#went to a bday party last night that was pretty small + all the windows were open + air filters on full blast but i had a 12 hour panic

[dilleater]

getting covid twice in a year has turned me into such a terribly anxious paranoid person it's driving me CRZAZY!!!!!

[tinalostgirl]

Birthday Celebration | Jolina

Who: Tina Cohen-Chang & Jo Fabray & DJ Berry ( @jofabray | @submissivedjberry )

Where: Town

When: Sat 9.18.20

What: Jo and DJ help Tina celebrate her bday. Unfinished; ends with pretty drinks and bday sex. 

DJ

DJ has been looking forward to this night. It was an evening that she would get to share with two of her favorite people at the institute and it was a way to celebrate Tina's birthday. She hadn't worn the outfit that Tina had bought for her, though she was very excited to model them for the other submissive, rather she was wearing an outfit that Jo had picked out for her. It was black crop top with long sleeves, a high waisted floral patterned skirt, and a new cute necklace. DJ was feeling quite beautiful as she and Jo walked up to Tina's door and knocked on it lightly, waiting for the other to open the door. "Happy birthday!" She exclaimed when she saw Tina, a bright grin forming on her lips. For all intents and purposes, they would be acting as thought today was Tina's birthday, wanting it to be a special day for her.

Tina

Tina still wasn’t sure when she was going on her birthday excursion with Jo and DJ but once Saturday hit and the whole week passed, Tina knew it was the day. She stayed in her room like she did everyday, frustrated that she had to move again. Living with Quinn was fine but she was never around which was also fine. She was dressed in a cute dress, wanting to look pretty just in case and smiled when there was a knock at the door. She was right. She flipped her hair and applied lip gloss before running to the door and jumping with excitement when she saw her two favorite people at the door. “Yay!” She squealed and jumped into DJ’s arms, fine with reliving her birthday which she stupidly forgot on the actual day. “It’s my birthday!”

Jo

Jo was pleased that they could give Tina a proper birthday celebration when the actual day had slipped her mind.  Sure, a text was fine, but she deserved an actual party after everything that had happened since her last birthday.  Jo herself had dressed in a floral patterned dress for some continuity with DJ, and was wearing heels higher than she usually bothered with - birthdays were a reason to dress up, after all.  When Tina answered the door and jumped into DJ's arms, Jo couldn't help but laugh.  Her girl was so kind and so giving of herself, and Tina was one of the most enthusiastic people she'd ever met.  It was cute to watch.  "Happy birthday, darlin'."

DJ

She couldn't help but giggle when the other hopped into her arms. "You look beautiful." DJ expressed, pressing a kiss to Tina's cheek and then a quick kiss to her lips. She held her tightly for a few moments and then stepped back to let Jo and Tina interact as well. She felt so much more content and happy and relaxed in her relationship with Jo after the conversation that they'd had and their date the night before. She was so glad that their evening with Tina was happening after all of that, because she would have hated if she didn't fully celebrate Tina the way that she deserved.

Tina

Tina realized that she probably was coming on strong again like she normally did, but didn't let that stop her from returning D's kiss with fervor and leaning up to press one to Jo's lips as well. "Oh this old thing?" Tina did a small spin, nearly tripping in the heeled boots, but managed to keep from embarrassing herself. "Thanks. Both for the compliment and the birthday wish. So where are we off to?" She closed the door behind her and stuffed her phone into her bra. "I wished this dress had pockets, but ugh. Anyways. I'm ready!" She smiled broadly at them.

Jo

Jo accepted the kiss and shook her head in amusement as Tina's spin nearly ended in disaster.  It wouldn't have been much of a birthday celebration if they'd had to take the birthday girl to the ER before it even got started.  "We are off to meet our driver, and then we're headed to dinner.  I can tell y'all where, or you can try to guess."  Taking DJ's hand, she waited for her girl to grab Tina and began to lead the three of them outside.  "So, to ask the dumb question my parents asked every year - you feelin' any wiser, Tina?"

