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beiasluv Ā· 8 months ago
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arrow and papaya | o. piastri (81)
a/n: recap. they got drunk at the award. Now itā€™s 2024 silly seasonnn
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oscarpiastri evening hit šŸŽ¾
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yourinsta thanks a lot šŸ˜”
oscarpiastri anytime šŸ˜Ž
username welcome back prema Oscar
logansargeant gg šŸ‘Š
yourinsta Alex was carrying you šŸ˜˜
alex_albon facts
yourinsta I would like an apology in 100 Tim tams. sincerely.
username get him girlll
username Oscar did yn dirty šŸ˜©
username theyā€™ve always been this way. Just good at hiding it šŸ’€
username so did we forget about the award ceremony
username they were DRUNK
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"We Can Take The Fight!" | Oscar Piastri And Lando Norris On Challenging Red Bull In 2024
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username HES TURNING REDDD
username my baby is blushing????
username LANDOO
username Oscar can take me to Australia any day šŸ˜©šŸ˜©
username LANDO IS SO OSYN SHIPPER
username donā€™t worry he has a secret account for them šŸ¤­
username can we get yn reacting to this šŸ˜©
yourinsta 34m | oscarpiastri 13m
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yn: go to bed :(
: fine
: love you
yn: night šŸ«¶
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yn sent you a new message
yn: osss
yn: Oscar Jack Piastri
yn: What is happening.
: huh?
: are you ok??
yn: open twitter????
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f1gossips McLaren and Mercedes claimed their testing spots today at the Silverstone circuit. Hoping to see great results from mclaren and mercedesamgf1 !
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username yn finding out Lewis is coming back is never not funny to meee
username because she would rather be late and talk to Lewis first šŸ˜­
username NO BECAUSE IF I HAVE LEWIS NUMBER I WOULD CALL HIM TOO
username Oscar is so worried for yn šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©
username she donā€™t need no man but I KNOW she would die for Oscar
username and thatā€™s on perioddd
username he isnā€™t worried, heā€™s just admiring šŸ¤­
username SHES EVERYTHING and heā€™s just Ken
username Do NOT disrespect my man
username thank you to anyone who put McLaren and Mercedes togetherrr
username soā€¦about Carlos šŸ˜”
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Behind The Scenes F1 Drivers Opening Titles
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username Oscar is so me
username Tim tams need to get their shit together and hire Oscar and Yn as their global ambassadors
username single-handedly sold out the original flavor in my town
username Loves how everyone do their thing and then thereā€™s Oscar: šŸ‘šŸ‘
username heā€™s just admiring
username OSCAR IS YNNATION
username Oscar just stop lying to us and reveal that you are behind ynnation
username he gets it šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
username hey ā€œOSCā€???? Iā€™m about to combust.
username GIRL SAME
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oscarpiastri testing āœ… karting āœ…
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landonorris winning āŒ
yourinsta lando nowins šŸ«¶šŸ«¶
username NO JAILLLLL
username now I NEED Yn and Oscar in a get along kart
yourinsta fia did not see that šŸ˜¬
username slay before safety
username NO because the suits are so ugly šŸ˜©
username yn could still slay a garbage bag. respectfully.
username if Alex was there was Logan there toošŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
username my LOSCAR heart canā€™t take it anymore
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username *sighs* *opens comments*
username OH??
username OSCAR JACK PIASTRRI???
username YN WORKING HARDER THAN MCLAREN ONCE AGAIN
username YN 1882792917 - MCLAREN 0
Woweee never thought Iā€™d be this far with arrow and papaya šŸ˜©šŸ˜©
ā€“ @jsjcue @namgification
anyways, yā€™all know what to do šŸ‘¹šŸ‘¹šŸ”ŖšŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜
todayā€™s a great day to take care of yourself!!!
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do-androids-dream-ao3acc Ā· 6 months ago
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Prompt: Tommy angst? šŸ‘šŸ‘„šŸ‘
I didn't know I needed this. But I did. And I loved it, so, thanks! I combined this prompt with one of my personal head canons that one poor soul on Discord agreed to talk with me about šŸ˜‚ So, have Tommy angst (about Buck, of course) and the idea, that Tommy might not be so confident after all.
Kill the Pain Away
ā€“ā€“ I was gonna hope to choke the fire I was gonna face up and let go Oh, I was gonna ally with the golden guising And by the light of dawn, I'd put my brave face onĀ ā€“ā€“
That evening in Buck's loft was etched in Tommy's memory.
Yes, also because of their first kiss that started something Tommy hadn't expected, though he appreciated it all the more. Most of all, he couldnā€™t forget it because Buck, that inimitable man with his puppy eyes and this smooth face had managed to coax a secret out of him, and he had willingly revealed it. As heā€™d opened up, Tommy had meant every word: heĀ hadĀ been jealous of the bonds the 118 found after his leaving. He still was, actually.
Never as much as now.
As a pilot, Tommy wasnā€™t able to just cancel his shift, couldnā€™t ask anybody to take over when he was already in the air. And so, while his thoughts were far, far below, he continued to circle above the city that seemed so much bigger than usual. And although he usually enjoyed escaping the hustle and bustle, would have exchanged the street for the clouds at any day, right now he wanted nothing more to be on solid ground. But right now, he couldnā€™t, and he had nothing but his thoughts and a text message heā€™d already stared at for about ten times. It was a tough shift, as it often was when air support was needed; it was hard to control the fire, but even harder to contain the one burning in his chest.
The text was from Hen, and heā€™d been wondering for half an hour whether she had only written because she felt she owed him. Those were dark thoughts, Tommy knew, but sometimes, they were unstoppable; especially up here, trapped in the cockpit which was meant to be his freedom. The message was terse, unemotional, yet it evoked so many emotions in him.
Buck injured during op. Heading to St Maryā€™s now.
Contrary to his fondness for Hallmark movies, Tommy wasn't interested in astrology, he didn't believe in fate and thought love at first sight was a beautiful but irrational myth. Meeting Buck, and more so, learning that theĀ cool kidĀ of the 118 was interested in him, had been... strange, and kind of overwhelming. As luck would have it, he made friends with Eddie very quickly, and both he and his boy mentioned Buck remarkably often. From this, Tommy gathered the man had taken his place at the 118 in an extraordinary way. They had only exchanged a few words during the breakneck rescue operation for Athena and Bobby, and when the next opportunity arose, Tommy was prepared to meet some kind of superman. Somehow Hen, Howard and even Bobby and Athena, who were adamant about thanking him personally, managed to weave Buck into every conversation.
Tommy was therefore surprised that the man turned out to be anything but one of the usual powerhouses, brimming with self-confidence; not one of those arrogant types who rush into every burning house but have no respect for their colleagues.
Buck looked like a surfer boy, but Tommy sensed thatĀ somethingĀ was lurking behind this faƧade of sunshine. Something about Buck was purelyĀ Evan, and it was mesmerizing.Ā 
Even more surprising for Tommy was to realize he was head over heels in love.
They had told him the man was a notorious womanizer, ironically they thought this was common ground,Ā "you'll like him, you'll definitely have something to talk about, your exes".Ā It was clear they meant women, because nobody in the 118 knew at this time. But Buck had sent out some very mixed signals in Tommyā€™s eyes, and yes, maybe he had been his gay awakening or some shit. Buck, at any rate, had beenĀ hisĀ awakening of sorts. Maybe Tommy was just a romantic deep inside, but this man,Ā thisĀ manā€¦
Tommy's radio crackled, and he bit his lower lip until it bled. Thinking of Buck distracted him, and that was irresponsible. How many times had his hand jerked to his phone, ready to answer the message, to ask questions, to beg for information. He hadn't done it because not only would it have been highly unprofessional; he shouldn't even have looked at the phone while he was on the job.
"10-19 for active units on scene, fire under control."
Tommy hastily tapped the intercom button, "Air support dismissed?"
"Copy that, air support dismissed."
Dispatch sounded almost cheerful, and perhaps there was reason to be ā€“ the fire was under control, according to the radio reports there were no casualties; theseĀ wereĀ the good, the satisfying jobs. Tommy, however, was anything but content. For the first time in a long time he wasnā€™t even interested in how the job had turned out. The cockpit was suddenly tighter than ever before, the ground much further away, and the loop he had to fly seemed to take so much longer. His hand gripped the controls so hard that his knuckles turned white.
