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*transforms you into a little kitten*
ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVR DREAMD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i am so happy someone is actually writing for wind breaker on this app 🥹.
ME TEW!! tbh ive been dying to read fics of the boys but i literally found only two on this app 😭 but honestly wind breaker still has a relatively small fandom so it's kinda understandable 😞 i do hope the anime gets recognition though bc 🤞🤞🤞 i need everyone to know about my bf kaji ren 😝
#jk i have like 29339 bfs tbere but also two gfs (kotoha and tsubaki)#thoygh im acuslly not sure if ren's even gonna be introduced bc judging from the oprning we're only gping to get to the shishitoren arc??#idk but im holfing on to the hope tgat ren is gonna be introduced 🤞🤞 trust#thank you for the ask anon !#🌷. asks
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For all the trials of our times...
At least we no longer live in a world where we have to marry Mr Collins to survive and not be a burden
#charlotte lucas#mrs lucas#mr collins#pride and prejudice#jane austen#austen#austen thoughts#modern world#rosings park#what excellent boiled potatoes#like thank god we dont have to sit across the table from that and nod while we holf back homicidal rage just to keep ourselves from starving#tom hollander#david bamber#bbc#bbc austen#lizzie bennet#the bennets#the lucases#thank goodness we're alive today#you don't actually want to live in the past y'all
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Here are the images from the 2023 Sun and Moon Reveal-versary/Birthday magma collab!
A big thank you to all those that joined (and those that came to visit or expressed interest), so many amazing artists popped in to add to the collab in celebration of Sun and Moon's second year!
Here's the list of all the artists that participated:
@aquacomet - @thatmooncake - @flinxypie - @bigmoodquotes - @psychedelic-eel - @blueberry-mufffinz - @nexerist - @everlastingorbit - @skill-issued-cookie - @rynekins - @axel-otl - @chknbzkt - @severallizards - @pasteldragonstuff - @arsonag - @ninjagraceee - @miasmaclockworks - @synthrobeat - @sukis-artchive - @meat-holf - @asmallgoose - @hanshi - @smogbody - @evening-art - @asriel20asi - @peanut-007 - @/Alf (No tumblr) - @/Panda (No tumblr?)
(I took care to note down everyone who participated, but if I missed someone let me know what you made and I'll add you to the list!)
#events#dca reveal-versary magma collab#reveal-versary#fnaf#fnaf au#daycare attendant#aqua events#apologies with the delay - had to tackle an issue with one of the images and it took a moment to decide how to approach it#though more experience for the next possible one!#maybe we could do this again next year?#2024 Edit - Tumblr changed the way how tagging works and it broke the tags#The broken tags have now been changed to link to people's pages to avoid a possible second ping!
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The Star Bench Magma has finally concluded. So much amazing art!
@bucketfulofbabs @cozy-and-slightly-lethargic @lymphnoodle-deactivated20231008 @everlastingorbit @bigmoodquotes @lec743 @ren-054 @meat-holf @aquacomet
Thank you so much to everyone who joined
See you next time superstars ✨
(If your name isn't here let me know and I'll add it!)
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IDK WHICH POST YOU TALKING ABOUT BUT I HAVE THIS
THANK YOU HOLF BELOVED !!! I'M BECOMING UNSTOPPABLE !!!!
vu also linked this one so I think im gonna print it out and put it at my desk
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The Prince at sea
Pairing: Akagami no Shanks x Nefertari!Buggy
Summary: Buggy, is Vivi's brother, snd is going to be the next King of Alabastra. But he knows he was not meant to rule a kingdom but to seak adventures at sea
Shanks lived a life filled with adventures and stories to tell but he feels like something is missing
A/N: a friend of mine asked me to write a ff about Shanks and Buggy and remembering I saw a picture where Buggy and Vivi were related i decided to use that idea and write this. Everything is the but: Shanks and Buggy being younger than from the original story; Roger is still alive hence the crew is still there.
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It was in moments like those that Buggy thanked his younger self for his curiosity.
Back in the days, when he was still an innocent and naïve boy, he regretted having eaten that devil fruit but now? Now he was excited to use his powers and escape the castle.
