#TWO FINALS AND SHE DOESNT EVEN GRADE THEM

[icequeen-07]

I hope y’all know this is the bitterest I’ve ever fucking been

My math professor had us do

TWO

count em T W O

FINALS

TWO OF THEM

AND SHE DIDNT EVEN GRADE THEM

[gimmeyourlovepls]

Earth 42! Miles Morales x Reader Headcanons <3

a/n: hi guys! sorry ive been gone for a hot second, my mental health is declining just like my grades 😍 anyway, enjoy!

ok, i know that miles would act so stoic at first but he'd show his affection in little ways

like anything from a good morning note to chocolates, your gonna get at least one a week

even though he doesnt write his name on the gifts, you always know its him, and you make sure to give him a little hug or kiss :)

ok, so ive had this thought in my head for a while, but miles would totally have glasses

like, you see how much he's working on tech and junk, you know his eyesight is gonna be at least a little bad

but he doesnt wear them because he thinks theyre nerdy

until you find out :0

"hey miles, are these your glasses? how come ive never seen you wear them? can you put em on?"

from then on, you start begging him to put them on, but he always says no

until one day, when you are lying on the couch, asking him to put them on, when he finally says yes.

he puts them on, smiling at you slightly, and you just start attacking him with kisses

"mi amor, calm down!" "nah, my man looks too handsome"

from then on, he finally wears his glasses (at least when hes alone with you)

and everytime you bombard him with many, many kisses (which he doesnt mind in the slightest)

you two are so in love

but sometimes it leads to jealousy

not only from miles, but from you

one time he saw you chatting to this boy and as soon as you two were alone he wouldnt let you go till he was sure you were his

the boy you were talking to was literally your cousin 💀

but if it meant getting extra kisses from miles, you were not complaining

you've had your fair share of jealous moments too

like when miles was partnered with this girl for a project

she was being a little too nice with him

so you walked over there, hair swaying behind you, and sat on miles' lap at the table they were working at

you kept rubbing his arm and pressing little kisses on his cheek until their working time was over and they finished the project

and you walked outta there on miles' arm

you and miles had a talk after that, and theirs not that many of those moments anymore

however miles is DEFINETLY jealous and happy at the same time at the relationship you have with his mom

because he wants his mom to like you, duh

but when you and her are talking like you've known eachother since birth, he gets a little left out

dont worry tho, he loves u and your mom, you two are his favorite ladies

a/n: i hope you enjoyed! i have homework to do, but i might do a part 2 if yall want. pls give me requests for writing! ilysm, have a great life!

[bear-remn]

— ⋆✮ Deadly Eyes ✮⋆

n/t: finally!! i hae delivered this fic so much better and with a (what i think it is) good narrative, i hope you enjoy and support this fic, i appreciatte every interaction with my page. and btw, i'm chaging the tone of my fic to make it a little more serious and deep, but im keeping the storyline.

tw: this chapter is mention and use of drugs.

sinopsis: second day od school at the academy of kirari and mako, dealing with the sakamakis.

⋆༺ chapter two ༻⋆

mako was taking notes in her room, from the past day when she skiped classes to discover that ayato was a vampire, she barely sleep since, too scared one of them came into her bedroom and suck her blood while she's asleep, thats why she locks every door she past, her bedroom and bathroom too. she´s lucky one of her classmates let her borrow their notes, she was´nt the best when it comes to grades and really wants to be a good student, kinda hard when you live with six vampires that can kill you anytime.

a knock on her door interrup her hand writing "yes? who is it?" mako ask, but panic invade her instantly, the idea of ayato coming again and suck her blood, play with her like she was nothing, it make's her sick "its me, reiji" mako get up and walked to the door, her hand doubt a little before open it, wondering why did reiji, a vampire, would come to her room at this hour, but she didnt wanted to belive they were all like ayato.

"hey, whats going on?" she ask when she opened the door, looking at the dark haired man, thinking of his elegant way of dressing is, so different from ayato´s, why did she even think of him? reiji looked her up and down and then give her a cold glanze "may i come in? i have an important item to give you" even if he asked for permission, it sounded like an order. mako didnt move but somehow, her body moved aside, but she didnt do it, it was like the air moved her. reiji come into her room and the door closed by itself, mako felt chills.

"i am well inform of the scene ayato made in school, and the reason why you skipped class so no need to treat me like an equal anymore, you should know your position by now" mako was silent for his words, there was something so inhuman about his way of speaking, the way he treated her... so cruel.

"a good master take care of his food, but you´re not just food, you´re a bride so your blood is whorty of keeping it" reiji leave on mako´s desk a juice box of berries "since we all will be drinking from you, i have to assure your blood does not lose its quality, and dont get sick, it´ll be a problem, do you undertand?".

mako was speechless by his words, a bittersweet moment.

"dont make that face, doesnt look good on you" mako wasnt sure what ace reiji was talking about, she was just standing in silence "do you understand? i ask".

"yes... i understand" mako said, remembering that they, as vampires, can kill her at any time.

"dont stay up so late, sleep well miss mako" on a blink, reiji dissapear from mako´s view.

she walked towards her desk and take the box juice, opening it and drinking it, the flavor was sweet and cold, refreshing, but the situation made her nauseous.

she just cotinued taking notes while drinking the box juice.

...

the next day mako show up at kirari´s room early, she was already dress with the school uniform, her backpack on one shoulder. she knock two times before but she didnt have any replies so she knock again but stronger while asking "kirari-chan? are you up?" no answer until she heard footsteps approaching the door, where finally kirari opens up still in pijamas.

"oh, hey..." kirari looked confused while she rub her eye, like if she just got up "sorry... what time is it?" mako thought kirari was cute, confused all the time "there's still an hour left before classes start so... just wanted to come and hang out a little" kirari smiled instantly and step a side to let mako come in "come here... you" the door close behind mako.

"why you're up so early? we still can nap you know.." kirari ask and sit on the edge of the bed "i dont like sleeping too much" mako responded as she sits on kirari´s desk chair.

"why not? its better sleeping than being with those weirdo´s is innit?" kirari put her hair on a bun and start making her bed and closing some drawers she left opend yesterday.

"you right on that" mako wasnt sure i kirari knew about the sakamaki's being vampires, but she did'nt wanted to tell her yet, at least, she wanted her to discover it by herself.

"anyway..." kirari trow herself on the bed and smiled at mako "you smoke?".

the question surprise mako.

"no..?" mako hesitated wrinkling her nose "i have never tried before, but im not interested".

"damn.. respect" kirari take out some cigarettes under her pillow and take one "do you mind if i smoke here?"

"no, its ok"

"thanks"

while kirari smoke, mako wonder i that was the thing that gave her that unusual smell that reiji always talk about.

"since when you smoke?"

"i dont really remember... probably at the beginning of my adolescence"

as kirari smoked, she was thinkign of some topic to talk about to not get mako bored, kirari is an akward person, she knew it but mako was her only option to have a friend in this house.

"in school, wanna hang out too? people there doesnt talk to me for some reason and... they like... avoid me for some reason?" kirari give mako a weird look, for her, mako looked like a little lamb, lost and cute, she didnt have a bitch resting face, instead she have a nice expression all the time, just as her personality.

"really? i think your company is very pleasant" mako smiled at her comment.

"yeah.. were you able to talk to someone tho?"

"i think so..?" she tried to remember someone, but she didnt talk to them, they talk to her but not on a way people wanted to be friends with her "actually, something really weird happend to me, some girl stop me in the hallway and said some things.."

"what kind of things..?"

"something about me and reiji being together, even when i said that we werent in a relationship she insisted"

"what?" mako was intriged.

"yeah... and some boy wanted to snitch on me for smoking in school"

"did you smoke in school? you could get in trouble"

"oh, dont worry, im very careful" kirari appreciate her concern "but the boy was pretty"

"the one who wanted to snitch on you?"

"if you saw him, you would get it" mako felt curious of kirari´s taste when it comes to a romance.

"what did he look like?".

kirari got up and walked towards the window, smoking there while trying to remember him, but her memory wasnt good when it comes to people.

"he was like... tall and with brown hair" mako make a face to kirari in sign for her to continue talking "i dont remember much, but his voice was good"

"your taste is awfully simple" kirari left out a little laugh.

"ouch, what about you? whats your taste?" mako think about it before answer that question.

"i´d say i like... pretty men"

"what ya mean pretty man? whats pretty for you?" kirari put out the cigarette and throw it out the window to walk towards her wardrobe.

"um.." she tried to find an example of her taste, but the only person that come to her mind was "kanato perhaps" kirari turns to her with the uniform in her hands.

"who?"

"you know, kanato"

they both looked at each other in silence for a few seconds.

"again, who?"

"kanato sakamaki"

"what?! you like one of these weirdo's? even worst, one of the weirdo's we live with?" kirari mouth was wide open for the surprise.

"nononono i dont like him" she responded fast while turning around so kirari could get dress "i just think he is very pretty physically but i have never talked to him yet"

"damn girl, you like them femenine"

kirari dressed fully and put on a brown sweeter, the weather was geting a little too cold for her.

