#THEY OBVIOUSLY NEEDED EACHOTHER IM GOING TO CRY

[macandcheeseman500]

Me after watching the exorcist again

[nicholasgoodgirl]

that was mean- nicholas

summary: nicholas was having a bad week and gave you the silent treatment.

warning: argument, crying, happy ending

a/n: i couldn't stop thinking abt this no joke. so ofc i had to write it out

from late at night till he left early this morning for work nicholas has been either quiet rude or both.

we haven't spoken to eachother or not even silents acts of love. nothing.

he cut his alarm clock off and i tried to give him a hug before he got out the bed and he pushed me off of him "not right now" he grumbled and got out of bed

when he left for work i said 'bye' to maybe break the silence shared between us, but i got no response. it was starting to get lonely. i missed my bestfriend that was also my boyfriend

i had nobody to mess with or someone to talk to about my day.

to stop these lingering thoughts i go back to bed to maybe get my mind off of things.

--

i wake up around 8 am which was later than the time i usally woke up around, but today was sorta a lazy day.

it was gloomy not much sun was shining, it rained a little here and there. it was more of a slow day for me so the extra rest was very much needed

i text my boyfriend forgetting about the whole silent treatment ordeal.

me: how's your day going so far?? :)

and to no suprise i was left on delivered and soon left on seen. i messaged him periodically throught the day; hoping that maybe he would reply

it was almost time for dinner which normally nicholas cooks cause he's just better at it, but i didn't know when he was coming home or if he would even do it, so i look up some quick easy recipes and nothing struck my fancy but the pizza recipe. cause how hard could it really be?

i put a packet of yeast into my bowl along with some flour, water, oil, and salt. i let that sit for 30 minutes then im back to cooking again.

spreading flour onto the counter and placing the dough onto it; kneading it into a circle shape. this was harder than i thought

i look around for the marinara sauce and i put it into a different bowl and add a few light seasonings.

i paste that onto the dough, then i sprinkle some alot of cheese onto the pizza and my additional toppings bell peppers, spinach, and mushrooms.

i was so proud of myself especially sense i wasnt the cook, out of me and nicholas. i was really excited for him to try what i made but again i highly doubt he would even eat the food.

i put the pizza away into the oven completely forgetting to set a timer and put on a movie while i wait.

--

a smell of burning was the first thing that woke me up. "shit shit shit" i repeat totally freaking out remembering i left the pizza in the oven.

i get a rag and ineffectivley wave smoke out the air. when i open the oven it smelled horrible. i was coughing from all the smoke that had entered my lungs.

i take the burning pizza out and throw it into the sink, and hose it down with the water.

thats when i hear the front door open and mentally face palm. "what's that smell?" he asks "i kinda burnt a pizza that i tried to make"

"of course you did" he mutters sounding unimpressed. "and the fuck you mean 'kinda' you obviously did burn a damn pizza" he gestures to the chunk of charcoal burnt pizza

"it's not like i did it on purposes or something if thats what you think" my tone sounding a bit confronting.

"It's smells fucking horrible so open a damn window first off" he took a step closer raising his voice.

"you don't pay for shit so i don't understand why you almost had this place in flames secondly. then you also wanna blow up my phone while im working for crying out loud what do you want from me!" he yelled directly in my face

and im sure he knows by now i hate being yelled at. it's something my parents did and overall doesn't solve anything

i just take it, i didn't wanna fight so i go over to the nearest window and crack it open so the smoke clears.

my eyes watered from all the harsh words he could dish out but not the equal amount of attention "well.. you are- when i was.. ugh s'not my fault" i couldn't get a full sentence out. i felt so belittled in this moment

"im going to bed i don't have time for your stupid ass shit" those words hurt more than he thinks.

he had the most patience for me, always making time for us and now he doesnt.

"that's so mean.. you're being so mean" i wipe some tears that had fallen. i turned away from him silently crying.

the peices of my hair stuck to my tear-soaked cheeks. "wait- I'm sorry please don't cry" nicholas' voice was filled with regret.

i lazily push him away from me but he doesn't budge. his arms wrap around me bringing me into his familiar embrace. "I'm so sorry for being an asshole. I've been having a long shitty week and i know thats not an excuse so you don't even have to forgive me."

"you're everything to me. i swear i didn't mean it." he adds

the unforgettable cruel words he'd said to me earlier shoved ontop of his sweet loving words made me cry more.

i let him hold my trembling body as sobs tore through my chest, each inhale was ragged and uneven.

my hands clutched the material of his shirt "im so sorry sweetheart i never wanna make you cry" he explains in such a low voice, giving my hair strokes in attempt to calm me.

my face still burried into his neck tears now starting to dry away, and my breathing starting to even out. he carried me over to the couch and placed me in his lap

i was drained from all the crying, the tense feeling in my body beginning to melt away when i really started to feel nicholas' touch. my eyes drooped again this time staying shut for longer.

i was too tired to resist the sleep that had tooken over. and being cradled in his arms didn't help.

"I'll order pizza for the both of us alright?" he took me off of his lap and placed me on our couch. then lays one of our throw blankets ontop of me. "can we talk in the mornin'?" is the last thing i remember asking before dozing off.

a/n: can yall tell idk how to make pizza

[spider-ghoul]

HII!! Oh my word your fics are literally masterpieces! Like some of the best I’ve read on this whole website but my idea is Leo Valdez x child of big 3 reader where they are besties and like eachother but neither know it yet but they don’t feel like they live up to what is thought of/expected of children of posidion hades or zues and go to Leo for comfort and one ends up confessing (this is my first time doing an ask so I’m sorry if it’s too specific or anything but yea) byeee!!

Thanks so much for the request:) also omg thank you so much??? I love feedback so much and i was so happy when i got this!! Sorry this took so long, writers block hit aweful n ive been busy but here it is!

