#The problem is called autism /hj

[koymoa]

Guysss….. I think I have a problem…..

[spinobsessed]

I simply cannot handle any and all criticisms to teen titans 2003 or Damian Wayne, they are perfect to me and an insult to them is an insult to me 😤😤😤

[drawnthejayys]

Meet my BLU Team OCs !!

Info/Bios under cut!

Dr. Warin Kölher

• Born in Mannheim, Germany

• Team Leader, some refer to him as "Mother Hen" because of his protective motherly attitude

• Lost his medical degree early because he kept experiencing near death situations around his workplace, they thought it was becoming too dangerous even though nobody else was affected 💀

• Survived hell and back more than once (literally) before becoming a mercenary

• Happy face pin on his hat expresses his emotions somehow?¿

• Not a demon or anything, trust me!!!!!

• Likes crows, wants one as a pet

• Says he has a rare skin condition (is lying)

Jenny Thomas

• Sees Dr. Kölher as a parental figure

• "IF AUTISM DIDN'T EXIST, GOD WOULD NOT HAVE CREATED ME!" /ref /j

• Actually born in Canada, does not know

• Sent to Michigan (in a box) as a baby and grew up there

• Collector of many things (rocks, sticks, nuts n bolts)

• Can be very trigger happy especially on the battlefield

• Dr. Kölher gives her star stickers when he's good, he sticks them in his helmet (is tryin to collect 50 of them 🇺🇲)

• Owns chewelry because she has a biting problem but easily breaks through all of them in less than a week

Mason

• nickname: mason jar

• If Mundy listened to midwest emo (/hj)

• Look, we don't know how they escaped New Zealand when its currently at the bottom of the ocean but we don't ask

• Laid-back but lazy at times, takes a lot of naps

• Smokes more weed than Spy smoking cigarettes /hj

• Dumpster diver

• Their Jarate skills kinda go crazy

• Games with Junior, they love first-person shooters

Spy (alias: Rune)

• Get half filipino'd loser🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭

• Backup strategist for when things go to shit but also the last resort for a lot of things unfortunately

• Anxiety ridden, visits the doc often

• Good at stabbing, not much with shooting

• Acknowledges Scout as his son but is a very awkward dad. He's trying at least

• A hopeless romantic and has been looking for a partner since the divorce(tm)

• Smokes but is trying to quit, often been seen with a toothpick instead of a cigarette

• Autistic just like me fr, stims with his butterfly knife

Dallas

• Tough cowboy, doesn't play around

• "Watch your piehole son or imma SLAP YOU SILLY."

• Probably the sanest in the team

• Grumpy-pants who needs a break

• Very "tough love" kind of father figure

• "MY TEAMMATES ARE ALL MORONS!!!!" /ref /j

• Homophobic homosexual (/j)

• Despite his name, he might not even be Texan

• Tolerates Dr. Kölher the most

Dymitry (Mitya)

• Here to do his job, nothing more

• Intimidating just like the OG Heavy

• Fond of animals and small creatures

• Actually quite calm, its hard to piss him off

• He has a soft spot for Jenny and Meeka and buys them snacks on the weekends

• Jenny calls him Mitts!

Junior

• Transmasc bastard

• He'll beat your ass (for fun!)

• Good friends with Sniper, they listen to music and play video games together!

• Knows Spy is his dad and is very nonchalant about it, much to Spy's dismay ("I am your fathe-" "Whatever, don't care, didn't ask")

• Has braces paid for by Spy but has to leave base monthly to go to an actual dentist because Dr. Kölher didn't wanna keep seeing him cry whenever he had to get his braces tightened

•Still has buck teeth :3

Meeka

• Your honour, they're just a little guy

• Hangs around Mitya to keep him company, theyre the best of friends!

• Goes on crazy killing sprees with Jenny during matches

• Ongoing beef/goof-off with the RED Team's Pyro

• Pinkie Pie energy!!

• Dallas is their (adoptive) dad!

Angus

• Superstitious about a lot of things but keeps it to himself

• For some reason is always very warm which is why he's shirtless 90% of the time

• Has some amazing tits ngl

• Will wear a dress to the function and be the hottest one there

• His fav food is burber 🍔

• Loves hard rum and scotch (its important to me that all my demo ocs have a fav alcoholic beverage)

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That's all of them! I hope you like them :3

[justalilpearlie]

Introduction/Fun Pearlie Facts

Was abt time I did one of these.

