#The eyea tho

[ask-diane]

Teena @ Diane: Hai there! So about the Hisuian Zorua, are you two travel buddies? Do you get along?

*Diane blankly stared at the Mew, soon realizing they had asked her a question and began to blabber.*

"Oh, Sammy? No he's not really a travel buddy I would say.. But he is very sweet, and we do get along. At first though, I sort of had some doubts because I... I well, just had met him, and I didn't know if he was trustworthy or not. But I'm glad I followed him in the end. Cause now I'm just hanging out and living here in Saroka with him, Selena, Starry, and Eva. ... Well... until I make some final decisions... Though I'm really enjoying the time I've spent here with Sammy. We always do something fun and unique each day. And even though there really aren't that many options for us to do recently, we just make the most of things... Though... If I'm being completely honest with you... Sometimes, it's strange but.. I feel like he's hiding something... Like I see him sometimes just sit and stare at the edge of the forrest with his head down, and if I come near him and ask him if he's alright... He just tells me he's fine and walks off... So I guess what I'm saying is..."

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[@cutemonclub, Teena]

[jakesangel]

firsts w jake ꣑୧ - deep dive playfull love w jake

tw// making out, curses, suggestive not proof read

first holding hands

going on walk w you n layla became one of his favorite thing to do since you became his girlfriend. he get to show you off, to hear all of your stories you want to tell him n to introduce you to his other favorite girl. but as the days passes by, the tension coming from walking side by side w hands touching was starting to not be enough for him. he'd often contemplate whether he can just do it or if it makes you uncomfy. tho it shouldnt as you already cuddled n kissed before. so he'd taste the waters, making sure your hands collide more n more. he would look at your face to be sure you aren't backing away or making a face, n as he can only sense you're usual flustered face, he'd sneakily do it wanting to torture you a little. he'd start by softly holding your wrist to slowly envelope your whole inner hand n finally interwhine your fingers. you're so cute when your shy, you know that ?, he'd say as he kisses the bzck of your hands, after you tried to take it away, my previous baby, i'm never letting you go now.

first flirting

jake invited you to eat dinner out but couldn't help but come over earlier to see you get ready. hi- oh wow baby. you look so ? so beautiful tonight, hed exclaim as you open the door. he wouldn't even let you finish put your earring on, but pull you closer to him, taking your hips in his hands, my pretty pretty girl, should we actually go out ? why don't we stay in mh? he wouks say looking right into your eyea, one hands dinally holding your chin up to make you nod. cant let such beauty go outside, dont you agree ? he'd keep on talking, walking inside, closing the door w his foot. you're everything, do you like what you see whne you look at the mirror ? because i love it baby. you're so pretty- fuck, he'd add still going backwards leading you to the couch. once settle on his lap, his hand would do to your lower back n the other one holding ur face, his fingers in between your hair, you know what's wrong w you baby, he'd say approaching his lips to yours, teasing you, as they just graze over your skin, you need kissing badly. that's what's wrong w you. you should be kissed at all times. don't you agree baby ? he would then fully stop, his lips still overing your face waiting for your answer and it's only when you agree that he'd kiss you. but if you don't use them, use your words pretty girl.

first makeout

first make out w him won't start slow. he'd been waiting to have you, on his lap, eager to have his lips, n he isn't ashame to express his needs of you, his too high to hide anyway. but that doesn't mean he will give it way fast, wanting to tease you first for it. come on pretty girl, i told you to use your words, he'd softly say, he would even pretend to retreat his face off of yours, his back going back to the couch. as you finally express your wants consent,there you go pretty girl, knew you could do it, he'd finish w an eager kiss. as the kisses goes by, lots of hmmm so good or fuck you're so perfect baby would be said along w his hands roaming all over you body and fingers dipping in your skin. hearing your whines or your own hums would said him to heaven, needing to see it as well, he'd take breaks to breath to hear them better. even if you go back in for a kiss, he would let you before flirting w you further more, i can't help it pretty girl, he'd say taking your hair in his hands not even caring of your round eyes, you're fun to mess with, as he dive back in the kiss.

