#THEY OBVIOUSLY NEEDED EACHOTHER IM GOING TO CRY

[macandcheeseman500]

Me after watching the exorcist again

[nicholasgoodgirl]

that was mean- nicholas

summary: nicholas was having a bad week and gave you the silent treatment.

warning: argument, crying, happy ending

a/n: i couldn't stop thinking abt this no joke. so ofc i had to write it out

from late at night till he left early this morning for work nicholas has been either quiet rude or both.

we haven't spoken to eachother or not even silents acts of love. nothing.

he cut his alarm clock off and i tried to give him a hug before he got out the bed and he pushed me off of him "not right now" he grumbled and got out of bed

when he left for work i said 'bye' to maybe break the silence shared between us, but i got no response. it was starting to get lonely. i missed my bestfriend that was also my boyfriend

i had nobody to mess with or someone to talk to about my day.

to stop these lingering thoughts i go back to bed to maybe get my mind off of things.

--

i wake up around 8 am which was later than the time i usally woke up around, but today was sorta a lazy day.

it was gloomy not much sun was shining, it rained a little here and there. it was more of a slow day for me so the extra rest was very much needed

i text my boyfriend forgetting about the whole silent treatment ordeal.

me: how's your day going so far?? :)

and to no suprise i was left on delivered and soon left on seen. i messaged him periodically throught the day; hoping that maybe he would reply

it was almost time for dinner which normally nicholas cooks cause he's just better at it, but i didn't know when he was coming home or if he would even do it, so i look up some quick easy recipes and nothing struck my fancy but the pizza recipe. cause how hard could it really be?

i put a packet of yeast into my bowl along with some flour, water, oil, and salt. i let that sit for 30 minutes then im back to cooking again.

spreading flour onto the counter and placing the dough onto it; kneading it into a circle shape. this was harder than i thought

i look around for the marinara sauce and i put it into a different bowl and add a few light seasonings.

i paste that onto the dough, then i sprinkle some alot of cheese onto the pizza and my additional toppings bell peppers, spinach, and mushrooms.

i was so proud of myself especially sense i wasnt the cook, out of me and nicholas. i was really excited for him to try what i made but again i highly doubt he would even eat the food.

i put the pizza away into the oven completely forgetting to set a timer and put on a movie while i wait.

--

a smell of burning was the first thing that woke me up. "shit shit shit" i repeat totally freaking out remembering i left the pizza in the oven.

i get a rag and ineffectivley wave smoke out the air. when i open the oven it smelled horrible. i was coughing from all the smoke that had entered my lungs.

i take the burning pizza out and throw it into the sink, and hose it down with the water.

thats when i hear the front door open and mentally face palm. "what's that smell?" he asks "i kinda burnt a pizza that i tried to make"

"of course you did" he mutters sounding unimpressed. "and the fuck you mean 'kinda' you obviously did burn a damn pizza" he gestures to the chunk of charcoal burnt pizza

"it's not like i did it on purposes or something if thats what you think" my tone sounding a bit confronting.

"It's smells fucking horrible so open a damn window first off" he took a step closer raising his voice.

"you don't pay for shit so i don't understand why you almost had this place in flames secondly. then you also wanna blow up my phone while im working for crying out loud what do you want from me!" he yelled directly in my face

and im sure he knows by now i hate being yelled at. it's something my parents did and overall doesn't solve anything

i just take it, i didn't wanna fight so i go over to the nearest window and crack it open so the smoke clears.

my eyes watered from all the harsh words he could dish out but not the equal amount of attention "well.. you are- when i was.. ugh s'not my fault" i couldn't get a full sentence out. i felt so belittled in this moment

"im going to bed i don't have time for your stupid ass shit" those words hurt more than he thinks.

he had the most patience for me, always making time for us and now he doesnt.

"that's so mean.. you're being so mean" i wipe some tears that had fallen. i turned away from him silently crying.

the peices of my hair stuck to my tear-soaked cheeks. "wait- I'm sorry please don't cry" nicholas' voice was filled with regret.

i lazily push him away from me but he doesn't budge. his arms wrap around me bringing me into his familiar embrace. "I'm so sorry for being an asshole. I've been having a long shitty week and i know thats not an excuse so you don't even have to forgive me."

"you're everything to me. i swear i didn't mean it." he adds

the unforgettable cruel words he'd said to me earlier shoved ontop of his sweet loving words made me cry more.

i let him hold my trembling body as sobs tore through my chest, each inhale was ragged and uneven.

my hands clutched the material of his shirt "im so sorry sweetheart i never wanna make you cry" he explains in such a low voice, giving my hair strokes in attempt to calm me.

my face still burried into his neck tears now starting to dry away, and my breathing starting to even out. he carried me over to the couch and placed me in his lap

i was drained from all the crying, the tense feeling in my body beginning to melt away when i really started to feel nicholas' touch. my eyes drooped again this time staying shut for longer.

i was too tired to resist the sleep that had tooken over. and being cradled in his arms didn't help.

