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Very very sorry for spam liking.... I just finished ur fic Perseverance.... I love it OwO and ur art... *Cough* Hi :3 (have most definitely not been going through you blog desperately searching for more Perseverance content.... Idk what ur on about... /Silly)

YEEE! It's no problem! :D At all actually. It is actually a compliment to see someone go through your posts and just. Like things systematically. ;_; LIKE, YEE, I'M SO GLAD YA LIKE YOUR STAY IN MY TRASH BLOG OMG-

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wesker for the nsfw alphabet plss

Y'all the amount of requests I have rn are crazy and I'm so fucking tired so I'm going to be slow to update and just do he asks I feel like doing so I dnt burn out. Hope y'all understand :')

Albert Wesker NSFW alphabet

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

There is aftercare if he has been rough. He will prepare a bath and get you whatever you need.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He loves his eyes. They are just so cool and makes his look intimidating. And they always seem to make you shiver when they pierce you. He loves you ass. That's all I need to say.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

He doesn't like messes so he prefers to cum in you. Also because he wants to breed you..

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

You came to his work wearing a small skirt and it got him really distracted and hard. So when you left and he could slip away he jerked off. The image of you in that short tight skirt plagued his mind and he moaned our your name.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Hardly has experience but what he lacks in experience he makes up in confidence.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

Cowgirl but he's still dominant. Or doggy style. I can't pick 😮‍💨

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

He more serious. What's so funny about sex?

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

It's all nice and trimmed. What else did you expect a bush? No not from this god. Nothing is messy or sloppy. It perfect.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

He can be romantic. It usually is but sometimes it's not. He can be really sweet and gentle. It's kinda rare.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

He hardly masturbates he just doesn't feel the need to.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

He likes gags. Especially gag rings.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

The bedroom. You guys have privacy and it's easier to breed you.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Seeing you all dolled up for him. Seeing you in your best clothing and hanging onto his arm it's gets him going.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Share you. You are his and his alone.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

He prefers to give. He just loves tasting you and having your juices coat his face.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

It's depends. Most of the time the speed is n between fast and slow.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

He doesn't really like them. You don't have them that often. He prefers proper sex so he can properly breed you.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

He doesn't take a lot of risks and he's okay to experiment as long as it's not too risky or bad.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

He can last for hours. With uroboros he has so much stamina.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

He does not own toys he doesn't need to. He will never bring the into the bedroom. He has himself and his tentacles so toys are not needed.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He likes to tease but doesn't do it a lot

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

He grunts a lot and here and there he moans. If your sucking him off and catch him off guard he'll whine.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

He likes to be edged. Idk why but I feel like he'd just love you to tease him back and try to take control.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

He's 8 inches long and 3 inches thick.

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

It's not that high. But when he's horny oh boy...

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He waits till you fall asleep then he'll fall asleep a little after.

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Riku Nanase NSFW Alphabet ❣️

A=Aftercare(what they're like after sex)

It depends on what it whas like. If it was slow and Intimate then after cleaning up he'll probably just cuddle up with you and go to sleep. But if you too want on the rougher end he might need to us his inhaler.

B=Body part(favorite body part of they're partner)

He likes your neck and being able to bury his face in it. Olso likes to kiss from your jaw dawn to your collarbone.

C=Cum(basically anything to do with cum)

He comes a little quicker than he'd like. And if he's already horny or pent up It only takes a few pumps for him to cum. He olso let's out a lot of per cum. His loads are a pretty good size. And his cum itself is quite thick and cremy.

D=Dirty secret(a dirty secret they have)

Pretty much anytime you showr he likes to take a little sneak peak at your figer. Even if you too just had sex it's a little guilty pleasure of his.

E=Experience(pretty self exploration)

Riku has no experience at all. He doesn't know what he's doing. You have to show and explain to him pretty much everything that's going on. You'll probably end up topping the first few times you guys do it.

F=Favorite position(agan pretty self exploration)

He's definitely a sub leaning switch. He'll be the dominant one if you want him to but he's very soft though. He likes mishinary and cowgirl or really eny position were you can rid him. And he can still see your face.

G=Goofy(are they serious in the moment or goofy)

Riku is unintentionally a little bit cheesy so you can't help but giggle at his flirting attempts. He will olso laugh when and if something unexpected happens.

H=Hair(how well groomed are they)

Riku is fairly well groomed but if you want a completely clean shave you'll have to help him a little.

I=Intimacy(how romantic are they)

He tries his best but he's a little clumsy. Not that you don't get super intimate moments with him you definitely do.

J=Jack off(do they do it how affton)

Like his brother he doesn't get horny very often. And when he does he'll do it in his room or maybe even the shower.

K=Kink(one or more of they're kinks)

Unexpected but he really likes lingerie. Things like polkadots and frills are really cute to him.

L=Location(were do they like to get it done)

He likes private locations it just feels more intimate that way. And if you ask he'd be fine with a love hotel if not a little nervous.

M=Motivation(what gets them going)

Pretty much anything you could think of would work on him. A heated make out session feeling him up or even a little bit of dirty talk. Will definitely get him in the mood.

N=No(what will they not do)

He doesn't really have any big no’s. Aside from not putting eny marks on him.

O=Oral(do they like doing it or having it done)

He doesn't know what he's doing but he tries his best. So you do have to teach him how to actually do it. But once he gets the hang of it he's actually pretty good.

P=Pace(do they like going fast and hard or slow and sensual)

He's definitely on the slow side but he still makes you feel good when he's on top. But when he's subing he actually likes it whenever your a little on the rough side. Because he's never felt enething like it before. Just don't go to hard or you might give him an attack.

Q=Quickie(do they do them how often)

Because off his heth issues he can't really do them without risking an attack. So for obvious reasons you too don't do them.

R=Risk(are they a risk taker or do they keep it safe)

The riskiest thing you too have ever done is car sex. Which considering he's a well known idol gives it pretty high stakes. But other than that he plays it pretty self.

S=Stamina(how many times can they go)

He definitely tries but he does have his limits. Naturally if your on top he can go a bit longer. But generally his stamina isn't the best.

T=Toys(do they use them what kind do they use)

He's never used toys of eny kind before. So he's a little intimidate. But go slow and introduce him gradually he'll get used to it.

U=Unfair(do they tease you how much)

Riku is very sweet during sex despite positioning. If he's on top then he'll tell how well your taking him. And if your on top then he'll tell how good you make him feel and what a great job your doing.

V=Volume(how loud are they)

He gets pretty vocal. Lots of mouns and whimpers. He gets a little embarrassed about it. But if you prays him for his voice he gets a little getty.

W=Wild card(a random thing they've done)

The first time he Jack off was a very interesting experience for poor riku. Cens he was really sheltered growing up he didn't have "the talk" till pretty late. And it wasn't in much detail. So the first time he came it punchd him in the head with nothing but pure pleasure. To the point where he didn't even notice the mess he'd made until he came down from his high.

X=X-ray(how much are they paking)

Pretty average in length and with. His tip is a light blushy red that gets deeper in color the harder he is. It tilts upward and when fully hard it press' against his lower stomach.

Y=Yearning(how high is they sex drive)

He hardly ever thinks about sex so his drive is pretty low. Even after you too start having sex.

Z=zz(how fast do they doze off)

He falls asleep pretty quickly. Especially if your giving him cuddles.

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𝙴𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ N o t e ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ This was made for @drasin as a part of a monthly subscription from my ko-fi. Thank you so much for supporting me and as always, go check her art because she is amazing.

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ P a i r ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ Albert Wesker x M!OC

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ P l o t ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ Gavin has been with Albert in his hideout for a few days now. Not exactly voluntarily, he was taken just because he works with Chris and the kidnapping was to lure Chris to Albert. And Gavin doesn't think seriously about escaping. He's no soldier, he's a tech guy, who doesn't like violence, anyway. Even more so Wesker doesn't see him as a threat, so he's in no real danger, just walking around. Therefore, since he's not in any danger, and Wesker for some reason seems to kind of enjoy his company (find him amusing?) So Gavin allows himself for more prying and (stupid/personal) questions. He's carefree and quite straightforward, also finds Wesker hot, and isn't ashamed to admit it. Usually bold when comes to flirting, however, Albert is an intimidating guy and will easily make Gavin back off and curl if he wants to.

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ T a g s ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ fluff, romance.

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Wesker looked over his shoulder to see Gavin trailing behind him, his eyes scanning the dark corners of the lab. "You're not going to find anything interesting there," Wesker said while organizing some reports. 

He shrugged. "I'm just trying to pass the time. Your hideout is pretty boring, you know?"

Wesker suppressed a sigh. Gavin had been here for a few days now, and his constant chatter and curiosity were starting to wear on him. But he wasn't a threat, and Wesker didn't want to be cruel to him. "I'm sorry we can't provide more entertainment for you.” 

He grinned. "Nah, I'm not complaining. At least I have someone to talk to." He nudged his arm. “Besides, maybe I’ll find something interesting by the time Chris comes to my rescue.” 

Wesker remained silent. He could feel the younger one becoming a little anxious. 

“He is coming, right?” 

The worry was clear in his voice, and he began to walk aimlessly around the lab with his arms crossed to his chest. 

“I know him well, so he should be here any minute now. Why do you ask, though? I thought you enjoyed my company.”

Wesker liked the little chuckle that escaped Gavin’s lips, so when he finished organizing his papers, he turned to watch the man who was now leaning on the wall. 

“I do, but speaking of which, how come you never talk about yourself? What's your deal?"

He raised an eyebrow. "My deal'?"

He shrugged. "You know, your backstory. What made you the way you are. What are your hopes and dreams.” He dramatically waved his arm in the air. "And most importantly, are you single?” He grinned.

Wesker sighed and rubbed his forehead. This was exactly what he didn't want to deal with. Gavin's flirtatious lines were amusing, but they were too much sometimes. "I don't think that's any of your business," he said coldly.

He pouted. "Aw, come on. I'm just trying to get to know you better."

“I don't want to get known better.” he said firmly. “And besides, how will that be of any use to you.”

“Maybe I’m just interested in you as a person?” Gavin's smile faded a little, and he felt a twinge of guilt. He was just trying to pass the time, and Wesker was shutting him down. Maybe he could indulge him a little. "Fine," he said with a sigh. "I'll answer one question. What do you want to know?"

He brightened. "Okay, let me think." He tapped his chin thoughtfully. "Hmm...oh, I know. What's your biggest fear?"

Wesker raised an eyebrow. "My biggest fear?"

He nodded, looking genuinely interested. "Yeah. Everyone has one, right? Even badass supervillains like you."

He hesitated. Wesker wasn't used to revealing his vulnerabilities, especially not to someone like Gavin. But something about the way he was looking at him made him want to open up, just a little. "I suppose my biggest fear is...failure," he admitted.

Gavin's expression softened. "That's understandable. But you know, even if you do fail, it doesn't mean you're a failure. You can always try again."

He snorted. "How very motivational of you."

He grinned. "Hey, I'm full of surprises."

Wesker rolled his eyes but couldn't help feeling a small twinge of amusement. Gavin was an odd one, that's for sure. But there was something endearing about his carefree attitude and willingness to poke fun at him. Maybe he could tolerate him for a little while longer.

Gavin was slowly becoming a better company with each passing day. Wesker got used to his flirtatious and curious nature, and he indulged more and more in his style. From the moment he kidnapped him, he knew that their relationship wouldn’t be the usual “captor-victim” one, especially since he was no threat to him. He was just a tech guy who was friends with Chris. He didn’t like violence either, so he just waited patiently to be rescued, while trying to get to know Wesker better. 

Even if the supervillain didn’t want to admit it, he liked his carefree attitude. It’s just that Wesker had so many things to deal with and so much stress, and when Gavin would ask his usual silly question, he’d make Wesker feel better. The conversations with him were so relaxing and smooth that it made Wesker wish Chris would take longer. There were moments when he’d get annoyed and push Gavin away.

