#The second imagine makes me laugh every time
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
(unedited) nsfw; caleb having you in a headlock & fcking you into the mattress :x inspo from this art based on this imagine
-
you'd always had a hard time keeping your eyes in check whenever caleb wore shirts that accentuated his arms, namely the loose tanks he'd sport in the warmer weather or even just during his workout.
you tried your best to hide it, you really did, but it was difficult to keep yourself in check when every subtle move or flex of his arm clearly showed off his bulging muscles.
aside from endless admiration for them, you often fantasized about having one of his beefy arms trapping you in a headlock, just to feel his strength in such a vulnerable state.
which is how you're here now, flat on your stomach against the mattress, meaty bicep wrapped around your neck, hands weakly gripping at the thick limb, gasping and choking out moans, drool seeping past your lips as caleb's body presses yours into the mattress, driving his hips against yours, the sinful sound of your connection ringing throughout the bedroom.
"couldn't stop starin' at em, could you? nngh, bet you were just waitin' for me to take you like this..."
his breath is raspy against your ear, only pulling another choked moan from your throat. caleb huffs out a laugh.
"you like when i get a little rough with you like this, don't you?"
you breathe out a sigh, floating to another world as he rams repeatedly into you, hips stuttering for a moment.
"ah, shit, you just clenched down on me. you're enjoying this, huh?"
"ca-leb—"
you needily gasp out his name, drool slipping past the corner of your lips and down his arm, the man wickedly grinning down at you in response, pace steady and punctuated, feeling your walls fluttering and clenching more and more— a sign that you're getting close.
he releases the pressure on your throat just slightly, your pretty sounds and whines going straight to his cock, ploughing faster into you, leaning closer to your ear, body crushing you into the mattress so fully.
you loved being taken like this.
"gonna make you feel real good, ok?" his voice is a sensual whisper against the shell of your ear.
"please... please, caleb! so close, hahhh" you whine under him, boneless body completely at his mercy.
in the next second, the pressure around your throat increases again at the same time that he slams against that sweet spot inside of you. he feels you clench down hard, groan escaping through gritted teeth as your eyes roll back, nails digging into the flesh of his arm, mouth falling open at the overwhelming pleasure coursing through you.
airway constricted by the colonel on top of you, your sounds are choked, only managing needy pants as you reach your summit, cumming hard around caleb's thick cock still driving into you, helping you ride through your high.
"that's it, that's my good girl... shit, you really liked that, huh?"
he softens his grip again, hearing you gasp out for him, pleading whines of his name escaping your hoarse throat as he drives you into overstimulation.
"ca—leb, ah— sensi-tive, ah~"
"almost there, princess, almost—"
with a few more harsh thrusts, caleb cums with a loud groan, spilling himself completely inside of you. you whine underneath him at the sensation, weak and overstimulated from the treatment, courtesy of the man above you. you're trying your best to even out your breathing, fatigue tugging at your droopy eyelids.
caleb leans his head over your shoulder, planting a soft kiss against your bare shoulder blade.
"you okay, pipsqueak?"
"tired...." you whine, arms moving to hug his arm still around you, nestling your head against it.
he breathes out a laugh, warming your skin.
"yeah, i bet you are," he breaths out, free hand moving up to pet your head.
"let me clean my pretty girl up," he muses.
you hum, letting your eyes shut as he lifts himself off of you. you feel him slowly pulling out of you, and you whimper at the loss before calming once more, breaths evening out waiting for caleb to return and clean you up.
and just as the edges of sleep are gripping at whats left of your consciousness, one singular thought circulates your mind:
you both definitely need to do that again.
-
this has been sitting here for a bit but i needed to finish it bc the art i saw was driving me insane tbh i need this so bad sigh
-
#love and deepspace#lads#lnds#l&ds#love and deepspace caleb#lads caleb#lnds caleb#l&ds caleb#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace x you#lads x reader#lads x you#lnds x reader#lnds x you#l&ds x reader#l&ds x you#lads caleb x reader#lnds caleb x reader#l&ds caleb x reader#xia yizhou
341 notes
·
View notes
Text
FOR THE BEST MOM
Lewis Hamilton X Wife!fem!reader
Summary: When Lewis and Y/n have already lost two babies during pregnancy, but he never fails to send her flowers on Mother's Day and reminds her that even without them there, she is a good mother.
Words: 3K+
Warnings: Mention of pregnancy loss, mention of child loss, anguish, anguish, and anguish until the end. But Lew is a good husband, and this will make you cry.
Author: English is not my first language, so apologies for any spelling, grammar and slang mistakes that may be in the story. And this story leaves me COMPLETELY speechless, I don't know why I wrote it, but I needed some anguish. Sorry, and grab some tissues.
MASTERLIST
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/253181543f6d6302df41adb72a1c0c7c/b06932e46b78c930-e1/s540x810/d10a7e9324b3ce8ecd13ba2c5642476cc79bd777.jpg)
⚠️SENSITIVE CONTENT⚠️
The love between Y/n and Lewis was always strong, built on complicity, respect and admiration. They were partners in everything, in joys and challenges, in moments of lightness and in those of greater weight. Just as they had promised on their wedding day.
Every shared laugh and every silent touch carried a deep meaning. They had each other, and that was always enough. At least, that's what they tried to believe.
The day they discovered their first pregnancy was one of the happiest of their lives. Y/n was in shock for a few seconds before letting happiness flood her. Lewis, upon hearing the news, felt a wave of emotion take over his body. Tears came before he could even contain them. He lifted her into the air, spinning her around carefully, his chest exploding with joy. Every kiss he placed on her face was a silent thank you for that gift.
They spent the next few days daydreaming. They imagined what it would be like to hold the baby for the first time, how they would decorate the room, what traits they would inherit from each other. Life seemed even more colorful, full of new promises.
But then, it all came crashing down.
Shortly after, Y/n started to feel unwell. At first, she tried to ignore it, believing it was something temporary.
But then the doctors broke the news, and it came as a brutal blow. The silence in the room felt overwhelming, and the air became too heavy to breathe. All the happiness, dreams, and plans they had made were gone in an instant.
The next few days were cloudy. Y'n felt like the world around her was spinning in slow motion as Lewis tried to be her stronghold. But at night, when she fell asleep, he would let the tears flow silently.
A year later, a new positive test. The fear was still there, haunting them both, but there was also hope. The rainbow baby they had wanted so much was finally on the way. They decided to celebrate, even though deep down they held on to happiness with caution,
But once again, pain struck them.
The second loss was even worse. There were no more words of comfort that could fill the void. The silence became more frequent, the conversations about the future with children diminished, and the pain settled between them like a constant presence.
Years passed, and the subject of 'having children' ceased to be mentioned. They moved on with their lives, still in love, still partners, but with the feeling that two pieces of their hearts were missing.
And the flowers arrived.
On the first Mother's Day after the second loss, Y/n noticed the bouquet of flowers left on the table. She hadn't connected it with the fact that it was Mother's Day. It was just a silent gesture from Lewis, a tribute he made without expecting any reaction. But it made her smile and thank her husband for the beautiful flowers.
The following year, he repeated the gesture, but this time he added a note. When Y/n found the small piece of paper among the petals, Lewis's words made tears fall before she could control them.
'To the best mommy our little ones could ever have. I know they're not here physically, but I believe they feel all your love. And I feel it too. You're amazing, Y/n. You always will be.'
She cried until Lewis got home. And when he found her clutching the note to her chest, all he could do was wrap his arms around her and hold her tight.
The years continued to pass, and with them, flowers became tradition.
••••••••••••••••••••••••••
3 years after the second loss.
It was Mother’s Day, and Lewis wasn’t in town. He wanted to be with Y/n and her mother, to hold her in his arms and remind her that she was never alone. But his running that weekend kept him from going home.
Y/n spent the day with her mother, having lunch together, talking about everything and nothing at the same time. But, even surrounded by love, there was an emptiness that persisted, a feeling of longing for something that never came to be.
On the way home, as she drove through the quiet city streets, one of her favorite songs played on the dashboard of her car. The sound brought comfort, but the tears came before she could stop them.
They fell silently, aimlessly, without her really noticing until she had to wipe them away with the back of her hand. She sighed deeply, trying to push away the thoughts that haunted her.
When he reached the garage, he turned off the car and stood there for a moment, taking a deep breath. Gathering his strength. When he opened the front door, the low sound of Roscoe's snoring in the living room filled the silence. A soft laugh escaped his lips, mixed with the tears that still insisted on falling.
Before she could close the door, a voice called her name. She turned around and saw the doorman of the condominium approaching with a gentle smile.
"Good evening, Mrs. Hamilton."
Y/n walked down the steps and shook the older man's hand affectionately. "Good night!"
The doorman then held out a bouquet to her, a beautiful arrangement of lilies and white roses. "Mr. Hamilton asked me to deliver this to you. I forgot about it when you came through the gate just now."
Y/n blinked in surprise. She took the bouquet delicately, feeling the soft scent of the flowers fill the air. "Thank you" She said with a small but sincere smile.
The man nodded and returned to his post, while Y/n hurriedly climbed the front stairs of the house.
As soon as she entered the house, she walked to the kitchen, placing the flowers on the table before carefully removing the note stuck between the petals. Her hands trembled slightly as she unfolded the paper.
'To the best mom in the world.
I know today is a difficult day, and I wish I could be by your side, to hold your hand and tell you that you were never alone on this journey. You will always be the mother of our little ones, no matter where they are. I know that if they could, they would tell you how much they love you and how proud they are of you. I know I am.
You are the strongest, most incredible woman I know, and my heart will always be yours. Forever. All my love, Lewis.'
The tears came before she could stop them. But this time, they were not tears of sadness, but of love.
She ran her fingers over the words, taking each one in. That man. That man always knew exactly what to say, even from far away.
Quickly drying her tears, she took out her cell phone and took a photo of the bouquet, sending it to Lewis with a short but sentimental message.
Before locking the screen, he read the note once more, a small but genuine smile dancing on his lips.
Lewis always found a way to remind her that even in the quietest, most painful moments, she was never alone.
••••••••••••••••••••••••••
4 years after the second loss.
Mother's Day had arrived once again. Four years had passed since the second loss, and somehow Y/n felt like she was doing a little better this year.
She spent the afternoon with her mother and siblings, enjoying the day with laughter, stories, and shared memories. There were moments when she felt homesick, but the weight was a little lighter. She knew that Lewis was with her mother too, and that at the end of the day, he would be home to her arms.
When she arrived, the house was silent. Roscoe was sleeping peacefully on the couch, and a small smile appeared on Y/n's lips. She turned on some soft music on her cell phone, letting the melody fill the rooms as she prepared dinner. She cut the vegetables calmly, humming softly to the song that was playing.
It was then that he heard the familiar sound of the lock unlocking.
Seconds later, Lewis's voice sounded in the entrance hall, speaking softly to Roscoe, who had come to meet him excitedly. Her smile widened without her realizing it.
Lewis appeared in the kitchen doorway, watching his wife for a moment. She was stirring the pot with a calm expression, humming softly, and it warmed his heart in an indescribable way.
He approached silently, holding a bouquet in his hands. As soon as he reached her, he leaned over to place a soft kiss on her shoulder.