That message could meanĀ anything.
Anyone who was not interested in logic, in cool calculations, was not suited to be a pilot. In this respect, it was pointless to get carried away withĀ what ifs. On the other hand, pilots without instinct were just machine operators. But his instincts weren't helping Tommy right now, except to remind him of all the things that could go wrong. Because one thing Buck really was: a fucking daredevil.
Tommy had experienced it once, during one of those dates that simply hadnā€™t happened because an incident had interrupted it. Every firefighter knew that a day off could very quickly turn into an emergency call-out. Like most in the services, they took it with humor, they collected the incidents and called them their overtime list, hours to make up for later in bed.
This one time, Tommy had happened to drive right past the accident on his way home, catching a glimpse of the 118 in action. Something inside him had struck a chord of wistfulness, but then heā€™d seen Evan. No, at that moment he had really just beenĀ Buck. Buck, who threw himself under a burning vehicle with a child trapped underneath.
Every firefighter suffered injuries at some point. They all had scars, and they were unduly proud of them. But some of them did not boast about the strength of the fire in which they were burned, nor about the weight of the steel that had trapped them. Some scars were rarely shown, and some were internal: all these were from saved lives. And Tommy knew what it was like to be the one to whom this happened. The one who was hurt. No one was really prepared for the pain, and no one liked to remember it. What Tommy hadn't known, however, was what it would be like to be on the other side. Anyone who got injured was afraid; a fact that was often left out of the bragging stories. But that kind of fear was completely different to the one he felt now,Ā thisĀ fear was terrifying.
And how did this happen in the first place? A pair of blue eyes and a sunshine face, that wouldn't have been enough to penetrate his faƧade in the past. But somehow that's what it was all about. To look behind the guise. Making yourself vulnerable without hurting. Because what was really deep inside was beautiful, worth letting out and discovering ā€“but it was still terrifying. He had only known the guy for a few weeks. Buck had stormed into his life, throwing himself into this crazy rescue operation with determination, a look in those pretty eyes that clearly said,Ā you better get on with this, because I will walk through fire for these people.
There was something about him that magnetically attracted other people, and it wasn't just his handsome face or his sometimes awkward charm. Something about him had made a string in Tommy resonate that hadn't been tuned for a while. Something in Buck made people go through the blaze for him, too. Tommy would happily return to the fire that they had already successfully fought, would walk right through the embers if he had to, if only it was clear in the end that nothing had happened to Evan.
As the aircraft sank lower, he tried to relax his hand so as not to jerk the controls, but he couldn't stop his thoughts from wandering to that blank text message again and again. He had no regrets about leaving the 118; changing jobs had been the right decision at the time. But that dark voice inside him whispered that he should never have left, because these people were with Evan now, they had all the information they weren't sharing with him because he wasn't a part of them... That was irrational, after all, he would probably never have met Buck if he had stayed. He would never have met Evan. Evan, who had been hurt out there, probably in some reckless act; who may have been in pain, scared, but who wasn't alone.
Tommy, however,Ā wasĀ alone, still high above the city, and as he got closer to the ground and the vehicles and people got bigger, he appeared to shrink. Would Buck even need him? What if everything wasn't so bad, and after all, his friends were with himā€¦ and Tommy, the onlooker, would get weird looks because he hadn't just called, hadn't just answered a message, but had rushed to the hospital with this panic in his eyes.
They had not yet given a name to what was between them. Tommy had been Buck's date for a wedding that had taken place unplanned in a hospital; and as they stood there, everyone had seen there wasĀ something, but what exactly? They hadn't suddenly turned up together wherever they went, hadn't picked each other up from work or introduced each other asĀ "this is my boyfriend"Ā at random meetings with friends. It was almost as if they had both navigated around this first, invisible cliff in their relationship.
So what if Buck thought it would be odd for him to show up at the hospital? After nothing but a few dates, far too few kisses and even fewer nights that Tommy remembered when the day was long and Evan was across town? Tommy wasn't part of the 118, and maybe not a real part of Buck.
He landed the aircraft mechanically, did the paperwork, answered questions and couldnā€™t have told how he got into his car. He didn't recall the trip to the hospital either, but heĀ didĀ remember putting on a confident, relaxed face in the elevator mirror.
They were all there, and his heart sank as cold fear crept up and down his spine.
Henrietta and Howard, whom they called Chimney for some inexplicable reason and who had somehow grown close to Tommyā€™s heart. The captain, Bobby, who made a more than just serious face. Ravi, who was no longer a probie, but was still busy getting coffee to distract himself or the others. Eddie, traces of dirt on his face, constantly scratching his arm, which looked suspiciously singed. Buckā€™s sister, Maddie, which was the most disturbing sight, because if she had managed to get here, things were serious.Ā 
She was the first to catch sight of him, turning by chance as the elevator door opened, and then there was an expression flickering across her face that confused him, something he couldn't place. Howard's mouth formed a silentĀ oh, as if surprised to see him, and Hen glanced first at Tommy, then at her phone.Ā I shouldn't have come, Tommy thought, but everyone was here, and heĀ wantedĀ to be here, he wanted nothing more than to know what was going on.
He faltered, but started walking slowly towards them. Maddie suddenly approached him, touched his arm like some delicate flower and said, "Oh dear, I'm sorry, I should have called you."
Tommy's false smile of confidence crumbled.
"I assumed you were on call, you didn't answer," Hen said, who had somehow also appeared next to him, "I didn't want to worry you, so I kept it short."
Well, now you've got me worried,Ā Tommy intended to say, because he recognized very well that she was using herĀ first responder voice, the tone reserved for patients and relatives. Now he noticed that they wereĀ allĀ surrounding him; it was frightening, but there was nothing but genuine concern on their faces.
"Buck already asked for you," Bobby said, and Tommy finally found his voice again.
"What's going on anyway?" he asked.
All of a sudden, the tension was released. He received encouraging pats on the back, was pushed to a seat, and Hen sat down with him and laid out in concise words a story he had heard many times before.
Tommy had known firefighters who kissed a St. Florian badge before a job, yet it rarely helped ā€“ things just went wrong sometimes. Someone stumbled over the hose, jammed the ladder or grabbed the axe at the wrong end. And sometimes a fire could not be contained, with a flame so bright you could no longer see, a roaring so deafening you could no longer hear. Then you were at the mercy of danger, and those were the missions that no one would forget. The ones where no lives could be saved, there were only casualties. It was bad, and it was reflected in every single face around him.
"But he's conscious?" Tommy asked, tuning out the list of injuries he had just heard, concentrating only on Bobby's words. Buck hadĀ askedĀ for him.
Bobby and Hen exchanged a look, and Bobby said, "I'll ask the doctor if you can see him."
I'm not a relative,Ā Tommy thought to say, but he could see in the otherā€™s eyes that it didnā€™t matter. TheyĀ wereĀ family, even if not by blood, and an unwritten law allowed emergency services to be with their wounded in times of need. And all of this screamed that heĀ wasĀ a relative after all, at least in spirit. Maybe because he had been part of the 118 before, but maybe mainly because he belonged to Buck.
If that was true. If Buck wanted that, too.
But it seemed that everyone else accepted this, just as they included him in their care and concern. It was almost pleasant if he hadn't been so tense; so full of adrenaline, as if he was about to turn a corner of a building already burning brightly.
And then, again without knowing exactly how he had put one foot in front of the other, he stood in Buck's room. All of a sudden, the strain actually disappeared, as is often the case when reality has overtaken your worst expectations and you can finally focus on the truth. The truth was that Buck looked very young and very vulnerable amidst all the equipment and tubes and bandages, but the truth was also that he was alive; and as bad as everything was, he was going to get better.
Tommy pulled up a chair, sat down and grabbed Buck's hand without thinking. Did it matter if BuckĀ actuallyĀ wanted him? Perhaps a very selfish thought, because right now Tommy seemed to need this touch much more than Buck, who was asleep. It was a misjudgment, because those beautiful blue eyes opened, and even though his gaze wasn't completely focused, it was directed at Tommy.
"Evan," Tommy said softly, the name flowing from his lips as easily as the weight that was taken from his mind in that moment.
"I was wondering when my boyfriend was gonna show up," Buck mumbled sleepily, but with that inimitable grin that neither a few broken bones nor a bunch of painkillers could seem to take away from him.