Im going with a child of hades (because thats me) so i hope thats okay its also pretty short

Synopsis: Leo's getting concerned about your absence, and checks in on you... He reminds you amazing you are : D

CW's: low self estee, nicknames (leo calls r spook), skin picking mentions, R didn't show up to breakfast/lunch (idk what i need to put that under),

You didn't show up to lunch today. Or breakfast.

That would be normal a few months ago, but since you had started sitting with your best friend, Leo Valdez, you started showing up to lunch.

It was a system of sorts: you wouldn't skip if Leo was there, and Leo wouldn't skip if you were there. His streaks of working for fourteen straight hours in bunker nine were gone. Eventually, you even became friends with his siblings too.

When you didn't show up to breakfast, he brushed it off. You had probably just slept in. But, then, you didn't show up to lunch either. That's when he got worried.

He wasn't worried about you, per say. His first thought was that you were mad at him. He had already prepared an apology by the time he approached your cabin.

He knocked twice, waited, knocked again, and then pushed open the door.

"hey, spook-? You in here?"

He slipped into the cabin, his eyes darting to the lump on your bed. At first he just thought it was a blanket. He realized soon after that you were hiding under it.

"spook?"

He approached you, sitting on the edge of your bed and resting a hand overtop your comforter.

"You awake..?"

He heard a sniff before a mumbled, "Yeah, M'sorry.."

His heart sank a bit, his concern growing.

"You...you okay?"

It took him a minute to realize it, but suddenly you were sitting up and wrapping your arms around his shoulders, burying your face into his neck, which was now being wet with tears.

He hesitated, not sure whether or not to say something. He decided to stay quiet, wrapping his arms around your back and pulling you a bit closer.

He swallowed tilting his head down into your hair, and you sat that way for a long time.

Eventually, your sobs dwindled down to sniffs, though his grip on you never loosened.

"Wanna tell me about it?"

He felt your nod, and loosened his arms around you just enough for you to look up at him.

"...I need to get stronger."

His eyebrows furrowed a bit, and his head tilted to the side, "Stronger?"

You nodded, "All of the other big three kids are so much... I dunno, better than me?" You paused, bringing up your hands to pick at your nail beds, "Everyone expects me to be some... Strong fighter who is ready to defend camp and...I'm not."

His raised one of his hands, putting it over yours. A silent plea to stop before you make your fingers bleed.

"You really think they expect that of you?"

"...Yeah."

"Spook, that doesn't matter." He watched you look away, biting the inside of your cheek, "anyone who expects that of you obviously can't see how amazing you already are."

You sniffed again, "but-"

"But nothing. Everyone is different, and some people are gonna be better fighters, and some people aren't. But they're gonna be amazing, kind, beautiful people. Like you."

Then you're crying again and he panics. What did i do-

His train of thought is cut off by the soft press of your lips to his cheek. He looks at you for a moment, and blinks.

"... thanks, Leo."

[purrology]

KYOJURO RELATIONSHIP HCS

a/n: a little long,, im very passionate abt him <3

fluffy fluffy fluff, a bit of angst in there

PASSIONATE. he’s loud and proud abt u

everyone he sees gets to hear abt u

YOU get to hear about u

u most likely fell first and he fell harder

can, will, and is actively giving u bear hugs from behind and pressing a hundred kisses to the back of ur neck and head the moment he sees u

aaaand then he picks u up and spins u around <3

a very affectionate lover, but he tones it down in public

believe it or not, he’s not all that into PDA!! too modest and respectful

most he’ll do is handholding and a kiss here or there or a hand on the knee if ur sat beside eachother

he will put his hand on ur lower back if he’s guiding u through a crowd, things along those lines

but he will not hug and pick u up and spin u around in public unless it’s been WEEKS and he missed u SO BAD

he misses u. so bad. it’s been an hour and hes missed u.

he’s clingy.

he follows u around wherever u go, holds all ur stuff, makes sure ur beside him

man cannot get enough of ur presence

he loves u so much he barely wants to be apart!! please write to him when he’s on missions :(

knew u were his soulmate immediately, no doubts

he thinks about his future with u everytime he holds ur hand, everytime he thinks of ur face in his thoughts

praise and compliment KING!!! he praises every accomplishment u complete and encourages u to strive for even more!!!

compliments every feature on u, every single feature- ur knuckles, ur legs, ur nose, ur forehead, ur wrists, he adores every part of u

don’t think he forgot about ur personality either! he compliments u on all ur actions- u talk a lot? he loves to listen and thinks ur voice is amazing!! u don’t talk much at all? that’s fine too- he loves to talk and will do all the talking for u!!

he’s everything u need him to be

service boyfriend

u ask, he gives, no hesitation

CONSTANTLY tries to impress u

many ppl say this abt him: he’s the type to be like one of those kids who go “hey watch this!!” and then they jump and do a spin

u better compliment him back

he’s very perceptive, he knows so much about u from little things you’ve mentioned like once

he noticed you were upset after a long day- first he tried enthusiasm and optimism and hugs- then he tried quiet cuddles and kisses on the head- if all else fails he’ll make u a 5 star meal (don’t let him, he’ll make the kitchen an actual mess he can’t control himself)

not everything he does is big, loud and eccentric

he can be quiet and listening and observative when u need it

he’ll be whatever u need and he swears by that til the day he dies

oh, speaking of death do u part- he’s marrying u fast as possible!!!