"im done" she announced to mako so she can turn around again and keep talking.

"dont you think one of these boys we live with are... idk.. cute or something?" kirari keep silent while she put some stuff in her bag.

kirari doesnt really have a type, she only liked one perosn before and it wasnt a boy... so she could'nt tell if the sakamkis were her taste or not, she just liked people for other reason more than just a physical appeal.

"idk, i mean-" a knock on the door interrumped her sentence and follow by it the door opened showing reiji, well dressed and impecable as always.

"good evening, we'll be waiting for you both in the entrance" reiji looked at them up and down, analizing every part of their uniforms, looking for something to fix "your hair looks better up, keep it like that" he said to kirari who just give him a thump up "we be leaving in five minutes, hurry" and with that said he dissapear from their sight.

they just looked at each other, shrugging their shoulders.

...

already on their way to school, kirari and mako sat together, chatting and making some jokes about a serie both liked.

"i hate ross, he is the actual villain if you pay close atention to it"

"i dont like him either, he is just... so egothistical, rachel deserved better"

"rachel deserved joey, no one can change my mind and its a universal feeling bc i say so" mako put her hand together in front of her, like if she was praying.

"amen" kirari laugh at this but she got shushed instantly.

"shup up, i can't sleep with this much noise" the girls looked at shu, who was with his earphones on and some music can be heard if your're silent for a moment, which made them confused, how can he hear them if he was listening to music?

"we all can hear your stupid conversation over here, talking as if you both were fucking alone" subaru's voice sounded angry, really pissed, his eyes were closed and his arms and legs crossed.

"ok...sorry we'll keep it down" mako apologized no wanting to make any kind of argument, after all, they were the ones in charge and could, literally, kill them out of anger o just because they wanted. kirari just rolled her eyes, she was so done with them.

they are brothers but they dont talk to each other like normal brothers do, they keep silent and just mind their bussiness ignoring the rest, it was so off putting for kirari and mako.

"before we arrive, drink these now" reiji give stawberry juice boxes to mako and kirari. they both took it, mako directly begin to drink it while kirari just put it on her pocket, reiji notice this and glare at her in disbelief "i asked you to drink it before we arrive the academy"

kirari glare back at him.

"why tho?" reiji's glare became dark and scary, he hated being challenged in any kind of way, and worst, if he was challenged by a human.

"everybody like that juice, even your kind" kirari wasnt sure what he meant by that but she didnt like his tone. so dismissive and unfriendly, she felt like a little girl being ordered around.

"what ya mean my kind?"

"just drink it like i said, it'll keep your mind focus on class" mako was quiet, she knew why he gave them the juices.

"its really good actually" she said to kirari, wanting to evade a posible argument between them. reiji appreciated the support.

"I'm not thirsty"

"i know you dont eat before coming to school and I haven't seen you eat at the academy, so I know you won't eat anything until you get home. drink the juice so you don't pass out in the middle of a class, that would be a problem for you and me, and even worst it may affect you academy record" kirari felt a little intimidated, not only because of his words, she felt a strange sensation because of the way he looked at her, his eyes were deep and a little hypnotizing, as if just with his look he convinced her to do what he asked.

"ok.. dont make a big deal about it" she start drinking her juice box in silence until they arrive school.

...

the classes were calm for both girls, they met each break and explored some areas of the academy they didn't know and studied together in the library to kill time during a long break. when they separated for their last class, kirari went to the bathroom to take opioids so she can relaz for the rest time in the academy.

but she freaked out a little to see nothing on her little silver box, she was pretty sure she left some for today but maybe she was wrong, or someone took it, it was probably the first explanation. quickly she take her phone of her bag and called her dear dealer so they can meet right after classes.

"hello? who is it?" her dealer anwser her call.

"hey, its me kirari" she could perfectly hear him get excited, she knew he had a crush on her for some reason.

"heeey watcha doing gorgeous?" kirari smiled for his change in his tone, even if she wasnt interested, it was nice to have someone that treat her like that in a respectfull way, he didnt crossed the line and make their relation unconfrotable, she appreciated that "just wanted to say hi" kirari heard a loud laugh, making her laugh as well "you are terrible at lying sweetheart, c'mon, tell papa what you need and i'll make it happen for you" kirari smile wide.

"i need some opioides, or something new it would really help me"

"everything for you, tell me when and i'll go" she tought for a moment, she didnt wanted the sakamaki's to see her buying drugs, so maybe the enter of the school or the mansion wasnt her best option.

"what about the south exit of the city? I leave school in two hours and I think I can get there in 30 minutes if I get a car"

"i can send you a car, you know i'll do anything to give you some good shit"

"thaks buddy, you are the best"

"i know baby, see ya later then"

"yeah, see ya"

kirari sigh and headed to her last class, anxious for the class to end.

and when it came the moment, kirari had many excuses to say if reiji asked why she wasnt going with them to the house, even if he didnt belive her, she didnt wanted him or them to know. and while all of the brothers including mako got into the car, she stayed out, waithin for them to go without noticing her. but no.

"c'mon, dont make us wait for you" reiji spoke, making her nervous.

"i'll stay, i have some stuff to do, im waiting for a classmate" reiji looked at her, as if he was reading her mind or her soul, either way she was creep out.

"i can tell when you're lying, why would you?" she tensed up for his comment, why he was so good making people nervous? or was he just hot?

"ok sorry... im waiting for an old friend, i'll go to the house later so dont wait for me" reiji remaind silent, thinking his next words, kirari hated this kind of silence, so tense and so weird.

"alright, go, but shu will acompany you, he is in the academy and didnt listen to me when i told him we were goin home, make him go with you, i'll expect you two at the manor" kirari was spechless, why that guy of all of them? she couldnt remember his face. "take care" she didnt have the opportunity of saying something and the car just go.

"fuck, which one is shu?"

[astronnova]

don't know if you still like scatter & wilt, but if you could make it canon (friendship, romance, doesn't matter) how would you do it within the story and if you could bend the canon?

see, thats where you're wrong. i've never stopped liking scatter & wilt. i've been on the scatter and wilt train since i was 14. im over 18 now. the locomotive will not be stopping either. im in this for the long haul

SO LIKE .... okay, in my head, i'd loooove canon s&w, but also i don't think them being a Canon Romantic Pairing would be the best. when i write stories i perosnally don't write that many romances, and in a show like RWBY i think there shouldn't be any focal romances (esp. since the showrunners have proven time and time again they have no idea what the hell they're doing). the show should focus on the character relationships but ... not romantic. dear God not romantically

THIS GOT LONG

IF I WERE TO MAKE S&W (of any form) CANON THOUGH... first we gotta overhaul the whole show. its garbage. we gotta restart. go back to beacon we're starting over.

hell FIRST fix is to make adam & blake not romantic ex's . he was her mentor, she looked up to him, he's like one or two years older than her. adam is mentored by sienna, who stokes the fire of his rage against the humans. blake and adam's falling out is over blake still choosing to see the good in humans while adam rejects them due to his past. he is NOT, i repeat NOT a crazy incel ex. WE ARE NOT DOING THAT HERE! ❌❌❌ NO SIR!

making adam crazy over blake only instead of keeping him focused on his ideals (like v1-(early)3 adam) keeps the faunus subplot from being swept under the rug like it is in canon

THE NEXT FIX. ruby's main struggle is her trying to come into her own as a leader. she has stage fright, she's socially awkward, she was bumped up one grade (ONE, not two this time), and her teammates don't take her seriously because of her lack of field experience despite her being a combat and intellectual prodigy.

the thing that drew me originally to s&w was their shared themes of red/black and roses, specifically rose petals played a huge part in their semblance. both left behind rose petals after using their semblance of speed and disintegration respectfully. it was very , very cool. 14 year old me then thought about how they could be narrative foils too. SO THATS WHAT WE'RE DOING LOL

adam is really interesting as an antagonist because he perfectly foils all four of the main girls. yang and adam with anger issues that are reflected in their semblances (even though v1-3 yang never had issues but whatever), blake for obvious reasons, WEISS for obvious reasons (seriously missed opportuninty), and finally ruby due to their opposing leadership roles.

adam is someone who is comfortable in a leadership role, he knows what he's doing. he's had plenty of experience and those that follow him know his capabilities and greatly respect him. he's an excellent leader, and he's devoted himself to his ideals and fights for his cause. he inspires others to fight with him and follow him. ruby, on the other hand, has no idea what she's doing.