Y/n smiled and turned to him, touching his face briefly before giving him a quick kiss on the lips.
"How was your day?" He asked softly.
"It was good. My mom made that broccoli lasagna she always makes and we spent the day looking at old photos. She even sent some for you to see," he replied, and Y/n laughed. "By the way, she said hi to you too."
She smiled fondly. "I spent the day with my mom, and my brothers were in town too. It was nice...fun even."
Lewis nodded, and for a few moments, silence reigned between them. Y/n went back to stirring the pan, and he just watched her, as if recording every detail of that moment.
Then, with a small smile, he held out the bouquet to her. Y/n held the flowers, a tender glint in her eyes. She already knew the reason for that gesture.
Lewis kissed her cheek before murmuring, "I love you." Then he pulled back a little, giving her space to read the note attached to the bouquet.
Y/n opened the small envelope and skimmed over the words. Lewis still couldn't say all of that out loud. It had always been easier for him to write, to let the words spill out onto the paper so she could feel them in every letter.
'My love,
Another Mother's Day, another year by your side, and another reminder that you will always be the best mom our little ones could ever have. I know they are watching over us, and I know that if they could, they would tell you how much they love you and how grateful they are for you. You have always been and always will be an incredible mother. No matter where they are, the love you have for them echoes in every corner of the universe. I love you, Y/n. Forever. With all my heart, Lewis.'
The tears came before she could stop them. But this time, they didn't just carry sadness. They brought love, longing, memories.
With a tender smile on her lips, she turned to him and hugged him tightly. "I love you too, baby daddy." The words hit her before she could think.
Y/n felt them in her heart, and Lewis felt them in his soul.
He wrapped his arms around her, holding her as if he would never let go. He placed a soft kiss on her shoulder, soaking in that silent but meaningful moment.
Then, Y/n sighed and broke the silence with a light tone, "My nephews were hell today. You should have seen the chaos at my mother's house.
Lewis let out a low laugh, feeling the air lighten.
They didn't avoid the subject, but they were still healing. They talked about it as best they could, in whatever way they could, respecting each other's time.
And somehow they knew they were walking together, side by side. Always.
••••••••••••••••••••••••••
5 years after the second loss.
The day had been peaceful. For the first time in years, Mother's Day was not marked by heavy silences or painful moments. Lewis and Y/n spent lunch with Carmen, laughing at the stories she told about Lewis's childhood. Afterwards, they had dinner at Y/n's mother's house, enjoying time with her brothers and nephews.
Neither of them mentioned the loss they shared. They just lived in the moment, allowing themselves to feel the lightness of being with family.
Now night spread across the sky as Lewis drove back home. The car was filled with the sound of Y/n's excited voice, telling something funny that happened at work.
"And then he thought I was serious!" She laughed, leaning her head back against the bench. "You should have seen his face!"
Lewis laughed along, shaking his head. "I swear, sometimes I think your job is just a big sitcom and you're the lead."
Y/n laughed, feeling her chest lighten. But as the laughter died down, she realized Lewis wasn't heading home.
"Where are we going?" She asked, curious.
Lewis smiled sideways and placed a hand on her thigh, giving it a light rub. "I'm just looking for an open place to buy something."
"What thing?"
"Surprise."
Y/n rolled her eyes, but smiled. She knew there was no point in insisting. So she just went back to telling stories about work, and Lewis listened attentively as they drove through the city.
A few minutes later, he stopped in front of a 24-hour store.
"What are you going to do?" Y/n asked as soon as he turned off the car.
Lewis smiled. "I'll be back in a few seconds." He leaned over, kissed her on the cheek, and got out of the car.
Y/n laughed to herself and started changing music on the dashboard, waiting for him.
When Lewis returned, he held a single rose in his hands. He opened the door and handed the flower to her with a small smile.
Y/n frowned, but took the rose, laughing. "Thank you..."
Lewis took a deep breath and looked at her. "I didn't have time to buy a bigger bouquet," he said softly. "But I had to do it today. You know!"
Y/n understood instantly. Her chest tightened, but not in a bad way. Just intense.
Then, for the first time, Lewis began to speak. "I never knew how to put it into words. You know. I used to write it on notes, but now I'm a little better at saying it out loud," he began, his voice low but firm. "All these years, I've tried to move on, I've tried to accept it... But the truth is, a part of me has always felt like I failed you. That I should have done more." Y/n squeezed the rose between her fingers, feeling her heart tighten in her chest. "I've imagined so many times what it would be like. You holding our baby in your arms. Us choosing names, setting up the nursery, fighting over who would stay up late at night... I always knew you would be an amazing mother, Y/n. And it hurts me to know that we never had that chance."
His voice wavered at the end, and Y/n felt tears well up in her eyes. She ran her fingers down Lewis’s cheek, feeling the texture of his stubble beneath her touch.
"You didn't fail me, Lew," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "And you'd make an amazing father. I always knew that."
His eyes met hers, seeking comfort in the midst of their shared pain.
"I know it still hurts" Y/n continued, smiling sadly. "But... today I feel like I can breathe a little better. I'm taking the courage to say this out loud to you."
Lewis smiled slightly, bringing his hand to hers and intertwining their fingers. With the other, he places it on her cheek and smiles. "You are an incredible woman. And a very good mommy, with or without them here. I love you." Lewis kisses her, Y/n smiles and returns the kiss.
When they lose their breath, Lewis still keeps his hands intertwined with hers and starts the car, to go home now. Y/n smiled at the rose in her hand and went back to talking about the funny moments at work.
When they got home, Lewis opened the door and let Y/n in first. As soon as she stepped into the living room, Roscoe came running up to her, wagging his tail excitedly.
"Hey, kiddo" Y/n smiled, running her hand through the dog's fur.
She walked to the kitchen and grabbed a vase to put the rose in. When Lewis arrived shortly after, Y/n was leaning over the counter, looking at the flower with a smile on her face.
The silence stretched for a few seconds before she took a deep breath and hesitantly closed the distance between them. "I... I still want to have children."
Lewis was quiet for a moment, but then he nodded and walked over to her. Y/n looked at her husband, feeling her heart beat faster. "All of this still hurts." She confessed, "And I'll never forget. I don't want to forget. They're part of our history. But I want to move on."
Lewis nodded again, and Y/n felt his hand on hers, warm and comforting. She swallowed hard before asking, "Do you still want to have children with me?" She cried softly.
And then, that question caught Lewis off guard, pain shot through his chest and punched his heart. It made tears come to his eyes as well.
"Of course I do, love." His voice was choked, but full of conviction. "I've never wanted this with anyone else but you. I could never imagine my life without us building a family together." Y/n sobbed softly, and Lewis squeezed her hand tighter. "It still hurts to think about them... and I think it always will. But I want to move on with you, in whatever way, for as long as it takes. Not to forget... but to turn the page. To give new meaning to all of this. I'd face anything to be able to hold our baby in my arms one day" He whispered. "And I know that when that day comes, it will be worth every moment."
Y/n sobbed harder and pulled him into a tight hug. Lewis's chest rose and fell rapidly, trying to control his emotion, but he held her like he never wanted to let go.
For a long time, they stayed like that, just breathing together, feeling each other's warmth, allowing that moment to completely envelop them.
A comfortable silence fell, and then Roscoe came over to them, nudging Y/n’s leg with his nose. She laughed and bent down to pet the dog, while Lewis watched her, his heart lighter than it had been in years.
And in that moment, as he watched the woman he loved smiling softly, her eyes still shining with emotion, Lewis knew that no matter what the future brought, he would never be alone.
He had Y/n. And one day, they would have a little piece of their love in their arms.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/92d62aaa9a95c079a9649e449fce699c/b06932e46b78c930-31/s540x810/472bab871f869a1c82ce6d5e9578f978d0366d27.jpg)
Author: I had seen somewhere where the husband did exactly that to his wife, but I can't remember where I had read it. But anyway, I cried while reviewing it.
#fanfiction#y/n#romance#imagines#one shot#marriage#formula 1#formula one#fem reader#female reader#lewis hamilton x reader#lewis hamilton imagine#lewis hamilton
194 notes
·
View notes
Text
My Own Galatea- Crybaby x Top Male Reader Cont.
cw; Manipulation, abuse, unethical science, dehumanization, murder plotted but not described, minor hornt at the end, you answer a call while fucking, Crybaby is @yanderefarm's character
Of course, you weren't only there to train Crybaby into an obedient weapon. Elias needed a gentle touch too and as soon as he stopped remembering what he did as the other persona he was ready to be trained in a new way. After all, you planned to bring Elias home and make him yours.
"Elias, please come here" He refused to move due to his earlier training, "You know you can trust me, right? We're friends, you can listen to me"
"But... only Crybaby listens... Right?"
"Oh, lovely, no. Crybaby obeys because he is a conduit, You ought to listen of your own choice. Because we are friends, Elias. Because I want you to" You smiled at the boy who looked like a kicked puppy even as you repeated your request and he scrambled to kneel in front of you and rest his head on your lap.
"Good, thank you, my sweet" You pet his head, letting the gentleness be his reward.
"I'm so glad we're so close now, when we first met I had to be so... careful with you" You laced your fingers through his hair as you spoke, soon wrapping the locks around your fingers to pull his head up at an uncomfortable angle to ensure he was looking up at your grin. "Now you're so malleable~"
He whined a bit at the strain in his neck but made no move to escape, in fact, leaning into your touch and staring up at you with adoration. You had to stifle a laugh at how pathetic he looked, the perfect little puppet for you to toy with. So eager to please that anything could bring him immense pleasure if it were from you. This included the torture he underwent to make him a perfect warrior.
When you could not be the one to administer his treatments he had to be restrained as Crybaby to ensure your Elias would stay sweet and to help him learn to be angry and more aggressive as Crybaby. If it was you, he only had to be restrained to keep himself from pushing the tools further into himself and ruining his body. It was bad enough that you were very soon only permitted to give him injections or other, less torture focused treatments. Though, you made sure to get recordings of his torture so you knew every single thing that was happening to him, as well as to entertain yourself in times where you missed his big wet eyes.
Eventually, you decided he needed a test run to ensure he could kill efficiently. You even had a victim in mind, one of the other scientists in the building who worked with him often and yet still seemed to believe they had moral superiority over you. They always looked at you with disgust and often commented on the fact you were a darling, seeming to believe the gene made you subhuman. To guide Crybaby in the correct direction you complained a few times to him about that person, even showing him pictures so he could recognize them. You knew if he were to simply focus on killing them he'd likely be taken out by the security, so to keep him safe you told him about your usual trip home so he could have a second goal and not let himself die.
You reasoned that if it didn't work you could likely find someone else to train into a perfect doll, though you had put so much work into Elias, you couldn't say you weren't worried. You finally determined he was ready and told him very directly that you wished for the death of your coworker before you went home for the day. You did not get to see exactly what happened, sitting at home and waiting for either a masked, blood soaked puppet or a message from your boss on the death or major injury of Crybaby.
After a few hours, you became very concerned, imagining his death at the hands of some stupid guard, so far from you. Finally a gentle knock came from the door before it opened and he stumbled in, dropping to his knees and bowing down towards you like he was praying. You couldn't help but grin as you lifted his head and peeled the mask off, the adorable, tear stricken face looking up at you with baited breath, awaiting his next order.
