#Te perdió

[shokolu]

TE PERDIÓ

Porque no supo tenerte ni entenderte

Porque mientras dijo cuidarte se dedicó a romperte

Porque mientras dijo adorarte no hizo más que esconderte

Te perdió…y tu ganaste!

[gwaha]

dificil acordarse de lo que paso hace 40 años cuando andan matando gente todos los dias en la calle. milei es un pijaso pero peor seria seguir con la inseguridad de los k. este balotage fue porque todos fueron cagones y no quisieron votar a la gente del medio

es que si, ninguna de las dos opciones era buena pero milei era lejos la peor. por donde lo mires era la peor opción. me hablas de la inseguridad de hoy pero imagínate la de mañana si se legaliza la portación de armas. los pibes ya se matan a piñas en los boliches, imagínate si llevan la pistola de su viejo al colegio. dios, imagínate como van a subir los casos de femicidio con un presidente que activamente promueve la violencia. vamos a estar peor que nunca, ya estamos todos muertos

[yume-holic]

che que gracioso lo de James somerton el mf se rehúsa a agarrar la pala es increíble igual un poco lo entiendo

[cjvno]

BIBLIOTECA · Maven dijo " ¿No te parece raro que ninguno de nuestros profesores nos advirtiera sobre esta visita? " * @imaven

Ante su comentario juno sólo se encogió de hombros, corriendo una silla para poder sentarse luego de colocar el par de libros en la mesa " ¿Cuándo lo han hecho? " respondió con una interrogante, mirando al belga con la cabeza inclinada, sólo meneo la cabeza, tratando de no darle más vueltas al asunto de las que le gustaría, pero ¿a quién iba a engañar? ya lo estaba haciendo " Tal vez quisieron que ignoráramos lo que pasó con ya sabes quién " y si se refería al profesor y claro que le dolía recordarlo, ahora se sentía tonta por alguna vez considerarlo atractivo " al parecer no les gusta afrontar, ¿no hicieron algo similar cuando entraron los de intercambio? queriendo tapar el sol con un dedo " rodo los ojos, así como su mirada se iba hacía el libro sobre adaptación que había tomado.

[flan-tasma]

Gente, valió vrg todo porque no me salió Furina. Vamos a ir a hacer una chocolatada para llorar el fin de semana.

Imágenes reales de la vida preparándome para darme puras armas en vez de a Furina:

[thefulcrumfiles]

Ezra te extrañe un chingo no mames no mames no mames aaaaah quiero llorar feo por un wey que ni existe lo extrañe mucho, tuve mucha fé. Ay lo malo que no lo tendremos tanto pero aún así BEBITO BEBITO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh

[leohiranc]

' mis padres lo hicieron, solían tener fotos de todos sus viajes y mamá estaba encantada con este en particular ' por eso, le era triste pensar que lo una vez brillaba con esplendor ahora estaba resignado al olvido. ' ¿incluso si te digo que puede haber algo importante entre la basura? ' y agradece que diario era fácil de reconocer y estaba en un lugar fácil a la vista, de lo contrario, capaz ni hubiese intentando hacer el esfuerzo. ' sí ' termina por levantarse de lugar, sacudiendo sus pantalones con palma de sus manos. ' ¿quieres hacer algo? estaba pensando ir a la azotea, ¿qué dices? ' que un lugar que no oliese a humedad y encierro le vendría bien. * @romaahn

' ¿por qué lo dices? ¿lo visitaste en su momento? ' se acerca a paso lento, ambas manos en el fondo de los bolsillos de su gabardina. al final se detiene cuando logra ubicarse a menos de un metro detrás del tremere, sin intenciones de ensuciar su ropa sentándose en el piso. ' no hay dinero o recompensa suficiente que me haga meter las manos dentro de tanta mierda. así que no. ' aunque aquello no era del todo verdad, sólo era su orgullo hablando, al fin y al cabo se encontraba allí por una tarea que venus le había encomendado. ' ¿tú? ¿ya te aburriste? ' @leohiranc

[daniellent]

💌 + ¿mayor sueño?

coreografiar un tour de taylor swift. obvio.

[verso-abstracto]

Te echo tanto de menos. Me sigo preguntando constantemente si la conexión que teníamos realmente se perdió para siempre. Tengo tantas ganas de volver a verte y de sentirte. Te extraño muchísimo.

-Pattinson_v

[anes-tesia]

Te di todo el amor que pude, fue sincero, leal y exclusivo. Creo que con eso basta para saber quién fue el que perdió.

Margaritas en el mar

[zimoz]

No necesita una mirada o una advertencia física para saber que habla en serio, pero eso no lo quita de soltar una risa plácida, nada más un sonido proveniente de su garganta como un hum a labios cerrados, y un: "Cuidado," que deja ir en el momento justo que el cierre se libera. "Te dije que funcionaría." No es verdad, solo lo pensó, y tener la razón no le trae satisfacción alguna. Solo se alegra de que Stella no tenga razones válidas para matarlo, aunque nunca se quejaría si decide regañarlo o volver a atentar contra él. "¿Qué pasó?" pregunta, entonces, juntando las puntas de arriba y probando cómo funciona el cierre ahora que está libre. Sube como debería. "¿Alguien?" inquiere, y quizás no profundiza mucho las preguntas, pero está casi seguro que sabrá interpretar a qué se refiere: Qué es ese algo que la tiene tan fiera, o si fue alguien que la hizo entrar en ese estado. Pero lo más importante llega al final, cuando él mismo busca estar frente a ella y encararla. "¿Estás bien?"

' baja ese cierre más de lo que está y antes de que cruces la puerta al salón te habré cortado los dedos. ' advierte en tono sereno y desprovisto de todo humor. no se inmuta, no se gira por encima del hombro para dirigirle un ceño fruncido, ni siquiera se remueve. confía de que la broma es sólo eso, un chiste tonto que no ha tenido tiempo de filtrar porque si pudiera dimensionar cuan molesta estaba, probablemente lo hubiera pensado dos veces. ' sólo dime si está funcionando, y no lo tires con tanta fuerza. ' lo dañas, lo pagas, pensó. o eso había escuchado a otres cuchichear en cuando descubrieron que algunos vestuarios eran de diseñadores de nombre.

[stuckwthem]

literally in love with the idea of juani & reader just making out on set of lsdln before he’s about to get his hair & makeup done >3<

café y caramelo | juani caruso

summary: un pequeño vistazo a la rutina con juani en las mañanas de set, o mejor dicho, la razón por la que siempre llegan atrasados. 1.4k

fue muy rápido, una hora estabas caminando tranquilamente por los camerinos en dirección al trabajo y a la siguiente te metían en una habitación, sin avisar, sin sospechar, y de repente te encontrabas contra la puerta y unos ojos azules profundos muy familiares se clavaban en los tuyos, con un brillo travieso en la mirada.

"¡ai juani!", exclamaste, llevándote la mano al pecho, sintiendo cómo el corazón se te aceleraba contra las costillas. la sensación del susto reverberaba en los latidos de tu corazón, que oías resonar en tus oídos. "¡no puedes seguir asustándome así!".

fingiendo una falsa frustración, una mueca permanecía en su rostro mientras la sonrisa de juani no hacía más que aumentar. el chico, tratando de esquivar su ceño fruncido, rodeó sus caderas con los brazos, abrazándola fuertemente contra la puerta y le dio un tierno beso, luego apartó la cara para poder mirarla. estaba prácticamente vestido con su disfraz, aún tenía que maquillarse y peluquearse, y sabía que ya había pasado la hora de que estuviera allí.

"estás preciosa con esa cara de enojada", juan tenía una amplia y tonta sonrisa en la cara, que se reflejaba en su expresión boba y apasionada mientras te miraba. era una visión a la que ya estabas acostumbrada y que siempre te llenaba el pecho de una sensación cálida y deliciosa.

