#THANK YOU EZRA!!!!<333 this was so fun

[aztarion]

OH top 5 agent m moments 😁

this is so cruel ezra especially bc i havent done a mason run since december oughh i wanted to add screenshots to this but i might come back later or write out a more coherent post another day when ive refreshed myself.. ANYWAY i tried to pick ones that arent the usual:

ok a moment i honestly love and wish would be brought up again is in book 1 during the stakeout with M. i understand M doesnt really give a shit what the agency gets up to, they get their orders and carry them out w their team; done and done — someone else has done all the thinking and worrying and moralizing so why would M waste time on that? but during the stakeout (deva is anti-agency btw) M says something to the effect of the agency wanting to keep what goes on with the ghouls under wraps, and the detective can sarcastically reply that ‘yeah i bet the agency likes to keep a lot of things that way’ and M snorts and says ‘you have no idea’ almost bitterly. AND I JUST FIND THAT LITTLE MOMENT SO INTERESTING.. ESPECIALLY because the author confirmed that if the love interests had to choose between the agency/rebecca or the detective, romanced M would always choose the detective no hesitation.. just something i get a little crazy about

ooh another little one from book 1 sorry for being horny on main.. when M comes in to the detectives room before the dmb & Murphy attack and plonks themself on the chair legs spread dick and pussy facing the world. yeah. and then grabbing the detectives thighs? bye 👍

book 2 so full of good ones.. i fucking adore the carnival game w M though. probably the first moment i actually fr laughed reading the books 😭 thats when i knew i was in deep NONE OF THE OTHER ROUTES CARNIVAL GAMES COMPARE. and he does all that AND mooches for a prize and then just fires the wolf cub at you. agent motherfucker fr

i was gonna cheat and combine the sex scenes but actually one that stands out over the obvious ones is after you go to tina or verdas place (tinas route for deva): the car ride back to the warehouse w mason is sooo soft and really hammers home how in sync and subconciously aware M & the detective have become regarding each others comfort & needs.. and then when his seat jumps back and he falls.. so cute. the hesitation before the kiss. that everything is deliberately slow and new again even if M & detective have already slept together.. i love that car scene sm because you really see how thrown off balance M has become — literally and figuratively

and number five i AM gonna cheat and give a holiday magic answer because it truly fucked me sideways

i said it before in a separate post but the amount of times Mason moans and groans about having to do something extra or putting in effort regarding anything throughout the series.. but with the detective he is TRYING.. AND HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHY he doesn’t even know why. im taking a bath with a toaster

obligatory honorary mentions to rooftop scene, crystal scene etc etc but also to the book 3 combat training scene if youre playing a super bold detective . i almost feel sorry for him on a deva run

[notsofriendlyfriendlyreminder]

Here is my take on The Atlas trilogy characters after reading the first two books.

SPOILERS YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Libby Rhodes - I find her type characters annoying, but omg I loved her in The Atlas Paradox, and while I ind Ezra interesting, you go girl kill his ass. Also I need more of her alone, mainly using her power alone, but I want to see that from both her and Nico, while they're both physicists, I think it would be cool to see even more differences between them.

Nico de Varona - I feel so bad for my man his boyfriend is being hunted and his girlfriend got kidnapped and his bestie is having god complex issues LMAO, no seriously love him, liked him in the first book, loved him even more in the second, him AND GIDEON love it. Also nearly cried when it was said how alone my guy is, he needs family and he will look for it no matter what

Reina Mori - her god complex is so fun yet so crazy to watch unfold, while she is on the side I think her inner monologue is very interesting to read. Not my favourite character, but she and Callum are imo a great duo, need more of them. She and Parisa should just kiss and be besties.

Parisa Kamali - An icon, a legend, gave us the spiciest scenes in the book so we love her for that. Her power and character is perfect, mainly her decline and her helping my boy Nico. Didn't care for her and Dalton that much (overall I didn't care for Dalton) BUT very excited to see more of true Dalton (The prince?) in book 3

Tristan Caine - GET YOUR FUCKING DADDY ISSUES IN CHECK PLS AND THANK YOU!!!! Jk I love all my bitches equally, but him getting so close to all male figures in his life... nope, him and Atlas could make an unstoppable duo but worry not! His gf is back :) Overall Tristan was always a very hit or miss character for me, can't put a finger on why.

Callum Nova - I love him, like forreal, he is my new obsession, he is absolutely hilarious, I love his energy, the shit he causes, he is there to just do shit and I live for it!! Also made me cry, and you know I love blonde bitches that make me cry (cough cough Howl). Overall I need to read more books about Callum Nova type characters, because yes please. Also dw you don't have to hide your hairline from me I will cure your alcohol addiction <333

Ezra Fowler - girlbossed too close to the sun, very interesting tho, but I love Libby more

Gideon - LOVE LOVE LOOOOOVEEEE pls stop talking to your mama

[x-0ophelia0-x]

Ezra x Jacen’s Nany Reader

Hear me out….. there’s NO WAY in the galaxy that Hera leaves Jacen with only Chopper, I repeat CHOPPER as supervision… that droid has committed war crimes on a daily basis as a form of entertainment, simply because he could.

Sabine has been to busy being a part-time jedi apprentice, and looking for a way to bring her idiot best friend/brother Ezra back home to their Mama Hera..

Kallus is simply too busy as a stay-at-home dad raising his horde of Lesat cubs, while his hubby Zeb is busy working as a part-time recruit trainer for the New Republic..

So.. what’s a VERY pregnant Hera to do when she comes across a young girl, who happens to be the same age as the Son she had just lost, in the streets of a still recovering planet after the fall of the Empire? Watching as the girl gently tends to the sick and injured that others seemed to ignore.. all while this child is clearly malnourished and weak herself.

Surprise bitch, you just got adopted by the coolest Mama in the Galaxy..

Aside from helping Hera around the Ghost with chores, making sure the ship’s baby ready, and studying (because Hera wants to help her new kid after clearly observing her passion for medicine) she eventually becomes Jacen’s teacher and basically the family’s personal Doctor.. (and I mean the WHOLE family.. Zeb tried to avoid his annual check-up once.. wasn’t happy that Kallus ratted him out and basically tricked him into Reader’s office)

The main draw back that Reader seams to have in her personal life though??? Her severe case of “Resting Bitch Face” nobody seems to show any interest in her, and only her adopted family seems to not be bothered by it.. she even tries to do things to make her face less intimidating.. constantly being aware of her facial expressions and doing her best to keep her eyebrows slightly raised and a slight half smile on her lips…

Then Ezra comes back… and you bet your ass as soon as the crying, hugging, lecturing and overall emotional reunion is done.. Hera is dragging Ezra by the ears to get a FULL check-up by the most trustworthy doctor she knows.. and Jacen is happily tagging along, holding his “big brothers” sleeves while waiting for him to meet one of his favorite people.. the outcome is… somewhat unexpected.. Ezra trying to be charming and calling Reader’s “serious face” cute..