"I'll order pizza for the both of us alright?" he took me off of his lap and placed me on our couch. then lays one of our throw blankets ontop of me. "can we talk in the mornin'?" is the last thing i remember asking before dozing off.

a/n: can yall tell idk how to make pizza

[purrology]

KYOJURO RELATIONSHIP HCS

a/n: a little long,, im very passionate abt him <3

fluffy fluffy fluff, a bit of angst in there

PASSIONATE. he’s loud and proud abt u

everyone he sees gets to hear abt u

YOU get to hear about u

u most likely fell first and he fell harder

can, will, and is actively giving u bear hugs from behind and pressing a hundred kisses to the back of ur neck and head the moment he sees u

aaaand then he picks u up and spins u around <3

a very affectionate lover, but he tones it down in public

believe it or not, he’s not all that into PDA!! too modest and respectful

most he’ll do is handholding and a kiss here or there or a hand on the knee if ur sat beside eachother

he will put his hand on ur lower back if he’s guiding u through a crowd, things along those lines

but he will not hug and pick u up and spin u around in public unless it’s been WEEKS and he missed u SO BAD

he misses u. so bad. it’s been an hour and hes missed u.

he’s clingy.

he follows u around wherever u go, holds all ur stuff, makes sure ur beside him

man cannot get enough of ur presence

he loves u so much he barely wants to be apart!! please write to him when he’s on missions :(

knew u were his soulmate immediately, no doubts

he thinks about his future with u everytime he holds ur hand, everytime he thinks of ur face in his thoughts

praise and compliment KING!!! he praises every accomplishment u complete and encourages u to strive for even more!!!

compliments every feature on u, every single feature- ur knuckles, ur legs, ur nose, ur forehead, ur wrists, he adores every part of u

don’t think he forgot about ur personality either! he compliments u on all ur actions- u talk a lot? he loves to listen and thinks ur voice is amazing!! u don’t talk much at all? that’s fine too- he loves to talk and will do all the talking for u!!

he’s everything u need him to be

service boyfriend

u ask, he gives, no hesitation

CONSTANTLY tries to impress u

many ppl say this abt him: he’s the type to be like one of those kids who go “hey watch this!!” and then they jump and do a spin

u better compliment him back

he’s very perceptive, he knows so much about u from little things you’ve mentioned like once

he noticed you were upset after a long day- first he tried enthusiasm and optimism and hugs- then he tried quiet cuddles and kisses on the head- if all else fails he’ll make u a 5 star meal (don’t let him, he’ll make the kitchen an actual mess he can’t control himself)

not everything he does is big, loud and eccentric

he can be quiet and listening and observative when u need it

he’ll be whatever u need and he swears by that til the day he dies

oh, speaking of death do u part- he’s marrying u fast as possible!!!

it’s canon he moves to decisions and conclusions very quick, he made the decision to marry u within the first year

he just loves u!! he can’t envision a future with anyone besides u and his family

he asked u to marry him when u we’re out on a picnic date- he asked it suddenly because he forgot his original plan (this was one of the few times he was nervous! he was confident you’d say yes but the little nagging part of his mind was scared you didn’t love him as much)

obviously,, u said yes (he’s jumping up and down and laughing and spinning u and kissing u he doesn’t care who sees)

one of his vows involves being at your service and will until the very end of your lives, and even after that he promises he’ll continue on being exactly what u need him to be, death won’t even do u part

he’s scared when u get sick,,,

u got sick one time, stuck in bed with a terrible cough and fever

it terrified the life out of him.

he tried to stay positive for you, he tried not to cry as he remembered his mother’s illness and her passing

he dotes on you hand and foot- hell, he took off some of his longer missions so he could stay

when he couldn’t, he had senjuro take care of u

he won’t admit the fear that breaks his poor heart when he sees u cough and groan with a rag over ur forehead, it terrifies him to his core

he can’t lose u too, especially not in the same way he lost his mother

strongly believes his mother would’ve loved you, no matter how u are

if he loves u, he’s confident his mother would too!!

he introduced u to his brother and father one time, took u over for dinner

(his father wasn’t pleased but he barely stayed at the table for 5 minutes sooo)

his brother senjuro adores u tho!! be his pen-pal do it

senjuro won’t admit he was a little intimidated by u at first, he told kyojuro- kyojuro laughed and hugged him and reassured him u were GREAT!!!

how do u comfort a man who puts everyone above himself in priority??

kyojuro may be a bit easier to get to talk about his issues and comfort than others

if u ask, he may push it aside once or twice- but he breaks by the third time u ask “are you sure ur okay, kyo?”

he rarely cries, not from physical pain, not from mental or emotional- but sometimes, we all need that tear flow to let out emotions out

hold him. hold him tight. let him hold u. it’s ur turn to be whatever HE needs in his time of need

tell him he’s okay, tell him ur proud of him, tell him he’s someone who deserves nothing but happiness

he clings onto every word u say, no matter what

it doesn’t take long before his smile returns, then he takes u out to eat as thanks- or he cuddles u the rest of the day, ur decision :)

overall, a passionate, loving, bold lover who will be everything u need him to be at all times

THANK YOU!!

[cannonball-37]

Love gander fluid cuphead new hc also

I WANNA HEAR MORE OF RUNEBENDYSTRAW AU

PLEASE 🙏🙏🙏

I’m using this to info dump about my Genderfluid Cup AU (I will touch on Runebendystraw I swear-)

It’s not just what Cup wants to be, it is what he is. Cup can physically switch between genders and has been able to since he was a child. It’s a magic mutation that cannot be changed.

Obviously because of the time IM is set in it’s not exactly the most accepted thing even if it is perfectly natural to Cup and not just an identity choice. Even Mugs was iffy about it but he is supportive of Cup eventually.

His parents were unaware as they left well before Cup realised he could change into a she. However, he hid that part of himself as some inkwell dwellers were not accepting of her at all.