The best part of it was being able to deceive Pell, Buggy never thought that being able to tear his body parts into pieces was the best way to escape Pell’s hawk vision, but here he was.
Dressed in all black Buggy scattered his body parts in different directions and once he was safe from preying eyes he walked down to the city.
Even thought the time was late in the night, the prince noticed a few people still out, playing some music while other danced or simply kept conversing. He likes this atmosphere and wished, in different occasions, to be part of that world and not the one he was born into.
Buggy knew it wasn’t his fault, nor was his family’s. Is not like they chose for him to be born in royal family, nor that his spirit was tied to the sea. It happened and that’s all.
Buggy wouldn’t have noticed the time he arrived in front of the tavern if the man behind him didn’t push to get in himself. The prince was only able to see he was wearing a straw hat and the color of his hair: red. Buggy thought of fire burning with brutal force you are drowned into it. That red was so…
-Are you coming inside?-the owner of the straw hat spoke getting his attention. Buggy noticed the guy was holfing the door open for him.
-uhm…yeah.- the prince answered covering at his best the hood of the cape to hide his face. He didn’t recognize the man but that didn’t mean he didn’t recognize the prince. -thanks.- he added entering.
What he found inside was nothing knew but having a first hand experience was a totally different thing.
The music was a mix of what he grew up with and something new, more chaotic. Yeah, chaotic would be the way to describe it for Buggy. It was very chaotic but in a nice way, his ears were not affected by it. In all honesty he liked how the different melody were somehow complementary to each other.
Once again someone pushed him, and once again the prince saw the red hair half hidden by the straw hat. He was intrigued by the guy, who was he? Where is he from? Why is he in Alurna? How long would he stay? Would he be an ally or a foe? Millions of other questions filled Buggy’s head but he didn’t have time to ask all of them. He had to get a room and some supplies for the journey ahead.
-…thank you very much. At the back tor the camel right?- he heard and looking at the waitress behind the counter he saw her nodding with a blush on her face. Was the man that attractive to blush?
-great. My friend here will pay for both.- it took him a second to realize what was happening.
-WHAT?- he turned to face the young woman. -no, we are not friends. I don’t even know the guy. Don’t listen to him.- when he turned to ask the man to apologize for the inconvenient he was already gone. -I guess I have to pay for the both of us.- he scoffed but he knew the waitress wasn’t going to let him go until getting her payment.
Buggy walked upstairs defeated with less than half the money he left with. Yes, he was the prince, and yes he was able to pay for someone else but if asked he didn’t know how to explain that much amount of money.
-…so how much do I own you?-the red hair with the straw hat surprised him.
-let’s see, a room is 6.000 berries for night. Each meal is around 500 berries and 1.500 if take out. So, saying you stay one night, having one service for dinner and breakfast, counting in three take out meals for at least, let say… three days? Yes three days makes nine take out meals your total would be…- before Buggy could come to the total the guy owned him, he reminded the undercover prince for the price of the alcohol and a camel.
-right.- he answered with a roll of his eyes. He didn’t stand the man a single bit, how can women blush at his single words? That was a mystery for later, or never. Buggy didn’t care.
Thinking about the additional fees he decided to overcharge whoever decided to play with him.
-the total would be 280.000 berries.- he smirked. He knew he didn’t have that much money, and he didn’t care as much as he was supposed to. He wanted to play with the red haired man too.
The foreigner checked his pockets and the money sachet and concluded he, indeed, didn’t have the money to pay him back.
-I have 150 berries, is okay?-
-you know what, is okay, keep the money. Good night sir. I might see you for breakfast.- he said and locked himself in the room.
The morning came too early but Buggy couldn’t wait to get to the beach. It had been too long since he went there the last time and it wasn’t to have fun or dreaming about new adventures and islands, it was to welcome to Alabasta a ruler of some kingdom he forgot the name.
-Good morning.- the prince was able to avoid slapping him on the face as an instinct. -so I had all night to think of a way to pay you back.-
Please don’t say in nature. Please don’t say in nature he thought. He had heard some of the women, and men, using it as a way to pay their debts or to get a simple ampoule of spice.
