#THAT HED GO A LITTLE NUTS

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*GRABS YOU* YOU REBLOGGING MY POST AND SHARING YOUR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS I LIKE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU *ugly cries*

*GRABS YOU BACK*

GRAUFHHH NO PROBLEM I GO INSANE WHEN I SEE GOOD ART

*breakdances*

[tiny-huts]

The fact that Artemis Entreri can show up in Wylls epilogue. I want Artemis and Wyll to kiss nasty with tongue

[krikidilly]

Still thinking about that Akaza deviating with Rengoku what if its still haunting me im not gonna let that be a one time doodle because I've got soo many ideas swirling in my brain.. just the idea of Akaza struggling with everything and following Rengoku like a shadow because there is something all too familiar gnawing at him that so desperately wants to embody what Rengoku does. A guilt so all encompassing it brings him to his knees at Rengokus feet. He is reduced to a groveling mess because this voice over his shoulder is lovingly whispering that he can be better and he can't understand why he wants to listen! And all the while Rengokus own heart is torn between inciting justice and sparing a bit of mercy to a situation thats so disgustingly fascinating that he can't look away..

[oukabarsburgblr]

Kicking my feet every time you post something,, between Sousuke and Daisuke who do you think would be more into dry humping?? It might just be me but I find it super hot,, plus the burn of overstim feels good idk

HAHAHAHAHA yeah ill answer ur question. But today i went to see a horror movie in theaters and booked one of those couple seat w my bfs LEMME TELL YALL I WAS IN HEAT

Theres sumth so intimate abt being close together in a dark place, but nah fiction stays in fiction i dont live that life so sousuke ure up

Id say Daisuke would not be into dry humping, hes raised a comfortable life so he doesnt like the feeling of his clothes tacky or wet so if he cums in his pants, he wouldnt like that, hed rather wait until u two are alone together to pull off ur clothes and shove his fingers up ur ass

SOUSUKE HOWEVER....that man is the epitome of raw human lust so hed accept whatever he gets, lets say you two (in a high school setting) during lunch hour and someone got a little heated so u both staggered into the janitors closet and sousuke wanted to eat ur ass then and there but time was running out so rubbing ur ass up against his crotch was the next best thing....

The friction against his bulge with the plump of ur bottom, ur trousers crinkling with how slow and desperate Sousukes thrusts are, u were bent over holding onto the shelves and his rough hands were on ur waist, dragging ur ass up and down his crotch, the heat pooled on ur contact and the pleasure from the fabric dragging against his privates and your stuttering moans was enough to make him cum.

You however, wasnt satisfied with just ur ass being humped, so u turned around, pulled him in for a kiss and shoved his hand down ur pants. His teeth crashed against yours and his prominent fangs brushed over your upper lip. His hand in your pants were fiercely jerking you off, pulling at ur cock and his other hand went to the backside of ur trousers to push a dry finger into ur asshole and thats when u finally busted a load.

The post-nut clarity passed quick and there was only the bitter taste of shame and guilt in your palate as u washed off sousukes hands who had tissues shoved in his boxers, the both of you struggled to clean up before the next class, your homeroom teacher yelling at both of you for being late.

Thats that. I might make a drabble abt this if requested. Daisuke deff wouldnt be into this, for foreplay maybe but to cum nahhh

Anyways im glad u asked this ngl, id love to answer more questions regarding this (albeit at a better time HAHA) ill answer the rest of the inboxes tonite too, see ya!

Oh and i love dry humping, the friction and pain really sets me off crazy and theres just sumth abt being humped in clothings, like dogs trying to have a go at it...(i hope someone request this so i can have a reason to write this w sousuke hehe)

[gamblersdoll]

How do you think Hakari would react to the reader having a pregnancy scare

I could imagine bro starting to picture a future with his baby and shit tbh 😭

tw: baby talk. choice of pregnancy.

if you were to miss your period by a couple days late, hed be a little chill about it, because irregular periods are common with women especially if youre stressed or have any other issues, (pcos, and i think endometriosis.)

but if you are a couple of weeks? oh yeah hes already buying whatever you want or need. he gets that we both are kinda young, so he understands your fear and hes trying his hardest to console you and ease your nerves.

