundamnetally wrong with me? im just so .. i hate myself for this.

You're not a bad person, but it honestly sounds like it's time to let go of this "friendship". Because it doesn't sound like either of you have been happy with it for years. You obviously have different expectations and investments, and you'd be better off looking for friends who actually desire the same level of connection as you do

[psychics4unet]

Hii here for the animal spirit reading

My sem 2 exams are starting from 16 oct 24 and I've so many other things on my plate so I'm wondering if I'm gonna pass them without studying and will I get 80% + in those exams ?

Initial G Pisces sun

Thankyou so much 💗

Free Psychic Reading – Message from the Animal Spirits!

I connected with the wise and playful spirit of the dolphin. 🐬 Dolphins are known for their intelligence, social nature, and ability to navigate challenges with grace. Here are three messages from your animal spirit regarding your upcoming exams.

The first message emphasizes the importance of balance. The dolphin encourages you to find harmony between your studies and other responsibilities. Even if you’re feeling overwhelmed, it’s essential to carve out time for your studies, even if it’s just a little. This balance will help you approach your exams with a clearer mind. 🌊

The second message is about trust and confidence. The dolphin reminds you to trust your instincts and knowledge. You may feel the pressure to perform well, but believe in the foundation you've built through previous studies. Confidence in what you’ve learned will play a crucial role in your performance. 🐬✨

The third message highlights the power of collaboration and support. Dolphins are social creatures that thrive in groups. Reach out to friends or study groups for help or even to discuss the material. Collaboration can lead to a better understanding of the topics, making your exam preparation more manageable. 🤝

In summary, your animal spirit, the dolphin, guides you to maintain balance in your life, trust in your abilities, and seek support from those around you. While passing without studying is a gamble, focusing your efforts strategically and collaborating with others can enhance your chances of achieving that 80%+ goal. Embrace your inner dolphin and swim through these challenges with confidence! 🐬🌟

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[saltydefendorchaos]

Oct 21 2023 8:30pm

Ang hirap ng pharmacology, ramdam ko pagiging bobo ko. HAHAHAH nakakapagod pala talaga. after a long tiring days, weeks and months mag sesecond sem na. sa buong 1st sem ko ng second year hindi ko iniyakan lalo na yung mga hell week every term kung saan nag babagsakan ng mga gawain. defende dito defense dun. quiz dito quiz don. pero ngayon ramdam ko yung pagod physically and mentally. i feel like I'm giving up pero thanks God kasi he still giving strength to fight for my dream even though its hard.

Being a student nurse is not easy pala talaga. physically and mentally exhausted kana pero hindi ka pa rin pwedeng mag take ng break kasi pag nag break ka marami kang hahabulin. marami kang mamimiss na ganap. at ang hirap kasi parang illegal if uunahin mo sarili mo, honestly nung 1st year i have a lot of time for myself. na ttreat ko yung sarili ko nakakapag reflect ako. ngayon wala na. bahay aral bahay aral. nakakapagod. pero hindi ako susuko kasi alam ko part to ng process ko to be a registered nurse someday.

God, thank you for the whole sem. sa tuition fee ko sa lakas sa lahat. alam ko I'm not perfect marami akong kasalanan, may times na nakakalimutan kita pero during those days na nahihirapan ako alam ko tinutulungan mo ako. kaya maraming salamat. God please give me more strength to finish this cause i really want to be a nurse i want to help mama and my family. alam ko mahirap pero kakayanin. napapagod pero hindi susuko.

Last exam next week second sem na. ilang buwan na lang third na at alam ko wala pa tong pagod na nararamdaman ko sa susunod pero Lord God samahan mo ako. thank you Lord.

[gauravp01]

Wed, 19 Apr 2023; 11:02 pm

Now the days are longer but morning routine is not shifting even an inch... But an exception, woke up early today.... Yeee🤣...

Then had a very hectic day... But enjoyed a lot..Got free at 9 pm since 9 in the morning... then had a small chat with friends and now I am here after my dinner...

Was absent for last 4 days here.. no specific reason... Just the lack of motivation to right anything...

Now philosophy as a subject is started and it will go on for next few days and what a subject it is... Loved it..

Maybe it was in the BEd syllabus as well, but I don't remember 😅😅

Will have to see the syllabus again... Btw the third sem exams are scheduled for 2nd and 4th of May... Only two exams but an external teaching is remaining after that... 

Nothing very special to tell today, it's a blog to maintain the consistency only...