-you see, the universe provided me…-
-STOP IT HERE I DONT WANNA HEAR IT- the prince covered his ears but even like this he could hear the man next to him laughing. He uncovered them slowly, painfully slowly, and looked at the red haired man confused. What was that funny to laugh?
-Oh lord, you should have seen your face. Don’t worry, I was kidding.- he said sanding a wink at Buggy. -on a more serious note. I want to pay you back and I might have found a way since as of now I am out of money.-
-well you still have 150 berries.- looking at the expression he made the prince understood that was a lie. -what is your idea.-
-since is pretty clear to me you can’t defend yourself I will accompany you wherever you are going.-
-is not a long journey and the desert bandits don’t attack in daylight.- he really didn’t want to stay in his company. What if the stranger was to find out his true identity and kidnaps him? He wanted to leave the castle, yes, but not like this.
-Oh come on, I am plenty funny. You could use a laugh every now and then.-
-I said no- he simply replied.
-okay okay, you don’t like a commedian. I know a lot of stories.- he tried but Buggy didn’t care. -I have set sail a lot. I really have stories to tell.-
Now this was something he was interested in. The red haired guy took his silence as a good sign.
-okay, but I have one condition. We don’t ask for names.- that was the only thing that mattered. Not exposing his true identity.
-Can I at least ask to see your face?- silence again.
-Not here.-
Two hours in the desert were starting to take a tool, not on Buggy that for sure. He was used to the heat, it wasn’t anything new.
-You want to stop a little bit?-
-if we do, we become easy targets for the bandits.- the prince thought that was a good idea to teas his new companion.
-Oh my bad, I guess I overestimated you.- that touched an open nerve. The red haired scoffed. Buggy was in wait for an answer, anything, something in him was craving to hear his voice. The man just licked his lower lip for a brief second, which wasn’t unnoticed by the other one. -okay then. But you know I don’t understand why you proposed to protect me if you can’t take a few bandits.- he hoped to get a reaction but once again he failed. No answer, just a click of the tongue.
His mind starter to travel, going places it never went before. Now he understood why women blushed in his presence, he did because it had the same effect on him.
-Okay maybe two minutes. There.- the man pointed at a rock where they could take shelter for a couple of minutes, as promised. The red haired took place in the shadow the rocks casted and took off the cape, using its fabric to create a little of wind. Buggy on the other hand didn’t dismount from his camel. He was fine there. -if you don’t want to draw attention get off that damn animal and come here.- never in his life a commoner, a town folk told him what to do and he did but with him… Buggy felt different, his guts were telling him to listen to that, very attractive, man. His body acted on its own, getting off the camel he walked and once he was protected from the heating sun, took seat next to him.
The read haired kept him words. They stayed there, in silence for only a couple of minutes and then headed once again to their destination. It was only when they went back on tracks that the man asked his first question: where were they headed?
-the bitch side. I used to go there as a kid before my mother died. I want to see it one more time before is too late.- Buggy answered. He wanted to go there before being crowned king, he had to.
-is never too late to see the sea.- inquired the foreigner.
-it is when your job takes away all your free time.-
-what is your job?-
-is complicated. I don’t like to talk about it.-
In between questions, answers, jokes and teasing comments the duo was almost there, Buggy recalled another two or three hours of travel.
Once again the hours were spent talking about nothing much; sometimes they would stop to eat a little bit of what they had with them until they finally saw the sea.
Buggy’s eyes turned into two shining starts, that was clear as water. The red haired smiled, since the first time he met him, he never saw him like that excited to have the sea in front of his eyes.
He wanted to comment on that, tease the younger one a little bit but decided to let him be. He wanted him to enjoy the moment. Sitting on the hot sand, soon to get cold, he kept an eye on him. He looked how he played with the dry sand, taking it in his hand and letting it free a second after, looking how it went back to its place grain by grain.
Looking around the beach the foreigner was surprised to notice the familiarity of that shore. He was sure not far away from where he was standing, Roger had docked the ship.
-OHY SHANKS YOU ARE FINALLY BACK.- someone screaming from behind the trees got the duo’s attention. -We thought you were dead man.- he added.
