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Genshin, 5, fluff please!!!
oh!! the first and only genshin rq for the event!
Whispers in the Rain || Neuvillette
For the Holiday Event! || Prompt: "It's always been you" ; Genre: Fluff (+ very mild hurt/comfort)
The rain hadnât let up all day, pouring down in sheets and soaking everything in sight. Youâd started to think the weather was getting a little too reflective of emotions, and when the puddles were practically swallowing the streets, you decided to head straight to Palais Mermonia.
Neuvillette had to be the reason for this gloomy deluge. It wasnât the first time his feelings had leaked into Fontaineâs weather report, and you were worried something had really gotten to him this time.
But before you could even knock on his office door, a couple of melusines surrounded you, tugging at your sleeves.
âHey! Whatâokay, okay, Iâm going!â you huffed, letting them push you into his office like you werenât already on your way.
Neuvillette was sitting at his desk, gazing out the rain-streaked window. He looked so serious, his hands folded on the desk and his jaw tight. His usual calmness was there, but it felt... heavier.
âNeuvillette?â
His head snapped toward you, his eyes wide for a split second before they narrowed. He stood up slowly, his frame towering as always, but there was something different in his postureâsomething guarded.
âYou shouldnât be here,â he said, his tone soft but strangely distant. âNot in this weather.â
âI could say the same to you,â you shot back, stepping inside fully. âWhatâs going on? Itâs been raining all day, and youâreââ
âIt doesnât concern you.â His voice was clipped, and that caught you off guard.
âOkay, ouch.â You crossed your arms, not budging. âIt obviously concerns me if youâre this upset. Just tell me whatâs wrong.â
He sighed, turning back toward the window, his shoulders tense. âIâve heard things. From Furina.â
âFurina?â you repeated, already bracing yourself for whatever nonsense the former Archon had put in his head.
âShe said you might have feelings for someone else,â he admitted, his voice quieter now. âThat perhaps I misjudged everything between us.â
You blinked, caught between laughing and smacking your forehead. Of course, Furina was stirring the pot. She did tell you she was going to give him a little 'nudge', whatever that meant.
âNeuvillette, seriously?â you asked, stepping closer. âYou think Iâm here in the middle of a storm because I like someone else?â
His gaze finally met yours, and there it was: vulnerability. That small crack in his usual composure that made your heart ache.
âI donât know what to think,â he said softly.
You reached for his hands, gently pulling them into yours. âYou should know me better than that. Itâs always been you, Neuvillette. I know why Furina said that, but sheâs wrong. Dead wrong.â
His expression shiftedârelief, surprise, maybe a little disbeliefâbut the rain outside started to ease, the downpour softening into a drizzle.
âYou mean that?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
âEvery word,â you said, giving his hands a squeeze.
Something in him seemed to break free, like the weight of the storm had finally lifted. Before you could react, he pulled you into a tight embrace, his arms firm and steady around you.
âIâve been so foolish,â he murmured against your hair.
âYouâre not foolish,â you said, though you were pretty sure you were muffled by his chest. âJust... a little dramatic.â
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his lips curving into a small smile. âIâve never been told that before.â
You grinned. âGuess youâll have to keep hearing it, because Iâm not going anywhere.â
His gaze softened, and before you knew it, he was leaning down, his lips brushing against yours in a kiss that was as soft and warm as the sunlight breaking through the clouds outside.
When you finally pulled back, you couldnât help but laugh. âOh! Rainâs already clearing up.â
âIt means youâre my light,â he said quietly, his forehead resting against yours.
âCheesy,â you teased, but your heart was soaring anyway.
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#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#genshin#genshin impact#neuvillette x reader#neuvillette#đ ŕŁŞË Ö´ÖśÖ¸đ holiday event
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I feel like we need to have a collective syllabus for people who are overly obsessed with the Aubreyad. Like we're all here because we either have a random hyperfixation with something in those books or because we're down to gain a random hyperfixation with something in those books and I think it's about time we started doing something with that
#i just feel like there's so much to talk about and we need to collect all our knowledge in one place and scream about it#i don't know anything about the time period at all really and i'd love to see what people who do know things about it have to say#also they are a series which attracts the kind of people who would want to make a syllabus so like i think we should do it#seriously though if people have things to add and would be into this i will make it happen#perce rambles#aubreyad#The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense
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Time for one of my favorite TV traditions, "watch the new episodes of Selling Sunset and argue with the screen like the people can hear me."
#selling sunset#season 8#selling sunset season 8#team chrishell#seriously Chrishell has had to deal with so much nonsense since coming out#people complain that she's too dramatic or messy since season 6 (when she came out)#but to me it always seemed like a combo of her partner teaching her about work-life boundaries#and suddenly having to deal with masses of homophobes after being outed VERY publicly#(including Nicole in that âmasses of homophobesâ statement)#because seriously if Nicole wants to drop the whole âthank youâ homophobic comment debacle she should apologize for BEING HOMOPHOBIC#she's acting like Chrishell is the problem for just not letting it go when she hasn't done shit besides say it was a mistake#why is it a mistake#Say the words âI'm sorry I was homophobic it won't happen againâ#And honestly I would be WAY more mad at Amanza for the designer situation#Chrishell was being very charitable#Also Chelsea is also going through it this season#What is Mary's deal?#Like they all dress in approximately two square inches of fabric per scene (sorry---*event*)#but randomly now you have a problem?#Mary has always had zero conflict skills but hiding behind her husband was a Choice#it's giving racism to me#but yeah team Chrishell forever#Nicole drives me batshit insane#and I'm team Chelsea too this season (though I didn't like how in s6 she was so judgmental to Bre with no provocation)#The show seems to be trying to do a âthe professionalsâ vs the âparty girlsâ angle with Nicole + Mary vs. Chelsea + Emma + Chrishell#which I find kind of gross because it's shaming the big 3 for doing what the show is about with no reason behind it#they're on the âhave fun and flirt with each other while wearing revealing clothes and maybe do some real estate on the sideâ show#so really THEY are the professionals because they're the ones who actually understand their jobs
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"even people who claim to like Jiang Cheng don't actually like him in the novel"
Nah I read that whole damn thing and liked him every scene he was in. Speak for yourself you have no idea how deep the novel!Jiang Cheng Derangement Syndrome goes in MY head
#seriously though why do people keep spouting that nonsense#when everyone I know that loves jiang cheng loves him in the novel (granted I am in a bubble)#(it's a wonderful bubble)#even if they started as cql mains most have read the novel and still liked him there#(not that being cql-only is a problem! love all of you too!)#over here I've only read the novel (and watched the donghua after) and look at me. I'm Like This just from reading the novel!!!
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Can someone explain what the narrative stakes are even supposed to be anymore in jjk. All the characters are essentially guaranteed to die, the current cast is comprised almost entirely of characters who showed up 2/3rds into the story and we're supposed to care about them for some reason, and I do not even know what the threat is supposed to be anymore. The apocalypse? Destruction of an amorphous innocent society? Like has ANYTHING been shown of "here's the regular world that apparently needs to be saved" or are we just supposed to assume "this society is just Real Life+, so you're REQUIRED to care if some guy threatens to kill all humanity, because one of those humanities may be... a child" or something. Can you spare two seconds to show anything other than some magic randos fighting, or is it just a superhero story all the time now, minus the fun. Remember when yuuji had friends.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk crit#sorry for like being salty in what will prob be the main tag#I simply do not vibe at ALL with the direction this series has gone in and would love someone to complain about it with ahfkaj#I'd write an entire meta on the narrative flaws but I do not feel like it#seriously though it's chill if people like the story and I'm not trying to cause shit by tagging it#well I'm sort of trying to cause shit#but that shit is 'blease will someone complain with me because I love complaining'#I just don't get it#like oh wow you killed characters off and established stakes! that sets a tone and shows that this is a serious conflict!#oh nvm you've killed everyone just to be gratuitous about it and prove how tooootally realistic your story is#and now there's no reason to care bc why get invested when there's an 80% chance the characters will all die#like. you're just alienating people from caring about the story you're trying to make them care about#idek what kenjaku is supposed to be up to anymore#for all I care he could explode the world and I'd be like whatever there was probably no one interesting left anyway#everything that happens anymore in jjk feels like someone said 'but what if all the nonsense in DBZ... was edgy'#and then thought they did something interesting#wooooahhhh someone did a fight for 70 chapters! so innovative and unique!#someone transformed! what a twist!!#woooahhh you did a nonsense rug-pull and are now lying to us acting like it was intended the whole time! sacre bleu!!!#anyway see my previous complainy post to see why gojos plot specifically is harmful bullshit#but it's a shoooooneeennnnnn#it doesn't neeeeeeeed to be written well or responsibly amiright?!#it just needs to make straight guys on twitter think they're unique for saying 'the real issue with jjk is that some women like it '#ok I'm done complaining. FOR NOW.#I'm sure I'll think of something else to complain about in two seconds.#fluffle talks
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Man you're so cool and the way you colour is literally goals
I wanna be your friend so badđ
you want to be my friend bc I color good? damn, who knew my rizz transcended through the screen. i guess they don't call me rizzler for nothin, heh..
#cult leader cameo#in all seriousness though#tysm!#im extremely awkward but if you want to stick around my blog. ill be here. im not planning on going anywhere anytime soon#i just thought it was funny how you called me cool#all ive been doing is trying to indoctrinate people. spouting nonsense. twisting people's asks to show more noritoshi. and lusting publicly#???#idk it gave me a good giggle#is this the famous 'be yourself and you'll attract people who like you for you' thing the old prophesies have stated..?#maybe you meant to send that to someone else anon#or maybe you just have great taste. heh..#ig to our new found friendship between cult member and cult leader!! đťđť#ill be a great cult leader dw#i bragged to everyone i knew abt this in a very loud and boastful manner#oh and ty again for the compliment on my coloring!! its v inconsistent so it makes me happy that it doesnt bother anyone!!#i try my best to make noritoshi look as heavenly as possible.......#null brainwash#cloaked cult member
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Am inexplicably and unreasonably upset about Jamie not liking scones. Like, obviously he can like whatever he likes and there's no accounting for taste and what does it even matter but also what the hell is wrong with you, my ridiculous muppet man? What else don't you like, huh - is it kittens and puppies? World peace? Fucking joy?
For my own peace of mind I'll be imagining him just saying that because he doesn't want anything from Roy at this particular point in time. Or maybe Simon's scones are JUST TOO GOOD, nothing else can compare, so Jamie just avoids all other scones as to avoid disappointment. Either work and make hell of a lot more sense that Jamie "not even liking" scones. I mean, come on.
#in today's segment of 'absolutely nonsensical things to have Weirdly Strong Feelings about'#but now i have some vague thoughts#about Strange Scones Shenanigans down the road#roy baking scones for himself and keeley#but being all like 'uh no i didn't make any for you because you don't like scones'#EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS FULLY WELL jamie loves scones#he's just being an ass for roy is an ass sometimes related reasons#it backfires though bc jamie gives him Ze Puppyeyes until roy has to surrender his own scones#OR the simon thing holds water and roy gets weirdly obsessed about also being able to make scones that jamie likes#jamie is having fun pretending he doesn't love roy's scones#it probably gets a little out of hand at some point#keeley seriously questions why she's dating these idiots#how many scones adjacent headcanons did you have today?#none?#too few gentle reader#far too few#just to be clear i have no opinion whatsoever about people liking scones in general! just jamie!#random ramblings#jamie & roy#jamie tartt#jamie tartt/scones
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now you might be thinking hey casey donât you find it odd that ted lasso wrapped up half its arcs in one rapid-fire epiphany montage? and that despite the increased runtime, so many important moments informing character arc happen offscreen in a way that feels more lazy than artful? and yes. yes i do find it odd. ok moving along
#iâm not sure why i havenât had the same incensed reaction to the utter nonsense that is the overarching plot of ted lasso s3 as i had to#neverafter even though i think they suffer from the same key writing deficit: being too goddamned big#iâm sorry ted lasso youâve got too much story there and you stretched yourself thin and kinda fucked all of it#but maybe my brain is so worn out on media crit bc i can still look at last nights ep and go aw sam and jamie :))) without getting pissed#seriously why did they bring akufo back. would have been so much neater of a plot to have sam not get chosen bc heâs still protesting stuff#the nigerian government does#i just hate everything about how they write akufo it always comes off so fucking weird#anyways#tl#ted lasso#c.txt
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Idk if this is a hot take or not but I don't get The Cure's reputation of being a depressing band when The Smiths' discography is far more uniform in the absolute misery.
#The Cure has bangers and fun songs mixed in with the moody and depressing work#Robert Smith has dealt with some issues yes#but also seems to have had a massive support network from the beginning and STILL does#including what looks like a happy relationship for 50+ years now#Contrast that with the Smiths--I've listened to like 2 albums now and all of the songs are pretty dire in terms of mood#And Morrissey is so...Morrissey and he still seems absolutely miserable in spite of the ego 40 years on#Though maybe more seasoned fans would be able to give more perspective than me since I've just started to seriously listen to both bands#If I'm talking nonsense let me know I love seeing other peoples' takes on this sort of stuff
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Reasons why I motivate myself to work on my Good Omens fanfictions:
So I can take a certain hyper popular ship everyone loves, but I despise, and tear it apart, smash it with a hammer, and set it on fire for my own entertainment. đ It's not like someone will do it for me.
I would say because Lady!Crowley deserves more love, but horrific things happen to her, so, I'd be a hypocrite (spoiler alert, she's fine in the end).
Anathema and Newt's family keep a raccoon named Shovels, that they dye black, and pretend is a cat.
I have four ideas put down, so far. One's an actual detective story. Two of them are crossovers with... Legion, of all things (one came to me in a dream). All involve my Antichrist OC, who wasn't supposed to have anything to do with the GO universe, until I had that damn dream.
Another motivatior - so I can work with Maxine (the Antichrist OC) more. After a long consideration, I decided to pair her up with War (in non-crossovers, in those she's with Michael), which is problematic because they're cousins (War's mother is Satan's sister)... You know, whatever. Nobody from Earth knows. It isn't anything uncommon for royalty, either. 𤣠Besides, they're both women (offspring from donors, so no biological threats), and they didn't grow up together. I just... I adore my Antichrists. They're everything to me. Max, forgive me for getting you involved in this madness of an universe, the fanfiction gods compelled me.
Honestly, my other OCs, too. Max's best friend, Cthylla (daughter of Dagon, and... You can guess. He has a habit of oversleeping), her cat Squid, Madonna Maria (a literal jackal with vile temper and a fondness for whiskey, Maxine's biological mother;), Titan the Hellhound, Agnes Device-Pulsifer, Francisco Rossi (the Second Beast, who loathes Aziraphale even more than I do, for absollutely no reason)...
Off with Pollution, Pestilence is being reinstated to his rightful place.
I'm eager to work with canon characters like War, Michael (Legion and GO version), and Hastur - all of who, I adore
I am kind of a hater in this fandom. In the end, I've realized, fanfiction must be written for oneself, not the fandom. I will not apologize for doing what I want, with characters (and their genders) in a fic. Nor for heavily focusing on my OCs (even making them the main focus - it's something that I love doing).
The only thing I do feel some guilt for? I remember Neil Gaiman saying he likes stories where women saves themselves, which I completely agree with, yet Lady Crowley gets saved by others, most of the times... I guess, she's just in situations nobody could save themselves from. Now, her healing is another can of worms maybe that could be counted as her saving herself).
Oh... I hope no one who reads this took it as me attacking them, or mocking them, for liking what I don't. I kind of sounded like someone's evil grandma, threatening to throw their favorite toys in the trash can. 𤣠I'm just writing down my thoughts in an edgy manner. Think of this as a literal angsty, but hopeful diary page.
When I said I'm a "hater", I meant I personally have a very odd, unconventional relationship with Good Omens and it's characters. It's a... "I don't like how you're portraying biblical mythology, but I will always love you". I love Neil Gaiman. I don't know anyone im the fandom anymore, but I all the hearts to them, too. I'm just the designated class contrarian. My stories, like all fanfiction, are seperate universes from canon (and I mean no disrespect to it; the fanfiction wouldn't be here if canon wasn't).
Why do I keep hurting Crowley? I don't know, my relationship with the character is very complicated also. I find him annoying, but I named my stuffed snake after him. đ
Why did I write this down and post it? Because I've noticed I'm more likely to get something done after I get on a barrel, and anounce I will. These stories are so fun to write... Fine, that was kind of a lie. I'm picking at Ch. 1 of the dream storyline, and it makes me want to cry.
P.S. - I didn't see season 2, and I have no intention to (though my mom is badgering me to watch it; she's also scolding me for hurting Crowley).
#diary pages#story ideas#good omens#legion#good omens fanfiction#good omens fandom#maxine frost#female!crowley#lady crowley#war#archangel michael#hastur#i don't hate the ahip because it's popular i hate it becauss...I hate it. it being popular just causes the christmas music effect#self motivation#seriously no hate to anyone I'm just making myself entertainment in my own egdy way#it all started from a dream and I took that as a sign#but I'm hesistant to work on it because it's so heavy#it deals with dv implied sa and other topics that affect me very badly#but it's one of the stories where crowley saves herself in the end#aziraphale i don't portray in a good light because I don't like him (i couldn't tell you why)#gabriel though he is fucking DESPICABLE (he's the one who hurts Crowley btw)#archangel michael x the antichrist#crowley ends up with hastur most of the time... he never intends on falling for her but ends up at the wrong place at the wrong time#i'm giving satan a different faceclaim than benedic cu-... I'll refrain from attempting to spell it#in the crossovers adam doesn't exists in the non-crossovers he and maxine are biologically half-siblings#he doesn't partake in divine nonsense anymore because he's disowned by Satan but he and Maxine have a relationship - he makes an appearannce#max doesn't want the apocalypse either but goes about it differently - i guess playing the family mediator made her a perfct diplomat#maxine x michael#maxine x war#max is a rrising star politician and cthylla revoliutionized hell with demomic magic run technology
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mfw someone iâm mutually blocked with seems to frequent this blog anyway (you know who you are)
#iâm not gonna name names but if the text in the tags managed to bring someone to mind then⌠thatâs just how it is ig#though donât send this to the person you think of ok? we may be thinking of different people after all soooooo yeah#letâs all stay clear out of trouble together⌠maybe~? iâm just gonna vent my confused frustrations in the tags in case the person sees this#seriously. havenât i gone over this before? donât we block each other for a reason?#you blocked me first (prolly) bc i ship lxl with each other. i blocked you in return (and bc i hate your ship just like you donât like mine)#so⌠letâs just agree to stay off each otherâs blogs. capisce?#i donât like you and i know you donât like me either. so seriously can we just coexist in separate circles or sth? stay away!!!!!!!!!!!#and like real question: if you are somehow here⌠why? just why? you made it clear that you donât trust my tls so⌠why are you even here??#itâs getting kinda irritating to be told that you may/may not be making indirect posts @ me on main. seriously!!!!!!#iâm trying to give you the benefit of the doubt (that it may be just a small coincidence) but itâs getting real hard to do so these days#so if youâre somehow reading these tags (and idk how bc weâre mutually blocked remember) please just⌠stay away?????????#in all seriousness i sincerely hope that this was just a few mere coincidences#bc lbr who would willingly check the blogs of people theyâve blocked without being prompted to? it makes no sense whatsoever#i hope that this will be the last post i make about this. bc seriouslyyyyyyy i donât have the time for this nonsense </3#and before you accuse me of wanting to start discourse iâm not!!! i just!!!! want to be left alone!!!!!!!!!!!!#let me shitpost and occasionally tl in peace pls my bones are too aged for this
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I've been in my feelings about Jo and Aoki's last interactions for a bit...
