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Happy Birthday October Fox!!
#submission#is gift#Fanart#october#Oh My God#AAAAAA#aAa#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#aaaaaaaa#for meeeee?????#REALLY???#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#LOOK HOW CUTE I AM#IM ADORABLE#AND MY FLUFFY TAILS#AND MY LITTLE JACK-O-LATNERN LIKE SMILE#IM SCREAMING SO MUCH#This is adorable!#AAAAAAHFDHSJHFGGFD#KEYBOARD SMASHING#THANK YOU!!!!#THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH#Thank You SO MUCHHH#I CANT GET OVER HER LIL FACE#Its been so amazing to see how you improve more and more each year#;w;#;A;#thank youuuuu ;A;#smashes face into computer screen#MY B A B Y
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Hmmmm.
Yet another meme redraw for you all this fine day
It hasn't been officiated by Nintendo yet, but frankly, I do subscribe to the theory that DMK corrupted Sectonia via the mirror; I also think that Taranza has every right to knock him out cold for it
Tell me, which bin do you think DMK belongs in, recycling or trash?
Also I did the perspective after one in the morning on this, don't mind how skrungled DMK is
Also if anyone knows the meme this is based off of and can give me its name or a link to it, please do so if you wouldn't mind, I couldn't find it and had to do this all from memory
Have a good day, everyone ^^
(Program: Krita; time: about 3 hours [same time half the effort as the last one. huh])
#taranza#dark meta knight#kirby of the stars#kirby gijinkas#eggin creatin'#meme redraw#this was meant to be a doodle but then. perfectionism#that I had to smother with five pillows#hence the sparse values#anyway#ough lil guy#I've been doodling taranza traditionally lately but not so much digitally#and frankly I want to do more for my kirby gijinkas in general#in case you couldn't tell kirby has been on the brain again#especially triple deluxe oh b o y#courtesy of me listening to an amazing fanmade orchestra concert for triple deluxe's 10th anniversary#it's by azifly on youtube I highly recommend checking it out if you have 54 minutes to spare or a long car drive#anyway thanks for dealing with my shenanigans#this is what I mean when I say I want to make stuff for myself so#yeh#my brain is just. yeah#memes and idiots how I love them#taranza can commit a bit of violence. as a treat#dmk can go ahead and take a nice long nap. as a punishment#anyway have a good night#love y'all#^^
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑��� (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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So, u h.
H O W. HOW, I ASK. ALL I DO IS POST ART ONCE IN A BLUE MOON AND MAKE REALLY CURSED REBLOGS. LIKE, I'M SO VERY GLAD YOU'RE HERE, BUT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOW OR WHY YOU'RE HERE-
I also like. Make really angsty, ungodly long fanfics that I do absolutely nothing to promote on this dumpster fire of a blog, but that's besides the point- ANYWAY. HAVE SOME REALLY SKETCHY DOODLES THAT I DID TO THANK YA MAD LADS ;_;
Thank ya, thank ya, you absolute mad lads. I will uh... continue to do what I do. Thank you for joining the ride, even though it's less of a ride and more that I found an abandoned theme park ride and decided to ride it as a prolonged death wish and you inexplicably strapped yourself in next to me with the moldy seatbelt-