And Reader being genuinely flustered by Ezra’s awkward attempt at flirting…

Jacen.. is getting ideas, and Chopper is going to help him because CHAOS WILL RAIN!!!

……. and he’s got years worth of pranks to pull on Ezra.. might as well start now.. 😉

a gremlins Nany.

pairing: Jacen‘s Nany!Readee x Ezra Bridger

warnings: none

word count: 2,1 k

summary: You’re Heras most trusted person. Not only did you take care of her beloved son Jacen, no. You were and still are his Nany and best friend. And not only that, after Ezra’s return, Hera ofc trusts you with his check ups. And Jacen and Chopper have a lot of fun about this.

authors note: It’s not proofread, pls bare with me! 😭 I‘m sick and I gave my best to make it as good as possible :´D I hope this makes sense, I‘m not really familiar with medical stuff, especially when it comes to Star Wars 💀

anywayyyy

enjoyyyy <333

imagine this being Ezra waiting for his routine checkups, thank you xd

As she walked through the streets she didn’t fail to notice a young girl, helping the people in need.

Her way with the injured and sick was more then just gentle.

Despite her own visible weaknesses portrayed by a weak body.

After each treatment she only left them to treat the next one if they reassured her that they’re fine.

„Thank you so much y/n, wouldn’t know what I’d done if it wasn’t for your help“

Said an elderly woman, truly a heartbreaking scene even if this girl was a complete stranger to her.

was.

It didn’t take her long to approach the girl, she waited for her to finish the treatment on another injured citizen before she started to talk, startling the girl on front of her.

„Hey there..“

The girl turned around and met her eyes with the stranger, her gaze was shocked at first but soon turned into one of adoration as she looked at the pregnant woman in front of her.

„H-Hey..!“

„I‘ve been here for a little while and couldn’t help but notice your way of helping your people… could I ask you a question?“

The girl looked up to the green Twi‘lek while nodding a yes.

She didn’t know how to form the question since it was a rather personal one and let’s be honest.. they didn’t talk yet.

However, this planet belonged to the ones with the highest death rates, seeing the poor girl alone here, weakened and injured.. where were her parents?

„Do you have a family here?“

As if she saw it coming the girl nodded a no, a sad expression laying bare on her face.

The Twi‘leks heart ached for her. 

She just lost one child, seeing another one, assuming at the same age as him.. it was too much to just stand by and do nothing to help.

„Would you like to become part of my crew?“

y/n looked up at her, not fully believing her ears yet.

„Are you serious..?“

„Yes“

And just like that a huge smile appeared on her face.

„Of course I’d love to!“

The woman returned y/n‘s smile and offered her her hand.

„Name‘s Hera“

„Name‘s y/n“

-

A few months passed by from the moment where you firstly walked into the Ghost.

The ship wasn’t the biggest but oh force, you’ve never felt more at peace then when you got to enter your cabin.

The ship was cozy and it even had a medbay!

Hera then decided to inform you about the other crew members and their activities. 

That’s also the reason why it was so empty.. however.

Soon you were able to meet everyone, except one boy who Hera told you was missing.

Sabine grew the closest to you (after Hera and chopper ofc).

Even if her timetable was loaded with Jedi training stuff, you two always managed to spend some time together.

Zeb worked at a part time recruit trainer for the New Republic while Kallus stayed at home, making sure that their horde of Lesat cubs wouldn’t destroy everything.

Chopper is Chopper. 

There’s nothing more to that since we all know how he is.

There’s no way that Hera would’ve trust him enough with her still unborn child.

Soooo.. with Kanan gone and Ezra missing, there’s only one person left who she’d trust enough with her baby.

You.

You were studying medicine, something you wouldn’t be able to do without Heras help.

She became something like a mother role for you and ohhh my goodness where our excited for the day the baby would be born.

She didn’t have to ask you, couldn’t even since you started to turn the ship into a baby safe place.. at least the most possible version of this since it’s a spacecraft after all .

Hera was moved to tears, seeing how much effort you put everyday to ensure her baby’s safety while everything that Chopper did was to mess with your stuff.

Yeah you were the right choice, no doubt in that.

„Hey, could I ask you to do me a favor? But before I tell you what it is, just know that whatever you’ll answer is allri-„

„Yes I want!“

„What?“

The woman was too stunned to speak.

„But you don’t know what I’m going to ask you..?“

„If I want to take care of your baby right?? Please tell me that this was your question???“

There was a spark of excitement on your voice that made Hers heart to flutter.

She didn’t know if it were her hormones or her (for now) clouded judgement but she immediately hugged you, fighting back some tears.

„Thank you..!“

-

Some years passed by and thanks to Heras help, you were able to actually get an official status as doctor.

That wasn’t your only ‚job‘ tho. You were also a part time nanny for Jason from the moment on he was born. 

Being the most trusted person available on the ghost pushed your ego, making you think that you can perform both of your ‚jobs‘ at the very same time.

It did make some things harder for you, but it was her baby after all, he was worth it.

People who knew about your story would say that you’re literally shining in comparison to your state from when before Hera found you.

Others at the other hand were kind of scared off by your resting Bitch face, not showing any interest towards you.

Your new family didn’t seem bothered at all by it, not even Jacen, but you still gave it your best to improve your facial expressions.. they never faded tho.. .

So when the day arrived where the boy called Ezra returned, Hera instantly had an assignment for you.

She and basically everyone of the ghost crew used to tell you stories about him, how he made the ultimate sacrifice to safe his crew and Lothal.

Ten years had passed since then, since his disappearance and since you’ve been as good as adopted by Hera.

The days after the big news.. we’ll it’s safe to say that you never saw her this emotional in your entire ten years.

Not even when she was pregnant with Jacen, and this is a statement. 

You weren’t there when he arrived since you had some patients waiting for their treatments, but you soon found out about the happy news when Hera called you through your comm link.

And not long after you heard her knocking on your door, dragging an middle aged man by his ears, while Jacen tagged along, holding him by his sleeves.

She asked you if you could take a look at him, a very good one since he’s been absent for like.. I don’t know… 10 years?

Yeah, sounds reasonable. 