"Very good job, Crybaby~ You finally came home~ Now, Elias, let's get you cleaned up and in bed, You deserve a reward, don't you~"
He was now ready to be trained as your housepet, at your beck and call. This portion of training would be so much easier, he was already prepared to be obedient, he only needed to be guided. As it turned out, he also needed to be subdued as he was far too excited to receive your attention. You didn't even have the chance to pull out of him when your boss called to explain that he'd escaped. You did answer and she did hear him very loudly whining about your attention being away from him for even a moment. Suffice to say, you got to keep him in your home most of the time after that.
#top male reader#top reader#sub yandere#on the platter#on the platter(appetizer)#I'm not nearly as happy with this half#but que sera sera#If bunny doesn't like it I'll rewrite it better
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
last-orgasm storytime -- sorry it took me a bit to write but it is...long
Sooo last night (1/31) was the last orgasm i’ll have for likely all of 2025, and i’m still fuzzy from it.
Still. It’s *checks clock* 6pm as im writing this. Still fuzzy. It happened like 18 hours ago.
The last free orgasm I had was on January 10th, and I didn’t even like it. It was rushed and short and unearned.
On February 1st, I entered long-term denial, and I wanted to cum one last time before it started.
In fact, I wanted to cum so badly that in exchange, I added 180 days to my denial. But because I added those 180 days, I started to fear that the orgasm wasn’t going to be worth it.
The last free orgasm i had sucked. I panicked that this next one would suck too, that I’d traded 180 days of denial just to regret it.
and hahahaha
i would trade 1800 days of denial for what i got on 1/31.
wc: 2600 (lol) | *exempt from forbidden words rules, and if u try to punish me for this post that i worked very hard on i will block you*
⊹₊⟡⋆ leading up ⊹₊⟡⋆
Sir & I talked on the phone for two days prior to the 31st. The first night we just talked, which got me used to his voice in my ear. The second night we talked a bit and played a bit, which made me more comfortable with his instructions & flow in a scene, which was wonderful. I would’ve had a difficult time relaxing with him if it’d been our first time speaking. But it wasn’t. It was our third, so I felt really safe & comfortable going into our call.
The morning of the 31st I told him about my dream that centered around worshipping his cock. I told him how needy it’d made me. Sent him a picture of how wet I was. He praised me for it...and then told me I wasn’t allowed to touch until he called that night. At all.
Rude. (i kid)
To make matters worse, he sent some incredible nudes with an instruction to look at them once an hour every hour. This left my imaginative mind with some wild running fantasies. Excerpts from our messages started with “god im like whining” / “you look so soft” end devolved to “it’d be so fuckimg easy for you to breed me” / “wanna be so full of ur cock i struggle breathing Sir”
Believe it or not, I actually had no problem with not touching – it was like a given. He told me to not touch so even though I was feverishly horny, touching was out of the question.
The thing I had a problem with was the anxiety. It kept trying to convince me that he was going to forget or get distracted or cancel (he touched base about once every other hour to humor my feral messages, which curbed that anxiety well).
When I was making dinner though, the fact i was going to cum for the last time in 2025 that night started to get to me.
The anticipation became too much to sweep under the rug and I decided to tell him. The convo looked like this:
hi | my heart's beating really really fast In a good way I hope! i think im just excited but it does feel like anxiety It's a lot of anticipation. i dont knowwwwni dont know | It's a lot of anticipation Don't worry bubbles, I'm going take good care of you. | I'm adaptable | We'll get you what you need | You needn't worry about it, I'll be there with you and for you
(i totally cried happy tears)
⊹₊⟡⋆ the beginning ⊹₊⟡⋆
im all fuzzy again lol. Sir called. We chatted about our days and how I was feeling. He asked what I’d laid out (a vibrating egg, a dildo, a clit suction toy). I made a joke about having a hairbrush on my bed, but it was strictly for brushing my hair before he called. He laughed and agreed there was no need for the hairbrush because we’re not in high school anymore.
First, he asked me to spread my legs to the corners of the mattress. Because of my anxiety, he knew without me asking to go really really slowly, and I'm grateful for it. He took time warming me up and talking to me in the first minutes.
He told me to repeat lines back to him -- repeating lines makes me very pliable, and that night was no exception. I might've repeated I like to show off for Sir 20 times. Afterward, Sir wanted me to spread my pussy for him too, so I did.
But then he said, "little more," which made me think he had cameras in my room. I told him this and he reassured me that he didn't. Instead, he's just inside my head. <3
The night is very hazy. I wrote this with a lot of assistance from him, but this is one thing I remember clearly: everything Sir said was a specific instruction.
He didn’t say “I want you to tease yourself” and then wait for me to explain how I teased myself. He said “take your left hand and drag it up the inside of your left thigh. Slower. I’ll give you the rhythm.”
There’s a time and subject for the “I want you to tease yourself.”
I am not the subject. So it's never the time. I’m always afraid I’m doing something wrong, so I ask clarifying questions – “like ___? Or should I _____?”
But each of Sir's instructions were to-the-letter. Because of that, I never had to worry about doing something right or wrong. There was no ambiguity, there was just the instruction.
I'd already surrendered to his dominance, but that wasn't enough. He wanted to turn my brain off entirely.
At first, he didn’t incorporate the toys. It was nails on thighs and fingers spreading wetness around.
In his words, he was playing with his food.
Eventually, eventually, I was allowed to focus on my clit. Even longer after that, I was permitted to insert my fingers. By this point, with the lengths to which he was dragging it out, I started to whine (which was exactly where he wanted me).
After that, the vibrating egg came into play.
⊹₊⟡⋆ the middle ⊹₊⟡⋆
I’d told him the day prior what countdowns do to me and why, and he incorporated them at every milestone of the night.
With the toy still off, Sir told me to run it up and down my slit. Then I had to hold it at my entrance, adding pressure without allowing it inside. He counted me down and allowed me to insert the toy, then counted me down again to turn it on.
I don’t know how it happened. I sincerely – I don’t know. After a while he gave me a break, and I checked my phone to make sure its battery was still alright and found that an hour and a half had passed. He thought my surprise was cute.
In his words: “I'm glad you're having such a good time, but this night is FAR from over."
Sir told me to get my clit suction toy out and lay it on the bed in front of me, as if to tease me. Keeping the toy turned off, he told me to press it where I usually liked it the most. Then he told me to lift it off. Then place it back on.
Once I had a grasp on exactly how to move, he told me once the toy was turned on, he would give me a number, and I'd have to hold the toy on my clit for that many seconds--but he had me do the counting.
We started on low -- the toy has like 8 settings, so the first setting is usually never enough for me to even really feel? But after all the teasing and build up, I thought for a while I might've been able to hit an edge with it.
He made me hold it on for 3 seconds. 7. 15. Between every number, the toy hovered over my clit so I could hear it and feel a whisper of it, but it wasn't enough to give me any sensation or pleasure.
According to him: I demonstrated incredible self control. Despite how good the toy felt, I always put it down when he told me to, and only when he told me to.
He had me turn it up 2 notches, and I'm pretty sure this is where the last of my comprehensive thought left me.
I literally -- it's so hazy after this, I have no idea. I know he toyed with me just like that -- making me count up to 5, 12, then 7, then 3. He continually reminded me that I wasn't allowed to cum. He also reassured me I absolutely wouldn't be punished for pulling the toy off before reaching the requested number.
The most important rule was to wait for him to give me the orgasm--everything else came second.
There was a stretch of time that I was hitting an edge by 1 -- like the moment the vibrator got too close I was chanting I can't, I can't, I can't.
It felt like an eternity of me going absolutely stupid while teetering on the edge of orgasm.
He gave me a water break after the "I can't," chanting, and this was approximately our conversation:
"You can't?" no Sir, I can't "Why can't you?" bc i don't have permission "And you need permission, don't you?" yes Sir i do i need it "You need it because you don't have a choice, isn't that right?" yes Sir that's right, I don't have a choice "Say that again." i don't have a choice, Sir
That last line was repeated 10+ times
It was incredible. He had me edge myself for him. over. and over. and over.
and over.
and over again.
In his words: It was about 38 edges in just as many minutes.
I remember going nonverbal. I remember him telling me to be clear with the numbers, and I recall that being the hardest part -- because my lips and tongue no longer wanted to work.
Babygirl, you're mumbling again! I need you to speak very clearly into your mic.Yes Sir, i understand
I started to get fuzzy. If you remember the old-school televisions -- whenever you would turn them off, that collection of static hovered across the screen. You could collect the static in your hands?
I felt like I'd swallowed it. That static blanketed my mind. My tongue was numb. My mind was buzzing. I was incoherent. I've never felt anything like it.
⊹₊⟡⋆ the end ⊹₊⟡⋆
From beginning of the call to the orgasm was over 2 hours. 2 hours he teased me. Denied me. Played with me until I was on the edge and made me wait there. I felt what was left of my brain disintegrate. turn to mush. slip out between my thighs.
(thank you Sir for helping me to recall this part)
Babygirl, you've been perfectly obedient for me tonight. (a long drawn-out whine) I'm very proud of you, of your self control. Are you sufficiently fucked out? Is your head all fuzzy now sweet girl? Can you even understand what i'm saying or are you too much of a brainless whore? (generally affirmative and giggly slut noises) I think you've earned your orgasm. *voice cracking* really? You have my permission to cum. We are going to change the rules of play now. Do you understand? Yes Sir, I understand, thank you.
There was more in there, but I can't remember when -- he asked me if I still wanted it, and i didn't know the answer anymore. I wanted to say yes -- i wanted it so badly, but I was so fuzzy all i could think was only if you want me to.
Like I was no longer in a space that needed the orgasm - i only needed to make him happy.
it was the same game. hold the vibrator on the clit for the number of seconds he wanted. But the rules had changed. This time he would do the counting ( i loved the counting )
and this time, I was allowed to cum.
however -- the count didn't end when I orgasmed. the count ended when the count ended, and I had to keep the vibrator on until then.
he started with 3 seconds. Before this, I'd been hitting the edge in 3 seconds. But knowing I had permission to cum it felt different -- stronger of an edge almost?
The count ended.
Sir stressed again that I was allowed to cum. Then he counted down from 5 seconds? Or maybe it was 10?
The edge was right there, but the orgasm still felt so far away. The release was being stubborn. Maybe my body didn't feel like it was real?
He said again
Babygirl, you're allowed to cum. Sincerely.
Then he counted down from 20, dragging each number out to his liking.
Maybe I was scared of cumming too soon and overstimulating myself? I'm not sure. But my orgasm held and held and held. It did not want to release.
It sat like a boulder on a cliff, just one breath from falling off and giving me what he ordered. But it didn't budge, and there wasn't anything I could do. I was getting upset with myself by the time he hit 12.
When he hit 10, I discovered the issue.
It wasn't enough for him to give me permission to cum beforehand. I needed it while I was on the edge. The realization hit me so hard I would've fallen over had I been standing. With the time counting down, the pleading spilled from me. I don't even remember what came out of my mouth. He told me it was very very pretty though.
He had reached 6.
Please Sir i need your permission, I need you to give me permission again. I need it I need it.
Cum for me babygirl.
Relief was simultaneously like lightning and a flood through me, and it shoved the stubborn boulder right off the cliff.