#It's 104 followers now#This just shows how slow I am#SERIOUSLY#WHERE DID YOU ALL COME FROM#What am I doing really#To warrant this#I m e a n#Have we seen the state of my blog#It's not good#I can't begin to understand but I am so very thankful you are here anyway#Lord knows I am not helping your incentive to stay#With my ungodly cursed reblogs smh#Would you be disappointed in me if I told you my cursed reblogs is how I talk in real life-#It's true#I'm s o r r y#So you can see why I am baffled I have as many followers as I do#I came into this site expecting to be shouting my cursed ramblings to the v o i d#So to see the void a n s w e r b a c k is way more than I ever expected in my entire life#Oh w e l l; maybe I can make up for it by uh-#Idk maybe I uploaded a chapter or maybe I didn't#Don't look at me like that; we all know I can't make myself post something about a chapter update-
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Fem Mal to the song "Henrietta Hudson" by Megagonefree
if you haven't listened to the song, be warned
It gave my major pain panic
HSHSEHWJWJHABSHWYWJQGWHAHXBGAYDUWYAHWUWJHANABSNBDNAHXHCUWYWHSWGEYQUEHQUSHEUQHXKNSXBHAEHWHABEHWBEBHQNAJEIAHEJWBSJDGEHADJWOHSIEHQBDHWJAUEHWUAHEWJAHHSUEHAHSBWJABSJEHAJHDJWHAJDJEBSIWHESHHDYEIWYDIEHAJXBSJCBSKDHWIJXKXUSISHXKXNXNSYISWAJXJDHWISBXNSJXHDIDSKSHDKSHDIENSKXHSNDJSHSJAHXKSJSHAIDEHIANDBEBXNDBSHEIWHXJSHCJSJXJSKXNSJXNSKXNWJHDWKXNSNXHSJXJSNJXSJJXJSJDHSJDHWJSHJSWJDHWJSHAJDBAJXBSJXBXJSHUEDSMCMCHSUWKWHQJSJXHEJWHXSHNXUWJDWNICYWIWAHJDBCNXHAKJXKSUSIWHSKXNAJDYUWSJHXJSBXNSJCNSKAHDIWDJSB
#JEE S US FUCK#O HMAN#OH MNA#OH MAN#O H#GOODNESS GRACIOUS#G O D S IMSO FUCKGGAY-#INBOTHWAYS#HE LP#EH L P#O H N Y GOD#O H MSYS#H#JDJDUEIWHWKDHKXS#DU.DE#FUC. K#O H. M GOD#F#O HDNSYSHSJDHSDHUSBD#UPDATE I NEED HER SO FUCK IN G BAD IM GONNA COLLAPSE#HEL LO#DHHDGDUEIWJDHDKWHXJSYWIEYWUWGWUWHIWBDNCDN HNXSKGDWYEJDSNSMNCSYEIWHUDUWJAXNCKSHSYWIWUAOHSIDSJCNHXYWUEHSJXBCNCJSSJSJSJGAIEOWJXHXBCNZHSUDWIASNS#O.#B LEADSE#HXJDHDUEUWKNDNXUWJAGSUEUSHDJDNSHEIEBDJDBXKSHDHSHS#F EM MAL BELOVED OH GOOD LORD#STARS A BOVE IF I DO NOT SMASH THIS WOMAN I WILL BE SMASHING NY HEAD INTO A WALL OHUHHHHHHHGHUHGGGGHHHH#HDJDHEJEYEIWHSJSNSJXNCJCHDYEISHJSHADJBEJDSIEJIWHSJXBSNXKSUEIWWKSJXKWHDJHWISYWIWIWKDBSMCHSYDKSNVKSUEHWKHDIWHXOEUWKWNCKAJXYDIWGWJFHWIXBSBCBDYW#H EL P#H EP ME
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oh.my god. familiarity does breed contempt
#i think he h8s me#hes been so snippy and so obviously tired of me#literally asked 2 move seats an he called me an my other friend drama queens an that we were children😇#nit my fault i dont wanna sit nxt 2 a guy who touches ppl an calls me AND U slurs#omg i feel like i cant do anything at all anymore bc itll piss him off#cant even walk nxt 2 my other friend w/o thinkin im abt 2 set him off#ughfhdhdj#js go hang out w the girl u so obv prefer over us#idec#i used 2 b bothered by it but idc now#he doesnt like me so y shuld he keep hanging out w me#and he called me fucking her during an argument#i dont care#u dont even respect me anymore#call me names but oh my god i thot u @least respected my prns UR ALSO TRANS Y WULD U DO THAT#SRRY IM NOT TRANSITIONED ENUF 4 U???#SRRY?? WHAT THE FUCK DO U WANT ME 2 DO#OH MY GOD#i luv him i do#hes my friend#but idk im js a bit irritable l8ly#we have prelims nxt mnth n everythin#so ig every1 is#ughhhhhfhdjekeh#i dunno#i dont h8 him#but he is pissing me off#rant#rivers rambles <3
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y does it feel so SO wrong 2 share ur opinion???