she's awkward, she stutters, and not even her team take her seriously, much less other people. hell, ruby doesn't even have a concrete reason for wanting to become a huntress at this early point, all she knows is that she wants to be a hero and that her mother was her hero and a huntress, so that means being a huntress is being a hero. she doesnt know what being a hero means yet though

adam on the other hand knows what being a hero is, to him at least. its fighting for the people that can't fight for themselves, for the oppressed. using his strength to tear down those that abuse their strength and make them suffer in the opressed's place

apart of me wants to say that adam believes humans should instead be oppressed for. like. narrative reasons i guess? but also heres the thing i am aware that i am not able to do this subplot justice and def cant write up a nice draft on my first try right here. so i am going to politely leave it there for anyone else with more experience with this topic to attempt adding on if they wish. i think the main point im trying to make is that adam's idea of heroism needs to be strong, yet also he has to be wrong in some sort of way which is what separates him from the protagonists. he Goes To Far, or something. i dont know. i dont think i can write that well enough at this point in time too

so all this set up comes to this: their relationship. i think having ruby and adam meet outside of any combat related circumstance would be a pretty cool way to have them introduced to eachother, and opens up the chance for dialogue. i can't see them attempting to talk during a fight, and the only fight i can think of happening with the white fang is the breach in v2 where ruby and adam could meet. but at that point, ruby would either know about adam through blake and be wary, or blake would see adam and point out who he is. my point is that i think they need to meet outside of their own circles for a real chance at having them converse with narrative weight. could also make it a stressful scene where the audience knows whats going on while ruby does not.

ruby might meet adam at night in vale, in a shady back alley as she takes shortcuts to get back to beacon while blake talks to weiss or yang about her past mentor. blake could describe how much he loathes humans, and that he would hurt a human on sight simply because, overlayed with ruby seeing adam in an alleyway or something. the audience is on edge, blake is on edge, adam is on edge, and ruby is clueless. having the scene end with adam not attacking ruby and instead having him leave her unharmed releases the tension from the audience while also having them immediately question blake. was blake embellishing the truth? or was she simply telling her truth? especially for a character who's whole thing is lies and misdirection. could be interesting i think.

any conversation adam and ruby do have would be their opposing views on what being a hero means, and what you have to do as a hero. more so, ruby not knowing what heroism means to her besides it being ideallic while adam is much more jaded and set in stone about what heroism means. gimmie that juicy narrative conflict. the conflicting ideals. thats what im here for.

if there is a reveal for ruby that he is adam of the white fang, or his past with blake, or anything, you could easily slot in a betrayal element (but id rather save betrayal for cinder and ruby) or something. maybe the white fang aren't as antagonistic as they are in the show proper (to the point of Evil Pokemon Organization for the sake of it), or something, but i could see adam mentioning at some point that a leader must be a rock, or something along the lines of why he succeeds in leadership. maybe during a fight? who the hell knows. he plants ideas in rubys head about heroism, that maybe heroism isnt just upholding the law or upholding the current system. he makes her, and the audience, think. thats the important part

eventually at the end of an arc, or something, i think ruby would be able to answer him confidently about what it means to be a hero to her, and that their definitions are similar, but not the same, and that is why they'll remain on opposing sides until one budges. and both are incredibly stubborn. i think ruby's conclusion of what being a hero is, is to help those that cannot help themselves and to see the good in the world no matter what. one of her key traits is her optimism compared to everyones pessimism.

maybe some reasons for adam's interest in ruby is that optimism of hers. he used to be younger and idealistic too, but the world is cruel and he has seen the worst that the world has to offer, stuff like that. he finds it frustrating, or maybe even annoying, that the system that thrives off putting him and his people down creates naive shut ins like ruby. maybe he then respects her and sees her as an equal after she figures out how she sees the world. or something. ruby sees the good in everyone despite the horrors people throw at her, and maybe she inspires him to do the same. idk

this is all not even talking about the can of worms that is weiss and adam. which is also so interesting to me but they just didnt tickle 14 year old me's brain so. im stuck with the Rarest Rarepair. all aboard lol

i find it so interesting how they could be represented by monty's distinction, ruby is scatter, and adam is wilt. two different ways for dealing with conflict despite their similar appearances of something traditionally sweet and loving: roses

now if i wasn't just writing a story with an exploration of themes and you just told me to take what i want and force two characters together to make out, yeah id have ruby and adam tongue sloppy. who's gonna stop me

[pinyeti]

overwhelming day today here's the debrief

I have two humongous final projects both worth half my grade due on Wednesday and im losing my mind AND I HAVE A PAPER DUE TOMORROW MORNING AT 8AM AND I HAV.E AMIDTERM TOMORROW AT 3.30Pn, my groups suck for both projects and THEY JUST

MY GOD

I DONT MIND DOING ALL THW WORK EXCEPT IM GENUINELY SO FUCKIN TIRED OF DOING ALL THE FUCKIN WORK ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND IM SO SICK OF IT AND IM SO FUCKIN SICK OF IT IM SO FUCIN TIRED OF DOING THIS ALL THE FUCKIN TIME

and I just

I have this friend who im kinda close too but she's curt with me sometimes and we are kinda rude to each other as a joke but she just

she's rude to me sometimes on purpose and I dont know why and I just feel like she hates me and won't tell me why and I JUST I do love her and it bothers me ig and Ive had alot of issues with this friend and every time I try to solve anything

yeah

and I am having a huge body image attack which isn't that deep but whatever and my brother wlel

he's got every mental illness on the planet and makes my life a living hell I get being mentally ill makes life difficult for you but YOU CANNOT EXPECT ME TO SEE THEM AS MORE THAN EXPLANATIONS FOR YOUR BEHAVIOUR RATHER THAN A FUCKIN EXCUSE?? IM NOT EXCUSING YOU TELLING ME YOU WANT ME T

pk

okay and then

today was another friends birthday and she was so

we made a whole birthday surprise thing for her and I went to alot of effort to do it and she just I invited her boyfriend and one of her other friend and she sprent the whole time talking to them and making it awkward for everyone else and I

she was like send pictures? and it just bothered me cuz she went out of her way to make it look like she hated them and if thats so then ill just not invite her to things??? cuz wth I do like my friends and this is really fuckin inconsiderate and we had karaoke but there was an issue with the mic and she was just

being really weird about ti and I felt kinda disrespected and she really doesnt fuckin care

and im so sick of this and

its like she just tolerates them for pictures and it was weird and idk

maybe I dont like her as much as I thought and maybe im the problem cuz I really tried to make it special for her and she just

she was just not having it and I tried so hard and I wish I didnt cuz I felt so stupid for caring about mics cuz when she left the rest of us were singing nd it wasn't awkward and clean up was fun even

and the thing with happened with the friend that was curt with me earlier she just we found out a guy we knew was spreading rumors about her sexuality ( his friend group did this to me first) so I asked her about it and she said yea that guy confessed to her and she told him she didnt like him like that but also that her and my other friend fought cuz this guy was being weird and I was BUSY BABYSITITNG MY FUCKIN GROUP AT THE TIME AND WE COULDNT PROPERLY TALK ABOUT IT so I called her when I got home and she got so weird and defensive about it like I was crazy and I just

I hate when she does this and I hate that I care about her more than she cares about me

in fact I know this is toxic as fuck and caring isnt measured on scales

bUT I HAVE THIS PROBLEM

I DO

I CARE TOO FUCKIN MUCH AND I WISH I COULD STOP AND I WISH I COULD EAT MY BRAIN UP CUZ IM SO SICK OF CARING OHMYGOD I WISH I COULD JSUT END MY FUC

OH AND

IM DOING 2 MURALS RIGHT

BUT MY IPAD CRASH LEFT ONE OHUGE FUCKIN MURAL GONE FOREVER

AND I DONT HAVE THE 720CM VERSION OF IT AND I HAVENT TOLD THEM YET AND

AND I HATE MY ART AND

I am president of a club and WE GOT OUR FUCKIN BUDGET REJECTED SO IM OUT A BUNCH OF MONEY FOR NO REASON AND IM SO SICK

I need a break

I need a break

[simothys]

SO. IM GETTING TO THE REST OF THE OC ASK MEMES. BUT I GOTTA EXPLAIN MY GIRL WIRE FOR THESE ANSWERS TO MAKE SENSE.

@planet4546b u asked the questions for Wire so ur getting @'d hi

EDIT: OH WAIT @quaxorascal also asked. ur literally in this game but u get @'d too

Wire is my Hunter in a Monster of the Week game my brother is running. it is a Homestuck themed campaign, so he made all the playbooks for it. you do not need to know a damn thing about Homestuck for this post to make sense.

Wire's a teenager - a junior in high school, stuck in a situation where (according to her) she'll be lucky if she ever becomes much of anyone. failing grades, with her few friends all having bigger and grander dreams. the only place she feels like someone is in marching band. center snare holds an important role, and when she's on the field, she can feel the beat in her heart. it is the one place she feels like she matters.

then, the world ends. and, supposedly, she plays a role, in something - a game? her friends... it makes sense, or is exciting to some of them (Tristan, Boe). is frustrating & irritating to others (Teagan). she's pretty sure Xochi (her best friend) understands the weight of this, though. at least, sooner than the others seem to catch on.

so, the world ends. in meteors and condemned buildings and watching fire spread across something she didn't think mattered to her. then, theres a door, and the creatures that look like a bad printer scan, and Xochi didnt make it through the door, and there's bug-like creatures, now, too, and theyre telling her shes a Seer and a Hero of Time, and now... there's two of her. and she looks at herself, and knows, in the way the drumbeat echos... she, the other Wire, with her hoodie stained with blood and a dimness in her eyes... is Doomed. and won't be here long. and that should be scarier than it is. the finality should come with a struggle, a kick, not just understanding and acceptance, but... it doesnt feel any different than it did before the world ended.

she's not the oldest - that goes to Teagan - but Teagan, even as the only senior, even as the oldest.. Teagan is the drum major. and even drum majors use the center snare to keep in time.

also Wire's transfem & absolutely does not know this yet, but she'll get there. E wouldn't fix her but by G-d it could kickstart her realizing she doesn't have to be miserable. so, honestly that's fixing her, nvm. E would fix her.