Looking better from where the voice was coming from Buggy noticed a ship. It wasn’t much noticeable in between the greens of the leaves but he could tell it was a ship, and if it had been docked there it meant one thing.
-you are a pirate?- the question rolled out his tongue so easily.
The pirate tried to find a way to explain himself but he looked more like a fish gasping for water. Buggy felt that behavior was due to the fear of having to escape and never come back so he spoke one more time. -Don’t worry I won’t call you out to the City Watch, trust me.-
The two looked at each other for a couple of seconds but it felt like hours. The sea was not interesting anymore, the red haired’s friend was never there to start with now, it was just the two of them and a promise to not say a word about pirates.
It was just them until…
-Shanks move your ass back on the ship, Roger wants to talk to you.-
-Eye eye coming, just keep an eye on him. I think he is royalty or something like that.- he said in a too loud of a tone.
-I am not.- Buggy screamed, trying to sound confident in his sentence but his voice betrayed him.
-Yeah, whatever makes you sleep at night handsome.- he answered and then turned to his vice captain and asked once again to look out for the guy.
It was when the pirate was out of Buggy’s sight that he went to ask if there was a piece of paper and a pen he could have use. He scribbled something and once it was folded he went inside the little hut and then left to let loose the two animals that walked them there. The pirate watched confused, but if it was true that he was from the royal family he didn’t question his behavior. Who knew what was he going to do if questioned his doings.
-now, can I talk to your captain?- the vice captain nodded, still very much confused but let the boy on board and called for his captain. The owner of the ship came in seconds, followed by Shanks on his left.
-I want to join your crew.- he simply said making everyone laugh.
-fine with me.- answered Shanks the red haired pirate, he remembered how the boy’s eyes sparkled at the sight of the sea and how interested he was when he mentioned his adventures.
The captain laughed some more and then declared he was happy to have a new crew mate.
Vivi Nefertari knew what had to be done, her brother had left clear instructions if he wasn’t to return the next day. She was to tell where he told her he was going; she was going along with the guards and she was to check the hut by the beach. She was the one to find the letter because in Buggy’s eyes she was the perfect ruler for the kingdom and Vivi knew. She knew Buggy was meant for the open sea,for the excitement, the fear of the unknown and why not for the experience of true love.
Buggy never stopped thinking about his old live style, he never stopped thinking about his family but now he had a new one. A one he found by accident thanks to a bold man with hair like fair that now had control over his heart no matter what.
#one peice#shanks one piece#op shanks#akagami no shanks#shanks the red#buggy one piece#op buggy#buggy the clown#buggy the genius jester#captain buggy#shanks x buggy#buggy x shanks#one piece imagines#one piece anime#one piece fanfiction#one piece ff#one piece manga
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OH MY GOD THE COSTUMED ICON, THAT'S CUTE!!!
Awe thanks <3 I'm glad you and Meat Holf noticed. Last year it was a witch.
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HIIIII
Just a very much thank you for being my friend this choatic year
Did not ever think I would have friends like this :)
Sending you all many hugs :)
Also if you are like me not great with the noise of fireworks tonight I am holfing your hand. It will be okay :)
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Hii don't mind me, just wanted to ramble abt Mark and friends series in ur ask box cuz why not :3 (you've drawn fanart of them b4 btw!)