#oh u solved the problem#urself!#like its not even about bing right or wrong its just about literally communicating & i think im doing it BAD#IM NOT AFRAID OF BING “H8ED” ON I JUST#i think i just dont like having the chance of making ppl feel bad?#or soemthing aloong those lines?#theres a line a vry easy line 2 cross#like expressing a comic book opinion right? bc its super easy 2 sway a bunch of ppl#but if ur saying smth u dont like it while some1 does it has the possibility of making that person feel bad#& I H8 THAT...idk y it makes me feel like shit????? @ the possibility???#this feels like smth i should bring up w/a therapist LMAOOOOOOO#but like same thing when i was in class right? giving a presentation i got RLLY SCARED 2 do it bc i was giving an opinion or a fact BUT I#COULD B WRONG ON THE FACT!! which is y i just never did them bc i would cry lol but its just#it kinda feels the same way#its weird bc im fine w/getting shit wrong. its only when i share an opinion when i feel stupid??????? ok not stupid just mean? i think? yea#this is possibly the reason y i get nervous sharing hcs or aus. bc it wont b “canon accurate” & then will like fuck up some1s perception id#its not like any1 reads this lashfkj i just hmmmmmmm theres defiantly smth i should b discovering here i just am not...#i want 2 share my opinion bc its a fucking opinion theres nothing wrong w/it bc its not a fact EXCEPT in the way its a fact of how i FEEL o#THINK?? like its just its strange. i think this has a lot 2 do w/me never bing listened 2 as a child LOL uhhhhhhhh hmmmmmm yeah prolly akj#I FIGURED IT OUT I GOT IT ALLLLLL UNLOCKED#god i hhhhhhhhhhh some1 make a clone of me so i can talk 2 me like a therapist or smth#this is y i cant do therapy actualyl its bc i just keep yapping then by the time im done the therapist always went tyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#srry ramblings
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the reason evangeline survived jacks’s kiss is because she’s a lesbian w an insane comphet crush atm, thus making her immune bc she’ll “never truly love him” (‘cause she’s, you know, 0% attracted to men), and in a month, she’s going to come out of the closet and they’re going to have an immensely awkward breakup. aaaaand send post.
#when i said i know what you are I DIDNT THINK STEPH WOULD WRITE A PLOT HOLE SO BIG THAT THE ONLY EXPLANATION FOR IT IS EVA BEING A LESBIAN#like that wasn’t the power of love that saved the day… the only acceptable explanation is aurora/evangeline purple/pink lesbians. i’m….#aurora would ACTUALLY be a good match for eva because she’s a) actually eva’s age and b) guys why are we acting like she’s irredeemably evi#jacks has done worse TO EVANGELINE in the books and he’s STILL a worse person#than aurora who never directly harmed eva 😭 literally all her villainy was actively traded for#she’s not a monster she’s jst a 17 y/o girl who doesn’t know how to talk to her crush#she’s the type of girl that sends eva a letter telling her to get out of her school because she doesn’t know how to deal w loving her 💀💀💀#memorie.txt#.bookthoughts#author: stephanie garber#book: a curse for true love#GOD it sucked ass. completely ineffective as a ‘stunning conclusion’ and even as a book in general#OH ALSO insane that steph hates women so much… she hates them so badly she accidentally came around to writing them as lesbians#everyone in that fandom is also fucking TERRIFIED of gay ppl. god bless ur pink haired girl is sapphicsapphicgaygaygaylesbian 😘
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I've heard a bunch of different names for this fucker
We've got the operator, the administrator, god, the father, stick in the mud, that thing, the tall man, the faceless king, the faceless man, the faceless angel, hellspawn, Mr. No Face, tall friend, tall fucker, even some whack shit like daddy long legs
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I did not expect the next addition to this list to be 'raging sex pest'