Because that whole scene is textbook verbal abuse, right... Aoki is very clearly trying to tear Jo's self-esteem and bolster his own, establish control, all that, and Jo just has to stand there meekly and take it. All because Jo's disobeyed one too many times and Aoki needs someone he knows he can control to head the Tokyo Omi Alliance.
Like Jo says he's never disobeyed Aoki except in that one instance, but not handling things himself at Otohime Land was very much his way of giving Ichi an out indirectly, and I feel like Aoki was beginning to catch on based on his comments about Jo neglecting the situation and acting strangely. Directly refusing his orders just confirmed his suspicions.
It's kind of lost among all the bombshells dropped in Chapter 13, but Jo's hesitance to kill anyone who's important to Arakawa is a big deal to me. It's not like he had any personal ties to Hoshino or any investment in maintaining the balance of the Ijin Three whatsoever; he went to those lengths to set himself up to be stopped because Arakawa wouldn't want Hoshino to die and that was it.
To return to the scene, I think it's also a great demonstration of Aoki's "those who use and those who get used" mentality. This next thing is... pretty badly mistranslated, at least in the subs, so it was lost on me for a while. But before the Lost Puppy line, the specific way Aoki chooses to downplay Jo's merit is by telling him he only got to his position because everyone was so sensitive to his (Aoki's) feelings and could tell he favored Jo, following him around like a lost puppy being precisely why Aoki favored him.
I don't think that was all there was to it, of course. Dude was five and deliberately brings Jo wherever he goes to this day by choice. It's kind of like those guys who get rejected once and start going on tirades about how "she should've been grateful, she was ugly anyway." But that's what Aoki wants to portray--you only had it that good because of me, and I can take it away whenever I want. Whenever you're no longer of use. Anything to preserve his status as the user and Jo's as the used.
Jo's crossed the line at this point. He is no longer of use. He does kind of get into it so that takes the edge off my frustration with The English Language, but from this point onward, he believes Aoki sees him as a "bullet"--a hitman only sent on suicide missions. So despite everything he's done for him, despite being "the favorite," he knows full well Aoki's trying to kill him before Aoki even gives Ishioda the order. And... he accepts it.
So TO GO FROM THAT to having to reconcile in prison would've been so much powerful than what the ending was trying to do. Having to come to terms with the fact you killed one of the only people who saw you for who you were and truly cared about you, were going to kill the other two, and have abused all three from the moment you realized you had power over them. And for Jo, going through everything he went through because of Aoki and loving him without question anyway... Getting to express that in some small way... I need to lie down...
ALSO tattoo essay... later... maybe tomorrow... I mainly just feel like I sound extremely mean about rggtattoos' takeđđđbut the show must go on
YEAH NO THAT'S IT ALL FAX NO PRINTER NO EXTRA NOTES NECESSARY
It'd be the fact that Aoki'd have no choice but to confront those decisions he made and those things he wanted to happen. he'd made a social circle for himself where people predominantly liked him for the power and influence he had and totally turned his back on the people who- awfully ironically as he wanted- loved him for him
He'd already smoothed things over with Ichi, so- by his own hand- all that was left was Jo, the person he'd taken for granted the most next to Arakawa and who he planned to have executed alongside him. Jo's got every right to not forgive Aoki and to push him away, let each other rot in prison ignoring each other. So it's the worst feeling when Jo doesn't do that- its impossible for me not to imagine Jo wondering about what happened for Aoki to get so banged up if he's brought into prison the same night, and making sure Aoki's okay despite it.
Whereas Ichi was more upfront about his love and even frustrated about it ('frustrated' in that 'how could Aoki be so blind not to see how much care there is for him from us'), the breaking part about Jo is that he's forced himself to be so careful about showing his affection. Ichi's love was borderline irritating for how apparent it was: Jo's could have easily been written off or ignored.
All of that said, prison is where Aoki would be forced to realize that Jo does love him like Ichi said he does; there's no reason to keep up appearance or kiss up anymore- Aoki doesn't have any use to Jo anymore (if Aoki chose to interpret Jo's loyalties as a stepping stone to promote himself), and there's certainly no where else to run. It's probably that dawning moment that's gotta be so. Oh God What The Fuck. Like it's a sobering moment for him to go 'What have I been doing this whole time/what have I done to everyone', as corny as it sounds
#long post#just said 'no notes necessary' and here i go spouting bullshit again â ď¸#in any case there goes my essay about the dynamic shown between jo and aoki đŠ#but in all seriousness Yeah.... its shit i rotate in my head constantly about- esp where aoki starts to notice how 'strange' jo's acting#it fucks with me on immeasurable levels and i love examining it in my fuckin. awful little cave that's my brain#its just such a twisted set of circumstances that hurts that i enjoy it makes me want to throw up if i think of it for too long#their interactions are so minimal but i will tear into them and rip them apart. as much as i allow myself to anyway#ive gone on a gross nonsense ramble long enough though.. i blame all the dramas and movies i been watchin lately...#i need that bittersweet moment so bad and knowing itll never come makes me want to eat my tea pot and crunch the porcelain#ouugghhh... i have to finish these comms maybe then i can be delusional and scribble up such an ending#and feel free to take your time with that tattoo essay ! if you disagree with something then just say so#no point in beating around the bush- esp when ive mentioned it so much (which mustve been a pain to read đââď¸)#just gotta say your piece and carry on: peer review and discussion and all very valuable things#its why i try to not to say anythin if i can help it LMAO im far too baby brained to contribute anything sufficient or of value#big fan of reading though :) very much a sheep i am LMAO#ive thrown up verbiage enough though i still have these comms to finish đ
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Hmmm mayhaps I should not have stayed up until Twelve Twenty-Two Ay Em writing my Machineries of Empire Aubreyad AU but heigh ho, here we are
#pardon to any followers who do not read the abbreviation 'AM' that way in your head i am just being Annoying#thinking about moths. thinking an upsetting amount about moths#did not like all the moth plot twists that happened in today and yesterday's readings#and also general vibes of the hexarchate as well#but yeah it does make you think when you start comparing it to the british empire ca. 1800#have reconsidered my plans stephen is unaffiliated#he's not good enough at math to be a nirai sdhfjsdhfk#in all seriousness though it's more that i need to complicate his relationship to the hexarchate#(or actually the heptarchate in this case because it's historical fiction :') ahaha i'm so normal)#anyways enough rambling enough silliness enough from me#It Is Time To Sleep#perce rambles#The Creative Endeavor and other aubreyad nonsense
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Attitude
Kim Chaewon x Male Reader
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It's Friday.
The office is dead quiet, the kind of silence that feels too heavy after hours. Fluorescent lights hum overhead, casting pale, washed-out light on the few desks still occupied. Yours is one of them.
Youâre slouched over your keyboard like roadkill, head resting on your folded arms. Everything feels mutedâyour energy, your mood, the world in general. You havenât eaten all day, and the cold leftover coffee in your mug tastes like despair.
But before you can continue to suffocate in your cocoon of sadness and self-pity, her sharp voice cuts in:
âWow. You look like shit.â
You lift your head just enough to glare at Kim Chaewon. Sheâs leaning against the side of your desk, arms crossed, her sharp bob framing her face like she stepped off a Pinterest board for "hot office chic." Her tailored pants sit perfectly on her hips, sharp creases cutting down her turned legs, emphasizing every curve. The blouse sheâs wearing is neatly tucked in, accentuating that unfairly tiny waist. The coat? New, for sureâsome designer nonsense, knowing her. Her expression is as sharp as ever, her dark eyes cutting right into you.
âThanks,â you mumble, dropping your head back down. âReally needed that.â
She doesnât move. âWhatâs wrong with you?â
âNothing.â
âBullshit.â
You groan into your arms. âJust tired, okay? Long day.â
Chaewon snorts, a sound thatâs half amusement, half derision. âYeah, because youâre known for working so hard. Sure.â
âIâm serious.â You finally sit up, running a hand through your hair. It doesnât matter how you try to play this; she can see right through you.
She always does.
âDonât lie to me.â Her voice softens, just a bit, but thereâs still an edge. âI know somethingâs up. Youâve been moping around all week like someone kicked your dog.â
âItâs nothing.â
She tilts her head, her sharp gaze narrowing. âItâs about her, isnât it?â
You tense up, your fingers clenching around the edge of your desk. âI, uh⌠I donât want to talk about it.â
âI knew it.â She exhales through her nose, shaking her head like sheâs disgusted. âGod, I told you this was going to happen.â
There it is. The last thing you need: Chaewonâs patented I Told You So energy. âSeriously, Iâm fine,â you lie, your voice cracking in a way that betrays you completely.
âOh, youâre fine?â She raises an eyebrow, her tone dripping with sarcasm. âCool. Thatâs why you look like someone just ran over your soul.â
You press your palms into your eyes, trying to block her out. âI said I donât want to talk about it.â
âYeah, well, tough.â She uncrosses her arms, resting a hand on her hip. âLetâs go get a drink.â
You blink up at her. âWhat?â
âA drink,â she repeats, like youâre an idiot. âYou know, alcohol? That thing you drown your sorrows in?â
âWhy?â
âBecause sitting here sulking is pathetic, and I canât stand looking at it anymore.â Her lips twitch like sheâs fighting a smirk. âAnd letâs be real, youâll be slightly less annoying when youâre drunk.â
You hesitate. The thought of spending more time with Chaewonâqueen of snark, master of unsolicited opinionsâisnât exactly appealing. But then again, neither is going home to your empty apartment.
And besides, she is your friend after all. Even though she seems to care about you in a way that is particularly hers.
âFine,â you mutter, grabbing your bag and coat. âOne drink.â
Her smirk widens. âMake it two. Youâre going to need it.â
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The two of you walk down the hallway toward the elevators, your steps heavy, hers sharp and purposeful. The silence stretches between you, awkward and suffocating, so you try to fill it with literally anything else.
âSo⌠did you see the email about the quarterly report updates?â you ask, shoving your hands into your pockets. âLooks like the finance team is gonna implode again.â
Chaewon glances at you, her expression blank. âUh-huh.â
Encouraged by the lack of immediate judgment, you keep going. âYeah, they keep messing up the projections. I mean, how hard is it to use a spreadsheet, right?â You force a chuckle. âMaybe we should give them remedial Excel classes or something. Like, step one: stop sucking.â
âMm-hmm,â she hums, noncommittal.
You glance at her out of the corner of your eye. Sheâs staring straight ahead, her lips twitching like sheâs holding back a laughâor gearing up to kill you. Itâs hard to tell with her.
The elevator dings, and you step inside, immediately finding somethingâanythingâto stare at. The buttons, the wall, the floor.
God, the floor is fascinating.
Is that gum?
No, just a weird stain.
âOkay, what the hell are you doing?â Chaewonâs voice slices through the awkward silence, sharp and irritated.
âWhat?â You glance at her but quickly look away again. âNothing.â
âNothing?â She crosses her arms, leaning against the side of the elevator, her dark eyes locked on you. âYouâre acting like a guilty teenager. Whatâs your deal?â
âIâm notââ You pause, frowning at the ceiling now like it holds the answers to lifeâs mysteries. âIâm not doing anything.â
Her gaze feels like a laser, burning into the side of your head. You swallow hard, desperate to shift gears. âHey, uh, did you cut your hair?â You gesture vaguely at her head, avoiding her eyes. âLooks shorter.â
Chaewonâs brow furrows, then her lips curve into a slow, knowing smirk. âWow. Youâre really gonna do this, huh?â
âDo what?â you ask, feigning confusion.
âRun away from the conversation like a little bitch.â
Fuck.
âIâm not running away,â you mumble, staring at the floor again.
She straightens, taking a small step closer, and you can feel her eyes boring into you. âOh, you absolutely are. Itâs almost impressive, honestly.â
The elevator dings again, signaling youâve reached the ground floor, and you practically lunge for the door. Anything to escape the suffocating space and her relentless gaze. But as you walk out, her voice follows, resonant and unforgiving:
âYou know you canât avoid this forever, right?â
You sigh, dragging a hand down your face. Youâre not sure if the drink she promised will make this betterâor worse. Probably worse.
Now outside the building, the city feels colder than usual, the January air slicing through your thin coat. You jam your hands deeper into your pockets as Chaewon strides ahead, leading the way to a bar youâve been to a few times after work. Itâs nothing fancyâdim lighting, common wooden tables, decent drinks. The kind of place you donât have to think too much about, which suits you fine right now.
Sheâs quiet for once, her steps crisp against the sidewalk. You trail behind, trying to figure out how to fill the silence. Talking feels safer than letting her drag you into emotional territory.
âI, uh, Iâve been listening to Taylor Swift lately,â you blurt out.
That gets her attention.
She slows, glancing back at you with a raised eyebrow. âTaylor Swift?â
âYeah. You said I should give her a shot, remember? Youâre always going on about her lyrics or whatever.â
Chaewonâs mouth quirks, like sheâs fighting a smile. âAnd?â
âAndâŚâ You hesitate, feeling oddly self-conscious. âSheâs good, okay? Iâve had Blank Space on repeat all week.â
At that, she lets out a short laugh, the sound cutting through the cold. âOh my god. Thatâs such a basic choice.â
âHey, itâs catchy,â you protest, grinning despite yourself. âAnd relatable. You know, the whole âdarling, Iâm a nightmareâ vibe.â
âRelatable?â She tilts her head, smirking. âYou think youâre the nightmare, orâŚâ
âCan we not analyze my music choices right now?â you cut in, shaking your head.
For a moment, the mood feels lighter. Sheâs distracted, youâre distracted, and the tension hanging between you starts to dissolve. But just as youâre beginning to think youâve dodged the worst of it, she pulls the rug out from under you.
âSo,â Chaewon says casually, âabout your relationshipâŚâ
You groan, throwing your head back. âSeriously? I thought we were bonding over Taylor Swift!â
âDonât change the subject.â
âIâm notââ
âYou are.â She stops walking, turning to face you with her arms crossed. Her eyes are sharp again, cutting right through your defenses. âWhen did it end?â
You hesitate, your mouth opening and closing like a fish.
âThatâs what I thought,â she says, filling the silence.
Desperate to steer the conversation away, you blurt out, âWhat about you? Any big plans for 2025?â
She blinks, caught off guard for half a second before narrowing her eyes. âNice try.â
âNo, really. Whatâs the plan? New job? New hobbies? Finally learning to not be such a pain in the ass?â
Chaewon rolls her eyes but humors you. âI donât know. Probably more of the same. Working, eating overpriced sushi, babysitting your emotional meltdowns.â
âI donât have meltdowns,â you mutter.
âSure you donât.â
You both start walking again, the bar now just a block away. The cold bites at your face, but her presence feels oddly warm, even when sheâs being difficult.
Then, she strikes. âWhen did it end?â
The question hangs heavy in the air, and this time, thereâs no escape. You shove your hands deeper into your coat pockets, staring at the ground as you mutter, âFour days ago.â
Chaewon stops again, her boots scuffing against the pavement. âFour days?â she repeats, her voice softer now.
You nod, your throat tight.
She doesnât say anything at first, just looks at you like sheâs trying to figure out what to do next. Her usual sharpness fades, replaced by something you canât quite name.
âCome on,â she finally says, her voice quieter. âLetâs get that drink.â
You follow her into the bar, bracing yourself for whateverâs coming next.
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The bar is dimly lit, the kind of place where the furniture doesnât match and the music is just loud enough to drown out awkward silences. It smells like spilled beer and fried food, comforting in a low-effort kind of way. You follow Chaewon to a corner table, sliding into the seat opposite her. Your back is hunched, arms resting on the table like they might just hold you together.
Chaewon doesnât even ask what you want. She waves down the bartender and orders your usualâa whiskey sodaâand something for herself. The fact that she remembers your drink feels both reassuring and mildly irritating, like sheâs been quietly cataloging your life just to one-up you at moments like this.
When she comes back with the drinks, she slides yours across the table, taking her own seat. âHere,â she says, setting her glass down with a little more force than necessary. âDrink. You need it.â
You pick up the glass, taking a slow sip. The burn of the whiskey settles in your chest, warming you in a way the freezing walk over couldnât.
For a moment, you think she might let you enjoy the drink in peace. But of course not.
âSo,â she starts, leaning back in her chair. âWhat happened?â
You sigh, swirling the ice in your glass. âDo we have to do this now?â
âYes.â Her tone is firm, unrelenting. She sips her drink, her eyes fixed on you over the rim of the glass. âSpill.â
You set the glass down, running a hand through your hair. âWe just⌠werenât compatible anymore.â
Chaewon snorts. âBullshit. What does that even mean?â
âIt means we had different tastes,â you say, glaring at her. âShe liked going out all the time; Iâd rather stay home. She liked clubbing; I liked reading. She thought Netflix was boringâwho even thinks that?!â You pause, rubbing your temples. âAnd then she started getting distant, like she didnât even enjoy talking to me anymore. Everything I said felt like it annoyed her. UntilâŚâ
âUntil?â Chaewon prompts, her tone sharper now.