SO LETS START OFF WITH SOME CONTEXT. Mark and friends is a completed series on YouTube made by this guy ashur gharavi, it follows the story of Mark blah blah i can't talk in this format snymore I need to go silly mode holf on. SO MARK IS GHIS 'LITTLE MONSTER' KID RIGHT, AND ANOTHER CHARACTER IS BILLY WHO IS AN ADUKT HUMAN. SO THE SERIES IS KINDA LIKE A KIDS CARTOON BUT WITH BLOOD AND MURDER. BILLY KIDNAPPED MARK AND FORCED HIM TO DO STUFF FOR CAMERA. AS THE SERIES GO ON, THERE WILL BE LITTLE HINTS IN THE FORM OF NEWSPAPER OF LIKE WHATS ACTUALLY GOING ON AND WHY HES FOING THIS. READ EVERY SINGLE BACKGROUND NEWSPAPER EVEN IF IT DOESNT FEEL IMPORTANT, THE LITTLE DETAILS ARE SOOOO GOOD. MARK IS LIKE 10 YEARS OLD AND HES LITERALLY SO CUTE, HE DONT DESERVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENWD TO HIM. IM NOT GONNA SPOIL THE ENDING FOR U, CUZ ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD I REMEMBWR WHEN I FIRST WATCHED IT AND THE ENDINV IS JUST SO PULLING MY HEAET STRINGS AND LIKE SUCH A TENSE SCENE YK. ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD, THERE ARE 3 COMPILATIONS OF IT (PART 1,2 AND 3) I THINK ITS LIKE 2 HOURS LONG PLEASE PLEASE WATCH IT (ONLY IF U WANNA OFC NO PRESSURE) I LOVE THE CHARACTERS SO MUCH THEYRE SO WELL WRITTEN, I HATE BILLY BUT I LOVE HOW WELL HIS CHARACTER AND MANIPULATION IS WRITTEN HES SO FUCKING CRUEL. I LOVE HOW ASHUR ISNT AFRAID TO JUST FUCKIMG MAKE HIM DO TERRIBLE AWFUL SHIT. I LOVE IT SO MJCH ITS SO CREATIVE I LOVE MARK TOO, HWS SO CUTE I LOVE DRAWING HIM. OH AND ALSO, ITS CANON THAT TWOMP TAKES PLACE AFTERRR THAT SERIES AND MARK IS FRIENDS WITH ARGOS AND MR PLANT. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEYRE SO UGHHHHH. THE ACTOR IS EYE CANDY TOO HES SO COOL. PLEASE WATCH IT ILL GIVE U A COOKIE IF U DO (AGAIN, ONLY IF U WANNA THO NO PRESSURE) :3
SOME PICTURES ^^
(This ask wasn't proofread btw)
HI HI HI Thank you for the ask box rambles I love them <3
Definitely did not go and binge the whole series, nope, not me
ANYWAY MY RAMBLINGS AS I WATCHED AND THOUGHTS UNDER CUT
I love this little green guy!
Marks parents seem to be murdered (go figure)
I'm assuming he was kidnapped in an ice cream truck/van??
Mark is kept in a cage without an actual bed it seems, at least when he isn't on camera
Are the puppets the actual children, or do they just represent them?
Mark keeps rubbing his side/stomach, maybe where his kidney was removed??
Child star shows an actual person so kidnapper might have started as a child star?
Grandma knows her kiddo is still alive (GET HIS ASS)
Is the plant guy who killed Big Monster Mr plant?
Donovan escapes???
Cupcake monster gets killed (very sadge)
WHY THE FUCK DID THEY PUT TOMATOES IN A FRUIT SALAD??? JAIL!!!!
apparently monsters are edible, might be some cannibali going on?
Also humans are considered monsters in this world
In "cooking" the newspaper is obscured, but it seems to read (missing childs body found, but not his head) Cupcake Monster???
UPDATE DEFO CUPCAKE MONSTER NOOOOOO
No Illinois, Minnesota or Indiana
Maybe the other kids were from Minnesota and Indiana, since Mark is from Illinois?
Aight my man was defo the child star, I'm assuming he is repeatimg the crimes of big monster???
Oop so search led to Indiana, snap my prior theory lol
Big monsters cousin changes last name
Frame lasted long on that, so I assume it's important
I keep forgetting Billy's name LMAO
Big monster and sewer? Seems like an It reference
So they're near Michigan now, noted
WHY MUST YOU TORMENT ME :(((( I luv paper bag dog NOOOOOO
Mark seems more vocal and challeging billy more now
Billy straight up gave the kids psychedelics my god
Someone save the child pls
Donovan my beloved is traumatized:((((
Oooooh the photos in the background are crying now, I think those are Marks parents?
Mr plant defo killed Big Monster, king shit
OOOOOH
okay so kid star (johnny) met with big monster in the sewer, got murdered
But Billy was the one who encouraged him to, Billy was going to star in the movie before Big Monster was convicted. So he was the kid who was crying in the article because his role was dropped
NOOOOOO MARK IS ADDICTED TO DRUGS
Get HIS ASS GRANDMA
I can't read the teleprompter, get this dude some glasses.