DJ

For two nights in a row, Jo was willingly putting herself in a vehicle and DJ was very proud of her Domme. Her hand easily reached out to grasp Tina's hand, linking their fingers together as they walked out of the submissive dorms. DJ was in the middle of two of the most beautiful women and she counted herself very lucky. As Jo asked the question, she glanced over at Tina to see what her answer would be. DJ never felt any different on her actual birthday, but Tina might feel different.

Tina

Tina closed the door behind her, not bothering to lock it, and easily fell in step with the other two women. "No," she answered easily. "If anything I feel dumber and dumber the farther I get into my 20s." Perhaps she was doomed to not age well, or perhaps that was because of where she was. Either way, she didn't want to think about it. It was all so fancy. She never had a 'driver' come and whisk her away to some romantic feeling thing, but there was a first time for everything and she loved that it was on her play birthday. They all piled into the car and Tina got to her next task. "Okay, guess where we're eating.... um I'm thinking maybe... Breadstix?" It was the one place everyone went in Lima, so it wouldn't have surprised her.

Jo

Jo shook her head.  "Y'all are definitely not dumb, Tina.  But I do know what you mean about not feeling smarter on your birthday.  I always figured it was a stupid question.  How about you, darlin' girl?"  She was going to work hard to make sure everyone stayed involved in the conversation.  Getting in the car was never not going to scare her, but in the back with DJ and Tina she could try and drown out the sound of squealing brakes and the radio that always seemed to haunt her.  "Ooh, good guess but no.  The answer we were lookin' for today was the Starlight.  Which was DJ's very smart idea."

DJ

"No, Miss. I never really end up feeling any different on my birthday at all. It's just like another day. If I wasn't feeling any wiser the day before than it certainly didn't just happen because I aged." She laughed softly, shaking her head. When they got into the car, she let out a slow breath and got comfortable. She listened to Tina's guess and shook her head, head dipping slightly when the Domme said that she'd had a smart idea. "It just seemed like a good move to do something different. I don't know that it was a very smart move. But you're really sweet, Miss. How was your week, Tina?"

Tina

To Tina it really was just another day. And that was made clear when she forgot her own birthday. She was just another year closer to 30 and she didn't like the idea of that at all. But that was a thought for another time. A time when she wasn't surrounded by two gorgeous women taking her out for her birthday. "Okay, well that would have been my second guess. I haven't been, so I'm excited. Don't they sing there?" Tina heard the question from DJ but was way to excited about their planned time together. Still, she forced herself to focus and answered with a shrug. Same ol' same ol' but I'm much better now with you two."

Jo

"See, that's what I always though too," Jo nodded, smiling.  She took DJ's hand as the car began to move, shutting her eyes for a heartbeat as the motion made her want to get right back out again.  "They do indeed, yeah.  It's a whole production, which is a pretty cool idea.  And if we can make your week better, darlin', that's good news for the both of us."  Leaning back against her seat, she shut her eyes for another quick moment.  Two cars in two days was a lot, as it turned out.

DJ

"I can see why it would have been your second guess. Lima doesn't have a whole lot of variety when it comes to food. I've never actually been there either. I was supposed to go with someone a while ago. But we stopped talking so that's not really a thing anymore. I'm much more excited to go with the two of you anyway." She grinned when Tina said that her week was much better now that they were together. "I'm very excited that we're here with you too. Because you're great and I definitely will never pass up the opportunity to celebrate you." She glacned over at the Domme and leaned over to press her lips against Jo's cheek. "Just focus on my hand and our voices, Miss." DJ uttered gently, thumb smoothing over Jo's hand as she squeezed it.

Tina

Tina was clueless when it came to the exchange between DJ and Jo. But that wasn’t off brand for her. She was looking out the window, at the way the sun was shining off the leaves. Just taking in the fanciness of it all. Once they got there, Tina was the first one out the car, stretching and fixing her dress. “After you ladies.”