“Why do you wear sunglasses indoors? Shouldn’t you be able to see in the dark?” The man asked cursorily and with a hint of amusement. Wesker was typing fast at the computer, so fast that Gavin was unable to see his fingers tapping the keys; he just heard the sound. 

“Don’t you have some servers to fix?” Wesker asked, annoyed. 

“Yeah, I do.” Gavin said as he was supporting his head on his fist. “I’ll come back when you’re in the mood. Probably after you finish your work.” With that, he stood up and minded his business. 

To prevent the younger man from getting bored, Wesker gave him some tasks to do daily. However, Gavin was very smart and would finish them in no time, forcing him to return to Albert. He would follow the villain everywhere he went, asking if he needed help and occasionally flirting with him. 

“You still didn’t answer my question.” Gavin said with a smirk as he returned. The pile of documents on Albert’s desk had increased visibly by the time he came back. He started to feel a little sorry for him. 

Wesker sighed “Let’s just say I got used to wearing sunglasses indoors now, and you please remain silent for one minute so I can finish my work?” 

“You never finish your work, Al. In fact, you are not even close to finishing it. Every time you say you will, another ten problems come your way that need to be fixed. Jeez, after watching your routine, I’m glad I didn’t become a villain.” 

Wesker stopped typing as a chuckle escaped his lips. Gavin had heard him laugh before, but not like that. This one was…genuine, so natural that it made Gavin stare dreamily at the older man. 

“Well, there are some downsides, but you overlook the benefits here.”

“Like what?” 

Wesker turned his head to look at Gavin. He noticed the dreamy stare that he had, which boosted his ego a little, and continued with the conversation. 

“Like money, power;” 

Gavin rolled his eyes. “Ah yeah, the villain cliche. Do you think I can become one if I desire only a carefree life without world dominance?” 

Wesker chuckled again, this time a little louder, making Gavin feel some intense things he should feel given the kind of person Wesker is. 

As he watched him, he noticed a blurry shade of red glimmering behind his sunglasses; thus, a certain curiosity began to grow inside him.

“Can I see them?” Gavin asked in a serious tone. He didn’t know if his Wesker would approve his request, but he wanted to try. That’s the beauty of him—no matter how impossible things seem, he always tries.

“See what?” Wesker replied, knowing what he meant but wanting to stall time to think if it should agree or not. 

“Your eyes.”

There was silence in the room, and the two men just stared at each other. Seeing that Wesker didn’t say anything, Gavin shyly extended his arm forward, his finger dangling in the air. When he was about to grab the handle, Wesker slapped his hand away, and the sudden move made Gavin flinch. 

“I think you invaded my personal space enough for today.” He said it harshly.

"Jeez, I’m sorry; I didn’t know you were so sensitive about it.”  

Without saying anything, he stood up and left the room, leaving the villain to do his own work. 

"Why can’t I control my impulses? Reaching for his glasses was risky.” He muttered while walking aimlessly. Gavin didn’t know where he was going, and he didn’t care. He wanted to give Wesker some space, hoping he would calm down. 

“What the fuck was I thinking? At least I’m in one piece.” He took a right turn, arriving in a short corridor. On each side were many doors, and in his relentlessness, he tried to open them all. 

“No key, I got no key whatsoever.” He said he was frustrated upon seeing that the doors wouldn’t budge. “I don’t know the passcode either.” His finger typed randomly the numbers on the lab’s screen lock that were at the end. “Fuck it.” He kept pressing until the door automatically locked.

“Emergency lockdown, too many wrong attempts. Call the tech department for further support.” A warm, robotic voice announced. 

“Well, I am the tech department, and I ain’t doing shit.” He said annoyed while continuing to mess with the door. 

Gavin tried to find an explanation for why he made such a risky move. All of this should’ve been just a silly way to pass the time until Chris arrived. All the jokes, all the flirting, and all of those silly conversations should’ve been just a way to distract him. 

“What the fuck were you thinking, Gavin? Going for his glasses? Overstep his boundaries like that?” The little touchscreen became inactive, so the buttons stopped beeping.

“What is beyond this door anyway?” He said this as he pulled out a screwdriver from one of his pockets. He was determined to open the door the old-fashioned way just to make time pass by. Besides, he was thinking clearly when he was active. 

“What the fuck are you doing there?” A familiar voice asked in a harsh tone, and soon a figure emerged from the darkness. 

Gavin froze and turned around very slowly, just like a prey who'd been cornered. Still, besides the obvious fear that he felt in that moment, he also felt a tinge of joy that was difficult to explain.

“Wesker, I…I was…the lock was broken, and I decided to fix it.” He was a terrible liar, and even if Wesker wasn’t there to watch the full scene, he still wouldn’t have believed him.

“And do you know who broke the lock in the first place?” He asked, his arm crossed to his chest. 

“No, sorry, I’m just the tech guy.” 

Wesker sighed and rubbed his forehead. He would have to teach the boy how to lie.

“Listen, Wesker…” The boy began to say shyly yet determinedly, “I know I’m difficult to have around,” a promising beginning that sparked Wesker’s interest in the conversation. He removed his hand from his face and watched the other man with curiosity. “And I know I haven’t been a pleasant ‘guest’ lately.”

“Go on.” 

“But I’m glad that you have patience with me, no matter how annoying I am.” 

Wesker was angry with him, especially when he saw him messing up with the lock, but there was something in his apology that softened him a little. So he brought his hands to his temples, and his long fingers grabbed the handles of his sunglasses, slowly taking them off. His eyes were shining with a beautiful dark red shade, which illuminated his sharp features faintly. At that moment, his eyes were shining the brightest in the room, creating a powerful contrast that made him look frightening. He came closer to the much shorter man and stared down at him. Still, Gavin wasn’t afraid. In fact, he kind of enjoyed this raw display of power.

“I know this situation might be hard for you, but remember that I can always turn it into something much more ugly." I give you freedom and something to do because I don’t see you as a threat, but give me one single reason to believe so, and I’ll turn you into a mindless tyrant.” 

“Understood,” Gavin nodded fast. 

“And keep your hands to yourself. I’m letting this one slide, but next time I won’t be so kind.” 

“Yes, Wesker,” Gavin said, lowering his gaze. 

He felt that he was being a bit harsh to the younger man, so he tried to lift his mood. 

“Speaking of, are you satisfied now?” Wesker asked while putting on his sunglasses. 

“Huh? Oh yes, definitely. Your eyes are very beautiful.” Gavin was surprised by this but also relieved. The whole conversation felt like a wild ride because he didn’t know whether he’d keep his head or not. 

“Thank you. You know, not everyone has a chance of seeing them.” He said it with a smile. 

“Yeah, I figured.” Both men chuckled, and Wesker patted his shoulder. 

“I’ll tell you what, I’ll be a nicer company if you promise to be a good boy. How’s that sound?” 

“Fine by me.” 

“Excellent. You can start by fixing that door you broke.” Wesker said as he turned around to leave. Gavin nodded and stared dreamily as the older man walked away.

Tag list: @skylar-todd @alewesker @rokurodokuro @brownsugarwrites

[what-yadoking-likes]

Who are some people/writers/artists in the Payday fandom you feel intimidated by and admire from afar?

HI ANON

Hmmm... 'intimidated by'? Intimidation is... hmm. Well, I don't feel intimidated by anyone here. Not in an arrogant way (as in I AM THE GREETIST) but in a... we all have different skills, preferences and focuses kind of way? And I mean sure, I’d love to be a better artist, but I think growth comes from appreciation and a desire to keep learning rather than intimidation. 

But admiring WELL. I admire many people within this fandom. This is for sure not a complete list & I’ll likely add to it/edit it as time goes on, so nothing personnel, kid.

Artists

@neomineom I ADORE their art! They have mostly drawn Sokol/Dallas, but in the past also did some Chains/Houston. I love how they draw & colour things in a soft, pastel-ly, realistic way. Some work is NSFW but you can only see it if legally allowed to do so in your country.

@handhelld An artist & writer. Their art uses such bright colours that just P O P. I want to learn their secrets 👀 They also write EXTREMELY hot fics over on AO3.Their NSFW alt is also a personal fave of mine.

@lambda-complex I haven’t seen them active so much on here lately, but their art is phenomenal in terms of colour (that one Wolf with drill pic is insane), poses (Chains on a horse say whaaaaatt?).

@biframes A recent addition to the Payday Tumblr community! They have uploaded so many cute comics and single-shot posts of the gang and have a soft spot for WolfHox (I have famously shared in the past how many times I have viewed their AO3 fic - their handle is lowpolycloud - and consider it one of the very best WolfHox NSFW fics out there).

@artcupcakes = A bit less active these days but a talented artist and writer! They also made Grade A shitposts.

Writers

m y s e l f

Desbea @des-paa-cee-toeee = I love and hate their work because there’s never a happy ending, but it scratches that angst itch. It’s not overly done/overly dramatic or eye-rolling-ly OoT as some angst can be - its a fine line to tread and D knows how far to push. I also cracked up L O A D S at their poly soulmates AU fic, which I believe never made it out publicly. I also... both loved and hated their Hanahaki NaviMind fic written on here. It hurts but it was so good I was grabbing my phone like a little gremlin every time I got a notification through from them.

@scrungly-sad-vlad-is-bad = the madperson did it, they went and wrote GolfGuide. I am very much looking interestingly at whether they will write more like the little content gremlin I am.

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Chapter II of my countryhumans au weeee!!!

Chapitre II: Tonga soa aty amin'ny Elo!

Here is the second chapter folks I hope you enjoy it! It was another pain in the ass to write but nevertheless I had fun! Mostly. But still! Some part were DIFFICULT TO WRITE OMG-

Ahem. Sorry. Anyway I think I'm getting too carried away with those notes but that's not related tee-hee-

H o w e v e r, on a related note this time: Fun fact! This chapter was a supposed to be long but then I decided to cut it in half, not because of the amount of words (I'm so irregular when it comes to that it's just ridiculous at this rate-) but the content of the next chapter is a pet peeve of mine thus I wanted to prepare myself a bit. You'll see eventually in the tw and the upcoming following words.

Alsoooo talking about Tw: Implied/referred human and countryhumans (pretty odd but I'm pretty sure you get it now-) trafficking, Implied/referred sexual and nonsexual slavery

⚠️Reminder that I don't support any of those. I'm only writing it for the sake of the story.

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If Tuvalu thought that having to wake up from the dead was the most painful and tiresome awakening he had, he was particularly right.

Except that was also the first time he woke up from a near out of body experience sprinkled with fever dreams and crisis.

And OH B O Y. THAT was P A I N F U L.

At least, he sensed that he was in a more comfortable position, laying down, four limbs all free with no restraints and (partially) fresh air if we can say that in that way. His hearing was still shitty but better than the last time and the waves weren't making him feel the urge to vomit for once.

Another detail he noticed in his unwanted slumber was the fact that, this time, there were two distinct voices. He could recognize Palau's albeit instead of the calm, soothing tone he used to wake him up the first time, it was a bit harsher and commanding, snapping and accentuating aach word he said. The other one was... Definitely not a voice he could recall nor put a finger on who it might be.

First thing first he could discern in his drowned state was the language the other voice spoke, which surely not something that Tuvalu could guess on. He couldn't be an European language nor whatever they use as a communication link, the accent as too pushy on the "r" and less a Polynesian one, at least not close to this branch of the family. It did had a few words he could pretend he knew its meaning.

Second thing, whoever had that voice belonged to was s c a r e d.

Really. Every time Palau would talk, the other would quiver in his syllables and the amount of stuttering was enough to surprise him. Clearly, either the person was probably intimidated by Palau or just scared in general but the first option seemed more probable.