There were 2 waves to the orgasm. The first wave was on the "5," the second was when he said "2."
After the second one I kind of blacked out a bit.
But I sincerely don't.....recall...all I know was it was (bar none) the most powerful and most perfect orgasm I've ever had <3
⊹₊⟡⋆ after/care ⊹₊⟡⋆
I cried. i had a feeling i would -- the anticipation + my anxiety + the orgasm was a huge release. my tears slipped into my headphones and they started to fizzle and crack out on me. He told me to stay in bed, but I wanted to find my other pair.
He was right to tell me to stay lying down -- I got dizzy when I stood up.
He praised me for how good of a job I did which made me want to cry even more. I thanked him like a million times. He thanked me a million times, and he told me to drink my juice.
We talked about all 2 hours of the call. From the teasing to the egg to the counting to the vibrator to the permission to the begging. He filled in some hazy spots I'd already forgotten in my edged-out state.
I stressed that I wouldn't have changed a single thing about it. I had a lollipop, and i fell asleep talking to him on the phone. IT WAS PERFECT AND IM SO GLAD I TRADED 180 DAYS OF DENIAL FOR IT I'D DO IT AGAIN IN A HEARTBEAT.
#it speaks#wr!ting#attention wh0r3#needy slvt#dumb slvt#needy wh0re#dumb wh0re#0rgasm denial#female denial#denial#0rgasm control#edging kink#edging game
95 notes
·
View notes
Note
If the General and Girlwife have 1000 fans, I'm one of them.
If the General and Girlwife have 100 fans, I'm one of them.
If the General and Girlwife have 1 fan, it's me.
If the General and Girlwife have no fans, it's because I'm no longer here.
(Ty for this wonderful story, and this is also a plea for a wedding night drabble please and ty 💜)
you cannot know how happy this comment made me, just laughing and giggling like a teen, here's your Drabble - I genuinely didn't even proofread this one- enjoy!
Warnings: fluff, implied sexy stuff, mostly just romantic wedding stuff. (took some liberties because I really have no idea what ancient Roman weddings were like)
Masterlist series masterlist
-
The house buzzes like a hive, attendants and slaves rush around the villa, finishing their last minute tasks for the wedding and despite there being months of preparation it still feels wrong to not participate. It feels wrong to be tended to.
“May I know where he is?” You ask the older woman fussing at your hair, every second she spends on it weighs you down, flowers have been threaded through it, a crown of blooms that make you smell like a garden.
“He is preparing for the wedding, Domina. Just now I imagine they are oiling his skin and dressing him in his finery for the ceremony.” She smiles, patting your shoulder, “he is eager, I can promise you that.”
“Is he? I confess, my belly flutters and my nerves are shredded.” You huff out a nervous laugh, struggling to keep your cool in all of the layers. A fine dress draped with heavy, snow white fabric. Your arms are laden with the gifts he’d sent, heavy golden bracelets and intricate armbands coiled around three times over. Your ears are heavy with dark blue stones, a necklace to match at your neck. Your fingers press at the heavy thing just at your throat and you take a deep breath.
You haven’t seen him since the night before, the two of you falling asleep, exhausted after a day of preparations. You’d hoped to see him in the morning, to gain some comfort to take with you through the day but he had been gone. The older woman had greeted you instead, a tray heavy-laden with food as well as a host of other women sent to bathe and prepare you for your wedding day.
When you finally see him, he looks nothing short of regal, an Emperor dripping in white and gold and ordained by the Gods themselves. His eyes are soft when they land upon you, focused, and completely enraptured. He doesn’t look away.
Everything falls away when you finally stand before him, when his hands grasp yours. You follow along, barely cognizant of anything except him, barely aware of the witnesses, of the people who cheer and clap and when he presses his mouth to yours, soft and sweet you smile and grip him tight.
The feast after is a dream. It is a cloud on which you both rest and focus on nothing but each other. Perhaps as a girl, late at night in your dreams you imagined a wedding, a man who would choose you above all others and give you a home and a family. Never was it like this, even in the uncharted land of hope and romance where anything could happen, this felt like too much. This beautiful, loving, devoted man surpassed any fantasy you might have had.
Your face warms under his eye, nervous despite all you’ve been through with him. He smiles wide, his dimple on display as he feeds you from his hand, your heart races when he eats from yours. This is the happiest he’s been, that brutal man who’d kept to himself has been replaced with a man that laughs, someone soft and warm, a man that holds your hand to his chest, a husband, a protector.
He whispers his devotion throughout the feast, he pulls your chair close to his, drapes his arm around your shoulder because he cannot be close enough.
People you recognize, and some you don’t congratulate you, extol his virtues and praise the Gods on the good fortune that has befallen the house of Acacius. They offer to make sacrifices, that your house should fill with children and although your heart sinks, you thank them. Marcus squeezes at your shoulder, a wordless reassurance and he also thanks them for their kind words.
When at last he takes you to bed, your nerves are calm. You smile brightly when he slips your robes off with practiced hands, the jewels and gold he must have spent a fortune on are taken off and placed within their box, his smile is smaller, but it warms you like the sun. Your hands join in, divesting him of his layers until you both stand nude, bathed in candlelight. He leaves the flowers in your hair when he loves you and you fall asleep amongst a storm of petals.
-
#pedro pascal#pedro pascal fanfiction#marcus acacius#julesanswers#general acacius#general marcus acacius#pedro pascal gladiator#acacius#gladiator ll#marcus acacius x reader#marcus acacius x you#marcus acacius fanfiction#marcus acacius x female reader
65 notes
·
View notes
Text
In love with you - part 8
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/01ab2c34ec95c2155aeb54242a67a3b1/ad5824822701d50d-2a/s540x810/44769d4a5ccfc23e13f78ec784388952e113e7fd.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/7a6d3b5fb166a0ccc3e84f8da6a60f07/ad5824822701d50d-10/s400x600/1d175cf7a1c0d20b22ceb18ce8f9dde5cddb1952.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/50822f6d95521d941e8989c7a013ef55/ad5824822701d50d-ec/s540x810/6dba8d484a49f80f991da72cafa976b40bb49f97.jpg)
Pairing: Powder x fem!reader
Warnings: friends to lovers, SMUT, kissing, fluff
Synopsis: Powder had been your best friend for years, the two of you met when she was running from the cops when she and her brothers broke into and blew up an apartment in Piltover and you helped them escape. What you never imagined, is that the love of your life was always right there in front of you…
A/N: This is a fic about Powder from the alternate universe, it has nothing to do with Jinx.
🌟 English is not my first language, so I apologize if there are any mistakes.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7
💙 @brocoliisscared @bbybubbles @cattjull
“She was with me,” you heard Powder’s husky voice behind you, her eyes darting over Gert’s hand - the one that was invading your space and practically on your shoulder - before she sat back down next to you. Gert must have noticed because she quickly lowered her hand and crossed her arms. The atmosphere became a little tense and Gert smiled a little awkwardly before saying, “oh… wait, you two… really?” You blushed a little and you and Powder nodded. “Wow, I would never have guessed that… well, um… I’m sorry I didn’t know.” she said awkwardly. “Oh no, don’t worry about it,” you said gently. “Excuse me, I have to start my shift,” Gert said trying to sound as normal as possible and gave you one last look before leaving, making Powder roll her eyes.
“Half a minute,” Powder said when Gert left. You looked at her a little confused, “what?”, you laughed a little. Powder was putting the pancake on her plate and raised her head to look at you, “oh well… every time we went out anywhere, there was always someone who came to court you and it was usually when I left you alone and I always counted how long you were alone until someone came to talk to you… the longest time was four minutes and twenty-four seconds, believe it or not”. Your eyes widened and then laughed, “are you serious?”. Powder agreed laughing a little. “God, you should have used those minutes to come talk to me, I would have liked it”, you smiled. It seemed so easy now with you talking like that, but Powder didn't want you to remind her of the time she wasted, “Y/n eat yours pancakes”, she said laughing which made you laugh too and kiss her cheek.
“Morning sunshine, you are not a dawn, but you make the morning light shine in my heart”, Mylo said bowing to you. “Give it a rest, man,” Claggor said in a monotone voice, sitting facing Powder, who rolled her eyes as she brought the cup of coffee to her mouth. You, on the other hand, forced a smile without showing your teeth, “Mylo, I already told you that you’re a terrible flirt,” you said, giving his arm a little push. “One day you won’t be able to resist my charm anymore,” he said, sitting facing you, next to Claggor.
“Seriously man, I thought the height of your self-humiliation was trying to kiss her yesterday,” Claggor said as he sipped his coffee. “You what?” Powder looked at him with a frown. Mylo and Claggor looked at her confused by her behavior, but then Claggor looked at you and get what was happening. “Wait, you two?” he said pointing at you and Powder. “They what?”, Mylo asked, still oblivious. You and Powder looked at each other to see which one of you would talk and laughed a little. “Ok, Powder and I have deepened our friendship”, you said smiling and looked at her. “Really? Well actually I kind of knew,” Claggor said. “What? I guess I didn’t quite get it,” Mylo said in a shaky voice. “They’re dating, you idiot,” Claggor replied and you placed your hand over Powder’s hand and she intertwined your fingers with hers. Mylo was looking at the two of you in disbelief, this couldn’t be true, “you’re lying, this is some kind of prank, right?”.
Powder rolled her eyes, you tried not to laugh and said, “no lie, we are…”, before you could finish speaking Powder turned your face to her and when you realized it she slammed her lips on yours. Of course you weren't expecting it and you were a little embarrassed to kiss her for the first time in public like that, but you returned the kiss and quickly separated your lips from hers, a slight blush highlighting your cheeks.
Mylo stood there, staring at the two of you with his jaw dropped and eyes wide open, and you laughed a little. “I wish you wouldn’t try to kiss her again, Mylo,” Powder asked in a calm voice, but he couldn’t answer because he was still in a trance. You and Powder? You had dated Claggor a year ago and now you were dating Powder. That didn’t make sense. He was the heartthrob. How could you resist his charms? Claggor looked at him with a mocking smile and patted his head, “React, idiot… once again you lost to Powder… I told you so”, he said laughing a little. “Ouch! What? No… no, y/n is just confused,” he said with his chest puffed out and chin raised then he looked at you and raised his eyebrows. Powder gave him an irritated look and rolled her eyes, at the same time he scowled at her and crossed his arms.
“Ok wait, did you know?” Powder asked Claggor. He lifted his face to look at her, “I knew you liked her, but not that she liked you back.” Powder frowned, “but I never told you anything… I think everyone already knew love,” she said, pushing the plate away and wrapping her left arm around your neck. “Mylo didn’t know,” you scoffed and he gave you a grimace. “Ok, I think it’s time to clear some things up…”, Claggor cleared his throat, “I figured this out when we started dating and Powder didn’t talk to me for a month and how she avoided being around when you were with me…”, you tilted your head and frowned, you started to remember this as he spoke and now everything really made sense.
“… and that’s the real reason I broke up with you,” she finished. You frowned, “seriously? You know, I never bought that whole “it’s not you, it’s me” thing, that’s not a good reason to break up with someone and Powder didn’t tell me anything,” you looked at her. “I didn’t know what to tell you about it, I wasn’t talking to him and I was mad at him, but now that I know, it was nice what you did for me,” she smiled softly at him. He raised his arms, “you’re my sister.” Mylo frowned and said with a mouthful of pancakes, “Guys, you’re okay with this, right? No hard feelings, right?” You looked at each other, “Sure,” the three of you replied together.