if you choose to end the pregnancy, hes alright with it. there are many factors to consider and hes not going to let you pay for it. (firm believer that if he nuts in you and you both are trying to not get pregnant, he’s buying the morning after pill.) and he will take you to the nearest clinic and paying that five hundred dollars.

but if you decide to keep it? oh he is head over heels. he got a bad bitch pregnant and he gets to marry her too. (he was planning this.) and hes trying to decide the baby’s gender only weeks early. if its a girl, he’s going to be so delicate and teach her the game, and he no doubt knows shes going to have a head of hair. if its a boy? head of hair and teach him the game and how to be a man but break generational curses.

so essentially youre correct, at least my hakari would.

[transingsomeformers]

something thats been eating at my mind to write/draw but if my boy hotrod/rodimus guest appeared in rescue bots this is whats been swimming around in my brain a while rambles down below

he wouldnt be like the main main focus hed be a guest star ofc

a new bot shows up on the island in vehicle form at first, but thats not really subtle cause hes a racecar and everybody is like "whats a racecar doing by this lake?" one that nobody super recognizes at first glance except fr salvage and blurr.

and blurr starts getting ecstatic when the bot transforms and its hot rod! (studio applause) and while blurr is going a lil nuts with excitement salvage fills them in that hes an old racer from velocitron and blurr is all like

"dude, hes not just 'an old racer' hes one of the greatest racers velocitron has ever seen!!!" and he starts infodumping abt him and in the back of his mind heatwave is like "greaaat another bot who doesnt think before he acts we gotta deal with" so they all go and approach him to find out what hes doing there

and blurr is really excited cause he thinks hot rod is so freaking cool and they can race and he can show hot rod his moves but hes not there on any kind of autobot business or even for racing much to everyones surprise.

hes only there to go fishing.

hes on vacation and been really excited for his fishing trip that hes been planning especially on a bot friendly island and by god hes looking to catch himself a real prize to brag about to the boys back home.

chief burns perks up at this, and its about time for the burn's annual fishing trip so they kinda end up combining the two trips. hot rods down for any good spots, and the others (mainly heatwave) wanna keep an eye on him

so the next day they all get ready and they go on the burn's trip first and are out to sea.

Salvage wants to try out something hes been working on around their spot and he stays on shore

Blurr is disappointed that hotrod isnt there to race but hes not passing up an opportunity to hang out with hot rod so he offers to go out with them on the water even tho he couldnt care less about fish. and maybe he can talk him into a small match later. Salvage kinda warns him not to get his hopes up, and that maybe he should take time to talk about other things with him. (blurr kind of blows him off tho which ruuuuuude!!! be nice!!!)

They get out on the water and everyone else is rlly casual and hit it off with hotrod p well. the burns family exchange stories with him, he talks about the states hes visited with some friends of his on earth. and ofc the conversation circles back around to the different fish hes caught chase questions if he has the proper liscenses for that. to which hotrod pulls up copies of some fr the different states he been in (all of them have the last name witwicky on them ;) ) all in all everyone is having a good time

everyone but blurr. he was hoping that maybe he could get some tips on racing, or anything to do with racing at all while theyre out there but hot rod's just really passionate about this trout he caught out in oregon and its driving him nuts. he ends up moping about it and just goes back to shore with blades cause he forgot his little hat and its just not the same without it.

They get back to the shore and salvage asks how its going and blades is like "Oh its great! turns out he speaks a bit of pirate too!" and stuff and blurr is sarchastically like "yeah its greaaaat" and they both kinda give him a look.

salvage is like "i take it hes not quite what you thought hed be like huh" and blurr is just "HE ONLY CARES ABOUT FISH. im never gonna be friends with him at this rate, hotrod is nothing like i thought he would be. im just gonna go back to hq"

and blades nd salvage just kind of look at each other and blades blades laughs a lil bit and blurrs a little peeved hes laughing but then they all get to talking a bit cause this reminds blades of when he was first getting to know bumblebee after their first meeting and he tells blurr a bit about it cause it was a bit awkward fr a while

blades had some ideas fr how exactly it was gonna be with bee and bee while he was enjoying hanging out just kinda asked him

