#THIS RLLY SUCKS HELP
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depression is kinda kicking my ass lately but seeing the person in the tags of my ocs calling youri gorgeous makes me so happy it made me smile just now so yes!!!!! ppl do read tags!!!!! and sometime they are powerful enough to get someone out of a depressive slump 😭💙💙💙 thankyou sm honestly
#this person often pop ups in my oc tags and i get rlly happy everytime bc wahh!!! someone likes me ocs as much as i do!!!#*my ocs#suddenly everything doesnt suck that much anymore#so yea the person prob knows who they are and i wanna say thank you !!!!! this rlly helped#babbles#tbd
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i think it would be very silly, a little hee hee funny, if shane ended up put in an older sibling role (without trying) to the younger bachelors/bachelorettes
#it starts with sam @ joja#asking for advice esp while kent is gone & shane is like 🤨 ay yo idc#but eventually shane will just. casually answer sam's questions. maybe he likes him. no. it's bc answering will get sam to shut up#shut up#& then one day he's passing by alex who's trying to perfect the way he throws his gridball#cue former griball player shane: ur form sucks#alex gets mad & asks shane to do it better then#shane does it perfectly & alex suddenly asks if shane can show him#shane is confused but goes step by step#& then alex just starts asking more questions later & shane is like ????? ok?????#& then one day while it's raining sebastian stops shane & asks him if therapy rlly does help#& shane is like dude idk if i can rlly talk to u abt this go 2 ur mom#sebastian looks so sad tho#so shane does explain it & the process#seb continues going to shane with questions#this cycle continues with the other younger bachelors/bachelorettes#until shane has this gaggle that follows him & he's so confused as to why this is happening#emily thinks it's rlly funny#shane is groaning & slamming his head on the table the entire time#ramblings#my headcanons
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I haven’t posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! It’s just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! But… what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits I’ve been wearing recently that im rlly proud of… what about that???
#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS#I’ve become a narcissist… a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fits…#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time#but then I don’t FINISH the pics of me cuz I’m like ‘this is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-‘#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cute… get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol#I am still drawing. I’m currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art#cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help#we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me#pepper words#anyway look at my fits#my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures#and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS#u cannot see all the detail…. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories#it’s sad…#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colors… mostly red. n green#but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right now… and I’m loving it…#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol#also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room#lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but it’s still kinda. got some clutter lol#*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits I’ll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute#pictures of my outfits lol… I mean. it’s not MY mirror so I don’t think to clean it.. but it is in my living space…#mayhaps… I should clean it lol
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Do you have any art tips for beginner artists?
hi! i'll do my best to list the most useful ones for me from the top of my head! but if you're asking about something specific, lmk too!
always use references! this is 100% the fastest way to improve quickly! and don't forget if you're posting artworks using references, to always ask for permission if needed and to credit the reference! here's a very good post with links to various art tutorials and references :) try to do things out of your comfort zone!
i remember my sister drilling this into my head as a kid lmao: if you're going to draw people, make it a habit to draw the whole body, not just a face or bust. this way you can improve drawing the face and body at the same rate, rather than perfect the face and have like. a shoddy body HAHAHA (<- speaking from experience - my sister warned me but i still did not listen) here's an example from when i was 12 lol i went so hard on the eyes but my anatomy wasn't great so the drawing looks kind of goofy
if i'm being honest nothing has really changed even now HAHAHA you can still tell i spend too much time on the faces and neglect my anatomy studies a lot 🥲
3. don't worry too much about building a signature art style if you're a beginner! experiment and imitate art styles that you like, and it'll eventually develop into something you're comfortable with
4. speaking of art styles, Naoki Saito-sensei does very in-depth art videos for people looking to develop and improve their art, and he covers a variety of different topics! the link i provided is for his new YouTube account, since his first one was unrightfully terminated :( since it's new, there aren't a lot of videos up yet but he'll be re-uploading all his old ones soon
5. this video by tppo is also a useful tutorial/explanation for style breakdowns, using Mika Pikazo-sensei's artworks! also another good reference for building art and colouring styles
6. unless you're going for a specific art style, try not to use black colours for shading. Instead, try using a darker version of your base colour with the hue slightly adjusted. it's a little difficult to explain so i made a tiny diagram underneath:
it makes the colours pop a lot! Kurahana Chinatsu-sensei and Akiakane-sensei are really good at doing this 😭💖 that can also apply to lineart! but again, only if you're going for this kind of colourful art style :') do what feels right to you!
