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It didn't sink in at the time, I mean these things never really do, but being told by my sister that my art has "plateau'ed" and that I need to seek out life drawing classes because I don't want to quote, stagnate, has about the same delayed poison as my father telling me when I was 17 that all I draw are cute lil' cartoons but ya can't pay your bills with cute lil' cartoons.
Both obviously trying to sound constructive and yet, tone deaf and crushing, gosh sure do hope this doesnt slither into my brain and I don't draw anything else for another 8 years but.
#She was on a roll with the crushing criticisms today overall#And kinda made me feel like Im JUST a drone#But the art criticism like#Really hit me much later as Im sitting there trying to draw in my pad#And nothing looked right#So I crumpled up the paper like#Sweet! Fantastic! Trashing this!#And just gave up on art tonight and turned on my PS4#I mean#Love her#Really#She is exactly like dad in a hundred ways#But also it feels like my art is silly and childish at baseline#And its never going to improve so#Why should I try#Sigh
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still not over it
#every now and then i remember how small cloud is and i just wanna. pick him up by the scruff of his neck and jingle him like some keys#god he's just so. GHRRRGGRRHHH *CRUMPLES HIM INTO A BALL LIKE PAPER*#ffvii#cloud strife#zack fair#zakkura
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#jeeves and wooster#jooster#bertie wooster#reginald jeeves#I have a scene in my head#Bertie decided to become a serious writer#and it took him a long time to come up with an idea for a first novel#but one fine day a bunch of crumpled sheets of paper later#he finally got the idea to write a novel about his and Jeeves' adventures in the past#so he caught Jeeves cleaning up and began to describe his idea in all its colors#I don't think Jeeves would approve of that idea as probably not all the Bertie relatives and friends would be happy to read about themselve#although I think Aunt Dahlia would love to read how Bertie screwed up🥀#anyway#yeah💅✨️#Bertie with glasses and ink stains on his arms and sleeves (Jeeves is going to kill him)#I just realized he looks like a turtle here with this glasses heheh#and I overdid it with the freckles#but he's cute with them I hope🥲#(I've been a little burned out lately sorry💔)#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr
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hey have you heard of insane person codependent ghostkicks qpr. would you like to. there are hands going places they probably shouldn't yeah no definitely not where you're thinking either.
#dakota voice my best friend is so frustrating i NEED to shake him back and forth between my teeth like a chew toy i NEED to crumple#him up like a page of notebook paper. etc.#what doesn't kill you makes you weird as hell at intimacy. feat. alternating points of view#& dakota self loathing and complete lack of emotional competence but only when it comes to himself.#YAY. this was so fun 2 write im thinking abt them foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. art + nhw time now that this is done :]]]]#ros fic
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Y'know, that thing about stealing/taking/being given one of your boyfriend's hoodies? Yeah.
I've done it twice myself lol. If you saw the hoodies you'd understand, they're very comfy.
#lawsan#one piece#black leg sanji#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#suggestive#recycle bin#I also have a surplus of hand-me-downs from my uncle that are very nice and make up most of my clothes (I haven't had to shop in years)#“this belonged to me and I loved it and I love you too so I'm giving it to you now” is such a genuine heartfelt expression#it makes me crumple like wet tissue paper#yes I have thoughts about the straw hat as a form of this
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He sees all, especially the comfort in that box.
#< w >#owl eye boy#frankie files#hes doing really well lately!!!#since his last vet visit they changed his meds#removed one and added something called Vetmedin#its expensive and vet exclusive because it was made for dogs#but hes perked up so much and runs around all day and yells all day#and sits on my head when im sleeping and bites my hair when im sleeping#and demands outside time EVERYDAY even tho its VERY COLD#but god i love him so much im so so happy hes feeling more himself ; w ;#i was so worried about his health... im glad hes doing better#this guy takes more meds every day than i do man#had to get him his own med organizer but its helped a lot#hes got expensive meds and expensive food but lord i love that expensive beast so much#hes 12 this year i believe :3#saw an Insta reel that someoen crumpled news paper balls or whatever into a box#then tossed some treats in and he loves it#loves to sit in it. loves to snurff around like a hog looking for truffles#good entertainment for a guy thats not super interested in most toys#anyway hes so fucking handsome. witness my baby boy#you look at this huge man and you wonder what he sounds like#and its the highest little baby boy meows . so sweet
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making Vivienne's character sheet was way harder than I thought ☠️ (yes, she has a real name now folks!)