[blizzardstarx]

heres my favorite clay sculptures ive done showcase @send-me-a-puffalope !!!

i wont go into detail about the catnessa sculpture since i already talked about it in like three posts 😭😭

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The top left one is a sculpture of my favorite hero and main in Mobile Legends: Bang Bang (yeah…. i play it once in a while) Barats (and his dino Detona)!! It’s of his Toy Rex skin, I love him so much <3 I didnt make his rockets though

i also made this drawing in 2022 of my favorite Barats skin which is also my profile pic in mlbb

the octopus and nine-tailed fox were made around the same time when i had an art teacher

i love them <3 the ninetailed fox is kinda wonky haha

it had my deadname underneath but yea probably early 2019

these two are foxes i think? or wolves, the silver one’s name is… Silver (i think) (very original i know) and i forgot the white one’s name, probably Snow or some shit 😭

there was another one, a golden-brown one with a red bandanna but idk where he went and his head got decapitated, his name was Lucky i think??? i did NOT know how to name things, also he was like the leader of their group 😭😭

i used to like. play with them and make up a whole storyline

they were created in 2019 as well

my crocodile!!! probably my most favorite sculpture, made last year!!

fun fact:

My Tyrunt sculpture was made in 2019 actually, I misremembered on my other post

my dragon that I made in 2021 or 2022!! i hated painting them but i love how its so light because i made it out of armature wire wrapped in tinfoil on the meaty parts and covered it in clay, very easy to transport, its lighter than the catnessa sculpture

also funny thing is that i finished painting it (gave up and just called it a day) last year around the time as i made the croc because i gave up on painting it all in 2022, the bottom was mostly white because i didnt paint it, the eyes i gave up on, etc

its kinda like an icewing from wof with its spikes, but i just created a regular ol european dragon

and finally the dragon something pot pet (i forgot the name but we had to make one) i made in third grade 💀

dont make fun of him guys 😭😭 at least you can put water into his mouth and itll go into the pot thingy

its really bad but i love him

Honorable mentions:

Harith Lightborn Skin from MLBB 😭😭😭 WE DONT TALK ABOUT HIM. HE DOESNT EVEN LOOK LIKE HIM

also he used to have keys but they broke off

also idk how he even stands, his weight is purely on his cloak, which is also really shittily made

this tiger (her favorite animal) i made for my friend as a gift last year

dont ask me why i decided to make the stripes like that

ALSO TOEBEANS <3

i also made another croc that was a copy of the one earlier but smaller for my other friend cause she wanted one but i never took a picture

[kylejsugarman]

Yo mista white I want to talk about Alaska family, in particular: do you have an idea for who the first friends Jesse and family make could be? e.g. Baby's friends at school?

🥺 so truthfully i always struggle with this question because theyre sort of a closed off little family unit, but they absolutely deserve some friends even if its a scary process!! first off, as depressing as it kind of sounds, baby doesnt really have friends at school. the closest thing she has is a friend named julia who is also a quieter, shyer kid; the two of them tend to stick together whenever they can. they'll sometimes have playdates outside of school, but julia eventually ends up moving away when they're in seventh grade. as for jesse, he's obviously super wary of new people for a while, but after he starts going to substance abuse support group meetings and finally interacts instead of just sitting closed off, he starts to kind of bond with this guy named tony. tony's a couple years older and manages the local grocery store, but he's what the kids call "young at heart" and is really into cars and motorcycles and restoring them. tony and his wife elena, a hairstylist and nail tech, eventually become really good friends with jesse and demi; mason calls them their "white people friends" (the "ooh lets be bad and order margaritas and appetizers at chilis" white people friends). tony and elena also have a daughter named willa who's several years older than baby and more of a logged on, sullen preteen, but she's sweet and sometimes babysits. speaking of mason, he really likes jesse and is always calling demi up like "hey can i borrow ur husband, i want to play call of duty with someone". jesse will sometimes hang with him and mason's coworkers from the docks, and it's usually a nice, relaxing time (although since jesse's a little older than them and significantly more. Experienced, he's sometimes like "goddamn i used to act like that all the time. how was i not beaten to death in the streets for being this fucking annoying"). demi is pretty close to her vet teach abbey and still keeps in contact with some of her classmates from the vet program at fairbanks, usually via phone calls and facebook; they'll visit occasionally though, and jesse will be like "spare demi story?? spare demi in vet school story, please??"

[ash-and-books]

Rating: 3/5

Book Blurb: Two girls reluctantly bound by fate must weather a dangerous courtship as a prophesied war grows ever closer in Jasmine Skye's high-stakes, queernormative dark fantasy debut, Daughter of the Bone Forest.

Rosy is a bone familiar, gifted with the power to shift into animals marked with exposed bone. She spends most of her days in the magical Bone Forest, caring for her feral grandmother and hiding her powers to avoid conscription by the Witch King’s army. Until the day that Princess Shaw, a witch known as Death’s Heir, visits the Forest. When Rosy saves Shaw’s life, the princess offers her the chance to attend the prestigious school, Witch Hall, as payment. Though Rosy is wary of Shaw’s intentions, she cannot pass up the opportunity to find the cure for her grandmother’s affliction.

But at Witch Hall, Rosy finds herself embroiled in political games she doesn't understand. Shaw wants Rosy for her entourage, a partner to help lead the coming war. All Rosy wants is to stay out of trouble until she can graduate and save her grandmother, but she can't deny her attraction to Shaw or the comfort Shaw’s magic gives her. Will Rosy give in to her destiny, or will the Bone Forest call her home once and for all?

Review:

In a world where there are people gifted with the ability to turn into animals (or familiars) and are bonded (romantically) to a witch, a familiar girl with a powerful gift wants nothing less than to escape from the Princess of the kingdom's courtship and to find a cure for her grandmother's feral stage. Rose is a bone familiar, she is a powerful one too, having the ability to shift into various animals without needing to really think about it while most people only get one or two, she has so many to pick from. Rose spends her days in the Bone Forest, caring for her feral grandmother and hiding her powers to avoid being conscripted into the Witch King's army. Yet when she ends up saving the Princess Shaw, a witch known as Death's Heir, and the King's daughter... she is given the chance to go to the prestigious school, Witch Hall as payment. This is her only chance to find a cure for her grandmother's affliction yet Rosy finds herself hurled into the political games she can't understand and a bond she doesnt want, begins to grow between her and the one person she never wanted, especially since Princess Shaw's family was the cause of Rosy's grandparents' death and current situation. Rosy has to hide her powers while also finding a way to just get by with passing grades, yet the more she tries not to stand out the more she does. It doesn't help that Princess Shaw, a girl known for not wanting a familiar is now actively courting Rosy and even asking her to pretend a fake courtship ( and trying to win her over despite Rosy thinking it's only a fake one as they agreed). Rosy will face the war brewing head on and have to decide whether or not she is done running away from problems and finally embrace her magic and inner wolf or will she hide away like she always does? This one was a miss for me unfortunately, I really wanted to love this one because sapphic fantasy romance with witches, magic, and some politics is absolutely right up my alley.... but this was just not it. I did not feel the chemistry between Rosy and Shaw at all and half the time I was struggling to even like either of them. The switch from Rosy's 1st POV to Shaw's 3rd person POV was so strange for me. I also didn't really care for the pacing of the story and the overall romance just didn't work for me. There were so many characters and yet I really didn't find myself all that invested in any one of them particularly. I was just tired by the end of this book unfortunately and I dont think I will be continuing on with this series. While it wasn't for me, if you like complicated school drama with a bit of romance and magic give this one a go, I definitely think you'll have a better time with it than I did.

*Thanks Netgalley and Macmillan Children's Publishing Group, Feiwel & Friends for sending me an arc in exchange for an honest review*

[eleamaya]

Similar Story (and Romance) to SOLDIER!Cloud dynamic in 90s Shounen Manga

Final Fantasy VII is more than the Love Triangle. And luckily for me who grows up with many 90s manga, I find this similarity so I know which pair is the canon one. Yep, I want to share a similar dynamic to SOLDIER!Cloud without having an alien cell in your body. This comes from a 90s soccer manga that won Kodansha Awards for best shounen, the title is SHOOT! The manga was ongoing in 1990-1996 (37 volumes) but it also has one prequel, two sequels, one spin-off, anime adaptation, and a live-action movie.

