#Shout out to Jaiden Animations

[braidedhades]

just found out that non-aromantics actually have feelings towards the people they decide to have a crush on. Apparently it’s not like, “hmmm should I consider this person for dating? what are the pros and cons here?” Or like, “I want to be really close friends with that person” But it’s like an actual emotional response or something? An emotion that is different from the “I wanna be really close friends” emotion??

also I just figured out that I’m aromantic

[speakofthedebbie]

shout out to everyone who had their aroace awakenings through jaidenanimatoons. yall real ones

[qroier]

will never ever ever ever EVER get over my devastation that jaiden couldn't attend the dia de los muertos event btw

[velvet-red-void]

" Of course ur non-binary and wear hawaiian shirts. " " ?what " this is really stupid but it's funny to me.

[atlasglobe]

jaiden miku jaiden miku

[cyncerity]

this one isn’t great cause this song is NOT in my range, but i think i did pretty good lol

also i like how with the editing it looks like i just teleport away at the end

another video of me singing, the song is There’s Always Me from when I played Sylvia in All Shook Up last year :)

[block-toad]

saw that year in review dropped. and might as well combine all the mcyt things. there's probably mistakes <3 the lists as text are under read more

Web Series: 10/50

#2: QSMP

#3: Hermitcraft

#12: Limited Life

#15: DSMP

(#18: Generation Loss)

#29: MCC

#31: Double Life

#39: New Life

#43: Decked Out 2

#48: 3rd Life

#50: Last Life

Communities: 5/50

#7 Trafficblr

#13 Hermitblr

#17 MCYTblr

#21 Mineblr

#32 Empiresblr

Web Celebs: 53/100

#1 Grian

#2 GoodTimesWithScar

#6 Wilbur Soot

#9 TommyInnit

#10 Philza

#11 Quackity

#12 Solidairty Gaming

#13 Crumb

#14 EthosLab

#15 Technoblade

#16 TangoTek

#17 PearlescentMoon

#18 Ranboo

#19 SmallishBeans

#20 Mumbo Jumbo

#21 Dreamwastaken

#22 Slimecicle

#23 Zombiecleo

#24 BdoubleO100

#25 Inthelittlewood

#26 impulseSV

#27 Tubbo

#28 Smajor1995

#30 Docm77

#33 GeorgeNotFound

#35 Cellbit

#37 BadBoyHalo

#38 Joe Hills

#39 GeminiTay

#40 Skizzleman

#41 Rendog

#46 Jaiden Animations

#47 Foolish Gamers

#50 FalseSymmetry

#56 Sapnap

#57 LDShadowlady

#62 Bigbst4tz2

#64 F1nn5ter

#66 El Mariana

#68 Baghera Jones

#73 Shubble

#75 Sneegsnag

#79 Niki Nihachu

#80 TinaKitten

#81 Aimsey

#83 Karl Jacobs

#84 Eret

#86 Jschlatt

#87 Misstrixtin

#89 Jack Manifold

#90 Awesamdude

#93 Punz

#96 Aphmau

Special shout out to Lovejoy for being #45 on the Musical Acts list!

[chizue-witchery]

⚜️. *. ⋆ Fandom: QSMP | Quackity SMP

⚜️. *. ⋆ Rating: Teens And Up Audiences

⚜️. *. ⋆ Archive Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

⚜️. *. ⋆ Pairing/s: Bobby & Jaiden Animations & Roier, Jaiden Animations & Roier, Bobby & Jaiden Animations, Bobby & Roier

⚜️. *. ⋆ Character/s: Jaiden Animations, Roier, Bobby

⚜️. *. ⋆ Summary: Jaiden wants to cook for her family as a form of appreciation for them, but with her luck, it doesn't go well.

⚜️. *. ⋆ Word Count: 3,012

⚜️. *. ⋆ Tags/Warnings: Cooking, Queerplatonic Relationships, Mother-Son Relationship, Platonic Kissing, Insecurity, Self-Doubt, Angst, Injury, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff

⚜️. *. ⋆ Prompts/Squares Filled: Healing Salve || @whumptober 2024 day 5

Whumptober 2024 Masterlist

AO3

Jaiden wakes up to silence and the lack of warmth beside her. She sits up, her hand hovering over the lack of her partner on the other side of the bed.

She hears no laughter or shouts from her child or her partner's scolding. This is not the first, nor will it be her last, to wake up to this silence.

She looks to her side and notices a paper on top of the bedside table. She grabs it, her lips going upward when she reads of Roier telling her that he'll be doing the tasks for Bobby today since he noticed her apparent exhaustion and the constant fainting the past week. In the corner of the paper, she recognizes Bobby's drawing of herself and a messy scribble that tells her to take care of herself.

Her heart softens at the note, appreciative of Roier and Bobby being worried about her, but her heart is heavy for making them worry about her. She places the note back on the bedside table as she gets out of bed. She stretches her arms while looking outside, noticing it's already the afternoon.

