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insidecroydon · 8 months ago
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Tracking the life and suspicious death of Benjamin Bowles Esq
Loughborough House, Lambeth: Benjamin Bowles’s life began as a member of a wealthy family of glass-makers SUNDAY SUPPLEMENT: Not all the documents and wills in the Croydon Minster archive give up the full details of the lives of long-dead parishioners, as DAVID MORGAN found with his latest researches After reading Inside Croydon’s recent report which highlighted Croydon residents being among the…
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whats-in-a-sentence · 2 months ago
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He sprang through a gate into a field, dragging the reluctant Pompey after him. We had hardly got under the shelter of the hedge when the carriage rattled past.
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"The Illustrated Sherlock Holmes Treasury" - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
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trashdumper · 3 months ago
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我真受不了了呀谁来管管这俩
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cyhsal · 8 months ago
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itsgerges · 2 months ago
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The Planets Were Moving In Their Orbits Before The Sun Creation (Revised) https://app.box.com/s/dufa274dvpay3fqn6syz6sefjljfwnx9 or https://app.box.com/s/89vxxtv3hc8si245fwxpbw0ts9b126nz or https://www.tumblr.com/itsgerges/762780127698567168/the-planets-were-moving-in-their-orbits-before-the?source=share or https://gerges2022.livejournal.com/239300.html
The Sun Creation The sun is created depending on the planets motions- because- the sun rays is created by the planets motions energies- In details- Planet motion produces energy (1/2 mv^2) and from this energy the sun rays is created- means- the sun is not doing nuclear fusion to produce its rays but the planets motions energies total is used to produce the sun rays– that explains why the sun corona temperature is 5 million Kelvin but the sun surface temperature is 5800 Kelvin- because the energy is not produced from the sun body but the energy comes from out of the sun body (from the planets motions energies total)- This theory is discussed based on 5 hypotheses. The First Hypothesis The Sun Rays Is Created By The Gravitational Waves Motions Energies This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/technology/this-is-extraordinary-gravity-can-create-light-all-on-its-own/ar-AA19YL5d?ocid=hpmsn&cvid=620db4352aa943e2b454919a7b724604&ei=83 This new article tells the gravitational waves can move by speed of light and can produce a light beam- I suppose -the sun rays is produced based on this method by the gravitational waves motions and not by the sun nuclear fusion- also – I claim No star rays is produced by the nuclear fusion process but all rays are created by the gravitational waves motions energies as the article states. The Second Hypothesis The gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- and not by the gravitational field- moreover- The sun is Not producing any gravitational field- The Third Hypothesis The gravitational waves are reflected in the solar system- the wave reflection causes changes for the waves properties and data- the major change is that- the reflection causes to square the wave velocity- means- the gravitational wave moves by velocity (V), if this wave is reflected, it would move by velocity (V^2) after the reflection- The gravitational waves are reflected three times in the solar system- two times in the outer planets and one time only in the inner planets- The Fourth Hypothesis The Planets Motions Use Different Rates Of Time The rate of time use is useful because it enables to accumulate the planets motions energies during a period of time- understandable- Planet motion energy is small energy and the sun rays is massive energy and that necessitates to accumulate the planets motions energies total during a period of time to store motion energy sufficient to be used for the sun rays creation- Shortly- if the planets motions don't use rates of time, no massive motion energy can be provided and for that NO enough energy will be found to produce the sun rays-means- No light beam can be created The rate of time depends on the velocities rate Example (one hour of Mercury clock = 1.6 hours of the Earth clock) because Mercury velocity =1.6 the Earth velocity– the hypothesis is explained and proved in details
The Fifth Hypothesis Neptune Motion Causes Negative Effects On The Sun Rays Production Process are (1) Neptune motion caused the gravitational waves to be reflected two times in the outer planets where one reflection is enough for the required process- the wave reflection is repeated by Neptune negative effect on the solar system motion (2) Neptune caused to decrease the gravitational wave speed by one percent- where the gravitational wave moves by speed of light Neptune caused to decrease this speed by 1% creating a speed = (99% of the speed of light=297000 km/s) and by this speed (0.99C) the relativistic effects are created in the solar system
NOTICE The solar system is one machine performs one Job- and this Job is The Sun Rays Production - All planets motions are used as parts to perform this one Job-
The Sun Rays Production Is Done By Two Basic Tasks (1st task) The Provision Of The Sufficient Energy For The Sun Rays Production- and the sufficient energy is prepared by the motions of the five planets (Saturn- Jupiter- Venus- The Earth- The Moon – and Mars) because these five planets motions are used to create the general rate of time based on which The Sun Rays Are Created. (discussed in details in the 3rd hypothesis)
(2nd task) The mechanism by which the light beam is created- and this mechanism is the relative motion- the gravitational waves move relative to the sun point of space- by this relative motion the sun rays are created- means- the required energy is prepared and provided by the aforementioned five planets- and when the sufficient energy be provided this energy is sent to the planets which create the mechanism and the mechanism uses the sufficient energy to produce The Sun Rays The mechanism depends on the motions of 3 planets (Mercury- Venus and the moon) Specially Venus, because Venus reflects the wave toward Mars and defines its trajectory angle to create the relative motion between the wave and the sun point of space- the relative motion is discussed in details in the explanation of the (first and second hypotheses) The Explanation Of The First And Second Hypotheses
Let's remember The 1st Hypothesis This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/technology/this-is-extraordinary-gravity-can-create-light-all-on-its-own/ar-AA19YL5d?ocid=hpmsn&cvid=620db4352aa943e2b454919a7b724604&ei=83 The article tells the gravitational waves can move by speed of light and can produce a light beam – I suppose (The Sun Rays Is Created By The Gravitational Waves Motions Energies And Not By The Sun Nuclear Fusion -Also All Stars Rays Are Created By This Method And No Rays Is Created By The Nuclear Fusion Process) And –The 2nd Hypothesis The gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- and not by the gravitational field- moreover- The sun is Not producing any gravitational field- The two hypotheses explain how the sun rays creation depends on the planets motions because The Sun Rays Are Produced By The Gravitational Waves Motions Energies as the article states AND The Gravitational Waves Are Produced By The Planets Motions Energies- The two hypotheses are discussed together in 4 Points
First Point (The Gravitational Waves Source)
The gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- and not by the gravitational field- moreover- The sun is Not producing any gravitational field- I provide 2 major proves for this hypothesis which are- (1st proof/ Planet Motion Energy Analysis) and (2nd proof /The Sun Gravitational Field Refutation)
1st Proof / Planet Motion Energy Analysis Planet motion produces energy (1/2 mv^2), Let's ask, where's Planet motion energy? the planet can NOT store its motion energy inside its body because it would raise its temperature and No planet temperature is raised by its motion- logically- the planet motion energy is stored in the space in waves form- means- Planet motion energy creates waves in the space- the planet motion in the space is similar to a fish swimming in the sea- as the fish swimming creates waves in the water the planet motion energy creates waves in the space- let's see this picture clearly- the fish swims because it hits the water by its body and that creates waves in the water- we conclude, the water waves move by a velocity equal the fish velocity because of the reaction force- similar to that- Planet moves in the space and its motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move by velocity equal the planet velocity- for example- Mercury (47.4 km/s) moves and its motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move by equal velocity (47.4 km/s)- based on this idea- All planets move and their motions energies create waves in the space where each wave moves by velocity equal its planet velocity – AND I suppose these waves are the gravitational waves AND The planets revolve around the sun in the same one direction and for that their motions energies create waves in the space and these waves move perpendicular on the revolution direction (Toward Pluto orbit) AND In Pluto orbit these waves are unified together into one unified wave- this wave moves by a velocity = 205.8 km/s why? The 9 planets velocities total=176 km/s but I add the Earth moon velocity (29.8 km/s) that makes the total to be 205.8 km/s – I add the moon velocity because the energy is stored finally in the moon orbit- Note- the moon velocity is 27.8 km/s BUT the Earth and the moon revolve around the sun together for that the moon velocity should be considered equal the earth velocity relative to (the sun) – The 1st Proof Conclusion The Planet Motion Energy Creates Waves In The Space Means - The Space Must Have Moving Waves Now -the scientists had discovered waves in the space- And- they considered these waves are produced by The Sun Gravitational Field – BUT Why? The planet motion energy analysis proves the waves must be produced by the planets motions energies- Now let's refute the sun gravitational field theory- the refutation gives support for the conclusion that – the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies and NOT by the gravitational field because there's NO Gravitational field.
2nd Proof / The Refutation Of The Sun Gravitational Field The Sun Doesn't Produce A Gravitational Field Nor Has Massive Gravity – let's prove that in following (1) The sun rotation period is (25.4 days– at equator) and (34.4 days – at pole) that shows the sun has no massive gravity nor even ordinary gravity equal any planet gravity otherwise the sun would rotate around its axis in one period of time- (2) No Planet Moves By The Sun Gravity – Newton is wrong- because- the planet moves by the force caused its creation- means- the planet creation and motion is done by one force only- because- if two forces have effects on the same one planet this planet would be broken- now- suppose the planet is created (by any force) and the sun gravity attracted this planet and forced it to revolve around the sun by the sun mass massive gravity (as Newton imagined) that would force the planet to move against its inner creation and will cause this planet to be broken- this is similar to a human is forced to walk on his hands in place of his legs and when this human refuses to do that (they told him we can force you by our power) for that this human walk on his hands forcedly and later this human is dead by this motion- shortly- the planet is NOT broken by its motion because the planet creation force is the force causes this planet motion- it's one force caused the planet creation and motion- Newton mistake is that he didn't know how the planet is created and by that he didn't realize that planet creation and motion are done together by the same one source- simply- the sun didn't cause to create any planet and for that the sun doesn't cause any planet to move- this analysis shows logical base but left us with puzzles to know (by what rule the planet moves?) and (Why is the sun found in the solar system if it doesn't cause the planets motions?) these questions are answered in the paper abstract and discussions. (3) The mass gravity force can NOT cause any motion- again Newton is wrong- the mass gravity creates a bond between two masses- (the Earth and the moon are bond by the mass gravity)- by that they are similar to a lorry and its trailer – if the lorry moves the trailer will move with the lorry- but the mass gravity can NOT cause any motion- why? suppose the moon moves by the Erath gravity force- the moon moves and produces energy (1/2mv^2) and we have to ask from what source this energy will be provided?- from the mass itself- means if the Earth causes the moon to move the Earth and the moon masses should be decreased by the motion energy- this is a wrong definition for the mass gravity- the mass gravity creates a bond between two masses (The Earth and the moon) if some outer force causes the Earth to move the moon will move with the Earth and in this case the outer force will provide the motion energy for the Earth and the moon- (4) The planets order contradicts Newton gravitation equation- where- the gravitation equation tells (greater mass necessitates shorter distance)- clearly- Jupiter the greatest mass is not the most near planet to the sun- means- the planets order contradicts the equation- when we asked the physicist told us this problem is done by (the initial conditions)- all these are nonsense clearly- planet orbital distance does NOT depend on the sun mass nor on the planet mass- planet orbital distance depends on the neighbor planet orbital distance – my equation proves this fact- let's see it Planet orbital distance equation (my 1st equation) d^2= 4do (d-do) where d= planet orbital distance and do= its neighbor distance
Example- Venus orbital distance (108.2)2 = 4 x 57.9 x (50.3) d= 108.2 million km = Venus Orbital Distance d0= 57.9 million km = Mercury Orbital Distance 50.3million km=The Distance Between Venus And Mercury Venus Depends On Mercury
All planets orbital distances are defined based on their previous neighbor planets orbital distances- the equation is correct perfectly and all planets orbital distances are defined by it- my paper tests and discusses this equation Shortly- planet mass has no any effect on this planet orbital distance definition. Notice Planet orbital distance definition depends on its neighbor orbital distance this fact is proved by many other different methods my equation is one method only of them, all these methods don't use any planet mass- all planets orbits are defined based on their neighbor orbits- (Please note- Newton gravitation equation is wrong- I don't critic it by many critics to short the discussion- but- the fact is that- the light beam created all planets orbits before any planet creation- the light created each planet orbit depends on its neighbor orbit- I prove this fact in the paper discussion- logically this fact kills the gravitation equation because the orbit is created before the planet creation) Notice -Newton is so far from the truth- let's give one more example- Newton told us planet moves by the sun mass gravity- the fact is that- the Sun itself is created by the planets motions energies- that's why Newton ideas are not interesting for discussion because his ideas are imaginary have no part of truth- (5) Also-Newton told-planet motion depends on its mass- means-planet velocity depends on its mass- this also is imaginary idea- I define planet velocity in the explanation of the 3rd hypothesis- planet velocity is defined by many rules all of them don't use any planet mass- at all Planet mass has no rule in this planet velocity definition.
The 2nd Proof Conclusion The Gravitational Waves Are Produced By The Planets Motions Energies And Not By The Sun Gravitational Field- Also-There's No Gravitational Field At All
Second Point (The Gravitational Waves Nature Analysis) Let's ask (1) If The Gravitational Waves Are Produced By The Planets Motions Energies- How Can The Gravitational Waves Move By Speed Of Light While The Planets Move By Low Velocities? Or Generally– regardless the gravitational waves source- how can the gravitational waves move by speed of light? From where the energy is provided to enable the waves to move by the speed of light? (2) Can the gravitational waves be reflected in the solar system? what's the result of this reflection on the waves properties, features and nature? (3) Can the gravitational waves energy be increased? Means can one gravitational wave move by low velocity and this wave motion is accelerated to move by high velocity motion? again from what source the energy is provided and how the acceleration is done? (4) If the gravitational waves are produced by the same gravitational field (The physics book states "the gravitational waves are produced by the sun gravitational field") does that mean all gravitational waves move by equal velocities? can some waves move faster than the others? why and how? (5) If the planets data are reflected on each other – can we discover the geometrical reason behind this features? Planet velocity is example where the velocities are defined by the rule (v1v2= constant) this rule tells the velocities are reflected on one another- why the velocities are reflected on each other? what's the geometrical reason behind? suppose the gravitational waves are reflected in the solar system, why this cause the planets data to be reflected on each other?
(6) If The Gravitational Waves Move By Speed Of Light- How Can These Waves Produce A Light Beam? Because the light beam production needs the value (C^2= squared speed of light) but the waves moves by speed of light only (C=300000 km/s) how the value (C^2) can be produced by the waves motions? (7) If the gravitational waves produce a light beam, does that mean the waves use electric field to produce this light beam? Is there another method to produce a light beam doesn't use electric field or charges? (8) If the gravitational waves are reflected in the solar system can we discover that? can we prove that? and can we know in what planet orbit the reflection is done and if the waves are reflected many times?
The Gravitational Waves Properties, Features and nature Here I compare between the two theories about the gravitational waves source and their effects on the waves properties- 1st Theory (The Physics Book Theory) The physics book states, the gravitational waves are produced by the sun gravitational field- this theory tells little about the gravitational waves properties and nature because the mass gravity concept is puzzled and not understood for that the waves properties and features are puzzled also- let's test this idea- In The Sun gravitational field theory no one knows how the mass gravity force works and if the gravity needs time to work- or if the gravity creates a geometrical design to practice the effect of one mass on the other- the mechanism is not clear and for that the gravitational waves are not clear- for example – no one knows why the gravitational waves can move by speed of light or what waves move by this speed and in what planet orbit or if the wave motion velocity is accelerated gradually from low velocity to high velocity– we shortly know nothing about these gravitational waves- let's ask more questions- are these waves reflected and what's the result of this reflection on the waves properties and nature- where do these waves go? And what's the useful result of these waves energy? can these waves energy be used at all? are there just moving energy in space without an useful goal or result? And The new article tells the gravitational waves move by speed of light can produce a light beam? How these waves can produce a light beam by their motion? DEEP ANALYSIS I wish the respectful reader notices the major change in vision by this article-because- the physics book states the sun rays is produced by the sun nuclear fusion- here- the source of energy is the sun mass and the used method is the sun nuclear fusion- and the light beam is produced Let's put the new article here again This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/technology/this-is-extraordinary-gravity-can-create-light-all-on-its-own/ar-AA19YL5d?ocid=hpmsn&cvid=620db4352aa943e2b454919a7b724604&ei=83 The article tells, the gravitational waves can move by speed of light and can produce a light beam- the light beam is created by the gravitational waves motions- the article tells- the light beam can be produced by the Motion Energy – The article tells (The High Velocity Motion Can Produce A Light Beam)- here the article removed simply The Sun Nuclear Fusion Machine- the whole machine be useless because the light beam can be produced by (the motion energy)- I wish the respectful reader sees the miracle and wonder behind- There are 2 major changes (1st Change) The source of energy The source of energy is the motion energy– No longer the sun mass be used as the sun rays source of energy- BUT – the motion energy is used as the source of energy – here- the fatal error of the sun nuclear fusion theory is seen clearly – because- the solar system is so rich in motion energy- the moving planets since thousands of years provide massive motion energy stored in the space- and by that- the solar system is very rich system in the motion energy- and we should ask (why do we need an outer source of energy?) why the solar system doesn't use its massive motion energy to produce the light beam? Also if the massive motion energy is not used- where's this massive energy? because it can cause continuous risk for the soalr system stability if no way to use this stored massive energy The sun nuclear fusion theory is completely wrong because it doesn't see the massive motion energy stored in the solar system (2nd Change) the light beam production machine The gravitational waves motions can produce the light beam- this is stated by the article but how? by what method the gravitational waves can produce the light beam? The article doesn't explain how the gravitational waves can produce a light beam? But I put an explanation for this method in my theory discussion
2nd Theory (My Theory) I suppose the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- let's remember my theory because we will use it in the waves properties discussion I asked –where any moving body produce energy by its motion =(1/2 mv^2), where's Planet motion energy? The planet can NOT store its motion energy inside its body because it would raise its temperature and No planet temperature is raised by its motion- logically- the planet motion energy is stored in the space in waves form- means- Planet motion energy creates waves in the space- the planet motion in the space is similar to a fish swimming in the sea- as fish swimming creates waves in the water planet motion energy creates waves in the space- means planet moves and creates waves in space and these waves move by velocity equal this planet velocity by that- for example- Mercury (47.4 km/s) moves in the space and creates waves move by equal velocity (47.4 km/s)- based on this idea- All planets move and their motions create waves move by these planets velocities – AND I suppose these waves are the gravitational waves AND The planets revolve around the sun in the same one direction and for that their motions energies create waves in the space and these waves move perpendicular on the revolution direction (Toward Pluto orbit) AND In Pluto orbit these waves are unified together into one unified wave- this wave moves by a velocity = 205.8 km/s = the planets velocities total
I explained this theory before in more details- now – let's discover the gravitational waves properties and features in details- let's put this analysis in the next point (third point) because we need to analyze the wave reflection process to discover the waves properties and features
Third Point (The Gravitational Waves Reflection)
Let's ask Question No.(1) If the gravitational waves move by velocity 205.8 km/s, how can they move by speed of light? How the velocity 205.8 km/s can be accelerated to be 300000 km/s (speed of light) and where this acceleration is done? Another question can help greatly this discussion Question No.(2) If The Gravitational Waves Move By Speed Of Light (C=300000 Km/S)- How Can These Waves Produce A Light Beam? Let's think how to answer this question- these gravitational waves move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) but the light beam production needs the value (C^2= squared speed of light)- means- the wave velocity is squared- and how can the wave velocity to be squared? This feature I have discovered in the solar system- the waves are reflected and the reflection causes to square the velocities- means- the gravitational waves are reflected in the solar system- the gravitational waves before the reflection moved by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) and the reflection causes the velocity to be squared- by that- after the reflection the gravitational waves speed is squared and changed from the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) to be (C^2= squared speed of light) and the light beam is created from this value (C^2) Means- the waves reflection is the method by which the speed of light (C=300000 km/s) is changed into (C^2)- that means- without the waves reflection NO light beam can be created. Notice– the waves reflection is proved strongly in the solar system because it causes to reflect the planets data- means- huge amount of planets data proves the waves reflection–we may remember one example – planet velocity is defined by the rule (v1v2=constant) this rule proves the planets velocities are reflected on each other The paper provides hundreds of similar data proves the waves reflection AND The waves reflection causes to square the velocity- this feature is repeated in the solar system frequently – because- the waves are reflected three times in the solar system for that the velocity squaring is a feature repeated with each reflection and by that the planets data provides a strong proof for it- Shortly- The waves reflection causes to square the velocities- now- let's use this feature to know how the unified wave its velocity (205.8 km/s) can move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)- (Please note this unified wave is the gravitational wave)
The Gravitational Waves Move By Speed Of Light The unified wave (the gravitational wave) moves by 205.8 km/s and it's reflected, the waves reflection causes to square the velocities (205.8 km/s)^2 = 42683 km/s Means the unified wave after the reflection moves by a velocity 42683 km/s BUT If a particle moves by speed (=0.99 C=297000 km/s), this high velocity motion causes to create relativistic effects specially Lorentz length contraction effect with rate 7.1 Means- the distances should be contracted by the rate 7.1 BUT The waves reflection causes to reflect the geometrical effects and by that the rate (7.1) will cause to increase the length in place of the length contraction- means- the distances will be increased with (7.1) as a result for Lorentz length contraction effect The velocity 42683 km/s will be 42683 x 7.1 = 300000 km/s (Speed Of Light) That explains how the gravitational waves move by (205.8 k/s) can move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) NOTICE No. (1) Please note the important observation Without 7.1 the velocity will be only 42683 km/s (even after the waves reflection) and NOT the speed of light That tells- the light beam production process depends on the previous light beam production process- means- a motion by (99%) of speed of light should be found before the wave reflection occurrence and without this motion with (0.99 C) the gravitational waves can't move by speed of light because we need a source for Lorentz length contraction effect with rate (7.1) That tells the light production process is done in chain process, the new light beam production depends on the old light beam and if this dependency is removed the gravitational waves can NOT move by the speed of light and No light beam can be created in this case NOTICE No. (2) We need to pay more attention for the importance of the motion by the speed of light- because the technique of the machine depends on the waves reflection- means- the waves can increase its velocity only by the reflection process – now the reflection causes to square the velocities- this is very important news why?? Because - If the waves move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s), the waves reflection will produce the value (C^2= squared speed of light) and from this value the light beam can be produced Now – suppose the wave velocity is less than speed of light- suppose the wave moves by speed = (90%) of the speed of light= (270000 km/s) - the waves reflection will square this speed that will produce (0.81 C^2) which is NOT (C^2= squared speed of light) and as a result No Light Beam Can Be Produced (CONT) Gerges Francis Tawdrous +201022532292 Physics Department- Physics & Mathematics Faculty Peoples' Friendship university of Russia – Moscow
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bunnyreaper · 1 year ago
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captain mactavish's reputation precedes him, and yet standing before you as he does now, you can't help but wonder if something got lost in translation. 
soap is a riot once you get him going! he used to be even wilder, if you can believe it.  always was up for a laugh as a sergeant!
the man before you looks a little grizzled with age--stubble growing out to a beard, face smeared with black warpaint, and yet beneath thick brows, his blue eyes still sparkle despite his glower. handsome though, still incredibly handsome--which in your mind, is a problematic trait for a captain to have, especially one commanding you. 
he chats away to one of his sergeants, seemingly unaware of your presence on the periphery. assignment to this task force is only temporary, you reassure yourself. facing the captain's offensive good looks and intimidating demeanour will last a couple of weeks at most.
taking a breath, you step forward, just outside of the circle of captain mactavish and his sergeants. all eyes fall to you, but his are the ones you can't tear your gaze from. he seems to scrutinise you for a moment, cerulean eyes flickering up and down your form.
"you on ma team?" his voice isn't what you expected, and his accent is delicious--you know you're capable of remaining professional despite it all.
"yes sir." you chirp back instantly, obediently--hoping to not get on the wrong side of your newfound crush. 
he nods once at each of his soldiers, dismissing them before turning and heading in the direction of the nearby truck. it takes a moment for you to process before your legs catch up to your thoughts and you start following the captain. 
"keep up then lass, let's go." he calls over his shoulder, before stopping at the passenger side door. 
it's strange how he opens it for you, watching with intense eyes as you pull your gun into your lap and sink into the seat. captain mactavish takes the driver's seat, and quickly gets the car going down the dirt track.
your thoughts start to flood back to you now you're settled in the truck and have a few moments to think before you really need to get your head in the game. 
was the captain not expecting your assignment? it was rather rushed, even taking you by surprise. you'd only just had the chance to ask around about the captain before you were on the next flight over. perhaps you should introduce yourself properly. 
"i'm--" 
your words are cut off before you can even get out your name. "i ken who ye are." he says, voice a little deadpan and jaw a little tight--it makes your heart fall in a way it certainly shouldn't. 
the whole situation just left you perplexed. it seemed captain john mactavish definitely contained multitudes, and the gruff man you saw before you was what you would get while you were out on the field. 
"then why did you ask if I was the one on your team?" you ask, determined to not fall silent lest the atmosphere suffocate you. 
the captain throws his hand over the back of your seat, eyes meeting yours only briefly before he checks the view out of the back of the truck and starts reversing at speed. 
"jus' wanted to hear ye say 'yes sir.'" 
he glances back to you as he jerks the car around. a smirk tugs at his lips, and then he throws you a wink as you finally get to see that playful side you were promised. "sounds so pretty coming from yer mouth, doll." 
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the-californicationist · 11 months ago
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i did send the same thing to another writer i enjoy bc i love different takes on things, but my little dumpster brain has had one thought in the last 24 hours - imagine confiding in your captain that you'd like to have a baby bc biological clock or whatever, and being in the field really puts a damper on your sex life, so that makes it difficult. but the 141 will do anything for one of their own, so if that means they're running trains and taking turns on you DAILY until it takes (and probably even after 👀), then so be it.
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lol... you lit a fuckin' fire with this ask, my friend. hot!!
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"The Window" (141/Reader)
You awoke to the soft tinkling noise of his belt and zipper, rattling at the edge of your bed. Your captain, John Price, was answering his call of duty, and within moments, you knew he would slip his fat, flaccid cock between your legs and allow your warmth to make him harden within you. He preferred it this way. First, he would rub you with it, heavy and smooth, smearing your wetness all over his skin. Then, with a singular talent, he would somehow stuff his soft, lolling head into your hole, feeding himself into you gently, letting your body take him in on its own as your pussy pulsed for him, and he would rub your clit absent-mindedly, comforting himself with your swollen lips, sighing raggedly as you covered him up. Once he was hard - and fuck, he was impossibly hard - he would fuck you through your blinding pleasure, his girth giving you burst after burst of hot, searing bliss.  
He wasn’t your boyfriend - none of them were - but the members of your task force, the 141, had all agreed to be the father of your child. It had started when Captain Price first saw your appointment on the team calendar. You’d meant to post it privately, but you had failed to do so. He came to you right away, his face full of worry,
“Wha’s goin’ on, Spar? Goin’ to the main base hospital… Wha’s all this about?”
So, you’d told him, a little bashfully, that you were trying to get pregnant. You’d be turning 28 this fall, and you wanted to be a mom, sooner rather than later. Every few weeks, you were shipped off to some too-cold or too-hot locale, getting shot at and flash-banged. There wasn’t really time to find a date, much less convince them that you would make a good mother. The last time you tried to use Tinder, one guy had called you ‘Rambo’ and blocked you, so it wasn’t going well. 
“I’ll go with you, little bird. Sounds important.”
“You don’t need to do that, Captain. I’m sure I can take out a loan for it…” You thought out loud, remembering the pamphlet and all of its cost breakdowns for IVF treatments.
“A loan? Last time I checked, love, it was free,” he chuckled. 
“Free when you have someone who’d be willing to give it to you, sir,” you challenged him with your confidence, trying not to be ashamed, even of your ‘Rambo’ nickname. 
“Sparrow,” he raised his voice and nearly shouted your callsign incredulously in the small mess hall where he’d found you, “There’s no bloody way you don’t have someone willing.” 
“Wha’s goin’ on, Cap?” Gaz poked his head in behind the door. 
“Nothing,” you tried to stop the literal landslide of embarrassment that was happening to you.
“She wants to have a baby,” Price told him, smiling a bit as your cheeks turned pink.
“A baby?” Gaz commented with no small amount of surprise.
“Who wants a baby?” Simon yelled out from the hallway before opening the door wider and scooting around Gaz to join into the conversation. 