Hello everyone, my name is Pearl, Pearlie or Sam/Sammy if you're feeling like it. Friends also call me Martini sometimes.

I am a minor, my labels... we dont talk about them (fem presenting ftm gay/mlm + trying out gendervoid and verinix + bigender??) uhmm and I go by He/She, tho mostly He/Him by strangers- I can She/Her myself and close friends/mutuals are allowed! (I also go by neos: Void/Moon/Sweet/It/Fluff/Love/Fizz/Paw)

I'm from Argentina, born and raised, never moved. Speak fluent english and spanish.

I got the 'tism and the adhd, aswell as BPD and a few other things I wont list right now! But yeah I'm psychotic (ooo scary word.. lmao)

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I'm an IRL of many, mainly c!Pearl (mcyt), Samuel Emily (fnaf [games canon]) and Shin Tsukimi (yttd). If you don't like it you can leave, block me, or whatever, cause you aint gonna change my life or how I am. I'm in therapy, which unlike random hate and harrassment online, does help me :)

I like to roleplay, draw, sometimes make playlists or moodboards.. And my biggest interests right now are Life Series (+ evo + new life), Empires1(+ a bit of e2) and FNaF! (i dont rlly like the books tho lol..)

I use kin tags for reach cause I'd love interaction from any fellow lifers or empires ppl, hermits aswell!! Tho I havent finished s8 or s9 yet...

Fictionkins, therians and traumagenic systems all welcome!

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DNI prefferably:

- Basic DNI criteria (proshippers, homophobes, transphobes, racists, TERFs, ableist, etc)

- Endos/non-traumagenic "systems" DNI. block me if u want, i wont argue abt it in the comments/reblogs. or interact if u want but im not gonna follow u back or anythin shrugs.

- reality checkers or anti-IRLs DNI. I aint "romanticizing" shit, I'm existing and living my life, if thats a problem to you too bad cause my psychologist aproves of what I'm doing, since I aint harming anyone and I myself am doing dandy.

- anti-kin also DNI cause most of my friends are fictionkins and if you talk shit abt my fellas idk i wouldnt like having u around much

CCs interact at your own risk. This is my domain, cyan man & moon lady. /hj

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"Disclaimer"

- I talk about MajorMoon (Scott x Pearl) a LOT, if u didnt notice by the acc theme. These are my romantic memories, its a gay ship, not woman/gay man, so if it makes u uncomfortable or u hate it or whatever then ur probably not gonna like my content lmao. COUGH, consider joining us if you do like what you see... /nf We're a small comunity of supporters.. just me.. and a few of my peeps... that was a joke, sir. /ref

- This isn't roleplay, its my main acc where im ""unapologetically"" myself, but if u do wanna rp life series/empires u can always shoot me a dm and maybe I'll give u my discord.

- I talk about myself (c!Pearl) using 3rd person in many posts tagged with main fandom tags. This is to cause less confusion to casual fans slash ""normies"" (lhj) that well.. don't know what IRLs are! Also that way I feel safer and don't have to worry as much abt getting harassed and such for my identity.

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Special People Mentions!! fps = * (1 or more.. wouldnt say in a priority sorta order but. more or less yea)

Family! <3 🌼@pehpurr* SISTER!! super duper cool, her art is great and you should check it out!! YOU. You're the brightest little girl (i say like ur not older than me) I'VE EVER MET ACTUALLY! You're so passionate and loving I freaking adore you!! I love you so much Scar, you're one of the best things to ever happen to me, Kanny &lt;3 ⚙️@gentlexmadman DAD!! you are my daaaad, you're my dad! woogie woogie woogie! ANOTHER amazing artist! mr "I know that guy-", very funny, Henry "Autism" Emily... the copper king, my father. Speaking to you is always comforting. Love you so much papa, you're amazing :)

