#Things Are Different Now
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Rain City Drive // Concrete Closure
#rain city drive#concrete closure#things are different now#matt mcandrew#zachary baker#felipe sanchez#weston richmond#colin vieira#bands#lyrics#dayseeker#bad omens#spiritbox#point north#beartooth#the ghost inside#against the current
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i love these little meta self reflexive moments i wanna compile a bunch of them
#why are we here?#things are different now#i love when they talk abt how they feel abt the show#thru the characters feelings#iasip#it’s always sunny in philadelphia
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Oh, maybe you should make a list for me Of everything important in this world In a note of urgency Cause I don't know how to feel
I threw everything out that doesn't make sense To find a thousand more things that don't make sense
-Careful Now, Copeland
#copeland#copeland band#lyrics#been listening to this album on repeat since last week#it's got that relatable mix of melancholy and anxious#listening to in motion now after the concert announcement!#things are different now#but at least we have concerts to look forward to
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Praying for guidance, suffer in silence Twisting a knife in the heart of a lion Chasing my elusive dream Heaven knows the end is so bittersweet
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acquaintances -> friends
yippee :D
#hung out with a beloved friend I haven't seen in months#things are different now#but joy yet lives in my heart
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willfully ignoring the fact that GAP is over- & that I was out of town/unable to GIF the last ep 💀- by telling myself I’m going to GIF up a storm tonight/tomorrow.
if you have requests, send them!
#gap the series#gap ep12#monsam#freenbecky#la la la- will not acknowledge#i *cannot* wait that long again for top tier lesbian content. I CANNOT#things are different now
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Rain City Drive - Things Are Different Now
Throughout any given month or year, I listen to a lot of new music, and there are some things I don’t give a lot of time or attention to, simply because I know I don’t care for it a whole lot (or at all). Sometimes I’ll think I’m listening to an album like that, but over the next few days, I find myself listening to it a lot. That’s how it is with the new Rain City Drive album, entitled Things Are Different Now, as I really enjoy this album. I love it more than I did on my first listen, but it’s such a solid album, I’m always going back to it.
Sometimes it’s those albums you least suspect, too, and this is one of them. It’s not even that this album was bad on first listen, it’s that I thought it was okay, but the more I go back to it, the more I really enjoy it. There are a lot of things I like about it, such as the vocals, their sound, and surprisingly the lyrics. Their vocalist is one of the best in the game, but he sounds like he’s right at home with their brand of poppy Octanecore. Any time a band pops up with catchy hooks, heavy riffs, and a few screams here and there, I tend to refer to that as “Octanecore,” but these guys do it quite well, especially here. I think this is a big step up from their last album, even though that album was pretty good, and had some really catchy hooks, but this one just improves a little bit more.
Now it would be a stretch to say this is a unique or ambitious album, because it’s just an Octanecore album with an emphasis on the catchier parts of the genre, but you know what? I really like that! Songs like “Concrete Closure,” “Over Me,” “Medicate Me,” and “Disarm The Hourglass,” are very catchy, slick, fun, and memorable. Sure, they aren’t unique at all, but for what they are, they’re done very well. Their vocalist also admittedly carries this album, but not for the way that Mitchell Tenpenny carried his newest one, where the songs are so lacking in quality that the vocals being even slightly above average helps a lot.
Their vocalist is actually one of the best of this scene, I think, but the songwriting isn’t half bad, despite being basic a lot of the time. They still throw in some variety, though, as some tracks do feature some heavier guitarwork, R&B and pop instrumentation, or a mix of both, and it works quite well. There’s only one guest spot, Dayseeker’s Rory Rodriguez, and he does fine on “Medicate Me,” although they sound awfully similar and the song is more or less a pop cut, yet it works for what it is. The only real downside to this album I have, if you can even call it that, are the lyrics not being any special, but that doesn’t bother me at all, so you can take or leave that.
I’d still happily recommend this album, because of how catchy, fun, and energetic it is, even if the lyrics are kind of lacking. There’s a lot to like here, especially the vocals and hooks, and while they kinda carry the album, it’s not to say that the instrumentation is lacking, per se. I’d go as far as to say this is their best yet, even if it doesn’t do anything I haven’t heard before, even from some other recently released albums. The new Fame On Fire album sounds basically like this, although I like the hooks a little better on here. Hell, this album may even end up being one of my favorites of the year, even if it technically isn’t anything unique, but it hits so damn hard, I can’t help but love it.
