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I was hanging out at the karaoke bar, chatting with a beautiful woman, and we were really hitting it off. I threw a couple of flirtatious comments her way. She giggled nervously, but abruptly stopped and looked at the floor.
She told me that she was too nervous to hit on people because she's trans and worries that people will view her as a predator and that she might get hurt.
My heart sank. I let her know that she could hit on me in whatever way she wanted and I would LOVE it. We spent the rest of the night hanging out and flirting. We ended up making out. It was great.
But I can't stop thinking about how that wasn't the first time a trans woman has said that to me. About how unsafe it is for some women that they feel the need to give out fucking disclaimers to have normal interactions with people.
We have GOT to make the world a safer place for trans women. It pisses me off that there are men at the bar who are openly predatory towards me without fear of consequence, yet a trans woman is too scared to even fucking call me pretty. And that's because she IS more likely to face worse consequences for lesser things! Like what the fuck!
You need to always check on your internalized biases. Being queer yourself doesn't absolve you of transmisogynistic thoughts and behaviors. Being bi/pansexual doesn't mean you don't hold those biases either! If you feel differently about a trans woman hitting on you than you feel about a cis woman or a man hitting on you, you need to evaluate that.
Trans women, I love you so fucking much. You should be able to express attraction and love as freely as everyone else. I hope you can always feel safe around me. And I'll never stop fighting until you can feel safe period.
#her name was Kara which we joked about bc I came with my other friend named Kara and we were at the Kara-oke bar lol#i told her about how last time i was hit on at that same bar was ALSO by another woman named Kara#she said ''i need to find a man to transition right now so we can have more karas'' đ¤Łđ she was so great lol#and I'm texting another friend named Kara right nowđ soon everyone will be Kara#transmisogyny tw#.bdo
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This wine tastes like pigs blood!
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jin zixun#wei wuxian#su she#(Su She needs to have his carrie moment before he can have his Carrie Moment.#Which means he needs to exist as a punching bag before he can hit 'em with the rebound).#My first draft of this comic had WWX slurping LWJ's wine per actual scene canon#As it really is a great scene of how WWX is willing to absorb the scandal and harm that befalls others.#It had a lot less to do with it being LWJ and more so that WWX just happens to be the kind of person who refuses to turn a blind eye.#It could have been any Lan who was being pressured (inappropriately) to drink (do not pressure anyone to drink irl PLEASE).#Because this is a romance plot it of course *is* LWJ. But don't forget that in this moment they aren't on great terms.#It's not a knight in shining armor moment - it's a 'you were being treated unjustly and I have the power to absolve you from that.'#And as we are very soon about to see - WWX certainly cannot turn away from those who need aid he can provide.#And like Jin Guangyao; that kindness is also his downfall.#By the way - that you all for the amazing community commentary on the last comic. I really loved reading everyone's thoughts!#Suyao shippers...I get it now. You had me at 'wen ning and WWX parallels'. I'll be back with a treat for you soon.#And yes 'everyone' does include the ironically named tumblr user jin zixun.#Who blocked me right before the character makes his pd-mdzs debut.#I hope you are well. You seem like you were having a real bad time yesterday.
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TW: discussion of something approximating suicidal tendencies but with the usual crack programming of this blog
âAh, High General Winduâ, says Fox, pleasantly. âSo we meet again.â
High General Windu raises an unimpressed eyebrow at him, Fox thinks, though itâs getting hard to tell with all the blood rushing to his head. âIf I let you go, will you try to throw yourself out of another window?â
Fox makes a vague shrugging motion - or tries to, anyways. Itâs hard to tell where any of his limbs are going, hanging upside down in the air as he is. âI am willing to discuss terms.â A bridge will do just fine.
Impossibly, the High Generalâs eyebrows climb even further up his forehead. âA compromise, then, esteemed Commander.â And so, he righths Fox the head way up in the air, but leaves him floating just above the ground, at which point several painted shells come skidding around the corner followed by billowing robes and screeches.
âWHATâ, says Kote, calmly, âTHE BANTHA-KARKED, FORCE-LOVING KRIFF, FOX.â
âYouâll short out your helmet micâ, Fox advises him, sagely. Fondly, he thinks back to decimating his own on only his second time in the newly-christened official Coruscant Guard Scream Closet. Heâd just received the comm about the Zillo Beast being transported to 000, and made sure to take his bucket off thereafter to improve the quality of his closet time.