"Do you want to be friends with me, or just the idea of me?"

and it made him stop and reevaluate things a little. ultimatley fr the better cause that kinda helped blades to take bee off the pedestal he had him on and just start really connecting with him just as he was.

and blades asks blurr if he was actually looking to be friends with hotrod or just the idea of how theyd be in his head and blurr kinda sits on that fr a bit without really saying anything

and salvage talks abt the time he and blurr first met a long lonnnng time ago and that the first impressions they had of each other weren't the best admittently and that salvage thought he really didnt have much in common with blurr but one day after they got to talking and racing came up in the convo and salvage saw a lot of the passion he had about it and it reminded him about a lot of his own passion for creating/inventing, he tells him that maybe you just need to give it some time and ask him about his other interests as well. really engage with him on it.

blades finally remembers he was there to grab his hat so he does and hes about to head back to the boat and blurrs like "wait, let me come back with you" and he gives it another chance

and it ends up working out. he asks him some more about his previous travels and they all start fishing again and the competitiveness rlly comes out in hotrod cause hes determined to catch the most and the biggest fish out of everyone on the trip now and blurrs trying to beat him and shenannigeans and hijinks ensue but they end up really connecting after that.

soon they get back to shore and everyone goes back to hq and theyre having fun and chatting late into the night hot rod decides he wants to take a quick ride around the island and he gets the ok and he asks blurr if he wants to join him!!!

blurrs really excited cause this is what he orignally wanted and was waiting for...but...

he turns him down, theyre hanging out again tommorrow anyway gotta make sure hes ready and all that and htos rods like "cant argue with that see ya tommorrow" and heads out

blurr goes down to where salvage is and just kinda watches as hes working on his projects and blurrs like "so uh... that thing you were workin on today... I didnt get the chance to see it in action..." and salvage glances over at him fr a second and then he smiles and they get to really chatting and talking abt it

and the first moral of this story is don't put people on a pedestal, take time to get to know them for who they are

but the second and most important moral is that there should be rodimus fishing memes

thats all i got rn

and reading this back this feels more like a bad my little pony plotline but yknow what that is ok.

friendship IS magic and the fish ARE biting

[spidermanifested]

Greed or Bido for the give me character thing so you can ramble for 3 hours straight grins

okay well i uave to do both of them now. you understand this.

GREED

how i feel about this character:

he is the perfect man. i want to lick him. no further comment

all the people i ship romantically with this character:

BIDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know this. bido is such important representation as the first ever Fridged-For-A-Guys-Character-Development Barely-On-Screen Love Interest to be a middle aged bald man. every day i lose my marbles about how im cursed to carry this torch all by myself. four foot something homeless guy says fuck it ill do anything to save this person magnitudes stronger than myself, after ive already lost everything we built together. ill follow him into hell for the faintest chance of saving him. because hes my friend. and then he dies in his arms. abd a flashback of him looking lovingly into his eyes is the last straw to make greed accept friendship into his life again. royai WHO

i went into greed/scar in my scar post so im not typing all that out again but its also so good. extremely potent character development to be had. somebody validate me here im right

my goofy one is greed/madame christmas "married for tax benefits and also every couple years they meet up and have crazy sex" style. only a little bit because i thought about greed getting to say i fucked your mom shitlips to roy mustang.

is there ajybody else. im thinking. Uhhhhh. honestly i dont think so dvdggxf im too committed to the ones ive got and i have to put all my energy into those because NOBODY ELSE IS DOING IT!!! whole fma fandom spinning a roulette wheel to find a new random man they think is hot to ship him with every so often. when they could instead be sipping from my font of boundless wisdom.