Slowly but surely, the bulky amount of cotton in his mind began to blur out and dissipate, his eyes, out of instinct, started to twitch in his state of trance, an unwanted groan of pain escaped his lips.

"Tuvalu?"

Great, the scheme was back. And if he was more unlucky enough than he already is, he would go back to the suffocating and macabre basement under the unknown ship that he and Palau were trapped in.

Instead, he heard the other voice and, finally, he could discern fully what they were saying.

"Nga ny anarany Tuvalu?? (His name is Tuvalu??)" It asked before Palau shushed him hastily. The tuvaluan felt arms holding his upper body and sat him up. He opened his eye his slow, agonizing way albeit it was less intense than the first time.

"What the fu-" he said, not facing Palau but instead a human, staring right into his soul, looking at him like he was a wonder in the pejorative way.

To say it was a frightening sight, enough to be added in a horror movie would be an understatement.

"Holy shit-!!" He shrieked, instantly backing away, making the boat tangle a bit. The human yelped in fright when he lost his balance, almost falling outside the engine.

Palau directly took initiatives as he grabbed the human by the shoulders to stop him from potentially drowning. Tuvalu held himself on the border of the boat, his breath coming out as a gasp, feeling his heart doing somersaults in rib cage when his upper body weighted himself towards the water, making him lose his balance for a short spam. The palauan proceed to steady his friend as well, on alert and afraid that the tuvaluan would end up below again.

"PALAU-!" He yelled before yelping in fearsome surprise when the concerned one pulled his remaining arm harshly.

They did the same with the human who instantly froze, scared and anticipating, excepted anything coming from the anthropomorphic country at this point. However, instead, Palau groaned in both annoyance and effort, his gaze flicking back and forth between his friend and the nuisance that abducted the two. He was in the middle of the engine, his weight steadying and balancing the two's as the boat finally stopped dangling around until it floated back on the water gently.

"You two really need to stop squirming around or else we'll all end up lower than six feet under with a boat above our head-!" They commanded. Even if the palauan didn't mean to have any harsh undertone, the way he ordered both of them made them stay still, mainly the human.

Soon, after seeing that the dangling wouldn't be that much of an issue anymore, their grip slowly but steadily let go of the two, breathing out a lump of air stuck in their throat, rubbing their eyes tiredly.

A tense, heavy and oppressive silence settled on the engine and between the one in it, as they awkwardly looked at each other, not sure what to do or say until Tuvalu spoke up, his blafard face betraying his dread.

"Wh-! How- You- he- Uh???" He sputtered out, now fully lost when he gained his senses.

Well, speaking was probably a burlesque way to not say completely shocked and astonished in a mauvais way but in either way, the author's point still stands, the tuvaluan tried to speak.

Palau didn't know how exactly he needed to respond to that, the only thing he only was able to manage was to make sure the human wouldn't try to pull out any other stunts. It tooks a while before he frowned though it was on empathy, answering with the first thing that came to his mind.

"Alright. Do you want the long version or the short one?" He said, slightly deadpan.

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During the entire time Palau explained to the other country, who now sat and trying his best to be comfortable, the human looked back and forth at the two, his face betraying his fright.

In his mind, he was doing a summary of what was happening and how horribly dumb he was.

Let's see. He was in his boat, although it seemed that it wasn't even his own property anymore. In the middle of the sea, on an UNKNOWN sea mind you. Stuck with two potentially dangerous beings with one of them who literally just threatened him, with a damn bone from his own poacher's items as they settled themselves in.

And now that he thought about it, that whole situation was ironic. He was the one who captured them in the first place to make himself money and now, he was the one held hostage.

In his, once again, own boat. Well supposed to be, once again.

How delightful.

If it wasn't for the constant sound of fingers snapping that made him go back to reality, the man would have still been deep in thoughts on how everything went wrong in just one small amount of time. The one who threatened to kill him earlier was the one to speak up again, his tone the same as it was during their first, unpleasant encounter...

... Except the man didn't know what were they saying.

Let me explain.

Of course he knew it was English. He was still educated after all! Plus even after highschool, unlike most of the others who would stop and try to be a mechanic or a seller, he continued his studies for a few years and learned the lexicon! But here's a thing: he doesn't know how to respond to them, ESPECIALLY when his interlocutor was surely way more of an expert than him either way when it comes to the language.

So he tried his best and gave the adequate reaction for his question.

"... Inona? (What?)"

Acting fucking clueless.

The countryhuman who threatened him with a bone ironically glared at him with a closed eye while the other (he recalled that his name was- what was it again? Tulu?Talu?Vutu Well, he only knew it was something along those lines) raised an eyebrow at him, titling his head, almost mirroring the human's confusion.

It didn't take that much time before the one that was definitely not trying to be friendly with him facepalmed before designing himself then him, his tone in faux naive, as if he was speaking to a toddler.

And not gonna lie, the man felt slightly offended at that.

"Yooouuur Naaame. You name. Yours." They said words to words, accentuating each letter.

Well that was rude for his intelligence. But Setra was not in the position to argue because he was the one who started to act dumb.

And so he will play dumb!

"Oh! Name! Setra. Setra is name mine. Name of me." He said, a bit too enthusiastically, pointing at himself.

The two countries looked at each other, their faces clearly showing their confused expression before the one who tried to kill with a frickin elephant bone grunted and muttered something under his breath in his native language probably. (he wasn't even SURE if that was actually his native language if he has to be honest- it sounded much more like malagasy but modified-? Oh! Maybe he was Antandroy! Or maybe from Sambava-? Uh)

"Weird idiot."

Those sudden words that the human could grasp between the one with a brighter shade of blue stirred some indignation in him.

Okay. Even if Setra was playing dumb and genuinely didn't understand most of their conversations, he couldn't help but feel offended. Excuse me?? He was the weirdo here?? These two fuckers are literally walking countries with flags plastered on their face like war paint and acts like feral animals with him!

If he wasn't actually oh so polite to let them ride his own boat, he would have already thrown hands.

Or probably the two.

Or both!

Okay maybe he was going too far-

But still, he was going to remember that. Oh how he was going to remember that!

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Tuvalu didn't really knew how many days, or even weeks if he was dramatic enough, him and Palau had passed on this goddamn engine.

Fortunately, the boat was very fast and the fact that he came back from the dead (he wasn't even sure if it was the correct expression to qualify what happened to him but at this rate, it wasn't his main concern), his metabolism as an anthropomorphic territory didn't changed thus eating wasn't an issue unless if they were stuck there for decades with no issues or whatsoever.

Sleep was not really a problem on its own too. The two were just going through too much shit to close their eyes but that wasn't the main concern on the current.

Because one day, Tuvalu saw a lump of land not from afar and the clear silhouette of buildings that were possible to be discerned appeared in his sight.

The polynesian county widened his eye at it before he nudged Palau, the latter checking on the bandages on his arms as he perked up.

"There's land there. Plus people are living there! Maybe they can help us??" The Tuvaluan asked, almost hopeful as a small, uncertain smile was on his face.

However, upon watching the growing uncomfortable expression on the Palauan's face shifting into a frowning one, his lips scrunching at it, Tuvalu's initial thought wavered slightly.

After a small pause, the Micronesian country eventually admitted, his tone unsure, as if his propos wouldn't be adequate for the other, not because of the situation. Even Setra, who was still eating his rice with carrots, looked up with his irises, casting a knowing glance towards the other before going back to his food.

"Tuvalu-" Palau started as they took a deep breath before continuing. "-I don't think it's a good idea to actually go in. It's Indonesia- or at least what remained of it-"

"Big city no good. Only danger. Bigger danger." Setra said, in a tone almost known for facility, finishing munching on his plate.

Tuvalu perked up at his intervention, curious. However, unlike the Tuvaluan, Palau raised an eyebrow at the human, who only ignored him as Setra continued, putting his own bowl aside as he continued in the same somewhat broken or at least very simple English.

"Danger in the big city. They are bad there so we no go there. Sex. They use and use hold sex."

The last part made Tuvalu widened his eyes as he frowned, clearly taken aback by what the man had said so bluntly. Palau, on the other hand, was unfazed by the aveu.

"W-wh- the fuck-?" The polynesian country blurred out before his partner answered back, his voice unsettlingly calm.

"He is talking about the black market with countryhumans."

Tuvalu felt his blood do a jump inside before freezing at the new revelation.

Well. It wasn't new. But for Tuvalu, it was a shock.

"Say what now-?" He couldn't help himself as Palau sighed, their shoulders sagging slightly as they ran a hand through their hair.

"It's- how do I say it-" they mumbled, feeling the concerned and horrified expression on the other's face as they used this small opportunity to also tidy up their dirty hair by tying it as they continued. "Well to put it simply, countryhumans are now considered as"illegal ". Well- uh- as a corrupted statue let's say. That's why S O M E-" the Micronesian country gritted their teeth as they glared at Setra who only stopped eating midway the spoon was going in his mouth, wide eyes and not understanding why this- thing- was, once again, sending him death glares as he only did the only thing he could be able to and that was acting like a deer in headlights.

Then, Palau continued, his tone less agitated. "Basically, we- anthropomorphic territories are tracked all around, either in the normal world or in Neo Pangea. They have a big ransom on their heads, no matter how big, small, powerful, weak or popular they are. So yeah. Humans are using this opportunity with putting higher primes or just straight up selling what they have found. Sometimes, even disguising their already morbid human trafficking into "countryhumans hunting."

Palau ignored the way Setra tensed at their words while Tuvalu's already sour expression became furthermore livid as he shivered. "Oh god... Why are they even so cruel??" He asked, more to himself, as Palau looked away, his blank expression still relevant albeit a hint of disgust creeped on his face.

"It's just how humans are."

"Humans bad but not every human are so me I am not bad." Setra nodded, solemn and serious.

Palau deliberately decided to ignore the invasive human as Tuvalu wavered on his own seat, the realization of a whole disturbing world that was revealed.

For God sake. This was going to be long.

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It almost felt as if it never ended but then a hope in Tuvalu sparked when Setra announced a bit loud.

"Land! Tanànako Io! (It's my land!)" The man switched to his native language, betraying his tumultuous emotions of excitement and slight anxiety.

Palau, who was merely trying to contemplating the endless sea, perked up at his words before they turned their head in curiosity with a raised eyebrow.

The two said Polynesian countries went to the side of the boat, making sure they wouldn't do the same mistake a few weeks ago as the Tuvaluan leaned a bit furthermore on the rail, eyeing with contemplation the lump of land that stood not from afar as the engine that was already going fast went on such full speed the countryhuman was almost scared that it would dysfunction and leave them on their demises.

Setra's neck was so stretched out to look forward that the anthropomorphic territory was almost concerned he snap it by accident but the human quickly retreated, smiling widely as he started to control the panels of his boat. The Palauan retired themself from the edge as they couldn't help but ask the human, much to their own repulsion against their own actions.

"It's your country right? What is its name?"

"Land. Not country." Setra quickly and directly corrected as Palau couldn't help but raises an eyebrow at the rectification before the human continued, his tone less scared and more... Reminiscing.

"Madagascar. My land's name is Madagascar."

At the revelation, both Palau and Tuvalu couldn't help but look at each other, eyes wide as a plate. Madagascar?? They actually went that far from their own place??

Obviously, Palau was less that in awe unlike Tuvalu who was way behind renovated technology.

"Even I myself didn't knew that engines were now that advanced but meh. I also lived as an hermit so who am I to tell."

Tuvalu didn't added anything, despite the question that burned at the back of his mind.

Soon enough, Setra slowed down his boat to a regular speed as the lump soon became bigger ground and as soon as the three got closer, a violent, disgusting smell of putrid food with trash caught Tuvalu's nostrils as he couldn't help but scrunch, an icky shiver going through his spine.

