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💜 Reader has They/Them pronouns and their appearance is entirely up to you! ❌ The skeletons will not be entirely canon accurate and will have a few of my headcanons attached. I hope they're still enjoyable! Sequel to this oneshot. ❣️ Sanses belong to their respective owners. All I own is the writing. WORDS: 1,589

🌨️❄️ SNOW DAY! ☃️🧊

Snow gently falls from the sky, hitting the ground and covering it with a pure white, cold blanket. It fogs up the windows, freezing them. Trees have icicles on their branches.

Nightmare's garden has been covered up for the season, the roses and other flowers being kept alive inside a magical greenhouse.

A fireplace crackles in the main living room, its warmth filling the castle.

You sit up in your bed, sliding off of it and walking over to the window, rubbing your eyes to wake up a bit better before looking outside. Upon seeing the snow, you comically press your face up against the glass before excitedly walking to the door, sliding on some slippers of choice and exiting your room.

It's SNOWING!

You rush to Killer's door, tapping on it rapidly until he slides it open.

"you have really gotta stop doing that so early." He yawns, stretching and cracking his bones a little.

"You know you love seeing me in the morning." You smile smugly.

"hmmm.. i guess so."

You gasp, mocking offense. "You guess? You wound me, Killer, such a heartbreaker.."

He snickers, putting his hand up to his mouth.

You put the back of your hand against your forehead, leaning back dramatically. "Whatever could I do?"

"you could tell me why you woke me up this early again, for starters."

"Oh yeah-" You stand up straight again. "It's SNOWING outside!" You grin, bouncing slightly in place.

"..okay and?"

"Killer, it's SNOW- we could do all kinds of things out there- we could have snowball fights, we could build snowpeople, we could do a LOTTA things-"

"ehh, when you grow up surrounded by snow it loses a lot of its appeal."

"C'monnn, don't you wanna hang out with me? Doesn't have to be for too long, but I think it could be fun. Why not give it a chance?" You smile pleadingly, pressing your hands together. He looks you over, seemingly contemplating, before sighing and giving in.

"fine, but don't expect me to stay for too long."

"I'll take it." You smile warmly.

"what's goin' on over here?" Dust walks over, taking a sip of coffee.

You make grabby hands, and he shakes his head. "no, get your own. answer me."

"well, they wanna go out and spend some time in the snow today."

"yeah? how come?"

"Because it could be fun- and it means group bonding time."

"what's gotten you all motivated for group bonding stuff?"

"I dunno. I just wanna spend time with my favorite people all together. Is that so bad?"

Dust and Killer look at each other, before sighing and smiling at you.

"i guess one day couldn't hurt, right killer?" "yeah. only doing this for them though."

You smile smugly, before Horror's door opens.

"why are you all so loud so early."

"Good morning, Horror." You smile at him, and he smiles a little in return. "..mornin'. what's goin' on?"

"We're gonna go out and have a snow day. Wanna join us?" "do i have to stand next to them?" "No, you can stand wherever you want." "then i'm in."

"you wound us, horror." Killer pretends to wipe away a tear. "literally could not give less of a shit." Horror deadpans, before you motion for everyone to follow you to the kitchen.

You get some more coffee started, chatting with everyone about old missions and other things like that, pouring cups for everyone. You hear a large set of doors open and close, peeking your head out of the kitchen to see Nightmare approaching.

"Morning, Night." You smile at him. "Morning. What's going on?" "We're all just having coffee right now, but we're gonna go have some fun in the snow later." "Why would you wanna go out there if it's freezing? Humans are vulnerable to frostbite, and snow's annoying to get off of your clothes. Just gets them all wet, too." He scrunches up his face. "C'monnn, there's lots of fun to be had out there. Why don't you join us? You might like itttt." "If I agree will you stop pestering me about it?" "Yes." You blink innocently. "Fine. But only for a little while." He puts his hand on your head, messing up your hair before going into the kitchen to get some coffee for himself.

You fist pump, going back as well.

After a few more minutes of conversation, you go back to your room to find much warmer clothes for yourself, knowing that since they're skeletons they don't feel the cold. You, however, are not immune to frostbite, and need protection.

Once you've properly bundled up, you walk out of your room and go into Killer's.

"Rate the fit-" "gimme a 360."

You spin around in a circle before striking a pose.

"9/10, should've went with a little more red." "You would say that." You snicker, walking out with him. He holds your hand as you walk, much less to keep up and more just because he wanted to.

You reach the living room where the other three are waiting by the fire for you, greeting them and heading out.

Snow crunches under your shoes as you walk, feeling it hit your head and making your cheeks a little flushed.

Killer walks casually beside Dust, who has his hands in his pockets. Horror lets some snow fall on his hand silently for a bit. Nightmare just walks next to you, a neutral look on his face.

You try to think of what to do first, then get an idea and smile deviously.

While the others are distracted, you reach down and pick up some snow, forming it into a ball and holding your hands behind your back.

"Oh Killerrrr.. I have a gift for you." "is it the gift of your undying love and affection for me?" He puts his hands on his cheeks, shooting you a wink. "Killer, you already know that I love you. But that's not it. THIS IS-"

You hit him right in the face with a snowball, then run for dear life.

"ohohoho, you are SO GONNA GET IT-" He runs after you, forming a snowball himself. You let out a scream, but in truth, you're not actually scared. It's one of excitement.

Nightmare shakes his head, watching in slight amusement.

"you gonna get in on that, boss?" Dust asks, standing beside him. "Absolutely not. I'd rather not have snow hurled at my face." "they seem to be having a lot of fun th-"

Dust gets hit in the face with a snowball. Followed by a "SORRY DUST-" in the distance.

"sorry to cut this short, boss, but this is a declaration of war-" "Go on."

He runs off, picking up snow in both hands and making two snowballs, chasing you both down. Horror looks at Nightmare, Nightmare sharing a look back, before Horror just leaves him to himself and joins the fight.

Walls are built, alliances made, betrayals were common.

You had a blast, aiming another snowball at Killer and throwing it before he ducks..and it hits Nightmare.

You feel yourself tense, the others stare at him. Killer looks like he's about to burst out laughing, Dust puts his hand to his teeth, and Horror..honestly doesn't care.

"Now look what you've done." "Nightmare, I-" "YOU DARE DECLARE WAR ON THE KING OF NEGATIVITY?"

He charges at you with a malicious grin, you playfully screaming and running as the others join in an all-out battle. You feel proud that you managed to get him to join in on the fun this time.

Once you all tire yourselves out, you focus your attention on snowpeople building. (After you take the time to go inside and get some extra parts to decorate them, that is.)

You make yours a silly fellow, a rather gentlemanly specimen indeed. You then make a much smaller gentleman to keep him company.

Killer makes sure to sculpt his properly, adding the classic carrot nose and a few pieces of clothing like a hat and scarf.

Dust..okay that's a pile of snow with his name written on it. Doesn't count.

Horror makes a bigger snowperson, carefully crafting details onto it, making small patterns in the snow with his sharp fingers. You give him some assistance, suggesting what to add to certain parts.

Nightmare adjusts yours when you aren't looking, sprucing it up a little and fixing its hat when it begins to slide off.

"Okay, I think it's time to go back inside. Their face is getting a bit too flushed. I wouldn't want to risk frostbite."

"Aww, okay. We should do this again if it snows tomorrow. Maybe we could go ice skating that time- I bet I could skate better than youu-" "Sure, we'll go with that." "You doubt my skills?" "I do doubt your skills."

You scoff, nudging Nightmare's shoulder as you all walk back. He simply grins at you.

You change out of your wet clothes, putting on some warm pajamas and going to sit in the living room with everyone. Nightmare sits to your right at the end of the couch, Killer on your left. Dust sits in a recliner, and Horror sits in front of you on the floor. You lean a bit on Nightmare as a movie starts, tracing lines on Horror's skull with your hand and taking an occasional sip of hot chocolate.

After a few jokes and discussions, you feel yourself getting tired, falling asleep right in the same spot. Feeling perfectly comfortable with your favorite skellies around.

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silentglassbreak · 9 months ago

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I have a request for when you have time and only if you vibe with it haha

How about: Mona, somewhat tall, dark hair, light blue eyes, loves a tattoo when she can afford it, loves jewellery (fingers full of rings, chokers). She's been friends with the band for a while, can be a bit shy but fun and lovely to be around. She's gotten out of her first relationship a while ago, one where she never felt really appreciated or loved and the other person didn't really bother with her enjoyment during sex ever, so much that she wondered if sex just wasn't for her. But Noah, oh Noah, doesn't even need to do much but she feels hot and bothered. So what if Noah finds out and vows to provide her with an amazing experience, finding out she's actually quite kinky along the way. The kinks are up to you if you'd like I'll love it all haha. Maybe they're also in love with each other and just realising it now, maybe it's just a fwb situation, completely up to you, I can't wait to see what you'll come up with, your writing is amazing! 💜💜

Something light and easy, just for funsies. ☺️ After Writing Notes: This was fun. I enjoyed having something more lighthearted. Hopefully it is what you were hoping for.

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: smut, dirty talk, kink (nothing too wild), oral sex (both receiving)

Blackbird

"This had better be good if you're calling me at six in the morning..."

I rubbed my eyes, my deep frustrations seeping out in my words.

"It is!" I huffed, waiting for him to continue. "We're home!"

I raised an eyebrow. "I'd hope so. You've been on the road for like...three days?"

"Right, but we're home! And we want to go get breakfast!"

Still failing to see what any of that had to do with me, I tossed my arm over my face. "So...do that?"

"Okay, so you'll meet us there?"

"I beg your pardon?" I opened my eyes, knitting my eyebrows together.

"You'll meet us at Reggie's?"

I growled into the receiver. "You're out of your God damn mind if you think I'm getting out of bed anytime before ten, Nick."

"C'mon Mona! We talked about getting together as soon as we got home!"

"Uh, yeah, I figured that meant after you had taken some time to fucking recover!"

He giggled. "We're all caffeinated and hungry. Thought it would be a good time!"

"It's not."

"I'm buying!"

"I'd rather die."

"Too bad. Get dressed and meet us in an hour, please!"

Opening my mouth to protest, I felt the line go dead.

There were moments I truly regretted being friends with Nick Folio. He was a morning person.

Lifting my head off of the bed, I scrunched up my nose and pouted for a moment, gathering enough of my bearings to pull my legs off the side and stood up.

My arms reached over my head, my spine cracking and stretching. I walked over to the kitchen, pulled the refrigerator open and yanked the iced coffee from the shelf. Quickly, I mixed myself a beverage and drank half of it in three solid gulps.

Once the caffeine began burning it's way through me, I drug myself into the bathroom and stared at my reflection.

Well, it could be worse, right?

My icy blue eyes were only so puffy today, my hair freshly washed the night before. My shirt was clean as well, which was an improvement over the last couple of weeks.

I hadn't mentioned to any of the guys that I had been moping for the last two weeks straight. Sixteen days, more specifically.

Since Vinny decided he 'wasn't ready for a committed relationship'. Aside from being devastated, I also found it interesting given we had been dating for over a fucking year.

Fucking producers, man. Snakes - every last one.

I was blindsided by the breakup, and I had let myself feel it full force. My method was to be in pain, depressed, and disgusting for as long as it took for the heartbreak to fade away. If that meant not leaving the house, barely eating, and showering every three days, then so be it.

I did, however, know the boys would be home today, and had to prepare for that. My best friends for a good nine years now, I knew there was no getting out of seeing them as soon as they touched ground in California. I maybe expected a little more time to sleep in, but not much.

It was too early to care about appearances, so I brushed through my dark, chocolate-toned mess of hair and tossed it into a messy ponytail. I pulled my favorite band t-shirt over my head, a Bring Me shirt I got back at Warped Tour in 2012, and slipped into a pair of plain black leggings. My flip-flops would have to do, as I had no desire to hunt down two socks, let alone matching ones.

When I locked my front door, I winced at my nails. I had been biting and pulling at my cuticles for days without even realizing. I needed to get acrylics ASAP. I made a mental note to see if the nail salon had any openings after breakfast.

My deeply tinted sunglasses hid my eyes from the outside world. I hadn't bothered with any makeup this morning, not having the time nor the patience for it.

I hummed idly to my music as I drove the short ten minutes to Reggie's Diner, zoning out mostly. I pulled into the space in front, noticing none of their vehicles were there yet.

Of course.

Fucker wakes me up early, pulls me from the hole I had crawled into, and doesn't even show up on time. How predictable. I pulled a foot up onto the seat, balancing my chin on my knee while I waited.

The music streamed through my speakers, and the lyrics hit me in the chest.

"I guess this is goodbye. I guess we got what we deserved. Hold on to your heart, it's almost over."

"Ugh." I turned the volume down to zero, not wanting those kinds of emotions sinking in.

Before I could dwell too long, a loud, sharp knock came on my window, and I jumped nearly a foot in the air.

Standing in my driver's side window, Folio was pressing his forehead against the glass, making cross-eyed faces. I turned to the windshield, where Nicholas was lifting his shirt up to flash me. Jolly stood next to him, rubbing a palm over his friend's bare stomach, thrusting his hips like a complete moron. To my right, Noah stood at the opposing window, mouth pressed against the glass, puffing out his cheeks.

Tears nearly welled in my eyes at the absolute absurdity of these idiots. God, I fucking missed them.

I scanned the menu for no reason at all, already knowing exactly what I planned to order.

"French toast and an over easy egg, right?" Noah's elbow bumped me, his own menu open in front of him.

I pursed my lips. "No, I actually thought I'd get the waffles with bacon this time."

"Yeah?" He raised an eyebrow, and I cracked a smile.

"Nah, I'm getting French toast."

He snickered, nodding his head. "You always do."

"Yeah, well you always get raspberry lemonade so..."

"What's wrong with lemonade?!" He dropped his menu, eyes scanning me.

"Nothing." He huffed, narrowing his eyes. "Raspberry lemonade though?"

He opened his mouth to retort, but we were interrupted by the waiter. Each taking turns placing our orders, Noah went last, ordering a peach lemonade. I rolled my eyes, and folded my arms on the table, listening to them idly chat.

"I have a feeling that once I get food in me, I'm going to nap for at least eight hours." Jolly chuckled, fiddling with the salt shaker.

"Dude, me too. I think I'm just running on hopes and dreams right now." Nicholas added.

"How was the drive from New York?"

They all groaned in unison. "Fucking long." Folio commented.

"It felt like we were driving through Colorado for a fucking year." Noah tossed his head back.