High General Winduâs face does something complicated between sympathy and constipation.
Because the Galaxy doesnât hate Fox enough already and Cody wasnât enough on his own, Wolffe elbows his way through their batch to plant himself in front of him, shoulders squared and shaking with repressed rage. âIf you try that again, dickheadâ, he begins, in a low growl that quite frankly sounds more cringe that intimidating, âIâm going to resurrect you and then kill you again.â
âAh, Wolffeâ, Plo Koon says, in his deep, shivery timbre, âRemember our conversations about effective conflict resolution and communication of needs?â
Wolffeâs eyes narrow at Fox, because all non-Guard are sweet summer children who walk around buckets off on 000 like absolute lunatics. Fox prays they never have to find out why thatâs a bad idea. âI feelâ, his oriâvod presses out between clenched teeth, âthat if you make me watch you throw yourself out of another window, Iâm going to jump after you and strangle you on the way down, you little bitch.â
âThatâs fairâ, says Fox, and watches High General Kenobi bury his face in his hands. Wolffe twitches in place and makes an aborted groaning noise, the hypocrite.
âExcuse me, High Marshall Commander Fox, but I fail to see whatâs so dire about this situation that the Jedi High Council and your brothers cannot help you solveâ, says Windu, the only sane one left on this Force-forsaken bloated corpse of a planet. Behind the gaggle of Jedi and oriâvode already gathered in front of Fox, the rest of them come veering around the corner in a commotion thatâs quite frankly embarrassing. High General Yoda is mounted on Skywalkerâs back like heâs a race-Eopie, which is Foxâ only consolation.
He got up this morning at 0300, bleary-eyed and with a pounding headache as always, and all was right in the world. And then Fox got called into the Jedi High Councilâs chambers and was ceremoniously informed that in the wake of Chancellor Palpatineâs unfortunate demise (hah), and through the emergency state of the Senate, as well as several invented promotions foisted on Fox to make the delegation of any and all paperwork less shady, he was now next in the chain of command and-
Well, Fox is the acting Chancellor, in short.
Haha, he had said, and been meet with several seconds of silence, until it got both awkward and exceedingly painful. Wait, heâd said. Youâre kriffing serious.
Kriffing serious, we are, had said High General Yoda, and thus Fox launched himself out the first best window with a maniacal cackle of, youâll have to catch me first!
And catch him, High General Windu sure did.
âThe will of the Force this isâ, Yoda interrupts Foxâ train of thought. He scans him thoughtfully from beneath his wizened brow, and hems to himself. âShake things up, this will. Determine the fate of the Galaxy, this shall. A feeling, I have, that a good Chancellor you will make. A better one, hmmm.â
âThatâd be high praise, if not for the fact that a dead lemming would make for a better Chancellor than the last oneâ, says Fox, drawing and indignant gasp from Skywalker. He doesnât bother with either that or the green goblinâs cackle, lost in the deep sense of resignation that settles over his shoulders like a suffocating blanket.
âAlright, then, get me Thorn on the comm. As my first act in office, Iâm firing all the Jedi. No offense, but youâre kind of a disaster. Then, someone get me to the Chancellorâs office, Iâm calling Dooku to let him know the warâs off. And please get me Judicial, theyâll be up all night working on my datafolders - Iâm having the Senate arrested.â
âWho - is - arresting - â, Bly pants, hands on his knees from where heâs just come sprinting around the corner with his Jedi.