"te odio" lo intentó, pero no pudo contener la risa, así que tuvo que morderse el labio. tus manos se dirigieron hacia el pecho del actor en un intento sin esfuerzo de alejarte de él. 

juani, aprovechando su guardia baja, no perdió el tiempo y llevó sus labios a su cuello, debilitando todo su cuerpo, como una maldita táctica, para luego dirigirse a su barbilla y finalmente, a sus labios. no satisfecho, continuó plantando tiernos besos por todo el resto de su cara, provocando auténticas risas en usted. para él, era como escuchar una melodía suave y agradable, que siempre hacía mucho más ligeras las agotadoras y largas jornadas de grabación.

tenerte cerca durante las grabaciones fue una bendición absoluta para juani. os conocisteis en el set, os hicisteis íntimos en la primera semana y desde entonces no os habéis separado. de hecho, le fue muy difícil mantenerse alejado contigo como asistente de maquillaje.

"¿todavía me odias?", preguntó el hombre de pelo ondulado con tono divertido y un brillo en los ojos, tomándose un respiro por un momento tras una sesión apreciando tu rostro.

"un poco menos, un muy poco menos", dejaste caer tu rostro a un lado y deslizaste tus manos por los hombros del chico, que tomó tus palabras como un desafío. 

los ojos de juani se abrieron de par en par, indignado, y te puso la mano en el pecho, haciéndose el ofendido. nunca deja de hacerte reír, y con tu forma de actuar con él es como si no tuvieras control sobre ninguno de los músculos de su cara que esbozan una sonrisa.

"yo sé cómo resolver esto", dice, con expresión decidida y las cejas levantadas. tú le imitas, alzándole las cejas y, naturalmente, vuestras caras se acercan cada vez más hasta que vuestras frentes se presionan.

"¿sabes?", le preguntas mientras tu nariz roza suavemente la suya, provocativamente. tu voz sale más como un susurro debido a la cercanía, soplada sobre los labios de juan, que ahora te sujeta la cintura un poco más fuerte, hundiendo sus dedos en el espacio de piel que hay entre tu camiseta y tus pantalones.

un pequeño escalofrío te recorre la espalda al contacto de sus dedos fríos sobre tu piel, y no te cuesta demasiado ablandarte entre los brazos de tu novio, sobre todo cuando sus labios, cálidos y suaves, chocan con los tuyos tan lenta y suavemente que jadeas. los besos eran siempre suaves y dulces, besarle era como saciar una sed infinita en tu interior que te hacía anhelar más cada vez. 

"vas a tardar" murmuras entre besos, un poco sin aliento y mareada "vamos a tardar".

sueltas una risita mientras intentas ser racional, pero el chico se limita a rodar los ojos, haciendo un gesto de que no le importa.

"sólo cinco minutos más", dice socarronamente, atrapando tus labios de nuevo, pero sin ninguna prisa. cinco minutos podrían haberse convertido fácilmente en diez, pero ambos eran demasiado ajenos al tiempo.

los dedos de juani se deslizaron dentro de tu camisa y acariciaron suavemente la base de tu espalda, añadiendo algo más al beso que te hizo querer derretirte contra su cuerpo. apenas te diste cuenta de que estabas de puntillas hasta que te tiró al brazo del sofá, sentándote entre sus piernas. sus manos encontraron tu cara, sujetándola suavemente, ayudando a intensificar el beso. las yemas de sus dedos ejercen poca presión sobre sus mejillas, pero mantienen su cara lo suficientemente cerca como para que él pueda ordenar hábilmente el movimiento de sus labios.

el desliza su lengua bajo la tuya y pequeñas centellas recorren tu cuerpo como chispas, suficientes para hacerte suspirar entre beso y beso. juani sabe a café y caramelo, y disfrutas explorando cada rincón de su boca mientras sus lenguas bailan en armonía. es fácil perderse en esa sensación, en la calidez de sus labios y la suavidad de su mano sujetando tu cara, y con los ojos cerrados, pareces bucear en busca de más.

tus manos recorren los brazos de juani hasta llegar a sus rizos, y el chico se estremece bajo tu tacto cuando siente tus dedos recorrer su cuero cabelludo. respira hondo por un momento, sintiéndose embriagado por su aroma y la sensación de sus labios suaves y adictivos. ese no sería el único beso del día, por supuesto, juani volvería a besarte a escondidas entre cortes de grabación, cuando vengas a retocarle el maquillaje, o después de comer, mientras los chicos se distraen viendo algún partido en la tele, y seguro que te besaría un millón de veces más en el hotel, pero aun así, teme perderte ni un segundo en esa rutina.

el ruido fuera, en el pasillo, empieza a acercarse cada vez más, reconoces la risa de pipe y la voz de enzo, y sabes que te estás quedando cada vez más atrás, ya que se dirigen a maquillarse. esto te ayuda a recuperar la cordura, y empujas ligeramente a juani, tan resistente como él a deshacerse el uno del otro. él también sabe lo mucho que te gustaría pasar el día así, pero el trabajo llama.

con besos lentos, te suelta la cara, como si le costara soltarte. es como intentar salir de la cama en una mañana fría cuando estás bajo las cubiertas calentitas. tortuoso.

luego, en un último besito, te atrapa el labio inferior con el diente y te lo muerde suavemente, sólo para burlarse de ti, anticipándose a la sonrisa coja que tendrás poco después. en respuesta, tu mano le da una palmada en el trasero al chico, que gruñe y se aparta completamente de ti.

"¿cómo tratas a tu novio? que te ha traído café". juani devuelve ese tono de falsa ofensa, retrocediendo hasta la estantería y cogiendo el vaso caliente para entregártela. 

todas las mañanas se empeña en recogerte el café de la cafetería que te gusta, porque juani sabe cuánto odias el café amargo y fuerte que tienen en el set. con una sonrisa de agradecimiento, coges el café y le das un sorbo, sintiendo cómo el sabor a canela se extiende por tu lengua y calienta todo tu cuerpo.

"sabes que no puedes usar eso como excusa, ¿no?", le dices, mirándole por debajo de las pestañas mientras bebes otro sorbo. 

"¿qué?", pregunta juani, como si no lo supiera. saltas del brazo del sofá al mismo tiempo que él abre la puerta del camerino y se asegura de que no hay nadie en el pasillo.

"que llegas tarde por qué fue buscar café, esa mentira se está quedando un poco vieja", bromeas de pie en el umbral de la puerta, entre él y el pasillo. 

el de los ojos azules sonríe, baja la cabeza y la sacude negativamente. "bueno, no soy un mentiroso total, ¿eh? al menos miento mejor que tú".

camináis por el pasillo, mientras juani se ajusta el cuello de su traje, tú intentas alisar la arruga de su ropa. se os escapa una risa cómplice mientras os miráis furtivamente, es difícil resistir el impulso de arrastrarle de nuevo a ese camerino, o de no cogerle de la mano mientras camináis, pero vuestras manos chocan entre sí dos o tres veces. podrías acostumbrarte, eso seguro. todas esas mañanas de momentos robados y besos con sabor a café.

"oye", te llama juani, justo cuando estás a punto de entrar en la sala de maquillaje. te roba otro besito rápido y luego desliza el pulgar por la comisura de tu labio, limpiando los restos de espuma del capuchino. " nos vemos luego, ¿eh?"

espero que lo hayan gostado! feliz san valentin atrasado, mis amores <3

[soyelmorse]

Hola! 8 minutos tarde pero les prometí el capitulo 7 y aquí está! 😘, antes de darles el capitulo, aclararé que en el siguiente capítulo abra escenas subidas de tono (+18) Entre Pomni y Ragatha.

Sin mas que decir, la imagen no es mía, la saqué de pinterest, el autor de la imagen creo que está en la misma imagen con la marca de Agua y Disfruten el Capítulo.

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Kinger: Y ahora que hacemos?

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*Kinger termino de atacar a Gummigoo*

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Caine: No podemos dejarlo ir así de simple, oh, espera está es la oportunidad perfecta, en cuanto despierte le haremos varias preguntas para saber si está cuerdo

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Kinger: De acuerdo, que hacemos mientras tanto?

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Caine: uno de nosotros debe quedarse para hacerle las preguntas, así que me quedaré yo, ve y unete al resto y trata de hacer plática para que no noten la ausencia de este lagarto humano

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Kinger: Creo que es mejor que vayas tu, yo me quedaré, eres mucho más carismático que yo y sabrás que decir, apenas el despierte te llamaré de acuerdo?