âUntil she snapped,â you mutter. âShe said I was boring. And too nerdy. For her, apparently.â
Chaewonâs jaw tightens. âYouâre fucking kidding me.â
âNope.â
âThatâs such bullshit.â She slams her drink down on the table, the glass clinking against the wood. âWhat the hell is wrong with her? I mean, boring? Nerdy? Please. Sheâs just projecting her own basic-ass insecurities onto you.â
You let out a weak laugh, staring into your drink. âYeah, well, you warned me, right?â
âYouâre damn right I did.â She points a finger at you like sheâs scolding a misbehaving child. âFrom the second you introduced her, I knew she wasnât worth it. God, the way she talked about astrology like it was a science? Red flag. Huge.â
âOkay, she wasnât that bad,â you mutter.
Chaewon narrows her eyes. âDonât defend her. She literally called you boring, and for what? Because youâre not into overpriced cocktails and pretending to enjoy techno music?â
You chuckle despite yourself, shaking your head.
âAnd another thing,â she continues, clearly warming up now. âWhy the hell do you always go for these girls, huh? These⌠these cookie-cutter influencers or wannabe fashionistas or whatever? Itâs like you have a radar for people who are only gonna treat you like crap.â
âWow, thanks for the support,â you say dryly.
âIâm serious!â She leans forward, her voice dropping slightly. âYou could date someone who actually appreciates you. Someone who doesnât think liking sci-fi is a crime or that staying in is a death sentence. Someone whoâŚâ She pauses, looking away briefly before shaking her head. âAnyway, you have terrible taste, is what Iâm saying.â
You rest your arms on the table, elbows planted firmly as your hands cradle your head. The whiskey soda sits half-finished in front of you, the ice already starting to melt, but you barely notice it.
âI donât think Iâm compatible with anyone,â you mutter, more to the table than to Chaewon.
She leans back in her chair, crossing her arms as she watches you with that unreadable expression sheâs so good at. âOh, here we go.â
âIâm serious.â You glance up at her, your face twisted in defeat. âI think Iâm just⌠done. With all of it.â
ââDoneâ?â she repeats, her tone dripping with skepticism.
âYeah.â You sit up slightly, gesturing vaguely with one hand. âLove. Dating. Relationships. The whole thing. Whatâs the point? Itâs just rejection after rejection, disappointment after disappointment. Maybe itâs me. Maybe Iâm the problem.â
Chaewon snorts, swirling the drink in her hand. âThatâs dramatic, even for you.â
âIs it, though?â You lean forward, resting your chin on your hands. âI mean, think about it. Every time I try, it ends the same way. They get bored, or I annoy them, or they find someone else whoâs, I donât know, less me.â
Her brows knit together slightly, the teasing edge in her expression softening just a bit. âYouâre being ridiculous.â
âNo, Iâm being realistic,â you counter, sitting back in your chair with a defeated sigh. âMaybe Iâm just not meant to be with anyone. Maybe Iâm one of those people whoâs better off alone.â
She groans, pinching the bridge of her nose. âGod, youâre exhausting.â
âSee? Even you canât stand me for too long,â you joke bitterly.
Chaewon sets her drink down with a loud clink, leaning forward to glare at you. âStop it. Youâre not the problem. Like I said, the problem is your taste in women.â
âDo you really think so?â
âDon't play dumb.â She waves a hand, dismissing your confusion. âYou keep picking people who donât deserve you. People who donât get you. Thatâs on them, not you.â
âOr maybe,â you say, lowering your voice, âIâm just not worth getting.â
Her glare sharpens, and for a second, you think she might actually throw her drink at you. âDonât. Donât do that self-pitying bullshit. Youâre worth it. Youâre just too stupid to see it.â
You let out a humorless laugh, rubbing your hands over your face. âThanks for the pep talk. Really uplifting.â
Chaewon exhales sharply, sitting back and crossing her arms again. âLook, youâre not perfect. Youâre stubborn, and you overthink everything, and sometimes you talk about The Legend of Zelda like itâs a religion.â
âIt is a religion,â you mutter.
âButââ she continues, ignoring you, ââyouâre also kind, and funny, and smart. And you care, probably too much, which is why these assholes keep hurting you. Thatâs not a bad thing, okay? It just means you need to stop wasting your time on people who donât care back.â
Her words hang in the air, heavier than you expected. You stare at your glass, tracing the condensation with your finger. âIâm tired, Chaewon,â you admit quietly. âIâm just⌠tired of trying.â
Her expression softens, the sharp edges dulling slightly. She reaches across the table, nudging your hand with hers. âThen stop trying so hard. Let the right person find you.â
You glance up at her, and for a moment, you think you see something in her eyesâsomething that makes your chest tighten. But before you can figure it out, she leans back, grabbing her drink again.
âAnd in the meantime,â she adds, her smirk returning, âstop being such a drama queen. Youâre not giving up on love. Think of it like you're taking a break.â
You laugh despite yourself, shaking your head. âFine. A break. But if I die alone, Iâm haunting you.â
âDeal.â She clinks her glass against yours, a crooked smile on her lips.
You take another sip of your drink, feeling the warmth seep into your bones. The weight on your chest feels a little lighter now, though not by much. Chaewon watches you over the rim of her glass, thereâs something softer lurking in her gazeâa flicker of concern sheâd probably deny if you brought it up.
âSo,â you say, breaking the silence, âdid you actually cut your hair?â
Chaewon huffs, rolling her eyes. âYes. Why?â
You shrug, trying to sound casual. âIt suits you. I mean, itâs good. Really good, actually.â
She pauses mid-sip, her eyes flicking to yours. âThanks,â she says, her tone vague, but the way she fidgets with her glass gives her away.
You smirk, leaning back in your chair. âYouâre bad at taking compliments, you know that?â
âShut up,â she mutters, but thereâs no real heat behind it. Her lips twitch like sheâs fighting a smile, and for a second, the tension between you dissolves completely.
The conversation drifts to safer territory after that, and you find yourself updating her on the games youâve been playing. âIâve been sinking way too many hours into that new RPG,â you admit, swirling the ice in your glass. âThe one with the insane skill trees? Itâs stupidly addictive.â
She tilts her head, genuinely interested. âThe one with the branching storylines?â
âYeah! Iâve already screwed up like three questlines because I made the wrong dialogue choices. Itâs brutal.â
Chaewon chuckles, resting her chin on her hand as she listens. âSounds like itâs punishing you for being indecisive.â
âExactly! Itâs like the developers made it specifically to torture me.â
You keep talking, describing the game mechanics, the world-building, the characters. And she listens. Really listens. Sheâs not scrolling through her phone or zoning out or pretending to care just to be polite. Sheâs engaged, asking questions, making observations that show sheâs actually paying attention.
It hits you then, how different this is. How different she is.
Your ex never really cared about this stuff. Sheâd roll her eyes the moment you brought up a game, tuning out or flat-out telling you she wasnât interested. Conversations with her always felt like walking a tightrope, trying to find the one topic that wouldnât bore her. With Chaewon, itâs⌠easy.
âHonestly, I think youâd like it,â you say, gesturing with your glass. âThe storyâs your kind of thingâmorally gray characters, lots of political intrigue. Youâd probably end up siding with the villain, though.â
She raises an eyebrow. âExcuse me? Why would I side with the villain?â
âBecause youâre a menace,â you deadpan, grinning when she rolls her eyes.
âYeah, well, at least Iâm not the type to get emotionally attached to fictional characters,â she fires back, smirking.
âFirst of all, rude,â you say, pointing at her. âSecond of all, you cried at the end of Fullmetal Alchemist, so donât even.â
Her smirk falters, and she narrows her eyes. âThat doesnât count. That was different.â
âSure it was.â
The banter flows easily, the kind that feels effortless, natural. You realize, not for the first time, how much you enjoy talking to her. How much you look forward to these moments when the world feels less crushing and complicated.
And then thereâs the way sheâs looking at you now, her dark eyes steady and focused, her chin still resting on her hand. Like sheâs actually glad to be here with you.
You donât say it out loud, but itâs nice.
Itâs more than nice.
âAnyway,â she says, breaking the silence, âif youâre going to recommend a game, you better let me borrow it. Why waste money when I've got you, my walking game library?"
You laugh, raising your glass in mock salute. âConsider it done.â
You canât help but smile as Chaewon takes a sip of her drink, the corners of her lips quirking upward in that way that says sheâs amused but refuses to fully admit it. Her eyes glimmer in the low bar lighting, and for a moment, it feels like the two of you are in your own little bubble, separate from the hum of the bar around you.
âYou know,â you say, swirling the last of your whiskey, âI wasnât kidding about you siding with the villain. Youâve got that whole morally ambiguous vibe.â
Chaewon raises an eyebrow, leaning forward slightly. âExcuse me? Morally ambiguous? Care to elaborate?â
âSure.â You grin, resting your elbows on the table. âYouâre always roasting me for no reason. You have a resting bitch face so intense it scares the new hires. And donât think I didnât see you steal the last donut at the office meeting last week, even though you knew I hadnât had breakfast.â
Her jaw drops in mock indignation. âOkay, first of all, the donuts are fair game. Itâs survival of the fittest.â
âOh, is that what youâre calling it?â you tease. âBecause it looked more like petty theft.â
Chaewon snorts, trying to stifle her laugh, but it escapes anywayâa melodic sound that fills the space between you. Itâs unguarded, real, and it makes your chest feel a little lighter.
âSecond of all,â she continues, still smiling, âyou were too slow. Not my fault you canât fight for what you want.â
âWow,â you say, feigning a wounded expression. âCold. Absolutely ruthless.â
âIâm a realist,â she quips, smirking.
âNo, youâre a donut thief.â
That gets her again. She leans back, laughing openly now, her shoulders shaking as she tries to catch her breath. The sound is warm, bright, and for some reason, it feels like a rewardâa moment of connection you didnât realize you needed.
âGod, youâre such an idiot,â she says, wiping at the corner of her eye.
âMaybe,â you admit, grinning. âBut at least Iâm not the office villain.â
âOh, please.â She rolls her eyes but doesnât stop smiling. âIf anyoneâs the villain, itâs you. Youâre the one who keeps stealing my stapler.â
âOnly because you keep hiding my mouse batteries.â
âThat was one time.â
âAnd it was chaos,â you retort. âI couldnât even Google how to fix it because I didnât have a mouse!â
She laughs again, her head tilting back slightly, and you realize how rare it is to see her this relaxed. Thereâs always a sharpness to herâan edgeâbut right now, sheâs softer, her usual armor cracked just enough for you to peek through.
âYou know,â you say after a moment, your tone more thoughtful, âyou should laugh more. It suits you.â
She blinks, caught off guard, her smile fading just slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âJust that itâs nice,â you say simply, leaning back in your chair. âSeeing you like this. Itâs⌠nice.â
She looks at you for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then, she clears her throat, sitting up straighter. âDonât get sappy on me, okay? I donât do sappy.â
âNoted,â you say with a mock salute, though you canât help but notice the faint blush creeping up her neck.
The conversation drifts again, this time to lighter topicsâshared office gossip, the weird guy who sits by the printer, and that time Chaewon accidentally sent a snarky email to the entire department.
But through it all, you find yourself stealing glances at her, marveling at how she seems to know exactly how to pull you out of your own head. How she listens, really listens, in a way that makes you feel seen. And how her laughterâbright, unrestrained, and unapologetically herâlingers in the back of your mind, long after the sound fades.
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The bar has emptied out a bit, the din of voices replaced by the soft hum of the jukebox in the corner playing some indie song you donât recognize. Three rounds have come and goneâthe whiskey soda you started with, smooth and sharp; a pint of amber ale, bitter enough to match your mood; and finally, a vodka tonic that sits untouched, the ice long since melted into a watery mess. Youâre slumped over, your head resting on your arms, the fatigue creeping in after a long, emotionally draining day.
Across from you, Chaewon is still sitting upright, her glass half-empty as she watches you with an expression you canât quite place. The faint buzz of alcohol has softened the sharp edges of her usual demeanor, leaving her looking almost thoughtful.
You lift your head just enough to look at her, squinting through the dim light. âWhat?â
She blinks, startled, as if she didnât realize youâd noticed her staring. âWhat, what?â
âThat look,â you say, waving a hand vaguely in her direction. âYouâre doing that thing where youâre thinking too hard. Whatâs on your mind?â
Chaewon huffs, leaning back in her chair and crossing her arms. âNothing.â
âBullshit,â you murmur, resting your chin on your arms. âYouâve got that little smile thing going on. Spill.â
Her lips twitch, betraying her, and she glances away like sheâs debating whether or not to answer. Finally, she sighs, shaking her head. âItâs just⌠youâve got this thing about you.â
You raise an eyebrow, intrigued despite your exhaustion. âWhat thing?â
âThis⌠helpless puppy vibe,â she says, her voice laced with reluctant amusement. âLike youâre just wandering through life, looking all lost and sad, and it makes people want to take care of you.â
You stare at her, caught between offense and confusion. âA puppy? Really?â
âYeah, a puppy,â she repeats, smirking now. âBig, sad eyes. Kind of scruffy. Probably needs a bath. It's dangerous, you know?â
âWow,â you say, sitting up slightly. âThanks for that vivid and insulting description.â
âYou asked.â She shrugs, but thereâs something softer in her gaze now, a flicker of vulnerability sheâs trying to hide.
You rest your head back on your arms, watching her through half-lidded eyes. âSo whatâs so dangerous about this hypothetical puppy version of me?â
Chaewon hesitates, tapping her fingers against her glass. When she speaks, her voice is quieter, almost hesitant. âDangerous for⌠someone who thinks you deserve better. Someone who wants to see you happy.â
The words hang between you, heavy and unexpected. For a moment, youâre not sure if you heard her right.
âSomeone like that actually exists?â you ask, your tone a mix of skepticism and self-deprecating humor.
She doesnât answer immediately, her eyes flicking up to meet yours. Thereâs something in her expression nowâsomething raw and unguarded that youâve never seen before.
âYouâre looking at this person,â she says simply.
The room feels too quiet all of a sudden, the music in the background fading into nothing. You stare at her, trying to process the weight of her words. Thereâs no teasing smirk, no sarcastic remark to soften the blow. Just Chaewon, sitting there, her gaze steady and unapologetic.
You open your mouth to respond, but nothing comes out. Your brain is scrambling for somethingâanythingâto say, but all you can do is stare at her like an idiot.
Finally, she breaks the silence, her lips quirking into a small, self-conscious smile. âDonât look so shocked. Itâs not like Iâve been subtle.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â you mutter, your voice cracking slightly.
She laughs softly, the sound both nervous and amused. âYouâre an idiot, you know that?â
âYeah,â you admit, still reeling. âIâm starting to get that.â
Chaewon leans forward, resting her elbows on the table as she studies you. âYou donât have to say anything,â she says quietly. âI just⌠I thought you should know.â
You nod slowly, your mind still spinning. The warmth in her gaze, the way sheâs looking at you nowâit feels like a lifeline, pulling you out of the fog youâve been drowning in.
âThanks,â you say finally.
âFor what?â
âFor⌠being here.â
The bar feels quieter than ever, as if the world has tuned out everything except the two of you. The moment feels too big for words, so you donât try.
Instead, you ask:
âCan I hug you?â
Her eyebrows shoot up. âRight now? In the middle of the bar?â
You glance around, gesturing vaguely at the room. âWhy not? Nobodyâs paying attention.â
She hesitates, lips pursed as if sheâs weighing the pros and cons. Then, with a small huff of resignation, she nods. âFine. But if this gets weird, Iâm blaming you.â
You stand up slowly, your heart beating a little too fast as you make your way around the table. Chaewon stays seated for a moment, like sheâs still deciding if sheâs really going to go through with it, but then she rises to meet you.
Her arms come up awkwardly at first, like sheâs not sure where to put them, but then you pull her in, and everything just clicks.
Her small frame presses against yours, fitting perfectly into the curve of your arms. Sheâs warm, her body soft but firm where it leans into you. Her hair smells faintly of citrus and something floralâclean, crisp, and distinctly her. And her perfume⌠itâs subtle but intoxicating, a quiet reminder of how she always seems to take your breath away without trying.
You hold her tighter, your hands resting gently on the small of her back. She doesnât pull awayâin fact, she leans in just a little more, her cheek brushing against your chest.
âThis is nice,â you murmur, your voice low and almost sleepy.
She chuckles softly, the sound vibrating against you. âYou sound like youâre about to fall asleep.â
âMaybe I am,â you admit, your eyelids drooping. âCould totally sleep here, just like this.â
Chaewon tilts her head back slightly to look up at you, her eyes catching the dim light in a way that makes your heart do something weird and uncoordinated. âYouâre such an idiot,â she says, but thereâs no bite to her words.
âAn idiot whoâs comfortable,â you counter, letting your head rest lightly against hers.
She hesitates for a beat, then says, âCome to my place.â
You blink, pulling back just enough to meet her gaze. âWhat?â
âMy apartment,â she says, her voice quieter now but steady. âItâs close. You can crash there. No point in going all the way home when youâre about to pass out.â
For a moment, you just look at her, trying to process what exactly sheâs offering.
âThatâs⌠a great idea,â you say finally, your lips curving into a small smile. âLetâs do it.â
Chaewon steps back, giving you one last once-over like sheâs making sure you wonât collapse on the way there. âGood. But if you snore, Iâm kicking you out.â
âFair,â you reply, grinning.
As the two of you leave the bar together, stepping out into the crisp night air, you canât help but feel like something has shiftedâsomething subtle but undeniable. The space between you feels smaller now, the connection deeper.
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Chaewonâs apartment greets you with a kind of stillness, like itâs been waiting quietly for her return. Sheâs ahead of you, shrugging off her coat and neatly hanging it on the hook by the door before toeing off her boots and lining them up with precision against the wall.
âMake yourself at home,â she says, her voice casual but carrying that hint of expectation, like sheâs daring you to do anything but comply. âWant some tea?â
âTea sounds great,â you say, still standing awkwardly in the entryway, unsure where to step in a place that looks like it belongs in a design catalog. To avoid mistakes, you mimic her movements, hanging your coat next to hers, same thing with your shoes. You place your bag on the floor beside the sofa to keep it from being in the way. "I love tea, it's very, uh, natural."
She nods and disappears into the kitchen, leaving you to take it all in.
The space is pure Chaewonâclean, clinical, with sharp angles and muted tones. The furniture is sleek and minimal, not a throw pillow out of place. Even the books on the shelves are organized by size, their spines forming a perfect gradient from light to dark. Thereâs no clutter, no mess, not even a stray sock to prove she actually lives here.
You wander further in, the floor under your socked feet smooth and cool. Thereâs a single potted plant on the windowsill, its leaves glossy and impossibly green, like itâs been getting five-star treatment since birth. You stop to study it, half expecting to see tiny instructions taped to the potâwater twice a day, rotate for even sunlight, apologize if you overwater.