I bumped him with my shoulder at his theatrics. "Your guys' bus is so bougie, it couldn't have been so bad."

"Once you've been in it for months like we have?" He raised an eyebrow at me. "I never want to see another tour bus again."

They all nodded together, affirming noises under their breaths.

"Don't you leave for the second leg of the tour in, like, eight weeks?"

There was a beat of silence before they all cackled. "Fuck, dude. Don't remind me!" Folio dropped his face in his hands.

Everyone fell into side conversations as we waited for our food. I was listening to Folio tell me about the people he had the opportunity to meet while they were traveling, but I felt my mind wandering, my eyes following, eventually settling on Noah.

Somehow, since I had last seen him three months ago, he managed to get even more muscular. His arms were bigger, and his hair was slightly longer than it was before he left. He had a fresh tattoo on the small patch of open skin on his upper arm, ink still vibrant. He was listening to Jolly, smiling at whatever he was telling him that was so entertaining.

"Mona?" It occurred to me that I missed what Folio was saying to me.

"Huh?" I looked back at him. "Repeat that?"

He smirked. "Space cadet?"

I rolled my eyes. "It's early." He mimicked me, rolling his eyes as well. "What did you ask?"

"I said, how's Vinny?"

My heart sunk, and the lump that I had just managed to swallow reformed in my throat. My face must have given something away, because the entire table fell silent.

"Oh, Vinny..." My stare fell down to my plate, pushing what was left of my French toast around. "He's fine."

Nick lowered his face so he could force me to meet his eyes.

"Everything okay?"

I nodded, biting my lip and trying like hell to smile. "Yeah, all good."

"That's not believable." Nicholas spoke up, pointing a finger at me. The glare I shot at him could’ve sliced right through his skin, had he not deflected with his own. “Care to explain?”

I set my fork down, folding my hands in my lap and folding my shoulders in. I could feel Noah leaning just a fraction closer to me, and my skin was warm where I felt his hoodie pressing against me.

“I don’t, actually. Thank you, though!” I tried to sound as chipper as possible, but it was falling on deaf ears. These morons knew me better than anyone.

“You guys fighting or something?” Jolly piped up between bites of hash.

I shook my head. “Nope.” Dismissive was not a skill I possessed.

“Do I need to fuck him up?” Folio did his best to look intimidating, and this made me cackle.

“No, Nick. No need.”

A bump to my arm made my eyes glance up at Noah, his face concerned. “What’s goin’ on, Mona?”

What was it about that fool that made me crumble like clay?

I sighed hard, leaning back in my chair, and averting my eyes to my plate, fingers now fiddling with my napkin. I could tell they were all looking at me, and it was a heavy feeling.

“Vinny broke it off.”

I don’t think I’ve seen four jaws fall at once before, but there’s a first for everything. I felt Noah tense up next to me, and it took all I had not to lean into him. He didn’t need to be fazed, it wasn’t a big deal…right?

“The fuck?!” Nicholas dropped his fork on his plate. “Why?”

I shrugged in response, pursing my lips. “Who knows.”

“Kicking his ass sounds pretty good, now.” Noah’s words were meant to be humorous, I’m sure. But his tone said otherwise, low and venomous.

When I chanced a look up at him, his eyes were narrowed into dangerous slits, focused on me. My hand gripped his arm, squeezing gently.

“It’s really no big deal, guys. Just wasn’t meant to be.”

“He didn’t give you a reason?” Folio sounded more concerned than angry.

I groaned, leaning my elbows on the table and rubbing my eyes. “Fuck, I guess? He said he wasn’t ready to commit or some bullshit.”

I heard at least two of them suck their teeth in disapproval.

“What horse shit. You guys were together a year.” Jolly wiped his mouth on his napkin.

“It was over a year.” I said, my voice small.

“Didn’t he ask you to move in with him like, three months ago?” Noah sounded like he was in disbelief.

“He did. I turned him down because I was afraid of something like this happening.”

“Mona?” My eyes fell on Folio, his hand now on my shoulder. “When did this happen?”

My face fell, then. I knew they weren’t going to like my answer.

“Like…” I took a breath. “Two and a half weeks ago?”

“What?!” Yep, about what I expected. “Mona! Why didn’t you tell me?” Nick was nearly out of his chair.

“Why would I?” I tried not to look at him, but I knew he was burning a hole in my face.

“Oh fuck, I don’t know.” He scrubbed a hand over his mouth. “Maybe because we’re your best friends!”

I rolled my eyes. “Who were on tour! You guys didn’t need my petty drama while you were working.”

Noah scoffed, turning his body toward me. “And we could’ve just brought you out to finish tour with us.” He glanced around the table, silent agreement from the other guys. “It’s not like we haven’t before.”

He had taken my hands, which felt so tiny in his huge grip. I couldn’t help but smile at him, and then at the rest of them.

“Guys, as amazing as you all are,” I pointedly looked at each of them. “I’m a big girl, and I don’t need my boys coming to my rescue over a little heartbreak.”

Noah’s fingers squeezed me, bringing my attention back to him. “We know that, but we like doing it. So next time, tell us, okay?”

I leaned my face into his chest, his arms circling me in a tight hug. I smiled, feeling safer than I had before they left. When he released me, I smiled at them.

“I love you guys.”

“Mona!” I turned, my keys in hand to unlock my car. Noah was jogging in my direction, the rest of the guys already in their own ride.

“What’s up?”

He stopped in front of me, looking almost like he was losing nerve the longer he stared at me. He tucked his hands in his sweater pocket, now smiling at me sheepishly.

“I just wanted to know, do you have plans today?”

I raised an eyebrow at him. “Uh, just going to get my nails done. Might grab some groceries later. That’s it, though.”

He nodded, kicking his shoe against the asphalt. “Okay, think you’d want to see a movie later?”

This wasn’t out of the ordinary. I had my designated activity that I typically did with each of the guys.

Jolly was a ‘go out to a fine dining restaurant’ type of guy, so he would take us out at least once a month to a new place, and we would spend the evening critiquing the food and atmosphere - as if either of us had any right. It was hilarious.

Nicholas, being the tattoo artist he was, loved the days I took the time to spend in the shop, helping him clean up and hang out. He had very little time to tattoo these days, and when he did, his books were full. I would sit with him, help him sketch, and bring food to the shop. He usually gave me little bangers here and there while we had time, and it helped my tattoo addiction, and my budget, tremendously.

Nick, unsurprisingly, was the nature freak. Luckily for him, I loved to fish. We’d hop on his bike when the weather was right, and head up to Big Bear a few times a year, or hit the piers for saltwater fishing. I never caught much, but he always told the other guys I did.

Noah, however, was a movie guy. Horror, sci-fi, comedy, didn’t matter. If it was in a theater, he wanted to see it. I was all for that. I had a serious affinity for popcorn, and loved to listen to him whisper to me during the movie, or bitch about it on the drive home. Maybe I enjoyed the occasions where I got chilly, and he let me wear his sweater? Or maybe I just liked being alone with him?

When I first met the boys, Noah had instantly stuck out differently than the rest of them. He was stunning, reserved, funny, and glowed like the sun. He had a smile that made my knees buckle and a hug that could swallow me whole. Voice of a siren and talent like none other.

Of course, I had an immediate crush on him.

Something about the way he spoke gave me such pause, my ears yearning to hear every word, hanging on them as they came out. The way he moved, gestured, breathed...it made my skin tingle.

However, when Noah and I met all those years ago, he had a girlfriend. It was disappointing - to say the least - but I respected it, and continued on as his best friend. I put the feelings to bed, and accepted the group of four misfits into my life without hesitation, arms open. Did the feelings eventually relax? Sure.

Something I appreciated about mine and Noah's situation was that I had the opportunity to get to know him better than I ever would have, had we entered into any kind of relationship. I saw him at his very best, but also at his lowest depths. I watched him free fall through his depression. Held his hand while he fought through the shadows within his own mind.

Noah, like myself, had a dark and violent past, so we were always closer. The guys constantly made comments about it, saying we were kindred spirits, begging to be together. It was all very Shakespeare, and we typically brushed it off. We laughed at their silly jokes...but over the years, there had been more than a few long and awkward stares between us.

He never told me he had feelings for me. The words never left his mouth. But did he walk with his arm around me sometimes? Hold my hand at the scariest parts of the movies? Bring me snacks and nap with me when I was sick?

Every. Time.

Until Vinny.

Once Vinny came into the picture, Noah had to take a step back. He had been single for three years - me for four. He had ample time to make some kind of move. He never did. So we sat in comfortable solace. And then Vinny came in, swept me up, and 'ran off with me', as Noah put it. He was upset, but would never admit it. Our movie dates stopped. Sick days were cancelled. And my shoulders were always so cold...

Over a year, Noah and I had been as platonic as brother and sister. It was painful at first, but I think we both got used to it. We hadn't seen a movie together in fifteen months...

"Mona?"

I was pulled from my thoughts and brought back to a very sheepish looking Noah, who looked as though he was about to tell me to forget it.

"Yes! Of course I'll go to the movies with you!" Maybe that came out a little too excited.

It was worth it, however, to see the way his face lit up. "Yeah?" He nodded, hiding his teeth in his smile. "Alright, cool."

I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hide my own enthusiasm. "What're we going to see?"

"Tarot is out, have you heard of it?"

My eyes deadpanned at him. "Looked terrifying."

"Perfect!" He turned to walk away. "I'll look up showtimes?"

I shook my head. "Just pick me up at nine? We'll figure it out from there?"

This made him smirk. "You got it." He began walking back toward his brothers, and I turned to my car door. "Oh!"

I whipped back around.

"Do you need me to bring you a sweatshirt?"

I felt the warmth pool in my gut. Oh, the game was so on.

"Nah." I waved a hand at him. "Yours will do."

Was this a date? It wasn't. I was sure it wasn't. It couldn't have been. Not possible. We were best friends. I was reading into this.

Noah had seen me with strep throat. Bought me tampons. Held my hair back while I vomited. There was no way he had feelings for me. He probably viewed me as his gross younger sister. Or his weird cousin who stole his clothes a lot. There was no way.

But I still found myself dialing Nick, staring down at my two outfit options, chewing the skin of my lip to a pulp waiting for him to answer. It took three back-to-back calls before his groggy voice mumbled into the line.

"I'm sleeping."

I rolled my eyes. "I need your help."

"Mona, I'm tired."

"Yeah, well, I was tired at six this morning. Sucks to suck. I need your help." I was now actively pacing my bedroom.

"Ugh, hang on." I could hear him moving around, likely sitting up in bed. A loud groan came on the other end. Stretching. "Alright, whose dying?"

"Nick, I don't know if this is a date."

He spoke through a yawn. "Your thing with Noah? You guys used to always do that shit."

I scoffed. "That was before."

"Before...what?" I could hear the sound of a door opening, and then closing.

"Before," I took a second, but wasn't even certain of what I was thinking anymore. I growled. "just before!"

"Well, that makes a lot of sense, huh?"

I could hear his voice echoing, and then the sound of water running. Wait...not water...

"Are you pissing on the phone with me, you freak?!"

He chuckled at that, still sounding exhausted. "You wake me up? You deal with the consequences."

I made a noise of disgust. "Wash your hands before we finish this conversation."

I could hear the sink running, and then he picked the phone back up.

"I honestly don't get what you're freaking out about, dude."

"Of course you don't get it. You're a cool, nonchalant, unbothered dude! Whereas I'm over here thinking way too much into this and having an anxiety attack!"

"Alright, alright. Calm down." He huffed back down onto his bed. "Talk me through it."

"Okay." I took a deep breath, turning to look at my bed. "I don't know what to wear. Usually, during movie nights with Noah, I wear sweats and a baggy t-shirt. I like to be comfy in the theater, especially since he takes us to the ones with the...uh..." I snapped to think of the word. "recliners! The chairs that lean back? So do I just go with normal attire? Or, do I dress up nicer? Show him I'm interested in this being more than just a typical movie date? Show off a little? Will that give him the wrong impression? Will he think I'm trying too hard? But if I bum it out, will he think I'm a slob and have let myself go since the breakup? I don't know what to do. Don't even get me started on makeup."

"Holy fuck dude, you are freaking out."

My heart was racing at the rate my mouth was moving, but Folio's voice made me snap my jaw shut. I only talked that fast when I was losing my mind.

"Listen," He breathed loudly, likely sinking back down into his pillows. "I get why you're nervous. But this is Noah."

I sighed, pinching the bridge of my nose. "I'm aware."

"So that means, the beauty about going on a date with him is that he knows you better than anyone. Even me. So you can be yourself."

"It's a date."

"No shit. Noah has been pining over you since the day you both met. Wouldn't shut up about going to the movies with you all day. It's a date."

All of the blood drained from my face. "Oh."

My heart had froze. Thinking it to myself was one thing, but to hear someone else say it...

"Don't start spiraling. This has been almost a decade in the making. It's going to go fine. Just be you. Wear your comfy clothes. No makeup. Hair loose. You're stupid cute like that."

I felt my cheeks heat up. "Nick, knock it off."

He snickered. "Listen, babe. I may not be the one in love with you, but I can appreciate a fox when I see one."

I almost dropped the phone as my stomach lurched. "You said what just now?!"

Realizing his error, Nick's voice jumped several octaves. "No! No no no! I didn't mean it like that! It's a figure of speech!"

I felt my chest tighten. "Oh fuck..."

"Nope. Mona, listen to me! I was just using the phrase to prove a point! He's not in love with you!"

"He's not?"

"No, I mean...he is...well, he's never..." I could feel the vein in my neck threatening to burst. "Shit."

I sat on my bed, wiping my now damp palms on my pant legs.

"Listen, don't listen to me. I'm half asleep and I smoked before I went to bed, so I'm still a little faded. Just..." He took a hard breath. "Just be you, Mona. Regardless of how deep he feels for you, I know he's excited to just hang with you. He's kept you at arms length for over a year, out of respect. Now that he's allowed to get close again," I could hear the smirk in his voice. "I'm not sure he'll let you get too far anymore."

Something about that calmed me. That's why I called Folio. Despite my near-stroke, he knew how to talk me off of pretty much any ledge that I found myself inching toward.

"Okay. So comfy clothes, hair down, no makeup?"

"Right. But wear your jewelry."

My eyebrow raised in curiosity. "Yeah?"

"You know those rings you wear? And the choker? He thinks they're sexy."

I waited impatiently at the bottom of the apartment building, fingers pulling at the long sleeves of my shirt. Although I fully intended to snitch his hoodie, it was still too brisk to go completely unprotected.

