#THE ADVENTURES OF SUPERCAS AND BATDEAN

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petite-madame:

Supernatural fan art rec’ of the day: I was here. Were were you? by Slinkymilinky

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hey las, have you heard that the last spn episode is deancas h/c fest?

whAT NO I HAVE NOT

i have not kept up with the new season of SPN, i must admit D: WHAT MUST I CATCH UP ON

DEAN/CAS IS 5EVA!!!!!!!

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WAIT WAIT WHAT LAST UNICORN DEAN/CAS AU, MY FRIEND AND I MADE A JOKE ONCE UPON A TIME THAT THERE SHOULD BE A LAST UNICORN AU

OMG OMG OMG

so

this was written in season 5 by one of my faves, unoshot, and it's called aurora borealis and it simultaneously makes me happy and wanna die inside

ENJOY 8)))))))

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Do you think Cas realizes he's going to be a memory in Dean's heaven? I assume the post brothel and the purgatory reunion will be there. Think Dean knows this? Or are there other scenes with Cas that are better/also there

cas doesn't realize it and i don't think dean gives much thought to it, partly because given what he knows about heaven, i don't think he much likes the idea that he's going there when he dies, and if there's an opportunity for him to simply break apart into atoms and stardust etc, he'd probably be down for that, providing everyone else is taken care of in a way he feels fit. if dean does end up going to heaven, i don't think he'd be surprised that he has a few cas memories there (i think the purgatory reunion is a forerunner for it) but i don't think dean necessarily goes through life categorizing moments like "i'll see this in heaven" so i wouldn't say he ~knows~ knows like in his heart of hearts or something.

also how sure is it that dean will go to this heaven if he's an atheist? could he barter his way into another religion's afterlife like some fugitive? sneak his way into valhalla, etc. would he want to? all things considered, once the true death comes, i feel like dean might opt for decomposing back into non-sentient stardust again rather than deal with the alternative.

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#what if dean eats angel grace then hears castiel praying to him ///quietly screams///

DOES HE BECOME AN ANGEL DOES HE GET WINGS wings that stretch out and over reaching up to the sky and scratching deep into the soil does he hear sunrises and see prayer do prayers feel good do they hurt what is it like to feel the depth of people's devotion and desperation and having it inform how you love do you see do you finally see

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You could slap the lines from that last Community reblog right on some SPN caps of Dean talking to Castiel in the car and no one would ever realize it wasn't from the show.

!!!!!!

OMG YES THIS IS DELIGHTFUL yes. YES SQUID OMG. \o/

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So if Octo-Dean couldn't change back, think eventually Cas offers to also get Octopusified? Because what's the difference between octopus and human really? (a lot of things Cas, but less then we think). Dean is reluctant to give up his best mode of transportation and the person that's the least weird about the whole thing. Plus he's got Frank now. But Octocompany might be nice

GOOD QUESTION. Being a human has its advantages, but maybe the octopus shape more closely resembles what it's like to be the true form of an angel, or something. At least the closest that something corporeal gets. My main point of investment in this is the one where Kevin has made peace with his octopi buddies and is reading some ancient tome with Dean sitting on his head and Cas sitting on his shoulder, and he's eating sashimi with chopsticks and occasionally he would pass a bit of tuna up to Dean and Cas too without batting an eye. Frank sitting on the table where Dean can see him, claws going snap snap. Kevin is utilizing him as a paperweight.

actually idk if Cas would offer, but Cas and Dean speaking octopus to each other and getting their tentacles tangled up with each other's is a very good.

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divachester replied to your chat: dot: hey hey Las, look, hey, Las, look. Look!...

frick even if it is between scenes how is that any less ASHJGFH worthy because it’s either a) jensen and misha aka cockles or b) dean/jensen combo: a man comfortable enough with his emotions to touch the object of his affection without shame.