Just remembered how Mark cannonicly has his photos taken???? And sold I think??? Wtf???
Donovan had started a charity:((( he thinks his friends are gone
The date on the newspaper in the back keeps changing
Can I fight Billy??? I think I could take him easy
Mark straight up ate a razor blade get this kid a doctor
OH MY GOSH THEY'RE GOING TO THE DOCTOR
APOLLO HAS BLESSED ME
the eye test in the back reads "Mark has one more week before I kill him" if my new son dies I riot
Can I adopt Mark
Goal list; dispose, replace, repeat
I wonder if there are other shows featuring Donovan and Cupcake Monster?
Why were they kidnapped?
Befriend that strange man??? NOOOO
Did my son just kill Billy???? HELL YEAH
RUN BOY RUN
MY SON IS SAFE!!!!
In conclusion, I would like to adopt Cupcake Monster, they are now my child. I would also like to punch Billy repeatedly :D
#tw cannibalism mention#tw muder#tw kidnapping#mark and friends#mark and friends spoilers#i had a lot of fun watching this#ten outa ten#would recommend#fae rambles
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I always get so excited whenever my phone buzzes with a notification saying you've posted, whether it's your amazing art or fantastic writing its all so good!! Thank you for keeping the fandom alive and for you hard work with posting so regularly, you're truly an amazing creator and an inspiration to many (including myself) :D
BRO HOLD ON.... HOLF ON A SEC I- I GOTTA- I-
#AUSBJSBSJSNJSNS AAAAA TYY#yall have no idea how happy that makes me imma CRY#TY ANON#<3#ray.talks.shit
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Sorry, I saw one post and a half of yours and I'm already a fan.
I still have to scroll down your blog to see more about you, but I saw that two-post-long answer you made for an anon ask (btw, you have such poetic vibes :D your style made me smile, seriously) and I couldn't holf myself to ask:
Hm, have you ever heard of... I mean, "whump"?
If yes, what are your thouhts on it?
(you don't need to answer this, specially if it makes you unconfortable in any ways or anything else XD)
However, I hope you have a wonderful day/noon/afternoon/evening/night(?) !
Hello hello!! First things first, sorry for taking SO LONG to answer, I had a ton of health issues the last couple of months >.<
Secondly, thank you SO MUCH for being so kind!! I saw all your reblogs of that huge answer for such a tiny thing I did and thank you. I'm really happy you like my style too, that makes me smile!
Now now, about your question on whump, I'm gonna be very honest, I had to Google it to make sure we're on the same page HAHAHAHAHAHA
Jokes aside, I know it's sort of a term for hurt/comfort fanfiction - but it's not really clear to me if it's a kink thing or not.
Because you see, if you're talking about hurt and comfort, I mean, that's basically what I write HAHAHAHA writing for the Devil May Cry fandom, inevitably someone will be hurt/tortured/mentally abused somehow.
Or impaled. A lot.
(I mean, that's all this bitch has done for the past 5 games)
And also there's the whole thing with Vergil, his twin brother, being kept as a slave in Hell for 20(?) years and coming back after dragging his crumbling body out of there to find out he has a son and being the peak of cluelessness in the Universe - and me being adamant he deserves love after all that.
So I guess everything I write has a LOT of hurt - and I even put some serious warnings before the fics, 'cause everyone is traumatized in this household - but despite of that, they still can find love, happiness and somewhat soothe all that pain and trauma.
(dramatic, real, horrible, but stil comforting xD)
As a kink, though, I don't enjoy it - and I also don't enjoy putting characters I love through pain and suffering just because. That's why I have a love/hate relationship with horror media: I LOVE horror, but I HATE exploitation.
Movies that have just people being abused, hurt, dismembered and all that kind of horrible stuff happening just because without a real reason to be on the plot - meaning, torture porn - just make my blood boil. And there's a lot of that in horror.
I like when things are more psychological and actually have a REASON to be there. So, in my writing, I'll never torture a character just for the pleasure of doing so and for the pleasure of the reader, I need a point out of it.
