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[saramays-blog]

I see you as a logical person and I say this wth outmost respect. 

How can you support men pretending to be women just so they join women's sports and go perv in women bathrooms. This bullshit has to end!!!

Fists and foremost, let's clarify few things that I believe is prerequisite: 

Anyone who transition from male to female because their motivation (predominantly) is sexual in nature, i.e. they like penis and want men to be attracted to them sexually, such as sisi’s and people who fetishize and fantasize to have female bodies to serve their sexual fantasies ARE NOT GENUINE trans-women! And they should NOT be bundled/mixed or associated with genuine trans-women whose motivation for transitioning is psychological in nature and NOT sexual!!!

The above is "in my opinion" and I truly believe in it.

Now that we put the above out of the way, let me answer your question.

Transgender is a broad term and can mean anything a person is transitioning from and/or to.

Not all transgender persons wish to be identified with one of the binary cis-genders. Some might be leaning more towards one or the other.

Example of this is a cis-male who is feminine-transgender and wants to be identified as a she/her but they are choosing to keep their male genitals unchanged.

However, If a transgender-person wants to transition and belong to a specific binary gender such as cis/pure female or cis/pure male and expects to be treated as such cis-gender, then they have the duty and obligation to transition (in all aspects) to that specific binary gender they are choosing. And until their transition is 100% complete (regardless of obstacles they face), they should expect the following:

People misgender them.

Can’t participate in specific cis-gender activities such as sports on a competitive level.

Issues when going to cis-gender specific bathrooms

…etc.

I say the above is because I believe that every individual is entitled to their own beliefs/opinions and can choose what they want to do in terms of their ideology that governs their being; as long as such ideology is not forced on others and does not take away from others, the right to choose for their own self.

Of Course, one can be kind enough to accommodate and be sympathetic to others' choices in terms of the genders they are choosing to identify with but in no way should it be forced or expected!

Q) So to your specific question about trans-women entering cis-women professional sports and whether they should be allowed or not?

A) I think, if a Trans-Woman fully transition from cis-male to trans-woman, which includes the absolutely-necessary (but not limited to) minimum steps:

Be on HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy) for no less than 5 years, and continue to be on HRT (Hormone Replacement Therapy).

Do the bottom surgery.

Laser or electrolysis hair removal treatment.

Remove Adam's apple.

Voice feminization surgery.

If the above steps are completed, then such a person will lose all cis-male attributes and advantages and thus, I believe they should be allowed in all women venues including competing in women's professional sports.

The issue, people who oppose transgenders, are having is they see men in womens clothings/makeup identifying as women and forcing themselves on everyone because they think it’s their right to do so.

This above statement (its influence) came from the top down and not from the bottom up. It came from the establishment trying to influence, to divide people and pit them against each other, to distract everyone from the important and real issues that are robbing everyone's rights and freedoms away, and literally enslaving us all. 

It is for this reason I also believe that, whoever falls for this charade and does not go after the real instigators of this fiasco which was all orchestrated by the law makers and the so called elected officials, using what I term as bad-LGBTQ+ paid-actors, in my opinion, such people (falling for all this) are the ignorant sheeple. And this goes both ways, the people who oppose transgender and the LGBTQ+ community.

Basically, NOTHING should be forced on ANYONE period!

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okay so i’m wanting to try out 1x1 a lot recently, so if anyone has any wanted opposites or plots they wanna do, pls hmu!!! my discord is saramay#0122 or you can message me on here to discuss!!

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Competition | Win a pair of tickets to Trevor Sensor in Dublin

Competition | Win a pair of tickets to Trevor Sensor in Dublin

Trevor Sensor plays Bello Bar in Dublin on 2 October, touring in support of the well-received debut album, “Andy Warhol’s Dream”. Armed with a husky voice and a mature songwriting mind, Sensor’s sound is that of someone performing beyond his years. Evident of course, by two previous releases “Texas Girls and Jesus Christ” and “Starved Nights of Saturday Stars” EPs released on Jagjaguwar last…

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Other Voices - Final Call - Curtain Closing!!

Other Voices – Final Call – Curtain Closing!!

Friday 22nd September is the final day for submissions to Other Voices Festival. Shouting out to all unsigned artists who have an interest in performing at the festival which will be held in Dingle, Co. Kerry from 1st to 3rd December. Last year, nearly 1,000 artists applied for a single performance slot at the IMRO Other Room!! eir Other Voices has extended an invitation to all unsigned artists…

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House fire closes street in Fourth Plain Village

Find out how to get the best plumber in Vancouver Washington

A house fire Wednesday afternoon closed one block of Grand Boulevard in Fourth Plain Village while firefighters battled the blaze.