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Caine: De acuerdo

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*Caine se despidió de Kinger y salió de área del cuarto de control, se dirigió a donde se encontraban los Chad y Max y empezó a darles la bienvenida y llevarlos a recorrer el lugar*

*Mientras tanto, Zooble y Gangle estaban revisando las marionetas de la Princesa Lu y ella conversaba con Pomni y Ragatha*

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Ragatha: Y como fue que lograste crearlas a tus súbditos?

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*Ragatha Le pregunté mientras se dirigían al centró del circo para comer unos helados*

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Princesa lu: Fue extraño la verdad, recuerdo que una noche estaba descansando en la cama pensando en como dormir, cuando derrepente me pareció ver algo asi como nieve, cuaso sali no vi nada de eso, pero el suelo estaba cubierto por cenizas, creo que siempre habia estado asi pero no me habia dado cuenta.

Después, agarre las cenizas y empecé a moldearlas, pensé en lo que quería y poco a poco sin darme cuenta había creado algo, no recuerdo exactamente en este momento que era Pero recuerdo que después de eso empecé a construir el castillo

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Pomni: Y porque no intentaste crear una salida?

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Princesa Lu: hm... Salida? Creo que hace tiempo intenté hacerlo. Recurso que lo anoté en mi diario pero este se perdió, un sujeto extraño me lo robo y-

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*Mientras hablaban, Observaron como Jax sacaba varios helados y se colocaba algo en los ojos y oidos para no ver o escuchar algo*

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Ragatha: Ignóralo el siempre es así

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Princesa Lu: De acuerdo, como te decía, un sujeto extraño robo mi diario, creo que algún momento lo conocí o algo así Pero todo eso lo anoté allí

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*Pomni busco varios helados y luego regreso con las chicas*

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Pomni: y realmente no Recuerda algo?

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Ragatha: a qué te refieres Pomni?

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Pomni: No lo se, ver una puerta, un portal, algo que no pareciera normal

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Princesa Lu: oh! El valle vacío, eso definitivamente no era normal

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Ragatha: Valle vacío?

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*Mientras que las chicas hablaban, Jax se quitó uno de sus bloqueadores de sonido y escucho disimuladamente*

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Princesa Lu: un día, envié a mis súbditos a explorar y uno de ellos me contó hacer a del valle vacío, era un lugar donde los árboles que nos rodean se terminaba y que todo era tan plano y blanco que no podías diferenciar el cuello y la tierra.

Tal vez en ese lugar misterioso este lo que buscas

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Ragatha: Jaja...

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*Ragatha rio nerviosamente*

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Ragatha: No lo creo, más bien parece algo como...

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Pomni: el límite del mapa...

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Princesa Lu: Límite del mapa?

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Pomni: No es nada

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Princesa Lu: Bien, gracias por el helado, iré a ver a sus compañeras ya mis súbditos ok?

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Pomni: Ok

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Ragatha: Gracias por charlar con nosotros!

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*Pomni y Ragatha despidieron a la princesa Lu cuando está no las escuchaba hablaron*

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Ragatha: tu que opinas Pomni De ese tal valle vacío?

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Pomni: tenemos que verlo primero, Pero más o menos tengo una idea

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Ragatha: De que se trata?

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Pomni: Si es cierto que es algo así como el límite del mapa, Nosotros debemos estar en alguna parte de este, así que necesitamos ver cómo se cierra este límite

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Ragatha: claro, entiendo, si estamos en un círculo, al llegar al límite, podemos volver en una sola linea recta y mas temprano que tarde llegaremos al centro, dónde probablemente haya una pista

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Pomni: Si, supongo que tendremos que esperar y-

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Ragatha: Esperar?

*Ragatha interrumpió a Pomni y llamo la atención de Caine, quien le estaba enseñando la entrada al salon de pinball a Chad y Máx*

Caine!

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Caine: Si!?

*Saludé a las chicas*

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Ragatha: Pomni y yo saldremos un rato ok!?

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Caine: De acuerdo! Pero no sé olviden llevar sus bubbles, el las ayudara a regresar por si se pierden!

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Ragatha: De acuerdo!!

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*Ragatha dejo de gritar y miro a pomni emocionada*

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Ragatha: andando Pomni! Tenemos que encontrar esa pista cuánto antes!

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*Ragatha se llevó a Pomni de la mano y rápidamente se prepararon para salir*

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Jax: ... Je, ilusas...

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*Jax se quito la venda que tenía en los ojos y fue a agarrar otro helado, sin embargo a lo lejos ví que algo se cayo y se dio cuenta de que era ese sujeto extraño*

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Jax: Que rayos está haciéndo?

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*Jax se dió cuenta de que este había descubierto la habitación secreta que el había hecho, rápidamente dejo a su bubble en la mesa sin activarlo y se dirigo disimuladamente hacia la habitación que el había ocultado*

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Jax: Que crees que haces idiota!

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*Jax confronto a Fudge*

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Fudge: Nos volveremos a ver Jax!

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Jax: Que? No te conozco, y más te vale salir de aquí, este lugar es privado

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Fudge: De seguro que si, pero no te preocupes, no le revelaré a nadie tu pequeño secreto, apuesto que nadie sabe que tú eres quien tiene la llave para salir de aquí, o me equivoco?...

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*Fudge saco la llave que Jax estaba ocultado*

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Jax: Como sabes lo de la llave?

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*Me pare en frente de el listo para pelear*

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Fudge: Porque yo estuve allí, y te Vi cuando escavaste el lugar donde todos nosotros aparecemos, también lo hice una vez te hiciste, pero solo encontré una puerta en el suelo la cual no pude abrir, y sospecho que está llave es para eso...

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Jax: je, lo lamento amigo, pero nadie me quitará mi diversión...

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Fudge: Lo suponía, Por eso vine preparado...

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*Cuando Jax dió un paso más, jalo un hilo y 2 columnas pesadas cayeron sobre Jax*

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Continuará :D

[jintaov]

al querer comprobar si ex-mabom ha logrado dormir, solo es testigo de como ojos extranjeros se encuentran cerrados, mismo instante en que se percata de una respiración más serena por parte del otro masculino. inevitablemente sensación de alivio hace presencia, al hacerse la idea de que izzak probablemente ni siquiera le ha escuchado al hablar. bien, intentó disculparse (no precisamente como se debe) al intercambiar misma información que el mayor había dado, solo que ahora sobre si mismo. mala suerte la del alemán que se encontraba inconsciente cuando quería demostrarle un pequeño acto de bondad. también se siente más tranquilo de que esté descansando, no queriendo que un miembro de yule esté intentando esforzarse en las responsabilidades con tal resfriado. además, que así dormido no había la probabilidad que de nuevo intentara cruzar los límites del chino con su terquedad. se endereza, pegando su espalda en respaldo y alejando extremidades despacio para no interrumpir sueño contrario, tomando carpeta propia que había dejado a su lado -luego de sentarse-, donde tenía expedientes. aprovecharía echar un vistazo. sigue habiendo algo de inquietud al tener un tercero sobre su regazo, pero se mantiene enfocado en información de posibles sospechosos. reteniendo detalles de documentos en sus manos al leer, información que ya tenía memorizada pero hacía anotaciones (como podía, gracias a que no tenía donde recargarse) en márgenes hasta que por fin siente a compañero moverse, devolviendo fólder a su costado para permitirse ver a sujeto. '' hora y media '' o es lo calcula, no se había fijado a que precisa hora se había dormido. así cómo al segundo que ya lo nota despierto, también regresa incomodidad del inicio junto a esa sensación de escozor, nada acostumbrado a tal contacto, pesadez que se va cuando este se retira. '' lo importante es que durmieras, izzak '' encoge uno de sus hombres '' pero no vuelvas a hacer eso. ya sabes las consecuencias '' mas su tono es tranquilo, no habla golpeado ni le fulmina con mirada, aunque sigue con esa cara peculiar de pocos amigos. tampoco quería que pensara que lo odiaba o le desagradaba, nunca fue así. simplemente, quería que aprendiera sus límites. '' ¿problemas? '' frunce el ceño, sacudiendo cabeza '' no has causado ningún problema, tranquilo '' agita mano izquierda al aire, restándole importancia. '' ah, por supuesto que no lo olvidarás. incluso me debes una '' sube sus pies aquel sillón, acomodándose en modo indio, abandonando calzado en el suelo, colocando ahora en su regazo expedientes. '' que te he hecho hasta... ¿cómo dicen? ¿piojito?, '' que palabra tan rídicula, piensa ''para que lograras dormirte '' de nuevo una media sonrisa, tan solo de un tirón de comisuras pero que vuelve a la normalidad en un pestañeo. '' ahora— ¿ya me dirás lo que me ibas a decir de tu teoría? '' refiriéndose de nuevo al caso, mirándole un poco más despierto de cuando lo vio al llegar. '' porque puedes seguir descansando si así lo quieres '' solo que ya no sobre él, claro.