But! One day while they were under Hat’s care. Cup shifts in his sleep and wakes up in her female body. Cup was terrified of what would happen if Hat found out because she thought he would get violent about it and was trying her best to change back(it can be difficult for Cup to change while he is stressed or very emotional). Boy was she wrong! Hat couldn’t care less. It’s completely normal for demons to shape shift and change what they are at a moments notice so Hat didn’t think anything of it and was more confused when Cup basically had a panic attack when she was discovered. He told Cup that he didn’t care and that she was free to change whenever she wanted.

This leads to Hat being someone Cup is more comfortable being around because he doesn’t feel like he has to hide this part of himself when she’s around him. He still hates him for what he’s done to him and Mugs but there’s still that part of him that looks up to the demon because of it.

I want to clarify that Cups shift can either be purposeful or completely accidental. He can change whenever he wants to whenever she feels like it! There’s just some issues sometimes about changing while he’s stressed out as he has less control of his body. There’s a lot of Cup shifting in his sleep as he has less control of his body at this time but the second she wakes up she changes back because she is terrified of the house finding out and hating him because of it(they won’t you absolute moron they’re literally the most supportive people in IM).

The order of people who find out:

Elder kettle (sweet supportive old man but warns cup of what others may think)

Mugs

Hat

Oswald

Holly and Bendy(idk who first)

The house

If I ever write a fic about it here’s some scenes I would include:

1. A scene where Cup changes while they under Hat’s care and Mugs gets freaked out because he’s been conditioned by the people around him that is was wrong. Hat actually defends Cup and basically tells Mugs “what kind of brother are you if you hate what your sibling naturally is” or something like that. This causes the shift to where Mugs starts to be more supportive of Cup as they grow up.

2. A scene where a female Cups is crying in the woods because she’s worried about what the house will think of her if it slips she can change. Oswald comes across her and teases her at first for crying before realising that Cup has changed and how stressed she is. Queue the father in Oswald wanting to help and BANG! Father figure Oswald to Cup (I need this so badly I hate that they don’t like eachother in IM). Additionally, Ozzy is the one to help Cup with makeup and more feminine clothing cause there’s no way Ozzy doesn’t have that after how many times he’s done drag. (And just the Bunny kids helping brush and dress Cups gives me joy)

3. Cup going to stay in his room at Hats casino when she doesn’t want to be seen by others or is having a fight with Mugs. Hat has never changed or destroyed their rooms once they left.

4. Holly confessing to Cup that she loves him and the Cup accidentally shifting due to the intense emotion and thought of her finding about about his female self and once she realised what happened she bolts with a severely confused and worried Holly chasing after her.

5. Obviously the obligatory scene where Cup tells the house and they are supportive (some may be a little iffy but bendy and Holly just hold them at gun point so they don’t say anything.)

This all stemmed from me wanting to put Cup in drag to seduce targets for info and then I thought “what if he was literally a she sometimes” and the angst was too good to pass up. (Jazzy you’ve turned me into a monster)

Now for RuneBendyStraw.

Someone posted about it before and I fell in love with it!

From what I remember:

They said something about Cup and Holly being in an initial relationship before they both realised they liked Bendy as well. This lead to both of them flirting with an oblivious Bendy who thought he was just third wheeling on their relationship whenever that asked him to hang out with them. Eventually they both just outright ask him out because he’s dense when it comes to people genuinely wanting him and badabing badaboom we have RuneBendyStraw

For this Cup AU I want to add that Cup thought Holly wouldn’t want to be with him because he’s female sometimes because being gay in the 1930s was a no no. Again Cup, quit doubting your friends. Holly just saw it as a plus cause who wouldn’t want a cute dish woman in addition to an already very hot man.

So yea this got longer than I thought it would 😅 but I hope you like it!

[l3ppa]

okay not art but i have qsmp things to cry about

1) q!mike is back…wtf. im fully convinced he got brainwashed, chipped, idk but smth is obviously wrong. like the whole thing he developed against q!fit coming so suddenly?? not to mention his and q!pac’s interactions have me sobbing bc wdym pac said, “I have to trust him…I have no other choice.”. LIKE ARE U SO FR RN??? q!Tazercraft have such a complicated co-dependency i will stand by that bc they both would rather be with broken versions of eachother then none at all and that thought makes me sad

2) everything going on with the eggs has me lost and confused, idk whats happening anymore. my only thought is that maybe that weird spaceship over luzu’s house could be part of why they are missing but idek anymore

3) i CAN NOT believe i spent so much of my life not knowing about ordem paranormal. cellbit is literally so insanely smart and creative, and im so glad i discovered him through qsmp. ALSO THE MEET UP?? i legit had heart palpitations when i heard the players were going to Brazil and now other members are going too like- im gonna die!!

okay thats all i needed to get off my chest, very excited for whats to come :,3

[legacyshenanigans]

I just wanted to write angst haha, I know it's not for everyone so I'll undercut it.

Sebastian and Ominis have words after the events of the catacombs, SPOILERS ahead obviously

Please💚

Ominis: *steps into the undercroft after receiving an owl from Sebastian*

Sebastian: *steps out from behind one of the pillars* You came..

Ominis: ...I did.

(Awkward silence for a moment as they just stare in eachothers directions)

Sebastian: ...How's Anne?

Ominis: Devastated.

Sebastian: *nods his head slowly in understanding* How could she not be?...Where is she?

Ominis: I'm not telling you..She told me not to..So I won't. Don't ask again.

Sebastian: *bites his lip in silent frustration and takes in long breath through his nose* You havnt spoken to me in 2 days...

Ominis: Because...I...Needed time to think, Sebastian.

Sebastian: About what?!

Ominis: You KILLED Solomon Sebastian!!

Sebastian: HE DESERVED IT!!!