Palau, for once, was empathic as they winced, at this close of holding their breath because of the horrendous air.

Setra seemed to be the only one unbothered by the sudden shift from a burning hot air to a stinky and almost unbearable scent lingering in it with the unstable temperature.

"Tonga soa! (Welcome!)" He said gleefully, completely ignoring the grossed out expressions on the other territories with him.

"Uhm- thanks-?" Tuvalu awkwardly thanked back, not really sure what the human really meant but supposed that it was out of kindness.

Sorta.

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The sea side wasn't better.

Or at least if we could even still call it a sea side.

The sand alongside with the remaining seafoam was full of plastics, torn clothes and other dirt such as munched up apples or banana peels all gathered in a few spots there and there, almost making a barely standing wall of trash, mud and algues sticking to it.

Tuvalu cringed internally.

"Uh." The said Polynesian country hummed in disdain as Palau added, sarcasm obvious in their voice.

"What a charming view really." They quipped, deadpan as Setra stopped the engine he was driving, some sort, on a less polluted and litter inducing part of the once remaining beach.

The human in question, despite not being ever so slightly fazed by the appalling view, nonetheless made sure, when he got down off the boat, to not step furthermore on any suspicious squishy and sluggish... Excrements alongside with the floating trash. After that, he had to kindness and patience to actually help the two anthropomorphic territories, especially Tuvalu because of his missing arm and Palau with his impaired vision's issues.

In the end, after countless and almost impossible attempts of not getting anything gross remaining on his shoes, Tuvalu gave up, much to his own repulsivity while Palau was less careful and just hoped he would step on something THAT smelly.

"This is your home-?" Tuvalu couldn't help but ask, looking around with now a slight morbid fascination as the Palauan went next to him, instinctively holding holding the other's hand just in case.

"This is- surely something."

"Very smelly." Setra concluded as he hopped back on the boat, holding up the bone that Palau used on him.

It took a few seconds for Tuvalu to realize what he was about to do until he widened his eye, pure shock and dread on his face.

"W-wait-! Setra what are you doing?!"

That made Palau perked up as they looked behind only to see the human in question involved pushing his engine. Albeit the sight of a fearful expression on his face, a hint of determination was also shown and even slight defiance.

"It's smelly and I hate it. That's why I'm leaving. Goodbye!" He said almost like a matter of fact, powering up the motor.

Palau was the first to actually move as they gritted their teeth in anger, knowing too well that it was sure the human only wanted to abandon the two in this whole garbage of messes.

How dare he! That fucker!

"Hold on get back her-!" They unfortunately didn't had the time however to stop the engine as Setra immediately activated it at full speed, splashing the two with the dirty and salty water as he went away, almost laughing to himself. Finally a sweet revenge!

Tuvalu was still wide eye and so was his partner before the Micronesian country spoke up, fury evident in his words.

"Damnit. That bastard." They muttered as the Tuvaluan bit his lips.

A more prominent uneasy feeling took ahold as he didn't even cared anymore about the plastic bottles and banana peels surroundings or sticking on his ankles as the smell got worse because of his and Palau's now soaked wet clothes with whatever germs it had in the liquid.

Because, on the current, it wasn't THE thing that made him dreadful and almost scared shitless again.

But the fact that he and Palau were now on their own again except it wasn't an abandoned land like last time, with clear presence of humans judging with the amount of littering.

And if they were like Setra too...

... Then the real survival game started now.

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I do apologize I gave up at the end because really I somehow never have the mind to finish something properly.

That's says a lot about me.

Uh.

Anyway.

Fun fact! Aside from the obvious topic of sexual trafficking and slavery or whatnot, the MAIN pet peeve of mine when writing this was mainly the whole climate change thingies alongside with how dirty my own country is.

I'm someone who is sensible when it comes to global warming and with these last few shits going on, it was somewhat a vent like chapter especially at the end.

But eh life moves on and it's not a rant book once again thus I hope you liked this chapter :)

The next one will have a new protagonist be ready ✨

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P O T E N T I A L C O N N E C T I O N S

Mars Gaffney - 50, He/Him, Architect & Brotherhood Regional Manager of West Manhattan

FULL INTRO // TIMELINE

Under the Read More are different connection ideas based on Mars’s life. Feel free to message me or comment on the post if any of these strike your fancy and I can reach out to you to plot more. �� 

💬 Convince Me - Mars is a businessman, a designer, and you have the greatest idea for a potential project. But he really isn't interested, not seeing the merit. But you know if he just worked with you on this and understood, he'd get it. So maybe you've started trying to convince him. Wining and dining, or just shooting him texts and ideas. Is it a recreation center? A potential business? An old building about to be demolished that you think could be revitalized into something so much more rewarding for the community? Whatever it is, you MIGHT need some of Mars's money to help out, which he's even more reluctant to shell out for you.

🚶‍♂️ Accompany Me - There's a lot of firms in this particular high-rise building in Manhattan, and perhaps you work there as well, or drop off goods to someone else within the office building, or even have a friend's office nearby. You happened to be walking out at the same time as a somewhat intimidating architect who nearly walks into traffic- and you grab him and shout at him for not paying attention. What begins is an odd lunch arrangement. It started as you making sure this man doesn't step in front of a bus, but by now you two expect each other. He always looks tired but by now you both have your lunch plans together and you could probably call yourself friends, even if you barely know what his life is like beyond buildings and blueprints.

🥊 Fight Me - You already weren't having a great night when this drunk asshole started stumbling all over the place. Tempers flared and the two of you ended up in an all-out brawl out in the back alley. Eventually you both walked away from it with a few bruises - but come to find out this idiot you fought is some kind of big-name architect? You see him at a fancy party or on the news and you can't believe it. Especially when you bump into him again, when the beer goggles are off and the both of you are sober and definitely trying to forget about coming to blows.

🫂 Console Me - It's 2020, and you're on the subway home. There's a somewhat dour man sitting alone across the way. He seems completely engrossed in a newspaper when he gets a phone call. You're trying not to listen in, but he's clearly gotten some bad news. He ends the call and crumples into tears. You don't know what to do - so you go over to him, maybe a bit awkwardly, and hold him. You find out that his wife has just passed away after her battle with cancer, and you can't imagine how it feels. Seeing how distraught he is, how alone, you give him your phone number. You find out later that this man doesn't show that type of weakness often - and the broken facade you saw is few and far between. Regardless, you two have continued texting each other, and might've even become odd friends?

[fellowshiphq]

M A G N O L I A

name: utp

age: 21+

gender: utp

pronouns: utp

species: human

kingdom: gil galea

commitment level: 1

proficient skills: persuasion & martial weapons

fc recs: dai si, simone ashley, dev patel,

A B O U T

magnolia is the current heir to the gil galean throne and they are the betrothed of prince arde. it is likely they won't be crowned for another decade, but they are still looked to as their kingdom's future. they are learning how to properly represent their people. the greatest challenge is balancing the traditions of the past and the changes that need to be made for a better future.

S P E C I A L S K I L L S

As a leader and a diplomat, Magnolia is skilled in both persuasion and inspiration. They are used to giving grand speeches to rouse their people into higher morale, even during the darkest winters. They are the bright shining hope for their people. Their reputation is good, and their youth easily excuses any blemish. They also know how to get what they want and what they need to do or say to make people bend to their will. they use this skill sparingly, often favoring flattery and kindness, over lies or intimidation.

S T A T S

dexterity: +1

strength: +1

charisma: +3

wisdom: +1

intelligence: 0

constitution: -2

C O N N E C T I O N S

ELM - They've been training you in combat all your life. They feel like family to you although you know the reason they hang around so much is because they were hired as your personal bodyguard. They treat you like a normal person; jesting and brawling. Their gregarious personality makes you feel comfortable. They're one of the few people you feel you can let loose around. PINE - Pine appeared in the kingdom the same night at the diplomatic party from Cordelaine, but they made it clear that they were Gil Galean. Your parents seemed to recognize them and welcomed them in. You've never seen your parents look so nervous and deferential, so whoever Pine is they're important. You don't know why their identity is being kept secret from you, but you aim to find out. MAPLE - Your only other friend in the kingdom. They seem to have made it their personal mission to make you smile every day. They are so thoughtful and kind. Their heart is so full it makes up for the fact that their head is empty. You love them, but there are some days you don't want to be cheered up. You just want to be left alone to think and somehow they always seem to barge in at the moments you want peace.

this character is currently OPEN. they are written by TBD.

[freakynct]

「𝒂-𝒛 𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔」

— na jaemin

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a; aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

jaemin is so caring after sex, probably one of the most caring members, he absolutely has to make sure that you're alright and taken care of. i know this is not an aftercare aspect but i totally see him as the type to finish you by eating you out if you didn't cum during sex. he goes all out with aftercare, helps you walk or even carries you, takes a shower or has a bath with you and does all the work of washing you clean, gives you his sweater to sleep in and cuddles and kisses you until you fall asleep in his arms. everything for his baby

b; body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

i feel like jaemin sees your body as something precious to him and he makes sure you know that, but i feel like he has a soft spot for your neck and eyes. on him it's probably his arms and maybe his eyes too, he really knows how to use them to his advantage

c; cum (anything to do with cum basically)

i think jaemin's favorite way of cumming is inside you. he loves the intimacy of it, especially if he gets to look into your eyes while he does so

d; dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

this is something that jaemin thinks is well hidden from everyone but what he forgets is that you're the one that does the laundry and it's pretty noticeable when your underwear starts to slowly disappear. he just can't help himself when he sees all the pretty underwear you own, thinking about how good you would look dressed in them or remembering that one time he fucked you so good in them. so he kinda gets lost in his thoughts with your panties in his hand that he slowly drags down his body until he has it wrapped around his cock and well you know the rest

e; experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

i definitely see him as someone that would much rather have sex while in a relationship, he's not one to do a lot of one night stands but he does have some experience. he has had a few partners before and he's definitely really good at what he's doing and he takes his time learning what works for you

f; favourite position (goes without saying)

i'm sorry if this comes off as predictable but i don't see jaemin enjoying any other position more than he enjoys missionary. he loves eye contact and intimacy and missionary checks all the boxes. he also gets to hold your hands and kiss you and watch how pretty you look while you cum around him. he also really enjoys to lift your legs up and hold them over his shoulders while he fucks you

g; goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

i definitely see him getting a bit more goofy sometimes, jaemin doesn't need to be all serious during sex and he knows how to balance things out. he loves teasing and making you shy so he's not afraid of making some jokes or be more playful during sex to get what he wants

h; hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

i think jaemin is pretty well groomed, he doesn't shave it all off but he likes things neat and he takes care of it

i; intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

i think i've mentioned this aspect a few times already but jaemin loves intimacy during sex and feeling close to you. he doesn't need to be romantic all the time to make you feel special because he naturally already makes you feel that way. however he does go all out when it comes to special occasions like anniversaries or birthdays, he likes to put in the effort and prepare something really romantic. he also loves to praise you during sex

j; jack off (masturbation headcanon)

i think this really depends on his mood, i don't think he has a set schedule for it. sometimes he feels more horny than other times but i would say that he does it regularly, not everyday but pretty often

k; kink (one or more of their kinks)

i think jaemin's main kinks would be praise, light bondage, daddy kink, foreplay, body worship, lingerie and light marking

l; location (favourite places to do it)

jaemin isn't big on sex in public places, he prefers the comfort of his home where both of you can feel comfortable and safe. i would say his favorite places are his bed and the couch

m; motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

something that really gets him going is being able to intimidate you and making you shy and sensitive to his touch. he loves seeing you at his mercy and trying to avoid eye contact, makes him confident and he thinks you look cute and that turns him on

n; NO (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

something i have the feeling jaemin wouldn't enjoy is anything involving too much pain on you. he's not really into too hardcore stuff so anything that makes him feel like he's hurting you rather than pleasuring you he won't do

o; oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

jaemin is all about giving. of course he loves when you go down on him but he loves seeing you squirm under him while he makes you feel good with his mouth and he's really good at it

p; pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

i don't see him as someone that likes really rough sex. he's more into slow but deep movements and he makes it very sensual. he makes sure every thing he does feels good to you just as much as it feels good to him. his movements might get a little faster when he's about to cum or if you ask him to go faster but besides that he likes to take his time with you

q; quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

i don't see jaemin being into quickies that much. like i said he loves to take his time and he loves foreplay and quickies are just not as fun to him so i don't see it happening that often

r; risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

i feel like he prefers to be safe but he's not boring either. if he sees that you really want to experiment something new then he will try it for you but he's not one to risk it too much

s; stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

i feel like jaemin has pretty good stamina and he can last for a really good amount of time. he likes to pleasure you above all and he won't stop until he knows you're satisfied, so if he needs to go for a long time he will

t; toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

i think jaemin likes smaller toys and he likes using them on you from time to time. he loves foreplay so toys are a great addition to see how far he can push you. i feel like he chooses the cutest designs and colors for the toys he uses on you but that's it, he will only use them on you, never on himself

u; unfair (how much they like to tease)

i touched on this before but he loves to tease you, so much. it's one of his favorite parts and he has managed to be able to make you wet for him just from his teasing, whether through words or by touching

v; volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)

jaemin isn't that loud but he also doesn't feel the need to be quiet either. he knows you like to hear him too and he will be louder when you suck him off or you focus more on him as a way of praising you and showing you he's enjoying what you're doing, he knows that makes you happy. i feel like he groans and grunts more than actual moaning but he let's out some moans sometimes

w; wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

you let out a weak moan as jaemin guided your hips against his, your hands holding tight to the couch behind him, your thighs starting to burn at the constant up and down movement.

"you're doing well princess, just like i taught you." he remained calmed but the breathiness on his voice gave away how much he was enjoying seeing you ride him. "look at me baby." he said as you realized your eyes had been closed the whole time, both due to the pleasure you were feeling and to how shy you felt being this exposed to him, even if it wasn't the first time.

you slowly opened your eyes, being greeted with jaemin's cocky smirk as he confidently stared at you. your hips stopped moving involuntarily as you got lost in his gaze and you had a moment to realize how your cheeks burned and how your fingers hurt from holding onto the couch so tightly.

"don't stop now baby. i know you're so close to cumming, aren't you?" you whimpered as you felt his fingers moving slowly over your clit, encouraging you to keep moving up and down on him, the combination of his fingers and his cock inside you making you bite on your lip to suppress the moan that threatened to come out. "that's it, that's my good girl."

x; x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

i think he's just on the average side, not big but not small either, kinda like the "perfect size" to make you feel good. i think his girth is also pretty average and he has an overall pretty dick and i feel like he's circumcised as well

y; yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

i think his sex drive is pretty normal, not too high and not too low and definitely depends on how stressed or tired he is from work. i think it's not hard to turn him on so i think his sex drive will also depend on his partner and their sex drive

z; zzz (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

like i've mentioned jaemin is big on aftercare so he won't fall asleep until you're taken care of even if he's really tired. so after sex he makes sure you're all clean and comfortable and then cuddles up with you until both of you fall asleep

[zegumi]

Ushijima Wakatoshi SFW alphabet

alphabet template here

fluff I sfw I gn reader I hcs

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

at first he's quite hesitant on showing affection, wondering if you're comfortable with him being that close to you. he starts off easy: holding hands, letting you rest on him... etc.

once he feels more comfortable with you, he starts placing his head in your lap and giving you little kisses here and there

his favourite forms of affection are: forehead/cheek kisses, back hugs, holding pinkies, and resting his head on your shoulder

when you’re not around he shows affection by talking to you to his closer teammates but subtly, he brings up your name once in a while and a teammate will tease "ooo somebody's in looove" and he starts blushing profusely, asking if they can go back to practice, but the thought of you never leaves

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

being best friends with ushijima seems very rare, he's pretty selective with letting people close enough to earn that title

with you it was unexpected, you weren't afraid or cautious of his stoic upfront. you sat next to him in class and tried to make conversation with him, making sure to include him in conversations and asking how he's doing once in a while. he lets his guard down a little and you guys get even closer, he even invites you over to help with some schoolwork and suddenly you guys are spending more time together outside of school

he's kind of hesitant to call you a best friend, but when he sees that you’re okay calling him yours, he adopts the same title

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

yes yes yes and yes

he is always behind you, resting your head on top of his. if not he'll be facing upwards, lying on his back, your head will be resting on his shoulder and he'll have his arm wrapped around your waist.

he's definitely 99% always the big spoon

but on the rare occasion he wants to be the little spoon, he has both his arms wrapped around your waist, with his head on your chest, your hand running through his hair while your legs are intertwined absolute bliss

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

hell yeah

he's a sucker for the domestic life, waking up with you in your sub-urban house, a train ride away from the city. making cakes with you in your green painted kitchen which took you way longer than it needed to bc you kept messing around

he can cook, oh my, he buys some cookbooks and you guys spend some time with each other

I feel like he wants kids, some mini him and you running around, if not he'll adopt some

him teaching his kids to play volleyball in the backyard, him brushing their teeth and reading them bedtime stories and them giving them a little kiss goodnight cuteness overload

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

definitely depends on the reason why you're breaking up, but in this scenario, let's say he hasn't been home enough and you guys feel like you're not with each other enough pain

he really dreads having to break up with you, but he knows you deserve more than someone who is barely home. he's not harsh about it, he sits you down at a time when you guys are both free and explains why, "maybe the time isn't right, right now"

even though he broke it off, he still thinks about it quite a lot, he really hopes that you guys will find your way back to each other one day even if he knows that it won't be possible bc right now you're happier with someone else :( i love angst

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

his volleyball career kinda gets in the way of him wanting to commit to you, but he wants to show you that you mean the world to him, so i think he proposes in his mid-late twenties

his proposal isn't really that over the top, but he takes you out first for a fancy dinner with the excuse 'can't i treat you once in a while'. it's quite dark outside and you guys are looking over the city, you turn around to ask him something and you see him down one knee lovely

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

he is very gentle... probably bc of his strict upbringing, but he makes sure not to hurt you in any way

he becomes so much more gentle with his words, careful of saying the wrong words because he can't stand the thought of losing you

physically, he tries to make sure not to accidentally knock into you bc this man is so big and if you get ill ushijima is doing anything in his power to get you better, he tries not to get sick in the process, but having you care for him doesn't seem like the worst idea

emotionally, he tries to support you, but he's not the greatest at dealing with emotions, but when supporting you he tries comforting you rather than trying to solve your problems

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

at the beginning of the relationship, i think his hugs are kind of stiff-ish, but once you guys get more comfortable he goes all in

he's such a good hugger. he doesn't do half-hugs, it's all of it or nothing, he engulfs you with his strong arms a little bit too tight but who needs air

if he feels extra clingy back hugs. he loves the feeling of having your figure pressing against his, sometimes his hands grip onto your waist and he'll sway you back and forth while humming to his favourite song

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

as I've mentioned before, you're the first one to say ily in the relationship, but he says it back straight after

i like to think this happens about 5/6 months into the relationship, just when you guys start getting really comfortable around each other

as for using the L-word, he doesn't really say it that often, he believes when something is overused it isn't as special. he only uses it when it needs to be said

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

he doesn't really get jealous easily bc he's kind of oblivious or chooses not to pay attention to it

but when he catches on to whatever's going on, his eyebrows furrow and he'll just give the stare, he'll come near you and put an arm around your waist and slyly try to join the conversation

he knows what he's doing and so does everyone else

the person you're talking to gets a bit intimidated and tries to end the conversation as quickly as possible

you'll try to tease him for his jealously and he'd just change the subject and starts blushing a little, if you try to bring it up later he'd be like 'huh what was that sorry i don't remember'

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

I'm not good with this type of stuff ahh

he's actually pretty good at kissing. he likes soft kisses and little pecks on the shoulder and forehead.

when he's rough or needy, he gets really handsy like hands cupping your cheeks, in your hair, hands pulling your waist in - just very intimate

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

lazy mornings bc who likes being productive all the time

he likes sleeping in on days he has nothing to do, so he’ll be behind you hugging your waist and his head resting on your back, you try to stand up so you can get breakfast done but he pulls you back and says 'come on, just a little more', you know that means another hour but you still get sucked back into his warm embrace

you end up falling asleep and wake up with noises coming from the kitchen. you walk in on him wearing just an apron and his pajama pants, dancing to the radio while making pancakes for breakfast

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

again lazy evening edition bc why not

he comes home early that day, brings home your favourite snacks and asks if you want to watch a movie with him

he grabs a few blankets from your room and you guys decide to watch 13 going on 30 one of my comfort movies

halfway through the movie, he places his head on your laps asking for you to play with his hair, he lies down and you throw some popcorn and skittles in his mouth every few minutes, you tried pouring water but he started choking and spat water all over your shirt

it gets pretty late and cold so he changes you into his hoodie and carries you over to the bedroom. you guys fall asleep to the hums of the city below

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

he's a very reserved person, and i think it's just the way he was raised, talking about feelings wasn't normal in his home growing up

i think with you it takes him some time to open up, he reveals a few things about him and his childhood here and there but nothing major

he doesn't talk about how he feels enough, so it kinda relies on you being able to notice a change in his behaviour which might I say seems extremely hard

i think if you start being more open to him, then he follows on

he gets more comfortable with his emotions around you first and then starts being more open to his team - just give him some time he gets there

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

oh he's so patient, so patient

it takes a LOT to anger him, i don't think you ever have or ever will see this man angry, tbh i don't think you would want to

if you ever lash out at him, he'd sit down and understand where you're coming from, he'd try to calm you down and give you a second to let it all out

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing or do they kind of forget everything?)

he remembers everything, literally everything

you mentioned that you liked mangos yesterday, and boom you've got a lifetime supply in your kitchen /s

he keeps a little note in his notes app just making sure he doesn't forget anything, he has your favourite orders, skin/hair care products you use, and little stuff like your favourite show in there

he does this bc he loves how your eyes beam after realising he remembers the little details

R = Remember (What is their favourite moment in your relationship?)

this one hc is why this took so long, so I decided not to do bc my brain isn’t responding

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

ushijima isn't the overprotective type although he is protective

he doesn't care what you wear or how you present yourself, as long as you’re comfortable, you will have his full support

if he sees someone making you uncomfortable, he is always quick to jump in and say "you're making them uncomfortable can you please excuse yourself". if he sees a situation is making you feel uneasy he will take you and leave, to calm you down or to clear your mind, which ever one is the best choice in that moment

he doesn't feel the need to be protected, he believes that hes strong enough for the both of you sometimes he needs a little help so pls do step in

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

such a big try hard, he puts so much effort into dates, anniversaries, and even mundane everyday activities.

even far into your relationship he still pulls up at your door with a suit and a flower bouquet which he seems to never forget

he always wants everything to be perfect so you'll never forget

he enjoys surprising you with little gifts to remind you that he still cares. he seems like the type to buy you a promise ring, and oh my is it beautiful

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

this is hard bc in my eyes this man can't do any wrong, but its probably how he can't express his emotions very well

everyone gets in a bad mood once in a while, but for ushijima its different, the stress of volleyball gets to him and he just ends up shutting everyone out, including you. he was never taught how to properly talk abt how he feels so he just holds it in with never intending to let it out

if you try to ask him whats wrong then he just grunts and shrugs it off

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

he isn’t insecure for how he looks physically, he works out and maintains a healthy lifestyle, and he was blessed with that beautiful face of his *chefs' kiss

he's always hygienic (bare minimum), he cuts his hair regularly, keeps his hands nice and clean, with his nails well-trimmed

he likes to keep his appearance up and always looks like he should be on the front cover of a magazine but so effortlessly

bonus: he smells so good, he wears expensive cologne and zooweemama its so tasty, you'll hug him and never want to let go just because