Will keep coming here regularly 😁😁

Good Night 💤🌉

[cuervo9908]

COLLEGE LIFE AS A PSYCHOLOGY STUDENT

My College life started during the pandemic, so my class is online. I felt sad. I don't have any friends because I don't know anyone in our class. It was hard to adjust because I was not used to it. Back in our senior high school, I had many friends, and I could meet and talk to them personally because it was face-to-face, and I had no one to talk to get updates in school. So as days went by, I survived 2 years online, and when I heard that in our 3rd year, we would have a face to face classes, I felt relieved.

Before face-to-face started, we had an outreach program in our NSTP, and it was the first time I met my classmates. They were friendly and approachable, and that day, I enjoyed and realized that it was fun having face-to-face classes rather than online.

Then in September, we had our first day in class. I made new friends. They were transferee from Usl. They were very kind until we became super close, and I started my journey as a college student with them. 1st Sem in the third year was tough. Unlike in my 1st and 2nd years online, we had many things to do. It was easier because we could only search for the answer that would come out. We had our prelims and midterms exam. It was hard, and we were all stressed out, but we survived.

On the first day of December, I spent the night with my friends, eating and trying different foods like street foods and home-cooked ones. After that, we all went out to sing at KTV places. We plan on which event to join during our Paskuhan. A friend and I decided to join the Evo dance and Himig Paulino. Now we are brainstorming on the practice schedule and venues. We had our first practice, which lasted at about 9 pm. I had to have my cousin pick me up because no tricycles were available then. It was stressful and challenging, but I hope it will all be worth it. My dance mates and I went to eat out after practicing all night. We had days left before the competitions. We have some minor problems but will continue to work hard and persevere. We will have the last practice tonight. The competition is already tomorrow. Seeing our performance and the matches, we already know winning is hard, but at least after tomorrow, the brutal late-night practices will be over. We encountered many problems like misunderstanding among teammates, the dance instructor wasn’t supportive, and others wanting to quit hours before the competition. But to this day, we never expected to be the dance evolution champions, so after all those tiring nights and stressful practices, we finally won.

I spent the night with friends eating outside, having fun just enjoying the Christmas break, and we also drank a little to celebrate all we have accomplished these past few weeks, like research reports and competitions. My family and I left Tuguegarao to spend Christmas in Tabuk, where my mother is from. We will stay there for 3 or 4 days. We left early morning and arrived in the afternoon. I was happy coming back there and seeing my relatives again. Christmas day was enjoyable; sending it with my family and eating beside the bonfire my uncles made, and a friend from Tuguegarao visited me there. We spend the day hanging out at restaurants and finishing it with a horror movie night. We are getting ready to return to Tuguegarao, for we will spend New Year's Eve there, but before we get home, we will visit tourist spots around Tabuk. It was enjoyable finally spending time and going out with your family. This was one of the best holidays ever.

[realtalk-princeton]

Re: requesting rescheduling of final exams: Would you be allowed to request a reschedule if you have an exam that lasts until 10:30 pm, and then another that starts at 9am the very next day? In other words, is the rule for rescheduling 2 exams in 24 hours, or 2 on a single date?

Response from Olive:

they actually just changed the policy on this last sem to be a little more flexible which you can read more thoroughly here but the main idea is you can only reschedule if you have either 2 exams in one day or 2 exams in one day and a third exam on the day after

[aryacollegejp]

Important Tips To Have Successful Semesters in Btech College?

Tips To Have Succesful semester in Btech College

It is an interesting course to pursue with a lot many career opportunities with monetary satisfaction, engineers are one of the highest-earning professionals, also engineering is one of the best career choices for the student a student does not consider himself taking care of his study, so then he might not find a suitable job, So Studying in the Best Private Engineering College in Jaipur Rajasthan can make you self-reliant in terms of cracking the semester examination with good marks.

Some Ways To Have A Successful Semester Throughout The Years.

Design a personalized timetable

Be curious and attentive

Make notes

Group study

Choose the delight sections

Track your progress

Take care of health

Remember These Always 

TELL ME I WILL FORGET 

SHOW ME I WILL REMEMBER 

INVOLVE ME I WILL LEARN 

You cannot LEARN without INVOLVEMENT 

ENJOY LEARNING MAKE LEARNING A PLEASURE 

No one can teach you unless you are actively involved in learning

How To Conduct Yourself: 

Theory Class Attend the lectures carefully 

Make notes after understanding 

Do not simply copy from the board, be involved

Give half an hour at home for each subject/day 

Give 5 minutes to review what was discussed in the previous class 

if you have not understood, you have a right to understand so you can request the teacher

Read books to improve your understanding 

Good teachers are happy to answer your question

Enjoy Doing Problems 

Engineering is essentially solving problems, Therefore 

Do as many of the exercise problems, work out and check the answers obtained with the given answers.