The main focus of the first title is about the main character becoming the legend's successor/legacy.

left to right (as I would mention their name here): Kamiya, Kubo, Kazuhiro, Kenji, and Toshi

Toshihiko Tanaka (16 yo) was an ace in Kakenishi Middle School’s Soccer Club. Along with his best friends, Kazuhiro Hiramatsu (winger) and Kenji Shiraishi (goal keeper), they study in Kakegawa High to join the soccer club because they admire the captain, Kubo Yoshiharu (17 yo).

Kubo is a talented player with a bright future. He joined a junior team of a soccer club in West Germany (Frankfurt? I forget) when his parents worked there. As Yoshiharu family returned to Japan, many schools want to recruit him but he prefers to be the founder of his own team in a school that had no soccer club. It's also a bit controversial since he invited a troublemaker player named Kamiya Atsushi to establish a team together from zero. Well, his character is those who could see other people's potency and encourage them. He's also an idealist and values freedom that no one can dictate him and his team (that's why he doesnt wanna join famous high school soccer club). In his first year, the underestimated team reached the semi-finals of the prefecture qualification that inspired Toshi. In a short, Kubo is someone Toshi look up to and want to be. But Toshi is just an awkward dork who is even insecure towards Kazuhiro's talent. Though, Kubo notices Toshi's hidden strength in his left leg and gives him special training.

Toshi has a crush on the club's manager and classmate, Kazumi Endo, but he is too shy to show it. And since volume 01 show Toshi impressing Kazumi on the cover, we've known that they're love interest here. Meanwhile, Kubo has a girlfriend he has been dating since first grade, Minako Kitahara. Whenever Kubo is surrounded by journalist and/or his fans, Minako would take Toshi's hand and drag him to accompany her in the cafe like going on a date. Kazumi herself are close to the Trio Kakenishi but she's jealous of Minako who is playful with Toshi. I need to note that Kazumi is a delinquent girl and usually end up bickering with Toshi. Though, the anime adaptation turns her to be Trio Kakenishi's childhood friends and portray her more sweetie. In short, the manga is less romantic than the anime adaptation if that's what you seek. But the manga has many running gags that would make you laugh out loud.

Snippets of the "love square" lol

In summer tournament, Kakegawa High meet a difficult opponent at the prefecture semifinal. The team is behind by score 1-2 and almost desperate. Seeing that, Kubo then makes what public would call it "legendary goal." He does a goal to goal by passing 11 opponent players to make a draw 2-2, giving the team hope. He collapses after that and entrusts Toshi to make the winning goal in the last 10 minutes with the deadly shot Kubo has trained him, "meteor shot". Toshi makes it, the team wins their first prefecture semifinal which means surpassing the last year achievement.... but they lose their beloved captain.

Kubo dies the way he lived; loving soccer and playing it with all his heart. He didn't tell anyone on the team (even to Kamiya, his best friend, and Minako, his girlfriend) about his leukemia, he didn't listen to his doctor to stop playing soccer, and sometimes he cried alone in the club room knowing his illness could take his life anytime but he doesn't wanna give up on his dream. That goal is his greatest accomplishment but it also gives you a glimpse of just how far he could've gotten in soccer if he wasn't ill. Who lose him is not only his team, but also his rival, and the public who wanna see his career in national team. Still grieving, the team couldn't play properly in the final right the next day and lost by a score 7-1. The smile Kubo gave Toshi right before the semifinal match and asked him "Toshi, do you like soccer?" is something he would never forget.

Their summer is over, with the hole left by Kubo's death. (Vol. 08)

Minako is praying for Kubo from the tribune. Anyway, watch Kubo's legendary goal and last stand here --> (anime) (live action)

The team slowly moves on and prepares themselves for the winter tournament. Kamiya is the captain now. But when Toshi is given Kubo's jersey, number 10, he doubts himself and feels the weight is too heavy for carrying Kubo's legacy. Kamiya tells Toshi this is Kubo's desire, that he has prepared Toshi to be his successor. But Toshi is too nervous in the field because the media set a high standard about him while he isn't ready to be compared with Kubo. At the first match of the tournament, the team wins 7-0 but Toshi, as center forward, doesn't make any goal. Kazumi tries to support Toshi genuinely but it doesn't end well. Minako, then fills this blank.

Just like the old days, Minako keeps telling him that he and Kubo are similar in the way they pursue their dream and passion for soccer, that he reminds her a lot of Kubo. She encourages Toshi to believe that he can be a star like Kubo. Toshi is attracted to her despite his feelings for Kazumi. But... she always goes on dates with Toshi in the places Kubo went on dates with her. She also gives Toshi cola after club because it's Kubo's favorite drink although Toshi prefers Pocari Sweat. Though, Toshi becomes overconfident and cocky that he can do everything Kubo did in the field. In qualification matches, it works. He makes goals after goals and the team is happy. Only Kamiya reacts indifferently about it.

At this point, I think this is similar to SOLDIER!Cloud copying Zack's mannerism and 'becoming' him… with Aerith being attracted to Cloud because of their similarity and missing Zack so badly.

And finally, Toshi makes blunder because he always tries so hard to copy Kubo's technique, tries to become Kubo. But Kamiya saves the team. After the match, he's angry at Toshi and punches him because this is not what Kubo meant about Toshi being his legacy, that he and Kubo is a very different person in the field. Realizing his mistake, Toshi meets Minako and tells her to not meet him again. And he says sorry because he isn't Kubo. She cries, admitting that she feels very lonely since Kubo is gone. This happens in volume 12.

Long story short, Toshi become his real self after that, be more confident, and he would honor Kubo's legacy no matter what, carrying his dream along with his own and the team, not feeling burdened anymore. Minako is also not in denial state anymore, she put Kubo's picture again on the desk which she hid after his death, and watches Kakegawa matches again despite him not being there physically. Kakegawa team doesn't just surpass the prefecture tournament (vol. 15), but they also win the national tournament (vol. 28).

See? Cloud & Toshi just need to be confident and be themselves. Their fake self just make a blunder.

Toshi eventually ends up with Kazumi. I dont really care of their romance tbh because it's slow burn that even needs two sequels to have them finally kiss! But it's clear to see how Toshi having feelings for Kazumi from the beginning and missing her so much when she's busy with her career as model/idol. Kazumi also never has an eye to another guy although Kazuhiro also have a crush on her and confess it. The compilation of SHOOT ends with Toshi becoming a player in Real Madrid and winning a match in the World Cup 2002 against Germany.

By the way, the live action of SHOOT! (produced in 1994) is centered more in the romance between Kubo, Minako, Toshi, and Kazumi since it's just 90 minutes movie and the actors aren't that great playing soccer. But Takuya Kimura won an awards as breakthrough actor for playing Kubo. And if you wanna follow the series, the anime ends up in winning the prefecture winter tournament, equivalent to vol. 15. The manga is much more than that since it has total 37 volumes.

Anyway, enough talking about the romance, I personally recommend SHOOT! to you because the match itself is realistic and the mangaka used references from real football players at that era such as Johan Cruyff, Franz Beckenbauer, Maradona, etc. Kakegawa's total football is also inspired from Dutch National Team. This is not Captain Tsubasa who have magical shoots! The almighty player who can do everything like Tsubasa is Kubo and he's doomed by the narrative. Despite being the MC, Toshi himself is not the center in the Kakegawa team because the leadership is on Kamiya and the playmaker is on Kazuhiro. After Kamiya graduates, the captain ban is passed on Kazuhiro. While Toshi end up in Real Madrid, Kamiya is in Juventus, and Kazuhiro is in Arsenal.

More importantly, I wouldn't recommend it if it didn't win a Manga Awards. It's proved. SHOOT! really shows how soccer is a teamwork effort. Every readers will remember all the names of Kakegawa's main line-up and their position, not just 5 people. And not only Toshi whom Kubo gave special & secret training, the team itself is the legacy he created from zero.