Jaiden presses her lips into a thin line, wondering if she is that tired for her to go into almost a full day of sleep. She brushes her messy hair away from her face while dragging herself towards a nearby mirror. She looks at her messy hair sticking out more so than usual while her shirt is crumpled. The bags under her eyes are visible, but she can hide them away with makeup.

Jaiden does a quick shower to refresh herself and changes into more comfortable clothing since she doesn't think her boys would let her out for the day. However, she adds little makeup to make herself look more presentable. She ties her hair up into a ponytail while wondering where Roier and Bobby headed off for them to take this long to come back.

It's strange to be in this house alone. Whenever she's awake, either Bobby or Roier would be awake too and greet her the moment they see her. She's not used to being alone in this house. She feels like a stranger invading another person's home, even though she, too, now lives here.

Roier and Bobby would not approve of her talking to herself like this if they heard about it. She remembers the several times they remind her she belongs in this home with them. It always makes her heart soften, but the doubt never leaves. She told herself on the first week of having Bobby that she'd move and build her own house because she doesn't like invading Roier's space, but it's been a few weeks since her several reminders and she still hadn't made that house.

It never crosses her mind when she looks at her family because all she can think about is how to be a good mother to Bobby and how to make it up to Roier. Her boy tells her she's the best mom ever, even though she's the only woman on the island. She tells her boy of that and he exclaims to her that it proves his point even more for her to be the best mom.

Her co-parent does everything in the house that she cannot do, not because she can't do all of them, but because he insists he does them. Not only does he cook food for them, but he also does Bobby's quests without question when she is busy that day. He shares all of his items with her, this house, and makes the bed bigger for both of them to fit in instead of letting her sleep somewhere uncomfortable. He always looks out for the best of her and Bobby's needs and wants.

She has only lived with them for a month or two and their hospitality has been the best that ever is. They always make her feel safe and at home. The domesticity quickly grew into the family after a few days of spending time with each other, with a routine they were all familiar with.

She wants to do something for them when they come back from their adventure. She thought of giving them a piece of her feather on the wings, but she hadn't told them about it yet. Maybe she'll tell them someday once her wings have recovered from the explosion she experienced on her first day on the island.

Jaiden goes over the chests, hoping there's anything she can use for her to make the gifts for her boys but she can't think of any. Painting is the second thing that crosses her mind, but she is empty of ideas and might not finish it by the time they come back.

Her stomach rumbles, reminding her that she hasn't grabbed something for her to eat yet. This gives her an idea.

"Maybe I can cook something for them…?" she questions herself. But the only decently cooked meal she made was fried rice mixed along with scrambled egg. The rest of the times she wanted to cook something more complicated, Roier was there right by her side to guide her.

Jaiden hums while she heads over to the kitchen counter and grabs the cookbook, mindlessly flipping through the pages. She looks over the food and the ingredients needed, along with the instructions beside it. She stays standing as she flips through the pages, wondering if there's something she can cook for Bobby and Roier that they'll love. She lingers on the page about Shepherd's pie, carefully reading the instructions and the ingredients needed.

"Okay," she says, while setting the cookbook on the counter for her to read. She repeats the ingredients in her head while going underground to harvest the crops she needs, wanting them to be as fresh as possible. She drops them all at the kitchen counter and then heads over to their refrigerator to grab the ground lamb, milk, and eggs. She then heads over to the cabinets to grab olive oil.

Just in case it doesn't go well, she grabs some extra ingredients. Then she heads over to the sink to wash her hands. Jaiden makes sure she double-checks the ingredients in front of her while looking at the cookbook.

"I think this is all it…" she tells herself as the ingredients lay in front of her. She feels her hands sweating, already nervous at the idea of cooking alone without Roier's guidance.

"I can do this…!" Jaiden hyped herself up, pumping her fist while having a determined expression on her face.

"I can't do this!"

Jaiden would say that she followed the instructions provided in the cookbook. However, there were some… complications during it.

She managed to keep accidentally cutting her fingers whenever she was slicing the vegetables. She struggled to slice the onions because tears kept clouding her vision, making everything twice as hard as it was supposed to be. She forgot to set up a timer, so she accidentally overcooked it longer than it needed to be.

The failure to make the shepherd's pie despite following the recipe in the cookbook leaves Jaiden in a pitiful state of depression and insecurities piling up on her even more. The kitchen is a total mess and it would take her about an hour or two to clean everything up. Despite this, she cleans the kitchen as best as she can while thinking of something simpler she can make for them.

Something less complicated, but enough to fill Roier and Bobby after a long day of adventure…

… Perhaps she's overthinking too much.

She knows Roier and Bobby will eat any meal she gives them, most especially Bobby since he loved being her little judge after trying to cook something with Roier's guidance.

They wouldn't be upset at her if she gave them nothing after the long adventure and tasks. She knows Roier wouldn't be upset because he is still teaching her to cook.