my non-romantic otp for this character

the devils nest gang will never die. in our hearts and souls. also i need him and mei to be friends IMMEDIATELY

i DO appreciate the friendship between him and ling, but im not as nuts about it as a lot of people (i say with fondness). they can do bros attacks it is true. but they also knew each other less than a year, and sometimes it feels like people tend to. overstate i guess? the impact of ling and ed vs the whole, One Hundred Years Of Living In Human Society thing. i promise a couple of 15 year olds did not give him all that character development okay he was already basically there he just got set back a LOT because of the-- see now youve really got me rambling for 3 straight hours this wasnt even what the question was about

my unpopular opinion about this character:

wow i could have literally just waited one question to say all that. now i have to find a new one

uhhh "hes openly 200 years old and solidly established as an adult man from his very first appearance and the fact that his soul later gets a timeshare in a 15 year olds body does not change that fact and its alarming to stick your fingers in your ears and pretend that it does". is that unpopular. bbecause sometimes im so scared it is

one thing i wish had happened with this character

@catenation

okay now BIDO

how i feel about this character

would that i could simply transmit my feelings through a less uncertain interface than words. words alone cannot do them justice. look at my blog i guess

all the people i ship romantically with this character

greed and scar ive gone into already so now we can get into the even nicher stuff. Awesome

not quite romantic but i tjink he and ulchi had a fwb thing going on. bidos into hunks with sharp teeth we already know this

hmm i think theres a lot of guys in the series hed be INTO/would be into him to some degree or another, but i dont know if itd be romantic per se? like. theres only so romantic you can get with barry the chopper even if it would be really funny. "please please please let me chop up your tail it looks so juicy. itll grow back anyway right. ive never asked before"

also for catenation i thought itd be really funny to make him and greed and yoki into an extremely lopsided love triangle, where yoki develops a weird crush on bido which manifests in very odd ways that bido cant make heads or tails of and doesnt really care to because he doesnt like him at all. does that count.

i also have. a handful of crossover ships, which grew out of roleplays with friends. bidos boytoy and boytoy-adjacent collection includes

psycho mantis from your playstation

the bad guy in the harley quinn movie but not that version of him

KING MORGOTT, LAST OF ALL KINGS

and yes. they do smoke weed.

my non-romantic otp for this character

once again the devils nest gang at large has me in a vice. i care about greed and bidos friendship as well as the romantic aspect but the fact that bido doesnt really interact with any of the gang aside from greed SUCKS and i wish we could have seen some of that

however we do at least get a flashback of bido Standing Next to blondie and one of the bouncers. which in true "desperate enjoyer of a very minor character" fashion ive extrapolated into him having been good friends with that bouncer, because from what little pagetime he gets he seems levelheaded enough to win bidos trust. at a baseline i think bido would be wary around most humans and especially just after escaping, so knowing one reliably-decent human would have probably helped a lot with readjusting to the outside. & then i think out of the chimeras he was probably on the best terms with martel and ulchi, both from Reptile Solidarity and those two being more outgoing and upbeat than average

i ALSO WISH he got to meet mei because i think theyre really similar in a lot of ways. he would relate very heavily to being small and disregarded and saddled with the responsibility of helping so many people survive by whatever means necessary. they also both love yelling indignantly at rude people which is awesome. i think theyd yell at each other like that Once and then shake hands out of respect

my unpopular opinion about this character

all my opinions about him are unpopular babey Nobody is tjinking about him as much as me!!! he is important and memorable for one. and he is so brave and he loves his friends so much. he deserves as much focus as the rest of the gang if not more. he is the gayest fma character. and his face is HANDSOME he looks like an awesome muppet and if you cant handle that then get your ass off sesame street........

one thing i wish had happened with this character:

the chaptwr after greed gets introduced should have been just 43 solid pages of bido and greed making out rapturously, with the rest of the gang doing various tasks in the background. for flavor

[absentmoon]

oh my god OK. i think he's really really good at getting kids' attention:) he knows how to use his strong presence to give big speeches, ofc, but with kids he uses it to play up the "dramatic king" role to get them to laugh & pay attention and such. i think he's actually really crazy good at playing pretend with kids bc hes So do dramatic and literally everyone would go nuts over THE KING being there.!!!!??!!?!!

i also think.cries a little. hed umm. He'd be really good at story time. he does the voices and everything and he answers any questions even silly ones and hes as ive mentioned SOO DRAMATIC. if hes reading a more lowkey story to wind them down hes also able to speak very soothingly:) GHRK. i think hed read from storybooks mostly but isn't adverse to telling funny or kid-friendly dramatic personal anecdotes. Odozeir is well known among certain kindergartens.