Ominis: NO!...He DIDN'T!

(They both just stare at eachother again for a moment, their breathing getting a little heavier)

Ominis: Sebastian..I..I dont know if I can let you get away with it, neither can Anne.

Sebastian: (?!) ...What are you saying?

Ominis: ....

Sebastian: Ominis..

Ominis: Turn yourself in Sebastian, or I-

Sebastian: *whips out his wand*

Ominis: *recognises the sound* What are you going to do? Kill me aswell?

Sebastian: *tears in his eye's, aiming his wand at Ominis, his lip and hand shaking*

Ominis: ..Sebastian?

Sebastian: *his face curls into anger before he lets out a shout, throwing his wand across the undercroft* Ominis, I'm not going, you cant- please! *begins to weep*

Ominis: *also beginning to weep* Sebastian I-

Sebastian: *runs over to him and grabs him by the shoulders* Ominis! You're my best friend, please don't do this to me, PLEASE!

Ominis: *tears streaming down his face as he brings up his own arms, touching Sebastians* You..Killed him, Sebastian.

Sebastian: *grips hold of Ominis's robe, letting out a mournful cry, falling to his knees*

Ominis: *going down with him, also on his knees, the two of them just knelt on the floor together*

Sebastian: *through intense, breathless crying* im not well Ominis..I..I can feel it..The darkness..I'm not WELL! Please *putting his head on Ominis's shoulder and just completely breaking down*

Ominis: *pauses for a moment before holding him close, still crying himself* I know..Which is why it's hard..

Sebastian: I'm...Not myself Ominis..I need help..Not Askaban, I'll die there..P-Please don't..Don't do this to me..Please.

Ominis: *puts his head on Sebastians shoulder and speaks in a sorrowful whisper* ....S-Sebastian.

~

[eric-the-disposable-demon]

ok so I thought about something regarding the s2 final and.. im going to go on and on about things everyone already knows before I get to the point but bare with me here ok? I know people have probably thought about it before and I'm just slow or missed it or something but...

A lot of people cried. Hell, everyone cried. It was because of the devastating ending, yes, obviously, but also about other things. For every person it was something different, of course, but A LOT OF PEOPLE HAD ONE THING IN COMMON. and what was that? I've seen countless posts, replies, reblogs, asks that Neil answered, everywhere- about how it sort of.. (i don't know how to put it) opened people's like.. emotional floodgates? I mean, I'm going to talk about my personal experience right now, but I know for a fact the same thing happend to A LOT of other people. My coping mechanism is bottling things up (except for on tumbler haha oops). It's easier to fake a smile than admit you have feelings, right? So you bottle it up. You block it out, you deny it. You try everything to repress those feelings and not think about them. And that season final was a breaking point. I didn't only cry about crowley and aziraphale, that was months if not years of repressed shit that just got out. We are bad at communicating. We bottle things up instead of talking about them. It happens. Who else is bad at communicating? Crowley and aziraphale. That could all have been prevented if they would just communicate properly, right? Yeah it would have been much easier. Crowley and azi bottled things up and got hurt. We bottled things up and got hurt. Neil said it himself- "its good to feel things". And he did, he made us feel a whole bunch of things. But he's also saying "its good to feel things and talk about them" I'm not saying it wouldn't still hurt if we didn't have years of repressed shit going on. I'm just saying Crowley and aziraphale aren't the only ones who need to communicate better and more. So do we. I watched it, I cried, I continued crying. I ate dinner crying and cried myself to sleep and woke up crying. It wasn't fun. Not for me, or for any of us.

Anyway that was just a devastating coincidence I stumbled upon. I know it's not much or something big but fuck you i can post whatever I want. But now I need to take a long hard look in the mirror before keep yelling at crowley and azi to "JUST FUCKING TALK TO EACHOTHER"

[hiraunia]

(Im just ranting, ignore me)

My coworker is pissing me off soo badly. I have only been working at this job for two and a half months and within the last two weeks I have had FOUR people come talk to me about how I treat her, TWO of which were managers. Telling me how she feels like I'm bossy and rude and THREE of them were like "Remember, she has senority over you so you need to be nicer to her" but like, I AM NICE TO HER. I have been no ruder to her than any other coworker and yet she is the ONLY one who has had a problem with me.

The fourth person who told me about this, same thing happened to her! Same thing happened to this other guy who quit! This happens with all the time apparently with her and yet no one in management has thought to themselves, "Hey, maybe she's the problem and nit anyone one else?" NOPE! Apparently not since she's the fucking darling of our section and no one ever thinks she's done anything wrong!

Oh, what makes it even better, part of my job is to ask the cook to bring food up front and my job to to wait on customers,l so she knows I'm going to have to ask her to do stuff because ITS LITERALLY IN THE JOB DESCRIPTION! Apparently I'm just so rude and demanding about it though (Even though no one else has had this problem)

And it does not surprise me that this is happening now. I'm damn near certain its happening because a week or two ago we were having a sale of a VERY popular item that she failed to keep stock of and we ran out during the dinner rush which lead to several people complaining about it to management because we are not supposed to out of that during dinner.

And I cannot stress how popular this item is, at least once a day somebody tells me that it the best of its kind that they've ever had(It is pretty good but I wouldn't say its the best) and I'm pretty sure that its the only reason any of us have a job because even on slow days when no one is buying anything we are GUARANTEED to be selling a bunch of this stuff.

So during these sale weeks its pretty damn well known that the cook needs to be making it basically back to back, you need to have extra stock of it if you go on break, and if other items run out but we're only low on said item you neglect the other stuff and make another batch.