For instance, on my cyberpunk-style story, both main characters have gone through a terrible experience together and lost someone who was really dear to them. Both of them went through a lot of physical pain, lost some limbs and needed to install cyberprosthesis, and lost everything they had worked for til that point in their lives.
Horrible, yes. But they had to go through it so I could start the story: because of all of this, the guy made an anarchist/terrorist group and just wants to burn down the city along with the people in power who allowed all that to happen to him, while the woman becomes the best killer for hire so she can get enough money to live and, eventually, retire.
All that physical and psychological pain is a very important plot point and I can't take it away from the story, or else there's no story to begin with. Meanwhile, every time I'm writing I'm thinking "how can I make this as unpleasant as I can so the reader can understand the crushing feeling of all of this?" hahahahaha
That's why I'm not into pain kink - I respect everyone who is, but I can't do it, I feel no pleasure from it.
That's my opinion, I think. For pleasure's sake, I don't like it, but for plot, I really like it. I think it has a hopeful note to it - that even after the storm, the days will shine bright again, you just have to go on. That's what I enjoy from writing things like this, the hope.
Who would've known, I'm not 100% a bitter bitch hahaha
Reading my personal original stories, I think all of them have a painful background and many unpleasant scenes. But I like it, because it's human nature and how life is: bad things will happen, we can just try to make the good ones count even more :)
I hope that was a good answer to your question hahahaha
Thank you once again, and I hope you have a lovely week ahead!! Feel free to spend some time around and ask things if you'd like! ^^
#polaris speaks#polaris answers#answered asks#asks#asks and replies#I hope I managed to explain how my thought process works regarding whump hahahaha#I mean everything I write is painful as hell#that's why I always put thousands of disclaimers around HAHAHA#but there's something of poetic about finding peace and love after so much pain#that scene where Sam monologues at Frodo that WHEN THE SUN SHINES#IT'LL SHINE EVEN BRIGHTER#and they are all dirty in the middle of the war with people dying to wraiths and Frodo just SO fraking tired while crying#and Sam grabs him by his shoulders and reminds him there's something to fight for#for all the good in the world and strawberries with cream in the summer#I LIVE FOR THIS
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DOGGG IM WORRIED ABT YOU THAT LITTLE BRITISH MAN IS HOLFING YOU AT GUN POINT
oh my God i wish 🥴🥴🥴 now that'd be something fun to draw...he does have a canonical affinity for weaponry, after all 😳 this ask really made me laugh, thank you anon 😂😂😂 i promise you there's nothing to worry about!! yes, Mad Mod has an...unusually strong grip on me, but as we found out, he's very much my type 🙈🙈🙈 how could i resist??? it helps that there's such a lovely, bubbly fanbase (both of older and newer folks) for him!! all this time he's been sitting as a niche, forgotten Tumblr Sexyman, and yet i keep coming across more people who are fans and more people who've made incredible fanworks...i hope that even more people are down bad for him in the future 😉💖
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YOU CAN POST!! im not a selfshipper they're gross
OH i want to hold his hand!!! i want to holf,,, hold<333 iw ont post who this is because i'm embarrassed about new F/Os but UGH!!! his glare!!! why do you hAVE SUCH ATTRACTIVE EYES!!! you're SO HOTtoktrfjdgdfk i *explodes* he makes me want to blow UP. blow up explode kaboom ugh and his voic ehe has such a hot accent and it's mine those lips are mine <333 good LORD i'm seeing heaven. it's funny cause he just became a f/o today so everythings so new and i can just thin k of him and we can go on little dates and ugh I LOVE
AWWW I love when people get new f/os and then immediately have three billion thoughts about them. And i totally get you on the loving their accent and mouths thing accents are sooo <33333 thank you so much for gushing in my inbox youre welcome anytime
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thanks for the tags holf n flutter :o)
3 ships: me x glados, me x GLaDOS, me x Genetic Lifeform and Disk Operating System
first ship: me x raven (teen titans the 2000 tv series)
last song: h.y.c.y.bh? - tom cardy
currently watching: a funny game where cars try to run you over - AstralSpiff
currently consuming: your mitral valve
currently craving: your pulmonary artery
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