“A bairn!?” Soap barged in, slamming the door all the way open and forcing Gaz to tumble into the kitchen. 
So, the whole team knew in a matter of moments, but Price kept his word. He drove you to the hospital for your appointment and asked more questions to the doctor than you did. Unfortunately, he heard all of the strictest rules and took them to heart. No cigarettes, no caffeine, plenty of rest and… plenty of exposure to male ejaculate. 
There had been a meeting, of which you were not a part, between Price and the other men in your task force, and they had come to a conclusion: they would put a baby in you. It was their singular mission. A bit of back and forth had occurred when you found out their plan.
“Is there… we dinnae want to pressure you, lass, but,” Soap looked around at Ghost, Gaz, and Price before settling back on you, “Are there any of us you wouldnae like to be the father? We willnae take offense.”
“No! I’d be happy to have any of you… I mean… But, I don’t want you to feel like you need to do this if you don’t want to,” you could feel the heat of your shame rising in your cheeks, and you knew you were as red as a lobster. You heard a bit of laughter at your comment and feared the worst. But then, Gaz explained,
“I’m afraid all of us very much want to, Sparrow.”
He had even palmed his growing cock for emphasis. 
But, it had to be fair, you decided. There should be a schedule; no favorites. And for the first month, there was. Soap was your Monday, Ghost was Tuesday, Gaz was Thursday, and Price was Friday. But then Price had a meeting and so Soap was Friday, and Price was Saturday. That meant Ghost was Monday. You were in training on Tuesday, so Gaz was Wednesday, but Soap couldn’t do Thursday or Friday because he had to go in for his annual review. So, he joined Gaz on Wednesday, stepping in right after him as if you were a pretty little mailbox and the boys had come to drop off their packages. 
When the weekly schedule fell apart, you hung a big calendar in your quarters, and they’d pencil themselves in. That was fine until you had been shipped out to Aqtabi. You’d tried to keep it up while you were in the field, remembering what day was which, but the truth was that sometimes you had no idea if it was morning or night. Was that the sun or a flare? 
And sometimes it didn’t matter. Something would happen on a mission, and Price would crawl beneath your scratchy woolen sheet, searching for the comfort of your arms, not saying a word, not even asking you if it was alright, but just taking you there in the cold night of the desert, filling you up and keeping his cock sheathed in you, safe and sound. 
And sometimes you needed them, too. Waiting on exfil, huddled together in the pouring rain beneath a sad tarp, you’d crawled into Gaz’s lap, looping your arms around his neck and letting him hold you in a cradle, using his big chest as your pillow. You’d dozed, exhausted, and he’d rubbed himself against you through your clothes, coaxing you to pull down your pants so he could empty himself into your womb, quick and filthy. You remembered how it felt when his come had soaked through your panties as you sat next to him in the helicopter, letting him hold your hand. 
You felt a little guilty that you weren’t exactly hoping for a child during those first few months. You were enjoying their affections, no matter how platonic they may have felt. 
It didn’t stay that way, though. Soap was the worst offender. When he fucked you, he wanted to spend most of his time eating you out, sucking on your clit with his mouth like a hungry dog, soaking himself in your scent and your flavor before finally mounting you, crawling over your body like the hound that he was, dipping his cock into you and beating your core like a drum. He’d stare into your eyes when he could manage it, and he’d slipped up one day and told you he loved you. That you were his girl, his wee bonnie lass, and that he’d raise the bairn with you, even if it was Black like Gaz, tall like Ghost, or had Price’s big nose. It’d be his and yours. He’d be the daddy you wanted him to be, he promised. 
Then, you’d had to deal with Gaz. He’d made dinner reservations at a restaurant near base while he had your legs held up to your chest, helping you wait the twenty suggested minutes for his “lads” to “soak in”. Told you he was just hungry, but he had also happened to buy you a nice dress, and he’d driven you in his sporty little Beamer, bright red and clean as a whistle. He’d fucked you after dinner, sneaking in a double feature, which was expressly against the rules. Told you he couldn’t help himself, and he said he’d been thinking about you all weekend, cock in hand. 
Ghost was like his namesake, haunting you all over the place. He found you in the locker room, and decided to fuck you standing up, sweaty from your sparring match. He’d washed you off in the shower, and he’d taken you in there, too, after coaxing you to make him hard again by sucking him off. Ghost would slink by you in the reference room, stalking you through the bookshelves, and dragging you to the storage closet to fuck you on all fours on the floor, maps and looseleaf pamphlets about Russian spy camps under your rosy red knees. He got vocal that night, cramped with his huge body in that tiny closet, telling you what a good girl you were for him, how you fit his fuckin’ cock so perfect, how he’d never want anyone else, how it felt so good to fill your body up with his load. 
Then, there was your captain. At first, you weren’t sure he was truly a willing participant. He seemed to avoid you unless he was on the schedule. He didn’t cut in line, and if you were on the couch or in the kitchen with one of the boys, he’d leave you be, smiling at you a bit before grabbing his tea and escaping back to his office. But, then you realized the truth: John Price wanted to put a baby inside of you more than anyone else, and he would go to the ends of the earth to make sure it happened. 
“Hey, little bird,” John’s finger pet the side of your cheek as you woke, feeling him pull down your pink silk panties so he could start to warm you up, “I’m your Sunday.”
“Mm,” you rubbed the sleep out of your eye and opened up your legs for him, giving him full access to your body on instinct at this point, “John, we gave up on the schedule. You can come whenever you want. Or, you can stop.”
“Can’t stop,” he kissed your mouth as he leaned over you, and you tasted peppermint and tobacco mixing together with something heady and lustful, “We’re in the window.”
Ah. The Window. All of the boys talked about The Window and when it was coming up next. They’d all downloaded trackers on their phones, watching you like birds of prey for when you ordered a box of tampons, checking with you to see when you were off the rag. And then, you’d be “in the window” of ovulation. Their best chance at succeeding at this mission. 
They would fuck you at any time of the month, and Soap and Price would even fuck you through your period, having read in some magazine that there was a small chance of success. But, being in The Window was like covering yourself in honey in the middle of a cave in spring and waking up all the bears inside it. Fertile ground, ripe for the taking. 
“Mm, fuck,” you keened. John had two fingers in you now, pressing on your soft spots and stretching your hole. You wrapped a hand around his neck and pulled him in for another kiss, which he moaned into. 
“Feel good, Spar? You want to make me hard, pretty bird?”
“Yeah,” you nodded, looking up at him with desperate eyes, “Yeah, I do. Please, John…”
 He slipped himself in, half-hard already, and you felt the body of it slide into your core. It was soft, and you liked to squeeze it with your muscles, feeling him writhe inside of you when you did, reveling in his pleasure. He sat back on his heels to let you play with him fully, watching you grind your hips on him as he massaged your clit to its full, swollen height. He was in no rush, and he spoke to you casually. 
“Has Kyle been in this weekend?”
“No, it was Soap,” you tried to remember, “And then Ghost, and then Soap again.”
Price chuckled warmly,
“That boy wants a baby so badly.”
You smiled with him, agreeing, 
“He does. He interrupted Gaz on Thursday and asked him when he’d be done!” 
Price laughed with you then, his eyes gleaming and crinkling at the edges,
“Oh, Christ. He’d be a good one. They’d all be good.”
You watched his mood shift. There was something solemn about it, and you wanted to chase it away. You rubbed your hand along his furry belly, locking your ankles around his hips and shamelessly rocking your hips to fit more of him into you. You confessed, 
“You’d be good.”
His eyes found yours again and he stilled, wondering out loud,
“D’you think so, Sparrow?”
“I know so.”
“Can I tell you a secret, little bird?” He whispered, lowering himself into position and stuffing his hard length even deeper inside of you, making you worry just a bit if he could hurt you with that thing. 
You nodded, kissing his huge Adam’s apple in his throat and nuzzling through his beard. He told you the whole truth as he pounded himself into you without mercy, 
“Sometimes, I wish he would be mine. I wish…” He almost stopped, but he kept going, like a raft in the stream, too caught in the current to go back to the shore, “I wish you could be mine, and then I could rub lotion on your belly when you got big. And I could cook for you when you got tired, and I could read to you, even when he was still inside of you, and I know he could hear my voice. I wish, sometimes, that when it happens, that I’d be the first to know. That you’d tell me first, because you knew it was mine, because you’d want him to be mine.”
You were stunned, and you were coming, and the two were very separate events. As your pussy pulsed and tried to milk him of his come, making you dizzy and almost sick with pleasure, you were shocked by his admission. You grabbed his face and made him look you in your eyes,
“John…” You panted, coming down from your first high of many with Price, “I had no idea you felt that way.”
“I didn’t either,” he smiled, but the corners didn’t reach his eyes. 
When he fucked you this morning, you had no idea how good it could feel, but he showed you. He rutted into you, desperately, like some sort of beast, unable to stop himself. It was as if he would fuck himself bloody in you if he had to, and you wanted to take him as best you could. You felt him finally start to come, and he plugged you up with his thickness, shoving himself as deep as he would go, sealing you off and keeping you warm and elevated. 
He kept his cock in you, gasping for breath and petting the hair out of your face. He kissed you, cheeks and chin and neck, all the way down to your breasts where he suckled from your nipples, almost dreamlike in the way he was touching you, fully covered in you the entire time. 
“Sleep, birdie,” he nuzzled your neck and continued to lave his tongue over your breasts, “I’ll wake you when I’m hard again.”
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halcyone-of-the-sea · 1 year ago
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To Be Alive In Summer
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PAIRING: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x F!Reader
SYNOPSIS: Betrayal had never been in your cards, and you definitely didn't see yourself being the one responsible for the act. When having to go undercover, first comes the problem of staging your death.
WORDCOUNT: 8.3k
WARNINGS: Angst, betrayal, intense gore, violence, death, allusions to intimacy, weapons, vulgar language, recovery, torture, happy ending, etc.
A/N: The final request is finished, hope you enjoy it @l-inkage! Onto the AUs next.
*I do not give others permission to translate and/or re-publish my works on this or any other platform*
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You didn’t want to do it, but in this job, comfort was always an option and never a guarantee. It needed to be done. And that meant sacrifices had to be made to the dark altar of your contract with One-Four-One.
But this one just might break you in the process. 
“Are you sure that,” you pause and think over the instructions that Price had just given you—straight from the top of the line. “Are you sure that this is the best way, Sir?” 
The man’s lips are flat, eyes narrowed, he doesn’t like this either—especially if you don’t. John’s a Captain, he tallies out orders and expects people to listen without hesitation; doesn’t express his worry about their safety because that isn’t what this is about at the end of the day. It’s about keeping the good people outside of bases like these alive and breathing.
And right now that hinged on you being dead.
“Berto needs mercenaries,” Price grunts, “and any record of you needs to be wiped before we send you in.”
Vito Berto—head of a crime family that had been picking up traction in recent years, so much so that One-Four-One had to be put on it for covert reconnaissance before any more people ended up dead.
You would be sent in under the cover of an experienced mercenary; one among the ranks that Berto would need for a hostile takeover planned in three months on the Palace of Westminster in London. The House of Parliament. 
Vito was one cocky son of a bitch if he expected no one to get word of this.
Your job was to uncover the exact date, time, and the mission plan before getting out as quickly as possible. In order to do that, the soldier holding your name needed to be dead so nothing could be traced back to you, your task force, or your loved ones. 
And people needed to believe it.
“Can’t the records just be forged, Sir?” You ask, the meeting room dark and pulsing with the cold air from the vents. “What about Gaz and Soap?” Your throat closes for a moment and you speak slightly lower. “Simon?”
Price sighs and crosses his arms, fixing the stance of his feet.
“They’ll deal with it.” Inside of your pockets, your hands twitch. 
He won't. Not inwardly.  
“I…” your jaw clenched. 
Your relationship with Ghost was…strange. You’d both had your fun, of course, and you had a casual air about that sort of thing—it had happened, but nothing more could ever come of it. There was a modicum of soft care with you two; an acknowledgment of partnership in the field and out of it. 
You didn’t have to explain to people that Ghost was closer to you than others. You’d seen his face; that says enough. 
“It needs to look real,” Price explains, tilting his head down to you. “Not only for Laswell's state of mind but yours. I won’t be putting you in without giving you the best chance.” 
“You can’t tell them?”
“Negative. Security measure.” You frown, biting at your lip.
John closes his eyes and shakes his head. A second later a hand is set on your shoulder and the man leans in slightly to reassure you like a relative. You look up into your Captain’s gruff face, seeing the small amount of care he levels into his cerulean irises for you. 
He squeezes your flesh, watching hard.
“We need you for this, Trick.” The nickname was exactly why you were the only one who could do this. 
You were the first choice. No one was better at undercover work.
“How long would I be gone, Price?” Shifting out of the hold, you cross your arms and level him with a dead stare. “How long do they have to live with this lie?”
John grunts. “Less than three months, yeah? But all of it’s up to how long it takes to gather intel. Full black.” 
“Exfil point?” 
“Town five miles from Berto’s estate. Cafe with a red door near the bookstore. Woman inside’ll be your handler.” You turn away to glare at the far wall, hesitant even when you know you shouldn't be. This was your job. 
Brown eyes keep flashing behind your eyes—a skeletal mask that stares with stained glistening blood, blood you yourself feel reflected on your own visage. A shared damning of two people who would never see those great halls of the afterlife. Neither of you are good.
Simon had to understand. 
The Captain sees the shift in your expression.
“You in?” He asks you with a blank look. 
You take a deep breath, chest heavy and heart hurting. “I don’t like it,” your voice is low, monotone. “But, yeah, Sir, I’m in.”
“Good,” the man nods, hooking his thumbs into his belt. “It’ll happen in three days. Be ready.”
You watch him walk out of the room, patting you on the shoulder one last time before the door shuts behind him with a click of finality that pierces your lungs. You clear your throat and swallow down saliva, turning your face away as if ashamed. 
It’s the quiet that gets to you in that moment—the encompassing nothingness. So often you would have moments like these with Simon. Just sitting; not taking. But this silence was so different. 
This was betrayal. 
After you steady the slight tremor in your hands, you scoff and shake your head backing up a step before leaving the room; turning off the lights. 
You walk down the long hallway, feet heavy as your mind runs, and overhead the lights buzz like flies. Eyes stuck to the floor, your shoulders are hunched in with thought and your lids half-closed in a display of obvious inner turmoil. 
The shadow that waits for you, leaning against the wall, you walk past entirely—missing it and not hearing the confused call of your name behind you because of it.
“Trick!” Your hand comes up to itch at your chin, fingers pushing into your flesh. The aggressive Manchester accent slides off of you until large fingers curl into the back collar of your vest rig. 
You breathe in sharply, blinking in surprise as your feet get pulled back a step or two, pace halting as Ghost curls around your body, staring down at you. His brows are narrowed, that mask still on and the bottom fabric twisted in the obvious downward press of his lips.
“Bloody hell is wrong with you, then?” 
Sighing, you scowl and shake him off of you, moving back to allow yourself some air. Did he really have to show up now? Why was he even here, you had to ask yourself. Was he…waiting for you?
“Nothing,” you don’t look at him, speaking low. “Distracted, is all.” 
Ghost crosses his arms slowly, his brows flinching briefly as he makes a sound in the back of his throat. “Meeting go well?” 
“Fine.” He can tell something’s wrong; you know he can—he’s the best at interrogations for a reason. Ghost knows when someone is lying to him. 
You glance at his chest before you begin to open your mouth. 
What could telling him hurt? Just a hint. He’d get it—I know he would. Berto had the nickname ‘The Tanner,’ given to him by his men. When he found out anyone had double-crossed him, he’d take a large breaking knife and separate the thin layers of skin from his victims. Intel suggests he keeps them awake for all of it, stopping when they pass out only to start again when they wake back up. 
If there was any leak in this base…any at all…you wouldn’t be coming back. 
You wouldn’t be coming back to him. 
Simon’s thighs shift.
“Talk to me.” He always speaks like he doesn’t care about the answer, but you’d be a fool this far into your… relationship? To believe that he didn’t. You’d seen Simon panic over your injured body before—it told you enough. 
The easy moments and the side-eyed looks when he thought you didn’t notice or weren’t doing the same to him. 
Your fingers twitch, forcing a smirk that didn’t convince even you. Your heart was telling you to explain it to him, but your brain was firmly set behind iron doors; tongue held back by iron tongs. 
“Personal matters, Simon. Nothing you need to worry about, Big Guy.” He doesn’t look away from your eyes. Brows set in a line and that mask jeering at you; almost mocking. 
The Lieutenant doesn’t answer and your heart is visible from under your gear.
“J-just,” you stutter, face getting hot as you look away. “It’s not that I don’t want to tell you, it’s…” 
Trailing off, you rub at the back of your head in a self-soothing motion. 
Simon blinks slowly and you hear a large chest-rattling sigh. He shrugs in that way only he can—a fast jerk of shoulders that looks more like he’s trying to push off a bug than simply trying to move past what you’re saying to him. 
“Doesn’t make a difference,” it does. “Garrick and MacTavish are waitin’ down at the firing range. Best get down there ‘fore one comes looking like a kicked dog.” You can still feel him digging into you. Knives and the suspicion in his tone. 
You don’t want to do this to him. Not after all that you’ve gone through together. 
“Right.” Your feet are moving before he is, planted into the floor and pushing off through the small pinches of electricity in the nerves. Pushing out a hard laugh, you try to send him a light smile. “Did you tell them to be ready to get their arses beat?” 
Simon looks down at you as he walks beside your form in large steps; arms swinging. “Haven’t seen ‘em yet. Waiting for you.” 
If it were possible to shrivel up from guilt, you’d be nothing but bones.
“O-oh,” you huff, but it sounds like all of the air has been expelled from your lungs. “You didn’t have to do that, y’know.”
Simon grunts, accent grating as he stares ahead. “Wanted to.” 
“Good. That’s nice.” You feel like screaming. “Thank you.”
It’s nearly instantaneous how fast his eyes go dark with concern. “You sure that head of yours is on straight, Trick?”
You push open the doors outside and wonder if you even have the ability to answer him; out of everyone, you can’t lie to Simon.
“No,” your lips admit quietly, self-degrading in its own right. 
A hand grabs you by the wrist and before you can slip out, you’re being pulled back into the building and pushed into a side room. 
“Hey!” You shout, eyes flashing as the door is shut behind you. You’re released and the light is immediately turned on. “Simon, what the hell are you doing?” 
“Enough,” he levels, and your arms are clasped so you’re facing his chest, looking up into his serious and hard gaze. “Fuckin’ speak to me.” 
You’re surprised at how insistent he is about this. 
“I’m not telling you anything,” you speak through stutters and he growls in his throat. His hands are like motel lava even under his gloves and above your skin—burning like a brand.
“What happened in that meeting room, Trick?”
“It’s classified,” you say, harder than intended, spitting the words with a hint of desperation. If not for your own safety, then for his, but you know that if he keeps asking then you’ll tell him the truth. 
They were going to stage your death, and they won’t be making it pretty. 
“Fuck classified,” he leans in closer, curling over you. “You’re acting like someone’s bloody taking you hostage.”
“Simon! It’s not—”
“Cut the bullshit!” You growl and try to shove away from him, struggling with glaring eyes that go sharp with the onset of tears. “Somethings got you worried and I wanna know what it is.”
Simon wasn’t the greatest at articulation, but neither were you. 
You knew he was trying to tell you he was concerned. The man was holding you tight, but not hurting you; his face close and his shoulders wide. Along your face his eyes were darting, as if he could peel back your skin and make you explain what Price had told you. 
The Captain had given the Lieutenant a look as he’d seen him waiting for you but had said nothing. That alone had tipped Ghost off to something being wrong. 
But you weren’t having it.
Yanking out of Simon’s hands, you shake your head and put on your worst glare—meeting muddy brown and huffing. 
“Mind your own business, Riley. It’s for your own good.” The man blinks in mute shock, fingers in the air twitching before they fall to his sides.
You speed-walk out of the room before he can speak, lips slightly parted at your strange behavior. 
For his own good? What in the hell did that mean? 
Simon’s jaw clenches, a grunt in his chest as he aggressively rolls his wrist. He turns to follow after. The both of you don’t talk for the rest of the day.
Your body shakes along with the helo as it takes off, carrying you away from the scene of gunfire down below. In your earpiece, you hear the loud calls and yelling from your friends. Gaz is calling out to Price to give him permission to move up; the Captain too busy grappling Soap to the ground. 
Ghost is taking cover behind a wall, but he’s not quiet. 
“Trick’s in the damn building!” 
No, I’m not, you want to flick on the line and tell him. Over the three days before this operation you'd barely spoken—in fact, you’d been avoiding all of them fervently by the mass amount of guilt in your stomach. 
In the nights, you hadn’t even slept, and now you’re sure it’ll take even longer too.
Their forms become tinier, and you grasp the roof’s handle as the helo rises farther and farther. 
“Price!” Simon barks. “We have to get her—”
“There’s no time!” John responds, grunting and forcing Johnny down as he spits curses and tries to call your name over the comms. You flinch violently, looking away for a moment. “We’re surrounded!”
“I can get through!” Bullets wiz through the comms, and you can nearly imagine you are down there—trapped in the house down the way after being shot and injured by hosties. But you’d never been in that house. Never been alone down the way for recon. 
You’d been at the second exfil point. Price knew it. Laswell knew it. 
But Simon had not. 
“Negative, Ghost! Keep where you are, we can get to her later. We need to—” The building you were supposed to be in explodes in a fiery wreck; a great bloom cloud going into the air as the helo shakes from the after-blast. 
You have to turn your face away, shielding your eyes. The pilot calls to see if you’re alright, but you don’t answer. All you can hear is the screams.
“Trick!”
“Simon, get back into bloody cover!” 
“Fucking Hell! Trick, answer me!” It gets too much—the bareness of his panic for you. The panting breath; the running stomp of feet.
You rip the connection from the radio on your vest and place a hand over your mouth, breathing as if you had really been in an inferno like a piece of fodder. 
Simon had already been through so much in his life, and doing this to him as well as the task force was the definition of betrayal of the loyalty you’d cultivated.
Of the love.
Because you did love him—even if you’d never say it to each other. If he found out about what you did, which he would eventually, in one way or another, he’d hate you for the rest of his life. So perhaps you were mourning, as you stare below as the helicopter takes you higher and higher up. Farther away from him. You were mourning what you had, because you knew it would never be the same. 
Simon Riley would never trust you again, and all you had to blame was yourself. 
The tiny tears dribble out of you and fall all the way down to the ground, where the man still screams for you to answer him; John barks orders with a sheen of panic in his eyes from the bare-bones ferality of the Lieutenant. Brown eyes blazed and cities burned in his pupils. 
John had underestimated the bond that the two of you shared. 
And he just might pay the price for it.
Getting through selection was far easier than getting through SAS training, Vito Berto seemed to only want mercenaries that had the faintest hint of the ability to hold a smuggled weapon. It made sense because if the people he was planning to send in were well-trained, it would be easier to trace to him—ability equaled a higher level of intelligence. Planning. Resources. 
To fit in, you made sure to miss a few of your shots, even if it made your instinctual perfectionism rise. John would have torn you a new one if you’d missed this many during your selection all those years back. Probably would have asked how a Muppet like you had gotten this far with shite aim like that.
But Berto ate it up like Sunday dinner. Gave you the nickname Cross, actually. Like the crosshair of a scope.
It was safe to say you despised him. 
But the days grew longer and the nights short with all of your running around. You’d found out that your Captain’s timeline was incorrect—the attack wasn’t in three months, it was in two. And while Berto was cocky, he wasn’t reckless. 
He somehow knew there was a breach in the ranks; you could see it by how he looked over the squads in the underground bunker, all of you hidden under rock and stone like prisoners. The man would sneer, eyes filtering back and forth from the perch. 
Sometimes you had to stop yourself from simply taking the shot presented in front of you and deal with the consequences afterward.
Price had been clear: all of the people gathered here needed to be taken care of quickly and quietly—if you snapped, the rest would disappear like roaches. Alive and biding time.
During those two months, the thoughts of Simon wouldn’t leave you. 
Moments that seeped in behind closed eyelids after you’d slunk back into bed, the USBs full of vital intel stashed into the lining of your uniform in a small hidden pocket. His twitching smile and those deep scars along his face; the ones that would never go away. 
In those moments you wondered what it would be like if you had told him how much you cared for his quiet company or his dark humor. The way he would level a hand on the small of your back off duty at the bars as a way to silently shield you from the stares from patrons. 
You’d never be able to tell him now. 
Vito “The Tanner” Berto knew of a leak, and when you came back to the bunker after sending out the multiple USB sticks, the physical files, and the first-hand accounts of what was going on—eager for just a little more to make this betrayal worth it…he was waiting. 
You could only fight off so many others, no matter how subpar the training on their part, before sheer mass overtook ability. Like a house of cards with a bowling ball, you were shoved to the ground surrounded by multiple dead bodies of those you’d taken down with you—writhing and hissing as if a feral animal. 
Restraints were leveled with your wrists; your head pulled back so your nose faced the ceiling. You only stopped struggling when the chilled barrel of a pistol was set under your chin.
Breath stilling, it was hard to understand how, even then, all that was in the front of your mind was Simon. Simon and his brown eyes. Simon and his screams when that building went up in fire and smoke.
“Trick!”
You could still hear the exact pitch and rhythm like it was yesterday.
“Cross,” Berto mutters, gun heavy as it digs into your flesh. Men pant and grapple to keep you back as you sneer and jerk your arms. “I should have known it would be you.” 
“Well,” you growl, teeth bared, “obviously you didn’t.”
A slow smirk runs on his lips. 
“No, but I’ll have to rectify this. I can’t have you getting in the way.” You can only hope that the intel gets out before the end of the second month—if not, then all of this was for nothing. 
Why couldn’t you have left when you had the chance?
“Fucking Hell! Trick, answer me!”
He was why. 
Simon—the source of all of your problems and the only person who could fix them besides yourself. It’s a sick joke really. 
Vito grabs your chin and you huff out a swift breath, heart skipping beats as he burrows his digits tightly into your skin; hard enough to leave marks. He sighs and clicks his tongue and you have to keep back a whimper as his nails create crescents along your jaw. 
“You won’t tell me anything, will you, then?”
“Negative,” you spit, heated. 
He scoffs. “Of course.” 
Berto throws your head back as you try to snap out and bite at his hand, rabid, but the man’s already gone and the mercenaries behind you yank you back like a dog on a leash. Your knees slide along the floor and you rage trying to turn around before the others are forced to shove your face into the ground. There is a distinctive snapping in your nose bridge as the concrete comes up to meet you; the tears come instinctually after—unable to be stopped as you yell in pain. 
Blood floods your nostrils and mouth, making you cough as Vito’s voice echoes in your ringing ears. 
“Let me get my knives.” 
They had you chained in some damp back room, the corners riddled with mold spores and the air heavy with condensation. You were tied to the ceiling—feet dangling uselessly below you and the tips of your boots dragging across the floor with a quiet scrape and a creak of metal. 
Above you, on the hook, the chains were tied so ruthlessly that you’d lost circulation to your arms entirely, nothing but an electric buzzing far inside of your bones. Akin to the static of a TV screen in between connections. Your clothes had been shredded by blades—long sections of your flesh underneath, cut away. 
Blood stains most, if not all, of the floor. It drips from your nose; it falls like rain to pool at your feet in rippling crimson. 
Simon had been your partner during required interrogation training and he was far better at it than you. The man could go for hours through the mental strain that was leveled out by other soldiers on him; stoic and silent. It was the way his eyes would blank that told you he could live through far worse—that he already had. You’d had your fair share as well, but never before had you felt as hopeless as this. 
There was a slim chance that anyone would come for you here. Laswell and Price would carry the guilt of it, but you didn’t want them to. 
The blood slips over your lips, and the taste of copper makes you gag; spitting out saliva from your lips. 
It was half your choice, after all. 
You try to slip into a happy memory as the lights fade in and out, the footsteps and mutterings outside the door of little interest anymore.
ironic, that the man with the mask of a dead person brought you comfort when so little could. 
You never got to tell him how much you loved him. A thin smile comes across your lips. 
“Shouldn’t be out here this late,” the man utters as you lay out in the field, arms and legs splayed and twitching when the long grass brushes against them. “Past curfew.”