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

he wouldn't necessarily feel incomplete with out you, he'd feel a bit empty

he forgets how much he misses you when he goes abroad for matches and he can't see you for a week straight. he makes sure to send videos and voice notes rather than texts so you can send some back. he video calls everyday, no matter the time difference just so he can see you in real time

if you guys take a break in the relationship, he finds his self drifting back into his stoic shell. he tries his best not to bc he knows how much he loves the person you've helped him become

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

doesn't know how to flirt hehe

he tries to use a smooth pick up line once in a while but they all end up with him in a flustered mess before he can even finish a sentence, i think we should leave the flirting to you

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

liars/dishonest people

he can't stand it when somebody lies to him, its agitating when someone he cares for feels the need to lie to him, it makes him feel like they don't trust him enough

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)

he's a quite a light sleeper and wakes up pretty easily. he also looks dead when he sleeps, for example most days he sleeps pretty early bc he's worn out and you come into the bedroom and see him lying down on his back, his chest isn't even moving like it should be, but you'll get into bed with him and his first instinct is to wrap his arms around you and give you a kiss

i think he sleep talks, omg just imagine ushijima whispering about the weirdest things in his dreams. you recorded him once and showed him when he woke up and he got a bit embarrassed and started laughing

here's the hcs for mornings with ushi

this took me so long omg >o< I really hope I portrayed his character well bc he’s such a lovely person

make sure to take care of yourselves :)

reblogs are very much appreciated <3

requests are open

[astroyongie]

xiaojun sfw analysis please ♡♡♡

A To Z Analysis: SFW

Xiaojun

A = Affection

Xiaojun usually doesn't show his affection. He will mostly use other means to show that he cares of you, but he ain't that type of person that will come spontaneously hug and kiss you or say pretty words

B = Best friend

As a best friend they are the type of friend that gives very good advices and that are usually quiet on their corner without annoying you but that would always be here for you

C = Cuddles

He isn't a big cuddle but when he hugs, it's warm and comforting

D = Domestic

He does want to settle down, but he needs a partner that would still give him enough freedom. But he is very home like

E = Ending

With an ex, Xiaojun doesn't have much contact with his partner, and if he can just forget about them it would be better. It's a different story If he still has feelings tho

F = Fiance(e)

Commitment would be a huge thing for him, but he won't ask for your hand unless he is sure for both sides

G = Gentle

Usually very gentle with his words and his actions, even if he can have the tendency to be easily irritated

H = Hugs

Just like the cuddles he doesn't like that much but he would give them on the most needed moments

I = I love you

He will take quite a long time before he says it, and when it does it's probably during the night after a tiring day

J = Jealousy

Quite jealous and he doesn't deal with jealousy very well. He gets very quiet and very intimidating

K = Kisses

His kisses are wet, quick and usually with tongue when heated

L = Little ones

He gets confused around children, he doesn't really know how they function but he would do his best as a father

M = Morning

Usually Xiaojun is an early bird compared to his partner, he likes to wake up and get ready before his partner

N = Night

Nights are very chill, usually filled with soft conversation and affection

O = Open

Again, Xiaojun isn't a big talker so it would take him months before he starts opening to his partner and telling them about his life and feelings

P = Patience 

They aren't angered easily but he can get irritated easily tho

Q = Quizzes

He remembers a lot about you, usually the smallest details are the things that get stuck with him for no reason

R = Remember

His favorite moments of the relationship are the dates and the quality moment he spends by your side

S = Security

Extremely protective and dedicated toward you. won't leave your side

T = Try

He does put a lot of efforts during the special dates and during surprises because it's the only way he has to show that he cares for you

U = Ugly

He tends to be very susceptible and egocentric and sometimes he thinks everything you do or say as a link to him

V = Vanity

His vanity is high and Xiaojun doesn't hide it, he likes to take care of himself and of showing it even when only with you

W = Whole

He won't tell you, but he would feel incomplete without you, especially if it's been a while that you guys have been dating

X = Xtra

Your family would love him at the first sight, because Xiaojun is able to make the best first impressions ever. So everyone around you, loves and accepts him

Y = Yuck

He hates when his partner doesn't take care of themselves, don't shower often or are just letting themselves down

Z = Zzz

While he sleeps he snores lightly

[beneathstarryskies]

Hey hey, if your requests are open could I request a Tobirama Senju alphabet?? 💕💕

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Tobirama is very good with aftercare. He will help you get cleaned up and pick out your favorite comfy clothes. If you feel up to taking a bath, he loves to take baths together. He’ll wash your body carefully and massage your muscles.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Tobirama isn’t exactly someone with a favorite body part. He’s confident with his entire body. He’s a very intelligent and strong man, so he doesn’t feel the need to emphasize one part over another.

His favorite part of his partner’s body would be their thighs. He loves how warm they are wrapped around him, and the way they squeeze him when he makes you cum. He will spend so much time with his head between your thighs just kissing them and biting them before he actually begins going down on you.

He also really loves laying his head on your thighs while you play with his hair and he talks through whatever is on his mind.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Tobirama is super sexually repressed. So, when he cums it tends to be a lot and rather quickly. He tries to warn you, but sometimes he just can’t form words. You really need to learn to read the signs.

As far as where he’s not super picky. He likes filling your pussy with his cum, but he’s also really weak for you swallowing.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

When he misses you, he’ll jack off with a pair of your panties in his fist. It’s one of those things he feels a little guilty about afterwards, but he just misses you so much and he’s bad at expressing that.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He’s not super experienced. There might have been a few sordid one night stands, but he really doesn’t like the casualness of that. He’d rather be with someone he cares about and he knows cares for him as well.

He has a pretty good idea of what to do, and he’s a fast learner so he’ll be able to fill in the blanks rather quickly.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Probably when you’re riding him, especially if he’s kind of feeling grumpy and you’re trying to cheer him up. He might even pretend to be more disgruntled than he actually feels just so you’ll try harder.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Tobirama is never really humorous in general, and that extends to the bedroom. He will loosen up quite a bit with you than he would usually be, and he will definitely let a smile or smirk tug on his lips if you do something cute.

He just cares about you a lot and sex is one of the main ways he expresses it. So he takes it pretty seriously.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He keeps everything trimmed nicely even when he’s not sexually active. He just prefers to keep a tidy appearance.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Tobirama is very needy and clingy during sex, which don’t you dare tease him about. He knows it goes against his usual personality. This is a very strong, logical man but you can make him so weak. He’ll hold you close as he thrusts into you, and he’ll just start babbling sweet words to you like, “You feel so good around my cock baby.” He’ll start begging but neither of you even know what he’s begging for.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Tobirama is ashamed to admit how often he jacks off, but it is pretty often. Especially if you’re away for a while and he can’t have you. As stated, he really likes to jack off with your panties.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Spanking, edging, lingerie, bondage, praise, and cockwarming. He would also like dom/sub dynamics, and he’d be a switch. Sometimes he wants to boss you around and fuck you however he sees fit. Other times you have him wrapped around your finger.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The bedroom is probably his favorite place because he likes to feel comfy and safe. Being with you is his safe place, and he doesn’t want to risk that time being interrupted. He loves for you to make him beg to be inside of you.

He is also fond of shower/bathtub sex. He would love for you to slip into the bath with him and stroke his cock slowly, and edge him until he’s panting and pleading with you to let him cum. He will turn the tables on you though, so don't’ dish it out if you can’t take it.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

It’s kind of hard to distract Tobirama from his work, but there’s some things he just can’t resist. If you were to come to his office with a skirt on and sit in his lap, he would resist at first. But if you guide his hand between your thighs he’d have a hard time keeping his hard exterior going. He’d play with your clit and finger you while still going over his work.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Tobirama wouldn’t want to do anything to hurt you. Pain is not something he’s turned on by at all.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He fucking loves getting his cock sucked, and will never turn it down. He has such a hard time not cumming as soon as you have your lips wrapped around him.

Tobirama was a little intimidated to give oral at first because it’s something he wasn’t super experienced with. So he takes it really slowly at first and tries a few different tactics to find what gets the best reaction. Once he gets the hang of it, he will absolutely love it. He’ll stay between your thighs until you’re overstimulated and tugging on his hair.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He tends to like to take his time because if you go too fast he won’t last long, and he really wants to drag it out for the full experience. Being with you is just the best thing, and he wants to just enjoy it.

That being said, there will be times when he is just so needy and frustrated he’ll fuck you hard and fast for some relief.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Not really his thing. Every once in a while they’re fun, but he prefers taking his time to explore your body.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Tobirama rarely takes risks with sex. He’s down to experiment 100% but he doesn’t like doing things that are too risky.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He doesn’t always last the longest. It really depends on his mood and how horny he is. But he can and will go for multiple rounds.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He doesn’t own any toys really except for silk scarves for bondage. If you bring something to try out he’ll be okay with it, and he’s open to having things used on him as well.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He teases a little bit, but he has a hard time resisting when you start begging him to fuck you so he doesn’t even usually tease as much as he wants to.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Tobirama really lets loose with sex so he’s gonna be pretty vocal. It’s not even something he means to do. He talks a lot and is very good at dirty talk. He will also groan and grunt (and possibly even growl) without any shame.  

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Tobirama loves it when you blow him underneath the Hokage desk. However, at least once someone has walked in and you didn’t stop. His hand was tangled in your hair trying to keep you still while he tried so hard to have a composed conversation without the person realizing something was going on. You kept sucking until he came down your throat, and he had to stop himself from letting out a string of curses. You definitely got bent over the desk and spanked for that.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Tobirama is a little bit bigger than average, about 7 ½ inches. He is thick though, enough that there’s always a bit of a stretch when he fucks you. His cock has a few nice veins running through it, and there’s a nice curve that helps him hit your walls at the perfect angle.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Tobirama is needy, but he’s also pragmatic. So even if he yearns, he knows other things might have to take priority so he can go without for a while if he needs to.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He falls asleep pretty easily afterwards, mostly because he is a firm believer in tender aftercare to help you both unwind. However, he always stays awake until you fall asleep.

[yandere-romanticaa]

The votes are in and the winner is: Shuu Sakamaki! I hope you guys like this!

Yandere Alphabet.

ft. Shuu Sakamaki. 💛

A - Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

Shuu's affection is simple but subtle. He always has an arm around his darling, even while he is sleeping. By doing this not only is he keeping his darling close but he is also telling the world that they are his and off limits. A win win situation.

As for intensity, Shuu isn't a very intense yandere compared to his brothers but that doesn't make him any less possessive. If his darling tries to leave he will complain and he will end up drinking their blood and marking them. Can't let little darling think they have so much freedom now, can he?

B - Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Hmmm, not too messy tbh. As lazy as he is, once Shuu actually decides to do something he will finish it. As the eldest brother he just has some experience that the others do not and because of that he can probably just use his words to intimidate rivals.

He will throw hands if anyone gets too close though.

C - Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

He would definetly be a bit of a tease even though he does complain a lot. At first he's just annoyed, why is his darling being so noisy? It's driving him nuts! But then again, there are days when he finds darlings desparate face especially amusing and a small smirk finds its way on to Shuu's face. s/o little screams and whispers soon become Shuu's favorite thing to listen to.

D - Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

No actually, believe it or not. The only thing Shuu will do is drink darlings blood. The guy has to, you know, eat? He isn't super sadistic like most of his brothers and he really won't do anything harsh unless he is jealous or really mad.

E - Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Shuu would prefer it if his darling was the more sensitive one, that just brings him greater piece of mind. Most of the time he just doesn't really talk about his feelings which can make Shuu a bit of an enigma. But after being with him for a while, s/o will pick up on the subtle signs in case Shuu is irritated or anything of the sorts. His grip always seems to be especially tight then.

F - Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

Sad and disappointed. He actually does love his darling but a part of him also gets why they are doing it. It doesn't make it any bothersome though... Please, just... love him, okay?

G - Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

Shuu might say it i to tease but it's not. He sees no point in meaningless flings, this the long run. And Shuu would be heartbroken if darling tried to leave - darling is like a lost puppy in Shuu's eyes, he has to protect them at all costs, he has to.

H - Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

Whenever he gets jealous, plain and simple. He just hates it when his brothers get touchy feely with his s/o and Shuu always drags s/o away to his room, his face showing no emotion but the look in his eye says it all.

A rough and sleepless night awaits...

I - Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

He never had any plans but he wouldn't mind staying in the Sakamaki household with his s/o. With his home and lovely spouse, Shuu would be on cloud nine.

J - Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

You bet he does, painfully so. He is able to hide it most of the time but if someone just flat out flirts or touches his s/o, Shuu is by their side ready to fight.

K - Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Normal, for the most part. He will probably become affectionate over time though, even downright shameless if he feels like it.

L - Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

He doesn't really know what he is doing but he will try to put in the effort even if it doesn't look like it. He treats them normally for the most part but there is a subtle soft side reserved for his darling only.

M - Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

He's pretty much the same 24/7 but if he gets mad his more sadistic side will be a bit more obvious. He'll wipe the floor with anyone if they dare challenge him.

N - Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

Heck yeah. Sharp bites, a few slaps, teasing little licks, it varies with Shuu. He mostly just bites their neck to shut them up but he isn't afraid to use more force if need be. He'd rather not though.

O - Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

All depends on darlings behaviour. If they act accordingly he won't really care, just as long they aren't too far away from him that is. But in case darling decides to do something stupid, Shuu will put his foot down.

P - Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

Depends what it is really. He will try to be reasonable but if his darling keeps making a fuss that patience will run thin.

Q - Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

Never. Shuu would never let this go, the grief would just consume him and destroy him, he won't even bother stopping it. He is nothing without his live and he would have a hard time moving on if this happened.

R - Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

No, not really. He did because he had to, and he did it to protect them. He just hopes darling will realize that one day.

S - Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Shuu can get very insecure and because of that he wants his darling to always be by his side, that way he can always protect them. He doesn't want to lose them, Shuu wouldn't be able to forgive himself if he were to lose yet enother loved one...

T - Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

"What a pain."

He will grumble to himself and this kind of behaviour won't be tolerated for too long. Yeah, it's cute to hear darlings pleas for help but Jesus do not shout.

U - Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

Well yes but no. He does do the usual things such as kidnapping but it's his attitude towards it that makes him stand out. He calls everything a pain and an annoyance, why can't darling just come to him? He'll treat them nicely...

V - Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

No, actually. He loves being spolied rotten with affection and he often catches himself falling for darling's sweet words but Shuu isn't dumb. As lazy as he is, he is smart, very much so, and he can tell if his little songbird is plotting something. He just knows, don't even bother finding out how.

W - Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

Yes. Mostly by sucking darlings blood, which can get a bit rough. Shuu just loves to mark his little darling up with his deep love bites, just seeing them so out in the open, it gives him a real sense of pride. He especially loves it when Reiji complains that darling should cover up but Shuu merely replies with a smirk and just brings darling closer, much to Reiji's dismay.

X - Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

He will try to court his darling but he'll just give up halfway and kidnap them. It's a lot easier that way, you know? And Shuu wouldn't exactly worship his darling, but they make up a huge chunk of his world and he wouldn't really know what to do without them in the end.

Y - Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

For quite a while, actually. Shuu might appear as though that he couldn't care less, but he does, he really does. He tells himself that darlings feelings are irrelevant but he doesn't mean that, ever. He wants them to actually be happy, to be happy with him.

Z - Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Intentionally? Never. He fell for them for a reason, he doesn't want them to change. But he will leave long lasting scars on his darling which will affect darlings psyche. And there just might be a chance that darling dearest might not be able to handle those deep wounds.

[thedragonscribe]

A: Bonebreaker, that guitar has me weak

B: Not really anything I can think of except maybe more stuff to do in the safehouse

C: Honestly Locke, though Vlad is close second

D: I've mained nothing but Sydney for the past few years and even tried to make her gun good so hers, though if I owned anything new it'd probably be one of those heists

E: Any. Stealth in any mission feels so good when you get it right

F: That being said, Saint Martin bank is still on my shitlist for that time I lost because I failed to answer a pager. Of the guard on the roof that my friend intimidated. From the second floor. We didn't even know that guards could be up there

G: Sydney's pager lines used to give me a "pardon?" almost every time before I got used to them, though I don't remember anything specifically. Maybe that time she claimed her pet rat was mauling a coworker

H: Honestly trying to think of one since I've mostly been doing crime sprees. I think it's less about the heists for me and more what I can pull off in each map

I: Favors are a map-by-map case, though I normally always use a few unless I've had to restart a few times and just want to speed through set up

J: Jimmy (affectionately). There's nothing negatively dumb about it, though I still find it funny that the whole thing runs on the engine of a driving game

K: Idc how many times I get told to build turrets last, I like being able to walk into a room that's supposed to be swarmed but isn't

L: Wolf, anything Wolf does. Especially the secret ending. Him and Hox are just

M: I almost always use Le Castle Vania, one pattern for stealth, one for loud, but Leshy from the Winter Ghosts dlc is a close second. The whole reason I bought the pack, even

N: I don't feel like I'm in touch enough with the community to really answer this other than to say I have no idea why people find Sydney annoying

O: Tbh, not much of a risky player, though there was one time I basically walked through a guard and didn't even go into the red

P: I just hope it doesn't go the way other large games have been going lately.

Q: Repeating a mission for a few hours is fine if I have someone with me, but if I'm playing alone and keep having to restart, more so if it's a loud mission, I get overwhelmed and have to tap

R: I consume very little other media so it's hard to say

S: Leech even though I don't fully know how to use it and don't really play with anyone anymore

T: The whole story is a bunch of surprises, though I'll never forget the time I played Henry's Rock out of context and saw the room behind the glass for the first time

U: We need to lock him in a room with Locke more often, the only redeemable part of San Martin Bank

V: If I'm reading this right, Dentist. It's just something about his voice

W: Overkill for loud because I play alone, though I've been slowly trying to bump it up. Death Sentence for stealth because I don't see why not

X: I think it being incurable, while it sucks, would curb an issue that a lot of media has in that any big emotional or character loss is usually reverse by the end. I don't mean in a "oh we found someone else and bonded" way, I mean in a "oh turns out it wasn't that serious" way which just makes the stakes feel empty.

Y: I try to when I can. I need all the shinies

Z: I'm not sure. I can definitely feel something whenever I boot it up, but it's not completely the gameplay. I want to say it's the aesthetic or the premise. The game, masks aside, is darker, dirtier, and has a grit that other games I've played either don't have or don't keep. On top of that, just the idea of a group of social outcasts coming together in something just shy of a found family and just doing whatever the hell they want in every sense of the word tickles my brain in a way no other game has. In a weird way, if I'm not completely fed up with missions going wrong, it just makes me feel safe when I play, not because of the guns but because of the characters, as sad as that might sound.

The ABCs of Payday - Q&A edition

You can either answer all of these yourself & tag people to also complete it, or you can RB and your followers can pick a letter and you answer. Or you can just do nothing that's cool too ig.

A is for ALESSO: favourite track?

B is for BALDWIN'S LAMENT: any regrets or things you wish were different about the game/story?

C is for CONTRACTORS: favourite contractor and why?

D is for DLC: favourite DLC you own?

E is for ECMS: favourite stealth/stealth-only heist?

F is for FUUUUUUU: most-hated heist?

G is for GENSEC: favourite pager line?

H is for HEIST: all-time favourite heist?

I is for ILIJA: are you a favours lover or do you prefer the challenge of going in without favours?

J is for JOKERS: dumbest thing/moment about the series?

K is for KILLKILLKILL: favourite/best way to kill cops?

L is for LIVE-ACTION: favourite live-action/web series moment?

M is for MASKS: favourite mask/s?

N is for NO MERCY: hot take/unpopular opinion about the games?

O is for OVERKILL: best/coolest thing you've ever done in-game?

P is for PAYDAY 3: hopes for Payday 3?

Q is for QUIT: what makes you rage/quit?

R is for RESERVOIR DOGS: cross-overs you'd like to see in Payday 3?

S is for STOIC: favourite/most-used perk deck?

T is for TASER: most surprising moment/thing that happened in-game?

U is for UKRAINIAN: favourite Vlad moment?

V is for VILLAIN: favourite baddie and why?

W is for WE CALL THIS A DIFFICULTY TWEAK: preferred/most-played difficulty?

X is for XENODIAGNOSIS: would you want Bain's disease to be curable and why/not?

Y is for YULE: do you typically play seasonal updates and why/why not?

Z is for ZEAL: what makes you excited about Payday and keeps you coming back to play again and again?

[prophet-of-booba-lady]

Heyyy bestieeee! I saw you opened up match-ups for other fandoms and I could not resist like.......P L E A S E! So could I possibly have a Twilight and a Marvel match-up pleeeaasee? Also i'd be happy to give you a match-up for those too since your doing some for me! Anyways tysm in advance and as always I hope you wonderful day/night!!! :D

Zodiac sign: Leo sun, Aries moon, Leo rising

Personality Type: ENTP

Pronouns: She/her

Sexuality: Straight (For now might be bi but i'm going with straight)

I'm 5'4 and I have a very tiny body frame so i'm extremely petite and pretty small. I'm not very curvy and I literally have the body of a cereal box...lol but its fine because I have nice hips and thighs. I have thick brown hair that goes down to my back and it gets tangled pretty easily but its kinda fluffy. I have brown eyes and tiny freckles all over my face and body. I also have a very strong grunge style, like Flannels, band t-shirts, combat boots, leather jackets etc. But i'd also always enjoy a nice oversized sweatshirt or hoodie with a pair of skinny, ripped jeans and some converses or something along those lines.For my personality.....this is where things get interesting. At first people find me very intimidating due to my resting bitch face and cold exterior but I promise i'm not like that ALL the time. When you get to know me, i'm goofy and about everything that comes out of my mouth is sarcasm or some dry humored joke. I'm also that one friend in a group where they literally will do the stupidest shit ever like for an example one time it was super dark outside and my other friend was there, while I was trying to climb a tree and I failed and fell out of the tree, and landed on my back. I got straight up after that somehow it didn't hurt.....like at all? But yeah i'm super reckless and sometimes people have to save me from myself if you get what I mean. I also have a very strong "I don't give a fuck" attitude and I will not hesitate to stick up for myself or my friends....like i'm the type of person where if someone glares at me, i'll glare right back.I have bad anxiety and I can be very self destructive. This is where my feisty, stubborn, hardheaded side comes in. If I want something then i'll fight for it even if it hurts me and i'll get into a bad cycle of putting myself down and trying to do better even if I did great the first time but I always push myself too far and other people have to stop me because I usually can't see it when its happening. I also cover my emotions up and I have a lot of trouble talking about whats bothering me or what problems i'm having emotionally so I put up a wall and I act tough, or happy and sometimes i'll be the exact opposite but I try to hide it.

Weird things about me: I've grown up in the south all my life so sometimes when I talk a few words they'll come out sounding WAYYY more country and southern then I wanted, I don't have an accent but sometimes my words just come out that way. I also love the smell of cigarette smoke....let me explain. When I was a kid my parents smoked a lot and I was used to smelling it and now it reminds me of home and is sort of comforting. Sometimes in the middle of the night you can find me just staring at a wall or something because I can't go to sleep.....I have trouble sleeping.....