Underneath his bucket, Fox smiles a smile thatâs all teeth. âThe Senateâ, he says, sweetly, wondering if heâs just imagined the shiver thatâs gone through the room. âIâm suing the Senate, and taking them all into temporary custody for abuse of sentient rights.â
#commander fox#corrie guard deserves better#sw tcw fic idea#look fox has been planning this coup for a while okay he just needed to adjust and get over the initial reaction of Fuck No#if theyâre sentient enough for their signatures to have authoritative quality on military reports and to be promoted to chancellor on a#technicality then theyâre sentient enough for everything to be victims of systemic oppression and abuse#fox still does not want this position and will yeet it the literal second bail organa isnât watching his step religiously#a custody battle ensues between Corries and GAR oriâvode for who grts to tackle him (affectionate)#it is solved by getting a bigger room so they can all do it at once#thorn makes a point of jamming his elbow in some soft places. cody and co are disgruntled but accepting of this#he has a bit of a point admittedly and wolffe has to promise not to threaten murder again#plo makes him go to another Effective Interpersonal Communication Seminar (itâs the fifth that year)#anakin is initially outraged on padmeâs behalf but she could literally not be happier#fully supportive of being arrested in the name of Foxâ Good#we can still do book club though right she asks. visiting hours donât apply to chancellor probably#fox shrugs. itâs his next act as chancellor#count dooku: live slug reaction#the systemic issues fuelling the war cannot be solved with a phone call but in absence of someone with two braincells to rub together#the whole thing loses steam and strategy steadily#look it was always a sham that house of cards of a republic/confederacy was waiting to be blown over by literally any light breeze#general grievous implodes from pure rage. legend has it his last word was KENOBAAYYYYY. wipes away tear#thorn laughs so hard when he hears all this he cracks a rib#another day another post of utter nonsense#ponds makes sure to give his foxâika a hug as soon as heâs floated down bcs ponds is the best#which is why he didnât get it in the last ficlet for anyone wondering#the only functional one#much like mace windu
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đ¤đ¤đ¤ Hm
#ff#ffxiv#krile#Tataru#stranger#who can she be⌠hehe#⌠I really need to give her a name soon#uhhhh#her development in the lore will be slow but I promise sheâll have a significant role later if what I have planned goes well⌠hehe..
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Alexa play Washing Machine Heart⌠Been having that Succession quote on the mind
#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Cittadol#Yeah iâll cling to that ship name gdbdg I like that itâs close to citadel#Cithadol#cithidol#cithis#Pattadol#I like that with cittadela aka flamela ot3 this quote can go so many ways around gcbdg#Lil thang drawn inbetween things#Itâs hard to draw poker face queen Cithis have that flicker of telling emotion across her face well#Looking forward to writing her soon if i can <3#i need to reread chainsaw man iâm in that mood#Itâs hard to get down the expression well from the sketchy doodles i made originally toooo why are they so different when rendered sigh#Maybe a poker face in that last panel would have hit harder after all#One quirk of the eyebrow changes everything i hate it#She has both ears notched my life is a lie :(
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu âmaster wuâ even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes âmeanâ and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like âare we still doing revenge? yeah? coolâ bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#âhe just needed to go undercover!!â counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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A ducktales OC Iâve had floating around in my head for a while that Iâm starting to iron out for my 1960s AU! Will post more abt her soon so u guys can get to know her better :) in the mean time, feel free to check the tag in my blog to see the lineup so farâŚ
Meet the Cast!
â°â⤠Canon â. *. â
â Scrooge McDuff â Matilda McDuff â Hortense McDuff â Goldie O'Gilt â Jack Duckworth â Bentina Beakley â LĂ Huifen (pre-casefiles) â LĂ Huifen (post-casefiles)
#I canât be bothered to link the other designs here sorry guys#also think it would be confusing to link Lu along side the canon cast in the other pages idk#ANYWAYS#I love hee#sheâs my Babygirl#will share more abt her soon!!#my art#art#digital art#fanart#doodle#drawing#ducktales#ducktales 2017#ducktales human au#<- thatâs the aus tag btw if u wanna see the canon designs#oh and the other lass here is beakkey if thatâs not clear lmao#lesbiansâŚ#Lucrais NicRiada#if u have questions abt her at all send em in!#ducktales oc#oc#my oc#bentina beakley#beakley#mrs beakley#fuck they need a ship name dont they#Lutina#?#if I change it Iâll change the tag
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Come Join the F1 Family Server đ
It's Race Week!
We are a group of about 145 people who are very loving, open, and easy to make friends with. If you're looking for a crew to run with, consider ours! Lovers of all drivers, teams, ect are welcome here! Between us, we do not all like each other's drivers, but we know how to behave. (Healthy debates always welcome, but no fighting please!)
We have:
All qualifying and races are guaranteed to be streamed. Practices are usually streamed as well. I typically feed the chat with the radio transcript messages from multiviewer. We have a specific spot for post race chatter so people who missed the race won't be spoiled.