THE COCKLES OF IT ALL

what do you think what do you think misha is dissolving into giggles again and jensen reaches out all "dude, dude, you gotta pull yourself together" but he's also giggling himself ugh WHEN IS THIS SHOOT OVER, THERE ARE TRAILER BLOWJOBS TO DO

drivingsideways33 replied to your chat: dot: hey hey Las, look, hey, Las, look. Look!...

I SAW THAT AND I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BECAUSE WHAT IF IT WAS BETWEEN SHOTS. CAS IS NEARER NOW THAN HE’S EVER BEEN AND ALSO MORE OUT OF REACH. *waaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiling *

LIKE DO YOU THINK CAS MEANS TO GO BACK TO THE LIFE EVENTUALLY, HAS HE BEEN WAITING FOR A WAY TO CONTACT THE WINCHESTERS WHEN ~SERENDIPITY~ (AS ALWAYS!!) BUT WHAT IF HE HASN'T, WHAT IF HE MADE HIS MIND UP TO TRY THIS LIFE, FIND OUT WHAT ELSE OF HIM EXISTS OUTSIDE OF WARRIORING, BUT THEN DEAN COMES IN AND FEELINGS

ON BOTH SIDES

LAS'S INCOHERENT SELKIE FEELINGS OUT OF NOWHERE LOGICAL WHERE CAS MAY NOT HAVE HIS SKIN ANYMORE BUT WHAT IF DEAN IS THE SEA COME TO CALL HIM HOME ANYWAY, what if dean is the SKIN THIS PARAGRAPH MAKES NO SENSE HAHAHHAA

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dotthings replied to your post: the first time you dream, you dream of yourself as...

you made me cry. Cas dreaming about being an angel. and dreaming about Dean. Cas…hiding? and seeming reluctant to show himself and Dean’s touch being so gentle. Go sit in the corner and think about what you have done!!!

<333 YOU. SORRY ABOUT THAT ilu dot. I don't think Cas is hiding, necessarily. The way I thought of it, seraphs just go around with wings over their faces, like that's just what seraphs do, so for Dean to push them aside is kind of a dissolution of identity. Not self, but identity. So on the one hand, there is the seraph's habit of keeping their face shielded from humans, but there is also the part of Cas thinking more from a place of desire where he wants to be with Dean and wants Dean to come closer. But, this seems to mean removing the wings from his face, which is, like, anathema, sort of? So there's that whole thing, earth vs. heaven, retaining identity vs. following that desire. The latter thing doesn't have to be mutually exclusive, but I tend to think that that's the root of the Dean/Cas problem on Cas's side, is that he doesn't know how to reconcile being an angel with loving Dean in a way Dean understands. But things are changing - he's not an angel anymore. God may not want to see his face, but for some reason, Dean does.

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What is your favorite Dean/Castiel moment and/or quote? (Question can be amended to "favorite ... quote at the moment" if that makes it easier.)

I like in 8x08 when Dean turned off the laptop, walked over to Cas, ignored our collective yelling to remind him that he wasn't in a Dean/Cas fic, focused all his attention on Angel McStupidface, and made Cas talk about his feelings.

Quote-wise, I have a soft spot for "Damn it, Cas, we can fix this!"/"Dean, it's not broken." 

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With the trench coat, I don't think Cas is really that attached to it either. Except its never really his coat. It was Jimmy's and he just kept it once he took over the vessel because he didn't see a point in changing. Then it became a symbol of him, of who he is, to Dean. So I'd say ownership of the coat went from Jimmy-->Dean. And when Cas tries to throw it away Dean will be either all Hell naw you know how long I carried that thing? Or he will have feels and be sad for a bit.