His truck pulled up at five till nine, right on time. I hopped into the passenger's side easily, and cherished the familiar smell of him. I missed it something awful.

"Hey!" I looked over at him. Clearly, he had the same idea as I did, wearing his joggers, plain black hoodie, and his hair still wet from a shower. He looked so clean...edible. My mouth watered at the idea.

"Hey!" He reached over to pull me into a half-hug, letting his hand linger on my arm. His eyes glanced over me, lingering maybe a second or two longer on my neck. My black 90s style choker sat tight on my skin. He ran his fingers down my arm to my hand, running his thumb over the stone of the ring on my index finger.

Thank you, Folio.

"Multiplex has a showtime in thirty minutes?"

I smiled brightly. "Perfect!"

The drive was short, and we were bounding into the building, arm in arm, same as always. "We're getting popcorn?"

He smirked. "And candy."

After obtaining our goodies, we made our way into the theater, finding our seats. Before he leaned his back, he shrugged out of his sweater, dropping it in my lap. I looked over at him, and he only threw a wink at me. I slipped it on easily, sinking deep into the fabric.

The movie was scary...but it wasn't great. The story was very over-done. Teenagers in a place they shouldn't be. Fucking with stuff they shouldn't be. End up cursed and killed one by one.

Sounds like Evil Dead, right? Nope.

Cabin In The Woods? Nope.

Talk To Me? Nope.

Tarot, ladies and gentlemen.

I would admit, the jump scares would get me. During the first one, where the priestess jumps at the girl in the attic, I physically jumped, which caused Noah to grab my hand, and physically pull me into his side. I hid my face under the sleeve of the sweater, only watching from the top of my field of vision. The next jump, I nearly scrambled into his lap. He laughed at me for that.

By the final jump scare, I wasn't watching the movie anymore. My legs were over his lap, and his hand was tracing up and down my back. My ear pressed to his chest, I could hear his heart beating fast. Although he continued to watch the movie, laughing at the deaths, and chewing popcorn, I could tell Noah was just as nervous as I.

During one particularly horrific scene where a girl was being sawed in half...alive...I had to turn my face away from the screen.

"It's alright, they're barely showing anything." He whispered into my hair.

"You know I have a thing about being cut up alive." It gave me the creeps. Nightmare-fuel.

He chuckled. "I'll tell you when you can look."

The moment lasted far too long, the girl’s screams ringing in my ears as my fingers clutched at his shirt. After the scene had flipped, I let my body relax.

"It's over, baby."

The word.

He never called me that.

Mona. Mo'. Babes. Darling. Lady. Rick (Don't ask).

But 'baby'?

Never. Not once.

I pulled my face away from the soft cotton of his shirt, and instead of looking at the screen, I stared at him. Face lit by the lights of the movie flashing, I could see his eyes staring back down at me.

I couldn't have imagined the energy change. The voices in the background faded into a dull blur, not interesting me enough to see anything but him.

His lips were shiny, as if he had licked them. Maybe it was the butter from the popcorn.

I didn't care, because in that moment, they were mine for the taking.

Without any forethought, I grabbed his face, and pressed my mouth to his, feeling how soft his lips were. God, I had been missing out.

His arms tightened around me, leaning down to press himself against my body. His tongue pressed into my mouth, and my eyes rolled back behind my lids. I breathed into him, letting him feel everything I had been holding back for almost a decade.

Oh wow. Noah. It was always Noah.

Something inside my soul woke up. Something in my brain sparked to life and roared like a once-dead battery recharged.

Noah was it. He was what I was missing.

When we finally disconnected, his eyes looked about as blown as mine, breathing heavily. I just let my lips crack in a smile, my hand catching in his hair and knitting into the loose strands.

Our beautiful, incredible moment, was interrupted suddenly by a bright light flashing directly in our eyes. We looked over at the source, seeing a worker stood, flashlight pointed at us.

"Guys," He walked closer, voice hushed. "I get this movie is rated R, but you've got to go somewhere else to do all of that."

I sunk back into my seat, and Noah did the same. We both blushed hard, looking at each other, and giggling in embarrassment. We finished the last of the forgettable film in our respective chairs, our fingers still interlaced on the arm rests.

"Your aim sucks." His finger picked up the M&M out of his lap, and I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Yours is no better, dork." I giggled as I popped one in my mouth.

The overlook of the city lights glittered beside us, below the hill we parked on. The hatch of Noah's Navigator popped open, we sat in the back across from each other.

Since leaving the theater, we hadn't had any physical contact. I'm almost certain we were both too nervous. I wasn't sure how to get that magic back, but going home and parting company sounded torturous, so I recommended we go back to our spot.

It was customary to park here, just up the road from his house, secluded and quiet. We usually sat and debriefed the film we had just watched, but that didn't take long. We both agreed it was too stereotypical, agreeing it was only a 4/10.

After that, I recommended we play twenty questions...to stall, of course.

"It's your turn, punk."

I rolled the candy around in my mouth, and pursed my lips. "Mkay." I thought for a moment. "How many girls did you sleep with on this last tour?"

I wasn't sure when the questions turned dirty, but he seemed unfazed by it.

"Two. But they were meh." He poised his hand to toss another chocolate, and I opened my mouth.

"Yeah? Not the best?"

The candy missed and struck my nose, which I caught in my hand when it fell.

"Pretty much."

I nodded, ignoring the pull I felt in my stomach. I had nothing to be bothered by, so I ignored it.

"Your turn."

"Mm," He tossed another candy, making it onto my tongue this time. "What's your favorite position?"

I chuckled. "That's so stupid."

"Why?"

"Because, how many are there?"

He leaned against the siding of the truck, putting a handful of M&Ms in his mouth. "Kama Sutra says there's over a hundred."

I shook my head, giggling. "Well, I don't really have a favorite."

He rolled his eyes. "Everyone has their favorite."

"What's yours then?"

"Nope." He held up a finger. "Not your turn."

I shrugged. "Fine." I mulled it over for a moment, looking out at the lights. "Probably cowgirl. I'm old-fashioned."

He eyed me, as if he was suspicious. "Hmm," Popping the last candy in his mouth, he crumpled the bag in his hand. "I don't believe you."

"Why not?"

"It's too boring."

I raised my eyebrows. "You think I'm boring?"

He laughed. "No, I'm saying I don't believe you are."

"Because...?"

He shrugged then, almost looking cautious. After a moment, he pulled his knees up, resting his arms on them and interlocking his fingers. "I overheard Vinny talking once. He said you were a real freak in bed."

Something about that made my spine straighten and my blood run cold.

"Did he now?" My eyes were glaring at him.

He didn't falter. "He did. And I almost knocked his teeth in, but I don't doubt it."

"Why is that?"

His lips turned up in a small smile. "I just have a feeling."

His tone was menacing, and something about it made me swallow hard. I was caught between feeling mortified and turned on. Noah was always so relaxed and collected. I had never seen him look so...hungry.

"And you?"

"Me, what?"

Matching his energy, I sat up and leaned back on my arms. "Are you kinky? Or vanilla?"

I could see his lips twitch, caught off guard by my flip of power. "Define kinky?"

"Well," I leaned forward, leaving very little space between our faces. "do you have any dark things you like to do in bed? Anything...taboo?"

I could see his eyes watching my mouth as it moved. "I don't know."

Letting my tongue trace over my bottom lip, I smirked. "No? You've never had the chance to do anything different?"

He raised an eyebrow, now looking confused. "I mean, I'm not into like...feet, or anything, if that's what you mean?"

My eyes widened, and I couldn't stop the harsh, blistering laugh that busted out of me, making me lean back. Tears fell from my eyes, and I almost choked in the process.

I heard him laugh too, kicking a leg at me. "Hey, sorry I'm so vanilla."

I continued to cackle like a hyena, but sat up, holding my ribcage. "I'm sorry. Jesus, that was hilarious."

He rolled his eyes, clearly uneasy about his answer, but his smile was so warm, I couldn't help but reach out and grab his hand.

"It's your turn."

He sucked his teeth. "I thought it was yours?"

I huffed out the last of my laughter. "Fuck, I lost track."

"Alright, I'll go." He sighed, face now turning serious. "Was Vinny good in bed?"

His tone wasn’t playful, but I was still recovering from my fit of giggles. "Fuck no."

His eyes popped open. "Seriously?"

I wiped at my tears, sniffling. "Not at all, dude. He thought doggy style was kinky. He also referred to my chest as 'voluptuous'. Nothing kills a mood faster, let me tell you."

Now he was laughing, and I tossed my water bottle at him in response.

"It's not funny! He was awful!"

"So why'd you stay over a year?" He asked through his laughter.

"Cause." That was all I was giving on that subject.

"Did he at least make you come?"

Shaking my head, I made a gross face. "No. I usually finished after he would leave."

"Ugh, that's sad."

I rolled my eyes. "You're telling me. Guy thought eating pussy meant making out with it..."

Noah stilled, his eyes getting dark. "What a shame. Some guys have no finesse."

I felt small under his eyes, suddenly needing to switch topics off of me.

"My turn."

He just nodded in response.

"I want to go back to this kink thing." He stretched his legs and linked his hands behind his head, waiting. "Do you like it rough?"

"To me? Or to someone else?"

"Either?"

He smiled. "Both."

"Biting?"

He thought for a second. "Only sometimes."

"Choking?"

He snickered. "Yes."

Feeling brave, I sat up on my knees, slipping the hoodie over my head, and continued my interrogation.

"Dirty talking?"

"Give me an example."

I inched toward him, crawling on my hands until I was hovering over his legs. "Do you like telling her she's a good girl?"

"I suppose." His hands fell to his sides, palms up. "If she's being one."

Cocking my head to the side, I brought a hand up to his knee. "And do you like it when she begs?"

I watched as the Adam's apple in his throat bobbed. "Yes."

Slowly, my hand trailed up his thigh. "And what if she calls you names?"

His eyes scanned my face. "Like what?"

I smirked. "There's a lot of options. Sir. Master." I let a finger trace where I knew his anime tattoo was. "Daddy?"

Visibly, his sweats jumped when I said it, making my eyes shoot up to him, a demonic smile crossing my face.

"That's the one, isn't it?"

Sitting up quickly, he got in my face, his voice deadly serious.

"You know, you've asked me seven questions now. I think it's my turn."

I leaned back, moving to sit on my ass again, now under his heated stare. I just nodded.

"How long have you been thinking about me?"

My voice caught in my throat, confused. "W-What?"

He moved closer, looming over me. "How long has it been since you started picturing us together?"

I could feel his breath on my face, which made it impossible to construct a lie.

"Years."

"Have you ever thought of me when you were touching yourself?"

Oh God.

"Yes."

"Did you ever picture me, when you were with Vinny?"

It was suddenly really fucking hot out here.

"Yes."

His teeth flashed at me, ravenous.

"Do you want me to do all those things to you, that he never could?"

"Jesus Christ, Noah." It came out only as a breath.

"That's not an answer."

"Yes."

"Do you want me to lay you down right here? And eat your pussy until you're falling apart? Until you can't fucking remember how to breathe?"

Insert cause of death here.

"Y-Yes."

"You sure?" His lips were level with my ear now, voice so dangerously quiet.

"Yes," Finding the last of my spunk, I tilted my lips up, and let my eyes fell on him. "Daddy."

Somehow, I hadn't noticed that he had pulled his keys from his pocket, and suddenly, the hatch was closing. I only had a chance to look at it for a split second before I was being pushed onto my back, my sweats being pulled down off my hips. I giggled at the sudden change of energy, knowing I had flipped a switch in Noah. He leaned over me, suffocating me with a warm kiss, pressing himself down on my body.

He lifted off of me just enough to look me in the eyes. "You sure?"

He repeated his previous question, but this time with a touch less heat behind it. He was looking for permission.

Always the gentleman.

I brought my hands to either side of his face, forcing him to look me in the eyes.

"Noah," I pressed a quick kiss to his lips, and smiled. "I've never wanted anyone more than I want you in this moment."

His cheeks warmed under my fingers, and he gave me the most terrifying smile I had ever seen.

His hand slipped down into my panties, fingers slipping lazily between my lips, and I wriggled, gripping his shirt.

"Oh." My voice stuttered, and he licked a stripe up the side of my neck.

"Don't worry, baby. I've got you." One finger circled around my clit, and I pressed my hips up for more contact. "You've got yourself so worked up already."

Breathing becoming more difficult, I let my eyes fall closed. His hand slipped away from me to pull my panties down to my thighs, and I felt his body weight move off of me.

I opened my eyes to see where he went, but almost fell unconscious at the sight of him perched between my legs, hands bracing my knees. Without warning, he lifted me, arching my back upwards to lift my core to his face.

His lips latched to my sweet spot, and my vision almost went white. "Fuck!" I screamed, but he just opened his eyes to look directly at me.

He flattened his tongue, pressing it to my pussy with long strokes, pulling moans out of me at a rhythmic pace. My hands scratched at the floor, trying to find anything to grab onto.

Finally settling on latching onto his arms, my nails dug into the back of his skin as he tormented me, face pressing further and further against my core. I let my fingernails rip down the skin on his forearms, panting and thrashing against him. He let out a deep, guttural grown in response.

"Noah, fucking hell. I'm going to come."

He pulled his face away, replacing it with his hand, pressing a finger inside me and pressing it into that spot that had me almost crying.

"Ask me nicely, baby."

"Noah, please. Please!" I was desperate to feel his mouth on me again, trying like hell to not buck too hard.

"Nope. You know what I need, pretty girl."

Confused, I wracked my melting brain for what he was looking for. His finger laid on a pressure that made stars fly in my field of view, making it hard to concentrate.

Until, I realized...

"Please, Daddy, I want to come. Please." I couldn't seem to get enough air into my lungs.

He smiled, looking inhuman. My head rolled back and forth, wild.

"Mm, no problem, baby." And he was back on me, the tip of his tongue drawing my climax closer. His finger still pressed into me, and I'm fairly certain a second slipped in at some point.

It was so much, it was so beautiful. I was going to actually explode.

"Ugh, Daddy. That's it. I need it. Fuck, please. Don't stop." At this point, I was just babbling. Whatever I could to ensure he didn't stop.

When his lips grabbed onto me, an impossible suction that had my head swirling, I felt the orgasm crash into me, a sharp scream escaping.

Carefully, he set me down, and his fingers slipped out. When I cracked my eyes open, I caught the slightest glimpse of him sucking them into his mouth. I had never seen anything so raunchy, and it made my muscles twitch, already wanting more.