#rain city drive#things are different now#metalcore#rock#djent#thriller records#pop metal#issues#the home team#pop#r&b#metal#soul
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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this will be my first time going back to vegas since my dad died
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the fact that shakespeare was a playwright is sometimes so funny to me. just the concept of the "greatest writer of the English language" being a random 450-year-old entertainer, a 16th cent pop cultural sensation (thanks in large part to puns & dirty jokes & verbiage & a long-running appeal to commoners). and his work was made to be watched not read, but in the classroom teachers just hand us his scripts and say "that's literature"
just...imagine it's 2450 A.D. and English Lit students are regularly going into 100k debt writing postdoc theses on The Simpsons screenplays. the original animation hasn't even been preserved, it's literally just scripts and the occasional SDH subtitles.txt. they've been republished more times than the Bible
#due to the Great Data Decay academics write viciously argumentative articles on which episodes aired in what order#at conferences professors have known to engage in physically violent altercations whilst debating the air date number of household viewers#90% of the couch gags have been lost and there is a billion dollar trade in counterfeit “lost copies”#serious note: i'll be honest i always assumed it was english imperialism that made shakespeare so inescapable in the 19th/20th cent#like his writing should have become obscure at the same level of his contemporaries#but british imperialists needed an ENGLISH LANGUAGE (and BRITISH) writer to venerate#and shakespeare wrote so many damn things that there was a humongous body of work just sitting there waiting to be culturally exploited...#i know it didn't happen like this but i imagine a English Parliament House Committee Member For The Education Of The Masses or something#cartoonishly stumbling over a dusty cobwebbed crate labelled the Complete Works of Shakespeare#and going 'Eureka! this shall make excellent propoganda for fabricating a national identity in a time of great social unrest.#it will be a cornerstone of our elitist educational institutions for centuries to come! long live our decaying empire!'#'what good fortune that this used to be accessible and entertaining to mainstream illiterate audience members...#..but now we can strip that away and make it a difficult & alienating foundation of a Classical Education! just like the latin language :)'#anyway maybe there's no such thing as the 'greatest writer of x language' in ANY language?#maybe there are just different styles and yes levels of expertise and skill but also a high degree of subjectivity#and variance in the way that we as individuals and members of different cultures/time periods experience any work of media#and that's okay! and should be acknowledged!!! and allow us to give ourselves permission to broaden our horizons#and explore the stories of marginalized/underappreciated creators#instead of worshiping the List of Top 10 Best (aka Most Famous) Whatevers Of All Time/A Certain Time Period#anyways things are famous for a reason and that reason has little to do with innate “value”#and much more to do with how it plays into the interests of powerful institutions motivated to influence our shared cultural narratives#so i'm not saying 'stop teaching shakespeare'. but like...maybe classrooms should stop using it as busy work that (by accident or designs)#happens to alienate a large number of students who could otherwise be engaging critically with works that feel more relevant to their world#(by merit of not being 4 centuries old or lacking necessary historical context or requiring untaught translation skills)#and yeah...MAYBE our educational institutions could spend less time/money on shakespeare critical analysis and more on...#...any of thousands of underfunded areas of literary research i literally (pun!) don't know where to begin#oh and p.s. the modern publishing world is in shambles and it would be neat if schoolwork could include modern works?#beautiful complicated socially relevant works of literature are published every year. it's not just the 'classics' that have value#and actually modern publications are probably an easier way for students to learn the basics. since lesson plans don't have to include the#important historical/cultural context many teens need for 20+ year old media (which is older than their entire lived experience fyi)
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being honest w yourself and each other about growing apart fucking sucks..
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Hold on to lust, hold on in vain Pictures of us keep me in pain I'll turn to rust If you let me stand inside your rain
#rain city drive#metal#metal music#metalcore#wish you the best#things are different now#2024#uploads
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“oh what a beautiful thing…….. to be young & angry…….” right into disenchanted. pre-show song was fame by david bowie. no offense but my chemical romance as a project is about not killing yourself & then constantly living with the many people you are & have been
#mcrwwwy#mcr#god whatever i’m just thinking abt how gerard has been writing abt legacy forever#& how different it is now feeling those things. ugh
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thinking about bg3 astarion introduction. something very funny about meeting a weird guy on the road and he's like "hey, sorry for trying to stab you. i'm a lawyer btw" and you're like well that seems true. and you click on his picture and see that his character class is just Professional Liar
#bg3#be shh now#he said 'what's the absolute minimum amount of effort i can put into this cover story' and then somehow shot beneath that#i know lawyer isn't the same thing as magistrate. but the point is this man did not go to legal school. i doubt he knows the difference.#containment breach
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sighs. another guy in my brain i guess
#pressure#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#pressure fanart#sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#sebastian pressure#roblox fanart#roblox art#lowkey wanted th e kys voiceline it hink thatd be funny#hey expendable :3 kill y#different hand gesture because i like projecting on creatures i find interesting. sebastian solace now ddoes whatever thats called#i dont like the angler light i might change that#does his motuh glow? I think i did taht wrong og my god#its ok. its ok#he also has those things taht frog hands have. idk what its called but im a little silly and put them on him#in all honesty he was fun to draw i may start doodling him slithering on my homework pages#Fuck i forgot to put that tiktok trade offer image. Thts literally him bro
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