Simply special <3 ☕@insomniac-coffeehouse** You're all simply so very special to me. I love spending time with you guys and playing stuff together, you mean a lot to me and I'm so glad I met you. I hope we're still close for this year and many more! You're incredibly talented, not only at art, at everything you do. You spark joy in my brain and my heart <3 From the bottom of my heart, I'm in love with the hope you bring to this world. 🍊Jack***, oh my dear Jacky, where do I even begin, sport... you really are my other half. Mi media naranja if you will. haha.. I love every second we spend together, I love your voice, I love your eyes, I love your smile, your laughter. I love your use of words, the way you speak, your humor, your seriousness and goofiness. You stiff fuck, you were made for me and I was made for you, and I wouldn't have it any other way. You're my everything, mi vida, mi luz, mi estrella. Mi amor, mi mundo. <3

New friends! 🍓@strawberrystarfield I know we met fairly recently but you're all incredibly fun to talk to, your art is also amazing, your accent is real pretty (cough for a bri-💥), you're real sweet and I love reading all your thoughts and critiques about things :} (love ya Aspen /gen) 🏜️@fagdykegtws My right hand man! I know we just met through the rarepair server but oh my god we're in the same brainwave!!! You're so fun to vc and chat with and you got the best ideas ever fr fr, love ya Chewy, you're real sweet even w how lil i know you ;)

That's it folks, love yall and see you around!

[thecultofcupid]

ROTTMNT Headcanons:

i decided that i wanted to infodump about my headcanons for the turtles specifically :> due to the fact that I am a fictive, this is influenced a little bit by our fictives/exomemories. but YEAH i just wanted to ramble a lot and you should go stream rottmnt and support the team bcuz it deserves all the love in the world yeah ok lets go

Leo

extremely transmasc. like this guy is so transmasc

uses he/him pronouns exclusively but would probably accept being misgendered purely for comedic effect (only by his family or friends tho)

says he's bisexual but he prefers to call himself queer

tell me this man does not have ADHD you can't

acts superior to hide his debilitating inferiority complex

struggles with insomnia. has developed ways of managing his sleeping problems, but they still win out every now and then

Post-Movie

deals with PTSD-related dissociation. it's pretty damn bad

the WORST internalized ableism you've ever seen

loses the arm anyway. my headcanon is that krang prime got ahold of it as his siblings were pulling him out of the portal

the worst patient you've ever seen. he is constantly plotting escape

almost constantly wearing a knee brace. he's supposed to use crutches but often tries to get away with not doing so. has a wheelchair for bad pain days but he refuses to use it most of the time bc he's stubborn

insomnia gets way worse, partly due to night terrors and partly due to chronic pain. sleep does not come easy to this guy

Raph

bigender; she/him pronouns with a preference for fem terms

likes who she likes; doesn't feel the need to put a label to his sexuality

she is autistic bc I said so

PLURAL!! she has OSDD-1a and has a system of 3 or 4 other alters not including herself (Mind Raph is kind of up in the air for me, but the others are Little Red, Angel, and Savage)

dislikes swearing, in part because Little Red picks up on it and will not stop once he starts /hj

Post-Movie

blind in right eye bc of the krang

most of his complications are PTSD related; nightmares, dissociation, etc

was always a bit mindful of his size compared to his surroundings/family, but after the movie, it becomes a lot more prevalent. she is terrified of hurting her loved ones again

nerve damage in one arm from opening the portal; causes pain/numbness/tingling and minor muscle spasms. Donnie made compression gloves to help with this

Mikey

genderfluid; shifts between she/he/they pronouns

aroace

ADHD

LOVES body art. will always have something new painted onto his arms or plastron

since he can't really reach his carapace to paint on it, he convinces his siblings to let him paint on theirs. will often be found in Donnie's lab painting their carapace while they work

loves hanging out in Donnie's lab while they work

Post-Movie

suffered the worst in terms of damage to his arms

deals w chronic fatigue and brain fog after opening the portal

wears compression gloves from Donnie almost 24/7. has to be reminded to take them off

Donnie

nonbinary/autigender. uses they/them pronouns primarily, but also uses he/him and it/its on occasion. loves telling people that they "identify as a threat"