a kilómetros del origen de designio, incoherente lo vocal o receptivo que era por meros testimonios de consonancia. prometió no promulgar aspiraciones, domar bocaza e imprudencia alrededor de yule. ese lapso distanciado durando poquísimo, considerando final de la reflexión. vuelve a la cueva del lobo, sólo que sin afán de desafiarlo. no halla míseras cenizas de que más tarde terquedad actuará para morderlo como es común frente a varón, sus sentidos por primera vez adormeciéndose con anómalo escenario. en sistema no existe espacio para las consecuencias o eventos anteriores, no con fatiga propagándose por él, silenciando todo. mente en blanco, flotando en aterciopelada nube de quietud y reposo, sin embargo pese a la pared que le separa del mundo exterior, unos pocos ecos fantasmales todavía atraviesan consciencia. calmados versos rozan audición aun sin poder corresponderles. es simplemente increíble cómo no retiene información, pasando sin pena ni gloria. un secreto que desconocerá al despertar. porque con respiración encontrando curso normal, ¿quién podrá sacarlo de sus sueños? quizás imprudente, confianzudo y sinfines de adjetivos negativos por dormirse en regazo de chino. retrasar sus actividades seguramente planeadas, despegado de los minutos que pasó en aquella posición, excepto por la ofuscación que sigue al revolotear párpados. claridad eventualmente molesta visión, rascando zona lentamente con sus dedos en reflejo. a cambio de dureza, percibe comodidad, aterrizando de golpe con flashes previos a siesta. sus pensamientos patas arribas, abandonándolo con suma rapidez. orbes llorosas debido a descanso se enfocan en contraparte, dominadas por la culpa, nerviosismo y rastros de letargo. ' uh, ¿jintao? ¿cuánto dormí? ' la dura realidad contrae músculos de mentón, apretando puños contra suelo, enderezándose con cuidado. de hecho, confusión reemplaza cualquier otra emoción, trasladando zurda a la altura de sienes. ' lo siento. te quité tiempo y molesté. me disculpo profundamente. pensé que descansaría un rato, no dormirme por completo. ' tampoco que sentiría alivio en extremidades y garganta, mirándole detrás de los huecos de falanges unidas sobre su rostro. ' siempre te meto en problemas, ¿cierto? ' con sus estupideces, incesantes parloteos y— da igual, normalmente sus acciones hacen que los tres pasos adelante que tuvo sean multiplicados hacía atrás. apuesta que se ve terrible; labios hinchados y rojos, cabello saliendo en todas las direcciones. mas su disculpa es honesta, usando tal vez algo de gracia para mitigar los rayos de aversión que pudiera lanzarle. ' gracias— gracias a ti me siento mejor. no lo olvidaré. '

[somos-deseos]

Mí confesión: Quizás haya algo malo en mí. Hace casi 5 años que no logro enamorarme de alguien hasta el punto de amarlo, gustarle o involucrarme de una manera más profunda. Todos mis intentos de un nuevo gran amor no fueron más que emociones fugaces, posibles amistades perdidas y despedidas inconvenientes. No importa cuánto me abrí, no importa cuánto me entregué, las cosas parecían vacías de significado. Era una extraña sensación de fracaso, porque gustarle a alguien hasta que te dolía el corazón de una manera saludable se sentía muy bien, y yo estaba en mi mejor momento logrando encontrar personas agradables. A veces pienso que alguien, algo, no sé, me miró y dijo, está ya no amará, perdió la oportunidad que tenía de ser feliz, y ahora se va a deambular sorbiendo gotas de pasiones pasajeras.

- Seguen Oríah confesión.

[the-californicationist]

¡Hola Cali! 🩷 Te dejé un mensaje con un DILF que pesqué hace algunas semanas, pero creo que se perdió por aquí o no pudiste leerlo. ¡Te extraño tanto! El trabajo me está consumiendo porque estamos en plena campaña política y solo quiero que termine, con el mejor resultado, e ir a descansar (y escribir).

Leí que estabas de vacaciones o algo así. ¡Espero que la estés pasando increíble! *Besito en la frente*

Vine con una idea que me está rondando la cabeza: Precio como candidato a Senador y Lector asesor, deciden mandar todo a la verg* y simplemente ACEPTAN QUE ESTÁN ENAMORADOS Y TIENEN SEXO CALIENTE Y DESORDENADO.

*guiño guiño*

Griss!! Lamento mucho la demora, mi amor. Espero que esto sea lo que esperabas <3

After serving in the SAS, John Price has decided to run for a seat in the House of Commons. You are one of his closest political advisors, helping him deal with a runoff election. The only problem? Your incurable crush on your giant, hot, bearded, future member of Parliament.

English translation of the ask: Senator!Price and Advisor!Reader, decide to send everything to hell and simply ACCEPT THAT THEY ARE IN LOVE AND HAVE HOT AND MESSY SEX.

Unfortunately, this fic is in English, but if you are looking for Spanish-language fics, please go read (and reblog!) @pricesugarwife and her amazing work!! She's the best!

The Runoff

The tremble in your hand wouldn’t be abated by the drink you clasped in it, the alcohol losing the battle against your nerves, and the brown neck of the beer bottle kept waving in little shivers, giving your fears away. You squeezed the glass tighter, feeling the sticky glue of the label you’d picked bare, its shards still caught under your fingernails, but you kept trying to control your muscles; mind over matter. 

Only the blue, hazy glow of the computer screen reflected in your eyes as you watched the election results come in. Down twenty-two, up seventeen, down four, up twelve; you watched the number fluctuate as if it was your life hanging in the balance. Hell, this wasn’t even your race. 

But, it sure felt like it was. You were entrenched in this campaign, elbow-deep in the muck of it, wearing its failures like dark purple bruises and its successes like lipstick-stained kisses, feeling the highest of highs and trudging through the lowest of lows. Every rally felt like a homecoming, and every debate put your nerves on edge. More than anything, you believed in your work. You stuffed envelopes and pressed flyers into the palms of your fellow constituents as if you were bringing them food for their empty bellies, passing out prayers for their unsaved souls. It was the most important work you’d ever done. 

You needed John Price to win. 

Being elected to the House of Commons was a big deal for an independent in his district. Luckily, John’s reputation quietly but effectively preceded him. His service to the RAF and SAS, his commitment to defeating agents of terror, his loyalty to the Crown – all of it gleamed just like the shining medals that hung on his chest, even if he grumbled about them. Despite his distaste for pomp, he sure did wear it well. The accolades looked good on his broad chest, each one more splendid than the last, all lined up in neat, indomitable rows. 

Maybe I should spend more time looking at my stat sheets than his uniform, you thought, feeling guilty at just how many times you’d turned on incognito mode and searched for his award ceremony on YouTube.

The video had a few hundred thousand views, but it felt like most of those were from you. Seeing him walk out on stage, every bit the hero they’d introduced him as, made your breath catch in your throat. His sharp hat, the starched fabric of his coat, the bright, red sash slashing across his big, heavy body… you wanted to feel him sinking his weight on top of you, that power stealing your breath away, crushing your ribs, stopping your lungs from gasping in their precious oxygen. You wanted to feel the cold of those shining brass buttons upon your breasts, their rounded edges curling and chilling your heated flesh. You wanted the stubble of his beard to burn your soft cheek. 

