#THIS SHIT HURTS

[saturnsfallen]

this is hurting me

[dropswand]

I want to ruin ya'lls day like I further ruined mine by realising this.

In the chrous towards the end, when Till is looking back on Ivan and round 6, Luka doing his manipulation spell and the screens blasting ivan, the lyrics talk about being :

"oh, in a blink, gone

Forget everything and just enjoy

Oh in a blink, gone, dont miss this moment

Im telling you blink gone"

It literally summarises Ivan and his actions for Till.

In round 6, Ivan saw Till stopped singing and in a blink kissed him, got shot and any regrets he may have had were gone in a blink as Till finally saw him- he sacrificed everything, but enjoyed that split second of knowing his love was safe, for now, and he'd been seen.

For Till, in a blink (even if a long one, cause he was his eyes closed for a long while during that scene until Ivan got shot up) Ivan was gone, dead with one little smile before he drops.

And IT HURTS THAT HE LOOKS UP AT LUKA AND SEES IVAN WHEN ITS THOSE LYRICS BEING SUNG TOO

"Im telling you blink, gone

Dont regret these moments

The clock goes tick tock."

Is symbolix to me too because!

Till regrets it, and ironically, while Luka is imitating Ivan to hurt Till, it feels like Ivan IS there saying "dont regret that moment" and to go on win- because thats what he wants. But Till DOES regret it, because Ivan was his best friend- they were still close, even with his crush on Mizi.

But Luka distorts it somewhat too, because he ISN'T Ivan, but knows Ivan is his weakness. He looks coldly at Till, knowing he's wom because he's got his weakness. His regret.

AND IVAN, even if dead and not real in this scene, he looks sad and knowing- resigned even when overlapped by Luka imitating him.

Because Ivan is not cruel to Till, not in moments that matter- or at least not intentionally. Ivan knew more than anyone that this was all doomed. His love for Till was doomed, and so was his sacrifice.

Till is emotion and Till is so achingly bright and passionate. He could never just get over such a thing like Ivan's death and how it happened.

But it feels like Ivan is truly there, looking solemnly at Till, resigned knowing that Till will not win this- because like Till not looking at him or being with him was his sorrow, Till's is that Ivan died and left him- feelings platonic or not.

The moment Till recalled round 6 and Ivan was the moment he was doomed to lose. It was the moment Luka secured his win.

The clock goes tick tock is like the countdown to the inevitable.

Till's death.

[fayannah]

i’ve been looking at the wiki image gallery recently and i would like to say that some of the promo art is insane

WHAT THE FUCK

HUH??!!!

EXCUSE ME

AAAAAAAAAA

[delicioustarong]

Something, something...about missing comfort

[capitalisticveins]

Lowkey feeling like Fooliverse James in his audio except im not high but the coughing and zoning out is there im sick thats where im getting at im sick with a cold i cant breathe help me

[bloody-red-gem]

I found this excerpt in the Liber Hereticus:

Yes, Saul's last thoughts were of Lucius, and the latter's betrayal caused Tarvitz the worst pain he had ever felt.

No, I definitely didn't take 4th degree emotional damage from a couple of sentences, haha, ofc not...

[intellectual6666]

Sneezing so much my back and ribs hurt. Whole lower body is paining due to sudden increase in white discharge. 103° fever. As usual, Pharyngitis. Feeling dizzy too. Cannot smell anything and also cannot taste anything.

Anything more God ?

[phant0ma]

yo why did no one tell me that when u cut up chilli peppers ur hands just ??? burn ?? even hours later ??? help me chef sanji I am literally in pain 😭

[chrissy-kaos]

I may in fact end up ☠️ myself over this toothache.. ugh why can’t it be Monday so I can go to the fucking dentist already 😭

[whatsk-poppinhomies]

Minho : you move around a lot when you sleep.

Jisung : nuh uh

Minho : yes you do, it’s ridiculous.

Jisung : uhmmm I think I’d know if I moved around that much.

*the day before a photo shoot*

Chan : HOLY SHIT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYE?!

Seungmin : Looks kinda gross, it’s really swollen. You got pink eye or somethin’??

Jisung : No! It just hurts to blink…

Minho : bet it’s cause you move around so much while you’re sleeping. Probably punched yourself in the face… idiot.

Jisung : does that make me strong though? Or weak? If I fuck myself up… am I super strong or super weak??

Minho : it makes you super stupid.

Chan : put some ice on it, take the swelling down.

Seungmin : can’t believe you gave yourself a black eye. That’s crazy.

Jisung : do I look cool though?

(Based on the fact that I punched myself in the face while sleeping the night before my vacation started and now I have a black eye and I have to try to cover it in the pictures :(. )

[gobliiine]

Just remembered “I really miss Dorian and sometimes I think that’s okay and sometimes I think it isn’t.” Anyway happy Valentine’s Day

[cosmogyros]

heartbroken, suffering, pained, in shock, crying, dying

[su-gu3]

Why I haven't made art!!!

Guys I think I'm low-key getting sick but nobody is listening

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

On the verge of ripping my own uterus out because that’d probably be less painful than the cramps I’m currently having 🫠🫠🙃🙃🙃

[pasteilian]

Gonna do some art and tumblr asks today

My ovaries:

[anxiousumbrella]

who the fxck is max??? are they in the kitchen??? is that why there isn't enough sour-whatever??? or is kitchen chef five the only one who doesn't agree that it needs more? (thats so random-) does one of the five's go by max??? is max a character we live action watchers don't know about??? who the fuck is maxxxxxx