„Please do a FULL check-up. You’re my most trusted doctor on this galaxy.“

„Of corse Hera, well then Ezra.. Please take a seat.“

He freed himself from Heras and Jacens Grasp and went to sit on the special chair. 

Ezra seemed to be excited about the technical stuff that surrounded him.. you’d be too if you’ve been stranded in the middle of nowhere for a decade so.. .

„We’ll wait outside, just tell us when we should come“

Said Hera and with that she and Jacen left the room, leaving you and Ezra alone.

„Okay then.. how are you feeling? Are you injured? Sick?“

Knowing how Important he is to Hera you tried to somehow neutralize your „special“ expression.

And he seemed to notice this, you barely knew him and he already started to change his attitude around you.

„No, I‘m totally fine“

He had a grin on his face while you raised your eyebrow at his answer.

„I still need to take a look at you so-“

He already started to take his shirt off, I mean he didn’t have to, just you her push it slightly upwards but you weren’t complaining. 

Nope.

Not at all.

But you had to keep yourself professional.

„Why did you take your shirt off?“

„For the check-up..? If I’m not wrong that’s what patients to for the lung part?“

„Ah- Yeah sorry. Yes, ehm, thank you“

You checked his heartbeat, his lungs and everything you could do at the moment.

There was one thing that concerned you.

Not his health since it was in a good state.

But the way how he made you feel.

You tried to keep a straight, neutral, friendly face while looking him up, but he made it impossible for you.

„You’re cute“

„What?“

Your movements froze for a short while, this kind of comment was unusual.

„You’re cute. You know.. the way how you try to keep your face straight“

„You’re serious?“

„Yep. Why shouldn’t I be?“

He was charming, handsome, kind, you only knew him for a very short time. Like for real. But there was something positive around him.

And it flustered you.

„Thank you“

„Just telling the truth“

-

Unbeknownst to you two, a very curious Jacen was leaning right against the door, squeezing his ear as close as he could and boy did he smile when he heard Ezra talking to his best friend.

„Jacen, you know that it’s rude to-“

„He told her that she’s cute“

He whispered, loud enough so that Hera understood him.

And her face lit up.

„He what??“

„Shhh.. come here and listen“

This private moment, at least to your knowing, made you happy.

There was finally someone who immediately found interest in you, someone who wasn’t blinded by your facial expressions or your attempt at looking natural.

Weeks passed by and he turned out to continue to be as charming as he was the day you met him.

His genuine, true, loving self made you fall im love with him and the same goes for him with you.

Hera was happy to see how both of your presences affected each other for the better and Jacen was sure that he was destined to play your matchmaker. 

And chopper didn’t let this chance go by.

Jacen wanted to help his best friend and his big brother and Chopper had years worth of pranks to pull on Ezra. 

Chaos will rain

And even if Ezra had warned you that he sensed that something would happen, nothing could ever prepare you for what was to come.

It was a peaceful day at your office.

Your last patients for today waited in the waiting room and Ezra was one of them.

Hera didn’t leave him any other choice then to go and get frequent check ups from you just in case that he really didn’t catch anything on Perridea.

His frequent check ups became known to Jacen and Chopper and they saw the perfect opportunity in this to pull their first prank on you two.

Jacen hid behind the shelf with a music box while Chopper disguised himself as something fitting to his surroundings.

They knew that you’d welcome him into your office with a hug, your relationship witch him had gotten better and better and Jacen didn’t fail to notice this.

Knowing this was the base for this prank.

As Ezra neared himself to open the door to your room, opening the door and greeting you, Choppers mini metallic arm reached out and electro shocked his leg, making him loose his balance and fall straight into your eyes.

The pose you found yourselves right now was more then unexpected as his fall took you by surprise. 

Jacen then didn’t waste any more time and played on the ‚play‘ button of the music box, playing some semantic song which seemed to be popular. 

Chopper then took a photo, beeped some things and left the room with a grinning Jacen as fast as he could.

Your patients where beyond confused at the scene and went to your office to check if everything was alright. 

As you saw them looking you two up and down… your face became the deepest shade of red known to humanity.

Ezra’s too.

This ‚incident‘ may have helped you two to get closer but you were still shy about it.

Jacen and Chopper however had other plans and lets just say that this was just the beginning.

[guiltyasdave]

Congrats on your milestone, Jana! 🎉🎉🎉 This is amazing and I'm so happy for you!! 🖤🎉🎉🎉

🌅 To celebrate, I'd love to request a mood board from you please, if I may... I'm thinking of Ezra and I'm thinking something cosy... go wild! And of course, no rush, lovely. 🥰

Congrats once again! Love you! 🖤

thank you so much jett! <333

this was soooo fun to make!

[cruelsister-moved2]

yaaay thank you @jaggerbowiesextape <333!!!

last read

The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K Le Guin The thing I forget every time I read her is I don't start to really care about the book until like 60% through but I guess the last 40% is usually worth it. For me it gains a star for the unexpected Martin Buber reference but loses one for the fact they didn't have gay sex in a tent while traversing the icy wasteland together </3

A Dreamer's Tales by Lord Dunsany I am a dunsanator but this was honestly his worst so far like more self-conscious than his earliest but less sophisticated than his later work.

The Trembling of the Veil by W.B. Yeats Constantly had me wanting to google trembling of the veil ending explained and kind of made me wish I did more drugs.

currently reading

Laurus by Eugene Vodolazkin (trans. Lisa Hayden) I'm only 4% in but I think this might be the best book ever it's so beautiful.

A Swim in a Pond in the Rain: In Which Four Russians Give a Master Class on Writing, Reading, and Life by George Saunders Listening as an audiobook and the narrators are very fun and Saunders is a great orator. Mixed feelings on the craft talks, some of the points made are a bit too steeped in MFAology for me PERSONALLY.