You wanted John Price, and that would be a huge mistake. The last thing he needed was tabloid pictures with a garish, screaming title like “MP CANDIDATE SNOGGING HIS OWN STAFF!” No, you wouldn’t embarrass him like that. You wouldn’t risk it. Even if the way that he looked at you across the war room table made you think that you could, you would never. His seat was too critical. 

You needed John Price to win. 

Your eyes flashed up to the screen, again, noticing a change in the counting. You watched the numbers slow their terrible give and take, the shifting ups and downs slowly trickling to a halt. You did a double take, checking the clock. The recount was over. It was a tie.

Your phone started to buzz. Then another. Before you took your next breath, it was vibrating fast enough to cancel out each subsequent ping, like a barrage of alerts, all fighting for the front of the line. You shut it down, hoping you could get a kill command through the thunderous notification storm. Finally, the screen went dark, and you saw yourself staring back through the black mirror, startled to see your sunken eyes, as if you were confronting a stranger. You kept the dead phone centered in your hand, gazing into your own face just a little longer as if to ask what she was looking at, daring her to flinch. 

“Yours, too?” 

A dark, smoldering voice rumbled toward you through the quiet of your shared office. You snapped your head to find him leaning against the doorway, the collar of his oxford missing its tie, unbuttoned thrice, wrinkled and lilting from sweat and rain and the stress of the day. His beard was shaggy, and his five o’clock shadow bristled across his neck, spreading on his cheeks as he gave you a half-smile, wiggling his dead phone in the air. 

“Yeah,” you sighed, coming back to yourself, “Don’t look now, but Twitter is going absolutely mental.”

You pointed your chin at the screen, tilting your head up and leaning back in your chair so that he could look over your shoulder. There was barely a meter between the wall and the desk, so between you and the chair, John needed to lean close to see the final score. As he watched the screen, you watched the pulse of his heart beat through the wide vein in his neck. You could smell his musk, the human of his earthly form filling your nose and mouth, then his aftershave, fading, only the woody base notes remaining. A lingering scent of his favorite cigars clung to his hair and clothes. He smelled like a fire, a whirling inferno of vanilla and licorice and sweet tobacco that you had grown to love, to crave. 

“Christ. A fuckin’ runoff. As if I haven’t put you lot through enough already.” He shook his head, crossing his thick arms across himself, sighing from a resigned frustration. 

“We wouldn’t do it if we didn’t believe it was worth it,” you murmured in a hushed half-tone, your voice almost gone from all the shouting and mayhem you’d been a part of earlier when they’d called for a recount, “We believe in you, John.”

His smile widened, not enough to show those straight, white teeth, but enough to soften his eyes as he looked down at you. He tapped you on the shoulder and motioned for you to come with him. 

As he disappeared through the door, you followed him into the office hallway, past the common room, scooting past half-dead interns, rabid with a new task. One of them was juggling three phone calls at once, but another was curled up beneath her desk fast asleep using a cheap fleece blanket for comfort. Your campaign office had been through Hell, and it was far from over. 

A few of them tried to stop you and ask some questions, but you put them off, telling them to take a breather, get their minds right before making another phone call, and you continued to follow John as he led you through the winding office maze. 

Finally, he pulled you into his office, grabbing your forearm with some force, and locking the door behind you. 

“Got a surprise for you,” he said, pulling out two white bags from under his desk. 

You smelled it before he revealed it to you, and you couldn’t help but gape in excitement,

“Is that… oh, my God. Is that Padella’s? Are you serious right now?”

You helped him tear into the bags like a feral hound, ripping at the tight plastic bow, pulling out the takeaway boxes greedily and without shame.

His grin was smug and satisfied as he watched you open the box and take in a huge whiff of the hot food, 

“Yeah, it is. The seafood alfredo, right? Your favorite.”

“John,” you said his name like he had given you something far more salacious than food, ignoring his rolling chuckle, eager to get a morsel in your mouth as soon as you could. 

“If I knew it’d get you to say my name like that, I’d bring it by every bloody night,” he laughed, hiding his pleasure under a joking tone. He leaned in closer to the open takeaway box, peering inside, “Go on, love. Give us a bite.”

“This is how you know I’m devoted to the John Price campaign,” you joked with him, raising your eyebrows with some sass as you prepared a forkful for him. You speared a juicy scallop, twirling some pasta around on the plastic tines of the single-use utensil, crafting the perfect bite for him. “Giving you first dibs?”

“Lucky bloke, me,” he said quietly, winking at you. 

You pulled the fork into position, lining it up with his mouth, and you watched him open up those full lips for you, showing you his flat, pink tongue that bent to anticipate the creamy taste of the pasta. You placed it gently inside, the act of feeding one of the most dangerous men in the world suddenly too intimate, too endearing. His eyes watched you through the whole ritual, only fluttering closed when he shut his lips and began to chew his bite, savoring the flavors. 

He let out a long groan, the sound of which made you want to squeeze your thighs together, your mind repeating it over and over like an echo, imagining your name falling in between his ragged, guttural sighs. You felt your cheeks run hot.

“Mm, fuck,” he smiled, talking with his mouth half-full, “That is damn good.”

You took your own bite, nodding, tasting the buttery alfredo, the perfectly-cooked noodles, and the light, savory scallop. It was almost better than sex. Almost. 

Sharing the same fork, since you only had the one, you and John traded bites, sitting in silence for a while before the conversation turned back to work.

“They wanna put us in the runoff in less than ten days,” he said ruefully, understanding that timeline would be a brutal one.

“Ten days? Are they trying to kill us? The interns are falling asleep standing up,” you sighed, exaggerating a little, but making your point. 

“You should head home. Get some rest. I’ll hold down the fort here, love,” John said, wiping a smear of stray alfredo off of his lip decisively. 

You balked,

“No. Absolutely not. I can’t leave you now, not when we’re this close to winning this thing.”

He studied you for a moment, leaning his hulking forearms on his desk, spreading his wide hands across the soft wood of its tabletop, letting you see the small muscles in his hands as they stretched and pulled across his bones. He looked down at the space between his palms, grounding himself before he spoke, his voice just above a whisper, 

“You make me feel like it’s actually possible.” 

You reached out, your hand holding onto his wrist, making him look up to meet your eyes,

“John. It is possible. You’ve got Stallworth’s endorsement. Marchande will lose if you can get the Labor constituents behind you. I’ve run the numbers. Believe me, you can do this.”

“I can’t do it without you,” he frowned a bit, his brow knitting together, the timbre of his voice low and steady. 

You smiled up at him, feeling his fingers lace themselves into yours, experimentally testing the boundaries of his touch, 

“I’m here until the bitter end,” you let out a short laugh, nervous from how good it felt to be held in his hands, “And probably even after that.”

John was silent for a while, his thumbs massaging your knuckles in little, slow circles, his touch becoming more and more sensual, and then, he abruptly pulled away, leaving your palms face up on the table, your fingers bent in the shape of a shallow bowl as if begging to be filled. But, you remained empty, so you pulled your hands back to your lap, suddenly unsure, your body wanting his touch but mentally feeling as if you shouldn’t ask for it back.

He looked away, staring past you at the closed door and muttered, 

“I’m sorry.”

“For what?” You challenged, keeping your volume as low as his, not wanting to break the fading spell you had cast over each other. 

“I ask too much of you.”

You listened to the words as he sent them out, hearing two implications fighting within that one phrase. 

Too much of my time, or too much of my body? You wondered. 

So, you tried to make it easy on him. You didn’t want to be the distraction that ruined his race. You stood, closing up the box of food, cleaning off the tiny smear of alfredo that painted the corner of his desk. He stood with you, waving you off of the mess, taking over to clean it himself. 

The bag rustled, the box popped hollowly as he closed it, paper and cardboard and plastic all swishing and clattering, a cacophony of noise. And then… a deeply still silence. 

He was standing right in front of you, too close for you to think straight. You let yourself linger there, leeching the warmth from his heavy body and taking it into yourself, letting it seep into your skin. You vowed to keep the memory of it in some recess of your mind, saving it for dessert when you could be alone to savor its silky texture, tasting a ghost of all of the mirror universes where you knew what it felt like to be covered in him.

