#She won't leave my brain

[princescar]

Ask game: List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! :)

• Drawing

• Writing

• Junko (unironically)

• Genshin

• My little sister

[sindar-princeling]

I've been anxious for so long and so brave about it this year and I'm really hoping it will allow me to not have to brave for a while because. jesus fucking christ

[bonemoat]

can't stop thinking about how last ep tula kept begging people to listen to her sister, but not to listen to her

[starry-eyed-steve]

Thinking about Vickie and her potential role in s5 today. (Under the pretense, we get apocalyptic!Hawkins where it slowly gets overrun by monsters)

From the bits we know about her, Vickie has strong feelings about helping others, especially the community she grew up in. She loves it so much that she broke up with her boyfriend when he told her she should leave with him (and because of his distaste for Fast Times lmao).

I don't see her as the fighter type. She has a caring aura around her, so I think she will be one of the prominent people who takes care of the community in s5. I'm talking about entertaining kids, handing out necessities, and I can see her treating other people's injuries.

I think she could be such a viable addition to our team because we don't have people who stay back and take care of others. Besides Max, nobody knows shit about treating wounds, Vickie could fill this role easily. And just because she isn't actively fighting the monsters doesn't mean she isn't brave. It takes strength to stay back and care for others. And she already exhibited her brave nature because she stayed in Hawkins even though she had an easy way out.

It would also be an interesting dynamic for Rovickie to explore. Robin definitely joins the active fight against monsters. She will probably be next to Steve and separated from Vickie. But at the end of the day, she has something to look forward to coming home to. And Vickie is there watching her leave for battle every day, hoping she will come back. And when they meet, I think they could comfort each other. Vickie can take care of Robin if she were to get hurt and listen to her about the things she saw. And Vickie can vent to Robin and tell her about her days taking care of others. I don't know. Both could bring each other comfort because they see the world from different perspectives. It might motivate them to keep going, like Robin (and to an extent, the others) get the knowledge how the community is doing and even if things seem impossible they are reminded that there are people who depend on them. And Vickie gets to know how things are out there and doesn't lose hope because there are people who fight the good fight. But overall, Rovickie can become this angsty ship because they are separated, but they also use it for motivation to get through the day to see each other.

I'm just begging the Duffers to give Vickie an important role outside the ship that makes her beneficial for our team.

[hollis-art]

someone asked me if i had any star trek OCs and sadly i do not (inspiration has not come to me but a star trek oc would be so so fun)

instead!! here are OCs i have made for a fandom!!! these guys are from the My Hero Academia universe and i love these guys. they have been on my mind for so long. they will not leave

normally i wouldn't post about mha but my lovely little guys who have been invading my brain are from there, soooo

they are losers but they are losers together <3

[legolasghosty]

if this doesn't scream boggie, i don't know what does: They smell like sparkles and sunshine and I want to kiss their stupid face so bad

Bobby slammed the apartment door behind him, heading straight for the couch. He didn't slow down until he was flat on his stomach, his burning cheeks hidden by a Gayosaurus throw pillow ("Like a normal gay, but more awesome!") that Willie had found somewhere six months ago. Bobby wasn't ever sure where he found this sort of thing. He'd given up on asking when they were still in college, the two of them and Alex randomly paired up in a freshman dorm.

"What happened here?" the previously mentioned pillow finder said from somewhere above Bobby.

The soft click of Alex closing their front door properly was followed by the drummer's sigh of, "Reggie, what else."

Bobby felt the couch dip near his feet as probably Willie sat down. "You wanna talk about it, dude?" they asked. Bobby couldn't decide if their tone was sympathetic or teasing.

"No," he mumbled into the pillow.

Look, dating your bandmates didn't work out well. Reggie and Luke had been together for a bit when they were all in college and it had burned hot and fast. Bobby had been sure the band would break up for good when they called it quits. It had taken a whole new person, Luke's now queerplatonic partner and their band frontwoman Julie, to get the two of them to talk it out and become friends again. Even then, it had been a rough couple of months for all of them.

So, no matter how pretty Reggie was or how sometimes Bobby thought he leaned a bit closer to their shared mic than necessary, they couldn't be a thing. It wouldn't work.

"Dude, you can't just keep ignoring it and hope it goes away," Alex sighed, now sounding much closer. "Remember how I tried that and it failed? Epicly?"

Bobby lifted his head just enough to shoot Alex a glare. "That's not the same thing," he protested. "No offense, Willie."

"None taken," they chuckled. "But Lex has a point. Shoving it down doesn't work, and it might just turn out better than you think."

Bobby dropped his face back down to the pillow and flipped them both off. "No."

He felt a foot nudging his shoulder, indicating that Alex had found his perch on the back of the couch above him. "Bobby, Reggie likes you back, you guys just have to get your acts together and talk about it."