[sabaramonds]

a sight beyond death: timeline differences & other notes

so i wrote a fic. its partially alins fault. because the timeline diverges with changes i feel are relevant but didnt write in full bc the fic itself starts up after many of them, i decided to compile them here for perusal, alongside some other background headcanons alin and i decided upon regarding L, B and wammys house. probably a very long post, i will update later as well if more comes up or i forgot something 👍

jan 1 2004 (just over a month after light got his death note), sayu goes to deliver a change of clothes for her father and encounters misora naomi at the station. hearing her intent on meeting with the kira task force, sayu strikes a conversation because of her father, and the two of them wait together while sayu waits for her father to call her back after she messages him.

naomi is able to get in touch with L after speaking with soichiro via sayus phone and joins the task force; she informs L of her suspicions regarding kira being able to kill with methods besides 'heart attacks'

due to naomis information, suspicion on light increases

jan 8 surveillance begins on the kitamura and yagami families. during this week, sayu gets into an argument with her mother sachiko regarding her grades and when sachiko compares her to light (unfavorably), sayu storms off. while light is at cram school she goes into his room and triggers the diary trap, setting the house on fire. the investigation has hiccups here because of the fire but it doesnt actually matter in detail rn cuz i am not writing it all

at some point in january, B escapes his prison. because he needed so much medical attention, L arranged for him to be in a long term care facility as he recovered from skin grafts and physical therapy, because after losing B wouldnt leave anyway (he fully intended to resign himself to this until he saw the kira news). when he recovered from his final surgery and was being arranged transport to an actual prison, he escaped :) yay!!

roger alerts watari and L of this happening and L decides not to worry about it. naomi is like dude. i think we should worry. i decided he doesnt tell her about B escaping

the yagami family begin living in a hotel as their house undergoes reconstruction after the fire, though they contemplate moving to another local residential area. kiras murders slow marginally, a pace unnoticed by most, as light is unable to write as often and with as much as privacy in the hotel

when he makes it into to-oh in april his family decides to let him live on campus for a semester because the house isnt ready yet. L thinks this is awesome because he can just wire the dorms. light has to keep taking a potato chip and eating it 🙄

april 25h the phrase shinigami is used by the 2nd kira in the videotapes, as is a reference to "eyes". Ls visceral reaction is because of B, which he informs only naomi of in private he doesnt say anything actually because he doesnt feel like it

june 8th, a week into confinement, light gives up his ownership of the death note

june 9th, L wakes up to B atop him, having broken into his room. due to the fact misa & light have forfeited their death notes, he can see both their names and times of death when L involves him in the investigation, so there is nothing noticeably off about them

theres like a full week of everyone being super disturbed by L and B before the yotsuba group starts killing people as "kira" other additional notes/headcanons: i decided Ls real name is not L Lawliet because that sounds stupid as hell im sorry. but i also decided no matter what even if i decide on a name i like, i wont ever reveal it in the story. only B will ever know and any time it gets spoken or thought by him (or by shinigami) its going to be redacted Bs grandfather is actually japanese. he has no idea if his grandmother is because he never met her/she died before he was born; he met his grandfather several times. this is why he repeatedly uses japanese aliases and why naomi didnt go huh? whys some white guy got a japanese name? however, one of Bs parents is welsh and he probably grew up in wales. why...? its funny. B and L actually had a lot of impact on each other and they sort of cannibalized one anothers identity and mannerisms in their childhood even though L wasnt always at the orphanage. after A died they both subconsciously picked up some of his habits as well, as if to keep him "alive" in them both (and in the identity of L) so like, basically B used to sit like a frog and L started doing that because B does it; B chews his fingers because L does it; they both hold things the way they do because A used to do that; they both started preferring strawberries over their old favorites because strawberries were As favorites....so on. "L" is, in a way, already an amalgamation of B, A, and L; L himself had little sense of self and identity as he was molded by wammy into a "genius detective", and B and A, who were not only the only two people in his age range he ever socialized with but also two people being conditioned to become backups of him as a person....well uh there was a lot going on. basically. ❤ so tldr B and L are essentially amalgamations of each other. and of A. yay. unrelated to B, L and A but when were talking about all this alin and i realized that mello would have been 2 years old during the fall of yugoslavia and his childhood was probably insane even before watari scooped him up for his genius orphan exploitation program. just thought that was ummmm Interesting <3

[zekenamtv]

𓏲 * ( jeon jungkook, cismale, he/him, markiplier ) ⸺ pictures of ZEKE NAM have been showing up all over my feed, and considering the last time they were #trending, it was due to breaking off his engagement — i'm not likely to unfollow anytime soon. with their signature baggy jeans, plain neutral tees, stiff boots, i'm not surprised to hear that they are considered part of the BLUE BLOODS. after 28 years, they've managed to garner a reputation for being more venturesome than hedonistic, but their critics say that they're more zany than lyrical when they aren't too busy focusing on their late night drives, cigarette butts, voice memos. when they aren't occupied with their work as a content creator/podcast host, they've been sighted playing guitar. reputation.com has taken to calling them TRACER in order to avoid a lawsuit ( again ). ── luna, 26, pst, she/they, none.

- ̗̀ ✧˚ information !

full name zeke nam.nicknames z, he doesnt care what people call him.date of birth october 23th, 1995 (scorpio)pronouns he/him.sexuality queer.place of address lower east side, manhattan.birthplace manhattan, new york.occupation content creator, podcast host, streamer, ambassador.career claim markiplier.appearance all black/neutrals, loud boots, baggy jeans, hair falling over his eyes, baseball caps.. .hobbies the guitar, pottery, lego building, video games unfortunately.tendencies tapping his fingers on the steering wheel, staying up too late, sucking his teeth, leaving half empty water bottles around, speaking too loud

- ̗̀ ✧˚ mini bio !

zeke was born into a life full of expectations. the nam family was mostly known for his father, famous plastic surgeon, but zeke made a name for his own much to his fathers' dismay. zeke always had a love for the technical world. something about how it worked interested him much more than the medical career path he had been groomed for. he spent his free time learning about computers, playing video games, and fully immersed in anything cyber-related. that didn't change, not even when he was accepted into Columbia University. he was the typical college student. he partied too much, but his grades never suffered. after two years, zeke finally admitted that he was switching majors from the pre-med program to engineering. he also informed them that he and a group of his friends had started (successfully) making content for youtube and started streaming on twitch. This was a shock and disappointment to his family, the nam's had been doctors for generations, though zeke's parents took it a step further. They decided he was ruining his life and needed to be put back on track. He did not want to be a doctor, did not want to settle down, and all in all felt he was tarnishing the family name with his behavior. Their solution was to arrange a mutually beneficial deal. he would be allowed to switch his major, but he had to date and eventually marry someone of their choice. the relationship wasn't bad, but it wasn't what he wanted. the two worked out their own deal and planned to break up once their parents saw that they didn't need the marriage to be reputable. it took time and a few awkward holidays at home, but they finally were able to break off the engagement. zeke was known for his video game skills and had the trophies to prove it, along with his energetic and charismatic attitude portrayed through videos and streams. suddenly his hobby of content creation turned into a career much bigger than he initially imagined. The success and "fame" came fast and unexpectedly, yet he's adjusted well to having the spotlight on him.

- ̗̀ ✧˚ headcanons !

—the only way i can describe him is a goof. he's smarter than he looks/portrays to the world but.. really just wants to enjoy life as much as he can. noncomittal and that stems from having an ex fiance, probably had a couple relationship rumors after that ended but never took the dating world seriously. kind of a gym rat. always has an airpod in that's way too loud. he got famous from overwatch but now his content is a lot more broad and personal.

- ̗̀ ✧˚ connections !

- ̗̀ ✧˚ GAMING FRIENDS — OPEN ! zeke is the type to stream with people or when he's playing with his friends and also for when he's not gaming for videos/streams.  - ̗̀ ✧˚ CHILDHOOD FRIENDS — OPEN ! having been in new york his whole life, i'd love some connections that knew him before he got popular / his family! - ̗̀ ✧˚ EX FLINGS / FWB — OPEN ! since he's not the type to traditionally date often, zeke would have had flings and/or current fwbs. this could be on good or bad terms too! - ̗̀ ✧˚ PROFESSIONAL RELATIONS — OPEN ! managers, pr team, owners of brands that sponsor him, people he collabs with, etc! - ̗̀ ✧˚ MORE TBA ! this is open to all muses!

[onmymasa22]

Ur life is crazy when ur friends have been in school for two weeks, and you are at a beach resort town in greece. And ur still gonna graduate with a 90 something grade point average getting 2 bachelor's degrees taught entirely in a foreign language.

If i told u my schools in America were surprised i could draw a clock, and thought my life prospects would be sorting pencils, would u believe me?

Heres to the kids where school didnt want to let u graduate, and it took u a while, but u finally learned that u actually are smart.

Give my mother back her pink gold bangles that u took from her, and then we can talk.

When ur intrests go from haircutting to sheep sheering to astrophysics. If someone looks at my youtube history, im 99 percent sure they'd think im a weirdo. And theyd b right.

I have an aquamarine ring from the 20s. I have a diamond ring from the 20s also. I will have grandma sima's ring.

Be committed to halacha.

Be committed to halacha.

Be committed to halacha.

Be committed to halacha.

I have rings and necklaces. An anklet, vintage rings. I like vintage stuff. Ill take whatever im given. This is what i was given. Ill have three diamond yellow gold bracelets. Lots of gorgeous jewelry in my future. Diamonds and gorgeous jewelry. My mom wants rubies.

If pa gives me money, use it to get mommy ruby earrings. Use the 13,000 shekel ill get from doing the volunteering to buy mommy ruby earrings.

Buy ruby earrings for mommy. Ruby studs.

Spend 1000 dollars on a pair of ruby earrings for mommy.

I want my mom to have the best in life. I want for my dad to have the best in life. I want to give them everything they deserve. They dont need to pay mortgage. My mom will get perfume and jewelry. She has pearls, i want for her to have rubies if she wants rubies.

I need a job as soon as i get back. Because i want to get my mom ruby earrings, and my family doesnt do lab created stuff.