Tales of the Hasidim: The Later Masters by Martin Buber Beautiful philosophy, folklore, theology, oral history in one. Some tzaddikim are less inspiring than others but the politicking and drama is part of the fun. Cringe when the translation says stuff like 'sabbath bread' but I'm being so brave about it. Also it has a beautiful cover<3 i got my copy for £7 at a used bookstore and just found out it goes for like £50 online so now I feel bad for folding over pages -_- Someone's written in my copy but it's only on one page and it's the name of a specific tzaddik they've underlined and put two big ticks around and wrote 'LEADER' adhfdihfafd

next up

wild: tales from early medieval britain by amy jeffs a la ezra, starting the world's smallest gayest book club out here

I don't usually think that far ahead because it depends what kind of mood I'm in when I finish a current book. I have some re-reads in mind and a ton of non-fiction I want to get to. Maybe the way spring arrives and other stories by Yu Chen (translated by a team of women and nonbinary people) if I'm in a short fiction mood! TAG @steeleyespan @mogblin @halomit @berrytart @37q @nutongzhi sorry i only tagged people who have recommended me books before so i know you read but im soooo serious if youre an oomf who reads i would love you to tag me in yours i want to see 🥺

[touchlikethesun]

when you get this ask you could perhaps maybe bless us with 5 of ur fav songs (currently or of all time), and then send this ask to 5 of your moots who you think have good taste! <3

ahhh omg thank you for thinking i have good taste that's so sweet <333

it was so hard to pick just 5 i debated for a bit, and in the end i just went with the first 5 that came to mind, so this might be a tad eclectic :')

coming soon by annie di russo - it's been an unfortunate anthem of mine for the past few years

baltimore (or san cristobal) (or wait forever baby) by mal blum - mal blum is one of my fav artists of all time and his album every time you go somewhere is very relatable to early 20-somethings

wasting my time by klaus nomi - incredible voice, incredible musical vision, incredible performer, klaus nomi has been the soundtrack to many a contemplative walks lol

wobbly by ezra furman - ezra furman is another long time fav but somehow i hadn't heard this song until this past week, and that's a travesty

la groupie du pianiste by michel berger - ohhh this one is so much fun! the lyrics are... not fun. but the beat's so funky and it's so much fun to sing like you're in a musical

if you can't tell i tend to think of fav artists instead of fav songs for the most part lol, also i feel like i might have already recced a few of these but... they warrant being recced again xx

thx for the ask <3

[its-ezraaa]

Hi Ezra,

Its me again...I have some random questions for you: What is your favourite food? Do you have a favourite k-pop group? How long have you been in Fence fandom? When did you start drawing (cause I love your style so much uwu)? Do you have any fence fanfics that you have already read and would like to recommend to me in general? Also aside from Seiji who is your most fav character ever?

Have a good day

XOXO

From Atom :3

Hi Atom!

Mhh, I really love sashimi, if only it wasn't so expensive... I listen to some k-pop songs but I don't have a specific favourite group ^^

About fence: My first fanart/post was in July 2022! Wow, I can't believe that I've been in this fandom for 1,5 years now :o Ofc that's no comparison to others who've been here wayyy longer. The dedication and love of the fence tumblr community will never fail to impress me. Tbh, I can't even remember when I started to draw. It has always been a beloved hobby that accompanied me since my early childhood. Thank you so much for your lovely words, they mean a lot! <333 I just draw for fun. Nothing professional going on here, so I'm always glad to see that other people enjoy my silly little stuff ^^

I'm mainly in other fandoms lately so it's been a while since I read my last fence fanfic but I used to read a LOT. I can recommend the usual stuff by applesandbannas747 but I'm sure you're already familiar with them ^^ My favorite fic is probably "Right" (I love whacky time or dimension travel AUs, especially when Seiji suddenly has to face a Nick who is better than him in fencing). It inspired me to draw my very first fence fanart so you could say it's the reason why I'm here at all!

My most fav character ever? In fence you mean? Mhh, hard to say. I like them all but (apart from Seiji) Nick is obviously another strong contender for favourite character.

Thank you for the ask <33 It's greatly appreaciated, I hope I could answer adequately ^^

[nameforthemain]

peppepeppep :) ITSSS YOURRR BIRTHDAYYY :)) hihi i love you with literally all of my heart and soul!!!! i know this message is a lil short and i wanna apologize for that (pls pls pls blame the spiders and centipedes i literally am fighting for my life rn and i have the new cut on my leg to prove it!! the lil guy is ME and i am SUFFERING)

but its your birthday and im so so so happy to celebrate another birthday with you!! and i also think we actually recently hit two years of being friends which is literally the coolest thing in the world bc YOURE the coolest in the world <3 but i love you so so very much and i think youre actually one of the bestest people ever (even if you support the wrong team with the blue in its colours ((barçabarçamapimapi)) i love you and your unwavering dedication to the wrong team :])

but all jokes aside i will from now until the 18th of may be supporting the blue team with you even tho i prefer red and blaugrana <33 just bc your love of this team is super inspiring and ill always appreciate how loyal you are to it!!! (played as chelsea in fifa for you and we won very hard against real madrid 🤭🤭) the blue is in fact actually also the correct blue tbh (i played on a team with that blue and my fav number to play with and it was my favourite team so itll always be the best blue <3) even if i poke fun at you 🤭

i hope to be here for many many more years to further your exposure to all the mapi content i can find in the hopes to attach you to mapi via bluetooth!! (on spotify theres this way you can attach your phone to multiple sets of headphones to listen with others and i feel you should be like the phone in that case where you can use your bluetooth to connect to two pairs of headphones)

anywho i love you with my entire heart and i hope you have the absolute bestest day and remember how much i love and appreciate you!!!! <333

~ezra/ete/hilhil

hilhil please do not apologise for this being short because it is definitely not that 😭😭 THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND ALL OF YOUR MESSAGES TODAY SO MUCH <3333

honestly the wildest part of my birthday every year is remembering I met most of my closest friends here (and joined the Jeff cult) when I was 19. And now I'm 22 that age feels so so long ago but I'm eternally grateful that I still have you and other friends from back then and we're still talking just the same 2/3 years later :))) and I just love you very very much <333

CHELSEA CHELSEA CHELSEA. 22 years to the day of supporting the correct team, and correct blue team and for sure that will never change 😌 thank you for joining me with your temporary support and for smashing real madrid on my behalf 💙💙

but yes yes, here's to many more years 🥳🥳 where I will definitely be inundated with mapi content even if I already like mapi (but will always support Chelsea more 🤭) and many more years of getting to talk with you and call you my friend 🥰

love you loads and loads forever hilhil <333

[melancholicsimmerarchived]

ezra nakano - a sim requested by @vampirepill

he/they. creative, romantic, loner. fine arts student at the university of britechester.

hi!!! im so happy that your requests are open <3 for the sim: young adult male (he/they) college student who’s studying fine arts :) he wears glasses and loves brightly colored clothing in a similar style like the photos <333 (public dl if its alright :> ) thank u i love your sims 💗💗🥰🥰

thank YOU for giving me the opportunity to play around in CAS ! i had a lot of fun making this baby, i hope he lives up to your expectations ! he has outfits for every occasion, but feel free to change those if you want ! only some cc is included, everything else is linked below. all in all, there are no rules concerning this sim, just don't re-upload / claim as your own ! and feel free to tag me if you ever use him in your game, i would love to see what you do with him !

public dl.

