#THINKIMG OF HIM AGAIN.
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Koi jaage soye mujh mein Meri raatein aur mere din Saare khoye usmein Koi itna apna laage Mera nadaan yeh dil Jaise dhadke usmein
Mujhee jo huaa haii, iskii naa dawaa hai Kisii ne chhuaa hai dil Yeh kiski nazar ka hai asarr Poochhe jo koooi toh teraaa naam dooon
#ME FEELING THIINGS AGAIN#THINKIMG OF HIM AGAIN.#SIMPING AGAIN#ouch Mera Dil#HEART HURTING AGAIN#LIKE HOW TF IS THIS SOMF SO ACCUEATE-?????#song recs#Spotify
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that farm trans boy book will be posted on my ao3 account when it's ready ngl idk how long itll take (1-3 months) but the inspiration is crazyyyy rn
story blurb below (not beta read we die like men)
ive only truly realized i was this way until after i stopped doing yard work n weed eatin outside cause i lived with my parents but now i live w my guardians so
i would think of the transition for the main character being around age 12 maybe, finally getting into puberty and then the whole divide in gender roles taking a toll on him, but then again im pretty sure the whole "man i hate girls this sucks" thing that the character thinks on their own is cliche and dumb but maybe that's because ive seen it so much
what im thinking is putting them sort of in my own personal shoes in a primitive baptist church (no air conditioning, wooden church, no heat, etc etc) and him noticing (while girlmoding) a new church member or something whos a fully transitioned man
obviously im going to make the mc like 18-19 and play it in the 1900s (somewhere) when he notices the other dude ... and then they talk, and then the mc shows jealousy for being the way he is (girlmoding) etc etc AHHHH ive got to savr this post somewhere because im thinkimg so much rn i cant spoil it
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was thinkimg about the ending of the spectre again. i like to think now that playmaker is way more sympathetic to spectre now. took him a while, took him needing to meet earth but he's around that hill now. and that makes revolver at least a little happy and sb very very confused.
also came up with a new fun insult for sb to use, "going for gold in the dick olympics" (gets a +1 from ai and a well actually from revolver 🤭)
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Thinkimg abt the dream i had whwre scott and adam were both my exes and they wanted to make a movie with brad pitt and somehow got contact with him and scott fell inlove with me again and adam got all sad
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It's a few other things going on and we have stories but this is huge and it is a story part of one but it is what's happening
-the UK is embroiled and it is fought over and there's a formal war now and it's heating up and in 5 days is going to be utter nightmare. At that time Trump is trying to control the place. He holds them under guard to forcing them to do the job.
were putting a warrant on him now
There are few things we don't put up with you making our son irate I thinkimg you won the argument and you didn't
and we're going to take measures too against Dave and his crew these people have to get out of here and it sucks so bad there's such whiny little Jews
-in the UK there are about 700 million tanks top side 165 ft long the entire North is suppressed and it's only about a hundred miles north of the southern tip and they are trying to advance all the time to the South and the crew is there stopping them and they were there from the start eventually he takes it over and grab some and uses their forces but that's in Sunday bloody Sunday and it is Sunday and it is building up here too that bja is fighting everybody and eventually he takes over the operation that's what you see in the edge of Tomorrow Trump is not a free man nor is Stan. It's heading that way for this coming Sunday and in the meantime Freddy Krueger is formed and Freddy versus Jason happens and it happens out there and there's an experience that goes on. It is men who put him in the furnace and they do move the first to his house that he got put in it's the same one from Jerry chaise house and Jerry didn't do it to him but they are trying to frame him. And Jerry should say was threatening our son with it, and he was doing that under the influence of the clones a little but he did himself too and now he's going to pay for it. I guess Garth is going to burn that's how he dies so he's upset. It is beginning shortly and today there are court cases that help lead up to it I wanted them is against John remillard and his next door smirking is 11:00 a.m. court case wants to go into the laundromat and bother our son. Do so at your own risk. And he plans to and we're going to mess you up. So he's a fag. It's a different kind of court case if he misses it he's going to prison not jail and then send it to this is a civil case with a criminal aspect and it's for crimes he's doing around town continuously saying they're not crimes and his son too is charged with it and they're observing their behavior here it is very good that they do and these two are going to pay for their actions cuz I see they've been doing it to them constantly by the way and to an end and they're charging them with crimes conspiracy to commit homicide too A lot of them are going to go to prison at least two are supposed to.
