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its so fucking sucks that there's no dwemer ruins around here to go explore and possibly get stabbed in
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#vent post#vent blog#ventcore#vent#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#s3lf harn#self h@rm#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#tw self destructive behavior#feeling sad#self destruction
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Azul is on to something here...
#this most probably has been done before but i wanted my own version of it too#OCTAVINELLE FANS WERE SO WELL FED THESE LAST DAYS I AM LIVID#TE AMO MAFIA DE MARISCOS#have fun with small easter eggs#twisted wonderland#twst#azul ashengrotto#jade leech#mari draws stuff#artists on tumblr
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By @hel7l7
#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#childhood trauma#quotes#poetic#childhood#childhood ptsd#childhood truama#child abuse#truamacore#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#wound tw#tw: sucidal thoughts#self h@rm#self h@te#sucicide#sucidial#tw abuse#generational truama#tw ptsd#complex ptsd#kill my thoughts#kill my life#this is a cry for help#i am in pain
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Skyrim Scenery 49/∞
#oh lawd he comin#skyrim#tes#tesblr#skyrimedit#gamingscenery#gamingedit#tesedit#tesvedit#skyrim gifs#skyrim scenery#aaphra's stuff
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I get it when people avoid me. I don’t even want myself around.
#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#kinda depressing#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#self h@rm#self h@te#self h4te#mental illness#vent#sh#sh cvt#cvtting addict#i wanna cvt#i want to cvt
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My life was supposed to end at 16
Idk what im doing now
#tw depressing stuff#self h@te#tw depressing thoughts#su1c1d4l#tw selfhate#depressing life#kinda depressing#self h4te#depressing shit
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I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.
#depressing shit#depressiv#tw depressing stuff#cvtaddict#cvutting#kinda depressing#mental illness#sad thoughts#self h@rm#self h@te#i want to cvt#baby cvts#tw depressing thoughts#tw self destructive behavior#tw selfhate#tw self destruction#tw sucidal ideation#tw self destructive thoughts#su
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this is actually a whole big issue for my Nerevarine.
Vardasa starts off not buying it, but after Dagoth Ur's dreams start, she finds in her waking hours she acts on instincts and memories that she has no way of having. She's assuming it's just more of Dagoth Ur, but the memories seem to get..... Pointed, if you will, as she continues.
Well before she's named Nerevarine, it starts to get to where she can trigger a memory in stressful situations, and it is VERY clear not only are these the memories of Indoril Nerevar, but *something* is selecting specific memories.
She treats it as a strange form of Ancestor guidance, but even asking all the Wise Women, and the oldest mages, no one can tell her of anyone else having an experience like this.
At some point she starts outright calling the memories, or what's sending them, Nerevar, and is more or less talking to him in her head.
Being declared Nerevarine and meeting the failed Incarnates doesn't exactly help, and she's mostly just glad *they* didn't start sending her memories.
Var is half out of her mind by the time she reaches the Heart, between Dagoth dreams, Indoril memories, and Telvanni magic.
Dagoth Ur's defeat leaves her free of his dreams, but not of the bright shadow of Serjo Indoril Nerevar Mora in her mind.
She outright argues with "him" over how to deal with Almalexia. Nerevar wants to help her, save her from herself. Vardasa is overly patient trying to figure how Nerevar thinks she can do this. This gets her stabbed by the bitch. At which point Var is basically like "Indoril methods have failed. We're doing this like proper Telvanni now." And uses some... Really nasty magic to finish things.
Vardasa is a selfish, spiteful, and lazy Telvanni who hates getting her hands dirty.
Nerevar is. Noble. Charismatic. Active. A leader, who leads from the front lines.
As the lines blur, and Vardasa becomes Var becomes NereVardasa, this contradiction threatens to tear her apart.
Yeah. This is the central idea that all my work with my Nerevarine revolves around.
I saw the poll about whether Nerevarine is actually Nerevar reborn, but how about "does Nerevarine believe they are Nerevar?" With options like "they are Nerevar and they know" "they are and they do/not believe they are (but don't know for sure)", "they are not and they do/not believe"
oh this is such a fun idea :D adding it to the queue, thank you for the suggestion
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can you see me?
#monkey d luffy#monkey d dragon#sir crocodile#my art#my comic#secret modern au#described in alt text#again. legally blind dragon here.#i always get weirdly emotional translating stuff in italian and their 'sono qui?' 'eu não posso te ver' almost had me crying lol.#it's about luffy picking up some italian after 4years of hanging around croc. it's about dragon having learned some after loving croc#all those years ago but not knowing how to answer back. cacti flowers often means motherly love. obviously they're both dads but#cacti seemed fitting with both luffy (and i assume) dragon being brazillian and croc's devil fruit being a cactus.
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#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#personal vent#vent blog#ventcore#vent
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You know when you’re falling asleep and a random image or meme blips into your vision? Yeah
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#teldryn sero#I would put this on rb but I don’t know if they would allow something this raunchy textwise#even if they do allow some more adult stuff#tes#tesblr#skyrim#the elder scrolls#artsyfartsyness#NICE COCK (genitalia neutral)#this reads funnier if his use of serjo is entirely sarcastic for the player character#or purely like casually calling someone boss#some real thomastheplankengine shit#please check the subreddit it’s hilarious aside from the people using ai for visuals
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I’m not sure I deserve it ..
#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#depressing life#tw depressing stuff#childhood trauma#quotes#poetic#childhood#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#wound tw#tw: sucidal thoughts#tw abuse#tw ptsd#self h@rm#self h@te#truamacore#truama mention#childhood ptsd#childhood truama#this is a cry for help#i hate everything#kill my thoughts#kill my feelings#kill my life#mentally fucked#mentally drained#mentally exhausted
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Skyrim Scenery 28/∞
#these gifs look so vastly different on pc than on mobile... help#skyrim#tes#tesblr#skyrimedit#gamingscenery#gamingedit#aaphra's stuff
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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I think this world would be better without me in it
#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#self h4te#tw selfhate#vent#self h@te#kinda depressing#depressiv#sorry for being depressing#depressing quotes#depressing life#depressing shit
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