Suddenly, you felt his finger under your chin, a coaxing pressure, lifting your face to look at him. It was hard to look into his eyes. Some part of you knew that the moment he peered into them, when he studied what they were trying to hide, he would know your secret. He would be able to see all of your guilt, all of your stolen pleasure, all of the nights where your hand tried to replicate his presence, working itself between your legs to indulge in your fantasies about being taken by him, about serving him not as his campaign advisor but as his woman; his shelter and his release. He would look into your face and he would immediately know that you dreamed of being used like his own personal toy, helping him unwind after the stress of this election, putting all of his frustrations into you as he pounded himself into your mouth or between your spread legs, using you like a salve on a burn.  

But, you showed him anyway. Your eyes flicked up to his, and you let him see it. 

John towered over you, his shadow darkening your vision, framing you with his round shoulders. He had his thumb pressed just below your bottom lip, opening your mouth a little, watching your breathing crash heavy into your lungs.  

You stood frozen in place, watching as his neck bent over you, the great trunk of his body craning down, shading you, closing around you like the boughs of an immense oak, promising that you were safe here nestled in his roots, some sort of primal argument, convincing you to stay still so he could devour you in peace. A rabbit, statuesque beneath the snarl of a wolf.

His face was now upon yours, close enough for you to see the little silver scars that crossed over his cheek and brow, hints at a dangerous life, whispers of old pain. A light spattering of freckles littered the bridge of his nose, fanning out beneath those pale blue eyes he had fixed on your mouth, staring into it as if hypnotized.

Finally, when he was near enough to taste your air, to feel the heat of your breath against his mouth, his lips broke their seal, opening in anticipation of another first bite, another chance to sate a different type of hunger. 

His lips brushed yours, every moment taking an eon to pass, seconds stretching into thousands of hours, the office, the building, the city melting away from you like wax from a flame, the world giving way to dark infinity, and you opened your mouth to taste him, allowing your tongue to slip over your teeth so that you could know the sweetness of the smooth skin of his lip. 

The moment you touched him, you were taken. He crashed into you, his mouth to your mouth, his chest to your chest, scooping you up like a greedy falcon, trapping you in his arms, flying away with you. Or falling? You felt like you were falling; like you had leapt too high and now would tumble through the sky forever, whirling helplessly. He tasted of the rich alfredo, and of his cigars, buttery and rich, masculine and heady. He was prying your jaw apart with his own, eager to fill your cheeks with his broad, heavy tongue. John pulled back just enough to allow you to take a breath, but he returned, unable to stop himself, softly sucking at your bottom lip, slanting his mouth over yours, the fever in him beginning to cool. Then, he pulled back altogether, resting his forehead against yours, his eyes wrenched closed, his body heaving from his desperate breaths. 

He leaned back, staring at you with a worried look on his face, his voice deep and gravelly, a demonic purr, 

“I… I’m so sorry.”

You nodded, lowering your eyes, 

“I know. We can’t.”

“Can’t?” He panted, still reeling, looking at you like he was lost, like you knew the way out, “Do you want this? Me?”

You leaned your head into the strength of his hands as he cradled your skull, drunk on hope,

“More than you know. But, I don’t want to distract–”

John lunged at you, his mouth pressing to yours again, hurting you with his power. The weight of his jaw crashing into your lips, making you wonder if you would bleed from it, your own teeth cutting into the delicate membrane inside. But, he didn’t seem to care. He wasn’t concerned with your comfort. He was only there to consume you, to steal your breath, to drink your soul from your throat. 

He moved his body against you like a python, curling and squeezing you with his arms, constricting your movements, pushing and pulling you this way or that, whatever would give him deeper access to your pink tongue. His aggression shocked you, and it was everything you could do to just keep your balance, unsteady on your feet, your hands clutching at his waist for support. 

John’s kissing made you feel weak, like he was drugging you, forcing your mind into a daze. You tried to remember why you had tried to stop this from happening, unable to even imagine a consequence. You felt his hands wander away from your face, rushing down your neck, finding your breasts and roughly fondling them over your shirt. You’d ripped off your bra long ago, hot and tired, needing relief. 

When he realized that your heavy tits were hanging freely, hidden beneath your oversized button-down, you felt him shudder, groaning into your mouth at the mere fantasy of seeing them, of marking your nipples in dark hickeys as he suckled you, letting his teeth tattoo his claim on your flesh. 

You were brought back to the physical world when you felt your ass shoved into the long edge of the desk, stopping his forward progress. He pulled away from the kiss and stared down at you with a look that made you feel as if you might be in some kind of danger, even if you were relishing every fearful moment of it. 

John had only shown you this expression once before. You’d been working late again, trying to keep yourself awake by brewing coffee in the break room. There’d been an incident or two with one of the interns, a bloke who didn’t know how to take no for an answer. You’d shut him down twice, and now, you hadn’t realized he had followed you inside the small kitchenette. This time, he wasn’t asking, and when you felt his hand on your neck, you’d screamed, fighting back, but not making much difference. Mere seconds later, John had marched in wearing this same expression stretched across his face. 

It was a sort of ravenous joy, almost playful, but it was terrifying. He’d broken the intern’s wrist in his crushing grip, and then his jaw bone, striking the smaller man down to the dirty, tile floor with a single, cracking punch. Then, he’d stared at you, trying his best to control his visage, to push down that fiery arousal. Eventually, he was back under control, helping you out of the office, checking you for any wound, no matter how minor, worrying himself over you, promising that you’d never see that arsehole again. And you never did. You’d put it out of your mind until just this moment, always having more work to do. But now, you wondered if that intern was still walking around out there or if John had let his old ways return just for that evening. He was always good at eliminating threats. 

You had assumed that his feral heat had been for the fight, an expression of rage. But now, you thought that perhaps it had been for you. The thought that this reckless lad had dared to put his hands on something that John had claimed as his own, righteously possessive over you to the point of fury, baring his teeth and curling his lip into a lupine snarl, briefly revealing his wrath before tamping down on it and hiding it from you out of fear that you would not agree to be his. 

Now, he was not controlling his face. There was no polite gentleness in his eyes, no casual ease in his shoulders, no respectful distance between your body and his. No; now that you were in his grasp, he had no plans to let you go free. 

He grabbed you around your waist, his fingers cutting into your full form, squeezing your hips and lifting you with ease onto the desktop. He distracted you with kisses, lulling you back into a hazy, pleasure-filled lust, making you aware of his desire by shoving himself between your thick thighs, the threat of his heavy erection pressing through his slacks and onto the crotch of your jeans. 

Your body reacted on instinct. You felt yourself widening your legs and canting your hips to rub against his hardon like you were in heat, your biology doing everything it could to get his attention. 

But, you had it regardless. He tugged off your shirt with a deft sort of accuracy that took your breath away. When he let his eyes drink in the sight of your round breasts, peaked with smooth, puffy nipples, his rushed movements stilled, and you waited while he studied you, reaching out his fingers to see if you were as soft as you looked. As he discovered the truth, his big fingers wrapping around each of your heavy tits, applying pressure, caressing the sides of them, feeling the thin ridges of your stretch marks, plucking delicately at each nipple, looking up at your face to watch your reactions; all the while, you could feel the throb of his fat cock fighting to touch you through your clothes. 

Then, his touch became feverish again. Instead of a caress, it was a burning friction; instead of tender plucking, it was a shocking pinch. He was making you writhe beneath his hands, manhandling your tits to his own end, enjoying your whimpering cries of pain that fizzled into bright pleasure, the pressure of his dick against your sex making you aware of the growing wetness there, your panties proving your desire to you, warm and slippery. 

You reached up your hand to touch his chest, mimicking his affection, admiring the firm muscle that spanned beneath your palms. Your fingers found the gap between his buttons, running through the dense patch of hair that lay on his sternum, raking your nails lightly across his skin. He furrowed his brow, wanting more, looking down at your touch and starting to unbutton his dress shirt. Within seconds, he was peeling it off of his shoulders, leaving it rumpled and inside-out on the floor. 

Sitting up, you started to explore him with your mouth, letting your lips drag along his furry skin, licking your way across to his highest ribs, to that sensitive spot just below his armpit, changing your gentle exploration into a sucking, lustful kiss, aiming to leave a mark of your own. He let you bite him, enjoying the pain and groaning from it. Then, he grew impatient, and he fisted your hair at the nape of your neck, yanking you away from him, bending over you again, forcing you to kiss him as he pressed your jaw up to his, controlling your head. 