on that note of being more soothing hes also good with quiet kids...!!!! if there's anyone whos shy but wants to participate in wgatever theyre doing he's really good at getting them out of their shell and encouraging them and making sure they don't feel left out:) if theres any kids who Want to be quiet and such he'll also make sure they have what they need..! if they need space he'll understand that but also if they just don't want to participate in the more roudy playing with the king hes sure to set aside time to do something just for them. Ok now imagine gibby quietly coloring with a group of kids. Do you understand. They give him pictures that hes very careful with and puts them around his personal quarters:) there are some pictures on his fridge. he treasures literally all of them AND i think he also likes to make the kids little drawings in return.

overall hes like a big hit wherever he goes LOL. i think he visits schools often! hes very intent on making sure everythings running smoothly and won't hesitate to take matters into his own hands — whether that be through extra funding or something else — if not. i kind of cant stand him he's really great and really caring with children i. ghrghh

[gettinshiggywithit]

izukuisbaby asked:

HELLO JAYA my dabi phase is back and I had this idea, I couldn't think of anyone else to write 4 dabi, I know u will characterize him perfectly🥰

SO what would it be like to be in a relationship with dabi/dabi having a crush on you as bakugo's twin sister. i was thinking that maybe it would take place during the summer camp arc where Dabi protects you and tells the others not to hurt you

!Dabi x Bakugou’s Sister!Reader!

HI FLORAA

OMG IM SO HONOURED YOU CHOSE ME TO EXECUTE UR IDEA

okie just gonna say a few stuff

Im gonna go with it being an established relationship because I honestly dont think he’d jeopardise a mission over a crush,and one that most probably wouldnt reciprocate his feelings either.like i can see him probably having a crush but even thats a bit meh but an established relationship sounds more plausible because then he’s protecting someone who actually means something to him and who actually does love him.hed actually have something to lose if they got injured.but with a crush? He doesn’t really have anything much to lose so I doubt he’d pull anything especially something this risky.(cos like they were trying to kidnap bakugou right?so i doubt his SISTER wouldnt take kindly to the man trying to kidnap her bro

<•>Secondly i dont really think hed outright tell the others not to harm her.i think their relationship would most probably be a secret.for her because well BAKUGOU and for him because well THE LEAGUE.i think he’d know shigaraki would try to use her and it could definitely end in het getting injured or worse,dead. So hed be berry lowkey about it.

OKIE ON TO THE ACTUAL HC!

Scenario:- you bump into your boyfriend in a less than ideal situation

I HOPE I DID UR IDEA JUSTICE FLORAAA PLS LEAVE ME ALLLL UR THOUGHTS IN THE COMMENTSSS IF YOU DONT MINDD ILY AND IF U EVER WANT ANY MORE DABI CONTENT HMUU!!

Pairing:- Dabi x Bakugou’s Sister!Reader

Having just set the forest reserve ablaze he looks back in the direction of the camp,wondering if you’re okay or if you’d gotten caught up in a fight

He knows you can handle urself

I mean ur y/n bakugou after all

But he’s still a little worried

The moment you see he blue on the horizon you know

He’s here and a part of you is excited but the other part is scared is he gonna be okay??

Eventually when you izuku shoji and shoto come crashing down on mr compress(God Bless his lil back) your eyes meet jusz for a second and you both visibly deflate a little

But then you realised where you were and who you were with

You stiffned your expression and acted as if you dispised him and his colleagues

Both of you knew your relationship was risky as fuck and you knew when and how to act in certain situations

This was one of those situations

You knew they needed bakugou and you knew not to be worried

Your brother was the toughest nut to crack in any situation

You knew there was no way he’d join the league

But Goddamit did you hate when you had to “fight” dabi

When the fighting began twice and you danced a dangerous tango both missing the other by only an inch or centimeter

Not that twice was doin it on purpose

You were just that good😎

But the one time he almost got you,a blast of hot blue flames separated you

Dabi disguised his attempt to defend you as a misdirected shot at shoto

And so it went on

And when the league left with bakugou you both gave eachother a silent goodbye

If bakugou did join the league,its honestly be beneficial to you.maybe hed approve and accept your relationship ?