A passer-by called 911 around 3:30 p.m. to report smoke coming from the basement of a one-story home at 2901 Grand Blvd., Vancouver Fire Department spokesman Bryan Fredrickson said.

Nine units responded and put the fire out within 10 minutes. No one was injured, but a cat was believed to be missing.

Grand Boulevard between East 29th and East 30th streets was shut down as firefighters extinguished and investigated the blaze.

The fire affected the entire house, with the basement receiving the brunt of the damage. An exact cause has yet to be determined, Fredrickson said.

“It was, like, really bad, up in smoke,” said Saramay Fitze, who lives across the street. “You couldn’t even tell it was a house because of all the smoke.”

An occupant of the home said he was eating lunch in the basement when he heard a noise, looked up and saw sparks flying out of an electrical panel. He then used a fire extinguisher, he said, before running out of the house without shoes to escape the smoke.

The basement features two rooms with concrete walls. The occupant said he was hopeful that at least one of the rooms would be spared from the blaze.

“I’m not happy about losing all my stuff,” he said. “I’m just glad no one got hurt.”

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House fire closes street in Fourth Plain Village

Find out how to get the best plumber in Vancouver Washington

A house fire Wednesday afternoon closed one block of Grand Boulevard in Fourth Plain Village while firefighters battled the blaze.

A passer-by called 911 around 3:30 p.m. to report smoke coming from the basement of a one-story home at 2901 Grand Blvd., Vancouver Fire Department spokesman Bryan Fredrickson said.

Nine units responded and put the fire out within 10 minutes. No one was injured, but a cat was believed to be missing.

Grand Boulevard between East 29th and East 30th streets was shut down as firefighters extinguished and investigated the blaze.

The fire affected the entire house, with the basement receiving the brunt of the damage. An exact cause has yet to be determined, Fredrickson said.

“It was, like, really bad, up in smoke,” said Saramay Fitze, who lives across the street. “You couldn’t even tell it was a house because of all the smoke.”

An occupant of the home said he was eating lunch in the basement when he heard a noise, looked up and saw sparks flying out of an electrical panel. He then used a fire extinguisher, he said, before running out of the house without shoes to escape the smoke.

The basement features two rooms with concrete walls. The occupant said he was hopeful that at least one of the rooms would be spared from the blaze.

“I’m not happy about losing all my stuff,” he said. “I’m just glad no one got hurt.”

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The Most Fabulous Influencers Over 50 You Should Be Following Right Now

Aging can be a scary – and inevitable – life process for many women, especially considering how the fast-paced fashion industry greatly glamourizes youth, casting smooth-skinned models and often disregarding their older customers. But one’s sense of style doesn’t disappear with age. Quite the opposite, in fact, like fine wine it only improves with time. Ari Seth Cohen’s Advanced Style project – which includes two books, a blog and a documentary – has been photographing elderly ladies with unique styles since 2008, paving the way for a whole new cohort of influencers that prove fashion is ageless. Here are 10 over 50 fashion influencers that make us want to say ‘Bring it on!’ to aging.

Lyn Slater – Accidental Icon

The university professor launched her blog in 2014 and became an, ahem, “accidental icon” few years ago when New York Fashion Week photographers mistook her – wearing a Yohji Yamamoto suit and Chanel bag – for a fashion icon as she was waiting to meet a friend for lunch.

Back to the real world. I’m in a purple haze💜 #real #everyday #work #fashiondesign #style #instadaily #leica

A post shared by Accidental Icon (@iconaccidental) on Jun 14, 2018 at 7:45pm PDT

Arlinda McIntosh – Funking after 50

Founder and creative director of The Sofistafunk, a label of slow fashioned zero-waste skirts, McIntosh uses her Instagram to share how she styles her creations.

Pssssst look at the red #Gingham #Skirt I found over at Sofistafunk.com • Photo @renaudaniels

A post shared by Arlinda (@funkingafter50) on Jul 7, 2018 at 12:52pm PDT

Grece Ghanem – Grece Ghanem

The Montreal-based personal trainer recently started sharing her sartorial choices on Instagram, encouraged and photographed by her 22-year -old daughter.