THE disaster bisexual

WEAPONIZED AUTISM

doesn't get enough sleep not because they're an insomniac, but because they hyperfixate on projects for days at a time and will not sleep until either a) they're done working, b) one of their siblings forces them to go to bed, or c) they simply crash on their desk out of exhaustion

for a self-proclaimed genius, they're not very good at taking care of themselves

has nonverbal episodes and uses sign language to communicate during them. however, he and Leo both learned morse code as well so they could have their own "secret language" that only they understood

the worst eyesight. like it's god awful. they wear custom-made contacts when they're outside the lair, but they also have glasses for days when they can't be bothered

has bitten every member of his family at least once

has eaten the family goldfish before (not Piebald)

has claw-like scars across their carapace from the shredder. change my mind

Post-Movie

scarring on carapace from Technodrome and being ripped from the control panel. it looks worse than it is

has trouble eating due to sensory issues

suffers from tactile hallucinations. has to have something on their shell at all times

has seizures resulting from the Technodrome connecting with his central nervous system

that's all i have rn. there's so many headcanons that I didn't include here just cus it'd be a mess but pls ask me questions cus I love talking about these guys. and ofc ask questions about other characters as well, not just the turtles!! i wanna do more art featuring some of our headcanons as well so look forward to that >:))

[nekropsii]

Wait no please tell us about your thoughts on fanon rose and kanaya, and any other characters you wanna talk about while ur at it I need someone to shout at the fandom for me until I can make an account /hj

… The concept of people following my blog actively without having an account is astounding. How did you even find me?

Anyways…

Rose and Kanaya aren’t copy-pasted stuffy, classy, boring, loquacious, vaguely-British rich girls. Dirk talks nearly the exact same way as Rose does, but he’s allowed to be funny, lovable, and a main character most likely just because he is a guy.

Rose isn’t going to be a therapist for your fave and their relationship problems. She used fucking armchair Freudian psychology largely as a joke when she was 13 years old. She mostly used it to call her friends gay. (If you’re taking Freudian psychology seriously to begin with, I don’t know what to tell you.)

Kanaya isn’t this well-composed, uber mature, mysterious maternal figure who keeps her cool 24/7. The poor girl is an awkward mess and has social anxiety. Huge autism vibes. She’s petty. She is 13.

Fanon Dave is nowhere close to how Dave acts in canon and at this point DaveKat has been so neutered and yaoified that the characters and dynamic aren’t even recognizable as the source in any way, shape, or form anymore. I don’t know how this happened. What the hell happened there?

On that note, fanon DaveKat has become so far removed from canon that people have largely lost sight of what made their relationship so fun and appealing in the first place. It’s so… Boring now. Their dynamic is peak “boys will be boys,” not a Hallmark movie.

Rosemary is significantly more important to Homestuck than DaveKat ever has been or ever will be. I’m sorry. I don’t know how to tell people this nicely. It’s just facts. This is textual facts. If you think otherwise, you are in desperate need of a reread. Maybe don’t skip Rose and Kanaya’s pesterlogs this time, ok?

Fanon Karkat has no personality outside of Dave. Please let the man have a life and character outside of his implied boyfriend. He’s literally the second coming of Christ. He’s so interesting. Let him exist outside of the context of shipping.

The way fanon has been handling Dirk lately, especially with regards to DirkJake, is dangerously close to the “Stupid Sexy Strider” trope of ye olden days. I’m screaming in agony.

Fanon Cronus is an entirely different character. I don’t know how to tell people that fanon Cronus is just an OC at that point. Just make an OC. You don’t need to make an OC wear the skin of a violently ableist abuser and serial child predator to have fun with it. Just make a fucking OC. What are you doing.

Y’all realize that Mituna isn’t an innocent, sexless, brainless infant, right? You know this guy’s name is a sex ritual, right? You are aware that he is a 19 year old, right? You’re aware of this, yes? You know he’s self aware? Are you aware of this? You know this right? You are aware of the fact that his name is Sex Captor, he has a dick bulge on his sprite, and half of his vocabulary is sex puns, right? You know he isn’t oblivious to the sins of this world, yeah? You do realize he remembers his great act of heroism? Yes? He has a personality and agency and is a person. You know this, right? Are you aware of the fact that he is not a soft innocent squishy little child? He is literally just disabled please be fucking normal.

[megatronsmegatitties]

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WOO!!! INTRO TIIIIIIME

Hello there! We are the Timekeeper System!