There is more it's going to be a heck of a week.
-it starts off with us doing construction projects here and if we don't get it in here we'll get delayed again and we mean Florida we have to be here there's way too much action going on so I'm pretty in for it now and several of them not too many something like 10:00 and it works before
we've been found meddling they say and when I say is you've been found doing a lot worse and we are going to take care of you
-today is a huge day and kicks off a lot of stuff but there's a huge amount of things happening and what we said during the weekend is going to start today they are going to start removing higher-ups before they go out to the inner ring last night 21 out 15 households came back the 50 regents of the warlock are dead and that's a lot but now there's 35 households for real you went down to 40 and it's getting low that's not very many left none of those 50 some new a few people and they were mostly obscure friends of a friend and they were in the crowd or pack and one of them you do a little bit better and it was David Curran this time now he passed away already his name was Rick Shaw. He didn't know him that much he knew him from Red devils football and it helped our son to be in that team and he was doing okay they respected him for making it and he didn't say hi and stuff like that that's what it though that's about it. They died horrific deaths they're captured in circles and exterminated really because they kept on shooting at people and didn't want to be brought in. The implications are far-reaching those houses are connected to other areas out there and those areas begin to deteriorate and people like him and his cadre were silent most of time and we're not running up to our son to tell him stuff so they had a pretty good Force it's dwindling now and it started dwindling very fast because they are engaging the clothes as you'll see they go through people quick he was calling for help you got something but most of you didn't listen and it was too late in this area is collapsing and we'll take care of the clones. Basically it's a huge area in South America names Peru and it's an important area it's huge it's like a third of the country and it stretches to the South almost to the tip and yeah it's on the western side. And in that area and it is Steve Shaw there will be the rubies and that was his wife and she knew he was gone and she's warning people about the empire and pseudo empire. This is she said she'll hold on to the rubies because they'll come and try and take them so far there were three attempts this morning and she's a trumpster that's who Steve shaw was and it's going on right now that people are fighting it. And she is trying to get near our son and figure she's a widow so she's going to try that. It's going on now too.
-there are several other things happening as a result other areas that they were in control of are starting to become a mess one of them is Western DC and that's where our son saw the general who made the Iran Contra affair happen and that was Tommy f and it's his doing and he made it happen and it's because he wants to infiltrate through that area and he was saying it to you and Arnie and others and he got beat up for it and they're going in now and they need information and more and it does lead to the movie salt or they try and threaten the White House and other nuclear weapons and so on to infiltrate. And tons of people keep them out not just the max you're going to have a war there because of what happened yesterday and last night and additionally areas in Japan are freed up and being fought over mostly the clones one of uses areas to infiltrate because he did a lot of investigations into what they're doing and posted a ton of it and tons of people are reading it right now it's going global. And there's tons of other things happening one of them is his wife is sad and irate and upset and doesn't care much for the fight let's see if people are finally alive it says he should have told people and you're seeing me posted it like me and she got mad and said he's posting his balls off and you're not paying attention and tons of people are now paying attention and see the clones here bothering you all the time it's just a smart person and it's helping her your family's helping and she'll be fine he was also abusive
-we need to straighten out a few things but we're going to post now
Thor Freya
Olympus
These are disgusting men with the clones are worse just barely
Hera
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overanalysing Hawkes banter about Anders' manifesto having bad spelling. because: why would Anders struggle with spelling when so much time in the circle must be spent reading?
you could argue he was being rebellious and not reading what he was assigned but i just don't see it? he loves magic, it was probably a comfort to learn more about it rather than a chore. also, one of the few forms of entertainment available in a circle would be reading.