NEW YORK! 🎶

A post shared by Grece Ghanem (@greceghanem) on Jul 14, 2018 at 1:09pm PDT

Yvonne Raeside – Botticelli in Black

The business and personal development coach Yvonne Raeside is the most recent newcomer to the cohort of elderly influencers and wants to challenge assumptions about beauty and age through her blog Botticelli in Black.

Botticelli in Black. Bring glamour back. BIB still loving her 20 year old ensemble #accidentalicons #highcouture #fashiontrendsetter #fashionover60 #fashion #fashionista #fashionover70 #fashionover50 #advancedstyle #arisethcohen #50plusandfabulous #agelessbeauty #accidentalicon #over60style #over50style #style #stylecrone #styledaily #fashionable #fashionislife #fashioncouture #fashiontrends #idiosyncraticfashionistas #christiandior #ageless #agelessbeauty www.botticelliinblack.com

A post shared by Botticelli (@botticelliinblack) on Jul 19, 2018 at 1:22am PDT

Judith Boyd – Style Crone

A retired psychiatric nurse, Judith always added a hat to her work outfits as a way to express her creativity. Now she shares her looks – which she considers her own form of art – on her blog and Instagram .

Getting my vitamin C with @shopcoucou in @realitystudio_ mesh Scooter tee 🍊@wonhundred_official Prague tee 🍊 @kowtowclothing Stage pant🍊 Photo by the talented and creative @mmatabele . . #shopcoucou #realitystudio #wonhundred #kowtow #styleover70 #styleovet60 #styleover50 #advancedstyle #advancedstyleolderandwiser #advancedstylerevolution #40plusstyle #iwillwearwhatilike #spotmystyle #styleblogger #stylenotage #stylenotage #stylecrone #twitter

A post shared by Style Crone (@stylecrone) on Jul 17, 2018 at 12:17pm PDT

Sarah Jane Adams – Saramai Jewels

The jewelry designer embraces her wrinkles through her hashtag #mywrinklesaremystripes.

“Scuse me, while I touch the sky” Aim high. Be you. Be mankind. @7forallmankind #wearemankind

A post shared by Sarah Jane Adams (@saramaijewels) on Jul 16, 2018 at 5:07am PDT

Magda Llohis de Gutierrez  – Magda Life

The Spanish artist and jewelry designer uses Instagram to share her quirky and unique fashion sense.

Yellow is one of my favorite colors. The color of the sun ☀️ and joy! // El amarillo es uno de mis colores favoritos. Es el color del sol ☀️ y de la felicidad! // #advancedstyle #vintagegirl #vintagelovers #vintagelook #ageisjustanumber #yellowdress #fashionistagram #fashionistastyle #millinery #millinerycouture #bohemianfashion #bohemianchic #bohochic #bohofashion #bohogirl #editorialfashion #editorialstyling

A post shared by Magda Life (@magdalife57) on Jul 15, 2018 at 1:22pm PDT

Colleen Heidemann  – Colleen Heidemann

The Californian consignment store owner was discovered by Ari Seth Cohen in 2011…and has been a style icon, and key personality of the Advanced Style project, since then.

Within the magical and magnificent world of imagination, I'd have boarded this utterly fabulous airplane and jetted off to London this week-end….first, to so excitingly support my precious friend, @khrystyana, for her assemblage of the glorious presence of women in Trafalgar Square, walking on behalf of THE BEAUTIFUL BODY POSITIVE!! SO PROUD OF AND FOR HER, AS WELL AS, THE OH, SO MANY WHO WALKED THE WALK!!! Secondly, I'd have then attended that which I know will be a most splendid final of women's Wimbledon tennis. I love the world of sport….watching enormous crowds wildly cheer for the strength, ability, and character within the human spirit!!! My love and hugs to all and everyone watching AND participating…..WISHING, STRIVING TO FIND THEIR BETTER…THEIR BEST SELVES!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️#bodypositivity #worndifferent #drmartens

A post shared by Colleen Heidemann (@colleen_heidemann) on Jul 14, 2018 at 9:39am PDT

Tziporah Salamon  – Tziporah Salamon

The late photographer Bill Cunningham’s muse, Tziporah is a model, an actress and a fashion consultant, who shares her quirky outfits on her Instagram.