There's a dynamic schedule in there for all events that translates to your timezone without you having to lift a finger!
F1 Fantasy is played in there, and there are channels for streaming games as well (F1 games, or others. Our resident artists sometimes stream art as well!)
There are spots for news, rumors, pets, memes, fanfic/rpf, general F1 discussion and off topics. We even have a sprint writing bot!
There's threads for other sports and other motorsports as well. We often times will stream other sports as well.
No mics or voice chatting is enabled for now. This can be unpredictable and make some people uncomfortable, so all chatting is done via typing/texting.
We have movie/show/youtube nights often as well, where we just get together as a little community and hang out and watch stuff.
An interactive game section where you can play a fishing mini-game, help us grow Nyck de Trees, and more!
Everyone is welcome. As long as you promise not to viciously bash drivers and treat everyone with respect, we got you.
Safety is a huge priority for us. We have 5 mods and between us, someone is always active to keep spaces safe. The server is locked until rules are agreed to, and we have measures in place to limit who can join the server based on age of account, account safety, ect. If your discord account is new and it won't let you in, message me directly and I'll see what I can do.
If you've been looking for someone to share races with, to make friends with, to discuss live events in a live chat with, come hang out with us đ you can even mute us until race days if that's your preference!
#feel free to rb to extend outreach if you'd like!#more mods will be added soon as well i feel like with as many people as we have now we need more#they are there to keep you all safe!#f1#formula 1#formula one#f1 2024#formula one 2024#f1blr#f1 fandom#we truly are a fun crew#and yeah we do argue with each other sometimes but im really proud of everyone in there bc we move on#its just gentle arguing anyway i dont allow name calling or things like that just lil debates#and everyone puts up with me screaming about pierre and esteban daily so you know they're all tolerant people LOL#anyway we would love to have you. most of the people in there#are from tumblr if not almost all of them#with a few of my personal friends and family mixed in#my mother is even in there - dw you dont have to behave she does not give a shit lmao#max verstappen#sergio perez#pierre gasly#esteban ocon#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#nico hulkenberg#kevin magnussen#lando norris#oscar piastri#zhou guanyu#valtteri bottas
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Kennedy Farley and John Egan of the Silver Bullets MOTA-verse Series
I burn for you / And you don't even know my name / If you asked me to / I'd give up everything / To be close to you / Pull the trigger on the gun I gave you when we met / I wanna be close to you / Break my heart and start a fire, you got me overnight / Just let me be
- close to you by gracie abrams
#kennedy farley#bucky egan#kennedy x bucky#silver bullets#mota writings#mota#masters of the air#BRO THE FORMATTING TF#i swear adobe updated their app and it just has not been the same since GAHHHH#ANYWAYYYYY#was going to put out a prompt but i need to sit with it a bit more so âŚ#hereâs a moodboard + song !!!!!!#close to you is SO. THEM. man i need to write their first meeting âŚ. brb adding that to the list for interested peeps#like THERES JUST SO MUCH ABOUT THEM THAT MAKES ME INSANE#sheâs a sergeant heâs a major but they act like calling each other by their first names is *totally normal*#when he first saw her he thought she was a firecracker with that red hair#she thought he was a lone wolf who could make some good jokes#JUST#THEM#and the representation of the fire and burning and just YES#ITS SO THEM#OKAY#thanks for coming to my tedtalk#thank u to whoever reads the tags <3333 itâs me just rambling but i appreciate it lmao!#more on their first meeting undoubtedly coming soon! :)#THANK YOUUUU
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That cute bunny girl is called Noisette.Can you please tell me what you cooked besides pizza?
Pep: "...!"
Pep: "Si! Noisette was her name! Grazie friends! And grazie for Poco Noisette!"
Pep: "âŚReh ot yrros yas ot deen I... Niaga reh ees nac I epoh IâŚ"
Pep: "Bocnroc etalocohc ekil! Wonk I sepicer rehto eht fo emos em thguat ehs! Ssendnik reh rof reh knaht ot deen osla I tub."
Pep: "Enoyreve deef ot dah I tahw htiw dluoc I revetahw gnikam yltsom saw ti. Oot gnikab fo stol dna atsap fo stol saw ereht, azzip sediseb dekooc I tahw rof sa."