But if not then nothing changed anyway😔

You’d still be together and it’d still be a secret 🤫

please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the mha characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but this story? mine.

feedback,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!

Tagging:- @izueli @izukuisbaby

[ap0stle]

honestly if 12yo me could see me now he would go nuts. hed probably be surprised i went with a single labret instead of snakebites but the rest??? little guy would be over the moon. ESPECIALLY IF I CAN GET THIS DONE. HE WOULD SHIT HIS PANTS.

and im seeing black veil brides next month at sonic temple which he would absolutely be insane about. i dont even rly like them much anymore but for him??? anything

[arvensimp]

Not a request but its abt the last post!!!!

If i could add to that I'd probably say that a great way to flirt with Arven in this situation would be

"Big buddy, what's your weight class"

"Oh uh [insert Arven Kilos], why'd you ask?"

"Watch me" [hip thrusts exactly that for a whole session cause its glutes day]

Idk he deserves to think about being manhandled. Holding him is like a couple of grapes. He just stands there daydreaming when hes spotting the reader cause he knows he can be carried like a sack of potatoes at any instant. And then since his love language is gift giving (cooking, having a tangeable and tactile friendship) hed go NUTS if you asked him to help you bulk up. For a lot of people bulking requires so much nutrients so he'd absolutely love it if the reader got a strong tummy. It means he's feeding an absolute unit. A warrior with a core that can flip tires and carry fallen trees. It would make the nickname little buddy so ironic but so hilarious, like naming a bear cupcake

YOU.

You get it.

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[nicegaai]

ahhhghgh im so nuts for my own au i have a collection of post-canon oneshots for the universe all planned out,. why do i keep writing these !!! i forget ab them until they resurface from my big misc thr document. i dont know what im gonna do w them like am i gonna ever publish these in any form... i dont knowww!!! but i love daydreaming them up

my favie-est that im confident will never be worked into the main storyline and therefore i have no guilt ab spoilers: emil expresses he wishes there was more romance in their relationship bcz he hasnt really experienced a proper romance, and sigurd decides to take him out on a Really Nice Date Night. emil doesnt catch on immediately bc its ooc of his brother obvi, and acts like a brat about the restaurant choice (hed rather go out for greasy fries or sm and this secrecy ab the location is suspicious, hes like ur fucking with me i dont trust like that) until sig calls emil his date to the waiter and that CHANGES EVERYTHINGGG >///<!!!!!!!! and then they go see a movie all romantic like, make out in the theater a little bit, and go back to their shared apartment. and they open the door yknow arms around each other and building up to Something and mathias in the other room is like YOOOO AHAHHA HEYYY GUYS.. my moms here!!!!!! come say hi!!!!! and theyre like. ah. shifting into platonic mode. hiiiiiiiiii we went to see umm a cool action movie with explosions in it. as brothers. and then emil is like Well i need to go do homework . nice to see you auntie love you well buye. bye now. goodnight. and sigu holds back on following him upstairs until auntie is gone bc he is responsible. and their walls are thin :[ and because she brought home cooked food which is really good

this oneshot probably doesnt end in sex because i think its funny as it is, but thats as far as i wrote so idk it could still end in an E rating. im just obsessed w making these two date while kind of acting like brothers. its about the. the dynamic................

i think about these three in their shared apartment an unspecified time in the future, and sufin living nearby and engaged with a dog and a backyard., SOOO much. and everything is ok between them. thats all i want. my vision .......... (the original vision was the five of them in a house together but ber in my brain decided to propose to timo and do their own thing and i love that for them)

my other favorite one is The One Where emil does a DNA test as a (college) class project and unearths some tea. that one is 3 dense pages of dialogue and is in bad shape bc i kept changing details lol

ughhhh. itll be nice when i get the story written. i need to go insane ab it again. i need to hammer out the next chapter in one sitting on 3 cups of coffee

[sucrows]

Kinda tipsy had a very long day saw the blowjob post and i think youre right and kanata is the type to prefer giving up control. Im also nuts: i can imagine him lying, sitting there, lazily carding his fingers through your hair or holding your hand, which i think hed enjoy during sex in general, but theres something about holding your hand while you blow him that makes it feel extra affectionate. He hums, his breath hitches, he whispers words of praise etc... im not sure if you did a tierlist on this but i also think hed defo return the favor by giving you very generous (and also a little slow) head in return

slow and steady is basically Kanata's go-to when it comes to sex. Foreplay, oral, makeouts, anything, he just wants to take his time and enjoy the ride.