Oh, if only he knew how frazzled she was… He would try not to laugh to save her sanity, but a chuckle would escape from his lips. Afterward, he would calm her mind and comfort her. Roier would then get Bobby to cheer her up if his attempts didn't work well enough.

She takes deep breaths, moving the wet rag in a pattern to help her further relax and not spiral into a panic. Sweat drips down her forehead and she uses her free hand to wipe it away.

She exhales sharply, letting out all the unwanted thoughts swarming in her head.

Once she finishes cleaning the kitchen as best as she can, albeit still messy, and washed the kitchenware neatly, Jaiden turns to the cookbook and flips through the pages. Instead of finding food to impress them that she can make it, she looks for comfort food after a long day of adventures. She goes over soups and stews until she finds Fish Stew. The image provided in the book gives her a better visual of what it would look like in the final product and it looks delicious. Although Jaiden wasn't sure whether Bobby would eat the vegetables in it.

To be more cautious, Jaiden carefully reads the recipe and instructions to make sure it is in her level of cooking—and it looks to be if she took extra time in following the recipe instead of rushing everything.

Luckily, she didn't use all the extra ingredients she brought out while trying to cook the shepherd's pie. Some of them can also be used for the Fish Stew recipe. So all Jaiden had to do was to grab the other ingredients she didn't have yet.

Jaiden went ahead and looked for the rest of the ingredients. Once she found them, she gathered all the ingredients together. She grabs the newly washed kitchenware and pan from the cabinets.

When Roier and Bobby return from their adventure, Jaiden is almost finished making the stew. She hears their loud bickering from outside, mostly Roier reprimanding Bobby over another reckless stunt he did.

She smiles as she focuses on stirring the pan with the spoon.

"Estamos en casa, Jaiden!" Roier announces as he opens the door, with Bobby running around on a dash. "Bobby y yo nos fuimos de aventura!" Bobby hits him with his sword and he curses.

Bobby's wings flap as he announces himself, his demeanor immediately lighting up when he sees Jaiden in the kitchen. He runs towards her as he wraps his arms around his back.

Jaiden is startled by this, too focused on the cooking, so she jumps. "Bobby!" she exclaims as she turns around to face her son, who is covered in bandages and bruises. She looks over at Roier and he is in the same condition, although worse for him. Both of her boys are grinning. "How is my little dragon? Did you have a fun adventure with Roier today?" she asks while resting her hand on his head and rubbing it slowly.

Bobby nods as he takes out his notepad and pencil to write down his response. "Si! Apá and I went to lots of dungeons!"

"Oh, really?" She smiled. "I wish I would've gone on the adventure with you both. It would've been another family day out."

Bobby shakes his head. "It's fine, Mamá. You needed to sleep a lot!" He frowns as he looks at her and sees the bandages wrapped around her arms. "... You're hurt…"

"Oh, Bobby…" She softens. She kneels to kiss him on the forehead. "Thank you for worrying about me, but I'm fine now."

Bobby still looks at her with worry, but he nods. He sniffs the air and turns his gaze towards the oven. He writes down his question. "Is Mamá cooking something?"

"Yes!" she says before remembering about the stew. She quickly stands up and turns to see Roier holding the spatula as he continues to mix the stew for her.

He turns off the stove once he believes it to be done. Roier scoops a little of the stew and brings it up to his lips. He hums in delight. "This is good, Jaiden!" he complimented her as he turned to her. "You made this on your own?"

"Uh, yeah…" She nods, suddenly shy about her cooking, even though he has already tasted both her good and bad cooking. "I was supposed to make shepherd's pie, but…" Her gaze moves towards the half-burnt and messy-looking shepherd's pie, "it didn't end out so well."

Roier follows her line of sight and looks at the messy result. He nods solemnly, understanding the struggles to make it when he was not at an advanced level of cooking back then. However, he is relieved not to see any long-lasting injuries on her. But he frowns when he sees the cuts and barely hidden burns under the bandages wrapped around her. It's sloppy—she didn't take care of it enough and he winces when he sees the first-degree burns and knows how much it hurts to move it.

"Ven aquí, Jaiden." He gestures for her to sit on the chairs in the dining room.

"I'm fine, Roier," she reassures him as she raises her hands, but he remains silent. She sighs as she lowers her hands. "Alright…"

Jaiden moves as she sits down on the chair and Bobby closely follows her, sitting on the chair next to her. He moves the chair closer so he can wrap his arms around her waist and nuzzle her stomach. She smiles as she rests her hand on his head.

Roier washes his hands before heading over to the cabinets to take out the medkit, then he walks towards them to grab the chair to sit down next to her on the opposite side and drops the medkit on the table. He is careful when he holds her arm as he unwraps the already-loose bandages. "¿Has enfriado la quemadura bajo agua fría?" he asks while his other hand opens the medkit to grab Polysporin to treat the burns and other minor injuries she has.

"Yeah." Jaiden nods as Roier sets her unbandaged arm on the table, wincing from the cool surface. He opens Polysporin to put some of them on his finger.