(i mean, maybe the banter was written to be yet another dig at him for writing a manifesto at all because the writers somehow think either of that is a thing worth ridiculing but thats just boring)
so hear me out: anders has dyslexia
#thinkimg about my little guy again#andersposting#again.#da#i bestow upon thee the greatest honor a blorbo can have. *gives him a learning disability*#also imagining little anders trying his best to learn and the circle doesn't care.#sees it as another form of rebellion instead of just an honest struggle. i get it man i do
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Anytime I think about how Bitchy goro is I am filled with love
I think he should have the freedom to be as bitchy as he wants
#speculation nation#and So i give him the opportunity in my fic almost Every Day (in-fic)#thinkimg about discacc goro again. unfortunately he is about to have a very not good time lol
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thinkign abt checkmate,,,,,, i just really wanna see tubbo kill dream with it man,,,,,,,, i want him to use the this is checkmate line again,,,,,,, but this time its his victory,,,,,,,, i want him to tell dream "i suggest you resign" before taking his third life,,,,,,,,,,,
YESSSSSSS i just wanna see tubbo use checkmate ok!!! i wanna see the "i suggest you resign" line get reused!!!!! and if it doesn't happen in canon i will just write it happening myself!!!!!!!!!!!
#i wanna see tubbo get a WINNNN for once#so much bad shit happened to him that never got adressed again :(( like dream screaming at him at the community house#that scene hurt to watch and it makes me sad thinkimg about it mannnn#i think tubbo should get to smack the bitch just for that#ask#ghostpocket
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thinks about cly
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i had the worst most delusional dream ever but it was about changbin (whos surprised) and it was angsty and i hated the ending. today i found out that i do in fact act realistically even in unrealistic scenarios
#💭 z is thinkimg#all caps rant because im still mad about it#NO BECAUSE WE HAD A FLING BUT#BINNIE WAS STILL AN IDOL AND I WAS STILL A FAN#WE JUST SECRETLY HAD EACH OTHERS NUMBERS AND WOULD TEXT DAILY#AND WE DIDNT ESTABLISH WHAT WE WERE#AND THERE WERE SO MANY RISKS INVOLVED#SO WHEN HE CONFESSED#(im pissed at myself)#I ACTED REASONABLY AND TURNED HIM DOWN BC THE RISK WAS TOO MUCH#I CANT BELIEVE I REJECTED HIM#BUT THE WORST PART WAS I WON A FANSIGN VIDEO CALL WITH HIM#SO I CALLED BINNIE IN THAT CALL BUT WE COULDNT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THE FLING#BC OBVIOUSLY STAFF WERE LISTENING IN SO HE KINDA LOOKED PANICKED#SO HE TEXTED ME AGAIN AFTER THE CALL AND TOLD ME HE STILL LIKED ME.#and then i woke up#I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS
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There's something i don't quite understand
Why won't Hawks feathers ever grow back ? Like were'nt they're supposed to grow after couple of days so way they will not when they got burned ?
+Hawks seem to loose the last of his feathers will they ever grow again ? I hope so cause if not Hawks will be quirkless... that won't change the fact that he's the second coolist hero after Edgeshot ( sorry sorry ) but just thinkimg of the way he will feel... it hurts
So we don't really know what AFO was saying when he commented Hawks was past his prime. All we know is that progress has been slow and Hawks had to get prosthetics.
Personally, I think Hawks' wings would have grown back completely if they were given time and a healing environment, unfortunately he didn't have that luxury.
It's not so much a matter of having feathers or not, just that he needs the base of his wings to be functioning. When Dabi attacked him, that's what got damaged that typically did not get damaged. When Hawks goes on patrol he loses feathers through work, his wings don't often physically take serious damage and that's what happened this time. So, because of that, he was having trouble recovering and needed to get prosthetics to help heal.