7. lastly try to enjoy drawing! if you do what you enjoy, learning and improving will come so much easier to you :) i can understand the urgency to improve (it's like my default state of mind 🥲) but if you keep focusing on that, drawing will eventually just start to overwhelm and frustrate you. try to combat it by doing something self-indulgent! i like to draw my ocs whenever i start getting burnt out :')
8. actually i lied this is the last one!! never give up!! it's so easy to feel bad or frustrated about your art no matter where you are in your art journey, so what i like to do to try and fight that is to look at my old art and compare the improvements! here's one of the earliest oc drawings i could find from my childhood vs my most recent oc drawing :pensive:
#this is a tiny psa to please dont bully me for my incredibly early 2000s core naruto oc i was a victim of the times#/lh#i hope this helps a bit! i'm really bad at making these lists im so sorry 😭#but from the top of my head these are the most helpful tips that have rlly stuck with me since i first started drawing#also confession#i'm actually very guilty of rarely using references bc im lazy#thats why my art sucks!!!!!!! dont be like me#also i'm so sorry for this incredibly late reply#!#ive been thinking for the longest time on how to answer it and this is the best i could come up with 🥲#za answers#Anonymous
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having a sleep disorder and making plans is hell. i literally got invited to do something later and i had to go out of my way to take a nap to make sure i dont doze off right beforehand or even in the middle of it even though i slept for 9 hours earlier (nap not included)
#idk. i hate it.#i dont rlly talk abt it on this blog but im also narcoleptic#makes day to day life and making plans a living hell because some days all i end up doing is sleeping#the depression also doesnt help#i keep a sleep journal and some weeks im like “oh i havent dozed off as much lately! maybe im doing better?”#and other weeks im like “oh. ive slept over 14 hours in the past 24 hours. im wasting my life away”#it sucks. it really really sucks.#🌱 vents#narcolepsy#narcoleptic#actually narcoleptic
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Am I overthinking the definition of this word so that way it doesn't apply to me again or do I genuinely believe what I'm saying
#mewo rambles :3#idk what the threshhold for when you can be considered physically disabled is for myself#it doesn't rlly get in the way if daily life minus the writing issues and the occassional pain from it so idk#like I don't inherently need support for it#support is NICE and would probably help but it doesn't rlly *STOP* me from doing anything it just makes certain things a little harder#and the only things it rlly stops me from doing is gymnastics stuff which sucks bc I do genuinely enjoy that kind of thing#but it's not like. a daily thing I'm doing to get through the day so idk#I'm probably overthinking this
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i wanna cry i rlly hate being new to things
#literally tearing up and crying i hate this#i didnt rlly care much at first until i realised a lot of ppl DONT like new fans#im so sad rn i absolutely hate being new to things or to people and feeling so left out#i feel like ill just never get it or compare to fans that have been fans for fucking years#like ppl r thinking of gatekeeping and just not helping new fans i saw and im just sick and even scared idk why#maybe in thinking too much into this. im sorry.#sorry for this kind of vent omg i just idk i feel sick#yes this is about motor city machine guns#i wish i have gotten into them sooner. thanks a lot to my tribalist of a dad who thought tna sucked bc it wasnt wwe.#punkoween yaps#vent
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sorry i haven’t been writing as much guys i am too busy finding the hottest and most lesbian-looking chick in each sims world to date
#i am collecting them like pokemons#so far i have#dj candy#the hot werewolf bartender from moonwood mill#the sporty girl from discover university#who rlly should have been lilith pleasant but i chickened out#side note lilith finished her degree in villainy and is now an ASTRONAUT SMUGGLER#IS THAT NOT THE COOLEST THING EVER I WAS SO PSYCHED#is this relatable does anyone else play the sims#anyway .#i am being slowly sucked into the void of my computer screen#send help
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Just seen someone call Maria selfish for leaving Tommy in TLOU2 when he needed her the most and I’m like???? Did you see him in the farmhouse, that’s a man who is obsessed with revenge and she’s probably given him ample chance to get over it but 18 months later he’s still obsessing over Abby. Maria (and Dina) were both more than justified in cutting ties with Tommy/Ellie for their own sakes. If Tommy and Ellie are too far gone and won’t allow themselves to be helped, their partners are more than justified in eventually making the decision to focus on their own mental health because I can guarantee the post-Seattle Tommy was not easy to live with.