CC CREDITS (AS USUAL, A HUGE THANK YOU TO)

NOT INCLUDED

@aharris00britney x @ayoshi: brandon hoodie, cameron pants baggy & fitted, elijah jeans, isiah shorts from the planet axa collection. matt trucks from the axa 2019 collection.

@bellassims : septum piercing from the tiktok filter makeup set.

@taaitt x @ughwhatevermom : lipgloss from their Psychedelic Punk Collection.

@imvikai : marcellus sweater from the teen collection.

@jius-sims : low top leather sneakers from part 2 of their sneakers collection.

@thepeachyfaerie : highlighter from their pride 2022 collection.

@studio-k-creation : giruto 43 long sleeves layer tee + recolor by @strangestorytellersims

@its-adrienpastel : dmitry jeans from the folie a deux collection. ; babylon sweater recolor from the incheon kit addons set.

@johnnysimmer : francis hair from the 90s male hair collection.

@luumia : neck height slider

@madlensims : aryana sneakers

@mmsims : ear preset

@msblue : skintone set v3

@northernsiberiawinds : nose preset

@ratboysims : mouth preset

@simtone : glasses

@trillyke x @sentate : socks from their 2020 collaboration.

INCLUDED

@bloodmooncc ; @dyoreos ; @magic-bot ; @lamatisse ; @uxuie ; @mikocc ; @saruin ; @simbience ; @stretchskeleton ; @trillyke ; @vibrantpixels

[cat3ch1sm]

🌲| okay im writing this based on some nsfw headcanons i saw on the jjk men trying to get your attention. however i CANT FIND THE AUTHOR stg the post disappeared into thin air so if you guys know who the author is pls tag them so i can give proper credit💔💔💔 enjoy reading this <333 i hope it isn't bad bc ive never written smut for gojo before😅😅😅

🌿| here are the fandoms and characters for which i write for!! also, the book the reader is reading here is titled "the beginning of everything!" it is a great read in my opinion, so i recommend it :3

🍃| also do you guys prefer "Y/N" or "[Name]?" y/n generally is a bitch in most stories, and ngl im not a fan of her myself, so i was wondering which you guys would rather me use:)) i would really appreciate your feedback so please let me know!!!

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ nsfw content ahead!! oral sex, fem!reader, degradation probably, language, gojo might be a little mean

gojo x reader smut- gojo tries to get your attention

You hadn't been so immersed in a book since you were still a child- you had been sitting on your couch for hours that only felt like minutes, taking in every word of the story. The fatalistic protagonist, Ezra Miller, never failed to interest you with his beliefs about tragedy following the fall of his former glory. His love interest, the fascinating but elusive Cassidy Thorpe, was constantly arousing questions in your mind that had you turning page after page. The other characters as well piqued your interest, and you found yourself wondering about them as well. So far, it was a wildly entertaining read, and you didn't really want the book to end.

So when your boyfriend Gojo Satoru, standing a distance away at the kitchen table, called your name, you didn't even hear him.

"Y/N."

"Y/N."

"Y/N!"

Finally, Gojo's voice cut through your thoughts, making you look up in surprise. Confused and just a little agitated, you gave him an aggravated "What is it" look, eager to return to your story.

"Damn. Anyone in there?" Gojo queried sarcastically, making a knocking motion in the air with his hand, his other arm propping his body up on the counter. "I had to call you three times to even get you to look at me."

"Yes, I'm aware. Do you need something?" you asked, tapping your foot impatiently and sneaking glances down at the pages.

Gojo pursed his lips and shrugged coolly, his piercing blue eyes glinting mischievously. "Nope- just wanted to bother you." He flashed a wide, goading grin in your direction, at which you simply rolled your eyes and angled your head lower to keep your distracting boyfriend out of your line of vision.

With a quiet sigh, you resumed reading your book, picking up right where you'd left off. You were closer to finishing the book than starting it, and you suspected a major twist would be revealing itself quite soon. Still, it was fun to speculate, and look for clues throughout the entire story.

Unfortunately, it wasn't long before Gojo began to act out again.

"Y/N."

No response.

"Y/N."

Louder this time. Still silence.

"Y/N."

Still nothing.

"Y/N!"

Now you were really annoyed, slamming your open palms down on the splayed-out book pages. "Gojo, what?" you demanded, your glare beseeching.

Gojo seemed unfazed by your outburst, simply tossing his hands into the air in surrender. "You wanna go irritate Nanami with me? I feel like I've been cutting him too much slack."

"I would think you'd be exhausted irritating people, seeing as you have already successfully aggravated me." You turned your head to the ceiling, blowing out air in exasperation. "Congrats. Now please don't call me name unless you or somebody else is dying. Thank you." With a bitter smile, you promptly put the book in front of your face, obscuring everything behind it, including Gojo. You knew you were being sort of bitchy, but you hadn't had a moment of real peace in a while and wanted to make the most of this.

You tried to keep enjoying your book, holding it in front of your face firmly, but now you found yourself just waiting for Gojo to interrupt you again. But you couldn't let him know that, obviously, so you didn't budge, practically glaring at the words on the pages.

But suddenly, the words were gone- as were the pages. As a matter of fact, the whole book had vanished from your hands! Blinking in confusion, you turned left and right to scan the couch cushions before facing forward again to see a pair of long legs right in front of you.

Your eyes widened, and with a groan, your gaze wandered upward until it met the face of the smirking Gojo, one hand in his black jean pocket while the other dangled your book in the air between his index finger and thumb. His arm was stretched far above his head in order to prevent you from reaching it, and his teasing grin from earlier was about a hundred times wider.

"Got your book," Gojo announced tauntingly, leaning over your stiff figure on the sofa. He swung the book back and forth a few times before stopping to eye the cover dubiously. "The Beginning of Everything? Looks cheesy." Dismissively, Gojo tossed the novel over his shoulder, it landing on a coffee table a few feet behind him.

The book hit the wood with a hollow thud, and you snapped your head up to Gojo. "Are you serious? You can't possibly be this immature." Incensed, you stood up abruptly to go retrieve your book- now you'd have to find the page you'd left off of. But the second you got to your feet, you were lightly pushed back down by a pale hand to your chest.

Gojo chuckled self-assuredly, giving you a mockingly piteous look. "Now you have no choice but to pay attention to me."