The shelves catch your eye next. Books, a few picture frames, a small collection of vinyl records. You tilt your head, curious, but resist the urge to reach out and touch anything. The last thing you need is to knock over some rare artifact of her highly curated life.
âYouâre snooping,â Chaewonâs voice comes from behind you, startling you enough to make you flinch.
âNot snooping,â you protest, spinning around. âJust⌠looking. Observing. Admiring?â
She raises an eyebrow, one hand holding a mug, the other a small tray with a teapot and another mug. âUh-huh. You're acting like a nosy puppy.â
âErr, I really don't understand this correlation between puppies and me... Maybe Iâm just trying to figure you out,â you quip, though your face feels a little warm at being caught.
Chaewon smirks, setting the tray down on the coffee table and gesturing for you to sit on the couch. You oblige, sinking into the surprisingly firm cushions as she pours the tea with careful precision.
Her movements are methodical, each gesture deliberate, like sheâs done this a thousand times before. When she hands you the mug, her fingers brush yours for just a second, and youâre hit again with that faint citrus-and-floral scent that clings to her.
âThanks,â you say, wrapping your hands around the mug for warmth.
She sits down beside you, her posture as precise as everything else about her. For a moment, neither of you says anything, the silence filled with the soft clink of the teapot as she sets it back on the tray.
âSo?â she asks, finally breaking the quiet. âWhatâs your verdict?â
âOn what?â
âMy place,â she says, gesturing around with one hand. âYouâve been staring at everything like a toddler in a museum.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âItâs⌠very you.â
Her brow furrows slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âOrganized. Clean. Intimidatingly perfect,â you say, taking a sip of tea to hide your smirk.
Chaewon narrows her eyes at you, but thereâs no real heat behind it. âYouâre lucky youâre tired, or Iâd kick you out for that one.â
âYouâd miss me,â you shoot back.
âDrink your tea,â she says, turning away, but you donât miss the faint smile tugging at her lips.
The teaâs warmth seeps into your hands as you cradle the mug, its steam curling lazily into the air. Chaewon sits beside you, legs crossed, her own mug resting on her knee as she watches you with that quiet intensity sheâs so good at. The conversation has drifted to safer topicsâwork drama, the weird quirks of your mutual coworkersâbut the energy feels heavier now, like thereâs something unspoken hanging between you.
You laugh at something she says about your bossâs obsession with motivational quotes, but it comes out thinner than you intended. Chaewon notices immediately, her sharp eyes narrowing slightly.
âYou okay?â she asks, tilting her head.
You hesitate, your fingers tightening around the mug. âYeah, Iâm fine.â
âDonât lie to me,â she says, her voice soft but firm. âYouâve got that weird energy again.â
You laugh nervously, setting the mug down on the coffee table. âWeird energy?â
âYeah,â she says, leaning back against the couch. âLike youâre trying to calculate how to escape a room without making a scene.â
You rub the back of your neck, looking away. âItâs nothing. Just⌠tired, I guess.â
Chaewon isnât buying it. She sets her mug down beside yours and shifts slightly, turning to face you more directly. âSpill. Whatâs going on?â
You glance at her, then quickly look away again, focusing on the pattern of the rug instead. âItâs stupid.â
âGood thing Iâve got time for stupid,â she says, her voice tinged with amusement. âCome on. Out with it.â
You sigh, your shoulders sagging. âItâs just⌠I donât want to ruin things.â
âRuin what?â she asks, her brow furrowing.
âThis,â you say, gesturing vaguely between you. âUs. Iâve messed up before, you know? With other girls. I always say the wrong thing, or do the wrong thing, or just⌠end up being too much. And I donât want to lose you. Youâre one of the few people who actually seems to get me.â
The words hang in the air. You immediately regret saying them, your stomach twisting as you brace for whatever sharp, sarcastic response sheâs bound to throw your way.
But it doesnât come.
Instead, Chaewon shifts closer, her movements slow and deliberate. She leans forward, resting her elbows on her knees as she looks at you, her face unreadable. âYou wonât ruin anything,â she says quietly, her voice steady. âI promise.â
You glance at her, startled by the softness in her tone. âYou donât know that.â
âYes, I do,â she counters, her gaze unwavering. âYou think I donât know who you are by now? All the awkwardness, the overthinking, the dumb jokes? Thatâs you. And I like you just the way you are.â
Her words make you feel something strange in your chest, leaving you momentarily speechless. Chaewon doesnât look away, her expression open and sincere in a way that feels almost vulnerable.
âIâm serious,â she continues, her voice softer now. âYou donât have to try so hard with me. Youâre not gonna scare me off or mess this up. So just⌠relax, okay?â
You swallow hard, your throat tight. âI donât deserve you saying things like that.â
Her lips curve into a small, wry smile. âProbably not. But lucky for you, Iâm generous.â
You laugh, the sound shaky but real, and she smiles wider at that. The tension in your chest eases a little, replaced by something warmer, something that feels suspiciously like hope.
Chaewon leans back against the couch, close enough now that her shoulder brushes yours. âBetter?â
âYeah,â you say, your voice quiet. âThanks.â
She shrugs, reaching for her tea again. âDonât mention it. Just donât make me say all that sappy stuff twice.â
âDeal,â you reply, grinning despite yourself.
You pick up your mug again, staring into it like the tea holds the answers to all of lifeâs mysteries. Chaewonâs sitting close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating off her, which is both comforting and mildly distracting. You decide to lean into it, thoughâinto her, into this whole vibe.
âSo,â you start, trying to sound casual, âwhat kind of guys are you into?â
Chaewon doesnât even blink. She raises an eyebrow, her lips quirking in a way that tells you she knows exactly what youâre doing. âSeriously? Thatâs where youâre going with this?â
âWhat?â You shrug, feigning innocence. âIâm just curious. You never talk about that kind of stuff.â
âBecause itâs none of your business,â she says, her voice dry, but sheâs smirking now, her amusement clear.
âCome on,â you press, leaning a little closer. âHumor me. Whatâs your type?â
She tilts her head, pretending to think about it. âHmm. Letâs see. I guess I like someone whoâs kind of a mess, but in a lovable way.â
Your eyebrows shoot up, and youâre pretty sure your cheeks are starting to heat up. âA mess?â
âYeah,â she says, nodding seriously. âLike, theyâve probably got zero game, but theyâre sweet, and funny, and they care about people even when they shouldnât.â
You narrow your eyes at her. âAre you describing me right now?â
She doesnât answer directly, just sips her tea with an exaggerated innocence that makes you want to throw a pillow at her.
âOkay, fine,â you say, leaning back against the couch and crossing your arms. âWhat else?â
âHmm,â she hums, dragging it out on purpose. âDefinitely someone whoâs way too into nerdy stuff. Like, they could probably write an entire essay on the politics of some random video game world.â
You groan, hiding your face in your hands. âOh my god.â
âAnd theyâve got to be a little awkward,â she continues, her smirk growing. âLike, they think theyâre flirting right now, but theyâre just embarrassing themselves.â
âOkay, I get it!â you cut her off, your voice muffled by your hands.
Chaewon laughs, the sound bright and unapologetic. She reaches over, nudging your shoulder. âWhat? You asked.â
âYeah, and I regret it,â you mutter, peeking at her through your fingers. âYouâre the worst, you know that?â
âIâve been told,â she says, looking far too pleased with herself.
Thereâs a pause as you both settle back into the couch, the playful tension between you easing into something quieter. Then Chaewon stretches, rolling her neck like sheâs trying to work out a kink.
âUgh,â she groans, rubbing the back of her neck. âI think Iâve been sitting at my desk too long this week.â
You glance at her, raising an eyebrow. âWhat, you need a massage or something?â
âActually, yeah,â she says, turning to look at you with an expression thatâs far too smug. âSince youâre offering.â
You blink, caught off guard. âWait, I wasnâtââ
âToo late. Offer accepted,â she interrupts, shifting to sit sideways on the couch and giving you her back.
You hesitate for a second, then sigh, setting your mug aside. âFine. But if you complain, Iâm stopping.â
âJust shut up and get to it,â she says, tossing a glance over her shoulder.
You roll your eyes but move closer, placing your hands lightly on her shoulders. Her body tenses slightly under your touch at first, but as you start to knead gently, her posture softens.
âNot bad,â she murmurs, tilting her head forward to give you better access.
âNot bad?â you echo, your fingers working into the knots in her shoulders. âIâll have you know, I give amazing massages.â
âSure you do,â she says, her voice slightly muffled.
You work silently for a bit, your hands moving with more confidence as you get into a rhythm. Itâs oddly intimate, this moment between you, and youâre not sure whether to be grateful or terrified by how comfortable it feels.
Your hands move slowly, working into the tension in Chaewonâs shoulders, but the longer you touch her, the harder it is to focus. She feels warm under your hands, soft in all the right places, and the faint scent of her perfume is messing with your head in a way youâre not sure youâre ready to deal with.
Chaewon lets out a quiet sigh, tilting her head to the side to give you better access. Her short hair falls away from her neck, exposing smooth, pale skin that catches the dim light just right. You pause for half a second, your hands hovering, suddenly hyper-aware of how close you are to her.
âYou okay back there?â she asks, glancing at you over her shoulder with a raised eyebrow.
âYeah,â you mutter, quickly resuming the massage. âJust⌠trying to find the knot.â
Her lips twitch like she doesnât entirely believe you, but she doesnât call you out on it. Instead, she leans forward a bit, giving you even more space to work. âWell, donât chicken out. I could really use this.â
Your hands move lower, grazing the tops of her shoulder blades, and you feel her shiver slightly under your touch. Itâs subtle, but itâs enough to send your thoughts spiraling. Suddenly, the innocent, friendly massage doesnât feel so innocent anymore.
Chaewon shifts slightly, her back arching just enough to make you notice, and you swallow hard, your fingers faltering for just a second. She doesnât say anything, but the air between you feels thicker now, charged with something youâre not sure either of you expected.
You clear your throat, trying to focus. âYouâve got a lot of tension here,â you say, your voice coming out lower than you intended.
âYeah?â she murmurs, her tone almost teasing. âGuess youâd better keep going.â
You canât help it; your eyes drift down her back, tracing the curve of her spine under her blouse. Your hands move on their own, pressing into the muscles just below her shoulders, but all you can think about is how much you want to touch more. Explore more.
She tilts her head back slightly, her neck exposed, and youâve never seen her look more beautiful. Itâs not just the way her body reacts under your handsâitâs the way sheâs completely at ease, trusting you in a way that feels almost vulnerable.
âYouâre good at this,â she says, her voice softer now, almost breathy.
âYeah?â you say, trying to keep the nervous edge out of your voice. âMaybe I missed my calling.â
She chuckles, the sound low and warm, and something about it makes your pulse pick up. âDonât get cocky.â
Your hands move lower again, brushing against the edge of her lower back, and she shifts under your touch, her breath hitching just slightly. Itâs enough to make your resolve start to crumble.
You want herâhave wanted her for longer than youâre willing to admitâbut now, with her so close, so warm, so utterly Chaewon, it feels impossible to ignore. Every time your hands move, every time she sighs or shifts, it pulls you deeper into something you donât think you can back out of.
But you hesitate, your hands lingering on her back, unsure of how to bridge the gap between whatâs happening and what you want to happen.
Your hands pause for just a moment when Chaewon shifts again, her body leaning slightly forward. Her shoulders tense briefly before relaxing, and then, in a voice quieter than youâve ever heard from her, she says, âYou can go lower⌠if you want.â
Time stops.
Youâre not even sure you heard her right at first. Your brain scrambles to process the words, but your hands are already moving, sliding lower down her back, fingertips brushing over the curve of her waist. You swallow hard, every nerve in your body buzzing.
Her blouse is soft, thin enough that you can feel the heat of her skin beneath it. Your hands press into her, kneading gently, and she lets out a quiet sigh that shoots straight through you.
âThatâs⌠nice,â she murmurs, her head tilting slightly forward.
You chuckle nervously, trying to play it cool even though your heart feels like itâs about to break through your ribs. âYeah? Iâve got skills.â
She lets out a soft laugh, the sound breathy, and shifts again as your hands move down to her lower back, squeezing lightly. Her body reacts under your touchâa slight arch of her back, a shiver that you feel more than seeâand itâs driving you insane.
âSeriously,â she says, her voice muffled as she rests her arms on her knees. âYouâre too good at this.â
âYouâre welcome,â you tease, your voice low, though youâre barely holding it together.
Her sighs grow softer, more frequent, and her breathing starts to change, deepening slightly. Youâre not sure whatâs happening anymore, but you donât care. Youâre touching her, sheâs letting you, and it feels like the world has narrowed down to just the two of you.
Then she mumbles something, so quiet you almost miss it.
âWhat?â you ask, leaning in instinctively, your ear close to her lips. âWhat did you say?â
She doesnât look at you, doesnât move. For a moment, you think she wonât answer, but then, in a voice so small it barely feels like her, she murmurs, âKiss me.â
Oh.
Your breath catches. You pull back slightly, just enough to look at her, but sheâs still staring down at her knees, her face half-hidden by the angle.
âChaewon,â you say softly, her name catching in your throat.
She doesnât respond, doesnât look up, but her body shifts toward you, and thatâs all the confirmation you need.
You lean in slowly, your lips brushing against the curve of her neck. Her skin is warm and soft, and she smells so good it makes your head spin. You start with a gentle kiss, hesitant, testing, but when she doesnât pull awayâwhen she lets out the quietest, softest sighâyou lose what little restraint you had left.
Your lips press more firmly against her neck, trailing downward, tasting her skin. Her body tilts toward you, her breathing uneven now, and one of her hands comes up to rest lightly on your arm, her fingers curling against your sleeve.
âGod,â you murmur against her skin, your voice barely audible.
She doesnât say anything, but the way she shifts closer, the way her fingers tighten on your arm, tells you everything you need to know.
Your lips trail up from her neck, slow and deliberate, savoring the warmth of her skin and the way she tilts her head to give you more access. Each kiss pulls a soft sigh from her, barely audible, but enough to set your blood on fire. You can feel her pulse quicken beneath your lips, her breathing uneven as you move closer to her jawline.
And then, without really thinking, you shift your angle and capture her lips.
She turns slightly, just enough to meet you halfway, and the kiss is soft at firstâtentative, testing. The faint taste of tea lingers on her lips, mixing with a trace of whiskey, and itâs so much better than you expected. You kiss her deeper, and she responds, her lips parting slightly as the kiss grows more insistent.
Youâre still behind her, one arm slipping around her waist to pull her closer as your other hand trails up her side. Her body melts into yours, her back pressing against your chest, and you can feel the subtle tremor running through her as your lips move together.
Her blouse is in your way. Itâs driving you crazy.
Your hands start to move without thinking, sliding down her front and finding the buttons of her blouse. The fabric is soft, just like her, and your fingers fumble slightly, but you manage to undo the first button, then the second, all while keeping your lips locked with hers.
Chaewon lets out a quiet gasp as your hand brushes against her bare skin, and it sends a shiver down your spine. Her hand reaches up, tangling in your hair, pulling you closer as her other hand grips your arm, her nails digging in lightly.
âAre youâŚâ she starts to whisper, but her words are lost in a gasp when you undo another button, your hand slipping inside her blouse to rest against her stomach.
She feels so warm under your touch, her body soft and perfect, and you canât help but move your hand upward, brushing the edge of her bra. Her head falls back against your shoulder, her breathing heavy, and you take the opportunity to kiss her neck again, trailing upward to her ear.
âYouâre beautiful,â you murmur, the words slipping out before you can stop them.
Chaewon freezes for just a second, like sheâs caught off guard, but then she turns her head slightly, meeting your lips again in a kiss thatâs more desperate than the first. Her hands pull you closer, her body pressing against yours as her blouse falls open, the fabric slipping from her shoulders.
You barely notice the sound of her breath hitching, too focused on the way her skin feels under your hands, the way her lips taste like tea and warmth and Chaewon.
The blouse clings stubbornly to Chaewonâs waist, but youâve had enough of it. She seems to share the same feeling, raising her arms without a word, your fingers find the fabric, and with one smooth, determined motion, you slide it up and over her head, tossing it behind you without a glance. Now sheâs facing you, her skin flushed, her breathing shallow, and for a moment, all you can do is stare.
Her tiny waist curves perfectly into her hips, her perky breasts framed by a simple black lace bra that somehow makes her even more devastatingly beautiful. Chaewon shifts slightly under your gaze, her cheeks turning pink, but she doesnât look away. Instead, she smirks faintly, like she knows exactly whatâs going through your head.
âYou done staring, or should I charge you for the show?â she teases, her voice light but tinged with nervousness.
You grin, your heart pounding. âSorry, just⌠wow. Youâre gorgeous, Chaewon.â
Her smirk falters, her lips parting slightly, and for a moment, she looks almost shy. But then she steps closer, fingers already moving toward the buttons of your blouse. âOkay, your turn. Fairâs fair.â
She starts unbuttoning slowly, each flick of her fingers deliberate, grazing your skin just enough to send shivers down your spine. Once the last button is undone, she slides the blouse off your shoulders, taking off one sleeve at a time before tossing it somewhere behind her like it doesnât matter.
Her hand comes up, hesitating for a moment before she places it on your chest, her fingers trailing lightly over your skin. âIâve imagined this,â she says quietly.
You swallow hard, your breath catching at the honesty in her words. âYeah?â
âYeah,â she murmurs, her eyes meeting yours. âMore than Iâd like to admit.â
Her hand continues its slow exploration, her touch sending shivers down your spine. You feel completely exposed, but not in a bad way. Thereâs something about the way sheâs looking at youâlike sheâs seeing you, all of you, and she likes what she sees.
Unable to resist any longer, you reach for her, pulling her close and guiding her back to the couch. She lets you, her body soft and pliant under your hands as you lower her down onto the cushions.
Her hair fans out against the dark fabric, and her lips curve into a small, teasing smile as you settle on top of her, your weight braced on your elbows. âComfy?â she asks, raising an eyebrow.
âVery,â you reply, grinning down at her. âHow about you?â
âIâll let you know,â she says, her hands sliding up your back to pull you closer.
You kiss her again, slow and deep, savoring the way her body responds beneath you. Her fingers dig into your shoulders, her legs shifting to tangle with yours, and the soft sounds she makes between kisses are enough to drive you insane.
Chaewonâs lips are addictive. Every time you think youâve had your fill, she moves just right, sighs into your mouth, or tilts her head to let you deepen the kiss. Itâs impossible to stop, and honestly, you donât want to.