But, he did not have control of your hands. Without breaking eye contact with him, you began to fumble with his belt, hurrying to open the latch, moving on to his button fly, popping each one away to reveal his boxer briefs, the cotton of them soft across the back of your hand. You watched his face, chaotic and full of a decadent sort of desire, as if he couldn’t believe what he was feeling. 

He kept his hand in your hair and let you work his pants away, peeling his underclothes down as far as you could get them, glancing down as the pink, swollen head of his dick peeked over the hem as you revealed him. The head was pointing at his hip, trapped there by the wide elastic of his briefs. Now that he was free to move, his length stood at attention, fully erect with a girth that made you dizzy. 

“Holy fuck,” you gasped, muttering a curse under your breath. 

He jerked your head back, tearing your eyes away from his heavy phallus and forcing you to look at him instead,

“Something wrong, love?” 

You gave him a submissive look, curling your lips into a sly smile, your eyes wide like a fearful doe, 

“I don’t think you’ll fit.”

He smiled down at you, pleased by your appraisal, his gaze turning sinister,

“You’re not leavin’ ‘til I do.”

Quicker than you could breathe, he released his hold on your head and used both hands to ruck off your jeans in one violent pull. Your panties got stuck halfway, getting caught in the rough stitching of the denim. John looked down into your lap, staring at the silky fabric clinging to your wide hips, hanging off to one side at a messy diagonal, showing him the top of your unshaved mons. 

You heard him sigh through his smile, his hand reaching forward and ever-so-gently helping the edge of your panties back into place. You were confused. He was supposed to be ripping them off and fucking you stupid, but he slowed things all the way down, returning to his delicate caresses. 

John played with your breasts again, kissing your mouth, sucking on your neck. Then, he reached between your legs and touched you, his hand slipping over your covered pussy, groping you through the thin fabric. His fingers were warm, and the way he pressed them beside your tender clit made you tremble, your thighs shaking a bit as your legs hung off the side of the desk. 

He fell to his knees in front of you, his hands wrapping around the curve of your ass, pulling you as far forward on the edge of the desk as he could, throwing you forward like you were as light as a feather, his grip fierce and bruising. Then, he leaned forward, eager to put his mouth over your pussy, but you protested, gasping,

“John, my… my panties.”

He pinned his bright blue eyes on yours, looking at you unblinking, and leaned forward, showing you that he didn’t give a fuck about your panties. His hot tongue began to push and prod at your lips through the fabric, and you could feel your pussy clinging to the gusset, the wet cloth conforming to your shape as he licked and sucked.

As his tongue delved deeper, he discovered your sticky precome that had been soaking you right through ever since he’d found you staring at the vote count. He used his lips to suck on your folds, the knit of the fabric allowing only the tiniest bit of air to escape, making little chirping sounds as he applied more and more pressure. Then, you watched in a sick sort of awe as he took the gusset fully into his mouth, pulling it away from your body to suck your wetness from it like he was lapping up the last bit of ice cream from its cone. He even used his hand to loop it over his fingers, stretching out the thin triangle, making sure to get every last drop. 

By this time, you were pretty sure you had dripped your stickiness straight onto his desk, and you could feel your pussy slipping around on the smooth surface with every little movement. John decided to finally give you what you’d been whimpering for, and he pulled your panties aside to drink from the source. 

When the hot curl of his tongue finally connected, sealing wet flesh against wet flesh, you cried out, biting into your hand to keep yourself from being heard. You watched him eat you from your center, writhing his tongue deep into your hole and sucking on the head of your clit, using his bottom lip to reach that space underneath, teasing you within an inch of your life. Without thinking, your hand went to the back of his head, fingers raking through his hair, and you watched his eyes flutter, loving the feeling of your nails on his scalp. 

Your legs were partly resting on his shoulders, and John stood up quickly, slamming you back onto the desk and hauling your legs over with you, shoving your knees into your chest, putting your pussy on full display. You felt his fingers curve down through your wet lips and into the sensitive divot where you were leaking from. As he sank his hand into your hole, you felt like you were so close to coming. All of his licking and teasing had put you on the edge, and now that his thumb was sliding beside your clit and his longest fingers were stretching out your pussy, you felt the spark of an orgasm ignite in your belly. 

“Yes, love… That’s… ungh, fuck…” John felt it, too.

His hand was making all sorts of noise as he fucked his fingers up into you, the messiness only getting worse as your body flooded you with shock after shock of your orgasm. You were convulsing, your abs tight and protruding beneath your layer of fat, your feet pointed straight like a ballerina, all of your limbs frozen and tense, letting the orgasm wreck you and leave you boneless. 

He pulled away from you, gently removing his hand, and he bent his mouth to you again, aiming to taste your fresh come, hot and silky, coating you in natural lube, doing its absolute best to convince him to listen to his instincts and sheath himself inside of your body. 

But, John was careful. He pulled your legs back down to a bent position, one hand on each knee, prying you apart slowly, his eyes fixed on your flower so he could watch it bloom, covered in your sweet nectar. 

“You okay?” He asked, his voice husky and broken. 

You nodded, 

“Yeah, I’m more than okay.”

He smiled at you, using his hands to push your breasts together, playing with your nipples in his warm hands, pinching you cruelly and then soothing you in small circles, never letting you know when the pain or the pleasure would come. 

On the outside of your pussy, John rested his cock, spreading your outer lips with its weight to fit his girth right on top of your clit. He thrust forward, and you watched as the drooling head of his prick was shoved toward you. 

He humped himself against you in a steady pattern, pumping himself across your wetness, trying to relieve some pressure. Eventually, you thought he was about to come, but he stopped, slowing to a slick grind. He looked up at you and ran his palm down his face, frustrated and beyond horny.

“I wanna fuck you so goddamn bad.”

“So do I,” you moaned, rocking your hips up and down, adding to his thrusting friction, using him like a toy to bring yourself back to a shivering edge. 

“I don’t have a condom,” he confessed, helping you use his smooth head to massage the body of your clit. 

“I’m clean. I actually don’t think I’ve had sex since I moved to the city,” you shrugged, slowing down with him, waiting for his consent before giving in to your mind-altering want, “But, if you wanna stop, it’s okay.”

He kissed your ankle, holding your foot in his hand, leaving little licks and love bites down your calf as he warred with himself, 

“Haven’t been with anyone since Dahra.”

His ex-wife. She’d gone back to Urzikstan one day without so much as a note, packing a bag and leaving her rings on the counter. Apparently, when they’d finally met to fill out his divorce papers, he said that she looked happy in a way he hadn’t seen in a long time, so he signed without question. You remember when he had told you about it, three whiskeys deep and sharing a cigar on the roof of his loft, too late to go to the pub, but too early to stop drinking. He’d held your hand while he talked to you that night. You’d just thought he needed the support, and you tried to be a good friend. But now that he was getting himself off by slipping through your come-covered lips, playing in the mess that he made, you imagined that moment much differently. 

“I trust you,” you looked up at him through your lashes, holding your breasts and teasing your nipples between your fingers, your skin feeling as if you were electric, sensitive beyond comprehension, every touch and pinch feeling like ecstasy. 

Apparently, he didn’t need much convincing. In your next breath, you felt his head sloppily notching against your throbbing core, fitting snug in the soft entrance of your cunt, cradled there in your warmth. You gasped, enjoying the sensation of being gently licked by his cockhead in the center of your folds, filling a void, a missing piece slotting into place. 

Then, he met your eyes, staring into them with a fondness that you had only dreamed about, framed by that same furious arousal, like staring at a white-hot flame and knowing it could kill you but admiring its beauty anyway. 

“Hands on your knees,” he said, jerking himself a bit as he dipped into your entrance.

John watched as you grabbed your knees, pulling your legs apart, opening yourself up to him in the most vulnerable way, presenting yourself to him fully, without shame, all the guilt you’d been dragging around now gone, giving yourself to him freely and wanting him to take you like a prize. 

“So damn pretty,” he muttered to himself, staring down at your coupling, watching as he stuffed himself inside of you as carefully as he could, trying to let you adjust but unable to stop himself from thrusting deeper and deeper. 