the uncoloured version is under the cut :)
#lmao not tumblr crumpling up my .jpeg's photo quality like a piece of crinkly paper#guys i had so much trouble painting her merc outfit idk why 😭😭#and it was tough trying to paint her consistently (I need to work on that so it comes more naturally!!)#but i really enjoyed dressing her up like a barbie doll though#fem v friday#female v#cyberpunk 2077 oc#cyberpunk 2077 v#corpo v#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 fanart#cp2077#cp77#character design#character sheet#digital art#my art#bishiart#oc: vivienne
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Ok i am still in migrain town so you only get this wierd doodle of mutual crushes
#dca fnaf#fnaf sb#daycare attendant x y/n#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#my art#my head is so hurty#but i wanna draw#my head feels like a fucking crumpled up paper
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Using the possibility that I have the slightest influence over this bitch of a universe to put this out there
I got hit, absolutely bodied, with the thought of a mayoi version of the deco*27 song the vampire about a month ago and I have not been the same since
Also I cannot stress enough that I’m insanely proud of this??? Genuinely didn’t expect it to be this good, I don’t know what happened
Anyway Happy Birthday to my babygirl, love of my life, poor little meow meow man, I would die for you and this is a threat <3
#MAYOI VAMPIRE COVER WHEN PLEASE GOD I NEED IT#I’ve been looking for covers that are close to his voice but there aren’t many TwT#actually so not normal about him#I need to crumple him up like paper and stuff him in my mouth#rubbing my face affectionately on him#twirling my hair and making him pancakes#I’m going to make him a cake today why not#mayoi ayase#ensemble stars#ensemble stars mayoi#enstars mayoi#enstars#deco27#vocaloid#THIS FUCKING CLOSE TO TRYING TO MAKE AN UTAU OF HIM BC IM INSANE#my husband is so beautiful <3333
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Thinking about a time when Clown said that one of the first things Wally learned was how to hold things gently, carefully. So that he didn't break them
#help i'm still figuring out how to draw frank!!#he just sees frank's reaction and is like oh!!#i think that he doesnt even realize that this is bad untill he sees how horrified frank is#wally darling#frank frankly#welcome home#whps#i love that his expression doesnt even change at all#i love wally so much ahahaha#his little face makes me smile so so big aaaaa!#ahh well he did a little oopsie nbd#apparently clown said this on a stream#jazzsketches#i rly like how i drew frank in the first panel but i struggled trying to replicate that#im getting really comfy with canon style wally but i want to stylize everyone else ahahaha#i want to give frank glasses#he deserves them#i want to do to wally what he did to the butterfly but affectionately#my loving gaze never changing as i crumple him up like a wad of paper#do i put a warning? no butterflies were harmed in the making lmaooo#my sketches are so light uwaaaa even with editing you can barely see frank in the first panel
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So about that episode....
Are we gonna talk about how Yosano remembers all the soldiers that died even 14 years later? Or how protective Tanizaki is of all the ADA members (told Yosano he'd take her place, yelled at Jouno for hurting Kenji, his whole thing with Naomi, his concern when Atsushi was kidnapped, yelling in absolute terror when Kunikida sacrificed himself)? Or how Ranpo and Yosano are actually THE friendship of all time? Or how Fukuzawa got so feral and enraged for her sake? Or how Yosano sees the agency as the place that actually wanted her even if it didn't need her? Or how she will do anything to protect it? Or how this entire season is just telling us what a family they are? And how her entire backstory is all about the value of life and how she held onto how valuable individual lives were despite everything about it (war, her ability, Mori) telling her to commodify humans lives? Or just how incredibly Yosano's kindness is portrayed, showing us that she can be kinda sadistic and sarcastic and terrifying but still be called kind? Or, or, or ....