At some point, she breaks the kiss, panting lightly, her eyes half-lidded as she smirks. âWerenât you exhausted ten minutes ago?â
You grin, brushing your thumb against her cheek. âNot anymore. Maybe itâs the tea.â
She arches an eyebrow. âThe tea?â
âOr maybe itâs you,â you admit, leaning down to kiss her again, softer this time but no less intense.
She lets out a quiet laugh against your lips but doesnât pull away. Her hands trail down your back, her nails grazing your skin lightly enough to make you shiver. You shift slightly, pressing your lips to her jaw, then down to her neck. She tilts her head automatically, giving you more room to work, but when your mouth latches onto the delicate skin below her ear, she gasps.
âHey,â she murmurs, her voice breathy. âYouâre gonna leave marks.â
You pause, your lips hovering over her neck. âDo you want me to stop?â
Thereâs a beat of silence where she doesnât answer, just stares at you, her cheeks flushed and her breathing uneven. Then, almost too quietly, she whispers, âNo.â
You grin against her skin, nipping lightly at the same spot before sucking gently, drawing a soft moan from her. Your hand moves to her waist, holding her in place as your mouth continues its path along her neck, alternating between kisses and playful bites.
Chaewonâs fingers thread through your hair, tugging slightly as she arches into you. âYouâre such a nerd,â she mutters, though her tone lacks any real bite.
âAnd yet,â you reply, moving back up to kiss her mouth, âyouâre here.â
She laughs, muffled by your lips, and then gasps softly as you bite her bottom lip, tugging just enough to make her squirm. Her hands tighten on your shoulders, and her legs shift, tangling further with yours as your kiss deepens.
Your hands slide up her back, finding the strap of her bra. The clasp feels impossibly tiny beneath your fingers, but you work at it, trying to ignore the way your heart is racing as her body presses closer to yours.
âHaving trouble?â she teases, her lips brushing against yours.
âShut up,â you murmur, grinning as you finally manage to unhook it.
Your hands work the clasp on Chaewonâs bra, finally unhooking it with a small triumph you try to play cool. The straps slide off her shoulders, and just as youâre about to toss it aside, she holds it against her chest, her fingers gripping the fabric tightly.
âWait,â she says, her voice soft, almost hesitant.
You freeze, leaning back slightly to meet her gaze. Her cheeks are flushed, her lips slightly swollen from your kisses, but thereâs a different kind of vulnerability in her eyes now.
âYouâre not just doing this because youâre⌠you know, hurting, right?â she asks quietly. âI donât want to be just some kind of band-aid for you.â
For a moment, all the heat between you cools just enough for you to realize how much weight sheâs carrying in this moment, how much sheâs letting herself be exposed.
âChaewon,â you say, trying to lighten the mood a little, âI donât know what youâre talking about. I was already planning the wedding.â
Her eyes widen for a split second before she laughs, a short, startled sound that breaks the tension just enough. âYouâre such an idiot,â she mutters, shaking her head.
âYeah,â you admit, smiling softly. âBut seriouslyâŚâ You reach up, gently brushing a strand of hair from her face. âYouâre not a band-aid. Youâre⌠special. Youâve always been special, and Iâm sorry it took me this long to see it.â
Her breath hitches, her eyes searching yours for something you hope she finds. Then, with a faint smirk, she murmurs, âDamn right Iâm special.â
You chuckle, leaning in to press a soft kiss to her forehead. âYeah, you are. And Iâm lucky. Youâre⌠kind of the best thing in my life right now, you know that?â
Chaewon doesnât say anything, just looks at you with an expression thatâs so raw and open it makes your chest ache. Then, slowly, she lets the bra slip from her hands, her arms falling to her sides as she finally lets you see her.
Her perky breasts are small but perfect, her pale skin flushed and warm. You take a moment to just look at her, taking her in, and the way she shifts slightly under your gaze, her lips parting, makes your breath catch.
âYouâre gorgeous,â you murmur, your voice low and reverent.
She huffs, clearly trying to deflect. âYouâve said that already.â
âYeah, well, itâs true.â
Her eyes meet yours again, and this time, thereâs no hesitation, no barriers.
Your lips find hers, and this time the kiss is slower, deeper, your body pressing down against hers as you settle into the couch. Her arms wrap around your neck, pulling you closer, her fingers tangling in your hair as if sheâs trying to anchor herself.
Your hand moves almost instinctively, sliding from her waist up to her chest. When your palm finally covers her breast, you pause for just a moment, feeling the warmth of her skin beneath your hand, the softness yielding perfectly to your touch.
Chaewon lets out a quiet, breathy sound against your lips, her back arching slightly into your touch. Itâs all the encouragement you need. Your fingers squeeze gently, testing, and her responseâa soft moan that she tries to muffleâsends heat rushing through you.
You break the kiss, trailing your lips down her jaw, her neck, leaving small, open-mouthed kisses along the way. She tilts her head back, her breathing uneven, her fingers tightening in your hair as your mouth makes its way lower.
When your lips reach her collarbone, you pause to glance up at her, your eyes meeting hers. Her cheeks are flushed, her chest rising and falling with each shallow breath, and thereâs something so intoxicating about the way sheâs looking at youâtrusting, wanting.
You kiss the top of her breast first, softly, reverently, before moving lower. Your hand slides away, making room for your mouth as you finally reach her nipple.
Itâs small and perfectly pink, the areola slightly darker and tight against the cool air of the room. You pause, your lips hovering just above her skin, and then you take her nipple into your mouth, sucking gently.
Chaewon gasps, her body jolting slightly beneath you, her hands gripping your shoulders now. âGod,â she breathes, her voice trembling.
You swirl your tongue around the hardened bud, teasing, tasting, savoring the way she reactsâher quiet whimpers, the way her fingers dig into your skin. You suck a little harder, pulling her nipple further into your mouth, and she arches her back, pressing herself closer to you.
When you move to the other breast, you take your time, kissing your way across her chest, letting your lips linger on her skin. Her other nipple is just as perfect, already taut with anticipation when your tongue flicks over it for the first time.
Her response is immediateâa soft moan that makes your chest tighten, your name falling from her lips like a prayer. You suck gently, then harder, alternating with flicks of your tongue that make her shiver beneath you.
You take a moment to glance up again, her face flushed and her eyes half-closed as she watches you, her lips parted, her breathing uneven. Thereâs something about the way she looks right nowâcompletely undone, completely yoursâthat makes you feel like youâre falling and never want to stop.
You return to her breasts, your mouth working over her soft skin as if youâve got all the time in the world. Each kiss, each lick, each gentle nip earns you another sigh, another soft gasp that makes your pulse race. Her nipples are sensitive under your tongue, tightening further with every flick and suck, and you savor the way her body respondsâhow she arches toward you, her hands restless against your back, her quiet sounds growing needier.
Eventually, you pull away, leaving her flushed and breathing hard, her chest rising and falling beneath you. You kiss your way back up to her collarbone, her neck, and finally her lips, her taste familiar now but still somehow electrifying.
You pause for a moment, your forehead resting against hers as you catch your breath. âChaewon,â you murmur, your voice low and a little rough. âDo you⌠want to move to the bed?â
She looks at you, her dark eyes hazy with want but still sharp enough to catch you off guard. For a second, she just stares, like sheâs weighing the moment, before finally whispering, âYeah.â
Her answer is simple, but itâs all you need. Without hesitating, you slip your arms around her, lifting her from the couch with surprising ease. She gasps softly at the sudden movement, her hands automatically gripping your shoulders for balance, but sheâs smiling, her lips curving into a rare, unguarded grin.
âYou didnât have to carry me,â she says, her voice teasing but breathy as you press a kiss to her cheek.
âI wanted to,â you reply, grinning against her skin as you kiss your way down to her neck.
She chuckles, the sound soft and breathless, and hooks an arm around your neck, guiding you toward the hallway. You follow her lead, your lips never leaving her skin as you walk. You kiss her jaw, her ear, her throat, savoring every quiet sigh and shiver as her fingers tangle in your hair.
When you reach her bedroom, you fumble briefly but manage to switch on the light without releasing Chaewon from your grasp. A soft, amber glow floods the room, painting her delicate features in hues of warmth. You lower her onto the bed gently, taking a step back to admire the sight in front of you.
Chaewon lies there, half-naked and impossibly beautiful, her flushed skin glowing in the soft light. Her blouse is gone, her bra discarded, and her chest rises and falls with each shallow breath. Her pants are still on, but the way they cling to her hips and thighs makes your throat tighten.
You swallow hard, stepping closer as she watches you, her lips curved into a small, almost shy smile. Slowly, you reach for the waistband of her pants, your fingers brushing against her skin as you undo the button.
âYou okay?â you ask, glancing up at her.
She nods, her gaze steady but warm. âYeah. Keep going.â
You slide the zipper down, the sound loud in the quiet room, and begin to ease the fabric down her hips. The process is slower than you expect, your hands trembling slightly as you reveal inch after inch of smooth, pale skin.
And then her panties come into view.
Theyâre simple but beautiful, black lace with intricate floral patterns that contrast perfectly against her soft skin. The delicate fabric sits low on her hips, hugging her in a way that leaves little to the imagination. The edges are trimmed with a subtle scalloped design, the lace slightly sheer, hinting at the curves beneath without fully revealing them.
For a moment, you just stare, your breath catching as your hands linger on her hips. You never imagined youâd find yourself hereâliterally undressing your coworker, who youâve argued with over staplers and coffee ordersâbut here you are, and it feels like the most natural thing in the world.
âYouâre staring again,â Chaewon says, her voice tinged with humor but softer than usual.
âI think you better get used to it.â you reply, your voice low as you run your fingers lightly over the waistband of her panties.
She huffs, her cheeks turning pink, but she doesnât look away. âJust donât make it weird.â
You chuckle, leaning down to press a kiss to her stomach, just above the lace. âToo late.â
As your fingers trail along the waistband of Chaewonâs panties, her breathing hitches, her body shifting slightly beneath your touch. The delicate lace is impossibly soft under your fingertips, a fragile barrier that feels both tantalizing and maddening. Slowly, you slide your fingers under the fabric, your knuckles brushing against her skin as you begin to ease the panties down.
She lifts her hips just enough to help you, her legs bending and turning slightly as you pull the lace down her thighs, over her knees, and finally off her feet. The room feels impossibly quiet, every rustle of fabric and soft exhale amplified in the charged air between you.
When you glance back up, sheâs already spreading her legs, the invitation clear. Your breath catches as you take her in fully for the first time.
Her pussy is beautiful, her lips soft and slightly swollen, glistening faintly in the low light of the room. The pink of her inner folds is just visible, a delicate contrast against the smooth skin of her thighs. Sheâs bare, her skin perfect and inviting, the sight enough to make your mouth water.
You lean down slowly, your lips trailing kisses along the inside of her thigh. Her skin is warm beneath your mouth, impossibly soft, and she lets out a quiet, shaky sigh as your kisses move higher. Her scent hits you thenâsubtle, musky, intoxicating. Itâs uniquely her, a mix of clean and raw and heady, and it pulls you in like nothing else.
Your hands rest on her thighs, holding them gently as you kiss closer to her center. When your lips finally brush against her, she gasps softly, her body tensing for a moment before relaxing into the touch. You start slow, your tongue flicking lightly over her folds, tasting her for the first time.
Sheâs warm, slick, and utterly addictive, her taste filling your senses as you suck gently on her clit. Her body jerks slightly beneath you, her thighs trembling against your hands as she moans quietly, her voice soft and breathy.
âGod,â she murmurs, her fingers gripping the sheets tightly as her hips shift toward you.
You smile against her, your tongue moving in slow, deliberate circles, savoring every sound she makes, every small shiver of her body. Her scent grows stronger as you continue, her arousal unmistakable, and itâs everything you can do to keep your movements controlled, purposeful, to draw this out as long as you can.
Chaewonâs hands find your hair, her fingers tangling in it as she pulls you closer, her breaths coming quicker now. Her quiet gasps and soft moans are music to your ears, each one driving you further, pushing you to explore every inch of her with your mouth.
Your lips stay locked onto her, tongue flicking and teasing, savoring the way sheâs opening up for you, literally and figuratively. Chaewonâs taste is rich and intoxicating, a mix of salt and sweet that you could drown in and never come up for air. As you suck gently on her clit, your tongue presses just enough to send a ripple through her body, and her moanâlow, breathy, needyâreverberates straight through you.
âFuck,â she murmurs, her voice barely audible but dripping with desperation. âThat feels⌠so good.â
You hum against her, the vibration making her legs tremble. âYou taste so fucking amazing,â you mutter between licks, your lips brushing against her slick folds as you speak. âCould do this all night.â
She gasps, her thighs tightening around your head for a moment before relaxing again. âYouâre such a fucking nerd,â she says, trying to sound teasing but failing miserably as her voice cracks into a moan.
âAnd youâre so fucking wet,â you shoot back, your fingers sliding along her folds to prove your point. The slickness coats your fingertips instantly, and you bring them to your mouth for a quick taste, groaning softly at the sheer decadence of it. âJesus, Chaewon⌠youâre delicious.â
Her cheeks flush even darker, her hips jerking slightly as you lean back in, your tongue diving between her folds to lap up every bit of her arousal. Sheâs wetter now, her juices pooling at her entrance, and you donât waste a second, licking her clean like itâs the last thing youâll ever do.
âGod, yes,â she whimpers, her hands clutching at your hair as her back arches off the bed. âDonât stop.â
âWasnât planning to,â you reply, grinning against her before wrapping your lips around her clit again, sucking it gently but firmly.
Her response is immediateâa sharp intake of breath, her body tightening as if sheâs trying to hold herself together but failing miserably. âFuck⌠oh, fuck,â she moans, her hips grinding against your mouth, chasing the pressure.
You slide a hand up her thigh, your thumb teasing the edge of her entrance as your tongue works her clit. âYou like that?â you ask, your voice muffled by her heat.
âY-yeah,â she stammers, her head falling back against the pillow. âDonât stopâdonât fucking stop.â
Her words spur you on, your movements growing bolder, more confident. You suck harder, alternating with quick flicks of your tongue, and sheâs practically trembling now, her body taut like a bowstring.
âYouâre so fucking hot like this,â you murmur, your fingers dipping just slightly inside her, feeling how wet and warm she is, how her body clenches around the slightest touch. âCanât believe I didnât do this sooner.â
âShut up,â she gasps, her voice ragged as her hips buck against you. âJustâfuckâkeep going.â
You oblige, your tongue and fingers working in perfect tandem to drive her higher, her moans spilling out unfiltered now. Chaewonâs normally sharp, snarky voice is reduced to breathless gasps and broken curses, and itâs the hottest thing youâve ever heard.
Your tongue circles Chaewonâs clit with deliberate slowness, teasing the sensitive bundle of nerves with just enough pressure to make her squirm. Your fingers slide deeper inside her, curling slightly to find that sweet spot, the one that makes her hips jerk involuntarily. Sheâs soaking wet now, her slick heat coating your fingers, making every movement easier, smoother.
âFuck,â she moans, her voice breaking as her legs spread wider, inviting you to take everything sheâs offering. Her hands are still tangled in your hair, tugging, pulling, as if sheâs trying to ground herself while her body writhes under your touch.
You lift your head slightly, your lips brushing against her inner thigh as you speak. âLook at you,â you murmur, your voice low and rough. âSo fucking wet for me. Youâre dripping, Chaewon. You like this, huh?â
Her response is a strangled moan, her back arching off the bed as you press your thumb against her clit, rubbing in slow, deliberate circles. âY-yeah,â she gasps, her voice trembling. âI fucking love it.â
You smirk, leaning back down to suck her clit into your mouth, your tongue flicking over it in quick, teasing motions. âGood,â you say, your voice muffled by her. âBecause Iâm not stopping until youâre shaking.â
She whimpers at that, her hands tightening in your hair as her thighs clamp briefly around your head. âGod, youâre such a fucking tease,â she mutters, though the breathless laugh that follows makes it clear she doesnât mean it.
You grin, your fingers thrusting deeper as you suck harder, pulling a broken cry from her lips. âYou love it,â you reply, your tongue swirling around her clit before flicking it sharply.
âFuckâyes,â she moans, her voice growing louder now, more desperate. Her hips grind against your mouth, chasing the friction, and you can feel her getting closer, her body tightening around your fingers with each thrust.
âGod, Chaewon,â you murmur between licks, your lips brushing against her slick folds. âYouâre so fucking needy. Youâre dripping all over me, baby. Canât get enough, huh?â
âShut up,â she gasps, though her moans tell you otherwise. Her head falls back against the pillow, her chest heaving as her nails rake lightly against your scalp. âJust⌠just keep going.â
You oblige, your tongue and fingers working in perfect rhythm now, pushing her higher, closer to the edge. Her clit is swollen and sensitive under your tongue, every flick and suck pulling another moan, another gasp, another curse from her lips.
âCome on, Chaewon,â you murmur, your voice low and teasing. âLet go for me. I want to feel you come, baby. I want to taste you.â
Her only response is a sharp cry, her body arching off the bed as she clenches around your fingers, her thighs trembling. Sheâs so close now, her moans turning into desperate whimpers, her hips grinding against your face with reckless abandon.
âFuckâdonât stop,â she pleads, her voice breaking. âPlease, donât fucking stop.â
You donât.
Your tongue drags over her clit with precision now, relentless and firm, while your fingers pump into her soaked pussy, curling perfectly against that sensitive spot deep inside her. Chaewonâs breaths are shallow, gasping, her chest heaving with every movement. The taste of her, that musky, sweet cream sheâs releasing for you, coats your tongue, addictive and intoxicating.
Her thighs tremble on either side of your head, twitching every time you flick your tongue just right. Sheâs not quiet anymoreâsheâs a beautiful, messy symphony of moans and gasps, her voice cracking into broken sentences.
âFuckâoh godâdonâtâdonât stopââ she babbles, her words tumbling out without control. Her hips buck wildly, her hands gripping the sheets so tight her knuckles are white. âItâsâitâs so goodâfuckâso fuckingââ
You glance up for just a second, your eyes locking onto her flushed face. Her head is thrown back, her lips parted, and her hair sticks to her damp forehead. Sheâs beautiful, absolutely wrecked, and knowing youâre the reason sheâs like this makes your blood pound in your ears.