#idk i saw a post#i lost it but#HUH#WHERE DID YOU GET THAT??????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN#PLEASE EXPLAIN#WHICH ONE LIKE FROM THE SLENDERVERSE OR THE CREEPYPASTA ONE???#NEITHER IF THEM REALLY COME ACROSS AS SEX PESTS IF YOU ASK ME#LIKE YOU'VE GOT 'i am a tall menacing fellow in the trees but I'm semi chill sometimes ig whatsup'#OR 'T H E O N E Y O U G A Z E U P O N H A S S E E N T H E B I R T H O F Y O U R S U N A N D T H E D A W N O F Y O U R K I N#oh I've seen 'his slenderness' and 'mr ivory' too but that was from bad smut i found somewhere so
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{R.E.B.O.R.N!} ~ 80->27{<- 59} / 80x27{x59} ~ D A I L Y L I F E Arc [Eps. #2~11] ~ Y A M A M O T O + Asking Tsuna OutTM {Showing Interest} [+Bonus G o k u d e r a]
+ (Tsuna Being [Only Partly] O B L I V I O U S)
"...With your M E N." - R E B O R N
Bonus:
{Caps by Me} {DO NOT RE POST} {DO NOT RE PRODUCE WITHOUT MY PERMISSION}
#koushirouizumi khr#koushirouizumi khr caps#koushirouizumi 80x27#koushirouizumi 80x27 caps#koushirouizumi 80x27x59#sawada tsunayoshi#8027#yamatsuna#c: tsunayoshi#c: takeshi#c: hayato#khr: caps#(I'll make this rbable when I can compile them all slightly nicer Lmao {o K B U T})#(Y A M A M O T O)#({THEY KNOW})#(YAMAMOTO when Tsunas all 'OH THERES NO WAY~ A GUY LIKE ME~~' ' DONT SAY THAT~ ' {BEAMING})#({WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS!!!!!!!})#(I found all of these cap'd but some were L.Q. so Im compiling them in my sheer frustration at these scenes NOT GETTING DUB l m a oooo)
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tranniversary <3
#augh 4 years of knowing im trans........#=3=#anyway#> its 2020#> im scrolling through reddit#> sees lgballt post#> read#> oh.#=w=b#(apparently its not 'normal' to wanna be a ken doll sex characteristics wise)#its fun to have a specific point in time i can point my realization to!! yay#especially since its like 4 days after my birthday.#i dont. LOVE my birthday. and have a lot more pride in my tranniversary.#so ive kind of adopted today as my REAL birthday =w=bb#its awesome#sillyposting#its not that i wasnt trans before the realization. i just. did not know.#id been in queer online spaces for a good enough bit but it just never. clicked.#i mean. it did once i think. but then i forgot about it <3#i literally remember thinking 'oh wait am i a demigirl? yeah im pretty sure thats it' and then didnt think about it for another 2+ years <3#+ a moment when i was like. 10/12 y/o somewhere around that.#and i was putting different studs in my ears.#and literally went. “ooh ill pick pink on one side and blue on the other!! which means that im between them!! in between girl & boy <3”#this was before i knew about ANYTHING really queer so =w=b#slay.#i love my younger self.#anyway im scheduling this in like. january.#this is a big day for me. way bigger than beating teen pregnancy or whatevs
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I PRESENT TO YOU ALL THE BOY. LOOK AT HIM. APPRECIATE HIM. MOTH. MAN. ALL YOU COULD EVER WANT. THIS IS THE BEST THING IVE EVER MADE
#mothman#honestly i decided to make a visual novel out of nowhere#just another impulse project#but it lead to this b o y#he is a baby#nay#a short king#iconic in every way#he just want lamp#LOOK AT HIM#HE IS BABY#ANYWAYS#myart#digital art#perfect boy#im gonna go back to crying#hes so precious#oh and working on my game i guess#im doing that now#back to the hole#see you later when i never post again
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so life update the caribert archon quest has just bludgeoned me directly in the trachea from the sheer force of how goddamn GOOD it is like holy shit i both speedran the five stages of grief and was served the most goddamn delectable banquet of lore it's gonna stain my lips for WEEKS i'm gawking like a fool in my room and have been for the past two hours or so. my mug of hot chocolate is empty. my eyeliner is smudged because i expressed my disbelief with too much enthusiasm more than once. my little plate of snacks is more barren than the frozen wilderness. i'm freezing cold but absolutely BUZZING THAT WAS SO W O W WHAT A QUEST