Practical Classes Never Miss It,

if you miss it, make it up at the earliest

Preparation is a must

Carefully note down observations 

Note down anything special that you observe Analyze the results and make inferences if necessary discuss with friends and teachers 

Try to do experiments in an innovative way Write your record yourself, NEVER COPY

Assignments And Tutorials 

Do your assignment by yourself or after a discussion with friends 

NEVER COPY from others 

You are harming yourself by copying Tutorials 

Work on the tutorial problems with your friends and compare the answers 

Project Work/ Seminar 

Choose a topic of your interest with guidance from teachers

Use the internet to update your knowledge and share with others 

Make a feasibility study before finalizing 

Other Methods Of Study 

Video lectures by other professors from the internet along with other friends 

Discuss the topics being presented 

Brainstorming sessions on study topics 

Make learning 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year 

Attendance Requirements

Top Private Btech College in Rajasthan 80% attendance is compulsory to take the End Sem Exams 

Up to 10% shortage can be condoned on medical grounds once in the four-year course

Shortage of attendance will result in repeating the course by re-joining at the beginning of the even or odd semester 

In any case you will lose a year, not a semester

Promotion To Higher Semesters 

• Earlier those who could not complete the first year in two chances had to leave once and for all. 

• Now, at Calicut University Promotion to the THIRD year requires a complete pass in the FIRST year. 

• Promotion to the FOURTH year requires a pass in all papers of FIRST & SECOND years to be passed 

• Please note supplementary exams are conducted only once a year. 

• Never accumulate back papers

How To Do Well In Examinations? 

• Of course there are no shortcuts and Hard work and good preparation will bring you success.  

University Exams How To Score? 

• Check the answers to numerical problems carefully to sure it is correct. 

• Highlight the important points in essay questions and Manage time effectively so that you will be able to answer all questions

Conclusion

Btech Engineering Collages in Jaipur Rajasthan, Success is yours If you are regular in your studies 

• Attend all theory classes 

• Study subjects taught every day 

• Never miss your practical classes 

• Do your assignments yourself 

• Revise topics before tests

 Then you will get high internal marks.

[yaldabaothappreciationhours]

His attitude has not improved but he's got new hair (and slightly new "clothes")

Felt like revamping my humanoid Yaldy design.. Still doing some more stuff but here's a few doodles! His hair was something that always bothered me, I like drawing it this way though (❁´◡`❁)

I still want to give him an alt outfit too, something to wear when he's in the real world so he doesn't stick out so much

[lambentplume]

maxed futaba on the LAST POSSIBLE day ahdjdjfjdjgjfjf

[genshinology]

AUNI HOW YA DOIN AAAAAAAAAA

OHMYGOD ANNIE?!?? ANNIE??!? MY EYES DIDN'T DECEIVE ME,, HELLO IMY :(

i'm doing good ! just catching up with exams right now (until the third week of nov) so my brain hurts from shoving all these biological terms into my head. all things aside, how are you? i hope you're resting well and feeling much much better :( no, for real, i missed seeing u on the dash (arguably, i'm quite inactive myself bcs of these exams and surprise! i have less than 2 months before finishing my first sem in uni, like damn, time does fly).

[luminous-studiess]

how to study with a mental illness!!!! aka a guide to simultaneously caring for yourself and your academics

(disclaimer: this is from purely personal experience and is not a substitute for seeking professional help. these are just personal tips as i was formally diagnosed with depression and anxiety in the third year of college, but had been showing symptoms even in high school. different methods help for different people, but i really hope some of these things can help a struggling student out, because one of the reasons i went on studyblr in the first place was that i felt really lost and anxious.)