it’s canon he moves to decisions and conclusions very quick, he made the decision to marry u within the first year

he just loves u!! he can’t envision a future with anyone besides u and his family

he asked u to marry him when u we’re out on a picnic date- he asked it suddenly because he forgot his original plan (this was one of the few times he was nervous! he was confident you’d say yes but the little nagging part of his mind was scared you didn’t love him as much)

obviously,, u said yes (he’s jumping up and down and laughing and spinning u and kissing u he doesn’t care who sees)

one of his vows involves being at your service and will until the very end of your lives, and even after that he promises he’ll continue on being exactly what u need him to be, death won’t even do u part

he’s scared when u get sick,,,

u got sick one time, stuck in bed with a terrible cough and fever

it terrified the life out of him.

he tried to stay positive for you, he tried not to cry as he remembered his mother’s illness and her passing

he dotes on you hand and foot- hell, he took off some of his longer missions so he could stay

when he couldn’t, he had senjuro take care of u

he won’t admit the fear that breaks his poor heart when he sees u cough and groan with a rag over ur forehead, it terrifies him to his core

he can’t lose u too, especially not in the same way he lost his mother

strongly believes his mother would’ve loved you, no matter how u are

if he loves u, he’s confident his mother would too!!

he introduced u to his brother and father one time, took u over for dinner

(his father wasn’t pleased but he barely stayed at the table for 5 minutes sooo)

his brother senjuro adores u tho!! be his pen-pal do it

senjuro won’t admit he was a little intimidated by u at first, he told kyojuro- kyojuro laughed and hugged him and reassured him u were GREAT!!!

how do u comfort a man who puts everyone above himself in priority??

kyojuro may be a bit easier to get to talk about his issues and comfort than others

if u ask, he may push it aside once or twice- but he breaks by the third time u ask “are you sure ur okay, kyo?”

he rarely cries, not from physical pain, not from mental or emotional- but sometimes, we all need that tear flow to let out emotions out

hold him. hold him tight. let him hold u. it’s ur turn to be whatever HE needs in his time of need

tell him he’s okay, tell him ur proud of him, tell him he’s someone who deserves nothing but happiness

he clings onto every word u say, no matter what

it doesn’t take long before his smile returns, then he takes u out to eat as thanks- or he cuddles u the rest of the day, ur decision :)

overall, a passionate, loving, bold lover who will be everything u need him to be at all times

THANK YOU!!

[cannonball-37]

Love gander fluid cuphead new hc also

I WANNA HEAR MORE OF RUNEBENDYSTRAW AU

PLEASE 🙏🙏🙏

I’m using this to info dump about my Genderfluid Cup AU (I will touch on Runebendystraw I swear-)

It’s not just what Cup wants to be, it is what he is. Cup can physically switch between genders and has been able to since he was a child. It’s a magic mutation that cannot be changed.

Obviously because of the time IM is set in it’s not exactly the most accepted thing even if it is perfectly natural to Cup and not just an identity choice. Even Mugs was iffy about it but he is supportive of Cup eventually.

His parents were unaware as they left well before Cup realised he could change into a she. However, he hid that part of himself as some inkwell dwellers were not accepting of her at all.

But! One day while they were under Hat’s care. Cup shifts in his sleep and wakes up in her female body. Cup was terrified of what would happen if Hat found out because she thought he would get violent about it and was trying her best to change back(it can be difficult for Cup to change while he is stressed or very emotional). Boy was she wrong! Hat couldn’t care less. It’s completely normal for demons to shape shift and change what they are at a moments notice so Hat didn’t think anything of it and was more confused when Cup basically had a panic attack when she was discovered. He told Cup that he didn’t care and that she was free to change whenever she wanted.

This leads to Hat being someone Cup is more comfortable being around because he doesn’t feel like he has to hide this part of himself when she’s around him. He still hates him for what he’s done to him and Mugs but there’s still that part of him that looks up to the demon because of it.

I want to clarify that Cups shift can either be purposeful or completely accidental. He can change whenever he wants to whenever she feels like it! There’s just some issues sometimes about changing while he’s stressed out as he has less control of his body. There’s a lot of Cup shifting in his sleep as he has less control of his body at this time but the second she wakes up she changes back because she is terrified of the house finding out and hating him because of it(they won’t you absolute moron they’re literally the most supportive people in IM).

The order of people who find out:

Elder kettle (sweet supportive old man but warns cup of what others may think)

Mugs

Hat

Oswald

Holly and Bendy(idk who first)

The house

If I ever write a fic about it here’s some scenes I would include:

1. A scene where Cup changes while they under Hat’s care and Mugs gets freaked out because he’s been conditioned by the people around him that is was wrong. Hat actually defends Cup and basically tells Mugs “what kind of brother are you if you hate what your sibling naturally is” or something like that. This causes the shift to where Mugs starts to be more supportive of Cup as they grow up.

2. A scene where a female Cups is crying in the woods because she’s worried about what the house will think of her if it slips she can change. Oswald comes across her and teases her at first for crying before realising that Cup has changed and how stressed she is. Queue the father in Oswald wanting to help and BANG! Father figure Oswald to Cup (I need this so badly I hate that they don’t like eachother in IM). Additionally, Ozzy is the one to help Cup with makeup and more feminine clothing cause there’s no way Ozzy doesn’t have that after how many times he’s done drag. (And just the Bunny kids helping brush and dress Cups gives me joy)

3. Cup going to stay in his room at Hats casino when she doesn’t want to be seen by others or is having a fight with Mugs. Hat has never changed or destroyed their rooms once they left.

4. Holly confessing to Cup that she loves him and the Cup accidentally shifting due to the intense emotion and thought of her finding about about his female self and once she realised what happened she bolts with a severely confused and worried Holly chasing after her.

5. Obviously the obligatory scene where Cup tells the house and they are supportive (some may be a little iffy but bendy and Holly just hold them at gun point so they don’t say anything.)

This all stemmed from me wanting to put Cup in drag to seduce targets for info and then I thought “what if he was literally a she sometimes” and the angst was too good to pass up. (Jazzy you’ve turned me into a monster)

Now for RuneBendyStraw.