THE ART OF DRESSING MASTERCLASS: SAN FRANCISCO Sunday, July 29th, 3-5PM Small, intimate class in Presidio Heights. Book now: tziporahsalamon@gmail.com Photo and repost @advancedstyle #tziporahsalamon #tzippy #theartofdressingmasterclass #theartofdressingbook #keeperofthecloth #advancedstyle

A post shared by Tziporah Salamon (@tziporahsalamon) on Jul 24, 2018 at 6:37am PDT

Suzie Grant – Alternative Ageing

The English Nutritionist uses her blog, Alternative Ageing, to share health and beauty tips, but also her outfits.

Looking very happy ‘cause I’m wearing my new shirt bought in Amsterdam @fabiennechapot to clash majestically with my retro 50s pedal pushers from @hellbunnyofficial. Do you like a classy clash print? . . That awesome necklace was found @sfmoma in the shop, the sandals are from @moshulushoes and I’ve backcombed my hair – Oh and we’ve just had the most delicious meal @theivybrighton Lovely @thestylishwoman gave me the headscarf when we got together in Melbourne. Isn’t our community just the best! Reasons to be happy 😀 Thank you @archie_bakes for the photo💕 . . . #vintagesunnies #moshulu #lovesummertime #greyhairdontcare #fashionover50 #over50style #styleover50 #over60style #fashionover60 #agelessstyle #agelessfashion #stylewithasmile #iwillwearwhatilike #vintageladyvintagestyle #positiveageing #advancedstyle #ageing #aging #olderwomen #embraceage #ageisjustanumber #styleatanyage #ageamazing #60isthenewfierce #foreverfierce #thestylishwoman #myhellbunny #mymoshulu

A post shared by Alternative Ageing (@alternativeageing) on Jul 12, 2018 at 11:31am PDT

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This is me now, about a month on HRT. I'm tiny.

My current measurements:

Hight: 165 cm (5' 5")

Weight: 70 Kg (154 lb)

Shoe size: 10

Shoulder: 17 inches

Sleeve: 20 inches

Bust: 40 inches

Waist: 30 inches

Hip: 43 inches

Seam: 32

My boobs show when I put my arms down. But If I stretch my arms up or sideways, my boobs disappear and you can only see them protruding from the front only. Well this is month#1 on HRT so let's see what will happen next month.

My butt is getting much larger daily. I'm not exaggerating, if I eat carbs like bread, rice or pasta in an hour I feel my butt got bigger. I'm exercising every second day just to keep my ass in check. The below two pictures are with jeans but on my NSFW blog I will post one without the jeans. It's still nice size butt.

Guys, let me know what you think in the comments, if I should exercise it more, or it's OK the way it is or let it get fatter just a bit more.

Also, I'd love to hear suggestions to what color my hair would look best, also long/short...etc. any suggestions?

I hope you all enjoy my blog 🩵🩷🤍

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As played on Radio KC - Sunday 12.2.17 from 5-7pm Just click on the band/artist name to follow them on Facebook: The Bohos - Monday MorningThe Haze - She's My BabyCellar Door Moon Crow - WhistlerLittle Brother Eli - GoldHOLY MATRIMONY - If You Cannot Love YourselfModern Comforts - You Know I'm Bad NewsPronto Mama - ArabesqueARCAVES - Out Of The Blueyellow creatures - SpectrumVEYNS - hiReaTHSlow Falling Sun - ColourblindOcean Ruins - ShakeStillia - Let Me InPenny Mob - Love Not HateThe Grey Merchant - The Last TransmissionFOREIGNFOX - MonsoonCalling Apollo - The WarsApollo Junction - ParisThe Baltic States - BrotherThe Vryll Society - Sacred FlightJoe Keegan - Feelin' OldCherry Head, Cherry Heart - So Much MoreMoya - Love HateViolet Skies - IslandSaramai - ShipsKoria Kitten Riot - The Earth Will Spin Around

[beggys]

"The Calm After The Storm That was the opening of Beggys Folk Club"

It was fitting that legendary local guitar hero Joe Beggy opened proceedings at the inaugural Folk Club in Beggys last Friday. Joe taught most of Navan's local musicians guitar  including Folk Club co-organiser Oisin Leech who welcomed the packed house to the opening night. Joe performed a stunning version of a piece called Choro ( "The Sound Of Bells") by a South American called J. Pernambuco.

The night was then launched by world renowned poet and publisher Peter Fallon who reminisced about booking Luke Kelly for Foxrock Folk Club in the 1960s. He proclaimed that a Folk Club is a night where anything that can happen. He was right.

Cork native and songwriter supreme Ger Wolfe stunned the packed crowd with his soulful original songs steeped in the melodies and images of Irish traditional song.