1. done is better than none. sometimes an assignment you have to turn in would be objectively easy to complete, but it takes longer to do so because you’re afraid that the final product won’t be as good as you want it to be, or as good as a professor expects it to be. it’s hard to remove those expectations, but it is a little easier when you remember that getting some points (no matter how many they are) are better than getting a deduction for late submissions or not turning in the project at all. many people -- including myself -- suffer from perfectionism in university, but it is overall more important to complete something to the best of your own ability, and learn from the feedback on the project later on. more importantly, often, you’re doing better than you think you’re doing, so surprise yourself. you can do it. just start.  2.  keep careful track of your deadlines.  much of my undergrad anxiety came from the fact that i knew something was due, but couldn’t keep track of it, or didn’t want to confront it. it’s better to confront it because you have more time to do it slowly and thoroughly. as soon as you hear about an impending exam or paper deadline, keep track of it. personally, i use google calendar. from there, you can make smaller plans and break down your goals to make it more doable! 3. don’t be afraid to ask for help.  there used to be a huge stigma against mental illness, but thankfully, many educational institutions are much kinder and more considerate about it. if you really can’t meet a deadline or come to class, let your professor know. most professors are kind, reasonable people who genuinely care about you and your well-being. even one of my scariest professors granted extensions to a girl who was genuinely struggling with serious depression, and the college of law i’m in takes mental health very seriously to the point that they instruct faculty how to deal with such cases.  if you’re not able to talk to a professor, try to ask help from a classmate or a friend who can share notes or fill you in on how they accomplished a certain assignment. many people will be happy to help. you are not a burden, love. 4. be kinder to yourself.  mental illness is like any illness. it often keeps us from doing as well as we’d like to be because it’s a genuine and serious health problem. sometimes it helps to keep this in mind when we flub a report in class (as i did several tens of times in undergrad), get a bad score, say something ridiculous during recitation, or mess up a paper. it’s okay to do your best while you heal. you know you’re trying your best, and slow growth is still growth. 5. on that note, care for your other needs.  one of my happiest and most fulfilled semesters (even though it was my busiest) was when i had time to see a psychiatrist, run, pack lunches and fruit to school to eat healthy, and have a reasonable-ish sleep schedule. this was during my thesis semester. while i had to take an incomplete, and finish my thesis the next sem, because i was attending to my own needs, i felt like a living, breathing, learning, happy person. and i finished my thesis the next semester. it’s better to look after your own physical health and needs before your academics. 6. sometimes, it’s better to do nothing and rest. you deserve it.  part of the reason i’d been doing horribly in law school was that i didn’t sleep and it was making me mildly unbalanced and incredibly suicidal; not to mention the fact that i wasn’t really retaining any information or performing well. rest days are just as important as days when you study because rest IS productivity.  7. take your meds. see your psych or therapist if you have one. avail yourself of mental health services on campus if there are any. these genuinely saved my life at a time that i thought i was beyond saving. please go seek help if you can.  BONUS: MY STUDY SETUP ON A TERRIBLE MENTAL HEALTH DAY (like today) - i try to clear the space and clean up as much as possible. it makes me feel like i have things under control, and have my work things where i can see them. - i eat something healthy, like fruit, and get a lot of water. i keep a water jug on my desk because it clears my thoughts and helps me replenish the fluids lost from crying (1/2jk). it also really keeps up my strength for the study process. - i turn on a calming playlist, like a jazz or lofi or ghibli playlist. in another window, i turn on a rain sound video on a softer volume, and it helps center me. - it helps when you have a soft or calming scent to calm you down. i use a lavender room spray, and it makes me feel cozy and productive, but in undergrad, i used this tea-tree lavender mix and it smelled like sunny afternoons and guitar coffeshop playlists. it really is nice. - there are breathing exercises and gifs all over the internet. they help calm you down when things seem Too Much.  i really hope this helps, guys. don’t hesitate to message me if you’ve been having a hard time with school or life or anything. please, please care for yourselves. you can do it.  -- sam

[medstudentblues]

hello there, can i asked something about your compre? what happens if ever you failed that exam, are you still able to enroll as 3rd year? what are your school’s guidelines regarding that matter? thank you!

Hi! They release our results in finals so we don't know yet if we passed. If, hypothetically, we failed, we have removals at the end of the term. If we don’t pass that, we retake it next sem. We take it DURING third year, as I have mentioned in my past posts (21/21 straight days of med school -- meaning, we do classes, reports, and requirements on weekdays and take the compre exams on weekends). It differs in other institutions.

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

Hey Sunny.........I am having a major burnout.....just full on academic frustration and I want to cry because I did my second and third exam for the sem finals so terribly. I have never ever written an exam this bad.....I was the topper of my class throughout 11th and 12th grade and now I feel like I am being stretched in all directions and I feel so fucking hopeless sometimes. Lots of things happened to me last year and well.....I wasn't given time to process....to grieve or mourn or just fucking cry out loud at all.......I am just feeling so fucking sad and I feel so dejected at myself. As much as I wanna ask for help, I feel weak because the culture that surrounds me bashes a person who dares to ask for help in the first place. I just want someone to hold me and let me cry until I just fall asleep from crying because God knows how long I have been just repressing all sadness in me just so I can be seen as the 'jovial' kid. I am so frustrated and mad at myself because I feel like I will never recover for whatever has happened to me and that I will never get to live my life the way I want......ya know be queer and free and live as such. Sorry for the rant, I just didn't know who to talk to.