Jo

DJ's intervention was very necessary, and Jo gave her hand a squeeze in return.  Jo managed to regain a bit of her calm and keep it in place as she favored her girl with a smile.  Getting out of the car was a great relief, all the same. Dinner was surprisingly good for a themed restaurant, and the entertainment was as well - Lima didn't seem like the sort of town to accumulate a collection of strong performers, but the cast of the Starlight were all strong singers who performed a variety of numbers as they ate.  "Wow," she muttered as she set her utensils down.  "How were your dinners, gorgeous girls?"

DJ

"Dinner was great." DJ expressed, feeling full and pleased with their choice of a dinner spot. For her first time there, she had to say that she was impressed and she definitely wouldn't mind going back at some point. "How about you all?" DJ questioned, finishing off her drink and sitting back to let everything settle. The waitress that had been serving them came up to hand them off their bill after being certain that they didn't want anything else and DJ smiled gratefully at her.

Tina

Tina couldn't really describe what the best part of this was. The fact that dinner was indeed amazing. Or that she was spending it with people who actually cared about her. Not that other people didn't care, but Jo and DJ always showed her with actions and were so adamant about making her feel included and cared for. She couldn't have asked for a better birthday celebration than to be spending it with them. "It was amazing. Thank you so much for dinner, Jo. And Deej. Ugh I'm stuffed." But she was nowhere near tired. "So what's next?" She asked excitedly.

Jo

"It was wonderful," Jo smiled.  She felt like she'd eaten enough for three people, but it had been more than worth it.  DJ's idea for dinner had been a perfect one, and Jo knew that she owed her girl thanks for providing it.  "You're very welcome, Tina, I'm glad it was a nice birthday meal."  She slipped some cash into the small folder with the check and set it in the middle of the table.  "Next up is the club.  We can have some drinks, dance for a while, and then head back to my place and see what we can get up to."  Jo turned to DJ.  "First round of drinks is your pick, darlin' girl."

DJ

DJ shook her head with a grin. "I'm good with anything, Miss. And I'm okay with Tina being the one who gets to choose the drinks." DJ was used to just grabbing different specials that were available, so she'd be down for whatever Tina ended up picking for them all. Before too long, the three of them were stepping out of the restaurant and into the cool evening air. "I can buy the first round of drinks though." DJ said, continuing the conversation that they had been having while in the restaurant, playfully knocking her hip against Tina's.

[ fade to black - pretty drinks and sex ]

[imagine--drv3]

please. i neeed the girls. how about what the girls would do for their s/o’s bday?

Yay! This was fun to write! Hope you like it!

Maki Harukawa

She hardly has the clue on what to do, having never really been fussed over for her own birthday.

Being completely honest, she almost forgot it.

Good thing she has friends to remind her!

She really doesn’t have a clue what to do? She’s helped children with their birthday parties before? Should she use her experience from that?

You walk in to find something completely ridiculous set up when she calls you over.

She’s gotten party hats, balloons and plates displaying childish characters and a princess cake.

She still seems pretty proud with herself, and truly believed that something like that was the ideal birthday.

You laugh and give the flustered girl a hug.

She then gives you a bunch of gifts and a nice, warm sweater!

You share the cake and then spend the entire night cuddling and watching a movie! It’s small, calming, and an overall nice celebration!

Kirumi Toujou

She calls you at a set time to wish you a very happy birthday, and reveals that she’s made plans at an elegant, extravagant restaurant.

She claims that it was nothing, and that she’s done the owner a favor before, so it’s on the house.

When you meet up, she’s dressed out quite nicely, and offers you a gloved hand to lead you to your table.

She talks about everything and anything, recalling on special times the two of you have spent together.

She smiles and passes you a small, silver box halfway through your dinner, urging you to open it.

You do as told and you see…a ring? It’s quite pretty, with two small gems embedded in the shiny silver band.

She takes it out of the box for you and takes your hand, slipping the ring on and kissing it afterwards.

She tells you that it’s a promise ring, and that she promises that she’ll always love you, and forever stand by your side.

