#Since before the pandemic
Text
I have decided to make a more concerted effort to get out of the house and Participate in Activities, so I waded through my local library system's calendar of events and found a thing called a Write-In that's happening tomorrow night. The library provides space and snacks, and folks can bring their notebooks or laptops and just sit and write for a couple of hours.
Today I printed out my novel and put it in a binder, dug out my notes about it, and got my fountain pen primed. I'm ready to go!
#personal#off topic#it's taken me literal years to get to this place#since before the pandemic#i am proud of me for trying
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
So in my house my sister is known as the one who hogs the TV watching whatever Pokemon anime she chooses for the day
Well you better believe I'm about to speed run the super Mario bros cartoon
#sani rambles#I did this once in the past#It was years ago though#Since before the pandemic#Mmmm binge watching
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
dsmp is still SO insane to me. still not completely convinced it wasn't a social experiment. it is something that can never be replicated again due to the really specific circumstances that attributed to it's creation and popularity
#the combination of everyone being inside due to the pandemic#the community giving everyone a space to connect#in a time where loneliness and mental health was reaching an all time high especially among youth#like idk. even after everything and a handful of ccs being revealed to be horrible shitbags#the dsmp will ALWAYS hold a special place in my heart.#a story told in a medium no one has really explored before#the unique fantasy setting......the three life system allowing for more high stakes moments since there a character#could die multiple times to raise stakes#the emphasis placed on familial and platonic dynamics and how THEY can be just as complex and entertaining to watch/read abt like /r ships#the fandom revolutionizing gen fics and making a familial relationship reach the TOP OF AO3 STATS ONE YEAR???? insanity.#also just the ppl.#the amount of talented musicians and artists and writers and editors and all the ppl who lovingly transcripted and compiled lore streams#LIKE UGH.#im so emo about it#unfiltered queer representation bcuz#the story wasnt washed down by a corporation as it was given directly from the storytellers to the audience#the multiple povs allowing ppl to experience the same story in completely different ways#excellent depictions of the effects of mental illness/ptsd and 'imperfect' abuse survivors#ctommy my beloved#LIKE SIGH. WE ARE NEVER GETTING THAT AGAIN IN A FANDOM SPACE I FEAR#ok lol. ignore my rantings#dsmp#dream smp#starry text
102 notes
·
View notes
Text
Why are ppl scared to call it what it is and say we’re still going thru covid on top of seasonal illness. Like. That’s pretty important right. I was watching the news and they were like oh yeah we have an unprecedented number of flu cases “as well as other sicknesses” without actually saying Covid. No announcement abt vaccinations or masking or anything. Also if I hear someone joking abt “war flashbacks” for mentioning covid I fucking hate u
#source: most of my family members are nurses and it was so bad for one of them they had to be put on a ventilator. in the hospital they#worked at. looking back I think I had a reason to feel a little offput by the shows of support early pandemic#with people tying blue ribbons around trees and lighting signs blue to support healthcare workers#I get that it was supposed to be moral support when we couldn’t do anything but follow health advisories#and it did matter to make them feel uplifted and do something than nothing. im not gonna deny that#but. you can still help now. u know that right. you still have a responsibility here#u can still mask up. u can still get vaxxed and call in sick to avoid infecting others#don’t leave it on healthcare workers to pick up the pieces just because they were doing it before. do u think they had a choice?#nobody likes picking up the slack for someone else and now that we have more tools to do smth couldn’t we just. do it????#im not a virologist but i also feel like continuing to let it get worse by letting more mutations develop#could continue to set us back since this virus is pretty good at fucking us up long term and finding new ways to do that#while there are ppl still researching covid which is STILL A RELATIVELY NEW VIRUS. and studying possible treatment and cures#yapping#vent
392 notes
·
View notes
Text
Loving this very pretty poster for the upcoming West End run of Macbeth...
#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#cush jumbo#macbeth#donmar warehouse#harold pinter theatre#the power this man exudes on stage#hoping i will get to see this later this year somehow#especially since i haven't been to a show since before the pandemic#love this for him that there is another run though#and for the rest of the amazing cast#<3
81 notes
·
View notes
Text
just went through all my blogs to change my age from 20 to 21 (today is my birthday!) and that’s to weird to do lol
#tbh i still feel like 17#1. the pandemic fucked up my perception of time#2. i thought id kms before i was 18#3. i’m in such a stable place with my mental health for the first time since i was 13 and i feel like ive missed the last 8 years of my life#- r
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
no but really im thinking about how for an international fan who will probably never get to see a fob show (bc fob hates latam) how this year was magical? also insane
like even the shitiest streams or the days with no streams they all were so special bc we were all sharing it together and like that's not something im gonna forget I'm so thankful for y'all
#like really these past few years since before the pandemic have been so rough to me#and last year + now specially with everything going on#so having a little bit of fun with a silly band has been all that's keeping me sane this days#like srsly im so glad for this
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's interview daaaaay !