“So that’s why you never talked to me about Claggor,” you said quietly, just to Powder. “I was just acting like it wasn’t happening… I didn’t want to know that you two were having se…”, she couldn’t believe she almost said it out loud, “… oh no, you two don't…”, she looked at you with narrowed eyes, you wrinkled your nose and smiled awkwardly. Powder’s eyes widened, “better not to answer, right?”, you agreed. “No, no… shh”, she shook her head, trying not to think about it anymore.
You laughed a little and leaned in to kiss her cheek, who placed a small kiss on your lips. “We’re fine, but I think someone got upset,” Claggor said, looking behind you. You and Powder followed his gaze and turned your heads to see Ekko sitting in a corner with Benzo. He was looking at the two of you with a sad look and when he saw that the four of you looked at him suddenly, he became embarrassed and looked away. “You need to talk to him,” you said, with your hand on Powder’s arm.
˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁
You came home right after breakfast, you were determined to tell your parents about you and Powder. This wasn't something you did, you usually didn't talk about your relationships with your parents. They knew about your relationship with Cait, but she was just a mistake. You arrived at the penthouse of the building you lived in and as soon as you got out of the elevator, you came across your parents in the living room. Your mother was sitting on the couch with a cup of tea in her hand, while your father was in the armchair behind her reading about the epic and majestic party he had thrown the night before.
Your mother had a frown on her face and a rigid jaw, she gave you a stern look and adjusted her blouse, something she always did when she was angry or irritated. “Morning mom, dad…” you said, passing by them to go up to your room. “Y/n, come back here right now”, she said imposingly with a harsh voice. You huffed and rolled your eyes, “Ok, spill it,” you said dismissively. “Hear me out, I’m going to be straight with you… if you didn’t go to our party yesterday because you were going to stay here studying, why weren’t you in your room when we got home in the middle of the night? And don’t even tell me that you were with some of your friends because they were all at the party,” she tilted her head and looked at you with narrowed eyes.
“I was studying, but… I went to Viktor’s, he was helping me, since we finished very late I ended up sleeping in the spare room he has in his house.” You were usually a better liar, but she caught you off guard and if she knew that you swapped their party for the party in Zaun you would be screwed. Viktor was your mentor and you knew he didn’t go to parties, so this was the best thing you could come up with. “Did you go to study dressed like that?” Yeah, it looks like she caught you… you took a deep breath and rolled your eyes. “Stop it, I already know you were at the suburban party,” she said dismissively, “Marcus saw you.” You frowned and said in a raised voice, “Are you spying on me?!”
“I can’t believe you skipped our party to go to a sleazy party in the undercity.” You rolled your eyes and shook your head, “I’d rather go to a thousand "sleazy" parties in the undercity than stay here with you guys,” you said, angry at what she had just said. You could see the fury burning in her eyes, she took a deep breath before speaking, “I spoke to Caitlyn Kiramman, she told me she hoped you would have gone last night, she really likes you.” You hesitated at that and took a deep breath, “um… mom.” “So now you’ve started ignoring her too?” your mother interrupted you, “why didn’t you answer her calls?”
“I have nothing to talk to her about, we broke up,” you said, crossing your arms and looking down. “I think you two should talk,” your mother looked at your father before speaking, “Your father and I talked to her parents and they would also really like for us to be able to unite our families someday, that’s why we’re going to have dinner at the Kirammans’ house tonight.” You raised your arms and practically screamed, “WHAT?! Are you completely crazy? Mom, she cheated on me with that garden gnome and I don’t feel anything for Caitlyn anymore,” you said with a choked voice, holding back tears.
“Everyone makes mistakes… that’s why we’re going to this dinner, so you two can talk and sort things out. As for your feelings for her, that changes over time and… I didn’t love your father when I started dating him either, the feelings came much later, didn’t I, dear?��, she asked him. Your father looked up from the newspaper he was reading, “oh yes, yes… of course”, he said indifferently and went back to reading. You looked at him with a frown and shook your head, were you really listening to that? “Dad?! oh for God's sake”, you rolled your eyes and giggled in indignation.
“Y/n, Caitlyn Kiramman is a great catch, she has a great chance of being the next sheriff and with Cassandra’s influence and our family name you could be part of the council one day… you have to understand that love is not included in the package, that’s the stuff of fairy tales, sweetheart”. Your muscles were tense from the anger you were feeling towards her at that moment, you were looking at him with your chin up and narrowed eyes, “I’m not you mommy, the last thing I want is to be like you… I’m not going to that dinner”, you said emphasizing that.
Your mother stood up and straightened her blouse again. She walked over to you, breathing heavily, and spoke in a cold, imposing voice, “I was going easy on you, but that was the last time you disrespected me. It’s time for you to grow up and stop hanging out with your little friends from the undercity. It’s time for you to start thinking about your future and what’s best for you. You’re going to this dinner tonight, and you better not disobey me or you’ll regret it. Do you hear me?”
Your eyes were watery, but you stood your ground, you weren't going to give her the pleasure of seeing you cry in front of her. You were staring at her with your eyes half closed and your chin up and your nose in the air, you gave her a defiant smile, "You're the one who's going to regret forcing me," you said in a calm and threatening voice. She tilted her head and crossed her arms, glaring at you. You forced a smile and looked at her one more time before leaving, looking at your father too who was looking at you over his reading glasses.
˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖ 𐙚 ˖ ݁𖥔 ݁
You climbed the spiral staircase to your room with tears already streaming down your face. You arrived in your room and one of the maids was tidying it up. “Please leave,” she gave you a worried look and you smiled at her. She immediately left you alone, closing the door. You threw your bag on the armchair and sat on your bed, hiding your face in your hands and crying your eyes out.
You had the perfect plan to get back at your mom, so you grabbed your phone and left Powder a voicemail.
“Hey babe, it’s me… um I have dinner tonight, do you want to go with me? I miss you already, call me. Love you.”
You took a deep breath and threw yourself on the bed, staring at the ceiling. If your mother wanted you to go to that damn dinner so badly, you would go. But you would go with the person you loved, the person you wanted to plan your future with…
Guys, do you think I should continue?
#arcane#jinx arcane#jinx x reader#jinx x y/n#jinx league of legends#powder arcane#powder x reader#jinx#jinx x you#lesbian#powder x jinx#jinx x fem!reader#jinx posting#jinx lol#jinx smut
74 notes
·
View notes
Text
cws & notes. fluff. post-timeskip. iwaizumi hajime x gn!reader, + special guest appearances from the seijoh 4 because i love them. 800+ words.
“Wait. Wait a second.” Oikawa squints at you, then at Iwaizumi, then back at you again. “Something's different.”
“First time we see you in almost a year, and you're already acting weird.” Iwaizumi rolls his eyes, pulling out two chairs for you both to sit down. “Nothing's different.”
“Glad to see leaving Japan hasn't changed you, Oikawa.” You chime in, sliding into your seat. It was a nice little cafe, not too crowded, but not empty either. The table Oikawa had chosen was tucked away in the back, right by a window overlooking the street, giving you a perfect opportunity to watch the people walking by.
“No.... no, something is definitely off.” Oikawa looks over to the other two occupied seats, searching for some sort of agreement from his companions. “You two see it, don't you? Something has definitely changed since our last meet-up.”
“Our last meet-up was last September. I think it would be weirder if we hadn't changed a little since then,” Matsukawa laughs, waving him off. “I mean, look at Makki's haircut.”
Hanamaki looks thoughtful for a moment, nodding at Oikawa. “Nah, I think he's got a point. You two seem a little—Wait, what do you mean? What's wrong with my hair, asshole?”
“Hey, I didn't say it was bad! Just... different.”
“So, different in a good way?”
“Uh... sure, if that's what you want to go with.”
“You—”
“This isn't about Makki's hair!” Oikawa interrupts, pointing an accusing finger towards Iwaizumi. He looks up from the menu in his hands, glaring back at Oikawa. “It's about them. Something happened between you two, didn't it?”
“Maybe they got engaged.” Hanamaki suggests.
“They have to be dating before they get engaged.” Matsukawa pauses, realization on his face. “Wait, is that it? Did you guys actually start dating? Do I owe Makki ¥2000?”
“You're all imagining things.” Iwaizumi says bluntly. “Now, are we going to order or not?”
Oikawa's suspicion doesn't waver, but the mention of food distracts him enough to begrudgingly let the topic go. He waves over a waitress, ordering drinks and snacks for the whole table. Once she is gone, the conversation shifts to Matsukawa's work, then Hanamaki's lack of work, then everything Oikawa has been up to in Argentina.
Throughout the visit, you sit back and relax, chiming in with your own anecdotes and comments every now and then. For the most part, you keep quiet, content with listening to your friends as they catch up. Ever since graduation, when you all went your separate ways, reunions with all five of you were few and far between, so you were just happy to be together once again.
You barely notice the time passing at all, until Oikawa is five-minutes deep into a rant about his new team. Iwaizumi looks at his watch and balks, standing up from his seat.
“It's already five.” He says, cutting off Oikawa's voice. “I gotta get going soon.”
“Me too,” You sigh.
“Already?” Matsukawa groans.
“Both of you?” Hanamaki asks, raising an eyebrow. “You have plans you'd like to share?”
“He's my ride home.” You shrug, gathering up your things. “It was great seeing you guys though. We'll have to hang out again when you're all free.”
After your goodbyes, the two of you leave the cafe and walk the short distance to Iwaizumi's car. Once you're alone, you settle into a comfortable silence, accompanied by the quiet sounds of the city in the background. Without your friends' scrutinizing gaze, Iwaizumi walks a little closer to you, until your shoulders lightly brush. The slight touch sends a shiver down your spine, but you make no effort to move away.
“So, Oikawa seems to think something is up.” You say casually, watching Iwaizumi frown at the mention of his friend.
“He can think whatever he wants to think.” He rolls his eyes, holding open the side door of his car. “We don't owe him anything.”
“We do have to tell them at some point, don't we?” You continue, as you climbed into the passenger seat. “You of all people should know he's not going to shut up about it until we do.”
“Of course I know that.” Iwaizumi grumbled, as soon as he was sat in his own seat.
“So...?”
“So what?” He adjusts his mirrors, glancing over at you.
“Is he right?” There's a smile tugging at the corner of your lips. It's clear you find it much more amusing than he does. You lean closer, whispering the words like they're a grand secret. “Is something different, Hajime?”
Iwaizumi shakes his head a little, but can't hide the small smirk on his face. His hand reaches out to grasp your chin, tilting your face upwards so he can press a slow, sweet kiss to your lips. As he leans back, there's a light pink dusting his cheeks. “I don't know. Has something changed?”