Tommy's heart stumbled, but he smiled.
"It's not like I could interrupt a perfectly good job to console you for your lousy one."
"Console me now, think I need it."
"Call me your boyfriend again, and I might," Tommy said, while his mind kept repeating the truth: Evan wanted him.
"I've already bragged to all the nurses about my handsome boyfriend."
Buckā€™s voice got softer, his words choppier, but Tommy held his hand long after he fell asleep.
He had no intention of letting go of it anytime soon.
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astrologylunadream Ā· 1 year ago
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Your Crush's Biggest Secret?!šŸ¤«šŸ’–ā‰ļø (Pick a card/Tarot love reading)
Hey it's Lunadream!šŸ’— We're gonna learn your crush's biggest secret!ā˜† Do they have one? We're going to find out!ā˜ŗ hope you find your messagešŸ’Œ
Only take what resonates because the most important thing is your own judgement!ā™” (Entertainment purpose only. All rights reserved)
Now, shall we begin~? ^w^ Think of your crush, and pick whichever pile that fits the energy you're feeling~šŸŒøšŸ’ž
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Take your time and choose carefully with the heart~ā™”
On to the readings ā€”> šŸ’•
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Sign energy: Early, Foreign, Ability, Collarbone, 3rd house, Saturn, Fire, Water, 4th house, 6th house, šŸŒƒšŸ’šŸŽØšŸ§©
šŸ’žYour crush's energy: Your crush could be very young or you might know them from early years, I'm getting vibes that this is someone you knew. Your crush could be a foreigner or someone who is from a different background or culture than you are or vice versa. This person is most likely young and they have friends they really care about, you might know them from school or work. For some of you this person has a disciplined nature to them and they could be very closed off, also they are a very artistic and creative person. They can also be logical or be very good at things, they are most likely well rounded. They might be hard on themselves or others but only out of care, they might have already found out about your crush if you haven't told them yet! They are very perceptive and they pick up on social cues fast. They may live in the city or go there for work, may also have a foreign job and might speak another language.šŸ’« Your crush is also very romantic at heart and they have a nice collarbone aswell~šŸ˜Š
šŸ¤ÆTheir biggest secret: Feel, Options, Pretty, Binded, Together, Taurus, Air, 6th house, Sun, North node, šŸ°šŸ§Žā€ā™€ļøšŸ’ššŸ¤Æ Okay so if some of you are wondering if they have feelings for you, it's a definite yes!šŸŽ‰ Your crush's biggest secret is that they've decided who they want to spend the rest of their life with oml and that someone is pile 1 my oh myšŸ„° They secretly think you two just go together and they don't feel complete without you, they aren't them without youšŸ„ŗ Your crush may be keeping from you the fact that they have feelings (didn't I say they could be closed off?šŸ˜®) so they're just like keeping that to themselves lol I don't think they're a dishonest person nah they just don't feel like the timing is right to tell you "oh hey I think we're meant to be and I wanna marry you" lol they don't wanna just tell you that so they're waiting patiently for best timing possible, I think right now a lot is happening for both of you and they don't wanna mess things up for you. Also they think you're really sweet and pretty omg, they see you both together. Lots of taurus energy so patience and loyalty in the future I can see commitment and they're keeping this a huge secret oh for some of you this person might want to propose to you or they have a huge gift for you!šŸ’ They're keeping it a big surprise until the perfect moment~šŸ’ž
šŸ’ŒMessages from your crush: It's no surprise, Everyone wants me, I could stare at you forever, I think I like this, You saw it coming, Please don't be jealous I'm all yours, I'm holding back, I wanna make you jealous (Okay so your crush might have been making you jealous just to see if you want them but now they're holding back on that so take what resonates but I definitely see a test has been going on here lolšŸ¤­) Extra cards: Stomache, June, Past life, Distance, Dive, Juno, Aquarius, Scorpio, Water, Vertex (This is a fated/destined connection for some of you too)
I hope you enjoyed your readingšŸŒ· If you did be sure to let me know pile 1 with the candle emojišŸ•Æ~ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next readingšŸ’ž
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Sign energy: You, Control freak, Target, Jealous admirers, Friends, Sun, 2nd house, North node, Juno, Taurus, āš”āœŒšŸ˜“ā­
šŸ’žYour crush's energy: so there's heavy earth/taurus vibes here even a little virgo so yeah this could be an earth sign or you could be too, maybe you guys both have a lot of earth in your chart.šŸ—» I sense a lot is going on around you two, and a lot of your crush's time and a lot of their energy is being spent by those who are jealous of you two. You guys have a lot of talk centered around you as a couple lol geminis are all over you two rnšŸ’¬ This person is really popular I'm hearing "all eyes on them" and it's funny because this is pile 2 with the eye so yeah that makes a lot of sense now. In fact for some of you I feel like you and your crush both could have some bad rumors running around, you guys could have many haters but your crush may also have many admirers who don't like seeing you together. Your crush has a lot of people in their life but they're very picky okay so they don't want to make the wrong decision especially romantically but also who they decide to keep in their life. This might be someone who easily does things for others because theres such a chill energy to them they just don't try to start any conflict without reasoning.šŸ˜‡ Your crush could have many people wanting to use them for various reasons likes paying for stuff or asking for advice all the time like your person is just so patient with people in need of their help. They might have sun in the 2nd house or taurus placements, maybe leo in the 2nd house aswell so they could be a cancer rising for some of you and that makes sense why they have such an open and caring approach to othersšŸ˜©šŸ’–
šŸ¤ÆTheir biggest secret: Hold on, Inactivity, No contact, Desert, Hater, 2nd house, Mars, 5th house, Aquarius, Uranus, šŸ’œšŸŒƒšŸŽ”šŸ… Your crush honestly could be planning to cut everyone off, like they're tired of people taking advantage of them and you so they're really discretely like, thinking about cutting off contact with those people. If you have a love hate relationship or a hostile one they *might* be wanting to cut you off but I only see that for some of you, like if it's a toxic relationship and they've stayed in it for way longer than they wanted to because I just feel like this person is so lenient and they might have realized that they haven't put up enough boundaries. Your crush's biggest secret is that they're done letting others take advantage of them, they don't want to say it publicly but that's the decision they've made so they may even try to physically distance themselves from these people for example like moving away or switching jobs whatever the case but they know they have to get away from things that aren't serving them as of now.šŸ¤š They won't let everyone keep talking about you like this so they are stepping up and taking action. They are gonna be shifting into this sort of tiger energy so maybe they don't want to be nice to strangers or just anyone so they're putting up their boundaries they aren't letting down their guard anymore. This secret is something that they know the people around them won't like or maybe won't want to happen because it's like when you get so used to something everyone will kind of be surprised that like someone as tolerant as pile 2's crush would never feel this way but it's a huge surprise, this could even be a surprise to you as well for some of you this could be expected. Your crush is fiercely loyal to you so they aren't going to let others push you guys around or try to pry you apart anymore, they're shutting them out and taking you with themšŸ˜¤ I'm getting "us against the world" vibes from you guys and it's so romantic omgšŸ’—
šŸ’ŒMessages from your crush: There's so much to say, I can't leave you, I never realized, it's all fake, Do you want to? Don't compare yourself, You made a mistake, I'm playing with fire, Extra cards: Above, Water, Change, Throne, Couple, Uranus, Capricorn, Libra, Leo, Mars (They're rising up for a change, and they want to be a power couple omg nothing's going to stop you twošŸ‘‘)
I hope you enjoyed your readingā­ If you did be sure to let me know pile 2 with the eye emoji!šŸ‘ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next readingšŸ’ž
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Sign energy: Inability, Black, Singer, Subconscious, Travel, 6th house, 4th house, Virgo, 7th house, Scorpio,šŸ˜«šŸŽ‰šŸ˜˜šŸ’­