He sat back against the hatch, chest rising heavily, and stared at me.

He was gauging, and I could tell. He wanted to ascertain whether I was about to regret what just happened.

He's insane if he thought I could ever regret that.

Noah looked wrecked. His sweats bulged violently, begging for relief. I sat up slowly, letting the blood flow come back to the rest of my body. Carefully, I sat up on all fours, and crawled toward him. He didn't say a word, just following me with his eyes.

"That was amazing." I smiled an appreciative grin, looking up at him through my lashes. "How could I ever show my gratitude?"

I could see he was stunned, so I took the initiative to reach for his pants, pulling them down in the front, letting his erection free to stare me in the face. Taking a few long seconds to appreciate it, I looked back up, eyes innocent.

"Would you like it if I choked on your cock, Daddy?"

His pupils were so dilated, I swore his eyes were completely black. He nodded slowly, reaching a hand up to run his thumb down my cheek, and hooking my chin, forcing my mouth open.

His other hand now grasping my hair, he pressed me down onto his dick, my mouth swallowing it down as far as I could before I felt my gag reflex hit. A harsh choke came out of me, and his hand loosened.

I just inhaled a breath and swallowed him down again, picking up a pace.

A long, sweet moan erupted from his chest, his head falling back as he watched me work.

"Jesus, Mona." His other hand gripped the side of my face, catching a tear rolling down my cheekbone. "So fucking beautiful."

I felt his cock hardening, knowing he wouldn't last long this way.

"You enjoy being obedient, don't you?"

I smiled around his cock, stopping to lick a long stripe down the length to his sack, catching some of the skin between my lips for a second.

"Ah, fuck." His mouth had fallen open, eyes rolling back. "Going to swallow my come, pretty girl? You're so fucking desperate for it."

His hand shoved me down onto his cock harder, pressing himself past my tonsils and straight into the back of my throat. I coughed harshly, but he didn't let up, head leaning back and eyes rolling with it.

"So close, baby. So fucking close."

With every ounce I had, I hollowed my cheeks and sucked him as if trying to drain his life force right out. His fingers tangled in my hair ripped at my scalp.

"Fuck, I'm-" But he was cut off by his own release, his chest tensing and hand holding me in place, head pressed firmly against my gag reflex, the come hot as it hit me. I relaxed, letting my muscles swallow it down without incident.

Noah's body slumped back, and his hand loosened. Fighting for breath, I leaned my face against his leg, just gathering my thoughts.

It took me a moment to notice he was running his fingers through my hair, smoothing the knots he had created. I hummed against him before sitting up, and letting my eyes search his face - exhausted.

He looked so pretty like this. His hair was sticking to his forehead from sweat, his veins in his neck slowly relaxing, and his arms loose and sprawled out.

He caught me staring, and raised an eyebrow. "What?"

I just smirked, shaking my head. "Nothin'."

After about thirty minutes of semi-awkward silence and cleaning up as best as we could in the back of a vehicle, Noah and I made our way back to his place. It was late, so we made every effort to be silent as we made our way up to his room. It wasn't until he was putting the key in the lock of his door that we heard the voice behind us.

"Use protection."

Folio's voice made us both freeze, and our eyes looked back to where his door was closing across the hall. An embarrassed smile flashed over my face, and he just chuckled quietly before pulling me into his room.

It was familiar. I had been here hundreds of times, so I made myself comfortable, dropping my bag on his computer desk and kicking my shoes off next to all of his pairs. When I turned around, Noah was sitting on the bed, hands on his knees, and a look I didn't recognize on his face.

Concern? No, fear? I wasn't sure.

"What's wrong?"

He was chewing on his bottom lip, and I walked over to him, slotting into the place between his legs. His eyes, so fucking big, so sparkly, stared up at me. They looked soft. Vulnerable.

"I like you, Mona."

It was a very regular statement. There wasn't a certain word or emphasis that made it special. But it was. Because now things had changed. Noah wasn't just Noah anymore. He was something different. And the words may have been ordinary, but they sounded as if they should've been spoken in a confessional.

It was warming, and they made me smile.

"I like you too, Noah."

His fingers came to grip my waist, squeezing me gently. "I've liked you a long time."

Nodding, I placed my hands on the tops of his shoulders. "Same."

He shrugged hard, looking up and down my being, working out what he wanted to say.

"I want you to be happy."

I was a little confused. "Okay?"

His fingers pressed in harder. "I want to make you happy."

Remember getting butterflies when you were little? When a rollercoaster dropped? Or a cute boy smiled at you?

"You do make me happy."

He moved his hands to grab my own, and held them between us. "I want to be with you, Mona."

It was silly, I'm sure, but I was fucking giddy. Internally I was kicking my feet and squealing like a mouse. Disgusting.

"Noah?" His eyes were fixed on me, so he just twitched his brow in response. "Are you saying..." I swallowed theatrically, feigning anxiety. "you want to go steady?"

The smile that flashed across his face was blinding, all thirty-two teeth flashing like a beacon. I giggled, unable to hold back after making such an idiotic joke. He just followed suit, pulling me into a hug, his face pressed into my chest.

My arms wrapped around his neck and I rested my cheek on the top of his head.

"You're so stupid." His voice came out muffled against my breasts.

My chest shook, now laughing harder. "You like me."

He pulled back, and his hand reached to pull me closer by the back of my neck, pressing his lips against me softly. When he pulled away, his words came out as the softest whisper.

"So much."

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carlos-in-glasses · 9 months ago

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He loops his right arm around Carlos' left, and Carlos looks at him with a little surprise and something like – maybe – a lot of love.

TK knows now what he fears. He has become afraid to die. He hasn't been afraid to die for a long time. But now he is. He’s more scared than he's been for months, or even years. He wants to live to be a very old man.

"Remember, we don't have to do this. If we get to the edge and you want to go back, we go back," Carlos says.

TK lets go of Carlos’ arm and takes his hand instead, subjecting Carlos to his sweaty palm. Carlos doesn't seem to mind at all. He swings their hands and curls his fingers, holding him snug.

"We're doing this," TK says.

One slow step at a time, they walk to the edge of the platform and take a moment to look down. The greenish water bubbles prettily, ready to catch them like thousands of tiny, soft hands. Splashes and voices bounce off the tiles of the massive space. The smell is sweat and plastic and chlorine.

"So, we're not actually going to dive and do any positions. We're just going to jump straight," Carlos says, "Keep your legs together, as much as possible, the whole time. We want to try to enter smooth, feet first."

"Understood," TK says. He stands to attention, his legs touching each other. His beautiful, healed legs that have climbed him so high. "Okay. I'm ready." He looks at Carlos.

Carlos smiles at him warmly and pecks him on the lips. It's so quick and unexpected, TK doesn't kiss him back, and almost forgets what they're doing.

"On my count of three?"

TK nods.

"Okay. Here we go. Three...two...one..."

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gracev0609 · 2 months ago

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Ivy... Part 1.

Josh X Danny X Lovie (Queer Polyamorous Relationship)

WC:8K

Warnings: The Iced Chai Universe is 18+ Only, Minors DNI, Explicit Sex and Adult Content, Breeding Kink, Unprotected Sex, Protected Sex, Oral Sex, Josh Supporting His Partners, Struggling to Conceive, A TON of Domestic Fluff, Dad Josh and Dad Danny

We're travelling ahead a few years and focusing on Danny and Lovie 💜

As always, thanking @lipstickitty, Iced Chai wouldn't be what it has become without you.

Lovie’s eyes fluttered open, their bedroom was still relatively dark, just a sliver of pink morning light streaming in through the crack in their curtains. Looking up and over the sleeping body of her husband nestled in beside her she sees how early it really is, knowing her four year old daughter will rise from slumber soon enough. As she lounged in the pillows she thought about how lovely their lives were and amazing their Hazel was. With each passing day she grows more and more into her personality, which was just as sunshiny as Joshs. Her little girl truly was his mini me, she has his wavy brown hair, his prominent arched eyebrows, his warm chocolatey eyes, and his kind soul. Always eager to love and play. Turning her head to the other side, her eyes found Danny with his eyes closed sleeping peacefully. He looks so soft, so gentle. She found herself starting to feel that familiar ache she's been experiencing lately, the longing for something more with him. Specifically having another someone with him. Her mind wanders a little bit in the quiet stillness of the morning. Her brain conjures up an image of a little baby with dark wispy curls and his captivating sanpaku eyes. Her eyes trace each of his unique and beautiful features, each one she loves more than the next. She can't help the way her breath catches in her throat when his eyes open, focusing on her.

His sleep laden voice,”Good morning baby.”

Her hand coming up to cup his cheek, his skin so warm,” Morning Dan.”

“It's early… why are you awake kitten?”

Smiling softly,” I just couldn't sleep any longer. Besides, I like seeing how beautiful you and Josh are when you're sleeping.”

Danny surging forward, his lips pressing warm wet open mouth kisses to her neck,” I love you. You're beautiful.”

Just as a little whine was threatening to slip from her lips he pulls back,” I'm gonna go get Hazel up and start making coffee.”

Melting back into the pillows she sighs,” Okay Danny.. We'll be out soon.”

Her eyes following his form around the room as he grabs a pair of lounge shorts and a soft oversized t shirt. Internally pouting as he covers up his body.

Grinning as he goofily blows her a kiss as he shuts their bedroom door, she rolls over to face Josh. Soft snores coming from his parted lips, they're so pink and kissable. Unable to stand another second without him she gently places a kiss to his lips. With a sharp inhale he opens his eyes, smiling he pushes against her again sharing another soft kiss. Mumbling,”Good morning Love.”

“Hi sweet boy, Danny is making coffee and he's gonna get Hazel up.”

He smiles, his sleepy eyes all but closing as he grins,” good, I miss her.”

Her heart fluttering at his admission, of course her soft sweet boy misses her. After a few moments allowing himself to wake up he leans over, grabbing his discarded sleep shorts from the floor from the night before. Slipping them onto his body without getting up, he leans back in the pillows. Her eyes rake his gorgeous body. His strong thighs, the bulge in his shorts, the little happy trail under his bellybutton. Up his chest, his nipples permanently peaked with the silver bars through them, up to his neck where his permanent gold chain rests around his neck, a symbol of their undying love for one another. Just then their door opens and in comes Danny with Hazel tucked up under his chin, still dazed and sleepy, “She wanted her Mommy and Daddy” Her hands reach for her daughter as Hazel reaches out softly murmuring,’ Daddy' reaching for Josh. Danny grins softly depositing her into Josh's arms, cradling her little warm body to his,” Good morning Hazelnut. My sleepy girl…” he coos kissing her little forehead as he gently finger combs her wild waves. Matching pairs of big brown doe eyes looking up at her as she smiles leaning down to kiss both her daughter and Josh. Danny playfully pouting from his position at the end of the bed,” me too!”

Matching his energy she coos back playfully,” You too big boy, come here sweetie iwanna kiss.” Placing a gentle kiss on his puckered lips, fighting the urge to deepen it right then and there. Pulling back she clocks the pinkish blush on his cheeks, clearly affected by her pet name. Settling back down in the covers they all hear music to their ears, the beep from the coffee maker in the kitchen signalling that their morning brew is ready to drink. One by one they rise from their comfortable bed, Josh with Hazel still in his arms as they head out into the kitchen. Settling her down at her place at the table he gives her some options for breakfast. His toothy grin when she exclaims ‘pancakes!’

Turning on his heel to get his mug of coffee, looking to Danny standing at the fridge,” You heard the princess, pancakes for breakfast!”

Watching his husband grab the milk and eggs and blueberries from the fridge he then leans down and gets the pan and mixing bowl. The three of them a perfect team as they get coffee and breakfast on the table ready for each of them to enjoy. Lovie smiling softly, a little caught up in watching their Danny cutting up Hazel's blueberry pancakes into tiny bite size pieces for his daughter and filling her sippy cup with milk from the carafe in the fridge. Watching as he makes his way over to the table placing her food in front of her before leaning down to kiss her little head. She can't help but swoon, he's the perfect partner, the perfect father. She can feel the ache in her ovaries as he starts to loosely separate and twist her hair back from her face so she doesn't get it sticky from syrup. Securing her messy braid with the hair tie on his wrist he leans over as Hazel leans her head back, placing a loving kiss on her forehead this time. Lovie smiling at the interaction, one thing glaringly clear to her now. She wants another baby, and she wants one with Danny. She has to tell him today, she can feel the need to blurt it out just dying to tell him. Of course she doesn't, she needs to wait for the right moment, certainly not at the kitchen table. She can't help herself as she watches her husbands the rest of the morning with a lovesick smile on her face. Helping them with chores and daily clean up, taking plenty of breaks to play barbies and tea party with Hazel and her stuffed animals.

Finally breathing a sigh of relief when it's the evening and they all converge on their large green couch for quality family time. A large fuzzy blanket over all of them as they watch one of Hazelnut’s favorite movies, knowing before its even over she’ll be sound asleep. Looking to her left she smiles, Hazel conked out on Josh's chest, his own deep breaths signalling that he’s fallen asleep with the warm weight of his little girl on his chest.

Looking to her right, Danny’s face right over her shoulder,”They’re both asleep. Don't they look peaceful?”

“So peaceful, I always sleep the best when she cuddles up. She’s like a little space heater.” He grins, almost able to feel the phantom heat of his baby on his chest.

Agreeing with him she snuggles onto his chest, tilting her head up kissing his strong jaw,”This is second best right?”

A miniscule noise coming from his chest,”I’d say it's more like a tie.”

Soon enough the credits start to roll on the movie and it's time to retire to their bedrooms. After singing Hazel her goodnight song and tucking her in its time for them to unwind. All of them changing into various states of undress to get ready for bed as Danny wanders around the room plugging in every soft glowing lamp they have. Lighting a few lavender scented candles around the room and pulling up his spotify. Tapping on one of his specially curated playlists for this time of night. Butterflies start to amp up in her belly as she realizes that now is the perfect peaceful time she was waiting for. Letting both of them get into their usual positions to relax, Josh ready to turn his brain off and lay on her chest while Danny pulls out his latest read. While she strokes Josh’s skin with her fingers she tries to think of how she could possibly begin to ask Danny her question. As her hand finds its way into Josh’s hair, twisting and untangling his curls she realizes that the best way to ask is just to ask him. Rip the proverbial band-aid off.

“Hey Dan, could you stop reading for a bit?” She requests.

Closing his book immediately after dog earing his page,”Whats up Lovie”His brow furrowing slightly.

