#That my posture and mannerisms are directly linked to needing to keep my elbows close in because my family members are the right height
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Where's that post about character's who've probably got something going on with them but the plot's too important to focus on that thing now because. yeah.
#My relationship to my body my sexuality my gender are all tied up in my neurodivergence and it's fucking exasperating#What do you mean I have a conflicted relationship with working out because I had to make myself deliberately aware of where my body is#Because I live and work in cramped environments that mean my focus on other things means I would accidentally knock stuff over otherwise#That my posture and mannerisms are directly linked to needing to keep my elbows close in because my family members are the right height#to just get directly elbowed in the face in our cramped house if I held myself instinctively#and that affects my musculature posture and subsequently my choice in clothing to compensate#and that working out might make me take up more space but wouldn't necessarily make me coordinated#to say nothing of not actually being able to work out without body doubling#and even then not at the moment because I'm burnt out from masking#and I don't have enough energy to make myself work out and guarantee I won't emotionally overreact to stuff in the hours afterward
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