Someone posted about it before and I fell in love with it!

From what I remember:

They said something about Cup and Holly being in an initial relationship before they both realised they liked Bendy as well. This lead to both of them flirting with an oblivious Bendy who thought he was just third wheeling on their relationship whenever that asked him to hang out with them. Eventually they both just outright ask him out because he’s dense when it comes to people genuinely wanting him and badabing badaboom we have RuneBendyStraw

For this Cup AU I want to add that Cup thought Holly wouldn’t want to be with him because he’s female sometimes because being gay in the 1930s was a no no. Again Cup, quit doubting your friends. Holly just saw it as a plus cause who wouldn’t want a cute dish woman in addition to an already very hot man.

So yea this got longer than I thought it would 😅 but I hope you like it!

[l3ppa]

okay not art but i have qsmp things to cry about

1) q!mike is back…wtf. im fully convinced he got brainwashed, chipped, idk but smth is obviously wrong. like the whole thing he developed against q!fit coming so suddenly?? not to mention his and q!pac’s interactions have me sobbing bc wdym pac said, “I have to trust him…I have no other choice.”. LIKE ARE U SO FR RN??? q!Tazercraft have such a complicated co-dependency i will stand by that bc they both would rather be with broken versions of eachother then none at all and that thought makes me sad

2) everything going on with the eggs has me lost and confused, idk whats happening anymore. my only thought is that maybe that weird spaceship over luzu’s house could be part of why they are missing but idek anymore

3) i CAN NOT believe i spent so much of my life not knowing about ordem paranormal. cellbit is literally so insanely smart and creative, and im so glad i discovered him through qsmp. ALSO THE MEET UP?? i legit had heart palpitations when i heard the players were going to Brazil and now other members are going too like- im gonna die!!

okay thats all i needed to get off my chest, very excited for whats to come :,3

[legacyshenanigans]

I just wanted to write angst haha, I know it's not for everyone so I'll undercut it.

Sebastian and Ominis have words after the events of the catacombs, SPOILERS ahead obviously

Please💚

Ominis: *steps into the undercroft after receiving an owl from Sebastian*

Sebastian: *steps out from behind one of the pillars* You came..

Ominis: ...I did.

(Awkward silence for a moment as they just stare in eachothers directions)

Sebastian: ...How's Anne?

Ominis: Devastated.

Sebastian: *nods his head slowly in understanding* How could she not be?...Where is she?

Ominis: I'm not telling you..She told me not to..So I won't. Don't ask again.

Sebastian: *bites his lip in silent frustration and takes in long breath through his nose* You havnt spoken to me in 2 days...

Ominis: Because...I...Needed time to think, Sebastian.

Sebastian: About what?!

Ominis: You KILLED Solomon Sebastian!!

Sebastian: HE DESERVED IT!!!

Ominis: NO!...He DIDN'T!

(They both just stare at eachother again for a moment, their breathing getting a little heavier)

Ominis: Sebastian..I..I dont know if I can let you get away with it, neither can Anne.

Sebastian: (?!) ...What are you saying?

Ominis: ....

Sebastian: Ominis..

Ominis: Turn yourself in Sebastian, or I-

Sebastian: *whips out his wand*

Ominis: *recognises the sound* What are you going to do? Kill me aswell?

Sebastian: *tears in his eye's, aiming his wand at Ominis, his lip and hand shaking*

Ominis: ..Sebastian?

Sebastian: *his face curls into anger before he lets out a shout, throwing his wand across the undercroft* Ominis, I'm not going, you cant- please! *begins to weep*

Ominis: *also beginning to weep* Sebastian I-

Sebastian: *runs over to him and grabs him by the shoulders* Ominis! You're my best friend, please don't do this to me, PLEASE!

Ominis: *tears streaming down his face as he brings up his own arms, touching Sebastians* You..Killed him, Sebastian.

Sebastian: *grips hold of Ominis's robe, letting out a mournful cry, falling to his knees*

Ominis: *going down with him, also on his knees, the two of them just knelt on the floor together*

Sebastian: *through intense, breathless crying* im not well Ominis..I..I can feel it..The darkness..I'm not WELL! Please *putting his head on Ominis's shoulder and just completely breaking down*

Ominis: *pauses for a moment before holding him close, still crying himself* I know..Which is why it's hard..

Sebastian: I'm...Not myself Ominis..I need help..Not Askaban, I'll die there..P-Please don't..Don't do this to me..Please.

Ominis: *puts his head on Sebastians shoulder and speaks in a sorrowful whisper* ....S-Sebastian.

~

[hiraunia]

(Im just ranting, ignore me)

My coworker is pissing me off soo badly. I have only been working at this job for two and a half months and within the last two weeks I have had FOUR people come talk to me about how I treat her, TWO of which were managers. Telling me how she feels like I'm bossy and rude and THREE of them were like "Remember, she has senority over you so you need to be nicer to her" but like, I AM NICE TO HER. I have been no ruder to her than any other coworker and yet she is the ONLY one who has had a problem with me.

The fourth person who told me about this, same thing happened to her! Same thing happened to this other guy who quit! This happens with all the time apparently with her and yet no one in management has thought to themselves, "Hey, maybe she's the problem and nit anyone one else?" NOPE! Apparently not since she's the fucking darling of our section and no one ever thinks she's done anything wrong!

Oh, what makes it even better, part of my job is to ask the cook to bring food up front and my job to to wait on customers,l so she knows I'm going to have to ask her to do stuff because ITS LITERALLY IN THE JOB DESCRIPTION! Apparently I'm just so rude and demanding about it though (Even though no one else has had this problem)

And it does not surprise me that this is happening now. I'm damn near certain its happening because a week or two ago we were having a sale of a VERY popular item that she failed to keep stock of and we ran out during the dinner rush which lead to several people complaining about it to management because we are not supposed to out of that during dinner.