“Like you aren't out here with me?” You raise an eyebrow, looking up at the stars now that the large base lights have been dimmed. The air is cold, and the breeze makes you shudder through a chill. But you don’t wipe that smile from your lips. “Bit hypocritical, Simon.”
You hear a low grunt. 
“Out ‘ere because you weren’t answering your damn door.” A shadow slips to your side, and the man settles down with a huff on his lips. Simon retired his combat mask for a simple balaclava instead, and he sighed long as he settled his arm on the bent form of his right leg. 
You blink over at him, raising a brow. 
“Looking for me, Ghosty?” 
“Bloody hell, Trick.” You chuckle, shifting your arms to rest on your chest as you look back at the stars far above. 
“Oh, it’s alright, Big Guy.” The man shakes his head. “I won’t tell anyone you’re going soft for me.” 
“I’m not.”
“You definitely are.”
“Trick, I’m tellin’ you to—”
“Shh!” You wave a hand in his direction, silencing him and making him blink at you in deep annoyance and confusion. Ghost’s eyes were narrowed, the black of his face paint gone and smelling like standard issue body wash. 
He must have gotten out of the shower and come to see if you were still awake before making his way outside when you never answered the door. Funny how he knew where you would be.
“Fucking what, then?” He growls, shoulders wide.
You place a finger to your ear, shifting so you’re sitting up on one elbow and facing Simon. On your face, a wide smile lingers, but on his, the dark brows narrow with knowledge of a deceitful event incoming. “Listen.” 
A silence falls, Simon’s ears twitching for something in the long grass or across the field. Nothing. Nothing but the breeze and the way your face glowed as you watched him, eyes glinting with amusement. 
After a long minute or two, he looks at you with utter bewilderment. You lean in closer, poking a finger into his bicep.
“Can you hear it, Simon?” You’re one of the few he lets call him that, though never in public.
He glares. “No.”
You flutter your digits in the air, giggles trapped in your mouth. A whisper hits the Lieutenant’s ears. “Silence.”
“Bugger off,” he hisses as you reel back and belt out laughter, holding your sides and lightly curling into yourself. “You’re worse than Johnny. Jesus.”
“Aww, c’mon!” You let your laughter die down to chuckles, sanctity of night broken, but not so between the two individuals who look at each other with brimming affection none will name. 
“You’re the one that came to find me, remember?” Your tease makes Ghost roll his eyes, looking away across the open area with its wave-like grasses.
“You’re right, then, I did,” Simon grunts, his hand coming up to rub his neck. “Mistake on my part.”
“Jerk,” a soft slap is leveled to his arm and he chuckles deeply. “But you can’t fool me, Ghosty. I know you’ll always come lookin’ for me—I’m too important to you to lose.”
“Keep kiddin’ yourself, Trickster.” He doesn’t say how he would agree with the statement, it was true after all. “I won’t be dragged into your bloody messes.”
He wouldn’t leave you behind to drown in them, even if it was as simple as you sneaking out of your bunk to watch the stars. 
You’d both known each other too long for that.
You smile over at him as he sighs before slipping off his mask, itching at his stubble with hard fingers. The air settles. No comment about it entering in on the see-through waves—there didn’t need to be one. 
“Mhm,” you hum, beaming. “You keep thinking that, Big Guy.”
“Trick!” Your memory shifts, and you sit up immediately. You’d thought you’d just heard…
Eyes dart out over the field, jumping back and forth rapidly. You look to the side, but Simon is gone entirely.
“Simon?” Heart beating, you stand fully up and turn in a fast circle, confusion and fear infecting your mind.
“Trick!” Pain sparks in your body, and you hiss and grab at your clothes. You blink so fast that you half-believe the world is ending.
“S-Simon?!” What was happening? What was hurting so bad? Where did Simon go?
“Trick, fucking wake up!”
Your eyes snap open and you instantaneously feel the burning pain inside of your ribs. 
The ground is underneath you, hard and wet from your own blood as you yowl and cough, air entering your lungs in quick bursts. 
Hands encase your cheeks, shaking your head—keeping you present. 
A skeletal mask littered with droplets of human fluid stares down at you, and behind it, panicked brown eyes slash through your psyche in the small moment between agony and confusion. 
Simon?
“Holy hell.” It’s that same Manchester accent. The same scrape of vocal cords. “Alright, Sweetheart. Keep those eyes open—keep ‘em on me, yeah?” 
What was going on? You try to open your mouth to say something but all of it is lead. Were your ribs broken? How? And why was Simon’s bottom covering pushed up to his nose; his lips stained with blood? 
The man frantically goes to press into his radio.
“This is Bravo 0-7,” he breathes, and you whimper as your throat gets clogged with congealed saliva and blood. You cough violently, gagging, and Ghost quickly turns you on your side to help you expel it. His hand is hard on your shoulder. 
“I say again, this is Bravo 0-7!” Those browns never leave you, shocked and serious. “Price, I’ve got ‘er. It’s not good; had to revive but I don’t know how long she’s got.”
Revive? You’re spacing in and out, limp, and trying to breathe. 
Simon tears open his medical pouch and begins wrapping tourniquets—packing the wounds with gauze until you can get proper medical treatment on the helo back to base. 
“Bloody…” he trails, Price barking an order over the connection to bring you out; the firefight was moving to the East to give him an opening to sneak back out. “C’mon, Trick.”
Everything swims; you want to go back to that field—those stars. 
Simon was here? Truly? The thought was hard to understand in your state. 
“S-Sim—” Your voice gurgles, and you can’t feel your legs. You had to tell him. Tell him the good and the bad; all of it.
“Don’t talk,” he growls, moving you as your body seizes in a state of static shock. “I’m getting you out of ‘ere.” You’re lifted up in one grand movement, Simon grunting as he shifts you carefully into a bridal hold. “Then you’re going to explain this to me when you’re squared. Won’t take no for an answer.” 
You could feel the anger sizzling off of him even half-conscious. The mixing emotions that convulsed into a mess of adrenaline and desperation. Forcing your eyes to stay open, you blink up at him as he glances down at you at the same time, just before he exits the door he had broken down. 
The visible skin of his lips and chin tighten; going down with the twitch of with a serious frown. Something flutters behind his eyes as he stares before glancing away and clearing his throat. 
“Eyes on me, Trickster. Don’t you dare close ‘em.” You grimace as he begins jogging, heavy boots echoing along the empty corridor as the sounds of gunfire and pandemonium sound off from the other side of the bunker. 
It was hard to push back the black at the sides of your vision; already it was seeping back in. Ghost holds you tight, unwilling to even let you slip an inch from his grip as the lights above swirl, brightening and dimming. 
“Oi!” You’re jostled, and you snap back to it, tensing as your wounds flex and pull. Simon glares. “What’d I just say?”
Your weakly poisoned grimace makes his lips twitch up. 
“Good.” 
There’s the sudden flick of a safety being clicked off, and the Lieutenant halts in a jerking of feet and a ruffle of canvas.
“I’ve heard about a Ghost making his rounds, hm?” Berto stands at the end of the hall, pistol held in front of him. “I saw an apparition disappearing to find one of its own. No worries. She’ll be a ghost, too, soon enough. Perhaps I’ll have to put you both to rest together.” 
The voice makes you go panicked, remembering the tear of flesh and the sharp blades slicing your skin away, chunks that peeled, and the long stripes of flexible tendons. Your lungs fight for breath, your head weakly slapping into Simon’s neck after an attempt to move your body. Limbs shake and battle nerves; the fabric of your brain.
Your blood stains the man’s gear all the way down the front. It’s dripping to the floor, down his arms and off his elbows. You’re bathing him in it—a full-body baptism of betrayal. 
“Berto,” Ghost says, accent casual despite the gun leveled at him. The name is drawn out. “Apologies, but I’m taking back what’s mine.” He tilts his head. “Scratch that, I’m not apologizing for getting back on a Bastard like you, eh? Pity I can’t hang you up like a hog, I’m proper good with a blade too, but as you can see, I’m on a crunch.” 
Vito’s face goes confused, skin scrunching. “What—”
The bang of a bullet being discharged echoes down the way. The clatter of a great expulsion of air from lungs. Stumbling. Gargles. 
The slam of a body to the ground. 
Smoke spreads up from under the clutch of your knees, where Ghost holds the abyssal body of an M19 forward, his finger lightly on the trigger before he shifts it back in well-practiced discipline. 
“Slag,” he spits. 
Simon hikes you farther into him, lending over his available body heat as you shiver. He presses his face into the top of your head, sighing in relief before starting his pace again. The man’s lips brush your flesh as your lids flutter. 
“Still with me?” You whine into his neck, fingers twitching. “I know it hurts, Love. I know. Easy with it.” 
It didn’t just hurt, it burned. Buried like the nine layers of Hell. 
He keeps whispering to you, slinking around corners and stepping into shadows. By the time he makes it outside with you, the chill of the air on the bottom of his face he didn’t even bother to re-cover, you’re tapering on the edge of oblivion again. 
Teetering like a porcelain doll on the end of the high shelf. 
“Bravo 0-6, leaving the bunker now, I need that MedEvac prepped and ready to go,” Simon speaks quickly, not wasting a single instant. 
John’s voice wafts through. “Copy, 0-7. Helo is comin’ in, be ready it’s going to get hot!” 
“Affirm. Keep it frosty down ‘ere.” There’s a low chuckle and the swift wizz of bullets. 
“Get our Trickster back in one piece, Ghost.” Simon hears the buzzing of helicopter blades in the night, a slick form descending from the dark clouds not moments later. He turns away from the flurry of air, walking hurriedly backward so the air doesn’t aggravate you. 
“Trick,” Ghost calls to you above the noise, hearing the hurried feet of medics coming out to take you from him. Your face is scrunched and you burrow into him. “I’m handing you over!” 
You try to open your eyes enough to convey your unease at that. You have to tell him. You have to explain why you had to do it. The guilt is eating you; gnawing with red teeth and gripping with devil’s claws. You have to explain that you love him even if he hates you now. 
Medics grapple you away, and you are in pain, lips peeling back to gasp sharply, thrashing. 
No!
“Fuck,” Ghost growls, pulling you away from the men as they ask him what in the bloody hell he’s doing. He doesn’t even know—all he knows is that he’s pissed at you for what you did, but never in a million years did that mean he wanted to see you in pain. 
Simon can’t lie, when he was told you were alive, the universe had held its breath. A miracle. A ruse. But alive. Alive and trapped. 
“Stop it!” He yells, caging you into him. “I’m here! I’m right here, Trickster!” 
You’re already too gone for it, not recognizing the metal of the helo as you’re settled on your back, the loud slam of the door. Fingers pull and prob as you hiss and snap, suffocating. 
Ghost holds down your shoulders, his eyes right above yours—but you’re not looking. The helo takes off
“Bloody hell,” Simon yells. “Look at me!” 
You don’t know what compels you to do so, but your eyes open just the slightest bit wider. Brown melts into your pupils, taking you in and reminding you of chilled summer nights. Simon. You pant but stop struggling. 
The medics jump into action, ripping away the remains of your shirt and pants so they can get to the wounds; assess the damage done. 
“That’s it,” Simon sighs long, swallowing. “That’s a girl. There we go, Sunshine.” 
You blink, face peeled as everything swirls far more aggressively this time. 
“Listen to me, Trick. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere, you understand. You said I’d always find you, yeah?” Hands grab your cheeks. “Well, I fucking did, eh? I found you. We’re gonna fix you up, Sweetheart. It’ll all be gone by morning.” You stutter down a breath, ragged throat stretching.
“Let ‘em fix you up—”
“I love you.” 
It all fades to black, but all you remember is the sweep of horror that spreads behind the man’s eyes.
“You went back,” Price’s arms are crossed, and he stares at you as your fingers play with the sheets of the hospital bed. “Why?”
You sigh and rub at your face.
“Trick.”
“I felt like I needed to,” you give away, twitching your fingers out in an expression of nonchalantness. “I felt…” Your voice trailed off into a growl. “Bad.”
“Feelings aren’t a part of this, Trickster, you bloody know that,” John hisses, leaning his head closer as you glare silently. “If you’d left when you could, none of this would have fucking happened.” 
“I feel bad, Price!” You break, snapping. “I fucking know! But I-I thought if I just got a bit more intel, then this would have been worth it.” Taking a deep breath you shake your head and rub at your face, all of the bandages and stitches pulling tight. “It’s eating at me. I can’t…I can’t just act like what I lied about can be forgotten.” 
You shrug as the man listens silently, monitors beeping and the small buzz of the overhead lights. 
“Soap barely looks at me—Gaz gave me that fucking pity smile and it makes me want to scream.”
“They’ll get over it.” The Captain repeats what he said months prior firmly. “They know the Op was top priority, they’ll grow up and be back to fucking around in days.”
You scoff, muttering in a dejected tone. “He won’t.”
John is still, fixing his feet from under him as he rolls his nose and looks away slowly. 
Simon hadn’t come to visit once in the time you’d been here in the ward—four days. That fact alone makes you restless. You don’t remember what you said to him, if you said anything. But you knew that he wasn’t going to be going out of his way to be near you anymore. 
You’d taken a grenade to the relationship you’d built. Toy building blocks are scattered. 
“Simon’s…Simon,” Price ends on. You groan and itch at the IV in your hand. “He cares about you more than anyone, yeah? He just needs time. Wasn’t himself after the set-up.”
“I’ve been told,” Gaz had informed you about the Lieutenant's self-isolation after your ‘death’. The snappy orders—deathly glares. He’d gone back to the ruthless man he was in the field and instead of being directed at his enemies, it was directed at them.
Kyle explained how he’d argued with Price about how he could have gotten to you, before abruptly falling silent and stalking away as if a flip had been switched. Snake eyes and clenched fists. 
They’d heard him in the gym late at night, reaming on the punching bags. They didn’t think he slept more than three hours per day if the red lines in his eyes were anything to go by.
And then they were told that you were alive but captured, and he’d gotten worse.
You’d nearly started sobbing when the Sergeant had told you all of that.
“I betrayed his trust, Price,” you level. “I…I never wanted to do that to him. Ever. Not Simon.”
A shadow passes by the door just as the Captain grunts. “That’s the job.”
“That’s not the job I signed up for when I got into this. We don’t lie to our own.”
“‘We get dirty, the world—’” You cut him off.
“Yeah, yeah, ‘stays clean’.” Your eyes level with his. “I can do the dirty work, John, you know that. Infiltration and undercover work is what I’m good at.” The man nods slightly. “But if you ask me to betray One-Four-One’s trust again, I’m out.”
Blue eyes blink in shock, but you don’t let him speak.
“Find someone else to get fake blown up in a building. I can’t get his fucking screams out of my head.” John watches you silently, eyes narrowed. 
You meet that gaze head-on, not backing down from this.
The Captain shakes his head a minute later. “Bloody made for each other,” he mutters under his breath, grunting. Another shadow slips past going the opposite direction, probably a nurse.
Without another word John turns and exits the room, tossing a hand behind his head casually in a way to say goodbye.
You huff and roll your eyes, heat on your cheeks. 
The day wains, and you let the nurses come in to do their checkups and replace the IV. As the curtains are pulled back into place, supper sits heavy in your stomach. 
You wanted to see Simon. 
You knew it wouldn’t go well, and wouldn’t be the goody-goody outcome you prayed for…but you felt wrong without apologizing in person. It went against your morals, and already those were incredibly skewed. Maybe he’d yell, or even ignore you as if you weren’t there.
Simon wasn’t above not speaking to people he didn’t like.
You had to try.
When all was dark, you shuffled out of the hospital bed and fought the weakness of your legs. Shaking like a leaf, you walked around with only your tied gown, unapologetic of the slit down the back showing flashes of your bra and underwear. 
It wouldn’t be anything the Lieutenant hadn’t seen before.
Walking through the silence, you sigh and stand outside of his door; dread in your heart and seeping from the pulled stitches of your wounds. Your bare feet on the tile make you shiver. 
Lifting up a fist, you hesitate. 
Your hand hovers over the wood, sliding forward before you pull it back to you. Closing your eyes tight, you clench your jaw once and take a deep breath.
Knock-knock-knock. Knock-knock.
The sequence was your call sign. If you knocked like that, he would know it was you—whereas Simon's own was just a single slam of the side of his fist.
The only real problem now was that he wasn’t answering.
You stare dumbly at the barrier, blinking like a fool. It takes you longer than you’d like to admit to understand the realization that he wasn’t ignoring you—he just wasn’t in his room. 
Taking a step back, you rub the back of your neck in exasperation and hurry to the nearest exit.
“Of course,” you breathe. You know exactly where he is at a time like this.
The field holds a standing shadow, a ghost of issued fatigues with a thick jacket against the chill that leaves you shivering. Simon stares out over the training grounds with his hands in his pockets, balaclava pulled all the way down to hide him from you. 
You come to a slow halt behind him and stare. 
It’s not long before the man gunts, turning his head back from over his shoulder to look at you blankly. He knew you were there.
The eye contact stays for a long, long while—until you’re hypnotized in the shades of brown and amber and the large build that seems to broaden because of your appearance.
“I’m here to apologize.” You say it breathlessly. “I’m not asking you to hear me out, but I have to let you know I regret doing it. Price said that it was time-sensitive and I—”
Stopping yourself, you look away. It sounded too much like an excuse, you hissed to yourself. At the end of the day, it was still your acceptance that pushed the pawn forward. 
“I’m sorry, Simon,” you breathe. “I betrayed your trust.”
His eyes are piercing you, but you still can’t look at him. The man slightly turns your way. His voice was monotone and grunting out like a dog.
“You think I couldn’t handle it?” Your heart starts, and you’re shaking your head instantly.
“No.” You explain quickly—honestly. “It’s that…I didn’t want you to.” 
You hear his lips take in a quiet breath. Simon rolls his shoulders before looking away from you. Nothing could have prepared you for what came next.
“You said you loved me.” Your body freezes, jaw going slack as your face drops. You don’t speak, mute as if the air in your lungs has been stolen.
You had done…what?
All of your tricks couldn’t get you out of this one.
“I,” you force a fake laugh, hands beginning to shake. “I, what? No, I’m sure that’s not what I said. A-are you sure it wasn’t, like, an ‘I appreciate you’ or maybe a…a,” your voice catches. “A whole ‘I’m fond of you’ sort of thing…? Hm?”
Simon takes a step forward and you take one back. This was worse than torture, you decided. The pain in your pulling stitches and re-set nose was welcome here.
“Trick,” Ghost utters, and you stare hard at his neck, humming. “Stop talking.”
“Copy,” you whisper quickly, shoulders falling. 
He’s so close you can feel his body heat melting into you, and you want nothing more than to touch him. Simon’s hand comes up to your chin, and he angles it up as you stop breathing, lips parted.
“I heard you in the med ward talkin’ to Price. Was outside the door the ‘ole time.” The shadow. 
He tilts your head to the side to stare at the medical tape over the slashes in your skin. The scars won’t bother you—you had plenty of others to show as well. But Simon was…studying you. Assessing. 
His eyes blink slowly with those long pale lashes, and they slide up to you as he leans in close to your ear. Still, you stand comatose.
“You put me through a fucking heap ‘o hurt, Love.” You stare over his shoulder, not speaking, not moving. 
Simon leans back and lets go of your chin, brushing a finger over your nose and the puffy skin there.
“Never do that again.” It’s final, how he says it. But the layers of depth are plain to hear. Simon speaks low and even—gaze trapping yours like a curse. 
You know he won’t talk about the things you’ve heard. The aggression or the late-night gym trips. You’ve known him for years, and know his brain like the back of your hand.
Shivering, you nod once, content with not answering verbally to break the sanctity of the moment. Seeing Simon like this made you ease your fears. You clear your throat to push back the stuffiness.
“Thought you held grudges, Big Guy?” Nearly not heard, you mutter and pick at where the IV needle is supposed to be. 
A hand catches yours and stops you from making it bleed.
“Do,” Ghost grumbles, turning your hand over and moving his face closer until you feel his breath. “Just not with my Bird.” 
His balaclava is suddenly up to his nose, and those lips that had been covered in your blood previously situated themselves perfectly to yours. 
You gasp, arm outstretched beside you in shock. 
You’d kissed him before, but this felt different. More intimate. Simon’s arms slip around your waist, and you retaliate by locking your shaking arms behind his back, feeling the gentle passes of his lips. 
Mouth to mouth, you breathe each other in as if grasping for the other’s soul in desperation. A desperation that tells you how much the beast of a man around you was terrified of your death and the body he had to carry into the helo—of the lengths he would go to stave death from touching your tender flesh. 
No, only he was allowed to do that, and he was a reaper in his own right.
A small death that infected you at every breath puffing into your mouth, every whine and whimper he could draw like water to swallow down as ambrosia. Nectar of the Gods, and it was right there in his arms. Back. Alive. 
To be alive in the summer field of this old military base was to accept that death, and into it, hope that the few moments you had together truly made a difference. 
Simon would hold you there—and when that was done, wrap you in his jacket and carry your battered body back inside; watching your swollen lips and the wide eyes as they gaze back at him. 
Because he could hate you all he wanted for this, for the lies, for the way you made him care…but the both of you would still be alive to do so.
He guessed that was all that mattered.
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fireya-x · 20 days ago
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hey! i just wanted to say that i love your writing. you have the most amazing style and idk if youre accepting asks rn but pls ignore if not.
would you ever consider writing a fic about john price/reader where reader is like sick for a couple days or maybe gone for a while and hes been totally deprived and all when you finally are feeling better/home, then he just absolutely loses all of his gentlemanly ways and jumps you the moment he can get it again??
maybe a little inspired by this gif -- https://www.tumblr.com/posseydonn/765988062279909376/lets-not-sleep-without-making-love?source=share
Thank you! That means so much 🥰
And of course! I was so excited when I saw this. You're the first to request, and it made me so happy. I hope this is okay, and again, thanks so much for the ask!
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coming home
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John Price x Reader
Three weeks apart is three weeks too long for John.
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cw: smut, piv sex, oral sex, cunnilingus, blow job, come swallowing, smoking
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You entered the meeting room, a soft “Sorry I’m late” escaping your lips, breathless as your eyes met Kate’s. She smiled, and the room, thankfully, seemed less concerned with your tardiness and more captivated by your return.
“There she is!” Gaz called out, a grin splitting his face.
“Don’t worry about it.” Kate said at the same time and gestured for you to sit down.
“Lassie! Good to see ye again!” Soap exclaimed, a gentle slap on your shoulder accompanying his greeting as you sat beside him.
Ghost’s masked face gave nothing away, but you could have sworn you saw a slight nod in your direction when your eyes met. Several other soldiers offered their greetings, but your attention was drawn to the man standing next to Kate. Their voices, addressing the room, held the familiar cadence of teachers instructing a class. His features, however, softened noticeably the moment you entered, and you suspected the newer recruits could thank you for the subtle shift in John's demeanour. Tasks were assigned and mission preparations discussed, a mission you’d been desperately wanted to be back in the field for.
You'd been confined to your home for the past three weeks, battling a nasty flu. Fever, headaches, an upset stomach – the whole miserable package. You'd warned everyone to steer clear, not wanting to share the misery. John, though you suspected he wanted to argue, had obeyed. You knew he was itching to fuss over you, to bring you tea and take your temperature like he’d done countless times before. But his care manifested in other ways. Canned soup and chocolate – clearly a Price-approved selection – appeared mysteriously on your doorstep. A week's worth of groceries materialized thanks to Soap and Ghost. And Gaz's mum, bless her, managed to stock your medicine cabinet better than a pharmacy.
As the meeting for the day was concluded and everyone slowly left the room, Price stopped you in your tracks with a raised hand. “Stay behind a moment, love.”
When the room was empty, he closed the distance between you, his hands settling on your shoulders. “Why didn’t you call? I would have picked you up.” 
You shuffled your feet, avoiding his gaze, suddenly shy under his intense scrutiny. “Doctor cleared me, and I came straight here,” you explained, gesturing vaguely towards the front of the room, where he had been standing moments ago. “Didn’t want to bother you. You were clearly busy.”
“Never a bother,” he murmured, his hand cupping your cheek, his thumb gently caressing your skin. “Next time, call me. Okay?”
You leaned into his touch, a wave of relief washing over you. The simple contact made you acutely aware of how much you’d missed him. “Yes, sir,” you whispered, a small smile playing on your lips as you met his gaze. He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, a gesture that sent a wave of comforting warmth through you.
“It’s good to have you back.” He exhaled heavily, tension easing from his shoulders. “The boys were driving me insane.”
You chuckled. “You love them.”
 “I do. Not as much as you, though.”
You rolled your eyes at the cheesy line, but a warmth bloomed in your chest. He lifted your chin with a gentle finger. “Promise me if you’re not feeling well, you won’t play tough and tell me immediately, yeah?”
“I will. I promise.”
“Good.”
“Gotta go train the new kids, I suppose,” you sighed theatrically.
“I don’t envy you.” He grimaced.
“I’ll have to put my Price voice on.” You grinned, anticipating his reaction.
He raised a sceptical eyebrow. “Price voice?”
You cleared your throat, mimicking his gruff tone. “You muppets! Twenty pushups, now!”
He scoffed, shaking his head. “I do not sound like that.”
“You wish you’d sound as sweet as I do.” You winked, and he chuckled, sliding his arm around your waist as you walked together down the corridor. He paused at his office door, leaning in for a quick kiss. “I’ll see you later, yeah?”
“Yes, Captain.” You smiled, saluting playfully, which earned you another eye roll as he disappeared inside.
The day wore on, the relentless rain and wind a constant, chilling presence on the training grounds. You watched the new recruits struggle through the obstacle course, their movements hampered by the slick mud and the biting wind. You, at least, had the small comforts of proper gear. These poor souls, battling the weather in addition to the gruelling physical demands – it brought back memories of your own training. The endless drills, Price’s watchful gaze, his voice a constant bark of commands, pushing you, testing your limits. No trace of the tenderness he showed you now. Back then, it had been all business, grit, and determination.
But it earned you a place on the 141, and you didn't regret a single moment.
As the last recruit, mud-caked and drenched, stumbled across the finish line, you offered a nod of acknowledgement. “Passable time, soldier,” you stated, pointing towards the last stretch of obstacles, “but that last part needs to be faster. Work on your agility in these conditions. Life or death out in the field.” The recruit saluted, exhaustion etched on their pale face, before joining the rest of the group.
Dismissing them with a sweep of your hand, you advised, “Get yourselves dried off and warmed up.” You could practically feel the welcome relief of hot showers and a decent meal yourself as you watched them disperse, shivering. Heading for the nearest entrance, you discarded your heavy weather gear with a sigh of relief.
A voice called out, “Sergeant?” Turning, you recognized the young recruit from the cafeteria, his waterproof jacket plastered to his thin frame as he hurried towards you. He pointed a finger down the hall. “Captain Price wants to talk to you.”
Your heart quickened, a nervous flutter in your stomach. Smoothing down your damp uniform and clutching the training reports, you made your way toward Price’s office, that nervous flutter intensifying with each step. You knocked lightly, the sound muffled by the heavy door.
“You wanted to talk to me?” you began, pushing it open. “Oh, I already have the reports here –”
“Lock the door.” Price’s command cut you short, his eyes holding yours with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine. A freshly lit cigar was clenched between his teeth, a plume of smoke curling upwards.
Your breath hitched, momentarily stunned by his command. The facade of your professionalism crumbled under the weight of his gaze. “What?”
His eyes bored into you. He jerked his chin towards the door, the unspoken command crystal clear. “Do it, and get over here.” A blush warmed your cheeks as you obeyed, the click of the lock echoing in the sudden silence.
You crossed the room, dropping the reports on his desk as you rounded it, coming to a stop before him. His hand shot out, gripping your wrist, pulling you towards him with a force that made you gasp. The movement was almost violent, and he didn’t even waste a breath before your training briefs were bunching around your ankles as he shoved them down. His touch was rough, brutal and yet undeniably possessive.
The heat of him against your sudden bare skin was like an electric shock, making the hairs on your skin stand up, igniting a fire that had been smouldering for past weeks. His mouth was suddenly between your thighs, biting your sensitive flesh through the fabric of your panties, eliciting a moan from your lips. 
“Christ, John, what –” you breathed, the words lost against another nip of his teeth. He forced his tongue against the damp fabric and his fingers dug into the soft flesh of your backside as he growled against your skin. “Fuck, I've missed you.”