Taking a deep breath she reminds herself, rip off the band-aid,”You are a fantastic father, you both are really. I love our life together. Um, I’ve been thinking recently… I’ve been thinking that it would be really nice to expand our family…” She’s nervous. Why is she nervous? It's just Danny. “ I want to have another baby with you Danny.”

She watches a multitude of emotions run across his face until he whispers,”Really? With me? I- uh… I’m speechless Lovie.”

She smiles softly, she knows he's overcome with emotion,”You didn't answer me Dan, do you want that too?”

Leaning over pressing his forehead to hers,” Of course I do, I’ve been imagining it for a long time.”

Pressing a sweet kiss to his lips before turning her attention to Josh, his big brown eyes looking up at her with so much joy, the biggest grin on his face,” What do you say Josh, do you want another one too?”

A little laugh in disbelief leaves his lips,” Of fucking course I do! I’d love to be daddy to a little baby made from my loves. A little Danny baby! Oh, I'm so happy!” He surges forward kissing her deeply before finding Danny's lips and kissing him passionately too. Pulling back he lets Danny find Lovie once more, anchoring his hand against her jaw kissing her with so much love it steals her breath away. Breathing heavily he asks,” When can we start trying? When can you get your IUD out?” A little growl leaving his chest,” God, I want you right now.”

Giggling against his lips she speaks softly,” Slow down baby, I'm going to call my doctor in the morning and we'll get a plan together.”

His eyes piercing as he looks into hers, she can't wait to see a much smaller gentler version of them on her baby,” Okay, I'm sorry, I'm just excited.”

“I know you are, I am too! We're gonna have a baby.”

Danny hums, nuzzling into her so overjoyed,” I can't wait to be a dad again.”

She can feel the excitement and the passion and love for him building up inside her. A first time for all of them, they've never tried to have a baby together before and it's exhilarating.

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Driving home from her doctor's appointment she felt butterflies in her stomach. Her IUD was out and according to her doctor she can go ahead and try to get pregnant right away. Of course there has been plenty of hungry looks and practice being had since agreeing with Danny to try for another baby, but now knowing that it'll actually happen, it's all so exciting. The only way she can describe the way she's feeling is joy.

Stopping at the drug store on the way home she wanders down the family planning aisle, giddily grabbing two boxes of pregnancy tests as well as an ovulation test after curiously reading the back of the package and deciding that it couldn't hurt to use it too. About to wander down to the vitamin section, wanting to preemptively purchase a bottle of prenatals she pauses. The large section of condoms between the tests and vitamins she realizes that she's going to need those too. Biting her cheek it washes over her that while her and Danny are trying she's not going to be able to be with Josh the way she wants to. It almost feels bittersweet, this incredible experience with her Danny. Able to feel him completely, so incredibly intimately, and then at the same time having to limit and protect herself from her Joshy. Sighing to herself and picking a box of condoms she knows she's used in the past she adds them to her basket. It's just something they're going to have to deal with.

Once arriving home she brings her haul in, walking into their home she's met with Josh cleaning up the kitchen and no sight of Hazel or Danny.

When Josh turns around she can't help but giggle, his hair pushed back off of his face with a headband, paired with a smudge of dirt on his forehead. He must have cleaned the oven and then touched his face.

“Hi my love!” He exclaims, tossing his rag down on the countertop and washing his hands before coming over to embrace her,” How did it go? You're not hurting right?”

“No sweet boy, I'm not. Everything went well! They said we can start trying right away, I stopped at Walgreens and grabbed some supplies too. Where is Danny? And my baby girl?”

Josh smiles before kissing her cheek,” They're outside playing ‘Crocodile Hunter' they're pouncing on and catching the cushions on the patio furniture. Dan took her outside to burn off some energy and let me clean the kitchen for you as a little surprise for when you came home…. Now show me what you got?”

A little bit of a pout slips onto her lips when she opens the bag.” Well, I got pregnancy tests and an ovulation test, it should increase our chances. Um, I also thought ahead and got prenatals.” A heavy breath coming from her nose as she picks out the box of condoms,” And I got these.”

Josh's eyebrows furrowed,” Why do you look so sad sweetheart?’

“Because! If we want this so bad with him I have to stop with you, and that makes me sad. I don't want to sacrifice anything. I don't want to feel you with these stupid things on.”

Josh smiles pulling her closer to his chest hugging her tight,” I know. I can't say I'm looking forward to that either, but it's for the best cause! We're gonna have a Danny baby, the most perfect little thing made from you and him and to me that's absolutely worth the sacrifice. Besides, it's not going to be for a long time. I know so.” chuckling softly,” in a few months we'll be back to fucking nasty and freaky I promise.” Grinning largely when he gets her to laugh just like he wanted.

Just then they're interrupted by the sound of the screen door opening, Hazel and Danny walking in with grass stains on their knees.

Her little yelling ‘Mommy!’ as she runs eager to greet her. Picking her up she props her on her hip,” Did you have fun while I was gone? Daddy said you were playing outside.”

Her little hands gesturing animatedly as she speaks not unlike her father,” Yeah! We were catching crocodiles! Right Steve?!’ She exclaims looking at Danny.

“Steve?” Lovie questions, her face twisting in confusion.

Danny laughs,” Yeah Bindi, we were!” Turning to his wife,” You know, Steve Irwin and Bindi, like the Crocodile Hunter.”

“Right, right. It's all making sense now.” She chuckles, thinking how sweet he is to encourage her imagination.

Josh giggles at the state of his daughter, wild knotty hair from rolling around outside, dirt on her hands and knees,” Hey Bindi, how about we get all cleaned up and then we can watch more of the show, see what other animals they find.”

Pulling her from Lovie’s hip he carries her off to go get cleaned up, and to not track any dirt into the house that he just cleaned. Leaving his loves in the kitchen Danny smiles softly at her, stepping up to her while his hands find her hips. It's like a switch flips in her body, now knowing that he can give her what she wants. She can feel herself responding to him. Melting into his body as he looks down at her. Danny softly questioned,” How did your appointment go sweetheart?”

“It went really well. We can start whenever we want.” Looking down the hall as she hears the faucet in the bathroom start to fill up the tub,” Josh is going to be busy with Hazel for a bit-” she starts excitedly.

Danny cocks his head,” Baby, you're forgetting something. Joshy said he wants to be there the first time we try for real. Remember sweet girl, he said he wants to witness us make our baby.”

“Right… I'm sorry, I'm not being very patient.” She giggles.

Danny leans down his lips brushing against her own,” S’okay, it's cute. You want me.”

She whispers before pressing her lips to his,” I do.”

Immediately trying to deepen the kiss she feels her head start to spin, she's melting into a puddle and nothing has even happened yet. His hands sliding down to her ass, pulling her against him and kneading the supple flesh that spills from his grasp. Unable to help herself she lets out a soft moan into his mouth, completely unbeknownst to him she's already soaked her panties. Every one of his touches feels electric. Daniel pulls away, trying his best to be responsible but he wants her just as bad,” Come on, let's go chill on the couch and wait for them to be finished. I'll even get you a nice big glass of water. You're gonna need to stay hydrated… you know, for tonight “ he winks goofily. But butterflies form in her tummy regardless. Getting comfortable on the couch he comes over with her favorite glass and a straw, offering her a sip before setting it on the side table. His voice rumbling in his chest,” good girl.”

Settling into the couch together he drapes the blanket over their laps, he grabs the remote turning the TV back on. Before he could stop it the show they were watching blares over the speakers. As he's reaching for the remote he hears little footsteps running down the hall.

“My show!” She yells as she jumps up onto the couch completely bare from her bath, her hair wet and dripping down her back.

With a chuckle Lovie exclaims,” Hazel!”

Heavier footsteps running down the hall as Josh chases after her, pink pajamas in his hand,” Hazelnut you forgot something!” Rounding the couch and slipping her pajama shirt over her head,” We've got a little streaker on our hands.” Josh chuckles, shaking his head as he continues to dress her.

Lovie plops her forehead down onto Danny's shoulder,” Don't tell me that Joshua.”

Once again they hang out as a family until their little Hazelnut’s eyes grow heavy and it's time to head to bed. Danny scoops up their sleepy girl in his arms, walking her down the hall to her bedroom. Lovie and Josh turn off the lights as they go meeting Danny in her bedroom. She sits down on the end of her tiny toddler bed, tucking her in and stroking her hair before kissing her cheek. All the while Josh and Danny softly sing the song they created for her when she was an infant as they plug in her lavender oil diffuser and her soft glow night light.Once they know she's asleep they all lock eyes, now knowing it's time to do what they have been waiting for all day long. One by one they quietly file into the hall, closing her door silently behind them.

Danny whispers softly,” I'm going to grab us drinks.”

Josh nodded and whispers back,” Okay my love, I'll get our room set up awhile.” Intertwining his fingers with his wife's leading her to their bedroom with him. Once inside Josh flits around the room, lighting candles and turning the glow of the soft lamps on before spreading out the large waterproof blanket on the bed. His eyes tracking her movements as she gets changed into a simple silk nightgown that falls just below her ass. He seems just as excited as she is, it's sweet how much he wants this child. Getting into bed with Lovie he eagerly turns to her, cupping her jaw and giving her a sweet kiss while they wait for Danny to come in with their glasses or water.

He coos,” Are you ready for him sweet girl? I can't wait to see it. He's going to put the most beautiful baby in your belly.”

Whining softly, she's really enjoying this dynamic with Josh hearing him encourage them, it's just so hot.

Josh's hand skirts down to rest on her plush tummy,” is my gorgeous girl ready for Danny to breed her?”

Whining his name in a pathetic attempt to warn him,” Joshhh”

“Hm? Just getting you a little worked up baby. Can I feel?” His hands travelling lower, giving him a nod to go ahead both of them let out a gasp when his fingers meet the warm flood of sticky wetness between her legs. “Fuck Lovie, he's gonna loose himself in you, feels so fucking good.”

Danny comes into the room, setting two glasses down on his nightstand before backtracking and locking their door. Making his way to Josh's bedside table to give him his water, Danny's dark lusty eyes never once leave the sight of Josh's fingers playing in her wet pink folds. A sizeable tent in Danny's sweatpants as he enjoys the show.

Josh hums,” Go ahead Dan, get undressed, your pretty girl is so ready for you.”

Lovie watches the beautiful god like man in front of her pull the bottom hem up over his head revealing his sculpted arms and torso along with his set of pierced nipples and permanent gold chain. His thumbs hitching into the waistband of his sweatpants dragging them down his hips letting his hard cock spring free. Her eyes honing in on his newest body modification and quite frankly her favorite. A pretty silver barbell resting in his slit, and the opposite end of the piercing resting right behind the ridge of his head. Already a little clear bead of precum gathers on the ball before dripping down, dangling from his tip. She loves the way he feels inside of her with his piercing, but more importantly she loves the way he falls apart from the attention to his piercing. Just a few tugs and he's unravelling.

“Fuck Danny, you look so sexy.” Josh coos removing his fingers before lapping up her arousal. Prompting Danny to crawl up the bed hovering right over her like a predator stalking his prey. For a moment his eyes become gentle as he whispers,” I'm so excited”

Pulling him down she whispers back in his ear,” Me too. I want this so bad.”

His lips find her neck kissing and licking a trail down to her covered breasts, lapping at her pierced nipples through the material making her squirm, the attention delicious but not nearly enough. Her hands tangling into his curls,” Baby, I'm ready, I don't need foreplay I just need you.”

Danny groans,” But I want to spoil you. I want to just fucking eat you whole, you're so god damn gorgeous. And now we're going to try for a baby? Just let me show you the love you deserve.”

The need for him stokes the fire in her belly, and the only way to feed her flame is to have him inside of her, right where he belongs. Her hands tugging on his hair,” I know you want to, but I need you. You can show me the love I deserve while you're in me…. Please Dan?” Her chest heaving as she pleads. She needs him to understand, she needs him like air.

Nodding his head he angles his body down, fisting his cock he nudges his oversensitive tip through her soaked folds with a hiss. Finding her entrance he pushes inside feeling her open up for him. Her velvet walls sucking him in, cradling him in her warmth. Pinching his eyes closed he chokes out,’oh fuck’ as his panting breaths blow across her face. He's more worked up than usual, but so much more is at stake than usual. He knows it won't be once and done, but there is a sense of pressure on his shoulders for his body to perform. He just wants this so badly. Her hands slide from his scalp down to cup his cheeks, her thumbs gently stroking his soft skin,” Shh, shh. It's just me. It's just you and me baby. Just relax and feel. You feel so good, so thick… just perfect.”

Josh's eyes soften as he watches his lovers unite so purely. The most primal form of human connection. He can tangibly feel the love in the room and he feels like the luckiest man in the world to be able to witness this. Feeling the need to touch, to ground himself but not wanting to interrupt he trails his hand up and down his own body, grasping his own soft stomach, gripping his thigh, just feeling human skin under his fingers. His eyes trace their tattooed skin entangled together,Danny's hazelnut sleeve melding with the florals on her arms, fusing as one as their bodies move. Her legs wrapped so tightly around his waist there's no space between them. His arms circling around her head, his hair shielding them. They are so beautiful. Soon enough their soft grunts and whimpers grow louder, lost in pleasure, complete and total ecstasy. Her back arching pushing her chest flush against his, her nails biting into the soft skin of his shoulders,” Danny -fuck-”

His teeth pulling on the silk hem covering her breasts,” Take this off” he growls. Lust seeping into the tone of his voice.

Her painted fingers quickly reach into her top, pulling her full breasts from their confines. Dipping his head down he laps and sucks on her hypersensitive buds, careening her headfirst into her orgasm. Her body stiffening and trembling under his as she soaks his cock in her release.

Biting his bottom lip with force as her walls squeeze his cock like a vice. He doesn't want it to be over yet, but god does she feel good. Slowing his hips down, having to completely stop as he throbs wildly. Her nails clawing down his back making his cock jump,” Dannnny! Why'd you stop. I want it.”

Through clenched teeth he admits,” I'm too close baby, just give me a second. I'm not ready to be done yet.”

Josh coos, his hand massaging his swollen length through his sweatpants,” Oh come on baby, she's asking so nicely. Just give it to her. Tell him exactly what you want Kitten.”

Her doe eyes flick up to his,” I want your cum, give me a baby.” Leaning up to kiss his bite swollen lips,” Please?” He can feel the heat radiating off of her, her body vibrating with need. Deciding he can't deny her any longer he picks up the pace, bliss finally in sight. Pinching his eyes shut as he feels the knot in his stomach tightening, he's right there when he feels Josh slide up closer to them. His hands ,unable to stop, touching their skin and whispering to his girl,” Are you ready to receive his love and make our baby?”