You laugh lightly, savouring the taste of his lips on your own. “Nope. Nothing at all.”
do not copy, repost, translate or use my work to train ai. reblogs are appreciated <3
#💌 : written with love !#odysseyofsaia#haikyu x reader#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#iwaizumi x reader#iwaizumi hajime x reader#hajime iwaizumi x reader#iwaizumi fluff#haikyuu fluff
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
pose for me.
pairing : non idol!jake + fem!reader . genre : fluff . cw : kissing and make out (kinda) . wc : 3.1K
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/892ccc6d8037fbb27162659eb937c380/4d276cdac495b99d-25/s540x810/f0459fa0559006db3047ac31d422cc467c0d05d6.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/937b397a27596abcef70b84847bde073/4d276cdac495b99d-aa/s540x810/37c6e2501f5413accb44824568d1d15cba735552.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/1fb2cc87bb4d1414f89f0d251d5a0b9e/4d276cdac495b99d-17/s540x810/082a1d32d675e5e5fe8e921ba5a41d7e359234be.jpg)
check my other works ₊⊹⁀➴ masterlist
synopsis — late night ride with your boyfriend.
uri's note — had this draft for the longest time fr :| is actually inspired by the second pic ! he looks so good lord .. hope u enjoy babies <3
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/abb3262af21a281445a7647524cd509f/4d276cdac495b99d-24/s540x810/78baef3d50a667bdaeaa75da18648145887abd75.jpg)
“Are we there yet?” — You asked while laying in the backseat of your boyfriend's car, Jake. Since Jake got his driver's license it was pretty common, more like a routine, for you both to go on late night drives through the city. You loved to watch the city lights through the car windows, when the sun had already seated and the stars decorated the sky.
“We are almost there babe, i swear” — He answered, watching you through the rearview mirror as you admired the scenery. Jake knew how much you love the night, that's why he started planning these kinds of ‘dates’. And he also loved seeing your smiley face every time he asks you to go on a ride. Both of you win.
Some time later Jake parked his car. The first time you both went on a night ride you found a kind of secret place and decided that, since then, that spot was your spot. It was kind of a lookout, there were some benches and a few lights that illuminated the space.
“Baby turn around for a second please” — You asked him, as you opened the camera app in your phone and pointed at him. You always thought that your boyfriend was the most attractive boy you've ever seen in your life, but there is something about tonight that made him three times prettier than he already was.
That night he decided to tie his hair up in a man bun and he chose a simple but cool fit. That plus the street light illuminating his perfect face created a prettier scenery than the one you've seen during the ride.
When you called his name he turned his head immediately, posing as soon as he saw you pointing your phone at him. He knew how much you loved taking pictures of him, it was kind of a muscle memory at this point.
“Let me see it” — He pleaded as soon as you put your phone down. “Not a chance, this one is for my personal enjoyment” — You answered, pressing your phone against your chest.
He smirked at you. “Since you won't let me see it i might have to take matters into my own hands” — and with that he jumped to the backseat of his car, trapping you between him and the door you were laying into. He started tickling you, trying to take your phone away from your grip.
But little by little both of your laughs and his attempts to see the picture died, you found Jake looking at him with the most lovestruck gaze that he's ever looked at you. He helped you sit correctly on the seats, and he took the spot next to you.
His fingers played with yours that were resting on your thighs, none of you able to take your eyes of each other. “How can i be this lucky” — He said, letting out a sigh. You blushed as his words, little did he know that you feel the same way.
How can a boy as magnificent as him fall in love with you, it was something that you would never understand.
You didn't answer, in fact you decided to close the gap between you two kissing him softly. Both of his hands were now placed in your waist while yours snaked around his neck pulling him even closer if it was possible.
He slowly guided you to sit on his lap, his hands were now placed on your hips tracing round shapes with his thumbs. The kiss became a bit intense, he bit your under lip letting it go with a plop.
You slightly pulled away, not wanting to make much space between the two of you since the last thing you wanted right now was being apart from him. “I am the looking one by the way. Imagine dating the most caring, loving and hottest guy in the world like — you clicked your tongue — I might win this one because of you” You took his face with one of your hands, squishing his cheeks and making his lips pout.
He chuckled and took the hand that was on his face. Not long after that he pulled you again into a kiss, it's been seconds since he last kissed you but Jake already missed your warm and plump lips on his.
Let's say this night drive was a success and now he is even more excited to drive you everywhere if this was going to be his reward.
tag list: @layzfy @laylasbunbunny @yuminako (open ; send an ask to be added)
#— my work 📑#enhypen#jake#enhypen jake#sim jaeyun#enhypen x female reader#enhypen x reader#enhypen soft hours#enhypen soft thoughts#enhypen fluff#enhypen au#enhypen oneshots#enhypen scenarios#enhypen drabbles#jake x reader#jake x female reader#jake soft hours#jake soft thoughts#jake fluff#jake au#jake oneshot#jake suggestive#jake scenarios#jake drabble#enhypen heeseung#enhypen jay#enhypen sunghoon#enhypen sunoo#enhypen jungwon#enhypen ni ki
33 notes
·
View notes
Note
sjjaka gimme some making out with chris and taking his glasses off and making him babble away because he's getting so flustered 😵💫😵💫
GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET TWIRLING MY HAIR
I was so excited to write this ask. genuinely sedate me.. i need this fucking dork.
.✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭
Chris Hartley x GN! Reader
✭ Sloppy makeout, mild dry humping, lowkey could be a 2 parter??, he wants you so bad, clumsy chris, he’s a dork in a hot way, improper care of glasses idfk
.✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭
making out with chris is literally always gonna be needy… like he kisses you (and himself) fucking BREATHLESS.
imagine a desperate makeout sesh with chris, your back is pressed against his pillows, he’s sorta clumsily half-on-top of you, your hands on the nape of his neck/messing with his hair (even though he’s probs gonna be a little grumpy about it later, it’s fine!!!) and his on your face or the back of your head like he can fucking get his lips any more on yours??
his knee is between your legs, fucking raging boner brushing up against you every now and then, and it’s LIIITERALLY fuckinf heaven, except for the way those stupid (stupid sexy) glasses knocking up against your nose every now and then!! sooo… you take matters into your own hands, duh! it’s gonna take the force of fucking god to pry his lips off of yours rn unless you pull back.
you pull back, and he’s panting.. his cheeks flushed and his breaths a little extra shaky and raspy, stammering out a little “oh- fuck- uh- hey- hi, baby-“ between breaths, feeling you grab those damn glasses off of his face makes kim laugh all breathlessly. “alright- o-okay, uh- hi again-“ when his vision goes in, then out, then half-in when you take his glasses off, half-assedly nudging them onto the nightstand and praying they aren’t gonna like. fall off. and get broken.
idk either way, the second they’re off and your attention is back on him, yall are RIGHT on back to where you were, your lips on his, while he prays to god he doesn’t fucking fumble and annihilate you his body weight every time you brush against his fucking hard on?!!!!
.✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭
tldr: this fucker is clumsy and nervous and wants you so fucking bad
💋 Taglist ↳ @boom-butterflyeffect @brwnbnny @l0relaii @admirationandromantics @spaceycat
.✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭ .✭
#🍒#ask#chris hartley#until dawn#chris x reader#chris until dawn#until dawn smut#until dawn hcs#anon ask#smut hcs#multifandom writer#chris hartley smut#chris until dawn smut#chris hartley imagines#until dawn chris x reader#until dawn chris
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
The car ride is silent—dangerously so. His hands grip the steering wheel tight, jaw set, eyes locked on the road, but you can feel the heat rolling off him in waves. You push your luck, shifting in your seat, letting the hem of your dress ride up just a little more, just enough for him to notice.
He does.
His knuckles turn white, and that muscle in his jaw ticks. His possessiveness always simmers beneath the surface, but tonight, you poured gasoline over it. Letting another man get too close, laughing a little too sweetly at a joke that wasn’t even funny, brushing your fingers over someone’s arm like you didn’t already belong to him.
So now he says nothing. And somehow, that’s even better.
“Are you mad?” you ask, tilting your head, voice teasing, knowing exactly what you’re doing.
He doesn’t answer. Just flicks his eyes toward you.
That’s fine. You like a challenge.
Your gaze drops, tracing the shape of him beneath his slacks, the way his pants strained left little to the imagination, and you bit your lip, heat pooling low in your stomach. He catches you looking, and his breath comes out sharper, hands tightening on the wheel.
“Stop” he mutters, but there’s no real authority behind it.
You bite your lip. “What?”
The corner of his mouth twitches, like he’s debating whether to punish you with silence or pull over and make you regret every second of your little game. His patience snaps first.
The car jerks to the side, tires skidding slightly as he pulls into a secluded area off the road. The moment the engine shuts off, he’s turning to you, fingers curling around your thigh, thumb pressing in just enough to make your breath hitch.
“You think it’s funny, teasing me like that?” His voice is rough, thick with barely restrained control.
“You’re hot when you’re mad.” You say it without shame, letting your eyes drag down the length of him again, lingering on his lap.
Something in him breaks.
He tugs you forward with ease, pulling you onto his lap, your knees pressing into the seat on either side of him. His hands grip your hips, rough and demanding, dragging you down so you can feel all of him, thick and heavy beneath you.
Your dress rides up, pooling around your thighs, and his hands waste no time slipping beneath it, fingers pressing into your skin, possessive, claiming. You barely have a second to process the shift before his lips are on your throat, teeth grazing, breath fanning, sucking a mark too close to your chin and low from your face that will be impossible to hide.
You shudder, fingers threading through his hair, but he isn’t done.
A hand slides up your back, tugging at the zipper of your dress, he pulled the fabric down your shoulders, exposing more skin to his hungry gaze.
His palms cupped your breasts, fingers teasing over sensitive peaks before his lips replaced them, warm and wet, sending a jolt of heat straight to your core. you arch into him, pressing yourself closer, chasing more.
His teeth scrape against your collarbone, and before you can let out a full whimper, a sharp smack lands on your ass.
You jolt, a soft gasp leaving your lips, and his smirk is nothing short of sinful. “Now is when you want to behave?” he asks, voice teasing.
Your only answer is the way your hips roll against him, feeling how hard he is beneath you. Oh, how much he wants to wreck you for every second you made him jealous tonight. He grips your hips, guiding you, forcing you to move just how he wants, shifting your weight, he maneuvered you onto one of his thighs, pressing his hands against your hips.
The pressure against your core made you whimper, and he guided you, slow and deliberate, making you move against him.
The windows fog. The air turns thick.
And the way he looks at you? Like he’s going to leave proof of his name on every inch of your skin?
You think maybe, riling him up was the best decision you’ve ever made.
#joonghyuk#dokja#dazai#chuuya#jayce#toji#gojo#geto#levi ackerman#caleb#thoma#genshin#love and deepspace#genshin x reader#jjk#bsd#anime#anime x reader#geto suguru#dokja kim#arcane x reader#nanami#kinda cliche#lol#its so overrated but i still like it as ive never experenced lol#oda?#oda#ango sakaguchi#tetchō suehiro
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
The second part of my self-indulgent Jayce smokes sadly on the balcony drabble. Truly, this man can not be written without a desperate longing for his lab partner. Small CW for a small reference of Jayce's canon attempt.
-
The balcony door clicks closed. Jayce feels his throat close along with it.
The freezing air wraps like a wreath around the soft brown hair of his partner, puffs of white smoke from his lips. Puffs of white smoke from Jayce's. Despite everything, all he wants is to know what it tastes like if those clouds meet in the middle.