“We’re at work,” you protested weakly, even as your hands found their way into his hair, desperate for something to hold on to.
He pulled back slightly and a smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. “Has that ever stopped us before?”
You shook your head, a breathless laugh escaping you. “I guess not.”
With a quick, almost savage tear, your panties were gone. The cool air against your heated skin made you shiver. He murmured against your skin, his voice low and husky, “I’m not going to fire you for fucking your boss, sweetheart.” A trail of scorching kisses followed his words, his lips branding your inner thighs.
“Very funny,” you chuckled, hands finding their way back into his hair, and without a warning, his tongue parted your folds. The contact with your clit was an unexpected intensity that stole the breath from your lungs. He pushed you back against the desk, your legs parting instinctively as his fingers joined the fray. He lapped at your slickness, his tongue swirling and circling, his beard scratching the skin, while his fingers teased the entrance of your hole. 
He devoured you, his hunger insatiable, his tongue and fingers working in perfect harmony to bring you to the brink. You could feel the pressure building, coiling tight in your belly, the pleasure intensifying with each lick, each touch, each stolen breath. “John,” you gasped, and he groaned in response, the sound thick with desire, but then, his own need overriding yours, he pulled back abruptly. The sight, the taste, the feel of you was too much. He needed to be inside you. With a low growl, he lifted you onto the cool surface of the desk, scattering the forgotten reports beneath you like fallen leaves.
“Shouldn’t you be looking at those reports?” you managed, a weak attempt at humour.
He shook his head, a flicker of a smile playing on his lips. “The only thing I should be doing is you.”
As he moved above you, your gaze traced the familiar lines of his body. The faint, silvery scars that crisscrossed his skin, a roadmap of his life, each one an etched memory of battles fought and won. The dark hair dusting his chest and narrowing down to the meticulously trimmed line of his pubic hair – a detail that sent a wave of heat through you, the knowledge that he’d been ready for you, waiting for this moment, just as you had been. 
His cock, thick and veined, throbbed before you. The tip, a darker shade of pink, almost crimson with arousal, glistened in the dim light of the office, the precum already beading there like glistening dew. The velvety texture, the subtle ridges and curves of its form – it was a thing of beauty, of raw power. And it belonged to him, to the man who made you feel things no one else could. Safe. Cherished. Desired.
It had been weeks – an eternity – since you’d felt this way. The way he looked at you, his eyes dark and intense, focused solely on you, made you feel seen, loved, like you were the only person in the world.
The initial slow burn of his entry ignited a fire within you, a slow, steady warmth that spread through your body. As he settled fully inside you, a sigh escaped your lips. It was a feeling of homecoming, of finally returning from a long and arduous journey, of finding your way back to the place where you belonged. It was more than just pleasure; it was a sense of rightness, of two halves becoming whole. You revelled in the feeling of fullness, of completion, of finally having him back where he belonged. 
You could feel every inch of him, the subtle ridges and curves of his length pressing against your inner walls, the velvety head brushing against your most sensitive point, sending shivers of anticipation radiating outwards. He leaned down, his lips finding yours in a searing kiss, and the taste of him, of cigar smoke and desire and longing, filled your senses. 
As the kiss deepened, his rhythm intensified, the slow burn giving way to a wildfire. The languid thrusts became more insistent, more demanding. The rhythmic slap of skin against skin echoed in the quiet office, punctuated by the creak of the desk beneath you. His mouth moved to nip and suck at your nipples, sending jolts of pleasure through your already sensitized nerves. His touch was a brand that marked you as his, a delicious reminder of his possession. His fingers found your clit, rubbing, circling, adding yet another layer of exquisite torture to the inferno already burning within you. 
The pressure built, the pleasure intensifying with each thrust, each touch, each stolen breath. And then, it hit you – an explosion of pure, unadulterated bliss, a blinding white light that obliterated all thought. You threw your arms around his back, your nails digging into his skin. Your body convulsed, pressing against him, clamping down on his cock as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over you, each one more intense than the last. He held you steady, his strong arms a comforting anchor and his voice a low murmur against your ear. “That's my girl,” he whispered, the words a balm to your soul as the tremors subsided, leaving you spent and sated in his embrace. 
Still pleasure-drunk, your mind hazy with the afterglow of your climax, you pushed him off you and breaking the connection. He stumbled back, a flicker of confusion in his eyes, but he didn’t intervene, his gaze following your every move as you slid off the desk. He let himself be pushed back into his chair, his chest heaving, his cock still slick and hard.
Reaching for the earlier discarded cigar in the ashtray, you brought it to your lips, inhaling deeply, the familiar taste making your head spin. As you exhaled, your gaze locked with his, a predatory glint in your eyes. With slow, deliberate movements, you began to play with the cigar, rolling it between your fingers, letting it linger at the corner of your mouth, dragging it across your lips as if savouring the taste, the tip tracing the same path his tongue had taken only moments before. The act, a shameless innuendo, was a way of reclaiming your power, of teasing him, of showing him that you weren't done with him yet. You ran your tongue along the length of it, the tip glistening in the dim light of the office.
He watched, transfixed, his breath hitching in his throat, every muscle in his body coiled tight with a tension that bordered on painful. You were putting on a show, a performance designed solely for him, and it was driving him absolutely insane. The way you practically fucked the cigar, deep throating it with a practised ease that made his blood run hot, was both absurd and incredibly erotic. 
His gaze was riveted on your lips, the way they stretched and pulsed around the cigar, the tip disappearing into the depths of your mouth, then reappearing, slick and glistening. Your tongue, darting out to lick the tip, to swirl around the base, made him growl involuntarily. 
Your cheeks hollowed with each deep drag, the sight making his own breath come in short, ragged gasps. It was blatant, mimicking a far more intimate act, a performance designed to tease and torment, and it was working perfectly. He could practically feel your mouth on him, the heat, the pressure, the rhythmic pull – it had been weeks of forced abstinence, and he knew that no one else could make him feel this way; this desperate, this utterly and completely out of control.
His cock, still red and swollen, throbbed and twitched in agonizing response and the pre-come slowly leaked onto his skin. His balls ached with a desperate need for release, a pressure that built with each drag you took on the cigar, each moan that escaped your lips, each flick of your tongue. The need to touch himself, to find some small measure of relief, was almost overwhelming. 
Not being able to bear it any longer, his hand instinctively moved towards his aching hardness, but you stopped him, your fingers gently but firmly closing around his wrist. 
“Not yet, Captain,” you purred, your voice husky with amusement. You held his gaze, your eyes sparkling with mischief, and brought the cigar back to your lips, taking one last, long drag. Letting he smoke fill your lungs before you leaned in, your lips brushing against his. You exhaled slowly, deliberately, the plume of smoke swirling into his mouth, teasing his tongue with the lingering taste of the tobacco, the heat of your breath, and the promise of more. 
He groaned, a low rumble in his chest, and his tongue darted out, attacking your mouth, desperate to taste you, to reclaim the connection that had been broken only moments before. The kiss was fierce, hungry, his tongue probing deep, seeking out yours, tangling with it in a desperate dance of need. He wanted you, all of you, right there, right then, but you pulled back, a teasing smile playing on your lips. With a slow, deliberate movement, you placed the cigar between his lips. 
Then, trailing a line of kisses down his chest, across the hard planes of his stomach, each touch sending shivers through his already aroused body, you reached your destination. He groaned, his hands finding their way to your hair, his fingers tangling in the strands as you knelt before him, his hardness pressing against your cheek. 
You took him in your mouth, the taste of him – salty and musky – mingling with the lingering flavour of the cigar and the faint, sweet taste of yourself. You swirled your tongue around him, appreciating the feel of him against your lips, the heat of him radiating against your skin. You sucked hard, the pull creating a friction that made him groan, his hips bucking involuntarily against your mouth. You bobbed your head, setting a slow, steady rhythm, your eyes never leaving his, watching as his expression shifted from desire to pure pleasure. You increased the pressure, the pace, drawing him deeper into your mouth, feeling the throb of his pulse against your tongue and the way his cock pulsed and twitched with each pull of your lips.
You ran your tongue along the underside of his length, before playing a soft kiss to the tip, teasing him, driving him closer to the edge. He groaned again, the sound barely audible, a strangled whimper of pleasure lost somewhere between a sob and a curse.
You continued, relentless, taking him fully into your mouth again with a passion fuelled by the weeks of pent-up longing. You felt him tense, the muscles in his thighs clenching as he reached his peak. A low growl rumbled in his chest, and a shudder ran through his entire body. His grip on your hair tightened, his knuckles white against your scalp. “Fuck… yes,” he groaned, the words barely audible. “So good... love... bloody hell…” 
His voice trailed off into a series of incoherent moans and gasps as he spilled into your mouth, the hot rush of his release coating your throat. You moaned when the taste hit you, salty and musky, and so intoxicatingly him. You could feel the heat, the force of it, as he emptied himself into you – the rhythmic contractions of his cock, the feeling of him throbbing within your mouth, how the ridge of his length pulsated against your tongue with each spurt – it sent shivers down your spine. You continued to suckle gently, even after the initial rush subsided, your tongue swirling around him, cleaning him, wanting to draw every last drop of him, to cherish the intimacy of the moment, to prolong the connection for as long as possible. With a final, loving kiss against the tip, you pulled back, leaving him breathless.
He leaned back in his chair, his eyes still dark with desire, but now softened with a tenderness reserved only for you. He reached down, his hand gently cupping your chin, tilting your face up to his. He brushed a stray strand of hair away from your forehead, his touch feather-light. “I missed you,” he murmured. “I was worried sick. So glad you’re alright.” 
You smiled, a playful glint in your eyes. “Couldn't even wait until we got home?” You teased, still settled between his thighs, reaching up to run a finger along his jawline, feeling the familiar prickle of his beard. He chuckled, a low rumble in his chest. “No chance, love. Not a bloody chance.” You leaned forward, resting your head against the hard muscles of his thigh, your fingertips dancing lightly along his skin. “Want to grab some dinner and stay with me tonight?” you asked, almost hesitant. 
He met your gaze, a warmth spreading through his eyes that made your heart skip a beat. He reached forward then, lifting you up into his lap effortlessly. "Like you even have to ask," he murmured, his hands gently caressing your back, drawing soft circles. 
“Let's go then?” he asked softly after a while. 
You sighed, closing your eyes, letting the peace of the moment wash over you. “Just a minute.” He didn't reply, but his arms tightened around you, holding you close, and in that silent embrace, you found everything you had been missing in the last weeks: the comfort of his presence, the security of his touch, the certainty of his love. You were home.
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waves-against-a-cliff · 10 months ago
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FWB Captain MacTavish
Content Warnings - Fingering, massive cock, oral, squirting. Captain MacTavish makes my ovaries combust.
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At first MacTavish or John or Captain or Sir or- At first he treated you like any other member of his task force. A strong guiding hand, always calling you out on your problem areas as much as he patted your shoulder for doing a good job. Then the touches lingered after a particular mission left the two of you stranded in the Russian woods during winter with broken comms.
It was easy to grow close to the older man. Worryingly so but you didn't put much thought into it, he was easy to get along with so long as you obeyed his commands and didn't try and get yourself killed every time you went into the field.
Then the lingering touches combined with long stares. You'd catch him staring at you from across the tarmac or in the truck or at the mess hall. He couldn't keep his eyes off you and you'd be lying if you couldn't keep your eyes off him. He was built like a fucking tank, large hands and expansive shoulders. A scar that barely missed his eye and Scottish brogue that made your panties wetter then you'd like to admit.
One mission where the two of you had to sit around and wait, with nothing better to do you talked. Talked about home, what you missed most about being at base, if there was anyone waiting for him or for you. You joked about blowing off steam once back on base since he had sheepishly (a word you would have never used to describe him ever) admitted he was going through a dry spell. That knowledge was news to you but you also admitted to also having no action within the sheets for a while too.
"Need a release lass?" He teased you.
"Not nearly as much as you." You had retorted. The deal had been struck. Friends with benefits. A way to blow off steam without busted knuckles.
You had barely gotten into his quarters when he pushed you back onto his bed, his blue eyes nearly feral as he pulled your clothes off. He latched onto one nipple, sucking and licking at it while the other was pinched and lightly twisted between his thumb and index finger. You mewls filled the room and he slotted one thick thigh between yours, the command simple and obvious. You grinded against his still clothed thigh, panting like a bitch in heat as you juices smeared across the fabric.
When your nipples had become sore from the constant attention he switched his focus to your pretty cunt. Your clit was engorged and red, desperate for attention as your pussy dripped your slick onto the sheets. He dived between your thighs, pushing one up as he kneaded the soft skin. His stubble rubbed against your inner thigh in a way that sent sparks into your lower spine.
He ate you like a man starved, growling if you tried to wiggle away as he sucked and licked at your clit the same way he had your nipple. A single digit swirled around your pulsing hole, desperate for attention. "Sir please." You whined. A rumble came from his chest, apparently pleased with your word choice as he stuffed his finger inside you. You keened, fisting the sheets.
"I'm gonna take ye apart lass." He said, finally speaking. "Need ye to come on my fingers." He pushed a second finger in, crooking them up and feeling around for the spot that made your toes curl. You nearly screamed when he found it and then abused it. Your orgasm slammed into you like a freight train, your legs thrashed as your back arched in a way that was nearly painful.
He wasted no time to slurp up the juices that leaked around his fingers as he kept pumping them in and out. He forced you to ride that high for as long as possible even as you squealed and kicked. He didn't bother to undress himself, unbuckling his belt and pulling his pants down just enough so his thick cock came out. Your mouth watered at the sight of it. Uncut, thicker around the middle with a length that might've made you run for the hills if you weren't do damn horny.
He chuckled at whatever look must've been on your face before grabbing your other thigh and pushing it back to meet your other one. He rubbed the head of his cock, red, neglected and drooling precum, against your slit. Gathering the sticky juices around the top of his mushroom head and tapping it on your clit a few times to watch you twitch.
As he pushed in, you swore. The stretch was sinful, almost too much as your walls fought to accommodate him. He kept you pinned under him as he leaned forward, pushing his cock further into you fluttering cunt. "Fuck." He growled, "Grippin me like a damn vice."
"You're so big." You whined as you threw you head back against the pillow. It felt like it was never going to end, his dick just kept getting further and further in. To places not even your dildos could reach. It was only when he touched your cervix was he forced to stop.
"Can't even take all of me yet." He taunted as he looked down and it was true. There was still an inch or two left till he fully bottomed out but his cock was heavy inside you, twitching each time your walls convulsed around it. He pressed his thumb against your clit, rubbing in small, mean circles. He groaned, nearly collapsing on top of you as your pussy clenched on him. "I havenae even moved."
"God." You sobbed, "Just move. Please move."
"No god here lass." He muttered into your ear as he slowly pulled back before he rammed back into you. "Just me."
"John!" You cried out as his cock kissed your cervix, just this side of bordering on pain until it melted into pleasure.
"Aye, thats my name." He grunted as he set a brutal pace, the sounds coming from your pussy were sinful, enough to make even the devil himself blush as he ruined you for any man. For any of your toys too. His thumb didn't stop either and you could hardly breathe when your next orgasm hit. Your eyes squeezed shut as you screamed his name, certain that the entire base could hear you. "Ah fuck, would ye look at that?" He muttered to himself as he admired the glistening juices all over his abdomen. "Good lass."
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patrice-bergerons · 4 days ago
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And if you would like tell me what field you are in and what your level is in the tags!
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The Gravitational Waves Reflection In The Solar System (Analytical Study)
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Abstract
Paper question
If The Gravitational Waves Are Reflected In The Solar System- How Can We Discover Or Prove That? And What's The Useful Result Of This Reflection? 
Paper hypothesis
The Gravitational Waves Are Reflected In The Solar System- And This Reflection Causes To Square The Wave Velocity- Means- The Wave Velocity After The Reflection Be Squared The Wave Velocity Before The Reflection- 
The hypothesis explanation
Preface
The Gravitational Waves Source And Motion Trajectory
Can The Gravitational Waves Move By Speed Of Light?
Can A Light Beam Be Created By The Gravitational Waves Motion?
The Sun Rays Production Mechanism
The Sun Rays Production Details
If the gravitational wave moves by a velocity 205.8 km/s how can this wave velocity be accelerated to be equal the speed of light (300000 km/s)?
The Gravitational Waves Reflection Effects On The Motion Data
The Gravitational Waves Reflection Proves (General Proves) 
Venus Reflected The Gravitational Wave Toward Mars (The 3rd reflection)
What's The Negative Effect Done By Neptune Motion On The Gravitational Waves? 
Can The Planets Motions Use Different Rates Of Time? 
The Planets Motions Use Different Rates Of Time (Deep Analysis)   
Notice/ The Paper Definitions Are In Page No. (109) –
The Definitions Are
(mass gravity definition)
(The Sun Gravitational Field Theory Refutation)
(the space nature)
(the gravitational waves- the source and motion trajectory)  
(planet velocity definition)
(the data distribution in the solar system)
(the star is found depending on its planets motions)
(the sun is created after all planets creation and motion)
(Planet Motion definition)
(Planet Diameter Is Created By A Mathematical Equation)
(Planet Mass definition)
(The Matter Definition)
(Can The Light Move Into The Past?)
(Why Can Not The Matter Move Into The Past?)
(Can A Mystery Be Found In The Solar System Creation?)
Paper Hypothesis Explanation And Discussion
(1st Item) Preface
The Sun Gravitational Field Theory Refutation
The Sun Doesn't Create A Gravitational Field Nor Has Massive Gravity – there are 3 proves for this fact
(1st Proof)
The sun rotation period is (25.4 days– at equator) and (34.4 days – at pole) that shows the sun has no massive gravity nor even ordinary gravity equal any planet gravity otherwise the sun would rotate around its axis in one period of time- 
(2nd Proof)
No Planet Moves By The Sun Gravity – Newton is wrong- because- the planet moves by the force caused its creation- means- the planet creation and motion is done by one force only- because- if two forces have effects on the same one planet this planet would be broken- now- suppose the planet is created (by any force) and the sun gravity attracted this planets and forced it to revolve around the sun by the sun mass massive gravity (as Newton imagined) that would force the planet to move against its inner creation and will cause this planet to be broken- this is similar to a human is forced to walk on his hands in place of his legs and when this human refuses to do that (they told him we can force you by our power) for that this human walk on his hands forcedly and later this human is dead by this motion- shortly- the planet is NOT broken by its motion because the planet creation force is the force causes this planet motion- it's one force caused the planet creation and motion-
(3rd Proof)
The mass gravity force can NOT cause any motion- the mass gravity creates a bond between two masses- (the Earth and the moon are bond by the mass gravity)- by that they are similar to a lorry and its trailer – if the lorry moves the trailer will move with the lorry- but the mass gravity can NOT cause any motion- why? suppose the moon moves by the Erath gravity force- the moon moves an produces energy (1/2mv^2) and we have to ask from what source this energy will be provided- from the mass itself- means if the Earth causes the moon to move the Earth and the moon masses should be decreased by the motion energy- this is a wrong definition for the mass gravity- the mass gravity creates a bond between two masses (The Earth and the moon) if some outer force causes the Earth to move the moon will move with it and in this case the outer force will provide the motion energy for the Earth and the moon-
(2nd Item) The Gravitational Waves Source And Motion Trajectory
(1)
Planet moves and produces motion energy (1/2mv^2) and this energy can NOT be stored inside the planet body because the planet temperature would be raised by this energy and no planet temperature is raised by its motion- that forces us to suppose that the planet motion energy is stored in the space in waves form- means- the planet motion in the space is similar to the fish swimming in the sea- the fish moves because it hits the water by its body and that creates waves in the water and these waves move by the fish motion velocity (because of the reaction force)- similar to that- the planet moves in the space and its motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move by velocity equal the planet velocity- means- Mercury (for example) moves and its motion energy creates waves in the space and these waves move by velocity = Mercury velocity (47.4 km/s) – we understand that these waves are similar to the water waves they move far from their source and can be reflected.
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The planets revolve around the sun in the same direction- for that- the planets motions energies waves move toward Pluto orbit (Perpendicular on the revolution trajectory) and in Pluto orbit the planets motions energies waves are unified into one unified wave which moves by the planets velocities total – means- while the planets revolve around the sun there's one unified wave revolves around the sun and moves by  velocity 205.8 km/s (the nine planets velocities total =176 km/s but I add the Earth moon velocity 29.8 km/s because the energy is stored finally in the Earth moon orbit-notice-the moon velocity equals the Earth velocity because they revolve together around the sun- the velocities total is 205.8 km/s )- Shortly – One unified wave revolves around the sun its velocity 205.8 km/s and This wave is found in Pluto orbit        
(3)
This unified wave (205.8 km/s) will reflect from Pluto orbit to Venus orbit- the wave reflection details will be discussed later
(4)
This unified wave is the gravitational waves- the scientists have discovered them but they called them (gravitational waves) because the scientists supposed the waves are produced by the sun gravitational field- while the waves are produced by the planets motions energies – as we have seen the logical analysis forces us to accept that the gravitational waves must be produced by the planets motions energies because no place to store the planet motion energy except in the space as moving waves- by that the waves in the space must be produced by the planets motions energies (also I have refuted the sun gravitational field theory)  
 (3rd Item) Can The Gravitational Waves Move By Speed Of Light?
This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own
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this new article tells the gravitational waves can move by the speed of light and can produce a light beam- 
The article tells new information- its tells the light beam can be produced by gravitational waves motion energy when these waves move by speed of light – but the wave move by speed of light how can this wave produce a light beam? 
We should notice that the article still believes the gravitational waves are produced by the sun gravitational field- this theory which I have refuted completely- but here we don't interest for the gravitational waves source but we interest for this amazing information tells the gravitational waves can move by speed of light (300000 km/s) and can produce a light beam- why is this information so amazing? Because
The sun nuclear fusion theory tells the sun rays is produced by the nuclear fusion process- the article tells there's another method to produce a light beam –
let's compare between the two methods
The sun nuclear fusion theory tells the source of energy is the sun mass which is used by the sun nuclear fusion process to produce the sun rays- means- the source of energy is the sun mass and the light production method is the nuclear fusion process
The article tells some very different thing- it tells the source of energy is the gravitational waves motion energy and the light production method is the gravitational waves motion by speed of light
If the sun rays is created by the gravitational waves motions that will change the whole vision about sun rays production process and may answer many left questions
Before the details discussion- let's ask the direct and simple question-
If the gravitational waves move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) how can these gravitational waves produce a light beam?
Let's answer in the next item
(4thItem) Can A Light Beam Be Created By The Gravitational Waves Motion?
The paper hypothesis tells (The Gravitational Waves Are Reflected In The Solar System- And This Reflection Causes To Square The Wave Velocity- Means- The Wave Velocity After The Reflection Be Squared The Wave Velocity Before The Reflection)
The article tells (the gravitational waves can move by speed of light C=300000 km/s)   
If these waves are reflected and the reflection can square the velocities- the speed of light will be squared (C^2) and by this value (C^2 squared speed of light) a light beam can be created- that explains how the gravitational waves moves by speed of light can produce a light beam-
Shortly
If I prove the gravitational waves are reflected in the solar system and this reflection causes to square the velocities that will prove my theory tells (The Sun Is Not Doing Nuclear Fusion To Produce Its Rays Instead The Sun Rays Is Created By The Planets Motions Energies Total)
 The idea is a simple one
The gravitational waves can move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) but the light beam can be produced only by the value (C^2)- that tells the gravitational waves velocity must be squared- the velocity is squared only by the reflection of energy – that shows the paper hypothesis importance–because without the squaring of the velocity no light beam can be produced even if the gravitational wave moves by speed of light   
I want to say- the wave reflection is the light beam production mechanism spine- because the wave reflection causes to square the wave velocity- means- if the gravitational wave moves by speed of light this speed will be squared by the reflection of the wave and by that the value (C^2 = squared speed of light) will be created by which the light beams can be produced.
The idea can be useful only if the wave reflection can square the wave velocity- the hypothesis proves will disprove the sun nuclear fusion theory completely – let's see in following how the sun rays are produced in details
(5th Item) The Sun Rays Production Mechanism
The idea is more clear now
The gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- and the planets motion energies waves are unified into one unified gravitational wave which moves by (205.8 km/s) =the planets velocities total – the waves unification is done in Pluto orbit and by that the unified velocity be (205.8 km/s) in Pluto orbit
Shortly
While the planets revolve around the sun there's one gravitational wave revolves around the sun and moves by velocity (205.8 km/s) –
The new article tells the gravitational waves can move by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)- and these waves can produce a light beam!
The paper hypothesis tells (The Gravitational Waves Are Reflected In The Solar System- And This Reflection Causes To Square The Wave Velocity- Means- The Wave Velocity After The Reflection Be Squared The Wave Velocity Before The Reflection) -
These are all available data – and – what's the requirement?
We have a waves move by velocity (205.8 km/s) and we want this wave to move by speed = (C^2 squared speed of light) – let's try to do that in following
The First Reflection
The unified wave (The Gravitational Wave) moves by (205.8 km/s) is reflected from Pluto orbit to Venus orbit- this reflection of energy squares the velocities and causes this wave to move by speed of light – let's see how
300000 = (205.8)^2 x 7.1
The motion by (0.99C) creates relativistic effects – specifically Lorentz length contraction effect by rate 7.1, Means- if a particle its length 7.1 meter moves by speed (0.99C) this particle length will be contracted and be one meter only- let's analyze the equation
The unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) is reflected and that caused to square the velocity (205.8 km/s)^2 = 42683 km/s now the rate (7.1) causes contraction for the lengths but because of the energy reflection the geometrical effects will be reflected also- means the rate (7.1) doesn't cause to contract the length but increase the lengths and by that the velocity 42683 km/s will be 42683 km/s x 7.1 = 300000 km/s (speed of light = C)
Shortly- the wave reflection from Pluto to Venus causes to square the wave velocity and that accelerate the wave velocity to move by speed of light –
Means- the wave reaches Venus moves by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)       
The second Reflection (in fact the 3rd reflection)  
The unified wave (gravitational wave) reaches to Venus orbit with speed (300000 km/s)- then Venus reflects the unified wave toward Mars- this reflection causes to square the velocity- before the reflection the wave moves by speed of light and after the reflection the speed is squared and the wave shows the value (C^2 squared speed of light) by which the light beam can be created (the sun rays creation)
The idea summary tells
The unified wave is reflected two times in the solar system      
In the first time- the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) is accelerated to be 300000 km/s (speed of light =C)
In the second time- the unified wave velocity (300000 km/s = speed of light =C) be accelerated to be C^2 (squared speed of light) and the light beam is produced by this value C^2 (squared speed of light)
Now we understand this simple idea- but there are 2 left Major Questions
(1st Question) how the wave velocity (205.8 km/s) can be accelerated to be 300000 km/s (speed of light = C)? by what method the wave is accelerated?
(2nd Question) Are the unified wave reflected two times only in the solar system?
Let's leave the 1st question to discuss later and answer the 2nd question in following,
How many times the unified wave reflected in the solar system?
Three times (by Pluto, by Saturn and by Venus) -while the required is only two times- so why the wave is reflected three times?
Neptune caused negative effect on the energy reflection by Pluto, by that the energy doesn't reach to Venus- that forces Saturn to reflect the wave one more time to do the same job of Pluto reflection 
Means- the first reflection by Pluto failed to square the velocity and accelerate the wave motion to move by speed of light- this failure is done by Neptune negative effect on the wave energy- because of that- Saturn does another reflection for the wave energy and by Saturn reflection the wave velocity (205.8 km/s) is squared and the motion is accelerated to be done by speed of light (300000 km/s),
Shortly- in place of one reflection by Pluto, the unified wave is reflected two times by Pluto and by Saturn but these two reflections do only the role of one supposed reflection (from Pluto to Venus)- by this one reflection the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) will be accelerated to be speed of light (300000 km/s) and by that the wave reach to Venus moves by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
Venus reflects the wave again toward Mars (the 3rd reflection), by this reflection the speed of light is squared and produced (C^2= squared speed of light) and from this value (C^2) the light beam is produced (the sun rays is created)
Notice
In Lorentz transformations study- there's a major question asks (Can particle own data and dimensions be changed by the high velocity motion?) 