My moms wish list

Botega veneta bag

Dior perfume- summer

Ruby earrings

I want for my parents to have everything. To have a nice life, a vacation home. A nice place to be. A nice home here. A nice home there.

Reggio emilio is a town in italy wjere a man there came up with this idea for preschools and kindergartens- where the teacher observes the kids carefully to figure out what interests them, and then tesches them that. But instead of teaching, its more like she sets the table with the stuff for them to use to explore and create. Threre are a few major issues. Number 1, this method is not scientifically proven to be of any benefit whatsoever. And its meant for kids up to the age of six. Even thohgh israel created elementary schools with this method. Number 2, this fosters kids with a lack of discipline. This looks like spoiled brat syndrome, but it really effects theor pearning. Because most things in the beginning are hard. And most kids dont like hard things. Reading is hard, most kids need to be forced to practice reading. Discipline to do something that u might not enjoy is important. Number 3, an important thing about social ques that kids need to survive is matching others around them. That if everyone is sitting in the circle, im giing to sit in the circle too. Its like if a car infront of me is going around the road, im gonna do that too, even if i dont see the reason. When kids have so much pressure tk be individual, they lose some of thid skill. Tberes a lack of this. Its the number one social skill that seperates kids from autistic kids.

because there is suvh an emphasis on kids doing wuat they enjoy,

I dont talk about this a lot, but i truely love working with people with older people with

I like old people. I think old ppl with special needs is the perfect mix because u have this feeling of im smarter than u, but im not.

My kids will sleep over at friends houses whenever they want. They will have friends sleep over at our house whenever they want. The house will be a place for friends to just come

When im married- summer

Silk or linen scarves

I am a girl with weird skills

I can name a song and who sings it three beats in.

I know basically every bus line, which platform number and differences between them from the Jerusalem bus station by heart.

I know more about how the army works than most people who did sherut leumi.

I can list every parsha and tell you every jew from adam to moshe in thirty seconds

Plunger holders

Toilet scrubber

Its not about shabbos. Its hard for me every night before bed.

Lots of things are important

Fighting animal cruelty, veganism

Programming for those dealing with mental illness

IVF therapies

Hatzalah

Women fighting to bring the bodies of soldiers back to israel to be buried

Money for orphans getting married

Services for victims of terror attacks

Therapy seminars for nova survivors

Fighting to end the wage gap, womens rights

Therapy for soldiers

Schools to teach americans about being Jewish

Holocaust survivor support

Its all important. But i have my own personal hierarchy of whats more important than what. And it needs to be different from yours. The goal is not for my list to be your list. The goal is to find people who share the same top things as me and partner with them. I think we can all agree that all these this and more are important. But if ur hierarchy is different, great. You help the wirld in ur way, keep going with that.

Fresh air

Coffee

Major scalesI will finish school this year!

I will get the two degrees

Next year, i will b a teacher at a kibbutz

I will get a license this year.

Do the license application stuff.

June 2018- june 2019

June 2019- june 2020

June 2020- june 2021

June 2021- june 2022

June 2022- june 2023

Get drivers license- 5 years from 2021

This year get a license, finish school

summer

Become an emt, and

next year, do the student teaching or do something, or get a job

Learn guitar

Learn piano

Learn saxaphone

Learn calligraphy from kolet

I will learn calligraphy.

My new rule:

Don't get upset by people who are not as pretty as you, inside and out get to u and mess with ur head and make you feel less than.

Laundry, clean

Shower

Mudmask, shave, oil up skin, moisturize face

Theres something about having manners. I respect people with manners. I dont have as much respect for people without manners.

Chocken season amd cover 425 hour and a half

2 cups rice covered 425 hour and

half

Everything is about context. My insides

Isnt it weird how a ladys insides can be bleeding out, and its not some crazy thing. Being human is weird.

Its a weird feelingto be asked out on the day after yom kippur.

I wabt to be a housewife. It soundz really good to me. Money comes when you are supposed to worlk. I will work Nd gashem will send me whayever mobey im supposed to have. Cuz i pretty much have workdd full time since highschool. Since sophmore year- i babysat, worked as a busboy, made salads at a pizza shop. I worjsd at a reform sundayschool. All jn addition fo highschool.

Winter

Extensions and headbands, pashminas

U know what is quite possibly my favorite thing? I love hearing people talk about the science of art. Hearing people talk about comedy, watching people cook and talking about what makes it good or bad. Comedy is one of the only things where ur opinion is obvious. Ur either funny, or ur not.

Bring garbage out from livingroom

Bring frames downstairs

Clear table in diningroom

Bin den

Den- bin

Kitchen- stairs

Diningroom- table

Sometimes your passion in life finds you. I dont tell most people this, but this past year, I volunteeted every sunday at a center for old people with mental health issues. We're talking schizophrenia, bipolar, depression, tourettes, adhd, stuff that for these people is severe enough that they cant work at most jobs and qualify for these services. I helped run a cooking class for them. Its funny because im a peanut butter sandwich type of person, but i did it with a Morracan woman who knows what shes doing in the kitchen. I just love them so much. I want that job. Its empathy and patience that i have.

Where do i want to stand in tzniys. First and formost, dont be offensive. After that, the thing is to cloth yourself. Where material on ur thight. The crtch is problematic so wear tunic or dress. Wear tanks for neckline and wear shirts that come near the elbow. Needs to be at most a tefach from elbow and collarbone. Basically i would b a little stricter than bnei akiva.

A real religious jew would have pulled me aside. Maybe it was a test for her that she failed. She should have pulled me aside, told me that she wouldnt mark me badly because i obviously didnt know, but i had to leave, she didnt want to embarrase me infront of everyone, and nothing bad would happen to me. She will hsve tk desl with that herself.

Im channeling you here. And i wish i could understand why u have all our stuff. I cant be anywhere near it. U can have the ring. I will die not understanding why u want everything I have. Never let ugly people get to u.

I will never understand someone who asks for something that was given to someone else. But i was just raised differently. U r people who want what we have, and we are people who give it to you. I was raised to take what i was giveb

Still u asked for something that doesnt belong to u.

Pa gave it back. He he couldnt keep the secret from mommy. Its not really about this ring. Its about the wanting something that doesn't belong to u. U had the chance to take whatever u wanted. And u didnt. I dont need any more jewelry, i have all the jewelry that i need.

I have my bracelet. I have my earrings. I have the ring.

A guy telling a girl to smile. Is annoying, but its not sexist. I think all people have others around them who want them to be happy when theyre not. It feels a little like being a slave. Like my job isto please u and make u happy, no matter how im feeling. It depends on the age. Cuz my granfather can tell me to smile, look happy, and im not upset because i think its dated. Its a dated comment. Its a little primitive. As women and people, we arent forced to smile all the time as a member of society. U are allowed to think of people who dont smile as unfriendly. To me, smiling is a part of some peoples job. Smiling does different things.

I have beautiful silver jewelry. A platinum aquamarine engagement ring. A diamond tietag ring. A beautiful watch. A beautiful diamond bracelet. A beautiful gold bracelet with stones. A gold necklace with a star.

U seem like a guy who would want a girl to sign a prenup. I dont think i would ever sign a prenup. I think its a bad omen. I believe that if i trust someone enough to marry them, i trust them enough to give them everything thats mine. For mine to completely become ours. Like im very team oriented. Yah, i dnt want to sign a prenup. When i get married, i want to close seperate accounts or put both names on it.

When someone tells me in the street that im not tzniut, its humbling. And a part of me maybe gets upset to myself, and a part of me thinks hes right. Hes hes a little wrong and im a little wrong. And hes also a little right.

Uggs

When ur grandfather only travels first class and u realize the difference between between how the customer service people treat him and how they treat your art student self.

My mom, as an official statement:

"u know, i really think im a person who is slow to anger!"

Me: "i bet i can do it.... Challenge accepted.."

*after giving her a mug of coffee, the coffee, sit on the couch next to her and gets about a centimeter away from her face

My mom: "i held u in my stomach for 9 months. U being close to me doesnt really bother me."