[thingsdontgetbetter]

part 4/4

which i think brings me to kind of a really mental tangent that i dont think im gonna make a lot of sense on, but i didnt want to sound completely insane in the note im leaving for the apartment people, but am gonna leave here in case this isnt the case for whomevber, but we all know theres like just no way any of this is real right? i dont truly feel like im the ONLY one here or anything, but i have a pretty good feeling here isnt real. i dont have every piece remembering conversations i have with the demons i see when im hallucinating at night, but i know i can remember them telling me this is not real, and i was supposed to have ended this reality a long time ago, and i can remember being SUPER little like >2 having some kind of idea of it not being my first go around at this, i can remember my mom changing my diaper and i have a weird sense of remembering being in the womb too, before i had the idea of words and their meanings, and i remember having the idea that i was truly rotten to the core evil. i remember being 3 in the car to my mamaws having this self dialogue of how i was evil and my plans for growing up, before i had a fucked up childhood of different kinds of trauma and the use of different hard drugs. which also gonna cap this off, maybe i was truly shaped but my childhood traumas and the use of different hard drugs as a child. like you never fucking know. more than i wonder if those things made me this weird kind of person, i wonder if those didnt happen, would i still be trans? would i still be a fucking fruit if my parents didnt get divorced, even? if i was yelled at less? one of the biggest reasons, even if i didnt think my dad was a conservative transphobe, of me not outing myself to him in being trans, is because im afraid if he knew that, hed think it to be part of a mental illness, like some kind of silence of the lambs shit. idk maybe my parents had old family guy on when they conceived me and i have stewie ingrained into my very being or something. i oughta be institutionalized. i probably shouldve considered that option before i went and bought a gun earlier today. can i also just say that when iw as there it did not take 10 minutes to get a gun? and they also had a fucking flamethrower? shit is fucking nuts.

[rodent-king-buunii]

Since Serial Experiments Lain is a short series + im watchin it w/friends ill do a run through of the episodes cause i have thoughts on nothin.. Thats it.

TW: death, suicide, drug use, murder

Episodes 1-4 GO!!

Episode 1:

「i-- don't want to exist in a place like this」//fuckin jumps//

Girl same

Damn Lain is sick of this world + all in it but.. Damn her classmate ust fuckin died, was told this information + couldnt care less honestly. Like she didnt understand, not that she didnt care.

NOW THE MOM COULDNT GIVE 2 SHITS LESS OF A FUCK ABOUT THIS DEAD GIRL SENDIN EMAILS TO HER KIDS-- FUCK

I love Lains bear wear :> the hat then the onesie, girl look comfy af

Her vision blurring + fading the way it does makes me think shes just fuckin blind…

Bitch clipped out of the shot, no fade, full clipped out of shot-- love that

Episode 2: [V/empty episode…]

Dude ate a fuckin bug + can now see the matrix wtf?

Lain has a child-like thought process about her.. Like shes not all there? I don't know if shes stunted or maybe just… i don't know?

「EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED」

I see dead people --Lain probably

FOR A SECOND I THOUGHT THE MOM WAS CHEATING-- it was only the dad

Damn lain is so robotic..

O SHIT JUILIE DOWN

Dude is fuckin spazzin about the wire n a g*n…

+ he shot his own throat…

Episode 3:

The dialogue in this show is.. Kinda bad

Girl is trippin over here…

Shes slippin

People are all on this “The Wire” thing + trying to get her to join

He say he don't know but the dad know somethin…

This black car has these red lasers that keep following her

She goes back to the club where this guy killed 2 people then himself + some guy recognized her “youre pulling that school girl look”

What's happenin..?

The kids recongnized her + the boy tried to call at her… he said hed seen her on The Wire but her personalities were like night and day…?

This mom couldnt give 2 shits less about anythin happenin but the sister cares..