šŸ’žYour crush's energy: Okay so this person is most likely a very busy person haha they may have a busy work schedule or there's just a lot that they feel like they have to do. Your crush may have been raised in a family where they had to be responsible so like they learned from an early age things aren't easy. They could be a singer or like singing, this could be something they do as a hobby or their job. This person is very caring but a lot of it comes from loneliness so they could be clingy or touch deprived.ā˜¹ Your crush could be very unavailable and for some of you I'm getting they may already be in a committed relationship. This could be with you, they might feel alone in the relationship like you don't give back what they give. They always worry about their significant other if they have one, also this person has strong virgo energy so they could be a virgo or a scorpio with virgo in their chart aswell any of the signs above libra, cancer any of those could have significance. They could have darker skin or like to wear black clothes, I feel like it's their comfort coloršŸ–¤ They might not know you like them if this is someone you aren't dating I really feel like they don't know you yet or maybe this connection isn't something they are aware of yet. Pile 3 I feel like your person thinks about you a lot subconsciously you're sitting in the corner of their mind like all the time lolšŸ˜‚
šŸ¤ÆTheir biggest secret: Sweet, Drive, Out, Only time will tell, Dragon, 5th house, Chiron, Libra, Water, Earth, āœŒšŸ§¤šŸ„ šŸ’ā€ā™€ļø Your crush's biggest secret is that for some of you they might really stuck in a big decision, I'm seeing libra and the 5th house that this could be an indecisive about their hobbies or creativity. If they are a singer or entertainer this could be affecting their relationship with you. They want you but they need to focus on their career too. So they're keeping this drama all to themselves omgšŸ™Š Your crush is contemplating the right decision, they can't stop thinking about you and it's making it hard for them to push you away. If they're trying to commit to something that needs dedication you are definitely tempting them to quit lol. They secretly want you but they also need to work on themselves, so they don't want to tell you what's going on and it makes them feel so lonely!! If they are very busy they just want to break out of routine and visit you omgšŸ„ŗšŸ’—
šŸ’ŒMessages from your crush: Too bad, I love you, I can't concentrate, You are my favorite song, Of course, Whatever works for you, You don't need me, I don't care what they say, Extra cards: Practical, Resist, Stomache, Karma, Chains, Water, Scorpio, 10th house, Aquarius, North node, (They're trying so hard to resist you because they want to be sensible but they can't help itšŸ˜ž)
I hope you enjoyed your reading~ā™” If you did be sure to let me know pile 3 with the shopping bag emoji~šŸ› Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next readingšŸ’˜
Pile 4šŸ©
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Sign energy: Event, College, Fairy, Innocence, Ending, Aries, Lilith, South node, Sagittarius, Air,šŸ‘ šŸ‘«šŸ„°šŸ
šŸ’žYour crush's energy: Ohh okay so one or both of you guys could be in college right now or this could be someone you met during college. Your crush is a wild adventurous person and very interesting to be around!šŸ˜‹ They are usually pretty direct and they may not have much of a filter lol this could be someone who curses a lot they aren't afraid to tell it like it is.šŸ˜ŽThere aren't many people who don't enjoy their company but they could be a little wild sometimes and they might cause tough situations for you guys. You might have met them at an important event in your life or like a milestone (think when you got your driver's license or turned 21, for some of you it may be when you graduated or got a job). They may have a great sense of humor and light up the room. Your crush could look like a fairy or have a pixie cut aswell. They're kind of rebellious and they don't care what people think all that much, you guys could both be very innocent but this might be the person you loose a lot of innocence with toošŸ™Š This is definitely someone from a certain time in your life, and they may be someone very important that you look back on. This could be your first love.
šŸ¤ÆTheir biggest secret: Addiction, Eyelashes, Feel, The one, Pessimist, 6th house, 7th house, Juno, Leo, Moon,šŸ„ŠšŸ¤žā—šŸŽ¢ My oh my pile 4 your crush has a big secret I mean this is something they really wanna keep hidden but they secretly want to be with you!!šŸ¤© They might have an addiction to you omg they think you're the one!! They want a relationship with you, they see you as marriage material. They want to be the sun to your moon~šŸŒ™šŸ’žā˜€ļø Another thing is you might have rejected this person and maybe you some of you regret that so here we arešŸ˜‚ I think that's only for some of you though. It could be possible that your crush is hiding violence for whatever reason it could be you, them or someone else or it could be something as simple as they're secretly into boxing or a physical sport they don't want you to know about. You make them so emotional and they don't even cry that much they're usually pretty happy but you make them feel so many new ways and feelings they never felt beforešŸ’– Your person could be really hiding their intense feelings for you, that's their biggest secret!šŸ¤­ā—They have fantasies about you they keep reaaally hidden too. They may also have reoccurring concerns about this relationship and might not express that because they're afraid to be a downer, they wanna be the life of the party and so they don't openly discuss their problems or emotions they've just been ignoring them. Also this person may be very forward with you due to their excitement when they are with you, they jump into things a lot without putting much thoughtšŸ˜… So they might even spill to you their secrets out of no where like tomorrow or some time soon it could be so random with them lol be prepared things are gonna get unpredictablešŸŒ‹
šŸ’ŒMessages from your crush: I want to show you off to everyone, Let me go, You're so sensitive, I can't control myself, I found the one, I could be your future ex, I wish I could stop thinking about you, I think we should meet, Extra cards: Laughter, Mad, Care-taker, Daily, Sweet, Sun, Cancer, 6th house, North node, Gemini (They really want a future with youšŸ„°)
I hope you enjoyed your reading~!!šŸ’— If you did be sure to let me know pile 4 with the pink hotel emoji~šŸ© Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next readingšŸŒ™
Wanna see more readings like this? Check out my tumblr for accurate readings for you!šŸ’—šŸŒŠšŸŒø
Thanks for reading! \(*^w^)/šŸ’Œ -Lunadream <3
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ronalddorelaine Ā· 28 days ago
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new welcome home update! ill try to figure out everything that's changed and let you know whats up, but i think this is just a halloween theme and a news post. theres also some more wally doodles that most definitely spell out a secret message but idk what hes trying to say yet
there might be something going on with awayfrompryingeyes though, so keep your eyes peeled šŸ‘šŸ‘
Happy Halloween (er, i mean happy macabre menagerie of monstrous mischief making) !!
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graves-doodles Ā· 2 years ago
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Commissions OPEN
Here we go, here we go again:
-Shoot me a message! Or Email is [email protected] I'm real friendly, I promise
-I accept Paypal, Cashapp, and Venmo, though Paypal is preferred since I use invoices
-Don't be afraid of the prices! I'm down to work with you anyways even if you can only afford like half. We can call it an improper holiday sale, very secret just between you and me šŸ¤ŒšŸ¤Œ
-If you couldn't find what you wanted on the yes list, ask anyways! The worst I can say is no followed by a million apologies
-I can smell scams, don't even try it šŸ‘šŸ‘
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not-goldy Ā· 1 year ago
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Dear Goldy - Not - Goldy, I didn't want to disturb you, but you are probably the only person whose opinion I would like to know about JK's TIK TOK account. When Jung Kook deleted his IG account, I was shocked, I admit. I thought: this man is wonderfully unpredictable, uncompromising.
I enthusiastically told my friend about it, leaving out all the context, just the fact that a BTS guy deleted an account that had over 40 million followers. A friend who works in marketing immediately said "they must have told him". Literally: agency. I was outraged. After some time, information appeared in SM that the head of tik tok invites JK to tik tok. I was hoping it was just a joke. and yet not. Shouldn't we consider it likely that the JK's rebel image is a marketing ploy? And that someone taught from a teenager to follow the expectations of others will do it, because the rebellion gene would be nipped in the bud?
"They must have told him- to delete his IG you mean?
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Jeon Jungkook was told to delete his Instagram and he did??? Scratching my head on that really. By that i disagree with that assertion. Why would they ask him to delete his IG and not ask the members to delete theirs too?
So he can promote tiktok instead is that it??? Or that's not what you implying with the whole he went to see tiktok big brains part??? If that's the argument, then I recall Instagram messaging him too asking him if he needed assistance restoring his accountšŸ¤·šŸ¾
He's a huge brand and these platforms want him that's for facts. I wager they'd want to pay hefty commissions to him to keep him on there- but the fact that this was his burner account and not his official account kinda means he sneaked under company and tiktok noses.
He probably doesn't want the attention. His eye šŸ‘ pfp reminds me of my header- it also reminds me of his eye tattoo. Weird.
It's not at all surprising he has a secret tiktok account. We've always said they are among us on secret accounts, engaging with us, seeing, reading and hearing everything. They did it with Twitter, IG, YT, Tiktok, Tumblr- wherever there's army there's BTS. They are watching.