"Esto va a picar, Jaiden," he warned her before spreading the ointment around the burns. Jaiden flinches in pain and Roier mutters an apology as he continues spreading it towards her minor cuts when using the knife.

The ointment stings, but it doesn't make Jaiden flinch as much as when he first put it on her skin. He stays quiet as he treats her minor burns and cuts and wraps them in new bandages once he is finished. Jaiden lifts her hand away from Bobby's head to set it on the table. Roier unwraps the bandages, and he does the same thing to her other arm. He puts an ointment around her minor burns and cuts, slowly rubbing them for a few minutes until he finds it satisfied enough to wrap them in new bandages.

"There!" He nods in approval once he knows Jaiden's injuries have been tended, his shoulders finally relaxing. He slumps on the chair, suddenly exhausted.

"Thank you, Roier," she says while moving to put her hand on top of his.

Roier looks at Jaiden and he softly smiles. "It's nothing, Jaiden. No me gusta verte lastimada."

Bobby nods as he rises himself, unwrapping his arms around Jaiden to write on his notepad. "¡Sí! No me gusta ver a Mamá lastimada."

Jaiden laughs. "You boys are so sweet." Bobby's stomach rumbles and Jaiden smiles. "Lucky for you, Bobby, you don't have to wait too long," she says as she stands up. Roier and Bobby stand up as well, but she makes them sit down.

She heads over to the stove and looks at the fish stew, noticing it has already cooled down. Jaiden does the finishing touches by squeezing lime around the stew and sprinkling the spring onions. She wears a mitten glove to hold the pan as she heads over to set it on the table.

Roier and Bobby gasp when they see the results of her hard work. Bobby immediately tries to taste it by dipping his finger, but Roier grabs his arm before he can taste it. "¡Lávate las manos primero, pinche Bobby! Tus manos están muy sucias ahora mismo," he scolded.

Bobby sticks his tongue at Roier but gets off to wash his hands in the kitchen. Roier does the same, but he grabs three plates and utensils for them to use before setting them on the table. Jaiden scoops some rice from the rice cooker into the bowl and then sets it on the table before sitting down.

Bobby vibrates in his seat, his tail wagging behind him as he stares at the fish stew. His mouth is salivating the longer he stares. He waits once they're all seated before he scoops some of the stew and rice onto his plate. He brightens when he takes a spoonful of stew mixed with rice in his mouth. He immediately writes in his notepad. "It's good, Mamá!"

"¡Sí! ¡Sí!" Roier nods as he grabs another bite. "Está muy bien. Very nice."

"Thank you…" she croaked while feeling tears prickle the corner of her eyes.

Jaiden smiles as she watches Roier and Bobby eat the stew she made. All her efforts to make something for them paid off. Their smiles and laughter are her reward and it's all she needs from them.

She looks at the fish stew she made and takes a bite while listening as Roier and Bobby retell her the adventures they had.

Bobby fast scribbles on his notepad to draw out the scenario while Roier covers it when he doesn't like what Bobby drew. Roier exaggerates his achievements, only for Bobby to rebut it by telling what had really happened. Jaiden laughs as she watches Roier and Bobby bicker constantly, the stew and rice on their plate long forgotten now that the family is complete.

A/N: not entirely whump on the physical side, but more on the emotional side. i hope you enjoyed reading my entry for whumptober 2024 day 5! i'm so sorry it took me long to release this. i went out and finally got the spine x-ray results i took last year... and i have thoracic dextroscoliosis. at least i now know why my back has been hurting for years.

anything that q!jaiden did in relation to the cooking is all based on the instructions i found online. i specifically picked out food that were also on the food mods on qsmp. here are the recipes q!jaiden made for shepherd's pie and fish stew!

[salmonfur]

Hey shout out Jaiden Animation, I'm so sorry if I met you. Met a woman (assuming, sorry) today that to my knowledge was you (assuming you find this post) and wanted to say I'm sorry for my explanation of the poll pass, I know you didn't use it but I was all stutter-y and probably seemed very weird. (I thought your friend with the lightened hair had come in on Saturday 😭) anyway, if you saw the girl with the glasses and shifty eyes that was me and I'm sorry.

[watashime-ciel]

explaining the reason why some songs were added to some of my RH playlists because i cant just drop that and not elaborate and i have nothing better to do

i believe the title cannot be clearer than that so. yeah

when i quote a lyrics from the song instead of explaining thats because its a piece of lore im not ready to share because its too personal, too explicit, too sad, or i simply dont want to. this can make you think whats going on with the goofy goobers and make your own headcanons or scenarios. maybe. idk. still, huge TW for lyrics touching mental health generally, su1cide, s/h, EDs and s3xual themes

and ocean o'connor rosenberg

STARTING WITH DJ YELLOW because i always follow the same pattern when i talk of rhythm heaven

RAT A TAT WRITER by FAKE TYPE.: one of his favourite electro swing songs, which he forced Red to make a cover of

Valentino by Olly Alexander: "i should've known not to trust Valentino."