[zeenbean]

yapping about school, again

a lot as happened since my last ranty post, like that i have gotten B on my final grade from english(as a secondary language) but nobody really follows this blog so much so they would actually know what am i talking about.

in multiple posts ive been whining about my secondary laungage english teacher bcs shes dumb af and doesnt even know english past average 9yo vocabulary(except the slang💀) so when i use my fancy fancy worlds on her(telling her that taking drgs is NOT silly) she ofc gets mad. and that is, how she made my final grade from exact 9 marks from the second semester. 2 of them were group activities(two A`s), 5 quick tests(one A, one B& three Ds) and the rest unit reviews(one A and one B, but the b was my falut bcs im not gonna remember in front of what words u put the, a or nothing. but that were the weird ones like i dunno i cant remember bcs the only ones i remember are the ones that are obvious ones help) im a person who to function needs to have EVERYTHING planned. also when the teachers are all extremely chaotic i cant focus when i have to sit in place where i dont normally sit(i sit there for four years there, last place on the left but idk how other classrooms are build so it differs) its even worse. like this btch will be like so okey i know i said were gonna write the test tomorrow but i dont feel like it so were gonna do it today and than theres me who had planned to study today afternoon bcs it works for this types of tests best for me, also i had to practice on my saxophone yesterday bcs i ALSO had some MORE IMPORTANT EXAMS so now the whole thing is messed up & i have the saxophone exam today but im gonna be stressed form this test and it will completely ruin my day and maybe even a week.

im gonna browse more on the school system in hour school bcs its really messed up. like i wanted to transfer for this year but some therapist-not-therapist who is payed by the school told my mum that that is a not good idea bcs "every school has its dark side" yes. i know. but i asked my friend a simple question. "do your teacher provide materials from the lessons ex. presentations" and she was like EVERY TEACHER DOES THAT. HEAVEN ON EARTH.

like yeah only three from 20+ teachers does that in our school. and were really small school, only one building, the friends school has SIX.

it kinda is related to this and its really me problem but i struggle to keep writing notes in class. like one time i couldnt even get myself to hold the pencil bcs i had a bit dirty notebook(my bottle cracked and everything got wet and as it dried i had stains. so i couldnt write notes in the name notebook but i didnt wanted to buy a new one so i just wrote it who knows where and i was always loosing it. but i feel that the whole idea of notes doest suit me and some other people. i can pay attention, can write it dow beautifully like when i want to i can have the best looking notes in class but WHAT FOR. like it genuinely doesnt help me a bit. i can rewrite it like with the blurting technique but i still forget everything the next hour. and that isnt even with notes, thats with textbooks, some like non fiction books(i love books about like space or sum but i remember shit. like i can remember that on the page five there was this "in some insignificant galaxy(milky way) in some insignificant arm of the galaxy(orion arm)(btw i had to search it up bcs i dont know the exact term in english and it hurts my soul that there in the recommended questions there was "are we in the milky way rn)were rotating around some insignificant star(the sun) and living on some insignificant planet(the earth)" but i dont remember ANYTHING ELSE. LIKE THIS RANDOM THING BUT NOT THE REST OF THE A LOT MORE SIGNIFICANT THINGS?(if anyone recognizes the quote pls don judge me im halp asleep)

okey im not gonna get mad by my inability to absorb information

than when the teacher doesnt even want to help me by giving me like the presentation or like the book where they take these exercises from than its har to be motivated to learn and like in some cases even not able to properly learn the things. i have a friend(that one who i asked about her school) who i literally wish i had her brain bcs were on about the same level of inteligence but she can absorb information like a average human being. like pls help me.

but back to the teacher, there is this one who is really weird, he doesnt really like me but when you email him about anything related to geography he will explain, give sources and you can always ask for like a graded presentation(kinda rare there for someone to give you request presentation). thank you for being the most insufferable person on the whole school but who somehow does his job.

i shouldn't even talk about our principal who is like the embodiment of satan and god of gaslighting in one if someone like that exists. bro will be like "were the BEST school in town!" and than hires a known person who hase fake degrees and has been accused of being predatory towards students. like bro pick i side.(fun fact i one time i got so mad that i went to his facebook under a fake name and started to like spit some real good arguments under his homophobic and transphobic posts and one time i got extra silly and made a bit personal joke and he blocked me💔)

like im so so so much sorry for his ELEVEN FREAKING KIDS and especially the girls bcs he said(in a very insignificant physics lesson) that theyre mistakes. bro how can you be so fucking disgusting towards your own children that you sometimes even bring to school. in front of the whole class.

hey so this is probably it bcs im getting more and more tired and tomorrow i have to wake up really early

also i know my spelling here is completely diabolical but who cares int the internet does anybody here seen th post about how bad english technically doesnt exist? think of that now

[fagitsukareita]

okay SO since u asked here’s a very long and rambly explanation (cw for disturbing themes)

murder bfs is an au ive been threatening to write since … literally october of 2021. tldr, this is an AU in which toritsuka and saiki dont meet in canon until much later: in the second semester of saiki’s first year at med school.

because saiki never meets toritsuka in this au, his personality is much more reminiscent of early seasons saiki. toritsuka is pretty integral to a majority of the most significant plot points in tdlosk, so a lot of canon events have gone wrong bc toritsuka wasnt there (eg: saiki sleep-teleporting the hotel out into the middle of the ocean in the okinawa arc is a MUCH more traumatic ordeal because toritsuka isnt there to tell him what happened before most people notice that the hotel has moved). saiki’s pretty withdrawn and has drifted a lot from most of his high school friends due to circumstance - except for kokomi (who is also training to be a doctor. because the gods love her, she ended up at the same med school as saiki, although her crush on him is mostly a thing of the past. mostly.), chiyo (he mostly knows her through her close friendship with aiura. they’re both in the nursing program together), aiura (she is one of the only people kusuo truly trusts), and nendou + akechi (because lets be honest. hes NEVER getting away from either of those two.).

because toritsuka doesnt meet saiki in high school, he gets a bit… deranged. he’s lonely and friendless and his simple perversion twists into something darker. in this au he isn’t JUST an unapologetic pervert, but has a sexual fixation on the human body and what people are made of. he wants to be a surgeon, and he was the top student at his old med school because he spends all his free time jerking off to studying medical texts. when nendous dad tells him about the existence of another psychic, he transfers into saiki’s med school, which he’s able to do with no problem due to his good grades.

their first meeting goes pretty much similar to the way their meeting goes in canon, but instead of wanting saiki’s powers, toritsuka only wants one, specific power: saiki’s x-ray vision. when saiki tells him that X-ray doesn’t work the way he thinks it does, toritsuka is only even MORE interested. being able to see a person’s innards is something he’s been fantasizing about for years, and the fact that saiki gets to see EVERYBODY like that is toritsuka’s dream.

at first saiki is viscerally disturbed by reita, because he’s genuinely one of the most fucked-up people he’s ever met. he hates the reasons toritsuka has for going into medicine, he hates why toritsuka wants his powers, he hates that toritsuka is so goddamn creepy but still somehow manages to function in society.

yet over time, saiki comes to realize that toritsuka’s reasons for getting into medicine aren’t entirely perverted. a lot of the ghosts toritsuka has met can’t remember how they died, so he’s tried to help some of them move on, and a lot of people died in the hospital - this is why he first started reading medical texts in high school, and when his porn obsession started merging with his new interest in medicine. saiki doesn’t like that he can’t cleanly think of toritsuka as a pervert and it forces him to reflect on his own reasons for getting into medicine - after all, his own reasons for going to med school aren’t purely altruistic either. it makes him question whether there’s anything truly morally wrong with toritsuka’s sexual desires, and it ends up sending kusuo spiralling down a line of questioning where his sense of right and wrong become very twisted.

toritsuka’s obsession with saiki turns into love, his love twists into a need to finally see a human being flayed open and eventually, he kills someone because he “wants to see things the way you do, saiki-san.” saiki feels like he’s pushed toritsuka to do this, he’s overwhelmed by how much toritsuka loves him, by how deeply he empathizes with him, and he helps toritsuka cover the murder up. he helps him cover up the next one too. snd the next, and the next, until eventually, it becomes something of a ritualistic way of showing love- saiki lures in a victim, and he and toritsuka remake them in their vision.

so uh. yeah. i have a ton of details about this AU worked out but this is the entire concept/story laid out in broad strokes. it’s very much about saiki simultaneously being corrupted by and falling for toritsuka at its core. if u want to hear more pls feel free to dm me :D

POV ur doctors are gay and insane

[iamthescalesofjustice]

two thoughts before i finally go sleep (its 3 in the afternoon -_-):

if knowing/using the name of a ghost/spirit can help call it forth, is that why in the nine houses they are called 'the nine houses'? if people on the sixth for example were regularly calling it mercury would that risk drawing the matching RB back towards it/catching its attention? meanwhile people outside have some cultural memory of the names and also apparently came up with new names for the resurrection beasts, what is that doing to the planet ghosts?

the thing about the eighth house being called 'the font of forgiveness' etc is. okay like its obviously meant to be ironic and about them setting themselves up as moral authority and taz literally called it anti house and all that yeah. but also. john's justification for the unending campaign of vengeance is that mercy asked him to stop the billionaires and then theres that thing where he also considers that it cant be called off bc on some level he doesnt consider the lyctors to be the same people as his group from before the big deathrippy but what if. on some level mercy knew she 'could' call it off (even if he wouldnt do it) and so eighth house lore holds that they get to decree whether the war engine goes or not. i think that could be kinda neat to explore.

circling back to the names of spirits thing is john renaming his friends on some level about not stirring the 'spirits' of the originals? 'john never stopped playing with dolls' theory strengthens

tbh i think the reason other planets dont make RBs is less about the lack of sudden/violent death and more about the fact that john personally did the houses and is still around. they can pull themselves out of the river bc he is not in the river. he becomes the anchor/passageway, if we are not once again reverting to a high-grade JNSPWD variation where he uses the RBs as a threat and motivate to keep relocating people/keep his friend group together and in line behind him

thats more than two really done now