Then up stepped Brian and Diarmuid Mac Glionn otherwise known as Ye Vagabonds -who raised the roof with close harmony singing and hair raising beautifully played mandolin and bazouki. The night was on.

As with any good Folk Club there were some surprise guests. On the way to the airport to fly home to New York up jumped Kells native Michael Brunnock who sang a newly penned song about Roger Casement. The song is from a theatre piece he has created with celebrated playwright Deirdre Kinahan "From The Legion Of The Lost Ones" . The play was read to wonderfully reaction in Kells just last week. Accompanying Michael was Saramai Leech who brought a spell to the evening with her singing voice.

After a short interval, where carefully chosen vinyl was played by DJ Hill, the Folk Club prepared for the night's headline act- Steve Wickham from The Waterboys.

To introduce Steve up stepped poet Peter Fallon who read a remarkable Walt Whitman poem and then one of his own poems entitled "Go" from his book "The Company Of Horses." Again a magic hush fell over the capacity crowd as Peter told hilarious stories of past folk clubs he had been a part of. Oisin Leech, joined by his sister Saramai, then sang Peter's poem "Go" and up jumped Steve Wickham to play fiddle!

From there the night was Steve Wickham's. It wasn't hard to see why he is known as world class performer . Switching between guitar and fiddle he cemented the fact that music has a power that no words can describe.

Steve sang selected new songs with pin drop silence hanging over Beggys. He even brought the house down with an understated rendition of the Waterboys classic "Fishermans Blues".

From that point on every musician was suddenly on stage . All the performers who had been part of the night tore through original songs mixed with drinking ballads and even a rendition of The Special's ska classic "Message To You Rudy" was blasted out by Ger Wolfe. The night was filled with surprises and at one point Joan Leech, mother of Saramai and Oisin, even jumped up to read a beautiful poem she had written .

Then Steve Wickham told the fascinating story of how he ended up on stage with Bob Dylan in Slane 1984.

The moment was right for a Dylan song and with Stevey Beggy jumping up on bass and John Nugent on drums, the night reached it's final chapter with Cormac O Keefe singing Bob Dylan's very own "Mississippi". The crowd were dumbfounded at the level of musicianship they were witnessing and they gave the musicians the farewell they had earned.

The night ended by co-organiser Oisin Leech thanking all who came and the performers said goodbye with a more upbeat country version of The Lost Brothers' tune "Soldiers Song."

Peter Fallon described the night as "triumphant" and exclaimed that he will be front row at the next Folk Club April 21st. Early booking is recommended for April 21st as the star filled line up includes Christy Moore's brother Luka Bloom, Sonny Condell of Scullion fame, The Silken Same , Steve Wall from the Stunning, playwright Deirdre Kinahan, members of The Frames who will be the house band for the night otherwise known as Square Pegs and many more surprise guests.

After the evening's main gig was well and truly over legend has it that Steve Wickham and Ger Wolfe went into the front bar of Beggys and played on into the small hours beside a warm fire ...but we will leave that stuff to folklore...

For more info on the second Folk Club visit Beggys Bar Navan on Facebook.

[saramays-blog]

Me then and now

Remember, everyone will put out their best image on social media (myself included). However, time always reveals the true nature of everything! If you are patient. 

I, for one, did many silly things in my past, age really humbles you (I’m born in August 1973). 

What I learned is that in life there are  two things that define who you are:  (1) your patience when you have nothing (I’ve been there!!!). And (2) your attitude when you have everything. 

Life may not be perfect, but there is always something to be grateful for. Find it! And acknowledge it! And you’ll instantly have everything.

LUV you all 💕

[saramays-blog]

Be Precise

You have been conditioned all your life to react to situations based on implanted and indoctrinated beliefs and ideologies. This is NOT THE REAL YOU!

Because you only know how to react: You do not know what life is. You do not know what love is. You do not know the difference between pleasure and joy. You do not know what or how thought comes about, thus you do not know what fear is.

This makes you gullible!

Find out who you really are by learning to be precise! 

Don’t react to situations. Observe it by giving a situation your complete attention ignoring everything else.

Think outside of what society has taught you; and respond if you think it will benefit you. Otherwise, your opinion is not needed.

Master the skill to be silent and only speak if required.

Do not react to everything you see or hear. If you do, remember it’s not you but the conditioning you grew up with is reacting. This is important so the controllers can’t use you to react to their instigated and artificially manufactured situations designed to evoke your emotions and enrage you. Do not fall for their obvious traps.