Ya, I don't think Cas is attached to it but I don't think Dean is particularly attached to it either? I mean, sure he associates the coat with his own mental image of Cas, but if Cas decided he wants to wear new clothes, I think Dean would go with it, maybe do that raised-eyebrow thing he does like "o rly", or maybe make a "FINALLY" quip. This past season has had me underestimating Dean's attachment to any Cas-related thing though, so idk, I am also rooting for your interpretation. XD

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Cas is trying to keep everything down, he's nothing but cool and resigned during, calmly explaining what to do to Dean. As he feels Dean make mistakes & then slowly grow more skilled & confident. He slowly realizes his position under Dean's blades and negotiates away from it by helping him along. Shock sets in at some point but Cas is so removed from his own body at this point he barely notices. He sees how freaked Dean is and tries get this over with asap by cleaning up, not noticing the wounds

at some point cas stops babbling instructions and just starts plain babbling, so far gone, delirious with pain, so it's up to dean now and he's, like, cutting away in there and cas is rambling about who the hell knows - god, his brothers, his sisters, the past, the future, and dean. probably he slips into other languages. WILL CAS REMEMBER HIS RAMBLINGS LATER WHEN HE IS WELL? WHAT IF HE DOES. WHAT IF HE DOESN'T. WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR HIM TO ADMIT THAT HE MEANS EVERY WORD.

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Dean/Cas, praying, faith. THIS SEASON. UGH. (sorry, am shit at prompts, apparently. )

maybe you've run out of prayers. you toy with the idea that you've run out of faith, but even the idea of faith is foreign to you and you associate it with everything you don't want to associate with him but do anyway. with him, you're constantly coming from a place of desperation, and when the desperation is about him, you don't know what to do. you did once. you don't anymore, and contemplate the possibility that you never did. maybe you've never known what to do with him. he blows in and out of your life as steady as the seasons, and you've learned to believe winter will never come even as the leaves fall around you. even as the air is getting cold. maybe this is faith. you don't know. you were taught that this is love. 

you become used to the ache in your heart in the moment before it coalesces into prayer. it is now your constant state. your prayers have been pared down to just two words. you can't bring yourself to say more. you can't bring yourself to say less. 

cas-

you know he hears you.

please.

you wait.

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'season gr8 has been constantly outshipping me'

me i don't think i've even read that fic, like, usually i backclick on fics like that, fics like 6x20 and 8x02 and 8x08 and 8x17 ET CETERA because i prefer something more like (ahaha i am laughing already) something more LIKE--

I MEAN. MY POINT OF ENTRY into dean/cas was that they are difficult with each other and rail against each other and hurt each other despite their intentions because of how they are, like maybe they accompany each other on quests maybe but are not each other's quest objects, but NOW

NOW CANON IS LIKE FIC, all full of I NEED YOU and TALK TO ME and LET ME BOTTOMLINE IT FOR YOU like whaaaat the fuck AND I AM EATING CROW hahahaha THE SHIPPERS WERE RIGHT. I AM THE WRONG ONE. THE OTPERS WERE CORRECT all along.

ahaaaaaaaahahahahahaha

oh mY GOD we are totally in that alternate reality, WE HAVE CROSSED OVER. WE DID IT, FANDOM! i didn't even know i wanted this until i got it?! i didn't know i COULD want it, more like. i'm still not sure what to do with it!! like, their actual relationship has progressed past my shipping, and my shipping is struggling to keep up

whaaaaaat am i supposed to do with this with them with their fACES WHEN THEY HAVE FEELINGS

ABOUT EACH OTHER?!?!

NO CAS YOU'RE NOT STRONG ENOUGH

KEYSMASH IN THE KEY OF AAAAAAAA

come to think of it, i think my point of entry into dean/cas WAS how they discover each other and learn each other and find vast worlds within the other, SENSAWUNDA Y'KNOW, like... basically i liked the BECOMING FRENZ stage. but. it makes sense that at some point, they stop BECOMING frenz

and actually Are Frenz

Frenz Who Love Each Other

Frenz Who Love Each Other Despite Everything AUGH IT TOOK EVERYTHING TO GET THEM HERE

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Think if meg had lived she and dean would've had this epic rivalry for Cas. -He and I have a pizza date. Yeah well he broke free of mind control to save me. I have his first kiss. He saved me from hell. It's the only way he'll grope you and his hands let me tell you. He never set me on fire and left me to die. -And then they bone while they wait for Cas to show up again both jealous out of their mind but fuck if they will admit it to each other

If Meg were sticking around with the Winchesters after 8x17 and the subject of Cas comes up, I think where they're coming from (though they wouldn't necessarily vocalize it) is that they would be that Dean is mostly just kind of like weirded out by Megstiel like, what do they see in each other? I mean I can see what Dean would see in them both, but he'd be like, what do Cas and Meg see in each other that they would value? Would Cas be so naive as to fall so hard for the first girl he kisses, or something? What is going on there? 