âYouâre so fucking hot like this,â you murmur, your voice low and muffled against her pussy. âCan feel how close you are, baby. You gonna come for me?â
âY-yeah,â she gasps, her thighs twitching against your head as her body trembles. âFuckâIâm soâoh god, I canâtââ
âYou can,â you insist, sucking her clit hard and thrusting your fingers deeper, curling them perfectly. âCome for me, Chaewon. I want to feel it. Want to taste every fucking drop.â
Her entire body goes taut, her back arching sharply as a scream rips from her throat. âFUCKâIâmâoh, oh, ohââ Her thighs snap shut around your head, trapping you there as her pussy clenches hard around your fingers, waves of wet heat flooding against your hand and tongue.
You donât stop. You keep sucking her clit, even as her body shakes uncontrollably, even as her legs try to squeeze you out. Sheâs soaking now, her juices dripping down your fingers, her moans turning into breathless whimpers as she rides out the intensity of her orgasm.
âTooâtoo muchâfuckââ she cries, her voice trembling, her hips jerking away from your mouth even as her legs keep you pinned.
You finally ease up, pressing soft, teasing kisses to her clit as her body twitches beneath you. Her thighs slowly loosen their grip, and you pull back just enough to watch her, your lips and chin wet with her arousal.
Chaewonâs chest heaves, her face flushed and glowing as she tries to catch her breath. Her eyes flutter open, hazy and unfocused, and when she meets your gaze, her lips curve into a weak, satisfied smile.
You trail kisses up her trembling body, taking your time as you savor every inch of Chaewonâs soft, warm skin. Her chest rises and falls beneath you, still heaving from her orgasm, and you pause to press a kiss to her collarbone, then her neck, before finally reaching her lips.
She meets you halfway, her kiss slow but insistent, her fingers threading into your hair to hold you close. Thereâs something almost intoxicating about the way her lips taste now, mingled with the faint, musky tang of her own release.
When you finally pull back, her cheeks are flushed, and her lips curl into a teasing smirk. âYouâre surprisingly good at that,â she says, her voice still breathless but laced with humor. âFor a nerd.â
You laugh, the sound low and warm, leaning down to brush your nose against hers. âEven nerds have their talents.â
She quirks an eyebrow, her smirk widening. âOh? And what other talents do you have, exactly?â
Before you can answer, her hand slides down between your bodies, pressing against the hard length of your cock through your pants. The pressure makes you inhale sharply, your hips jerking slightly as her fingers curl around you.
âBecause Iâm curious,â she continues, her tone dripping with mock innocence as her thumb rubs slow circles over the fabric.
You groan softly, dropping your forehead against hers. âYouâre playing a dangerous game, Chaewon.â
âAm I?â she asks, her voice light and teasing, though her grip tightens just enough to make your breath hitch.
You lift your head to meet her gaze, your eyes dark with intent. âGuess Iâll have to show you.â
Her eyes widen slightly as you reach down, your hands brushing against hers as you unbutton your pants. The metallic click of the zipper echoes in the quiet room, and you can feel the way her breathing quickens, her body shifting beneath you as her curiosity gives way to anticipation.
You push yourself up slightly, Chaewonâs hands falling away as you shift to sit on your knees. Her gaze follows you, her chest still rising and falling, her lips parted slightly as she watches you reach for your waistband.
Slowly, deliberately, you push your pants down your hips, the fabric sliding down your legs until theyâre off completely. Then comes your underwear. Her eyes donât leave you for a second, dark and intent, and when you finally free yourself, her lips part in a soft gasp.
Sheâs staring now, her cheeks flushed, her pupils blown wide. âHoly shit,â she murmurs.
You smirk, crawling back over her until youâre close enough to kiss. âLike what you see?â
Chaewon huffs out a breathy laugh, her hand reaching down to wrap around your cock. Her grip is warm, her fingers soft but firm as she strokes you slowly, making your hips jerk slightly. âDidnât expect you to be⌠this big,â she says, her tone teasing but tinged with genuine surprise.
âGuess nerds have surprises too,â you manage, though your voice comes out rough as her thumb brushes over your tip.
She laughs again, the sound low and sinful, before pulling you down into another kiss. Her mouth is warm and insistent against yours, her tongue slipping past your lips as her hand keeps working you, slow and deliberate. You groan into her mouth, your hips moving involuntarily into her touch.
When you finally pull away, panting slightly, you rest your forehead against hers. âChaewon,â you murmur, your voice low. âWhat about a condom?â
Her eyes flick up to yours, her gaze steady and full of intent. âDonât need it,â she says softly, her legs shifting to wrap loosely around your hips.
âAre you sure?â you ask, your cock brushing against her thigh as you shift slightly.
âIâm sure,â she says, her voice firmer now. Her hands move to your shoulders, pulling you closer as she tilts her head up to kiss you briefly. âIâve been waiting for this. For you.â
Her words make something in your chest tighten, and you nod, swallowing hard as you position yourself between her legs.
You reach down, guiding your cock to her wet entrance, teasing her folds with your tip. The heat of her, the way her slickness coats you immediately, sends a shiver down your spine. You rub yourself against her slowly, deliberately, savoring the way her hips jerk and her breath catches.
âFuck,â she mutters, her hands gripping your shoulders tightly. âYouâre such a tease.â
You grin, leaning down to kiss her neck as you keep teasing her, your cock sliding against her clit. âJust want to make sure youâre ready, baby.â
âIâve been ready,â she says, her voice trembling slightly. Her hands slide down your back, her nails digging in lightly as she arches toward you. âIâve been waiting so fucking long for this. For you. Totally for you.â
Her words hit you like a spark, and you canât hold back anymore. You line yourself up with her entrance, pressing forward just enough to feel her warmth envelop you. Her body tenses beneath you, her breath hitching as you begin to push inside, slow and deliberate, savoring every second.
You sink into her inch by inch, her wet pussy pulling you in so perfectly it feels like nothing else has ever mattered. Chaewon gasps beneath you, her hands flying to your back, nails biting into your skin as her legs tighten around your hips.
âFuck,â she breathes, her voice trembling, almost desperate. âYou feel soâGod, youâre so fuckingââ
âPerfect?â you finish for her, grinning against her neck as you push deeper.
âShut upââ she gasps, her nails dragging down your back as you bottom out, your hips flush against hers. âYouâre so fucking cockyââ
âYeah, and youâre so fucking tight,â you growl, pulling back just enough before thrusting back in, slow and deep, making her gasp sharply.
Her thighs clamp around you, her heels digging into your lower back as if sheâs trying to keep you buried inside her. âDonât stopâdonât fucking stop,â she babbles, her voice breaking with every word. âIâve wanted thisâso fucking longââ
âYeah?â you murmur, your lips brushing against her ear as you start moving, setting a steady rhythm that has her clinging to you like a lifeline. âYouâve been thinking about me, baby? Thinking about me fucking you like this?â
âFuckâyes,â she moans, her back arching as her hips lift to meet your thrusts. âEvery time youâstole my staplerâevery time youâlooked at me like thatââ
You laugh breathlessly, your mouth trailing down her neck to her collarbone. âPossessive, huh? Didnât know you were so obsessed with me, Chaewon.â
âShut upââ she says again, but the way her nails rake down your back and the way she moans your name tells you exactly how much she loves this.
Her hands find your face, pulling you into a desperate, messy kiss thatâs all teeth and tongue, her breath hot against your mouth. âYouâre mine,â she murmurs against your lips, her voice trembling but firm. âYou hear me? Mineâdonât you fucking forget itââ
âYours,â you rasp, your thrusts growing harder, deeper, each one pulling a broken cry from her lips. âAll fucking yours, Chaewonâfuckâyou feel so good, babyâso fucking perfectââ
âDonât stopâdonât you dare stopââ she moans, her voice rising, her body tightening around you like sheâs trying to pull you even deeper. âI love thisâI love youâGod, youâre mineâmineâmineââ
Her words, the way sheâs gasping and clinging to you, sends you spiraling. You bury your face in her neck, your thrusts becoming rougher, more erratic as you chase the high building between you. Her moans turn into cries, her voice breaking with every thrust as her body arches against yours.
âFuckâfuckâoh my Godââ she cries, her voice high and trembling as she comes, her pussy clenching hard around you.
You keep moving, pushing her through it, her cries turning into breathless whimpers as her body shakes beneath you. She clings to you like she never wants to let go, her lips brushing against your neck as she murmurs your name over and over again, a mantra that makes your chest ache with something deeper than just lust.
You thrust into her again, deep and deliberate, feeling the way Chaewonâs pussy tightens around you with every movement. She gasps, her head falling back against the pillows.
âFuckââ she breathes, her voice trembling as you pick up your pace, your hips slamming against hers in a rhythm that has her thighs quivering around you. âYouâre soâGod, youâre so deepââ
âYou love it, donât you?â you growl, leaning down to nip at her neck, your teeth grazing her skin. âLove how I fill you up. Youâre so fucking tight, Chaewon. Feels like you were made for me.â
Her response is a strangled moan, her legs wrapping tighter around your hips as her hands grip your back. âDonât stopâdonât you fucking stopââ
âI wasnât planning to,â you reply, grinning against her collarbone as you thrust harder, your cock sliding in and out of her slick heat. âYouâre too fucking good, baby. Canât get enough of you.â
Chaewonâs nails dig into your back, her voice breaking into a series of gasps and half-formed words. âFuckâyesâmoreâjust like thatââ
You shift slightly, angling your hips to hit that spot deep inside her, and her reaction is immediate. She cries out, her body arching off the bed as her pussy clenches around you.
âRight there?â you murmur, your voice low and teasing as you grind into her, drawing another sharp gasp from her lips.
âGodâyesâright thereââ she stammers, her hands sliding down to grip your ass, pulling you even closer. âFuckâyouâre so goodâso fucking goodââ
You speed up, your thrusts growing rougher, more erratic, and her cries grow louder, more desperate. Sheâs a mess beneath you now, her hair sticking to her damp forehead, her chest heaving as she struggles to catch her breath.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful like this,â you murmur, your lips brushing against her ear. âAll mine. Say it, Chaewon. Tell me youâre mine.â
âIâm yoursââ she gasps, her voice trembling as she clings to you. âAll yoursâfuckâIâve always been yoursââ
Her words spur you on, your hips slamming into hers harder, deeper, your cock throbbing inside her as her pussy grips you tighter with every thrust. âGood girl,â you growl, your hand slipping between her legs to rub her clit, making her moan louder.
âFuckâdonât stopâdonât fucking stopââ she pleads, her voice breaking as her hips buck against yours, chasing the release thatâs just out of reach.
You keep pounding into her, your rhythm steady but hard enough to make the bed creak beneath you. Chaewonâs moans spill out unfiltered, her hands clutching at your shoulders, nails dragging across your skin in a way that only fuels your drive.
Then you get an idea.
Your hand slides down her stomach, your palm flat against her soft skin. When your fingers reach just above her pubic bone, you press down lightly, applying pressure right where you know itâll make a difference.
The reaction is instant.
âFuckâwhatââ she gasps, her thighs tightening around your waist as her body jolts beneath you. Her pussy clenches hard around your cock, the extra stimulation driving her wild as her head tilts back, exposing her flushed throat.
âFeel that?â you murmur, leaning down to kiss her neck, your hand staying firm against her lower abdomen as you thrust into her, each movement rubbing her G-spot perfectly. âRight here, baby. I can feel how close you are.â
âOh my Godâfuckââ she moans, her voice rising as her hips buck up to meet yours. âDonât stopâdonât fucking stopâoh, God, itâs so goodââ
âYeah, you like that?â you growl, your pace quickening as you press down harder, feeling the way her body reacts to every thrust. âYouâre so fucking tight, ChaewonâJesus, youâre squeezing me so goodââ
Her response is a broken cry, her thighs trembling around your hips as her hands grip you like sheâs afraid youâll disappear. âI canâtâI canâtâfuck, Iâm gonnaââ
âGonna what?â you tease, your voice low and rough as you lean closer, your mouth brushing against her ear. âGonna come all over my cock? Do it, babyâI want to feel it. Come for me.â
âFuckâyesââ she chokes out, her voice trembling as her body tightens beneath you, her pussy clenching harder, wetter.
You push yourself up, your hands gripping Chaewonâs hips for leverage as you lift your body above her. With nothing to hold you back, you start pounding into her, hard and fast, your cock driving deep into her soaked pussy. Each thrust is accompanied by the wet, obscene sound of your bodies meeting, the noise blending with her uncontrolled moans into a symphony of raw lust.
Chaewonâs head tosses back against the pillow, her hair splayed out like a dark halo. Her hands clutch at the sheets now, her knuckles white as she fights to hold on, her voice spilling out in broken cries and gasps.
âFuckâfuckâyouâre so deep,â she stammers, her words slurring slightly as her legs tighten around your waist. âI canâtâGOD, itâs so goodââ
Your hand returns to her lower abdomen, pressing down firmly just above her pubic bone. The moment you do, her body jolts, her pussy clenching hard around you like sheâs trying to pull you in even deeper.
âFeel that?â you grunt, your voice rough as you look down at her, watching the way her body reacts beneath you. âIâm fucking you so good, baby. Youâre so fucking tightâso wetâJesusâThis pussy is perfect.
Her response is a string of broken sounds, her eyes fluttering shut as her hips jerk up to meet yours. âIâmâIâm gonnaâfuckââ she gasps, her hands flying up to grab at your arms, nails digging in as her thighs tremble.
You lean down slightly, your cock driving into her harder, deeper, as your thumb rubs circles into her clit while your hand presses her abdomen. âYou gonna cum for me, baby?â you murmur, your voice low and commanding. âDo it. Cum for me, Chaewon. Show me how good I make you feel.â
Her eyes snap open, wild and glassy, and she lets out a cry thatâs half your name, half a desperate moan. âFuckâIâmâIâm cummingââ
You donât let up, your pace relentless, your cock pounding into her slick heat as her entire body tenses beneath you. Her pussy clamps down on you, tight and pulsing, and you can feel the gush of wetness as her orgasm hits her full force.
âOh myâfuckâoh my Godââ she babbles, her voice breaking as her back arches off the bed. Her head thrashes from side to side, her hands gripping your arms like a lifeline as her body trembles violently.
Her eyes roll back, her mouth falling open in a silent scream, and you watch, mesmerized, as she completely falls apart. Her body shakes with the force of her orgasm, her thighs quivering as her pussy spasms around you, milking your cock with every wave of pleasure.
âLook at you,â you murmur, your voice rough but softening as you slow your movements, letting her ride it out. âSo fucking beautiful when you cum for me.â
Chaewonâs response is barely coherent, a string of inaudible murmurs and random words that dissolve into breathless gasps. Her body trembles beneath you, her chest heaving as she comes down, her hands loosening their grip on your arms.
You slow to a stop, your cock still buried deep inside her as you lean down to press a soft kiss to her temple. Sheâs radiant, her skin flushed, her eyes half-closed as she looks up at you with a dazed, blissed-out expression that makes your cock throbs.
Chaewon lies beneath you, her chest still rising and falling as she struggles to catch her breath. Her skin is flushed, her hair a wild mess against the pillow, and she looks utterly wrecked in the most beautiful way. For a moment, she doesnât say anything, just stares at you with wide, slightly dazed eyes.
Then she finally speaks, her voice a little hoarse but still carrying that sharp edge thatâs so uniquely hers. âHoly shit. I didnât know you had that in you.â
You grin, leaning down to press a soft kiss to her lips. âWhat, you didnât think I had any attitude in bed?â
She laughs softly, the sound half incredulous, half amused. âNo! Youâre like⌠a puppy most of the time. All lost eyes and awkward energy. And now this?â Her hand gestures vaguely between the two of you, as if she canât even put it into words.
âEven a puppyâs got teeth,â you tease, nipping lightly at her jaw before trailing kisses down her neck.
âClearly,â she mutters, her fingers sliding up into your hair as you kiss her. For a few moments, thereâs nothing but the soft sound of your mouths meeting, her legs still loosely wrapped around your waist, keeping you close.
You pull back just enough to look at her, your smirk widening. âYou okay down there?â
âOh, Iâm better than okay,â she says, narrowing her eyes at you, though thereâs no mistaking the warmth in her gaze. âBut Iâm also pissed.â
You blink, caught off guard. âPissed? Why?â
âAll this time,â she says, her tone half scolding, half playful, âyou were this good in bed and you deprived me of it? Do you know how unfair that is?â
You laugh, shaking your head. âWhat can I say? Iâm full of surprises.â
âNot funny,â she snaps, though the way her lips curve into a smirk betrays her. âYouâre lucky Iâm not kicking you out right now.â
âYouâre right,â you murmur, leaning down to kiss her again, slow and deliberate. âMaybe I deserve to be punished.â
Her eyes glint with mischief as she kisses you back, her nails dragging lightly down your back. âOh, you definitely deserve it. Bad puppy.â
âYeah?â you murmur against her lips, your voice dropping. âHow should I make it up to you?â
Chaewon pauses, pretending to think about it as her hand slides up your arm, her fingers brushing your shoulder. âFor starters, youâre not leaving this apartment all weekend.â
âAll weekend?â you echo, raising an eyebrow.
âMm-hmm,â she hums, her legs tightening around your waist again, keeping you firmly in place. âYouâre staying here. With me. Making up for lost time.â
You smirk, your hips shifting slightly to remind her that youâre still buried inside her. âSounds like the best punishment Iâve ever heard.â
âGood,â she says, her tone playful but firm as she pulls you down for another kiss.
âNo complaints,â you whisper against her lips.
âNone allowed,â she replies, her voice low and teasing.
You canât help but laugh softly, the sound blending with hers as you kiss her again.
Between soft pecks, she murmurs, âNow I want to suck your cock.â
Her words send a jolt of heat straight through you, and you groan softly, brushing your thumb against her flushed cheek. âYeah?â
She nods, her smirk growing, her teeth catching her bottom lip in a way that makes your cock twitch inside her. âYouâve been driving me insane. Let me make it up to you.â
You laugh softly, leaning up to kiss her again before murmuring against her lips, âTurn around, baby. Sit on my face while you do.â
Her eyes darken, and she doesnât need to be told twice. She pulls herself off your cock slowly, the sensation making both of you gasp, and you watch as she moves with a kind of confident grace that has your heart racing.
You shift onto your back, your head sinking into the pillow as she climbs over you, her knees straddling your shoulders. Her pussy is right there, glistening, flushed, and still slick with her creamy release. The sight alone is enough to make you groan.
But she doesnât stop there. Chaewon shifts again, leaning forward and gripping your cock in her hand. Itâs still wet with her juices, shining in the soft light, and she doesnât waste any time. Her tongue darts out, licking a long stripe up the length, tasting herself on you.