And I cannot stress how popular this item is, at least once a day somebody tells me that it the best of its kind that they've ever had(It is pretty good but I wouldn't say its the best) and I'm pretty sure that its the only reason any of us have a job because even on slow days when no one is buying anything we are GUARANTEED to be selling a bunch of this stuff.

So during these sale weeks its pretty damn well known that the cook needs to be making it basically back to back, you need to have extra stock of it if you go on break, and if other items run out but we're only low on said item you neglect the other stuff and make another batch.

So when I, as her partner that day, was asked what happened, I told them exactly what happened. She barley made any thing because she was prepping something else, only started making stuff when we were basically out(Which I am supposed to tell her to do because I'm supposed to tell the cook what we need) and during the dinner rush she left suddenly without telling me and I waited for five minutes for her to get back while trying to explain to customers what was happening and when I go find her she's crying on the phone and I had to put the next batch in(WHICH IS NOT MY JOBS BECAUSE I WASN'T THE COOK THAT DAY)

And now she's telling our managers and anyone else who will listen how rude and mean and bossy I am to her.

And the final cherry on top of this shitshow, she is considered to be one of the two worst people to work with in our area. The fourth person who told me about this, my third week here she saw they were scheduled to work together for closing and freaked out and asked me to switch shifts. The second bad worker doesn't like working with her either!

(I asked her if she liked working with him and she said "Yah I don't care as long as he doesn't talk shit behind my back." Which- Omg that made me SO fucking mad! We all gossip about eachother, obviously, like that just happens when you work with people and there's nothing to do sometimes but like! The fucking audacity to complain about someone talking shit behind you back, and then talk complain to management about me when your Apparently SO FUCKING SENSITIVE ABOUT IT! I wanted to say something so bad and I regret not doing because at the time, I thought it was over, three of the people had already told me about what she was say so that day and the day before that I was being extra nice to her. NOPE, im only so angry about this because the fourth person told me about this TODAY which means she hasn't stopped talking about it!)

[luffythinker]

said it was ok for me to come back and talk about Shigaraki/Dabi so now im gonna do that. Like, im not going into canon events all that much and my version of LOV is like face view these are bad guys but they are people and everything isn't happening back to back so take it as a silly scenario i guess? possibly an AU?

What do you think about trans Shigaraki coming out to Dabi while drunk? like Dabi just accepts it and when Shigs done with his hangover the next day he remembers he came out to him like "oh shit i really did that" and now he's insecure because he thinks Dabi's gonna view him differently, not that his view matters but it does.

This needs context. Lets say after kamino that's when the gang really started to be friends they all started treating eachother with a little more respect but your all still my bitches - everyone in the league probably 2023 lol

Dabi and Shigs have been getting super close, like it's not boss and henchmen it's we are almost equals but you know im in charge winky face. After a heist they always have pizza partys or whatever they can steal for dinner cause we don't have kurogiri :( Shigs and dabs always sit close enough for their shoulders or knee to touch and Dabi notices Shigs getting a little too up in the air. Dabi is not gonna be that ass so he takes Shigs outside to get some air and water away from everyone "can't see out leader looking like a he got drugged at the bar" and when i say he picks him up he throws him over his shoulder, nobody says anything cause he's just taking care of Shigs they just get a comedic voice from Twice like "STRIKE, your out!" followed by laughter Dabi gets him to get some water going through his body but he's high as a astronaut and sweating, Dabi makes sure his gloves are on and is just genuinely taking care of him complaining about how he rather not be but he really doesn't mind he's just putting on a show for noone, Shigs is mumbling and crying fake/real? tears about how being "Tomura" is hard work and at first Dabi thinks he's just talking nonsense until he starts complaining about his binder and how he fucking can't breath in it 9 times out of 10 of the time and Dabi's like "wait, what?" and he just continues to go on about how his shitty dad would always dress him up in a dress want him to be a propper young lady while sticking his pinky out and everything. He was compared to his sister all the time and he hated it Dabi is being flooded with information he can't have time to processes and he ask Dabi "If i told you i was trans would you hate me?" Like any of this is supposed to mean something to Dabi and Dabi tells him he needs to go to bed. After that night Dabi is internally freaking out "What just happen? why???" and he can't sleep that night after the fact Shigs is avoiding Dabi which is strange for everyone to watch and they think their in a huge fight. Himiko keeps asking Dabi what he did and Dabi tells her to butt out.

if you care about this i'll come back for a part 2

i honestly hold bnha canon events very in the back of my mind, at this point i barely remember the order of things, so yeah don't worry about staying truthful to a timeline or anything cause i assure you i most likely don't remember muchdjjdflkfk

and i absolutely love trans shigaraki, even in canon he gives me big non binary vibes so!!!!

oh my god i love how you painted this picture, his childhood was super hard with his father and transphobia. He probably felt like himself for the first time after he left the family and could explore his gender by himself. He knew since early age he wasn't a girl, so he would fully invest himself into looking like how he feels. I think AFO giving him a new name also marks his transitioning, he has always had a smaller chest so the binder helps with keeping it flat, but it is shigaraki so obviously he doesn't have the greatest relationship with himself, so he wears it super tight to the point it hurts him (i think its some kind of internal punishment). He never really told anyone about it because it's not anyone's business, but he likes dabi so it just feels so weird to not tell him that, not that he really wanted to because he doesn't want things to change but he also lowkey wants to be accepted fully as he is, while also too scared of being rejected again.

telling dabi about it while he's drunk is so on brand because he would never master up the courage to do it sober, i think the day after he would act like nothing happened and hope dabi wouldn't bring it up, but I'm curious to see how dabi would confront him about this from your pov!!!