Shortly- Lorentz transformation tells– if a particle moves by high velocity motion- this particle own length will be contracted and its time will be dilated and its mass will be increased- these changes are defined by Lorentz transformations and we know these are real changes in this particle own data - BUT
Some researchers tell No Real Changes are done for the particle own data but they are illusions of measurements (means Lorentz transformations measure illusions)
I refuse this opinion - BECAUSE
The Physics Is The Measurements Science And What's Measured Is The Fact
If no real changes are done how the problem of Michelson and Morelly experiment is solved?- also- we can't understand why the synchronous events in one frame can't be synchronous in another (as Einstein stated) where no real change is found for any data- the distances are Not contracted nor the time is dilated nor the mass is increased why the events can NOT be synchronous in any frame?  
If the particle own data are measured correctly while it moves by my motion velocity and these measurements are suffered from illusions because the particle moves by high velocity motion relative to my motion velocity that means (I'm the universe reference point)
We notice- Lorentz length contraction equation can't distinguish between particle length and a distance, both can be contracted by the same one equation- that supports my theory tells (The Matter And The Space Are Created From The Same Energy)– If the space is similar to the sea of water the matter will be similar to a whirlpool (or vortex) on the sea page- both the matter and space are created from the same one energy- that gives chance to change the matter dimensions by its motion   
My planet diameter equation proves the planet diameter is created depending on its velocity- means- for example– Neptune diameter is 49528 km because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s- this fact is proved by my Equation strongly - that tells the motion has effect on the matter dimensions and data definition which supports the same meaning of Lorentz transformation. 
(6th Item) The Sun Rays Creation Details
The sun is NOT doing nuclear fusion to produce its rays- but- the sun rays is created by the planets motions energies- generally- the star rays is created by the gravitational waves which are produced by its planets motions energies – there are 4 facts prove that – let's refer to these facts in following
1st Fact 
The Sun Corona Temperature is 5 millions Kelvin but the sun surface is 5800 Kelvin
This fact puzzles the scientists – No puzzle here-
Simply the sun rays is Not produced by the sun nuclear fusion but by the planets motions energies – the energy is Not produced from the sun body but by the planets motions energies – means- The energy out of the sun is greater hundreds times the energy inside the sun because the energy is provided by the planets motions energies-
The Sun Corona Temperature proves that the sun is NOT doing nuclear fusion to produce its rays – instead the planets motions energies total is used as the source of energy to produce the sun rays
2nd Fact 
The gravitational waves are created by the planets motions energies- I have proved that- simply Planet motion energy (1/2mv^2) should be stored in the space in moving waves because no other place to store this energy- that tells the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies- this is a doubtless conclusion- the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies-
Here we see clearly the fatal error of the sun nuclear fusion theory because the solar planets revolve around the sun moving continuously and by this motion massive motion energy must be produced and that tells massive motion energy must be stored in the space in moving waves- so we have to ask (when and how this stored energy will be used?) understandable the energy can not be stored in the space forever without using- means- the sun rays is the outlet for the stored motion energy and the using of this stored energy protects the solar system from all risks found by the unused stored energy-
The logical problem here tells, the scientists create a strange source of energy (the sun mass) to produce the sun rays by the nuclear fusion process and no one interests for the planet motion energy nor the stored massive energy in the space-
The mistake is that- the scientists supposed the planet moves and produces NO energy while the motion energy (1/2 mv^2) is elementary concept in the classical mechanics
The planets motions energies create a very great problem for the sun nuclear fusion theory and disproves it because No Source Of Energy Is Required where massive motion energy is stored in the solar system and needs to be used – here the sun rays is the outlet for this massive motion energy and provide the energy in very useful and peaceful method-           
3rd Fact 
This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own
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this article tells the gravitational waves can move by the speed of light and can produce a light beam-  the question was (If the gravitational waves move by speed of light how can these waves produce a light beam?) – the answer was –
the gravitational waves are reflected and the reflection causes to square the velocity and by that the gravitational wave moves by speed of light and when this wave be reflected its velocity will be squared and by that the value (C^2= squared speed of light) by this value the light beam can be created.
here the planets data depends on this process – let's see that-
the unified wave move by the velocity (205.8 km/s)= the planets velocities total- the square of this velocity will produce the speed of light (205.8)^2 x 7.1 = 300000 as I have explained before- then the speed of light square will produce (C^2= squared speed of light) and by this value the light beam will be created –
means- the planets data is in harmony with the light production process
please note- the energy reflection is proved strongly because the planets data is reflected by it (later we will discuss the reflection of energy proves)- means- I provide a theory shows full harmony with the planets data that prove the theory is a fact because the planets data proves it   
NOTICE
Before the Earth moon creation the planets velocities total was 176 km/s (the nine planets velocities total only without the moon velocity)- let's try to reflect this wave
The wave reflection causes to square its velocity  (176)^=30976 km/s
Now we use Lorentz length contraction effect rate 7.1
The result is 30976 x 7.1 = 220000 km/s
Here I accelerated the unified wave its velocity (176 km/s) by the same Method I used for the velocity (205.8 km/s) but the wave (176 km/s) after acceleration produce the velocity 220000 km/s which equal (75% of speed of light) and this velocity square can NOT produce the value (C^2 squared speed of light) and by that NO Light Beam can be created
Let's review our wave velocity
(205.8)^ x 7.1 = 300000
Means- the unified wave with velocity 205.8 km/s is the only wave can produce the light beam by the reflection of energy- that tells us – the sun is created after the Earth moon creation – and also tells the planets data is in full harmony with the sun rays creation by the gravitational waves motions- this analysis gives proof for my theory tells (The Sun Is Not Doing Nuclear Fusion To Produce Its Rays But The Sun Rays Is Created By The Planets Motions Energies Total)
4thFact 
The previous analysis proves the sun rays is created by the planets motions energies and not by the sun nuclear fusion- can we add one more crucial proof for this fact? Yes – the crucial proof tells that (the sun rays is created by a relative motion)
Means the method by which the sun rays is created is (the relative motion)- let's examine this proof in following
(i)
As we have seen the light production depends on a gravitational wave moves by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) then this wave is reflected and by the reflection the speed of light will be squared and produced the value (C^2= squared speed of light) and by this value the light beam can be created
Means- the main player to produce the light beam is the gravitational wave moves by speed of light- then let's ask- suppose this wave moves by speed less than speed of light what would happen? In this case the energy reflection will not produce the value (C^2= squared speed of light) and as a result NO Light Beam can be created 
Means- the process cornerstone is the wave motion by speed of light? But relative to what? The question asks (if the wave moves by speed of light relative to what?)
Of course the wave moves by speed of light relative to the sun point because the different velocity between the wave motion and the sun point motion will produce the light beam- means- the light beam is produced by a relative motion and this motion has two players which are
(1st player) the unified wave moves by 205.8 km/s and after its reflection will move by the speed of light 300000 km/s
(2nd player) the sun point of space moves by 1 km/s (stationary point)
(ii)
How can the sun point move by 1 km/s and its velocity never increased?
We understand the space is movable and not static and the gravitational waves prove the space has motion- means- no stationary point can be found in the space (as no stationary point can be found on the sea because every thing moves by the sea waves) by that the point moves by 1 km/s (a stationary point) is a point created by some design because it can Not be found by nature- let's create this stationary point in following
The planets revolve around a point in space (any point in space) the revolution creates two velocities on both sides of the revolution- the two velocities are equal in value opposite in direction and by that the total be Zero –
Means- the revolution design creates a stationary point in the revolution center
By that the sun point (1 km/s) is created by the planets revolution around it
By the stationary point creation a relative motion is created- and this relative motion has two players as referred before
(1st player) the unified wave revolves around the sun with velocity 205.8 km/s and after its reflection the velocity will be equal the speed of light (C=300000 km/s)  
(2nd player) the sun point of space (1 km/s) (stationary point)
(iii)
We should pay attention to the sun point because it's the process cornerstone - Why? 
Because the unified wave (gravitational wave) can not move by speed greater than speed of light (C=300000 km/s) where the speed of light is the wave velocity limit
But- the different velocity between the unified wave velocity and the sun point velocity should be equal = 300000 km/s = speed of light because any less different velocity can NOT produce the light beam –
That tells the sun point of space should be stationary point (1 km/s) and its velocity should NOT be increased in any case-
What's The Information Told By This Analysis?
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The article tells the gravitational waves can move by the speed of light- but- the fact is that- the different velocity between the gravitational wave and the sun point of space is the speed of light- the wave move relative to the sun point of space- as any other motion-
For example Pluto velocity is 4.7 km/s- why? because Pluto moves relative to the sun point of space and Pluto velocity 4.7 km/s and the sun point is (1 km/s) and the different velocity is 4.7 km/s- all motions are done relative to the sun point of space because the energy storing aims to- create the sun rays- by that- if the article tells the wave moves by speed of light that means the different velocity between the wave and the sun motions is the speed of light – that makes the sun stationary point 1 km/s  
Shortly – if the sun point moves by any velocity faster than 1 km/s NO Light Beam Can Be Created and NO Sun Rays can Be Produced-
The sun point velocity is the process spine
(iv)  
This analysis proves the sun rays is created by the gravitational waves energy (the planets motion energies) and not by any nuclear fusion process- and also refutes the sun nuclear fusion theory completely- why? for 2 reasons
1st Reason
The sun rotation period is (25.4 days at equator) and the sun circumference is 4.37 million km- this motion velocity is 2 km/s
Means if the sun moves by 2 km/s, the sun will rotate around its axis one complete rotation in 25.4 days
This data proves the sun point is the stationary point because the actual accounts show the sun point velocity is 2 km/s
Notice -
The solar system geometrical design supposes the velocity of the sun point is 1 km/s but the real velocity is 2 km/s – it is NOT small change in Value – it's a great change in the whole machine- but the machine still can produce a light beam spite of that
And to produce the light beam- the machine has to depend on (2 seconds) in place of (1 second) and for that the planets motions distances total should be= (180000 million km) in place of the required distance (90000 million km) - Means – this small change in the sun point velocity (from 1 km/s to 2 km/s) causes to double the passed distances by the planets to produce the sun rays- we can imagine if the sun point moves by 15 km/s in this case it will be impossible to produce the light beam
Notice- (C^2 squared speed of light) equals 90000 million km if the period is one second- means- the planets motions distances total be 90000 million km in some period of time but the rates of time makes this period to be equivalent to one second of the sun clock that creates the value (C^2 squared speed of light)
The problem now is that- the sun velocity is 2 km/s that forces the planets to pass total distance = 180000 million km to create the rate (90000 million km for one second)
That shows the great effect of the smallest change of the sun point velocity
2nd Reason
The sun position and data is defined based on very accurate mathematical calculations 
The designer paid so great attention and incredible interest for this point- because of its massive importance and effect- for that- the designer made the sun position in the sky and the sun creation data to depend on exact mathematical calculations and strict geometrical rules to guarantee the sun point velocity Never to be faster than 1 km/s
Let's see some examples to explain that
Example No.(1)
We See The Sun Disc= The Moon Disc which enable the total solar eclipse to be occurred because
The sun diameter / the moon diameter= Earth orbital distance/ earth moon distance
Why does the diameters rate equal = the distances rate?
Example No.(2)
4900 mkm (Jupiter orbital circumference) = 1.39 mkm (the sun diameter) x 3475 km =12104 km x 406000 km = 12756 km x 384000 km = 6792 km x 2 x 363000 km
3475 km      = the moon diameter                 12104 km    = Venus diameter
12756 km    = The Earth diameter                6792 km      = Mars diameter
 363000 km, 384000 km and 406000 km are the distances between the Earth and its moon in perigee, orbital distance and apogee radiuses respectively
The previous examples show that the sun creation data and its position in the sky are defined based on accurate mathematical calculations- but why? and what's the useful result of these data proportionalities
The designer aimed to make the velocity of the sun point of space to be 1 km/s and He interested to guarantee that the velocity can Never be faster than 1 km/s – because any faster velocity than 1 km/s will destroy the chance of the light beam production- BUT
What's the relationship between the sun creation data and its velocity?
This question is answered by my planet diameter equation- the equation proves that the planet diameter is defined based on this planet velocity- for example- Neptune diameter is 49528 km because Neptune velocity is 5.4 km/s that shows the change in velocity can change the diameter (my planet diameter equation proves that strongly) and based on that, the sun diameter is effected by the sun velocity and vice versa for that reason these proportionalities are necessary to guarantee the sun point of space to be (1 km/s) and never be faster.
(v)  
The sun position and creation data by accurate mathematical calculations was necessary to guarantee the sun point of space velocity to be 1 km/s and never be faster by that the sun be the stationary point-  these calculations will be useless if the sun rays is created by the sun nuclear fusion process-
Means- the sun nuclear fusion theory doesn't see the massive motion energy which is found in the solar system and also doesn't see the relative motion which is the method to produce the sun rays- by that – the theory doesn't see the accurate calculations behind the sun position and its creation data- that tells- the sun nuclear fusion theory is completely very strange theory from the solar system geometrical concept and design.
 (7th Item) If the gravitational wave moves by a velocity 205.8 km/s how can this wave velocity be accelerated to move by  the speed of light (300000 km/s)?
(1)
The wave acceleration depends on the sun rate of time (one second of the sun clock = 1461 seconds of the Earth clock) by that the unified wave (205.8 km/s) moves a distance 300000 km in 1461 seconds for the Earth clock shows the velocity is 205.8 km/s but the period is one second for The Sun clock shows the velocity 300000 km/s (speed of light) –means- the wave velocity is 205.8 km/s relative for the Earth but the same wave moves by 300000 km/s (speed of light) relative to the sun
The wave acceleration method is the sun rate of time
notice- for the motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) the rate of time is (1=1461) but for the motion by (C^2) the rate of time is (1=1461^2) means (1=2134521)   
BUT
The sun rate of time is found always why the acceleration is done only for the unified wave (205.8 km/s) which is sent from Pluto (and Saturn) to Venus? 
There are 2 reasons
(1st Reason)
The sun rate of time causes to accelerate any wave- but not all waves can be working- let's remember the acceleration for the wave its velocity 176 km/s (the nine planets velocities total without the Earth moon velocity)
The wave velocity is 176 km/s - let's try to reflect this wave
The wave reflection causes to square its velocity  (176)^=30976 km/s
Now we use Lorentz length contraction effect rate 7.1
The result is 30976 x 7.1 = 220000 km/s
Here I accelerated the unified wave its velocity (176 km/s) by the same Method I used for the velocity (205.8 km/s) but the wave (176 km/s) after acceleration produce the velocity 220000 km/s which equal (75% of speed of light) and this velocity square can NOT produce the value (C^2 squared speed of light) and by that NO Light Beam can be created – by that the acceleration of the wave 176 km/s doesn't produce any useful result.
On the contrary, the acceleration of the unified wave (205.8 km/s) will produce the speed of light – (205.8)^2 x 7.1 = 300000 – and this speed of light will be squared by Venus reflection and the value (C^2) be produced and this value can produce a light beam- Means- all waves can be accelerated but the working wave is specific one  
(2nd Reason)
Again- The sun rate of time causes to accelerate any wave- BUT the acceleration process is done by energy- the rate of time is a method (as a generator can produce electricity) but the generator will work when you put fuel in it– the method is available but the process is done by energy-
We know the energy is reflected from (Pluto and Saturn) to Venus that tells the unified wave velocity in Pluto is 205.8 km/s but the wave velocity in Venus is 300000 km/s (speed of light) because the energy is in Venus orbit and Not in Pluto orbit-   
Notice
The wave acceleration depends on the sun rate of time- means- the motion energy must be ascending to reach to the sun corona and there the waves acceleration is done  Means
All planets see the unified wave moves by velocity (205.8 km/s)- no any acceleration for the unified wave (205.8 km/s)  is recorded in any planet because the acceleration needs the energy reaches to the sun corona (to depend on the sun rate of time)- by that the wave velocity is NOT changed for all planets
BUT
Let's look deeply as possible
The unified wave velocity is 205.8 km/s in Pluto orbit –Now if this wave is ascending to the sun and this wave moves into the sun corona- the wave velocity in the sun corona will be 205.8 km/s only – why? because the wave is not accelerated
Then
The unified wave will be reflected by Pluto (and Saturn) toward to Venus – now – the wave has acceleration by the reflection of energy- the wave moves in Venus orbit with its velocity (205.8 km/s)- but if this wave is ascending toward the sun and moves into the sun corona – the wave velocity in the sun corona will be 300000 km/s (speed of light) why? because the wave is reflected one reflection only (the acceleration is done for one time only)
Then
The unified wave will be reflected by Venus toward to Mars– now – the wave has second acceleration by the reflection of energy- the wave moves in Mars orbit with its velocity (205.8 km/s)- but if this wave is ascending toward the sun and moves into the sun corona – the wave velocity in the sun corona will be (C^2= squared speed of light) because the wave is accelerated two times (has two reflections)
That's exactly what's happening
The unified wave energy is reflected from Venus to Mars and the energy be found in the distance between the Venus and Mars (especially between the Earth and Mars)
Specifically the energy is saved in the total lunar eclipse umbra (that's why the umbra length = 1.392 million km = the sun diameter)- the energy is found in the distance around the total lunar eclipse umbra-
Then the energy moves (perpendicular) on the motion direction –
For that the energy ascending toward the sun and the energy moves into the sun corona- there the energy depends on the sun rate of time and the motion energy now can produce the value (C^2= squared speed of light) and from this value the light beam is created (the sun rays is produced)  
(8th Item) The Gravitational Waves Reflection Effects On The Motion Data
(1)
The unified wave (the gravitational wave) is reflected in the solar system three times
1st reflection the unified wave is reflected from Pluto toward Venus
2nd reflection the unified wave is reflected from Saturn toward Venus
3rd reflection the unified wave is reflected from Venus toward Mars
(means- the unified wave is reflected from Pluto to Venus by that the wave is sent from Pluto to Neptune to Uranus to Saturn but in Saturn orbit the wave is reflected one more time and after the reflection the wave continues its motion toward Venus then the wave reached Venus orbit and Venus reflected the wave toward Mars and finally the wave energy is stored in the Earth moon orbit between Venus and Mars)
Means- while the planets revolve around the sun there's one unified wave moves by (205.8 km/s) and revolves around the sun through Earth Moon Orbit.
(2)
Please note- the unified wave velocity analysis and the reflection effect on it shows that the required reflection are two reflections only and not three- let's explain that –
The unified wave velocity is (205.8 km/s) and in the first reflection this velocity will be squared which causes to accelerate the unified wave motion to move by speed of light (300000 km/s) means the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) will be accelerated to reach to the speed of light by the first reflection- in the second reflection the velocity will be squared also- now the unified wave moves by speed of light (300000 km/s) and this velocity will be squared to be (C^2= squared speed of light) by the second reflection and the value (C^2) will produce a light beam-
Means- by two reflections only the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) will be accelerated to be equal (C^2= squared speed of light) by which the light beam can be created and by that the sun rays will be produced by the planets motions energies- but the unified wave is reflected three times in the solar system – Why??
Neptune caused a negative effect on the energy reflected by Pluto- by that- the energy reflection by Pluto can't be sent to Venus – Neptune negative effect caused frustration for the wave reflection by Pluto and that forced Saturn to reflect the unified wave one more time to perform the same job- shortly- the unified wave (205.8 km/s) is reflected two times (by Pluto and by Saturn), but these two reflections perform the job of one reflection only because of Neptune negative effect on Pluto reflection of energy – Neptune negative effect is explained in details in point no. (**)   
(3)
The wave energy reflection can be discovered easily because of the changes in data which are done by the reflection – let's refer to these changes in following
The data is reflected- what's used as (A) before the reflection will be used as (1/A) after the reflection.
The data which is used as (a distance) before the reflection will be used as (a period of time) after the reflection
The velocities be squared – by that the rate (v1/v2) before reflection will be (v1/v2)^2 after the reflection.
The energy direction is changed by the reflection usually–means-the energy moves toward Pluto will be reflected and sent toward Venus (change in the direction)
The players of the rates of time are reflected also – for example (one second of the wave clock =205.8 seconds of the sun clock) before the reflection and will be (one second of the sun clock =205.8 seconds of the wave clock) after the reflection   
The planets motions use different rates of time (discussed in point no. (**))
How can the energy reflection be proved? The planets data is reflected on each other – for example- Venus orbital inclination is 3.4 degrees and Pluto orbital inclination is 17.2 degrees where sin (3.4) = 1/17.2 – in the next point I provide more proves.
(9th Item) The Gravitational Wave Reflection Proves (general proves) 
The reflection of energy is proved by powerful of data I provide here 4 proves only
(1st proof) the planet velocity analysis proves the reflection of energy
The planet velocity is defined by two rules
1st rule  my fifth equation (v1v2=constant = 322)
Let's prove the rule in following
322 = 47.4 km/s (Mercury velocity)     x  6.8 km/s (Uranus velocity)
322 = 35 km/s (Venus velocity)           x  4.7 km/s (Pluto velocity) x 2
322 = 29.8 km/s (Earth velocity)         x  5.4 km/s (Neptune velocity) x 2
322 = 24.1 km/s (Mars velocity)          x  13.1 km/s (Jupiter velocity)
The data shows that the planets velocities are complementary one another- means- the planets velocities are created in double– means- Mercury and Uranus velocities are created together based on the rule (v1v2=322)
Please note, the rule is effective on the planet motion in different features not only the planet velocity because (for the inner planets) the planet orbital inclination be =v1/v2 for example (47.4/6.8)= 7 where Mercury orbital inclination =7 degrees. 
Means the rule (v1v2=322) not only define the planets velocities but also define many other features in the planet motion (notice, the outer planets define their orbital inclinations based on my planet diameter equation)  
2nd rule  (v1v2=1)
This rule uses the planets velocities per solar day
Pluto velocity per solar day 0.406       million km             But 1/0.406           = 2.46
Neptune velocity per solar day 0.4468 million km             But 1/0.4668         = 2.082
Uranus velocity per solar day 0.587   million km             But 1/0.587           = 1.7
Saturn velocity per solar day 0.838     million km             But 1/0.838           = 1.19
The Earth moon velocity per solar day 2.4    million km            
Mars velocity per solar day 2.082      million km  
Venus velocity per solar day 3.024      million km =1.7 x (π)^0.5
Jupiter velocity per solar day 1.1318 million km            
Pluto velocity is reversed with the Earth moon velocity
Neptune velocity is reversed with Mars velocity
Uranus velocity is reversed with Venus velocity
Saturn velocity is reversed with Jupiter velocity
The Rules Analysis
The two rules can be understood- if we suppose that the energy is reflected in the solar system- that makes the inner planets velocities to be reflected with the outer planets velocities- the reflection causes the two rules (v1v2=322) and (v1v2=1)
The constants are different because the first rule uses the planets velocities based on seconds but the second rule uses the planets velocities based on the solar day- means the constants are different between (322) and (1) because the velocities depends on different units of time and the interaction between the solar day and the second caused to use the constants (322) and (1)
1st Question- why is the constant = 322?
1160000 seconds = 322 hours
We know the solar system is created from one light beam energy and this light beam moves by speed 1.16 million km per second- that tells the planets velocities are defined based on this speed 1.16 million km per second
Notice  
322 =47.4 x 6.8 – this data tells
Mercury (47.4 km/s) moves in 6.8 hours a distance = 1.16 million km and
Uranus (6.8 km/s) moves in 47.4 hours a distance     = 1.16 million km and
That shows the planets velocities are defined based on the speed 1.16 million km per second.
2nd Question- how can the players be changed?
For example –Pluto is the complementary planet with Venus 4.7 x 2 x 35 =322
How can Pluto (0.406) be complementary with the moon (2.4)?
The players are not changed- the planet velocities are effected by Uranus orbital inclination (0.8 degrees) and that caused to change the planets velocities let's see that in following-
0.8 x 4.095 (Mercury velocity daily)             = 1.0725 x 3.024 (Venus velocity daily)
0.8 x 3.024 (Venus velocity daily)                 = 2.4 (The moon velocity daily)
0.8 x 2.574  (The Earth velocity daily)          = 2.082 (Mars velocity daily) /1.0725
0.8 x 1.1318 (Jupiter velocity daily)              = 0.838 (Saturn velocity daily) x 1.0725
As we see Uranus orbital inclination (0.8) has effect on all planets velocities and that caused to change the velocities- the puzzle is that – when the planets velocities are effected by Uranus orbital inclination that changed the planets velocities but the change produced other planets velocities means
Mercury velocity is changed into Venus velocity and
Venus velocity is changed into the moon velocity and
The moon velocity is changed into Mars velocity and
Jupiter velocity is changed into Saturn velocity
That gives the feeling that the players are changed which is not fact
Let's ask– why has Uranus orbital inclination this effect on the planets velocities?
Uranus Orbital Inclination (0.8) is produced by the rate between Neptune and Uranus (π/4)= 0.8 (Uranus orbital inclination 0.8 degrees) – let's explain the reason
The energy is reflected from Pluto and passed through Neptune and Uranus and the interaction between Neptune and Uranus (π/4)= 0.8 creates effect on the energy – that caused effect on the planets velocities and data but the basic rule (v1v2=322) is still as it without change and this same rule still controls the data even after the effect of Uranus and Neptune interaction- shortly- the velocities are changed but the players are not.
(2nd proof)
The planets order proves the energy reflection
I proved Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus and Mars had migrated from its original orbit to its current one- by that the inner planets order be as following (Mercury – Mars- Venus – Earth)
The order tells greater diameter needs longer orbital distance
the outer planets order is
(Jupiter – Saturn – Uranus – Neptune – Pluto)
The order tells greater diameter needs shorter orbital distance
The orders are reflected on each other
Please note the planets order depends on the planet diameter and not the mass because Neptune mass is greater than Uranus mass where Neptune diameter is less than Uranus diameter. 
(3rd proof)
Each planet orbit is defined based on an angle, these angles are reflected also – let's prove that 
(I suppose –There's a right triangle by the three points The Sun, Mercury and Venus) 
Now -Venus angle is (61 degrees) because Venus orbital distance (108.2 mkm) x cos (61) = Venus Mercury distance (50.3 mkm) -
Here we can replace Venus with any other planet in the same triangle to define this planet angle based on similar calculation– as a result
Earth angle is (51 degrees) because Earth orbital distance (149.6 mkm) x cos (51) = Earth Mercury distance (91.7 mkm)
Mars angle is (41.7 degrees) because Mars orbital distance (227.9mkm) x cos (41.7)= Mars Mercury distance (170 mkm)-
Jupiter angle is (22.2 degrees) because Jupiter orbital distance (778.6 mkm) x cos (22.2)= Jupiter Mercury distance (721 mkm)
Similar to that – Saturn angle is 16.5, Uranus angle is 11.6 deg, Neptune angle is 9.2 deg and Pluto angle is 8 deg- these angles follow the same system
– for example -Pluto angle is (8 degrees) because Pluto orbital distance (5906 mkm) x cos (8)= Pluto Mercury distance (5848 mkm) –
NOTICE No. (1)
The right angle and its triangle is (a hypothesis) – but we can prove it's fact because (v1/v2) = (θ1/ θ2) -means – these angles are rated with their planets velocities – for example (Neptune velocity 5.4/ Pluto velocity 4.7) = (9.2 deg /8 deg)
NOTICE No. (2)
These angles are reflected on each other proves the energy reflection in the solar system- let's proves that in following
940 = 61 x 2 x 8 = 51 x 2 x 9.2 = 41.7 x 22.2
(61 degrees) is Venus angle
(51 degrees) is The Earth angle
(41.7 degrees) is Mars angle
(8 degrees) is Pluto angle
(9.2 degrees) is Neptune angle
(22.2 degrees) is Jupiter angle
The data shows the angles are reflected on each other and uses behavior typical to the planets velocities behavior which proves the reflection of energy.
(4th Proof) – the next item provide the fourth proof
(10thItem) Venus Reflects The Gravitational Wave Toward Mars (The3rd reflection)
The wave 205.8 km/s is reflected (by Pluto and by Saturn) toward Venus the reflection causes to accelerate the wave velocity to move by speed of light (300000 km/s)  in Venus orbit- and then- Venus reflects the wave toward Mars which accelerate the wave velocity one more time and causes its velocity to be (C^2)- finally the wave energy is stored in the Earth moon orbit- Now we discuss this last reflection (3rd reflection) between Venus and Mars- both planets data is changed by this reflection- let's remember the data changes by the energy reflection
The data is reflected- what's used as (A) before the reflection will be used as (1/A) after the reflection.