Pep: "Niaga yrt ot ecin eb dluow ti os, elihw a ni nevo gnikrow a dah t'nevah I. Noos gnikooc emos uoy wohs nac I ebyam!"
Pep: "Yrros... Naem uoy ohw wonk I kniht t'nod I... 'Sessob niam'...? Noitseuq rehto eht dna..."
#pizza tower#fake peppino#brick the rat#story post#translation: â...I hope I can see her again... I need to say sorry to her...â#âBut I also need to thank her for her kindness. She taught me some of the other recipes I know! Like chocolate corncob!â#âAs for what I cooked besides pizza there was lots of pasta and lots of baking too.â#âIt was mostly making whatever I could with what I had to feed everyone.â#âMaybe I can show you some cooking soon! I haven't had a working oven in a while so it would be nice to try again.â#âAnd the other question... 'Main bosses'...? I don't think I know who you mean... Sorry...â#and we're back!#another plush for da collection and Pep gets his own pouch!#well it's an apron pocket but still hehe#he was gonna get it anyways before I showed Cake so shush!!!#also little hint for my tag readers: it might be helpful to describe the other bosses to Pep!#he didn't leave his floor so he may not know the others just by name
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Thinking about the convolution of Eleventh Doctor's expressions of love for River Song in Season 7B. He does not trust Clara. He is utterly (wrongly) convinced that he and Clara are playing a grand manipulative game together. âWhat are you, eh?! A trick? A trap?!!â
So naturally, the last thing he should do in this game is to clue his opponent in on something that could be used to hurt him. Something like River, so painfully near the end of their time together, whose data ghost he can always see, who âit would hurt too muchâ to acknowledge. He can't let Clara know of the loss which constantly floods his senses; (âYou are always here to me. And I always listen, and I can always see you,â he professes, once Clara has vanished into his timestream).
And yet. River fills his every moment (irregardless of any sneaking out for dates with increasingly-young Rivers while Clara is asleep like he did while the Ponds slept, which would explain his absence when the TARDIS is hiding Clara's bedroom). Even though it's not strategic, he canât help but tell Clara about her. The best defense he can manage is to phrase it as if River isnât as important to him as she is. Not only is avoiding her first name in his grief; he's also completely avoiding pronouns; which seems extreme given that he's still mentioning her as often as: âOh yeah, of course he has! Professor Song! Sorry, it's just I never realized you were a woman.â
Leave out the emotion â leave out the details â don't show the cracks in the armor â play the part â win the game.
âWell, there's no point now. We're about to die. JUST TELL ME WHO YOU ARE.â
#I mean we KNOW that the doctor immediately started pouring his hearts out to Clara as soon as NotD ended <3#Clara tells the war doctor âhe's always talking about the day he did it�� okay so he's always talking about it starting after the prev ep#eleventh doctor#river song#clara oswald#words by seaweed#yeah I know the implication in Name of the Doctor is that eleven is two-timing them / worried abt Clara being jealous. which. eh. maybe.#but I like this better. also both things can be true if we want them to be#eleven is in SUCH a bad way in Season 7B too he needs to be held#âI thought it would hurt too much and I was rightâ ever think about how Clara was there for in the deepest moments of his grief?#whether his sad victorian cloud⌠on the Last Day⌠or on the day he was finally able to say Rivers name. he thought it would hurt too much#Tia made a really insightful post recently about how eleven canât speak rivers name when she's gone and like. god. yeah.#it also made me think about. who would he even talk to River about? if he could? after years on a cloud drowning in her present nonpresence#ever think how if HoRS had happened before Hell Bent he never could've dealt with it and coulda broke the universe for River instead#Series 9 was a continuation/escelation of eleven's (and next twelve's) âhe hates endingsâ - endings for Amy and Rory. for River. for Clara.#he hit rock bottom. and then Clara saved him#âYou said memories become stories when we forget them. Maybe some of them become Songs.â#thank you Clara <3#one episode later:#âWhen the wind stands fair and the night is perfect when you least expect it but always when you need it the most- there is a Song.â#bc this is NOT to undervalue the Doctor's love for Clara he has a Duty of Care she's more Breakable than him (also than river!)#but it can it really be a coincidence? bc he is talking abt river in the second one. unless Moffat is obsessed with Song imagery? I MEAN
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my mom got out of some scary chest surgery a little bit ago and we've just been updated that everything's good, she's breathing on her own, no intubation or respirator or oxygen or anything so that's really good. we're not 100% out of the woods but it's looking good. my family needed a fucking win.