So I wouldn't want to read too much into this or treat it as some conspiracy theory out there- but that's me. I could be wrong so to each their own.
But really what does the company stand to gain from him deleting his IG and losing all that followers. Some people have 1m followers and do you know how much money that translates into for them????
Platforms like IG is often negotiated as part of their brand deals. Brands are not only paying you to use your face and image to promote their Brands, they pay these celebs EXTRA cash to post branded content on their personal platforms.
Jungkook is the only member who hasn't monetized his platform. He is on tiktok yes, but it isn't monetized. I think he enjoys his freedom too much. He deleted ig because he said there was no point in having it if he couldn't do whatever he wanted with it- if I recall correctly. And he said he has no intentions of going back there. He keeps saying that in spite of the financial opportunities that exist on there for him- and remember this is the same dude who risked lawsuits to promote his brother's brand. You'd think a platform such as IG would come in handy if he wants to help himself and others as well.
His rebellious image as a marketing ploy- at this point I squint in confusion. A ploy means its fake and not at all real. Well, it's a marketing ploy if the year is 2009 and Jungkook can't see past Namjoon's thick thighs to stay in the group lol.
Personally I think his "rebellious image" if we should call it that, is not at act. He is in fact strong willed and assertive. The rebelliousness it stems from a lot of things- Namjoon mentioned he went through a teenage rebellious phase which i think is very much normal. Sometimes he becomes rebellious if his values conflict with others. Eg if hybe and the brands' policies conflicts with his personal values. It's not all an act, or persona or marketing- it's him unable to conform his values unto theirs and reconcile those. He has said this over and over. Remember how he said he went with Calvin Klein because their values matched his? They probably aren't breathing down his neck and threatening to cut ties with him if he breaks his family friendly image or gets involved in a scandal. These companies can be so brutal.
He is not a sell out. He stays true to himself always and he's being driven by a strong inner sense of self and a strong moral compass.
He would go with the company's plans and strategies if he thinks it suits him or if he wants to do it. If he don't then he won't- no one can mke him do what he don't like. It's that simple.
the only way he would do something he doesn't want to do is if it's for love i'd assume or if he were contractually obligated to do so.
There's also a recurring theme with him which is that HE IS A FREE BIRD can't cage him, won't tame him, he does and will do whatever he damn pleases. That makes him come off as rebellious. It's what we mean when we say he's Jeon Jungkook. Kinda admire him on that score
Could this persona have been carved for him in the early days? Sure. BUT THEY ALL SAID THEY STOPPED GOING WITH THE COMPANY SCRIPT BECAUSE IT DIDN'T SUIT THEM. Jin even talked about this too.
Recently he asked someone on his live whether they were child- safe to say he's grown up himself no? While in the group he always wanted to be respected and treated as an adult. I'm sorry but I don't think he would avail his strings to be pulled on like a puppet by anyone.
Plus this is his Solo phase. Those personas were fashioned to keep the group interesting. He's not in a group anymore and dont need these tactics. He's outgrown them. and the only persona that sells for him is if he is himself. HE IS THE BRAND. HIM. NOBODY ELSE.
I for one I'm more interested in Jeon Jungkook than any facade anyone wants him to put on.
Also their solo phase certainly impacts the power dynamics between the company and the boys. He can decide be don't want to do solo or music any more and the company won't have anything to say about that. Of course there's still contracts with brands, and record labels and food delivery and he has to fulfill his obligations under those but it's pretty much his way or the high way these days šŸ„“
I like to think he has more control over his career and life in general now compared to when he was part of a group and just a child pursuing a career in an industry such as kpop. As a member of a team his identity was tied to the groups. Whatever he said and did affected everyone's career and reputation in the group, and in turn affected their brand deals so there was so much pressure to conform and so much censorship of his actions and words whereas now whatever he does dont affects them. just him and his brand.
You can see his marketing strategies though. Participating in challenges, going on live shows to promote his music, sharing links on weverse, filming with members- I don't even think he's leaning so much into his ships as a means of pushing his song. Trust me, he's not compromising himself and his values just to sell a song. He's doing everything by the books. Nothing shady going on herešŸ„“
As usual it's just my opinion. Time will tell if he's doing all this as some marketing ploy.
Now about his Tiktok-
I know I said I won't make fun of him but...
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Ian, sir????? KWEN-KWENCHENA SIR??šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£
Why, was Shawn McGregor taken??šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£
Ian Elordi Jackson I'm deadšŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£
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Please if I hear someone call him Mathew I'm finished
And here I thought him popping out of a coffin was the most white boy thing he's ever donešŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£
He's finished. Haters are going to drag the shit out of him for this. They always after him claiming he's trynna be white lmho.
It's gonna get bloody this week prepare for battle guys. We have a captain to protect- Captain Ian Kook
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see-arcane Ā· 2 years ago
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Re: Dracula Goodies!
I got a nifty envelope from @re-draculaā€‹ today! Iā€™ll avoid a pic for address reasons, but please know it was a nice brown paper dealie with a big red bat stamp from the Count and my first ever address sticker to be sent to ā€˜See Arcane.ā€™ I dig it immensely. And inside...
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A wee little cookbook!
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Hello munchy ideas for later
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Oh man, that holographic sticker is too good, it has to go somewhere special because itā€™ll never go anywhere else,Ā why do I always forget this specific anxiety whenever I get nice stickers aaaugh
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Postcards! One blank for my own nefarious vampiric scribbles and one from Tal. And itā€™s an actual message! To me! Not a cookie cutter copy-paste stamp! (And yes, since that writing my account has successfully come back from the dead, thanks for the concern šŸ‘)
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A secret shorthand note! Sorry to my good friend Jonathan Harker, I still donā€™t know how to read this--Iā€™ve been having trouble finding a good guide for the specific type of shorthand him and Mina use--but Iā€™ll keep trying. And, as added incentive, heā€™s sent me...
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...a stylish friendship bracelet! Undie jealous about it, Dracula.Ā 
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alister312 Ā· 2 years ago
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OK BEFORE I GO TO SLEEPā€” gregstophe and floriography šŸ‘šŸ‘
just imagine that gregory works a high profile job, so obviously wanted revolutionary criminal christophe canā€™t just talk to him normally or send him messages bc his phones and daily activity are closely monitored. so he starts sending him flower bouquets as a ā€œsecret admirerā€ but theyā€™re actually all coded messages and gregory is smart so ofc he picks up on this. gregory finds a way to return the messages with his own flowers and thatā€™s how they can communicate next mission steps and vital info.
this coded, detached way of communicating just becomes how they talk so one day when christophe sends a bouquet confessing gregory is very confused and panics thinking christophe is trying to communicate another revolution mission message but so many of his flower choices are about love and devotion so what could that possibly mean for revolution? this bouquet is sent in the exact same way all the others were so gregory has no reason to assume the intentions are any different.
anyway. no talking about feelings out loud just flowers.
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asa--holland Ā· 1 year ago
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POTENTIAL CONNECTIONS
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Asa Holland - 45, He/Him, Head Librarian
Under the Read More are different connection ideas based on Asaā€™s life. Feel free to message me or comment on the post if any of these strike your fancy and I can reach out to you to plot more. šŸ’™Ā  (Asa is gay so any romantic/sexual connections would have to be male-identifying characters!)
āœļøĀ  Bother Me - You come to the library often, and you always see the unsettling eyes of the Head Librarian as he concentrates on his work. As you come in to use the computers, or sit to read after a long day, or study, you always see him putting things away, cleaning up, or organizing. While he intimidates you at first, there is something so intriguing- maybe you like a mysterious past, or a sad story. Maybe you can smell a scoop. So you start to ask questions. Soon almost every time you're there, you end up in a conversation with him. Both of you often lose track of time, chatting about just about everything. He makes little jokes about you being a 'bother', but you think he might just enjoy it more than he lets on.
šŸ“šĀ  Read Me - You are a fan of books of any sort, and the illustrations on the covers of some chapter books and picture books catch your eye. Perhaps you often go into the library, or are a collector of sorts- or you frequent the bookstore for more titles to read. But one day you happen upon a man painting watercolor in Central Park- and the paintings are unmistakably the same artist. He is shy and you strike up a small conversation... he does NOT expect you to show up at his same spot near the fountain again with your own busy-work, eager to sit & make easy chatter. You are an unlikely friend for a nervous soul.