(this might be weird but i really like shigaraki, like i think he's such a good villain)

[silliestlittledemon]

I JUST FINISHED NATIVITY 2 BRTTTBTBTTTTTTRRRRRJRJRJT, HE WAS SO DAD IN THIS MOVIE!!! IM HOLDING BACK THE EXTREME URGE TO WRITE 287273 HEADCANONS RN EVEN THOUGH IM SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPING... ANYWHO DAVID PLEASE ADOPT ME :(

omg i need to rant rn he makes me too happy. IM SO EXCITED TO MEET HIM AT HDCC GRTRAAASRTR im just scared im gonna be akward around him, WELL NOT AKWARD JUST LIKE... ... ACCIDENTALLY START CRYING OR START TO VIOLENTLY STIM AND TOTALLY 'ACCIDENTALLY' BITE HIM AND THEN BITE EVERY PERSON AT THE CON AND THEN RUN OUT WITH MY PARTNER AND THEN WE HAPPILY BITE EACHOTHER THE END ok no im not planning for that to happen but u never know. IM JUSTTTT AAAGH. Im making a LIST tommorw with shit I still wanna get for my Crowley cosplay im gonna wear :3 ALSO i kinda wanna get a wig cause my own hair only looks good like once every 5 years. ALSO IM VERY AFRAID ITS GONNA BE REALLY REALLY HOT AND ILL BE SWEATING MY NON EXISTENT BONG OFF ALREADY AND A WIG WONT HELP WITH THAT BUT YK... it looks cooler... and better... I think... I hope. ANYWAY I need to make a list tommorow BUT they havent released the FRICKING TIME TABLES YET so I cant kindaaa look into where I wanna be at which time WHICH IS ANNOYING I NEED EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT !!! >:[ But omg im gonna be SMELLING HIS PRESENCE I wanna ask him for a hug because JUST BECAUSE I NEED ONE, but I cant speak english... I MEAN I CAN SPEAK ENGLISH BUT WITH A REALLY HORRIBLE DUTCH ACCENT THAT I CANNOT SEEM TO GET RID OF. and im afraid he wont understand a word im saying and its just... ITLL BE WEIRD I DONT WANT THAT I DONT WANT HIM TO THINK IM WEIRD IM OBVIOUSLY NOT :( i dont think he'll judge me though... im just SCARED I LOVE THIS MAN. David tennant you're a doctor who man david tenannt you're an actor dude yeaaro:3 Im turning into a feral dog with rabies/REF for him

Okay I should really go to sleep now, night night :3

[gummybearcomet]

i finally watched fleabag and it was amazing

i actually watched the first 3 episodes months ago, but it didnt caught my attention that much so i just left it

then on a random tuesday morning, im scrolling through my tiktok fyp and i see a hot priest edit, after analysing the edit and seeing andrew scott decided i NEED to finish fleabag

i already knew that the hot priest is only in the 2nd season so i sat down and started watching it from where i left it, and i started to get fond of it

while watching i felt all of the second hand embarrassment, i loved the drama and it felt real, it felt like these are actual things happening in real life, im not going to go into the real meaning of the show i am too srupid for that, i mean i get it that fleabag is a horrible person but we still feel kinda sorry for her, personally i loved her character she was funny and sometimes while she was breaking the 4th wall she said the same things i was thinking of, i really liked the 1st season there were some amazing scenes, the tension between fleabag and claire were so real i saw myself and my sister in them

but now lets go to the 2nd season, which i loved the most, obviously because i was waiting for the hot priest, amazing complex character, the first episode was so fascinating and unexpected, i really liked the fact that we jumped ahead around 1 year and with this supper we can get to know what the characters did in the past year, and the rest of the season is just amazing, there were some moments when i had to pause and process what just happened for example:

when the priest told fleabag what he does when he likes someone and he jsut described their relationships - after that i had to take a coffee break

when the priest said it will pass - instant tears

when fleabag said she wouldn't be such a feminist if she would have bigger tits - i was crying

the priest saying kneel - i jumped up and ran three circles in my room

and etc, furthermore i enjoyed fleabags and claires relationship development, they have now finally accepted and truly understood eachother

on the ending note i recommend the show but most of you probably have seen it, im the one whos late to the party

if you read it thank you, but this is mostly for myself i might edit some things in it later

[heatwa-ves]

Please tell me some of your mtc thoughts (or hypmic thoughts. I am working through the drama tracks again)

I have soooo many hypmic thoughts and none of them are coherent at all but uh. hopefully this makes some sort of sense.

also ig ill talk about spoilers for the tdd manga because it changed my life and made me like samatoki even more than I did before. go read it if you haven't.

the thing about mtc is that they're brought together almost by chance, and had no real relationship previously, or even as they started working together like it was originally just a mutually beneficial group. the others of the main four groups all had some basis of a relationship previously to starting a unit together (ichiro and his brothers obviously, doppo knew both hifumi and jakurai before matenro was formed, arguably fling posse didn't have this sort of a relationship but ramuda did specifically choose gentaro and dice whereas mtc more or less formed out of convenience)

and like. even when they do form a group they're a very strange one like, a yakuza second in command, a corrupt cop and an ex navy soldier, they mention it themselves a few times iirc. they're initially not very close but they do grow to like. genuinely care for eachother.

family is arguably the most important thing to samatoki like there's obviously his relationship with nemu, and how that mirrors bb, his interactions with the guy in the anime the yakuza member who betrays samatoki to protect his younger sister, who he lets live despite the betrayal because they both share the ideal of putting your family first before anything else (this is particularly obvious in the battle with ichiro at the end of tdd era)

except samatoki has also lost everyone he's ever called family, obviously his parents and nemu, but also ichiro and sasara (arguably kuko too tho I'm not sure how close they were) and so when mtc forms it's purely a business relationship because having contacts in the police/yakuza helps him and jyuto respectively. so he doesn't really have anyone close to him for the two years after tdd disbanded and nemu left and everything changed between him and ichiro.