You scoffed up at him, folding your arms stubbornly across your chest. "As if. Just because you've stolen my book doesn't mean I'm incapable of ignoring you." To make your point, you crossed one leg over the other defiantly and made a show of examining your nails, keeping your eyes averted from the man towering over you.

"Oh?" You could hear the teasing lilt in his voice, meaning he'd decided to treat this as if it was a challenge. You didn't reply, eyes narrowing. Gojo let out a short laugh before bending over so his face was in front of yours, both hands in his pockets. His eyes boring into you were almost impossible to ignore, but you managed, abandoning your nails to twirl a strand of hair around your finger.

"That's a challenge I'm willing to accept." You could feel Gojo's breath on your face, his voice low, and you stifled a strangled sound in your throat as he lowered his body to the ground, settling on his knees. Gently, he placed a hand on each one of your legs to pull them apart; he managed to do so despite your half-hearted resistance.

"Shame you decided to wear this cute little skirt today," Gojo cooed, sliding a hand up your thigh to hook a finger around the waistline of your panties; you couldn't hold back a tiny gasp. Eyes filled with lust, Gojo simply pulled your underwear down your legs and let it fall around your ankles. Before you knew it, both his hands were wrapped tightly around your upper thighs and he was kissing your exposed crotch, his wet lips sending ripples through your stomach. The end of his nose was concealed beneath your skirt, brushing against your slit as his kisses gradually moved upward until he had reached your folds, where he began to plant open-mouthed kisses on your clit.

You were barely able to choke back a whimper before it escaped your throat, throwing your head back to face the ceiling. Your thighs writhed uselessly- Gojo's grip was like steel. Knowing he was already close to breaking your resolve, his arctic eyes lifted towards you, flashing tauntingly. His tongue darted out from in between his lips and slowly licked you up and down before picking up the pace and flicking it rapidly over your clit.

Now you had no choice but to react. A soft moan left your lips, then another, and you could feel Gojo smile against your thigh. Wanting more friction, you started to gently rock your hips into Gojo's tongue, your breaths gradually becoming more ragged.

"Mm, shit, Gojo..." you whimpered under your breath, one of your hands traveling down to bury itself within your boyfriend's white hair, keeping him pressed against your sex. You could feel his warm breath on your inner thighs, sending a shiver up your spine. Meanwhile, Gojo's tongue painted wet circles around your clit, and when he closed his lips around it and began to suck softly, your grip in his hair tightened. "Oh- oh, fuck, Gojo-" Your eyes dropped to look down at him longingly, moving your hips gingerly up and down with your bottom lip in between your teeth.

"So you finally wanna look at me, pretty?" Gojo questioned, his gaze more piercing than ever. "Now that my mouth is in between your legs? Is that what I have to do to make you pay attention to me?" He paused upon hearing your whimpers, smirking at the pitiful sound and letting his tongue fall from his mouth briefly to taste you as you desperately rutted against him.

"You know, I should stop," Gojo mused, withdrawing his tongue and using two fingers to gently rub your aching clit. Feigning hurt, he dropped his eyes and wistfully stared at your dripping entrance, leaking all over the couch. "I really didn't like the way you snapped at me earlier..."

"I'm- I'm sorry, Gojo, I was just in a bad mood. Don't stop, please," you whimpered, thighs trembling. Gojo glanced up at you, sticking out his lower lip in a mocking pout.

"But do you mean it, Y/N?" Abruptly, he speared two fingers into you, pumping them back and forth at an agonizingly slow pace. A broken groan forced its way from your lips, your hips pushing into Gojo's fingers. "Or are you saying that 'cause you want me to make you cum all over your fucking skirt like a pathetic whore?"

Breathless, you gasped, "No, I'm- ah, I mean it- please. Gojo, I'm sorry."

Gojo bunched his lips together, pretending to think. "Well- since you asked so politely." He leaned back in, squeezing one of your thighs, and began to lick your soaking slit up and down, paying extra attention to your clit. At the same time, his fingers took on a vigorous pace, and you let out a cry as you felt your orgasm begin to build in your stomach.

"Gonna cum for me now, baby? Didn't take much for your bad mood to go away, huh?" Gojo crooned, only gripping your thigh harder as he reduced you to a moaning mess, chest heaving.

It wasn't long after that that you met your release, throwing your head back and gripping the fabric of the couch cushions so roughly it was a surprise they didn't tear. Cum gushed from your hole, coating Gojo's fingers and spilling onto the bottom of your skirt, the sight of which made Gojo smile as he replaced his fingers with his tongue to eagerly lap up your fluids.

Gojo didn't let anything else go to waste on the couch, swallowing everything you gave him without hesistation. By the time you were done, his lips were shiny, and your thighs were sticky and still trembling as you tried to catch your breath.

Gojo only scoffed in amusement st your disheveled state, simply getting to his feet again and gazing down at you with a cocky smile on his lips.

"Don't ignore me again," Gojo advised nonchalantly, lifting two fingers to his mouth to casually suck the remnants of your orgasm off of his hand. "You know where to find the towels." Slipping his hands back into his pockets, Gojo strolled out of the room, leaving you half-naked and staring at the book still resting on the coffee table.

🍵| now that i have finished I would like to say that this is trash. fuck.

[dog-teeth]

Hi i just wanted to thank you because I actually started out following you from an ex-bestfriend who sent me your account making fun of you and your identity, i used to be so so full of toxic masculinity and i was such an exclusionist. Eventually after looking at your posts over a couple of months i broke off contact with that bestfriend and realized im actually a non binary lesbian who uses they/he pronouns! :) (i used to ID as a straight transguy) just seeing how you validate others and yourself made me into such a better person and no longer a toxic part of the community. Thank you Ezra :)

okay first of all that is a HILARIOUS way to find my blog i keep snort-giggling about the idea of people making fun of my blog like that (like at least make fun of the edgy furry comics i made when i was 16 come On its right there there’s so many other more funny embarrassing things on here than my identity)

secondly AW im so glad that is so epic of u honestly trans + nb lesbians are the coolest ever 10000% solidarity from me as a nb bisexual (also matching they/he pronouns hell yeah), and i think it’s excellent that you were able to grow to be more open-minded and not remain trapped by toxic people and toxic mindsets, life becomes much more lovely when you are able to accept yourself and other people & i’m v happy you were able to figure out your identity more clearly as well as the ideals you want to uphold.