- ❤️ anon

Hey bub 💕 first off, you have no reason to apologize. I always love when you show up in mg inbox :) im sorry that you're going through such a rough time rn. It seems like a lot of stuff is happening at once which os making it difficult for you to cope and function, and i am so sorry for that. I'm not the best at giving advice, but hopefully my past experiences can ease your pain:

I was depressed throughout college. I was away from home, i was living in the basement of my conservative aunt and uncle's house, i lived off campus so i didn't make any friends or join any clubs. I was so unbearably lonely and sad that i often cried once i was alone. Ofc there were happy times, but it was a very stressful three years of my life. It's not easy, there's a lot going on that can cause burnout, but it's important for you to prioritize your health over your grades. Ik it's easier said than done but you have to do it. Turn off and put away all school related items. Take some time to breathe and just let yourself meditate and clear your mind. Take a nap if you want to. Your brain is struggling to keep up with everything, you have to let it rest. Make a recipe that reminds you of the past and brings back happy memories. Watch a comfort show. Talk to family or friends that make you feel better. Just gove yourself some time to decompress bc you will not be able to continue studying if you are still overwhelmed.

I'm gonna let you in on a secret: it doesn't matter if you fail. It doesn't matter if you do terribly on your exams and fail a class bc you can always take it again. The funny thing about university is that it feels very important but it's similar to high school in that no one cares about your grades as long as you have a degree. There was one class i took that i got a 1.5 GPA on, and the only reason i passed the 1.0 GPA requirement for it was bc covid made learning remote so i was essentially able to cheat on my last exam sksksk. But i never think about that class a year after graduation. It has no effect on my day to day life. It will never affect me in the future. I have my bachelor's degree and i have a plan for the future. Life moves on.

But maybe you're just scared of the idea of failure in general, but everything happens for a reason. I was devastated when all of my vet school applications wete rejected. I felt like a failure and that i wasn't good enough and never would be good enough, but if that had never happened then i wouldn't have all the experiences i have today. I wouldn't have a new job that i love and i may not have made improvements in my life. Your failures give you opportunities to learn and grow, and you can make more informed decisions with your newfound knowledge. It's still scary bc you still fear failure, but now you have experience to look back on and reference when in a similar situation. Think about what worked and didn't work for you on your exams. Is there any way to talk to your professor about them? Perhaps you could go over your strengths and weaknesses to find out what you need to work on for your next tests. Idk what country you're in but many professors enjoy when students are passionate about improving upon their grades, so it wouldn't hurt to reach out and ask for help.

Ik it's hard, but you need to allow yourself to be weak. You need to allow yourself to cry until you're exhausted. Crying helps the body release excess chemicals, including those that stress you out like cortisol. Ik it's difficult, but you need to let this biological process happen so that your body can rebalance itself and function properly. The longer you push it down, the harder it will be on your brain and body. So just cry. In your pillow, in the shower, in public: wherever you want. Just let it out. Let yourself feel those feelings. Here's a good graphic to help you do that:

If it's any consolation, I've felt the way you have before. I've felt hopeless and awful and i convinced myself i would never be happy. Just last year i believed people who called me a narcissist, manipulative, a psycho, pathetic, a gaslighter, etc etc. I hung onto those words and convinced myself that i would never be happy bc i didn't deserve it.

Well guess fucking what, i am happy skskks. Im lucky enough to be able to attend therapy and i worked on things with a therapist and with this hard work and time gone by, im better. Im happy. I felt hopeless but i kept on living and now im experiencing so many new an wonderful things! I would've never guessed i would've been this happy a year or two ago, but i am. Sometimes it just takes time. Life will continue despite how stuck you feel, and you will move past these life events and you will smile and you will laugh and you will be able to breathe without struggling not to cry. You need to allow yourself time to heal and grow. Be patient with yourself. You are not perfect, you are human, which is much more exciting than perfection in my humble opinion. If i was there i would give you the biggest hug, squeeze you tight and rock you side to side and let you cry. And once you've gotten it out of your system, I'll make you some food. Maybe broccoli cheddar soup with toasted sourdough. Ooo and apple pie for dessert, with vanilla ice cream. Something yummy that's definitely self indulgent sksksk.

I hope you feel better soon bubby. I hope my words help in some way and if not i apologize. If you want to talk in private, my dms are always open 💕