Wanna Be Someone by Telehope: a comfort song for his grey days

Toon Bangers by FAKE TYPE.: his first feminine cosplay was DEMONDICE in Toon Bangers, debuting with Connie and Red in a big convention. they performed that song so it has a special place in his heart

Born This Way by Lady Gaga: guess. just guess. because yellow is the straightest person i know /j

Happy Pills by Weathers: "the voices in my right brain are kinda funny. they tell me, take a deep breath. it's always sunny." piece of lore i'm not ready to share, but maybe dj yellow isn't that happy after all

Help! Oh, Well... by I'm Something Else YT: literally the song explains everything. and yes he needs help /hsrs

Poison by Blake Roman: "what's the worst part of this Hell? I can only blame myself", "wish I had something to live for tomorrow"

Empty by Jaiden Animations and BoyInABand: "but it's so overwhelming and i hope no one can tell, cuz the numbers keep decreasing, this ordeal is becoming routine. check; arms, back, neck, thighs. suck it in and pinch my sides. the scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie! numbers. it all comes down to numbers. i know it's wrong, but just because you know you're colourblind it doesn't means you can't see the colours. fine! i admit i'm addicted! but the hunger feels good, how do i quit this?! i know i could die, i've seen the statistics! but the voices are with me through thick and thin..."

Noel's Lament from Ride The Cyclone: Yellow is like Noel fr and he quotes "GOD DAMMIT WOULD YOU KEEP IT IN YOUR PANTS FOR JUST A SECOND YOU HORRIBLE SUCCUBUS!?" everyday

MEGANE by UltraNoob: ...he's a completely different person when he uses his glasses. way different.

Trapped In A Dream by RudyWade: the amount of times he woke up from a dream INSIDE A DREAM is insane, feeling like alive is not something he is during those moments. and he always feels like hes going to be trapped forever, which he hates because "the feeling of not being alive is not like not being alive, that's terrifying..". quote, "the clock is ticking, time's running out. i need to wake up, i need to shout. i need to find my way back to life. [...] wake me up, set me free from this dreaming misery. i need to feel alive again!"

Lagtrain by 稲葉曇: the whole song is one he finds the most melancholic of all. he usually hears Mako sing it, and he just breaks down to tears because its so magestic yet so sad and entertaining and melodic and-

Girls by MARINA: "look like a girl, but i think like a guy. not lady like to behave like a slime.", "is there any possibility you'll quit gossiping about me to hide your insecurities? all you say is blah, blah. girls, they never befriend me cuz i fall asleep when they speak of all the calories they eat! all they say is nanananana."

Magical Doctor by MARETU: literally the heaviest song he uses to vent emotionally. like- he screams along

I/Me/Myself by Will Wood: "i wish i could be a girl! and, really, i'd prefer it if you used 'i/me/myself'. am i pretty enough? am i pretty enough to fucking die!?"

bonus: cardigan by Taylor Swift. "you drew stars around my scars". this is something Blue voluntarely offered Yellow to do as a way of comfort and help with urges, also adding the rainbow breathing technique

the end. probably as i add more i will add more to this explanation list in a separate post

BLUE🗣️🗣️

Descartable by Tronic: a song he animated fully of him and all his friends (and yellow). it was the first time he got out his comfort zone

Space Age Bachelor Man from Ride The Cyclone: his ocs and Ricky are very much the same in terms of... lore. but not Ricky's lore. i mean the space Jesus lore. if you watched the musical you know what i mean

Tiempo by Darkar Alatriz (Vete A La Versh): this song hits me way too personally, as i always dedicate it to my deceased pet dog. i really cant get into much detail without hearing the lyrics in my head and thinking of her, but i dont want to keep this song out and act like its not there. i can only say Blue also lost something important to him at an age he considers young. but it wasnt a pet, but two people that are important for a young person whos still growing up

At Atelier by FAKE TYPE.: he sticks to the idea of "imagination has no limits" really well like Miss Atelier, always working hard to improve and finding inspiration everywhere

Candy by Paolo Nutini: okay. i cant act like this story didnt happen. at some point, Blue proposes to Yellow, and he obviously accepts. Candy was playing during Yellow's entrance. but this story happens in the future. waaaaay into the future... but

Cendrillon 10th Anniversary by DiosP: this is the song that replaced the classic waltz music. this song was also Blue and Yellow's debut in a cosplay contest as Cendrillon Miku and Cendrillon KAITO, winning on best performance btw

Alguien Como Tú by Jósean Log: this song is in Spanish, but its about a man in love with a woman. the woman either doesnt knows or doesnt feels the same for him, so he sings asking if she knows someone else with certain qualities she has, saying that if he cant be with her he wants to be with someone like her. during the years where Blue wanted to confess to Yellow but he was scared, he felt very much like this

Keep This To Myself by Casper Caan: the calm and melancholic tune of the song plus the chorus makes him think of the times he repressed his own feelings to help Yellow, as he is the one thats in danger almost everytime, not Blue. "Cuz I have a plan you don't know; i'll keep this to myself"

