#That's a lot of solitary things...
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last ten people who reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals & followers!! <3
What an interesting ask. Thanks, Smowkie!
Let me think for a while, it's actually not that easy...
Listening to music, singing and dancing to it. --- I only listen and sing to music when I'm driving to/from work and it's a lot different than doing it at home. I danced for the first time in months last week and my god, it felt good!
Writing. --- I love writing but it gets really hard to write when I come back home so exhausted that I can't do more than scroll endlessly... These days, though, I'm writing a lot, considering how much I usually write.
Watching my cats live their life. --- There's so much sleeping, I envy them.
Having my boyfriend's hands on me. --- Nothing sexual, you degenerates. He's just always touching me; drumming on me, pinching me, micro massaging me. I love it.
Reading. --- When I'm not scrolling after work/between shifts, I'm usually reading. I read a lot. I don't comment enough. I kudos every time.
#That's a lot of solitary things...#I love being by myself#I think it shows#ask answered#ask me#smowkie
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Scoria and Sakura are best friends! It's so cute when I see the things they do together, and it makes me so beyond happy that they both came to live with me so that they could share their lives with each other. They absolutely insist on it, and does so much good for the other.

I can't imagine how else they could have found happiness if things hadn't worked out exactly as they did. Scoria has basically been Sakura's "emotional support snake" while she worked through things from her past I'll never fully know that caused her a lot of issues with panic and fear. Sakura knows this too, and looks out for her sister, the only one she truly trusts and feels completely safe with.

The moment they wake up they both want each other to snuggle and play with. Scoria loves to be affectionate with both me and her sister who seems to have not had this earlier in her life- but Scoria is showing her how nice it is not only directly but demonstrating with me and Sakura also trying, copying what she has seen her sister do.

Sometimes when one goes to check on the other they'll join in on... I'm not even sure what they were doing. But they had a good time while taking a mandated union break from digging tunnels for the isopods.

So happy I get to share in the adventures of these two best friends! It makes me so happy to see them living their best lives together, and being beyond content snuggled together with their found family.
#cute#pets#snakes#friends#animals#I think Sakura tried copying Scoria and didn't quite get the full memo#So she went down the front bark and Scoria went down the back which leads into diggy dirt#And Sakura was like#“I followed friend into bark but where is friend???”#Meanwhile Scoria was probably oblivious her little sister was trying to find her & she may was well have her front half going into a portal#Eventually they found each other fully#And were very clear they prefer their home far more than this enclosure they helped build tunnels for#I'm glad to know they like their home#While I do want to make it more aesthetically pleasing#the current focus was filling it with things they enjoy#Specifically things they have a lot of fun playing with or on#I want their home to be the place they feel safe but also enjoy being in#not a prison#a bedroom#I think they like their enclosure but they sometimes don't want to go in it because they also really enjoy spending time with me#Scoria really does#but also communicates effectively when she is sleepy from playing and needs to rest#as much as they love each other when they go to sleep for the night they sleep alone#even with the option to stay near each other#I think this is nature rather than something I taught them by separating them into their own enclosures after play time#which makes me wonder if humans classified them as solitary just because they don't want room mates#like plenty of people i know choose to live alone but that doesn't mean they are introverts/solitary#I wonder if wild hoggies sleep alone (not counting brumation) and their social lives outside their den was completely ignored#Like I bet they live in a neighborhood or kingdom or whatever you want to call it#The fact they can communicate“I'm friendly let's be nice to each other”indicates a species that regularly comes into contact with each other
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solitary confinement fucks with me like nothing else like. i would much rather have my ribs broken again then to ever have to go into solitary again. we read this one article last spring that described solitary confinement as a "world-destroying world" and that rings true to me. i keep reminding myself that i have survived it before and could survive it again, i think about resistance and protest and the many many examples of resistances from inside and have been talking with other comrades, some of whom have also survived long-term solitary and some of whom have never and strategizing together. but it is so fucking hard.
#personal#vent#sorry. im getting very stressed my blog might just kind of be like this until court this week#solitary confinement#like it's just. a lot#i thought things were mostly worked out and all the messages im getting this week are like haha noooo#so it is not as settled as i thought
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Speak Now is Taylor’s most neglected child and it makes me sad. I don’t think it’s intentional, I just think that there’s a lot of heaviness attached to it that makes revisiting it a bit painful.