The data which is used as (a distance) before the reflection will be used as (a period of time) after the reflection
The velocities be squared – by that the rate (v1/v2) before reflection will be (v1/v2)^2 after the reflection.
The energy direction is changed by the reflection usually –means- the energy moves toward Pluto will be reflected and sent toward Venus (change in the direction)
The players of the rates of time are reflected also – for example (one second of the wave clock =205.8 seconds of the sun clock) before the reflection and will be (one second of the sun clock =205.8 seconds of the wave clock) after the reflection   
Let's see these changes in Venus and Mars Data
(1)
Venus orbital circumference 680 million km will be used as Mars orbital period (687 days) based on the rate (1 million km = 1 day) –
Also
Venus orbital Period 224.7 days will be used as Mars orbital distance (227.9 million km) based on the same rate (1 million km = 1 day) –            (Data Max Error 1.5%)
(2)
Saturn orbital distance =1433 million km = Mars orbital circumference
We understand that the unified wave is reflected (from Pluto and SATURN) to Venus and Venus reflects the unified wave to Mars- by that- Saturn distance (1433 mkm) is seen in Venus data as (a period of time 224.7 days with 227.9 the different is 1.5) and Venus period of time is seen as a distance again in Mars data (227.9 mkm) and by that mars orbital circumference be 227.9 x 2π =1433 million km that explains why Saturn orbital distance = Mars orbital circumference
(3)
 Sin (3.4)= 1/17.2 BUT sin (34.4/1.0725) = 1/1.9 where
3.4 deg = Venus orbital inclination                         17.2 deg = Pluto orbital inclination
1.9 deg = Mars orbital inclination                          1.0725 = length contraction rate
The data shows similar behavior between Pluto and Mars with Venus because the wave is reflected from Pluto (and Saturn) to Venus and from Venus to Mars
(4)
Venus diameter 12104 km/ Mars diameter 6792 km = 3.4 /1.9
Venus diameter 12104 km/ Pluto diameter 2390 km = 17.2 /3.4
Saturn diameter 120536 km/ Venus diameter 12104 km = 3.4 /(2.5 x 7.1) where
3.4 degrees   = Venus Orbital Inclination
17.2 degrees  = Pluto Orbital Inclination
1.9 degrees    = Mars Orbital Inclination
2.5 degrees    = Saturn Orbital Inclination
7.1                 = Lorentz length contraction effect rate
The data shows similar behavior by all planets because the unified wave is reflected by all these planets (by Pluto, by Saturn and by Venus)
(5)
11.675 days x 2.082 million km               = 243 million km
10747 seconds x 35 km/s                        = 378675 km
2390 seconds x 35 km/s       x 1.0725      = 90560 km
Data No. (i) tells Mars velocity per solar day 2.082 million km moves in 116.75 days (Venus day period) a distance =243 million km where 243 days = Venus rotation period
Data No. (ii) tells Venus (35 km/s) moves in 10747 seconds a distance =378675 km (Saturn Circumference) where (10747 days = Saturn orbital period)
Data No. (iii) tells Venus (35 km/s) moves in 2390 seconds a distance =90560 km where (2390 km = Pluto diameter and 90560 days Pluto orbital period)
The data is complex but tells one information that- the receiver planet velocity is used as a rate between 2 data of the sender planet –
For example Data no. (i) it tells Mars velocity daily (2.082) is a rate between 116.75 days and 243 days (Venus day and rotation period respectively) – for the reflection one data is seen as a period and the other is seen as distance
Venus is the sender and Mars is the receiver
Data no. (ii) tells similar meaning- Venus velocity is a rate between 2 data of Saturn-
Venus (35 km/s) moves in (10747 seconds) a distance = 378675 km (Saturn Circumference) - Saturn is the sender and Venus is the receiver   
Data no. (iii) tells similar meaning- Venus velocity is a rate between 2 data of Pluto-
Venus (35 km/s) moves in (2390 seconds) a distance x1.0725 = 90560 km (Pluto orbital period 90560 days)- Pluto is the sender and Venus is the receiver  (where 2390 km = Pluto diameter)  
The data proves the ideas clearly-
Notice the rate 1.0725 is found by Lorentz length contraction effect.
(6)
There's a perpendicularity between Saturn and Venus where 26.7 degrees (Saturn axial tilt) is seen at Venus as 26.7 +90 = 116.75 days (Venus day period)
Notice
(a) (9.5)^2 = 90 but 9.7 km/s (Saturn velocity) is different from 9.5 with (2%)
(b)  26.7 deg (Saturn axial tilt) +90 deg = 116.75 degrees but 116.75 x 0.8 = 93.4 deg (but 90 deg + 3.4 deg Venus orbital inclination)
(c) 93.4 deg x 1.9 deg (Mars orbital inclination) = 177.4 deg (Venus Axial Tilt)
(d) 177.4 deg  (Venus Axial Tilt) + 3.4 deg (Venus orbital inclination) = 180.8 deg = 180 +0.8 deg (Uranus orbital inclination)
The data tells there's a perpendicularity between Saturn and Venus and between Saturn and Uranus for that the angle (180 degrees) is found between Uranus and Venus and by this angle (180 degree) Venus axial tilt and orbital inclination are created depends on Uranus orbital inclination (0.8)
(7)
Please note the reflection of energy in Saturn creates two equal distances around Saturn where Saturn orbital distance = Saturn Uranus distance=1433 million km  and also- this reflection creates 2 equal inclinations for Saturn by that Saturn orbital inclination is 2.5 degrees but Uranus orbital distance = 2 Saturn orbital distance and by effect of Uranus orbital inclination 0.8 the result will be (2/0.8) =2.5
This data tells the reflection of energy in Saturn is more complex than the reflection of energy from Venus to Mars because of Neptune negative effect on the energy- the paper provides deep discussion to explain Neptune negative effect on the solar system energy and motion.
(8)
Please note- the unified wave (the gravitational wave) moves by speed of light depends on the rate of time (one second of the sun clock =1461 seconds of the Earth clock)- where the wave moves by speed of light in Venus orbit- but the light production needs the value (C^2 = squared speed of light), the reflection of energy from Venus to Mars causes to square the velocity and produce the value (C^2 = squared speed of light), but this value (C^2) is created depending on the square rate of time which is (1 =1461^2) means (1=2134521) – means this rate is used for Mars data but the first rate (1=1461) is used for Venus data
For that
2134521 km                                       = 100 x 21345 km (Mars Circumference) – and
38025 km (Venus Circumference)      = 2.6 x 1461
378675 km (Saturn Circumference)    = 260 x 1461
260 =2.6 x 100      One more time the data shows similar behavior
THE MAIN PROOF
The solar system data shows general reflection is happened two times – let's see that in details
(Venus reflection)  
By this reflection of energy Venus orbital circumference 680 million km will be used as Mars orbital period 687 days and it defines Jupiter orbital period (4331 days = 2π x 687 days) and also Saturn orbital period (10747 days = 4π x 687 days x (1/0.8)) where Uranus orbital inclination (0.8 degrees) creates effect on Saturn data
(Saturn reflection)  
The reflection is done by Jupiter to Uranus, by that, Jupiter orbital circumference 4900 million km will be used as Uranus orbital period 30589 days where (30589 days = 4900 days x 2π and Neptune orbital period 59800 days = 4900 days x 4π and Pluto orbital period 90560 days = 4900 days x 6π
Please note
The energy reflection at Venus passes above the Earth to Mars- where the Earth moon suffers from the length contraction effect and its motion distance daily is 2.4 mkm = 2.574 mkm (The Earth motion distance daily) / 1.0725
Similar to that 
The energy reflection at Jupiter passes above Saturn to Uranus – Where
Saturn suffers from the length contraction effect because
1433 million km (Saturn orbital distance) x 1.0725 = 2 x 778.6 million km (Jupiter orbital distance) 
Please note- the Earth moon daily displacement is 88000 km and during 10747 days the displacements total be 940 million km = The Earth orbital circumference
Where 10747 days = Saturn orbital period
Notice
We understand that the light beam production needs the unified wave to be reflected two times only in the solar system- in the first reflection the unified wave (205.8 km/s) will be accelerated to be equal the speed of light (300000 km/s) and in the second reflection the speed of light will be squared to produce the value (C^2 the squared speed of light) by which the light beam will be created- means – the light production process needs tow reflections only and we know the unified wave is reflected in the solar system three times – because – of Neptune negative effect on Pluto energy where Neptune negative effect causes a frustration for the unified wave reflection by Pluto and that forced Saturn to reflect the unified wave one more time to perform the job mentioned by Pluto reflection of energy- by that Pluto and Saturn reflections create effect of one reflection only and Venus reflection creates the final reflection to produce the value (C^2 the squared speed of light) by which the light beam can be created-
Shortly- while the unified wave is reflected in the solar system three times the real effect is done by two reflections only and for that the data shows general reflection in two times only as seen in the previous data and its discussion- means- the data refers to the real final effect of the energy reflections and not to each procedure of this reflection- shortly- if we remove Neptune from the solar system that will cause the reflections to be two reflections only because Neptune negative effect will be removed – Neptune negative effect will be discussed in point no. (**)    
(11thItem) What's The Negative Effect Done By Neptune Motion On The Gravitational Waves? 
The story with proves is found in point no. (3) of this paper- let's summarize it here
(1)
Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus and Pluto was The Mercury moon revolves around Mercury- some collision is done in the inner planets- as a result Mars had migrated from its original orbit to its current one– in its motion Mars had collided with Venus and then with the Earth and Mars is the planet caused The Earth moon creation (Giant impact hypothesis is wrong)  
Pluto was the Mercury moon and its size was equal Mercury size- Pluto also had migrated because of the same collision- Pluto had migrated to the end point in the solar system (Pluto orbital distance 5906 million km) -in that time– Neptune occupied this orbit– means Neptune original orbital distance was 5906 million km-
Shortly-
Pluto had collided with Neptune strongly and Pluto pushed Neptune out of its orbit and Pluto had occupied Neptune orbit, even Pluto put Neptune out of Pluto motion area– that's why Pluto eccentricity distance = Pluto Neptune distance=1410 million km (Mars Migration theory is proved in point no. **)
(2)
We know the light created all planets orbits before to create any planet- here- we have a dilemma- because – Pluto pushed Neptune out of Neptune orbit and also out of all created orbits (the train be out of all railways) and Neptune had no orbit to revolve around the sun.
(3)
As we have discussed- the planet moves and produces energy (1/2 mv^2) and this energy is stored in the space in moving waves –
Because all planets revolve around the sun in the same direction all planets motions energies waves move toward Pluto- and in Pluto orbit all waves be unified together into one unified wave moves by 205.8 km/s  
(4)
Pluto reflected the unified wave (205.8 km/s) to be sent to Venus – Now – Pluto sends great energy toward Venus – the energy moves from Pluto to Neptune and then Neptune should send the energy to Uranus – BUT
Simply Neptune got the energy for itself and didn't send the energy to Uranus- why? because Neptune used the energy to build its current orbit – by this energy Neptune orbit is created and Neptune orbit is very new orbit relative to all planets orbits- also Neptune orbit is created by Neptune and not by the light beam as the other orbits
(5)
Shortly Neptune captured the energy sent from Pluto, and captured Pluto itself forces it to moves with Neptune rotation period (Pluto had no rotation period), as a result, Jupiter tried to release Pluto from Neptune but Neptune captured Jupiter itself and now Neptune, Jupiter and Pluto all of them move by Neptune rotation period and the two planets follow Neptune motion
(6)
Uranus tried to find solution- for that – Uranus created an interaction with the Earth planet- by this interaction a new planet is created which is Saturn   
Uranus created Saturn for the war with Neptune- and now Saturn goes to fight with Neptune- first victory is that (Saturn set Jupiter free of Neptune capture and Jupiter got a new rotation period) and the second victory is (Saturn set Pluto free of Neptune capture and Pluto got a new rotation period) and the third victory (Saturn release the energy from Neptune) BUT
Neptune build its orbit by this energy and the rest is around (0.5%) only!
In details – Pluto sent the energy in a moving wave its velocity equal (205.8 km/s)^2 But Saturn got from Neptune a moving wave its velocity only (205.8 km/s) (without square) - The rate around (0.5%) only –but why did Saturn get this small energy at all? We should remember
The unified wave (205.8 km/s) contains all planets motions energies- if Saturn gets this wave, Saturn can reflect this wave one more time to produce the required value (205.8)^2 and send it to Venus to complete the process safely-
But if Saturn doesn't get this unified wave (205.8 km/s) Saturn will be forced to gather the planets motions energies to create this unified wave   
Means- Saturn got the small energy (0.5 %) from Neptune But this small energy can be working to complete the process and if this energy is lost the process can not be completed that's why this small amount of energy is very important and useful
Shortly
The situation is finished as following -  
Neptune built its orbit from Pluto energy and the rest energy (0.5%) is small amount of energy but very useful and Saturn got this energy from Neptune and the energy was in unified wave its velocity (205.8km/s) and Saturn reflected this wave toward Venus and the wave reached Venus moves by speed of light as a result for Saturn reflection by that the process to produce the sun rays can be completed safely and the planets (Pluto and Jupiter) are free now from Neptune capture- everything is so good now    
But-
Neptune tells about the revenge! Spite Neptune built its orbit from Pluto energy but still the devil dreams by the revenge
What can Neptune do to cause more problems for the sun creation?  
The unified wave reaches Venus moving by speed of light (300000 km/s), and now Neptune will cause to decrease the velocity by (1% one percent only)
Why? because the light beam is created by quantum and if the speed is less 1% that tells No Light Beam Can Be Created-
But what would happen by this speed?
The speed 99% of speed of light (297000 km/s) is high speed and causes Lorentz transformation- specially- it causes Lorentz length contraction effect with rate 7.1
Why is this very bad thing?
Because the motion energy is produced by the planets motions and these energies should be gathered into one point to be sufficient to produce the light beam- now the length contraction effect will cause difficulties to gather the planets energies because the planets energies are found in distances- here the distances will be shorter and that will create great difficulties to gather all energies in one point
Shortly- Neptune contraction effect caused to scatter the motion energy in the space and by that the motion energy will never be able to produce the sun rays – the devil works-
Now – we follow this battle from near point- how can Neptune decrease the unified wave velocity with one percent? 
Neptune causes Saturn rotation period to be 10.7 hours- this is Neptune method to decrease the wave motion velocity – how?
Saturn circumference 378675 km and Saturn velocity 9.7 km/s means Saturn needs 10.84 hours to rotate around its axis a complete rotation (360 degrees) - but the period 10.7 h causes Saturn to rotate only (355 degrees)- means- for each rotation period Saturn needs 518 seconds to compete its rotation and that means there's a distance of Saturn circumference (5040 km) is still need to be passed while the rotation period is finished- this distance Neptune uses to decrease the wave velocity – because
Saturn velocity = 1.8 Neptune velocity and 5040 km = 1.8 x 3000 km 
The speed of light is 300000 km/s and the discount distance is 3000 km and the rest is 297000 km (99% speed of light)
Shortly- Neptune effect on Saturn motion causes to decrease the wave velocity with 1% and creates the speed 99% C by which the length contraction effect is created and by that the planets motions energies are scattered in the space –
But - Saturn still try to help us- by that-
Saturn created a bridge between Uranus and Pluto (above Neptune) and on this bridge the sun rate of time is created and by that the planets motions energies can be gathered together based on defined periods and cycles – by this rate of time the sun rays is created - but –because Saturn is busy in the rate of time creation- the battle leader now is Jupiter- by that Jupiter defines the sun position in the sky and Jupiter defines the sun diameter- the story is proved in details in point no. (3) because the planets data tell this story so clearly  
(12th Item) Can The Planets Motions Use Different Rates Of Time? 
The solar system is created from one light beam energy- means- the solar planets matters and their distances are created from one energy and this one energy is provided by one light beam and this light beam moves by speed = 1.16 million km per second- the light built the solar system starting its motion from Mercury orbit toward Pluto orbit- the light created the planets orbits before any planet creation- means- all orbits are created before any planet creation- the orbits are created based on each another- after the light created all orbits and reach to Pluto orbit- the light energy is consumed in the space creation- and the rest energy is found in one light beam its speed is (300000 km/s = the known speed of light) means the light beam started the motion in Mercury orbit with speed 1.16 million km per second and reached to Pluto orbit with speed 300000 km/s
In Pluto orbit -
The light could Not move any further to build any more orbits because any additional space creation will consume more energy and that will decrease the light speed to be less than 300000 km/s (the known speed of light) – and – No known light moves by speed less than 300000 km/s – means- the light had no energy to move any further after Pluto orbit- for that- the light returns to its origin point (Mercury orbit) for that the light is reflected with speed (300000 km/s) from Pluto orbit to Mercury orbit passing through the built orbits – no energy is required in this motion for that the speed of light in Mercury orbit is 300000 km/s
By this energy (the light beam its speed 300000 km/s) all planets are created- but before the planets creation a coherence of light is occurred between the light 300000 km/s and the light 1.16 million km per second- this coherence of light is discussed in the paper definitions in details
After the coherence of light the planets are created by the light energy  (300000 km/s)
I- The Solar Planets Creation
Now
We can imagine that the energy of the original light beam (1.16 million km per second) is consumed to create the sea of water and the rest energy is one wave moves through this sea of water where this wave moves by speed of light (300000 km/s)
Means
The solar system is one energy (wave) moves by speed of light (C=300000 km/s)
And
The solar system needed to create a stationary point moves by zero velocity 
We understand (It's impossible to find this stationary point) -BECAUSE
The solar system is similar to this wave of water or to the moving sea water and every thing is moving in it – NO stationary point can be found- for that the solar system has to create this stationary point –
The stationary point creation needs two procedures – let's refer to them here
1st Procedure
The wave its velocity 300000 km/s revolves around a point in space (any point in space), the revolution motion creates 2 equal velocities on the revolution both sides - the two velocities are equal in value and opposite in direction- their total be Zero-shortly- the revolution motion creates A Stationary Point in the center of the revolution. 
2nd Procedure
The previous idea is correct- but –the velocity 300000 km/s is a huge one and to decrease it to Zero velocity this is a complex process– for that- the wave (300000 km/s) created small waves with low velocities to use them as steps to decrease the velocity to Zero- the small waves are The Planets- (The planet is a small wave moves by low velocity relative to the original wave its velocity 300000 km/s) 
Why Are These Small Waves Required?
Because the velocity 300000 km/s is decreased to Zero by using these small waves and their low velocities- the low velocities are used as steps to decrease the unified wave velocity (300000 km/s) to be (Zero)- this process decreases the velocity gradually from 300000 km/s to Zero depending on these small waves velocities (the planets velocities)  
Means- the planets are created for this process to decrease the wave velocity from 300000 km/s to Zero- and The Planet Is A Small Wave Moves By Low Velocity 
Shortly – the solar system has one complete system of velocities, Starting from Zero to 300000 km/s where the planets velocities are the steps between the two velocities –
The Proof
The unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) proves this fact because
300000 = (205.8)^2 x 7.1
We know 7.1 is Lorentz length contraction effect produced by speed 99% of speed of light-
Shortly- the unified wave velocity (205.8 km/s) is defined as a function in the speed of light (300000 km/s) and that explains why the reflection of the wave accelerate the wave velocity to move by speed of light and not to move by any less velocity – simply-because the unified wave velocity is created as a function in the speed of light- and this unified wave velocity = the planets velocities total that tells the planets velocities definition depends on the speed of light
Shortly
By the wave revolution the stationary point is created in the revolution center and this point will be the sun (its velocity is 1 km/s=zero approximately) and the moving wave created the solar planets as small waves move by small velocities (or as geometrical points carried by the wave motion) -As a result – a relative motion is created between the moving wave (300000 km/s) and the sun point of space (1km/s)
II- The Solar Planets Definition
The planets are geometrical points created on the same one light beam (one wave of energy)- means- the light beam is similar to the sea of water and the planets are similar to ships sail on this sea of water- means- the planets motions depend on this light beam motion and by that the motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) is the motor by which the planets move- means- all planets motions depend on the light beam motion by speed of light (C=300000 km/s) –
Means- the planets are similar to carriages in one train and the light beam is the engine of this train- the light moves carrying all planets with it  
BUT if the planets are geometrical points found on one light beam and these points move by this light motion how can these planets to move by low velocities?
Because the planets motions use different rates of time –
for example – one second of the light clock = 6330 seconds of Mercury clock by that Mercury moves in (6330 s) a distance 300000 km which is passed by the light motion in one second.
(13th Item)  The Planets Motions Use Different Rates Of Time (Deep Analysis)   
Preface (Proved Facts)
The Rate Of Time Use Reason (The Solar System Creation Theory)
The Planet Creation and Motion Description
The Difficulty To Prove The Rate Of Time Use
The Rate Of Time Importance And Creation
The Energy Reflection Effect On The Rates Of Time 
(The Energy Reflection is explained and proved in Point No. 6)
The Solar System Main Rates Of Time
The Solar System Motion Depends on Mercury Clock
The Time Creation In The Solar System
The Earth Motion Effect On The Planets Motions Rates Of Time
The Rate Of Time Between Mercury And The Earth
The Rate Of Time Between Mercury And The Sun
The Rate Of Time Between The Sun And The Planets
The Rate Of Time Between The Sun And The Earth
Mercury behaves in place of the sun and The Earth in place of the planets
The Rate Of Time Of Saturn
The Rate Of Time Of Mars
 The Solar System Motion During 24 Hours Of Mercury Clock
 The Rate of time (1=1461)
20 The Used Rate Of Time For The Sun Rays Production
20-1 Preface
20-2 The Light Beam Production Method
20-3 The Light Beam Is Produced From (C^2)
20-4 The Earth Moon Motion Effect On The Sun Rays Production
20-5 The Solar System Motion Depends on Mercury Clock
20- 6 Mercury Day Period Problem
20-7 The Gravitational Waves move by speed of light (how)?
20-8   The Energy Reflection Effect
20-9   The rate (1=365.25) (the proves)
20-10 The Used Rate Of Time For The Light Beam Production
20-11 The Light Beam Production Process
21- 12 The Sun Rays Production Process Summary         
(Item no. 1) Preface (Proved Facts)
(FIRST FACT) ONE WAVE REVOLVES AROUND THE SUN
Let's remember this idea
(1)
Planet motion energy creates waves in the space-
The space is similar to the sea of water and planet motion creates waves in the space as fish motion creates waves in the sea- let's see the picture accurately,
We observe one swimming fish in the sea- the fish hits the sea water by its tail and pushes some water and by that the fish can swim and move- we conclude the water moves by a velocity Equal the fish velocity because of the reaction force.
Similar to that-
Mercury motion energy creates waves in the space- the wave velocity equal Mercury velocity (47.4 km/s) because of the reaction force- means – all planets motions energies create waves in the space and these waves move by these planets velocities- now these waves are similar to the water waves they move far from the source and can be reflected- now- because the planets revolve around the sun in the same one direction, the planets motions energies waves move in one direction toward Pluto (Perpendicular on the revolution direction) – and these waves are unified together in Pluto orbit and by that one unified wave is produced moves by 176 km/s (the 9 planets velocities total)-
And this wave (176 km/s) is reflected from Pluto to Venus- and finally
There's one wave revolves around The Sun its velocity (205.8 km/s)
(because the energy is stored finally in the Earth moon orbit that necessitates to add the moon velocity to the total 176+29.8 = 205.8 km/s)
(2)
I claim these waves are the gravitational waves, the scientists called them wrongly (gravitational) supposing that they are created by the sun gravitational field- I proved that (The sun does NOT create a gravitational field) and these waves are produced by the planets motions energies.
(Notice. The reflection of energy will be explained here)
Shortly, this fact tells one wave revolves around the Sun its velocity is 205.8 km/s
Means-while we see the planets revolution, this wave revolves also but we don't see it
(SECOND FACT) THE RATE OF TIME NECESSITY
We know, There's One Wave In The Space Revolves Around The Sun Its Velocity= 205.8 km/s 
The Sun motion velocity is (1km/s=zero approximately), means, The sun is stationary point- here we have a relative motion between 2 velocities
The wave velocity (205.8 km/s) and the sun velocity (Zero approximately)-
This relative motion is the solar system design cornerstone because
In this relative motion the planet motion energy is stored-   
Let's explain that
Planet motion energy is stored in the space in waves form, and this energy created the one wave revolves around the sun its velocity (205.8 km/s) but
The planets still move and produce motions energies- means- more energy need to be stored- for that- the rate of time is used to increase the capacity of the energy storing.
Let's use example
One hour of Mercury clock = 24 hours of Pluto clock-
This rate means –
While Mercury moves in a solar day (24 hours) a distance 4.09 million km, Pluto moves in this same period a distance= 9.7 million km, because, (24 hours) of Mercury clock = 24 solar days of Pluto clock- that shows in the same period Pluto moves a distance longer than double Mercury motion distance 
BUT
All These Motions Energies Are Transformed Into Waves In The Space- And All Of Them Are Parts In The One Unified Wave- Means- Pluto Motion Contributes In The One Unified Wave By Energy More Than Mercury Motion Energy- that increase the capacity to store the energy
That explains how the rate of time using effect on the planets motions
A Question - Why Should The Energy Be Accumulated?
Because, we need to use the energy and the less amount energy can't be useful and we need massive amount of energy to use it- 
Shortly, the sun rays is created from this stored energy and the light beam production process need massive energy, and the planet motion energy is very small amount of energy can't produce any light beam, for that, the planets motions energies have to be stored and accumulated to create the required quantum of energy which is sufficient to produce the light beam.
NOTICE
Here there are 2 facts we need to consider
First,
There's a relative motion between the unified wave (205.8 km/s) and the sun point (1 km/s), All planets motions energies are put in this relative motion- by that, the planets be similar to fingers and this relative motion is the hand of these fingers- No planet motion energy is used out of this relative motion-
Second,
Now the relative motion has 2 velocities, the unified wave (205.8 km/s) and the sun point (1 km/s), and the planets still move and add more motion energies – this more motion energies increase the different velocity 205.8 km/s gradually till this velocity be equal speed of light 300000 km/s - The light beam is produced based on this high velocity
Let's remember the proof
This Is Extraordinary: Gravity Can Create Light, All on Its Own
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The article tells- the gravitational waves can move by high velocity and can produce A Light Beam– means- the different velocity should b increased from 205.8 km/s to speed of light (300000 km/s) to produce the light beam
(notice, I have proved the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies and not by the sun gravitational field)
Notice
Planet Creation details can help greatly because it gives another vision for this same fact- it's discussed in item (no.3)- 
(THIRD FACT) There Are Relativistic Effects In The Solar System
The relativistic effects are proved because they effect on the planets data – means- because the solar system have relativistic effects, the planets data are effected by these relativistic effects 
The relativistic effects prove there's a high velocity motion found in the solar system, by that, the gravitational waves move by speed of light is a fact proved by the relativistic effects found in the solar system –
Please note- the relativistic effects in the solar system depends on the rate (7.1) while the planets velocities analysis shows this same rate (7.1) proves the high velocity motion is a real motion in the solar system
The relativistic effects are proved in point No. (5)
(FOURTH FACT) The Energy Is Reflected In The Solar System
We agreed, the planets motions energies create waves in the space and these waves move toward Pluto, and these waves are unified together into one unified wave its velocity= 205.8 km/s (The planets velocities total) and then the wave is reflected toward Venus- in fact- the unified wave is reflected three times in the solar system   
First time, the wave is reflected from Pluto toward Venus – Means, the wave is reflected from Pluto to Neptune then to Uranus to Saturn to Jupiter to Venus
But
Second time, in Saturn, the wave is reflected inside Saturn body one more time, by that Saturn body works as mirrors and the energy is reflected between them- then the energy left Saturn moves in its original direction toward Venus
Third time, Venus reflects the energy toward Mars, and the energy finally is sorted in the Earth moon orbit between Venus and Mars   
The reflection of energy is very important because of many reasons we should study but here I refer to one reason only
The reflection of energy causes to reflect the planets data-
what's used as (A) before the reflection will be used as (1/A) after the reflection-
and-  
what's used as (a period of time) before the reflection will be used as (a distance) after the reflection – and vice versa
these effects on the data is very important because it explains why the planets data is reflected on one another- and that also proves the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies and not by a gravitational field because the data is belonged to the planets–and the reflection is done by the waves–here the gravitational field has no any effect.
the reflection of energy is proved by strong proves in point no. (6)
(Item no. 2) The Rate Of Time Use Reason (The Solar System Creation Theory)
(1)
The solar system is created from one energy- in details
The planets matters and their distances are created from one energy –this energy is provided by one light beam– and this light beam moves by a velocity 1.16 million km per second- the energy is consumed in the space and time creation- the energy consumption caused to decrease the light velocity and the rest energy is one light beam its velocity 300000 km/s (the known speed of light) 
The space and time creation is done by the equation (1.16/0.3) x 2π = 24.3
The equation tells, the space is created in curved lines (2π) and the time is created based on the solar day (24 hours) (later the reason will be explained)
Notice-the space is created from the energy (1.16 million km/ second) but the planets are created from the energy (300000 km/s)- the planets are created after the space.  