"Hypocrite," Bobby mumbled. But he groaned and rolled onto his side, glancing up at his roommates and best friends. Maybe talking it out would help erase his stupid crush on his bandmate. "I know he maybe thinks I'm cute or whatever, but it wouldn't work. The band almost broke up when Luke and Reggie did, and I can't be responsible for doing that to you guys. I just can't."

"Okay, I get that," Alex began. "But what makes you so sure the two of you wouldn't work? I mean yeah, Luke and him didn't go so well, but there were a lot of reasons for that."

"Very much including the fact that they were 19 and neither of them had actually been in a serious relationship before," Willie added. "And I love them both, but their communication skills aren't the best now, let alone two years ago."

"You and Reg are good for each other," Alex continued, giving Bobby that heavy, open stare that he usually masked behind several layers of sarcasm. "He gets you out of your routine and trying new things. You help him slow down and talk things out."

"You're both better people for being around each other," Willie agreed, one hand resting on Bobby's ankle. Then the corner of his mouth quirks up. "Not to mention the fact that you guys practically make out at the mic every other song."

"We do not!" Bobby insisted, forcing himself up on one elbow. "Mic sharing is totally normal."

"Mic sharing, yes. But you two take the phrase 'eat the mic' a little too literally," Alex laughed. Then his amusement faded. "But seriously. You like him. He likes you. And we're all semi-functioning adults who can at least pretend to be emotionally mature. At least talk to him."

"Even if you decide not to give it a shot, at least you'll have been honest with each other," Willie said.

"But what if it messes everything up?" Bobby asked, hating how small his voice sounded. "I mean, yeah, he smells like sparkles and sunshine and I wanna kiss his stupid face so bad, but I don't want it to destroy the band. Or our whole... family."

Willie's expression is now solidly in the sympathetic zone. "But what if it makes it better?" they countered. "I mean, Lex and I were great as friends, and we're better as partners, and we're both better friends to the rest of you because of being together."

The smile Alex gave them for that is enough to make Bobby fake gag and throw the Gayosaurus pillow at them. But... maybe they're right.

"Hug time?" Alex questioned.

Bobby just nodded, suddenly feeling heavy at the possibility of having Reggie as something other than a bandmate. But heavy in a good way, like crawling under his weighted blanket at the end of a long day.

Alex dropped down onto the couch beside him, wrapping his arms around his shoulders and pulling him in. Bobby let Willie resituate both of their legs on his lap. He usually wasn't one for being manhandled by his friends, but it was nice to let them take care of him every once in a while. He tried to focus on the clean and salty scent of Alex's hoodie and the easy movement of Willie's thumb on his ankle.

Maybe, just maybe, they had a point. At the very least, he owed it to Reggie to let him be a part of the conversation, right? Bobby let out a soft sigh. This meant he'd have to actually have a conversation about it with the bassist. But he was getting better at those at least. It was 'healthy' or something. Maybe it would be okay. Maybe they would be okay.

"So..." Willie mused after a while, "what do sparkles and sunshine smell like?"

"Screw you," Bobby groaned, hiding his face in Alex's chest.

[asklesbianonceler]

I have not posted any of my analysis to reddit yet and I think I might just post it and ghost it. I've already spent too much time looking at other people's threads on there to feel any way good about interacting with folks.

I already went in an added the "I know you're going to bring this up let me save you the time" section which is exclusively touching on the frequent topics of:

"well what about the fingerprint nostrum and finger mimics? He is clearly just a crackpot"

And

"it's definitely some weird elaborate sacrifice to Metyr thing"

[vieramars]

Another scratchboard for class featuring my latest hyperfixation

[corfisers]

i really need to finish this one day

[chappellrroan]

don't you want me like i want you baby don't you need me like i need you now

[dilleater]

getting covid twice in a year has turned me into such a terribly anxious paranoid person it's driving me CRZAZY!!!!!

[stellorc]

briefly leaving my cave to throw a wip here

I've been feeling weird with my art and life in general so I took refuge reading and playing stardew valley for the past few weeks. The weirdness isn't completely gone but it's not as haunting as before.

Anyway, please have this snippet of my beloved baby Revan being her broody teenage self. It's nowhere near to be finished but I'm having fun with the process.

With that said, hello to the new (actual!) people who have stopped by this mess of a blog and decided to stay. And to everyone who is still around, a big pat on the head. Thank you all so much <3

[veinsfullofstars]

Me, opening CSP: Imma finally finish this stupid rendering today.

Me, ten minutes later: Damn, rendering got hands.

*repeat daily for a week straight*

[spacedoutwitch]

Still getting back into the habit of drawing regularly, finally got around to the new Good Omens season, and continue to have TMA and crossover brain worms, so. Have some Totally Human Police Officers.

[chenziee]

My 10 day vacation is starting tonight, if you don't hear from me, i have crawled into the den (the living room), surviving only on the most base needs (one piece playing on an actual tv instead of 1/3 of my laptop screen), doing important survival things (doing jigsaw puzzles)

[msommers]

unfortunately i can't stop thinking about meredith