#taylor swift#speak now#like there was a lot of tough things she was going through both personally and professionally#she was trying to follow up fearless and all the success and doubts that came with it#aftermath of John and entering into her relationship with Jake#in that threshold between childhood and adulthood#trying new things and pushing herself creatively and artistically#I know she takes a lot of pride in writing the album alone but I can’t think of how solitary that must’ve been at times
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twelfth night is not a Shakespeare I have read or seen but now I’m a bit terrified of ever consuming it. I definitely would never touch that audio drama with a 10 foot pole though (so so tempting. I might give in)
i was normal about twelfth night and held many normal emotions about it i really liked it for being this fun very messy queer drama until i listened to david tennant malvolio which ruined my life i cannot stress enough all of my evil derangements are because of david tennant malvolio if he had not done any of that i would have been FINE
#YOU CAN HEARRRRR the heartbreak and desperation in dt malvolio's voice#you can picture his expression so clearly whem olivia says to him 'but out of question 'tis maria's hand'#the 'i'll be revenged on the whole pack of you' line reading made me lose my fucking MIND#i guess this is the biggest weakness of the audio drama is that im too busy like actively being upset over malvolio#to even feel anything about the haha funny everything all works out ending#twelfth night#ws#david tennant#when i read the play (esp 4.2) i pictured malvolio as being very very angry. still staying confident in the wake of#what's still happening around him. cuz it's like malvolio gave me a very 'i'm surrounded by fucking idiots' energy#and the only thing he has to rely on is his mind (which he takes a lot of pride in anyway).#also the play is a comedy and i feel like this is the only way for this scene to be actually funny#dt malvolio causes me evil derangements bc he is. the reverse of this lol#he is on the verge of tears throughout ALL of 4.2 his voice is all fucked up from screaming to be let out#when he says 'i am as well in my wits as any man in illyria' it's as much a desperate plea to feste as it is to himself#he's someone who once took pride in being the only sane one but now he's started to doubt himself n that's a whole other level#of horror for him. none of it is funny whatsoever. thank you david i love and hate you for this#idk how many other malvolios tend to give you the sense that he is straight up traumatized from being put in solitary but yeah
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the utter disconnect between Tim and Dick in Red Robin #1 is kinda legendary I'm not gonna lie
#Dick: hey Tim want a promotion?#Tim: you FIRE Tim? running away for 1000 years#like the conversation kinda works because Damian interrupts in the exact wrong time??? but like... Tim wasn't even Dick's partner there was#no established business as usual quite yet#and he did a lot of solitary detective work as Robin in his solo so... yeah things weren't really going to change that much for him#my guy was grieving so hard he only heard every fifth word Dick said... as did the fandom... le sigh
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minjoon is a difficult person to faze and even more difficult to scare. because of this, he's never really enjoyed horror games all that much - ones which rely on jumpscares in particular, he's never understood the appeal of. regardless of this, however, he has played some scary games on stream entirely at the request of his chat. he always worries that his reactions are underwhelming and kind of against the point of playing horror games for content, but chat all eat it up - there's something about the way he'll just blink and utter a quiet "ah" or "i didn't expect that" when something startling happens and then continue on with what he was talking about before that a lot of them find very entertaining.
#he's the antithesis of ur average streamer ok and i love that for him#his chat have definitely spammed at him bc he'll sometimes just completely MISS jumpscares or creepy visuals#ahhhh I really wish I could properly describe how I picture his streams bc it's one of those things I'll probably never get to write#bc it's kind of a solitary thing and there's just. not a lot to DO with it in rp#but I can so vividly imagine his demeanour & shit that happens and I wish I could share the vision more easily#idk. anyway. still thinking about him. maybe I'll be able to get myself to poke at some of his asks or smth tonight#❥ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍 、headcanon
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I love talking abt dan feng so much because he seems so distant, so untouchable, so removed from others because of his haughty air or the ferocity of his power and the significance of his status ?? but he’s enchanted by weapons and has his tail swishing while looking at them like !! and even around the high cloud quintet some if not most of his decorum remains its ingrained into him, impossible to seperate.
#seeing him cry or show pain or be open and sincere would be so NFNNDNSKAJSNS#he isn’t duplicitous by nature but he also reveals little things#and keeps a lot to himself#ooc.#he’s very dignified#he’s also solitary not by nature wholly but because being high elder necessitates it sometimes#idk man that’s my dragon !!