He pulled himself all the way out and tried to sink into you again, his eyes snapping up to your face at the sound of a hiss coming through your teeth as he made his way through your tight muscles. You felt him stop, thinking he had hurt you, but you shook your head, 

“Don’t stop. I need you, John. I wanna feel so full.”

An animal noise escaped from his throat, and he rewarded your bravery, finishing the job with a snap of his hips, sealing himself fully inside of you. The root of his cock knocked the breath out of you, making you gasp in wonder at the sensation of being stretched beyond any memory. Yes, it had been a while, but you were no virgin. Nevertheless, John Price’s fat shaft was making you question whether you had ever truly been fucked before. His girth was changing your definition of the word.

If you had thought that he would treat you reverently, like you were made of precious lace, you had another thing coming. It was as if he had been waiting for this very moment, and he planned to take every advantage of the opportunity. Now that he had you, he used you. 

His huge hands scooped up your legs, silently instructing you to lock them around his hips, keeping your thighs wide as he rutted into you. You hooked your ankles together, admiring the pulsing feel of his large glutes as he thrust forward, feeling him squeeze and release, pounding himself into you with his heavy weight. 

John was too big. You had to admit that to yourself at this point. You could feel him stretching your hole, pushing your flesh beyond its usual limits. But, you were drunk off of the way his dick made you feel like you were constantly coming. You’d never truly been able to find your g-spot. Every now and then, when you had a really great partner, you thought that you’d orgasmed from the grinding thrusts of his rod, but it was rare. This, though, how John’s cock was spreading you, how you could feel him on all sides, the unimaginable pressure… he was hypnotizing.

He would pound himself into you, slamming his weight into your hips, and the shudder of your bones would make your body tremble. Then, when he was in, the pressure of his dense cockhead would flash a glittering wave of orgasmic pleasure through your core, making you think that you were about to explode. But, you never did. The pleasure never stopped. It never found a peak. It would just build and build in crashing, tumultuous waves, whirling through your blood like a cyclone, each throb feeling like spark lightning. 

Your mind was racing. Should I stop him? Is this normal? Am I gonna pass the fuck out? But, you couldn’t speak. If you tried to form a sentence or even a coherent phrase, he would bottom out again, flooding his shaft with your wet slick, and you would be overcome by another wave of bliss, nothing more than a warm sheath for his mighty sword. 

The edge of you lip was cool and wet, and you realized you were drooling, your tongue resting on your bottom teeth like a panting dog, helping you whimper and mewling your moans as you felt him mold you to fit. 

“Shit, you are still so tight, love. Can barely put it in. Squeezin’ me… fuck,” he was sweating, hoarsely groaning in long, deep breaths, his belly expanding and contracting as he labored over you. 

You didn’t reply. All of your words had been crushed into whining cries, helpless gasps. You took his hand and lifted it up to your mouth, placing it on your tongue, hoping he would fuck your throat with his fingers. The look on his face was one of desperate curiosity, wanting to please you, to serve you however he could. So, taking the hint, he curled his fingers away and pushed his first and middle fingers deeper into your mouth, exploring you softly. 

You moaned loudly from the relief and closed your lips around his knuckles, shoving him all the way in to the top of his palm, beginning to suck and lick him as if it were a heavy cock instead of his hand. 

His eyes rolled back in his head, and he tilted his chin up to the ceiling, his neck bulging with his ragged breaths. Then, he turned his gaze back to you, watching you comfort yourself with his fingers, suckling on them like a hungry calf, needy and persistent. 

“Fuck,” he exclaimed, “Tha’s bloody hot. Suck them deeper for me. Wanna feel your throat.”

You obliged him, your lips now reaching over his last knuckles onto the back of his hand and the callused ridge of his palm. If you stuck out your tongue, you could lick the middle of his palm, choking yourself with his fingertips and swallowing around them, clenching your throat in time with his thrusts. 

“Mmmf-fuckkk,” he rasped, his face set in an agonized fury, “Gag yourself again. Choke on me, love. Just like that.”

You knew why he liked it. You could feel his response. Because every time you choked on his hand, your body would heave, trying to get air, trying to fight him away, and your pussy would contract, milking his thick shaft like a strong, wet fist. So, you gave him more, ignoring your mind’s fear and confusion, mentally moving past it, focusing only on his pleasure, and yours. 

After a few more thrusts, the look in his eyes became one of concern, a worried flash of panic. He was going to come, and you knew it. 

John tried to pull his hand back, gently attempting to leave the warmth of your mouth, but you didn’t let him go. You held his giant wrist in both hands, gripping him cruelly, forcing his fingers even deeper, bobbing your head as if you were sucking his dick. 

“Gonna come. Fuck, I’m gonna – ungh. C’mon! Come with me, baby. Come with me. Lemme feel –”

He used his free hand to swipe roughly over your clit, changing those waves of cracking pleasure into a blistering orgasm, the heat of which seared over your whole body, making you feel like you had a fever. You felt yourself gushing between your legs, all of the wetness he had been churning within you being pushed out by the rhythmic clamping of your own muscles. You were screaming, but no one would hear you. All of your keening was subdued by his heavy hand, getting lost every time you choked for air. The only thing you heard was the rushing of breath from his spreading lungs and the creamy, slapping impact of his body against yours.

Then, a barking, guttural growl that he tried to hide, cutting it off and grinding his teeth to prevent himself from screaming as he emptied his load into you. You felt it hit your flesh within your core, like a burning splash of lava, shooting into you over and over, foaming and folding around the swollen head of his prick. His come felt heavy as it pooled at your end, deep in your belly, coating you like a glaze and settling over your womb.

You wanted him to stay inside of you forever, but he was finished and totally spent, his strength fading to a relaxed daze. You unhooked your legs and let him step away, feeling the loss of him in your mouth and your pussy, unable to even roll yourself off of the desk. So, you had to hang there, your legs unsupported, dangling wide apart, showing him exactly what he had just done to you. And he looked like he was enjoying the view. He stared down between your legs and watched his cream ooze out of your fucked hole, the flesh red and shining from its ordeal. 

There was nothing in his office for comfort. But, he needed to soothe you. Some instinct within him was screaming in his mind to hold you in his arms and keep you safe. So, he pulled you off of the desk, holding you in his arms, and guided you down to the carpet, sitting with his back against the wall and letting you lean against his body, keeping you in his lap with tired arms. 

You were both so sticky, but the sweat didn’t bother you. You were happy to rest your cheek on his shoulder, caressing his furry belly with your hands, trying not to pass out. 

“You alright, love?” He asked in a low whisper, “Did I hurt you?”

“Gonna be sore tomorrow,” you smiled, not lifting your eyes to look at his face, choosing instead to stare at how his soft body hair ruffled over your fingernails as you lightly scratched them across his skin. “Are you okay, John?”

“Worried about you. About this,” he murmured, some of his strength coming back to his voice. You looked up at him now, watching as he carefully crafted his next words, “Don’t want this to be a one-time thing. But, we can’t… I’m –”

“John,” you interrupted his turmoil, “In ten days, you’ll be in the House of fucking Commons. Then, you can do whatever you want. Until then…” You reached down and fondled his exhausted cock tenderly, making his body jerk from how sensitive he was, “I can be your little secret.”

He lifted your chin with his thumb just as he had at the start of this dreamlike encounter, kissing you tenderly, making sure he could feel your mouth against his, slipping his tongue over your lips just to reach the ridge of your teeth before pulling back again, his eyes turning back to that lascivious rage, 

“You don’t deserve that. I want them to bloody well know that you’re mine.”

You didn’t ask who “they” were. That was just how John spoke to you. It was always you and him versus them. The media, the Parliament, the world… it didn’t matter. They didn’t matter. But, you knew better than to let idealism cloud your judgment. 

“Be patient, John,” you caressed his cheek, “Win your seat. I’m not going anywhere.”

Finally, a small smile twitched on the corner of his mouth and he held you closer, hugging you to his chest,

“Not true,” he paused, looking down at your quizzical expression, a playful gleam in his eyes, “You’re coming to my flat, crawling in my bed, and letting me fuck that perfect cunt again.”

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