We realize this is the same one light beam and the two velocities are found as a result for the energy consumption in the space creation.
Shortly the space is created by the energy (1.16 mkm/s) but in this space there's one wave moves by 300000 km/s from this wave the planets are created 
(2)
Shortly- the planets matters and their distances are created from One Light Beam Energy- The planets are geometrical points found on this one light beam- by that the planets are similar to knots (or nodes) on ONE rope or cable.  
The planets are carried on this light beam and move by this light beam motion
By that- The Planets Are Similar To Carriages In One Train- and the light beam motion is this train engine- the light moves carrying all planets with it- 
Light moves one motion and passes one distance in one period of time- The planets have to move this same motion and pass this same distance in this same period of time- BUT –
The planets velocities are less than light velocity for that the planets use rates of time for their motions–by the rates of time- the planets move equal distances in equal periods of time and this distance equal also the light motion distance.
For example-
Mercury velocity = 1.6 the Earth velocity- that means – one hour of Mercury clock = 1.6 hours of the Earth clock- Why??
Because Mercury and the Earth are carried by the same one light beam motion- the light moves one motion and passes one distance in one period of time- by that Mercury and the Earth have to move this same motion and to pass this same distance in this same period of time- but the two planets velocities are different- for that- the planets use different rates of time based on their velocities rates and by that the planets move equal distances in the same period of time – that's the reason to use the rates of time-
(3)
The Velocity 1.16 Million Km Per Second (The Proves)
(first proof) Planet Velocity Analysis  
I have discovered a rule tells (v1v2=322) (my fifth equation)– let's prove it
Data
322 = 47.4 km/s (Mercury velocity)  x 6.8 km/s  (Uranus velocity)                         
322 = 35 km/s  (Venus velocity) x 4.7 km/s (Pluto velocity) x 2             
322 = 29.8 km/s (the Earth velocity) x 5.4 km/s (Neptune velocities) x 2      
322 = 24.1 km/s (Mars velocity) x 13.1 km/s (Jupiter velocity)               
322 = (17.9 km/s)^2 (Ceres velocity) (Max error 2%)
Discussion
The data tells the planets velocities are created complementary one another and based on this constant (322)- but why the constant equal =322? 
1160000 seconds = 3600 x 322 hours – means
Mercury (47.4km/s) moves a distance 1160000 km in a period (6.8 hours) and Uranus (6.8 km/s) moves a distance 1160000 km in a period (47.4 hours) – that proves the constant 322 depends on the velocity 1160000 km/s–means- All planets velocities are defined based on this velocity 1160000 km/s which proves this velocity is a fact
Notice
(The inner planets orbital inclinations are defined by the rule (v1/v2), for example, Mercury orbital inclination 7 deg = Mercury velocity 47.4/ Uranus velocity 6.8 that proves the effect of the rule (v1v2=322) on the planet motion)
(Second proof) The planets orbital circumferences total
100733 million km = 86400 seconds x 1160000 km/s
(100733 million km= The Planets Orbital Circumferences Total)
Means- the velocity 1160000 km/s passes per solar day (86400 s) a distance =100733 million km= The Planets Orbital Circumferences Total 
Shortly- the planets orbits are defined based on this velocity-
Notice / the planets motions distances total in 1461 solar days = 25920 million km = the distance is passed by light known speed (300000 km/s) in one solar day (86400s)
(1461 days = the Earth cycle = 365 +365 +365 +366)
(the distances total=the 9 planets motions distance + the Earth moon motion distance)
(Third proof) The Planets Distances Creation
The planets distances are created depending on this velocity (1160000 km/s), let's prove that,
778.6 million km (Jupiter orbital distance) = 1160000 km/s x 671 seconds
721 million km (Jupiter Mercury distance) = 1160000 km/s x 629 seconds
629 million km (Jupiter Earth distance)      = 1160000 km/s x 551 seconds
4900 million km (Jupiter Orbital Circumference)= 1160000 km/s x 2094 seconds x 2
5906 million km (Pluto Orbital Distance)= 1160000 km/s x 5127 seconds
Where
671 million km = Jupiter Venus distance
551 million km = Jupiter Mars distance
5127 million km = Jupiter Pluto distance
Shortly, the light beam its velocity 1160000 km/s uses the distances as periods of time to create more distances based on one another– for that- the distances are created as one network and one group- Jupiter distances proves this fact clearly-  
We remember also the creation equation (1.16/0.3) x 2π = 24.3 by which the space and time are created- the equation tells- all distances are created in curves (2π) and all periods are created based on the solar day (24 hours)
This data tries to prove the velocity 1.16 million km/s is a fact and my paper provides more proves for this fact-
(Item no. 3) The Planet Creation and Motion Description
(i)
Before the solar planets creation
The solar system energy was found in one wave moves by speed of light 300000 km/s- Means-
The solar system is one wave moves by speed of light (300000 km/s)
Now
The Solar System needs To Create A Stationary Point Its velocity Zero relative to the moving wave its velocity is 300000 km/s
This is the basic information in the solar system design-
The solar system needs to create a stationary point relative to the wave motion- by that – two velocities will be found which are (v1= the wave its velocity 300000 km/s) and (v2= Zero= the stationary point relative to the wave motion)–these two velocities produce a relative motion with different velocity 300000 km/s– this relative motion is the solar system design cornerstone.
Notice– The solar system is carried by the light beam motion, NO stationary point can be found here – it's similar to a ship on this sea water- Nothing can stop- because the motion is done forcedly by the sea water –
The stationary point will be similar to the whirlpool (vortex) on the sea page- 
But
The solar system needs to create this stationary point
Now – let's try to create this stationary point in following
The solar system uses two procedures to do that,  
(ii)
The first procedure
The wave its velocity 300000 km/s revolves around a point in space (any point in space), the revolution motion creates 2 equal velocities on both sides of the revolution- the two velocities are equal in value and opposite in direction- their total be equal Zero-means- the revolution motion creates a stationary point in the center of the revolution. 
The second procedure
The previous idea is correct- but –the velocity 300000 km/s is a huge one and to decrease it to Zero velocity this is a complex process– for that- the wave (300000 km/s) created small waves with low velocities to use them as steps to decrease the velocity to Zero- the small waves are The Planets- (The planet is a small wave moves by low velocity relative to the original wave its velocity 300000 km/s) 
Why Are These Small Waves Required?
Because the velocity 300000 km/s is decreased to Zero by using these small waves and their low velocities- the low velocities are used as steps to decrease the unified wave velocity (300000 km/s) to be (Zero)- this process decreases the velocity gradually from 300000 km/s to Zero depending on these small waves velocities (the planets velocities)  
Means- the planets are created for this process to decrease the wave velocity from 300000 km/s to Zero- and The Planet Is A Small Wave Moves By Low Velocity  
Shortly – the solar system has one complete system of velocities, Starting from Zero to 300000 km/s where the planets velocities are the steps between the two velocities – let's prove that here
(iii)
300000 km = 7.1 x (205.8)^2 where
7.1 is Lorentz length contraction effect for velocity 297000 km/s (99% of speed of light)
205.8 km/s = the 9 planets velocities total (176 km/s) + the Earth moon velocity
(The moon velocity =29.8 km/s = the Earth velocity because they revolve together)
Why does the data use the squared value (205.8)^2?
We know the answer- but - Let's remember it
The planets are geometrical points on the same light beam and move with its motion- for that- the planets velocities rates creates rates of time– for example-  Mercury velocity = 1.6 the Earth velocity- that means – one hour of Mercury clock = 1.6 hours of the Earth clock- Why??
Because Mercury and the Earth are carried by the same one light beam- the light moves one motion and passes one distance in one period of time- by that Mercury and the Earth have to move this same motion and to pass this same distance in this same period of time- but the two planets velocities are different- for that- the planets use different rates of time based on their velocities rates and by that the planets move equal distances in the same period of time –
Now- the velocity (205.8 km/s) move relative to the stationary point (Zero) and creates a rate of time (1 second = 205.8 seconds) –
(one second of the unified wave clock = 205.8 seconds of the stationary point clock)
But – the energy is reflected in the solar system (I prove that in point no.6),
The energy reflection reflects the players – means
(one second of the stationary point clock = 205.8 seconds of the unified wave clock)
The stationary point will be THE SUN – by that
(one second of the sun clock = 205.8 seconds of the unified wave clock) – means
(one second of the sun clock = 205.8 seconds of any planet clock) –
Now during one second of the sun clock, the wave clock needs 205.8 seconds while the wave moves by a velocity 205.8 km/s- means –
During one second of the sun clock, the wave moves 42253 km = 300000 km /7.1
That creates the different velocity 300000 km/s between the sun motion and the wave motion-
Notice 1
The wave (205.8 km/s) moves during 1461 seconds a distance = 300000 km, and we know the Earth cycle (1461 days = 365 +365 +365 +366)
That tells, the speed of light (300000 km/s) is performed by the rate of time and that causes to create the Earth cycle-   
Notice 2
Planet velocity is created by the rate of time- means- if no rate of time can be used – No planet velocity can be created – instead- all motions will be only by speed of light (300000 km/s)- the planet can create a small velocity because it can use rate of time
We realize that clearly because
The planets motions depend on the light motion- by that – the motion is done by One Motor only which moves by speed of light (300000 km/s), the planets can only move by speed of light or create a rate of time for their smaller velocities - No more options are provided  (CONT)    
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He bets it was Soap and Gaz, daring her to do it. They loved trying to get her in trouble, which is why he never allowed his kids to be watched by them. Lord knows how much trouble the two would encourage.
He heard it before he felt it. It echoed in the open field. Probably heard for miles.
She let out a squeak as he slowly turned to look at her, recruits had stopped the exercises they were doing and she bolted from the stand they were on watching.
“It wasn’t supposed to be that loud!” She squeaked, “Gaz and Soap told me to do it! They said you’d find it funny! That if I did it they wouldn’t beg me for baked goods ever again!”
As she jogged ahead to keep the distance between them as his long strides were closing the distance with ease.
“Simon has the kids, I should really go check on him! Your sons can be quite the handful! I think I hear him calling for me now, I should really go!” She squeaked out more, her jog quickly turning to a run as she took off through the base.
He quickly snatched her up.
“I’m going to teach you a lesson about listening to Kyle and Johnny.” John grumbled.
Soap
Stupid fucking booty shorts. Soap had found her stupid booty short in his laundry. He was now prancing around the shared apartment in them. They were so small on him she was surprised he could fit in them and knew he was in no way comfortable, he was however, a great actor. They were so short the bottoms of his spandex underwear were longer by like 2 inches.
“Johnny, take them off.”
“No,” he retorted proudly, “they were in my laundry so they’re mine now.”
That was the line she used to steal his undershirts so they could be used as nightgowns.
She grumbled, “fine,” before getting an idea.
He was making pancakes in the kitchen, breakfast for dinner Saturdays, as they both had started. His apron was even longer than the short, jeez. He continued shaking ass to whatever song was in his headphones as he hummed along to it.
“Target locked,” she mumbled to herself. Sneaking in.
The smack echoed. His ass was pulled so tight in them it basically slipped out to jiggle from the hit. He folded backwards in dramatics.
“I’m hit! I’m hit!” He cried as if he was radioing to his team. “Taking the enemy down with me, sir!”
She was laughing too hard to pay attention as his hand connected with her ass. The sweatpants muffled it but she fell to the ground too.
Ghost
She always pinched his ass. Especially if he was fresh from the gym. The first time had surprised him but after that he was pretty good at predicting it and catching her hand.
However, a full on smack at a pub celebrating with the boys? Oh that was new.
She was drunk, so he had expected something dumb from her. He was bound to do something dumb too. But he was going to wait until they got home and not when he was bent over the bar slightly to talk to the bartender over the loud music.
He thought he heard a record scratch as her hand connected with his butt. He turned around, throwing his card at Johnny. Letting him know to buy himself a drink and pay for their tab before pulling her out as she giggled.
He’d handle this at home.
But for now he planted a light pat pat on her butt and her eyes went wide.
“Haha sorry Simon, I’ve sobered up now! You can put me down!”
Konig
She had been hugging him from behind after his most recent return from a mission. He was stirring the soup she had started for herself, not expecting him to be home for another week or so.
“Meine Taube, can you go put my mask up.” He handed her his mask off his face, leaning down to give a peck on the lips, “I will give you the kiss you deserve when you return.”
She had pittered off down the hall a bit when she got an idea. Perhaps revenge for how he had surprised her when he got home.
She was listening to music loudly, swaying her hips and humming when he got home. It was dark out so she hadn’t noticed the car being his as it drove past, and she hadn’t noticed the sound of the front door unlocking either.
All she knew was a hand connected with her ass while another covered her mouth to muffle her scream, while she had been cooking. She was so scared it was an intruder.
So she began to seek out revenge. She slid on the hood and did her best quiet walk before getting behind Konig who thought she was back from putting up his mask.
SMACK.
It echoed down the hall as she bolted. His heavy steps followed with an all too large smirk on his face.
He found her hiding behind a giant laundry basket and pulled her out from behind it by her ankle. She clutched the mask to her chest with wide eyes, forgetting the size of her husband.
“There was this crazy noise, I think it was a gunshot! I had to duck for cover, I thought they had come for you!” She rambled as she pulled her down the hall by her ankle, her back to the floor and her shirt riding up. “I was so worried but that was a crazy noise! I wonder where it came from!”
“Uh-huh.”
Keegan
This man is 8 kinds of caked up. His girlfriend knows it and so does he. Its not like Gaz’s relationship where only the girlfriend does the ass smacking, in Keegan’s it goes both ways.
“Hey, lovey, can you reach the cinnamon for me?”
Little did this poor man know, this was a set up. The cinnamon never ends up that high up. So when he reached, a crack echoed through the apartment.
She fell over laughing so hard at the noise it made. She curled up laughing on the floor. She almost couldn’t breath as Keegan went over to the fridge and added a tally to her side of the mini white board.
“Damn, you’re three ahead of me this month! I'm impressed. You’re getting sneakier,” he said as she gasped she was laughing so hard. “Did you even need the cinnamon?”
She shook her head and he sighed.
“Ah hell. I gotta catch up now.”
It wasn’t until after dinner when he did, sneaking one in as she was washing plates. She almost dropped the one she had been scrubbing.
Gaz
Gaz wasn't one for grabbing or smacking people's behinds, but his girlfriend was a different story—she seemed to have made a sport out of it. Every time he bent over or even when he least expected it, she was there to strike.
Soap seemed to encourage this behavior.
It was a rare sight to see Simon giggle, but this was the only time it happened.
Even Price couldn't help but stifle a laugh every time Gaz looked shocked at his girlfriend's antics.
What Gaz never mentioned was that he didn't really mind it and had never asked her to stop. There was one time when she didn't do it, and he turned around looking genuinely concerned, asking if that was how she was breaking up with him. Feeling guilty, she had to continue the act because Gaz was in on it, though the others didn't know. They enjoyed making Simon laugh so much he had to bite his mask to muffle it.
When they were drunk, she and Soap even played a game to see if Gaz could figure out who did it. Sometimes, Gaz would turn around to see his girlfriend across the bar, completely confused.
The whole situation was a hilarious secret between them, with Gaz never letting on that he was actually into it. Gaz saw no reason to let the cat out of the bag. The amused glances and hidden smirks between him and his girlfriend were their little inside joke.
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minihotdog · 10 months ago
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Whose Wife Is This?
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Pairing: John Price x F!Reader
Summary: John comes home and finds out that he somehow has a wife.
a/n: lmaooo I just had this idea before I went to bed the other night. Kinda wrote this in a hurry so it isn't organized at all and the story is all over the place, yada yada. Bare with me... Bear with me? *shrugs*
word count: 1k
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John tried to rub the sleep out of his eyes to no avail. There was no way of hiding that the long nights he’d been putting in at the office were weighing on him. But with no reason to go home, why would he? He’d just have to complete the mountain of paperwork the next day anyway. His eyes strained from hours of reading, his wrist ached from writing.
Young John Price would’ve never imagined the amount of paper pushing he’d be doing as an operator. His naive young self lived for the chaos of the field, sometimes even putting off his less-than-exciting duties. 
“Sir?” John’s head shoots up. The boys stand at his door huddled around the small entrance. “You staying here all night, Captain?” Gaz asks with concern mixed into his voice. John looks over to the now significantly smaller pile of papers littering his desk.
“I was just finishing up. You boys need something?”
Gaz shakes his head, “No, sir.” A smirk plays on his lips. “Just tell your wife we said ‘hello’.”
“I’ll let her know.” He replies absentmindedly. The boys leave the captain alone once again, he continues looking at the papers, shuffling them around before he stops abruptly.
“My wife? What the bloody hell were they talking about.” He mutters to himself. He takes it as a sign that he should call it a night since he is now imagining things. “I don’t have a wife. Why would he say that?” 
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The drive home is silent. At the end of a long day, he couldn’t stand to listen to anything, his mind was too exhausted to think about anything but a beer and his bed. Not many knew about his personal life. Ghost was the only one who knew he’d been married before, but the marriage occurred when he was younger and undoubtedly more immature.
He made it to selection, began his career, and fell into the same pattern many men in his profession did: Partying, one-night stands, etc. He would be the first to admit that he’d been a piss-poor husband and he was now missing the touch of a woman in his life. His bed was lonely, his house devoid of life, reflecting how often he was actually home. He’d become a hopeless romantic, dreaming of someone he could hold in his arms. He yearned for someone to memorize. Their little habits and quirks, someone he’d share moments with, even have arguments with.
He pulls into his driveway barely remembering the drive home. He groans as he steps out of his car, his back aching from the day of training and being hunched over. He moseys his way to the front door and unlocks it while letting out a deep breath. The hallway is lit by a single dim light, the brown floral wallpaper looks like it came from the 19th century and gives the home a depressing look. He unties his boots and kicks them off leaving them next to the door. He removes his uniform top tossing it on the chair on the opposite wall before his feet pat softly against the hardwood floors leading towards the kitchen, towards a beer he so badly wanted to have.
He briefly glances at a photo framed on the wall and continues onward-
Wait a second?
He takes a couple of steps back and his head snaps towards the photo. His eyes scan it knowing for a fact that it had not been there in the morning… Or any time before that. A woman in a white sun dress sat smiling in a field of flowers. He rubs his eyes, unable to believe what he is seeing, she’s wearing his bucket hat.
He looks further down the hall and sees another picture frame, this one on top of the entryway table next to a pot of plants he either forgot to water or wasn’t around to. He rushes over to it and his eyes almost pop out of his head. This photo was of him smiling down at the same woman. He reaches for it, holding it close to his face. He looks around trying to make sense of what was happening only to realize the pot of dead plants now had vibrant green leaves pouring out of it.
Maybe he’d entered the wrong house? That couldn’t be, the furniture was in the same place as it had been before. And he couldn’t deny that the man in the photo looked exactly like him. Just as he was certain he was losing his mind a feminine voice calls out for him.
“John?”
He puts the picture frame back on the table and swings around towards the voice. Small bits of light flood into the hallway from the crack in the kitchen door. He slowly pushes the door further, his eyes trying to adjust to the bright light.
“There you are! I thought I heard you come home.” A woman rushes towards him wiping her hands on her pink apron. She pulls him into a hug but he’s too stunned to react. She pecks his cheeks and pulls him towards the dining table. “Sit, honey. I made you dinner. You stayed so late today, you’re probably starving.”
He lets her drag him to the table and plops down on a chair. She flows around the counter and returns with a plate of food. She places it in front of him in between the cutlery already on the table. The meal looks far better than what he’s been putting together for himself the last few weeks. He usually cooked or meal planned but work this week just didn’t let him and he expected to come home tonight and sleep for dinner.
He blinks at her for a few seconds unsure of how he ended up in this situation.
“Love, what are you doing in my house?” 
“I’m your wife silly,” You giggle at him while leaning over to give him another kiss on the cheek.
If he had the energy to argue he would, but instead he decided to eat. He licks the plate clean and brings it to the kitchen sink.
“C’mon, honey. You’re so tired, let’s get you in bed.”
He follows quietly trying to figure out if he should accept this or if he should ask questions in the morning. There’s only one thing he knows for sure in his exhausted state: That’s not his wife.
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the-californicationist · 2 months ago
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Cali's Kinktober: Day 03
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Kinktober Masterlist in absentia lucis - "in the absence of light" John Price x f!reader Kinks > rape, torture, sensory deprivation Full tags on AO3 - MDNI - Read at your own risk.
You are a new recruit to the CIA, and Kate Laswell sends you to some remote blacksite for your interrogation training. Your temporary commander, Captain John Price, gives you a safeword, but as your training begins, you realize that you feel everything except for safe. 
Hey, did you see where the tags said RAPE? Okay, just making sure.
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It was three flights and a cab. It was airport food and cold coffee. It was forgetting whether the date ended in a three or a four. It was paperwork and passports and finally a cold office. It was a long trip, and you were running on empty. 
“What are your expectations, here, Katie? I don’t wanna do another Warsaw situ–” The man complained.
“This is nothing like Warsaw. She can handle it. Trust me.” Your boss replied, her voice crackling over the video call.
The man who complained squared his jaw and fixed his eyes on you again, looking at you fresh now that your handler, Kate Laswell, had vouched for you. You tried not to fidget in your seat. You didn’t sit up any straighter. You weren’t here to advertise yourself as the bravest or the toughest of anything. You knew you still needed a lot of training, and if he wanted to draw his own conclusions about you, then that was his business, not yours. 
“Her scores are high. She beat your exam?” 
“She did. Her field test and her ‘chute certifications were performed at a DF site here in the states.”
There was a long pause before Laswell spoke again,
“Do me this favor and maybe I’ll even let you borrow her for a recon mission or two. I know none of your boys are pretty enough to pass for party girls, but mine is.”
“That she is,” you heard his tone darken, thickening in his mouth like sticky sap from a tree, borderline inappropriate. When he saw your reaction to his comment, he turned back to the screen and said, “Alright, Katie. You got a deal. I’ll send her back once she’s out of recovery.”
“Thanks, John. Don’t go easy on her, or she’ll make you pay for it.”
“Is that so?” His wry smile sent a jolt somewhere in your belly that you didn’t appreciate.
She laughed and hung up the call. You waited, trying not to let the jitters or the exhaustion win out, battling both but feeling pulled in either direction just the same. 
“So,” he turned his attention to you at last, “Did you lay in your fuckin’ pink princess bed when you were a little girl and dream about becoming a bloody spy, or is this some sort of complex I should know about?”
You shrugged, 
“A man does what he must…”
“Careful, girl. Quoting Kennedy can’t be good for your health if you’re working in Katie’s office, hm?”
“You don’t need to know why I’m here, sir.” You used his title like a knife, flashing it right in front of his eyes and watching them ignite with his smoldering, quiet fury.
“No, but I bet I’ll find out during our time together,” he promised, making your heart clench with stress and anxiety, “What’s your safeword?”
“Red.”
“Red,” he repeated it to you as if he wanted to see how it felt in his mouth. Then, after a long pause, he explained, “I will also stop before the point of emergent damage. But, I will push you past the point of pain. You will sustain injuries. Do you understand what I’m saying to you, love?”
He seemed to be under the misconception that this was your first rodeo. You knew what you had come here for, and it wasn’t some drill sergeant to yell you into shape. You had already been through Delta Force’s operator training center - the parts they allowed CIA operatives through, anyway - and you’d surpassed what Williamsburg had to offer. You were aiming to serve as a Special Skills operative, the blackest of the black ops groups, and although you lacked the physical strength to be of any use in most field positions, you had one key factor that your fellow recruits didn’t have.
Men never expected a woman to be a threat. 
Laswell had plans for you. She’d tracked down two high value targets, but they were well-guarded. However, there were usually strippers and dancers and prostitutes as far as the eye could see, always partying and coming and going at all hours of the night. You were her way in. But, it was your job to get back out. If you could survive, you’d be a hero. If you didn’t, well, she had more pawns on the board. Not to mention, you had a mission of your own to complete..
So, you worked harder than anyone. You jumped at every field training exercise, you took martial arts classes in every different format you could find, and you lived at the shooting range. You didn’t have a social life. Usually, if you were alone in a room with a man, your fists were connecting with each other’s faces. 
You looked back across the wooden desk in front of you, over his nameplate - Captain Price - and into his startlingly blue eyes,
“I understand.”
He came out of his chair like a fucking demon, lunging for you without warning. As you stumbled backward, wielding your own chair over your shoulder, you sighed inwardly. You’d at least expected a more civilized initiation, maybe even a moment for a coffee, before he started in on his training. But, alas, that was not to be. 
You crashed the wooden chair against his head, neck, and shoulder as he rounded the desk, keeping hold of the broken armrest as a weapon. You stabbed downward, aiming for his throat and not holding back. He blocked you, cracking your wrist against the rigid wood. You stepped into his space, kicking his heel out from under him and following him to the floor. His head hit the concrete with a bang, and you used that moment to pin the armrest against his throat, bearing down on him with all your weight, dislodging his trachea enough to cut his air supply. 
He flung you off of him like a ragdoll, and your back slammed into the leg of the desk. You twisted underneath it, staying just out of his reach, small enough to fit through the gap. He scrambled up on all fours, cackling at you with a gravelly, menacing laugh before leaping up and over the desk to pull you out by your ankles. 
You kicked up and over, making contact with his nose, and when he dropped your other foot, you launched your heel into his balls, making sure to aim as deeply as you could. 
He coughed, and it was your turn to laugh. 
Your victory was short-lived. He launched his body at you, shoving your back down on the desk. You felt the familiar bite of his nameplate digging into your skull, so you dragged it out and swung it at him, cutting him across his cheek. He hissed, yanking it out of your hand and tossing it to the ground. 
The captain forced himself between your legs, pressing his body down on yours, and wrapped his hand across your throat. You fought like hell to get him off, twisting his pinky until you thought it might break, but he caught your wrists in his other hand, holding them at a terrible angle, choking you until you saw rainbow spots discolor your vision. 
“Well,” he said, breathless and bleeding, “Christmas came early, dinn’it?”
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Just making sure you read the tag that said this fic has RAPE IN IT. I'm just checking in again. Just want you to know. Okay, thanks.
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When you woke up, you weren’t completely sure of it, at first. It was as if you were still asleep. You opened your eyes, but all you saw was an endless blackness. You couldn’t hear anything, you couldn’t smell anything, and you couldn’t move your jaw. But you could feel everything. 
Your whole body screamed in pain. One of your hands was wrenched above your head, and the weight of your body hung from your broken wrist, making you cry out in whatever muffled way you could.
Then, something was removed from your ears, and you could hear again. It was still quiet, but the sound of the aircon and the noise of another person’s breath were like blaring sirens compared to the silence you had been steeped in. 
“Look who’s awake,” John’s purr of a voice washed over you. 
You tried to reply, tried to beg for him to cut you down, but you couldn’t speak. Your mouth was holding something round and pliant. 
“Ah, ah, ah,” he patted your flank, and you were suddenly aware of your nakedness. He’d taken your clothes? You could hear him scooting a metal chair across the room towards you, and his pants rustled as he sat down, “Can’t have you talkin’ your way out of this one. Based on the three stitches in my cheek, I was wrong to underestimate you, darlin’. Shoulda listened to Katie, this time. But, look at you. Just a whisper of a thing.”
His rolling chuckle made your bones itch. 