But Meg knows exactly what Cas sees in Dean. Knows what there is in Dean that Cas values. She is better at reading people than both Cas and Dean combined. (Granted that is not very much.) They both apprenticed under Alastair in hell, and Meg may have been a diligent student, a star pupil, but Dean had a natural talent that Alastair doted on. Dean is everyone's favorite, for all that the favoritism usually results in terrible things. Cursed are the blessed, she reckons.

So that's where I think they're coming from, but I'm not sure how the conversation would actually go. Maybe Meg still wants to find Cas, but Dean doesn't, and they both get really vehement about it, Meg trying to get Dean to pray for Cas again, and Dean just refuses, also LOLSOB a demon trying to get me to pray WHAT A FINE JOKE.

Do demons pray?

Dean prays where no one can see, where no one can hear, and sometimes when he's driving or paying for jerky at a 7-11, he thinks, Cas, you there? He thinks he sees him one time outside of Worcester, and who knows, it could be him, it could totally be him, fuckin teleporting creeper, but then he's gone before Dean can even call his name. Could be Cas was never there, could be that's someone else in a tan trenchcoat. What happens when you can no longer tell the difference between evidence and wishful thinking?

Meg thinks they should summon him. That results in another argument and Dean goes WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH, shouldn't you and him be like, like cats and dogs? And Meg retorts "why don't YOU care" and Dean bites down on the "I do". He's not gonna take that bait.

Even under duress, the most Meg would say about about why she cares is, "He's a good kisser."

He hasn't told anyone about Cas beating the shit out of him in the crypt. Anyway that wasn't really Cas. Right? In the heat of the moment he was so sure. He is still sure. Right?

It occurs to me that if Meg summons Cas on her own, which she would totally do, the scene might kind of parallel the 5x10 scene if she then traps him in holy fire to keep him from flying off again, which she totally would at least until she gets answers. Deja vu, except this time they kiss for real.

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Plz help I usually a gen girl, but what is canon doing w/deancas and my feelings about them. I just idk. THE PWOER OF LOVE AND WHATNOT GODDAMN IT SPN. Do either of them even admit its love of any kind? Friend love, family love, romantic love what ever. "I need you", "I won't hurt dean" (despite killing a thousand of them, I bet Cas cried and begged and sobbed more then the dean's did at first) I thought maybe Cas would admit to some kind of love for dean and dean hiding but now other way around?

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. When my friend and I discuss Dean and Cas, I feel like we often end our points with "AND NOT EVEN IN A SHIPPY WAY!!" 'cos like, either way you cut that custard, Dean and Cas have a lot of feelings. ABOUT EACH OTHER. Have done some epic shit INVOLVING EACH OTHER. So like, whether you ship it or not, that shit is CANON FOR TS ahaha i am kidding tumblr savior cannot actually save you from this WE ARE ALL DOOMED

I do think they love each other, but that it doesn't always culminate in loving acts HAHAHA UNDERSTATEMENT.GIF. I think they each come from a place where the way they've learned to love is really fucked up and puts so many things at risk including a) themselves and sometimes b) the world. I don't think they understand each other (understatement.gif ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE SKY), but it hasn't stopped them from, like, forging this relationship of... IDEK what to call it. I can see the romance in it, but mostly I see faith, challenge, loss, sacrifice, serendipity, miracles, and a bond that persists even through betrayal, departure, and the weight of their individual personal baggage. Dean and Cas are despite, not because.