Despite everything, he wants to press his palm back to the side of his throat for the entirety of whatever was to come. He wants to feel the words Viktor was about to press into the distance between them. If they are to be seperated, deathly final and with a flourish, Jayce wishes he could enscribe each syllable to the harsh callouses on his fingers.
Dramatic, Caitlyn would tease him.
Viktor, despite the surely audible thrash of Jayce's fast beating heart, simply sits and does not speak for several minutes. He stares forward, his eyes focused in a way Jayce knew that he was not on this balcony. Not really. He was a million miles away, dissecting and ripping apart something with his teeth. Savoring each mouthful before he would even think to bring it to Jayce. So he waits, like he always does.
He busies himself with straightening out the mess he made. The one he can at least. The ash tray, now chipped but intact, returns to its spot on the small side table. He scoots his chair back into the position it was before and tosses the chip of glass from the tray into the small trash can where he throws his cigarette butts. It is finished woefully fast and Viktor still isn't looking at him.
He lights another cigarette, angling his chair away from Viktor and blowing the thick smoke out over the side of the balcony. The freezing wind whips it away and ushers it off to better things. His sighs through his teeth. This was stupid. He should just shatter this silence between them. He usually does whenever he messes up bad enough for Viktor to have to gut and clean the imagined Jayce in his head. Looking for clues in the bloodied carcass of his imagined partner of how he could be so stupid. Usually, Viktor would give up, hands buried deep in his spectral innards and demand that Jayce give him the taste of the real thing. And Jayce does, every time.
Jayce would let Viktor rip him open from sternum to hip hone. Would let him dig through as he pleases, caress organs and sinew with the methodical care only Viktor is capable of. Precise and calculated movements, laced with warmth and that small smile Jayce loves so dearly.
Jayce wants to scream 'tell me what to do and I'll do it. I would tear myself apart to keep you warm'.
He keeps his goddamn mouth shut and takes another drag.
"I hate that you got an apartment with a balcony."
The silence stretched for so long, the statement said so briskly that Jayce once again startles.
He huffs a humorless laugh, smoke bleeding through his lips as he repsonds.
"Come on, Vik. You know I'm too dramatic to settle for my own balcony."
"That's not funny."
"It's a little cold to be funny. What did you need? I know you need something. You got that look in your eye like your knee deep in my fucking brain stem." Viktor doesn't turn his head but his eyes shift, giving him an incredulous side eye like Jayce should have no idea that he does that. Feeling bold, Jayce steadily meets his sideways gaze, dares him to deny the assessment.
"I can guess but I always prefer to get my dress downs directly from your mouth." This makes the side of Viktor's mouth quirk. Jayce almost hopes he takes the bait that statement creates. At least it would make this conversation more bearable.
He doesn't.
"What you said." The pause afterward makes Jayce want to tear his hair out. God, he could feel that this conversation was going to be a sputtering engine. Roaring to life and then choking out black smoke, stuttering to a stop in painful stalls.
"You can't just," he bites down onto his lower lip, running it between his teeth before releasing it, "say things like that."
Jayce wishes Viktor would take him between his teeth. Leave dents and marks in him until Viktor was satisfied.
"But it was cruel of me to send you away like that. I apologize."
Cruel is how Viktor still hasn't fully looked at him. Cruel is the unsteady breath Jayce is taking and the pinprick of tears behind his eyes. Cruel is the freezing night air that rushes in the space between their bodies.
The conversation sputters black smoke.
Finally, after one long drag, Jayce rubs his temple and manages to push the words out, "Okay, well, thanks for that. And I am sorry that I made you uncomfortable. I'll keep my feelings to myself from now on."
Viktor seems to crumble in on himself at that. The side of his face looks pained which confuses Jayce. Is this conversation not a continuation of the rejection he received last night? What did Viktor want from this? It certainly wasn't what Jayce just said.
He could feel the cogs slipping in the machine but he couldn't see where it was misaligned. He needed to tear the hatch cover off, get his hands dirty, and potentially mangled in the process.
Well, if there's anything Jayce is good at, it was certainly throwing himself into the blazing heat of forward motion. What were a couple more scars anyway.
"Why does it make you so uncomfortable? Is it truly so horrible that I feel this way for you?" He meant to sound firm, maybe even stern. Instead he sounds petulant, small. The last part of the sentence whispered with a mortifying crack in his voice. He also realizes he hasn't said what he means. Not really. He knows his eyes poured out the truth like a weeping wound, staining Viktor and the couch below them both. But there is a misaligned cog here.
"Viktor, I-"
"I can't." Black smoke, a click of a tongue in frustration, the restart of the engine, "You can't play with me like this, Jayce. You can't look at me like all the hookups you sweep off their feet in bars. I can't be that for you." It was his turn for his voice to drop down into quiet and small. The voice crack sending painful shivers down Jayce's spine.
The statement is so confusing to him at first that he simply stays still for a second, his cigarette dropping ash between his thighs. Can't be that for you and all the hookups you sweep off their feet.
What?
"What?" The misaligned cog in the conversation catches him in the meat of his thumb, ripping out a chunk and sending his heart into a painful squeeze.
"You think that I- oh gods Viktor please look at me."
Finally, oh finally, Viktor turns and his molten honey gaze burns into Jayce. If he was a funeral pyre, Jayce would light the wood himself.
"You think I want a quick, messy fuck?" He huffs out a laugh at the thought. Gods, no. Jayce wanted to bash his skull open and leave his cerebrum as an offering at Viktor's feet.
"Well it makes the most logical sense. You were inebriated and looking at me like-" he clears his throat awkwardly, "like you wanted to eat me alive. After all these years? Of me quietly- well it made the most sense. And I got, emotional. Angry." He shakes his head as if this was the most ridiculous part of the situation, him being angry at Jayce.
"Quietly what, Viktor."
"Please, Jayce."
"Quietly what?"
The wind stills, as if holdings its breath along with the two men on the balcony. Jayce was and always will be reckless.
Jayce slides down onto his knees, the cold ground immediately biting through his jeans and into the bone. He puts his hands forward, clasped as if in prayer, onto Viktor's lap. When the other man startles and looks down at him with a wild look in his eye, Jayce slips his prayers between them, grabbing firmly onto Viktor's hands. His breath, tinged with cigarette smoke and the heat of his emotions boiling over in his stomach, puffs up into the face of the man he's so desperately in love with.
"I am in love with you. So painfully, so wholly that those words aren't enough. If I could tear out my heart and let you inspect it for defects, for a lie, I would. If I could carve your every breath into my ribs, I would. Whatever you want. Whatever you need." He shifts on the ground, pain pulsing up from his right knee. A crunching noise reaches past the pulse pounding in his ears, and he realizes that there was a tiny shard of glass under that knee. He hopes the wound scars.
"I don't care what you have 'quietly' been feeling this whole time. If it's a fraction of what I feel or simply tolerance. I don't care. I'm done folding this away and trying to be normal. I will be whatever you want me to be. A lover, a partner only in the lab, your bed warmer on cold nights. Whatever you want. If I could hand over my soul for you, I would"
As soon as he finishes his dramatic speech, he realizes he means it. More than anything, he means it. He feels insane. He is insane. Those are insane words to say to someone, no matter how entwined you are with them. Despite this, he wants to say more. Needs to say more.
"I don't want to eat you alive." Jayce presses a kiss reverently to Viktor's red tinged knuckles. "I want you to eat me alive."
Black smoke clears, the engine clicks into gear. Viktor's hand snakes out from Jayce's grip and latches onto his chin, a mirror of last night but flipped on its head. Last nights grip was stilling, horrifying, causing him to beg for forgiveness before even knowing the sin. Instead, this touch was electrifying, a potential. A spark for a wildfire that Jayce's mouth stretches open to catch on his tongue. Viktor's thumb sweeps to the side, catching on his lower lip and staying there like it was always meant to.
"You mean it." His mouth is apage in awe, his breath ghosting past his lips and puffing over Jayce's face. "Fuck, you really mean it, Jayce."
And like god sending rain down to parched earth, Viktor presses his freezing, chapped lips to Jayce's. The spark alights on Jayce's teeth and burns through him in a blink of an eye, a gasped breath pushed against a closed mouth.
The kiss descends quickly from the press of lips Viktor might have meant it to be into Jayce desperately angling his head upwards, greedily sucking Viktor's bottom lip between his. Determined to feel where his teeth had sunk into it just a couple minutes earlier. It tastes like smoke, like hot iron, like day old coffee. He drinks it down and begs for more, pressing upwards so his hands can slip from Viktor's lap and into his hair. It's sweaty at the nape from a day in the lab and tangled from his incessant play of the strands there. It's everything Jayce thought it would be. Viktor gasps against his mouth, and that too is everything Jayce had hoped it would be and so much more. Hot and humid breaths passed between mouths. Teeth clicking in a desperate attempt to get closer. Viktor's hand tangling in the fabric of Jayce's sweater, tugging insistently forward, forward, forward.
They break for air out of necessity, but Jayce doesn't let them separate. He buries his face into that column of throat he so desperately wants to map with his tongue.
"I fear more talking will be needed." Viktor out of breath, chest heaving panting breaths that Jayce can feel where his lips brush his neck.
"After. Whatever you need. But after." And Jayce pulls his face down to his once more.
#jayce talis#arcane jayce#jayvik#viktor arcane#jayce x viktor#arcane#me and jayce may be fully insane but thats okay#his smoking habit is modeled after my own by the way so take that as you will
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
The Vows - Mathhew Tkachuk
Summary: Y/n and Matthew are getting married. When it’s time to exchange vows, Matthew speaks from the heart while also throwing in some jokes.
Words: 919
The sun hung low in the sky, casting a warm, golden glow over the outdoor venue. Y/n couldn’t help but feel the weight of the moment as she stood at the altar, the breeze gently tugging at her veil. All the months of planning, the late-night talks, the dreams of this day were finally becoming a reality. She glanced over at Matthew, who stood beside her, his strong presence radiating calm confidence despite the excitement buzzing in the air. His deep brown eyes locked with hers, and for a second, it felt like everything around them faded into the background. There was no one else in that moment, just the two of them.
Matthew shifted his weight from one foot to the other, nervously adjusting the cuff of his sleeve. The crowd went silent, every gaze on the couple, but he could hardly focus on anything except Y/n. His heart was beating wildly in his chest, his thoughts racing. He had never imagined standing here, ready to make such a serious commitment, but now that he was, he couldn’t have imagined anything else.
The officiant smiled at them; his voice was warm which only added to the magic of the day. He nodded at Y/n, signaling that it was time to share their vows.
Y/n squeezed Matt’s hand, her fingers trembling slightly, but she was ready. She had prepared for this, rehearsed her words a thousand times in her mind, but now that the moment had arrived, the words seemed to come straight from her heart.
“Matthew,” she began, her voice clear but full of emotion. “From the very first moment I met you, I knew there was something special about you. You’re not just my partner; you’re my best friend, my biggest supporter, and my home. I promise to always be there for you, to laugh with you, cry with you, and support you through everything that life throws our way. I will celebrate your victories, comfort you in your losses, and stand by you when you need me the most. I vow to never stop growing with you, to keep learning and loving you in ways that only make us stronger. You are everything to me, and I am so grateful to spend the rest of my life with you."
Her voice wavered slightly as she finished, but it didn’t matter. The love in her words was undeniable.