So when I, as her partner that day, was asked what happened, I told them exactly what happened. She barley made any thing because she was prepping something else, only started making stuff when we were basically out(Which I am supposed to tell her to do because I'm supposed to tell the cook what we need) and during the dinner rush she left suddenly without telling me and I waited for five minutes for her to get back while trying to explain to customers what was happening and when I go find her she's crying on the phone and I had to put the next batch in(WHICH IS NOT MY JOBS BECAUSE I WASN'T THE COOK THAT DAY)

And now she's telling our managers and anyone else who will listen how rude and mean and bossy I am to her.

And the final cherry on top of this shitshow, she is considered to be one of the two worst people to work with in our area. The fourth person who told me about this, my third week here she saw they were scheduled to work together for closing and freaked out and asked me to switch shifts. The second bad worker doesn't like working with her either!

(I asked her if she liked working with him and she said "Yah I don't care as long as he doesn't talk shit behind my back." Which- Omg that made me SO fucking mad! We all gossip about eachother, obviously, like that just happens when you work with people and there's nothing to do sometimes but like! The fucking audacity to complain about someone talking shit behind you back, and then talk complain to management about me when your Apparently SO FUCKING SENSITIVE ABOUT IT! I wanted to say something so bad and I regret not doing because at the time, I thought it was over, three of the people had already told me about what she was say so that day and the day before that I was being extra nice to her. NOPE, im only so angry about this because the fourth person told me about this TODAY which means she hasn't stopped talking about it!)

[luffythinker]

said it was ok for me to come back and talk about Shigaraki/Dabi so now im gonna do that. Like, im not going into canon events all that much and my version of LOV is like face view these are bad guys but they are people and everything isn't happening back to back so take it as a silly scenario i guess? possibly an AU?

What do you think about trans Shigaraki coming out to Dabi while drunk? like Dabi just accepts it and when Shigs done with his hangover the next day he remembers he came out to him like "oh shit i really did that" and now he's insecure because he thinks Dabi's gonna view him differently, not that his view matters but it does.

This needs context. Lets say after kamino that's when the gang really started to be friends they all started treating eachother with a little more respect but your all still my bitches - everyone in the league probably 2023 lol

Dabi and Shigs have been getting super close, like it's not boss and henchmen it's we are almost equals but you know im in charge winky face. After a heist they always have pizza partys or whatever they can steal for dinner cause we don't have kurogiri :( Shigs and dabs always sit close enough for their shoulders or knee to touch and Dabi notices Shigs getting a little too up in the air. Dabi is not gonna be that ass so he takes Shigs outside to get some air and water away from everyone "can't see out leader looking like a he got drugged at the bar" and when i say he picks him up he throws him over his shoulder, nobody says anything cause he's just taking care of Shigs they just get a comedic voice from Twice like "STRIKE, your out!" followed by laughter Dabi gets him to get some water going through his body but he's high as a astronaut and sweating, Dabi makes sure his gloves are on and is just genuinely taking care of him complaining about how he rather not be but he really doesn't mind he's just putting on a show for noone, Shigs is mumbling and crying fake/real? tears about how being "Tomura" is hard work and at first Dabi thinks he's just talking nonsense until he starts complaining about his binder and how he fucking can't breath in it 9 times out of 10 of the time and Dabi's like "wait, what?" and he just continues to go on about how his shitty dad would always dress him up in a dress want him to be a propper young lady while sticking his pinky out and everything. He was compared to his sister all the time and he hated it Dabi is being flooded with information he can't have time to processes and he ask Dabi "If i told you i was trans would you hate me?" Like any of this is supposed to mean something to Dabi and Dabi tells him he needs to go to bed. After that night Dabi is internally freaking out "What just happen? why???" and he can't sleep that night after the fact Shigs is avoiding Dabi which is strange for everyone to watch and they think their in a huge fight. Himiko keeps asking Dabi what he did and Dabi tells her to butt out.

if you care about this i'll come back for a part 2

i honestly hold bnha canon events very in the back of my mind, at this point i barely remember the order of things, so yeah don't worry about staying truthful to a timeline or anything cause i assure you i most likely don't remember muchdjjdflkfk

and i absolutely love trans shigaraki, even in canon he gives me big non binary vibes so!!!!

oh my god i love how you painted this picture, his childhood was super hard with his father and transphobia. He probably felt like himself for the first time after he left the family and could explore his gender by himself. He knew since early age he wasn't a girl, so he would fully invest himself into looking like how he feels. I think AFO giving him a new name also marks his transitioning, he has always had a smaller chest so the binder helps with keeping it flat, but it is shigaraki so obviously he doesn't have the greatest relationship with himself, so he wears it super tight to the point it hurts him (i think its some kind of internal punishment). He never really told anyone about it because it's not anyone's business, but he likes dabi so it just feels so weird to not tell him that, not that he really wanted to because he doesn't want things to change but he also lowkey wants to be accepted fully as he is, while also too scared of being rejected again.

telling dabi about it while he's drunk is so on brand because he would never master up the courage to do it sober, i think the day after he would act like nothing happened and hope dabi wouldn't bring it up, but I'm curious to see how dabi would confront him about this from your pov!!!