We collectively go by the name Alex/Forest or you can call us Timekeeper or Time if you want! We go by any pronouns other than she/her (including any neos, so feel free to violently neopronoun us :D) and identify as transmasc and biromantic asexual. We are an OSDD-B1 system (undiagnosed bc we’re minor bodied) of far too many/hj and likely have autism, adhd and the parents think we have dyslexia so mayhaps that too. :D oh yeah and tics (likely Tourettes but we can’t get the diagnosed quite yet)

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The alter you’ll likely be interacting with the most is me I go by Blood Lust (just call me Lust, it’s easier yk) or Moth. I use any pronouns (again including neos so pls use those) I am our current host! I am pansexual, demitomantic and alexigender (genderfluid +more confusion/hj) I’m also polyamorus (why have one bitch when you can have 5? FIVE??? Why have 5 bitches when you can have 9? NINE???/ref) no but seriously, I’m dating 9 people XD I have become that audio XDD

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DISCLAIMERS

•We are queer

•We are a system

•We are very much mentally ill

•We aren’t going to mask for your personal comfort, that’s your problem not mine

•We use xenogenders and neopronouns (shocker I know/sar)

•We are a minor

•I am not going to be nice to anyone who knowingly breaks out DNI

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Please Interact

•One Punch Man fans

•Demon Slayer fans

•Cookie Run Kingdom players (screw devshitters though)

•Cookie Run Ovenbreak players (same as above)

•A Series Of Unfortunate Events Fans (bonus points of you’ve read the books)

•The Batman (2022) fans

•Fresh (2022) fans

•Hazbin Hotel fans (I don’t support the creator, I just like the series)

•helluva Boss fans (still don’t support the creator)

•Doors fans/players

•Danganronpa fans (also don’t support the creator)

•Corpse Party fans (PLEASE INTERACT I LOVE CORPSE PARTY SM BUT THE FANDOM IS SO DEAD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE)

•DDLC fans

•Cooking Companions fans

•Omori fans

•YTTD fans

•HTTYD fans

•Fans of the show ‘Ghosts’

•Fans of the band ‘Ghost’

•Fans of the character ‘Ghost’

•CoD fans (the babygirlification ones)

•Xenogender/neopronoun/xenopronoun users

•Mentally ill people

•The Gays

•Systems

•Pet/Age regressors

•Therians

•furrys

•Cosplayers

•Basically anyone deemed “cringe”

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Thin ice bro

•Non-Endo supporters (you aren’t one but support them, idk how to word it)

•People we know IRL (minus like- 3 people)

•Dislike any media stated in the please interact (if you don’t like it bc of the creators that’s fine though, I completely understand that)

•Christians (nothing personal, religious trauma)

•cishet allosexexual, alloromantic, monogamous allistic people (not trans, heterosexual, non-asexual spectrum, non-aromantic spectum, non polyamorus non-autistic people)

•if you dislike moths, cats, bats, cacti and/or Halloween

•“Cats<dogs”

•MHA fans

•The new ST fans (yk the ones)

•Genshin Impact Fans

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Holy Shit DNI Dude

•Proshitters

•Transphobes, Homophobes, Abelists, Rascists ect.

•Transmeds/TERFs/TWERTs

•Anti xenogenders/neopronouns ect.

• Anti otherkin, age/pet regre, therian ect.

•Anti self-diagnosis

•Fakeclaimers

•Beleive in disorder abuse (narcissistic abuse ect)

•Misuse tone tags

•Pro-Life/Anti-Abortion

•Make fun of Triggers/TWs

•General assholes

• Claim to be a system and are anything other than traumagenic

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More about us (because why not)

Fave music artists/bands:

•Ghost

•Mother Mother

•The Living Tombstone

•Jazmin Bean

•Poppy

•David Bowie

•Night Club

•Rabbit Junk

•Crim3s

•Grimes

•Mitski

•Crawlers

Hyperfixations:

•Doors

•Demon Slayer

•One Punch Man

•CRK

•CROB

•Corpse Party

•Anything related to Horror/True Crime

Frequent fronters

-Lust

-Genos

-Saitama

-Venom

-Darth Maul

-Rusty Venture

-Sergeant Hatred

-Calculester

-The Spot

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[narutomaki]

I was tagged by @shikakunaras to do this tag game, thank u Julesey🥺🥺🥺

What do you prefer to be called name-wise? Mav , Vinny , Maverick

When is your birthday? June 2 1997

Where do you live? Canada in Southwestern Ontario  

Three things you are doing right now: At this very second; doing this, preparing for bed, coping with pain. Overall; working out plans in my head for the next month irt budget and meal planning, cleaning up the house and preparing my mothers gifts, and coping with pain.