No Llora by El Cuarteto De Nos: i invite you to translate the lyrics to understand better. this is another song that hits me way too personally so i cant drop the lore. but have this in mind: Blue represses his own feelings so much that he can be a bit emotionless from the outside. now its because he wants to focus on Yellow's health first, but back in the day, he used to do it to prove himself he is strong enough to not cry for everything. although he would go back home and cry on Ann Gler's shoulder (Ann Gler took take of him during his childhood). thats all i can say. i cant quote anything because it burns

J.J

although many of those songs are what he plays on the guitar or sings, there are a few that go beyond that

Get Out The Way by Mother Mother: "i'm not antisocial, i'm just tired of the people. and i'm fine while rolling solo, so get out."

I Can't Handle Change by ROAR: "nothing i do is ever good. nothing i do is ever good enough. nothing i do is ever good. [...] leave me alone, leave me alone..." "i can't help but redeem myself, i know it's not your fault. still, lately i begin to shake for no reason at all."

all Megamasso songs: part of his lore, where he played in the Rhythm Heaven equivalent of Megamasso (Leo [Watashime Slug]'s band before WataSlug) as the second guitar

Christmas Kids by ROAR: "you'll change your name and change your mind, and leave this fucked up place behind, but i'll know, i'll know..." "if you ever try to leave me, i'll find you, Ronnie."

Wrecking Ball by Mother Mother: "you gotta see the artistry in tearing the place apart with me, baby. i am unruly in the stands. i am a rock on top of the sand. i am a fist amidst the hands, and i break it just because i can. let's break it just because we can! deface it just because we can! let's break it just because!... just because.... just because, just because..."

Do You Think About Me?: surprisingly, his mental health improved the instant he befriended Cecil, and got even better when they started dating. although, at some point, he got to a downfall. he becane a clingy person towards Cecil, always anxious if Cecil is being honest or not. in the end, they are the only shoulder he can cry on. "there's a fairytale in our song, it brought us together, gave us a new start. i was lost, falling apart. you gave me a spot somewhere in your heart... and act of God? a shooting star? you came from afar, with open arms... it was so dark, as cold as November almost over, i told ya..."

Cecil💥

What The World Needs from Ride The Cyclone: Ocean reminds them of their mother. she, in reality, was a very close minded, mean, homophobic and egocentric. if you didn't do something as she wanted, then the world doesn't needs you. thankfully she changed, but she was a pain in the ass. like Ocean. nobody likes Ocean.

the majority of songs that sound childish, are from kids shows, etc etc, stick to their desire of never growing up and enjoy a happy childhood they really didn't have. i don't know if it's age regression, at least in Cecil's case (but it is for another goofy goober i'm not specifying), but they find the most comfort in a childish environment, ambiented with music

Body by Mother Mother: us genderqueer people have been in that existential crisis where we even question ourselves if we even exist. well, it got to Cecil really fast the moment they let their hair grow enough to look at themself in the mirror and scream in confussion. and somedays it got really bad that they just- well- read the lyrics-

Towards The Sun by Rihanna: no their favourite movie is not Home. its more of the melancholic tune that they like. it also helps them release more tears when crying becomes a hard task, and even need help with that

we fell in love in october by girl in red: J.J AND CECIL STARTED DATING IN OCTOBER. I REPEAT, J.J AND CECIL STARTED DA-

i wanna be your girlfriend: the day before Cecil confessed felt like that for them

Empty by Jaiden Animations and BoyInABand: they struggle to eat. simple as that. maybe it's the colour, the shape, the smell, the taste... they just struggle and need time to finish a few bites. they're in their way tho, trying new foods everyday with J.J's help. the song is not directly on their playlist, it's just like a character soundtrack, as much of the lyrics can be connected to Cez

Last Effect by last note.: berore playing the guitar, they played the violin, and this song is one they played last before switching completely to the guitar. coincidently, both violin and guitar are essential on that song

with this we conclude the goofy goobers songs that have a reason to be in the playlists i made. yes i know their stories are sad. no i dont regret anything. yes much of those headcanons were made for my own comfort. no i dont give a shit whatchu think🫂

im cold guys its like 7° outside thats too cold

anyways GOOD NEWS i got a job (yippee) so i will finally get money to buy that one compilation visual kei album with watashime slug's kyo x batsu japanese version omfg im- guys. guys its a dream come true

bye guys drink wotah plz dont get dehidrated

[xx-obliviousfantasy-xx]

Thank you Hayley Kiyoko, Girl I'm Red, Studio Killers, Steven Universe by the Crewniverse, Undertale by Toby Fox, and Life Is Strange By Dontnod for helping me learn that I am gay.