(this might be weird but i really like shigaraki, like i think he's such a good villain)

[silliestlittledemon]

I JUST FINISHED NATIVITY 2 BRTTTBTBTTTTTTRRRRRJRJRJT, HE WAS SO DAD IN THIS MOVIE!!! IM HOLDING BACK THE EXTREME URGE TO WRITE 287273 HEADCANONS RN EVEN THOUGH IM SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPING... ANYWHO DAVID PLEASE ADOPT ME :(

omg i need to rant rn he makes me too happy. IM SO EXCITED TO MEET HIM AT HDCC GRTRAAASRTR im just scared im gonna be akward around him, WELL NOT AKWARD JUST LIKE... ... ACCIDENTALLY START CRYING OR START TO VIOLENTLY STIM AND TOTALLY 'ACCIDENTALLY' BITE HIM AND THEN BITE EVERY PERSON AT THE CON AND THEN RUN OUT WITH MY PARTNER AND THEN WE HAPPILY BITE EACHOTHER THE END ok no im not planning for that to happen but u never know. IM JUSTTTT AAAGH. Im making a LIST tommorw with shit I still wanna get for my Crowley cosplay im gonna wear :3 ALSO i kinda wanna get a wig cause my own hair only looks good like once every 5 years. ALSO IM VERY AFRAID ITS GONNA BE REALLY REALLY HOT AND ILL BE SWEATING MY NON EXISTENT BONG OFF ALREADY AND A WIG WONT HELP WITH THAT BUT YK... it looks cooler... and better... I think... I hope. ANYWAY I need to make a list tommorow BUT they havent released the FRICKING TIME TABLES YET so I cant kindaaa look into where I wanna be at which time WHICH IS ANNOYING I NEED EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT !!! >:[ But omg im gonna be SMELLING HIS PRESENCE I wanna ask him for a hug because JUST BECAUSE I NEED ONE, but I cant speak english... I MEAN I CAN SPEAK ENGLISH BUT WITH A REALLY HORRIBLE DUTCH ACCENT THAT I CANNOT SEEM TO GET RID OF. and im afraid he wont understand a word im saying and its just... ITLL BE WEIRD I DONT WANT THAT I DONT WANT HIM TO THINK IM WEIRD IM OBVIOUSLY NOT :( i dont think he'll judge me though... im just SCARED I LOVE THIS MAN. David tennant you're a doctor who man david tenannt you're an actor dude yeaaro:3 Im turning into a feral dog with rabies/REF for him

Okay I should really go to sleep now, night night :3

[ocarinaofpride]

fucked around and assigned mario kart mains for some ff7 characters. ill do more if anyone truly wants it but here we go

ill explain these as shortly as possible here so bare with me. if these dont make sense im sorry

- these arent chosen by stats mainly just by Feeling . my gut feeling

- characters are mainly chosen bc of how they act/who i think they’d like. I feel most confident in those ngl

now that those 2 main points have been stated ill just. ramble on about my thoughts for this:

sephiroth would cry and throw up over rosalinas backstory so of course he’d main her. why wouldnt he. thats their girl they love her so much

(not in a weird way need to preface that)

mashing other hcs in here as well I think seph would dabble in playing videogames in general, so they’d kinda care about stats? but not too much. theyre not like rlly rlly serious about mario kart but when they are He’d have a completely different loadout lol.

genesis would absolutely not gaf about stats he just chooses what represents him most or some other bullshit reason like that. king boo bc hes a KING , fire motorbike because hes COOL, and bowser glider because hes SUPER STRONG!! pretty straightforward. he would be horrible at mariokart btw . he normally falls into 6th place or under

hes such a sore loser he blames every single bad thing on everyone else he plays with EXCEPT himself

zack is so obviously a yoshi guy that i didnt even have to think about it. he’d love yoshi!!! so ofc hes gonna play as him!!! likes the buggy and glider bc it looks funny.

genesis gets pissed off over the fact zacks better at mario kart than him. how could I get beat by a guy with THAT loadout? Unbelievable . hes just super jelly of his awesome skills

id feel like angeal would want to make his loadout match, he’d choose matching vehicles and tires as much as he can. Yes he chooses the mercedes benz No i will not explain this you just have to get it. Also! yeah he plays as himself. Self explanatory i think he just would play as his mii. He’d be alright at the game, not too good not too bad.

LAST ONE!!! cloud. he chooses toad not only to annoy everyone else but also bc zack said toad reminds him of cloud and he forever stuck with it because of how absurdly dumb that is. OF COURSE he’d choose the badass motorbike with a black and gold glider. all bc he thinks it makes him look cooler, despite being a TOAD MAIN… whatever . he plays this game so much, yet has the worst fucking luck EVEERRR. he would get red shelled 4 times in a row and then slip on a banana peel as he gets struck by lightning back to back

would they all play with eachother? maybe. genesis and sephiroth cannot play competitive games with eachother because they always end up fighting the entire time but other than that im SURE THEYD ALL HAVE A GREAT TIME… hopefully

anyways i apologize for the length of this post i put a lot of thought into this can you tell. im trying to get used to sharing my own headcanons publicly 😭😭😭 scared to tag this but whatever.