#genshin impact#i swear to god there's something about things which just have one word as the title that hit different and i can't quite explain it#like one-word title things seem to inexplicably carry this extra layer of intensity and i'm literally never prepared for it ever#there's a power in 'em ya know what i mean and oh b o y i wanna bite into that awesome-one-word-titled-thing pie#i would also like to bite into various other pies like apple and cherry and blueberry but that's besides the point#this is an open invitation literally just show up to my house with the ingredients and We Will Craft A Piesterpiece#or just a master-pie-ce ?????? idk#anyway yeah the archon quest was fuc king great dainsleif's voice is literally like warm honey and the storyline slapped so hard it bruised#caribert#archon quest
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sorry ive been dead. work got busy (ugh) n will prob be busy til january (ugh x2)
i am working on some tattoos... slowly. i finished scream movie posters so thats fun (need to take screamshots of them <3).
also working on simlish band t shirts but of bands i like (its a lot of hardcore and gabber rn bc unsurprisingly no one is making band ts of music that sounds like 50 computers being dropped down stairs... smh)
#one artist i listen to has 2 monthly listeners on spotify so its literlaly me and one other person and thats quite literally the funniest#thing to me#anyway this is obvi my way to find ppl w similar music taste hehe. hello everyone#come lsiten to my computer garbage....#everyone at work hate my music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also 1 800 PAIN will b in there. obviosuly. my love#them and death tour... obsessed rn...#i think more music should be weird and have 500 horrible sounds going on at once#oh my god i can make the D*E*S*T*R*O*Y shirt n live vicariously thru my sims... so mad that shirts sold out tis soooo cute#that song is so sexy i wish it was 20 hrs long#instead its 2 minutes long bc world hates me#sry for the long tags im having a time haha
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truthfully I don't know how much of sidhe is here is about alexander james adams' transition and how much is me projecting (I mean it is absolutely sung with both his and heather's voices and I have to assume the pun is intended) but:
I see the truth my heart believes, the secret hidden in my bone
I drank the blood of the Chalise well of healing and of ancient lore I learned the truth it had to tell me once then twice again before
I spoke with Fae so many times, They know my wish, my heart’s desire I swore an oath in song and rhymes to brave the blaze of a sacred fire I healed a wound that I have kept for many years concealed, I’ve dried the tears so often wept, allowing truth to be revealed-
You could not tread the path I’m on, and so you found the strength to wait-
hi. I'm on the floor.
#THE STRENGTH TO WAIT. like oh boy not to get too serious (fair warning: I'm gonna) but oh b o y#the strength. to wait. written and sung by someone who transitioned in his forties.#like there's such a feeling of regret if you transition later! and framing it about strength instead#as something you COULD NOT DO before and so you waited even though it was HARD#(simply enduring difficult circumstances is not something we celebrate much and is something I have. a lot of emotional investment in)#and all this in the context of him Getting There and Managing It and being an avatar of trans joy now#like there's a reason I don't listen to his songs much and it is because songs like this are around every corner waiting to knock me flat#thank you that is all I'm gonna go bury my face in a pillow now#alexander james adams#falderal speaks
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