I think after this way, because Hawks is definitely going to live and be perfectly fine, I think his wings are going to grow back to full size. The only permanent issue I can forsee is that the feathers will now take longer to grow back and he'll generally be a little slower.
Also, L. having wings that double as telepathically controlled knives you can also hear through is way better than whatever tf edgeshot has going on but that's okay everyone's allowed to be wrong sometimes.
#hawks#takami keigo#keigo takami#hawks mha#bnha hawks#unfortunately#hawks wings make no fucking sense#but it's okay#because i have my own theory#on their physiology
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I keep forgetting to post ab this but since it's MP100 time for everyone I am edgy thinkimg about Separation/Mogami arc again. Gonna get a little heavy with this one due to the themes of both arcs.
Mogami obviously has his beef w Mob, being like "Ohh we are so similar, you should be like me" but you know who else Mogami could be parallel to? Reigen.
Their origins are very similar, despite Mogami being a real esper and Reigen not. They were each "acclaimed" as the best psychic of their respective centuries. The celeb type things Mogami is shown doing in his backstory like going on talk shows is similar to what Reigen does at the start of Separation. They both started out their businesses with the intention to help people and cultivated business personas, each going awry in different ways.
The other thing is the moths. A moth (and other insects and wildlife) is the form Mogami takes in the world he created. It's not only a vessel of him, but also a general symbol of despair. During Separation, when Reigen is losing it at the bar, there's a shot with a heavy focus on moths. The lighting in this scene reminds me of the squalor and disrepair of Mogami.
At this point, Reigen's at his lowest. I believe the meaning of this shot is that if he continues down the path he's going, he's going to end up like Mogami. Not in that he'll become an evil spirit or anything - but that he's possibly going to go out in the same way, taking his life like his predecessor and childhood hero.
Now this might seem like jumping to conclusions but the OVA shows he's not above considering suicide if he's pushed too far (YMMV on how canon that was though.) For MP100, Separation is a key arc that is necessary for Reigen to be knocked down a peg grow as a character, but if you showed it to someone without context, it kind of reads as a lead-up to a suicide. Hell, even in context the depression subtext is pretty clear. The friendship fallout, the cancelling, abusing drink and cigarettes? We've all heard news stories of people committing suicide due to similar circumstances to Reigen. I think this layer of close-to-home is part of why Separation is so viscerally uncomfortable.
I think it was excellent of them to have these arcs right next to each other. It not only shows that Mob has learned from Mogami not to be used, it also sets up Reigen's downfall. Luckily Reigen manages to turn it around but the one-two punch of these arcs is (chef's kiss)
#mp100#mp100 spoilers#mob psycho 100 spoilers#mob psycho 100#mob psycho spoilers#not a shitpost#tw suicide#tw substance abuse#reigen arataka#mogami keiji
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OH MY I WAS THINKIMG OF A TAYLOR SWIFT VIBE TOO FOR READER. slay bestie!!!! and the sex!!! THROUGH THE ROOF djdjdjjdjd fjfjfjkfkfkx AND THE WHOLE "we're private" *posts pictures with same background* kinda couple!!!! And and he'd love to eat you out, and likes to record your moaning with consent. Or u record his heartbeat to put it in songs. (ethan's career as a drummer is at risk he makes sure damiano doesn't record ur heart). ALSO DAMI jokes to his family ab having 4 kids and u can't help but blush cos u just know they'll be loved 💖💖💖
Also dami has a hard time trying not to breed singer reader every time they fuck. he just loves u so much :((( it's like your whole existence is asking to multiply both ur starlike genes