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Maybe the weirdest good that has come out of my aromanticism is that I just... appreciate how alone I am. I've learned to really evaluate how I view my time and how I spend it with myself, and it has enabled me to slowly try more and more things out of a desire to enjoy my own company and myself even more <3
#aro#aromantic#lgbt#lgbtq#like this isn't unique to being aro but my aromanticism is what personally inspired this from me#and yes i do desire human connection but i also deeply crave to be solitary in a lot of ways#i recognized that i'm prone to going too far with this desire so i do reign it in sometimes but i don't think this is particularly unhealthy#there are plenty of things i haven't liked about being aro but this has never been one of them#and regardless of if you're alloromantic or not i think learning to be solitary and enjoy /your/ company can be very important#because you can't predict when you'll physically be alone but it's almost inevitable that it happens from time to time#and learning how to sit with yourself instead of distracting yourself from you can be very freeing#obviously take this advice if you want or don't or modify it to fit what you want/need because these are my own opinions about it
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What sorts of things do you think Odette has stolen from Yein? Does she change what she steals or does she consistently prefer certain items?
From strangers, Odette tends to steal things that are clearly lover’s tokens -- cufflinks, rings, bracelets and necklaces, handkerchiefs, watches - pocket and wrist. Anything with sentimental value that a lover touched just sort of… calls to her.
From friends, it’s different. She likes to take things they’ve handled a lot but won’t miss. At least not right away. She has pocketed many a roe-sized handkerchief from her friend, Yellow Rose, for instance, and she takes special delight in pulling one out when someone needs one.
From Yein specifically? Their spoons. The wooden ones they have brought to their lips time and time again, the ones oiled and worn by their fingers, the ones they have gestured with as they sit with Odette at the table in their home; talking and laughing and enjoying the silence together. Certainly, Yein will run out of spoons and when they do I’m not sure what she’ll switch to. Not more cutlery, that would be rude.
#Answered#Thank you for the ask my friend <3#apologies I don't have a screen to accompany it lmao#Is it fucked up to steal the watch a late wife gave her partner? or anything like that?#for sure#odette does a lot of things that are weird and messed up#and I think people give her a pass because she's cute and too short to take seriously#she steals lover tokens because she struggles with romantic love and -- until very very recently --#assumed romantic love was just not in the picture for her (and still doesn't think it will stick/last)#and it's envy is the main motivation#wanting to process something given in love that she might never get#from friends it's more a game for her#and also she's a pretty solitary creature who hates touching so pinching something her friends have handled#is like holding their hand long distance and without the fear of them being weirded out by how cold she is#a second answer in the tags just for you
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ok just to like paint a picture so. today i woke up at 9 and went to my morning class (was a little bit late) then i got brunch and canceled therapy (was a whole Ordeal trust me..) for like an hour or over idk, then i went back home to work on this research paper & got some food from a local café, then i went to a meeting i had and then walked to my friends workplace and we walked back and then i kind of have just lazed around and im watching my friends show from 1-2. and then TMRW i have a thing early afternoon & a d+d session for like five hours until 10 pm basically and then im probably sleeping in bc of the whole 1-2 thing. And then tmrw i have basically nothing but i then have to call my family bc i havent in a while and i need to do all of my homework. so needless to say this has been a hell of a semester start
#nightmare.personal#There is a 2 week period in which i have an event every other day#so like when ppl talk about not really having freetime in college like#i spend a good amnt of time w my friends Like a lot of time but also. solo time ? very little#On mon & wed i have back to back 3 classes i wake up at like 8:30 w like tiny breaks in between so like#i have my big friend meal right after bc of the back to back ness (on wed i also get dinner later w other friend)#and then immediately after food i go to my friends dorm and we study for like whatever like basically the entire night bc it just-#-devolves eventually to socialization ?#And then tues thurs i have big gaps and later class starts BUT i also have been scheduling like office hrs#but those days r fine and a lot more solitary. and i get a super nice breakfast But like past that ?#idk. idk! i have so many fucking org things like i have shit on tues nights now 2 a month#and then my other thing and its like. Its all worth it but also fuck fuck fuck u know#so its been exhausting. fun but like. idk I need less shit on weekends i think#like i need to do work on sunday but also zero socialization
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he is so so silly. i love him
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#kaeya and klee;;;; weeps sobs cries they are everything to me.#him telling her the story of the jinni and following it up with#''it was in there because it did a lot of bad things. so if you do something bad and don't want to get locked up...don't get caught.''#HE'S SO.#his commitment to keeping klee out of solitary confinement. unparalleled.#is it because you were a silly troublemaker when you were a kid kaeya. huh. is it because you used your slingshot on pigeons#and learned how to get away with it and get out of trouble. huh#anyway. so funny that kaeya is the one who knows abt the jinni story like wowwww almost like he researched ancient civilizations in sumeru.#also funny for him to ask if we know about it and the traveler is like. flashing back to the past 6 months in the desert#the traveler who is actively carrying liloupar's corpse around:
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i think it actually matters a lot the way that we talk about incarcerated people and prison related topics, because the language we use and the way that we sensationalize prison topics can have real-life impacts on the wellbeing of currently incarcerated people, especially people held in solitary confinement.