first i love you

jake would realized that he loves you after a day well spent together, under his blanket, ready to fall asleep. but, per usual, he can't help but think of you. how beautiful you were today, how your smile n laugh was hitting different today, or even how your touch is even more electrifying. he also feels so munch more different ? even more giddy to see you tomorrow. today felt like a fever dream n he knows he fell in love w you. the more he thinks of it the more he needs to tell you but what if it's too fast for you ? hed stay to sleep on it but he just can't stop thinking about you. he would just keep turning around his bed n do the best thing he can thing off, to call you. hi baby, he'd say w his sleepy voice, i can't seem to sleep tonight. after you'd ask him why, he'd tell you the truth, way to sleepy n in love to think about the consequences, i just can't stop thinking about you baby. i really enjoyed our date today n i just really miss you, sight, can i come see you. is that okay, love ?, hed politeky ask. and as you say yes, he'd pull a hoodie over his naked chest n his closest sneakers to come fast to you, his needs being strong. he wouldn't stop thinking about you as he walks to your place, he just wants you n wants you to know that he wants you. he wants to makes you the happiest girl in the world n the most love n he wants to see that pretty smile of yours. so as you open the front door to him, messy hair n in a random pyjama, he'd think you're the most beautiful you're ever been. oh y/n, he would say as he hugs you so tight you're lifting over the floor, i've missed you so so munch my love. it might be too early for this, n im so sorry if it is, but i just need to say it. i just want you forever y/n. i want to see all of your happy tears n sad tears. i want to be there for you when you don't need it or when you do. i want to be there however you want me to be. i just, sight, as he finally backs away from the hug, i just. i love you y/n. i love all of your. everything about you. i wouldn't want anyone else. he'd finish n his now worried face, round eyes n slight open month, would appear as he realized he actually said it. and if you say it back he couldn't be happier, already smiling bright again, showing his teeth. he would slightly throw you in the air n kiss you. deeply, full of love w a hand on your chin the other on your waist, pulling you closer so you could feel all the love spearing out of him, you make me the happiest, love. i love you.

꣑୧ one week ꣑୧ one year

notes : idk english pt2 #_#

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[fatnutswizard]

im starting to recover memories of stories my grandma told me i thought they were lost forever- died with her ;--; my great grandfather used to train horses.. he was irish and sac and fox.. his wife was danish.. she was conceived on the boat to america.. her parents marriage was arranged shortly before disembarking.. my great grandfather kept a log on a chain in his truck "because of the unions" he died in 1970 before my mom was born. my great grandma died when i was an infant.. old enough you use my great uncle oxygen tank like a drum my ggparents lived off the river for atleast the first part of their marriage she only said that they lived off the land during that time so i don't know exactly whats meant by that. my grandma was agoraphobic crashed a car into a barn as a teenager and never drove again she quit smoking in her 70s or 80s but never threw away the carton that was lying on her dresser..she loved the cubs...she sewed flour bags in a factory.. she hated my uncles long hair.. he cut it for her funeral. and never wore it long again. she wouldn't let my great uncle have more than one hard drink while in the house (ik my grandfather was an alcoholic too. i wonder what stories weren't told there.) i don't know how old she was when she quit the drink but she wouldn't be the last woman in my family to do so. drug and alcohol haunt all the houses in my family. she could be real cruel. my moms fat and hates herself for it. i know her grandmother taught her a lot of that.

i feel like im thinking around the hole my grandmother left- close enough to brush against her memory

we used to eat grapes in the van and throw them away. she taught me to be mindful of food waste, but this was the exception, we both knew he'd be angry if he saw them. so we ate them in the van. maybe theres a difrrent hole im avoiding.g hes dead tho. the dead cant throw stick and stones. words hurr tme worse than anything, but that doesn't mean i cant heal. its just hard. mostly just accepting that my mom "let" me be in that space. my feeelings arent fiar or maybe they are but my feelings dont have to fair. right? right. its how we respond to those feelings that matters. Unforgettably I have the Bad at Responding to Feelings disease. But it's not untreatable, maybe its incurable, but theirs relief to be found ITS JUST FUCKING HARD AND TEDIOUS UHSGJDGJHFBJKFKJF

i need to sleep. what do i need to do to get to sleep. its safe to sleep. the house is quiet. the furnace is running. the weird hertz music is on. if i foicus on it, will it soothe me? to know i must try. i must try to hear the music self hypnosis real challenge my head hurts focus breahthe in and out. don't worry about spelling thsi is niformal sleeo us the oriority no. focus ton the sould do not get lost in your head not till the dreams start you want the darkness you want to ckoes oyour eyeas you miss her and thats okay let the feeling slow do not try to control the feeling i miss her hmm draaft or post

yeah what ever

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[yenyenyen19]

haven't drawn my favorite war criminal in years 😔✌

[transhoverfish]

ice worms when they see a snowstalker

[rrumblettumble]

got lost in the sauce and made lore, characters and story for what was probably a joke in Failboat’s second viewer island video. (the Denny’s Two with the eyea cult room)

fuck.

[rudesheep]

wakes up at 8. goes back to sleep. wakes up again at 9. goes back to sleep. 'wakes' up at 10. cant open eyes. everytime half-opens eyes starts hallucinating. gets scared and forces self back to sleep.