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#anyway guess who finally watched the latest episode despite still having things to complete#i'm literally going to cry they're so....#I'm SERIOUS I CAN'T DO THIS I JUST LOVE ADA AS FAMILY SO MUCH#also this episode made me realise that we're actually right in hating mori it just shouldnt be for dazais sake#but i still hold to him being an interesting character#and also?? forget breaking dazai#i want to see mori crumple like a wet piece of paper and his spirit thrown into a blender#anyway time to go scour the drafts i saved up and scream inside because WOW#i am so glad they didnt mess up on it#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd yosano#bsd tanizaki#bsd musings#spitting nonsense#bsd s4 spoilers#bsd season 4#bsd spoilers#character analysis#i guess
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teru minamoto you make me sick
#i need to crumple him up like a piece of paper and then uncrumple him so that hes all distorted and warbled yknow??#and put him through a paper shredder#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk#teru minamoto#sorry this might seem like a sudden violence towards him#but i assure you this has been going on for as long as i have known of him#and that he is actually one of my faves in the series#hes my blorbus mcbingus supreme#i am the most normal about him out of any other characters in the cast no? :))))))))))#look i havent been keeping up since ch100- once i catch up its over#i know there is a bit of teru content in there and i will be normal about it#anyways this was brought on by the new official art on aidairos twt#hes so pathetic i need to throw him in the ocean#maybe a swamp#sorry that was the end of my essay literally do not think too hard about any of these tags ok good
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The Last Letter From Your Lover is AMAZING OHHHH MY GOOOODDD
#k chats#k watches#LIKKKKEEE#HOLY FUCK#CALLUM TURNER I AM SO SORRY I WAS UNFAMILIAR WITH YOUR GAMMMMEEE SIRRRR#the last letter from your lover#i’m a crumpled up piece of paper lying here or whatever taylor side#SOMEBODY SEND ME FICS#TELL ME WHICH SHIP IS GETTING THE AU#FUCK#beautiful outfits the acting chewed chemistry gave the BIGGEST buzz like
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A VALENTINE’S APPLICATION.
your name: kishinami hakuno.
your age: 20, i think.
your perfect date: i don't know.
make out in private or in public?: that would be too initimate.
do you like to cuddle?: i don't know, but this would also be too intimate.
tell me something about you: there's nothing to say.
why do you want to be my valentine?: i don't know. why not?
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❛ this application is bound to be rejected. ❜ at least she's self aware ?!
#&&. in chara#h.akuno: 😐 -crumples up the paper and tosses it-#TIS THE REASON WHY I CANT SEND ANY OF THESE MEMES IN TBH 😭✌️ (THEYRE SO CUTE THO!!!)#i feel like h.akuno is like that.... she'd spare u the trouble of giving her the boot and just politely excuse herself u_u#but at the same time i wonder if she's doing it to avoid the sting of rejection too...... who knows 😶🌫️#(<- person who is writing her) (i'm still trying to understand her character tho /weepss)#SHE IS SO INTERESTING 2 ME OKOK#🧐 probably depends on da muse..... but it's hard to convey when it's purely h.akuno answering yknow#h.akuno's rlly self-aware but she is also not 👍 hope that helps
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yes. often. i think diggs Every day of My Life (/neg) (/unfortunate) (/nonpos)
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#I#....I WILL GET BACK TO THIS-#when i saw the first part i thought the second would be smthing funny and lighthearted or angsty 😭#like yes i do think diggs prints and tapes a picture of josh allen to his scratching post and scratches it every day#or yes i do think diggs shake he him manic pixie dream girl ass#yes i do think diggs secretly hates himself wholly and thinks hes too damaged beyond repair completely#but is scared of admitting that overall fault out loud so he purposefully tries to heighten certain aspects negative#so others can look more tolerable in comparison while also noting how he Is a piece of shit#like every other person#but not a Total piece of shit#hes addicted to the feel of false hope but every time he gets close to achieving that adjective finally cut off the word#he sabotages it bcs hes afraid he'll grab it then never wanna let go until hes so high up he'll die from the fall#so he just clenches onto it like a clingy kid with a balloon until it loses helium and crumples miserably to the ground#but at least he doesnt have to be the one falling so far this time#i think diggs#i think diggs... often#i will answer this 😭 soon#(like what i have to do with a lot of asks 😭😭 im sorry ive been busy making paper 😎 hustle 💯 🔥)#(i wanna *ms)#i just wantdd to share this wonderful message with. the World#consider me gracious and amazing#much like the ask bcs WHEW#there is some THINGS to unpack here#thank u this is amazing. dissecting it into teeny tiny pieces then even teenier.. tinier pieces after that
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Sniff
#connor speaks#NO BUT. Thank you for taking the time to write this I am genuinely so fascinated by this. I feel like that’s Not the normal response but.#I feel. Seen.#Crumples up into a paper ball EIUUGHHS EICH EICK EVK I WAS EMOTIONALLY VULNERABLE#I had a visceral reaction to writing that 3rd tag I’m. Well. There’s something wrong with me
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