slaaay beeestie!!! haha PLEASE sure the roof thing would happen at some point and then he would have his palm pressed to your lips while your eyes are rolling and he is whispering huskily to his "good girl to keep calm and quiet for him"!! AAAAND they'd deffo!! as well as post pictures with the same clothes, him doing an interview with a jacket and at night you appear in your stories wearing the same jacket,,, and even you posting holding his hand and just not thinking about how his fingers are tattooed,,, and even then both would always only answer "we're private" when asked. and he'd deffo make good use of your moaning for hot/sexy songs and heartbeats to pure love story ones!! no but recording your heart beats while you have sex and him using it and then openly answering about it because you didn't care but without directly saying that it was you yourself even tho the world already knew, because how would it not be you???? or him showing the audio to ethan and just telling the boy to repeat it and ethan rolling his eyes but doing as he said because he trusts dami's talent even though it's doubtful. AND YES 4 KIDS imagine his family faces when hearing it all the time coming out of his mouth and he's just always with a wide, happy smile at you while you're shy because you're just so in love and looking foward it!!! STARLIKE GENES yes 🥺 imagine the first time he'll be able to, his hand on your tummy to feel him on you and trusting slowly and deep so he can hear you moaning and also to make sure he's getting babies right into you in the right way 🥺 and calling you his good puppy for taking his cum so well and then just getting a look of it leaking but not before pushing it all in all over again with his fingers inside your sensitive pussy
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i CANNOT stop thinkimg about lowkey soft dom sukuna in his original form *vibrates uncontrollably and froths*
i’m fucking losing it at the end it’s so funny to me pls i’m sorry, it’s 2 A.M. but omg girl me too... i love soft doms i’m just ahhhhh fuck
yeah okay sukuna in itadori’s body is cool and all but... original form? baby please i ADORE the big beefy scary men being a little soft with their darling princess... yeah okay he’s still on top so we still gotta submit to him ig but i just want him to baby me a little and praise me lmao. mwah he would let u kiss him whenever u want bc that’s his baby right there and when ur shaking and crying about how big he is when he stuffs your cunt full, his gentle caresses of your soft thighs are so reassuring and he coos about how good you’re taking him and with all those arms he’s just constantly massaging your pretty skin or rubbing at your clit or stuffing his fingers in your mouth or just making sure you’re feeling good somehow. you’re feeling overwhelmed with the feeling of his touch everywhere and when you blink up at him between your tears, reaching up to pull him into another kiss, he gives you a soft smile form where he towers above you and then leans in to indulge you once again. i would trust him omg bitch do whatever u want at this point the fuck </3
#asks#sukuna#no but what the fuck soft doms r so cute 😍 i figured out the type of dynamic i like is soft doms and i’m just 😭#u came to the right place girlie#I SAW THE LOWKEY PART AFTER LOL... no sorry we go all the way </3#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#saved
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Huge ED TW this is just a rant
You know it’s getting bad again when food isn’t just that. It becomes a fire extinguisher.
It becomes poison.
It becomes your savior and your worst enemy.
You know it’s getting bad when you plan on not doing it again tomorrow. At all.
You now it’s bad when you know you know you’ll do the not doing it again.
You know it’s getting bad when you can’t tell the one person you trusted with this that it’s getting bad again because maybe it’s better if I don’t tell him and don’t have anybody in my way?
You know it’s getting worse if no matter what the person you love tells you you just want to tear yourself apart, even if it means never seeing them again.
You know it’s getting bad if you’re thinkimg about keeping a personal wine bottle beside you bed.
You should’ve known it was getting worse when you kept drinking that black coffee more than water.
You should’ve worked on geting better when you noticed how much you enjoyed hearing you should gain weight.
You should’ve not waited until you eat 2720 kcal in a day.
You shouldn’t be doing this.
How do you get out of this.
When will you finally be done.
#you know it's getting worse when words don't follow you anymore#when speeking is a chore and smiling is a lie#when you don't want to sleep but you can't move or think or breathe#when you start lying to the one person you promised never to lie to#when you know that it's too muh and they deserve so fucking much better#when you know that you will focus on getting better for them in the most raical ways and there's nothing you can do about it#when even water is too much cause you can't bear the thought of gaining waterweight#when falling into unconciousness is just a side effect#when you have dark eyebags anyways so why not go further#when they say you're thin but you don't see it#hen here's just two days until you see each other again#when that ugliness is nothing a two day fast can't fix#right?#tw#ed tw
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