it is inappropriate and misleading to share a baseless claim that everyone held in solitary confinement are cannibals. this is very obviously not true (there are around 122,000 people held in solitary in the US for a wide variety of reasons) and saying that all 122,000 of them are cannibals doesn't help you make your point. solitary confinement is violating, cruel, and torturous regardless of what someone's charges are, and the fact that luigi mangione was put in solitary confinement should just highlight how arbitrary and widespread solitary confinement is within US prisons. i have no idea why you decided to make the claim that solitary confinement is only for cannibals on this post, but that's a fucked up thing to say on a lot of levels.
if anyone wants to learn more about the landscape of solitary confinement in the US, i highly recommend reading about the 2013 California hunger strike to protest solitary confinement and the Black and Pink National report about solitary confinement policies for trans people.
So to catch you up to speed
Luigi Mangione is an innocent man who has not been confirmed to have been involved in any crime.
We have police documents confirming he was not DNA tested or fingerprinted, and confirmation no usable DNA or fingerprints were recovered at the crime scene due to incomplete prints and immense DNA contamination of New Yorks streets.
No evidence has linked him to the crime.
No facial recognition has even remotely come close to identifying the cctv suspects face as that of Luigi. His own family and friends do not see a resemblance. Most people agree the features in the cctv do not match the very well documented features of Luigi Mangione.
Luigi Mangione has no history of violence nor with firearms. He is a vegan pacifist with no history of mental illness and an aversion to killing even bugs.
He is still only a SUSPECT and all involvement in any crimes are merely ALLEGED at this time. Alleged by the most corrupt police force in the entire nation; the NYPD who do more organized crime than they've ever stopped.
Luigi Mangione's attorneys confirmed they have been shown absolutely nothing that even places Luigi at the scene of the crime.
People have repeatedly tried to recreate the entire timeline of events and found it is not physically possible to do what was alleged in the time frame police gave. Especially dubious for Luigi Mangione to have done given his recent, crippling back injury.
Luigi Mangione in his own words has said police planted evidence on him and are not being honest about his arrest or what he had on him at the time.
There is no body cam footage of Luigi's arrest.
There is no autopsy report for Brian Thompson.
Luigi has so far been:
Stripped of his hat, jacket and shoes and forced to walk in the cold in December wearing wet socks.
Forced to urinate on himself where police then took and published humiliation photos of him.
He was then stripped of his shirt pants and socks and put in a blue psychiatric gown and strapped to a chair inmates called "the torture chair" and left for prolonged periods of time. To the point the entire inmate population at the prison protested in anger.
He was slammed unto a brick wall, choked, and shoved by various police officers for no reason.
Was marched through nyc at gunpoint by officers with military firearms, forced to wear chains
Was called a murderer by the mayor of NYC on national television.
Was then placed in solitary confinement for weeks. Something extremely damaging psychologically to be exposed to for even just a few days. Something usually reserved for cannibals.
He is now being forced to sleep on the floor despite again, a crippling back injury.
Again, he has not even had trial yet. He is an innocent man by the very definition of the law. He has nothing tying him to any crime. And even the crime itself was a nobody being shot in a city where nobodies are shot everyday, seven days a week. And those shooters don't get this treatment. Cannibals don't get this treatment. Serial killers don't get this treatment. Why are they doing this? Because we entered an oligarchy and they want people who are rich to matter more than people who are not. The NO ONE, no name, insignificant person that Brian THOMPSON always was and WILL ALWAYS BE is more important because of his net worth, to the fascist oligarchy we've entered into, than the innocent man, data scientist and robotics engineer with a promising future that is Luigi Mangione.
