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meepmop14 · 1 year ago

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I'M GOING INSANE

Well, here I am, feeling all the feels and once again, sitting and scrolling on Tumbler (at an ungodly hour, of course) and questioning my existence and writing down my third (fourth?) post regarding ofmd S2.

Here's the thing, I'm super conflicted on the season as a whole. I must make it clear, I fucking adore this show, it was only this season that has left me so utterly confused, conflicted and frankly feeling fucking wierd.

I really can't seem to choose a side with this show. And it's fucking annoying because IT IS A SHOW DAMMIT

So, here's what I think: this season was messy and rushed, and that, unfortunately (no matter how much anyone of us wants to), is something none of us can change, but at the same time S1 was soooo much better like I cannot express how much I live for the S1 crew and Ed and Stede

Fuck, man, I love this show. I felt so awful after I criticised it so harshly. I hate that I projected as if I've turned completely bitter about the show

I assure you I haven't!

I've been rewatching the show, and my crazy love for S1 is slowly but surely taking over my disappointment for S2. And you wanna know why?

BECAUSE (to really drive this point home) I LOVE THIS FUCKING SHOW TOO FUCKING MUCH

I HATE IT HERE

I genuinely urge you to give me your opinions on this season or the show as a whole because I don't want to overthink this shit anymore

I'm sort of done with myself (I'm getting annoyed by my own brain. I hate it)

TLDR: I LOVE THIS SHOW PLEASE DONOT THINK OTHERWISE THIS SEASON HAD LEFT ME VERY FUCKING CONFUSED THATS ALL

(Does anyone even care about some random kids' conflicted as fuck opinions over a show she's been obsessing over for absolutely no fucking reason? Probaly not! But hey, if you're reading this, Hi, I hate myself)

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 spoilers #discussion #help me.please I need it #Im pissed at myself #FUCK

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kayniscanem · 7 months ago

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#barks 🐾#IM PISSING MYSELF HELP SBFVDAHSB #better help me kms #sh2 #silent hill #silent hill 2 #konami #sh2 remake #silent hill 2 remake

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jareaulover · 1 year ago

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Dammit I had a nearly 30-day streak on Wordle, and I forgot about it for, like, 3 days. Then, of course, I remembered, and now I'm super mad at myself. I've never held a habit that long :(

#wordle #my thoughts 👻#im pissed at myself

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hai-nae · 4 months ago

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uno reverse

#john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #sorry to postin so much feel like im breaking some sorta unspoken rule but i gotta or i will forget to post it at all #mw #my art #recruits in the bathroom sobbin in confusion at soaps 180 in the mornin after drills. brutal. judgmental. no remorse.#sneerin dead eyed stare he oversees em with so unforgivin and cold to minor missteps #ghost is the nice one who seems to be glowing. bc the first time he exp'd soap on a bad day he nearly had a mental break down #thinkin he did somethin to piss him off but nope soap just borrowed the stick up ghost's ass for the day #eye black smears on fingies as a treat to myself #feel like im forgettin somethin wonder what it is hmm maybe its my lack of sleep 24hrs awake thas prolly it ye

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error-dark · 8 months ago

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It took me days after the stow event being over to realize I forgot to turn back on Eclipse's FUCKING BLUSH CIRCLE THINGS!!

Happy 2nd Anniversary SAMS!

Did a silly comic of Bloodmoon and Eclipse getting jealous and decide to steal the cake together.

#artists on tumblr #fan art #art stuff #digital art #sams bloodmoon #sams #sams sun #sams moon #sams solar #sams eclipse #sams 2nd Anniversary #sotw #fnaf sb #fnaf sams #i used 253 layers on this and im not exaggerating #this took 18 hours and 17 minutes in total to make this #i can't believe i forgot to turn back on TWO FUCKING LAYERS #im pissed at myself

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noagskryf · 1 month ago

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Do people not understand that even if someone was surrounded by money and food and water and clothing and shelter, if they physically cannot feed themselves or dress themselves, they would die? Because i feel like some people think that the Great Solution is eradicate poverty and not "accept that some disabled people do rely on constant care and no amount of resources can substitute the need for human help"

Obviously poverty and inequalities in society make it harder for disabled people to survive but i don't think some activists understand that disability itself is disabling and disability isn't just an outcome of ones circumstances

#i hope i explain myself well im just pissed off because some people think the issue disabled people face is poverty and not their #actual disability. “it's okay if your disability disables you” includes people who require care and assistance from others #its not ableist to say that disability means i sometimes cant feed myself without assistance ... its reality #ramble #rant #disabled #chronic disability #disability #disabilties #cripple #angry cripple #cripplepunk #cripple punk #cpunk #chronic illness #chronically ill

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macdenlover · 6 months ago

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I GRADUATE TOMORROW!!!

#iasip #i spent half the day trying to come up with an idea for this #and then the other half of the day pissed off that it looked bad #and then i was like fuck it let me draw it instead #4 years of art school accumulated to this last ditch effort fan art of my blorbos #lets GOOOOO #at the beginning of this year i would have thrown up at the thought of having to show my interests to literally anyone i know irl #and now it’s all i do like constantly #and its gonna be at the same venue as the podcast live shows 😵‍💫#im kinda doxxing myself #anyways #coming full circle babyyy #my art

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temeyes · 10 months ago

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brrrrrrrrrrr colddddd

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faux-mance · 5 months ago

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this is so fucking funny. imagine being overshadowed by the 6 year old version of your boss and coworkers who you hate and don’t even canonically work with

#utmv #dust sans #nightmare sans #passive nightmare sans #killer sans #horror sans #im pissing myself this would happen to him

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ricecakerybakery · 1 year ago

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”halloween is ov—“ idgaf

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purrvaire · 1 year ago

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have you praised them today

#doctor who specials 2023 #doctor who #MY BELOVEDEST #fourteenth doctor #donna noble #WE ARE SO BACK #IM SO HAPPY IM GOING TO PISS MYSELF LIKE PUPPIES WHEN EXCITED #im so normal about them i swear #(clinically insane)#user purrvaire

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avocado62524 · 2 months ago

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#starscream #macaddam #megatron #im a one trick pony. my only trick is drawing starscream and gun megs #me and my bro watched tf1 yesterday and we left pissed off.#im still assmad #no spoiler ofc. thats all. ill explain when the last country gets to see it. im mad but not for the reason you might think haha #its just that it reminded me of myself.#also yeaaaaaaaaah i simplified all the shapes to try to learn how to draw. you lieky? i like #no detail. just blocks #im gonna learn shading one day idk how to make the colors un- dull #im using layers and modes for the first time in my life and i dont get it #and god bless gunpla #its perfect for general pose refs

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1071png · 4 months ago

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Assasin guy I love you...

Like two days ago I had a few vodka cocktails and I got super emotional about a guy who's just words on a page and my own imagination and i filled out an entire sketch book page with just Artemis Entreri

#dnd #forgotten realms #legend of drizzt #artemis entreri #fanart #i relate to this guy so much omg #if i dedictaed my life to a skill (using a sword for example) and a pacifist twink elf was better at it than me id also be so pissed #and grow obsessed #if the elf im obsessed with ghosted me and called me pathetic?#id also want to k1ll myself 😭

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nico-di-genova · 5 months ago

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