Gasping urgently,” I am, I need it- I want it more than anything.”

Leaning in he whispers in Danny's ear before tugging on his lobe with his teeth,” go ahead sweetheart, get her pregnant”

His jaw clenching hard as his face screws up. His body tensing as he pushes in as deep as he possibly can get, his oversensitive tip bottoming out as he starts to unload. Spurt after spurt of hot cum painting her walls as his cock flexes intensely. Once he's finally finished he melts into her body, nuzzling his face into her soft skin as she holds him close. Josh feels his eyes welling with salty tears as he watches them come down from their intense highs. He doesn't believe in God but fuck does he pray that he just witnessed the conception of their second child. Clearing his throat softly he murmurs,”You both look so beautiful. Thank you for letting me be here with you.”

Danny lifts his head,” Josh… why wouldn't we? We love you so very much, we want to include you in all of it. This baby will be as much yours as Hazel is mine.”

Josh grins, his tooth gap on display,” This is just all so new to us. I'm excited for this new chapter of our lives.” He settles in next to her, leaning his head in the crook of her shoulder, placing gentle kisses to her tacky skin. After a few moments of laying there together Danny moves to get up, both of them hissing when their sensitive skin brushes together. Quickly Josh leans over grabbing a pillow,” Up! Lift your hips up, we have to keep it all in.” Stuffing the plush material under her ass, keeping her hips tilted up so Danny's load stays put.

Basking in the afterglow Josh's fingers dance across the supple flesh of her lower stomach, pressing another kiss to her skin he muses,”It's crazy to think that our next baby is inside of you right now, just waiting for Danny to fertilize your egg and bring them into the world. They've always been with you, they've just been waiting for our love.” His fingers resting right over her womb,” I can't wait to discover who our baby is going to be.”

Her lip quivers before she pulls him close, kissing him fiercely,” I love you so fucking much.”

Danny nuzzles in further, inhaling the sweat and the sex on her skin, she smells so lovely a perfume made from their lovemaking. Pulling her as close to his naked body as she can get, closing his eyes and just existing. Hoping. Loving.

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Josh sits cross legged on the floor with Hazel as she colors. Completely sprawled out, totally engrossed in blues, greens, purples and pinks.

“Hey Hazelnut. How do you feel about getting a little brother or sister?” Josh questions, twirling a yellow crayon in his fingers.

“Like Honey?” She asks, furrowing her brows.

“Kinda, except they would be here with us all of the time. They'd live here and call us Mommy, Dad, and Daddy too.”

Looking up at him, her big brown eyes full of worry,” Would I share toys?”

“Sometimes, but sharing isn't so bad-”

“No thanks!” She exclaims sitting up on her knees.

“Oh, um.. well I wasn't really asking… Mom and Dad are going to have a baby.”

Her little lip quivers as she bolts up running down the hall towards her room,” I don't want one!”

Josh sighs deeply, gathering up the scattered crayons and coloring pages, muttering” Shit”

Then Danny slips out of the bedroom door, meeting Josh in the hallway as he works his way towards Hazel's room,” Hey, is she okay? I heard her yell, but I was coming out here to tell you that Lovie is about to take a test.”

“Uh, she's alright. I'm gonna go calm her down, I told her we were going to have a baby, that she was going to be a sister and she did not like that idea so…”

“Ah, oops.”

Josh chuckles,” yeah I wasn't expecting her to say no, I feel bad.”

Danny grins,” Well.. we have spoiled her.”

In the privacy of their bathroom Lovie takes a deep breath as she places the pregnancy test she had just taken on the counter. Smiling to herself she tries to think back on every time she has tried with Danny. Her period was expected any day now, and she's hoping it's MIA. Every chance she gets her body craves him. She needs him like a tall glass of water on a hot day. The timer on her phone snaps her out of her memories, signalling that it was time to check. Peering over she takes a look at the digital screen, and her shoulders fall as she sees two words instead of one. Not pregnant. Shaking her shoulders lightly she can't get too upset, she knows it doesn't always happen right away especially since she's been on birth control. Placing the test back in its package she places it in the trash bin, washing her hands she leaves her disappointment in the bathroom before going out to face her boys. Slipping out into the hallway she finds them sitting on the couch, waiting. Smiles light up their faces and Danny questions,” So?”

Pressing her lips into a line she shakes her head no,” not this time.” She sees the miniscule way his face falls before he catches himself,” Oh, okay…. Not this time.”

Josh tries his best to be optimistic,” Loads of people don't get it right the first try. It's okay, we'll get it. I know so.”

She smiles at them,” Exactly, we'll get it next time.” Her eyes finding Danny, his smile not quite as bright as theirs as he softly agrees,” Yeah.. next time.”

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One afternoon Josh realizes that he and his wife have the house to themselves. Sam, Danny and Hazel are out to lunch and then off to the park. He's been feeling pent up all day long, just itching for some time with his loves. It's been a few days since he's participated in the bedroom with them. Pondering that thought he wonders if she would enjoy some time one on one with him. She's been getting all the time alone with Danny she can get, Josh and Hazel Daddy daughter dates have become increasingly frequent. Truthfully he loves it, allowing them time to really connect while he gets to spoil and play with his daughter for a few hours.

Finding her on the couch reading her book he leans over her, kissing the top of her head,” Hi baby”

Dog earring her page she closes her book giving him her focus,” Hi Joshy, how is my sweet boy?”

Letting her tip her head back to kiss his jaw, her nose wrinkling when it brushes against his goatee. “I'm good. I uh.. I want you. I know you've been busy with Dan, but I was wondering if you want to spend time with just me. If that's allowed.” He stammers, feeling a little embarrassed to sound so insecure asking to have sex with his partner. Lovie quickly turns around to face him,” Of course that's allowed Josh! Did you think it wasn't?” Her eyes filled with worry.

“Well, no, but I know I'm not the focus right now.”

“Come here.” She pulls him onto the couch with her, cupping his face in her hands,” You are always a priority to me. I miss you and if you want to I'd love to spend time in bed with you. Just you.”

Nuzzling into her hand he feels all of the tension melt from his shoulders,” I do, I really do, I want you badly.”

“Let's go then baby boy, they won't be gone forever.” She giggles rising to her feet and holding her hand out for him to take. Reaching out he grips her thighs prompting her to jump into his arms and wrap her legs around his waist. Haphazardly placing kisses all over her face as he carries her to their bedroom making her giggle and squeal in delight. Tossing her onto the bed he follows her immediately crawling up her body placing wet open mouth kisses on any bit of exposed skin he can reach. Already completely hard in his pants, he's been missing her. His hands almost having a mind of their own hurriedly pulling her clothes off before stripping himself. Surging forward again he connects his mouth to the bare skin of her stomach, kissing his way up to her jaw before working his way back down to her breasts. Kissing and lapping at her peaked nipples taut over the silver bars, just letting his mouth love on them for a while. His hips pressing down to keep his cock snug against her thigh as he spoils her favorite erogenous zones.

Her voice coming out breathy and worked up,” Joshy, please just hurry up. I miss you.” Without skipping a beat he maneuvers over to his nightstand, opening the drawer and retrieving a little golden foil square. Her hand reaches out to rest on his forearm,” Can I just feel you first before you put it on?”

And his face falls as he shakes his head no,” I can't. I can't risk it, even the smallest amount I just can't do it. I will not ruin this for us, I want our Danny baby too fucking bad.”

“I get it Josh, I do. I want it just as bad, I'm sorry I asked.”

Rolling the rubber down his shaft he smiles softly at her,” You have nothing to be sorry for my love.”

Crawling in between her legs once more he rubs his covered lubed tip through her folds before finding her entrance. Slowly nudging himself in, she gasps as he stretches her out. Sighing softly once he's fully sheathed inside of her, the feeling obviously pleasant but no where near what he's used to. Instantly he misses the feeling of her wet and silky walls around him, all he can feel is her warmth. But, he's not going to focus on that right now, he's going to focus on her feeling good because her pleasure is his. Rolling his hips she mewls as his base grinds against her swollen clit. Needing him to stay there she goes to lock her legs around his waist but he catches them in his grip. Hiking her legs up he opens her up so he can hit deeper. Thrusting harder at her request he feels her fluttering around him, pushing her closer to her climax. Crying out his name as she shudders under him, soaking him in warm wetness dripping down his balls to the blankets below. Husky praises slip through his lips as he continues to pound into her, after a while he feels the knot in his stomach start to form. Unwilling to stop himself he begins to chase his bliss, his hand coming down between her legs to circle her clit sending her close to her second peak. Whine evident in his tone,” Come on Love, cum for me. I have to feel it.” It doesn't take her long to clench around him, her walls convulsing as she orgasms again. Her grip on his cock is what ultimately sends him over the edge, his brown tipping up as his jaw hangs slack muttering,” oh fuck” before quickly pulling from her warmth. Both of them groaning as he spills into the rapidly cooling latex, spurt after spurt filling the bulbous tip. His chest heaving as tingles run from his scalp to his toes gently coming back down to Earth. After the rushing in his ears stops he hears her voice, small and a little fucked out,” Joshy? You're still so hard,” sitting up on her knees,” It wasn't satisfying for you was it?”

His cheeks flushed further,” I… I could cum again.” He peers down at his cock, still flushed and rock hard like he hasn't already orgasmed.

“Come on sweet boy, take that off and I'll give you my warm wet mouth.”She coos.

A shiver running down his spine at the proposition,” Please”

Slowly pulling the used condom off he ties the rubber and deposits it in the waste bin next to his nightstand. Eagerly she pulls him to lay back against the pillows wanting to spoil him. He gathers her hair back in a ponytail in his fist as she leans down to kiss his still wet messy tip. Opening her mouth she takes him down, sucking and lavishing him with her tongue. A long list of praises spill from his lips including as she bobs her head and follows his instructions,” Good girl. That's it baby, nurse on my tip just right. Fuck you're so good at that.”

His body writhing as she suctions around his sensitive head, tasting his leaking mess as he creeps closer to his finish. Her hand coming up to cup his plush pink balls in her hand, squeezing and massaging them.

Josh's head thrashes on the pillow, his second high fast approaching with her warm wet mouth stimulating him. His hand tightening in her hair as his back arches,” oh fuck Love- ohh” His cock throbbing wildly as he starts to spurt, his salty sweet ropes filling her mouth as she hums encouraging him to keep going until he can't anymore.She wants to satisfy him completely, she misses him, misses the intimacy and closeness she's used to. But, she knows it won't be for forever and she's touched by how committed he is to doing everything in his power to get their second child. Josh's hands shaking in her hair as he pulls her from his body,” Baby, I'm done. Fuck- I don't have any more to give you.” He pants, his chest heaving all red and heated. His cheeks flushed and ruddy and his hair all mussed wild from rubbing against the pillows. Licking her lips as she crawls up to lay next to him, laying her palm against his warm stomach,” Do you feel better?”

Nuzzling his face into her hair he breathes,” Much, thank you for treating me so well”

Wordlessly she tilts her head up and softly presses her lips to his the kiss saying everything she needs to say.

Later that night they all lay in bed sweaty and limbs tangled together. Danny gently stroking their hair as they lay on his chest, rubbing both of their scalps as they doze in the afterglow. They know they need to get up, shower and remake the bed but they can't find it in them to do so. Josh lifts his head slightly, resting his chin on Danny's pectoral,” Have either of you thought about names yet?”

Lovie giggles, the rush of breath tickling his chest hair,” Not really, I don't even know if I'm pregnant yet.”

Josh rolls his eyes,” I bet you are. Anyway, I saw a name today that was cute, kind of out there but adorable nonetheless. Maybe we could add it to our list…. What about the name Mossie”

Her nose wrinkles,”It's… cute, but I don't know if it's us, ya know?”

Daniel chuckles,” I'm not gonna lie Josh, that sounds like a grandma name to me.”

“Okay fine, we don't have to add it. Do either of you have any ideas?”

Danny smiles,” Well, maybe if it's a boy we could continue the tradition and name him Daniel, for my dad and I”

Josh grins before leaning down to kiss his skin,” I like that.”

Her thumb softly rubs against Danny’s stomach,” I like that too, add it to our list.”

“I also saw another name that I really liked, I thought it was very pretty. What do you think about the name Ivy?”

Her fingers dance in the fuzz of his happy trail as she ponders,” I think it's beautiful. Add that to our list too.” After a moment she giggles,” High on the list, I really like that for a girl.” Prompting Josh to lean over and grab his phone, opening up his notes app and typing away.

The next morning she wakes, her bladder ready to burst with the added weight of Danny's arm slung across her lower stomach. Slipping out of bed as quickly as possible she pads into the restroom, the unopened box of pregnancy tests staring her down as they sit on the counter. Deciding it's close enough to take one she opens the package and proceeds to take the test. Letting it process on the countertop while she washes her hands and brushes through her wild hair, anything to fill the idle time. As she leans close to the mirror inspecting her skin she sees the blinking screen turn solid out of her peripherals. She hopes Josh is right, they've been trying so hard, being so diligent. So careful. Looking down at the test her heart sinks a little more than the first time, once again the screen shows that she isn't pregnant. Blowing a soft breath through her lips as she neatly packages it all back up and disposes of the trash. Making her way back to bed she sees that her boys have woken up, smiling when she sees lines on Danny's cheeks from his pillow. Her boy sleeping so hard from exhausting himself over and over. Crawling back in between them she lets their warmth comfort her. She can feel the knot of anxiety in her chest, she knows she needs to tell them but she doesn't want to disappoint them again. Her hand finds Danny's hair as he snuggles into her, softly rubbing his scalp,”I took another test.”

“Yeah?” His voice lilted in excitement.

Feeling the bed dip beside her as Josh moves in closer eager to hear about it.

“It was negative.”

“Oh baby, we'll get it. Soon, I know so!” Josh encourages, trying his very best from his limited position.

Her attention turns to Danny who's gone stiff beside her, just breathing out a soft,” Okay” before beginning to shut down, as if he's angry with himself.