Also thank you Undertale by Toby Fox, Double Trouble from She-Ra, Lake from Infinity Train, and Steven Universe by The Crewniverse (and Rebecca Sugar) for helping me learn and accept that I am non-binary

And thank you, Saiki K, Todd Chavez and that girl from Sex Education for helping me learn I'm Asexual, Amen 🙌🏽

Also shout-out to my nonbinary English teacher in 9th grade for realizing I was nonbinary before I did but not pushing me! 🙌🏽

Which also, THANK YOU Ellen Wittlinger for writing Parrotfish. I needed that on my Journey to realizing I was trans in 9th grade. Rest in Peace.

Thank you to the authors of Girl Mans Up and Simon vs The Homosapiens agenda, the first queer books I ever read and owned (Becky Albertalli & M-E Girard)

Almost all of the lesbian Tik Tokers I followed in 2019-2021 who then came out as Trans Men 🫡

Thank you to (almost) all the queer YouTubers I watched either while not knowing I was also queer, or just as I figured out I was queer. #respect Joey Graceffa, English Simmer, MacDoes it, Kat Blaque, The Queer Kiwi, Jammi Dodge, Rowan Ellis, Philosophy Tube, Anna Akana, Strange Æons, Ty Turner, A good chunk of Ladylike as well as Eugene Lee Yang, Sam Collins, The multiple Lukes/Lucases, AND ESPECIALLY THOMAS FUCKING SANDERS, Jaiden Animations ( we Stan an ace queen ) GinjaNinja and Szin...I think. I'm pretty sure Szin is queer but idk if I made up GinjaNinja being queer but ykw honorary bc I had a crush on her anyways-

And so many more bruh. (Idk if any of these guys are problematic today)

AND FUCK KALVIN GARRAH ALL THE WAY TO HELL, BITCH. FUCK YOU, FUCK THE DAMAGE YOU COSTED ME ON MY JOURNEY, AND FUCK BLAIR WHITE TOO.

[catboyarg]

Hola, guapito.

I just wanted to say that I miss you. It's been... far too long. It's hard to put all that I want to say into words, but I'm trying. I'll always try for you.

I miss your voice. The way you talk and sing and hum and shout and laugh. My name has never sounded better than when it is coming out of your mouth. A single word from you could bring me to my knees. Your giggles are my favorite sound.

I miss your pretty face. Your eyes scrunch up in the cutest way when you smile. Your nose wrinkles when I do something you don't like. It's all so beautiful, and I cannot wait to see your face again.

I miss your passions. Every little hobby you pick up that brings you so much joy. Your career, your family. They're all important to you, so they're important to me. You get so animated when you talk about the things you're passionate about. I could watch and listen for hours.

I miss your hands in mine. You're so cold, but I don't mind being cold as long as I get to be close to you. You'll always matter more.

I miss drinking coffee with you. Every cup tastes better when you're with me. When I can taste it on your lips because you stole a sip and thought I didn't notice (I always do, but I'll let you get away with it).

I miss sharing our blankets. I think you managed to steal them every time you fell asleep. Again, I don't mind too much that you leave me cold. That just means I get to hold you close, so you can't have the blankets without them covering me, too.

I miss playing with our kids. When we would paint with them, or go pick flowers. Play tag or hide and seek. All your scary stories you would tell them when it started getting late. You are such a wonderful father.

I miss you.

I wish I weren't away. I wish I could have given you an explanation, and a proper goodbye. I wish I could have spent one more night with you. I wish, I wish, I wish.

My wishing does nothing, but I need you to know that it's here.

Please get out of the house sometimes. Go spend time with Jaiden or Mariana at the very least. Play football with Richas. Give yourself the love you deserve.

I know you're the therapist, but you need to take more of your own advice sometimes.

Anyway. I just had to write this. I miss you so much it feels like there's a hole in my chest.

Te amo Te quiero To amo. I love you. Eu te amo.

I will see you soon, guapito, I swear it.

[minibuilder777]

‼️YOU NOT ROCKIN WITH THA BUILD⁉️

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[Admin's usual POV isn't Leo, so forgive me if I fuck up!]

💯 Things to know about y!Leo 💯

She goes by he/she/they pronouns and is openly genderfluid

Most of their time is spent building

He's 6, but they do tantrums. Most of it are because she's joking

Animal lover! Give them more animals!

Scenecore kid xP

Uses various emoticons/emojis excessively

Introverted but very loud, she's very nice underneath his loud exterior

He practices and plays the guitar during her free time

Character ref:

✌️ Tags I use ✌️

#exclamation marks‼️ - text posts

#you shout too⁉️ - ask posts

#something to say❓️- submissions

#megaphone megabuild🗯 - written roleplay #bombs away💥 - flashbacks

#umm awkward💬 - ooc (out of character)

#and the crowd goes mild🗣 - finished thread tag

#from the other oceans🌊 - reblogs from non-yv blogs

#yaoiverse - general yaoiverse tag

#straightverse - general angst tag

💢 Tags I use when I interact with adults 💢

@builderfreak - #dadfreak🦈 (foolish)

@constructor777 - #papa lobo🐺 (vegetta)