šŸ™Ā  Welcome Me - Itā€™s 2017, and you live in Denver down the street from a few empty houses. You see a man show up one night with moving boxes and endless plants, alone as he moves his things into an old home that's been vacant for far too long. A shoddy craftsman is suddenly being painted and fixed up, the front porch cleaned up with furniture, an awning, and a little fountain. The man is quiet but works every evening- or in the day, under a patio umbrella with his morning coffee and a cat on his lap. And one day you canā€™t help complimenting his efforts. The next day when you arrive home, he has fresh tomatoes from his patio garden that he left for you in a basket. The next time you see him, he has a wind chime made of old roof slats that sounds delightful, and hands it to you. He doesnā€™t tell you for a while later, but you were the first to speak to him and try to be neighborly to him. Over time, you are a friend he can rely on. He may even look at you fondly.
šŸ‘Ā  See Me - You were walking home when you noticed something very odd- a gentleman in nice clothes with dark hair and dark eyes, bloodied and hastening into the shadows. Youā€™ve seen many interesting things in Denver around the time that dusk hits, but somehow this stuck with you. Maybe because you didnā€™t stop to find out what was going on. Was it his own blood, or someone else's? Itā€™s plagued your mind for a while- so when you see the same man is the one calling all the shots in the Denver Public Library, discussing his art with shy and nervous, dark eyes, you take a chance. You talk him up, ask him for drinks. And when you can, you corner him and finally ask what the hell it is you saw. Suddenly youā€™re one of the only people who knows of a very dark secret that the Irishman is desperate to keep under wraps.
šŸ¹ Distract Me - You need something, or someone, to focus on. And heā€™s always available- maybe because he spends so much time at home. You know that the quiet librarian will meet you, almost anywhere. Itā€™s usually a bar, a restaurant. Sometimes even a late night walk. You air grievances to the quiet night and the unsettling silence of his concentrated and stoic expression. But he listens, and he comments. He talks of his own twisted and depressing life. His voice is clipped and shy. He tells you a little too much- but is stunned when you donā€™t go running. Often youā€™ve met in the night, and when paths cross in the day, things feel different. A shy nod between two almost-friends. You have his number and text occasionally but heā€™s terrible at it- or maybe you both continue meeting for drinks and a little distraction. Maybe thatā€™s all it is... or maybe not.
šŸ«‚ Embrace Me - It's a lonely night and you're using a hook-up app. It's stupid, but sometimes it's the only way to find anyone- especially in such a big city like Denver. The man you chat with is funny in how he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing. And you think he's cute enough for a little meeting. What you expect to be a rushed one night stand in a dingy apartment turns out to be a more intimate experience- a lovely and eclectic home with well-loved cats and gorgeous gardens, and an unusual but kind and soft spoken man. While you two do hook up that night, it's only after conversations that last hours, wine and chatting and giggling and soft kisses. You both think about it, but you haven't reached out to one another since... until you run into him again and realize that when he said "I work at the library" he meant he RUNS the library. Now you see him more often and have to figure out what the move is. But maybe he's trying to figure it out at the same time.
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thistle-and-thorn Ā· 1 year ago
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šŸ‘ā­ļøšŸ’Š :)
Honey, I genuinely didnā€™t remember the ask game came with emojis and I spent the past ten minutes trying to decipher these emojis (I start drugs? i see your star on drugs? a secret message about the sacklers and the power of friendship?)
Secret of Life ā­Ā ā€” What is a dark secret of the universe that you would give anything to know?
oh no. oh no. i i definitely would have eaten the fruit in eden btw. i would honestly love to know if the loch ness monster was ever real. maybe, more generally, the reality of certain historical events/mysteries. but i really want to know what heaven is like.
Back from the Edge šŸ’ŠĀ ā€” What is the closest you have ever come to death?
i went to peru when i 19 with a big group of college students and we had to take a bus trip through the countryside. there was a first class part of the bus and an economy class that sat on the upper level. and the youngest people on the trip had to go to economy. so basically a group of four of us had to sit up top with this really big window that felt like you were essentially sitting on top of the driver.
and this driver was iNsAnE. like we CAREENED through the countryside for, like, six hours. animals were killed, i swear to god, some dogs definitely and possibly a llama. we actually went past a pack of running horses (i think they were wild) and we zoomed right past them (okay, maybe this isn't weird for a motor vehicle but it felt crazy at the time). and at first, we thought it was a distorted impression of being so high up with such a view until we started getting back into actual cities. we went through a city where there were large ditches on either side of the road that we teetered on the edge of. like my body was tipped at a different angle in my seat. unrelated but also i saw a man on a bicycle get thrown into the ditch by an opening car door which had nothing to do with us but added to the increasing stress levels of everyone on top of the bus. there was a pile of trash on FIRE that we drove over. let me repeat: it was on FIRE. and we drove over it in a gas-powered vehicle. we reached the parking lot where we were to disembark which was closed off with a chain and the bus driver almost didn't stop for the attendant to unhook it...this man was prepared to just bulldoze through a literal metal barrier.
we all got off the bus and all the people who had sat in the nicer seats down below were completely ignorant to this. they had tvs in their seats like an airplane and had all watched finding nemo.
meanwhile, my friend lara and i got off the bus like this:
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The Balancerā€™s Eye šŸ‘ļøā€šŸ—ØļøĀ ā€” What do you think is the one unforgiveable sin?
oh! i like to think that most things are forgivable and unless the sin is committed against me...then i guess i don't have a say in what people should forgive or not. i think there are certain things that i find sad or really bad that maybe are unusual. i think sins where you erase someone's personhood, like the evidence of who people are for an assumption of who or what they are, is a unique cruelty. especially against children? i think people who don't realize that they hurt people...not in a small way...but like, big ways are really sad. i think embarrassing someone even if they "deserve" it is horrible--I don't get a lot of pleasure out of "owning" someone. but i guess--repeating the same sin over and over again? like, lack of character growth, i suppose. like, we have certain tendencies in our personality--selfishness, greed, sloth--and that's unavoidable...but i think, i forgive very easily and that's because it's in the hope that the grace that i extend to someone else gives them an opportunity to learn and grow and because it's what i would want and need to learn and grow. this sounds very condescending when i write it out, i think...but i think you'll understand what i'm saying. BUT if you're routinely hurting people in the same ways and you're not making efforts to change...then there's nothing to forgive? like that's a wasted gift.
What about you?
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asa-hollandseabrooke Ā· 1 year ago
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A S A - P O T E N T I A L C O N N E C T I O N S / P L O T S
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Below the cut are multiple potential connections & plots for a character to potentially take up with ASA HOLLAND. Please be aware of any trigger warnings before proceeding, and message me if interested!
TW // Medical Malpractice, Abuse, Murder, Violence
āœļø Write Me - Itā€™s the mid 1800s, and you have somehow been gifted the privilege of a penpal. Either you're from the London/Ireland area, or you simply have a family with the standing to get clothing imported from the UK, for a tailor and his kind but young apprentice from Ireland has been tasked with making clothing for your family. Desperate for some sort of friendship or kinship, you and the tailor's apprentice have started writing back and forth. But you notice the letters stutter and stop- then come from a new location. An asylum. Things get odder, and you hear from him sporadically. He's been sent away by his father, he's being told he's crazy. Experimental medications and treatments. Through it all, he sends art and letters... until around 1888, when it all just stops. You never heard from him again... until you meet a scroungy little librarian in Greywood.
šŸ“š Read Me - You are a fan of books of any sort, and the illustrations on the covers of some chapter books and picture books catch your eye. Perhaps you often go into the library, or are a collector of sorts- or you frequent the bookstore for more titles to read. But one day you happen upon a man painting watercolor in his - and the paintings are unmistakably the same artist. But those books were published back in the early 1900s, and this man seems to be in his 40s... it doesn't make sense. He is shy and you strike up a small conversation... he does NOT expect you to show up at his same spot near the fountain again with your own busy-work, eager to sit & make easy chatter. You are an unlikely friend for a nervous soul.