“Hard to use a safeword when you’ve got a gag on, yeah?”
You nodded, acknowledging the irony. 
Price moved in the chair again. No, he stood. You could hear his boots sliding around you in a half-circle. He kept talking to you, his tone as casual as ever,
“Yeah, thought so. But, this isn’t one of those trainings, pretty girl. You won’t be needing one. I will stop when you’re ready to stop, not when you want to stop. You need to learn that, sometimes, your body…” His hand snaked its way around your thigh and you tried to kick out at him, discovering your ankles were tied together and anchored to the floor, “... is capable of so much more than you give it credit for.”
Your heart began to slam against your chest, and your breathing became labored. You were having a panic attack. If you could only see…
“Hey,” his tone shifted, becoming the instructor again, “Breathe slowly. In. Hold it. Out. All the way. In. Out. Tha’s it. Good.” 
There was a long pause. You could smell him now. It was cigars and fire and gunpowder and smoke. It filled your senses, replacing your sight with scent. 
“I’m gonna put your ears back on, and we’ll see what you can do.” 
The world fell away again, and all you had was the smell of him. Then, he started his training. 
It wasn’t the pain that upset you, not really. Pain was something you could move past. It was the surprise. You never knew when it was coming, nor where he was going to hit you next. Sometimes it was his fist. Sometimes it was a belt. Sometimes it was an electric shock. Legs, ribs, foot, arm, neck, belly… there was no pattern. 
You also had no idea of the passage of time. You were infinite and you existed in the darkness of infinity. It was just pain forever with no reprieve. 
Until it wasn’t.
The first time you felt his fingers pinching the tender peaks of your breasts, your whole body jolted. You hadn’t really responded to the pain in the same way, but to pleasure? It was unexpected in a different way. You didn’t think he would violate you. That wasn’t even something they’d tried to do when you were with the DF. 
You bucked, hoping that your displeasure was noted for the record. 
But, perhaps, your mind teased you, the lady doth protest too much? You had wanted him to touch you when he’d picked you up from the airport. When he shook your hand, hadn’t you measured his fingers and started wanting? Weren’t you eager for training to be over so you could be invited back to his flat for the after-work romp you knew would be on offer?
Hanging there like a slab of meat had changed things a bit, but it had not quelled your desire, unfortunately.
You wondered if he had reacted. You imagined him laughing at you. Was he enjoying himself? Or was this all apart of his brand of training? 
I bet you choke out all the pretty girls… you sneered inwardly. 
More pain. This time, your ass cheeks were the targets. The snapping bite of what felt like a belt hit you repeatedly and without mercy. You found yourself breathless from silently screaming, your tongue pressing against the gag for some sort of relief and finding none. 
Then, pleasure again. His thick fingers fondled your pussy from behind, digging into your flesh and discovering the wetness hidden inside of your unused hole. There was no romance to his movements, but forcing an orgasm from you did seem to be his goal. And fuck, you lamented, he was good at it. 
He doubled up, twisting two fingers deep inside of you, pounding them into your body all the way to the knuckle, fast and hard, dragging you towards the edge. Your legs began to tremble, and you knew your face must’ve looked a mess, because you were in total shock. 
It felt like he was going to vibrate you right out of your skin, and still he moved faster. He wrapped his other hand around your belly, holding you in place, and you thrashed against it, fighting the mounting urge to come. 
You were doing pretty well, you thought, given the conditions. Until…
His soft lips pressed themselves down onto your spine. It was just a chaste kiss, but it unfurled you like a ripcord. You exploded, your whole body convulsing in bliss, and although you were wearing a blindfold, you could see white streaks and stars dancing across your vision. You came alive. 
Price pulled out of you, and you felt the stream of slick drip down your legs. He’d forced you to squirt, something you thought was completely faked, only for pornos. But, there it was, proof of its reality smearing down your thighs and onto the concrete floor. 
Pain, again. 
The searing sting of a taser in the sensitive flesh of your belly. 
Fists and harsh palms. 
The bite of a chain. 
A sharp ache from a needle or a knife. 
His fist closing around your index finger and snapping it cleanly in two. 
You wanted to puke, but there was nothing to come up. Your belly bulged and hollowed, letting you gag and choke around nothing, going through the motions and yet giving you nothing to move. 
Then, pleasure. 
His hands were back on your pussy, finding your clit and teasing you until you jerked forward. But, his hand remained, insisting. And insisting. And insisting. 
You lost track of how many times you’d toppled over the edge of your orgasm. There were no borders, not anymore. Your pleasure was bleeding and smearing all around you in one great wave, blinding you to the starts and stops from coming and not. You were drowning in it. 
Just when you thought you might pass out, you felt the prod of his prick between your legs, entering you from behind. You couldn’t feel a condom. You tried to twist yourself away, rocking your hips to no avail. 
This was definitely not protocol.
Those lips returned to the same spot on your spine, and you melted onto him, covering him like hot wax, sealing your body onto his cock like a brass signet, letting him leave his mark on you. 
His hands found your breasts, squeezing them roughly, holding your body to him in a vicious embrace. 
Then, he dug around inside of your mouth and yanked out the gag. You felt yourself make a terrible noise, but you couldn’t hear the sound that came out. You knew he could, though, because when he heard you, his cock throbbed at your entrance, and it made him push forward, dipping into you even deeper. 
Wait… Captain Price. Please. Wait. Wait. 
You wondered if you were as loud as you tried to be. In fact, you wondered if he could hear you at all because he did not stop. If anything, he went onward with even more fervor. 
His mouth kissed its way across your back, and you could feel his stubble and the coarse hairs of his beard raking their way along your skin. His warm tongue leaving little wet stamps as it laved across you, tasting your sweat. 
The way his fat prick was stretching you out made you question if he was using himself or the armrest of the chair that you had tried to kill him with. You hissed from the ache, but he didn’t halt his advance. Didn’t retreat. He just pressed further inside of you. 
How much cock did this jerk have?
Finally, you felt his hairy base tickle the skin under your ass cheeks, and you knew there was an end to his incredible length. 
What… why are you doing this? Why…
He pulled himself out in the same way he had pressed in, slowly and with a fierce persistence. 
Then, he began to pound himself into you.
You were at the perfect height for him, and it made you sick to your stomach to know that it was deliberate. This had been his plan all along. And although most of you felt completely indignant, there was a nasty little demon in your heart that celebrated in it. He’d wanted you from the start, even after you’d made him bleed, maybe even because of it. 
And that thought brought you no small amount of joy. 
His hands had returned to your breasts, playing with them too roughly. John was pinching your nipples and craning his neck around to suckle from them, nipping at them with his teeth until you screamed from the pain of being bitten. Even then, your screams were a poor deterrent. It didn’t stop him from returning to them, crushing the stiff tips as he worked his cock inside of you, fucking himself up into you at a punishing pace. 
He only pulled away to stick his tongue inside of your armpit, licking you over and over in a place where no one had ever even thought to lick, and you wished you could say, honestly, that it had disgusted you. But, it didn’t. If anything, it made you gasp with a new brand of pleasure. He had awakened something fresh and bright in you that you never meant to discover. 
Then, he got brave. He shoved two fingers right into your slack mouth, and you immediately bit down, hard. You could taste blood, and you fought against his flesh, trying to crack the bone. But, he shoved them down your throat, and all you had to chew on was a fat fist that wouldn’t even allow your jaw to close much less to bite. 
You could feel his fingers in your throat, deep down in a place where fingers were never supposed to go, and all you could do was swallow around them, trying your best to keep from drooling into your airway. 
His cheek pressed into your shoulder blade. He was enjoying you. 
The way his gentle kiss or the softness of his cheek ripped orgasms from you was concerning, to say the least. You hoped you could remember this moment, of how the way he rested himself against you as he was taking you against your vocal will was throwing your body down a deep well of dark, forbidden pleasure. How your vision burned white and gold and formed spots of colors that had no names as he fucked you into a different plane of existence. How you thought, if you got a late night text, written in his smoky, raspy Scouse accent, you would crawl your way back across the pond just so he could give it to you again. 
Oh, my God… You screamed from the pit of your belly. 
His thrusts never slowed. He was like a machine. All those muscles were being put to work, and you were the mission. 
Had it been hours?
Days?
Did the world still exist outside of this concrete cube that you suspected you were in?
Would you starve to death in here?
The demon that apparently lived in your cunt rolled its eyes and said, who cares? I wanna come again and again and again…
And you did. You were so overstimulated that you thought even someone looking at you the right way would make you come. It had become painful, at one point, and now you were not numb… Numb wasn’t the right word. You were soft. Your mind and your pussy were just murky, oily, cock-filled vessels, happy they were full and unwilling to question what it meant. 
When he finally pulled out of you, you were limp. You didn’t thrash or fight. You couldn’t, even if you wanted to. 
You felt his fingers again, drawing out your foaming, frothy come into his hand. He used it to smear it along the rim of your asshole. Then, he began to fuck your tight hole with his fingers, one. Over and over. One. One. One. Then, he added a second. Two. Two. A thousand times, two. Three was a bit of a challenge, but he pushed through. Three. Two. Three. Two. Three. Three. Three. And then, none. 
None. 
None. 
Where did he go?
Pain. A heavy hand slapping across your bruised tits. Again. Again. 
You were screaming, surely. You wanted to be, at least. 
The flat of his palm beat itself against your breast over and over without mercy. 
Then, his cockhead rested at the entrance of your asshole. 
You didn’t beg this time. If anything, he should be the one begging, you thought. If you lived, you were going to make him remember you. 
Price shoved himself inside of you with some force, but you took it. You waited until he was fully sheathed inside, and when he took a breath, when those lips rested themselves on the back of your neck, you beared down on him, hard. 
You felt his breath catch as it skittered across your skin. 
The demon in you chuckled in triumph. 
C’mon, Captain. Is that all you got? You made the words come out of your throat, and you hoped he could hear you. 
The way that his hand fisted itself in your hair told you that he had. 
If you thought he had fucked your pussy like an animal, you had been mistaken. He took your ass like he owned it. Like it was his toy. There was no pleasure-seeking rhythm, no careful pacing or grinding movements. He was fucking you because he wanted to come. So, you made him. 
Every time he dragged himself out, you let him go, but every time he pressed himself in, you fought him the whole way. Squeezing and pushing, squeezing and pushing, making your tight hole even tighter, rocking your hips to drive him mad with want. 
You felt him lose control, his hot spend filling your ass and bursting out of his swollen head, soaking your hole. You pulsed around him, and you felt that soft cheek return to your shoulder. 
Come for me, baby. Good boy. You giggled out loud. 
He slapped you across the mouth, and you laughed harder, feeling his cock slip out of you, spent. 
You can’t hurt me in a way that matters, John Price. Do your fuckin’ worst.
You felt him step around you, smelling his breath as he held you face to face. Then, the noise of the room came back and you could hear him panting, ragged and desperate. You felt the blindfold fall away and you could see him, your eyes shrinking in the dim light of the cell, hurt by even the smallest glow of light. 
You were back, but you were not yourself. Not anymore. You were a different you. Someone he had made. He had crafted you with his own hands. 
“Why? Why didn’t you beg me to stop?”
His eyes were burning into yours as he stared down at you, questioning what he had done, what you had done with him. You had used him like a sharpener, honing yourself to a high shine, and he didn’t understand. 
When you heard your voice for the first time, you mourned it a bit, but you knew it would come back eventually. It was raspy, muddled, and barely audible, but you said it with your whole chest,
“I was made for this, and I could go all fuckin’ day.”
“How long?”
“What?”
“How long did he keep you prisoner?”
Kate Laswell, you fucking bitch. 
He’d read your file. The real one. Not the one on your tagline, but the one that you and Laswell had hidden away. 
“Five months,” you told him, a sick smile on your face, “But, you already knew that.”  
He sighed, his hands on his hips, just as naked as you, which you found a little funny. 
“Why’d you come here? Why would she…” 
You watched him wrestle with the betrayal in his head, knowing he’d been manipulated. He’d walked right into her trap. You basked in his confusion, having almost as much fun as you’d had while he was railing you into oblivion. 
“Laswell said you needed a way into the Ikon, some strip club on the border between Russia and Urzikstan. So, I said I would help.”
“And she knew I’d say no…”
“Unless you knew I could handle it.”
It was his turn to be in pain. You could see the fire of it creeping through his belly, knowing he’d just tortured a girl who’d written the book in torture. The surgeries and the psych consults were long, long behind you, but your run in with the Russian mob was not something you were ever going to forget. But, now, John Price was going to give you a chance at revenge. You were his gun, and you just needed him to point you in the right direction. 
Suddenly, he cut you down, freeing you from your hanging place. You crumpled into his arms, letting him hold you as you collapsed. You used your hands to pet the worry out of his eyes, and he fought you for it, trying to stop you from comforting him. So, you grabbed him with what little strength you could muster, and you pulled his face to yours, pressing your mouths together, making him taste your blood from where he had cut your cheek against your teeth. He yanked his head back, furrowing his brow,
“No, stop…”
“Shut up,” you said, kissing him again and feeling his surrender as he held you tighter, pulling you into his chest even though he was ridden with guilt. 
“We shouldn’t, love. I’m so sor–”
“Where’d you put that gag?” You pretended to look around for it, earning a slight smile and an exasperated huff.
You knew you’d made the cut, because when he fucked you this time, he didn’t hold back.
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thalia-writes · 11 months ago
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Distractions NSFW
Captain John Price X Reader
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Summary: You are being reprimanded for being distracted lately, little does John know, he's the distraction.
Word count: 3.2K
18+ only
Minors do not interact!
Warnings: Smut, P!inV!, female reader, praise kink, dom!Price, oral fem receiving, creampie if you squint.
Authors note: This is my second work ever so please any and all constructive criticism/feedback is very much appreciated!
One foot in front of the other, you keep pace with the people around you. You were training with the other recruits, running through an obstacle course. The afternoon sun warms your back, sweat gathering on your forehead. Keeping your breathing as even as possible, you focus on staying centered and pushing through the pain. You were in the zone, absolutely crushing the course. Leaping up onto the wall, you pull yourself over the edge and jump off, landing on your feet and immediately running again. Suddenly pulled out of your focus when you hear Price shouting out to the recruits behind you.
“C’mon keep it moving!! You’ll need to be faster than that to survive out in the field!”
Your gaze locks on him, the pure male dominance radiating off of him. Everything about him screams power and my god does it stir something within you. Your mind starts wandering as you take in his figure, inappropriate thoughts invading your mind. Price turns his head and locks eyes with you, at the exact moment you stumble and crash to the ground, scratching up your palms and knees.
“L/N!! My office in 2 hours at 16:00, understand?” Price yells out at you with a frown. You nod as you stand up, dusting yourself off.
“Good, now go get yourself cleaned up, you’re done for the day.”
“Yes, sir.” You reply, walking back to base, cheeks burning with embarrassment.
~2 hours later~
You’re walking to Price’s office, anxiety stirring in your gut. The closer you get to his office, the harder it is to keep putting one foot in front of the other. You nervously chew on your lip as you stop in front of the door. Taking a deep breath to try and calm your nerves, you gently knock. You hear a gruff ‘come in’ from the other side so you turn the doorknob and step inside, closing the door behind you.
“Evening, Y/N. Please, take a seat.” Price gestures to the chairs in front of his desk. You walk over and sit down, your knees threatening to buckle underneath you. Looking over at John as he finishes up some paperwork, you watch his hands as they guide the pen in his grasp. Soon your thoughts have spiraled into wondering how they would feel guiding your body, touching, caressing, teasing, and trailing across your skin. You’re ripped out of your little daydream when John waves his hand in front of your face. Snapping your eyes up to his, you’re met with a frown and concern flashing across his features.
“This is what I’m talking about! Were you even listening?” John scolds, leaning forward in his chair. Averting your gaze, you ramble out an apology.
“I apologize Sir, I wasn’t paying attention. I got, uh, lost in my thoughts for a moment”
John sighs and rubs a hand down his face before looking at you again, folding his hands together on the desk.
“You seem to be doing a lot of that as of late. What has gotten into you? Like today, one minute you’re running through the obstacle course like an old pro, and the next you’re tripping over air and getting a face full of dirt.” John states, shaking his head before continuing. “This has been going on for a while, and it’s gotten to the point where we need to have a conversation about where your head's at. What has got you so distracted?”
Your heart drops into your stomach. How the hell am I supposed to tell him that he is why I’m so god damn distracted? You think to yourself. You move your head to the side, looking at the wall, cheeks burning with embarrassment.
“I- uh, It’s nothing Sir, just some personal things. I’ll get it under control.”
His intense gaze bores into you, making you shift in your chair. You don’t realize he’s moved until he’s standing right in front of you. His hand grasps your chin, turning your head towards him. You look up at him with wide eyes, catching his piercing blue eyes staring down at you. He leans forward, towering over you, so close that you can smell his intoxicating cologne.
“Something tells me that you’re not quite telling the truth, eh Love?” John scolds, his head tilting to the side as he observes your face. Lips twisting into a smirk as he continues,
“Is it a man? Is a man making you all flustered that you can’t think straight?” Your eyes widen in shock, tearing your gaze away from his, fearing that he’ll be able to see the truth in your eyes. He jerks your chin slightly.
“Tsk tsk, Y/N. Eyes on me.” He scolds. Your eyes immediately find his again, sparks shooting up your spine. Something flashes across his face, and he leans in closer, his lips inches away from yours.
“That’s a good girl, so obedient.” He muses, the smile on his face nothing short of predatory. A shaky breath escapes your lips, a flame igniting in your stomach. You can feel his breath fan across your face, his cologne completely invading your senses. When you say nothing he smirks and continues.
“So who is he? Hmm? Who is the man that’s occupying that pretty mind of yours?” He coos, leaning closer, his hand falling away from your chin. His lips so close to yours you could feel his beard tickling your skin. All you could think of was how good they would feel. You glance down at his lips before locking eyes with him once again. You’re frozen in place, brain short circuiting from the situation.
“Tell me, tell me who’s distracting you, Love.” John says softly, his nose bumping against yours slightly. His pupils dilated and chest rising and falling with his heavy breathing.
“You.” You whisper and the second the words leave your mouth, his lips are pressed against yours. They dance together slowly, John's hand cupping the base of your neck to pull you closer. You melt into the kiss, gasping when he gently bites your lip. He takes advantage of this and slides his tongue into your mouth, exploring and tasting you, as he deepens the kiss. You tangle your hands into his hair, softly moaning. Suddenly you’re off the chair as he picks you up, your legs wrapping around his waist and his hands grabbing your ass. He walks you to the desk, clearing a spot off with his arm, before setting you down on top of it. John pulls away slightly, leaving your mind reeling and your chest heaving.
“Such a pretty little thing.” He coos, before bringing his lips to yours once again. His right hand grips your waist tightly. The other trailing up your side before grasping a handful of your hair and pulling your head to the side, his lips kissing, and nipping at your neck. Heat pools in your abdomen. You’re becoming more and more aroused with every second that passes, hardly able to restrain yourself from ripping his clothes off.
“Captain…” You moan, tilting your neck even further to give him better access. His lips stop their motions on your neck, releasing his grip on your hair, he raises his head to look at you.
“I’m not your captain here Darling. I’m John. Not Bravo SIx, not Captain, just John. Alright?.” He says sternly, staring at you with an intensity you’ve never seen before.
“Okay Cap- John. Okay John.” You say, nodding your head. Desperate to feel his lips on you once again. You squirm on the desk, silently begging him to continue to touch you, your wetness seeping into your underwear.
“Fuck, my name sounds so good coming from that pretty mouth, Love.” John groans, stepping closer to you.
Dipping his head down he captures your lips with his, moving against yours languidly, pulling every coherent thought out of your head. Your hands trail to his waist and you tug at the hem. Taking the hint, he slides off his shirt and you unabashedly stare at his muscular torso. Your hand reaches up and touches his pec before tracing down across his abs, following that sinful trail of hair. Before you can continue with your exploratory touches, John grabs the bottom of your shirt and pulls it over your head. Reaching behind yourself, you unclasp your bra and let it fall to the floor, exposing your bare breasts to him. He lets out a low groan at the sight, his rough and calloused hands immediately cupping and kneading the soft flesh.
“Fuuck darling, such gorgeous tits.” John rasps, and dips his head down to start kissing your breasts before wrapping his lips around one of your nipples and his hand playing with the other. You throw your head back as you let out a soft moan and slightly arch your back. His cock stiffening and straining against his jeans at your sounds. He licks, and nips your breasts for a while before pulling back, his hand cupping your cheek as he looks into your eyes.
“I’ve wanted you for so long, Love. I want to take you to my bed and worship your body, but I can’t withhold myself from you any longer. I need to taste you, to feel your body against me, right fucking now.” John says, his voice heavy and laced with desire.
“Please, John, I want you too, so badly.” You plead. Reaching forward and hooking your fingers in his belt loops and tugging him closer to you. John's eyes glaze over as he feels your fingers tug at his belt. His hands find their way down your body, tracing your curves as a smile spreads across his face. Making quick work of your buttons he slides your pants down as you lift your hips to help him. Your skin burns with every graze of his fingers, his entire presence consuming your every thought. You feel yourself growing wet for him, your body craving every touch. John's hands trail up your thighs and caress your hips, taunting and teasing. You move your hips towards him, desperate to feel his hands on your dripping cunt. John lets out a dark chuckle at your movements, placing his fingers on your clothed core. Lightly pressing down and moving agonizingly slow.
“Ohh Darling, you’ve soaked through your underwear. Are you that desperate already?” John coos at you, putting more pressure onto your clit through the fabric. You let out a whine and shift your hips again, yearning for more friction.
“Please John… No teasing… I need more.” You breathe. Reaching forward, you palm the hard bulge in his pants eliciting a hiss from his lips. He swiftly slides your underwear off and immediately is on his knees looking up at you, his hands gripping your thighs tightly.
“Need to taste you Sweetheart, be a good girl and spread your legs. Let me taste your sweet pussy.” John demands in a low voice. Slowly you spread your legs further apart for him, his cock is hard and throbbing at the sight of your glistening pussy. He’s nearly drooling as he sees you all exposed and bare for him. Placing kisses along your thigh he works his way to your core, sticking his tongue out and licks a stripe up your wet pussy, pulling a sharp gasp from your chest. Groaning at the taste of you, he keeps his head buried in your thighs, licking and sucking at your clit. Soft moans are falling from your lips, his tongue making the flame in your stomach erupt into an inferno. John raises his head, his lips wet with you, you let out a whine from the lack of contact.
“I promise, next time, I'll make you come on my tongue until you beg me to stop. Ya taste so sweet, but I need to be buried deep inside you. Need to get you ready for my cock okay Darling? ” John says before slowly dragging two of his fingers through your folds, gathering your slick on them before gently pushing them into you. Your back arches and you gasp at the intrusion. Two of his fingers stretch you out as he pushes them in and out as he starts to kiss and suck on your neck. Soft moans erupt from your throat, completely focused on the feeling of pleasure he is giving you. Speeding up his fingers, he starts to curl them just right to hit that spongy spot inside you. A loud moan escapes you, you slap a hand over your mouth to try and keep quiet.
John can feel his cock, painfully hard, leaking against his pants. Your sweet moans mixed with the sounds of his fingers sliding in and out of your wet pussy is music to his ears. He is so desperate to feel you wrapped around him, it's almost unbearable. Moving his thumb in circles against your clit, you clench around his fingers, the knot in your stomach becoming tighter and tighter.
“Come on baby, cum for me. Be a good girl and cum all over my hand.” John murmurs against your neck, he curls his fingers once more and sends you barreling over the edge. Your body tenses up as a strangled cry rips through your throat. Waves of pleasure coursing through you. John continues to move his fingers, working you through your high before slowly removing them and bringing them to his lips, sucking them clean.
Reaching forward you undo his pants and push them and his boxers down, causing his cock to spring free. Eyes widening as you take him in, his cock is long and thick, his tip flushed and leaking pre-cum. You wrap your hand around him and slowly move up and down his hard shaft, causing a low moan to escape John. You try to move off the desk and onto your knees but he grabs your waist and places you back on the desk.
“That’s going to have to wait for another time, Love. I need to be inside of you.” John groans, stepping out of his pants and kicking them to the side. He drags the tip up and down your slit, coating it with your arousal, before slowly pushing in. You moan as you feel him fill you with his big cock. John covers your mouth with his, kissing you to try and muffle the moans that are coming from both of you. Your hands grabbing his biceps to try and ground yourself. As he fills you to the hilt, he stops, allowing you to become accustomed to the size of him.
“Fuck baby, your pussy feels so good. Squeezing me so tight.” He gasps, his hands on your hips, holding you flush against him. John was consumed by the feel of you around him, gripping his cock so tight.
“Please move John, fuck me.” You plead, moving your hips as much as you can, pulling a low groan from John.
“How could I refuse when you asked so nicely.” John coos at you. Slowly he pulls almost all the way out before sliding back in. Your eyes flutter closed as you feel every thick inch of him split you apart. Soon John picks up the pace thrusting into you faster, his grip on your hips tight and near bruising. You kiss him again fervently as his cock rails into you, brushing that sweet spot deep within. You claw at his shoulders and wrap your legs around his waist, to be as close to him as possible.
“Shit, John. That feels so fucking good, don’t stop!” You cry, completely lost in the pleasure already.
“That’s a good girl, taking my cock so fucking well Sweetheart.” John praises, his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your sweet scent. He was absolutely obsessed with the feeling of his thick cock sliding into you, the feel of your fingernails scratching his back, and the sounds of pleasure coming from you. Abruptly he pulls out, pulls you off the desk, and turns you around. A gasp escapes you as he pushes down on your back so your hands are braced on the desk and your back is arched away from him, ass on display.
“Oh this ass, look at this fucking ass,” John says, giving it a smack, “You’re gonna be the death of me Love.” He smacks your ass once more before positioning himself at your entrance and pushing in again, causing you to moan and arch your back even more. John begins a brutal pace, thrusting into you fast and hard, with his hands gripping your hips again.. His tip kisses your cervix every time he bottoms out, making you moan louder and your eyes roll to the back of your head.
“That’s it baby, doing such a good job for me. Taking it so well, such a good little slut for me aren’t you?” John praises, leaning forward to grab a handful of your hair and pulling your head up. You’re completely cockdrunk, unable to form a coherent sentence, his praises making you clench around him. The knot in your stomach returns, tightening as your orgasm builds with every thrust.
“Oh you like that don’t you? Getting told you’re doing so well for me? You like hearing how you’re a good little whore?” John groans against your ear. You can only moan in response, which John doesn’t appreciate so he smacks your ass again.
“No no Darling, I want to hear how much you like it. Go on baby, use your words.” He coos against your ear.
“Yes!” You gasp out, “So good John, please don’t stop!”
“Oooh that’s my good girl.” He growls in your ear. He can feel his own orgasm growing, the feeling of your wet pussy clenched around him is driving him insane. John moves the hand on your hip down to your clit, rubbing small circles on it. You throw your head back as a choked moan escapes you, John’s name spilling from your lips like a prayer.
“I’m so close, John, please let me cum, please!” You cry out, the pleasure coursing through your veins becoming almost unbearable.
“Come on baby, let go, cum all over my cock.” John groans, his own orgasm nearing its peak as he continues to thrust into you at a fast pace. As soon as the words leave his lips your orgasm washes over you, your walls clamp down on his dick as he fucks you through your high. Your fluttering walls cause his orgasm to tear through him, a loud groan erupting from his throat as he finishes and stills inside you.
The only sound in the room is the labored breaths, as the both of you come back down to earth. Your knees threaten to buckle underneath you so John pulls out and cleans the two of you up before helping you slide your pants back on and setting you down on the small couch in his office. He brings you your shirt and gets dressed himself before sitting beside you.
“I gotta go back to work, Love, but I’ll come see you tonight, if that’s what you would like?” John says, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“I would like that a lot.” You say softly, getting up on shaky knees and pulling him in for a kiss. You pull away and begin to walk out of his office when he grabs your waist, presses himself against your back and places his lips on the shell of your ear.
“I’ll see you tonight then, Darling, but don’t think I forgot about disciplining you for your distracted behavior.” John whispers in your ear before smacking your ass as you walk out the door. You hurry back to your room before anyone can see you leaving John’s office with swollen lips, messy hair and an excited smile across your face.
(There will be a part two)
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