[gummybearcomet]

i finally watched fleabag and it was amazing

i actually watched the first 3 episodes months ago, but it didnt caught my attention that much so i just left it

then on a random tuesday morning, im scrolling through my tiktok fyp and i see a hot priest edit, after analysing the edit and seeing andrew scott decided i NEED to finish fleabag

i already knew that the hot priest is only in the 2nd season so i sat down and started watching it from where i left it, and i started to get fond of it

while watching i felt all of the second hand embarrassment, i loved the drama and it felt real, it felt like these are actual things happening in real life, im not going to go into the real meaning of the show i am too srupid for that, i mean i get it that fleabag is a horrible person but we still feel kinda sorry for her, personally i loved her character she was funny and sometimes while she was breaking the 4th wall she said the same things i was thinking of, i really liked the 1st season there were some amazing scenes, the tension between fleabag and claire were so real i saw myself and my sister in them

but now lets go to the 2nd season, which i loved the most, obviously because i was waiting for the hot priest, amazing complex character, the first episode was so fascinating and unexpected, i really liked the fact that we jumped ahead around 1 year and with this supper we can get to know what the characters did in the past year, and the rest of the season is just amazing, there were some moments when i had to pause and process what just happened for example:

when the priest told fleabag what he does when he likes someone and he jsut described their relationships - after that i had to take a coffee break

when the priest said it will pass - instant tears

when fleabag said she wouldn't be such a feminist if she would have bigger tits - i was crying

the priest saying kneel - i jumped up and ran three circles in my room

and etc, furthermore i enjoyed fleabags and claires relationship development, they have now finally accepted and truly understood eachother

on the ending note i recommend the show but most of you probably have seen it, im the one whos late to the party

if you read it thank you, but this is mostly for myself i might edit some things in it later

[heatwa-ves]

Please tell me some of your mtc thoughts (or hypmic thoughts. I am working through the drama tracks again)

I have soooo many hypmic thoughts and none of them are coherent at all but uh. hopefully this makes some sort of sense.

also ig ill talk about spoilers for the tdd manga because it changed my life and made me like samatoki even more than I did before. go read it if you haven't.

the thing about mtc is that they're brought together almost by chance, and had no real relationship previously, or even as they started working together like it was originally just a mutually beneficial group. the others of the main four groups all had some basis of a relationship previously to starting a unit together (ichiro and his brothers obviously, doppo knew both hifumi and jakurai before matenro was formed, arguably fling posse didn't have this sort of a relationship but ramuda did specifically choose gentaro and dice whereas mtc more or less formed out of convenience)

and like. even when they do form a group they're a very strange one like, a yakuza second in command, a corrupt cop and an ex navy soldier, they mention it themselves a few times iirc. they're initially not very close but they do grow to like. genuinely care for eachother.

family is arguably the most important thing to samatoki like there's obviously his relationship with nemu, and how that mirrors bb, his interactions with the guy in the anime the yakuza member who betrays samatoki to protect his younger sister, who he lets live despite the betrayal because they both share the ideal of putting your family first before anything else (this is particularly obvious in the battle with ichiro at the end of tdd era)

except samatoki has also lost everyone he's ever called family, obviously his parents and nemu, but also ichiro and sasara (arguably kuko too tho I'm not sure how close they were) and so when mtc forms it's purely a business relationship because having contacts in the police/yakuza helps him and jyuto respectively. so he doesn't really have anyone close to him for the two years after tdd disbanded and nemu left and everything changed between him and ichiro.

one thing that stands out to me is in the manga he says something along the lines of "there's no need to cry over someone unless they're dead, because as long as they're still alive you still have the chance to speak again/reconnect/whatever" to ichiro after mcd falls apart. so he wouldn't let himself cry over nemu and how he's still trying so hard to reconnect with her.

anyway this is going on a samatoki tangent back to mtc. jyuto and rio are the first people he's felt truly close to since losing pretty much everything and it's like a really big thing for him like..letting himself be close to people again. augh. he'd never like outright say how much he cares for them but it's in the little things like smoking with jyuto, and how he'd never say anything bad about rios cooking despite it being ah. questionable. they've grown to value eachother as friends...im so fine.

anyway this is mostly all about samatoki because I really like him and also because I have complicated feelings about jyuto I don't quite understand him. and I don't have that much to say about rio yet. shoutout to mad trigger crew listen to scarface

[vidoxi]

SBR things that I love and cherish

the ART good LORD

johnny looking like the softest sweetest prettiest most precious uwu bean twink femboy in the whole series while being ready to commit murder no matter the person and with zero provocation 24/7

how incredibly offended gyro is over being told he's spoiled and a conformist lol

johnny and gyro being so freaked out by hot pants. the way theyre always nervous and glaring at her and dont want her near them and its just because of her massive big dick energy

that johnny being severely injured by ringo being the ONLY thing in the WHOLE story that gives gyro the "dark determination" needed to kill a person... his want to save johnny was so intense that in an instant it changed his morality... im emotional

gyro's inner dad telling him to abandon johnny so he can win the race and detach from his feelings of sentiment towards johnny but he just cant do it

gyro's gay panic emotional dilemma where he's distressed that he cares about johnny so much and has to lie to himself that he doesnt care about him that much just to cope my god the ringo arc is gay

johnny yelling about terrorists and the government all the time and asking everyone they come across if theyre a terrorist or with the government. i feel like if this were a modern au he'd always be talking about how jet fuel cant melt steel beams and the roswell crash in new mexico

gyro being like "come within 100 feet of me or johnny and i'll fucking kill you" with every new person they meet. made funnier when you realize that gyro is against murder and has been bluffing every time

johnny's screaming crying panic attack when he thinks sandman killed gyro

the way theyre always yelling eachothers names like inuyasha and kagome

the way gyro consistently disappoints and disobeys his dad??? his dad drills it into him his entire life to not feel sentimental about anything or form bonds with anyone but still one of his major priorities in deciding what to take on the sbr is his teddy bear and it takes him like 2 weeks to be permanently unwaveringly loyal to johnny

the whole "women suck" "...gyro youre being problematic" conversation

gyro talking to his horse all the time

the chapter where they show off weird goofy things they can do with the spin like shave legs and grate cheese