šŸ™Œ Welcome Me - Itā€™s 2018, and you live in Greywood in a somewhat derelict apartment building. You see a man show up one night with moving boxes and endless plants, alone as he moves his things into the apartment down the hall. A shoddy flat is suddenly being painted and fixed up, your adjoining balcony cleaned up with furniture, an awning, and a little fountain. The man is quiet but works every evening and night- or in the day, under a patio umbrella with his morning coffee and a cat on his lap. And one day you canā€™t help complimenting his efforts. The next day when you arrive home, he has fresh tomatoes from his tiny deck garden that he left for you in a basket. He's kind and leaves little gifts, until he moves away. You're not sure where, until you see him working in the library and he tells you he actually moved to an old house and has so much more room now. He invites you over to see it, too. He doesnā€™t tell you for a while later, but you were the first to speak to him and try to be neighborly to him. Over time, you are a friend he can rely on. He may even look at you fondly.
šŸ‘ See Me - You were walking home when you noticed something very odd- a gentleman in nice clothes with dark hair and dark eyes, bloodied and helping drag someone down a long alleyway. Youā€™ve seen many interesting things in Greywood around the time that dusk hits, but somehow this stuck with you. Maybe because you didnā€™t stop to find out what was going on. Was it a crime or a rescue? A good samaritan, or prey and their victim? Itā€™s plagued your mind for a while- so when you see the same man working in a library with those same dark eyes, you take a chance. You talk him up, ask him for drinks. And when you can, you corner him and finally ask what the hell it is you saw. Suddenly youā€™re one of the only people who knows of a very dark secret that the Irishman is desperate to keep under wraps.Ā 
šŸ’¬ Distract Me - You need something, or someone, to focus on. And heā€™s always available at night- maybe because for once the library is closed. You know that the quiet artist will meet you, almost anywhere. Itā€™s usually a bar, a restaurant. Sometimes even a late night walk. You air grievances to the quiet night and the unsettling silence of his concentrated and stoic expression. But he listens, and he comments. He talks of his own twisted and depressing life. His voice is clipped and shy. He tells you a little too much- but is stunned when you donā€™t go running. Often youā€™ve met in the night, and when paths cross in the day, things feel different. A shy nod between two almost-friends. You have his number and text occasionally but heā€™s terrible at it- or maybe you both continue meeting for drinks and a little distraction. Maybe thatā€™s all it is... or maybe not. Ā 
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rippedstitch-s Ā· 1 year ago
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Ā P O T E N T I A LĀ  Ā C O N N E C T I O N S
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Asa Holland - 46, He/Him, Syndicate Medic & Illustrator
FULL INTRO // TIMELINEĀ 
Under the Read More are different connection ideas based on Asaā€™s life. Feel free to message me or comment on the post if any of these strike your fancy and I can reach out to you to plot more. šŸ’™Ā 
āœļøĀ  Write Me - Itā€™s 1994 and you have somehow been gifted the privilege of a penpal- perhaps through a school program or a therapist who thinks this might help you form friendships. It is to your confusion (and perhaps curiosity) to find out that the 16 year old youā€™re writing with is housed in a mental institution in Somerset, England. Despite reservations, you both begin to write letters back and forth. You find an odd comfort in his style of writing and he seems to find security in yours, despite the questionable at best situation heā€™s in. You receive small drawings of what he sees day to day, and accounts of some of the darker sides of St. Ireneā€™s. You fall out of touch as life moves on... but years later, you receive a letter in the mail with familiar handwriting. An old friend asking if you kept those letters, because they can be used in a court case to take down the corrupt institution your old friend was kept in for years. Little did you realize youā€™d play an influential role in bringing justice to those who couldnā€™t fight for themselves- and now, finding you both live in NYC, a friend far away is now closer than ever.
šŸ“šĀ  Read Me - You are a fan of books of any sort, and the illustrations on the covers of some chapter books and picture books catch your eye. Perhaps you often go into the library, or are a collector of sorts- or you frequent the bookstore for more titles to read. But one day you happen upon a man painting watercolor in Central Park- and the paintings are unmistakably the same artist. He is shy and you strike up a small conversation... he does NOT expect you to show up at his same spot near the fountain again with your own busy-work, eager to sit & make easy chatter. You are an unlikely friend for a nervous soul.
šŸ™Ā  Welcome Me - Itā€™s 2017, and you live in New York City in a somewhat derelict apartment building. You see a man show up one night with moving boxes and endless plants, alone as he moves his things into the apartment down the hall. A shoddy flat is suddenly being painted and fixed up, your adjoining balcony cleaned up with furniture, an awning, and a little fountain. The man is quiet but works every evening- or in the day, under a patio umbrella with his morning coffee and a cat on his lap. And one day you canā€™t help complimenting his efforts. The next day when you arrive home, he has fresh tomatoes from his tiny deck garden that he left for you in a basket. The next time you see him, he has a wind chime made of old roof slats that sounds delightful, and hands it to you. He doesnā€™t tell you for a while later, but you were the first to speak to him and try to be neighborly to him. Over time, you are a friend he can rely on. He may even look at you fondly.
šŸ‘Ā  See Me - You were walking home when you noticed something very odd- a gentleman in nice clothes with dark hair and dark eyes, bloodied and helping drag someone down a long alleyway. Youā€™ve seen many interesting things in NYC around the time that dusk hits, but somehow this stuck with you. Maybe because you didnā€™t stop to find out what was going on. Was it a crime or a rescue? A good samaritan, or something far more sinister? Itā€™s plagued your mind for a while- so when you see the same man in a local bookstore with his own little table, discussing his art with shy and nervous, dark eyes, you take a chance. You talk him up, ask him for drinks. And when you can, you corner him and finally ask what the hell it is you saw. Suddenly youā€™re one of the only people who knows of a very dark secret that the Irishman is desperate to keep under wraps.
šŸ¹ Distract Me - You need something, or someone, to focus on. And heā€™s always available- maybe because he spends so much time at home. You know that the quiet artist will meet you, almost anywhere. Itā€™s usually a bar, a restaurant. Sometimes even a late night walk. You air grievances to the quiet night and the unsettling silence of his concentrated and stoic expression. But he listens, and he comments. He talks of his own twisted and depressing life. His voice is clipped and shy. He tells you a little too much- but is stunned when you donā€™t go running. Often youā€™ve met in the night, and when paths cross in the day, things feel different. A shy nod between two almost-friends. You have his number and text occasionally but heā€™s terrible at it- or maybe you both continue meeting for drinks and a little distraction. Maybe thatā€™s all it is... or maybe not. Ā 
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weroyals Ā· 3 years ago
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā @rosefadedā€‹ā€‹Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā /Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  The sounds of heels clacked against the flooring as the door to the meeting room for the floormasters oppened. In a short black dress along with fish net stockings and an embarrassing frilly garter as Satou-san himself. Even the head piece brought everything together. "What are we speaking of today?" He was trying to play it cool, but his face was still painted over red. He was never going to live this down. --Gashu @ anyon fo your choic :>
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Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ā€’ Ā š‡šŽš– Ā Ā Ā š‹š”š‚šŠš˜ Ā Ā Ā š…šŽš‘ Ā Ā Ā š‡šˆšŒ Ā Ā Ā š“š‡š€š“ Ā Ā Ā š‡šˆš’ Ā Ā Ā š’šŽš Ā Ā Ā š–š€š’ Ā Ā Ā ššŽš“ Ā Ā Ā šš‘š„š’š„šš“ Ā Ā Ā š€š‹š‘š„š€šƒš˜.Ā Ā Ā Ā Instead Ā there Ā was Ā only Ā Safalin,Ā Ā  Ā her Ā eyes Ā wideĀ Ā  Ā &Ā Ā  Ā cheeks Ā rosy.Ā Ā  Ā Both Ā her Ā hands Ā went Ā to Ā cover Ā her Ā mouth,Ā Ā  Ā unprepared Ā to Ā see Ā Satou Ā in Ā such Ā aĀ Ā state Ā of Ā dress Ā ;Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā not Ā only Ā unprofessional,Ā Ā  Ā butĀ Ā completely Ā inappropriateĀ Ā !!