She then ruffles your hair and pecks your forehead, saying happy birthday yet again!

Angie Yonaga

She’s so happy and excited!

So much so that she calls you at midnight to wish you happy birthday and sing you a large collection of birthday songs!

She then tells you to sleep, after revealing that she had booked you lunch at your favorite restaurant! Yay!

She d e m a n d s that you sit outside, and’ll insist that she pay for the entire thing.

After you’re finished eating, she’ll hand you a wrapped box!

Inside is a seashell necklace that she strung for you herself! How pretty!

She tells you that the shells are from somewhere really special to her, and that you’re very special to her as well!

She then clasps it around your neck, and gives you a kiss on the cheek!

Afterwards, she’ll take you to her art studio, and bury you under artwork that she’s drawn for you!

You’ll get a signature Angie hug after that, and she’ll continue to be really affectionate throughout the day!

Kaede Akamatsu

She’s very into it, but’ll ask you if it’s fine to make a big fuss about it beforehand.

If no, then she’ll plan a nice easy day for the two of you!

If yes, then she’ll plan to spend the entire day by your side, doing anything you want!

She’ll surprise you by making a birthday breakfast! Sure it may be a bit burnt, but she tried really hard and it tastes great!

She then invites you to her piano, and she plays a super special song that she composed just for you! -It’s light and airy and wonderful!

She then springs up from her seat and grabs your hand, dragging you to even more surprises!

A bouquet of roses, a new necklace, a handmade card…

She has it all!

When you return home after your outings with her, you see that she’s planned a huge surprise party!

There’s a lot of people there! It’s quite surprising!

She helps you cut the first slice of cake and smears icing on your cheek with a laugh.

This is followed by a huge kiss and an onslaught of happy birthdays!

Overall, it’s a really good night!

Miu Iruma

She’s e x t r e m e l y into it, having planned out a few…special…surprises of her own.

She’ll crack jokes the entire day, and empathizes that she’ll do anything you want.

If you let her choose what to do, she’ll defiantly spring her wildest ideas on you.

At first she’ll suggest suggest going to the wildest club she can imagine, saying that you should do something wild on your special day.

She’s dead serious.

Knowing that her idea would likely not end well, you decline, which earns you a playful pout and a couple of whines from her.

She scoops you up in a hug instead and clutches you tightly, saying that she has a different surprise instead.

She then blindfolds while she has you in her grasp and leads you to a big warehouse.

She removes the blindfold as she leads you to the door.

As soon as you step inside…

BOOM

You get a face-full of confetti as she cackles behind you.

Once it clears, surprise! There’s a huge party set out among the inventions she stored there!

Cake, refreshments, all your friends! They’re all there and happy to see you!

Miu gives you a biiiig kiss and tells you happy birthday over and over again!

Himiko Yumeno

She forgot.

She didn’t remember until halfway throughout the day when she spotted a sticky note with the date scribbled on it

Luckily, she had a backup plan! A magician is always prepared!

She invites you over for a cool dinner that she totally cooked herself!

Just kidding, she catered it in last minute with the help of a friend.

When she first sees you, she gives you a giant hug and stays there for a few minutes, murmuring compliments and happy birthdays to you.

She’ll sing you happy birthday before you eat!

Her voice seems tired, but it’s sweet all the same.

When you’re done eating, she’ll ask you to close your eyes!

She then takes your hand and slips on a bracelet that she pulled out of her hat! It’s pretty ornate and shiny!

She tells you that it reminded her of you before giving you a peck on the lips!

Tsumugi Shirogane

She’ll visit you as early as possible, probably staying up the whole night to perfect her plans and gift!

She places an extravagantly-wrapped pile of gifts in your lap when you invite her in.

You unwrap them…and surprise! She made you a whole bunch of clothing with whatever designs or colors you loved! She’s super proud and happy!

She wraps a hand-knitted scarf around your shoulders and leans in to give you a peck on the nose!