the chapter where its just johnny's thoughts about the practicalities of the race like how they have to sleep during the day and travel by starlight when theyre in the desert and the coffee gyro makes them every day. the vibes are immaculate

johnny opening up to gyro and saying that before the race he felt his soul was dying and now he feels reborn.......... ;_;

johnny trading the corpse parts, the things he wanted most, for gyro's life................... AAAAAAAAAA

gyro using johnny's eyes as reference for the golden ratio.............. the romance my god

the way jesus pops up like a jumpscare on occasion

how gyro and johnny have different goals but they still stick together and take eachothers best interests as their own... gyro is on a war path to win that race but he still takes whatever time is needed to find the corpse parts because its important to johnny. you get the strong sense he wouldnt mentor or share information about the steel balls, spin, etc with anyone but johnny either

johnny being so encouraging of gyro's horrible jokes and songs even though he obviously doesnt think theyre actually good

that scene where gyro's grabbing johnny by the front of his shirt, yelling at him to stop thinking about murder and johnny's like 'ok' but you can tell that he's full of anger and violence just right under the surface and gyro can tell too and idk i just love the tension

the way everyone is blonde in this part???

johnny desperately trying to get his legs to move and crying that he's in the negative and he just wants to be healed so he can get up to a zero.... GODDDDD I cant go on

the whole sharing secret scenes. the way gyro initiates it because he knows one or both of them is likely to die. the way he just wants johnny to be the first and last person he ever tells his real name... . ..

the way johnny's secret is fucking weird and impossible to predict lol

how valentine gives johnny hot pants's meat spray so he can fix his amputated hand, save lucy's life as she's bleeding out rn, and heal slow dancer, and the thing he chooses to do first out of all that is save his horse lol

the way araki tore ours hearts out and gave us one of the most heartwrenching deaths in all of fiction

[gnzma]

6, 7, and 8 !!

also 21 and 22

[ gio spills the tea ; ACCEPTING ]

6. dash commentary ; also asked by @battlesfought

[ another dashcomm thing, if i see the height discourse again i think i will blow up fr

also i'm so glad we moved past the soup discourse. i know i'm treating with the devil over here by bringing it up but im SO glad ]

7. excessive ooc

[ okay, i think i have to make a distinction here. like for me "excessive ooc", as in writing ooc posts? that's more than fine, we all need to write things down, vent, or even just write a lot of updates or talking about stuff we enjoy!!

my big problem with excessive ooc comes when someone uses their rp blog exactly as a personal. like of course anyone can use their blogs as they please, but i remember years ago i ended up unfollowing a good friend (we're still friends now btw!!) because they really kept reblogging shitposts, memes and IRL news and posted, like. one thread every 10 posts that have nothing to do with their muse ]

8. DNIs in rules

[ eeeeeeeeh okay uh let's say i have my beef with this because. other than the usual "hey don't interact if you follow idk aku or smth", most of the times i had to deal with DNIs were from people who were like. Really Not Good? at all?

like im talking transphobes starting obviously fake shit with my friend group because we called em out for that transphobia, or people who ended up being much worse than the people in their DNIs. of course, if it helps someone feel safer, i see no problem with that!! i just wish said rule had a link to. idk proper sources or something, because all i can think of is "hey remember that one terf who tried to say we were sexist for not shipping with them?" ]

21. violent threads

[ GRABS i love violent threads so much i love blood and gore and. wheres that one tiktok where that guy goes YESSS WE'RE DRAWINGGG TWO MEN AND THEY'RE TRYING TO KILL EACHOTHER AND THE WRATH OF GOD AND THE WIND ARE MAKING THEM BLEED??? bc thats me fr ]

22. your current RPC; also asked by @battlesfought

[ WELL i talked about the pokemon RPC time to be. both positive and negative, i guess? about the SCP one!!!

because the few people who rp para are incredible. we're like, seven, eight at best? and they're hilarious we can manage to go from shenanigans to horror to angst to. fucking. mass panic at a containment breach and even if none of us is super active it's always a delight to see one pop up and quickly followed by literally everyone else

on the other. it unfortunately suffers of the "famous internet fandom" RPC disease where a lot of people play... i wouldn't say "badly", that's rude, but in a way i can't vibe with at all. most of the RP blog are actually IC blog that occasionally (which means. 20% of the time) end up having in character dialogues that fill the dash and 0 respect for rules and general RP etiquette like reblogging from source and whatnot, and once again since i'm here playing the arguably "fandom favorite" researcher i'm!already!!so tired of the people who come to me expecting to immediately play their husband!!!

so idk. i'll be in my corner with my cLiQuE being silly and cry because i just want a 076 to bully is it too much to ASK ]

[literaphobe]

No I get you :(( I haven't watched mlb in a while but I'm a sucker for superhero partner dynamics :( ladynoir is so good, did they really abandon their identities without saying goodbye to eachother?

PLEASE CATCH UP ANON I NEED U HERE W ME

ITS A TWO PARTER EPISODE so obviously a lot will happen in the second part im guessing like thats the whole point of two parters but IM SO SAD like i recognize that adrienette were too sad to think straight and just listened to their kwamis’ advice but I MISS THEMMMM and i need them to feel bad and confused about why their superhero partner ALSO temporarily gave up their miraculous

LIKE. how do you go from crying into each others arms because you thought you lost them forever and mutually dreaming about getting married and living happily ever after w kids and shit and nearly killing someone over making u think that was real to THIS like im gonna need some SERIOUS drama to feel better like THEY ARE STILL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER theres no other way im just Dramatic