Four fandoms that have piqued your interest? RGG/Yakuza, Naruto, LOZ BoTW, and The Way of the Househusband  

How has the pandemic been treating you? There have been some scares but overall. Eh. It just made my fears rational in some areas, negated them in others, and I've been coping with the isolation aspect of it decently because I have / had a job as well as a roommate and do all the household shopping. So I'm never really bored or alone.

A song you can’t stop listening to right now? The Ballad of Love and Hate by The Avett Brothers , Hello My Old Heart by The Oh Hellos , and Flesh and Bone and Small Hand both by Keaton Henson. I listen to them all in a row and then repeat em.

How old are you? 23

School, university, occupation, other? Highschool dropout working on my HS diploma, crossing guard, aspiring Househusband.

Do you prefer heat or cold? No. I don't prefer either. I want to be at a solid 20°c (which is a good temp for me these days where I could wear whatever and be fine) at all times. I hate both extremes now. If I was forced to choose I would saw cold bcus its more expensive and I pay for electric heating and have to buy weather appropriate gear for my job (NOT CHEAP)

Name one fact others may not know about you: I'm much quieter in real life unless I'm talking about a SI, which involves a lot of yelling and pacing and stamping/clapping. It's embarrassing.

Are you shy? Yes 😔

Pronouns? He/Him , They/Them , It/Its

Biggest pet peeves? Hah. Haha. Haha ha ha. Hmmm... Uh I don't have a lot of em in general that aren't brought on by mental health problems so I don't consider them pet peeves??? Idk

What is your favorite “dere” type? whichever the male slut dere is./hj (i don't know these things...)

Rate your life from 1-10, one being crappy and 10 being the best it could be: my entire life? 2. my current situation? 6.5

What’s your main blog? This one :^)

List your side blogs and what they’re used for: mlmtoadsage - gay yearning reblogs, mostly defunct , nardoau - for my naruto au(s) also mostly defunct , and i have a password locked vent blog

Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends? I communicate poorly / can't keep conversation going most of the time unless my hand is being held. It comes from both autism and the fact I suffered month long bouts of isolation for 3/4 years. (Saw no one, talked to no one, went out for groceries once a month.) So there's definitely some left over ... *gestures* issues I'm still working on wrt relearning social rules and skills that I knew before along with learning the new ones expected of me as a 23 y/o and adult.

I tag - uhhhh idk. Im sowey

[a-dotrivenitupontop]

oK BUT LIKE THE ONE ABT LATENESS I-

context: back in yr 7/first year of secondary school (so i was 11), i had an art class after break. every two mondays. cool, right? WRONG! break was confined to this one block that was like three other blocks and a whole field away from the art classroom i had to be in. break lasted just ten to fifteen minutes. the art teacher HATED lateness. i was an eleven year old child with undiagnosed autism who couldn’t run for shit. the field was always muddy. the non-field route was crowded with older people who were loud, thrower food at people on the bus and called each other ‘mate’ (ok this part is more a heartstopper reference than facts but they probably were all chavs-). so, fuck.

story: so yep. little ol’ me would have to start heading off a few minutes before the end of break. ok, cool plan? no. the teachers would barely let anyone leave break so i always just had to sneak past. i didn’t have a watch. i hardly socialised so there was no one to tell me the time. the entire break time id just have to count seconds until it was the right number to go and leave. now break time was where i was expected to eat because i spent all my lunch time in the library (ahem~ well, before they got rid of the library to make an office for some terf who already had an office). but because of my counting thing, i couldn’t eat anything the entire school day. that plus the fear of eating in front of people is probably a key ingredient in my whole *eating problems* thingy.

so, long story short, time sucks. school sucks. my previous art teacher sucks (though he was pretty cool regarding actual art instead of lateness). everything sucks. don’t stay in school kids (/hj?) otherwise you’ll have to run across a muddy field whilst crying your eyes out because of nervousness and hunger.

friendly reminder that i was eleven years old. (:

Okay but after schools reopen, students should still have the option of telecommuting from home. especially high school students, who are expected to work an insane number of hours. as a teenager with mental health issues, I cannot imagine the amount of trauma I could have been spared if I had been allowed to work from home a few days a week. It's an accessibility and a quality-of-life issue.