@psicologoier - #that's my brother!🕷 (roier)

@daddestboyhalo - #has a thing with dad?🖤 (bbh)

@elwifeguy - #had a thing with dad😐 (mariana)

@elfagflippo - #has a thing with dad's ex🦠 (slimecicle)

@cringefailskeledad - #L clutch💀 (missa)

@crows-father - #nice old man👴 (philza)

@love-youforever - #had a thing with old men?🐶 (forever)

@packedtazer - #kinda has a thing with dad?⚡️ (pac)

@tazeredmike - #why is there no brim✂️ (mike)

@catboyarg - #has a thing with my brother🐱 (cellbit)

@the-bird-behind-the-slaughter - #my brother's friend🦜 (jaiden)

@quackity-y-elquackity - #ermmm okay🤨 (quackity)

@sparrowsunrise - #gave tallulah her talents😌 (wilbur)

@maximum-father - #had a thing with dad once🫣 (maxo)

@thediamondmodcart - #bye forever I guess💨 (dan)

@spawnradio - #to tune in later📟 (fit)

@thecensusbureau - #my...best friend?💾 (cucurucho)

@jeremymeremyleremy - #had a thing with.. HUH?🎞 (pato)

@theyaoidevil - #had a thing with papa😈 (devil!rubius)

@jesusyaoi - #had a thing with papa pt 2😇 (angel!rubius)

💥 Tags I use when I interact with my siblings 💥

@autismbeamsyou - #dapper in crime🎩 (dapper)

@footballpigeon - #fellow bully kicker⚽️ (richas)

@yaaay-propellerhat - #..my best friend🧨 (trump)

@bulletflips - #good aim bad eyesight👓 (juanaflippa)

@witheredlilacs - #cleaned up a bit🎀 (tilin)

@bobby-el-mas-chingon - #sunlight holds you☀️ (bobby)

@cha-cha-cha-chayanne - #one of the yolo gang⚔️ (chayanne)

@music-among-the-amapolas - #apart of the band🎶 (tallulah)

@inventorswag - #bro knows how to engineer🔧 (ramon)

@carmalized-apples - #leader of the band🎼 (pomme)

@goo-amalgamation - #wanted me to adopt him🫠 (gegg)

[somewhere-south-of-neutral]

Sometimes, I really like to lean into the power move that it is to be aroace.

Like, I have to resist the urge to just go "huh, can't relate. Sucks to be you, I guess" every time a sad breakup song starts playing. A great example of this is Jaiden Animations shouting "Why are none of you attractive?" at her high school class in her coming out video.

A different, but related, bit is the reversal of aphobic tropes:

"Oh, you want to have kids? Well, I, personally, am going to devote my energy and resources to making sure that the children of others are given the best chance they have at success, but I guess not all of us have to care about the wellbeing of the species."

"It's great that you've found your 'other half'. Luckily for me I was born with a full undivided soul and don't need some 'other half' of it to be a complete human being. I'm really happy for you though. Way to overcome adversity!"

(All of this is obviously meant in jest and not an attempt to belittle any real feelings of romance or desire to procreate that anyone may have.)

[thedramaclubs]

I posted 674 times in 2022

166 posts created (25%)

508 posts reblogged (75%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@selfdestructivecat

@reddstardust

@aimasup

@thedramaclubs

@honneibun

I tagged 406 of my posts in 2022

Only 40% of my posts had no tags

#the owl house - 87 posts

#hey look it’s art - 68 posts

#amphibia - 60 posts

#sanders sides - 45 posts

#my friends :) - 44 posts

#encanto - 25 posts

#toh spoilers - 25 posts

#rebloggo - 23 posts

#prinxiety - 17 posts

#asks - 15 posts

Longest Tag: 86 characters

#person who don’t know what i’m talking about i had a live stream on my youtube channel

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

POV: your the animation community at Warner brothers discovery

169 notes - Posted August 19, 2022

#4

I found this cool owl house picrew the other day and I thought it look cute

Let’s make this a tag game

@aimasup @ch4217y @sokkadora

204 notes - Posted May 1, 2022

#3

Logan: *infodumping about something he just learned to Patton*

Logan: oh I’m sorry Patton I must have been annoying you

Patton: you don’t have to stop. I like hearing your thoughts

Logan about to cry: I-I love you so much

239 notes - Posted February 6, 2022

#2

*Gets a megaphone*

I would like to thank jaiden animations for coming out as aroace. And also thanking her for trusting us with that information. Shout outs to all my aroace friends out there. As an asexual representing the aspec community I welcome jaiden to the community

That is all

*drops the megaphone*

279 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Hey @aimasup just heard that there was 2 huge slumber party’s about sundrop and moondrop hc’s. So I’m having my own and your invited

So come over I got bagel bites

501 notes - Posted June 6, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[reblogging-random-stuff-i-like]

shout-out to this specific frame from Jaiden animations latest video that I have been obsessed with

Oc rambles free card. Talk about whatever tf you want about your little homemade blorbo