When it was his turn, Matt took a deep breath, steadying himself. He had a tendency to be the jokester, the guy who always knew how to lighten the mood, but standing here in front of all their friends and family, with Y/n as his bride, he felt the weight of this promise more than he ever had before. He was about to tell her just how much she meant to him, how much she had changed him.
He reached for her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze, his thumb brushing over her skin. “Y/n,” he began. “I’ve said a lot of things to you over the years, some funny, some serious, and a few probably ridiculous, but today, in front of everyone who matters, I want to say the most important thing I’ve ever said to you.” He paused, taking a deep breath, his eyes never leaving hers. “I promise to always put us first. To never take you for granted, even when we’re in the middle of a game and you’re sending me five texts about the latest reality show you’re obsessed with-”
Y/n couldn’t help but laugh, nodding in recognition. She had, indeed, sent those texts during his games more times than she could count, and he always read them whenever he got a chance.
“But seriously,” Matthew continued, his expression softening as he gazed at her. “I vow to always make you laugh, even when you’re feeling down. Even if it means dancing around like a fool in the kitchen or telling bad jokes until you roll your eyes at me. Most importantly, I promise to love you in ways I didn’t even know I was capable of. You’ve made me a better man just by being in my life, and now that we’re here, I know one thing for sure: I want to spend every single day of my life showing you just how much I love you. You’ve already made me the luckiest guy alive, and I can’t wait to see what’s next.”
A wave of emotion washed over Y/n as she listened to him. She expected the humor, but she didn’t expect this deep, heartfelt promise. The man standing before her was everything she had ever wanted, and more. He was her rock, her laughter, and her heart.
Matthew took a step closer, his hand resting on her cheek as he leaned in, his voice just above a whisper. “I want to build a future with you, Y/n. A life full of love, adventure, and everything we’ve ever dreamed of. You’re my everything, and I’ll never stop fighting for you.”
Tears filled Y/n’s eyes as she nodded, her hand gently squeezing his. “I love you so much,” she whispered.
The officiant, smiling warmly at them, nodded once more, his voice strong and clear. “By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. Matthew, you may kiss your bride.”
Matthew’s face lit up with a grin, and without missing a beat, he pulled Y/n into his arms, kissing her deeply and passionately as the crowd erupted in cheers.
#matt tkachuk imagine#matt tkachuk#matthew tkachuk writing#matthew tkachuk one shot#matthew tkachuk imagines#matthew tkachuk imagine#matthew tkachuk x reader#matt tkachuk one shot#matt tkachuk x reader#florida panthers#florida panthers imagine#florida panthers writing#florida panthers one shot#nhl imagines#nhl one shot#nhl writing#nhl imagine#nhl players imagine#nhl
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f0c3c8c86a1a586f9709b7961ac2bb34/6fb83c906ed247c9-65/s540x810/027b7df9b7752a07f54401dd2175d3a17222bb42.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/3036a6cf260d9b98f6669033465836db/6fb83c906ed247c9-b7/s540x810/1e05951c0f744de95a4fc40d19eb97600acd9319.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a4de79766176ee7c0d18c4a23ac56202/6fb83c906ed247c9-f2/s540x810/dc22e0e8b3eb6b76b53f3de6293037cc502e604a.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2774fd72d7498dbcb42d363a018ae75c/6fb83c906ed247c9-41/s540x810/6f5dcfc030aa50aee3e17b1b27bfc2237507ebd5.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e3ec939109409d2919aad1151d8af40e/6fb83c906ed247c9-fe/s540x810/3b9b0d365ae389032f2e19afd28d352778fa419a.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a8353e5eeb102173978bb000d096e8ef/6fb83c906ed247c9-cd/s540x810/18ddabd3ef214969b0c5b2882f5682ec4391edab.jpg)
Head empty, just her
#consort gao#Story of yanxi palace#The second imagine makes me laugh every time#She is like : no man why are you accusing me about these crimes. U didn't do that I did other shit that now I am gonna deny I did#She is too iconic to be a good person lol#Also she is not gonna have a kid to please a man#Just how she is not gonna give up her opera because costumes ask that
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
any other systems / collectives / etc have alters / facets / headmates / etc who come out literally Just to do a bit. like the commitment to the bit is what they're here for
#i put real ramble in tags like always but#i was in the car and listening to music and yknow. much like any singlet i know you get the music videos! in the brain.#but. the thing is they're a group project now. you understand.#its different than *me* (s) just imagining a music video like playing with dolls. of the mind. this... its participatory. you get it.#anyway t is pretty much a frequent flyer only because he's constantly deciding he's the star of brain music videos#also. ok. if u havent like stalked this blog u may not know but our basement in headspace is a karaoke bar bc i heard another system had on#and we were like “you can do that???” so we built one#and now. much of the time. it is a Performance for many a song#this isnt just t btw. every fictive. and two npcs(?) all from the same source (of course.) are like. it's my time to shine#and again it is very much different than when like i choose to imagine a music video cause i do that often too. but im never Surprised#by the music video im making. bc im making it! im making conscious artistic choices#but when t or n or m just Appear to make the song about them. im surprised. i oft laugh at their sudden choreography. yknow?#also t will sometimes just steal the mouth for one second to blurt out a bad joke and then run away leaving me to deal with the consequence#if ur gonna badly flirt w our irl partner you have to at least stick around. take responsibility!! you dick!! /lh#anyways#system stuff#s post
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
you find it so funny how people think your husband, nanami, is the sweetest, most innocent and romantic man they’ve ever laid eyes on, such a gentleman. Which, they are correct in some ways. Gentleman. Check. Sweet. Check. Romantic. Check. He’s always buying you flowers, opening doors for you, kissing your hand, taking you out on spontaneous dates, calling you ‘sweetheart’, ‘honey’, ‘love’, and treating you like some porcelain doll. But innocent? Oh no, no. You almost laugh because it may seem like your husband is ‘innocent’ or ‘vanilla’ whichever term they may use, but he is anything but that. While he may treat you like a princess in public, he absolutely sluts you out behind closed doors.
You don’t blame people for thinking he may look and act soft because that was your first impression of him too. So, imagine the surprise when you first had sex and he was pounding you in a mating press, tears streaming down your face. Yeah, best night of your life. And now that you’re married? God, it makes the sex one hundreds times better than before. He’s go you on your side, one arm hooked under your leg, reaching so far that he’s able to wrap his hand around your throat. The other wrapped around your waist, rubbing your clit while he fucks his cum into you. He’s forcing you to look him in the eyes, faces inches away from each other, because he wants to watch your pretty face when you cum. So innocent, right?
“Oh my god! Fuck!” You cry out, your breathing labored. He’s so deep inside of you, the tip of his cock hitting your g-spot over and over again to the point it makes your head spin especially when he’s toying with your swollen clit. “I can’t! I can’t, Ken! You’re too fucking deep! Ah!” You grip onto the ruffled sheets below, bucking your hips as you attempt to make his cock not feel so good, but the bruising grip he has on your throat and waist puts you right back in your place.
“You can take it, sweetheart. I know you can. You know why?” He pulls you in closer, pressing his lips to your ear. “Cause you’re a fucking slut for this dick.” He thrusts his hips faster, skin slapping against skin and the mixture of your juices and his cum create a sticky mess between your thighs. “Awe, is that gonna make you cum? Being degraded? I can feel your pussy clenching me,” he darkly smiled, heavy breaths fanning against your damp skin. He rubbed your clit faster, carefully watching the way you threw your head back in pure bliss.
“Fuckkkk! You’re gonna make me cum again!” Your toes curled the closer you got to your orgasm, whimpering as you took in every feeling of pleasure coursing through you.
“Squirt all over this dick, baby. Be a good girl for me and show me how good I make you feel.” He felt your walls tightening with each passing second, sweat trailing down his forehead as he kept his pace. Your legs began to shake as you writhed under him, cursing and screaming as you squirted all over, soaking the blankets below you. “Messy fucking slut. Look at you, you’re still fucking going.”
“Oh my god! Yes, yes, yes!” Your brows furrowed as you watched him fuck you through your orgasm. “It’s too much, Ken!” You pulled his hand away from your clit, holding onto his wrist tightly while he slowed down his thrusts, now going deep and slow. You laid there in a dazed state, trying to catch your breath. His hand gently caressed your stomach slowly inching up towards your tits, cupping them in his hand while he placed sloppy kisses down your neck and to your collarbone.
So yes, while your husband may be such a gentleman, such a sweetheart, such an angel to others, in the back of your head, you think of those moments behind closed doors when he makes you cum your brains out, praising you and degrading you all within the same breath, choking you and treating you like some common whore. But after all that’s over, he’s back to treating you like the most delicate thing he’s ever touched. It’s truly the best of both worlds.
#—☆classyrbf#jjk#jjk x reader#jujustu kaisen#jjk smut#nanami x reader#nanami smut#nanami kento smut#nanami kento x reader#nanami x reader smut#nanami kento x reader smut#nanami drabble#nanami smut drabble#jjk smut drabble#jjk drabble#jjk nanami#jjk x reader smut
12K notes
·
View notes
Text
Boyfriend Yuji who's obsessed with your boobs!
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/30807c784559fcbe8447ec4ebb4a02c5/99f767fe90d402fa-62/s540x810/501d9ca70abdf648a89d500df6c12b948282dec9.jpg)
Both are twenty ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
“Yuji! Can you stop fucking staring at my breasts for a second and actually listen to me!” your glossy lips formed into a angry pout as you glared at him with annoyance. Arms crossing furiously beneath your boobs—slightly lifting them, making your cleavage even more visible through your low-cut top.
You were babbling to him about some steamy drama that unfolded at your workplace today but it seems like his absent mind had taken interests in something else.
It's like his eyes had an invisible string connected to your tits that forced him to look every single second. His mouth slightly gaped in awe, mind running wild as he imagined what the mounds of flesh would feel like under his calloused palms—well unfortunately for you, he let his intrusive thoughts get the best of him today.
You yelped unexpectedly as he groped your soft tits together—squeezing them as if they were squishy stress balls, making both spills out of your top even more. Both of his hands were engulfing them, he started fondling with them like some sick perverted man but you quickly intervened before he got the chance to successfully pop them out of your top.
You quickly slapped his roaming hands away. “Yuji!, You fucking pervert!”. You furrowed your brows together as his ears turned crimson, he embarrassingly scratched the back of his neck, laughing as if it were funny.
“Sorry baby, they just look really soft and squishy all the time, can't help myself”. He chuckles, trying to play innocent as if his pants didn't just grow tighter after hearing you calling him a perv.
Yuji loves riling you up like this—seeing his hot, attractive girlfriend all pouty and angry, calling him filthy names that never failed to make his cock stubbornly hard and horny but he won't ever admit it.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk smut#jjk x female reader#yuuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen yuuji#yuuji smut#yuji smut#yuji imagine#yuji itadori#jjk yuji#yuji x reader#itadori yuuji#jjk itadori#itadori x reader#itadori smut#yuuji x reader#jjk yuuji#jujutsu itadori#itadori x you#jjk x reader#yuta x reader#yuuta x reader#yuta okkotsu x female reader#yuta smut#yuuta x female reader#yuuta okkotsu x reader#yuuta smut
9K notes
·
View notes