The NYPD doesn't want him to be innocent. They are torturing him gleefully and postponing his trial because they know he's innocent. They just want to scare the public into understanding that the ultra rich, even those who's names will never be remembered as anything other than markings on a never visited tombstone, are the only persons who matter now. Not yours. Never yours. You're poor. They'll torture you without a trial too. Your life means nothing to them. Your children dying in school shootings means nothing to them. Pinning a crime on an innocent man they can beat to scare the public out of class consciousness is the only thing that matters to them now. Depose them.
#there's so much else in this post that i'm not even going to touch#but i think that like. for people who are reblogging this#i think you need to recognize there's a lot of things in this post creating subtext that implies that other incarcerated people#who were found guilty of their charges would deserve this kind of treatment. and that's fucked up#solitary confinement#also. i've survived long term solitary confinement and i simply just do not have patience for ppl arguing with me about it who don't know#what the fuck they're talking about#police brutality
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I fallen really far into mindlessly playing sudoku on my phone. Bc I’ve decided a sudoku app with like. 10k levels across like five different game modes and difficulties is the thing I should be a completionist about
But I’ve reached a point. Over a thousand into the easiest puzzles that like. I zone out a LOT while playing. Like. I wouldn’t say I’m that good at it. Bc all I do is the easy puzzles but like. I zone out some times and then i will be half way thru a puzzle like wait shit. Did I just start a new one-
#I’ve leveled up bc I can split my attention more now then I used to be able to#but yeah#wish me luck. I’ve done like. 200~ this year I think?#I hit 1k in March. been using this app tho for like. a number of years#it’s only in the past two I’ve really ramped up playing bc#apparently I am an old woman#I have other phone apps. I have other games#I exclusively play Microsoft solitaire. which I tolerate ads on bc It’s the best solitary game. and I’ve got investment in it#like. I’ve been playing that for like. prob close to a goddamned decade#I’m at like lvl 150 in all the things it’s-#and this sudoku app. like.#i am not gunna really feel bad about it tho bc I checked last week and I used my sudoku app more than my screen time on any individual#social media (combined it was still bad but)#last ten days I got three and a half hours#anyways random rant#I rec sudoku. it’s a lot of fun
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I wish they would update gardening in the sims.
Let me plant companion plants close together dammit
#i always try to put a lot of debug landscaping plants around my sims actual plants so it at least looks like they have friends#instead of solitary plants evenly spaced apart#i doubt theyll do that#maybe in sims 5#or at least like. there should be benefits to having companion plants near each other#like having dill near your tomatoes keeps bugs away from them#like irl#i forget what keeps vine bores out of squash plants but planting that plant should also keep bugs away from the pumpkins in the sims#somebody who knows more could probably get more specific#i feel like those are things your sim could discover as they increase their gardening skill#i should see if theres a mod for that#if i knew how to make mods i would make my own but idk the first thing about making mods#and i only know the very basics of programming and NOTHING about game design
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#Still thinking about Doc. As is expected of me.#I miss him a lot. Not just as a father‚ but as a coach‚ too!#I would've never had a chance to even *try* going pro if it wasn't for him. And if anyone *had* given me the time of day‚ I would've been#eaten alive at boxing camps and sparring matches. I owed my whole career and my love of the sport to him.#Now that I'm training again it makes me feel that absence even more. Boxing is an infamously solitary sport‚ but it sure did help to have#someone cheering you on. He always managed to find a way to work with my weaknesses and accommodate to me.#Unlike the rest of the boxing scene‚ both then and now. God.#You'd think it would've gotten easier. But I think it's gotten way worse. I miss my coach. I miss how attainable my goals felt when he was#there to help. I miss how he made me feel like I *did* stand a chance against the world. How he steered me away from all of the things that#would've killed my passion for the sport.#Now I have to do that on my own and it's hard‚ man! It's really hard.#But hey. It's not like I was ever dealt the best of hands with this kind of thing back then either.#🥊🏆#rambling#MAC YOU HAVE REQUESTS TO WORK ON! STOP MOPING!
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