one thing that stands out to me is in the manga he says something along the lines of "there's no need to cry over someone unless they're dead, because as long as they're still alive you still have the chance to speak again/reconnect/whatever" to ichiro after mcd falls apart. so he wouldn't let himself cry over nemu and how he's still trying so hard to reconnect with her.

anyway this is going on a samatoki tangent back to mtc. jyuto and rio are the first people he's felt truly close to since losing pretty much everything and it's like a really big thing for him like..letting himself be close to people again. augh. he'd never like outright say how much he cares for them but it's in the little things like smoking with jyuto, and how he'd never say anything bad about rios cooking despite it being ah. questionable. they've grown to value eachother as friends...im so fine.

anyway this is mostly all about samatoki because I really like him and also because I have complicated feelings about jyuto I don't quite understand him. and I don't have that much to say about rio yet. shoutout to mad trigger crew listen to scarface

[distortionsprite]

i went to my regular weekly goth club the other day, with two friends. one friend got with a girl within 20 minutes of us being there, the third girl hes hooked up with this week. the other friend had to leave after an hour because they had work in the morning. so i was standing there, in a club of half naked goth people, myself being one of them. i thought i looked hot, i put a lot of effort into my looks, especially if i'm going out.

there i stood, leaned against the wall. the same wall i leaned against two years ago before She approached me. god, why am i thinking about her again? why am i here? i guess i hoped that if i leaned against that wall again, someone else would approach me the same way. maybe the wall is enchanted, it makes anyone who leans against it immediately alluring.

eventually i start to crack. ive been holding in a mental breakdown for over a week now, and this is the steel bar that breaks the camels back. i try to stifle the crying, but it never works. a friend... no, an acquaintance... no, someone i used to know walks past me. we lock eyes for a second, mine still streaming, and he turns his head quickly away. he's walking, holding hands with a girl i had a crush on 3 months ago.

my drink is finished now. my friend bought me it to say sorry for ditching me to hook up. then he ditched me to hook up. maybe i can keep farming infinite free drinks this way. it doesnt bother me. it doesnt. it really doesnt.

eventually, however, i am approached. by this point ive stopped crying but im in one of the most foul moods ive ever been in. a man walks up to me. a normal guy. plain white t-shirt, blue jeans, trainers, and a brown overshirt. he has short hair that spikes into a quiff on the top of his head. his beard is neat and presentable. the girl next to me is wearing the most gorgeous goth getup ive ever seen. a hot scene trans woman wearing a mask made of monster energy cans walks past us. i dont need to explain why i wasnt interested in him.

he walks up to me, looks me up and down, his eyes lingering on my skirt for just a second too long. he smiles at me without saying anything, but its obvious he's going to start soon. before i let it happen, i walk away. i dont say anything. i dont make a big scene. i just walk away silently, i dont care where, just away from him.

he follows me. i can feel him maybe two or three steps behind me. as i enter the main dance floor area, he taps my shoulder. i turn, i guess out of reflex, not because i wanted to. he indicates for me to follow him, and he tries to grab my hand. obviously i pull away, and i sink silently into the crowd of drunk people. i didnt see him again.

i only came here this week to look for someone in particular. a girl i met last week, out in the smoking area. we really hit it off, i think. but, due to how clubs are, we lost eachother, and we didnt exchange numbers. i was hoping she'd be here tonight. i wandered the club. i stood in the crowd and danced with every circle i could, hoping she'd be in one of them. but, from what i could tell, she wasnt. for some reason i cant stop thinking about her. she was pretty. really pretty. pretty in the way that makes you sick when you look at yourself.

i remember she only smokes Benson & Hedges Blue because theyre cheap, and she doesnt care about the taste. i remarked that i care about the taste, and i hate that brand. she laughed and called me a snob. not entirely untrue, i suppose. and she had these adorable thin rimmed glasses. they were artsy. they were bespoke. she tells me about this one bar, its open until 5am, and tells me i should join her there when this club closes. i say yes, definitely. i dont even give it a second thought. however, before we can leave to go there together, my friend finds us outside. he invites us to a different bar, one ive been to and that he knows i hate. she agrees to go there with him instead, but only if I come along. thats fine, the longer i can spend with this woman the better, i dont care where.

we get to this other bar. the other two are let in fine, but i get searched at the door. its nothing new, its just annoying. eventually im let in as well, but it takes me a second to find my friend. hes sat at the bar, already a drink in hand, chatting with yet another girl. i intend to approach, but then they start kissing. i think its better if i leave them alone for now. so i stood alone again, at this bar that i hate.

i never did see the girl again.

[yapsession]

I know I was all lovey dovey and delusional last night but I can’t do this no more like I actually cannot do this anymore

I don’t think I can be his friend, it’s so so so hard knowing he’s friends with all of these beautiful women and I’m just some fugly hoe

And my worries about me not being the only one he jokingly flirts with ohhh I found something that just confirmed that like what was I thinking

I thought I was special? like no he’s friends with these attractive women of course I’m not the only one. I want him so bad it hurts and I know I can’t have him.

Where is my self respect?

I do not know

It was honestly a really silly screenshot but basically it was between kev and this girl just joking around about how they’d be nothing without eachother on some game and like obviously while reading through it I was looping my noose until I remembered I had to wax the rope because it was still a very prickly rope like whoopsies, silly mistake 😛! Haha anyways

I got screenshots of this entire post she made this one was made months prior to the one I found last time and I’m guessing she unarchived it So thanks I guess 😮 ❤️ a thing I noticed was she called her by his full name instead of just his nickname which made my stomach ache, I already worked out today but this definitely gave me some crazy motivation to work out an extra hour!! Too bad I’m just physically exhausted and I’ve barely eaten today so I’m afraid I must rot in bed.