Having said that, hope both couples make up so TLOU3 can just be the remaining members of the extended Miller family all living happily.
But seriously, why is it in any form of fiction or real-life, the woman is ‘selfish’ for actually putting her own well-being above someone who doesn’t want to be helped.
Sorry, little rant but jeez people don’t give the woman a break sometimes (also just a strange character to have beef with given she’s like the only ‘good’ character and she’s got such a minor role)
me just now realizing with this ask that show maria and dina are both gonna go through the same angsty bullshit (getting left with a child by their grief-consumed partners):
also dont EVER be sorry for ranting in defense of maria in my inbox. i love it. i need it. it feeds me. it also balances out all the weird ass bitter and shady messages about maria i get from people with nothing better to do. go off
(and also ALSO. tlou3??? is that officially a thing???)
#also ur so real with counting the MONTHS#BECAUSE 18 MONTHS AFTER AND UR STILL ON THIS BITCH????#NO SIRRRR#NOT MEEEEE#yall rlly think maria just#patted tommy on the back and went ‘damn joel died. sucks.’#she very likely grieved with him and alongside him#she likely exhausted every resource and moment she could trying to help him grieve properly#imagine doing all that for someone you love and then they not only push you away#but they LEAVE#i wouldnt have even let him back in town if i were her like you have me FUCKED UP#and at that point her and joel we’re definitely friends like she loved joel too??????#like im just so sad for her#watching rutina wesley go through all that is goingn to destroy me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#asked and answered#thank you friend i love you! MARIA STANS UNITE
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So I just fucking found out I skipped over season 2 episode 98 of mcd and NO ONE TOLD ME !! So that fucking ripped my heart into a million pieces
But yeah I rlly love garroth dad and I think y’all do too so yippie daddoth he’s such a cool guy
#I changed up my style AGAIN so sorry guys#I want it to be more realistic too and I finally found the right references to help#so that’s nice#I rlly wish season three didn’t suck cus I so enjoyed all the new characters and the girls#I love the sisters more than anything#aphmau#aphblr#garroth#laurance
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Rune factory 5 art!!!! Cuz I’ve been playin it a lot recently! And I finally got married to Lucas so I wanted to draw some stuff of him!! Cuz I love him. He is a lil weirdo god whomst I cherish and adore..
#rune factory#rune factory 5#rf5#lucas#alice#rf5 lucas#rf5 alice#doodles#my characters name is Perez but considering the extent of customization is what outfit do u wanna wear I’ll use her canon name lol#anyone yeah… at first I was like oh god!!!! how am I ever gonna pic between murakumo Reinhardt and lucas?!?!? theyre all so good!!!#and then I got enough hearts to date Lucas. and I completely fucking forgot about the other guys ghgh#LUCAS IS SO CUTE… I LOVE HIM#1 I love him. 2 he’s beautiful. 3 the narrative of two amnesiacs falling in love is incredible to me#it’s like fucking. soulmates fate destiny shit. it’s great#3 the whole. him being an actual literal fucking god thing is. both funny and hot…. like yess babe. work that divine power ghgh#4 he’s HILARIOUS. AND SO CUTE. AND SWEET. AND ENDEARING#I couldn’t help it… I just got sucked in.. ALSO HES OLD AND WEARS GLASSES AND JUST. idk… he’s perfect ok. everything about him#the other guys didn’t stand a chance#after I met ludmilla I also rlly seriously was considering her too! like she’s SO FUCKING. I love ludmilla. she stole my heart instantly#but like!!! lucas just came out on top. I trusted my gut and my gut said this weirdo..#also#in regards to Fionna and cake. I still haven’t watched it all yet ghg#I’ve watched a few episodes tho! and wow.. I was way off a my thoughts on Simon mental state lmao. I was literally like that girl in the#2nd episode. I’m sorry for misjudging ur issues so badly simon. u still have issues but they were not what I thought they were!!! damn..#anyway im gonna get around to watching the other eps soon! promise!#till then tho… have completely self indulgent rune factory 5 art of me swooning over lucas lmao#w 2 diff versions of the last picture cuz! I couldn’t decide which I liked better! indecision is my curse ghgh