Finally live with the motto of: 

Live the way you want as long as you don’t force your ways and beliefs on others. Also, your way of life should not deprive others from living their chosen life. You do not need to explain or defend your ways to anyone. You will walk your own path and peoples' approvals or opinions are irrelevant.

In conclusion, don't steal, don't kill, don't rape, don't fight wars, don't hurt animals, don't poison and destroy our planet, help others, be kind, don't be a hypocrite, don't stand for values that harm others, don't take sides and be just; these are principles every human of every faith can embrace!

Remember: The strong walk away from situations. The weak puts on facade using cruelty to hide their fears and weak nature.

I love you all

[saramays-blog]

My mumbles and advice

I do low-level software development in assembler (C language). I use Unix based systems to run my code. One of the perks of being a low level developer is a profound understanding of hardware. This enabled me to play around in Android operating systems.  

In my line of business, I get to experiment using many flagship mobile phones. 

I guess what I’m trying to say is, the absolute best phone out there in terms of reliability and security is the Google Pixel phones.

Yes, Google might share your info with advertisers (especially true if your settings are default and you do not change them). However, most of this info is anonymous. 

On the other hand, the rest of the brands with their flashy flagships are all filled with backdoors via the “rooted third-party apps" that you can’t uninstall but only fake-disable is allowed, to hide them from you while they are still running child-processes in the background.

I’m not sponsored by Google, but if you ask my professional opinion in terms of security and reliability, the best out there from all the crap that is available to you is Google Pixel phones.

I wrote this post while listening to Lonely Nights by White Lion, in case you want to know the type of music I listen to. 

Love you all 💕

[saramays-blog]

I wish I was as pretty as you are. We spoke before. I like your writings. I wish things were different for me. You are lucky to have kissra by your side. I’m all alone. The stuff you said on discord is only true for pretty people and really doesn’t apply to people like me. I’m far from passable and everything for me is difficult. When I’m anon I can talk to all people when I’m me no one wants to talk to me. I know you mean well but what you said about the mechs is not true for many. I really like the demo. You did a good job and story line is not for people like me. I specially like Hikaru. Just want you to know that. I read you go to club200. I wish I could join you. But I’m far from passable. I’m not blaming. I’m just telling you from my side. I like you and kissra and wish you well. I guess this is more a remark than question. Sorry.

Hi anon, please read everything to the end.

I am so deeply sorry about the mech demo. The story line was based on the anime Grendizer original version that was released in 1975, the Japanese version. Hikaru was done by an artist modeling Kissra’s face and body using computer modeling Sigma (see discord link, I made the AI public for anyone to use). It is not my story line. The whole mechs project is just for fun and I own all the code because I wrote it and can change the story line. I already took it offline. Please, would you consider helping me change it? And I’m really sorry about it. I never meant it to be that way. 

Thank you for thinking I’m pretty but I’m not by a long shot, by society standards. I have a big nose, acne scars on my cheeks and I’m not young. If I look good in pictures, come see me in real life and you’ll run away. Don’t let people's pictures fool you. This is all credit to Kissra’s makeup skills and camera angles and lighting. Notice I underlined “society standards”. 

Now let's talk about beauty. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. I could see someone so beautiful and others think they are ugly. You see, we all have our definitions on what’s beautiful. If you see yourself beautiful and you like your outfit, that’s all that matters and you will be pushing this vibe and you will attract people who are tuned to you and they will see what you see. Myself and Kissra look for personality before looks. It is the personality that is indicative to inner beauty which is a true representation of a beautiful person. I’m not just saying that to make you feel good but I say that on my main website in the about me section (not saramays, the isydia one) since you mentioned mechs, I am sure you are able to lookup the google cache and see for yourself the date when I wrote the about me on my main site.

You mention club200. I take it you are in Winnipeg? If so, I would love for you to join us in person. If your personality is good, I’m sure we both will like you. I will be there this Saturday with Kissra if you are interested. This will be my 3rd time going there. And don’t worry about being embarrassed. I will do all the embarrassment for everyone. I’ll be the person with bad makeup, can’t walk in heels for shit yet I will rock my outfit and you know why? Because I want to. People’s opinions are irrelevant. So stop wishing and if you want to come to the club and meet us we both welcome you.

Lastly, I just want to leave you with something: “Live for yourself! Life is actually very simple. The simpler you think, the simpler things will become”.

Stay sweet and beautiful 🩷🥰🩷