Things I like: I love swimming (I was on a swim team for about 9 years), I love horror movies, I like rain and the sounds of thunderstorms because its calming to me, I also love the smell of rain, I like cloudy days, cooking, listening to 80's and 90's rock but mainly 90's because 90's is the best, My favorite bands are Bush, Audioslave, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Linkoln Park, Pearl jam but i'm pretty open to anything.

Things I dislike: Spiders.......I will scream if I see a spider.

For twilight I pair you with.....

Paul Lahote

I feel like both of you would have a chaotic fun time. I feel like Paul is the Himbo of the Wolf pack. He would 100% take you on a ride through the forest on his back while he's a wolf. The man would absolutely make fun of your height though. I feel like that's a constant with Paul is he makes jokes with people he likes and will absolutely rip people he doesn't like apart with words. He can and will argue with a Karen in a parking lot for you. Cook for him he will love you for life. Be besties with Leah, you guys would be a power duo on the kitchen.

For marvel I match you with......

Loki or Wade Wilson (and Bestie Wanda since you are questioning 💖)

Loki is the god of mischief but also I feel like you would center him huge ass ego. He is 100% scared of you getting hurt and will do anything to keep you safe. He will 100% take you to the beach, as long as you are happy he is happy. He likes to pamper you and likes to make illusions of rain for you so you can experience it when ever you want.

Wade Wilson/ Deadpool would be like Paul in the sense of chaos. The man however brings danger your way a L O T. He loves your taste in music but will tease you over it. He also teases you about spiders. If you scream about a spider and point he will also scream and point and freak out before laughing and dealing with it. The man means well though. He will take you to actual pools for you to swim, like professionally in if you want. He will absolutely cheer you on from the side lines.

Bestie Wanda appreciates you a lot since she feels likes she loses everyone close to her. She can and will manipulate things at will for you so that you are happy. She can and will use her powers to do things around the house so you don't have to stress about cleaning. Bestie Wanda will risk life and limb for your safety.

Sorry that the marvel ones are a bit short (I've only seen a few movies (for each of the avengers and a few avengers movies as well as deadpool (which now that I think of it he would have made a really good match too... 👀) (enough to know about the characters personalities :3) also I will 100 be hitting you up for match ups tomorrow, so keep an eye out 👀👀 ily bestie!!

[himbowelsh]

I love your writing! I don't think I have seen him yet, so sweet Carwood Lip please for the Valentine's alphabet, if you have the time 💖

valentines day alphabet  ( accepting! )

A   :   AFFECTION.   how does your muse show affection?

He has a very gentle presence, which allows him to share space with someone without being overwhelming. Lip’s love languages are quality time  ---  he thrives in being around people, actively listening to them and getting to know them  ---  and acts of service. Once he knows them well, he’s able to be there for them, doing little things to help them out when they need it most. Lip is a generous guy to begin with, but he’s at his best when able to do things for others. He’s a giver. While not shy about physical affection, he uses it strategically, more to reinforce his presence than be excessively affectionate.

B   :   BOUQUET.   does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite?

He has a special fondness for flowers, in the “I should probably not be left alone to grow any of them myself” way. He enjoys looking at them, and his mother maintained a lovely garden which he helped with on occasion, under her strict supervision. Bouquets are a favorite gift, and he’s likely to show up with a nice one to any special occasion.

C   :   CHOCOLATE.   does your muse like chocolate? which one is their favourite?

He’s not a big fan...  so he’d claim, 'til he spots a bowl of brownie batter, at which point he must be fought off with the nearest ladle.

D   :   DATE.   what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

He wouldn’t mind something simple and quiet  ---  maybe a night at home, where he gets to surprise his partner with a homemade dinner. He’d light some candles, get out the nice silverware, and just enjoy the time with his partner; afterwards, they’d go out onto the porch with mugs of coffee or tea, drinking in the quiet night. He’s also partial to visits to museums. Being surrounded by art gives him a certain sense of peace, an insight into humanity as more than it currently is; that’s something he’d love to share with his partner.

E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

It’s all about the arms, man. We knows this. He had the arms of a bear-faced god, and isn’t afraid to use them. Being hugged by Lip is like curling up by a fire, under your comfiest blanket, with a good book and a warm drink. He makes people feel safe.

F   :   FLIRT.   is your muse good at flirting? how do they flirt?

Shy boy. Flirting is definitely not where he excels, and he’s too guileless to do it properly. Just...  approaching a stranger and winking at them? “Chatting them up”? That’s...  uncomfortable.He’s the sort of guy to buy people drinks at the bar and genuinely not expect anything in return, though it’d be nice if they did. Lip is much more flirtatious once actually in a relationship  ---  he jokes and teases in a charming, restrained way that’s utterly him.

G   :   GIFT.   is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?

He’s a very thoughtful gift giver, who takes the time to observe what people need, and genuinely listens to them when they talk about things they’re looking for. Unconsciously, he keeps mental lists of gift ideas for all the people in his life, and refers to them whenever a birthday or holiday comes up. He’s not excessive with his gifts, but they’re always just right. (Except when it comes to clothes. He should never be allowed to pick out clothes for other people, especially women’s clothing.)

H   :   HEART.   is your muse quick or slow to give their heart away?

He cares for a lot of people, but Lip is always cautious; his heart is a carefully guarded thing, and once he trusts someone with it, he wants to know that they’re the right person. His heart is won gradually, over a period of coming to know and love a person better. 

I    :   I LOVE YOU.   does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?

He finds it very easy, as soon as he knows it within his own heart. Lip could absolutely be the first one to say it in a relationship  ---  and wouldn’t be discouraged if his partner didn’t immediately say it back, because everything comes in it’s own time. He’d rather it be natural than forced in the moment. Lip doesn’t say it constantly, but every time he does, the words carry twice their original meaning.

J   :   JEALOUSY.   does your muse get jealous in a relationship?

While certainly not intimidated easily, Lip has a jealous streak he goes to great efforts to smother. It’s not gentlemanly, it’s not always sensible, and certainly not something to make a scene in public over...  but he might pointedly capture his partner’s attention if he feels it straying, and try to discuss things in private afterwards. He doesn’t like this part of himself, but he can get a bit defensive sometimes.

K   :   KISS.   is your muse a good kisser? why / why not?

Lip...  thinks he’s a worse kisser than he is. He underestimates himself. Sometimes overthinking gets the better of him; he’s hyperconscious of where his hands are, what his partner’s body is doing, how they’re responding, whether he’s being gentlemanly or over-forceful...  Lip’s kisses tend to be restrained and respectful, not assuming anything. The farthest he’ll go is sucking on his partner’s lip a little, just to test their response. Whatever response they give, and whatever lead they take, he’ll go from there. Given the proper cues,

L   :   LOVE.   who does your muse love?

His mother and brother, absolutely; his friends, completely; his neighbors, because he’s the sort of guy who knows his neighbors’ names, and helps Old Mrs. Huston down the street with her groceries every week; and his partner, with all his heart, if he were to have one.

M   :   MOONLIGHT.   is morning or night a more romantic setting?

He’s at his most sappy romantic mid-morning, when the sun’s high in the sky and the world is finding its rhythm. Getting to spend a quiet morning in with his partner sounds like heaven.

N   :   NAUGHTY.   what is your muse like in bed?

He’s willing to follow his partner anywhere they want to take him; Lip can never be comfortable until he’s sure his partner is, and is sure of what they want. Now, if they want him to be dominant, he’ll do it gladly...  but he’ll never be rough. He’s very into hearing his partner talk during sex, mostly because he wants to keep tabs and know how they’re doing; but if his partner’s the one who seizes control, Lip runs out of words very quickly. Harsh breathing, moans even when he tries to hold them back, eyes squeezed shut to cling to his self-control... into hand holding during sex.  He’s a very physical lover, with a lot of stamina; sometimes leaves bruises without meaning to and feels guilty afterwards  (aftercare with Lip is like going to a spa). Occasionally he enjoys music to set the mood, or even candlelight, but Lip’s versatile. If his partner’s up for it, he can rumble pretty much anywhere.

O   :   ODE.   does your muse have a way with words?

He’s a surprisingly skilled writer, and can be quite eloquent when he puts his mind to it. Though plainspoken by nature, Lip’s written a few poems for his private collection, and would definitely try his hand at love poetry for his partner. They’re not half-bad.

P   :   PARTNER.   what does your muse look for in a partner? looks / personality?

Lip kind of wants someone who can keep him on his toes a bit. For as steady as he is, he’s drawn to unpredictable people, with a healthy sense of humor. Someone who appreciates quiet, but knows exactly when to fill it; someone who isn’t afraid of responsibility or commitment. A hard worker; someone who can carry an intelligent conversation, and is naturally a thinker. If they share common interests, like literature/museums/engineering, he’d be absolutely delighted. Above all else, Lip’s drawn to people with beautiful smiles, even if they don’t show it off that often.

Q   :   QUESTION.   would your muse ask the big question or expect their partner to?

Call him traditional (it’s valid, cause he is) but Lip would like to be the one to pop the question. As soon as he decides that, yes, he wants to spend the rest of his life with this person, Lip’s next step is to evaluate  ---  do they feel the same way? He spends a while overthinking this question before finally deciding to just take the leap and buy a ring. The proposal will come in a quiet moment, when he and his partner are both feeling equally at peace. If his partner beats him to it, he’ll be surprised, of course...  but either way, the end result is the same. If it means spending

R   :   ROMANCE.   is your muse a romantic or a cynic?

He wishes he were more romantic...  but, unfortunately, practicality is ingrained in this man’s bones. He’ll definitely surprise his partner with bouquets on occasion, and thinks very carefully about gifts, but he’s not the ‘spontaneous romantic adventure’ sort.

S   :   SWEETHEART.   did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?

He had a few middle school crushes that never went anywhere; that’s as far as Little Lip’s love life ever went. He bore a lot of responsibility from a young age, so never really had time to mess around.

T   :   TRUE LOVE.   does your muse believe in true love?

He...  would have to see it firsthand to believe in it, but he believes in individual cases of it. Like, his mother and father  ---  that was true love. Lip saw the way they looked at each other, so there’s not a doubt in his mind. He doesn’t believe it’s everywhere, or even common, but in certain cases true love definitely exists. Maybe it’s out there for him, too...  he hopes so.

U   :   UNREQUITED.   has your muse had their heart broken?

In a romantic relationship? Not...  not really. Lip’s got a strong heart. It’s endured a lot, and can endure more.

V   :   VALENTINE.   how does your muse feel about valentine’s day?

He’s a very proper “dinner date and a box of chocolates” type, so would go out of his way to do something nice for a partner, but doesn’t make much of the day himself.

W  :   WEDDING.   would your muse get married? why / why not?

Yes, this is absolutely something he wants! Lip’s given it a lot of thought, and the idea of raising his own family appeals greatly to him; he lost his father at such a young age that he really wants to be a constant, supportive presence in his childrens’ lives. And, more than anything, he wants to spend a lifetime with someone he loves. That would make any future struggles and past strifes worth it.

X   :   XOXO.   does your muse use / like pet names?

Very conservative with them. “Sweetheart” or dimunitives of someone’s name is probably as far as he’d go.

Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

Again, yes, and he doesn’t like it about himself! Of course, Lip would move mountains when the people he loves need help  ---  there’s no shame in that  ---  but when it comes to his partner, he can get territorial. Seeing someone threaten his partner is one of the few things he’ll get angry about, and a pissed off Carwood Lipton is not something anyone wants to confront firsthand.

Z   :   ZZZ.   how many people has your muse slept with?

Not a lot. He went to college for a short time, and that was really where he was able to let loose; while still a diligent student, he went to a few parties and met a few girls. So, by the time of the war, maybe three partners? Enough that he’s not nervous in bed, and has a good idea what goes where.