Lains acting mad weird in this episode

Episode 4:

The parents know somethin + arent sayin anythin to anyone wtf…

Dude.. hes goin through horror movie levels of fuckery.. End him already

Was the little girl not a little girl?!

I like that Lain has friends now, by accident

She seems more human but like if a computer was a human not a.i but somethin like that

Sick everyone is just fuckin nuts

A guy is bein tormented by a game + tryin not to get killed by a floating little girl.. Will he make it? HE DO! The ghost girl whatever the fuck does not-- SHE WAS AN ACTUAL CHILD O FUCK

All the guys Lain talks to sound fuckin drunk… or like cartoon stoners.. Shaggy + Jude types

The dad is fuckin.. Let her join her cult in peace man >:/[/j]

Why wont Lain come here?

These 2 fuckin disco headed ass men in black mfers aare annoyin our girl

SHE FUCKIN W SHIT W HER MIND

TF?!

Death Count

7[?]

Overall thoughts so far… this is some Perfect Blue type shit.. You don't know what's real vs what's fake.. I like it, its slower than Perfect Blue but its a series + involves more people..

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JGHFSRBI NO CAUSE im just thinking of how i would get when im around him and my (apparently) hyperactive ass would be unbearable like we'd just be going about our way to hunt lulu and hed be like "oh wow look thats a tiger iris" and id be like ohhh thats so pretty wow look at it omg how do you even know all those names thats so cool where did you learn what all these plants are called? theres soo many and you know like allofem youre amazing i cant even remember peoples names lol but im good at remembering looks tho im visual i guess OHH OH OH DID YOU KNOW THERES LIKE A FLOWER SOME TYPE OF MAGNOLIA THAT LOOKS LIKE A LIL GUY WITH HIS DICK OUT ("wh-") its SOOO funny i saw it in a book in the countesses library i was doing a break from research and i just looked around at her books and the one with all the plants was soooo pretty with the drawings and everything described n written out so nicely man i gotta find it and show you when we get back its got colours n everything so cool and i obviously dont remember the names but i definitely remember the dick guy because omg wait lemme draw it for you hold on ("you dont have t-") AW nuts im never gonna find my pen in this bag ugh ok wait ill show you with magic ("pleasedont") they were like a bunch of the uh the flower bits growing off the one stalk branch thing of it and the petals were like purple-white and they looked like little tiny fairy dudes with cute lil hats and their wangs swangin gidthfxgkb isnt that so amazing like nature just does all those things for its own benefit and it figures out the best shape it can grow into is this one and then a stupid monkeybrain human comes over and sees a shape and goes lmao yo dick out ("stop saying that") and like its always in the warm places too all the cool fun weird things with the million colours and weird shapes and different variations of one species always live somewhere hot what do they got going on there OMG DO YOU THINK theres like a bunch of different subtypes of the magnolia and they have different sized shlongs (ok that would make him laugh. like a strong nose exhale at least cmon) ohhhh my god that would be the best it sucks that i hate when its hot cause i could go somewhere to find the cool animals to look at and like look for the wiener flower to see if its actually real or if that book is fucking with me but i hate being hot sooo much like ughh i cant GET any more naked man cmon what do i gotta do take my skin off amirite jeez. anyway AY MORGA wheres your stupid son how much longer are we gonna be walking im tireddd when do i get to slice his fucking head off

cut to morga who for half of that monologue has been looking at me like

wondering if this is really worth it or if she could just chuck a spear between my eyes and be done with it. Murm is in the back hyperventilating

well NOW i wanna replay muriels route so i can spiral and get bummed out that he totally wouldnt like me irl at all and this got me thinking. who would he actually like irl. cause i mean he can think he cant like Anyone and nobody would like Him at first but like. in a battle royale of thousands of us thirsty bitches vs one muriel who would he actually consider putting a ring on. what type person would it take. i dont want to spur any competition and death threating here as its been known to happen among fandom peeps but what a fascinating meta notion ive just uncovered. for myself at least. dating sims are fun i love giving imaginary persons agency this can be applied to any of them

not sure about the logistics tho since it would probably need to be post-route, a little therapized him for it to even be considered doable cause pre-route him would jump off a bridge if he saw that many people wanting to talk to him