#i was about to fully say our last name#maybe dont do that on the internet jennie#but the [redacted] family really needed something to go well.#we had to catch a break eventually. so this is really good.#im trying not to get my hopes too far up we haven't heard from the doctor or anything about the surgery itself#but it was a likelihood with her health that she was gonna need oxygen for the rest of her life#so the fact that right out of surgery she could breathe on her own is incredibly good. we're all really relieved.#i hope she's gonna feel a lot better soon
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I do think itâs kinda funny that regardless of what side of the âship warâ people are on, no one likes M*risol
#anti marisol#Iâm sorry her actress sucks and her character is v v bleh#if youâre gonna have an endgame female love interest she needs a last name#also I put ship war in quotes bc itâs not really one if you keep ur peace#yknow?#anyway I hope M*risol is gone soon bc she is an incredibly bleh character#911 abc#911 spoilers
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chapters 51 and 58 of bloodmarked are absolutely CARRYING bree/nick/selwyn polyamory truthers
#selwyn is kind of a stupid name I realized as I was typing this. like I've gotten used to it over 2 books but it's so silly. selwyn#anyway. me disappearing for days and only showing up for like 30 minutes to reblog 3 things#and make a nigh incomprehensible post letting you guys know what book I'm reading now (read. I finished it yesterday actually.#now I'm rereading legendborn bc I'm apparently not ready to move on to a new book and also I forgot most of the shit from that book)#anyway I've been on the polyamory train for these 3 since I read legendborn in 2020 but I swear it's only gotten stronger#like what do you MEAN selwyn (magically oathed to protect nick) FEELS SAFER with nick around#THE SAME WAY BREE DOES. AND BOTH SELWYN AND NICK LIKE. AGREE ON HOW MUCH THEY LOVE BREE. AND THERE'S NO WEIRD JEALOUSY ABOUT IT#AND SELWYN CANONICALLY WAS AT ONE POINT IN LOVE WITH NICK????#AND NICK LITERALLY SAYS TO SEL âI CAN'T LOSE YOU AND I WON'T LOSE HERâ????#LIKE?????#THERE IS NO WAY THIS IS YOUR STANDARD ASS LOVE TRIANGLE IT'S GOTTA BE AT LEAST A LITTLE POLYAMORUS#IF NOT A FULL TRIANGLE BREE SHOULD AT *LEAST* GET 2 BOYFRIENDS. SHE DESERVES IT#even if it does end up a standard love triangle though this is honestly a genuinely good one#like I genuinely like both love interests neither of them are weird or annoying or creepy about her#anyway. need book 3 out as soon as possible I swear to god I almost can't see how this ends in monogamy#I'm talking about the legendborn series by tracy deonn btw everyone#another arthurian inspired book series which if you saw my other post the other day I swear this isn't intentional#legendborn#bloodmarked#the legendborn cycle#tracy deonn#bree matthews#nick davis#selwyn kane
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in some very good personal news though my orchids are doing amazing and one of them is going to flower VERY soon and the other is not far behind!!! i also finally repotted my smaller monstera and he is looking very happy :3
#my big monstera is named monty and the small one is monty jr lol#dorothy is going to flower soon i am VIBRATING im so excited#agatha is also doing her best since i accidentally knocked her over and she will flower soon too!#i had to move all my orchids away from the windows though cause it got COLD here like overnight and poor babies were CHILLY#i also went to home depot for soil and they had a bunch of orchids that were very sick looking for like 70% off so i got one more so now i#have five orchids total i just lsdkfjsldkfsdlkfj fi cant stop they need homes and i wanna give them one!!!!!!#if i was a rich man i would have bought all like 15 of the ones they had bc $7 for a full size orchid is INSANE#the montys got to take a shower yesterday and im leaving jungle sounds playing for them to help them feel more at home and i know that prob#sounds kind of silly but i gotta be real it has been making them look very happy#my other succulents are all still happy and green too :)#isaac clarke data log
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