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Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā ā Ā š’šˆš‘Ā Ā !!Ā Ā  Ā W,Ā Ā  Ā what Ā in Ā theĀ Ā worldĀ Ā !?Ā Ā āžĀ Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā As Ā much Ā as Ā she Ā didnā€™t Ā want Ā to Ā jump Ā to Ā conclusions,Ā Ā  Ā she Ā nonetheless Ā saw Ā this Ā was Ā something Ā she Ā was Ā neither Ā a Ā part Ā of Ā norĀ Ā needed Ā to Ā be,Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā &Ā Ā  Ā whether Ā heā€™d Ā lost Ā a Ā bet Ā or,Ā Ā  Ā worse,Ā Ā  Ā justĀ Ā chose Ā to Ā dress Ā this Ā way,Ā Ā  Ā she Ā was Ā too Ā flustered Ā to Ā meet Ā his Ā attempt Ā to Ā play Ā it Ā off Ā as Ā nothing.Ā  Ā 
Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā  Ā Ā Ā Her Ā day Ā wasnā€™t ļæ½ļæ½exactlyĀ Ā ruined,Ā Ā  Ā but Ā at Ā the Ā same Ā time,Ā Ā  Ā that Ā sure Ā as Ā hell Ā wasnā€™t Ā an Ā image Ā she Ā was Ā gonna Ā get Ā out Ā of Ā her Ā head Ā anytime Ā soon.
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laceymorganwrites Ā· 2 years ago
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hq boys and how they text
A/N: this is a fun little mini collab with @miyaniacs that started out as me commenting: omg xy emoji reminds me of Bo. And then we just kept making hcs so...have those xD
Bokuto:
frequently used emojis: šŸ’ŖšŸ¤©šŸ„ŗšŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆšŸ˜¼šŸ¤£šŸ˜„šŸ˜²šŸ˜­šŸ„“šŸ˜µšŸ¤ šŸ¤“šŸ¦„āœØšŸ™‰šŸŽ‰šŸ“šŸ‘€šŸ˜¤
ALWAYS TEXTS IN ALL CAPS
doesthisannoyingthingtoo
always does typos cause heĀ“s wayyy too excitedĀ 
and when he does the * he still gets it wrong
will send 10 minute long audios talking about nothing
also will keep every group chat updated about his day, checks in on everyone every 5 minutes
also in way too many group chats but too scared to leave them cause he doesnĀ“t want ppl thinking heĀ“s rude
Atsumu:
emojis: šŸ’”šŸ’¦šŸ’ÆšŸ”„šŸ˜ŽšŸ˜„šŸ„µšŸ¤«šŸ„“šŸ¤™šŸ‘…ā¤ā˜•
texts ppl who are like 5 feet away from him to get him something (poor Osamu)
always gets left on read
then double texts like
hello?šŸ„ŗĀ 
r u mad at me?
flirts way too much but in a really direct way
is blocked by so many girls
he loves calling people and will annoy anyone when heĀ“s bored
Tendou:
emojis: šŸ‘Øā€šŸ¦ÆšŸ¦¶šŸ‘‚āœŒšŸ¤˜šŸ„°šŸ˜‡šŸ¤ šŸ™ŠāœˆšŸŒœšŸ’ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ™†ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ¤¦ā€ā™‚ļøšŸƒā€ā™‚ļøšŸ˜£šŸ˜™
sends too many selfies
itĀ“s like heĀ“s vlogging cause heĀ“s constantly sending pics to the gcĀ 
has a bunch of rps going on and heĀ“s super good at them (actually has good and interesting ocs)
sometimes speaks uwu just to annoy people
randomly quotes animeĀ 
sends videos of himself talking rather than making audiosĀ 
makes such cute faces too
sigh, I love this man
Suna:
emojis:šŸ¤—šŸ™„šŸ˜¬šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøšŸ’…šŸ‘šŸ‘„šŸ‘šŸ¤§šŸ¤°šŸ˜ˆšŸ’€šŸ˜¾
this man is on his damn phone too much
yet never texts back
will literally take up to 3 weeks to reply
is on discord a lot and just trolls people
has the do not disturb thingie
only texts 3 ppl (Kita, Osamu, Aran)
has Atsumu blocked
the type of guy to have a drama channel
Oikawa
always on his phone
texts
like
this
his gallery is rlly neat
has an album for everything and way too many photos
has an album just for receipts of drama he thought would be more important than it rlly is
ootd pics to the gc
expects all the compliments
gets: u still ugly
KING OF FACE TIME
šŸ„°šŸ˜˜šŸ˜«šŸ„ŗšŸ„±šŸ¤—šŸ‘½šŸ‘„āœØšŸ”„šŸŒ¶šŸ’–šŸ§˜ā€ā™€ļøšŸ––šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆā˜•
Sakusa
short answers
uses punctuation
has all gcs muted
only texts in there to roast Atsumu
leaves ppl on read all the time
except for Komori
sooo many unopened chats
only emojis are: ā¤ and :) also šŸ™„
Tsukki
sassy all the way
only reads messages when theyĀ“re important
otherwise he just ignores it
šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøšŸ’…šŸ˜šŸ¤¢šŸ˜‰šŸ™„šŸ‘šŸ‘šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
involuntarily is in a gc with Kuroo and Bokuto
has a secret meme chat with Akaashi and Yamaguchi
picks up on too much gossip amd doesnĀ“t even wanna know about it
Ushijima
had Tendou explain his phone to himĀ 
texts Oikawa at least once, showing him a picture of Shiratorizawa being like: this couldĀ“ve been you
is blocked now
does this thing where he overuses autocorrect and types the emoji instead of the word
šŸ¤ šŸ† otherwise he rlly doesnĀ“t use any
Filth stuff under the cut:
Bokuto
accidentally really good at sexting
doesnĀ“t know what heĀ“s doing but it works
keeps complimenting and praising you
has issues taking dick pics cause he can never get the right angle
always begs to have phone sex cause he gets too excited
wants to be on facetime with you all the time
okay but how can someone be so beautiful when they cum? and his moans are feral, will just stare at you all hazedĀ 
talks a lot during everything, just tells you how amazing it feels at all times
Atsumu
thinks heĀ“s good at sextingĀ 
but tries too hard
legit just fuckboy energy
but we all know heĀ“s just a sweet soft boy who wants to know if his dick if pretty cause heĀ“s insecure abt it
texting game isnĀ“t strong
BUT HIS PICTURE GAME šŸ‘€šŸ‘€šŸ‘€
would actually ace it once he had sex since his texting game would just....oof itĀ“s so good
also not as awkward anymore
Tendou
sexting with him is so much fun
itĀ“s super chill and lighthearted
tells you how good you make him feel
if you ever have phone sex he will moan just for you (usually he doesnĀ“t cause he doesnĀ“t see the point in it)
somehow it feels more intense with you watching him and touching yourself to him
gets his confidence (and dick) up
would be up to try everything with you, just gets so excited abt you overall
Suna
he WILL leave during a session to make food or smthĀ 
one time he forgot about you and just went back to gaming
kind of lackluster at times
you really have to initiate the convo
but he makes up for it with nice pics and vids
has a really pretty dick
somehow he takes really good pictures but without any effort
would do it on facetime and let me tell you:
prettiest moans
intense af eyes
THAT FUCKING SMIRK WHEN U CUM FOR HIM
Oikawa
never really shows his dick
partly because of bad experiences and cause of insecuritiesĀ 
makes you feel things by just his words
actually will either smirk like the little bitch he is or have a super cute soft smile on his face
probs has his phone in his one hand and is throwing a volleyball up and down in the other
sooo many adjectives to describe exactly what heĀ“ll do to you
Sakusa
sends a pic of him in only sweats, hand on his cock and tells u to come over
or a random: I need to feel your mouth around me
Ā“why do you want me to send a picture of my hand?Ā“
can get really filthy, taking you by surprise
call him sir and watch him flip the switch
when heĀ“s comfortable enough with you he will tell you all his dirty secrets
Tsukki
phone sex
teases you about being horny and needy
then supresses his own moansĀ 
makes you tell him what you want him to do
maybe heĀ“ll reward you with a picture
never starts anything since he doesnĀ“t wanna seem needy
but every time you sext or have phone sex heĀ“s like super petty at first
being all like: aww you just canĀ“t get enough of me~ what took you so long this time?
Ushijima
straight up dick pics or his abs/veiny arms
would send you pics after/while he works out and turns you on without intending to
accidentally leaves you on read after you call him out for it
kinda internal panic because...we all know this man is awkward asf
so you have to guide him through, tell him what you want him to do and what you wanna do to him
is kinda embarrassed the first few times, but slowly enjoys it more and more
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