She’ll absolutely insist that today has to be p e r f e c t

Which is why you’re going to visit the first coffee shop the two of you went to together! Aww

On the way, she’ll inform you of which anime characters you share a birthday with, and how you’re even cooler than them!

Once there she orders for you, and it’s all on her!

You two spend the entire day chatting and cuddling! It’s nice!

Since she stayed up so late, she eventually falls fast asleep against you!

Tenko Chabashira

How could she forget?? She’d made a big deal out of it ever since a week beforehand!

She made you a giant cake!

Two layers and your favorite flavor! Yay!

Okay, so maybe it looks like it’ll fall apart, and the icing was hastily smeared on, but it’s delicious all the same!

She’ll take you everywhere you want to go! Whether outdoors or indoors, it’s guaranteed to be sweet!

She’ll take you to her dojo and cheekily offer to dance with you! It’s awkward yet fun all the same!

She throws a huge party, with tons of floral decorations everywhere in all sorts of colors!

Everyone’s there and it’s super fun!

The night totally doesn’t end with Tenko accidentally throwing someone out a first floor window-

[lavenoon]

1-100 bc fuck you

I I almost regret this 

1: is there a boy/girl in your life?there are a lot of people in my life tho not in an s/o way and not sure if in a crush way

2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?my driving teacher and no, fuck him

3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”I think of Litten tbh

4: what’s something you really want right now?poke// mon moon like plllsssss 

5: are you afraid of falling in love?I think a bit which is weird bc I’m craving romance

6: do you like the beach?yeah, tho I don’t like too crowded beaches

7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?ye, my sister and I had living room sleep overs quite a lot

8: what’s the background on your cell?

from @dailyrowlet and the pic’s here! I have like almost 50 backgrounds like this one and change them up every few days bc each and every one of their rowlets is a masterpiece 

9: name the last four beds you were sat on?tbh I don’t completely get that question but I guess the last four beds were 1) mine 2) the one in the guest room 3) Tina’s bed bc I visited her and 4) hotel bed

10: do you like your phone?I’m okay with it, it’s lagging sometimes but does its job

11: honestly, are things going the way you planned?well not that I had planned much but no, definitely not

12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?Freddy’s, he’s the bf of a friend of mine and I know him too, I’m also in a whatsapp group with him but was too lazy to add his number until recently

13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?Rottweiler tbh, like, love them

14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?emotional pain bc it fucks u up the most

15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?not sure tbh, depends probably on the museum

16: are you tired?ye

17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact?oh god I think 5 years maybe? haven’t seen the guy in like two years tho

18: are they a relative?no, an old classmate

19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?nooo oh god sorry no

20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?I’m just guessing shared kiss is on the lips so it’d be my ex and like, we saw each other at a friend’s bday party last summer and talked a bit

21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?nah, I’d wait for a few years maybe even bc marriage isn’t everything

22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again?last person I kissed (on the cheek): my sis, so yes, and if only to annoy herlast person I kissed (on the lips): my ex, so no

23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?none

24: is there a certain quote you live by?no not rlly

25: what’s on your mind?my teacher hasn’t mailed me since I sent him the first draft of this rrrllly important essay that I finished last night and I’m getting antsy bc I am allowed to procrastinate but he apparently isn’t

26: do you have any tattoos?nah

27: what is your favorite color?blue/ purple

28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips?how should I know

29: who are you texting?u my bro, if discord counts

30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch????? n o i d e a sorry

31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?even if yes I’m not gonna think abt it bc I won’t give my anxiety that satisfaction

32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?not rlly

33: do you think anyone has feelings for you?I wish my dude I wish but I don’t think so

34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?possibly but I have no idea

35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?good for him

36: were you single on valentines day?yes

37: are you friends with the last person you kissed?no not rlly

38: what do your friends call you?Tina calls me moon friend sometimes B) otherwise either my birth name or Luna

39: has anyone upset you in the last week?yes, driving teacher, that asshole

40: have you ever cried over a text?definitely I’m a crybaby

41: where’s your last bruise located?rlly far up my thigh and it’s rlly small??