this made me feel super good about sharing my transness online, i think it’s really important to document my perspective and try to educate & uplift other people with my platform, it’s very cool that i was even able to change someone’s mind about this stuff cuz i know a lot of the time, when people see things they disagree with online they go straight to being hateful and defensive instead of trying to understand & just end up being more deeply entrenched in their existing views. so it’s awesome for u that u were able to move on into a healthier way of thinking & it is indescribably rad that i was able to help with that!! <333

[aztarion]

2, 3, 13 and 19 for deva pleaseeee 😁

THANK YOU EZRA <333 YOU GET ANOTHER BAD DOODLE TOO

2. What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them?

Just based on looks (she’s a little edgy and a lot hardass-y) and that rancid attitude she has in book one, I think the biggest surprises would be that: she’s deeply sentimental, protective, incredibly loyal… a big stuffed animal lover, she has a saccharine little heart… that care and comfort go a long way with her but she will go to the ends of the earth to pretend to everyone and herself of the exact opposite – I said in the previous ask too but initially this is why she thwarts Nate and his attempts to be genuinely kind and friendly towards her. Also she CANNOT drive for shit, that little silver tin can is all she’s able to get insurance for due to many past incidents…

Not so much you wouldn’t expect it because she is overtly athletic but fun fact: she is VERY proficient with mixed martial arts and has a black belt in judo specifically, and oddly enough, a bachelor’s degree in chemistry :D deva we need to cook. ooh also might come in handy for some blood alchemy later

(3 answered in prev)

13. If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?

I was actually gonna say no to this but thinking about it, we would probably end up on a path I have planned for Deva and Nate’s friendship. I’m pretty sappy and free with affection which would scare her off, but if I stuck around and chipped away at those walls long enough, we would vibe :D We definitely share some bad aspects that would cause heads to roll though, and while I have a lot to work on I think I’d navigate them a little better than Deva LOL

19. How does your OC behave when enraged?

She is a scrappy and spiteful little weasel. She would keep things cool in the moment depending on what was going on (argument, etc) (I say ‘cool’ but I’m thinking of The Fallen Angel painting of Lucifer with daggers for eyes and barely contained tears lol) but behind closed doors she would absolutely lose it emotionally, and she will hold a grudge for a very long time. That reckless, destructive streak from her teens would probably surface too and she’d do something stupid to herself, or get a little TOO into training and taking her anger out on a dummy (thankfully she doesn’t have Adam’s strength :D)

[bl00dline]

lol not surprised someone asked you Ghosts already! hm, what about authors, would that work as a fandom lol?

hehe yeah that works!! thank you 🖤🖤🖤 i’m also going to include poets for this

blorbo: mary shelley 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

scrunkly: probably john keats because he was smol

scrimblo bimblo: hm maybe wilfred owen?? his poetry was really influential on postwar poetry yet he’s often overlooked

glup shitto: it took me a while to think of this, but i’d have to go with thomas gray. he’s not completely obscure but nobody ever seems to talk about him so

poor little meow meow: i hate that i’m calling lord byron a poor little meow meow but here we are

plinko horse: ezra pound, except the tormenting wouldn’t be for fun, but rather to make that fascist little bitch suffer. the fact that he had the audacity to consider himself a poet is an offence to the entire art of poetry and i think he owes the world an apology

eeby deeby: lord byron and percy shelley for gay crimes <333

thank you!! this ended up being just poets but anyways

[inkykeiji]

Have you ever watched the film, "We Need to Talk About Kevin?" I just find him to be an extremely dark and twisted character that I think relates to Dabi so much (and ezra miller in this film is just so p-pretty 👉👈).

I think I remember you like cinematography and the film loves to play with colors and camera angles which are really fun. I was able to watch it free on youtube if you ever want to watch it

AH i haven't seen it yet!!!!! it's been on my to-watch list like,,, literally FOREVER. and then semi-recently i had a friend recommend the novel to me as well!!! gaaaah i really need to get on this :(

i do i do!!! yes i heard great things about it eeeee and i love love love tilda swinton hahaha so i shall have to watch it soon!! <333 thank you for your recommendation + thoughts my friend!! <3

[simpbur]

hello! i would like ur 40 song wiblur playlist

anon thank you so much for asking <333 while it would’ve been easier to just drop the link i have so many thoughts about everything so i explained why every single song has its spot on this list which was IMMENSELY fun for me

(also: if anyone does want the link i can provide both apple music and spotify but if u would like the apple music link i’d rather it be through dms or an ask off anon that i can make private!)

another also: i bolded all the songs for ease of perusing if you don’t want the director’s commentary and bolded + italicized the ones that i think fit Very Well

another another also: wrote the second bit of this on my laptop and the keyboard is p funky so if there are any typos or things that do not make sense i will try to fix them asap haha

saint bernard by lincoln: this is one of those like. Dream SMP Songs that i added because it fits into so many different relationships and plot lines and arcs but i think there’s some connection to c!wlbur somewhere out there. idk i asked my friend and he said to add it so this one goes out to him

amnesia was her name by lemon demon: ghostbur song ghostbur song! mostly comes from this lovely animatic

o valencia! by the decemberists: okay this is one of those songs that only really has one lyric that fits but is an absolutely banger so it’s here anyway. you’ll also notice a trend of quasi love songs that i relate to c!wilbur’s perception of l’manburg and i think this song shows this in a really cool way, esp with the chorus (‘and i swear to the stars i’ll burn this whole city down’ is The Line)

achilles come down by gang of youths: another one of those Dream SMP Songs. i think this fits better with c!tommy but i like it too much to remove it. this is a somewhat common trend with the earlier songs on this playlist (i’ve been building this thing since january, for reference)

brave as a noun by ajj: another Dream SMP Song. i think certain verses fit better than others when it comes to wilbur’s character but that ones that work really work

harness your hopes by pavement: a song that is one here for vibes alone. i have no idea what these lyrics mean. all i know is that i heard it, thought of c!wilbur, and put it on the playlist. thank you all for being here

evelyn evelyn by evelyn evelyn: sad-ist made this a tommy and tubbo song (as she should) so it’s validity on this playlist is questionable but folks used to compare it to wilbur and tommy’s relationship during the pogtopia arc and i think some points were made there

the execution of all things by rilo kiley: i’m so excited to get here because this was the first song i put on the playlist that i think really works and i thumb nailed an animatic for the last verse and november 16th so! i think it’s a good l’manburg song and the last verse has some good ghostbur lines (‘and lately you’re all alone with nothing left but sleep/but sleep never comes to you, it’s the guilt and forever wakefulness of the weak’)

i’m just your problem from adventure time: this ones a bit tricky since at is my favorite show of all time and i cannot detach this song from its in-show context very well but there is a very cool animatic with this song that landed it a spot on the playlist