I cried a lot today and last night

Or this morning I guess?

But I’m crying right now because I’m fucking jealous of course like I genuinely am so possessive of anyone I like which is why i choose to push people because I hate this, I hate the way I get and I hate this feeling so MUCH !

I cried so much last night I passed out of exhaustion and that was around like 5-6am I can’t remember but I slept till 12-1 pm and I woke up my head hurting a bit but my mind was off the entire thing I was crying about last night

Why do I set myself up for failure? I went out of MY way to snoop on some random girls page and boom I’m upset about what I saw 😮 like mason are you fucking stupid ? Yeah, I am. Why the fuck did i decide to check?? I don’t really have a reason besides curiosity and after seeing that last post I wanted to see if she’d post more. Now I’m sitting here sulking like the lame little hoe I am, im aware that I probably won’t like what I see but my curiosity always overrides any other feeling I have and I end up hurting myself. That sounds dumb but I can’t help my curiosity, I will genuinely drive myself crazy just thinking. I think I will probably just pass out after a whole because this whole thing is hurting my head and I think I just need to distance myself from him. I really enjoy the time I spend with him and our chemistry but having this lingering in my head does not feel good. I feel so alone right now and I am! I don’t have anyone I can talk to about this and I’m scared to talk to him about this because he’s not my boyfriend and I can’t just tell him, “oh yeah I don’t like the fact you’re doing this and that” like I would sound like some crazy delusional bitch trying to assert myself like that knowing he’s not my man.

I want this boy

I’m done crying now and my eyes just burn.

I’m gonna go take a hot shower and probably pass out after

[pyrait]

Friends after graduation

Kinda want to vent ab my uni friends

About a year ago, I finally agreed to go to my faculty's halloween party with my friends. This party is fucking big, like it's known in my city by every university student, tickets are super hard to get by, it's in a huge club and everybody dresses up.

Historically, ive hated parties. On one hand bc my alcoholic parents didnt give me the best experiences to handle drunk ppl, and on the other hand bc i had a lot of bad memories of when i used to black out when i was younger. But, this time, it was my last semester. I had only gone to this party on my first semester and ive become sober since, so i thought itd be a nice symbolic gesture to go, plus my friends really seemed to want me to.

Anyways, it's the party and im having a painfully normal time. I dont love dancing but i do like to talk to a lot of ppl, and i know a lot of ppl here. So i say hi to everyone i see and at one point i mix my main friend group and another couple of friends i know. I have to go to the bathroom, so i tell both groups and leave for a moment. When i come back, oh surpirse, literally not a soul on the dancefloor, not even a stranger.

Ofc, i start to panic. I don't remember if id ever told my friends, but another reason why i hate clubbing is bc, when i used to blackout, i usually did it with strangers. Strangers who obviously didnt care ab me, and basically left me to die everytime i got too drunk. This was kind of a trigger for me.

My phone was at 3%, and i've been left to die. Again. This time by my closest friends.

So i use my phone frantically to ask through the groupchat where everyone left to. Fortunately, it's inside the club. But, again, this club is huge.

They dont respond until after 15 minutes. They tell me where they are. I run. Theyre not there.

This goes on for literally an hour and a half. I couldnt go back home bc i didnt have my phone to ask for a taxi, and my friends didnt go looking after me even tho i was the only one who wasnt with the group.

By chance i find them and i start angry crying and scolding my friends as to why they left me alone. I told them that they knew how parties made me feel and they still cared more about themselves than me. One of them said "Sorry for leaving you, we just thought youd be perfectly fine on your own".

Now that i've been graduated from uni for ab six months, ive been feeling extra lonely bc im having a harder time socializing.

It's true what they say: once we´re all "adults", suddenly no one has time to hang out. It's not like we all have jobs, the majority including me's all unemployed and looking.

But i still see them posting pictures with eachother. They invite all eachother but me. They all support eachother in their crises but me.

Okay, about hanging out, maybe i havent been the most present friend. Im that type of person who loves you deeply regardless of how much we text or hang. But about treating eachothers crises, im always physically there. I send a little message, or i try to pay a visit.

This is not a victim competition, but some of my friends literally just break down for anything. And we're all still there reassuring them that we'll carry them.

For me, it's not the same. It seems like they feel the same way about leaving me alone at the club as they do for everything regarding me.

Even though I spent two months in bed and tried telling the people around me that i was going through a tough time and needed some support, no one came to ask me how i was doing. Like, why even try to bother when i got it perfectly all on my own.

I cant do it on my own. I need people. What do i have to do to be more lovable? What does their connection have that i cant fulfill?

[love-strawberry]

sunshine on a cloudy day

summary : in which they're lovers on screen and off screen.

pairing : jamie campbell bower x reader

warnings : language, stranger things season 4 spoilers

author's note : okay so SPOILERS peter is NOT vecna in this, he's just 001 having powers, his brother, imma call him harry is vecna and he killed (yourcharactername) so yeah, i'll be publishing a peter ballard imagine soon with this plotline so you'll be understanding this a bit better. also, volume 2?? wtf was that?? killing eddie huh? he deserved a better ending, he died with the town believing him to be a murderer and im so mad ahshbsjaksb and using will to develop mike and el?? will doesn't deserve this im so angry rn but here you go

tagged : @cmccarthy21-123abc @ateliefloresdaprimavera @slut4benbarnes @0oolookitsme @ellora-brekker @sapphireshields @you-bleed-just-toknowyouarealive

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