42: what is it from?I wish I knew

43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?yesterday during the driving lesson I just rlly did not want to drive around where we drove around and was hella glad when he finally dropped me off at home

44: who was the last person you were on the phone with?my mom this morning

45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes?I think so? never considered them a fave but thinking abt it they might be

46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?only if it’s cold enough and I don’t have to put it off somewhere that’s not home until my next shower

47: would you ever go bald if it was the style?not sure, maybe

48: do you make supper for your family?sometimes, but then always rlly simple stuff

49: does your bedroom have a door?yeah

50: top 3 web-pages?tumblr, ao3 and either kisscartoon or kissanime

51: do you know anyone who hates shopping?yeah 

52: does anything on your body hurt?my back is killing me since this morning

53: are goodbyes hard for you?ye ah

54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?I don’t even remember?? 

55: how is your hair?it’s feeling fine thanks for askingwhat kinda questions

56: what do you usually do first in the morning?reconsider waking up

57: do you think two people can last forever?yes

58: think back to january 2007, were you single?ye

59: green or purple grapes?green, dunno why

60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug?maybe tomorrow?

61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now?I don’t know I’m okay in my bed tbh

62: when will be the next time you text someone?t omo rrow??? maybe??

63: where will you be 5 hours from now?in bed and sleeping

64: what were you doing at 8 this morning.sl eepingthese answers are so boring sorry

65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked?no, I don’t even think i liked anyone back then irl, like, fictional crushes don’t count

66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?my friends, like, all of them

67: did you kiss or hug anyone today?yes I can’t go a day without cuddles or hugs

68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night?“fuck yeah finally finished that damn essay”

69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?I don’t know I’m scared of trying my best for exactly that reason, like, if I fail without doing so at least I can tell myself it wasn’t my best

70: how many windows are open on your computer?12don’t ask abt the tabs

71: how many fingers do you have?ten

72: what is your ringtone?sea of voices (antics remix) by porter robinson

73: how old will you be in 5 months?still 17 

74: where is your mum right now?in bed, she has to work early tomorrow

75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?bc I was more in love with the thought of him liking me instead of rlly loving him

76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?ye ah my sis

77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?partially, I got some new ones but also lost two v dear to me

78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?no one, I’m p sure

79: is there anyone you know with the name mike?not personally no, not the most common name here in germany

80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?I honestly don’t like all these “have u cuddled/ kissed/ held hands/ w/e” questions bc it makes me think I wish I could do that with a s/o b ut n o it’s always related to my family. yes to the question tho

81: how many people have you liked in the past three months?whatromantically? if yes 1 if not no I’m not gonna count

82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?my sister and also lucky

83: will you talk to the person you like tonight?m aybe;;;;;; 

84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?bad question can’t relate, I don’t drink

85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care?depends on the drugs tbh, and how they showed they’re into it

86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?the hot cheese sauce for my nachos was cold before the movie started

87: who was your last received call from?my therapist bc she thought she had told me the wrong time for our next appointment

88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?it doesn’t say living or dead so checkmate I’m gonna burn a dead butterfly and get rich

89: what is something you wish you had more of?motivation. concentration. courage. money. time. owls. the list goes on

90: have you ever trusted someone too much?don’t think so tbh

91: do you sleep with your window open?depends on the weather and season, during summer yes always bc living under the roof is tough

92: do you get along with girls?yes?? I guess??? 

93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?I don’t think so?

94: does sex mean love?kinda, like, I wouldn’t do it with someone I don’t love, but it’s not some proof for love or smth, just smth rlly intimate

95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?it’d be a bit awkward but I guess we’d deal with it

96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?n o nope

97: did you sleep alone this week?n AH my sis slept in my room twice and also Lucky is my bed buddy always

98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?many somebodies actually

99: do you believe in love at first sight?no, love’s not that shallow (imo)

100: who was the last person that you pinky promise?I don’t even remember my last pinky promise