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Tag List 💜

@lipstickitty @joshym @cheersdannyx2 @sanguinebats @allieisacrybaby @jake-whatthefisgoingon-kiszka

@scarabsinthestardust @gvfstuddedmajesty @spacestardust4

@musicislove3389 @josh-iamyour-mama @stardustsamm

#gvf #josh kiszka #josh gvf #danny wagner #danny gvf #gvf fanfiction #gvf smut #jake gvf #sam gvf #greta van smut #greta van fic #greta van fleet #iced chai universe

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ambiguous-avery · 4 months ago

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Intro

Hello, hello! A pleasure to meet you! My name is Avery, and I like to spend my time moonlighting as a writer. I typically write original content, however, I have recently slipped down the Supernatural rabbit hole, and my hyperfixation hasn't let me go. So, here we are.

A like, comment, reblog, or follow would be very much appreciated! Lots of love to the Tumblr community. I hope you enjoy your time in my little archive.

-- Avery 💜💜💜

Chasing Shadows

Dean Winchester x OC fem!Touched!Reader/You She’s never been afraid of the dark, not really. She’s more concerned about getting lost in it. He’s haunted by every dark deed he’s ever done. It’s constantly nipping at his heels like a hell hound. He’s her light in the dark, and she’s the one bit of darkness he’s willing to embrace.

***SERIES COMPLETE***

A series using @aylacavebear's Touched concept, used with permission, of course. Send her lots of love! Universal tags for the series: No use of Y/N, canon-typical violence, eventual romance, eventual smut, fluff and angst, POV alternating (sometimes a little all over the place), slow burn (?), angst, hurt/comfort, no beta we die like men Each part will have its own list of tags included in it.

Chasing Shadows Masterlist

Moon Without Stars

Sam Winchester x fem!Reader/You Hunters – the people who lived fast and lawless – had one rule they all abided by. No attachments. And in a world where your first touch with your soulmate would leave a brand behind, No Touching was an unspoken second rule. Not everyone followed that, but you did. Or you tried to. The last thing you needed was for fate to be cruel and bind you to someone. Least of all someone like Sam Winchester.

***Series Updates on Fridays PST***

Tags/Warnings: Soulmate AU, sad Sam (that’s a warning all of its own), hurt no comfort, idiots fighting fate, strangers to enemies to lovers, slow burn, mutual pining, angst, no use of Y/N, no beta we die like men

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Three Hearts, One Flame

Dean Winchester x fem!Reader/You x Sam Winchester A mini-series about Sam and Dean both falling for the same girl and thinking she should be with the other. Little do they know, she's got some feelings of her own for them. Both of them. No wincest

***SERIES COMPLETE*** likely will add stories to it in the future

Universal tags for the series: SMUT 18+ MDNI, No use of Y/N, no wincest, pining, no beta we die like men

Three Hearts, One Flame Masterlist

Everything else that doesn’t belong in other categories. Everything will be tagged accordingly, biggest tags will be noted in the list and others will be in the stories as necessary. REQUESTS are nestled under here as well!

Oneshots/Drabbles/Misc Masterlist

A collection of short songfics with various pairings. Tags will vary for each story. Song title is the name of each fic, and there is a link to each fic's inspiration song in each post. Give 'em a listen!

Songfic Masterlist

Don't see something you want to read? Take a look at my rules. If these sound good to you, feel free to send me a request, and I'll see what I can do! Find my completed requests nestled under the Oneshots/Drabbles/Misc Masterlist!

I currently only write for Sam and Dean Winchester. I may branch out over time, but this is my current roster.

No wincest! I won't write them together, however, if we're talking a poly relationship where you're seeing both of them but they're not involved, I'm okay with that!

I generally stay away from super dark things such as noncon and dubcon.

Requests are currently: Open Send one in!

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Drop a comment, ask away, or add yourself to my taglist!

#Avery's Archive #supernatural x reader #supernatural #spn #reader insert #supernatural fanfiction #No use of Y/N #canon-typical violence #eventual romance #eventual smut #fluff and angst #no beta we die like men #dean winchester x you #dean winchester #dean fanfiction #dean winchester fanfiction #X reader #jensen ackles characters #supernatural fanfic series

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transmascaraa · 10 months ago

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Halo😗 i bet you didn't expect me here (you probably did, like you always do)

Anyways I'm here for a req🫣 (realised I haven't requested in a long time from you, how could i?)

So we (you) know how much i love Tighnari. Imagine him with reader who is like very untidy and unkempt? I think it would be funny considering the fact that that's Tighnari we're talking about.

Love ya💜💜

bf!tighnari headcannons!

he's about to go crazy sometimes.

bf!tighnari x gn!reader

author's note: love you too<3 OKAY so i love this idea bffr AND i missed writing about single characters like this lol so i hope you like it^^

"again? *sigh*..."

-being tighnari's lover basically means that you have to follow certain rules.

-of course, nothing too strict and it's fine to break those rules, it's just how he prefers it.

-a few of those rules include:

-don't stay up later than 12pm at most. aka keep a healthy sleep schedule.

-eat and drink a normal amount. that counts eating at least 3 meals each day, but never eating too much or too little of something. stay healthy.

-and of course:

-try to be as tidy as possible.

-i don't know how simple or not they may sound to you, but to him, they're pretty important.

-if you break some rules, he's gonna scold you.

-and you have problems with staying tidy, of course. (not gonna blame you, i have very similar problems)

-these moments and stuff happens when he walks into your room randomly, either to call you to dinner, or to just check up on you.

-you were laying in your bed, on your phone, while your room was... "messy" was a bit of an understatement at this point.

-he was about to call you to eat dinner together, he cooked your favorite meal, but then he just stood in the doorway.

-his facial expression remained the same, but he was speechless.

-"what. is. this. [name]."

-"oh- sorry, i was meaning to clean it sometime soon, but i keep forgetting. anyways, what were you meaning to ask?" you reply, setting your phone aside.

-"no, not yet. what did i say about tidiness?" finally, he changed his facial expression to an irritated one as he crossed his arms in a sassy way.

-"that we should-" but then—

-"nope, not me. just you." he interrupted you.

-"*sigh* fine... so, you said that i should keep as tidy as i can." you said begrudgingly.

-"exactly. and are you keeping as tidy as you can?"

-"not really- i mean, not at all.." you finally admit.

-"now, come eat dinner with me, and as soon as we finish, you're coming back here to clean all of this shit up." he finally said, as he walked away back to the kitchen.

-you just sighed and went to eat dinner.

-once you finished eating, you asked him to help you because your room really was a mess.

-and even tho he didn't feel like it, he decided to help you out.

-after finally getting your room into an appropriate state, he always reminds you to clean your room often enough and to keep it tidy, and to take care of yourself most importantly.

-while these things do annoy him, it is not anything enough to make him break up with you, never.

-he was willing to go through all of this with you the moment the accepted getting into a relationship with someone like you.

-it doesn't stop him from loving you.

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yayy i love it‼️

and i hope anyone who reads it loves it as muchh

hoping to do more reqs asap😭

| @mariaace <3

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin headcanons #genshin impact headcanons #genshin imagines #genshin fluff #tighnari #tighnari x you #tighnari x reader #genshin x you #genshin x reader #genshin impact x you #genshin impact x reader #· nyx's genshin hcs *⁠.⁠✧

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kieren-fucking-walker · 1 year ago

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Hey folks!

A few people asked if I was okay after my other post so I thought I'd give a general update as to Life Things (tm).

My mum finally left my dad, nys sister got married and he wasn't invited to the wedding and the way he acted was enough to make her leave. My youngest sister (still an adult) was left alone with my dad in the house and I had to talk her through packing a bag and leaving without him noticing. They both left pretty much everything behind and we don't know if they'll be able to get it back. They're at my grandparents now which is further away from both of their workplaces and a very temporary solution, but safe at least. My youngest sister is disabled and she needs support nobody can really give her at the moment, but she's safe.

I lost Juniper (one of my cats) a few weeks back. It was old age, but I wasn't able to be with her and it still doesn't quite feel real. I miss her so much, and I feel very bad about not being able to be with her (a very good friend was though, she was loved and wasn't alone thank god.) Sage is looking for her sometimes but seems to have some understanding of what's happened since he saw her briefly afterwards, she's buried in my best friends garden having a new adventure.

My landlord put my rent up by £100, but hasn't fixed a lot of the things wrong with the flat. The cost of heating this place is ridiculously high, so I'm trying to put the heating on as little as possible even though it's dropping into the minus degrees. Apparently they're set to go up even more in the new year because this country wants to kill us I guess.

My disabilities are all flaring up at once, I've had to take unpaid leave from work, I've not been able to afford the physio sessions that stave off the joint issues, or the food that helps keep my protein levels up because it is expensive and I need to eat something at least. I'm very very lucky that we have the NHS and all of my medications now qualify so at least I get those.

It's coming up to Christmas, I don't know what it's going to be like this year. My family is scattered and all in precarious situations, none of us have much to spare and most of us don't have a permanent home or more than a suitcase of stuff. I need to get Sage his vaccinations, and I feel terrible about leaving him alone in the cattery over Christmas.

That is to say that life is a lot. It's good things, but unstable. My dad is harassing us all, but we aren't stuck with him. I can't afford to keep my disabilities at bay, but my family is safer even if they need more support. Mentally at least I'm okay, I think.

If you'd like to help out, my PayPal is here and my Ko-Fi is here. If you can't or just don't want to this is not for you, god knows we're all going through hard times at the moment and the world is going to shit, but if you do and you're able it will be much appreciated by me and my family.

Finally here is a picture of my beautiful Juniper. Rest in peace my darling.

I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season, and thank you for reading 💜

#life blogging #update #if nothing else look at my beautiful kitty #i miss her #give your pets a kiss from me #disability #family shit

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iraprince · 5 months ago

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[additional cheering and yelling 💜]

we're all going nuts in my office. clinking champagne glasses. rthis is fun for us. unfortunately dez cannot join us bc they're in the pear wiggler of our making but that's okay

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romanestuffsposts · 2 years ago

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Hey I hope you're well .

How would I handle jealousy daddy stucky? Faced with the possibility that Tony consciously reads as if it were his baby.

Could you write that? I would be grateful if you would.

Thanks

Hi there love! 💜

I'm fine thank you! I hope you're well too!! ❤️

Thank you for this request! I hope you like how I wrote it <3

Enjoy <33

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Warnings : jealous Daddies, overprotective daddies, overprotective talks, Tony went too far (no hate),

Pairings : Daddies!Stucky ; Daddy!Bucky x Papa!Steve x Little!Reader

Summary : a nice dinner turns into a nightmare for your daddies

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You let out a cute but loud squeak as your daddies told you you were going to the stark tower for dinner.

Your daddies never saw you getting ready that fast before. You clearly didn't wanted to miss one second of your time there.

Your Daddies couldn't help but feel a tiny pain in their heart at how excited you were to go there. Yes they're happy you get along with their friends and love it when you go visit them but the jealousy they feel when you're with Tony is unberable.

"I readyyy" you sing as you come back downstairs.

Your Daddy looks down at you and sighs "baby.. We were thinking about staying here tonight. Having a nice evening just the three of us ?"

You stop running and your face immediatly fell. You look up at him for a second before running to him "no no no Daddy" Your scared face of missing this wonderful night make your Daddy winces "pease! I wanna see 'm friends" you plead with your little eyes.

He looks at Steve who sighs and shrugs in defeat

"alright alright, calm down, little one" your Daddy says trying to get your attention "we're going, baby. we're going, calm down"

You look up at him and exhale a loud breath of relief. You swallow the tears already ready and put on your most beautiful smile before going to the door, following by your Daddies.

The car ride were full of wiggle and anticipation from you as you couldn’t wait anymore to spend your evening at the tower. Your Daddies were, compared to you, rigid and concentrated on their seat while Steve drove you all to the tower.

You didn’t noticed because you were too excited each times you passed a house because it meant that you were getting closer and closer from your beautiful night.

You happily knock on the big door and keep knocking until the door finally open. You look up at whoever opened and grin once you spot him.

‘’Who is disturbing me like that by being so- oh so loud ?’’ Tony teased.

You giggle and throw yourself in his arms and hug him tightly against you. You sigh in contentement, you waited for that all day.

‘´how is my beautiful little friend, here ?’’ He asks. He sits you on his hip and looks down at you

You smile ‘’I’m fine’’ you excitedly say. He chuckles and kisses your temple before stepping aside ‘’Rogers. Barnes’’ he nods greeting your Daddies.

They nod back, a little bit colder than before after seeing what they just saw and enter.

In the meantime of walking from the door to the living room, Tony had the time to ask you a second time how you were doing, what you did today, if you had made friends at school and if everything goes well at school.

You didn’t had time to answer them all, tho, but that’s okay. You have all the evening to give him the answer he wanted to know.

Through the evening, Tony made sure to have you by his side the whole time, even when he wasn’t talking to you. He sat you on his laps, insisted that you sat beside him during dinner and made sure to give you the biggest piece of cake he had cut without asking your Daddies if it was okay.

Now you start to grew tired and is in a position in between laying and sitting on the couch. Your head is on the armrest and your knees are curled against your chest as you tried to fall asleep.

But you were disturbed by someone who grabbed you and sat you on his laps.

Of course, your Daddies had a close eye on you and saw how you react when you were moved while trying to fall asleep and they didn’t liked that at all.

They quickly got up and Bucky didn’t missed a second to grab you back from Tony. When you felt your Daddy’s arms around you, you melt. He felt that and kisses your temple to put you more at ease and calm you down.

Tony stands up but is stopped by Steve who stand between him and you ‘’what’s wrong ?’’ Tony asks.

‘’What’s wrong ?’’ Steve scoffs ‘’you’re really the one asking me this ?’’

‘’Do you notice how you act ?’’ He adds trying to stay calm because you’re beside him ‘’you act as if you could do whatever you wanted with her. You kept her beside you the whole time tonight’’

‘’Yeah so what ?’’ He frowns ‘’are you jealous ?’’

‘’We are not jealous’’

Lies

‘’you kept her from playing and going to whoever she wanted during the night. You didn’t let her leave your side even when you two weren’t talking together. You weren’t respecting her nor us tonight and I’m not letting that slide’’

‘’Steve listen I’m- I weren’t aware of how oppressive I was’’

‘’Yeah well now you know.’’ Bucky quietly snaps as he balances you to help you falling asleep

‘’She was so excited to be able to spend the evening with everyone, so she could explain to Nat the drawing she made about her at school. And so she could show Wanda her new friend who had the same hair as her. Or so she could show Bruce her exams on anatomy that she succeed. She had something to do with everyone, each one of us but because you wanted her beside you the whole time, she hadn’t been able to do all of that’’ Steve says, his voice growing sadder after each words. ‘’She had wait for that the whole week’’

Tony were about to say something when your little voice sounds from your Daddy’s neck ‘’ ‘m tired, Papa. Wanna go home’’ you mumble as you stroke your nose on your daddy’s neck.