âFuck, Chaewon,â you breathe, your hands gripping her thighs as she lowers herself onto your mouth.
The first taste of her is overwhelmingâwarm, wet, and utterly intoxicating. You dive in, your tongue sliding between her folds to lap up the creamy slickness she left behind. She gasps, her body jerking slightly as you suck on her clit, your hands gripping her hips to hold her in place.
âShitââ she moans, her voice muffled as she takes your cock deeper into her mouth. Her tongue swirls around the tip, teasing the sensitive head before sliding down the shaft, her lips stretching as she takes more of you.
The room fills with the obscene sounds of wet sucking and muffled moans, the vibrations of her throat around your cock sending shocks of pleasure through your body. But youâre just as relentless, your tongue circling her clit before dipping back into her entrance, tasting the creamy slickness sheâs giving you.
Your hands grip her hips tighter, guiding her movements as you suck and lick, driving her higher. Her moans grow louder, vibrating around your cock as she bobs her head, her hand stroking the base in rhythm with her mouth.
âGod, you taste so fucking good,â you groan, your voice muffled against her pussy. âSo fucking wet, baby. Canât get enough of you.â
She pulls off your cock with a wet pop, gasping as her hips grind against your face. âYouâre not so bad yourself,â she mutters breathlessly before taking you back into her mouth, her tongue working you with an intensity that makes your head spin.
The heat, the wetness, the overwhelming pleasureâitâs too much and not enough all at once. Your world narrows to the feel of her pussy on your tongue, the taste of her, the way her lips glide over your cock.
Chaewonâs hips rock against your face, her movements desperate now as her moans grow louder, more urgent. âFuckâthis is so goodââ she gasps, her lips wrap tighter around your cock, her movements slow and deliberate as she takes you deep into her mouth.
Chaewon is dripping saliva now, her mouth working expertly as her tongue flicks along the underside of your shaft with every bob of her head. You glance down and see the way your cock glistens, a mix of her drool and the remnants of her creamy juices pooling at the base and dripping down to your balls. Itâs filthy, and itâs driving you insane.
âFuck, Chaewon,â you groan, your voice muffled as your mouth stays latched to her pussy. You tighten your grip on her ass, spreading her cheeks as you pull her even closer, her wet heat pressing firmly against your lips.
She lets out a muffled moan around your cock, the vibration sending jolts of pleasure through you. Her hand wraps around your base, stroking the length she canât fit in her mouth, her movements slick and messy.
Your tongue moves with purpose now, circling her clit before dipping down to lap at her entrance, tasting the creamy slickness sheâs giving you. Sheâs so sensitive, her pussy twitching against your mouth every time you press harder.
Your fingers dig into her ass, holding her firmly as you suck her clit into your mouth, swirling your tongue over the swollen bud. Chaewon gasps around your cock, her hips jerking against your face as her thighs tremble.
âShitâoh fuckââ she gasps, pulling off your cock for just a second to catch her breath. A string of saliva connects her lips to your tip, and she doesnât even bother wiping it away before diving back down, taking you deep with a lewd, wet sound.
You moan into her pussy, the vibrations making her shudder above you. Her hips grind against your face now, her body moving on instinct as her moans grow louder, more desperate. You focus on her clit, sucking and flicking your tongue relentlessly, feeling the way her body tightens beneath your hands.
âGodâfuckâIâm soââ she stammers, her voice trembling as her thighs begin to shake. âI canâtâIâm gonnaâoh my godââ
Her words spur you on, your mouth and tongue working overtime as you push her closer and closer to the edge. Her pussy clenches and spasms against your tongue, her juices flowing freely now, soaking your face as she loses control.
âFuckâfuckâIâm cummingââ she cries out, her voice breaking as her body tenses.
Her orgasm hits her like a wave, her hips jerking wildly as her pussy pulses against your mouth. You donât stop, your tongue lapping up every drop of her release, the salty-sweet taste of her flooding your senses.
Chaewonâs moans turn into sharp cries, her hands clutching at your thighs for balance as her body trembles violently. Her head tilts back, her hair sticking to her damp forehead as she gasps for air, her thighs trembling on either side of your head.
Her entire body shudders, her hips grinding one last time against your face before collapsing, her chest heaving as she lets out a shaky, satisfied moan. You pull back slightly, your lips and chin glistening with her release, and watch as she tries to catch her breath, her body still twitching from the aftershocks.
Chaewonâs body glistens in the dim light, her flushed skin still recovering from the intense orgasm you just gave her. Her dark eyes lock onto yours, shining with lust and something deeperâsomething unspoken but undeniably there.
You reach out, your hand sliding down her body slowly, tracing the curve of her spine before settling on her hip. âTurn around,â you murmur, your voice low and thick. âGet on all fours.â
She doesnât hesitate. With a languid grace, Chaewon shifts onto her hands and knees, her back arching as she adjusts herself. The sight in front of you is fucking breathtakingâher perky ass tilted up, her waist impossibly small, her thighs trembling just slightly as she steadies herself. Her pussy is glistening, swollen and wet, and your cock throbs painfully at the sight.
âHoly fuck,â you mutter under your breath, stepping closer. Your hands move instinctively to her waist, gripping it gently at first, your thumbs brushing the soft skin just above her hips.
Chaewon glances back over her shoulder, her hair falling messily around her flushed face. Her lips curl into a sly smile as she notices the way your hands tighten on her. âFits perfectly, doesnât it?â she teases, her voice still breathy but filled with confidence.
âPerfect doesnât even cover it,â you reply, your fingers digging into her waist slightly as your cock brushes against her wet entrance, teasing her. âYouâre fucking incredible, Chaewon.â
She huffs out a soft laugh, then she bites her lip, her gaze steady as she says, âGo hard, okay? Make me scream.â
âYou sure about that?â you ask, your voice rough as you press the head of your cock against her slick folds, teasing her clit.
âDonât make me beg,â she mutters, her voice trembling slightly. âJust fucking do it.â
Thatâs all the encouragement you need. With one firm thrust, you push into her, burying yourself to the hilt. Her pussy is impossibly tight, wet, and warm, gripping you perfectly as you stretch her.
âFuckââ Chaewon gasps, her back arching sharply as her hands clutch at the sheets. âOh my Godââ
Your hands tighten on her waist, holding her steady as you pull back slowly before slamming into her again, harder this time. Her cry echoes through the room, raw and unfiltered, and it only spurs you on.
âYou feel so fucking good,â you growl, your hips snapping against hers with each thrust. âSo fucking tight, Chaewon. Taking me so perfectly.â
âFuckâyesââ she moans, her voice high and breathy as her body moves with yours. âHarderâpleaseâdonât stopââ
Your grip on her waist tightens, your fingers digging into her soft flesh as you pound into her, each thrust sending shockwaves through both of you. The sound of your bodies meetingâwet and obsceneâfills the room, mixing with her breathless moans and your low groans.
âScream for me, baby,â you growl, thrusting into her harder, deeper, making her cry out. âCome on, let me hear how much you love being my slut!â
âOH GODâFUCKâYou're fucking me so good!â she cries, her voice trembling as her head drops forward, her hair sticking to her damp skin. âYouâreâoh fuckââ
You grip Chaewonâs waist tighter, your fingers digging into her soft flesh as your hips snap forward, burying yourself to the hilt inside her.
âFuckâyesâfuck!â she screams, her head thrown back, hair sticking to her flushed skin. Her hands clutch at the sheets, pulling them tight as her body rocks forward with every thrust.
âChaewon,â you growl, your voice low and rough, completely lost in the way she feels around you. âYouâre so fucking perfect. This pussyâfuckâitâs mine. All fucking mine.â
âYesâyesâitâs yours!â she gasps, her voice cracking as you drive deeper, harder, her words trembling with each thrust. âGodâdonât stopâdonât fucking stopââ
Her legs tremble beneath you, her body arching beautifully, giving you an even better angle as you slam into her. You pull her closer, her ass pressing firmly against your hips with each rough thrust. The way she takes youâso tight, so wet, so eagerâfuels something primal inside you, pushing you to fuck her even harder.
âListen to you,â you murmur, leaning forward slightly, your lips brushing against the damp skin of her shoulder. âScreaming for me like you were made for this. Like you were made for me.â
âFuckâyesâI wasâI fucking was,â she babbles, her voice barely coherent as her nails dig into the sheets.
Your hand slides up her back, pressing her down just enough to make her arch even more. The new angle has you hitting deeper, and her response is immediateâa loud, desperate scream that sends a jolt of heat through your veins.
âThatâs it,â you growl, your hand returning to her waist, gripping her like you never want to let go. âTell me, baby, tell me you're my whore. I wanna hear you scream it.â
âYoursâfuckâoh GodâIâm your whore!â she cries, her voice raw and filled with nothing but pleasure. Her body tightens around you, her walls clenching with every thrust as if sheâs trying to pull you even deeper.
âThat's it, baby, youâre mine,â you growl, your pace relentless as you slam into her over and over. âAll fucking mine. Say it!â
âIâm yoursâoh fuckâIâm yours!â she screams, her voice trembling as her hands clutch at the bed, her back arching beautifully. âGodâyouâre so fucking goodâIâm so closeââ
Her words send a wave of possessive need through you, chasing her pleasure as if itâs your own. The sound of her moans, her cries, her desperate gaspsâitâs all too much and not enough, spurring you on like nothing else ever has, every thrust sending shockwaves through Chaewonâs trembling body as the bed creaks beneath you both. Her cries fill the room, loud and desperate, and the way she moans your name like a mantra only makes you go harder, deeper, until the sound of your hips slamming into her drowns out everything else.
Then an idea strikes, and without warning, you grab her arms, pulling them back until youâve got both of her wrists in your grip. The shift makes her back arch further, her ass pressing harder against your hips, and the change in angle has her screaming almost immediately.
âFuckâoh my God!â she cries, her voice trembling as her head falls forward.
You lean over her, keeping her wrists pinned as you growl into her ear, âYouâre so fucking good like this, Chaewon. Letting me use you. Letting me make you mine.â
âY-yes,â she gasps, her voice breaking as she shudders beneath you. âIâm yoursâGod, Iâm yoursââ
Your grip tightens on her wrists as you fuck her harder, her body jerking forward with each thrust. Her submission is intoxicating, the way she gives herself to you completely, her moans turning into needy, desperate whimpers that make your cock throb inside her.
âLook at you,â you growl, your voice low and filled with possessiveness. âSo fucking slutty for me. Taking me so well. You love this, donât you?â
âYesâyesâfuckââ she babbles, her words slurring together as her walls tighten around you. âI love it, babyâdonât stopâplease donât stopââ
Her legs tremble beneath her, her body quivering with every rough thrust as you pound into her without mercy.
âYouâre perfect,â you mutter, your hand releasing one of her wrists to grab her hair, pulling her head back so you can see her flushed, tear-streaked face. âSo fucking perfect, Chaewon. My good girl. My little slut.â
She whimpers at your words, her lips trembling as she looks back at you with lust-glazed eyes. âYoursâIâm yoursâIâll be whatever you wantâjust donât stopâpleaseââ
Her submission sends a surge of heat through you, and you tighten your grip on her hair, your other hand still holding her remaining wrist as you thrust into her harder, faster, your cock hitting deeper with each movement.
âFuckâyouâre so goodâso fucking good,â you growl, your voice rough as you watch her completely fall apart beneath you. Her body is yours, her moans and cries yours, and the way she clenches around you, wet and tight and perfect, makes it clear she wouldnât want it any other way.
Your pace doesnât falter as you release your hand from the grip on Chaewon's hair to move to her ass, her smooth skin practically glowing in the dim light. The sight of her beneath youâarched, trembling, taking every rough thrustâis enough to make your heart race with possessive pride.
Without warning, you bring your hand down hard against her cheek. The slap rings out loud and sharp, the sound almost deafening over the wet, obscene rhythm of your fucking.
âAhâfuck!â Chaewon screams, her back arching further as her body jolts from the impact.
You grin, your palm tingling as you rub the spot where you struck, feeling the heat blooming under your touch. âYou like that?â you growl, your voice low and teasing.
âYesâfuckâyes!â she cries, her voice trembling. âDo it againâpleaseââ
Her begging ignites something feral inside you, and you donât make her wait. You bring your hand down again, harder this time, the sound even louder as it echoes through the room. Her ass jiggles from the force, the skin already turning a faint pink.
âFuck, Chaewon,â you growl, gripping her waist tighter as you keep pounding into her. âYou look so fucking good like this. Screaming for me, begging me to spank you. Such a good little slut.â
âY-yesâGodâpleaseâmore,â she babbles, her voice breaking into desperate gasps as her hands clutch the sheets beneath her.
You oblige, spanking her again, harder, the sting vibrating up your arm as her moans grow louder. Her ass reddens under your hand, the marks spreading with each slap, and the way she writhes beneath you, pushing her hips back for more, only makes you lose yourself further.
âLook at you,â you murmur, alternating between rough spanks and squeezing her reddened cheeks. âSo fucking perfect. You love being punished, donât you? Love being my little plaything.â
âFuckâyesâI love itââ she gasps, her voice high and strained. âPleaseâdonât stopâdonât stopââ
Her pussy clenches tighter around your cock, her slick heat dripping down your length as you keep pounding into her.
âI'm gonna ruin you every fucking day from now on,â you growl, your voice thick with possessiveness. âThis is what youâve been craving, isnât it, Chaewon? To be my dirty little whore, used and fucked exactly how I want.â
âY-yes!â she cries, her voice cracking as her body shakes beneath you. âIâve wanted thisâwanted you to own meâsince the first moment I saw you!â
Her words send a wave of heat through you, and you spank her again, your handprint glowing red on her perfect skin. She moans louder, her cries turning into broken whimpers as her body quivers with pleasure and pain.
You lean forward, pressing your chest against Chaewonâs back as your weight settles on top of her. The new position forces you even deeper inside her, and the moan that rips from her throat is nothing short of desperate. Her ass is still red and warm under your hips, and you grab her waist tightly, holding her in place as you grind into her, your cock dragging against every sensitive spot inside her.
âFuckâoh my Godââ she cries, her fingers clawing at the sheets as her head tilts back, pressing against your shoulder. âYouâre so fucking deepâI canâtâI canât take itââ
âYes, you can,â you growl against her neck, your voice rough as your lips trail along her flushed skin. âYouâre made for this, Chaewon. Made to take me. You feel that? How perfect you are for me?â
Her response is a strangled moan, her legs trembling beneath you as you thrust into her harder, deeper, the wet sound of her pussy clenching around your cock mixing with her breathless gasps. Your hands slide up her body, gripping her shoulders as your mouth latches onto her neck, sucking and biting just enough to leave marks.
âMine,â you murmur against her skin, your teeth grazing her ear. âYouâre mine, Chaewon. No one else gets to have you like this. No one else gets to see you like this.â
âYesâyesâIâm yours!â she gasps, her voice trembling with lust and something more. âYouâre mine, tooâfuckâyouâre all mineâdonât forget itââ
Her words spur you on, your hips slamming against hers as you fuck her harder, your cock driving into her soaked pussy with relentless intensity. Sheâs writhing beneath you now, her hands reaching back to grab at your thighs, trying to pull you even closer.
âYouâre so fucking good for me,â you growl, your lips still pressed to her neck. âSo perfect, baby. Letting me fuck you like this...â
âDonât stopâfuckâdonât stop,â she cries, her voice breaking into a series of gasps and moans. âYouâre soâso fucking goodâI canâtâIâm gonna lose itââ
You pull her closer, your chest flush against her back, your hands sliding up to tangle in her hair as you kiss her neck, her jaw, her shoulder. âYou drive me crazy, Chaewon,â you murmur, your voice thick with need. âNo one elseâfuckâno one else makes me feel like this.â
She whimpers, her body arching against yours, her nails digging into your thighs as her pussy clenches tighter around you. âThis fucking cock belongs to me,â she mutters, her voice low and fierce even through the haze of pleasure. âNo one else gets to touch you. No one else gets to fuck you like this. Just me.â
âJust you,â you agree, your lips brushing against her ear as you thrust into her harder, the sound of your bodies meeting filling the room. âOnly you, Chaewon⌠Only you.â
Her moans grow louder, more desperate, her possessiveness fueling your own as you fuck her with everything you have, your mouth never leaving her skin, marking her as yours.
You feel Chaewon tighten around your cock, her walls clenching rhythmically, as her breath hitches and her body trembles beneath you. Her voice rises into a desperate, shaky moan.
âOh my Godâfuckâyouâreâyouâre gonnaââ she stammers, her words barely coherent as her legs tremble and her hands grip the sheets. âYouâre gonna make me cumâoh, fuckââ
Her warning lights a fire in you. You plant your hands on the bed for leverage, lifting your chest off her back as you start pounding into her with renewed intensity. Chaewonâs body is fully pressed into the mattress, her moans loud and uncontrollable with every thrust.
âYouâre so fucking close, arenât you?â you growl, slamming into her harder, faster, your cock driving deep into her soaked pussy with every stroke. âCome on, baby, let go for me. I want to feel you cum.â
Chaewon lets out a strangled cry, her words spilling out in broken fragments. âIâmâIâm gonnaâfuckâitâs soâoh my Godâitâs too muchââ
You grip her hips tightly, your fingers digging into her soft skin as you pull her back onto your cock, treating her like a perfect, desperate fucktoy. The obscene sound of your thrusts fills the roomâwet, loud, and relentlessâand itâs all too much.
Her voice climbs higher, her moans turning into desperate screams as she writhes beneath you, her body completely at your mercy. âIâmâIâm cummingâIâm cummingâoh, fuckâfuckâfuckââ
Her orgasm crashes over her like a wave, her entire body tensing as she lets out a guttural scream. Her pussy clamps down on you, tight and pulsing, soaking your cock with a flood of wetness. The sheets beneath her are drenched as her release gushes out, her legs trembling uncontrollably.
Chaewonâs cries turn into babbling, her words slurred and disconnected as her head thrashes against the pillow. ��OhâGodâI canâtâfuckâitâs tooâso goodâfuckâyouâreââ
You donât stop, driving her through the peak of her orgasm, your hips slamming against her as she quivers beneath you, her body shaking with aftershocks. Her nails claw at the sheets, her thighs trembling violently as her moans dissolve into breathless whimpers.
Finally, you slow your movements, your hands sliding up to soothe her hips as her body collapses fully onto the bed. Chaewonâs breathing is ragged, her chest rising and falling as she tries to catch her breath, her face flushed and glowing with the aftermath of her release.