man burning by josh ritter: almost became an animatic but the audio i wanted to use (which i recorded at a josh ritter concert and it’s just him and his guitar and there’s echo and it’s very haunting and pretty) has my stepbrother singing in the background and i could not edit it out so. that will probably not happen. but anyways the only hole i would pick in this song is that it’s mostly about self sabotage which isn’t really applicable but i think the imagery is cool

mamma mia by abba: here me out. here me out. this is another song that fits so well and i have spent so many hours thinking about this and somewhere there is a note on my phone explaining how every single line relates to c!wilbur’s entire arc from founding l’manburg to the resurrection (made when we thought gbur was going to get resurrected in january) and just. the metaphorical ‘you’ is l’manburg does this make any sense (another almost animatic except now that wilbur’s actually back it might become an actual animatic)

the other side of paradise by glass animals: no idea why this is here other than being a Dream SMP Song. it’s good tho

infinitesimal by mother mother: they saaaaay it stared with a big bang but they saaaaaaaay it came out of a small thing latelyyyyy i’ve been feeling like a big bang You Know

curses by the crane wives: had a thing drawn out for this song showing the comparisons between c!wilbur and c!niki because of the chorus and i think the last two lyrics of said chorus are the best thing about this one

lonely eyes by the front bottoms: gotta admit that i have no idea how this song got on here but i’ve come to associate it with ghostbur based on vibes alone. it’s a friendly song he’s a friendly ghost it works. the other tfb song coming up fits a bit better methinks

king of new orleans by better than ezra: not to put better than ezra on my c!wilbur playlist but like. something about the whole ‘tasing something up to let it fall’ motif makes me think

get me away from here, i’m dying by belle and sebastian: another almost animatic song (there’s a trend here). not only does the story told in this song work i like the lines ‘play me a song to set me free/nobody writes them like they used to so it may as well be me’ in relation to my l’manburg

montgomery forever by the front bottoms: certain bits and pieces of this song fit so well, specifically the chorus and those bits in the last two choruses Yeah (’montgomery forever and ever and ever and now they’re blowing it up/(x2)/as you started laughing and crying and trying to explain how all you want to do is leave’)

don’t look back in anger by oasis: out of all my almost animatic songs, this one got the furthest. the animatic, which I got pretty far in thumbnailing, was about wilbur and tommy and kind of drawing comparisons between their characters, also about the revolution in general. maybe i’ll finish that animatic one day idk 

snow by ricky montgomery: i wish i had a link for this so bad but!! saw art on twitter!! with the lyric ‘bury me six feet in snow’!! and went ahfsdjfk!!

burning pile by mother mother: a Dream SMP Song. also a jam there’s no real specific connection for this one but i think it could fit in a couple of ways

rounds by the oh hellos: in the same position as snow except it was on tumblr..... @ whoever made this comic i saw these lyrics in your brain is massive and your art is incredible

lovely by mt. eddy: on here for vibes alone. there’s something in the lyrical content too, but my thoughts in that regard are not very fleshed out

adventures in solitude by the new pornographers: ah yes..... the song that prompted this all...... this is a beautiful and incredibly well written song and if you’re going to listen to any song off of this playlist i’d encourage you to listen to this one. it’s place of here is mostly cause of the chorus but the imagery in the verses could all represent a part of c!wilbur and i’d love to explore that more

caught in the middle by paramore: obligatory paramore song. i think it got on here because limbo = ‘middle’ but i’m not quite sure. on the verge of being deleted if i can find a better pmore song

delicate by damien rice: one of the oddest songs on this list and i am well aware that it sticks out like a sore thumb. a song that’s on here pretty much because of one lyric, which is ‘and why’d you sing hallelujah/if it means nothing to you’ which i related to both eret’s betrayal and how my l’manburg is hallelujah yknow

bang! by ajr: almost animatic song. i think we all know what the bang is here

somewhere only we know by lily allen: ik i said don’t look back in anger has the most potential to get made into an animatic but this song might actually take it place. on par with adventures in solitude in terms of how pretty of a song it is, and probably even moreso. it’s kind of turned into a ghostbur song in my head, and makes me cry like an infant child every time i hear it

a pearl by mitski: i cannot defend this song’s place on here past the line ‘it’s just that i fell in love with a war and nobody told me it ended’

eight by sleeping at last: the official c!wilbur song needs a spot on here <3 if i can dig up the clip of cc!wilbur talking about this song in relation to his character i’ll add it but until then yeah <3

always by rilo kiley: no idea why this is on here but it fits well!! could not tell you why!! banger!!

celebration guns by stars: it’s a hauntingly beautiful song about war, and kind of one of those that necessarily isn’t about wilbur but moreso his place in the story? idk how to explain it but yes

passerine by the oh hellos: it’s. it’s from the . the fic. yeah h

oh, you are the roots that sleep beneath my feet and hold the earth in place by bright eyes: added this after the real resurrection and i think it’s because fo the imagery? also the last verse

we are beautiful, we are doomed by los campesinos!: all i have to say is ‘i cannot emphasize enough that my body/is a badly designed, poorly put together vessel/harboring these diminishing, so called vital organs/i hope my heart goes first, i hope my heart goes first!’ has always made me think of pogtopia era wilbur :(

dead weight by jack stauber: no real connection other than eret played this song during a break during the ghostbur’s january ‘resurrection’ and i heard it and went :0

point me at lost lands by tired pony: gives me season on l’manburg vibes..... i love how free and passionate it sounds and that's p much the only reason it’s on this list haha

ghosting by mother mother: added this five seconds ago because i could not BELIEVE it was not on here. ghostbur song. mans sang it on that one stream with the reverb and everything. the lyrics ‘i will be kind and i’ll be sweet/if you stop staring straight through me’ hit particularly hard back when everyone thought that ghostbur was actually wilbur in disguise 

[cruelsister-moved2]

omg i’m so glad i’m not the only person who doesn’t understand this new “fags fuck dykes” trend on this site like i support everyone it just don’t make no sense luv

THANK U EZRA peace and love between the fags and dykes who dont want to fuck eachother <333 its funny to me because like you can do all that for sure. but its called being bisexual. if that doesnt feel gay enough for you you cant just make it gayer by calling it gay 😭 it doesnt mean anything it makes me think of that 'labels are just for fun' person. you know whats actually fun is gay sex. if sitting around calling yourself random words is your idea of fun i struggle to believe you are as experienced in the ancient art of gaysex as you claim.... these people could never understand the true warriors bond between a fag and a dyke