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woohoo yayayay my hours are getting cut AGAIN
#candyredtext#UGH ...#IT SUCKS. CUS WE GET V LIMITED HOURS TO BE ABLE TO GIVE#AND I ALREADY DEAL W A PAYCUT FROM MY LAST JOB SO#IM MAKING A LOT LESS THAN I NORMALLY WOULD.. N I GOT BILLS TO PAY.#im rlly under my savings blanket rn and w how things r going i feel like im gonna be barely being paycheck to paycheck rn.#SO. IM SORRY FOR HAVING MY COMMISSION SALEW POST BE RB'D A LOT FROM MY QUEUE#BUT LIKE. YA GIRL NEEDS EXTRA HELP--#SKKSK
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My jaw literally hit the ground you have so many ocs (/positive)
YEA AND THATS NOT INCLUDING THE SIDE ONES ‼️‼️ AND THE ONES I NEED BUT HAVENT CONCEPTUALIZED AT ALL!!!! What being in your head for a whole ~20 years does ig
#to be fair I got around a third of them from making AUs / rewrites that went SO far off canon that i made them my own#I mean the main characters... Everyone else for the most part I did make up in my head with some help from my sister whos not insane like me#But bc I have this many I kinda neglect some of em ngl which sucks & i think you can see v clearly which ocs i dont rlly think about here 😭#asks#lemonpocalypse#300 oc excel sheet my beloved
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[Ai ask anon] tbh the whole thing with the ai scare felt like a bluesky promotional campaign (not saying that it was, but like the exploitative manner of it). Just scatter a bunch of ppl crying wolf, say that there is a better alternative, disregard and discredit all the valid concerns and critiques and say leaving and mass deleting is for the better. The creator of bluesky is a former twitter owner too so its not like they don’t know how exactly to appeal to people …
I did think about that, but I didn't want to take such a pessimistic view on the whole thing. It doesn't really change anything. Especially not when I see it affecting my friends and people I follow more than me.
It's important to remember that some people, if not most, didn't even want to delete their art. And even if they did discredit and ignored the critiques, they still lost something that takes time to do (posting, making connections, getting followers, etc.).
#i get this way of thinking. its rlly easy to generalize esp when uve been on twitter for so long#i think i wouldve thought the same. tho im trying to get away from it and not think so one sidedly#it helps a lot seeing other oomfs thoughts about it#etc#ask#anon#+ thinking about time as an invaluable thing. which it is. 4 years at the palm of my hand that im not gonna get back#also yeah i cant lie. i also hate the bluesky dick sucking like can we be forreal#doing a little too much
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ooo im on the metro and there are ppl with rlly good cosplays
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Venting bcs what is social lifes man
#ok but like i just wanna block some ppl#ppl i know irl#that were my *freinds* in hs#i legit dont want to talk to them ever again#bcs quite honestly idk if what they did to me was shitty or not#cant rlly talk abt it to other ppl i know cus theyre all chummy ya know#thing is i dont want to talk to them#or interact over again#blovking on socials is one thing im not rlly active on mine#but like a couple of them try to text me every now and then#one of the girls im not rlly on bad or good terms w#she apologised for what happened and honestly it rlly meant sm to me#but if i block theres def gonna be questions eventually#i just want them out of my life#i just dont know ugggg#it pisses me off sm now that they trying to act like nothing happened at all#like no i dont want to hang out w u???#ill give them that theyve made an effort but like its too late???#they ignored me for an entire summer btw^#then one of the girls kinda reached out after school started#it didnt help that i was at a mental low last summer#so like i get u dont want to hang w a person whos fighting thier brain but it kinda sucked watching ur closest freinds hang w out u???#idk#idk what normal in freindships tbh
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