You feel the heat building fast, your cock throbbing inside Chaewonâs soaked pussy as her walls pulse around you. The slick, tight heat of her drives you closer to the edge, and you know youâre seconds away. Your thrusts grow erratic, your breath ragged, and you groan deeply.
âChaewon,â you manage, your voice strained. âIâm gonna cumâwhere do you want it?â
Sheâs still panting beneath you, her body trembling from the intensity of her orgasm. Her hair is a messy halo around her flushed face, and her eyes, half-lidded and lust-filled, meet yours. âAll over me,â she breathes, her voice husky and demanding. âI want it all over my body.â
Her words send a jolt through you, and you pull out of her slowly, groaning at the wet drag as her pussy reluctantly lets you go. âLie back,â you tell her, your voice low and rough.
She obeys immediately, shifting onto her back and spreading her legs, her body sprawled out for you. Her skin glows in the soft light, flushed and glistening with sweat, her chest rising and falling as she stares up at you.
You kneel between her legs, your cock slick with her juices, throbbing and aching for release. Wrapping your hand around your length, you start stroking yourself, the wet sound of your movements mixing with the heavy breathing between you.
The head of your cock brushes against her entrance as you jerk off, rubbing against her folds, teasing her clit as you use her heat to drive yourself further. She gasps softly at the contact, her hands gripping the sheets as her hips shift slightly, her body instinctively chasing the friction.
âFuck,â you mutter, your eyes locked on her. âYouâre so fucking perfect, Chaewon. Look at youâmessy, pantingâso fucking gorgeous.â
She smirks faintly, her voice still breathless as she murmurs, âItâs all for you. Iâm all for you.â
Her words fuel your need, and you stroke yourself faster, the tightness in your abdomen coiling as you feel the orgasm building. Chaewon notices, her gaze dropping to your cock, her tongue darting out to wet her lips.
âCome on,â she whispers, her voice low and possessive. âCum for me. Cover me with it. I want all of itâall of you.â
Her dirty encouragement pushes you to the brink, and your strokes grow faster, harder, the head of your cock pressing against her entrance with every movement. âFuck, Chaewonââ you groan, your voice breaking as the tension snaps.
The first spurt of cum shoots out hot and thick, landing just below her breasts, painting her flushed skin. Another follows, splattering across her abdomen, her pelvis, dripping down toward her pussy. You keep stroking, the pleasure overwhelming as you empty yourself onto her, every spurt marking her as yours.
Chaewon moans softly, her hands sliding up her body, spreading the sticky heat of your cum over her skin. Her eyes gleam as she looks up at you, her voice low and sultry. âThatâs itâso goodâso fucking good. Your cum is so warm, damn....â
You shudder at her words, your hand slowing as the last few drops spill from your cock, dripping onto her already glistening skin. Panting, you lean back slightly, your cock still throbs, the sensitivity almost unbearable, yet thereâs moreâyour balls feel heavy, not yet spent. Chaewon lies beneath you, her body painted with streaks of your cum, her fingers lazily tracing through the mess on her skin as she gazes up at you with a wicked gleam in her eyes.
"That canât be all youâve got," she teases, her voice soft but dripping with hunger. She trails a hand down to her stomach, scooping some of your cum onto her fingers before bringing it to her lips, sucking them clean. "I know thereâs more in there. I want every drop, every fucking bit. Iâm your cumslutâgive it to me."
Groaning, you grip your cock, still hard and slick from your first release. "You greedy fucking slut," you mutter, your voice strained, raw. "Youâre not satisfied until I empty myself completely, are you?"
"Never," she breathes, spreading her legs wider, her body arching slightly as if inviting you back inside. "Cum for me again. Paint me. Use me however you wantâjust donât stop."
You shift between her thighs, lining up your cock with her swollen, soaked entrance. Even with your sensitivity, the sight of her, her body glistening with sweat and cum, drives you forward. You push into her, groaning as her tight, slick heat engulfs you again, every nerve ending screaming in overstimulation.
"Fuckâthis is so good," you growl, gripping her hips hard as you start moving. The wet slap of your thrusts fills the air, mingling with her cries of pleasure as you pump into her with a slow, deliberate rhythm, determined to coax every last drop from yourself.
Chaewon clings to you, her nails dragging down your back, her breathless voice pleading. "Yesâmoreâfuck me harder. I want it all, every fucking drop!"
Her words fuel you, your pace quickening despite the overwhelming sensitivity. Your cock twitches inside her, the ache in your balls intensifying as you edge closer again. You pull her legs higher, changing the angle to drive deeper, her cries turning into high-pitched whimpers as her pussy clamps down around you, desperate and needy.
"Chaewon," you groan, your voice breaking. "Iâm closeâfuckâyouâre gonna take everything."
"Yes, yes, please!" she begs, her hands roaming her cum-covered body, spreading it across her breasts, her stomach, even up to her neck. "Fill me with cumâown me!"
The sight of herâher fingers rubbing your cum into her skin, her lips parted in pure ecstasyâis too much. You pull out suddenly, climbing up her body until your cock is level with her face. âOpen your mouth,â you command, your voice rough and trembling.
She obeys immediately, her lips parting as she looks up at you with dark, lust-filled eyes. Her tongue flicks out slightly, teasing, as if she knows exactly what sheâs doing to you.
You stroke yourself quickly, your cock slick and throbbing, the tension building impossibly fast. âFuckâChaewonâIâm gonnaââ
Your words cut off as you cum, the first thick spurt landing directly on her tongue. She moans softly, her eyes fluttering closed as more of your release fills her mouth, hot and heavy.
Each spurt is stronger than the last, your orgasm hitting you like a tidal wave. Your body trembles, your groans filling the room as you spill everything into her waiting mouth.
When it finally subsides, you watch as Chaewon looks up at you, her tongue still out, showing you the thick pool of cum resting there. Her lips curl into a mischievous, naughty smile before she closes her mouth and swallows it all in one go, the motion deliberate and slow.
âFuck,â you breathe, your chest heaving as you watch her.
She grins, her tongue darting out to lick her lips before leaning forward. âMissed a spot,â she murmurs, her voice low and teasing.
Her lips wrap around the head of your cock, soft and warm as she sucks lightly, her tongue swirling to clean the remnants of your release. Even with the sensitivity, it feels incredible, and you groan softly, your fingers brushing against her cheek.
When she finally pulls back, she looks up at you with that same naughty smile, her lips glistening. âAll clean,â she says, her tone playful.
"Goddamn, you're such a slut," you mutter, your body trembling, utterly spent but unable to tear your eyes away from her.
She grins. âI told youâIâm your cumslut.â
languidly you sit up on the edge of the bed, still catching your breath, your body slick with sweat and the aftermath of everything youâve just done. Chaewon lies sprawled out on the bed, hair messy and sticking to her face, her chest still rising and falling.
âFuck,â you say, running a hand through your damp hair. âThat was⌠pretty intense, huh?â
She snorts, throwing an arm over her eyes as she stretches, the movement casual but still impossibly sexy. âYouâre calling it intense? My ass is still burning from all those slaps, thanks to you.â
You glance over at her, a flicker of guilt crossing your face. âShit. Uh, sorry about thatâŚâ
She pulls her arm down to glare at you, but her lips twitch with a smirk. âDonât apologize. I liked it.â
Your mouth opens, then closes. âOh. Uh. Good?â
âGreat, actually,â she says, laughing softly as she shifts onto her side, propping her head up on her hand. âBut now I need to ask. Was this all part of some master plan?â
You frown, confused. âPlan? What plan?â
She gestures between you. âThis. You acting like a sad, helpless puppy so Iâd feel sorry for you and bring you here. Then, bamâyou flip the script, fuck me senseless, and prove youâre not as pathetic as you looked at work.â
You stare at her for a beat, then burst out laughing, shaking your head. âCome on, Chaewon. You really think Iâm that calculated?â
She raises an eyebrow. âYou tell me.â
âTrust me,â you say, still laughing, âif you hadnât dragged me out of the office, Iâd be at home right now. Sad. Lonely. Probably halfway through a tub of ice cream and binge-watching Breaking Bad for the third time.â
Chaewon snickers, clearly enjoying the mental image. âIce cream and Walter White. God, you are hopeless.â
âExactly,â you reply, grinning. âSo no, this wasnât planned. But⌠Iâm not complaining about how it turned out.â
She rolls her eyes, but thereâs a soft smile tugging at her lips. âYeah, me neither.â
A comfortable silence falls between you for a moment before she sits up slightly, glancing at the nightstand. âWhat time is it?â
You lean over, squinting at the alarm clock. âAlmost ten-thirty.â
She groans, falling back onto the pillows. âNo wonder Iâm starving. We didnât eat shit at the bar.â
Your stomach growls loudly, and you laugh. âYeah, same here.â
Chaewon looks over at you, her hair falling into her eyes as she smirks. âPizza?â
âPizza,â you agree immediately.
She scoots over to the other side of the bed, grabs the pants off the floor, and pulls her phone out of the pocket, scrolling through her delivery app. âWhat do you want on it?â
You shrug, lying back down beside her. âIâm not picky. Whatever you want.â
âDangerous words,â she teases, glancing at you. âI could order anchovies and pineapple, and youâd have to deal with it.â
You mock gasp. âYou wouldnât.â
She grins, nudging your shoulder. âRelax. Iâll pick something safe. Pepperoni and sausage okay?â
âPerfect,â you say, watching her as she places the order.
As the confirmation screen pops up, she sets her phone down and looks at you, her eyes still holding that familiar mischievous glint. âYou better have enough energy left to help me eat it, because Iâm not carrying your dead weight through another round tonight.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âFair enough. Letâs refuel, then weâll see whoâs carrying who.â
Her smirk widens. âYouâre on, puppy.â
Without warning, Chaewon approaches and settles onto your lap, her thighs straddling yours, her body warm and soft against you. The heat of her skin pressed to yours grounding you in a way that feels almost surreal. Her arms loop loosely around your neck, and her face is closer than you expected, her dark eyes searching yours with a softness that contrasts her usual sharpness.
âSo,â she begins, her voice quiet but laced with a teasing edge. âHow are we gonna handle this⌠thing now?â
You blink, momentarily caught off guard. âThis thing?â
She rolls her eyes, but thereâs no malice in it. âDonât play dumb. Us. This.â She gestures vaguely between your naked bodies.
âRight,â you say, your hands sliding up her sides to rest on her waist. âI guess⌠we should figure that out.â
She smirks, leaning in slightly, her nose brushing against yours. âYouâre not going back to pretending this didnât happen, are you?â
âNot a chance,â you reply quickly, your tone firm. âHow could I, after⌠everything?â
Chaewonâs smirk softens into a small, genuine smile, and she tilts her head, her fingers toying with the hair at the nape of your neck. âGood. Because I donât think I could handle watching you mope around the office pretending this didnât mean something.â
âIt means something,â you say quietly, your thumbs brushing against her waist. âI just⌠didnât know it meant something to you too.â
She looks away for a second, her cheeks turning pink, but then she sighs and meets your gaze again. âIt always did,â she admits, her voice softer now. âIâve liked you for a long time. I just didnât know if you felt the same wayâor if you were too busy chasing every girl who wasnât me to notice.â
You wince slightly. âOuch.â
âIâm just saying,â she teases, though thereâs a hint of truth in her tone. âYou always seemed to go for the ones who didnât care about you. Meanwhile, IâŚâ She trails off, biting her lip. âI noticed you.â
Your chest tightens at her words, and you reach up to cup her cheek, brushing your thumb against her skin. âWhen?â
Her lips curve into a faint smile, her eyes flicking to the side as if sheâs remembering something. âThere were moments,â she says after a pause. âLike the time you stayed late to help me with that awful report, even though you didnât have to. Or the time you lent me your jacket after I spilled coffee all over myself, even though it was freezing outside and you looked like an idiot walking around in just your shirt.â
You laugh softly, shaking your head. âI remember that. I thought you were going to yell at me for being too nice.â
âI almost did,â she admits with a grin. âBut then I realized⌠I didnât want you to stop.â
Her words settle between you, heavy and meaningful, and for a moment, neither of you speaks. Then Chaewon leans in, her lips brushing against yours in a soft, lingering kiss that feels more like a promise than anything else.
When she pulls back, her eyes are brighter, her expression teasing again. âAnyway, youâre stuck here all weekend, remember? I think weâve got plenty of time to figure this out.â
You grin, your hands sliding down to rest on her hips. âYouâre right. And for the record, Iâm not complaining.â
âGood,â she murmurs, leaning in for another kiss. This one is deeper, slower, her fingers tangling in your hair as your hands tighten on her waist, pulling her closer.
The kiss breaks only when she laughs softly, her forehead resting against yours. âThis feels⌠nice,â she says, her voice quiet.
âYeah,â you agree, your thumb tracing small circles on her hip. âIt does.â
The two of you stay like that for a while, exchanging kisses and soft touches, the weight of the moment settling into something warm and intimate.
Itâs simple, and yet it feels like everything.
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ngl hate it when ppl conflate robotics engineers with AI grifters. We hate them as much as yâall do lmao, theyâre not doing our asses any favours.
#seriously though the whole aibro techbro nonsense is so fucking stupid#and then you get well-intentioned folks directing their rage at robotics ppl which sucks#seen it happen a few times#but like there is a HUGE difference between your average robot and the shitty AI grift#some robots use stuff that can be construed as 'AI' sure#but hilariously enough robots have existed LONG before AI#which is kinda funny when you think about it#in alot of scifi stuff I read it tends to be the other way around#where they 'invent' AI before 'inventing' robots which is#kind of hilarious#idfk where i was going with this#but like also alot of robotics ppl are also artists on the side#i know i am#yeah i know im technically still 'studying' engineering rather than having industry experience#but im aware of folks in the industry who are also engineers who do art on the side too#so i ain't special in all this#its just kind of funny and a little frustrating#again idfk where i was going with this#i think im going insane#also the AMOUNT of shitty AI art that's flooding the mecha art tag on Instagram is HORRIBLE I hate it#AI has no clue how to draw mecha#that's how you know robots and mecha are superior#true robots were made with love and passion and im getting mushy now#yeah#but anyways the stupid techbro grifters give engineers a bad name and it sucks#even though those assholes are usually silicon valley business majors pretending to know how AI works from what ive seen#its really dumb#we live in the worst timeline ngl#also for the record there's more folks in engineering who enjoy humanities than you'd think#so dont even give me THAT bullshit
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Love and Deepspace men when the two of you get 0% score on an online compatibility test
ZAYNE
âď¸ Doesnât take it seriously at all. Exaggeratedly raises eyebrows. âYou don't actually believe in such nonsense, do you?â
âď¸ You do know these are just silly tests made to lure couples and you wouldn't have cared but 0% is too much! And his lack of reaction annoys you. âYou should be a little disappointed! Maybe you don't love me as much as you claim! Hmph!â đ¤
âď¸ Seeing you childishly fold your arms and puff out your cheeks, makes him smile. He pats your head and lowers his head to your faceâs level so you're unable to avoid his gaze.
âď¸ âThen..let me make it up by doing things that will raise our score.â He suggests. âHow about a date? Or a kiss? Or..â His hand slips down your head, fingers leaving a cold trail along your cheek and neck, and come to rest upon your collarbone.
âď¸ Your lips part at the gesture. And he tugs at the neckline of your shirt, his voice an octave lower. âOr we can do something more stimulating for a higher score..â
âď¸ The compatibility test is long forgotten after that as you get busy with âmore stimulatingâ things.
XAVIER
â Takes it way too seriously. Narrows his brows, practically glares at the test score on your phoneâs screen, and pouts. âIt shouldn't be that low.â
â You're the one trying to remind him it's just a silly poll on the internet and that it doesn't define the relationship you two share or diminish the love you have for each other. But he just won't be swayed so easily. Heâll try to shoulder all the blame upon himself for that 0% score. âDonât worry. Iâm not blaming you. Maybe it's me.â
â âNo way!â You try to be playful about it to cheer him up. âMaybe it's my fault!â
â Heâll give a firm shake of his head to deny your claim. âYou give me everything I could ask for and more. Itâs definitely because of me.â
â Over the days he becomes more and more loving, looking out for you during missions more than necessary, initiating skinship and romantic gestures whenever he can. So you grab his arm and draw him closer. âIf you wanna improve that score so badly, then..â You lick your lips and lower your lashes.
â He immediately gets the hint, his cheeks flushing a light shade of pink at the suggestion, and he smiles as he lets his hand run along your thighs. âI can do that.â
RAFAYEL
đ He says he doesn't give a fuck but he's watching the results from the corner of his eyes. And he's NOT PLEASED about that 0% score.
đ He's gonna be petty about it and blame you for it. And of course, even though you know itâs just an online score, the minute he blames you, you lash back at him. And now you two are just bickering.
đ âYou go out on missions and don't even text any updates! Leave me worried and distracted for hours! Do you even know how much that affects the creativity of an artist!?â He accuses.
âIf you actually loved me, you'd know I'm capable enough to handle myself!â You fire back.
âOh I'm sorry for giving a damn!â He dramatically throws his hands in the air.
You roll your eyes. âNow don't apologise for caring!â
âWell then stop making me worry!â He whines in exasperation.
đ The long argument ends with the two of you puffing your cheeks at each other, only to end up laughing and making up. You two realise how childish you were being over a silly online compatibility test of all.
đ He takes hold of your palm and places a kiss on it's back. âLetâs fix that score with dinner at your favourite place. And, â He winks mischievously and adds, â..breakfast in my bed.â
SYLUS
đŚâ⏠He knows all these compatibility tests are a scam. But whenever he sees you being excited about something, he indulges. And indulge he will. By taking it a lil seriously.
đŚâ⏠Will lower his head to peek at your smartphoneâs screen and frown at that 0%.
đŚâ⏠âWell this isn't a surprise.â He states calmly with a shrug. âThanks to your job, you don't stop by the N109 Zone as often as you used to, kitten. And my schedule keeps me far too occupied for anything else.â
đŚâ⏠He tucks a hand under his chin and looks thoughtfully. âHow about I take my bike and you request your boss for a leave? Then we can head out for a week-long vacation to wherever you want.â He lowers his head then, lips moving along your ear. âAnd do whatever you want.â
đŚâ⏠You smack his chest lightly in hopes of hiding your blush at his dirty implications. âYou have it all planned out, huh?â
đŚâ⏠âOnly when it comes to you, sweetie.â
i just realized i have so many of these reaction headcanons in my drafts so iâm trying to clean up..gonna try to post more of these again..need to get my head back into writing đ¤
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