#( ooc. )#i haven't had an in person interview since before the pandemic !!#i have a good feeling ?? since it's my second interview ??#& they called me the day of my first interview to set it up#so we'll see !!!
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
i lied like a lying liar it does hurt
#at the end of the day they're celebs and i know it's stupid to like them to the extent i did and still do#i just wish we could go back?#before maxident. that fuckass album ruined everything#oh and the americans LOL they did too i dont know what i mean but im sure it's true#and it's just SADDD they were original and fun and passionate but the stupud company keeps churning out albums and tours and whatever#it's truly no wonder we're here but i went back through my skz tag#and saw a post from may 2022#and god#that was such a nice time#that was really nice#they'd gone on their first world tour since the pandemic and they were so hapoy#oddinary had just come out and broken their records and#it was such a good album#oh...#li talks#sorry im a yapper at heart
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
Higurashi is making me cry ugly style again. I love stories of friendship at the core. By the power of friendship we are going to force this narrative to work our way, damn it
#miranda talking shit#Higurashi#I'm finally starting with the anime and continueing with the manga and games#Been on a break since before the pandemic but now I'm diving in again and I'm like ah#Yes. This series really is so special to me
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#so i accompanied my mom to pick my sis from school today right#and I was in the car and we were on the way home and someone called out my name on the road like super loudly#so I stopped and turned back and it was my childhood friend?? who i last met EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO??? in a different country??#yeah we reconnected a little before the pandemic and we used to chat a lot but#we'd never been in the same place at the same time. so weird#and now. what are the fucking odds.#he's moved to my city and his office is really close to my house so he'd come to check out a co-living space on my street#if i hadn't gone with mom or if he hadn't reached my road by then or if he was just on the opposite side of the street we wouldn't have met#and. it's literally only been hours since he landed here. crazy#eighteen fucking years. and we're practically neighbours now#i mean. for the next sixteen days till i move to another country again aka the place where he and I met#fate is so fucking funny sometimes#megumi in the tags#megumi.fm
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
me, yesterday: i'll download some yt videos ahead of time for this long road trip so i don't get bored when we lose reception! and i'll bring my steam deck with lots of games too!!
me, 15 minutes into the road trip after something in the first video reminded me of my favorite para: i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydream i need to daydr
#im so fuckin stupid LOL#my parents have taken me on this same exact 8-hour roadtrip sooo many times over the years and i end up daydreaming every time#even before i became a chronic madd-er i was daydreaming in the backseat on these highways#this is the first time ive been on this trip since learning about madd (visiting grandparents. last time was before the pandemic)#idk why my dumbass thought this time would be any different lmao#madd#madd things#rivulette's thoughts#maladaptive daydreaming#maladapting daydreaming disorder#daydreaming
76 notes
·
View notes
Text
One of these days I should write about the downfall of the Lookism web comic. Started off extremely strong, but is now way too long for what it is and lost the plot many months ago.
#sk1 rambles#lookism#the answer is gangism of course#it has been going on since wayyyyy before the pandemic
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
its so cool to have a body
#i’d like to be done throwing up now thank you!!! this is boring!!!!#would like to be done with all other stomach bug symptoms as well!!!#genuinely no idea where i picked this up. felt fine#went to bed normally#woke up at 430 AM and had a bad time. i don’t think ive properly thrown up in a sick context since before the pandemic#involuntary retching at unexpected dead things sure#but this is quite unpleasant! did not miss this!
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
omg happy june everyone. manifest we get the return of dnf
#how is it already june it feels like its still jan/feb#and its cold as fuck here still like what#i have 3 concerts in the next 3 weeks i haven’t been to one since. i think before pandemic#cwazy#need to buy earplugs NOTE TO SELF#otherwise i will go deaf#seriously and actually
7 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
namtaohh07-blog
HunLu'nt
djudy-just-found
Djudy_Just_Found
fuckyeahpipesofpan
Pipes of Pan
narmnie
Narmnie
vancouveer
⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