‘’Papa will drive us back home in a second baby’’ your Daddy whispers in your ear ‘’he just have to grab the rest of his things and then we’re on the road’’

You nod and he scoops you higher so you’ll be more comfortable.

‘’We’ll talk about this later’’ Steve sternly says ‘’she needs us right now’’

And with that, he turns around and head for the door with your Daddy and you in his arms behind him.

You slept during the whole ride and only opened an eye once you were in your bed because of a deep voice you know too well

"you belong to us, nobody's else. Us and only us"

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joyswonderland1108 · 5 months ago

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So it appears that i am still busy and everything is just never-ending i might as well start shouting from the rooftops!!!

But i just decided to take a bit of time to come in here and give a bit of reassurance that yes, i am still here, i am still with our boys, no i did NOT give up on them, i'm still silently watching the updates, making sure i don't miss out too much on anything happening, got to watch "Are you sure?!" and ..

I got to see Hobi out of the military which made me realize just how close we are to a BTS reunion/come back and just how fast the time goes like am sorry are you saying we have less than a year until our boys are all out of the military?!!! Woah!

Maybe the positive side of being busy is actually not realizing just how many days have passed and we're getting closer to finally seeing our boys all together again. I got to see Jin's full come back with his album "Happy", him proposing to a tuna fish was definitely NOT on my 2024 bingo card but hey.. Be who you are! I just really love Super Tuna.

Again, anytime i go on X there's new drama in there but meh same old shit can't be bothered by the nonsense. How have you all been? I hope you've been having a great life, i'm really doing my best to finish everything before our boys are out of the military so i can fully enjoy the experience of having to stay active all the time for our boys! I also really miss my GC girlies, they're actually my second family and the fact that i don't even have that much time anymore to chat the same way i used to really makes me miss them so so much.

But yeah, that's about it, again i hope everyone is doing okay, my dms are still open if you feel like just ranting, or just want to share your excitement, whenever i have the time i will go check and hopefully can answer accordingly. Take care y'all, Love u 💜💜

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weird-dere-writes · 2 months ago

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how does yuno ask you on a first date? or do you do it?

This ended up being basically fic length selfship lore dropping here 😶. I hope u don't mind! But I do think it gives good context for the answer to your question mhm mhm 🙂‍↕️.

(here also are some other recent lore posts in twyuno zeitgeist uwu <3 lore 1 lore 2) [<- me when they're no longer as recent bc i've taken 2 weeks to answer this ask sekibnfikrebyidre]

Basically this particular lore dump is:

How me and Yuno end up meeting 💚🌿💜💫

This is fleshing out the little blurbs from the A-side and B-side moodboards.

Chronologically, B-side comes first. It all starts on the night of the ceremony where the squad rankings are announced and the numbers of stars earned is made known to the public (in the capital).

I am amongst the people in the capital, kind of just doing my own thing by myself. It was nice to enjoy the festivities, though it did bother me the amount of bad mouthing virtually everyone was doing about the poorer people around that were trying to find good opportunities for themselves and enjoy the festivities too.

I knew what the true purpose of this festival was, but I really had no intention of going to that part. To me, there's some merit to acknowledging the accomplishments of the squads, but at the same time I know things will inevitably be petty surrounding it all and I want no parts. I have enough of that every day already. Have since I ended up in the clover kingdom. I'm good. I do not need to be trapped in a sea of people with the mindset of the rich in this land.

And yet, I find myself being dragged to it by Leopold Vermillion when he finds me far out elsewhere enjoying the festivities. He is practically sprinting as he drags me along saying that it will be starting soon and we'll be late. (He lost track of time and was already running late when he found me).

We happen to make it to the back of the crowd in the announcement area just in time to see Asta soaring above the audience before landing on the stage. Julius makes statements about how the two young men on stage made the most progress of the new comers this year. Sekke "Mr. Ha Ha!" Bronzazza brings up their class to get the audience to turn on them. Inevitably, the audience does. And then Yuno and Asta decide to showcase their abilities. And Julius then shares his dream of a Clover Kingdom where everyone looks past class mhm mhm.

The moment Yuno summons the magic torrent of winds, I get a flashback to a natural phenomenon that would sometimes happen in my home country. A particular memory of how I stood in the middle of it once, washes over me. My heart is racing in my chest, my knees go weak, my eyes water, it feels like something I can't identify courses through my veins. I am transfixed on the source of that display, on Yuno.

Leo gets me out of my trance by placing a hand on my shoulder after they finish their display. Looks at me and I start following him. We have to meet with the rest of our squad to debrief with Mereoleona soon. As we make our way to that rendezvous point, he tells me it's gonna be okay. That we're both gonna get stronger. That we'll do more than just catch up, but that we'll surpass both Asta and Yuno.

And while that is comforting, because how much I have to grow is a part of how I'm feeling right now, he doesn't know that isn't the major contributor to this reaction.

When we're at that point, I am coaching myself in my head as we wait for our captain.

"Breathe."

Mereo comes down. Berates us for our ranking. And then, Asta and Yuno happen to come down the stairs. I feel the rest of my squad is focused on the captain. But I notice the two. My eyes fall on Yuno as he talks to Asta. I quickly look away. I feel shaky. My face warms. I breath a quiet sigh.

The next time we meet is just hours later. Mereo has kidnapped Charlotte, Yami, Yuno, some of the black bulls etc. We are at the volcano strong magic zone. We are challenged to learn mana skin and climb the volcano.

It takes me a moment to adjust to the atmosphere, but perks of coming where I'm from is the diversity of the landscape. Vast regions with different climates, ecosystems, mana (all strong), natural phenomenon, etc. I'm flying up the mountain with what looks like jets coming out of my feet shortly after Yami and Charlotte. Yuno begins making his ascent after me.

The further I get up toward the peak of the volcano, the more I start to feel... strange. I feel lightheaded; like my being, down to its core, is vibrating. My pulse feels shaky and erratic in my veins. I start to flail a bit just as Yuno overtakes me heading upward.

As you can imagine, it is not the most convenient to be losing my shit in the midst of a sky raining hot ash and boulders. I lose control of my path, and before I know it, I see black. I've passed out.

And yet, my body keeps moving. The moment I'm unconscious, my body rights itself again, the jets on my feet getting bigger.

By this point, Yuno had completed his trek up the billowing peak. Had been standing where he was for the span of a minute before I fly past, this 🤏🏾 close to clipping him. Results in a bit of a jumpscare on his part.

The jets on my feet stop, but I keep soaring. I'm flying in circles around the top of the volcano; on my third rotatation once Asta makes it up, propelled by his demon sword's thirst for Mereo's strong power.

Once Asta is punched into some rock and the rest make it to the peak, I am still just circlin' 🧍🏾‍♀️ and beginning to revolve faster and faster.

At first everyone (including Mereo) think I'm just pushing myself/showing off. It takes them all a minute to realize that I am actually unconscious.

A bit of a disagreement breaks out. Or rather, it’s more of a one sided argument. Lots of people present are saying that it’s dangerous and someone should get me down; getting more and more heated as Mereo without much emotion says to leave me. (She’s seeing something special about my interaction with the surrounding mana that the others don’t)

Tensions rise, but ultimately Yuno— always one to do what he thinks is right regardless of superiors, seniority, whatever— ends up being the one to get me down. He uses his wind magic to propel himself up and catch me; using his abilities to soften the blow of my body colliding with his. He brings me down, holding me bridal style as he and Mereo exchange the subtlest of glares.

Yuno kinda just keeps holding me as Mereo begins her after training spiel as the heat dies down and the water of the onsen comes out.

I wake up again around the time Sol makes the huge divider to separate the men and women. I’m a little too disoriented to worry about my previous feelings about him I was experiencing. I did feel a little warm though, when I felt his hand on my lower back to steady me once I was back on my feet. After being filled in on what happened from he and Asta, I thanked him, then went to join the ladies. That soak would probably help things...

He talked a little with Asta, his eyes lingering on me as I walked away.

After that day I would linger in the back of his mind. Curiosities about me and my abilities would haunt him from time to time. Sometimes it’s a little voice whispering to him other times it is grabbing him by the shoulders and shaking him. I will just pop up in his mind at the most random times and he doesn’t know why.

He finds himself wondering how I’m doing. What kind of magic I have and what the extent of my abilities are. Why I chose the Crimson Lion Kings. Et cetera.

Despite the many people he’s met since becoming a magic knight, the only other person he’s really thought about in that way is his family/rival, Asta.

It gets to the point where even his squad mates, who normally can’t read him too well (but know he’s a good guy), can tell something is on his mind. Mimosa is able to surmise from her own experience that it is not a something, but rather a someone. She really doesn’t know for sure, but in her mind, she thinks it’s him worrying about Asta.

Mimosa suggests to him that he should write about it. Someone she met once had given her the advice that if a certain person was always on her mind— a family member, an old friend, a rival, a teacher, someone that made her mad, etc.— that writing a letter to them, and putting all the thoughts in her head down on paper would help. The letter was never to be sent, but simply to be a receptacle of these thoughts and feelings toward whoever she was addressing. So she could stop thinking of them as much if it was stressing her out or distracting her.

Without many other ideas to help himself, Yuno does decide he will give this a try. But he is missing one crucial thing. Mimosa says it is very important that he address whoever he writes to by name! Else, he's not really addressing them and therefore his thoughts, is he?

So if he is alone and has the chance while he is out and about, he will ask around trying to figure out who I am. One lucky day, an elderly lady with a sweet soul in the capital has what he's looking for. She is an apothecary running a small shop somewhere tucked away. He was tracking a lead for a mission and found the little place along his way. Figured he'd stop in and ask if whoever was inside had seen anything unusual.

She tells him she hadn't, and gets to talking about how stressful it must be for a young man like him to be doing this kind of work; worrying in that kind way old people do. She gives him some dried rose petals free of charge, as a thanks for protecting this land they live in. Tells him that they can be used for many things, but he looks like the type that might like to make tea with them.

Just as he's about to open the door to the shop and continue his mission, he stops and turns around; asks if she knows about the girl he's looking for. She seems to know exactly who she is. The two are quite close, in fact.

After his talk with the nice lady, Yuno leaves the place with not only the dried rose petals, but an envelope that has the name Twyla written on it tucked away in his uniform.

One fateful day, when there is nothing else for him to do- no missions and perhaps Mimosa and Klaus are away- he figures he should try this exercise. Thing is, he can't really figure out how.

Yuno is not a man of many words. The letters he sent to even his own family at the church back in Hage were precise, to the point, and rather vague in nature, but well meaning nonetheless.

There were SO many things he wanted to ask me (theoretically), but translating those thoughts to paper just wasn't clicking for him. All he could manage to write to start was:

"Hello."

Eventually, he would fold up the letter and set it aside, opting to try again some other time before deciding to put it inside the envelope with my name so he wouldn't lose track of it.

Before long, payday comes around. Yuno has sent off some money along with a letter back to his home in Hage.

The two he's paired with for missions most often are around looking for him while he happens to be out training somewhere or other. They come across his room in the squad barracks, door nearly closed, but ever so slightly ajar (bro got sidetracked by another golden dawn member while leaving and didn't realize he didn't fully shut his door when he went off).

Klaus knocks and calls out to Yuno with no response. Mimosa surmises that maybe he isn't here, but Klaus, ever the worrywart, thinks it possible Yuno is somehow hurt. There is a small deliberation between the two before Klaus slowly pushes the door open to see Yuno is, in fact, not there.

After a little "hmph!" and push up of his glasses on his nose, Klaus goes to shut the door. But Mimosa stops him when she sees an envelope upturned on his desk. Immediately she is pushing past Klaus and into Yuno's room, pulling the envelope toward her and holding it closed, eyes scanning his desk for- Aha!

A wax seal stamp.

When she asks Klaus to light the candle nearby, he is confused. But she reasons with him that Yuno must have forgotten to send his periodic letter home! And the window to send it closes soon!

Right away Klaus is getting to it, and in a short while they have a sealed letter on their hands.

No peeking at whatever was written inside, of course!

Without even a glance at the front of the envelope they are handing it to a spatial traveling owl who will take it to where it needs to go.

For the first few days, Yuno doesn't realize it's disappeared. Some new assignments and training keep his focus. But when he DOES realize it, going to try the exorcise again only to end up searching his entire room and finding it absolutely nowhere, he:

sweats lowkey LMAO

Days later, I find myself receiving a letter. I am at first excited! And then confused? I had expected it to be the sweet apothecary who had essentially become my mother figure being here, seeing as her handwriting addressed me on the outside of the envelope. I thought it was neat that she had gotten a new wax seal to try!

But upon opening it, there was handwriting I did not recognize. With a simple greeting on an otherwise empty page.

H u h ?

Despite my confusion, I do decide on keeping it. And eventually, bored one day I figure why not respond. What an interesting way to make a new friend, right? Clearly if the sweet old lady ok'd this, she must have thought this person was good for me to meet, right?

So I draw this person a rose. And taking a page from them, I write only one word on the entire page to accompany the drawing:

"Hey."

Before I overthink myself out of it, I seal it up and send it (being lucky to find that the birds can somehow do a return to sender option lsnfuirneuidjterd).

And within the next few days, Yuno finds an envelope with a midnight blue seal on his desk.

He is apprehensive to say the least, but eventually opens it. And when he does, a light blush dusts his cheeks. Sylph is very much not happy about it, but as always, is ignored.

We start sending letters back and forth. For a long time he knows it is me he is sending these letters to, but on my end, I have no clue who this pen pal I am writing to is. (I'm not sure he knows I don't know lol)

I learn at some point in our back and forth that this person is in the golden dawn. I was a little shocked, but that was pretty cool! Making a friend in the top squad is something cool, no?

A few letters later, after finally building up the courage and asking, I learn it is Yuno who I have been writing to.

Aaaaaand Twyla.exe stops working NUREIBNFUYIKRSTDHBGYUGJREBLD.

It takes me a little longer than usual to send a reply bc... processing.

But I do become somewhat normal again and send one in time lol.

The next letter he sends, is a letter asking to formally meet, and maybe do a little speaking in person.

And THAT, dear Mimi, is what all of his and my squad members come to call our first "date". Even though neither of us were in the headspace to be capable of considering it that at the time lmao.

So long story short, he asked me out via letter 💌.

#black clover lore ♣️#twyuno #izvmimi 🌸#twy's inbox 💌

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